WEBVTT 00:01:43.980 --> 00:01:46.565 Oh hello. 00:01:46.566 --> 00:01:48.024 Hello. 00:01:48.025 --> 00:01:49.025 Who are you? 00:01:49.049 --> 00:01:52.549 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:01:53.155 --> 00:01:54.155 Yeah? 00:01:55.866 --> 00:01:56.866 Is this your dog? 00:02:00.705 --> 00:02:01.705 Sorry, what? 00:02:02.748 --> 00:02:05.626 Is this your dog? 00:02:08.337 --> 00:02:09.754 What? 00:02:09.755 --> 00:02:10.755 What? 00:02:12.049 --> 00:02:12.925 You're smiling. 00:02:12.926 --> 00:02:15.343 Oh, no, I didn't except your accent 00:02:15.344 --> 00:02:19.015 to be your voice, I mean. 00:02:19.974 --> 00:02:20.974 That's all. 00:02:21.809 --> 00:02:23.226 What's wrong with it? 00:02:23.227 --> 00:02:24.227 Nothing. 00:02:25.146 --> 00:02:26.521 Hmm. 00:02:26.522 --> 00:02:29.357 I was so sad the day I met you. 00:02:44.624 --> 00:02:46.334 I can't remember why. 00:02:49.671 --> 00:02:51.671 Just stop listening. 00:02:51.672 --> 00:02:52.672 Stop thinking. 00:02:53.924 --> 00:02:54.924 Tune it out. 00:02:59.263 --> 00:03:01.432 What's that thing you're supposed to do, count sheep? 00:03:02.933 --> 00:03:04.309 One sheep, 00:03:04.310 --> 00:03:05.310 two sheep, 00:03:06.187 --> 00:03:07.187 Black sheep, 00:03:07.980 --> 00:03:08.980 blue sheep. 00:03:13.611 --> 00:03:14.611 Blue. 00:03:15.988 --> 00:03:17.448 I wonder if blue ever worries. 00:03:19.033 --> 00:03:20.033 Nah. 00:03:20.743 --> 00:03:21.743 Blue doesn't worry. 00:03:27.041 --> 00:03:29.167 All these little pieces. 00:03:30.711 --> 00:03:32.421 So much to remember. 00:03:37.051 --> 00:03:39.678 That smoke smell in Jude's hair. 00:03:39.679 --> 00:03:41.388 Samantha telling stories of the road 00:03:41.389 --> 00:03:44.642 and Ben agonizing over the playlist. 00:03:47.937 --> 00:03:48.979 What was the song? 00:03:52.274 --> 00:03:54.318 I can't remember anymore. 00:03:56.570 --> 00:03:58.030 Focus on the important things. 00:04:04.370 --> 00:04:05.413 Jude Andrew Williams. 00:04:09.709 --> 00:04:11.585 We were married on October 14th, 2021. 00:04:13.295 --> 00:04:14.295 A Thursday. 00:04:33.190 --> 00:04:37.903 I should be writing this down. 00:04:59.675 --> 00:05:01.676 Memoirs was at the brokenhearted 00:05:01.677 --> 00:05:03.344 hennessy vision of bad bitches 00:05:03.345 --> 00:05:05.513 Everyone in, act like you like each other. 00:05:05.514 --> 00:05:06.723 Pressed in tighter. 00:05:06.724 --> 00:05:08.266 Tighter, tighter, tighter. 00:05:08.267 --> 00:05:09.768 Everyone say cliche! 00:05:09.769 --> 00:05:11.519 Cliche! 00:05:11.520 --> 00:05:12.520 I got you a drink. 00:05:12.521 --> 00:05:13.439 Oh, thank you. 00:05:13.440 --> 00:05:14.481 Emma, get in here. 00:05:14.482 --> 00:05:16.608 Okay, yeah, Tim, get in! 00:05:16.609 --> 00:05:17.443 Okay. 00:05:17.444 --> 00:05:18.860 I what I'm fighting for, whatever is 00:05:18.861 --> 00:05:21.029 used to vision me and forever asked one I 00:05:21.030 --> 00:05:21.864 oh. 00:05:21.865 --> 00:05:22.865 Wait. 00:05:22.865 --> 00:05:23.783 One, two, three, cheese! 00:05:23.784 --> 00:05:25.533 Cheese! 00:05:25.534 --> 00:05:27.076 Thank you, be right back. 00:05:27.077 --> 00:05:27.912 Send that to me. 00:05:27.912 --> 00:05:28.746 - I'm sending it. - Okay, good. 00:05:28.746 --> 00:05:29.580 Different liquors out of sight 00:05:29.581 --> 00:05:31.748 and out mind with my niggas chillin' 00:05:31.749 --> 00:05:33.416 records since I ever be go figure 00:05:33.417 --> 00:05:34.251 little me 00:05:34.251 --> 00:05:35.085 you okay? 00:05:35.086 --> 00:05:36.878 Yeah, all's good. 00:05:36.879 --> 00:05:40.256 Uh, I just got a work thing, I'll be two seconds. 00:05:44.512 --> 00:05:45.553 Hello? 00:05:45.554 --> 00:05:46.806 Hey, it's Jude. 00:05:48.849 --> 00:05:50.266 Are you calling me? 00:05:50.267 --> 00:05:51.309 Uh, yeah. 00:05:51.310 --> 00:05:52.144 Why, is this not a good time? 00:05:52.145 --> 00:05:56.105 No, no, no, just that cowards like me only text. 00:05:56.106 --> 00:06:00.193 Oh, well, well, I did text, but then I realized 00:06:00.194 --> 00:06:02.695 I wasn't gonna get to hear that cool accent again. 00:06:02.696 --> 00:06:03.696 So, uh. 00:06:03.697 --> 00:06:06.324 Um, um. 00:06:06.325 --> 00:06:07.325 I'm at a Halloween party, 00:06:07.326 --> 00:06:09.202 so sorry if it's a little bit loud. 00:06:09.203 --> 00:06:10.620 Yeah, me too. 00:06:10.621 --> 00:06:11.455 How is yours? 00:06:11.456 --> 00:06:12.622 Yeah, it's fine. 00:06:12.623 --> 00:06:14.541 Just a typical Halloween party. 00:06:14.542 --> 00:06:17.336 Cool, well, uh you better get back to it then. 00:06:19.547 --> 00:06:21.130 Actually it's a bag of wank. 00:06:21.131 --> 00:06:21.966 It's what? 00:06:21.967 --> 00:06:26.010 It's just shit, it's really shit. 00:06:26.011 --> 00:06:28.764 I bet you my Halloween party is 10 times worse. 00:06:32.393 --> 00:06:33.560 Prove it. 00:06:34.395 --> 00:06:35.229 Can't it wait till tomorrow? 00:06:35.230 --> 00:06:37.230 A dog might've been hit by a car, 00:06:37.231 --> 00:06:38.773 the details are unclear. 00:06:38.774 --> 00:06:39.733 Do you want me to come with you? 00:06:39.733 --> 00:06:40.568 No, no, no, no, you stay here. 00:06:40.569 --> 00:06:42.319 Have fun and I'll speak to you tomorrow. 00:06:49.410 --> 00:06:51.286 Are you George Washington? 00:06:51.287 --> 00:06:52.370 No. 00:06:52.371 --> 00:06:53.913 No, I'm Claude bourgelat. 00:06:53.914 --> 00:06:54.999 Who's Clark bergolo? 00:06:56.625 --> 00:06:58.042 Come on up, I'll buzz you. 00:06:58.043 --> 00:06:59.252 Which way am I going? 00:06:59.253 --> 00:07:00.879 Just that way. 00:07:08.846 --> 00:07:10.430 Claude bourgelat, 00:07:10.431 --> 00:07:13.349 the French veterinary surgeon who actually opened up 00:07:13.350 --> 00:07:16.519 the very first veterinary practices in Lyon. 00:07:16.520 --> 00:07:17.520 Lyon. 00:07:19.940 --> 00:07:21.399 Is your costume guy who googles things 00:07:21.400 --> 00:07:22.692 and pretends he already knew 'em? 00:07:22.693 --> 00:07:24.862 That is my costume. 00:07:25.863 --> 00:07:27.697 Yeah, funny, you're actually the only person 00:07:27.698 --> 00:07:28.698 to get it right. 00:07:33.996 --> 00:07:35.580 Shall I, can I? 00:07:35.581 --> 00:07:38.083 Yeah, come meet these clowns, come on. 00:07:40.294 --> 00:07:41.586 Welcome. 00:07:41.587 --> 00:07:42.587 Come, come. 00:07:46.300 --> 00:07:48.593 Everybody, this is Emma. 00:07:48.594 --> 00:07:50.512 Emma, this is everybody. 00:07:52.640 --> 00:07:54.265 Jude Andrew Williams. 00:07:54.266 --> 00:07:55.350 He always had a camera in his hand 00:07:55.351 --> 00:07:57.352 and a photograph in his mind. 00:07:57.353 --> 00:07:58.979 Ben, come on, man! 00:08:00.689 --> 00:08:01.981 He could seem guarded at first 00:08:01.982 --> 00:08:04.859 but if you ever needed to know how he really felt, 00:08:04.860 --> 00:08:06.612 you could just look at his pictures. 00:08:24.213 --> 00:08:27.799 It was hard to believe that was only the beginning. 00:09:05.754 --> 00:09:06.922 Can I kiss you? 00:09:11.385 --> 00:09:13.136 I'm not available. 00:09:13.137 --> 00:09:14.345 Right. 00:09:14.346 --> 00:09:15.264 Tom. 00:09:15.265 --> 00:09:17.140 Tim. 00:09:17.141 --> 00:09:18.349 That's even worse. 00:09:20.769 --> 00:09:21.894 So, do you love him? 00:09:21.895 --> 00:09:22.730 No. 00:09:22.731 --> 00:09:23.938 No? 00:09:23.939 --> 00:09:25.648 Then why are you with him? 00:09:25.649 --> 00:09:28.234 It's just what's happening right now. 00:09:28.235 --> 00:09:29.861 Yeah, but that's not even true 00:09:29.862 --> 00:09:31.280 'cause you're here right now. 00:09:34.033 --> 00:09:37.118 I, uh, I can respect that you're doing your thing, 00:09:37.119 --> 00:09:40.456 just take note that I asked I guess. 00:09:42.708 --> 00:09:43.708 Noted. 00:09:46.045 --> 00:09:47.045 After you. 00:09:53.343 --> 00:09:55.054 That didn't happen! 00:10:19.620 --> 00:10:21.413 It feels wrong to make this about us. 00:10:22.581 --> 00:10:24.665 It's bigger than that. 00:10:25.876 --> 00:10:27.086 So much bigger. 00:10:28.420 --> 00:10:30.296 We'd hear stories from somewhere 00:10:30.297 --> 00:10:32.716 like the coast of Maryland or Florida. 00:10:34.093 --> 00:10:35.093 Always there, 00:10:36.178 --> 00:10:37.178 not here. 00:10:38.055 --> 00:10:40.056 Like the story of the man stranded in the ocean 00:10:40.057 --> 00:10:42.058 picked up by a fishing boat. 00:10:42.059 --> 00:10:44.268 It turned out he was another fisherman, 00:10:44.269 --> 00:10:46.438 his boat washed up to shore four days later. 00:10:47.564 --> 00:10:49.315 He said he couldn't remember how to steer it 00:10:49.316 --> 00:10:50.984 so he decided to swim home. 00:10:54.571 --> 00:10:57.199 Or the woman in the marathon who forgot to stop running. 00:11:04.373 --> 00:11:07.334 There's something quite beautiful to these stories at first. 00:11:09.336 --> 00:11:11.046 But then a pilot forgot how to fly. 00:11:16.135 --> 00:11:17.135 They call it Nia. 00:11:18.554 --> 00:11:20.180 Neuro-inflammatory affliction. 00:11:22.099 --> 00:11:23.225 It can affect anyone, 00:11:25.561 --> 00:11:26.561 and there's no cure. 00:11:28.480 --> 00:11:30.816 Ben was the first person we knew to get sick. 00:11:31.859 --> 00:11:33.902 We say get sick, but that's not really it. 00:11:35.320 --> 00:11:39.575 Some people snap all at once, other people fade away. 00:11:42.953 --> 00:11:44.872 I'm not really sure which one is worse. 00:11:54.882 --> 00:11:55.882 S'up? 00:11:57.342 --> 00:11:59.135 Nothing apparently. 00:11:59.136 --> 00:12:00.136 Fell asleep. 00:12:32.336 --> 00:12:33.502 Jude? 00:12:33.503 --> 00:12:34.338 Yeah? 00:12:34.339 --> 00:12:35.880 Hey, I'm going now. 00:12:35.881 --> 00:12:37.298 All right. 00:12:37.299 --> 00:12:38.591 You good? 00:12:38.592 --> 00:12:40.218 Yeah, just waking up. 00:12:40.219 --> 00:12:41.344 All right, well, I'll see you later. 00:12:41.345 --> 00:12:42.179 All right, babe. 00:12:42.179 --> 00:12:43.013 Bye, darling. 00:12:43.013 --> 00:12:44.013 Bye, bye, bye. 00:12:56.109 --> 00:12:56.944 Hey. 00:12:56.944 --> 00:12:57.819 Hey. 00:12:57.819 --> 00:12:58.654 How many have we got today? 00:12:58.655 --> 00:12:59.695 We're already packed. 00:12:59.696 --> 00:13:00.696 Just two. 00:13:01.865 --> 00:13:04.200 Come on, buddy, all right, come here. 00:13:04.201 --> 00:13:07.536 I got ya, all right. 00:13:07.537 --> 00:13:08.538 Hello, you. 00:13:10.666 --> 00:13:13.542 All right, let's see if we can find your family. 00:13:13.543 --> 00:13:14.710 Oh, yeah. 00:13:14.711 --> 00:13:15.711 Come here. 00:13:16.422 --> 00:13:18.130 - Oh, hey, I can get that. - Oh, that's all right. 00:13:18.131 --> 00:13:19.131 - Yeah, all good. - Oh okay. 00:13:19.132 --> 00:13:20.299 All set. 00:13:20.300 --> 00:13:21.134 Thanks, frank. 