WEBVTT 00:00:03.380 --> 00:00:04.710 Previously on "Grey's Anatomy"... 00:00:04.710 --> 00:00:06.000 Amelia: There's a scientific study 00:00:06.000 --> 00:00:07.500 that if you stand like this in superhero pose, 00:00:07.500 --> 00:00:08.830 you will perform measurably better. 00:00:08.830 --> 00:00:10.250 Owen, will you marry me? 00:00:10.250 --> 00:00:11.710 -Where are we running? -Ahh! 00:00:11.710 --> 00:00:13.710 Um, kids. 00:00:13.710 --> 00:00:14.750 -Five. -Whoa. Five?! 00:00:14.750 --> 00:00:16.290 Hey, you got a minute to talk? 00:00:16.290 --> 00:00:18.170 Amelia: Owen, there's nothing to talk about. 00:00:18.170 --> 00:00:19.460 I don't want to have a baby! 00:00:19.460 --> 00:00:21.960 Is she okay? Is she sober? Just tell me that. 00:00:21.960 --> 00:00:23.290 Stephanie: She's safe. 00:00:23.290 --> 00:00:25.120 Tell her to come home. 00:00:30.380 --> 00:00:33.670 [ Breathes deeply ] 00:00:33.670 --> 00:00:35.580 [ Razor buzzes ] 00:00:35.580 --> 00:00:44.500 ♪♪ 00:00:44.500 --> 00:00:47.420 Amelia: There are 100 billion neurons in the human brain... 00:00:47.420 --> 00:00:49.080 making and remaking connections... 00:00:49.080 --> 00:00:53.920 ♪ Today is sweet like honey ♪ 00:00:53.920 --> 00:00:55.500 ♪ Sugar in my step ♪ That's it? 00:00:55.500 --> 00:00:57.250 ♪ With a pocket full of sunny ♪ 00:00:57.250 --> 00:00:59.880 Kinda makes you look fierce. 00:00:59.880 --> 00:01:01.790 ♪ Summer in my soul, and the birds are sounding lovely ♪ 00:01:01.790 --> 00:01:04.380 Are you sure you don't want me to call your mom? 00:01:04.380 --> 00:01:06.380 No. She didn't come for my wedding. 00:01:06.380 --> 00:01:08.040 She doesn't get to come for my tumor. 00:01:08.040 --> 00:01:10.210 ♪ We got the feeling ♪ 00:01:10.210 --> 00:01:11.830 It's helping us with math... 00:01:11.830 --> 00:01:13.170 [ Door closes ] 00:01:13.170 --> 00:01:16.040 ...remembering our keys, our dad's voice -- 00:01:16.040 --> 00:01:19.000 working hard all the time. 00:01:19.000 --> 00:01:22.460 ♪ From my head down to my toes ♪ 00:01:22.460 --> 00:01:25.500 ♪ We got the feeling, ooh ♪ 00:01:25.500 --> 00:01:27.000 ♪ Got the feeling ♪ 00:01:27.000 --> 00:01:28.750 ♪ Ooh ♪ 00:01:28.750 --> 00:01:31.080 ♪ Got the feeling, got the feeling ♪ 00:01:31.080 --> 00:01:36.080 ♪ Got, got the feeling, whoa ♪ 00:01:36.080 --> 00:01:39.210 ♪ Got the feeling, got, got the feeling ♪ 00:01:39.210 --> 00:01:43.460 So when the brain is faulty, it's a big rewiring job. 00:01:43.460 --> 00:01:45.290 And there's no margin for error. 00:01:45.290 --> 00:01:47.080 Koracick: I'll go in through a subfrontal craniotomy, 00:01:47.080 --> 00:01:49.210 real clean, small incision in the dura, 00:01:49.210 --> 00:01:50.750 and then scoop the tumor out. 00:01:50.750 --> 00:01:52.620 I don't like the edema around the tumor, 00:01:52.620 --> 00:01:54.710 but I got to dance with the girl who brought me, so... 00:01:54.710 --> 00:01:57.580 [ Chuckles ] I imagine you have questions. 00:01:57.580 --> 00:01:59.670 Yeah, uh, how many of these have you done? 00:01:59.670 --> 00:02:02.000 So, so many. 00:02:02.000 --> 00:02:03.500 And what's the recovery time? 00:02:03.500 --> 00:02:05.120 I took a 13-centimeter tumor out of a cop 00:02:05.120 --> 00:02:06.460 in roughly the same place. 00:02:06.460 --> 00:02:08.210 He was walking day one, talking day three, 00:02:08.210 --> 00:02:09.830 back at work end of the week, so... 00:02:09.830 --> 00:02:11.250 Thank you, Tom. 00:02:11.250 --> 00:02:12.960 Yeah. See you at the after party. 00:02:12.960 --> 00:02:16.540 [ Telephone rings ] 00:02:16.540 --> 00:02:18.500 He seems arrogant enough. 00:02:18.500 --> 00:02:20.460 He's a showboat. 00:02:20.460 --> 00:02:22.250 And he works best under pressure, so, DeLuca, 00:02:22.250 --> 00:02:24.750 ask him questions during surgery, make him show off. 00:02:24.750 --> 00:02:27.330 And if I make it through -- When you make it through. 00:02:27.330 --> 00:02:29.170 -Early ambulation protocol. -Thank you. 00:02:29.170 --> 00:02:30.790 Okay. Meredith, if I die -- 00:02:30.790 --> 00:02:32.290 You are not going to die. 00:02:32.290 --> 00:02:33.880 But if I do, you call my mom. 00:02:33.880 --> 00:02:35.210 I'm sorry, but she likes you. 00:02:35.210 --> 00:02:36.880 And, you, take my room. 00:02:36.880 --> 00:02:39.080 It is way better. I kind of scammed you on that. 00:02:39.080 --> 00:02:40.620 Stop it. No, she's right. It's way better. 00:02:40.620 --> 00:02:41.880 Owen, if I'm gorked, 00:02:41.880 --> 00:02:44.210 do not overthink it, do not visit me. 00:02:44.210 --> 00:02:45.830 just park me somewhere and go on with your life. 00:02:45.830 --> 00:02:47.080 Amelia, please cut it out. 00:02:47.080 --> 00:02:48.290 And if I need unplugging, 00:02:48.290 --> 00:02:50.750 April has been named my power of attorney. 00:02:50.750 --> 00:02:53.080 [ Chuckles ] 00:02:53.080 --> 00:02:54.790 W-Was I supposed to say no? 00:02:54.790 --> 00:02:56.710 She likes me. She will be there for you. 00:02:56.710 --> 00:02:59.040 But we're not so close that she'll let emotion dictate her decision. 00:03:03.000 --> 00:03:05.830 I don't know what's me and what's tumor talking, but, um... 00:03:07.670 --> 00:03:10.170 [ Shakily ] In this moment, I love you people tremendously. 00:03:10.170 --> 00:03:18.210 ♪♪ 00:03:18.210 --> 00:03:26.290 ♪♪ 00:03:26.290 --> 00:03:34.380 ♪♪ 00:03:34.380 --> 00:03:37.080 Koracick: [ Softly ] I love this. 00:03:37.080 --> 00:03:40.170 [ Normal voice ] Are there really studies on this? 00:03:40.170 --> 00:03:41.250 Yep. 00:03:41.250 --> 00:03:42.620 Yeah. 00:03:42.620 --> 00:03:46.040 ♪♪ 00:03:46.040 --> 00:03:49.500 When you're going into surgery, you worry you won't wake up. 00:03:52.710 --> 00:03:56.420 But with brain surgery, you worry you will wake up... 00:03:56.420 --> 00:04:05.500 ♪♪ 00:04:05.500 --> 00:04:07.500 ...but you won't be there when you do. 00:04:14.460 --> 00:04:15.880 [ Elevator bell dings ] [ Sighs ] 00:04:15.880 --> 00:04:17.960 The first intern interview is already here? 00:04:17.960 --> 00:04:20.250 Yes. 45 minutes early. 00:04:20.250 --> 00:04:21.830 We know they all have the grades. 00:04:21.830 --> 00:04:23.460 We just need to see if they're -- 00:04:23.460 --> 00:04:24.880 Functional human beings. [ Laughs ] 00:04:24.880 --> 00:04:26.540 You've worked very hard for this. You deserve this. 00:04:26.540 --> 00:04:28.250 And even though you overdosed your Aunt Joan 00:04:28.250 --> 00:04:29.290 on her blood-pressure medication, 00:04:29.290 --> 00:04:31.210 you are awesome because y-you can recite 00:04:31.210 --> 00:04:32.880 every artery in the body alphabetically. 00:04:32.880 --> 00:04:34.080 [ Inhales sharply ] Abdominal aorta, 00:04:34.080 --> 00:04:35.750 alveolar anterior, 00:04:35.750 --> 00:04:37.670 alveolar inferior, alveolar superior... 00:04:37.670 --> 00:04:39.540 I think we're finished here. 00:04:39.540 --> 00:04:41.540 [ Chuckling ] Next. ...anterior cecal. 00:04:41.540 --> 00:04:43.880 Megan: If you say a number I don't like, 00:04:43.880 --> 00:04:46.120 I'm going to hit you with this magazine. 00:04:46.120 --> 00:04:47.920 -Still over 100. -Barely a fever. 00:04:47.920 --> 00:04:49.620 -A fever's a fever. -It's minor. 00:04:49.620 --> 00:04:52.620 It's not like I'm having... brain surgery or something. 00:04:52.620 --> 00:04:54.790 [ Scoffs ] 00:04:54.790 --> 00:04:57.210 She avoided you during my surgery. You're avoiding her now. 00:04:57.210 --> 00:04:59.080 I suddenly understand your marriage completely. 00:04:59.080 --> 00:05:00.380 Amelia has a lot of support. 00:05:00.380 --> 00:05:02.170 And with Riggs pulling what he's pulled on you -- 00:05:02.170 --> 00:05:03.460 I turned down his proposal. 