WEBVTT 00:00:42.484 --> 00:00:43.618 Okay, senior year 00:00:43.652 --> 00:00:45.553 in Clear Lake, California was a blur. 00:00:45.587 --> 00:00:47.455 I graduated second in our class, 00:00:47.489 --> 00:00:49.758 did an internship with the DA, and applied to 00:00:49.791 --> 00:00:52.460 my parents alma mater, Georgetown University. 00:00:55.097 --> 00:00:58.533 But most importantly, I started going out with Chris. 00:00:58.557 --> 00:01:09.557 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:01:11.314 --> 00:01:13.748 We totally didn't make sense on paper. 00:01:13.782 --> 00:01:16.751 I was this girl who liked to sit on the dock and draw, 00:01:16.785 --> 00:01:18.988 and make my own graphic novels. 00:01:19.021 --> 00:01:21.390 He wash this old school guy who barely graduated, 00:01:21.424 --> 00:01:24.026 and spent all of his time working on his motorcycle. 00:01:31.566 --> 00:01:34.736 I was completely, totally, utterly hooked. 00:01:37.173 --> 00:01:40.376 I could be myself around Chris. He saw me for me. 00:01:47.482 --> 00:01:48.918 Give Ry a hug for me. 00:01:48.951 --> 00:01:50.419 Yeah. 00:01:50.453 --> 00:01:51.253 Love you. 00:01:52.888 --> 00:01:55.358 We pretended that summer would last forever, 00:01:55.391 --> 00:01:57.994 like the future didn't even exist. 00:01:58.027 --> 00:01:59.929 Maybe it was easier that way. 00:01:59.962 --> 00:02:02.064 After all, we were in love. 00:02:03.232 --> 00:02:05.334 What are you thinking about? 00:02:05.368 --> 00:02:07.103 How incredible this place is. 00:02:13.476 --> 00:02:15.577 You're distracting me. 00:02:15.610 --> 00:02:16.811 No, it's good. 00:02:17.846 --> 00:02:18.680 Only good? 00:02:20.216 --> 00:02:22.617 Well, I mean, no it's great. 00:02:23.518 --> 00:02:24.987 Only great? 00:02:25.021 --> 00:02:26.088 I like the humps. 00:02:27.289 --> 00:02:28.757 You make good humps. 00:02:28.790 --> 00:02:29.724 Thanks, baby. 00:02:33.528 --> 00:02:34.662 It's amazing. 00:02:34.696 --> 00:02:35.630 Only amazing? 00:02:38.267 --> 00:02:39.868 You look perfect. 00:03:53.909 --> 00:03:55.377 Did you open it? 00:03:55.411 --> 00:03:56.212 Well? 00:04:01.450 --> 00:04:03.052 I got accepted for next semester. 00:04:03.085 --> 00:04:03.919 Oh my God! 00:04:05.888 --> 00:04:06.754 Yep. 00:04:08.891 --> 00:04:10.359 Time to celebrate. 00:04:10.392 --> 00:04:12.827 Actually, I'm going to Julia's party with Chris. 00:04:12.861 --> 00:04:15.531 Yeah, but not on a bike, right? Not the motorcycle? 00:04:15.564 --> 00:04:17.699 No no, I made that very very clear. 00:04:27.709 --> 00:04:29.345 Why don't you guys spend the night with us? 00:04:29.378 --> 00:04:32.181 We could order takeout, celebrate the big news together. 00:04:34.049 --> 00:04:37.153 Yeah, maybe next time I get in college. 00:04:37.186 --> 00:04:38.120 Oh, you're funny. 00:04:39.488 --> 00:04:40.322 She got in. 00:04:49.764 --> 00:04:50.599 You look good. 00:04:52.401 --> 00:04:53.202 Only good? 00:04:53.235 --> 00:04:54.869 Great. 00:04:54.904 --> 00:04:55.703 Perfect. 00:05:01.243 --> 00:05:03.379 Everything okay? 00:05:03.412 --> 00:05:04.846 Yeah. 00:05:04.880 --> 00:05:06.949 Yeah, yeah, let's go. 00:05:06.982 --> 00:05:07.815 Okay. 00:05:13.122 --> 00:05:15.491 So they still want me dead, huh? 00:05:15.524 --> 00:05:16.358 Yeah. 00:05:18.860 --> 00:05:19.694 Just a little dead. 00:06:07.343 --> 00:06:08.510 This is amazing. 00:06:08.544 --> 00:06:10.980 Thanks. Come on, come here. 00:06:12.915 --> 00:06:16.751 Everybody. Cut the music for a second. 00:06:16.784 --> 00:06:19.588 Thank you all so much for coming out tonight. 00:06:19.622 --> 00:06:22.591 It means everything to have the support of close friends. 00:06:22.625 --> 00:06:24.426 I have an announcement to make. 00:06:24.460 --> 00:06:27.329 You all know Riley. 00:06:27.363 --> 00:06:28.564 Woo woo! 00:06:28.597 --> 00:06:30.199 Well, she decided that she's too smart, 00:06:30.232 --> 00:06:31.833 and too cool, and generally baller 00:06:31.866 --> 00:06:33.868 to go to regular old state, like most of us. 00:06:33.902 --> 00:06:36.905 So, she just got brilliant news. 00:06:36.939 --> 00:06:39.141 She'll be heading East to Georgetown as soon as 00:06:39.174 --> 00:06:40.943 her internship with the District Attorney's done, 00:06:40.976 --> 00:06:42.177 which will be in? 00:06:43.379 --> 00:06:44.313 Five weeks. 00:06:44.346 --> 00:06:45.847 Five weeks. 00:07:02.164 --> 00:07:03.365 But I thought you wanted this. 00:07:03.399 --> 00:07:04.566 I thought you wanted to stay together. 00:07:04.600 --> 00:07:05.901 We can do the long distance thing. 00:07:05.934 --> 00:07:07.770 Babe, it can work for us. 00:07:07.802 --> 00:07:09.338 Come on, we're different. 00:07:17.413 --> 00:07:20.082 So, Riley the lawyer, huh? 00:07:20.115 --> 00:07:21.183 Yeah. 00:07:21.216 --> 00:07:22.318 Yeah, that's the plan. 00:07:24.086 --> 00:07:24.920 What? 00:07:27.089 --> 00:07:30.993 Because it sounds like you don't want me to have a career. 00:07:31.026 --> 00:07:32.594 What? No that's not. 00:07:32.628 --> 00:07:33.929 I want you to be you. 00:07:33.962 --> 00:07:35.631 How am I not being me? 00:07:35.664 --> 00:07:37.333 You're creative, Ry. 00:07:37.366 --> 00:07:39.468 I'm going into law, Chris. 00:07:39.501 --> 00:07:41.637 Come on, it's already been decided. 00:07:41.670 --> 00:07:44.707 Drawing is something I do for fun, but I'm not an artist. 00:07:45.840 --> 00:07:48.610 Yeah. 00:07:48.644 --> 00:07:50.979 I need another drink. 00:07:51.013 --> 00:07:51.846 Chris? 00:08:21.744 --> 00:08:23.212 What happened to him? 00:08:23.245 --> 00:08:24.613 Get off. 00:08:24.646 --> 00:08:25.881 Oh, okay. 00:08:25.914 --> 00:08:29.051 Hey Nate, can I use your car? 00:08:29.084 --> 00:08:30.352 Two shots, two hours ago. 00:08:31.253 --> 00:08:34.022 I'm fine. 00:08:34.056 --> 00:08:35.290 Thanks. 00:08:36.759 --> 00:08:37.760 No glove, no love. 00:09:13.195 --> 00:09:17.199 This isn't you Ry, it's your parents. 00:09:22.838 --> 00:09:23.672 I got it. 00:09:26.508 --> 00:09:28.010 Don't. 00:09:28.043 --> 00:09:30.179 Let me do it, let me do it. 00:09:30.212 --> 00:09:31.046 Just stop. 00:09:37.085 --> 00:09:37.986 You know I love you, Ry. 00:09:39.555 --> 00:09:41.557 You know that right? I love you so much. 00:09:59.675 --> 00:10:00.509 You okay? 00:10:03.445 --> 00:10:04.279 No! 00:10:21.530 --> 00:10:23.432 Hey, sweetheart. 00:10:23.465 --> 00:10:24.833 Hey, Ry. 00:10:24.867 --> 00:10:25.801 How you feeling? 00:10:27.269 --> 00:10:28.470 What happened? 00:10:28.504 --> 00:10:30.472 You were in an accident. 00:10:30.506 --> 00:10:31.707 You spent the night at the hospital. 00:10:31.740 --> 00:10:33.475 You were in and out of consciousness. 00:10:33.509 --> 00:10:35.210 You don't remember? 00:10:35.244 --> 00:10:36.645 No. 00:10:36.678 --> 00:10:37.713 You had a concussion from the airbag. 00:10:37.746 --> 00:10:39.414 But the MRI came back fine. 00:10:40.549 --> 00:10:42.017 The doctor said you'd probably be groggy 00:10:42.050 --> 00:10:44.753 for a couple of days but, you're gonna make a full recovery. 00:10:46.054 --> 00:10:47.656 Where's Chris? 00:10:47.689 --> 00:10:48.490 Right here. 00:10:53.462 --> 00:10:55.030 Ry? 00:10:55.063 --> 00:10:55.864 Daddy? 