00:13:21.134 --> 00:13:22.134 Sure. 00:13:22.928 --> 00:13:24.012 Sorry, your name again? 00:13:26.265 --> 00:13:27.099 Emma. 00:13:27.100 --> 00:13:28.683 Emma, right! 00:13:28.684 --> 00:13:30.309 Right, right. 00:13:30.310 --> 00:13:32.938 Well, it's not to, uh, yeah, yeah. 00:14:05.304 --> 00:14:06.304 Jude? 00:14:07.889 --> 00:14:11.183 I thought that was you. 00:14:11.184 --> 00:14:12.852 Naps. 00:14:12.853 --> 00:14:14.145 How's it going, man, you good? 00:14:14.146 --> 00:14:14.980 Good, and you? 00:14:14.980 --> 00:14:15.939 Yeah, good to see you man. 00:14:15.940 --> 00:14:16.981 Yeah, it's been a while. 00:14:16.982 --> 00:14:17.816 What brings you here? 00:14:17.816 --> 00:14:18.734 I'm playing here tonight. 00:14:18.735 --> 00:14:20.109 - Here? - Yeah. 00:14:20.110 --> 00:14:20.944 No shit. 00:14:20.944 --> 00:14:21.944 Yeah. 00:14:22.946 --> 00:14:23.780 You're still at it. 00:14:23.780 --> 00:14:24.780 That's right. 00:14:25.657 --> 00:14:26.949 Awesome, that's awesome. 00:14:26.950 --> 00:14:27.743 You should come. 00:14:27.743 --> 00:14:28.743 - Tonight? - Yeah. 00:14:30.579 --> 00:14:32.580 Well, I gotta check with my wife. 00:14:32.581 --> 00:14:33.415 Wife? 00:14:33.416 --> 00:14:34.457 Yeah, I got married. 00:14:34.458 --> 00:14:36.000 Get the fuck outta here. 00:14:36.001 --> 00:14:36.960 Holy shit, man. 00:14:36.961 --> 00:14:38.210 Man, we gotta catch up. 00:14:38.211 --> 00:14:39.046 Yeah. 00:14:39.046 --> 00:14:39.921 You got a minute? 00:14:39.921 --> 00:14:40.756 Yeah, I got a minute, you need a hand or what? 00:14:40.757 --> 00:14:42.006 Yeah, of course, come on. 00:14:42.007 --> 00:14:43.341 Are you still rolling with the same crew? 00:14:43.342 --> 00:14:45.009 Yeah, I still see 'em. 00:14:45.010 --> 00:14:46.260 Yeah, yeah, yeah, what happened? 00:14:46.261 --> 00:14:47.137 You playing solo or what? 00:14:47.138 --> 00:14:48.262 Hey, man, stop it. 00:14:48.263 --> 00:14:49.930 - What happened? - Nothing. 00:16:28.822 --> 00:16:30.948 Gotta get by, sorry, sorry. 00:16:34.828 --> 00:16:36.120 Mr. Johnson. 00:16:36.121 --> 00:16:36.955 Where the hell have you been? 00:16:36.956 --> 00:16:38.122 Yeah, I'm so sorry, sir. 00:16:38.123 --> 00:16:39.707 You were supposed to be here an hour ago. 00:16:39.708 --> 00:16:41.041 Yeah, I, there's no excuse, sir. 00:16:41.042 --> 00:16:42.626 We wanted pictures of the girls getting ready. 00:16:42.627 --> 00:16:44.420 We paid for pictures of the girls getting ready. 00:16:44.421 --> 00:16:45.588 Yeah, I understand, I- 00:16:45.589 --> 00:16:47.965 - no, no, I don't think you do understand. 00:16:47.966 --> 00:16:49.967 Those moments are gone, we don't get those back. 00:16:49.968 --> 00:16:52.595 We had to get my nephew here to take pictures. 00:16:52.596 --> 00:16:53.637 Yeah, sorry, sir. 00:16:53.638 --> 00:16:55.473 I'll get a full deposit back to you. 00:16:55.474 --> 00:16:56.932 Hey, hey. 00:16:56.933 --> 00:16:58.768 Just take some fucking pictures, okay? 00:17:07.194 --> 00:17:08.569 Hi, love. 00:17:08.570 --> 00:17:09.653 Hiya, mom. 00:17:09.654 --> 00:17:10.614 How is it, then? 00:17:10.615 --> 00:17:12.031 Yeah, fine. 00:17:12.032 --> 00:17:13.073 How was Germany? 00:17:13.074 --> 00:17:14.450 Oh, didn't I tell you? 00:17:14.451 --> 00:17:15.868 That trip got postponed. 00:17:15.869 --> 00:17:17.912 I'm still at home, but I'll be going there in a few weeks. 00:17:17.913 --> 00:17:20.164 Mom, you have to tell me these things, 00:17:20.165 --> 00:17:21.624 I'm coming to see you in a month. 00:17:21.625 --> 00:17:22.459 - Hun- - will you be back by then? 00:17:22.460 --> 00:17:24.085 I thought I did tell ya. 00:17:25.212 --> 00:17:26.046 Didn't I? 00:17:26.047 --> 00:17:28.172 But don't worry, I'll be back. 00:17:28.173 --> 00:17:29.548 How are ya? 00:17:29.549 --> 00:17:30.549 I'm okay. 00:17:30.550 --> 00:17:33.302 Work's getting stressful, but I'm looking forward 00:17:33.303 --> 00:17:35.221 to coming and seeing ya. 00:17:35.222 --> 00:17:36.597 I wish they hadn't grounded all those flights 00:17:36.598 --> 00:17:39.350 so I could come sooner, but it's all right. 00:17:39.351 --> 00:17:42.478 Oh, remind me, is David coming with ya? 00:17:42.479 --> 00:17:43.355 Jude? 00:17:43.356 --> 00:17:44.772 What? 00:17:44.773 --> 00:17:46.023 Jude. 00:17:46.024 --> 00:17:47.525 Oh, god, what did I say? 00:17:47.526 --> 00:17:49.360 Chris, Henry, David, Jude. 00:17:49.361 --> 00:17:51.654 You know I was never good with names anyhow. 00:17:53.281 --> 00:17:57.368 Mm, yeah, yeah, no, but it's not the first time 00:17:57.369 --> 00:17:59.078 you've forgotten, mom. 00:17:59.079 --> 00:18:01.539 I know I told ya I could only get the one ticket. 00:18:01.540 --> 00:18:02.998 Of course, that's right. 00:18:02.999 --> 00:18:05.334 Well, hug Jude for me, will ya? 00:18:05.335 --> 00:18:06.335 Yeah. 00:18:10.048 --> 00:18:11.632 Mom. 00:18:11.633 --> 00:18:12.759 What? 00:18:13.927 --> 00:18:15.219 Are you feeling okay? 00:18:15.220 --> 00:18:16.763 Yes, love, I'm great. 00:18:17.764 --> 00:18:19.558 You let me do the worrying over here. 00:18:28.191 --> 00:18:29.150 You all right? 00:18:29.151 --> 00:18:30.568 Yeah. 00:18:30.569 --> 00:18:31.569 You? 00:18:34.322 --> 00:18:35.948 I'm not even a vet anymore, I'm just an executioner, 00:18:35.949 --> 00:18:36.949 I hate it. 00:18:37.951 --> 00:18:39.660 I had to put down the most beautiful pup today, 00:18:39.661 --> 00:18:41.287 she had the most expressive eyes. 00:18:41.288 --> 00:18:42.539 They were like human eyes. 00:18:44.541 --> 00:18:48.085 I was gonna call you and see if I could take her home. 00:18:48.086 --> 00:18:49.086 Let's, 00:18:49.921 --> 00:18:51.338 please let's not get into that again. 00:18:51.339 --> 00:18:53.465 - It's just one dog. - No, but it's not just one. 00:18:53.466 --> 00:18:56.093 If we take one we'll probably take 17, 00:18:56.094 --> 00:18:58.388 and we already got blue, we don't have room. 00:18:59.723 --> 00:19:01.600 You know that we can't. 00:19:16.489 --> 00:19:18.657 What's happening? 00:19:21.244 --> 00:19:22.453 Why are you stopping? 00:19:25.957 --> 00:19:29.961 Yeah, I don't think this bus is going anywhere. 00:19:36.551 --> 00:19:38.302 Attention. 00:19:38.303 --> 00:19:40.888 If you are lost or need assistance, 00:19:40.889 --> 00:19:43.516 call 707 and have your ID ready. 00:19:45.143 --> 00:19:48.103 If someone you know is lost or missing, 00:19:48.104 --> 00:19:51.858 check the missing person database or call 811. 00:20:20.845 --> 00:20:22.389 Do you think anybody's immune? 00:20:23.306 --> 00:20:24.306 Oh yeah. 00:20:24.307 --> 00:20:25.599 Me, for instance. 00:20:25.600 --> 00:20:28.852 All right, so it doesn't affect the geniuses amongst us. 00:20:28.853 --> 00:20:31.897 What if the only person who's immune 00:20:31.898 --> 00:20:33.107 already has Alzheimer's? 00:20:33.108 --> 00:20:33.942 Ooh. 00:20:33.942 --> 00:20:34.776 So you'd never know. 00:20:34.777 --> 00:20:36.652 Ooh, yeah. 00:20:36.653 --> 00:20:39.154 That is so fucked up, that's probably how it is. 00:20:39.155 --> 00:20:40.572 Or what if this is just the next phase 00:20:40.573 --> 00:20:43.325 of human evolution and we should just embrace it? 00:20:43.326 --> 00:20:44.285 We fucked everything up so badly 00:20:44.286 --> 00:20:45.661 that the only way to survive this 00:20:45.662 --> 00:20:47.705 is just by forgetting. 00:20:47.706 --> 00:20:50.708 Mm hmm, yeah, I like that, too. 00:20:52.669 --> 00:20:53.669 What about dogs? 00:20:53.670 --> 00:20:55.462 Do you think dogs are susceptible? 00:20:55.463 --> 00:20:56.339 Unclear. 00:20:56.340 --> 00:20:58.382 They rely more on associative memories, 00:20:58.383 --> 00:21:00.926 so just don't change the way you smell 00:21:00.927 --> 00:21:02.219 and keep feeding him and you'll be fine. 00:21:02.220 --> 00:21:04.973 Hey, don't you fucking forget about me, blue! 00:21:06.766 --> 00:21:08.225 Oh, I'm sorry, bud. 00:21:08.226 --> 00:21:10.894 I didn't think you'd take that so seriously. 00:21:10.895 --> 00:21:11.938 Yeah, I love you, too. 00:21:12.897 --> 00:21:14.315 Yeah, sorry, buddy. 00:21:17.318 --> 00:21:19.695 It's a shame we can't take some of them. 00:21:19.696 --> 00:21:20.738 The dogs. 00:21:22.449 --> 00:21:24.576 They've been putting down so many recently. 00:21:28.455 --> 00:21:29.913 What? 00:21:29.914 --> 00:21:31.833 Yeah, just like a puppy or something. 00:21:32.792 --> 00:21:34.169 I'm sure blue wouldn't mind. 00:21:36.212 --> 00:21:37.212 What? 00:21:38.631 --> 00:21:41.383 You said we couldn't. 00:21:41.384 --> 00:21:43.093 When? 00:21:43.094 --> 00:21:44.470 We had an argument about this last week 00:21:44.471 --> 00:21:48.141 and then we were just about to get into it again on the bus. 00:21:55.982 --> 00:21:56.941 Very good. 00:21:56.942 --> 00:21:58.150 Jude, I'm... almost. 00:21:58.151 --> 00:22:00.527 This is an ongoing argument that we've been having, 00:22:00.528 --> 00:22:03.322 we were just about to get into it half an hour ago. 00:22:03.323 --> 00:22:04.323 It was just now. 00:22:06.367 --> 00:22:08.160 I don't remember that. 00:22:08.161 --> 00:22:09.161 Oh my god. 00:22:14.834 --> 00:22:16.168 Did you know this was happening? 00:22:16.169 --> 00:22:18.879 No, how am I gonna know I forgot? 00:22:18.880 --> 00:22:19.714 Do you know who I am? 00:22:19.714 --> 00:22:20.632 Yeah, you're my wife, Emma veta. 00:22:20.633 --> 00:22:21.882 Where did we meet? 00:22:21.883 --> 00:22:22.883 What's your father's name? 00:22:22.884 --> 00:22:23.718 Where did you grow up? 00:22:23.718 --> 00:22:24.718 Emma! 00:22:32.185 --> 00:22:34.813 This is gonna be like Ben, isn't it? 00:22:46.783 --> 00:22:48.827 When your disaster is everyone's disaster, 00:22:50.161 --> 00:22:51.161 how do you grieve? 00:22:57.293 --> 00:22:59.753 When Ben first started losing his memory, 00:22:59.754 --> 00:23:02.714 he wanted us to record every song he'd ever written 00:23:02.715 --> 00:23:03.967 before they were all gone. 00:23:24.863 --> 00:23:26.488 Wanna do it again? 00:23:26.489 --> 00:23:29.241 One, two, three, four. 00:23:40.378 --> 00:23:41.628 You got this. 00:23:41.629 --> 00:23:44.047 Just relax, you got this. 00:23:44.048 --> 00:23:46.383 It's not happening. 00:23:46.384 --> 00:23:47.343 It's not happening, 00:23:47.343 --> 00:23:48.177 it's just not happening. 00:23:48.178 --> 00:23:49.303 You got it. 00:23:49.304 --> 00:23:53.557 If you want, we can just record the guitar first 00:23:53.558 --> 00:23:56.894 and the vocals and then I can open up the bass. 00:23:56.895 --> 00:23:59.021 Yeah, sounds good. 00:23:59.022 --> 00:24:00.022 Okay. 00:24:09.074 --> 00:24:10.834 He tried so hard not to seem scared. 