00:05:03.460 --> 00:05:05.210 I told him I didn't want him. 00:05:05.210 --> 00:05:07.210 He had every right and every reason 00:05:07.210 --> 00:05:10.460 to pack his bags and walk away. 00:05:10.460 --> 00:05:13.500 I mean, a goodbye might've been nice, but... 00:05:13.500 --> 00:05:15.120 Hmm. 00:05:15.120 --> 00:05:17.330 April: Please don't make me have to unplug her. 00:05:17.330 --> 00:05:19.170 Please don't make me have to unplug her. 00:05:19.170 --> 00:05:21.710 [ Inhales sharply ] Lord, please make her be okay. 00:05:21.710 --> 00:05:24.790 [ The Beach Boys' "Fun, Fun, Fun" plays ] Please let her be okay. 00:05:24.790 --> 00:05:27.620 Please don't make me have to unplug her. 00:05:27.620 --> 00:05:29.830 Koracick: ♪ And she'll have fun, fun, fun ♪ 00:05:29.830 --> 00:05:31.540 ♪ Till her daddy takes the T-bird away ♪ 00:05:31.540 --> 00:05:33.330 ♪ Fun, fun, fun till her daddy takes the T-bird away ♪ 00:05:33.330 --> 00:05:34.380 Any issues with the edema? 00:05:34.380 --> 00:05:36.000 ♪ Well, the girls can't stand her ♪ 00:05:36.000 --> 00:05:38.420 ♪ 'Cause she walks, talks, and drives like an ace now ♪ 00:05:38.420 --> 00:05:40.670 Also wondering if you're all the way around the dura. 00:05:40.670 --> 00:05:42.420 ♪ She makes the Indy 500 ♪ 00:05:42.420 --> 00:05:45.120 ♪ Look like a Roman chariot race, now ♪ 00:05:45.120 --> 00:05:46.750 Also, why did you choose this particular music? 00:05:46.750 --> 00:05:48.420 DeLuca, sing along or shut up. 00:05:48.420 --> 00:05:50.080 ♪ But she leads them on a wild-goose chase now ♪ 00:05:50.080 --> 00:05:52.500 ♪ Goose chase now, you drive like an ace ♪ 00:05:52.500 --> 00:05:54.710 ♪ And she'll have fun, fun, fun ♪ 00:05:54.710 --> 00:05:56.830 ♪ Till her daddy takes the T-bird away ♪ 00:05:56.830 --> 00:05:58.830 ♪ Fun, fun, fun till her daddy takes... ♪ 00:05:58.830 --> 00:06:00.330 I still can't believe -- 00:06:00.330 --> 00:06:02.460 That masturbation diagnosed a brain tumor? 00:06:02.460 --> 00:06:05.170 Yeah. God works in such mysterious ways. 00:06:05.170 --> 00:06:06.580 [ Chuckles ] 00:06:06.580 --> 00:06:09.750 The Beach Boys seems like an odd choice. Like, inappropriate. 00:06:09.750 --> 00:06:12.380 No, Riggs leaving Megan -- that's inappropriate. 00:06:12.380 --> 00:06:14.250 I never liked Riggs in the first place. 00:06:14.250 --> 00:06:16.250 And I'm an excellent judge of character. 00:06:16.250 --> 00:06:17.790 Right, because you have zero history 00:06:17.790 --> 00:06:19.170 with crazy girlfriends. 00:06:19.170 --> 00:06:21.460 My judgment has improved with age. 00:06:21.460 --> 00:06:23.250 ♪ Well, you knew all along that your dad ♪ 00:06:23.250 --> 00:06:25.250 ♪ Was gettin' wise to you now ♪ 00:06:25.250 --> 00:06:27.170 ♪ You shouldn't have lied ♪ 00:06:27.170 --> 00:06:29.790 ♪ And since he took your set of keys, you were thinking -- ♪ 00:06:29.790 --> 00:06:31.250 ♪ That your fun is all through now ♪ 00:06:31.250 --> 00:06:32.880 -Why did he stop singing? -He stopped singing. 00:06:32.880 --> 00:06:34.880 ♪ But you can come along with me... ♪ 00:06:34.880 --> 00:06:36.790 This is the crucial part. He has to cut the last vessel. 00:06:36.790 --> 00:06:38.250 And sometimes it's a feeder to the -- 00:06:38.250 --> 00:06:39.540 [ Snip ] 00:06:39.540 --> 00:06:41.250 ♪ And we'll have fun, fun, fun ♪ [ Gasps ] 00:06:41.250 --> 00:06:42.500 -What was that? -What happened? 00:06:42.500 --> 00:06:44.040 That was the vessel en passant. 00:06:44.040 --> 00:06:45.710 It looked like it was going into the meningioma, 00:06:45.710 --> 00:06:47.580 but in fact it was going straight through to the brain. 00:06:47.580 --> 00:06:50.120 He didn't have a choice. It's okay. 00:06:50.120 --> 00:06:51.620 -Is it? -It is? 00:06:51.620 --> 00:06:53.790 It's probably fine. It could be really bad. 00:06:53.790 --> 00:06:55.960 -I'm sure it's fine. -Hmm. 00:06:55.960 --> 00:06:58.790 ♪ Fun, fun now that Daddy took the T-bird away ♪ 00:06:58.790 --> 00:07:00.460 ♪ Whoo, whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 00:07:00.460 --> 00:07:01.830 ♪ Fun, fun now that Daddy took the T-bird away ♪ 00:07:01.830 --> 00:07:03.710 Meredith: I'm saying you clipped the vessel. 00:07:03.710 --> 00:07:05.500 Koracick: The tissue went a little dusky. It doesn't mean that that -- 00:07:05.500 --> 00:07:06.620 Owen: She's 11 hours post-op. 00:07:06.620 --> 00:07:08.620 Maggie: Shouldn't she be awake by now? 00:07:08.620 --> 00:07:09.710 I'm not concerned yet. With that amount of bleeding, 00:07:09.710 --> 00:07:11.710 recovery time can be -- She's awake. 00:07:11.710 --> 00:07:14.920 Thank, God. Thank you, God! [ Inhales sharply ] 00:07:14.920 --> 00:07:17.210 Meredith: Amelia, how do you feel? 00:07:17.210 --> 00:07:19.920 Amelia: I'm okay. How'd it go? 00:07:19.920 --> 00:07:21.880 Amelia, can you hear me? [ Fingers snapping ] 00:07:21.880 --> 00:07:23.830 Yes. I'm right here. 00:07:23.830 --> 00:07:25.620 Owen: Is she awake? 00:07:25.620 --> 00:07:27.920 Maggie: Or did she just open her eyes? Amelia? 00:07:27.920 --> 00:07:29.460 They can't hear me. 00:07:29.460 --> 00:07:31.330 I don't think she's -- Oh, my God! 00:07:31.330 --> 00:07:33.710 L-Listen. Everybody's recovery time is different. 00:07:33.710 --> 00:07:36.170 Let's not...panic. 00:07:36.170 --> 00:07:38.960 Oh, crap. Am I gorked? 00:07:40.500 --> 00:07:42.120 It's okay. She's okay. 00:07:42.120 --> 00:07:43.290 Oh, crap! 00:07:50.830 --> 00:07:52.710 [ Air hissing, monitors beeping ] 00:07:58.170 --> 00:07:59.580 -Hey. -Hmm! 00:07:59.580 --> 00:08:00.750 -Sorry. -Hey. 00:08:00.750 --> 00:08:02.040 There's no change. 00:08:02.040 --> 00:08:03.750 But, uh, it's 5:30 in case you want 00:08:03.750 --> 00:08:05.380 to get a shower or something. Okay. Thanks. 00:08:07.670 --> 00:08:10.290 Ooh. Okay. 00:08:10.290 --> 00:08:12.540 I'm gonna go take a shower, okay? 00:08:12.540 --> 00:08:14.540 I'll be back soon. 00:08:14.540 --> 00:08:17.000 Okay. It's sweet you slept here. 00:08:17.000 --> 00:08:18.330 What? 00:08:18.330 --> 00:08:20.380 I think she just squeezed my hand. 00:08:20.380 --> 00:08:22.210 Amelia, did you just squeeze my hand? 00:08:22.210 --> 00:08:24.880 Ow. Stop talking. 00:08:24.880 --> 00:08:26.580 My head hurts, Meredith. 00:08:26.580 --> 00:08:28.170 I'm trying to sleep. 00:08:28.170 --> 00:08:29.580 -Maybe not. -[ Coughs ] 00:08:29.580 --> 00:08:31.750 Oh, my God. She's breathing over the tube. 00:08:31.750 --> 00:08:34.120 -Let's get her extubated. -Okay. This is good! 00:08:34.120 --> 00:08:35.210 This is good. 00:08:35.210 --> 00:08:38.580 Ow. God. So much talking. 00:08:40.040 --> 00:08:42.540 I know that I'm younger than most of your applicants, 00:08:42.540 --> 00:08:44.750 so to answer some questions you may have, 00:08:44.750 --> 00:08:47.960 I went to high school at 12, I went to college at 14, 00:08:47.960 --> 00:08:49.620 I went to medical school at 16, 00:08:49.620 --> 00:08:51.420 and I lost my virginity at 18. 00:08:53.210 --> 00:08:55.170 You may not have asked that last one. 00:08:57.420 --> 00:08:59.790 Have to keep this on in case Mass Gen calls. 00:08:59.790 --> 00:09:01.120 They're my number one. 00:09:01.120 --> 00:09:02.920 But you guys are a solid number two. 00:09:02.920 --> 00:09:05.540 [ Cellphone chimes ] 00:09:05.540 --> 00:09:07.080 You know what, though? 00:09:07.080 --> 00:09:10.120 I think after being here, I'm impressed. 00:09:10.120 --> 00:09:11.790 Grey-Sloan is moving up. 00:09:11.790 --> 00:09:15.170 Level one trauma. The weather's amazing. 00:09:17.000 --> 00:09:18.960 [ Indistinct chatter ] 00:09:18.960 --> 00:09:21.920 [ Telephone rings ] 00:09:21.920 --> 00:09:23.580 Richard: Ahh. How was the flight? 00:09:23.580 --> 00:09:24.670 Fine. 00:09:24.670 --> 00:09:26.670 -Ah. And the service? -It was tasteful. 00:09:26.670 --> 00:09:28.920 It was a bunch of kiss-asses sniffing around for money, 00:09:28.920 --> 00:09:30.460 telling stories about how Harper Avery 00:09:30.460 --> 00:09:32.460 was nice and decent and [Scoffs] respected women. 00:09:32.460 --> 00:09:34.540 All right, so, we'll have a family supper 00:09:34.540 --> 00:09:36.920 and do our own thing and talk about the real Harper Avery. 00:09:36.920 --> 00:09:39.380 Right now I need to change. Want to help me? 00:09:41.040 --> 00:09:42.170 Koracick: Catherine Avery? 00:09:43.250 --> 00:09:46.210 Thomas Koracick?! [ Both laugh ] 00:09:46.210 --> 00:09:48.580 Ohh! How is it that I'm aging and you aren't? 00:09:48.580 --> 00:09:50.500 -Oh, shut up. -[ Clears throat ] 00:09:50.500 --> 00:09:52.880 Uh, you've met my husband, Richard Webber. 