00:11:04.540 --> 00:11:05.407 They tried. 00:11:12.314 --> 00:11:13.515 Where's Chris? 00:11:14.483 --> 00:11:15.885 Why are you lying to her? 00:11:19.688 --> 00:11:20.722 Ry, I'm right here, I'm. Ry? 00:11:29.598 --> 00:11:30.432 No. 00:11:31.433 --> 00:11:32.969 - Hey! - Riley. 00:11:33.002 --> 00:11:35.137 Someone look at me. Someone look at me, I'm right here! 00:11:35.170 --> 00:11:36.271 I want to see him. 00:11:36.305 --> 00:11:37.139 Let me go! 00:11:38.206 --> 00:11:39.441 Hey. Hey! 00:11:39.474 --> 00:11:41.376 Someone look at me. Someone look at me. 00:11:41.410 --> 00:11:42.644 Let go of me. 00:11:42.678 --> 00:11:43.679 I'm right here! I'm right here! 00:11:43.712 --> 00:11:46.950 I'm not dead. I'm not dead. 00:11:55.524 --> 00:11:56.893 You okay? 00:11:56.926 --> 00:11:59.361 Let me go. Please let me go. 00:11:59.394 --> 00:12:01.263 I want to see him. 00:12:07.402 --> 00:12:08.637 No! 00:12:15.711 --> 00:12:17.546 No. Where is he? 00:12:17.579 --> 00:12:18.814 Lee's with him. 00:12:19.748 --> 00:12:20.582 Mom? 00:12:21.884 --> 00:12:22.986 No. 00:12:54.884 --> 00:12:56.518 - No. No! - Mom, Mom. 00:12:57.853 --> 00:12:59.088 No! 00:12:59.122 --> 00:13:01.790 Mom, Mom, Mom. Get off her! Mom! 00:13:03.859 --> 00:13:04.693 Mom! Mom! 00:13:16.405 --> 00:13:17.239 Sorry. 00:13:46.201 --> 00:13:47.036 Hey. 00:13:48.770 --> 00:13:49.604 Hey, hey. 00:13:50.907 --> 00:13:53.375 Do you know where 1025 Blount Street is? 00:13:53.408 --> 00:13:54.877 I'm late. 00:13:54.911 --> 00:13:55.878 Where is it? 00:13:57.046 --> 00:13:58.380 Tell me right now. 00:13:58.413 --> 00:13:59.715 Come on. 00:13:59.748 --> 00:14:01.249 Hey. 00:14:01.283 --> 00:14:02.784 Tell me! Tell me now! 00:14:02.818 --> 00:14:05.320 It's two blocks that way, all right. 00:14:05.353 --> 00:14:07.522 It's another half mile, now go. 00:14:07.556 --> 00:14:09.725 Get your hairy ass up out of here, bro. 00:14:13.428 --> 00:14:15.697 He asks the same damn thing everyday. 00:14:18.067 --> 00:14:19.168 He's a no-brainer. 00:14:20.203 --> 00:14:22.604 He don't know he dead. 00:14:22.637 --> 00:14:24.706 You know you dead, right? 00:14:26.075 --> 00:14:26.909 Yeah. 00:14:27.843 --> 00:14:29.011 What was it? 00:14:30.278 --> 00:14:31.646 What was it that killed you? 00:14:33.116 --> 00:14:34.050 Car, car crash. 00:14:35.350 --> 00:14:36.685 Classic. 00:14:36.718 --> 00:14:37.652 I love it, yeah. 00:14:38.888 --> 00:14:40.355 Well, I'm Jordan. 00:14:40.388 --> 00:14:41.757 Chris. 00:14:41.790 --> 00:14:43.725 - Oh, just Chris. - Chris. 00:14:43.759 --> 00:14:44.961 All right. 00:14:44.994 --> 00:14:46.461 Well, I catch you on the flip, just Chris. 00:14:47.829 --> 00:14:48.663 Hey wait. 00:14:50.166 --> 00:14:51.700 Where you going? 00:14:51.733 --> 00:14:52.634 I got a lot of important meetings 00:14:52.667 --> 00:14:53.903 with a lot of important people 00:14:53.936 --> 00:14:56.338 to talk about a lot of important things. 00:14:56.371 --> 00:14:57.272 I'm just playing, fool. 00:14:57.305 --> 00:14:58.908 Nowhere, we dead remember? 00:15:00.042 --> 00:15:01.110 How long ago did you- 00:15:01.144 --> 00:15:03.079 - October 3, '87. 00:15:04.247 --> 00:15:05.680 Yeah fools broke up into my auntie house. 00:15:05.714 --> 00:15:07.449 They was like give me your stuff, fool. Break your stuff. 00:15:07.482 --> 00:15:09.218 And I was like head up, hand up. 00:15:09.252 --> 00:15:11.319 You know, but they got a shot off on me. 00:15:11.353 --> 00:15:12.854 I was 17, but it's all good. 00:15:14.023 --> 00:15:15.290 30 years ago, you know. 00:15:15.323 --> 00:15:16.825 See how old you was when you died 00:15:16.858 --> 00:15:19.162 is how old you stay when you come here. 00:15:20.362 --> 00:15:21.530 So what it really means is you ain't got 00:15:21.563 --> 00:15:24.033 to worry about arthritis or losing your hair, 00:15:24.066 --> 00:15:25.268 or anything else really. 00:15:26.635 --> 00:15:27.736 You know, you ain't gonna get hungry, thirsty, 00:15:27.769 --> 00:15:30.106 sleepy, horny, you're just gonna be. 00:15:31.073 --> 00:15:31.908 All right so, 00:15:32.909 --> 00:15:33.742 why are we here? 00:15:35.744 --> 00:15:37.612 Shouldn't I like know everything now? 00:15:39.614 --> 00:15:41.716 Do you know everything? 00:15:42.952 --> 00:15:43.785 No. 00:15:45.087 --> 00:15:46.088 Let's bounce, man. 00:15:52.594 --> 00:15:55.131 Now you got a good little spot up here, Chris. 00:15:55.164 --> 00:15:57.066 Well, so you're not from Philly? 00:15:57.099 --> 00:15:59.302 Nah, Oaktown you know, but wandering around there 00:15:59.334 --> 00:16:01.870 got old after like the first five, six years. 00:16:01.904 --> 00:16:04.907 So I was like, why not go somewhere else, you know? 00:16:04.941 --> 00:16:05.774 You like that? 00:16:07.509 --> 00:16:11.147 There's no like or not like when you're in this place man. 00:16:11.180 --> 00:16:12.882 Those words don't mean anything. 00:16:15.450 --> 00:16:16.418 You'll come around. 00:16:22.124 --> 00:16:24.626 You left somebody behind, huh? 00:16:25.560 --> 00:16:27.296 You got that look in your eye. 00:16:30.432 --> 00:16:31.934 Look, I know it hurts now man. 00:16:32.868 --> 00:16:34.070 Trust me I do but, 00:16:35.972 --> 00:16:37.672 as soon as you stop giving a damn, 00:16:38.874 --> 00:16:41.443 sooner it all gets better. 00:16:41.476 --> 00:16:43.279 You'll change your mind, you will. 00:16:44.579 --> 00:16:46.315 Oh you got it all figured out, huh? 00:16:47.649 --> 00:16:49.051 And what you're still walking for? 00:16:57.859 --> 00:17:00.662 So there's a perk or two. 00:17:04.633 --> 00:17:06.068 See what I don't get is why they can't 00:17:06.102 --> 00:17:07.270 just like throw it on the pan for a few minutes. 00:17:07.303 --> 00:17:09.071 'Cause that's not how the Japanese do it. 00:17:09.105 --> 00:17:10.739 That's how I do it. 00:17:10.772 --> 00:17:11.908 Three dollars for this, seriously? 00:17:11.941 --> 00:17:13.376 Just try it please, for me. 00:17:17.579 --> 00:17:18.780 No, it's good. 00:17:21.416 --> 00:17:22.751 Okay, I disagree clearly. 00:17:22.784 --> 00:17:23.618 All right. 00:17:25.955 --> 00:17:29.125 Oh God. Oh God, oh. 00:17:29.158 --> 00:17:29.992 I gotta go. 00:17:31.027 --> 00:17:31.860 Check please. 00:18:02.524 --> 00:18:05.493 Morning Riley. You feeling better? 00:18:05.527 --> 00:18:06.896 Riley this is detective- 00:18:06.929 --> 00:18:09.932 - Detective Jenkins with traffic homicide investigation. 00:18:09.966 --> 00:18:11.633 This is just protocol, they send someone 00:18:11.666 --> 00:18:15.637 from THI in whenever, whenever there's a death involved. 00:18:17.639 --> 00:18:18.540 Do you mind? 00:18:18.573 --> 00:18:19.408 Go ahead. 00:18:21.410 --> 00:18:23.478 Now Riley, I can appreciate that this 00:18:23.511 --> 00:18:25.247 is hard on you and your family, but 00:18:26.815 --> 00:18:28.351 do you mind if I ask you a few questions? 00:18:29.885 --> 00:18:32.922 So Riley Jean Stanheight, date of birth September 6, 1999. 00:18:32.955 --> 00:18:34.723 Is that all correct? 00:18:34.756 --> 00:18:36.325 You know that car shouldn't have been on the road. 00:18:36.359 --> 00:18:39.761 Were you aware that the passenger side airbag 00:18:39.794 --> 00:18:42.198 was non-functional at the time of the collision? 