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At first, they thought
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there was something
wrong with my eyes.
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- One or two?
- One.
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What I would have given
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for a classic case of glaucoma.
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Okay, we're done.
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'Cause soon after...
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I started hearing the voices.
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Adam.
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Adam.
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I'm sure they told you
about the cooking.
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Call it what you want,
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a distraction,
self-medicating, whatever.
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But it was the only thing that
could make them shut up.
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You okay?
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And don't blame my mom
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for not figuring it out sooner.
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She had a lot goin' on the
past couple of years.
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When my dad decided the
whole fatherhood thing
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was a buzzkill for
his creativity,
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we had to take the
shit sandwich we'd been served
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and make it edible.
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So, I cooked.
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And cooked.
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And the meals
became my contribution
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to our underdog story.
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Mmm.
Sweetheart, it's delicious.
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Plus, I got really good at it.
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Mmm. It's just
the right amount of cumin.
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And then Paul moved in.
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Mmm, it's interestin'.
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It's so good, honey.
I love it.
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Home, as I knew it,
became a thing of the past.
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So I was getting out a lot.
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Getting into
cooking school next Fall
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was like an oasis
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from the dumpster fire my
brain was slowly becoming.
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I just needed to keep
my eye on the prize
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and bide my time.
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How hard could it be
to hide my burgeoning insanity
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from the unforgiving
ecosystem that is high school?
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Check this out.
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We finally got invited
to one of Sarah's parties.
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We can't miss this one, man.
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You're coming, right?
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I'll pick you up tonight?
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Who is that?
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Sarah? The love of my life?
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I mean, for a while,
they were just voices.
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Yeah, right. Sarah.
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Now that you've added
the solute,
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please keep monitoring the pH
and the temperature.
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So, my parents are on another
trial separation, whatever.
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But I think I can guilt them
into letting me take the car.
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What do you say, dude,
for the party?
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And I'm telling you, man,
I think tonight's...
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Adam.
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Adam, yo...
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Over here.
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- What?
- Dude, careful,
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this shit's like lava.
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- I'm sorry.
- What're you doin'?
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Right here, Adam.
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Todd.
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Adam.
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We need to leave now.
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Adam!
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Everybody,
clear away. Just clear away.
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Don't worry, boss.
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We got this.
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Do something, please!
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That hurts! It hurts!
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Hey, kid.
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Kid!
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You want us to protect your
scrawny ass, or what?
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Beat it.
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Adam. Go.
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Just calm down.
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Calm down, son. Calm down.
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Just calm down, son.
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Calm. Just calm down.
It's okay.
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Just calm down, son.
Calm down.
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- Let go of me!
- Just breathe.
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Just calm down.
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Relax. Relax.
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They called it
my first psychotic break.
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Hello, Mister...
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And that's when we
found out exactly what I am.
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Schizophrenia.
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A chronic mental disorder
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in which a person loses
touch with reality.
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Allowing for visual and
auditory hallucinations.
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Paranoia. Delusions.
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Hence the chemistry
class extravaganza.
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A cornucopia of shit, basically.
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Never goes away, never normal.
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The end.
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First, they expelled
me from school.
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Hey, um, are you still goin'
to Sarah's party next weekend?
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Todd's burn was so bad
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they had to take skin
grafts from his ass.
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Where's your straitjacket,
freak?
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Now, he hates me.
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Hey, come on, guys,
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- go to class.
- Freak.
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They all do.
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Then Paul hid all the knives.
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I'm just gonna say this,
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but maybe
we should send him some place
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that knows
how to take care of him.
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Professionally.
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Just tell me when to start
cracking skulls, kid.
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Deep breaths, Adam.
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They mean well.
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Looks like the neighborhood
moms are training for the 10K.
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Wanna check it out?
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Once they showed up,
they never went away.
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Like a bunch of
inescapable roommates.
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There's Rebecca.
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She's sort of Dalai
Lama meets Coachella.
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Always zen.
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Honestly, I don't mind her
that much.
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Then there's The Bodyguard, which
is self-explanatory.
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He's temperamental but loyal.
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You always gotta
watch your back.
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And lastly, there's Joaquin.
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He's like the horny best friend
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from a '90s teen movie
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following you around,
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saying all of your
unfiltered thoughts.
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I know.
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It's a lot.
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That's where you come in,
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now that my mom is on
this hopeless quest for a cure.
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Just like all the other
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delusional moms we've
met along the way.
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Sitting in the
same waiting rooms.
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Putting their faith in
the same doctors.
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Quietly begging for
the same thing.
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"Cure my kid."
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Abilify. Risperdal. Clozapine.
Stelazine.
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Name a drug cocktail and
I've tried it.
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Any changes at all?
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No.
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Yet, somehow, my
mom hasn't given up hope.
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That makes one of us. I guess.
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So, there you have it.
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The whole woeful story.
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Take it or leave it.
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Or maybe just leave it.
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'Cause let's be honest,
the only reason we're here
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is because my mom's
persistence is inescapable.
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And I'm not trying to take
a giant shit
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on your life's work or anything,
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but I'm part of an elite club
they call treatment resistant.
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Which means, we're probably
not gonna have
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our own "It's not your fault"
moment from Good Will Hunting.
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So, why don't you
quietly reject me
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from this experimental trial
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and save us both
the disappointment?
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Cool?
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Okay, sweetheart, time to go.
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I told you, I'm not gonna
be someone's guinea pig.
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We don't know what'll happen
to me if I take that stuff.
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You might start feelin' better.
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You just might start spending
a little more time out of bed.
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That's what could happen.
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Okay, but what if I lose
all my hair?
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What if I go blind?
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What if it's poisoned?
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Honey, who would want
to poison you?
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We ready?
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Okay, we'll be right down.
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Come on.
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I have a really good feeling
about this one.
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Don't do us dirty, bro.
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Can I just take it later?
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Fine.
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Get dressed.
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We have got to go to Brazil.
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This looks like it
could be nice.
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But I'm not even Catholic.
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Catholics are more about
attendance anyway.
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It's nice to finally meet you,
Mr. Petrazelli.
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You, too.
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Take it off.
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I'm glad you could all
make the drive out here.
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Yeah, well, the only person
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that can't reject you
is Jesus, right?
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I think what he means to say
is we are
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very appreciative
that you're considering Adam
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in the middle of
the school year.
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Our Lord embraces all children,
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even those with challenges.
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We make it a point...
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Come on, kid.
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Let me take care of her for ya.
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She's gonna be nothing
but trouble.
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We want to
give them the tools...
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Suit yourself.
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Is something wrong?
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No.
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Just wow. Ah.
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Quite the display.
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Yes, Saint Agatha's is home
to the best and the brightest.
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Not just in the school district,
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but in all of the county.
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And the buck doesn't stop there.
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Moral and spiritual integrity
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are also of
paramount importance.
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As you know, Adam's admission
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to such a distinguished
academic culture
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would be conditional.
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These expectations extend to him
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regardless of
his medical issues.
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That won't be a problem.
Right? Yeah?
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Yeah, right.
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I'm ready to excel
on all fronts.
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It says here...
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that Adam has begun
a recent medical trial
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to help treat his condition.
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Yes, he... he just started.
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And how are you feeling?
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All fired up.
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Well,
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we can accept Adam.
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On the condition
that he maintain
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a three-point-five GPA.
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And score above a 90%
on the yearly benchmark exam.
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Lastly, we would need
monthly updates
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regarding his psychiatric
treatment, of course.
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That won't be a problem.
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Thank you so much.
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You'll, uh,
practice discretion, right?
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We had an issue with bullying
at his last school.
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Perhaps
that would be for the best.
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No need to alarm anyone.
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Okay, thank you.
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Adam.
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Adam?
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I need to go use the restroom.
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Just a second.
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What's wrong?
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Don't you see him judging me?
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Who, Paul?
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Yeah.
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He cares about you.
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He just doesn't communicate
like us.
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Really?
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You call this communicating?
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Look,
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you're going to feel better
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once you start taking
the medication.
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Subtle topic change...
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No, you heard her.
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You have gotta get serious
about this trial
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and about doing well here,
otherwise...
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Otherwise what?
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No diploma.
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No culinary school in the Fall.
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This is your last chance, Adam.
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Sweetie, we can treat this.
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You remember
what the doctor said
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that just because
you're a person
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who's dealing with this
illness doesn't mean...
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I'm not the illness itself.
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It's hard not to feel like that
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when everyone treats you
like one.
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I'll be right back.
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Moral and spiritual integrity,
my ass.
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How hard is it for you
to meet me
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in the bathroom
like we talked about?
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Not outside,
never in the hallway.
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In, it's a simple concept.
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Okay. Get off my nuts,
all right?
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We're in the bathroom now...
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- Cash.
- Yeah.
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You're short 40,
this isn't charity work.
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Okay, I'll get you
the rest next month.
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No, you still owe me 30
from last month.
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Is he with you?
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Nope.
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You know this wing is closed
for Mass, right?
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Her energy is so strong.
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I bet she's a Sagittarius.
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Are you mute or something?
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Scratch that,
definitely a Scorpio.
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Not mute.
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Um, just new.
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Tomorrow's my first day,
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I didn't realize
this wing was closed.
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Don't get too excited
down there.
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You didn't see us, okay?
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See who?
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Us.
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- I need it by next week.
- I'm gonna sew you a cape...
00:16:04.047 --> 00:16:05.715
- Shut up.
- ...because you're my hero.
00:16:33.368 --> 00:16:35.245
Adam.
00:16:37.914 --> 00:16:40.333
Who are you trying to fool?
00:16:43.086 --> 00:16:45.422
You'll never make it here.
00:17:05.567 --> 00:17:06.667
Yeah.
00:17:07.652 --> 00:17:10.238
Um, okay,
I'll see you guys later.
00:17:13.825 --> 00:17:15.994
Okay, this is it.
Send out the vibe.
00:17:16.161 --> 00:17:18.413
Be cool. Be confident.
Less like you, more like me.
00:17:18.580 --> 00:17:20.290
Keep this prasiolite
in your pocket.
00:17:20.373 --> 00:17:22.125
It'll boost your confidence.
00:17:25.003 --> 00:17:26.103
What is that?