00:09:52.880 --> 00:09:55.170 -Oh! -And this my son, Jackson. 00:09:55.170 --> 00:09:57.380 -Oh! H-How old is he? -Hey. 00:09:57.380 --> 00:09:59.420 Why? I want to make sure he's not mine. 00:09:59.420 --> 00:10:01.500 -You are just awful. -[ Chuckles ] 00:10:01.500 --> 00:10:03.210 Uh, how's, uh, Shepherd? 00:10:03.210 --> 00:10:06.290 She's, uh, responsive, not yet verbal. 00:10:06.290 --> 00:10:07.710 It's early. 00:10:07.710 --> 00:10:09.040 We should catch up. 00:10:09.040 --> 00:10:11.880 [ Chuckles ] 00:10:11.880 --> 00:10:13.500 Anything you want to tell me? 00:10:14.920 --> 00:10:17.170 I prefer to let you wonder, 00:10:17.170 --> 00:10:18.830 keep the mystery alive. 00:10:18.830 --> 00:10:19.790 Richard: Mm-hmm. 00:10:19.790 --> 00:10:21.920 Mmm. [ Laughs ] 00:10:21.920 --> 00:10:25.380 Ooh! Look at Dr. Fancypants! 00:10:25.380 --> 00:10:27.830 Trying to lure in that big facelift money? 00:10:27.830 --> 00:10:29.960 I was at a funeral. 00:10:30.880 --> 00:10:33.380 I am a terrible person. 00:10:33.380 --> 00:10:34.960 You look very somber. 00:10:39.420 --> 00:10:40.790 How much money did he leave you? 00:10:40.790 --> 00:10:42.330 That's not an appropriate question. 00:10:42.330 --> 00:10:44.040 Well, I just want to know exactly. 00:10:44.040 --> 00:10:46.710 I mean, do they just back up a truckload of silver spoons? 00:10:46.710 --> 00:10:47.960 [ Chuckles ] 00:10:47.960 --> 00:10:49.880 It's a fleet of limos, not a truck. 00:10:49.880 --> 00:10:52.080 Um, you, uh, paged me? What's up? 00:10:52.080 --> 00:10:54.380 [ Sighs ] Bad timing. Never mind. 00:10:54.380 --> 00:10:56.120 What do you mean? Bad timing for what? 00:10:57.500 --> 00:10:59.460 What? 00:10:59.460 --> 00:11:01.540 I'm publishing Megan Hunt's surgery, 00:11:01.540 --> 00:11:04.120 and it might get consideration for a Harper Avery. 00:11:05.500 --> 00:11:08.790 So you want to take my name off it. 00:11:08.790 --> 00:11:11.040 No, I understand -- You can't win a Harper Avery 00:11:11.040 --> 00:11:13.500 if the article says "Jackson Avery." 00:11:13.500 --> 00:11:16.620 I mean, I know the timing of the ask is unfortunate, 00:11:16.620 --> 00:11:18.460 but the deadline is in a few days. 00:11:18.460 --> 00:11:21.120 And...I really am sorry for your loss. 00:11:23.080 --> 00:11:24.830 -Take my name off, then. -Yeah? 00:11:24.830 --> 00:11:26.670 Go for it. Yeah, just be grateful 00:11:26.670 --> 00:11:29.170 that your mother didn't start up a foundation. 00:11:29.170 --> 00:11:31.380 Yeah, that Alzheimer's really put a wrench 00:11:31.380 --> 00:11:33.920 in her charitable giving, but I owe you one. 00:11:33.920 --> 00:11:35.250 -Thanks. -Yes, you do. 00:11:37.000 --> 00:11:38.170 Here we go. [ Groans ] 00:11:38.170 --> 00:11:39.330 Just a little bit more. 00:11:39.330 --> 00:11:41.420 [ Yells ] 00:11:41.420 --> 00:11:43.170 Please stop. 00:11:43.170 --> 00:11:44.960 [ Sobs ] No! It hurts! 00:11:44.960 --> 00:11:46.880 [ Yells ] 00:11:46.880 --> 00:11:48.960 DeLuca, what the hell are you doing?! 00:11:48.960 --> 00:11:51.290 It's early ambulation. Dr. Shepherd does it with all her patients. 00:11:51.290 --> 00:11:53.000 This patient is post-op day one. 00:11:53.000 --> 00:11:54.250 Put her back in that bed. 00:11:54.250 --> 00:11:55.500 She told me to do this. 00:11:55.500 --> 00:11:57.330 I change my mind. I change my mind. 00:11:57.330 --> 00:12:00.170 No. The giant tumor that was pressing on her frontal lobe 00:12:00.170 --> 00:12:02.120 told you to do it. It also made me promise 00:12:02.120 --> 00:12:04.830 not to give her any opioids, which is so incredibly stupid. 00:12:04.830 --> 00:12:07.620 Put her back in this bed now! 00:12:07.620 --> 00:12:09.080 Agreed. DeLuca, I agree. 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:11.000 -Sir, she made me promise. -Damn it! 00:12:11.000 --> 00:12:13.120 [ Chuckles ] Hey. You sleeping with her? 00:12:13.120 --> 00:12:15.290 -What? -What?! 00:12:15.290 --> 00:12:16.880 You heard me. You getting some extra office hours in with Shepherd? 00:12:16.880 --> 00:12:18.880 No! Okay? Just -- I-It's her protocol. 00:12:18.880 --> 00:12:20.790 And her patients have a high recovery rate -- 00:12:20.790 --> 00:12:22.830 higher than yours, which she wanted me to say to you, 00:12:22.830 --> 00:12:25.210 because she knew you wouldn't like this. 00:12:25.210 --> 00:12:26.830 [ Amelia groans ] 00:12:26.830 --> 00:12:28.250 I am such an ass. 00:12:28.250 --> 00:12:31.790 If her intracranial pressure increases, it's on you. 00:12:35.040 --> 00:12:36.380 Okay, Dr. Shepherd. 00:12:36.380 --> 00:12:38.790 You got this, okay? Just to the chair. 00:12:38.790 --> 00:12:40.830 I mean, we could. It's probably effective, but I'm -- 00:12:40.830 --> 00:12:44.080 [ Screams ] 00:12:44.080 --> 00:12:46.880 [ Exhales sharply ] I just want to see my kid. 00:12:46.880 --> 00:12:49.620 I'll take oral antibiotics. It's just a low-grade fever. 00:12:52.080 --> 00:12:54.710 No. Unfortunately, it's more than that. 00:12:54.710 --> 00:12:56.380 Your white count is elevated. 00:12:56.380 --> 00:12:59.120 There's some erythema. [ Sighs ] 00:12:59.120 --> 00:13:01.500 We're gonna need to do three days IV of cefazolin. 00:13:01.500 --> 00:13:03.000 Three days? 00:13:03.000 --> 00:13:05.790 -I'm sorry. -[ Groans ] 00:13:05.790 --> 00:13:08.960 [ Exhales deeply ] 00:13:08.960 --> 00:13:10.540 Have you heard from Nathan? 00:13:10.540 --> 00:13:12.750 -No. Have you? -No. 00:13:12.750 --> 00:13:14.750 For what it's worth, I told him you were the real deal. 00:13:14.750 --> 00:13:16.580 I sent him to you. 00:13:16.580 --> 00:13:20.170 And I sent him to you. Pretty firmly. 00:13:23.540 --> 00:13:26.120 [ Laughs ] 00:13:26.120 --> 00:13:27.790 I think we broke his brain. 00:13:27.790 --> 00:13:29.880 [ Both laugh ] 00:13:29.880 --> 00:13:32.170 [ Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly ] 00:13:32.170 --> 00:13:35.080 Hey, Wilson, Megan's got cellulitis, 00:13:35.080 --> 00:13:37.210 so let's start her on one gram "Q," 00:13:37.210 --> 00:13:39.540 8 of cefazolin, and increase her fluids please. 00:13:39.540 --> 00:13:41.210 W-W-Wait. This won't affect your article, will it? 00:13:43.380 --> 00:13:47.040 No. I-I'm only asking because I'm worried about you... 00:13:48.460 --> 00:13:51.710 and her and...medicine. 00:13:51.710 --> 00:13:53.830 Yes, Wilson -- I'm putting your name on the article. 00:13:53.830 --> 00:13:55.960 [ Laughing ] Really? Oh, my God. Okay, thank you. 00:13:55.960 --> 00:13:58.330 Thank you. [ Clears throat ] 00:13:58.330 --> 00:14:00.790 Oh, and the journal is asking for photos of us 00:14:00.790 --> 00:14:02.380 to put with the article, 00:14:02.380 --> 00:14:04.120 so if you have one you like, just send it to me. 00:14:04.120 --> 00:14:05.790 Okay. 00:14:05.790 --> 00:14:11.500 ♪♪ 00:14:11.500 --> 00:14:15.420 In, out, out, out -- Ow, ow. 00:14:15.420 --> 00:14:19.330 Amelia, the body can't heal as quickly 00:14:19.330 --> 00:14:21.670 if it's experiencing so much pain. 00:14:21.670 --> 00:14:23.420 [ Breathes heavily, moans ] 00:14:23.420 --> 00:14:26.330 AA has no opinion on drugs for pain relief 00:14:26.330 --> 00:14:28.790 as long as you follow the doctor's orders. 00:14:28.790 --> 00:14:31.040 Opioids are my drug of choice. 00:14:31.040 --> 00:14:33.420 What if they told you you could have "just a drink or two" 00:14:33.420 --> 00:14:35.420 if the doctor says it's okay? 00:14:35.420 --> 00:14:37.080 You're sure you don't want to reconsider? 00:14:38.750 --> 00:14:40.170 Please stop. 00:14:40.170 --> 00:14:42.540 I didn't think so. 00:14:42.540 --> 00:14:43.750 But I had to ask. 00:14:43.750 --> 00:14:47.380 [ Monitor beeping ] 00:14:47.380 --> 00:14:49.120 [ Sobs ] 00:14:58.290 --> 00:15:00.210 I used to scream at her to shut up 00:15:00.210 --> 00:15:01.710 all the time in my head. 00:15:01.710 --> 00:15:03.540 No, no. I heard you a couple times. 00:15:03.540 --> 00:15:05.330 I mean, now I wish she would just say anything. 00:15:05.330 --> 00:15:07.040 -How is she? -Is she talking? 