00:24:12.160 --> 00:24:13.410 I guess we all did. 00:24:13.411 --> 00:24:14.953 I got an idea. 00:24:54.160 --> 00:24:57.120 You get away 00:24:57.121 --> 00:25:02.085 you always get away with everything I 00:25:03.419 --> 00:25:08.383 j " look at all the fingerprints j" 00:25:09.217 --> 00:25:14.180 you left all over my body 00:25:15.223 --> 00:25:20.186 make it sacred, make it count 00:25:21.854 --> 00:25:26.818 oh no, you're not easy to forget 00:25:30.321 --> 00:25:33.198 I can't tell if I'm torturing myself, 00:25:33.199 --> 00:25:35.284 pretending like I'm gonna find the answer. 00:25:37.620 --> 00:25:39.372 I keep going back to the beginning. 00:26:17.410 --> 00:26:18.744 This is Jody ryerson. 00:26:18.745 --> 00:26:20.620 Leave a message after the tone. 00:26:20.621 --> 00:26:21.456 The mailbox is full 00:26:21.457 --> 00:26:24.833 and cannot accept any new messages at this time. 00:26:24.834 --> 00:26:25.834 Goodbye. 00:26:42.060 --> 00:26:44.686 I need you over here. 00:26:48.024 --> 00:26:50.650 If you're here on behalf of someone else, 00:26:50.651 --> 00:26:53.862 please make a line to my right. 00:26:53.863 --> 00:26:55.781 Listen carefully. 00:26:55.782 --> 00:26:58.658 If you are experiencing Nia symptoms 00:26:58.659 --> 00:27:01.078 I need you over here. 00:27:01.079 --> 00:27:04.081 If you are here on behalf of someone else, 00:27:04.082 --> 00:27:06.541 please make a line to my right. 00:27:06.542 --> 00:27:09.169 If you were here yesterday and did not get in, 00:27:09.170 --> 00:27:12.005 please have your tickets tubs ready. 00:27:12.006 --> 00:27:13.006 I dropped mine! 00:27:14.759 --> 00:27:15.759 Excuse me! 00:27:15.760 --> 00:27:17.886 On behalf of someone else, over here. 00:27:17.887 --> 00:27:19.304 Fill this out, sign the consent form, 00:27:19.305 --> 00:27:20.139 have your money ready. 00:27:20.140 --> 00:27:21.681 Fill this out, sign the consent form. 00:27:21.682 --> 00:27:23.562 - Gloria, over here! - Okay, okay, okay, people. 00:27:24.560 --> 00:27:26.144 Have your ticket stubs ready. 00:27:26.145 --> 00:27:29.231 I'm sorry, we can't accept anyone under 25. 00:27:29.232 --> 00:27:30.816 What do you mean? 00:27:30.817 --> 00:27:32.442 The brain isn't fully developed. 00:27:32.443 --> 00:27:35.571 If you are experiencing Nia symptoms, over here. 00:27:38.491 --> 00:27:39.574 - Nurse? - Over here. 00:27:39.575 --> 00:27:40.909 The back of the line. 00:27:40.910 --> 00:27:41.744 Can I help you? 00:27:41.744 --> 00:27:42.578 Yes! 00:27:42.578 --> 00:27:43.578 Excuse me. 00:27:44.497 --> 00:27:46.665 What is this? Have you found a cure or? 00:27:46.666 --> 00:27:48.750 This is for the chance to be in a clinical trial, 00:27:48.751 --> 00:27:49.585 it's a lottery. 00:27:49.586 --> 00:27:50.877 Okay, but does it work? 00:27:50.878 --> 00:27:53.463 I mean, if you get into the trial, does it work? 00:27:53.464 --> 00:27:55.382 All I know is that it's a trial. 00:27:55.383 --> 00:27:57.300 Fill this out, turn it out when you get to the door 00:27:57.301 --> 00:27:58.761 and have your money ready, okay? 00:28:00.930 --> 00:28:02.264 I was here all day yesterday. 00:28:02.265 --> 00:28:03.723 - We have to wait in line - all day today. 00:28:03.724 --> 00:28:04.891 - You can't jump ahead. - I don't have to listen 00:28:04.892 --> 00:28:06.226 to you and I wanna go in. 00:28:06.227 --> 00:28:07.936 I don't care about anybody else. 00:28:07.937 --> 00:28:10.147 I'm talking about me. 00:28:10.148 --> 00:28:11.523 I don't know. 00:28:11.524 --> 00:28:13.984 I don't know, but my dad, he's lost his ID. 00:28:13.985 --> 00:28:15.986 Fine, fine! 00:28:15.987 --> 00:28:19.115 Guy pushed in front! 00:28:36.424 --> 00:28:38.341 Roses felt too easy, 00:28:38.342 --> 00:28:41.052 but I didn't know what you liked so I got you daisies. 00:28:41.053 --> 00:28:42.762 Aren't daisies weeds? 00:28:42.763 --> 00:28:43.598 Huh? 00:28:43.598 --> 00:28:44.432 Aren't daisies weeds? 00:28:44.433 --> 00:28:46.808 Oh, well good to see you and goodnight. 00:28:46.809 --> 00:28:47.809 I'm kidding! 00:28:47.810 --> 00:28:48.810 Come here. 00:28:51.815 --> 00:28:53.899 Yeah, I think I'm gonna do a couple more years as a vet tech 00:28:53.900 --> 00:28:56.985 to save up some money to go back to school to study bio, 00:28:56.986 --> 00:29:00.322 eventually be in the labs and maybe publish one day. 00:29:00.323 --> 00:29:01.323 We'll see. 00:29:01.991 --> 00:29:02.991 What about you? 00:29:04.368 --> 00:29:05.203 What about me? 00:29:05.204 --> 00:29:06.953 What are you doing? 00:29:06.954 --> 00:29:10.457 Oh, well, I've been around a lot with Ben and Sam, 00:29:10.458 --> 00:29:13.627 touring, taking pictures. 00:29:13.628 --> 00:29:14.462 Yeah. 00:29:14.463 --> 00:29:16.838 For different bands, different magazines. 00:29:16.839 --> 00:29:17.757 Oh, cool. 00:29:17.757 --> 00:29:18.591 Yeah. 00:29:18.592 --> 00:29:19.799 I helped 'em record. 00:29:19.800 --> 00:29:21.927 It was a cool way to spend the first half of my 20s, 00:29:21.928 --> 00:29:26.891 but things got a little outta hand with drinking, 00:29:28.643 --> 00:29:29.643 drugs. 00:29:30.394 --> 00:29:32.062 Uh, Sam's parents were out here 00:29:32.063 --> 00:29:36.442 so we came here to dry out and kinda never really left. 00:29:37.526 --> 00:29:39.069 Is that why you don't drink anymore? 00:29:39.070 --> 00:29:40.195 Yeah. 00:29:40.196 --> 00:29:44.200 What was it that happened to make you stop? 00:29:45.952 --> 00:29:49.747 That's a pretty intense second date question. 00:29:50.998 --> 00:29:51.998 Sorry. 00:29:52.833 --> 00:29:54.209 I'm just being nosy. 00:29:54.210 --> 00:29:55.543 Just tell me to shut up. 00:29:55.544 --> 00:29:57.337 So, actually, do you want me to leave? 00:29:57.338 --> 00:29:58.172 I'll go. 00:29:58.173 --> 00:29:59.506 No, it's all right, I'll go, you stay here. 00:29:59.507 --> 00:30:02.092 I'll just 90. 00:30:02.093 --> 00:30:04.094 Anyway, you, it's not our second date. 00:30:04.095 --> 00:30:04.929 It's not? 00:30:04.930 --> 00:30:06.888 The first one was Halloween. 00:30:06.889 --> 00:30:07.889 Well, I definitely don't count that. 00:30:07.890 --> 00:30:09.766 Because you can't count. 00:30:09.767 --> 00:30:11.309 No, because you said it didn't happen. 00:30:11.310 --> 00:30:12.270 What didn't happen? 00:30:12.270 --> 00:30:13.270 This. 00:30:17.316 --> 00:30:18.858 Sorry. 00:30:18.859 --> 00:30:19.819 S - no! Orry, sorry. 00:30:19.820 --> 00:30:22.654 No, I thought it was a smooth, cool moment, 00:30:22.655 --> 00:30:24.197 but if you're not uh- 00:30:24.198 --> 00:30:25.490 - no, no, don't be silly. 00:30:25.491 --> 00:30:27.534 Uh, I just, 00:30:27.535 --> 00:30:29.953 I'm just not very good at this. 00:30:29.954 --> 00:30:30.954 What? 00:30:32.373 --> 00:30:33.915 Do you wanna have sex? 00:30:36.377 --> 00:30:37.377 Don't laugh! 00:30:38.504 --> 00:30:40.672 I really need your fucking consent. 00:30:40.673 --> 00:30:42.216 Oh my god, uh, 00:30:43.551 --> 00:30:44.551 yes. 00:30:45.720 --> 00:30:48.638 But I know you're going through some shit with Tom, 00:30:48.639 --> 00:30:49.473 I don't wanna- 00:30:49.474 --> 00:30:51.100 - Tim. 00:30:52.226 --> 00:30:54.770 Yeah, and he's just a friend. 00:30:56.814 --> 00:30:58.107 Yeah, does he know that? 00:31:03.070 --> 00:31:04.989 Not in those exact words. 00:31:07.867 --> 00:31:09.326 Well, I get that. 00:31:09.327 --> 00:31:11.537 So, let's just wait. 00:31:14.957 --> 00:31:16.334 I'm not going anywhere. 00:31:28.179 --> 00:31:30.305 I run after you 00:31:30.306 --> 00:31:32.265 like a fool would do 00:31:32.266 --> 00:31:34.100 but mama didn't raise no fools 00:31:34.101 --> 00:31:36.227 and I should know 00:31:36.228 --> 00:31:40.231 that baby you got it 00:31:40.232 --> 00:31:41.983 that's all I can say for you 00:31:41.984 --> 00:31:43.777 you got soul, too much soul 00:31:43.778 --> 00:31:45.862 foxy clothes, the cutest nose 00:31:45.863 --> 00:31:49.240 a groovy set, there's nothing fake about you 00:31:49.241 --> 00:31:50.492 baby you got it 00:31:50.493 --> 00:31:54.579 people can be cruel, they say I've lost my cool 00:31:54.580 --> 00:31:56.247 but it's very hard to keep my cool 00:31:56.248 --> 00:31:58.458 when I'm around you 00:31:58.459 --> 00:32:02.337 'cause baby you got it 00:32:02.338 --> 00:32:03.671 that's all I can say for you 00:32:03.672 --> 00:32:05.882 you got soul, too much soul 00:32:05.883 --> 00:32:08.093 foxy clothed, the cutest nose 00:32:08.094 --> 00:32:11.429 the mood is set, there's nothing fake about you 00:32:11.430 --> 00:32:13.014 baby you got it 00:32:13.015 --> 00:32:14.808 I'm glad I found you 00:32:14.809 --> 00:32:17.185 gonna cling to you 00:32:17.186 --> 00:32:21.022 I'll give you love and money, everything to you 00:32:21.023 --> 00:32:22.857 no matter what they say 00:32:22.858 --> 00:32:25.402 no matter what they do 00:32:25.403 --> 00:32:27.612 I'm never gonna love another girl like you 00:32:29.198 --> 00:32:33.076 'cause baby you got it 00:32:33.077 --> 00:32:36.913 that's all I say for you 00:32:36.914 --> 00:32:37.748 hello? 00:32:37.749 --> 00:32:39.499 Jude Williams, please. 00:32:39.500 --> 00:32:41.584 This is his wife, who's speaking? 00:32:41.585 --> 00:32:42.545 I'm Dr. Dormer 00:32:42.546 --> 00:32:44.964 with dpc research development. 00:32:46.132 --> 00:32:47.133 The Nia trial. 00:32:49.135 --> 00:32:50.176 Hello? 00:32:50.177 --> 00:32:51.594 Yeah, yeah, I'm here. 00:32:51.595 --> 00:32:54.139 Can I speak with your husband? 00:32:54.140 --> 00:32:58.059 Um, it's probably best that you just speak to me 00:32:58.060 --> 00:33:01.688 'cause I'm the one that submitted the application. 00:33:01.689 --> 00:33:02.689 Jude has been selected 00:33:02.690 --> 00:33:05.942 for the clinical trial on an Nia suppressant. 00:33:05.943 --> 00:33:07.735 I see from the forms that were submitted 00:33:07.736 --> 00:33:10.114 that he's exhibiting Nia symptoms, correct? 00:33:11.949 --> 00:33:12.825 Hello? 00:33:12.826 --> 00:33:14.033 Yeah, sorry. 00:33:14.034 --> 00:33:16.161 Yeah, I'm here. 00:33:18.581 --> 00:33:19.706 So, he's gotten in? 00:33:19.707 --> 00:33:21.916 He's been accepted for an evaluation. 00:33:21.917 --> 00:33:24.252 If he passes he'll be invited to participate 00:33:24.253 --> 00:33:26.171 in the actual trials. 00:33:26.172 --> 00:33:28.465 We're trying to move quickly here. 00:33:28.466 --> 00:33:31.342 Can we schedule an appointment for him to come in tomorrow? 00:33:33.637 --> 00:33:36.556 The government has the cure, they have the true cure, 00:33:36.557 --> 00:33:39.350 not the one they're giving us that doesn't work. 00:33:39.351 --> 00:33:41.352 They've been keeping Nia on the streets 00:33:41.353 --> 00:33:44.230 just like that fuck Reagan did with aids. 00:33:44.231 --> 00:33:46.191 And who's doing something about it? 00:33:46.192 --> 00:33:47.984 Are you? I am because I care. 00:33:47.985 --> 00:33:51.196 I don't want this sickness, this population control. 