00:17:27.213 --> 00:17:28.381
It's my lunch.
00:17:28.631 --> 00:17:30.383
Who brings their own sushi
to school?
00:17:30.550 --> 00:17:33.386
Beautiful, she's setting
you up for playful banter.
00:17:34.137 --> 00:17:36.556
Beats the dog food
they serve here.
00:17:37.390 --> 00:17:38.933
The food here
isn't that terrible.
00:17:40.018 --> 00:17:42.729
For the tuition, they should
be serving farm-to-table.
00:17:42.896 --> 00:17:45.607
So, what, are you some kind of
food snob or something?
00:17:45.774 --> 00:17:47.734
Tell her you have a big palate.
00:17:47.901 --> 00:17:50.820
I have a big palate.
00:17:50.904 --> 00:17:52.864
Okay.
00:17:56.451 --> 00:17:59.621
- Hey, right here.
- Yeah.
00:17:59.788 --> 00:18:01.706
- Hi. Yeah.
- Hi.
00:18:01.873 --> 00:18:03.833
You're kind of weird.
00:18:04.000 --> 00:18:06.377
No offense,
but are you special needs?
00:18:06.461 --> 00:18:08.296
No!
00:18:09.464 --> 00:18:11.049
Just a question, man.
00:18:11.257 --> 00:18:12.937
Jeez, didn't mean to get you
all triggered.
00:18:13.259 --> 00:18:15.428
I mean, uh, no, I'm not.
00:18:15.595 --> 00:18:17.764
I have this
chronic headache syndrome.
00:18:17.931 --> 00:18:20.266
So it makes me blurry sometimes.
00:18:20.433 --> 00:18:21.993
Have you ever got a brain scan
for that?
00:18:22.060 --> 00:18:23.812
No, why would I?
00:18:23.978 --> 00:18:25.188
Well, several malignant tumors
00:18:25.271 --> 00:18:27.148
mimic the symptoms of
the common headache.
00:18:27.315 --> 00:18:31.402
Acoustic Neuroma,
CNS lymphoma, Meningioma.
00:18:31.569 --> 00:18:33.071
Just saying.
00:18:33.238 --> 00:18:35.573
I'm pretty sure they're
just headaches.
00:18:36.574 --> 00:18:38.284
I'm Maya.
00:18:38.660 --> 00:18:39.786
I'm Adam.
00:18:40.453 --> 00:18:43.081
I came over here
to intimidate you into silence
00:18:43.915 --> 00:18:46.334
but something tells me
you're pretty harmless.
00:18:47.460 --> 00:18:49.260
Are you the school's
drug dealer or something?
00:18:50.255 --> 00:18:51.798
You're looking at Saint Agatha's
00:18:51.881 --> 00:18:53.967
projected valedictorian.
00:18:54.175 --> 00:18:55.844
Show a little respect.
00:18:56.010 --> 00:18:57.512
What's with
all the cloak-and-dagger
00:18:57.595 --> 00:18:58.805
in the boys' bathroom?
00:18:58.972 --> 00:19:00.723
Just a side hustle.
00:19:00.890 --> 00:19:02.016
I'm the kind of person
00:19:02.183 --> 00:19:05.103
who knows how to get things
done around here for a price.
00:19:05.270 --> 00:19:07.272
Homework, essays.
00:19:07.438 --> 00:19:09.232
So you're like
00:19:09.315 --> 00:19:11.401
the Bernie Madoff
of academic fraud?
00:19:11.484 --> 00:19:13.945
Sure, only I don't get caught.
00:19:18.283 --> 00:19:20.076
Why are you dressed
for a snowstorm?
00:19:20.118 --> 00:19:21.411
It's like 80 outside.
00:19:23.246 --> 00:19:24.247
I run cold.
00:19:24.330 --> 00:19:25.430
Well, you better hope
00:19:25.498 --> 00:19:26.767
they don't catch you
out of your uniform.
00:19:26.791 --> 00:19:29.794
Hey, guys. Um, would you like
to sign up for prom tickets?
00:19:29.961 --> 00:19:31.921
This year's theme
is Starry Night.
00:19:32.088 --> 00:19:34.090
A magical night under His stars.
00:19:34.257 --> 00:19:35.717
I think she's talking to you.
00:19:35.967 --> 00:19:37.844
I choose to not affiliate myself
00:19:37.927 --> 00:19:39.762
with patriarchal norms
like prom.
00:19:41.097 --> 00:19:43.266
Um... Thank you.
00:19:51.649 --> 00:19:54.068
Hmm. Not bad.
00:19:54.277 --> 00:19:57.238
Anyway, uh,
if you need anything,
00:19:57.405 --> 00:19:59.073
you know what I mean,
let me know.
00:20:04.495 --> 00:20:06.706
Hey, um, are you guys coming?
00:20:07.832 --> 00:20:08.932
Well, no, I don't...
00:20:09.000 --> 00:20:11.544
They didn't say the time but
I was just gonna head there.
00:20:17.717 --> 00:20:19.552
Bad idea, kid.
00:20:20.720 --> 00:20:21.820
Sure.
00:20:21.971 --> 00:20:24.849
Good luck getting laid
with jaundice and diarrhea.
00:20:25.016 --> 00:20:26.116
Yeah.
00:20:37.904 --> 00:20:40.615
Updates?
I made a new friend. Sort of.
00:20:40.782 --> 00:20:42.742
That felt like a win for Adam.
00:20:42.909 --> 00:20:45.203
Don't get many of those when
your entire waking life
00:20:45.411 --> 00:20:47.538
is an Escape Room with no exit.
00:20:47.705 --> 00:20:50.708
Meanwhile,
Paul still tiptoes around me
00:20:50.792 --> 00:20:52.543
like I'm going to kill him
in his sleep.
00:20:53.169 --> 00:20:54.796
As if being mentally ill
00:20:54.879 --> 00:20:57.423
automatically makes
you Jeffrey Dahmer.
00:20:58.633 --> 00:20:59.842
What are these?
00:21:00.969 --> 00:21:04.597
Um, uh, one less utensil
we have to wash.
00:21:06.724 --> 00:21:08.518
Just thought
we'd give 'em a try.
00:21:08.810 --> 00:21:10.561
I don't know what's weirder,
00:21:10.645 --> 00:21:12.355
seeing things
that aren't actually there,
00:21:12.522 --> 00:21:14.440
or sitting across
from a grown man
00:21:14.524 --> 00:21:15.733
who is suddenly afraid of me.
00:21:15.900 --> 00:21:17.235
So, Adam,
00:21:18.569 --> 00:21:20.738
did you learn
something new today?
00:21:22.115 --> 00:21:25.952
But that's his problem.
Not mine.
00:21:26.119 --> 00:21:28.538
I learned that Saint Agatha's
00:21:28.705 --> 00:21:31.958
was named after a woman
who refused a man's advances
00:21:32.125 --> 00:21:34.836
and subsequently had
her breasts hacked off
00:21:35.003 --> 00:21:36.546
as penance.
00:21:43.803 --> 00:21:45.972
I think Paul was referring
to your coursework.
00:21:47.140 --> 00:21:48.766
It was fine.
00:21:49.058 --> 00:21:50.685
Not much to say.
00:21:53.146 --> 00:21:54.647
Just give it time.
00:21:55.690 --> 00:21:56.790
It's a good school.
00:21:57.775 --> 00:21:58.985
Okay.
00:22:11.456 --> 00:22:12.665
Adam...
00:22:13.374 --> 00:22:15.001
Adam.
00:22:15.835 --> 00:22:19.088
You're ruining
your mother's life, Adam.
00:22:19.422 --> 00:22:21.132
You're not the son she wanted.
00:22:21.883 --> 00:22:24.302
This is why your father left.
00:22:24.469 --> 00:22:26.929
He knew something
was wrong with you.
00:22:27.388 --> 00:22:29.766
And soon, everyone
at your new school
00:22:29.849 --> 00:22:31.684
will know the truth.
00:22:31.851 --> 00:22:34.729
That's when they'll
finally get rid of you.
00:22:34.896 --> 00:22:36.647
Gone.
00:22:36.814 --> 00:22:38.900
Nothing.
00:22:39.067 --> 00:22:42.070
When that voice comes
to visit me,
00:22:42.278 --> 00:22:45.114
it's like I'm having a nightmare
00:22:45.198 --> 00:22:46.616
while I'm awake.
00:22:47.325 --> 00:22:48.951
I try to close my eyes
00:22:49.660 --> 00:22:51.662
and let my mind go blank.
00:22:51.829 --> 00:22:53.581
Like you told me to.
00:22:54.499 --> 00:22:55.599
But
00:22:57.001 --> 00:22:59.003
that doesn't work.
00:23:01.589 --> 00:23:02.799
I'm proud of you.
00:23:03.591 --> 00:23:04.691
Thanks.
00:23:04.717 --> 00:23:07.303
And I maintain that this
drug won't work, either.
00:23:07.470 --> 00:23:09.263
Proud of you, honey.
00:23:09.430 --> 00:23:12.934
But I was secretly
hoping you'd prove me wrong.
00:23:15.812 --> 00:23:16.912
Good.
00:23:18.189 --> 00:23:19.690
Very good, Marlene.
00:23:23.152 --> 00:23:24.904
Adam, this is not good.
00:23:25.071 --> 00:23:26.572
We have to fix this.
00:23:27.156 --> 00:23:28.533
I'm not trying to fail math.
00:23:28.699 --> 00:23:29.992
I know that.
00:23:30.159 --> 00:23:32.662
Okay, but you can't get
kicked out your second week.
00:23:32.829 --> 00:23:34.309
This is your life
we're talking about.
00:23:34.372 --> 00:23:35.581
Well, I know,
00:23:36.499 --> 00:23:38.709
but you're not in my head
with me.
00:23:42.088 --> 00:23:44.298
Okay, let's get back
on the same team.
00:23:45.466 --> 00:23:46.843
Find your center.
00:23:47.385 --> 00:23:48.803
Take a breath.
00:23:50.388 --> 00:23:51.556
Yeah, okay.
00:23:52.014 --> 00:23:53.307
Same team.