00:18:44.300 --> 00:18:46.868 Had you been drinking? Were you distracted? 00:18:46.902 --> 00:18:48.170 Anything involved that may have 00:18:48.204 --> 00:18:49.939 impaired your judgment on the road? 00:18:51.873 --> 00:18:52.841 No. 00:18:55.478 --> 00:18:56.912 Are you sure about that? 00:18:56.946 --> 00:18:58.580 I think the answer was quite clear there detective- 00:18:58.613 --> 00:19:00.049 - Is there anything else? 00:19:00.082 --> 00:19:02.385 Anything at all that you'd like to tell me, Ms. Stanheight? 00:19:02.418 --> 00:19:03.618 I think we've had 00:19:03.651 --> 00:19:04.120 just about enough stress for the day. 00:19:10.459 --> 00:19:11.894 The brake lights. 00:19:11.927 --> 00:19:12.761 Riley. 00:19:13.963 --> 00:19:17.133 The driver in front of us, they stopped short. 00:19:17.166 --> 00:19:19.201 But there weren't any brake lights. 00:19:19.235 --> 00:19:20.403 Okay. 00:19:20.436 --> 00:19:21.270 Thank you. 00:19:26.208 --> 00:19:28.210 Yeah, and then he hit us with another essay 00:19:28.244 --> 00:19:31.514 about human sensuality in 1920's Parisian fashion. 00:19:31.546 --> 00:19:33.581 I think the man's just not getting any sex. 00:19:33.615 --> 00:19:36.419 You could do everyone a favor and offer your services. 00:19:39.021 --> 00:19:40.523 You guys don't have to stay. 00:19:41.490 --> 00:19:42.358 We're not going anywhere. 00:19:45.660 --> 00:19:47.430 I tried texting Chris last night. 00:19:48.931 --> 00:19:49.965 Pretty crazy right? 00:19:52.834 --> 00:19:53.668 No. 00:19:56.038 --> 00:19:57.339 The worst part is is that 00:19:57.373 --> 00:19:59.008 I waited for him to text me back. 00:20:01.843 --> 00:20:03.345 You want to hear crazy? 00:20:03.379 --> 00:20:05.948 The other night I played both halves of our Fortnite game, 00:20:05.981 --> 00:20:08.451 switching screens like a maniac. 00:20:10.585 --> 00:20:12.922 We never could get you two off of that thing. 00:20:14.323 --> 00:20:17.159 Remember that time at the rink when he forgot his skates, 00:20:17.193 --> 00:20:19.261 and he played goalie in his converse? 00:20:19.295 --> 00:20:21.030 They still couldn't score on him. 00:20:23.598 --> 00:20:25.800 In sophomore year he had this hat. 00:20:25.834 --> 00:20:28.471 He loved this hat, he wore it all year. 00:20:34.043 --> 00:20:35.578 What? 00:20:35.610 --> 00:20:37.146 Hey. What is it? 00:20:39.081 --> 00:20:41.117 These memories, they're Chris. 00:20:41.150 --> 00:20:42.551 Okay? 00:20:42.585 --> 00:20:44.453 Right, and and, and they're all that I have left. 00:20:44.487 --> 00:20:46.355 And they're gonna fade, and I'm gonna forget, 00:20:46.388 --> 00:20:48.656 and then Chris is gonna be gone, and then I. 00:20:48.690 --> 00:20:51.093 I can't live like that, I can't live like that. 00:20:51.127 --> 00:20:53.028 Okay okay, okay okay okay. It's okay. 00:20:54.230 --> 00:20:55.030 It's okay. 00:20:56.332 --> 00:20:57.133 It's okay. 00:20:59.602 --> 00:21:01.137 You sure you don't want us to stay? 00:21:01.170 --> 00:21:04.373 Yeah. Bye. 00:21:45.581 --> 00:21:46.781 Ry, I wish you could hear me. 00:21:49.051 --> 00:21:51.620 You're gonna get through this, all right. I know you will. 00:22:13.342 --> 00:22:15.311 Like I told you, she's not ready. 00:22:16.478 --> 00:22:17.812 And I don't appreciate another house call. 00:22:17.845 --> 00:22:18.981 No I understand, Mr. Stanheight. 00:22:19.014 --> 00:22:20.282 Your daughter's recovery comes first. 00:22:20.316 --> 00:22:22.885 I'm only here to return this. 00:22:25.054 --> 00:22:25.888 That's mine. 00:22:28.657 --> 00:22:30.858 The records are showing that 00:22:30.893 --> 00:22:33.495 you were texting around the time of the accident. 00:22:33.529 --> 00:22:34.530 - I. - Quiet. 00:22:36.031 --> 00:22:36.864 Thank you. 00:22:38.234 --> 00:22:39.734 We'll be in touch. 00:22:44.640 --> 00:22:46.275 Listen Riley, sweetheart, we gotta seriously 00:22:46.308 --> 00:22:47.809 think about getting your statement together. 00:22:47.842 --> 00:22:49.411 That guy's not going anywhere. 00:22:49.445 --> 00:22:51.146 It's gonna be okay. 00:22:51.180 --> 00:22:53.781 Let's just go through it all as you recall it, 00:22:53.815 --> 00:22:55.884 what you were doing, what Chris was doing. 00:22:55.918 --> 00:22:57.852 Chris wasn't doing anything. 00:22:57.886 --> 00:23:00.055 I was driving, it was my fault. 00:23:00.089 --> 00:23:02.324 Well, just consider everything again. 00:23:02.358 --> 00:23:04.026 Make sure it's clear in your mind, and then we- 00:23:04.059 --> 00:23:05.661 - Why are you talking like that? 00:23:06.861 --> 00:23:08.297 Like what? 00:23:08.330 --> 00:23:10.599 Like how people are going to see me after this, or 00:23:11.866 --> 00:23:13.369 how it affects me. 00:23:13.402 --> 00:23:15.738 Of course we are concerned about how it affects you. 00:23:15.770 --> 00:23:17.273 You're our daughter. 00:23:17.306 --> 00:23:20.409 And what's Chris, just another thing to consider? 00:23:39.762 --> 00:23:41.230 Look I can't be late for work. 00:23:41.263 --> 00:23:42.498 Funerals are expensive. 00:23:42.531 --> 00:23:44.266 And his father still won't return my call 00:23:44.300 --> 00:23:46.001 so I'll do everything alone. 00:23:47.136 --> 00:23:48.836 I'm sure we could help with that. 00:23:52.074 --> 00:23:54.643 Lee, I was the one who was driving. 00:23:54.677 --> 00:23:56.111 It was my fault. 00:23:57.279 --> 00:23:59.948 I just lost the love of my life, and 00:24:01.317 --> 00:24:02.618 Lee I'm so sorry. 00:24:05.688 --> 00:24:08.524 Is that what you needed, getting that off your chest? 00:24:10.492 --> 00:24:11.927 I, I don't know Ms. Duncan. 00:24:11.960 --> 00:24:13.395 You think that I was sitting here, waiting for you 00:24:13.429 --> 00:24:17.066 to stop by and say sorry for killing your son? 00:24:17.099 --> 00:24:19.535 You think that's what I needed? 00:24:19.568 --> 00:24:21.904 No, that's what you needed. 00:24:21.937 --> 00:24:23.806 Rich kid, who thinks all it takes 00:24:23.838 --> 00:24:26.075 to make everything right is, is cash, 00:24:26.108 --> 00:24:28.210 and some stupid freaking words. 00:24:30.379 --> 00:24:32.314 Don't show your face here again. 00:25:47.623 --> 00:25:48.657 Who knew I was so popular? 00:25:53.262 --> 00:25:54.863 Looks like my father had better things to do. 00:25:57.032 --> 00:25:59.001 Chris let me show you something. 00:25:59.034 --> 00:26:01.370 Trust me, think of your favorite place 00:26:01.403 --> 00:26:03.105 in the whole world right now. 00:26:04.940 --> 00:26:06.275 Do it. 00:26:12.648 --> 00:26:15.217 Not my sport, but I respect it. 00:26:16.652 --> 00:26:17.986 This is incredible. 00:26:18.020 --> 00:26:21.590 Best seat in the house. 00:26:41.543 --> 00:26:43.178 So what happened? 00:26:43.212 --> 00:26:44.279 Oh, rookie mistake. 00:26:45.614 --> 00:26:47.049 You probably started thinking about something else. 00:26:47.082 --> 00:26:49.651 Yeah, you gotta watch them stray feelings, boy. 00:26:49.685 --> 00:26:51.620 Or who knows where you'll end up. 00:26:51.653 --> 00:26:52.754 Your mind can just randomly 00:26:52.788 --> 00:26:54.323 take you places whenever it feels like? 00:26:54.356 --> 00:26:55.791 I mean your mind, sure. 00:26:55.824 --> 00:26:58.594 But I mastered this teleportation stuff years ago. 00:26:59.896 --> 00:27:02.531 Dirty ass place. Where we at, bro? 00:27:19.848 --> 00:27:21.383 This was a mistake. 