00:33:51.197 --> 00:33:53.198 They're keeping us down. 00:33:53.199 --> 00:33:54.325 They have the true cure. 00:34:20.434 --> 00:34:21.519 Wear one of these 00:34:22.561 --> 00:34:24.604 and when you're done filling this paperwork out, 00:34:24.605 --> 00:34:26.023 somebody will call your name. 00:34:27.733 --> 00:34:29.985 Keep your mask on and fill this paperwork out. 00:34:50.756 --> 00:34:51.756 Emma? 00:34:53.343 --> 00:34:54.425 Oh my god, Sam. 00:34:54.426 --> 00:34:56.135 Good to see you, hey. 00:34:56.136 --> 00:34:57.972 Oh, it's good to see you. 00:34:59.723 --> 00:35:01.307 It's been a minute. 00:35:01.308 --> 00:35:03.059 Yeah, I know, yeah. 00:35:03.060 --> 00:35:06.312 I'm just here for the day, just running errands. 00:35:06.313 --> 00:35:07.480 Right. 00:35:07.481 --> 00:35:08.481 Right, yeah. 00:35:09.441 --> 00:35:10.900 Oh, it's good to see ya. 00:35:10.901 --> 00:35:11.735 Yeah. 00:35:11.735 --> 00:35:12.570 Are you all right? 00:35:12.570 --> 00:35:13.404 I'm good, yeah, I'm good. 00:35:13.405 --> 00:35:14.989 - Yeah? - Yeah, really, I'm just, 00:35:16.615 --> 00:35:17.699 how are you? 00:35:17.700 --> 00:35:19.784 Yeah, no, yeah, same, just, 00:35:19.785 --> 00:35:22.663 just making phone calls and all that stuff. 00:35:24.915 --> 00:35:26.041 Sorry I haven't called. 00:35:28.085 --> 00:35:28.919 Yeah. 00:35:28.920 --> 00:35:30.379 Um, I'm, yeah, same. I'm, 00:35:31.297 --> 00:35:32.297 I wanted to. 00:35:34.508 --> 00:35:35.508 Oh, darling. 00:35:37.052 --> 00:35:39.053 You must think I'm the biggest asshole on the planet. 00:35:39.054 --> 00:35:39.888 No, I don't. 00:35:39.888 --> 00:35:40.723 No, I don't, that's ridiculous. 00:35:40.724 --> 00:35:42.391 I do not think that at all. 00:35:43.934 --> 00:35:45.351 Sorry, I'm just, yeah, sorry. 00:35:45.352 --> 00:35:46.519 It's okay. 00:35:46.520 --> 00:35:49.063 Um, tell Jude I say hi, okay? 00:35:49.064 --> 00:35:50.231 Yeah, I will. 00:35:50.232 --> 00:35:52.066 - It's good to see you. - Good to see you. 00:35:52.067 --> 00:35:53.901 I just wasn't expecting to see you, that's all. 00:35:53.902 --> 00:35:55.194 Yeah. 00:35:55.195 --> 00:35:56.654 Yeah, no worries. 00:35:56.655 --> 00:35:57.489 I'll give you a bell. 00:35:57.490 --> 00:35:59.198 Okay. 00:35:59.199 --> 00:36:00.199 Bye. 00:36:08.876 --> 00:36:10.585 Any history of heart disease? 00:36:10.586 --> 00:36:11.669 Nope. 00:36:11.670 --> 00:36:13.004 High cholesterol? 00:36:13.005 --> 00:36:14.172 Nope. 00:36:14.173 --> 00:36:15.381 Diabetes? 00:36:15.382 --> 00:36:16.883 Nope. 00:36:16.884 --> 00:36:18.204 Do you take drugs? 00:36:20.387 --> 00:36:21.221 What does that got to do with- 00:36:21.222 --> 00:36:23.806 - we'll find out either way, so better to get it out now. 00:36:23.807 --> 00:36:24.642 Oh, it's not gonna be a problem, 00:36:24.643 --> 00:36:27.978 I've been clean for five years and nine months. 00:36:29.605 --> 00:36:30.813 So, how long would you say 00:36:30.814 --> 00:36:32.900 you've been experiencing symptoms of Nia? 00:36:34.234 --> 00:36:35.735 Like a month. 00:36:35.736 --> 00:36:37.070 I can remember some things, 00:36:37.071 --> 00:36:39.781 but other things are just gone. 00:36:39.782 --> 00:36:42.326 Like details, I can't do details. 00:36:43.285 --> 00:36:47.121 Like I can remember people, who they are, 00:36:47.122 --> 00:36:49.540 but I can't zero in. 00:36:49.541 --> 00:36:52.126 Your brain may be trying to bridge the gaps, 00:36:52.127 --> 00:36:53.711 taking other moments you still remember 00:36:53.712 --> 00:36:55.422 and merging with false memories. 00:36:59.385 --> 00:37:00.760 So, the treatment. 00:37:00.761 --> 00:37:02.261 Is it like what? 00:37:02.262 --> 00:37:03.971 It's like a pill or? 00:37:03.972 --> 00:37:06.057 We'll be doing an oral op. 00:37:06.058 --> 00:37:07.058 Sorry, what? 00:37:07.851 --> 00:37:09.644 An oral cranial puncture. 00:37:09.645 --> 00:37:12.313 Think of it as clearing a clogged pathway. 00:37:12.314 --> 00:37:15.608 The brain is separated into four major lobes. 00:37:15.609 --> 00:37:19.612 The one most closely associated with memory being temporal. 00:37:19.613 --> 00:37:22.824 Now, we remove the lateral, through he roof of the mouth. 00:37:40.926 --> 00:37:41.926 - Jude? - Yeah. 00:37:43.429 --> 00:37:44.846 Are you okay? 00:37:44.847 --> 00:37:45.847 Yeah. 00:37:47.266 --> 00:37:49.559 But what are the risks? 00:37:49.560 --> 00:37:50.810 We have some literature 00:37:50.811 --> 00:37:52.937 we can send home with you that really walks you through 00:37:52.938 --> 00:37:54.605 the ins and outs of the procedure. 00:37:54.606 --> 00:37:57.984 It's not complicated, but there are significant risks. 00:37:57.985 --> 00:37:59.152 We have a counselor on hand 00:37:59.153 --> 00:38:01.905 to help make sure you understand what we're dealing with. 00:38:22.968 --> 00:38:24.510 To identify a neuro-inflammation, 00:38:24.511 --> 00:38:26.513 begin by asking baseline questions. 00:38:29.641 --> 00:38:31.142 What's your name? 00:38:31.143 --> 00:38:32.143 How old are ya? 00:38:33.353 --> 00:38:34.646 What's your favorite color? 00:38:38.484 --> 00:38:40.651 This is all they've given ya? 00:38:40.652 --> 00:38:41.487 Brain teasers? 00:38:41.488 --> 00:38:43.905 I thought there was supposed to be some sort of procedure. 00:38:43.906 --> 00:38:47.618 Yeah, it's brain teasers and... 00:38:50.871 --> 00:38:51.871 And? 00:38:53.165 --> 00:38:54.165 Surgery. 00:38:56.877 --> 00:38:59.671 They take like a metal straw and... 00:39:04.134 --> 00:39:05.302 I don't wanna do it, em. 00:39:06.970 --> 00:39:08.054 What'd the doctor say? 00:39:08.055 --> 00:39:09.597 They don't even know if it's gonna work, 00:39:09.598 --> 00:39:11.016 it's like a trial. 00:39:12.017 --> 00:39:13.226 Let's see and find out, 00:39:13.227 --> 00:39:15.853 let's poke around in some dude's skull 00:39:15.854 --> 00:39:19.273 and hope we don't cripple him and make him go blind. 00:39:19.274 --> 00:39:20.150 I'm not doing it, man. 00:39:20.151 --> 00:39:24.821 I could just wind up with no memory, no legs, and no eyes. 00:39:24.822 --> 00:39:27.365 And if I'm gonna forget who I am 00:39:27.366 --> 00:39:30.035 then I'd at least like to be able to see where I'm going. 00:39:31.870 --> 00:39:33.454 So you made up your mind then. 00:39:33.455 --> 00:39:34.455 Yeah. 00:39:37.000 --> 00:39:38.125 Do I not get a say in this? 00:39:38.126 --> 00:39:39.335 Emma, you can't ask me to sit there while- 00:39:39.336 --> 00:39:40.295 - but Jude, I am asking ya, 00:39:40.296 --> 00:39:42.088 I am asking ya, I have to ask ya. 00:39:42.089 --> 00:39:44.423 I get it, you don't wanna go blind or end up in a wheelchair 00:39:44.424 --> 00:39:45.716 but if there's a chance that we can stop it 00:39:45.717 --> 00:39:47.343 then I don't understand why you won't try. 00:39:47.344 --> 00:39:48.344 I know you're upset- 00:39:48.345 --> 00:39:49.554 - I'm not fucking upset, Jude! 00:39:49.555 --> 00:39:51.849 Well, you don't sound very not fucking upset! 00:40:00.691 --> 00:40:02.067 My mom's starting to fade. 00:40:06.530 --> 00:40:07.364 Why didn't you tell me? 00:40:07.365 --> 00:40:10.032 Because I can't do anything about it, Jude. 00:40:10.033 --> 00:40:12.159 I've got a ticket that I can't change for weeks from now 00:40:12.160 --> 00:40:14.078 and now I've got this, I've got you. 00:40:14.079 --> 00:40:14.913 So what am I supposed to do? 00:40:14.914 --> 00:40:16.455 Just go off to england while my husband forgets about me? 00:40:16.456 --> 00:40:17.374 I'm not fucking doing that. 00:40:17.375 --> 00:40:19.500 I'm not losing my mom and my husband in the same breath, 00:40:19.501 --> 00:40:20.918 so I need you to explain it to me. 00:40:20.919 --> 00:40:23.379 Can you explain it to me why you won't do this? 00:40:23.380 --> 00:40:24.298 What, because you don't care? 00:40:24.299 --> 00:40:26.800 No, of course I fucking care, Emma. 00:40:28.260 --> 00:40:29.678 This is happening to me. 00:40:30.846 --> 00:40:32.847 This is fucking scary for me, too. 00:40:32.848 --> 00:40:34.016 I'm scared. 00:40:38.353 --> 00:40:39.521 I'm fucking scared. 00:41:05.255 --> 00:41:06.839 Who am I? 00:41:06.840 --> 00:41:07.883 How old am I? 00:41:08.800 --> 00:41:09.968 What's my favorite color? 00:41:15.682 --> 00:41:16.682 Jude, please. 00:41:18.393 --> 00:41:19.393 I'm scared, too. 00:41:27.194 --> 00:41:31.656 You're my wife, Emma vita ryerson Williams. 00:41:31.657 --> 00:41:32.657 You're 28. 00:41:35.410 --> 00:41:40.332 Your favorite color is yellow. 00:41:42.334 --> 00:41:44.377 Describe a memory that took place 00:41:44.378 --> 00:41:45.878 in the room that you're in. 00:41:49.132 --> 00:41:49.967 You fucking- 00:41:49.968 --> 00:41:51.208 - whoa, easy, no, take it easy. 00:41:52.135 --> 00:41:53.803 Take it easy, easy. 00:41:53.804 --> 00:41:54.930 You fucking! 00:41:56.098 --> 00:41:57.723 Well, you didn't like the gray walls in there, 00:41:57.724 --> 00:42:00.227 you said they reminded you of rainy days back home. 00:42:03.772 --> 00:42:05.940 So you painted 'em yellow. 00:42:13.573 --> 00:42:15.866 What time of year was it? 00:42:15.867 --> 00:42:16.867 Summer. 00:42:21.081 --> 00:42:23.125 No, winter. 00:42:35.929 --> 00:42:37.180 We had just bought a fish. 00:42:38.598 --> 00:42:39.598 What fish? 00:42:40.767 --> 00:42:42.268 You called him ampersand. 00:42:42.269 --> 00:42:43.269 Emma and Jude. 00:42:44.396 --> 00:42:46.397 Emma and Jude. 00:42:46.398 --> 00:42:48.275 Do you remember why we bought the fish? 00:43:41.161 --> 00:43:43.288 Look at this little guy. 00:43:47.000 --> 00:43:49.919 He doesn't have a clue what's going on in the world. 00:43:49.920 --> 00:43:54.507 No Nia, no cancer, no crusades. 00:43:54.508 --> 00:43:56.759 Just gets to swim around having a good time. 00:43:56.760 --> 00:43:57.928 We should be so lucky. 00:43:59.471 --> 00:44:01.972 That's what I feel like when I'm with you. 00:44:01.973 --> 00:44:03.307 Like a fish? 00:44:03.308 --> 00:44:06.018 No, you know what I meant. 00:44:06.019 --> 00:44:08.188 That's the nicest thing you've ever said to me. 00:44:11.942 --> 00:44:13.568 Let's get married. 00:44:16.279 --> 00:44:17.279 Okay. 00:44:18.073 --> 00:44:19.074 No, I'm not joking. 00:44:19.950 --> 00:44:20.784 Me neither. 00:44:20.785 --> 00:44:22.451 I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. 00:44:22.452 --> 00:44:23.953 - I wanna fucking marry you. - Yeah? 00:44:23.954 --> 00:44:25.496 Yeah. 00:44:41.179 --> 00:44:42.763 Shit. 00:44:42.764 --> 00:44:44.181 Change your mind already? 00:44:44.182 --> 00:44:46.309 No, I don't have a ring. 00:44:49.604 --> 00:44:51.438 Then buy me a fish. 00:44:51.439 --> 00:44:52.439 Yeah? 00:44:53.275 --> 00:44:54.275 Mm hmm. 00:45:10.458 --> 00:45:14.044 Do you know that there's a type of memory 00:45:14.045 --> 00:45:16.506 exclusively tied to the touch? 