00:15:07.040 --> 00:15:08.420 -No. -Did you call her mom yet? 00:15:08.420 --> 00:15:11.750 Did you unplug her yet? [ Laughter ] 00:15:11.750 --> 00:15:14.290 That's not funny. At all. 00:15:14.290 --> 00:15:16.620 I mean, seriously, so, she left a thriving practice 00:15:16.620 --> 00:15:18.920 and a fiancé in L.A. to come and live with her brother 00:15:18.920 --> 00:15:20.710 who she resented. Yeah? 00:15:20.710 --> 00:15:21.750 That was the tumor. 00:15:21.750 --> 00:15:23.290 Wow. How did we miss this? 00:15:23.290 --> 00:15:25.120 Man, I just wish I had a tumor to blame my stupid crap on. 00:15:25.120 --> 00:15:27.170 No. Guys! [ Laughter ] 00:15:27.170 --> 00:15:29.210 "DeLuca, I'm sorry I hit you. Tumor." 00:15:29.210 --> 00:15:31.170 [ Laughter ] -This is not cool. -Riggs. Tumor. 00:15:31.170 --> 00:15:32.170 -Minnick. -Oh, tumor. 00:15:32.170 --> 00:15:34.040 No! Do not encourage them. 00:15:34.040 --> 00:15:36.500 What? You have to laugh, April. 00:15:36.500 --> 00:15:38.330 I mean, in situations like this, you have to laugh. 00:15:38.330 --> 00:15:40.210 No. She trusted me with her life. 00:15:40.210 --> 00:15:42.620 -All: Tumor! -[ Laughing ] Stop! 00:15:42.620 --> 00:15:44.620 [ Cellphone rings ] 00:15:44.620 --> 00:15:46.040 Speak of the devil. 00:15:46.040 --> 00:15:47.960 -My tumor's calling. -Oh, are you gonna answer? 00:15:47.960 --> 00:15:50.380 No. Once that's diagnosed, you cut it right out. 00:15:50.380 --> 00:15:52.210 Hey, Riggs panicked. People panic. 00:15:52.210 --> 00:15:54.290 Oh, don't defend him. [ Cellphone chimes ] 00:15:54.290 --> 00:15:55.960 -It's DeLuca. -Amelia's talking! 00:15:55.960 --> 00:15:57.290 -She's talking. -Really?! 00:16:00.170 --> 00:16:02.580 -She's talking? -Sort of. 00:16:02.580 --> 00:16:03.920 [ Amelia speaking French ] 00:16:03.920 --> 00:16:05.580 It's weird, right? 00:16:05.580 --> 00:16:08.080 [ Speaks French ] 00:16:08.080 --> 00:16:09.580 -It's French. -She speaks French? 00:16:09.580 --> 00:16:11.500 [ Speaks French ] I speak French. She speaks German. 00:16:11.500 --> 00:16:13.040 -What is she saying? -[ Speaks French ] 00:16:13.040 --> 00:16:15.040 Sorry. She said she needs a glass of water. 00:16:15.040 --> 00:16:16.290 Oh. 00:16:16.290 --> 00:16:17.960 You know, all the Shepherd children 00:16:17.960 --> 00:16:19.380 went to French preschool. 00:16:19.380 --> 00:16:21.250 And it's still in her brain somewhere? 00:16:21.250 --> 00:16:23.330 -Merci. -I've seen this before. 00:16:23.330 --> 00:16:25.290 It reverses on its own, but this is -- 00:16:25.290 --> 00:16:26.750 It's still good. It's progress. 00:16:26.750 --> 00:16:28.210 Amelia. 00:16:28.210 --> 00:16:30.580 [ Speaks French ] 00:16:30.580 --> 00:16:34.380 [ Speaking French ] 00:16:34.380 --> 00:16:35.920 What'd she say? 00:16:35.920 --> 00:16:38.330 Uh, I asked her if she could speak in English, 00:16:38.330 --> 00:16:41.040 and she said, "Didn't even know I could speak French." 00:16:41.040 --> 00:16:42.120 [ Chuckles softly ] 00:16:43.670 --> 00:16:47.210 Weaknesses? Uh, hmm. 00:16:47.210 --> 00:16:51.290 I hate all my peers. All of them. 00:16:51.290 --> 00:16:53.420 Yeah, med school is filled with legacy kids 00:16:53.420 --> 00:16:56.040 who expect everything easy. 00:16:56.040 --> 00:16:58.250 I had to work my ass off for everything that I have. 00:16:58.250 --> 00:16:59.960 I saw what I wanted, I took dead aim, 00:16:59.960 --> 00:17:01.380 and I earned it. 00:17:01.380 --> 00:17:03.420 But if that attitude is a problem, 00:17:03.420 --> 00:17:05.420 you definitely shouldn't hire me. 00:17:07.500 --> 00:17:09.670 You'll get a major signal boost from me. 00:17:09.670 --> 00:17:11.040 When I started med school, 00:17:11.040 --> 00:17:13.040 I had 47 followers on Instagram. 00:17:13.040 --> 00:17:16.080 That number's over 10,000 now. 00:17:16.080 --> 00:17:18.120 People are really invested in my journey. 00:17:18.120 --> 00:17:21.420 And when I'm here, that'll become our journey. 00:17:21.420 --> 00:17:23.790 Oh! Which reminds me -- Can we get a Snap? 00:17:23.790 --> 00:17:25.580 [ Phone unlocks ] 00:17:25.580 --> 00:17:26.920 One... [ Camera shutter clicks ] 00:17:26.920 --> 00:17:29.620 [ Indistinct conversations ] 00:17:29.620 --> 00:17:32.500 Woman on P.A.: Dr. Steve Irvan to the O.R. 00:17:32.500 --> 00:17:35.000 Dr. Steve Irvan to the O.R. 00:17:35.000 --> 00:17:36.960 [ Indistinct conversations ] 00:17:36.960 --> 00:17:39.210 [ Telephone rings ] 00:17:39.210 --> 00:17:41.170 [ Snoring ] 00:17:43.620 --> 00:17:45.040 [ Chuckles ] 00:17:47.540 --> 00:17:49.080 You're overreacting. 00:17:49.080 --> 00:17:50.960 I-I have to get this out! 00:17:50.960 --> 00:17:52.960 No! Megan, you're in the middle of an antibiotic treatment. 00:17:52.960 --> 00:17:54.170 You can't just -- Megan, stop! 00:17:54.170 --> 00:17:55.540 [ Rapid beeping ] What's happening? 00:17:55.540 --> 00:17:57.250 Farouk's at the hospital in Baghdad, 00:17:57.250 --> 00:17:58.540 and I can't get him on the phone, 00:17:58.540 --> 00:18:00.080 and my C.O. can't tell me what's going on. 00:18:00.080 --> 00:18:01.790 -They said he was anemic. -He's not anemic. 00:18:01.790 --> 00:18:03.880 He eats dates every day, which is plenty of iron. 00:18:03.880 --> 00:18:05.500 Look. I have to go. 00:18:05.500 --> 00:18:07.040 You can just write me a prescription for the rest, 00:18:07.040 --> 00:18:08.380 and I'll fill it on the way to the airport. 00:18:08.380 --> 00:18:09.880 Megan, you're bleeding. Give me your arm. 00:18:09.880 --> 00:18:12.080 And you have an infection, and you know what that means. 00:18:12.080 --> 00:18:13.380 I'll sign an A.M.A. form, okay?! 00:18:13.380 --> 00:18:15.170 When I was adopting my daughter, there was a moment 00:18:15.170 --> 00:18:17.380 where I thought they were gonna take her from me, so I stole her. 00:18:17.380 --> 00:18:19.420 I kidnapped my own daughter 00:18:19.420 --> 00:18:22.290 because I felt exactly the way you feel right now. 00:18:22.290 --> 00:18:24.040 All I did was make everything worse. 00:18:24.040 --> 00:18:26.290 I made it worse for her, and I made it worse for me. 00:18:26.290 --> 00:18:29.330 So let's just take a moment, okay? 00:18:29.330 --> 00:18:31.330 [ Breathing sharply ] 00:18:31.330 --> 00:18:33.080 You can't help him if you're dead. 00:18:33.080 --> 00:18:38.080 ♪♪ 00:18:38.080 --> 00:18:41.540 [ Siren wailing ] 00:18:41.540 --> 00:18:43.670 Hey. 00:18:43.670 --> 00:18:45.540 You okay? 00:18:45.540 --> 00:18:47.170 [ Sighs ] 00:18:47.170 --> 00:18:49.380 I don't have Harriet tonight. 00:18:49.380 --> 00:18:52.120 I have trouble going home when I don't have Harriet. 00:18:52.120 --> 00:18:54.540 [ Exhales deeply ] 00:18:54.540 --> 00:18:56.210 I remember that. 00:18:56.210 --> 00:18:59.120 [ Chair wheels roll ] 00:18:59.120 --> 00:19:02.250 It's really hard. At first. 00:19:02.250 --> 00:19:03.710 At first? 00:19:03.710 --> 00:19:06.500 Yeah. Eventually... 00:19:06.500 --> 00:19:08.500 you have a new normal. 00:19:08.500 --> 00:19:09.830 You know, eventually, you -- 00:19:09.830 --> 00:19:11.880 You miss her on the nights that you don't have her, 00:19:11.880 --> 00:19:14.460 but you know that she's somewhere safe and loved, 00:19:14.460 --> 00:19:17.420 and the ache is just less. 00:19:17.420 --> 00:19:19.790 And then maybe some new grown-up fun 00:19:19.790 --> 00:19:22.080 comes into your life. [ Scoffs ] 00:19:22.080 --> 00:19:24.960 And maybe there's some joy in that. 00:19:24.960 --> 00:19:28.330 I don't want a new normal. 00:19:28.330 --> 00:19:32.460 ♪♪ 00:19:32.460 --> 00:19:33.710 [ Sighs ] 00:19:33.710 --> 00:19:40.120 ♪♪ 00:19:40.120 --> 00:19:43.040 Don't you have hot Italian sex waiting for you? 00:19:43.040 --> 00:19:45.170 [ Exhales deeply ] I do. 00:19:45.170 --> 00:19:47.620 -[ Laughs ] You do. -Mm-hmm. 00:19:47.620 --> 00:19:49.540 [ Chuckles ] 00:19:51.790 --> 00:19:53.330 Hey. How is she? 00:19:53.330 --> 00:19:54.920 The same. 00:19:54.920 --> 00:19:56.500 [ Exhales sharply ] Meredith, what do you think? 