00:27:21.416 --> 00:27:22.317 What? 00:27:22.351 --> 00:27:23.953 Hey? Hey, hold up. 00:28:20.542 --> 00:28:21.643 You look good, baby. 00:28:23.712 --> 00:28:24.546 Only good? 00:28:32.287 --> 00:28:34.756 I don't know why I'm so surprised. 00:28:34.790 --> 00:28:39.795 I hear your voice every day, everywhere I go. 00:28:40.662 --> 00:28:42.831 I'm sorry that I'm so weak but, 00:28:44.266 --> 00:28:47.971 pretending that you're not gone feels really great. 00:28:48.004 --> 00:28:48.837 Only great? 00:29:33.016 --> 00:29:33.849 Amazing. 00:29:35.517 --> 00:29:36.451 Perfect. 00:29:39.889 --> 00:29:40.722 Chris? 00:29:45.494 --> 00:29:46.328 Chris? 00:29:48.864 --> 00:29:49.698 Chris? 00:30:27.469 --> 00:30:28.670 Dude, I am telling you. 00:30:28.704 --> 00:30:30.106 I'm telling you she could hear me. 00:30:30.139 --> 00:30:33.341 I've been here 30 years, bro, 30 long years. 00:30:33.375 --> 00:30:35.377 And I ain't never heard of nothing like this. 00:30:35.410 --> 00:30:38.181 The one absolute rule of being dead is we can't communicate- 00:30:38.213 --> 00:30:40.482 - With the living. You're wrong though. 00:30:40.515 --> 00:30:41.884 I'm wrong? 00:30:41.918 --> 00:30:43.920 Oh, you got it all figured out. 00:30:43.953 --> 00:30:45.320 Okay, prove it. 00:30:55.397 --> 00:30:58.034 I know Nate better than anyone, all right trust me. 00:30:58.067 --> 00:30:59.902 Your boy looks like hell. 00:31:02.704 --> 00:31:03.538 Yeah he does. 00:31:05.942 --> 00:31:07.843 Well, we doing this or what? 00:31:07.877 --> 00:31:08.677 Sorry. 00:31:08.710 --> 00:31:09.544 Damn. 00:31:16.318 --> 00:31:17.153 Nate. 00:31:21.256 --> 00:31:22.824 Nate, it's Chris. 00:31:24.826 --> 00:31:25.627 Nate! 00:31:30.133 --> 00:31:30.967 Nate? 00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:32.501 Why would I lie? 00:31:32.534 --> 00:31:33.702 Oh my God, you tell me. 00:31:33.735 --> 00:31:34.937 I don't know you. 00:31:34.971 --> 00:31:36.939 Okay listen, for the sake of argument, 00:31:36.973 --> 00:31:38.807 let's say you was being straight up with me, 00:31:38.840 --> 00:31:40.042 that you talked to her- 00:31:40.076 --> 00:31:40.877 - Which I did. 00:31:40.910 --> 00:31:42.444 Which you did, yeah. 00:31:42.477 --> 00:31:46.281 Look, maybe it's some, I don't know, special power you have. 00:31:46.314 --> 00:31:49.018 And maybe you're supposed to use it to do something. 00:31:49.051 --> 00:31:50.920 Right, well like what? 00:31:50.953 --> 00:31:52.188 Look there's only one thing 00:31:52.221 --> 00:31:54.723 anybody's ever trying to do here, move on. 00:31:54.756 --> 00:31:56.458 Like I said, most folks skip. 00:32:01.797 --> 00:32:02.899 Why didn't you skip? 00:32:05.201 --> 00:32:08.104 What if it only works with your girl, you dig? 00:32:08.137 --> 00:32:11.773 Like, what if it's just some connection only y'all had? 00:32:21.416 --> 00:32:23.752 You know we don't have to do this if you don't want to. 00:32:23.785 --> 00:32:24.853 No, I want to. 00:32:26.855 --> 00:32:27.689 How's Nate? 00:32:29.258 --> 00:32:32.028 Texting me awkward stuff in the middle of the night, 00:32:32.061 --> 00:32:34.964 skipping out on stuff, getting mad for no reason. 00:32:34.997 --> 00:32:36.364 It's super weird. 00:32:36.398 --> 00:32:37.233 Hey. 00:32:39.501 --> 00:32:40.402 Have you ever experienced something 00:32:40.435 --> 00:32:42.205 that like you couldn't explain? 00:32:42.238 --> 00:32:44.240 Like, I don't know like you heard something, 00:32:44.273 --> 00:32:47.276 and then you were like, I heard something. 00:32:47.310 --> 00:32:50.046 And then you look around and nothing's there. 00:32:50.079 --> 00:32:51.247 You're hearing things? 00:32:53.515 --> 00:32:54.951 No. 00:32:54.984 --> 00:32:55.784 No. 00:32:56.685 --> 00:32:57.485 Never mind. 00:32:58.486 --> 00:32:59.454 Okay. 00:32:59.487 --> 00:33:01.123 Sushi tomorrow night? 00:33:01.157 --> 00:33:03.692 Me, you, and Nate if I can get him? 00:33:03.725 --> 00:33:04.793 Yeah, I can dig it? 00:33:07.129 --> 00:33:07.964 What? 00:33:09.431 --> 00:33:11.968 Nothing, I've just never heard you say that before. 00:33:12.001 --> 00:33:12.902 It was always Chris's thing. 00:33:15.503 --> 00:33:17.206 Oh, I guess it just slipped out. 00:33:33.222 --> 00:33:34.323 That's Chris's number. 00:33:36.259 --> 00:33:38.094 He's wearing Chris's number, right? 00:33:38.127 --> 00:33:40.662 Yeah, he wanted to as tribute. 00:33:52.841 --> 00:33:53.943 You okay? 00:33:53.976 --> 00:33:54.776 You okay? 00:33:54.809 --> 00:33:55.610 Yeah. 00:34:17.133 --> 00:34:19.634 Okay, let's take a breather. 00:34:41.223 --> 00:34:42.058 Chris? 00:34:54.569 --> 00:34:57.306 No. Absolutely not. 00:34:57.340 --> 00:34:59.075 It's the truth, that's what you guys wanted. 00:34:59.108 --> 00:35:01.210 You were not texting at the time of the accident. 00:35:01.243 --> 00:35:02.111 Yes I was. 00:35:02.144 --> 00:35:03.578 No, you were not. 00:35:03.611 --> 00:35:06.015 Because if you were, it's no longer an accident. 00:35:06.048 --> 00:35:07.416 It becomes a felony. 00:35:07.450 --> 00:35:09.718 You do understand what happens, right? 00:35:09.751 --> 00:35:12.421 After a felony indictment, let alone a conviction? 00:35:12.455 --> 00:35:15.024 Do you want to destroy your future? 00:35:15.057 --> 00:35:17.193 There it is. I knew that this was coming. 00:35:17.226 --> 00:35:19.861 That's all you two care about is future, future, future. 00:35:19.895 --> 00:35:21.330 With good reason. 00:35:21.364 --> 00:35:23.265 There's no returning from a statement like this. 00:35:23.299 --> 00:35:25.267 It's the same as handing in a guilty plea. 00:35:25.301 --> 00:35:27.635 Well guess what? I am guilty. 00:35:28.938 --> 00:35:30.839 It's as simple as that. 00:35:32.008 --> 00:35:33.242 Young lady come back here right now. 00:36:03.973 --> 00:36:08.978 21% report hearing them, 3% feeling their touch. 00:36:10.413 --> 00:36:12.614 Losing my father was 00:36:12.647 --> 00:36:14.616 probably the hardest thing I've ever had to- 00:36:14.649 --> 00:36:17.186 - And some people say that ones that have passed on, 00:36:17.219 --> 00:36:19.721 that they're actually coming to say hello. 00:36:19.754 --> 00:36:21.090 They're visiting with you and- 00:36:21.123 --> 00:36:22.857 - And she could feel her mother 00:36:22.892 --> 00:36:24.559 standing at the foot of her bed. 00:36:24.592 --> 00:36:28.998 An hour after he passed, I got a message on my phone. 00:36:29.031 --> 00:36:30.665 It was crazy. 00:36:38.573 --> 00:36:40.176 - Oh hey. - Hey hey. 00:36:44.547 --> 00:36:45.981 - Hi. - Oh, hello. 00:37:40.302 --> 00:37:41.203 Hey. 00:38:02.224 --> 00:38:04.326 What the heck am I doing? 00:38:09.797 --> 00:38:10.633 Damn it! 00:39:05.020 --> 00:39:05.853 Go home. 00:39:07.223 --> 00:39:08.490 I'm going home. 00:39:13.329 --> 00:39:14.163 Chris? 00:39:19.602 --> 00:39:20.502 Chris? 00:39:20.536 --> 00:39:22.638 Close your eyes. 00:39:48.731 --> 00:39:51.133 Oh my God, I can feel you. I can really feel you. 00:39:53.868 --> 00:39:55.004 It wasn't your fault Ry, it was an accident. 