00:45:17.674 --> 00:45:18.800 Haptic memory. 00:45:21.845 --> 00:45:22.845 Haptic? 00:45:27.017 --> 00:45:29.561 Did you read that in your book? 00:45:41.573 --> 00:45:44.284 I haven't forgotten how you feel. 00:46:03.053 --> 00:46:04.679 Will you touch me? 00:47:07.784 --> 00:47:09.452 They say you can't forget feelings 00:47:11.579 --> 00:47:13.163 and I still believe that. 00:47:15.500 --> 00:47:16.500 Even after Ben. 00:47:22.257 --> 00:47:23.465 Sam? 00:47:23.466 --> 00:47:25.509 What, what, what, what, what? 00:47:25.510 --> 00:47:26.719 - Are you all right? - What the fuck happened? 00:47:26.720 --> 00:47:27.554 Darling, what's happened, what's happened? 00:47:27.555 --> 00:47:30.347 He's just freaking out, Emma, I can't. 00:47:30.348 --> 00:47:31.765 It'll be okay, it'll be okay. 00:47:31.766 --> 00:47:32.892 What the fuck! 00:47:33.768 --> 00:47:35.394 Get out! 00:47:35.395 --> 00:47:36.395 Ben? 00:47:37.814 --> 00:47:39.356 Ben? 00:47:39.357 --> 00:47:40.191 - Ben? - Jude? 00:47:40.191 --> 00:47:41.191 Yeah. 00:47:42.193 --> 00:47:43.320 You all right? 00:47:45.280 --> 00:47:46.989 Jude. 00:47:46.990 --> 00:47:47.990 Can I come in? 00:47:49.659 --> 00:47:50.701 I don't know. 00:47:50.702 --> 00:47:52.620 I'm coming in, all right? 00:47:57.042 --> 00:47:58.042 What's going on? 00:47:59.878 --> 00:48:00.712 Jude! 00:48:00.713 --> 00:48:01.920 Yeah? 00:48:01.921 --> 00:48:02.756 Yeah, we're good. 00:48:02.757 --> 00:48:04.465 We're good, right? We're good. 00:48:04.466 --> 00:48:05.549 Yeah, we're okay. 00:48:05.550 --> 00:48:06.633 He's, Emma. 00:48:06.634 --> 00:48:07.718 Are you all right? Did he hurt you? 00:48:07.719 --> 00:48:08.595 He just grabbed a knife 00:48:08.596 --> 00:48:11.055 and he doesn't even remember my name right now. 00:48:11.056 --> 00:48:11.890 Calm down. 00:48:11.890 --> 00:48:12.724 I thought I was in my house, man, 00:48:12.725 --> 00:48:14.558 and then this fucking bitch just walks in. 00:48:14.559 --> 00:48:15.435 I don't fucking know her. 00:48:15.436 --> 00:48:16.935 I don't fucking know her! 00:48:16.936 --> 00:48:19.813 No, no, no, this is your house, this is your house. 00:48:19.814 --> 00:48:20.648 It is, right? 00:48:20.649 --> 00:48:22.274 Yeah, that's Samantha, Sam. 00:48:22.275 --> 00:48:23.525 I don't know, I don't know Sam. 00:48:23.526 --> 00:48:24.818 Man, you've been together for a while. 00:48:24.819 --> 00:48:27.946 Shit, you've known her longer than you've known me. 00:48:27.947 --> 00:48:28.782 I have? 00:48:28.782 --> 00:48:29.782 Yeah. 00:48:30.784 --> 00:48:31.784 Look at your chest. 00:48:32.744 --> 00:48:34.370 Look, look, look, look. 00:48:34.371 --> 00:48:35.371 Here. 00:48:40.835 --> 00:48:41.835 You see? 00:48:42.670 --> 00:48:44.714 Ben, you're sick, man, you got Nia. 00:48:47.300 --> 00:48:49.844 You had it for a while, it's making you forget shit. 00:48:51.596 --> 00:48:53.098 Sam's been helping you through. 00:48:55.141 --> 00:48:56.642 Yeah, you guys are great together, man. 00:48:56.643 --> 00:48:58.937 Shit, you make music together, you're awesome. 00:49:04.401 --> 00:49:05.567 Hey! 00:49:05.568 --> 00:49:06.778 It's not your fault, man. 00:49:09.030 --> 00:49:10.115 Can I take this? 00:49:13.785 --> 00:49:15.327 Come on, man. 00:49:21.251 --> 00:49:22.127 Okay. 00:49:22.128 --> 00:49:23.335 Why the fuck me, man? 00:49:23.336 --> 00:49:24.628 Just relax, bud. 00:49:24.629 --> 00:49:27.464 - Why the fuck me? - Relax, it's not your fault. 00:49:33.221 --> 00:49:35.807 Ben Richards was from hidalgo county, Texas. 00:49:37.100 --> 00:49:38.725 He's a songwriter, 00:49:38.726 --> 00:49:41.395 and like many, believed that music would save the world. 00:49:43.815 --> 00:49:44.982 It's wrong. 00:49:44.983 --> 00:49:46.650 The ambiance is so, 00:49:46.651 --> 00:49:47.485 it's wrong. 00:49:47.485 --> 00:49:48.485 Huh? 00:49:49.362 --> 00:49:51.071 I'm gonna go record outside. 00:49:51.907 --> 00:49:53.450 It's all wrong, let's get outta here. 00:49:54.451 --> 00:49:55.701 Remember the counts? 00:49:55.702 --> 00:49:56.743 I can't remember. 00:49:56.744 --> 00:49:57.953 No, man. 00:49:57.954 --> 00:49:58.954 Why not? 00:50:01.499 --> 00:50:04.501 His mother was lizette and his father was Dave, 00:50:04.502 --> 00:50:06.963 and since he moved away he called them every Sunday. 00:50:14.804 --> 00:50:16.013 We're trying to have a baby. 00:50:16.014 --> 00:50:16.848 Sam! 00:50:16.849 --> 00:50:19.224 We've been together for so long, it's about time. 00:50:19.225 --> 00:50:20.767 Sam, that's so exciting! 00:50:20.768 --> 00:50:21.768 Yeah. 00:50:21.769 --> 00:50:23.187 When he first started to lose his memory, 00:50:23.188 --> 00:50:24.439 Ben kept it a secret. 00:50:26.691 --> 00:50:28.568 Just like everyone did back then. 00:50:38.745 --> 00:50:40.412 Ben could turn any room into a concert 00:50:40.413 --> 00:50:41.581 when he was inclined to. 00:50:43.166 --> 00:50:44.417 That was his gift. 00:50:47.754 --> 00:50:49.506 This is who we all remembered. 00:50:52.133 --> 00:50:54.427 Who we were clutching on to. 00:51:24.290 --> 00:51:25.832 Don't fall in. 00:51:25.833 --> 00:51:26.833 Don't. 00:51:26.834 --> 00:51:27.669 - What'll you do? - Don't, Jude. 00:51:27.669 --> 00:51:28.503 - Honestly, Jude. - Do not, do not 00:51:28.504 --> 00:51:29.836 - fall in. - Don't you fucking dare. 00:51:29.837 --> 00:51:30.713 - Emma. - This is so scary, 00:51:30.713 --> 00:51:31.589 - do not do that. - Emma, 00:51:31.589 --> 00:51:32.423 Emma, no! 00:51:32.423 --> 00:51:33.383 Stop, stop it, stop. 00:51:33.383 --> 00:51:34.342 You're gonna get us in trouble. 00:51:34.342 --> 00:51:35.176 You jump, I jump! 00:51:35.177 --> 00:51:36.218 Stop it. 00:51:36.219 --> 00:51:38.845 Get off me, I'm trying to see the whales. 00:51:38.846 --> 00:51:42.015 Oh yeah, I got told if we're gonna see one 00:51:42.016 --> 00:51:43.100 it's gonna be right here. 00:51:43.101 --> 00:51:44.142 - Oh yeah? - Yeah. 00:51:44.143 --> 00:51:45.143 Okay. 00:51:48.565 --> 00:51:49.399 You all right? 00:51:49.399 --> 00:51:50.233 Do you want anything? 00:51:50.234 --> 00:51:51.733 Um, I'll have a tea. 00:51:51.734 --> 00:51:52.818 If they've got tea, black tea. 00:51:52.819 --> 00:51:53.819 Yeah? Okay. 00:51:56.364 --> 00:51:58.198 If you see one, tell him to wait. 00:51:58.199 --> 00:51:59.826 I will just for you. 00:52:05.373 --> 00:52:06.291 Jude! 00:52:06.292 --> 00:52:07.583 Yeah, what? 00:52:07.584 --> 00:52:08.584 Nothing. 00:52:22.265 --> 00:52:23.099 All right, 00:52:23.100 --> 00:52:24.808 we're just getting word into the newsroom now. 00:52:24.809 --> 00:52:27.352 Moments ago dpc issued a statement 00:52:27.353 --> 00:52:29.104 indicating that the early results 00:52:29.105 --> 00:52:31.857 of their controversial Nia treatments are, 00:52:31.858 --> 00:52:34.359 quote, overwhelmingly positive. 00:52:34.360 --> 00:52:35.569 Now, in that same statement, 00:52:35.570 --> 00:52:38.280 they also say that due to overwhelming demand 00:52:38.281 --> 00:52:41.491 that they are not able to accept any new applicants. 00:52:41.492 --> 00:52:42.534 What do you make of that? 00:52:42.535 --> 00:52:44.077 I guess if this treatment 00:52:44.078 --> 00:52:47.247 is having some success, that's wonderful news. 00:52:47.248 --> 00:52:48.540 Overwhelmingly positive, 00:52:48.541 --> 00:52:49.417 certainly sounds like they might be onto something. 00:52:49.418 --> 00:52:50.459 What can I get you? 00:52:50.460 --> 00:52:52.878 It does, but they have already closed off 00:52:52.879 --> 00:52:54.796 a very selective monitor to the general public 00:52:54.797 --> 00:52:58.175 and I assume that the fda has been- 00:52:58.176 --> 00:52:59.217 - tea. 00:52:59.218 --> 00:53:00.677 There are people with loved ones 00:53:00.678 --> 00:53:04.474 who are afflicted with this who want a chance. 00:53:15.318 --> 00:53:16.693 Stop it! 00:53:16.694 --> 00:53:18.528 Stop, turn the boat around! 00:53:18.529 --> 00:53:19.364 Stop the boat! 00:53:19.365 --> 00:53:21.698 We have to go back, we have to go back. 00:53:21.699 --> 00:53:22.741 Stop! 00:53:22.742 --> 00:53:24.786 I don't know who you are! 00:53:25.703 --> 00:53:27.412 - Help! - Stop her! 00:53:28.289 --> 00:53:29.165 - Stop her! - Help me! 00:53:29.166 --> 00:53:30.540 - Okay. - Help me! 00:53:30.541 --> 00:53:31.376 What's happening? 00:53:31.376 --> 00:53:32.210 Help! 00:53:32.210 --> 00:53:33.044 Turn the boat around! 00:53:33.045 --> 00:53:34.795 No, stop touching me, please. 00:53:34.796 --> 00:53:35.962 Just get away from me. 00:53:35.963 --> 00:53:37.881 We have to go back, please! 00:53:37.882 --> 00:53:39.675 Don't! Stop it! 00:53:39.676 --> 00:53:42.010 Back off, back up. 00:53:46.015 --> 00:53:47.641 Go back, we need to go back! 00:53:48.476 --> 00:53:49.476 Jude! 00:53:59.862 --> 00:54:00.655 Hurry! 00:54:00.656 --> 00:54:02.114 Throw it in! 00:54:02.115 --> 00:54:03.825 Turn the boat around! 00:54:10.415 --> 00:54:12.417 Overwhelmingly positive results. 00:54:14.544 --> 00:54:17.504 The first sign of a cure and they shut everyone out. 00:54:20.842 --> 00:54:23.553 It's no wonder people went crazy. 00:54:25.680 --> 00:54:28.224 And while they went crazy, all we could do was wait. 00:54:30.309 --> 00:54:32.060 Wait to hear that we'd got an in. 00:54:32.061 --> 00:54:34.604 Wait to hear that we were gonna be okay. 00:54:37.233 --> 00:54:38.567 We're gonna be okay. 00:54:38.568 --> 00:54:39.818 This procedure works. 00:54:39.819 --> 00:54:42.112 A viral video is causing a stir today 00:54:42.113 --> 00:54:46.408 of a Dr. Sam tomlin of the dpc walking viewers 00:54:46.409 --> 00:54:49.661 through a step-by-step tutorial of the procedure 00:54:49.662 --> 00:54:52.873 which supposedly puts a halt to Nia symptoms. 00:54:53.709 --> 00:54:56.334 Already we're getting reports from local emergency rooms 00:54:56.335 --> 00:54:58.170 of more than a dozen new patients 00:54:58.171 --> 00:55:00.715 who've attempted the procedure on themselves. 00:55:02.675 --> 00:55:03.843 We're gonna be okay. 00:55:05.178 --> 00:55:06.845 We have increased police presence 00:55:06.846 --> 00:55:10.098 and cannot stress enough, this is not a proven cure. 00:55:10.099 --> 00:55:11.600 Step back now! 00:55:11.601 --> 00:55:12.435 It is, at best, 00:55:12.436 --> 00:55:15.228 a promising lead in the road to a cure. 00:55:16.564 --> 00:55:18.440 We urge everyone to remain calm. 00:55:21.819 --> 00:55:24.863 We're gonna be okay. 00:55:30.453 --> 00:55:31.453 Hello? 00:55:33.247 --> 00:55:34.247 Yeah, speaking. 00:55:41.464 --> 00:55:45.760 Wait, sorry, I thought, I thought he was already in. 00:55:47.637 --> 00:55:50.806 Yeah, that's, that's not possible. 