00:19:56.500 --> 00:19:58.170 I mean, how bad is this long term? 00:19:58.170 --> 00:19:59.500 Do you think we'll get her back? 00:19:59.500 --> 00:20:00.670 [ Cellphone vibrates ] 00:20:00.670 --> 00:20:02.500 I wish I knew. 00:20:02.500 --> 00:20:04.250 Amelia: [ Sleepily ] Would you keep it down? 00:20:04.250 --> 00:20:06.000 -Sorry. -That was English! 00:20:06.000 --> 00:20:08.750 -Wait. -She spoke English. 00:20:08.750 --> 00:20:10.420 When was I not? 00:20:10.420 --> 00:20:12.920 How are you? How do you feel? 00:20:12.920 --> 00:20:15.170 I'm okay. I'm good. 00:20:15.170 --> 00:20:17.540 Do you know what happened? Do you know where you are? 00:20:19.460 --> 00:20:23.330 I had a surgery. I had a brain tumor. 00:20:23.330 --> 00:20:24.880 -Call Koracick. -Mm-hmm. 00:20:24.880 --> 00:20:27.500 Ugh. No. Koracick is such a blowhard. 00:20:27.500 --> 00:20:29.540 -[ Chuckles ] -This is good! 00:20:29.540 --> 00:20:30.960 You should call Derek. 00:20:33.920 --> 00:20:35.960 What? 00:20:46.210 --> 00:20:48.330 Amelia: I mean, I know that Derek is dead. 00:20:48.330 --> 00:20:50.330 I just forget he was dead. 00:20:50.330 --> 00:20:52.330 But then the second that you tell me, it's all there. 00:20:52.330 --> 00:20:54.080 It's like I have this jigsaw puzzle, 00:20:54.080 --> 00:20:56.380 but I can't put the pieces in until you give them to me. 00:20:56.380 --> 00:20:57.830 What if I can't be a surgeon anymore? 00:20:57.830 --> 00:20:59.620 What if I get into surgery and I can't find my way back out? 00:20:59.620 --> 00:21:01.460 She's panicking. 00:21:01.460 --> 00:21:04.500 Amelia, work the problem. 00:21:04.500 --> 00:21:07.710 What's the cause of your memory loss? 00:21:07.710 --> 00:21:10.580 It's, uh, retrograde amnesia. 00:21:10.580 --> 00:21:12.210 From? 00:21:12.210 --> 00:21:13.750 From damage to the temporal lobe. 00:21:13.750 --> 00:21:16.250 But you were in the frontal. 00:21:16.250 --> 00:21:18.380 There could be interruption of blood flow, 00:21:18.380 --> 00:21:21.080 ischemia-reperfusion injury, edema. 00:21:21.080 --> 00:21:22.710 It's likely temporary. 00:21:22.710 --> 00:21:24.120 W-- Say that again. 00:21:28.880 --> 00:21:30.420 It might be temporary. 00:21:30.420 --> 00:21:34.000 Yes. It will be. You know what this is. 00:21:34.000 --> 00:21:35.790 You don't have to be afraid of it. 00:21:35.790 --> 00:21:39.460 You will be a surgeon again. 00:21:39.460 --> 00:21:41.290 You're too good not to. 00:21:41.290 --> 00:21:42.830 So am I. 00:21:42.830 --> 00:21:45.170 Now, I need you to simmer down 00:21:45.170 --> 00:21:47.790 so I can get these scans, okay? 00:21:50.000 --> 00:21:52.670 -Okay. -Thank you. 00:21:52.670 --> 00:21:55.710 She was hot for teacher back in the day. She tell you about me? 00:21:55.710 --> 00:21:57.750 [ Cellphone ringing ] 00:21:59.460 --> 00:22:01.420 [ Cellphone slides ] 00:22:01.420 --> 00:22:03.830 [ Cellphone unlocks ] Stop calling me. 00:22:03.830 --> 00:22:06.210 If you couldn't think of anything to say before you left, 00:22:06.210 --> 00:22:08.620 there certainly isn't anything to talk about now. 00:22:08.620 --> 00:22:10.040 Nathan: Hello, Dr. Grey. 00:22:10.040 --> 00:22:12.460 I'm so glad I was finally able to reach you. 00:22:12.460 --> 00:22:14.290 Putting you on speakerphone, okay? 00:22:14.290 --> 00:22:16.170 Okay. 00:22:16.170 --> 00:22:17.620 I'm here at the embassy in Baghdad, 00:22:17.620 --> 00:22:19.170 and the officials have some questions 00:22:19.170 --> 00:22:21.540 they need answered by Farouk Shami's doctor 00:22:21.540 --> 00:22:23.670 regarding his beta-thalassemia 00:22:23.670 --> 00:22:25.580 and the clinical trial you're running. 00:22:25.580 --> 00:22:28.750 So we can secure his medical travel visa, okay? 00:22:28.750 --> 00:22:30.380 Y-Yes, of course, Dr. Riggs. 00:22:30.380 --> 00:22:33.040 I'm sorry I didn't call you back sooner. 00:22:33.040 --> 00:22:35.210 Dr. Alazari: Hello, Dr. Grey. I'm Dr. Alazari, 00:22:35.210 --> 00:22:38.380 the U.S. Embassy Panel Physician. Of course. 00:22:38.380 --> 00:22:40.500 In the sample you received, how was his MCV? 00:22:40.500 --> 00:22:42.000 [ Mouse clicking ] 00:22:42.000 --> 00:22:43.960 Uh, low -- 68. 00:22:43.960 --> 00:22:45.540 Ferritin level? 00:22:45.540 --> 00:22:49.210 Uh, 111, but the sample could've decayed during transport. 00:22:49.210 --> 00:22:51.580 Were there any Heinz bodies on the peripheral blood smear? 00:22:51.580 --> 00:22:53.710 Um, I'm sorry. I'm having trouble hearing you. 00:22:53.710 --> 00:22:56.580 Let me move to a better spot. [ Keys clacking ] 00:22:56.580 --> 00:22:58.960 Dr. Grey, I said, "Were there any Heinz bodies --" 00:22:58.960 --> 00:23:01.120 Yes. There were Heinz bodies on the blood smear. 00:23:01.120 --> 00:23:03.080 Thank you, Doctor. We will let you know 00:23:03.080 --> 00:23:04.620 if we have any further questions. 00:23:04.620 --> 00:23:07.500 Okay. Great. Thanks. 00:23:07.500 --> 00:23:08.960 Dr. Riggs? 00:23:08.960 --> 00:23:10.830 [ Static ] 00:23:10.830 --> 00:23:12.040 Hello? 00:23:12.040 --> 00:23:13.670 Nathan: I'm alone now. 00:23:13.670 --> 00:23:15.580 Why didn't you tell me you were gonna do this?! 00:23:15.580 --> 00:23:16.920 Why didn't you pick up your phone?! 00:23:16.920 --> 00:23:18.330 I've been calling you for days! 00:23:18.330 --> 00:23:19.830 Why didn't you call someone else?! 00:23:19.830 --> 00:23:22.040 Because they are rule followers, Meredith, 00:23:22.040 --> 00:23:24.080 and you're the one that told me to make the grand gesture. 00:23:24.080 --> 00:23:26.210 I'm sorry. When you left, I just -- 00:23:26.210 --> 00:23:28.580 I didn't know. Do you think it worked? 00:23:28.580 --> 00:23:30.580 I don't know. Look. If we're back in Seattle 00:23:30.580 --> 00:23:32.170 by 3:00 tomorrow, then it worked. 00:23:32.170 --> 00:23:33.500 Okay. So what can I do now? 00:23:33.500 --> 00:23:35.420 Just don't tell Megan about this, okay? 00:23:35.420 --> 00:23:37.000 Not until I know for sure what's gonna happen. 00:23:37.000 --> 00:23:39.380 Pick up your phone next time! [ Click ] 00:23:39.380 --> 00:23:42.000 [ Cellphone locks ] 00:23:42.000 --> 00:23:43.580 [ Softly ] I just want to help people, 00:23:43.580 --> 00:23:46.170 and I think that doctors can save lives 00:23:46.170 --> 00:23:49.580 and change the world and eradicate diseases. 00:23:49.580 --> 00:23:50.880 I-I'm sorry. 00:23:50.880 --> 00:23:54.170 Um, can you just speak up a little bit? 00:23:54.170 --> 00:23:57.710 Um, I just want to help people, 00:23:57.710 --> 00:24:01.040 and I think that doctors can change the world, 00:24:01.040 --> 00:24:03.580 help save lives, and eradicate disease. 00:24:03.580 --> 00:24:06.710 [ Chuckles, sighs ] 00:24:06.710 --> 00:24:08.460 [ Sighs ] 00:24:08.460 --> 00:24:10.960 There was a problem, 00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:12.670 and the problem has been addressed. 00:24:14.420 --> 00:24:16.120 Sports band! [ Chuckles ] 00:24:16.120 --> 00:24:18.500 I tried contacts, but they required me 00:24:18.500 --> 00:24:22.830 to touch my eyeball with my finger, so...no. 00:24:22.830 --> 00:24:27.170 ♪♪ 00:24:27.170 --> 00:24:29.420 Catherine: Hello, there! 00:24:29.420 --> 00:24:31.580 Hi. 00:24:31.580 --> 00:24:33.750 -Maggie? -[ Chuckles ] 00:24:33.750 --> 00:24:36.460 Ohh! I wasn't expecting you. 00:24:36.460 --> 00:24:38.120 Well, you know, I saw her on the way out, 00:24:38.120 --> 00:24:40.620 and I -- I thought we could set another place. 00:24:40.620 --> 00:24:42.460 Uh-huh. [ Chuckles ] 00:24:42.460 --> 00:24:45.120 -Oh. Hey. -Hey. 00:24:46.170 --> 00:24:48.040 That looks amazing. 00:24:48.040 --> 00:24:51.540 Yes. Well, welcome. Welcome. 00:24:51.540 --> 00:24:53.580 Richard, could you help me 00:24:53.580 --> 00:24:55.250 in the kitchen for a moment, please? 00:24:55.250 --> 00:24:57.710 Excuse me. [ Claps hands ] 00:24:57.710 --> 00:24:59.120 [ Chuckles ] 00:25:03.750 --> 00:25:06.880 I said family supper. 00:25:06.880 --> 00:25:08.330 And Maggie's not family? 00:25:08.330 --> 00:25:10.920 Oh, please. I didn't mean that. 00:25:10.920 --> 00:25:12.420 It's just -- [ Sighs ] 00:25:12.420 --> 00:25:15.460 Well, you could've at least have called. 00:25:15.460 --> 00:25:17.290 Well, I like to keep a sense of mystery. 