00:39:55.037 --> 00:39:56.272 You can't blame yourself. 00:39:58.073 --> 00:40:00.676 Of course, my imagination would make you say that. 00:40:02.945 --> 00:40:04.713 I've been reading up about grief. 00:40:04.747 --> 00:40:07.283 And I know that this is all just in my imagination. 00:40:08.783 --> 00:40:10.452 What, you think this is all in your head? 00:40:11.853 --> 00:40:14.290 It's my mind's way of coping with you being gone. 00:40:17.159 --> 00:40:18.761 I'm gonna tell you something you couldn't possibly know. 00:40:21.397 --> 00:40:23.999 My dad got me a watch just before he left, 00:40:24.033 --> 00:40:26.201 and I was so pissed that I buried it 00:40:28.170 --> 00:40:30.105 in my backyard by the shed. 00:40:30.139 --> 00:40:31.307 Find it for me, okay. 00:40:34.043 --> 00:40:35.344 Promise me you'll find it. 00:40:36.478 --> 00:40:37.279 I promise. 00:40:38.914 --> 00:40:40.382 Hello? 00:40:44.720 --> 00:40:49.692 Is everything all right? 00:41:06.408 --> 00:41:07.743 Riley? 00:41:10.079 --> 00:41:10.913 Riley? 00:41:11.846 --> 00:41:13.382 Yeah, coming Mom. 00:41:28.097 --> 00:41:28.931 Okay. 00:41:30.666 --> 00:41:31.500 Thank you. 00:42:58.053 --> 00:42:59.455 What's going on, honey? 00:42:59.488 --> 00:43:01.557 Is this all we have of my stuff? 00:43:03.392 --> 00:43:04.993 Maybe, I think there might be another box 00:43:05.027 --> 00:43:07.196 in the storage unit someplace. 00:43:07.229 --> 00:43:08.797 Why, do you need them for something? 00:43:09.665 --> 00:43:11.033 Do you remember this one? 00:43:12.468 --> 00:43:14.403 I made it for your 40th? 00:43:14.436 --> 00:43:17.907 Yes, Blue Rider, about the girl who 00:43:17.941 --> 00:43:19.741 took her horse into the city. 00:43:20.910 --> 00:43:22.144 Did you like it? 00:43:22.177 --> 00:43:23.479 Of course I did. 00:43:24.580 --> 00:43:26.048 What did you like about it? 00:43:27.182 --> 00:43:30.752 I love how much work you put into it. 00:43:30.786 --> 00:43:32.521 I think it's beautiful. 00:43:32.554 --> 00:43:34.924 It's detailed. 00:43:34.958 --> 00:43:36.391 But do you think it's good? 00:43:37.793 --> 00:43:39.294 I think lots of people, 00:43:39.328 --> 00:43:43.065 lots of artists are very good, even great. 00:43:43.098 --> 00:43:44.833 But only one or two out of 100 00:43:44.867 --> 00:43:45.868 get to succeed at something- 00:43:45.902 --> 00:43:47.803 - Yeah, I got it Mom, thanks. 00:43:54.510 --> 00:43:57.779 You are my daughter, and I love you. 00:43:58.982 --> 00:44:00.349 I just want you to be successful. 00:44:00.382 --> 00:44:03.652 But do you think they're good? Do you? 00:44:04.954 --> 00:44:06.154 Do you think I'm good? 00:44:10.425 --> 00:44:12.427 I think you are better than good. 00:44:13.562 --> 00:44:15.063 I think you are incredible. 00:44:27.676 --> 00:44:28.878 Okay, it's that crab thing you like, 00:44:28.912 --> 00:44:30.846 with the actual crab, not with the fake stuff. 00:44:32.714 --> 00:44:34.483 You guys up for some sake bombs? 00:44:34.516 --> 00:44:36.451 Nate. No. 00:44:36.485 --> 00:44:37.987 Come on. 00:44:38.021 --> 00:44:40.924 I don't know when you became such a prude, Jules. 00:44:40.957 --> 00:44:41.757 It's like you're not even thinking. 00:44:41.790 --> 00:44:43.492 Boo, boo. 00:44:43.525 --> 00:44:44.359 Stop it. 00:44:46.361 --> 00:44:48.063 Oh my God. Are you already drunk? 00:44:48.096 --> 00:44:50.033 Just pre-gamed a little. 00:44:50.098 --> 00:44:51.366 It's all good in the hood. 00:44:53.402 --> 00:44:55.103 By the way, Riley. 00:44:57.306 --> 00:44:58.874 Heard the cops have been up your ass. 00:44:59.741 --> 00:45:00.842 Where'd you hear that? 00:45:01.710 --> 00:45:04.646 Around. Does it matter? 00:45:04.680 --> 00:45:05.814 So what, they think you were 00:45:05.847 --> 00:45:07.749 driving like a maniac or something? 00:45:07.783 --> 00:45:09.751 - Jesus, Nate. - My driving was fine. 00:45:11.720 --> 00:45:13.923 Except you crashed my car. 00:45:13.957 --> 00:45:16.658 So it wasn't that fine, am I right? 00:45:16.692 --> 00:45:17.593 Let it go. 00:45:17.626 --> 00:45:19.861 Two shots, two hours ago. 00:45:19.896 --> 00:45:20.930 That's what you said. 00:45:22.031 --> 00:45:23.498 Most of the night's still a blur, 00:45:23.532 --> 00:45:25.300 but that's coming through crystal clear you know. 00:45:25.334 --> 00:45:26.702 It sounds like you think that I was lying. 00:45:26.735 --> 00:45:27.569 Were you? 00:45:30.772 --> 00:45:31.573 Yeah. 00:45:33.775 --> 00:45:34.843 Freaking called it. 00:45:35.777 --> 00:45:36.812 But not about that. 00:45:37.914 --> 00:45:40.449 Your car, that you're too lazy to fix, 00:45:40.482 --> 00:45:41.985 that shouldn't be on the road, 00:45:43.418 --> 00:45:45.153 that's what happened. 00:45:45.187 --> 00:45:46.355 And I lied. 00:45:46.388 --> 00:45:47.789 I lied to protect you. 00:45:47.823 --> 00:45:51.094 I lied to protect your life, to protect my friend. 00:46:02.704 --> 00:46:04.007 Something wrong? 00:46:06.075 --> 00:46:08.543 I just don't like the taste. 00:46:13.983 --> 00:46:15.051 We also have pizza? 00:46:19.221 --> 00:46:20.489 That's gross. 00:46:26.261 --> 00:46:27.063 Hey, how was- 00:46:27.096 --> 00:46:27.930 - Great. 00:46:36.471 --> 00:46:37.272 What are you doing? 00:46:37.305 --> 00:46:38.473 Soul searching. 00:47:26.254 --> 00:47:27.856 This is ridiculous. 00:49:54.870 --> 00:49:55.770 Can you kiss me? 00:49:58.307 --> 00:49:59.741 Let's find out. 00:50:12.121 --> 00:50:13.588 This is real. 00:50:13.622 --> 00:50:15.291 I'm not making this up. 00:50:15.324 --> 00:50:16.491 It's not in my mind. 00:50:16.524 --> 00:50:17.994 I don't know what this means. 00:50:19.295 --> 00:50:20.096 How? 00:50:22.164 --> 00:50:25.167 I died, I kind of got stuck. 00:50:25.201 --> 00:50:27.702 Everything else, I don't know. 00:50:30.039 --> 00:50:30.940 You believe this? 00:50:30.973 --> 00:50:32.308 Yeah. 00:50:32.341 --> 00:50:34.176 That doesn't matter? 00:50:43.652 --> 00:50:46.055 Hey. Who's out there? 00:50:47.489 --> 00:50:48.291 Hey. 00:50:52.261 --> 00:50:53.062 Riley? 00:51:16.218 --> 00:51:18.553 Riley, can you come down to the kitchen please? 00:51:30.598 --> 00:51:32.935 Please have a seat, Riley. 00:51:37.772 --> 00:51:39.474 Mrs. Douglas has informed us that last night 00:51:39.507 --> 00:51:40.842 she caught you trespassing on her property- 00:51:40.876 --> 00:51:42.211 - Digging in my damn yard. 00:51:43.812 --> 00:51:44.612 Is that true? 00:51:46.581 --> 00:51:47.383 Yes. 00:51:49.352 --> 00:51:51.287 But I wasn't trying to trespass or anything. 00:51:51.320 --> 00:51:52.687 What were you doing there? 00:51:54.589 --> 00:51:56.058 I was looking for something. 00:51:57.492 --> 00:51:58.294 A watch. 00:51:59.794 --> 00:52:01.230 You stole a watch? 00:52:03.565 --> 00:52:05.067 It's hard to explain. 00:52:05.101 --> 00:52:05.935 Try. 00:52:10.572 --> 00:52:11.606 Chris told me to. 00:52:15.411 --> 00:52:20.216 Before my son died, he told you to go root around my shed? 00:52:20.249 --> 00:52:21.683 Hold on, Riley- 00:52:21.716 --> 00:52:23.119 - No, I mean you didn't think it was enough to kill him. 00:52:23.152 --> 00:52:25.221 You had to come lift his stuff too? 00:52:25.254 --> 00:52:26.688 Lee. 00:52:26.721 --> 00:52:27.923 Jesus, that's what you two do for a living, right? 