00:55:50.807 --> 00:55:53.518 Um, can I speak to Dr. Dormer please? 00:55:57.522 --> 00:55:59.606 Well, can I talk to someone? 00:55:59.607 --> 00:56:00.691 Who's your supervisor? 00:56:02.443 --> 00:56:03.361 Yeah, but there's been a mistake 00:56:03.362 --> 00:56:04.737 and you need to check again. 00:56:07.448 --> 00:56:10.116 Or I need to someone who can sort it out. 00:56:10.117 --> 00:56:11.368 Fine. 00:56:11.369 --> 00:56:12.369 Yeah, fine. 00:56:14.580 --> 00:56:15.414 Fuck. 00:56:15.414 --> 00:56:16.414 Jude. 00:56:18.960 --> 00:56:19.794 They said they didn't take you 00:56:19.795 --> 00:56:21.504 'cause you've got drugs in your system. 00:56:22.380 --> 00:56:24.130 What? 00:56:24.131 --> 00:56:25.715 You know what they're talking about? 00:56:25.716 --> 00:56:26.967 Nope. 00:56:26.968 --> 00:56:28.426 Jude, you can't lie to me about this stuff. 00:56:28.427 --> 00:56:31.137 Emma, I swear to god, I've been sober for five years. 00:56:31.138 --> 00:56:33.265 You know that, I wouldn't just fuck things up like that. 00:56:33.266 --> 00:56:34.100 So what, they're just lying? 00:56:34.101 --> 00:56:35.851 Unless it's a mistake. 00:56:35.852 --> 00:56:36.852 What did they say? 00:56:37.728 --> 00:56:40.564 They said they found cocaine in your system 00:56:40.565 --> 00:56:42.316 and now you can't get the procedure done. 00:56:43.901 --> 00:56:44.943 Is that true? 00:56:44.944 --> 00:56:46.279 No, it can't be true. 00:56:52.994 --> 00:56:53.994 Jude. 00:56:55.538 --> 00:56:56.538 Fuck. 00:56:57.874 --> 00:56:58.874 What? 00:57:00.084 --> 00:57:03.837 I ran into an old friend from way back 00:57:03.838 --> 00:57:05.756 and I used to party a lot with him. 00:57:07.341 --> 00:57:09.551 I thought we just caught up. 00:57:12.597 --> 00:57:15.349 I don't remember, but that's the only time I could've... 00:57:19.312 --> 00:57:21.981 So it's possible, then. 00:57:40.666 --> 00:57:42.376 I just need a minute. 00:57:49.216 --> 00:57:52.011 Damn. 00:58:12.949 --> 00:58:14.909 I can't do this. 00:58:23.125 --> 00:58:24.834 What do you mean? 00:58:24.835 --> 00:58:29.464 He's been forgetting pieces of himself 00:58:29.465 --> 00:58:30.465 for the last six months. 00:58:35.012 --> 00:58:37.806 Tonight he just forgot me. 00:58:37.807 --> 00:58:39.391 Oh, darling. 00:58:39.392 --> 00:58:42.352 This is going to get worse. 00:58:44.647 --> 00:58:46.023 I love him, Emma. 00:58:47.149 --> 00:58:48.693 I love him so much. 00:58:53.072 --> 00:58:55.032 But it's a sinking ship. 00:58:55.950 --> 00:58:59.286 I can either tie myself to him and get dragged down 00:59:00.871 --> 00:59:05.793 or cut loose and try to stay alive. 00:59:10.131 --> 00:59:11.673 I understand, but if it were- 00:59:11.674 --> 00:59:13.883 - I don't think you understand, Emma. 00:59:13.884 --> 00:59:17.762 I truly hope you never have to understand. 00:59:17.763 --> 00:59:21.559 The man who promised he was gonna love me forever, 00:59:23.185 --> 00:59:26.730 he just tried to stab me with a kitchen knife 00:59:26.731 --> 00:59:27.982 that my mother gave him. 00:59:29.400 --> 00:59:31.777 What the fuck am I supposed to do right now? 00:59:35.489 --> 00:59:36.615 They lost each other. 00:59:42.538 --> 00:59:43.664 But I won't lose you. 00:59:48.377 --> 00:59:50.421 Tell me about our first kiss. 00:59:55.968 --> 00:59:56.968 Jude. 01:00:02.141 --> 01:00:06.479 The walls, there were these black shapes. 01:00:14.278 --> 01:00:15.988 Well, I don't remember the walls. 01:00:18.199 --> 01:00:19.408 Can I kiss you? 01:00:21.243 --> 01:00:23.496 Our first kiss can't be in line for the loo. 01:00:24.955 --> 01:00:26.081 I didn't say that. 01:00:26.082 --> 01:00:26.916 No? 01:00:26.917 --> 01:00:28.417 No, I said I'm not available. 01:00:29.627 --> 01:00:31.294 Right, Tim. 01:00:31.295 --> 01:00:32.545 Tom. 01:00:32.546 --> 01:00:33.630 But I thought his name was Tim. 01:00:33.631 --> 01:00:35.173 Yeah, but you always called him Tom. 01:00:35.174 --> 01:00:36.133 Tom. 01:00:36.134 --> 01:00:37.760 Tim. 01:00:39.053 --> 01:00:40.137 That's even worse. 01:00:41.097 --> 01:00:42.014 So, do you love him? 01:00:42.014 --> 01:00:42.848 No. 01:00:42.848 --> 01:00:43.766 No? 01:00:43.767 --> 01:00:45.975 You didn't even have to think about it. 01:00:45.976 --> 01:00:47.185 No, I didn't. 01:00:47.186 --> 01:00:49.979 Yeah, just take not that I asked. 01:00:49.980 --> 01:00:52.108 Tell me about the walls. 01:00:53.776 --> 01:00:55.319 I don't remember the walls. 01:01:11.043 --> 01:01:12.627 What's this? 01:01:12.628 --> 01:01:14.296 It's a picture of you. 01:01:19.593 --> 01:01:20.593 What's this? 01:01:24.640 --> 01:01:26.099 Do you know who I am? 01:01:26.100 --> 01:01:27.143 You're Emma. 01:01:28.060 --> 01:01:30.436 Then why'd you have to write this down? 01:01:30.437 --> 01:01:31.689 I'm doing my best. 01:01:35.943 --> 01:01:37.361 When were we married, Jude? 01:01:42.950 --> 01:01:44.450 April. 01:01:44.451 --> 01:01:46.953 No, uh, August. 01:01:46.954 --> 01:01:47.954 August? 01:01:49.165 --> 01:01:50.708 When did we get married, Jude? 01:01:52.793 --> 01:01:57.881 Uh, it was a Wednesday in August. 01:01:57.882 --> 01:01:59.007 Just, 01:01:59.008 --> 01:02:00.049 just focus on the details, 01:02:00.050 --> 01:02:02.719 the memory has dozens of threads to the other memories. 01:02:02.720 --> 01:02:03.971 Was it in a church? 01:02:12.479 --> 01:02:14.522 I don't know. 01:02:14.523 --> 01:02:16.400 Was it a big wedding? 01:02:20.571 --> 01:02:21.571 Steps. 01:02:22.323 --> 01:02:23.157 Steps. 01:02:23.158 --> 01:02:24.700 Yeah, we kissed on some steps. 01:02:25.910 --> 01:02:29.204 It was a Thursday, it was just us, 01:02:29.205 --> 01:02:31.540 we decided we didn't wanna wait until the date. 01:02:32.541 --> 01:02:34.709 What color was the dress? 01:02:34.710 --> 01:02:35.920 White. 01:02:38.422 --> 01:02:39.422 Blue. 01:02:41.967 --> 01:02:44.428 Do you remember who was there? 01:03:03.030 --> 01:03:04.489 My god, Emma. 01:03:04.490 --> 01:03:06.033 - Thank you. - Ben. 01:03:07.326 --> 01:03:08.743 Samantha. 01:03:08.744 --> 01:03:10.204 Congratulations. 01:03:12.289 --> 01:03:14.249 He played us a song. 01:03:14.250 --> 01:03:15.416 I wrote this for you. 01:03:15.417 --> 01:03:18.629 No, no, no, he gave us a song. 01:03:20.464 --> 01:03:21.464 Our song. 01:03:38.107 --> 01:03:43.070 Stay awake just to burn you into my mind 01:03:48.367 --> 01:03:53.330 don't fall asleep till I see you and I close my eyes 01:03:59.336 --> 01:04:04.173 pull you closer just to feel you breathing 01:04:04.174 --> 01:04:09.220 blend your flesh to mine 01:04:09.221 --> 01:04:10.930 close your eyes. 01:04:10.931 --> 01:04:11.765 Why? 01:04:11.766 --> 01:04:13.057 Just close 'em. 01:04:13.058 --> 01:04:18.022 Darkness when I close my eyes 01:04:23.193 --> 01:04:25.571 Do you remember meeting me? 01:04:31.869 --> 01:04:32.995 A waterpark. 01:04:33.871 --> 01:04:35.164 I remember a waterpark 01:04:36.582 --> 01:04:38.458 and it was October, 01:04:38.459 --> 01:04:39.459 it was cold. 01:04:41.920 --> 01:04:43.756 It was the day they shutdown the park. 01:04:44.882 --> 01:04:46.382 Everything was going outta business, 01:04:46.383 --> 01:04:48.594 every day was something's last day. 01:04:51.513 --> 01:04:52.348 We were the oldest people there. 01:04:52.349 --> 01:04:54.391 We were the only people there. 01:04:57.561 --> 01:05:01.773 I'll take you dancing in the flickering lights 01:05:01.774 --> 01:05:03.566 I'll spin your hand 01:05:03.567 --> 01:05:05.361 I was so sad the day I met you. 01:05:08.238 --> 01:05:09.822 Why? 01:05:09.823 --> 01:05:11.200 Can't remember. 01:05:12.284 --> 01:05:15.245 I just know that after I saw you, I wasn't sad anymore. 01:05:18.415 --> 01:05:20.833 Just to see you dancing 01:05:30.386 --> 01:05:32.805 We were married October 14th of last year. 01:05:33.764 --> 01:05:34.598 We didn't have a wedding, 01:05:34.599 --> 01:05:36.767 we just went right to the courthouse. 01:05:38.811 --> 01:05:40.561 Ben and Sam were there. 01:05:40.562 --> 01:05:41.562 Your dad was there. 01:05:42.523 --> 01:05:43.816 Your friends, my friends. 01:05:45.567 --> 01:05:46.859 It was a mad dash with no warning 01:05:46.860 --> 01:05:49.863 and still so many people made it. 01:05:53.534 --> 01:05:55.536 I'm so sorry I don't remember. 01:05:58.664 --> 01:06:00.541 It's not your fault, though. 01:06:14.096 --> 01:06:16.807 I haven't forgotten how I feel. 01:06:24.481 --> 01:06:25.983 So much to remember. 01:06:26.859 --> 01:06:28.277 All these little pieces. 01:06:30.279 --> 01:06:32.197 For some people, Nia is a slow drip, 01:06:33.407 --> 01:06:35.117 for others it's a stop all at once. 01:06:36.660 --> 01:06:37.660 For you it's slow. 01:06:44.751 --> 01:06:45.751 This can work. 01:06:48.964 --> 01:06:49.964 Okay, left! 01:06:51.467 --> 01:06:52.467 No, my left! 01:06:54.470 --> 01:06:55.470 Keep going! 01:06:56.555 --> 01:06:58.014 Perfect! 01:06:58.015 --> 01:07:01.601 Pretty fucking cool, huh? 01:07:01.602 --> 01:07:02.977 Yeah, it's cool! 01:07:02.978 --> 01:07:03.978 Hang on. 01:07:09.443 --> 01:07:10.776 Every day he rediscovers the city. 01:07:10.777 --> 01:07:12.445 Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck! 01:07:12.446 --> 01:07:14.280 Places we had known in special ways 01:07:14.281 --> 01:07:16.240 were strange again. 01:07:16.241 --> 01:07:17.783 Move back. 01:07:17.784 --> 01:07:18.784 All right. 01:07:23.749 --> 01:07:24.583 I think it took. 01:07:24.584 --> 01:07:26.001 Some things were easy. 01:07:30.881 --> 01:07:32.298 Hang on. 01:07:32.299 --> 01:07:34.467 And some things are hard. 01:07:34.468 --> 01:07:35.761 Have we been here before? 01:07:40.265 --> 01:07:41.682 No. 01:07:41.683 --> 01:07:42.683 No, we haven't. 01:07:45.395 --> 01:07:47.523 Because his losses were mine, too. 01:07:55.072 --> 01:07:56.531 What is this, a fish? 01:07:56.532 --> 01:07:57.491 Yeah. 01:07:57.492 --> 01:07:58.951 I got it with you. 01:07:59.910 --> 01:08:00.952 Do you like it? 01:08:02.454 --> 01:08:04.539 What, what, what? 01:08:04.540 --> 01:08:05.374 What? 01:08:05.375 --> 01:08:06.416 Oh, my god. 01:08:07.960 --> 01:08:12.046 No! 01:08:12.047 --> 01:08:13.256 We got matching tats. 01:08:13.257 --> 01:08:15.132 We did indeed. 01:08:15.133 --> 01:08:18.010 Do I know you better than you know yourself? 01:08:18.011 --> 01:08:19.011 Right now, 01:08:19.846 --> 01:08:21.389 maybe. 01:08:21.390 --> 01:08:22.599 Why did we tattoo fish? 01:08:30.440 --> 01:08:31.566 Oh, thank god! 01:08:31.567 --> 01:08:33.150 What? 01:08:33.987 --> 01:08:35.153 Oh shit, I couldn't, uh, 01:08:37.573 --> 01:08:40.116 I knew that we lived on ormand but I couldn't remember 01:08:40.117 --> 01:08:41.909 which door so I just knocked on 'em all 01:08:41.910 --> 01:08:43.620 and nobody wanted to help me. 01:08:44.705 --> 01:08:45.705 Darling. 