00:23:53.474 --> 00:23:55.977
Maybe Paul could help,
he's a numbers guy.
00:23:59.063 --> 00:24:00.398
No, that's...
00:24:00.898 --> 00:24:02.400
That's gonna be
a hard pass from me.
00:24:02.567 --> 00:24:03.943
Well, just think about it, okay?
00:24:05.319 --> 00:24:06.419
Okay.
00:24:10.992 --> 00:24:12.535
I'll find a tutor.
00:24:18.833 --> 00:24:20.710
Why did you sign your name
in the note?
00:24:20.877 --> 00:24:23.504
I was literally looking at you
when you handed it to me.
00:24:24.130 --> 00:24:26.883
Kids around here really
have a way with words, huh?
00:24:27.049 --> 00:24:28.735
Don't let the academic
achievements fool you.
00:24:28.759 --> 00:24:30.720
Everything you need to know
about Saint Agatha's
00:24:30.803 --> 00:24:32.430
is in here.
00:24:32.638 --> 00:24:34.140
So this is like the underbelly?
00:24:34.307 --> 00:24:36.350
Yeah, and it needs
to stay that way.
00:24:36.517 --> 00:24:37.917
If we're gonna do
business together,
00:24:38.060 --> 00:24:40.396
you can't be passing notes
in front of Sister Catherine.
00:24:40.563 --> 00:24:42.148
Well, that's the thing.
00:24:42.315 --> 00:24:44.901
I don't need you to go
all Madoff on me.
00:24:45.902 --> 00:24:47.445
I need a tutor.
00:24:48.196 --> 00:24:50.573
Yeah, no. I don't do
that kind of bitch work.
00:24:50.740 --> 00:24:52.408
Try the student center.
00:24:53.201 --> 00:24:55.328
That kid the other day,
he owed you money, right?
00:25:00.791 --> 00:25:03.669
You'd be surprised how many
of these rich assholes
00:25:03.836 --> 00:25:05.379
don't keep up
their end of the bargain.
00:25:07.089 --> 00:25:09.550
So, do you want to
keep chasing rich assholes
00:25:09.634 --> 00:25:10.843
or do you want to get paid?
00:25:12.428 --> 00:25:15.389
My mom is willing to pay
for a tutor
00:25:15.723 --> 00:25:17.808
and she really wants me
to do well.
00:25:19.685 --> 00:25:21.395
200 a week. Three sessions.
00:25:21.562 --> 00:25:23.439
All weekdays, one weekend
out of the month.
00:25:23.773 --> 00:25:24.873
Jesus.
00:25:26.275 --> 00:25:28.236
- Are you serious?
- You get what you pay for.
00:25:30.238 --> 00:25:32.073
- How about 100 a week?
- 200.
00:25:32.406 --> 00:25:34.575
- 150?
- Two or I walk. Yes or no?
00:25:36.994 --> 00:25:39.830
After I won the
Newton Young Genius Award
00:25:39.997 --> 00:25:42.041
from the National Honor
Society in seventh grade,
00:25:42.208 --> 00:25:44.585
I got a full ride scholarship
to Saint Agatha's
00:25:44.752 --> 00:25:46.921
where I've been the reigning
student body president
00:25:47.088 --> 00:25:48.756
since my freshman year
00:25:48.923 --> 00:25:51.634
in addition to being captain
of several clubs.
00:25:51.801 --> 00:25:53.469
Yearbook, Science, French,
00:25:53.511 --> 00:25:55.429
Model United Nations,
to name a few.
00:25:56.722 --> 00:25:58.516
But those are just for fun.
00:25:58.683 --> 00:26:00.017
My primary focus is academics
00:26:00.184 --> 00:26:02.395
as I've received an early
acceptance to Duke this Fall.
00:26:06.816 --> 00:26:08.901
Wow, very impressive, Maya.
00:26:09.068 --> 00:26:10.528
The upright Lovers card!
00:26:10.695 --> 00:26:12.697
Love, union,
mutual attraction...
00:26:12.863 --> 00:26:14.782
When I do something,
I do it all the way.
00:26:14.949 --> 00:26:17.076
Middle ground or halfway
00:26:17.159 --> 00:26:19.287
aren't concepts I subscribe to.
00:26:19.829 --> 00:26:21.539
So, I will do everything
in my power
00:26:21.747 --> 00:26:23.392
to make sure that your boy
doesn't fall behind.
00:26:23.416 --> 00:26:25.001
- She's good.
- She is good.
00:26:25.167 --> 00:26:26.836
You don't work with adults,
do you?
00:26:28.170 --> 00:26:30.881
You're very impressive, Maya.
00:26:31.132 --> 00:26:34.635
Um, but $200 a week is too much.
00:26:34.802 --> 00:26:37.263
Would you accept 75?
00:26:37.722 --> 00:26:39.557
Yeah, yeah, that's fine.
00:26:39.807 --> 00:26:40.907
Really?
00:26:42.268 --> 00:26:43.368
Great!
00:26:45.396 --> 00:26:47.982
Pretty impressive dog
and pony show down there.
00:26:48.149 --> 00:26:50.985
Yeah, well, I invented the dog
and pony show.
00:26:59.243 --> 00:27:02.705
Wow, it's so quiet out here.
You can hear everything.
00:27:05.750 --> 00:27:06.850
Uh, totally.
00:27:07.209 --> 00:27:09.670
What's with the cookbooks,
Julia Child?
00:27:09.920 --> 00:27:12.840
Oh, um, I'm sort of studying
to be a chef.
00:27:13.007 --> 00:27:15.134
Sort of, or are you?
00:27:15.593 --> 00:27:17.261
I am.
00:27:18.346 --> 00:27:19.446
That's your thing?
00:27:19.513 --> 00:27:20.514
That's my thing.
00:27:20.598 --> 00:27:21.932
You don't hear that every day.
00:27:22.099 --> 00:27:23.199
Yeah.
00:27:23.726 --> 00:27:27.730
Wow, The Encyclopedia
of Cinnamon by Alicia Tella.
00:27:27.897 --> 00:27:31.442
What she can do with cinnamon
is seriously unreal.
00:27:31.901 --> 00:27:33.986
What?
00:27:34.362 --> 00:27:35.738
Are you surprised
00:27:35.821 --> 00:27:37.466
that I've surpassed
your level of nerdiness?
00:27:37.490 --> 00:27:40.368
Please, you're talking to the
captain of the Robotics club.
00:27:40.534 --> 00:27:41.634
Oh, well...
00:27:42.119 --> 00:27:44.038
I can literally make
the final dish
00:27:44.121 --> 00:27:46.457
- served on the Titanic.
- Oh.
00:27:46.791 --> 00:27:48.751
You wanna go there? All right.
00:27:48.918 --> 00:27:50.252
For my eighth grade
science fair,
00:27:50.419 --> 00:27:52.296
I built a functioning replica
of the Mars rover
00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:53.980
out of soda cans.
00:27:54.090 --> 00:27:55.883
Well, for my 16th birthday,
00:27:56.050 --> 00:27:57.802
I went to a cheese seminar
in Oregon.
00:27:59.095 --> 00:28:01.555
Last summer, I won the
Google Science Talent Search.
00:28:01.722 --> 00:28:03.557
You know who hand-picked
my project?
00:28:03.724 --> 00:28:04.934
Neil de Grasse Tyson.
00:28:05.017 --> 00:28:06.117
No.
00:28:06.185 --> 00:28:07.285
Come at me.
00:28:09.313 --> 00:28:10.898
All right, I got nothing.
00:28:12.274 --> 00:28:14.527
What? Don't look at me.
Look at her!
00:28:15.903 --> 00:28:17.863
You have a problem
with eye contact.
00:28:18.155 --> 00:28:20.825
Do you always say exactly
what comes into your mind?
00:28:20.991 --> 00:28:22.243
I mean, I could have
00:28:22.326 --> 00:28:24.620
a degenerative eye disease
or something.
00:28:24.787 --> 00:28:26.455
Yeah, well, it's best to say
00:28:26.539 --> 00:28:28.457
exactly what you mean
or nothing at all.
00:28:28.624 --> 00:28:30.501
Unrelenting honesty, you know?
00:28:30.793 --> 00:28:32.962
That's useful.
00:28:33.462 --> 00:28:35.756
This is a new recipe I'm trying.
00:28:36.215 --> 00:28:37.341
Did they teach you this
00:28:37.425 --> 00:28:39.677
at your Hogwarts
for Artisan Cheeses?
00:28:39.927 --> 00:28:41.095
Just try it.
00:28:41.262 --> 00:28:43.180
Are you sure
you can handle the truth?
00:28:43.389 --> 00:28:44.849
Guess we'll find out.
00:28:47.601 --> 00:28:49.019
This is it.
00:28:49.270 --> 00:28:51.147
Okay, you're
on the five-yard line.
00:28:56.694 --> 00:28:58.904
Hook, line, sink. He's in!
00:29:00.906 --> 00:29:02.116
What's happening?
00:29:04.034 --> 00:29:05.411
Told you not to take the pills.
00:29:05.494 --> 00:29:06.871
This is good.
00:29:07.037 --> 00:29:08.706
Like, really good.
00:29:08.789 --> 00:29:10.040
Yeah, no, I know.
00:29:10.416 --> 00:29:12.168
It's like...
00:29:12.626 --> 00:29:13.726
...earthy.
00:29:14.128 --> 00:29:15.713
Maybe smokey, even.
00:29:15.921 --> 00:29:17.798
- That's the Fontina cheese.
- My goodness.
00:29:17.882 --> 00:29:18.883
It's my secret weapon.
00:29:18.966 --> 00:29:20.066
Can you hear me?
00:29:20.301 --> 00:29:23.137
All right, to find
the area of the circle, you...
00:29:23.304 --> 00:29:25.139
A equals...
00:29:25.306 --> 00:29:27.975
- Pi times R.
- ...pi times R
00:29:29.310 --> 00:29:30.311
squared.
00:29:30.394 --> 00:29:32.813
See, I got this.
00:29:33.147 --> 00:29:34.565
Yeah, I'm sure.
00:29:35.941 --> 00:29:37.041
Hey, guys,
00:29:37.109 --> 00:29:38.209
it's late.