00:52:27.957 --> 00:52:29.225 Protect the guilty, get rich doing it? 00:52:29.258 --> 00:52:30.692 Excuse me? 00:52:30.725 --> 00:52:32.194 That's how you keep your murderer daughter out of jail. 00:52:32.228 --> 00:52:33.229 Listen to me, Lee. 00:52:35.064 --> 00:52:36.232 I know you're hurting. 00:52:36.265 --> 00:52:37.500 I know what you're going through. 00:52:37.565 --> 00:52:39.235 But you're in the wrong to come here 00:52:39.268 --> 00:52:41.137 and call my daughter a murderer. 00:52:42.338 --> 00:52:44.206 You're wrong to blame her, and you know it. 00:52:58.320 --> 00:53:01.457 I don't care about the watch. Keep it. 00:53:03.658 --> 00:53:04.493 But, 00:53:06.128 --> 00:53:07.862 listen to me Riley. 00:53:07.897 --> 00:53:09.331 I can't see you because 00:53:11.067 --> 00:53:14.602 when I see your face, I see Chris, I see my boy. 00:53:15.637 --> 00:53:16.838 I don't know what to do. 00:53:39.594 --> 00:53:41.297 Riley? 00:53:41.330 --> 00:53:43.466 Hey? What is this music? 00:53:45.234 --> 00:53:46.335 Speaker volume 10. 00:54:01.749 --> 00:54:03.185 Well my question is, 00:54:03.219 --> 00:54:06.422 why do you always connect with her when I'm not around? 00:54:07.789 --> 00:54:09.024 No right, because when I'm with her 00:54:09.058 --> 00:54:11.961 I'm thinking about you, sure, right. 00:54:11.994 --> 00:54:13.562 Well there's always next time. 00:54:16.664 --> 00:54:18.334 So this thing is legit? 00:54:20.536 --> 00:54:21.370 That's what I've been telling you. 00:54:24.672 --> 00:54:26.808 Hey, you gonna show me how it works? 00:54:26.841 --> 00:54:28.743 What do you need it for? 00:54:28.776 --> 00:54:29.612 I thought you didn't give a shit about anyone anymore. 00:54:29.644 --> 00:54:30.479 I don't. 00:54:36.851 --> 00:54:38.254 So you gonna show me or not? 00:54:40.055 --> 00:54:43.392 How it works for us is, you need something you share, 00:54:43.425 --> 00:54:45.528 like a memory, or a strong emotion. 00:54:47.196 --> 00:54:49.331 For us it's Riley's drawing. 00:54:49.365 --> 00:54:50.499 Hey, what time is it? 00:54:51.733 --> 00:54:53.035 It's seven I think. Why? 00:54:58.641 --> 00:55:01.277 She used to play this for me every day after dinner. 00:55:02.777 --> 00:55:05.948 Every day, right around seven o'clock. 00:55:07.049 --> 00:55:08.651 It's really nice. 00:55:08.683 --> 00:55:09.518 Maybe that's it? 00:55:58.167 --> 00:55:59.501 Hey Dad. 00:55:59.535 --> 00:56:00.835 I'm doing great by the way. 00:56:01.836 --> 00:56:03.038 I'm dead, if you forgot. 00:56:05.407 --> 00:56:07.343 Hey, did you see any polar bears in Alaska? 00:56:08.344 --> 00:56:09.178 No? 00:56:10.346 --> 00:56:12.114 Weird. That's where Mom told us you went. 00:56:13.549 --> 00:56:14.383 And I get why. 00:56:15.484 --> 00:56:16.952 It's easier than telling your abandoned son 00:56:16.986 --> 00:56:19.821 that his dad was in the same freaking state the whole time! 00:56:25.227 --> 00:56:27.129 Joke's on me, huh? 00:56:39.774 --> 00:56:40.775 Did it work? 00:56:45.347 --> 00:56:46.181 And? 00:56:51.320 --> 00:56:52.154 Chris man, 00:56:53.522 --> 00:56:55.758 you need to focus on getting out of here all right. 00:56:55.790 --> 00:56:57.626 Like I said, most folks just skip. 00:56:58.494 --> 00:56:59.995 What? 00:57:00.029 --> 00:57:00.896 She's alive man. 00:57:00.929 --> 00:57:02.131 You're not. 00:57:02.164 --> 00:57:03.365 She'll eventually move on, 00:57:03.399 --> 00:57:04.900 and then you gonna have to face yourself. 00:57:04.933 --> 00:57:06.068 Face yourself? 00:57:06.969 --> 00:57:08.404 Are you kidding me? 00:57:08.437 --> 00:57:09.638 Or maybe you're just jealous of what I have? 00:57:09.672 --> 00:57:10.838 We're not talking about me, man. 00:57:10.872 --> 00:57:12.775 We're talking about you, all right. 00:57:12.807 --> 00:57:14.443 Well, what's holding you back, Jordan? 00:57:14.476 --> 00:57:15.944 'Cause I'm not the one that's been stuck here 00:57:15.978 --> 00:57:18.714 for 30 years doing the same over and over and over again. 00:57:18.747 --> 00:57:20.416 Who the hell do you think you are? 00:57:21.750 --> 00:57:23.085 I'll tell you who you are. 00:57:23.118 --> 00:57:24.386 You're some nobody kid who got 00:57:24.420 --> 00:57:26.989 lucky enough to run into me, all right. 00:57:27.022 --> 00:57:30.492 I didn't have to show you the ropes around here but I did. 00:57:30.526 --> 00:57:33.495 After everything, you gonna come to me like this? 00:57:33.529 --> 00:57:34.363 I'm out. 00:58:03.125 --> 00:58:05.860 So what you want to do is grab the knife 00:58:05.894 --> 00:58:08.731 with your hand like that. 00:58:08.764 --> 00:58:10.766 Fingertips, on your knuckles. 00:58:10.799 --> 00:58:12.000 Yeah? 00:58:12.034 --> 00:58:13.802 Right up against that like that. 00:58:13.836 --> 00:58:14.903 Okay. 00:58:14.937 --> 00:58:16.572 And slice. 00:58:20.042 --> 00:58:21.210 There we go. 00:58:22.311 --> 00:58:24.079 How's that feel? 00:58:24.113 --> 00:58:25.914 I think I'm gonna be a TV dinner girl. 00:58:25.948 --> 00:58:26.815 No, you're not. 00:58:28.317 --> 00:58:30.552 You call yourself an adult, but you can't cook? 00:58:30.586 --> 00:58:31.754 All righty. 00:58:38.494 --> 00:58:39.962 I could definitely do this. 00:59:06.021 --> 00:59:06.822 Jules? 00:59:08.023 --> 00:59:10.492 Wait, slow down slow down. Where are you? 00:59:12.561 --> 00:59:14.898 Okay. Okay okay, I'm coming. 00:59:26.975 --> 00:59:28.110 You don't need to go to the cops. 00:59:28.143 --> 00:59:29.645 No, I have to. 00:59:29.678 --> 00:59:31.380 They need to know what I did. 00:59:31.413 --> 00:59:32.848 They need to know it was me. 00:59:33.749 --> 00:59:34.650 Nate. 00:59:34.683 --> 00:59:35.851 You said it yourself, Ry. 00:59:35.885 --> 00:59:37.186 I should have gotten my car fixed. 00:59:37.219 --> 00:59:38.420 So what, you're gonna walk in and say 00:59:38.454 --> 00:59:40.689 hey here's the deal, my bad, throw me in jail? 00:59:40.722 --> 00:59:42.057 Pretty much. 00:59:42.090 --> 00:59:43.358 I fucked up, right? 00:59:43.392 --> 00:59:44.460 It's time to face it. 00:59:45.327 --> 00:59:46.094 This isn't gonna help anyone. 00:59:46.128 --> 00:59:46.962 It'll help me. 00:59:48.430 --> 00:59:50.766 I'm losing my mind over this. 00:59:57.039 --> 00:59:59.341 This isn't what Chris would have wanted. 00:59:59.374 --> 01:00:00.175 Oh yeah? 01:00:01.310 --> 01:00:03.278 How do you know what Chris would have wanted? 01:00:15.157 --> 01:00:16.458 Come on. 01:00:16.492 --> 01:00:17.392 I want to show you guys something. 01:00:27.436 --> 01:00:29.471 Ry, are you sure about this? 01:00:29.505 --> 01:00:31.139 What are we doing? 01:00:31.173 --> 01:00:32.608 Seeing Chris. 01:00:32.641 --> 01:00:33.475 What? 01:00:34.443 --> 01:00:37.713 Look, if this doesn't work, 01:00:38.882 --> 01:00:40.249 I'll go to therapy and I'll admit 01:00:40.282 --> 01:00:42.017 that it's just grieving, okay. 01:00:45.487 --> 01:00:46.288 I'm in. 01:00:52.127 --> 01:00:53.128 Trust me, Jules. 01:01:15.417 --> 01:01:17.119 How do you know he's gonna come? 01:01:18.320 --> 01:01:19.388 He'll come. 01:01:51.553 --> 01:01:53.855 Is something gonna happen? 