00:25:17.290 --> 00:25:21.210 Oh, please. Are we talking about Thomas Koracick now? 00:25:21.210 --> 00:25:24.250 Oh, we don't have to talk about anything. 00:25:24.250 --> 00:25:26.290 Beautiful house. 00:25:26.290 --> 00:25:27.790 Oh, you've never been? 00:25:27.790 --> 00:25:29.960 I know. Sometimes I think he worries 00:25:29.960 --> 00:25:32.420 about pushing the dad angle. Hmm. 00:25:32.420 --> 00:25:35.000 He's a good guy -- Richard. 00:25:35.000 --> 00:25:37.080 Very. So is your mom. 00:25:37.080 --> 00:25:39.040 They are good people. 00:25:41.790 --> 00:25:43.170 Good folks. 00:25:45.500 --> 00:25:47.210 You want some wine? 00:25:47.210 --> 00:25:48.620 I would like a gallon of it. 00:25:48.620 --> 00:25:51.080 I've been on this planet for six decades. 00:25:51.080 --> 00:25:52.670 There have been penises in my life 00:25:52.670 --> 00:25:54.750 that are not attached to you. 00:25:54.750 --> 00:25:56.790 So stop trying to change the subject. 00:25:56.790 --> 00:25:59.420 You haven't told me what the subject is. 00:25:59.420 --> 00:26:03.500 I wanted to talk to Jackson tonight alone, just us. 00:26:03.500 --> 00:26:04.710 Well, what about? 00:26:04.710 --> 00:26:06.380 The boy's grandfather just passed! 00:26:06.380 --> 00:26:07.750 I understand that! 00:26:07.750 --> 00:26:09.420 [ Sighs ] I'm sorry about all this. 00:26:09.420 --> 00:26:12.380 Oh, it's fine, it's fine. My parents had loud discussions. 00:26:12.380 --> 00:26:13.920 Catherine: It's complicated! 00:26:13.920 --> 00:26:17.420 I just -- I need to talk to Jackson about his inheritance! 00:26:19.080 --> 00:26:20.620 You know what? I'm just gonna -- Yeah. 00:26:20.620 --> 00:26:22.250 Richard: How complicated is it?! 00:26:22.250 --> 00:26:24.710 Catherine: A quarter of a billion dollars! That's how! 00:26:24.710 --> 00:26:29.420 ♪♪ 00:26:29.420 --> 00:26:31.750 Who's hungry? [ Chuckles ] 00:26:31.750 --> 00:26:37.290 ♪♪ 00:26:37.290 --> 00:26:43.290 ♪♪ 00:26:50.540 --> 00:26:52.540 [ Silverware clinking ] 00:26:58.210 --> 00:27:00.460 Everything tastes really wonderful. 00:27:00.460 --> 00:27:01.920 It's so wonderful. 00:27:07.580 --> 00:27:10.170 Tell me again why they can't just give the money to the foundation. 00:27:10.170 --> 00:27:11.790 He left plenty to the foundation. 00:27:11.790 --> 00:27:13.290 That was his gift to you. 00:27:13.290 --> 00:27:15.330 That's not a gift, Mom. It's an economy. 00:27:15.330 --> 00:27:17.170 It's how he showed his love. 00:27:17.170 --> 00:27:19.380 Yeah, well, I don't want it. 00:27:19.380 --> 00:27:21.170 You know what I do want? 00:27:21.170 --> 00:27:23.000 I want a fair chance to actually win his damn award. 00:27:23.000 --> 00:27:24.540 Jackson. I know. 00:27:24.540 --> 00:27:26.040 Look, I'm not complaining about it. I just -- 00:27:26.040 --> 00:27:28.710 Yes, you are. And I will not abide it. 00:27:28.710 --> 00:27:30.750 I'm not complaining. It's just -- It's a lot! 00:27:30.750 --> 00:27:32.420 You think having a lot of money is tough? 00:27:32.420 --> 00:27:35.620 Try not having it some time. 00:27:35.620 --> 00:27:39.170 No, I get it. I mean, I -- 00:27:39.170 --> 00:27:43.250 I, uh -- I went to college on a full ride when I was 15, 00:27:43.250 --> 00:27:45.880 which sounds awesome, but I had no friends 00:27:45.880 --> 00:27:47.960 and I cried all the time, and it was awful. 00:27:47.960 --> 00:27:49.790 I mean, I don't know what it's like to have Beyoncé money, 00:27:49.790 --> 00:27:52.000 but I do know that research shows 00:27:52.000 --> 00:27:54.420 that having too many choices is a leading cause of stress. 00:27:54.420 --> 00:27:56.960 And now Jackson can literally choose to do anything 00:27:56.960 --> 00:27:59.000 for the rest of his life. 00:27:59.000 --> 00:28:01.670 You could buy a vineyard and never work again. 00:28:01.670 --> 00:28:04.080 Or you could buy a hospital and work until the day you die. 00:28:04.080 --> 00:28:05.420 Even if you give it away, 00:28:05.420 --> 00:28:07.750 you have to decide who gets it and who doesn't. 00:28:07.750 --> 00:28:09.710 You could buy an island. 00:28:09.710 --> 00:28:11.580 Or you could buy two islands and make them fight each other. 00:28:11.580 --> 00:28:13.250 I mean, I get that you're not complaining. 00:28:13.250 --> 00:28:15.080 But it is a problem. It is stressful. 00:28:15.080 --> 00:28:17.420 Still, it's a good problem to have, right? [ Chuckles ] 00:28:20.710 --> 00:28:21.790 Is there more wine? 00:28:21.790 --> 00:28:23.790 [ Slurps ] 00:28:28.420 --> 00:28:31.210 -You know where you are? -I'm at work. 00:28:31.210 --> 00:28:33.250 Do you know who the president is? 00:28:33.250 --> 00:28:35.170 -I wish I didn't. -Very good. 00:28:35.170 --> 00:28:38.710 Dr. Shepherd, your post-op scans are pristine. 00:28:38.710 --> 00:28:40.250 I'm clearing you to go home. 00:28:40.250 --> 00:28:42.000 I'll see you in a few days for a follow-up, hmm? 00:28:42.000 --> 00:28:43.250 It's been a pleasure being treated by me. 00:28:45.670 --> 00:28:48.170 Yay! This is incredible! 00:28:48.170 --> 00:28:50.500 I want to see my scans. All of them. 00:28:50.500 --> 00:28:52.960 Amelia, he said you're fine. 00:28:52.960 --> 00:28:54.620 You're cleared to go home. 00:28:54.620 --> 00:28:56.830 Something's wrong. Something's missing. 00:28:56.830 --> 00:28:59.540 Um, please get my scans. 00:29:01.670 --> 00:29:03.960 Air Force, with distinction, 00:29:03.960 --> 00:29:06.750 two tours in Iraq in cybersecurity. 00:29:06.750 --> 00:29:08.000 Thank you for that. 00:29:08.000 --> 00:29:09.880 And you left to go into medicine. 00:29:09.880 --> 00:29:11.290 One day I caught some shrapnel, 00:29:11.290 --> 00:29:13.420 and I woke up on a cot in a CSH tent. 00:29:13.420 --> 00:29:17.290 I watched 3 combat surgeons save 37 soldiers in 6 hours. 00:29:17.290 --> 00:29:19.710 I counted. I kept score. 00:29:19.710 --> 00:29:22.670 I thought, "That's not a bad way to spend your time." 00:29:22.670 --> 00:29:24.540 Also, I watched a lot of "M.A.S.H." when I was a kid, 00:29:24.540 --> 00:29:26.710 and I had a real thing for Hawkeye Pierce. 00:29:26.710 --> 00:29:28.040 Me too! 00:29:29.120 --> 00:29:30.880 [ Chuckles ] 00:29:30.880 --> 00:29:34.210 I read all about the fire. And the resident who set it? 00:29:34.210 --> 00:29:37.580 Incredible. So smart, so brave. 00:29:37.580 --> 00:29:40.250 Just...fierce, you know? 00:29:40.250 --> 00:29:42.540 She's officially my new hero. 00:29:42.540 --> 00:29:45.040 And I'm so excited to see all the changes you make when you rebuild. 00:29:45.040 --> 00:29:47.620 We already rebuilt. 00:29:47.620 --> 00:29:51.000 Right! No. Of course you did. It's...gorgeous! 00:29:51.000 --> 00:29:53.540 Who's your designer? 00:29:55.330 --> 00:29:57.580 Meredith: Come on, Nathan. Come on, Nathan. 00:29:59.540 --> 00:30:01.540 Dr. Grey, uh, if it's all right, 00:30:01.540 --> 00:30:03.710 um, I need you to take my name off the paper. 00:30:03.710 --> 00:30:05.170 Why? 00:30:05.170 --> 00:30:08.380 It's okay. I know that Alex told you about him. 00:30:08.380 --> 00:30:10.460 [ Gasps ] Oh, Wilson, when I asked you 00:30:10.460 --> 00:30:12.460 for that picture, I wasn't even thinking. 00:30:12.460 --> 00:30:14.000 It's not your job to think about it. 00:30:14.000 --> 00:30:16.040 -It's okay. -Okay. 00:30:20.210 --> 00:30:23.790 Why would you take your name off that article? 00:30:23.790 --> 00:30:25.620 Because if I didn't, 00:30:25.620 --> 00:30:29.040 my psychopathic husband might see my picture, 00:30:29.040 --> 00:30:31.080 learn my new name, and come kill me. 00:30:31.080 --> 00:30:33.330 [ Laughs ] That's -- 00:30:33.330 --> 00:30:35.040 Wait. Seriously? 00:30:35.040 --> 00:30:36.790 Y-You're married? 00:30:36.790 --> 00:30:38.170 And in hiding. 00:30:41.250 --> 00:30:43.620 Okay, how about you tell me a secret about yourself 00:30:43.620 --> 00:30:48.040 so that I'm not the only one who feels so horribly exposed? 00:30:48.040 --> 00:30:51.210 A-All right. Um... [ Chuckles ] 00:30:51.210 --> 00:30:54.080 Uh, I'm training for something, 00:30:54.080 --> 00:30:57.710 and if my wife finds out, she is not gonna like it. 00:30:57.710 --> 00:30:59.920 Like, a lot. 00:31:02.420 --> 00:31:04.080 Wait. What is it? 00:31:06.000 --> 00:31:08.960 [ Scoffs ] 00:31:08.960 --> 00:31:11.750 I once had a patient with bipolar disorder and a malignant glioma. 