00:29:38.944 --> 00:29:41.322
Maya, how did you get here?
I don't see a car outside.
00:29:41.489 --> 00:29:42.740
Yeah, I took the bus.
00:29:42.948 --> 00:29:44.283
Okay, well,
let me drive you home.
00:29:44.617 --> 00:29:47.828
Oh, you don't have to do that,
I can catch the last bus.
00:29:47.995 --> 00:29:49.163
At this hour? Not a chance.
00:29:49.246 --> 00:29:50.498
I'll meet you downstairs in 10.
00:29:54.835 --> 00:29:56.295
- Yeah, this is it.
- Okay.
00:29:56.462 --> 00:29:57.755
Thank you for driving me.
00:30:03.219 --> 00:30:05.638
- Um...
- I'll see you Monday.
00:30:12.686 --> 00:30:14.647
Look, I know "cure"
00:30:14.730 --> 00:30:17.316
is a dangerous
word amongst my people
00:30:17.483 --> 00:30:19.902
so, I won't say that's
what's happening.
00:30:20.986 --> 00:30:23.239
Hey. No.
00:30:24.240 --> 00:30:25.616
Don't, don't, don't.
00:30:25.783 --> 00:30:27.576
Adam, think about this.
Just don't...
00:30:28.911 --> 00:30:31.330
You mother...
00:30:42.550 --> 00:30:45.678
But this is the
closest I've felt to normal
00:30:46.595 --> 00:30:48.889
in, well, ever.
00:30:54.728 --> 00:30:56.647
No projectile diarrhea
00:30:56.730 --> 00:30:59.817
or any other punishing
side effects.
00:30:59.984 --> 00:31:02.027
Just some muscle twitching.
00:31:02.111 --> 00:31:03.211
No big deal.
00:31:03.529 --> 00:31:04.947
It's all good.
00:31:09.910 --> 00:31:11.495
I hope it lasts.
00:31:27.553 --> 00:31:30.222
Eggs Benedict
with well-done bacon...
00:31:30.681 --> 00:31:31.932
how you like it.
00:31:33.642 --> 00:31:34.852
Good morning to you, too.
00:31:35.019 --> 00:31:38.105
The Hollandaise sauce
has cayenne pepper.
00:31:38.731 --> 00:31:40.232
Let me know what you think.
00:31:44.945 --> 00:31:46.045
What?
00:31:46.864 --> 00:31:47.990
Nothing.
00:31:49.199 --> 00:31:50.326
You seem up lately.
00:31:50.409 --> 00:31:51.410
Up?
00:31:51.493 --> 00:31:53.370
- Happy.
- Oh.
00:31:54.538 --> 00:31:56.165
It's a good look.
00:31:56.540 --> 00:31:58.000
Yeah, well, you know...
00:31:58.167 --> 00:31:59.460
I feel good.
00:32:01.629 --> 00:32:03.172
- Okay, have some. Come on.
- Okay.
00:32:14.892 --> 00:32:16.352
Honey, it's so good.
00:32:16.435 --> 00:32:17.686
- Yeah? Really?
- Mmm-hmm!
00:32:17.853 --> 00:32:19.772
He's back!
00:32:21.148 --> 00:32:22.650
- Okay.
- Mmm!
00:32:23.400 --> 00:32:24.693
I'm back.
00:32:25.778 --> 00:32:27.488
Hey, what's with
the heating pad,
00:32:27.571 --> 00:32:29.281
is Paul hemorrhoidal?
00:32:29.448 --> 00:32:31.742
- Is his prostate flarin' up?
- God.
00:32:32.117 --> 00:32:33.217
No, I'm serious.
00:32:33.243 --> 00:32:34.387
- I care about that.
- Stop, you're terrible!
00:32:34.411 --> 00:32:36.211
I'm not terrible.
I just care about his spine.
00:32:36.330 --> 00:32:37.915
Stop. No, I bought it for you.
00:32:38.832 --> 00:32:41.126
I thought it might help
with your muscle spasms.
00:32:43.045 --> 00:32:46.048
Mmm. Baby, this is so good.
00:32:49.176 --> 00:32:51.553
Wait, did you talk
to my psychiatrist?
00:32:52.179 --> 00:32:54.848
Now and then,
that's the agreement, right?
00:32:55.140 --> 00:32:57.184
I didn't think
you'd be getting transcripts.
00:32:57.393 --> 00:33:00.104
I'm your mom.
My job is to help you.
00:33:23.502 --> 00:33:24.602
Hi.
00:33:28.716 --> 00:33:29.883
Hello?
00:33:30.676 --> 00:33:32.177
In the name
of the Father, the Son,
00:33:32.261 --> 00:33:34.054
and the Holy Spirit, amen.
00:33:34.638 --> 00:33:35.973
It's your turn.
00:33:36.265 --> 00:33:38.058
Sorry, I've never
done this before,
00:33:38.142 --> 00:33:40.436
I don't even really believe
in God.
00:33:40.602 --> 00:33:41.979
I probably shouldn't say that.
00:33:42.146 --> 00:33:43.522
Don't over think it.
00:33:43.689 --> 00:33:45.649
There are no rules here.
This is your time.
00:33:46.066 --> 00:33:47.985
Do people really
just talk about,
00:33:48.110 --> 00:33:49.987
you know, how much
they jerk off and stuff?
00:33:53.657 --> 00:33:55.159
Well, everybody in this school
00:33:55.242 --> 00:33:56.994
is between the ages
of 13 and 18.
00:33:57.161 --> 00:33:58.370
So what do you think?
00:33:58.454 --> 00:34:01.373
Well, that's
embarrassing for everyone.
00:34:01.540 --> 00:34:03.625
Long as they don't do it
in here.
00:34:04.960 --> 00:34:07.129
John 1:9...
00:34:07.296 --> 00:34:09.673
"If we confess our sins,
then He is faithful and just
00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:12.968
"and He will purify us
of all unrighteousness."
00:34:14.219 --> 00:34:17.097
Really?
That's your sales pitch?
00:34:19.892 --> 00:34:21.018
It usually works.
00:34:22.895 --> 00:34:24.938
Well, what if I just sit here?
00:34:25.105 --> 00:34:27.024
Then you can search
your soul for guidance
00:34:27.107 --> 00:34:29.985
and I'll enjoy the quiet time.
00:34:32.112 --> 00:34:34.281
So, everything I say
stays between us?
00:34:35.616 --> 00:34:36.909
And God.
00:34:37.868 --> 00:34:39.286
But since you don't believe
in God,
00:34:39.369 --> 00:34:40.746
then I guess it's just us.
00:34:41.413 --> 00:34:43.499
I see this psychiatrist
00:34:44.374 --> 00:34:46.877
and apparently,
she tells my mom everything.
00:34:47.294 --> 00:34:48.420
And that bothers you?
00:34:48.587 --> 00:34:49.687
Yeah.
00:34:50.881 --> 00:34:53.592
I mean, you wouldn't want your
mom reading your diary, right?
00:34:55.844 --> 00:34:56.944
No.
00:34:57.054 --> 00:34:58.305
You're right, that's twisted.
00:34:58.472 --> 00:35:00.057
I... I don't think
00:35:00.974 --> 00:35:02.368
that I should feel like
I have someone
00:35:02.392 --> 00:35:03.727
watching over me all the time.
00:35:03.894 --> 00:35:06.146
I feel like I should
be able to live my own life.
00:35:06.230 --> 00:35:07.231
Right?
00:35:07.314 --> 00:35:09.608
Now, that is
a reasonable request.
00:35:09.775 --> 00:35:11.503
Because you should have
the space and autonomy
00:35:11.527 --> 00:35:13.153
to become
the person you're going to be.
00:35:13.320 --> 00:35:14.420
Right.
00:35:15.405 --> 00:35:16.406
Thank you.
00:35:16.490 --> 00:35:17.590
You're welcome.
00:35:17.825 --> 00:35:20.577
It's nice to be heard
and not just observed.
00:35:21.078 --> 00:35:22.454
It's nice to be listened to.
00:35:23.247 --> 00:35:24.347
Yeah.
00:35:24.456 --> 00:35:25.958
Okay, I absolve you of your sins
00:35:26.083 --> 00:35:28.836
in the name of the Father,
Son, and Holy Spirit. Amen.
00:35:29.002 --> 00:35:30.546
Oh, I didn't confess anything.
00:35:30.712 --> 00:35:31.922
Just go with it.
00:35:32.673 --> 00:35:36.009
I'll admit, I was ready
to come in here guns blazing
00:35:36.176 --> 00:35:37.803
over you telling my mom,
00:35:37.886 --> 00:35:40.222
everything I say
in our sessions.
00:35:41.765 --> 00:35:44.893
But then,
something incredible happened.
00:35:45.853 --> 00:35:49.231
For the first time in forever,
00:35:50.023 --> 00:35:52.985
I woke up the other
morning to complete silence.
00:35:53.485 --> 00:35:54.945
No whispers.
00:35:55.362 --> 00:35:56.738
No banter.
00:35:57.030 --> 00:35:58.365
No visions.
00:35:58.782 --> 00:36:03.203
Just pure, beautiful,
unfiltered quiet.
00:36:03.537 --> 00:36:05.706
It's amazing what
I've been able to do
00:36:05.873 --> 00:36:07.593
with all this extra real
estate in my brain.
00:36:11.044 --> 00:36:12.963
Oh, you're pleased
with my services.
00:36:13.130 --> 00:36:14.440
- Yeah! What do you think?
- Okay.
00:36:14.464 --> 00:36:16.091
It's an A-minus.
00:36:16.592 --> 00:36:17.692
- Thank you.
- Mmm.
00:36:18.594 --> 00:36:19.970
Hey, don't rest on your laurels,
00:36:20.137 --> 00:36:21.489
you're not going to get
another make-up exam
00:36:21.513 --> 00:36:22.639
if you shit the bed again.
00:36:22.723 --> 00:36:25.142
Right, and that's why I think
we should hang out later.
00:36:25.976 --> 00:36:27.076
Hang out?
00:36:28.812 --> 00:36:30.272
I mean, study.
00:36:35.736 --> 00:36:38.030
We could've just studied
in the library.