01:01:55.591 --> 01:01:56.391 What? 01:01:57.826 --> 01:02:01.396 I guess I thought that something was gonna happen. 01:02:01.430 --> 01:02:03.632 He's here. He's right here. 01:02:05.133 --> 01:02:05.935 Who is? 01:02:07.636 --> 01:02:08.503 Chris! 01:02:14.010 --> 01:02:15.878 They can't see me. 01:02:15.912 --> 01:02:18.047 No, but they have to. This has to work. 01:02:18.081 --> 01:02:20.049 Ry, I don't think this is good for you. 01:02:20.083 --> 01:02:21.249 Tell me something about Nate, 01:02:21.283 --> 01:02:23.052 something that only you would know. 01:02:24.988 --> 01:02:26.221 Ry, maybe we shouldn't. 01:02:26.254 --> 01:02:27.522 They have to understand. 01:02:27.556 --> 01:02:29.191 We have to go. 01:02:29.224 --> 01:02:30.292 This has to stop. 01:02:33.362 --> 01:02:34.463 Julia don't. Don't! 01:02:34.496 --> 01:02:35.330 He's dead. 01:02:38.567 --> 01:02:39.701 You need help. 01:02:40.903 --> 01:02:43.106 You need to live your life. 01:02:43.138 --> 01:02:44.941 This is my life. 01:02:44.974 --> 01:02:46.109 Have you looked at yourself lately? 01:02:47.309 --> 01:02:48.810 This isn't good for you, Ry. 01:02:51.213 --> 01:02:52.814 I love you, you're my best friend but, 01:02:54.616 --> 01:02:56.218 I can't watch you do this to yourself. 01:02:57.586 --> 01:02:59.254 So until you get help. 01:02:59.287 --> 01:03:00.089 Jules. 01:03:01.891 --> 01:03:02.724 Julia? 01:03:27.984 --> 01:03:29.718 You knew, you freaking knew. 01:03:29.751 --> 01:03:32.454 You chill. I don't know what you're talking about. 01:03:32.487 --> 01:03:34.090 Where are we? 01:03:34.123 --> 01:03:35.524 This is where it happened. 01:03:41.697 --> 01:03:44.599 Auntie brought my niece, Alicia, to the Christmas village. 01:03:46.002 --> 01:03:48.203 I tagged along. She was turning five. 01:03:50.672 --> 01:03:52.909 Auntie went to get us hot chocolate, 01:03:52.942 --> 01:03:54.077 she told me to look after Alicia. 01:03:56.411 --> 01:03:59.247 She wanted to go play, I told her not to go too far. 01:04:06.521 --> 01:04:08.690 I wasn't paying attention, 01:04:11.493 --> 01:04:12.661 and I lost her. 01:04:27.009 --> 01:04:30.046 Jordan, that must have been awful but, 01:04:30.079 --> 01:04:31.480 I don't understand what that has to do with- 01:04:31.513 --> 01:04:32.414 - You will. 01:05:08.184 --> 01:05:09.451 She was fine. 01:05:09.484 --> 01:05:11.053 Then she got sicker and sicker. 01:05:15.057 --> 01:05:17.425 And I ain't put it together until it was too late. 01:05:19.228 --> 01:05:21.530 But it was me, connecting with her. 01:05:24.866 --> 01:05:25.834 And now she's dead, 01:05:26.868 --> 01:05:27.702 thanks to you. 01:05:33.976 --> 01:05:35.144 Is she here? 01:05:37.146 --> 01:05:38.413 She skipped this level. 01:05:41.284 --> 01:05:42.551 Look, it ain't free. 01:05:42.584 --> 01:05:43.485 This connection? 01:05:44.686 --> 01:05:46.521 Somebody got to pay the price for it, 01:05:47.422 --> 01:05:48.291 with life. 01:05:49.457 --> 01:05:50.893 But we ain't got no more life to give, 01:05:50.927 --> 01:05:52.527 so it gotta come from somewhere. 01:05:56.665 --> 01:05:59.668 Well, my auntie didn't have many more years left anyway. 01:06:00.869 --> 01:06:02.838 So I guess it only took a few visits. 01:06:05.308 --> 01:06:07.843 But if you keep it up with your girl, 01:06:08.878 --> 01:06:10.146 it's gonna end the same way. 01:06:21.257 --> 01:06:22.557 So here comes the truth. 01:06:25.962 --> 01:06:28.430 There was no break-in, no fight, no shot. 01:06:33.069 --> 01:06:35.238 I didn't save my auntie. 01:06:35.271 --> 01:06:37.505 After I heard they found Alicia's body I, 01:06:38.506 --> 01:06:41.177 I came home, took out my belt. 01:06:45.513 --> 01:06:46.815 Jordan. 01:06:46.848 --> 01:06:47.849 Auntie found me. 01:06:47.884 --> 01:06:49.252 She never really recovered. 01:06:51.187 --> 01:06:53.322 You know maybe seeing me one more time 01:06:53.356 --> 01:06:55.157 before she died was what she needed. 01:06:56.491 --> 01:06:57.994 But you gotta stop, man. 01:06:59.461 --> 01:07:01.596 Your girl's got her whole life ahead of her. 01:07:05.500 --> 01:07:07.136 It's not yours to take away. 01:07:47.475 --> 01:07:48.311 Hey you. 01:07:52.381 --> 01:07:53.481 Ry, we need to talk. 01:08:03.625 --> 01:08:04.427 Don't go. 01:08:06.896 --> 01:08:08.030 You're gonna say that you have to go, 01:08:08.064 --> 01:08:09.432 and I'm telling you not to. 01:08:11.866 --> 01:08:13.568 I didn't realize it before but 01:08:14.736 --> 01:08:17.006 every time you visit me it changes me. 01:08:18.174 --> 01:08:20.076 No no, I mean the things that you say, 01:08:20.109 --> 01:08:21.576 that you like, that you don't like, 01:08:21.609 --> 01:08:24.013 they're becoming things that I say, things that I like. 01:08:26.614 --> 01:08:29.919 So maybe this means that this is just the beginning. 01:08:29.952 --> 01:08:33.422 Maybe we can bring you back or something, maybe we can. 01:08:35.057 --> 01:08:38.127 This is making you sicker and sicker, Ry. We have to stop. 01:08:38.160 --> 01:08:40.862 No, you don't get to decide that. I'm not losing you. 01:08:40.896 --> 01:08:42.564 I'm killing you. 01:08:42.597 --> 01:08:45.301 When I said that I wanted to let you go I was wrong. 01:08:46.501 --> 01:08:47.702 I don't want to. 01:08:47.736 --> 01:08:48.803 Those little bits that I left with you, 01:08:48.837 --> 01:08:50.339 they're always gonna be there. 01:08:51.340 --> 01:08:52.707 I thought that you wanted this. 01:08:52.741 --> 01:08:54.343 I thought that you wanted us to be together. 01:08:54.377 --> 01:08:55.378 Of course I do. 01:08:55.411 --> 01:08:56.578 Then don't leave. 01:08:56.611 --> 01:08:58.180 Come here. 01:09:19.368 --> 01:09:20.302 - I have to go. - No. 01:09:20.336 --> 01:09:21.404 - I have to go. - No, no, no! 01:09:21.437 --> 01:09:22.537 I love you. 01:09:25.540 --> 01:09:26.375 Chris? 01:09:29.145 --> 01:09:30.545 No! 01:09:30.578 --> 01:09:31.480 Stay Chris! 01:09:47.229 --> 01:09:48.064 Hey. 01:09:49.532 --> 01:09:50.366 Hey. 01:09:58.740 --> 01:10:00.176 Honey, I really think we should make 01:10:00.209 --> 01:10:01.576 a doctor's appointment for you, something's not... 01:10:01.609 --> 01:10:02.545 I'm fine. 01:10:02.577 --> 01:10:04.246 - No but- - I'm fine. 01:10:45.753 --> 01:10:49.191 I don't know, I guess I thought that'd be it. 01:10:49.225 --> 01:10:51.793 That that was the thing keeping me here. 01:10:51.826 --> 01:10:53.395 I'd let her go, and I'd move on. 01:10:55.531 --> 01:10:58.100 Saying it and meaning it are two different things. 01:11:00.069 --> 01:11:01.504 Hey. 01:11:01.537 --> 01:11:02.972 The detective was just telling us about a new development 01:11:03.005 --> 01:11:04.806 in your case that we thought you might want to hear. 01:11:05.773 --> 01:11:06.876 I did mean it. 01:11:06.909 --> 01:11:07.742 Really? 01:11:09.245 --> 01:11:10.712 Let me ask you a question. 01:11:10.745 --> 01:11:11.947 Would you still have said goodbye if you knew 01:11:11.981 --> 01:11:14.450 your visits weren't costing her her life? 01:11:14.483 --> 01:11:16.252 So the driver of the car that you rear-ended, 01:11:16.285 --> 01:11:18.786 we've learned that nine days before your accident 01:11:18.820 --> 01:11:22.124 he was given a ticket in Texas for a faulty brake light. 