01:08:46.873 --> 01:08:47.873 Here you go. 01:08:50.752 --> 01:08:51.836 It's okay. 01:08:53.171 --> 01:08:55.172 I find myself wondering how to build a future 01:08:55.173 --> 01:08:57.134 if you keep having to rebuild the past. 01:08:58.927 --> 01:09:00.219 Yeah, it woulda been nice to know 01:09:00.220 --> 01:09:02.930 that I fucking had this and I don't know. 01:09:06.893 --> 01:09:09.438 Life goes forwards, not backwards. 01:09:13.150 --> 01:09:15.652 I'm still reading about the brain, taking notes. 01:09:18.196 --> 01:09:21.908 I dunno, feeling like I'm doing something. 01:09:31.668 --> 01:09:32.668 Mom? 01:09:34.755 --> 01:09:37.548 Uh, is this Emma ryerson? 01:09:37.549 --> 01:09:39.300 Oh my god, is she okay? 01:09:39.301 --> 01:09:40.426 She's all right. 01:09:40.427 --> 01:09:41.969 We identified her. 01:09:41.970 --> 01:09:45.264 She's in the hospital now and people are looking after her. 01:09:45.265 --> 01:09:46.599 Does she know who she is? 01:09:46.600 --> 01:09:48.225 She knows her first name. 01:09:48.226 --> 01:09:49.226 Bits and pieces. 01:09:51.855 --> 01:09:55.024 Could you tell her that Emma, 01:09:55.025 --> 01:09:59.988 that her daughter loves her and that I haven't forgotten 01:10:00.322 --> 01:10:02.908 and that I'm gonna try and be there as soon as I can. 01:10:04.409 --> 01:10:06.161 Would you tell her that please? 01:10:20.759 --> 01:10:22.386 What were we even trying to save? 01:10:23.970 --> 01:10:25.430 Our experiences together? 01:10:28.308 --> 01:10:30.894 Is that all I love about him? 01:10:34.898 --> 01:10:37.567 I wish I could look at him and just find what went missing. 01:10:39.319 --> 01:10:40.986 But he looks the same. 01:10:45.200 --> 01:10:47.910 Jude, I'm so tired of this. 01:11:07.180 --> 01:11:10.516 I have to ask you something. 01:11:10.517 --> 01:11:11.517 Okay. 01:11:13.437 --> 01:11:14.604 I'm not sure how. 01:11:16.106 --> 01:11:17.106 Is it scary? 01:11:19.276 --> 01:11:20.276 Yeah. 01:11:24.364 --> 01:11:28.117 I've been doing some reading about the procedure 01:11:28.118 --> 01:11:30.287 and what they were gonna do to me. 01:11:31.538 --> 01:11:32.538 Okay. 01:11:33.790 --> 01:11:35.751 And I was thinking we could do it. 01:11:36.626 --> 01:11:37.461 Do it? 01:11:37.462 --> 01:11:38.879 Yeah, or you could do it. 01:11:40.172 --> 01:11:41.172 At work. 01:11:42.758 --> 01:11:43.884 Are you being serious? 01:11:45.343 --> 01:11:46.886 Yeah, I know it sounds crazy, 01:11:46.887 --> 01:11:49.930 but they have these videos online 01:11:49.931 --> 01:11:51.933 and they swear that it worked. 01:11:52.934 --> 01:11:54.769 No, they swear that it worked. 01:11:54.770 --> 01:11:57.938 You take this long needle and you find this nerve 01:11:57.939 --> 01:11:59.190 at the base of the brain. 01:11:59.191 --> 01:12:00.274 But you didn't wanna do it 01:12:00.275 --> 01:12:01.692 when professionals were gonna do it, Jude, I'm a vet. 01:12:01.693 --> 01:12:03.361 Yeah, I know, but I'm going, em. 01:12:05.071 --> 01:12:06.822 We have to try, and I'm gonna feel better 01:12:06.823 --> 01:12:07.823 knowing that it's you. 01:12:07.824 --> 01:12:08.658 No, you can't ask me to do that. 01:12:08.659 --> 01:12:10.118 No, but I am asking you. 01:12:12.329 --> 01:12:14.330 But what if, um, 01:12:14.331 --> 01:12:16.373 what if something goes wrong or I hurt you 01:12:16.374 --> 01:12:18.250 or I make it worse or you get an infection? 01:12:18.251 --> 01:12:19.585 Well, I wouldn't've asked you 01:12:19.586 --> 01:12:21.463 if I hadn't thought about all of that. 01:12:23.048 --> 01:12:24.048 I trust you. 01:12:26.510 --> 01:12:27.928 I don't know what else to do. 01:12:34.392 --> 01:12:35.977 I don't know what else there is. 01:13:11.221 --> 01:13:13.807 Stay here, I'm gonna go and check. 01:13:35.620 --> 01:13:37.330 Okay, we're all safe. 01:13:38.832 --> 01:13:41.250 This Ridge should soften into a membrane 01:13:41.251 --> 01:13:42.751 that will give a little when you push it. 01:13:42.752 --> 01:13:45.087 This area will be the puncture point. 01:13:45.088 --> 01:13:46.297 Okay. 01:13:46.298 --> 01:13:49.049 Okay, this is what we use to open dogs' mouths 01:13:49.050 --> 01:13:50.968 when we clean the teeth. 01:13:50.969 --> 01:13:53.471 It won't really fit, but it will stop you from biting. 01:13:54.890 --> 01:13:55.890 Wider. 01:13:58.184 --> 01:13:59.184 How's that? 01:13:59.185 --> 01:14:00.478 How do I look? 01:14:19.664 --> 01:14:20.956 Carfentanil could kill you 01:14:20.957 --> 01:14:23.167 so I'm gonna give you some telazol for the pain- 01:14:24.336 --> 01:14:25.253 Jude. 01:14:25.254 --> 01:14:26.879 No drugs, I gotta be, I wanna be- 01:14:26.880 --> 01:14:27.963 - Jude. - No, please, 01:14:27.964 --> 01:14:29.090 fuck that shit, come on. 01:15:00.538 --> 01:15:01.997 You ready? 01:15:01.998 --> 01:15:03.248 Uh huh. 01:15:04.626 --> 01:15:06.419 I'm ready, yeah, yeah. 01:15:08.129 --> 01:15:09.839 Take a deep breath. 01:15:10.799 --> 01:15:12.424 Deep breath. 01:15:14.678 --> 01:15:15.678 Deep breath. 01:15:17.055 --> 01:15:19.557 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 01:15:23.561 --> 01:15:26.146 You all right? 01:15:26.147 --> 01:15:28.065 Yeah, we got this, come on, come on. 01:15:34.155 --> 01:15:35.990 All right, let's get it, come on. 01:15:35.991 --> 01:15:36.825 Are you sure? 01:15:36.826 --> 01:15:39.034 Yeah, yeah, yeah, let's go, let's go, let's go. 01:15:39.035 --> 01:15:40.662 Here we 90, come on. 01:15:42.497 --> 01:15:44.124 Okay, deep breath. 01:15:48.294 --> 01:15:50.546 Deep breath, deep breath, 01:15:50.547 --> 01:15:51.588 deep breath, deep breath. 01:15:53.425 --> 01:15:56.844 Jude, I don't know. 01:15:58.346 --> 01:15:59.972 Jude, I don't know, I don't know. 01:16:14.362 --> 01:16:15.362 Close your eyes. 01:16:16.364 --> 01:16:17.198 Why? 01:16:17.198 --> 01:16:18.198 Just close 'em. 01:16:21.494 --> 01:16:23.413 All right, pretend we're somewhere hot. 01:16:24.330 --> 01:16:25.123 Okay. 01:16:25.123 --> 01:16:26.082 Like the jungle. 01:16:26.083 --> 01:16:27.541 No, Hawaii. 01:16:27.542 --> 01:16:29.126 - Hawaii? - Mm hmm. 01:16:29.127 --> 01:16:31.712 All right, so we're in Hawaii. 01:16:31.713 --> 01:16:33.839 Let's pretend we just got married. 01:16:33.840 --> 01:16:34.840 We did just get married. 01:16:34.841 --> 01:16:35.842 Oh yeah. 01:16:37.343 --> 01:16:40.179 So, all right, it's our honeymoon, we're in Hawaii, 01:16:40.180 --> 01:16:44.558 and we're in the water but you gotta stay close 01:16:44.559 --> 01:16:49.521 because there's jellyfish and sharks. 01:16:49.522 --> 01:16:50.898 The water's dead clear 01:16:50.899 --> 01:16:51.733 so I'll be able to spot 'em a mile off. 01:16:51.734 --> 01:16:54.235 No, but it's like three am. So it's dark. 01:16:56.696 --> 01:16:59.448 And if you look out onto the horizon 01:16:59.449 --> 01:17:01.784 you can see like a lightening storm. 01:17:01.785 --> 01:17:02.785 Am I naked? 01:17:02.786 --> 01:17:05.746 Hell yeah, it's our honeymoon, always. 01:17:05.747 --> 01:17:07.122 Me, too. 01:17:07.123 --> 01:17:08.123 Sounds perfect. 01:17:09.042 --> 01:17:10.042 Yeah. 01:17:11.127 --> 01:17:13.629 Perfect Hawaiian honeymoon. 01:17:13.630 --> 01:17:15.507 Don't ever forget it. 01:17:23.890 --> 01:17:24.890 Easy. 01:17:26.267 --> 01:17:27.267 Easy. 01:17:29.479 --> 01:17:31.021 What happened? 01:17:31.022 --> 01:17:31.898 You blacked out. 01:17:31.898 --> 01:17:32.732 I blacked out? 01:17:32.732 --> 01:17:33.732 Yeah. 01:17:34.943 --> 01:17:36.194 Jude, slowly, slowly. 01:17:43.409 --> 01:17:44.409 Did we get it? 01:17:45.120 --> 01:17:46.161 I'm not sure. 01:17:46.162 --> 01:17:47.913 How long was I out for? 01:17:47.914 --> 01:17:48.957 10 minutes. 01:17:50.083 --> 01:17:51.583 Oh, for god's sake, Jude. 01:17:51.584 --> 01:17:52.585 It was so scary. 01:18:07.433 --> 01:18:08.560 Did I hurt ya? 01:18:11.020 --> 01:18:12.521 Did I help ya? 01:18:19.612 --> 01:18:20.864 How long until we'll know? 01:18:46.764 --> 01:18:47.764 You going somewhere? 01:18:49.934 --> 01:18:50.934 Who are you? 01:18:52.312 --> 01:18:53.312 What? 01:18:56.065 --> 01:18:56.900 Oh, fuck off. 01:18:56.901 --> 01:18:58.567 Fuck off, Jude. 01:18:58.568 --> 01:18:59.944 For fuck's sake! 01:19:01.070 --> 01:19:02.279 That's so annoying! 01:19:02.280 --> 01:19:03.488 How could you tell? 01:19:03.489 --> 01:19:04.615 I could see your stupid lip 01:19:04.616 --> 01:19:07.242 trying to do your stupid smile, you stupid twat. 01:19:07.243 --> 01:19:08.077 Sorry. 01:19:08.078 --> 01:19:09.078 Oh, thank you. 01:19:09.079 --> 01:19:10.288 Good morning. 01:19:16.753 --> 01:19:17.670 Hey, can we take the car, 01:19:17.671 --> 01:19:19.714 just go do like a road trip or something? 01:19:20.840 --> 01:19:22.300 Put this guy in the back seat. 01:19:24.219 --> 01:19:25.136 Do you feel up for that? 01:19:25.136 --> 01:19:26.136 Yeah. 01:19:26.888 --> 01:19:28.473 Yeah, I could use the air. 01:19:46.783 --> 01:19:49.493 Out of all the concerts that you've been to, 01:19:49.494 --> 01:19:51.037 what was the worst? 01:19:52.580 --> 01:19:54.414 Uh, 01:19:54.415 --> 01:19:57.793 oh, I saw Courtney love in Vegas. 01:19:57.794 --> 01:20:00.255 She came out, sang one line, 01:20:01.422 --> 01:20:03.924 and got hit with a chocolate bar and left. 01:20:03.925 --> 01:20:04.759 No. 01:20:04.760 --> 01:20:06.677 She said, "fuck you, Las Vegas!" 01:20:08.429 --> 01:20:09.429 And then she left. 01:20:10.765 --> 01:20:12.182 What about you? 01:20:12.183 --> 01:20:14.851 Uh, you at karaoke last year. 01:20:14.852 --> 01:20:19.398 Absolutely traumatic experience for me and everyone around. 01:20:19.399 --> 01:20:20.482 Traumatic? 01:20:20.483 --> 01:20:21.776 Oh, completely tone deaf. 01:20:22.777 --> 01:20:24.278 It's a good job you're handsome. 01:20:25.571 --> 01:20:28.532 Everything shuts down when you start singing. 01:20:28.533 --> 01:20:33.495 Dodododo 01:20:33.496 --> 01:20:34.955 jdobedobebe 01:20:34.956 --> 01:20:36.498 it's the face that you do as well. 01:20:36.499 --> 01:20:38.000 I can't even look at ya. 01:20:39.460 --> 01:20:42.212 I folded my ears in on themselves 'cause I can't do it. 01:21:01.274 --> 01:21:03.025 - Oh, is that fun? - Blue! 01:21:03.026 --> 01:21:04.026 Is that fun? 01:21:04.778 --> 01:21:06.361 - Blue, blue! - Catalog, blue. 01:21:06.362 --> 01:21:07.946 - Blue! - Yeah, boy. 01:21:07.947 --> 01:21:09.239 Have you got the key? 01:21:09.240 --> 01:21:10.824 Huh? 01:21:10.825 --> 01:21:12.451 Have you got the key? 01:21:12.452 --> 01:21:13.911 Yeah, he said the mailbox. 01:21:24.213 --> 01:21:25.213 No? 01:21:28.634 --> 01:21:29.634 Hang on. 01:21:43.608 --> 01:21:45.025 He must have forgot. 01:21:45.026 --> 01:21:46.026 Okay. 01:21:55.328 --> 01:21:57.788 I still have no news on my mom. 01:21:57.789 --> 01:21:58.789 Still? 