00:36:38.155 --> 00:36:39.573
Yeah, well, the library
00:36:39.656 --> 00:36:41.366
doesn't serve lobster frittata.
00:36:41.533 --> 00:36:43.577
You're so weird.
00:36:44.077 --> 00:36:46.830
You know, when I first
met you, I thought
00:36:46.997 --> 00:36:50.167
maybe he's just awkward
and unsocialized,
00:36:50.709 --> 00:36:52.711
but that's not it,
there's something else.
00:36:55.297 --> 00:36:57.341
Cool. Thanks.
00:36:57.966 --> 00:37:00.636
I don't know
what to say to that.
00:37:02.012 --> 00:37:03.263
I'm just me.
00:37:03.639 --> 00:37:05.140
I'll crack you, Petrazelli.
00:37:06.850 --> 00:37:08.518
Hey, let me ask you a question.
00:37:09.353 --> 00:37:13.774
Why does the valedictorian
risk it all for a side hustle?
00:37:16.109 --> 00:37:18.403
I like helping people.
Big deal.
00:37:20.572 --> 00:37:22.991
Maybe I'll be the one
to crack you.
00:37:27.204 --> 00:37:28.556
Why don't you tell me
about the restaurant
00:37:28.580 --> 00:37:29.873
you're taking me to?
00:37:30.666 --> 00:37:32.751
Well, basically,
00:37:34.211 --> 00:37:35.504
it's my dream kitchen.
00:37:35.671 --> 00:37:38.131
I've studied the menu
00:37:38.590 --> 00:37:40.050
for years
00:37:40.676 --> 00:37:42.844
and nobody invents like they do.
00:37:44.388 --> 00:37:46.431
It's the kind of place
I'd like to work at one day.
00:37:46.598 --> 00:37:48.850
Maybe even own, we'll see.
00:37:49.017 --> 00:37:50.777
Oh, right, when cheese camp
finally pays off?
00:37:50.811 --> 00:37:52.312
Hey, you laugh, but cheese camp
00:37:52.396 --> 00:37:54.064
was a spiritual experience.
00:37:54.690 --> 00:37:56.692
And the kitchen
is just my place.
00:37:57.776 --> 00:38:01.113
When I'm cooking, it's like
everything disappears.
00:38:02.030 --> 00:38:03.130
And
00:38:04.199 --> 00:38:07.119
I get to be exactly
who I want to be.
00:38:07.619 --> 00:38:09.079
I'm in control.
00:38:10.872 --> 00:38:12.249
I respect that.
00:38:13.792 --> 00:38:16.169
You have to choose
exactly who you wanna be.
00:38:16.628 --> 00:38:17.754
Life's too short.
00:38:25.721 --> 00:38:26.821
Got the sirloin.
00:38:26.847 --> 00:38:27.973
Salads are ready.
00:38:28.932 --> 00:38:30.058
Chef wants to see you.
00:38:30.517 --> 00:38:32.269
Beef tenderloin fillets are up.
00:38:32.477 --> 00:38:33.577
Yeah.
00:38:33.603 --> 00:38:34.896
Whole calamari.
00:38:36.231 --> 00:38:37.858
Is the chocolate sauce ready?
00:38:39.276 --> 00:38:41.361
That was
two duck breasts for eight.
00:38:41.945 --> 00:38:43.071
All right, guys,
00:38:43.155 --> 00:38:44.424
so I got my parents' car
for the night
00:38:44.448 --> 00:38:47.200
so whenever you guys are
trying to head out, we can.
00:38:47.367 --> 00:38:48.511
I'm trying to head out
as soon...
00:38:48.535 --> 00:38:50.370
Hey, yo, check it out.
00:38:50.537 --> 00:38:52.622
- Yo, look who it is.
- Oh, man!
00:38:53.165 --> 00:38:54.416
I feel like
00:38:54.499 --> 00:38:55.819
- such an idiot because...
- What?
00:38:55.917 --> 00:38:57.186
I made fun of you
so hard before,
00:38:57.210 --> 00:38:58.310
and now, I don't know.
00:38:58.503 --> 00:39:00.703
I thought your cheese was
better than the cheese we had.
00:39:00.839 --> 00:39:02.132
- Oh, really?
- Look who it is!
00:39:02.299 --> 00:39:04.301
- That's crazy.
- Hey, straitjacket.
00:39:04.384 --> 00:39:05.486
That's actually
a good testament to you.
00:39:05.510 --> 00:39:06.610
Adam!
00:39:06.720 --> 00:39:07.846
Adam!
00:39:08.930 --> 00:39:10.891
Hey! Come on, man.
00:39:10.974 --> 00:39:12.076
- Yo, get him, dude.
- You know it's us.
00:39:12.100 --> 00:39:13.953
You don't have to mess
with him. Come on, don't...
00:39:13.977 --> 00:39:15.854
Oh, yeah!
00:39:15.937 --> 00:39:17.731
Got him.
00:39:17.939 --> 00:39:19.316
Look at his face.
00:39:19.983 --> 00:39:21.083
- Hey! You need...
- Loser.
00:39:21.151 --> 00:39:22.251
...to apologize, asshole.
00:39:22.319 --> 00:39:23.519
Who're you callin' an asshole?
00:39:24.529 --> 00:39:28.408
Your handler is actually
pretty hot, straitjacket.
00:39:28.575 --> 00:39:30.053
- Yes, she is.
- Look, trust me though,
00:39:30.077 --> 00:39:31.512
you don't wanna hang out
with this psycho, okay?
00:39:31.536 --> 00:39:32.662
Don't touch me.
00:39:32.746 --> 00:39:33.846
Back up, chick!
00:39:33.914 --> 00:39:35.082
- Dude!
- Both of you, man!
00:39:37.459 --> 00:39:41.797
Hey! Hey! Stop! Stop!
Let it go, all right?
00:39:41.963 --> 00:39:43.340
Losers!
00:39:45.509 --> 00:39:46.718
What the fuck?
00:39:46.885 --> 00:39:48.112
- It's okay. It's okay.
- Who was that?
00:39:48.136 --> 00:39:49.236
I don't know.
00:39:49.262 --> 00:39:50.422
- Adam, who...
- I don't know.
00:39:55.268 --> 00:39:56.978
Hey, I'm sorry about that.
00:39:58.271 --> 00:40:00.649
Do you wanna tell me
what that was about?
00:40:01.108 --> 00:40:03.235
Um, there's nothing really
to tell.
00:40:05.487 --> 00:40:08.365
You know,
I was thinking, isn't it...
00:40:09.199 --> 00:40:10.742
Isn't it a little weird
00:40:10.826 --> 00:40:13.161
that you left your high school
in the middle of senior year
00:40:13.870 --> 00:40:16.790
to go to a Catholic school
outside of your district?
00:40:17.290 --> 00:40:18.390
Yeah. Um...
00:40:20.836 --> 00:40:22.003
It was a...
00:40:22.337 --> 00:40:23.713
It was a fight.
00:40:26.007 --> 00:40:28.468
I got into a fight
with one of those guys.
00:40:28.635 --> 00:40:29.886
You were fighting?
00:40:30.053 --> 00:40:31.638
Yeah, and it was really bad
00:40:31.805 --> 00:40:33.974
so I tried to put it behind me.
00:40:35.767 --> 00:40:37.394
That's all you're gonna give me.
00:40:38.770 --> 00:40:40.647
Don't let them take you there.
00:40:40.814 --> 00:40:43.066
No, I wanna stay here.
00:40:43.233 --> 00:40:45.652
I wanna stay right here
on this surface. Mmm-hmm.
00:40:45.735 --> 00:40:48.238
Don't let them take you there.
00:40:48.697 --> 00:40:51.825
No. I won't go. I won't go.
00:40:53.869 --> 00:40:55.495
Don't let them take you.
00:40:55.662 --> 00:40:57.164
It's not good there.
00:40:57.998 --> 00:40:59.541
Don't, don't, don't.
00:41:07.841 --> 00:41:10.510
Ted, thanks for coming early
for once.
00:41:15.724 --> 00:41:17.684
Ted, my office. Now.
00:41:20.270 --> 00:41:22.439
Maya, you stay here.
00:41:31.239 --> 00:41:33.325
How long has this been going on?
00:41:33.825 --> 00:41:35.452
Sister Catherine, I'm...
00:41:35.577 --> 00:41:36.995
I'm sorry, I...
00:41:37.287 --> 00:41:38.788
How long?
00:41:39.080 --> 00:41:41.583
Just a couple months.
Not long.
00:41:41.750 --> 00:41:43.126
Seems you and I need to have
00:41:43.210 --> 00:41:45.253
a long conversation
about your future.
00:41:50.258 --> 00:41:51.927
Okay, everyone, bring your eyes
00:41:52.010 --> 00:41:53.678
to the board, please.
00:41:53.845 --> 00:41:58.141
The state Benchmark Exam
is in just two weeks.
00:41:58.308 --> 00:42:00.310
Here's your essay question.
00:42:00.477 --> 00:42:03.563
Recount a time
when you faced failure.
00:42:03.730 --> 00:42:05.732
How did it affect you
00:42:05.899 --> 00:42:09.736
and what did you learn
from the experience.
00:42:09.903 --> 00:42:14.908
As you know, no outlines
or scratch paper is allowed.
00:42:15.075 --> 00:42:19.079
But please, start thinking
about what you will write.
00:42:22.666 --> 00:42:25.418
All right, everyone,
see you tomorrow.
00:42:35.845 --> 00:42:37.514
Are we still good for tonight?
00:42:37.722 --> 00:42:40.392
Um... I have, uh, a...
00:42:41.851 --> 00:42:44.104
a club thing after school.
Can I just...
00:42:44.271 --> 00:42:45.371
I'll text you later, okay?
00:42:45.438 --> 00:42:46.538
Sure.
00:42:47.315 --> 00:42:48.483
Come hungry.
00:42:52.279 --> 00:42:53.530
She never showed up.
00:42:55.699 --> 00:42:58.994
And now that my
hallucinations are M.I.A,
00:42:59.661 --> 00:43:03.039
everything is so quiet.
00:43:04.666 --> 00:43:05.766
Too quiet.