00:31:11.750 --> 00:31:14.960 I took out the tumor. Bipolar didn't change. Shh. 00:31:14.960 --> 00:31:17.420 I once had a patient with an armpit fetish pre-op. 00:31:17.420 --> 00:31:19.750 Tumor came out, guy still loved him some pits. 00:31:19.750 --> 00:31:21.670 Are you saying you think I'm nuts? 00:31:21.670 --> 00:31:23.540 I'm saying there's nothing physically wrong 00:31:23.540 --> 00:31:25.620 with you anymore. Go home. 00:31:27.710 --> 00:31:30.000 DeLuca, schedule a functional MRI, 00:31:30.000 --> 00:31:32.830 a carotid duplex, and another CT with contrast. 00:31:32.830 --> 00:31:34.500 Dr. Shepherd, respectfully, I just -- 00:31:34.500 --> 00:31:36.880 I don't understand what we're looking for. 00:31:36.880 --> 00:31:38.790 I'll know when I'm looking at it. 00:31:38.790 --> 00:31:41.120 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:31:41.120 --> 00:31:43.210 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:31:43.210 --> 00:31:45.830 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:31:45.830 --> 00:31:47.960 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:31:47.960 --> 00:31:50.290 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:31:50.290 --> 00:31:53.040 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:31:53.040 --> 00:31:54.960 [ Cellphone chimes ] ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:31:54.960 --> 00:31:57.750 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:31:57.750 --> 00:32:00.000 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:32:00.000 --> 00:32:02.080 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:32:02.080 --> 00:32:03.710 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:32:03.710 --> 00:32:06.620 -You're the doctor? -Yes. I'm Dr. Grey. 00:32:06.620 --> 00:32:09.210 What is the hold-up exactly with my patient? 00:32:09.210 --> 00:32:11.880 The individual can't be released until DHS comes 00:32:11.880 --> 00:32:14.000 and checks it off, and we're waiting on some paperwork 00:32:14.000 --> 00:32:16.710 from INS that needs -- He cannot wait for paperwork. 00:32:16.710 --> 00:32:19.250 Well, he seems all right for now, so just let me do my job, 00:32:19.250 --> 00:32:21.210 and we'll get him out of here as quick as we can. 00:32:21.210 --> 00:32:23.000 Does he? Does he seem okay to you? 00:32:23.000 --> 00:32:24.710 Do you know what thalassemia major looks like? 00:32:24.710 --> 00:32:26.250 Um... I do. 00:32:26.250 --> 00:32:28.620 As clearly as the yellow in your eyes tells me 00:32:28.620 --> 00:32:30.830 you should see a doctor and get your liver checked soon. 00:32:30.830 --> 00:32:32.670 And do you have a form that you fill out 00:32:32.670 --> 00:32:34.460 for standing by while a child dies? 00:32:34.460 --> 00:32:37.080 Because you're gonna need that one if you don't open this door 00:32:37.080 --> 00:32:39.960 and get me my patient and let me do my job. 00:32:39.960 --> 00:32:42.750 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:32:42.750 --> 00:32:45.670 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:32:45.670 --> 00:32:47.620 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:32:47.620 --> 00:32:49.620 Hey. 00:32:49.620 --> 00:32:51.040 Hey. 00:32:51.040 --> 00:32:53.120 ♪ Leave the light on ♪ 00:32:53.120 --> 00:32:54.960 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:32:54.960 --> 00:32:56.500 ♪ For myself when I come home ♪ 00:33:04.460 --> 00:33:06.460 I never use lengthy medical terms, always use first names. 00:33:06.460 --> 00:33:07.620 I try to connect with them 00:33:07.620 --> 00:33:10.290 over an anecdote or a shared experience. 00:33:10.290 --> 00:33:11.960 I think patient connection 00:33:11.960 --> 00:33:15.670 is just as important as surgical dexterity. 00:33:15.670 --> 00:33:18.920 Well, nobody ever bled out from rudeness. 00:33:18.920 --> 00:33:21.580 Right. Right, right. 00:33:21.580 --> 00:33:23.830 Not as important. 00:33:25.960 --> 00:33:27.210 After I finished undergrad, 00:33:27.210 --> 00:33:29.580 I applied for the primary-care rotation in Nepal. 00:33:29.580 --> 00:33:30.880 [ Dog yips ] 00:33:30.880 --> 00:33:32.710 [ Dog barking ] 00:33:35.250 --> 00:33:37.330 Why did you bring a dog to your interview? 00:33:37.330 --> 00:33:38.880 Emotional support. 00:33:38.880 --> 00:33:41.040 And, legally, you're not allowed to ask me that. 00:33:41.040 --> 00:33:43.790 [ Dog yips ] Uh -- 00:33:48.000 --> 00:33:50.290 [ Monitor beeping ] 00:33:50.290 --> 00:33:52.880 [ Indistinct conversations ] 00:33:52.880 --> 00:33:55.330 -Hey. -Hey. Megan? 00:33:57.000 --> 00:33:58.750 Meredith: I want you to stay calm. 00:33:58.750 --> 00:34:01.540 Don't make any sudden movements. Don't jump out of bed. 00:34:01.540 --> 00:34:03.960 I don't want you to ruin my work. 00:34:05.330 --> 00:34:06.330 What are you doing here? 00:34:08.330 --> 00:34:09.880 I-I brought you someone. 00:34:11.040 --> 00:34:12.540 Hi, Mama! 00:34:12.540 --> 00:34:15.000 Oh, my God! [ Laughs ] 00:34:15.000 --> 00:34:16.790 [ Shrieking ] Farouk! Oh, my God! 00:34:16.790 --> 00:34:18.710 Oh, my God! 00:34:20.500 --> 00:34:22.830 Oh, my God, oh, my God, oh, my God! 00:34:22.830 --> 00:34:24.040 I missed you! 00:34:24.040 --> 00:34:25.000 I missed you, too! 00:34:25.000 --> 00:34:27.330 Ahh! [ Speaks Arabic ] 00:34:27.330 --> 00:34:29.120 [ Speaks Arabic ] 00:34:29.120 --> 00:34:32.120 Oh, my God. Are you real? Are you real? 00:34:32.120 --> 00:34:34.170 [ Laughing ] Are you really here? 00:34:34.170 --> 00:34:36.000 Ohh. This is your Uncle Owen. 00:34:36.000 --> 00:34:38.750 -Owen, this is Farouk. -Hey. Hey. How you doing? 00:34:38.750 --> 00:34:40.330 [ Laughter ] 00:34:40.330 --> 00:34:42.330 Thank you. Thank you for looking after her. 00:34:42.330 --> 00:34:43.500 Thank you. 00:34:45.250 --> 00:34:48.460 [ Laughing ] Come here. Oh, my God. 00:34:48.460 --> 00:34:51.670 [ Laughs ] Have you eaten anything? 00:34:51.670 --> 00:34:53.750 You must be so tired. Are you hungry? 00:34:53.750 --> 00:34:56.080 Farouk: I'm hungry. The food here's terrible. 00:34:56.080 --> 00:34:58.420 [ Conversation continues indistinctly ] 00:34:58.420 --> 00:35:00.250 [ Laughter ] 00:35:07.290 --> 00:35:10.500 I can't find the operative report. Did Koracick dictate -- 00:35:10.500 --> 00:35:12.420 I think I figured out what you're looking for. 00:35:14.960 --> 00:35:16.960 It was this. 00:35:16.960 --> 00:35:18.670 This is what's missing. 00:35:24.420 --> 00:35:26.380 I think you've been waiting for the other shoe to drop, 00:35:26.380 --> 00:35:29.380 for...something to go wrong. 00:35:29.380 --> 00:35:32.960 And I think it might be because, for years now, 00:35:32.960 --> 00:35:35.250 something was wrong. 00:35:35.250 --> 00:35:37.170 This thing was growing inside of you, 00:35:37.170 --> 00:35:38.830 and you were in constant danger. 00:35:38.830 --> 00:35:40.210 But now it's gone. 00:35:40.210 --> 00:35:43.250 And you're safe. 00:35:43.250 --> 00:35:45.540 And I think, for you, that might feel... 00:35:47.540 --> 00:35:51.080 ...like something's wrong, but, uh... 00:35:53.120 --> 00:35:56.250 You know, I'm -- I'm sorry. I thought I'd -- 00:35:56.250 --> 00:36:01.620 ♪♪ 00:36:01.620 --> 00:36:03.290 [ Amelia breathes shakily ] 00:36:06.000 --> 00:36:08.830 [ Woman on P.A. speaking indistinctly ] 00:36:08.830 --> 00:36:11.120 [ Elevator bell dings ] 00:36:16.420 --> 00:36:18.290 -Hey. -Hi. 00:36:18.290 --> 00:36:19.830 Sorry again about last night. 00:36:19.830 --> 00:36:22.250 Oh, please. I shouldn't have had so much wine. 00:36:22.250 --> 00:36:24.830 No, no, no. I actually really appreciated what you had to say. 00:36:24.830 --> 00:36:28.080 I appreciate, uh, you. 00:36:31.210 --> 00:36:32.960 I appreciate you, too. 00:36:34.620 --> 00:36:36.120 Hi, there. 00:36:36.120 --> 00:36:38.460 Hey. Hi. Thank you so much for last night. 00:36:38.460 --> 00:36:42.080 Oh, Maggie, I'm so glad you were there 00:36:42.080 --> 00:36:44.040 to talk some sense into this one. 00:36:44.040 --> 00:36:45.460 He's pretty sensible, I think. 