01:21:59.457 --> 01:22:01.333 Did you try your aunt? 01:22:01.334 --> 01:22:02.752 Yeah, I've tried her as well. 01:22:17.850 --> 01:22:21.269 Yeah, I got something I need to say to you 01:22:21.270 --> 01:22:23.189 but it doesn't feel like the right time. 01:22:24.232 --> 01:22:25.817 But I don't feel like I can wait. 01:22:26.859 --> 01:22:27.859 Okay. 01:22:30.279 --> 01:22:31.489 Uh, 01:22:32.740 --> 01:22:35.701 I wrote it down so I wouldn't mess it up. 01:22:50.216 --> 01:22:52.009 There's no easy way to say this, 01:22:53.344 --> 01:22:54.387 but it didn't work. 01:23:12.530 --> 01:23:14.991 I woke up this morning and I didn't recognize you. 01:23:29.422 --> 01:23:30.840 So it definitely didn't work. 01:23:33.801 --> 01:23:36.095 And now I'm starting to forget even you. 01:23:43.227 --> 01:23:44.227 Dear Emma, 01:23:45.438 --> 01:23:46.813 I wanted to write this to you, 01:23:46.814 --> 01:23:48.440 I wanted to say this to you 01:23:48.441 --> 01:23:50.985 while I still have as much of me as I do. 01:23:53.154 --> 01:23:56.615 Every morning I wake up and I have to look at polaroids 01:23:56.616 --> 01:23:59.452 with names on 'em just so I can remember that he's blue. 01:24:00.745 --> 01:24:03.663 Or like this morning when we left, 01:24:03.664 --> 01:24:05.207 I had to let you go out first 01:24:05.208 --> 01:24:07.502 because I couldn't remember which car was ours. 01:24:12.465 --> 01:24:15.926 There's chaos all around us, 01:24:15.927 --> 01:24:18.178 people freaking out looking for cures, 01:24:18.179 --> 01:24:19.471 we're losing our friends, 01:24:19.472 --> 01:24:20.765 you're losing your mom, 01:24:21.891 --> 01:24:24.309 borders are sealed, flights are grounded, 01:24:24.310 --> 01:24:27.313 and people are getting lost on their own streets. 01:24:28.898 --> 01:24:30.941 And in the middle of it, it feels like it's just us 01:24:30.942 --> 01:24:32.527 doing whatever the fuck we can. 01:24:35.988 --> 01:24:38.658 So I wanted to come out here while it's still quiet 01:24:40.910 --> 01:24:42.620 so that I could look you in the eye 01:24:43.746 --> 01:24:46.206 in case, before I'm all gone, 01:24:48.251 --> 01:24:50.586 And tell you that you are the love of my life 01:24:53.005 --> 01:24:54.923 because you make me laugh every day 01:24:54.924 --> 01:24:56.759 and you make my life worth living 01:24:57.718 --> 01:25:00.012 and you make me feel like I'm not alone. 01:25:02.265 --> 01:25:03.516 And if things were normal, 01:25:05.017 --> 01:25:08.436 then you'd be the person that'd make it okay 01:25:08.437 --> 01:25:10.730 that I gotta grow old and die someday 01:25:10.731 --> 01:25:14.193 because at least I got to spend some of that time with you. 01:25:17.446 --> 01:25:19.240 But things aren't normal, 01:25:21.200 --> 01:25:22.285 and so I guess 01:25:23.995 --> 01:25:26.037 instead, or as well, 01:25:26.038 --> 01:25:28.749 I love you because you stayed. 01:25:30.001 --> 01:25:31.418 Because when things got scary, 01:25:31.419 --> 01:25:33.588 you knuckled down and you stayed. 01:25:36.716 --> 01:25:38.259 And you got me through each day. 01:25:42.054 --> 01:25:43.597 And I hope I did the same for you, 01:25:43.598 --> 01:25:48.561 or I hope that I can still do the same for you somehow. 01:26:05.703 --> 01:26:08.163 Yeah, yeah, I just had to, 01:26:08.164 --> 01:26:09.748 because I feel we gotta be real. 01:26:09.749 --> 01:26:11.041 Yeah. 01:26:44.116 --> 01:26:45.367 Get up, 01:26:45.368 --> 01:26:47.410 yeah, yeah, woo! 01:26:47.411 --> 01:26:49.371 Come here, what's this? 01:26:51.832 --> 01:26:52.832 Come on. 01:26:53.751 --> 01:26:55.461 What's this? Come on. 01:26:58.506 --> 01:26:59.632 Oh, come here. 01:27:01.467 --> 01:27:02.509 Yea h, yeah. 01:27:03.886 --> 01:27:05.220 You can't get that stick. 01:27:05.221 --> 01:27:07.348 You can't get there first. 01:27:08.265 --> 01:27:11.184 You can't get that stick. 01:27:12.104 --> 01:27:13.145 Hey. 01:27:14.271 --> 01:27:15.481 This dog's cool. 01:27:17.525 --> 01:27:19.109 His name's blue. 01:27:19.110 --> 01:27:20.236 Oh, blue, yeah. 01:27:22.113 --> 01:27:23.530 Yeah. 01:27:23.531 --> 01:27:24.739 Good boy, come on. 01:27:25.908 --> 01:27:26.908 Come on. 01:27:27.785 --> 01:27:28.993 What? 01:27:28.994 --> 01:27:29.994 Come on. 01:27:43.134 --> 01:27:45.176 Oh no, are they turning us around? 01:27:45.177 --> 01:27:47.095 Uh, I don't know. 01:27:56.772 --> 01:27:58.440 Ids please. 01:27:58.441 --> 01:28:00.150 Is this road closed, sir, or what? 01:28:00.151 --> 01:28:01.443 Just the ids. 01:28:01.444 --> 01:28:02.278 Why? 01:28:02.279 --> 01:28:04.070 Government mandated 01:28:04.071 --> 01:28:06.364 for the missing persons database. 01:28:06.365 --> 01:28:07.365 We're not missing. 01:28:09.577 --> 01:28:10.577 Not yet. 01:28:11.829 --> 01:28:13.122 Okay, go on through. 01:28:28.429 --> 01:28:29.263 How many today? 01:28:29.264 --> 01:28:30.347 Oh, just one. 01:28:31.974 --> 01:28:33.850 Maybe people are remembering to close their gates. 01:28:33.851 --> 01:28:35.018 Yeah, well, I've got that. 01:28:35.019 --> 01:28:36.269 Cheers. 01:28:36.270 --> 01:28:37.271 Here you are. 01:28:39.023 --> 01:28:40.190 Here you go. 01:28:40.191 --> 01:28:41.816 Thank you. 01:28:45.571 --> 01:28:46.405 Here. 01:28:46.405 --> 01:28:47.239 Thank you much. 01:28:47.240 --> 01:28:48.532 That'll take care of it. 01:28:49.700 --> 01:28:51.534 Let me give you this. 01:28:51.535 --> 01:28:52.535 Thanks. 01:28:53.829 --> 01:28:58.249 Hey, um, just wondering if you know where frank is. 01:28:58.250 --> 01:29:00.168 He's the guy that usually comes here. 01:29:00.169 --> 01:29:01.169 He's called frank. 01:29:02.463 --> 01:29:05.048 Frank hasn't been here in weeks. 01:29:05.049 --> 01:29:06.049 I'm Annie. 01:29:07.134 --> 01:29:08.384 Do you not remember me? 01:29:08.385 --> 01:29:09.220 No, of course I knew, 01:29:09.221 --> 01:29:11.472 I was just wondering if you've heard from frank. 01:29:13.766 --> 01:29:15.600 No, I haven't. 01:29:17.645 --> 01:29:19.187 Sorry. 01:29:55.766 --> 01:29:57.934 Where you off to? 01:29:57.935 --> 01:29:58.935 On the hike. 01:30:00.104 --> 01:30:00.938 Why do you wanna go on a hike? 01:30:00.939 --> 01:30:02.063 It's winter, it'll be cold. 01:30:02.064 --> 01:30:05.316 I asked you last night, you said we could go on a hike. 01:30:08.028 --> 01:30:09.195 Yeah, you're right, I did say that, 01:30:09.196 --> 01:30:11.489 I just didn't think you'd remember. 01:30:11.490 --> 01:30:12.825 Are you coming or? 01:30:13.909 --> 01:30:15.159 Yeah. 01:30:41.186 --> 01:30:42.186 Come on. 01:30:53.574 --> 01:30:55.325 Beautiful, huh? 01:30:55.326 --> 01:30:56.993 Come on, let's get it. 01:30:56.994 --> 01:30:58.244 What? 01:30:58.245 --> 01:30:59.121 Let's go, like- 01:30:59.121 --> 01:31:00.121 - 0h, Jude. 01:31:02.082 --> 01:31:03.375 Just go like here. 01:31:05.336 --> 01:31:06.377 Right there. 01:31:06.378 --> 01:31:07.588 For fuck's sake. 01:31:10.299 --> 01:31:12.091 What do you want me to do? 01:31:12.092 --> 01:31:13.802 You know, just do your thing. 01:31:17.139 --> 01:31:18.057 Oh, Jude, this is, 01:31:18.058 --> 01:31:19.642 this is gonna look shit. 01:31:21.518 --> 01:31:22.894 Turn around. 01:31:22.895 --> 01:31:23.854 Nightmare. 01:31:23.854 --> 01:31:24.854 Look, whale. 01:31:36.951 --> 01:31:40.329 Oh, Jude, I'm not in the mood for this. 01:31:41.413 --> 01:31:42.247 - That's good. - No. 01:31:42.248 --> 01:31:43.706 - Yeah, walk towards me. - Enough, enough. 01:31:43.707 --> 01:31:44.832 Yeah, that's good, 01:31:44.833 --> 01:31:45.668 - that's good, that's good. - Come on. 01:31:45.669 --> 01:31:47.377 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 01:31:55.803 --> 01:31:57.221 Oh shit, can I get one more? 01:31:58.472 --> 01:31:59.472 Just here? 01:32:00.557 --> 01:32:02.684 Yeah, yea h, yeah. 01:32:27.835 --> 01:32:29.919 It's a nice camera. 01:32:29.920 --> 01:32:30.963 I hope it turns out. 01:32:41.265 --> 01:32:42.265 Jude? 01:32:48.731 --> 01:32:49.731 Jude. 01:32:53.277 --> 01:32:54.485 - Jude. - What? 01:32:54.486 --> 01:32:55.737 - Everything okay? - No, no, no. 01:32:55.738 --> 01:32:57.447 - What? - No, no, Jude. 01:32:57.448 --> 01:32:58.948 You all right? 01:32:58.949 --> 01:32:59.783 No. 01:32:59.783 --> 01:33:00.617 Is there a problem? 01:33:00.617 --> 01:33:01.535 - Jude, who am I? - Huh? 01:33:01.535 --> 01:33:02.369 Who am I? 01:33:02.369 --> 01:33:03.203 I don't know. 01:33:03.204 --> 01:33:04.328 - Do not touch me, please. - No, Jude, look at me, 01:33:04.329 --> 01:33:05.872 - look at me. - What, what, can I help? 01:33:05.873 --> 01:33:06.707 - I'm your wife. - Can I help? 01:33:06.708 --> 01:33:08.041 - What? - I'm your wife, Emma. 01:33:08.042 --> 01:33:08.876 All right, I can't do this. 01:33:08.876 --> 01:33:09.710 Jude, Jude. 01:33:09.711 --> 01:33:10.960 - Jude, I'm your wife. - Out of my personal 01:33:10.961 --> 01:33:11.795 space here, can you- Jude, Jude, 01:33:11.795 --> 01:33:12.713 I'm your wife, who am I? 01:33:12.714 --> 01:33:15.006 - Jude, look at me, who am I? - Whoa, don't touch me, man. 01:33:15.007 --> 01:33:16.716 Look, we left the house this morning, Jude 01:33:16.717 --> 01:33:18.134 - are you fucking crazy? - We left the house 01:33:18.135 --> 01:33:19.011 - this morning. - All right, all right, 01:33:19.011 --> 01:33:19.845 I don't... who am I 01:33:19.846 --> 01:33:20.887 - and what's my favorite color? - Are you deranged? 01:33:20.888 --> 01:33:22.013 Who am I, what's my favorite, 01:33:22.014 --> 01:33:23.014 - Jude. - Are you deranged? 01:33:23.015 --> 01:33:24.223 - Jude, Jude, just relax. - Will you not touch me? 01:33:24.224 --> 01:33:25.224 Just relax. 01:33:25.225 --> 01:33:26.893 - Fuck, man. - Jude. 01:33:26.894 --> 01:33:28.061 - Please, we live together. - Will you not touch me? 01:33:28.062 --> 01:33:29.604 I just told you once. 01:33:29.605 --> 01:33:31.522 Jude, I'm not crazy. 01:33:31.523 --> 01:33:32.399 Please, just look me. 01:33:32.400 --> 01:33:33.691 Jude, look at me! 01:33:44.411 --> 01:33:46.621 Listen, I don't know if you're a psychopath 01:33:46.622 --> 01:33:48.081 or you're sick or what's going on 01:33:48.082 --> 01:33:50.334 but it's got nothing to do with me, all right? 01:33:51.335 --> 01:33:52.419 I'm sorry I pushed you. 01:33:58.133 --> 01:34:00.551 I'll see if I can get you some help. 01:34:06.809 --> 01:34:07.809 Jude! 01:34:26.870 --> 01:34:27.870 Jude. 01:34:40.509 --> 01:34:42.135 Jude. 01:35:48.619 --> 01:35:50.537 I was so sad the day I met ya. 01:35:54.666 --> 01:35:57.251 Oh, hello. 01:35:57.252 --> 01:35:58.753 Hello. 01:35:58.754 --> 01:35:59.754 Who are you? 01:36:04.843 --> 01:36:06.553 I can't remember why. 01:36:06.577 --> 01:36:17.577 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.