00:43:08.712 --> 00:43:09.812
In the name of the Father,
00:43:09.879 --> 00:43:11.298
the Son,
and the Holy Spirit, amen.
00:43:11.381 --> 00:43:12.481
Yeah, it's me.
00:43:13.508 --> 00:43:14.676
Hello, me.
00:43:17.554 --> 00:43:19.097
I need some guidance.
00:43:20.140 --> 00:43:22.017
Spiritual guidance?
00:43:22.517 --> 00:43:25.562
Uh, not really.
It's about a girl.
00:43:26.521 --> 00:43:27.621
Okay.
00:43:27.772 --> 00:43:30.066
Well, we've been hanging out
for a while
00:43:31.067 --> 00:43:32.277
and it was going great,
00:43:32.360 --> 00:43:34.446
and then she randomly
stopped talking to me.
00:43:35.196 --> 00:43:37.032
I believe the kids
call that ghosting.
00:43:37.198 --> 00:43:38.325
Yeah, whatever.
00:43:39.367 --> 00:43:40.807
I'm just worried
that maybe she found
00:43:40.869 --> 00:43:42.287
some things out about me,
00:43:42.454 --> 00:43:44.456
like the psychiatrist
I was telling you about,
00:43:44.581 --> 00:43:47.751
which I can't imagine is the
sexiest thing in the world.
00:43:47.917 --> 00:43:49.169
What do you think?
00:43:49.336 --> 00:43:51.880
Have you tried praying on it?
00:43:51.963 --> 00:43:55.050
No. No offense, but I need
some real life advice.
00:43:55.592 --> 00:43:57.010
Timothy 1:7...
00:43:57.177 --> 00:44:00.096
"God does not give us
the spirit of cowardice,
00:44:00.263 --> 00:44:03.183
"but rather the spirit
of power and of love."
00:44:03.350 --> 00:44:06.019
Okay, okay, but is there
anything else that you've got?
00:44:06.186 --> 00:44:08.021
Listen, I don't know
the details of your life,
00:44:08.188 --> 00:44:10.607
but from where I'm sitting,
you seem quite all right.
00:44:11.232 --> 00:44:12.525
You're a little squirrely,
maybe.
00:44:12.692 --> 00:44:15.195
- Squirrely?
- Squirrely. Yeah.
00:44:15.362 --> 00:44:17.489
And the truth is,
the older you get,
00:44:17.572 --> 00:44:20.283
the more difficult it is
to stay sane.
00:44:20.867 --> 00:44:22.744
And it's gonna take real work.
00:44:24.704 --> 00:44:27.582
Or maybe that's what makes you
more mature than others.
00:44:27.749 --> 00:44:29.626
And I hear that girls like
that sort of thing.
00:44:29.793 --> 00:44:31.753
So you're saying
I should confront her?
00:44:32.253 --> 00:44:33.797
I should tell her how I feel?
00:44:33.963 --> 00:44:35.632
Your words, not mine.
00:44:37.717 --> 00:44:40.512
Non-committal till
the bitter end. Thank you.
00:44:40.637 --> 00:44:42.055
Go in peace.
00:44:50.730 --> 00:44:53.108
Excuse me, I'm lookin' for Maya.
00:44:53.400 --> 00:44:55.860
Oh, there's no one here
by that name.
00:44:58.780 --> 00:45:00.281
Are you sure about that?
00:45:00.365 --> 00:45:03.368
Yeah. I'm sure.
00:45:06.121 --> 00:45:08.289
Do you know a Maya Arnaz?
00:45:09.040 --> 00:45:10.500
Mmm-mmm. The only Arnaz I know
00:45:10.583 --> 00:45:12.043
is the guy who works on my roof.
00:45:12.210 --> 00:45:13.586
Manuel Arnaz?
00:45:16.756 --> 00:45:18.091
Everything okay?
00:45:18.675 --> 00:45:19.775
Yeah.
00:45:21.594 --> 00:45:23.346
Do you know
where I could find him?
00:45:51.124 --> 00:45:52.292
I'm comin'.
00:45:57.797 --> 00:45:59.340
Yeah, what can I do for you?
00:45:59.716 --> 00:46:01.968
Uh, I'm looking for Maya.
00:46:02.594 --> 00:46:03.720
Okay.
00:46:04.345 --> 00:46:06.431
I'm Adam.
00:46:06.931 --> 00:46:09.267
We're supposed to study
tonight. Is she home?
00:46:09.434 --> 00:46:11.936
No, she doesn't get off work
for another half an hour.
00:46:12.103 --> 00:46:13.706
But, uh, you can come in
and wait if you like.
00:46:13.730 --> 00:46:15.398
No, that's okay.
But thank you.
00:46:15.565 --> 00:46:16.845
No, no, come on in.
Don't be shy.
00:46:17.400 --> 00:46:18.500
Okay.
00:46:18.568 --> 00:46:19.837
Are you from one of those clubs?
00:46:19.861 --> 00:46:22.322
I can't keep track
of them anymore.
00:46:23.823 --> 00:46:24.824
Sorry about the mess.
00:46:24.908 --> 00:46:26.034
Oh, no. Don't be.
00:46:26.117 --> 00:46:27.637
I've been on these crutches
for months.
00:46:27.827 --> 00:46:29.704
This is Ricky and Danny.
00:46:29.871 --> 00:46:31.247
Boys, uh, this is...
00:46:31.414 --> 00:46:33.166
- Adam.
- Say hi to Adam.
00:46:33.333 --> 00:46:35.293
- Hey, guys.
- Hey.
00:46:35.752 --> 00:46:37.879
Don't worry about them,
they're shy.
00:46:38.046 --> 00:46:40.006
Not like their sister,
but I'm sure you know that.
00:46:40.048 --> 00:46:41.674
Right.
00:46:41.841 --> 00:46:44.135
Can I get you something
to drink? Something to eat?
00:46:44.219 --> 00:46:46.054
Oh, I'm... I'm good.
00:46:47.263 --> 00:46:48.363
Sure?
00:46:48.681 --> 00:46:51.184
We've got, uh, TV dinners
00:46:51.976 --> 00:46:53.076
and TV dinners.
00:46:53.228 --> 00:46:54.938
Yeah, no, I'm all good.
Thanks.
00:46:55.104 --> 00:46:56.564
We want TV dinners.
00:46:56.731 --> 00:46:58.858
Oh, they have spoken.
00:46:59.067 --> 00:47:00.902
Oh, shoot!
00:47:00.985 --> 00:47:02.087
Hey, I can put those in for you.
00:47:02.111 --> 00:47:03.112
Are you sure?
00:47:03.196 --> 00:47:04.381
- Yeah. No, no, no problem.
- You don't mind?
00:47:04.405 --> 00:47:05.508
Oh, thanks!
That'd be a great help.
00:47:05.532 --> 00:47:06.632
Yeah.
00:47:06.658 --> 00:47:08.258
Two minutes each, I think.
Check the box.
00:47:09.994 --> 00:47:13.164
Arnaz Roofing.
Hi, Mrs. Jenkins.
00:47:14.791 --> 00:47:16.751
Oh, you're having trouble
with your gutters again?
00:47:17.335 --> 00:47:19.796
Yeah, well, look, I'm still
on medical leave. So...
00:47:21.047 --> 00:47:23.174
Yeah, I can refer you
to Galloway.
00:47:23.258 --> 00:47:25.260
Yeah, he's a great guy.
Mmm-hmm.
00:47:25.343 --> 00:47:26.678
Yeah, Bill will
take care of you.
00:47:28.263 --> 00:47:29.472
Yeah, yeah,
00:47:29.556 --> 00:47:32.016
so the secret is to marinate
the chicken for flavor.
00:47:32.100 --> 00:47:33.560
- Oh, okay.
- Olive oil,
00:47:33.643 --> 00:47:35.770
chopped garlic, salt, pepper...
00:47:35.937 --> 00:47:38.398
And then you brush a little
butter over the top there.
00:47:38.565 --> 00:47:40.066
- That's it?
- That's it.
00:47:41.150 --> 00:47:43.027
- Hey.
- I can eat all of it.
00:47:43.444 --> 00:47:45.196
Here. You good?
00:47:45.280 --> 00:47:46.380
Oh, look at this.
00:47:46.406 --> 00:47:47.591
- Thanks, Adam.
- Thanks, Adam.
00:47:47.615 --> 00:47:49.325
- Yeah, no problem.
- Come on in.
00:47:49.492 --> 00:47:51.412
It's a little spread
your friend whipped up here.
00:47:53.329 --> 00:47:54.789
It's awesome.
00:47:58.668 --> 00:47:59.836
What are you doing here?
00:48:00.211 --> 00:48:03.339
Oh, we had a study session,
remember?
00:48:03.423 --> 00:48:04.523
The chicken tastes nice.
00:48:04.549 --> 00:48:05.550
Right.
00:48:05.633 --> 00:48:06.634
This is amazing.
00:48:06.718 --> 00:48:08.386
Yeah? Good.
00:48:08.469 --> 00:48:09.697
'Cause you never know
what's hiding
00:48:09.721 --> 00:48:11.306
in your fridge I guess.
00:48:11.681 --> 00:48:13.308
How'd you get so good
in the kitchen?
00:48:13.391 --> 00:48:15.935
Oh, I've been cooking
my whole life.
00:48:16.394 --> 00:48:19.105
You know, one day, hopefully,
I'll own my own restaurant.
00:48:20.523 --> 00:48:21.625
You had to go to school
for that?
00:48:21.649 --> 00:48:22.650
Okay, fine.
00:48:22.734 --> 00:48:25.445
Yeah, Dad,
it's culinary art school.
00:48:25.528 --> 00:48:28.364
Oh. Yeah. Right, right.
00:48:28.740 --> 00:48:30.580
Well, for you to spend
your whole life working,
00:48:30.658 --> 00:48:32.578
might as well make it
something you enjoy, right?
00:48:33.036 --> 00:48:34.829
I always try to tell Maya that.
00:48:35.163 --> 00:48:36.265
You know,
she'll be the first Arnaz
00:48:36.289 --> 00:48:37.389
to get her college degree.