00:36:45.460 --> 00:36:46.750 Oh, he's like me. 00:36:46.750 --> 00:36:49.380 My mom could talk to me till she was blue in the face, 00:36:49.380 --> 00:36:51.540 but if my sister told me something, 00:36:51.540 --> 00:36:54.000 I would actually listen. 00:36:54.000 --> 00:36:56.120 Let's do that again soon. 00:36:59.710 --> 00:37:02.170 -Have a good night, then. -Yeah. You too. 00:37:06.000 --> 00:37:08.120 So, honey, how's it going? 00:37:08.120 --> 00:37:10.120 Have you found all your new interns yet? 00:37:10.120 --> 00:37:12.420 Well, the older I get, the more I dislike them. 00:37:12.420 --> 00:37:14.080 [ Laughs ] 00:37:14.080 --> 00:37:17.580 Hey! Kit Cat! You want to grab a drink? 00:37:17.580 --> 00:37:21.170 Um, we have plans, uh, my wife and -- and I. 00:37:21.170 --> 00:37:23.120 We don't want to miss our chance. 00:37:23.120 --> 00:37:24.460 I-I'm not gonna be here much longer. 00:37:24.460 --> 00:37:26.460 Well, you have to come around more often. 00:37:26.460 --> 00:37:29.540 Maybe you can do a lecture a couple times a year, hmm? 00:37:29.540 --> 00:37:32.420 [ Laughing ] I'm gonna make that happen. [ Laughs ] 00:37:32.420 --> 00:37:34.000 Mmm. 00:37:35.880 --> 00:37:38.170 Really? "Kit Cat"? 00:37:39.460 --> 00:37:42.380 You're that desperate to see him again? 00:37:42.380 --> 00:37:45.790 Oh, honey, yes. I like what he does to you. 00:37:45.790 --> 00:37:47.620 [ Groans ] 00:37:47.620 --> 00:37:49.210 [ Laughs ] 00:37:49.210 --> 00:37:53.040 [ Indistinct conversations ] 00:37:53.040 --> 00:37:55.420 Hey, so, I stocked the fridge with all your favorites. 00:37:55.420 --> 00:37:57.750 I set the thermostat to boiling, just how you like it. 00:37:57.750 --> 00:38:00.500 [ Exhales sharply ] I want you to come home, Amelia. 00:38:02.620 --> 00:38:05.920 Yeah, I figured, um, you would take care of your sister, 00:38:05.920 --> 00:38:09.790 and, uh, my sisters would take care of me, 00:38:09.790 --> 00:38:11.170 and then -- And then what? 00:38:13.380 --> 00:38:16.120 And then I don't know. And it's scary. 00:38:17.460 --> 00:38:19.790 [ Sighs ] 00:38:19.790 --> 00:38:22.790 You were coming to end it, to leave me 00:38:22.790 --> 00:38:24.540 when I told you that I was sick. 00:38:24.540 --> 00:38:26.420 Listen. I was upset. But I didn't know -- 00:38:26.420 --> 00:38:28.290 You were right. I was awful to you. 00:38:28.290 --> 00:38:30.790 You were right to want to leave. 00:38:30.790 --> 00:38:33.080 You had a tumor. 00:38:33.080 --> 00:38:35.290 -You married a tumor. -I married you. 00:38:35.290 --> 00:38:36.880 We don't know who that is anymore. 00:38:36.880 --> 00:38:38.670 I don't know who I am. 00:38:38.670 --> 00:38:41.920 So you don't have to do this now. 00:38:41.920 --> 00:38:44.500 You can be free. 00:38:46.620 --> 00:38:50.540 ♪ Say everything's better in the daylight ♪ 00:38:50.540 --> 00:38:52.330 Amelia. 00:38:52.330 --> 00:38:55.290 ♪ So why'd you leave me in the dark? ♪ 00:38:55.290 --> 00:38:57.380 You're my wife, okay? 00:38:57.380 --> 00:38:58.920 In sickness and in health. 00:38:58.920 --> 00:39:00.710 Come home. 00:39:00.710 --> 00:39:02.420 Amelia: The trouble with crossed wires 00:39:02.420 --> 00:39:05.670 is you don't know they happened until it's too late. 00:39:05.670 --> 00:39:08.540 So we have to be very careful with our connections. 00:39:08.540 --> 00:39:10.290 Thank you. 00:39:10.290 --> 00:39:11.920 ♪ And when you told me what I wanna hear ♪ 00:39:11.920 --> 00:39:13.330 [ Exhales sharply ] 00:39:13.330 --> 00:39:16.460 ♪ Don't just say nothing, say nothing ♪ 00:39:16.460 --> 00:39:20.170 They take time, care, and attention. 00:39:20.170 --> 00:39:22.040 Rounds don't start that early. 00:39:22.040 --> 00:39:24.290 I'm trying to get in a run. 00:39:24.290 --> 00:39:25.960 You've been running a lot lately. 00:39:25.960 --> 00:39:27.830 ♪ I believe ♪ 00:39:27.830 --> 00:39:29.170 I'm just staying in shape. 00:39:29.170 --> 00:39:30.880 [ Sighs ] 00:39:30.880 --> 00:39:33.040 ♪ Now I see ♪ 00:39:33.040 --> 00:39:34.330 What, you, uh... 00:39:34.330 --> 00:39:35.750 ♪ You're only gonna break me down ♪ 00:39:35.750 --> 00:39:38.750 You don't want me to stay in shape? 00:39:38.750 --> 00:39:41.210 ♪ Man up, don't say nothing ♪ 00:39:41.210 --> 00:39:42.290 Uh -- 00:39:42.290 --> 00:39:46.040 ♪ Oh, I speak the truth ♪ 00:39:46.040 --> 00:39:47.540 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 00:39:47.540 --> 00:39:49.880 ♪ If you want to say something ♪ 00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:51.790 ♪ Silence don't mean nothing ♪ 00:39:51.790 --> 00:39:53.210 [ Cellphone chimes ] 00:39:53.210 --> 00:39:56.460 ♪ But it does to you ♪ 00:39:56.460 --> 00:39:58.170 [ Laughs ] 00:39:58.170 --> 00:40:00.880 ♪ Heard the silence become a part of you ♪ 00:40:00.880 --> 00:40:02.460 [ Cellphone unlocks ] 00:40:02.460 --> 00:40:05.000 [ Clicking ] 00:40:05.000 --> 00:40:08.000 ♪ I've been dreaming of your silhouette all night ♪ 00:40:08.000 --> 00:40:09.500 Everything okay? 00:40:09.500 --> 00:40:11.790 Yeah, it's my, um -- 00:40:11.790 --> 00:40:13.210 It's my daughter, Sofia. 00:40:13.210 --> 00:40:16.170 She -- She wants to move home. 00:40:16.170 --> 00:40:18.710 They take vigilance and single-mindedness. 00:40:18.710 --> 00:40:21.250 ♪ Don't say nothing ♪ 00:40:21.250 --> 00:40:23.750 ♪ Don't blame me ♪ 00:40:23.750 --> 00:40:26.830 ♪ For the mess that you've been causing ♪ 00:40:26.830 --> 00:40:28.540 You okay? 00:40:28.540 --> 00:40:30.250 ♪ I believe every word you didn't say ♪ 00:40:30.250 --> 00:40:32.620 I just hate him. 00:40:32.620 --> 00:40:35.120 I hate that he still has power. 00:40:35.120 --> 00:40:36.750 ♪ You're only gonna break me down ♪ 00:40:36.750 --> 00:40:40.500 I hate that he's still taking things away from me. 00:40:40.500 --> 00:40:42.960 We reconnect everything we can... 00:40:42.960 --> 00:40:45.040 as carefully as we can. 00:40:45.040 --> 00:40:47.210 ♪ Oh, I speak the truth ♪ 00:40:47.210 --> 00:40:48.920 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 00:40:48.920 --> 00:40:50.580 [ Beeping ] ♪ If you wanna say something ♪ 00:40:50.580 --> 00:40:52.670 Temp is down. 00:40:52.670 --> 00:40:55.620 Thank you, Meredith. For everything. 00:40:55.620 --> 00:40:58.290 Nathan said that you helped. 00:40:58.290 --> 00:41:02.080 Nope. This was all him. Where is he? 00:41:04.460 --> 00:41:06.210 ♪ No, I'm not on my knees ♪ 00:41:06.210 --> 00:41:08.330 I can tell he's in love with you. 00:41:08.330 --> 00:41:10.330 I can see it in his eyes when he talks about you. 00:41:10.330 --> 00:41:12.670 And I just -- [ Exhales ] 00:41:12.670 --> 00:41:14.420 ♪ No, I don't want that ♪ 00:41:14.420 --> 00:41:17.380 I'm just so grateful to you, Meredith. I'm so, so grateful. 00:41:17.380 --> 00:41:21.210 Megan, if you want to thank me, you'll believe me. 00:41:21.210 --> 00:41:23.210 I am not in this picture. 00:41:23.210 --> 00:41:25.580 Nathan did have a life while you were gone, 00:41:25.580 --> 00:41:29.380 and maybe it took him a minute to adjust. 00:41:29.380 --> 00:41:32.500 But look -- He moved heaven and earth for you. 00:41:32.500 --> 00:41:34.210 He loves you. 00:41:34.210 --> 00:41:35.920 ♪ Oh, I scream the truth ♪ 00:41:35.920 --> 00:41:37.920 That's not a man you throw away. 00:41:37.920 --> 00:41:39.620 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 00:41:39.620 --> 00:41:41.580 And then we just have to pray to God... 00:41:41.580 --> 00:41:45.080 ♪ Silence don't mean nothing ♪ 00:41:45.080 --> 00:41:48.290 ♪ But it does to you ♪ 00:41:48.290 --> 00:41:50.210 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 00:41:50.210 --> 00:41:52.460 ♪ If you wanna say something ♪ 00:41:52.460 --> 00:41:56.000 ♪ Silence don't mean nothing ♪ 00:41:56.000 --> 00:41:59.250 ♪ But it does to you ♪ 00:41:59.250 --> 00:42:01.960 ♪ Now the silence is part ♪ 00:42:01.960 --> 00:42:03.920 ...that we got it right. 00:42:03.920 --> 00:42:05.960 ♪ Of me and you ♪ 00:42:20.620 --> 00:42:28.790 ♪♪ 00:42:28.790 --> 00:42:37.250 ♪♪ 00:42:37.250 --> 00:42:45.540 ♪♪