01:11:22.158 --> 01:11:23.492 Now so far, he's been unable 01:11:23.526 --> 01:11:25.361 to prove that he fixed the brake light. 01:11:25.394 --> 01:11:27.229 So if he still can't come up with this proof, 01:11:27.263 --> 01:11:28.663 all things being equal, 01:11:28.696 --> 01:11:30.966 I think we'll be able to close this case. 01:11:31.000 --> 01:11:32.635 If you could see her as much as you wanted, 01:11:32.700 --> 01:11:34.470 no problems, nothing bad happened after, 01:11:34.503 --> 01:11:38.040 if that was the way it was, would you still leave her alone? 01:11:39.241 --> 01:11:41.177 Thank you, detective, genuinely thank you. 01:11:41.210 --> 01:11:43.245 Hey, just doing my job. 01:11:43.279 --> 01:11:44.580 You drive safe, all right. 01:11:52.820 --> 01:11:55.524 Well of course I'd stay with her for as long as I could. 01:11:55.558 --> 01:11:57.526 You're not still here 'cause of her man. 01:11:59.328 --> 01:12:00.695 You still here 'cause of you. 01:12:18.614 --> 01:12:19.814 Not gonna forgive you. 01:12:20.883 --> 01:12:22.051 Not gonna get that from me, 01:12:22.084 --> 01:12:24.553 if that's what you're hoping for. 01:12:24.587 --> 01:12:27.089 I wasted so much of my life thinking about you. 01:12:29.491 --> 01:12:30.326 I'm done now. 01:12:34.496 --> 01:12:36.131 I hope you have a good life, Dad. 01:12:37.967 --> 01:12:39.501 I'm not kidding, I hope you do. 01:12:41.570 --> 01:12:42.938 That little boy looks like he really loves you. 01:12:44.907 --> 01:12:47.142 Maybe think of sticking around this time, huh? 01:12:49.278 --> 01:12:50.112 Dad? 01:13:07.429 --> 01:13:08.264 Riley. 01:13:09.164 --> 01:13:10.966 What are you doing here? 01:13:12.935 --> 01:13:13.868 He stopped coming. 01:13:13.902 --> 01:13:15.104 Chris, he stop coming. 01:13:17.406 --> 01:13:18.240 That's good. 01:13:22.911 --> 01:13:25.247 Is that all you came here for, to tell me that? 01:13:30.519 --> 01:13:31.387 No, I... 01:13:33.922 --> 01:13:35.424 Thank you for being my friend. 01:13:37.859 --> 01:13:39.028 And tell Nate that too. 01:13:39.995 --> 01:13:41.764 Wait. Riley? 01:15:32.775 --> 01:15:33.776 She's not with Julie either. 01:15:34.943 --> 01:15:36.678 We can track her phone. 01:17:00.028 --> 01:17:01.296 Riley! 01:17:18.280 --> 01:17:20.082 You came back to me. 01:17:20.115 --> 01:17:23.452 You came to me Riley, you shouldn't be here. 01:17:54.416 --> 01:17:56.818 There had to be another way for us to be together. 01:17:58.253 --> 01:17:59.488 And this is it. 01:18:01.089 --> 01:18:01.925 No, Ry. 01:18:04.426 --> 01:18:06.194 Let me go with you. 01:18:07.296 --> 01:18:08.830 I found my Dad, Ry. 01:18:11.733 --> 01:18:13.135 I told myself ever since I was a kid 01:18:13.168 --> 01:18:14.938 that I would never do what he did, 01:18:16.138 --> 01:18:17.639 I would never abandon the people I love. 01:18:20.309 --> 01:18:21.810 I was so scared that I couldn't see the truth. 01:18:22.946 --> 01:18:24.013 What truth? 01:18:28.051 --> 01:18:28.885 We have to move on. 01:18:30.686 --> 01:18:33.355 And I know it's gonna hurt. 01:18:33.388 --> 01:18:35.757 I know it's gonna hurt, but you're gonna be okay. 01:18:35.791 --> 01:18:36.993 No. 01:18:37.026 --> 01:18:38.493 No, not just okay, you're gonna be great. 01:18:40.964 --> 01:18:41.797 You're gonna be amazing. 01:18:44.766 --> 01:18:46.201 Wherever your life takes you, 01:18:48.203 --> 01:18:49.072 it'll be perfect. 01:18:57.179 --> 01:18:58.313 You gotta live for me, Ry. 01:18:58.347 --> 01:18:59.548 No. 01:18:59.581 --> 01:19:00.616 You have to be, you have to live for me, Ry. 01:19:01.918 --> 01:19:02.952 You have to live, Ry. 01:19:04.419 --> 01:19:05.821 Breathe for me, live for me. 01:19:07.489 --> 01:19:08.690 I have to move on. 01:19:08.724 --> 01:19:09.558 You have to live. 01:19:11.259 --> 01:19:12.527 Breathe Ry. Breathe Ry, breath. 01:19:14.897 --> 01:19:16.431 You can do it, come on. 01:19:17.466 --> 01:19:18.400 Breathe for me. 01:19:20.268 --> 01:19:21.336 Hold for pulse check. 01:19:24.139 --> 01:19:25.340 Come on, breathe for me. 01:19:27.676 --> 01:19:29.177 Hold for pulse check. 01:19:29.211 --> 01:19:30.379 Here we go, okay. 01:19:30.412 --> 01:19:32.381 You'll be fine no, okay. You'll be fine now. 01:19:32.414 --> 01:19:33.615 - There you go. - No! 01:19:33.649 --> 01:19:35.651 Riley. 01:19:35.684 --> 01:19:36.818 Baby. 01:19:36.852 --> 01:19:38.320 Just get the vitals for me, please? 01:19:38.353 --> 01:19:39.821 Hey guys just stay over for now. Are you guys family? 01:19:41.623 --> 01:19:42.858 Chris. Chris. 01:19:52.334 --> 01:19:54.137 There's a wooden box in my room. 01:19:55.671 --> 01:19:57.205 I was gonna give it to you when I finished it, 01:19:57.239 --> 01:19:58.807 but it doesn't look like I'm gonna get the chance. 01:19:59.841 --> 01:20:00.676 Open it, okay. 01:20:02.411 --> 01:20:03.245 I love you, Ry. 01:20:17.526 --> 01:20:19.294 Yeah you did good, man. 01:20:20.762 --> 01:20:22.464 Yeah, by the way, I never got a chance to thank you 01:20:22.497 --> 01:20:24.901 before you know, dipped out on me, so 01:20:26.035 --> 01:20:27.836 thank you for everything. 01:20:30.305 --> 01:20:33.976 I could join you but I think I'm good right here. 01:20:35.644 --> 01:20:37.046 Still got hands to hold. 01:20:43.351 --> 01:20:44.120 Ooh. 01:20:47.556 --> 01:20:52.227 What's up? I'm Jordan, and you look lost. 01:20:53.963 --> 01:20:55.497 It's all right. 01:20:55.530 --> 01:20:57.632 We both dead, in case you didn't know that already. 01:20:58.600 --> 01:21:02.404 Yes, breathe. Just chill, okay? 01:21:02.437 --> 01:21:05.440 Yeah I mean you're dead yeah, but it's all good. 01:21:46.481 --> 01:21:47.282 Wait. 01:21:49.886 --> 01:21:50.685 Please? 01:23:38.827 --> 01:23:40.329 Dear Ry, 01:23:40.363 --> 01:23:42.497 I'm not great at writing so 01:23:42.530 --> 01:23:44.367 don't make fund of me too much for this. 01:23:47.502 --> 01:23:50.705 You'll see I saved every piece you ever did for me. 01:23:50.739 --> 01:23:53.109 Even the little ones you wanted me to throw away. 01:23:54.542 --> 01:23:56.178 I stuffed them in my pocket when you weren't looking. 01:23:58.747 --> 01:24:00.515 This is what you were born to do, Ry. 01:24:02.151 --> 01:24:03.585 I know that probably doesn't mean much 01:24:03.618 --> 01:24:05.321 coming from somebody like me but, 01:24:09.058 --> 01:24:11.260 maybe it'll mean something coming from yourself. 01:24:15.331 --> 01:24:17.199 You're amazing, Riley. 01:24:17.233 --> 01:24:18.401 Don't give up on this. 01:24:20.802 --> 01:24:22.570 And when you publish your first graphic novel, 01:24:22.604 --> 01:24:24.373 I want a dedication right up front. 01:24:25.640 --> 01:24:27.143 Love, Chris. 01:24:54.836 --> 01:24:57.006 A fine arts minor? 01:24:57.039 --> 01:24:58.307 If it's possible, yes. 01:24:59.241 --> 01:25:00.343 Oh, it's definitely possible. 01:25:00.376 --> 01:25:01.843 It's just that generally we recommend 01:25:01.877 --> 01:25:04.313 a more complimentary minor for those pursuing law. 01:25:04.347 --> 01:25:05.181 I understand. 01:25:08.017 --> 01:25:09.784 Okay then, fine arts it is. 01:25:09.808 --> 01:25:20.808 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.