00:48:37.790 --> 00:48:39.584
Her mother would've been
so proud.
00:48:40.084 --> 00:48:41.628
She was a smart lady, too,
you know.
00:48:41.794 --> 00:48:42.894
Dad...
00:48:43.171 --> 00:48:44.422
What?
00:48:44.589 --> 00:48:46.382
Let me brag about my daughter.
00:48:47.884 --> 00:48:50.219
Well, one day,
my little girl here,
00:48:50.303 --> 00:48:52.055
she's gonna pick me up
in a Porsche.
00:48:52.221 --> 00:48:53.781
She's been saying that
since she was 10.
00:48:53.890 --> 00:48:54.990
Sorry, excuse me.
00:49:07.612 --> 00:49:09.072
Why did you do this?
00:49:09.697 --> 00:49:11.866
I didn't mean to upset you,
honestly.
00:49:11.908 --> 00:49:13.008
I went to the other house
00:49:13.076 --> 00:49:14.077
and the lady just sent me here.
00:49:14.160 --> 00:49:15.995
So you just decided
to make yourself at home
00:49:16.079 --> 00:49:17.179
by cooking dinner?
00:49:17.288 --> 00:49:18.724
I thought it'd be
a nice thing to do.
00:49:18.748 --> 00:49:20.142
You did it because it was
a nice thing to do
00:49:20.166 --> 00:49:21.446
or because you felt sorry
for us?
00:49:21.501 --> 00:49:25.213
I wouldn't... No.
I don't feel sorry for you.
00:49:25.797 --> 00:49:27.382
Are you satisfied then?
00:49:28.216 --> 00:49:29.443
Good job! You found
our tiny little house,
00:49:29.467 --> 00:49:30.593
in a rundown neighborhood
00:49:30.677 --> 00:49:32.637
so you could cook us
poor people dinner.
00:49:33.429 --> 00:49:34.529
You're a real saint.
00:49:42.730 --> 00:49:43.940
I'm sorry.
00:49:46.150 --> 00:49:48.069
Sister Catherine caught me.
00:49:49.737 --> 00:49:52.365
Side hustle's dead, and
00:49:52.782 --> 00:49:55.076
I'm not making enough money
tutoring you.
00:49:56.869 --> 00:50:00.623
This restaurant pays me
under the table.
00:50:01.332 --> 00:50:02.432
And it's good.
00:50:03.918 --> 00:50:05.712
My family depends on me.
00:50:10.883 --> 00:50:13.469
You know, the only reason
I'm getting a second chance
00:50:13.553 --> 00:50:15.221
is 'cause I'm valedictorian.
00:50:16.514 --> 00:50:19.684
You have no idea how hard
I worked to get here.
00:50:22.603 --> 00:50:24.397
I can't lose it all now.
00:50:25.440 --> 00:50:26.540
No.
00:50:27.567 --> 00:50:29.986
You're not gonna lose anything.
00:50:31.362 --> 00:50:32.822
You're like a robot.
00:50:33.656 --> 00:50:35.491
Immune to human error.
00:50:37.160 --> 00:50:40.329
And my schedule is wide open,
you know.
00:50:40.496 --> 00:50:43.833
So we can meet whenever.
00:50:46.377 --> 00:50:47.879
There are other tutors
out there.
00:50:47.962 --> 00:50:49.088
You know that, right?
00:50:49.255 --> 00:50:50.757
None like you.
00:50:52.091 --> 00:50:54.802
I like knowin' I get to
see you three times a week.
00:51:09.692 --> 00:51:11.444
A Brief History of Time.
00:51:11.611 --> 00:51:13.029
Pale Blue Dot.
00:51:13.529 --> 00:51:16.032
And then... Would this
be your favorite movie?
00:51:16.240 --> 00:51:19.285
Do I, uh, detect a hint
of smugness in your voice?
00:51:19.452 --> 00:51:20.912
Not at all.
00:51:21.329 --> 00:51:24.665
I actually really love this one.
00:51:24.832 --> 00:51:27.251
'Cause it's a classic.
You know that, right?
00:51:27.960 --> 00:51:29.712
It's a cinematic masterpiece.
00:51:41.891 --> 00:51:43.059
Thank you for cooking.
00:51:47.313 --> 00:51:48.413
Sure.
00:51:51.150 --> 00:51:53.069
Don't forget to show your work
00:51:53.194 --> 00:51:54.474
when doing the sine ratio, okay?
00:51:54.570 --> 00:51:55.670
Okay.
00:51:56.155 --> 00:51:57.490
Otherwise...
00:51:59.158 --> 00:52:01.536
Looks good. Great work!
00:52:02.328 --> 00:52:05.540
Watch out. I may be coming
for your academic throne.
00:52:05.915 --> 00:52:07.875
Never. Um...
00:52:09.085 --> 00:52:11.170
But I do have a surprise
for you,
00:52:11.254 --> 00:52:13.464
since you've been
killing it lately.
00:52:18.845 --> 00:52:21.556
You can thank my dad,
he fixed the roof last winter
00:52:21.722 --> 00:52:23.808
so he's pretty tight
with the owner.
00:52:24.392 --> 00:52:26.644
Oh, man...
00:52:31.899 --> 00:52:34.068
Are these the MAC MH-90s?
00:52:34.485 --> 00:52:36.445
I don't know.
00:52:39.574 --> 00:52:41.617
This grill's insane.
00:52:43.619 --> 00:52:47.540
I don't know about you,
but I'm pretty hungry.
00:52:52.211 --> 00:52:55.089
So, you don't follow a recipe?
00:52:55.756 --> 00:52:58.718
Everyone thinks cooking is
about following instructions,
00:52:58.885 --> 00:53:00.553
but it's the opposite.
00:53:00.970 --> 00:53:03.723
Your palate will tell you
exactly what the dish wants.
00:53:07.393 --> 00:53:10.062
So, we need to talk about
benchmark exams next week.
00:53:10.229 --> 00:53:11.355
Right.
00:53:11.522 --> 00:53:13.649
Why is everyone so obsessed
with those here?
00:53:13.733 --> 00:53:14.833
Are they really hard?
00:53:14.942 --> 00:53:16.986
I mean, no,
they're not so much hard
00:53:17.153 --> 00:53:19.655
as they are a means
to keep the school funded.
00:53:19.822 --> 00:53:21.741
Plus, the top three
are read at graduation
00:53:21.908 --> 00:53:23.326
so, you know, St. Agatha kids,
00:53:23.659 --> 00:53:25.077
they live for that crap.
00:53:28.289 --> 00:53:32.043
I was, um, thinking
00:53:33.085 --> 00:53:34.295
that maybe you could write
00:53:34.378 --> 00:53:35.978
about what happened
at your old school...
00:53:36.797 --> 00:53:39.592
I mean, if you see it
as a failure...
00:53:40.468 --> 00:53:42.553
- I see what you're doing.
- What?
00:53:42.887 --> 00:53:45.765
You're digging for more answers.
00:53:46.265 --> 00:53:48.476
I'm digging for more answers?
00:53:48.559 --> 00:53:49.659
You showed up at my house,
00:53:49.727 --> 00:53:50.827
you basically stalked me.
00:53:50.978 --> 00:53:52.188
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
00:53:52.897 --> 00:53:54.732
Yeah, I guess.
00:53:57.109 --> 00:53:58.986
Okay, okay.
00:53:59.528 --> 00:54:00.988
Okay. Um...
00:54:02.740 --> 00:54:05.910
I guess, in the beginning,
00:54:07.161 --> 00:54:09.455
I tried not to see it
as a failure,
00:54:10.122 --> 00:54:12.333
but it's hard not to.
00:54:14.043 --> 00:54:15.753
After the fight,
00:54:16.671 --> 00:54:20.341
people immediately
looked at me differently
00:54:21.133 --> 00:54:23.427
like they were afraid of me.
00:54:26.180 --> 00:54:29.850
No matter what I did,
I couldn't get them to see me
00:54:30.017 --> 00:54:32.186
as they did before.
00:54:34.605 --> 00:54:36.524
But I let that happen.
00:54:37.566 --> 00:54:40.611
I, I became a bystander
in my own life.
00:54:43.823 --> 00:54:46.492
I guess that's what
felt like the real failure.
00:54:59.964 --> 00:55:02.174
I think we found your essay.
00:55:10.141 --> 00:55:11.559
What?
00:55:11.642 --> 00:55:14.145
Mm-mm.
It's good. It's very good.
00:55:15.354 --> 00:55:17.982
What happened
to unrelenting honesty?
00:55:20.860 --> 00:55:22.278
I'm... I'm sorry, I...
00:55:22.361 --> 00:55:23.863
I know you worked
really hard on that.
00:55:24.280 --> 00:55:26.073
What's wrong with it?
00:55:26.615 --> 00:55:28.200
No, I think you just added
00:55:28.284 --> 00:55:30.036
a little bit too much spice
or something.
00:55:36.959 --> 00:55:38.586
It tastes fine to me.
00:55:42.089 --> 00:55:43.215
All of your belongings
00:55:43.299 --> 00:55:44.467
should be under your desk.
00:55:44.633 --> 00:55:45.968
Out of sight.
00:55:46.135 --> 00:55:47.303
No exceptions.
00:55:47.511 --> 00:55:50.014
The only materials I should see
00:55:50.181 --> 00:55:53.184
are the Scantron,
a number two pencil,
00:55:53.309 --> 00:55:55.603
your calculator,
and the test booklet.
00:55:55.770 --> 00:55:57.396
Absolutely nothing else
00:55:57.480 --> 00:55:58.773
should be visible.
00:55:58.939 --> 00:56:01.901
You will have 60 minutes
for the mathematics portion
00:56:02.068 --> 00:56:05.321
and 90 minutes
for the essay question.
00:56:05.738 --> 00:56:06.947
Begin.
00:56:18.709 --> 00:56:20.086
Are you not that hungry?
00:56:21.337 --> 00:56:23.130
Oh, no, I, um...
00:56:24.256 --> 00:56:26.342
- It's your favorite.
- Yeah.
00:56:26.467 --> 00:56:27.694
Paul picked it up from Vince's.
00:56:27.718 --> 00:56:29.553
Yeah.
Thanks, Paul.
00:56:29.720 --> 00:56:30.888
You're welcome.
00:56:31.764 --> 00:56:33.224
So, actually, we have something
00:56:33.307 --> 00:56:34.467
we need to talk to you about.
00:56:34.558 --> 00:56:35.976
And I just want you to know
00:56:36.060 --> 00:56:38.646
that everything
is gonna be okay.
00:56:39.313 --> 00:56:40.413
Okay?
00:56:42.024 --> 00:56:43.651
Did somebody die?
00:56:43.818 --> 00:56:45.528
No, nobody's dying.
00:56:45.694 --> 00:56:47.988
No, everybody's okay.
Everybody's alive.
00:56:53.077 --> 00:56:54.328
I'm pregnant,
00:56:55.621 --> 00:56:57.248
and we're gonna have a baby.
00:56:59.625 --> 00:57:01.127
Like a human baby?
00:57:01.377 --> 00:57:03.671
Jeez, I hope so.
00:57:08.926 --> 00:57:11.846
Look,
we didn't plan this at all.
00:57:13.848 --> 00:57:15.266
You know?
And we're just getting
00:57:15.349 --> 00:57:17.143
our heads around this now.
00:57:17.309 --> 00:57:19.019
Adam?
00:57:19.395 --> 00:57:20.729
Adam?
00:57:21.188 --> 00:57:22.288
Adam.
00:57:22.398 --> 00:57:23.983
You okay, buddy?
00:57:24.859 --> 00:57:26.110
Yeah.
00:57:27.820 --> 00:57:29.947
Yeah, congratulations.
00:57:32.158 --> 00:57:35.327
Okay, all right,
I'm gonna go to the office,
00:57:35.494 --> 00:57:37.079
get ready for tomorrow's work.
00:57:37.955 --> 00:57:41.000
If anybody needs me...
00:57:43.210 --> 00:57:45.963
Adam. Look at me.
00:57:48.090 --> 00:57:50.634
I promise
nothing is going to change.
00:57:51.969 --> 00:57:53.929
What are you talkin' about?
00:57:55.431 --> 00:57:57.057
Everything will.
00:57:57.266 --> 00:57:59.852
No, I mean between you and I.
00:58:00.269 --> 00:58:02.313
Look, I know
this isn't the right time.
00:58:04.106 --> 00:58:06.442
I'm scared, too,
believe me, but it's also...
00:58:06.609 --> 00:58:07.818
Okay, I was reading
00:58:07.902 --> 00:58:09.002
the pamphlet you gave me
00:58:09.111 --> 00:58:11.530
about the potential side
effects of this drug.
00:58:11.697 --> 00:58:14.783
Dehydration, sweating,
trouble urinating,
00:58:14.950 --> 00:58:16.869
vision loss, muscle tension,
00:58:17.036 --> 00:58:19.747
loss of taste and hearing,
tremors,
00:58:19.914 --> 00:58:21.457
oh, and my personal favorite,
00:58:21.624 --> 00:58:23.584
anal leakage.
00:58:23.751 --> 00:58:26.295
You can go ahead and cross
most of those off the list.
00:58:26.587 --> 00:58:29.465
I can't cook anymore because
my taste comes and goes.
00:58:29.632 --> 00:58:30.883
I can barely piss straight
00:58:30.966 --> 00:58:33.260
because my hand
has a mind of its own.
00:58:34.970 --> 00:58:36.263
But I swear,
00:58:37.014 --> 00:58:39.058
if anything drips out of my ass,
00:58:39.225 --> 00:58:40.893
please just kill me.
00:58:43.270 --> 00:58:44.370
Morning.
00:58:49.318 --> 00:58:51.153
- Have a good day.
- You, too.
00:58:52.071 --> 00:58:53.197
I love you.
00:59:01.789 --> 00:59:03.040
Have a good day, hon.
00:59:20.432 --> 00:59:21.532
Have a good day, honey.
00:59:29.775 --> 00:59:32.069
Someone should really keep
an eye on that kid.
00:59:41.203 --> 00:59:44.415
Om.
00:59:46.375 --> 00:59:47.710
Good morning.
00:59:48.294 --> 00:59:49.670
Morning, boss.
00:59:49.837 --> 00:59:52.214
Yeah, yeah, we missed you.
01:00:00.848 --> 01:00:04.935
Um, okay, we're starting
at Chapter 5, I think.
01:00:05.102 --> 01:00:06.770
- Five.
- It's page 403.
01:00:06.937 --> 01:00:08.814
- I'm on it.
- 403, do you have it?
01:00:08.981 --> 01:00:10.357
- Yeah.
- Okay.
01:00:10.482 --> 01:00:11.984
Um... All right.
01:00:12.526 --> 01:00:14.862
"Angles
in X-Y coordinate system."
01:00:15.487 --> 01:00:17.156
"Angles formed by rotating ray
01:00:17.239 --> 01:00:18.639
"or a half-line
about its end point,
01:00:18.741 --> 01:00:20.034
"the initial side of the angle,
01:00:20.117 --> 01:00:22.161
"starting position
of the ray."
01:00:22.328 --> 01:00:23.329
Final position...
01:00:23.412 --> 01:00:25.122
...of the ray rotation,
did you get that?
01:00:30.961 --> 01:00:32.129
Adam.
01:00:35.049 --> 01:00:36.149
Adam.
01:00:39.511 --> 01:00:42.389
You thought you
could get rid of me.
01:00:42.973 --> 01:00:44.600
You feel that?
01:00:45.517 --> 01:00:46.810
I'm still here.
01:00:47.019 --> 01:00:49.146
You don't know that,
you just know.
01:00:49.605 --> 01:00:50.705
Don't fight it, Adam.
01:00:51.815 --> 01:00:53.025
Adam.
01:00:53.984 --> 01:00:56.278
Adam.
01:00:56.904 --> 01:00:58.072
Adam!
01:00:58.238 --> 01:01:00.699
You need to go. Now.
01:01:00.908 --> 01:01:02.743
Adam, what do you think?
01:01:04.536 --> 01:01:08.040
Um... Sorry. I'm...
I'm not feeling so good.
01:01:14.421 --> 01:01:17.633
Hey. Hey, Adam.
Hey. Hey, what's wrong?
01:01:18.133 --> 01:01:19.593
What'd I say, huh?
01:01:19.635 --> 01:01:20.761
Get out of here!
01:01:21.387 --> 01:01:23.389
I gotta go. I gotta go.
They're gonna take me
01:01:23.472 --> 01:01:24.473
- and I gotta go, okay?
- Wait.
01:01:24.556 --> 01:01:25.557
Take you where?
What are you...
01:01:25.641 --> 01:01:27.142
I can't keep her safe, too.
01:01:27.309 --> 01:01:29.019
- Adam.
- Stop!
01:01:30.771 --> 01:01:33.899
Just leave me alone,
and don't follow me.
01:01:43.826 --> 01:01:46.203
Adam.
01:01:52.084 --> 01:01:53.627
Over here.
01:02:26.118 --> 01:02:27.870
Adam.
01:02:36.086 --> 01:02:37.838
She never wanted you.
01:02:38.213 --> 01:02:40.507
She doesn't love you.
01:02:40.716 --> 01:02:42.092
He hates you.
01:02:43.135 --> 01:02:45.888
This
is the kid she always wanted.
01:02:46.638 --> 01:02:49.892
The one that'll make
up for her biggest mistake.
01:02:50.642 --> 01:02:52.186
You.
01:02:57.816 --> 01:02:59.193
Everything all right?
01:03:00.819 --> 01:03:02.362
Were you watching me?
01:03:02.613 --> 01:03:03.713
No.
01:03:04.698 --> 01:03:06.325
I was just heading to bed.
01:03:07.534 --> 01:03:08.994
Everything okay?
01:03:12.039 --> 01:03:13.957
Sister Catherine called.
01:03:15.334 --> 01:03:17.878
She expressed some concerns
about your behavior this week.
01:03:18.045 --> 01:03:20.756
Having a kid with my mom
doesn't make you my dad.
01:03:20.923 --> 01:03:23.008
Adam, I'm not going anywhere.
01:03:23.300 --> 01:03:25.427
Yeah, clearly.
01:03:28.931 --> 01:03:30.265
When I was a freshman,
01:03:31.308 --> 01:03:33.685
there was this girl at
our school who was a junior,
01:03:33.852 --> 01:03:37.439
and she was diagnosed
with terminal bone cancer.
01:03:38.315 --> 01:03:39.834
She was part of
the Make-A-Wish Foundation,
01:03:39.858 --> 01:03:41.944
so before she died,
01:03:42.110 --> 01:03:44.029
they had some boy band
come to our school
01:03:44.196 --> 01:03:47.658
and have lunch with her
as part of her wish.
01:03:48.200 --> 01:03:50.160
It was a really touching thing.
01:03:50.327 --> 01:03:52.871
It was all people could
talk about for weeks.
01:03:54.581 --> 01:03:56.166
But it got me thinking.
01:03:57.876 --> 01:03:59.962
When you're a cancer kid,
01:04:00.796 --> 01:04:04.174
people can't wait
to flock to your aid
01:04:04.383 --> 01:04:08.470
and are so eager to grant any
wish you have before you die.
01:04:10.389 --> 01:04:12.516
But when you have schizophrenia,
01:04:12.766 --> 01:04:16.019
people can't wait to make you
someone else's problem.
01:04:17.354 --> 01:04:20.148
That's why
we end up on the streets,
01:04:20.315 --> 01:04:21.650
screaming at nothing,
01:04:22.818 --> 01:04:24.319
waiting to die.
01:04:27.406 --> 01:04:30.033
No one wants
to grant our wishes.
01:04:38.834 --> 01:04:41.003
I'm sorry about the other day.
01:04:41.169 --> 01:04:44.047
I just wasn't feeling good.
01:04:44.506 --> 01:04:45.924
I'm sorry.
01:04:48.927 --> 01:04:51.471
Are you sure
that it's just headaches?
01:04:52.139 --> 01:04:53.682
I'm worried about you.
01:04:53.849 --> 01:04:55.642
Yeah, I'm fine.
01:04:57.102 --> 01:04:59.062
Let me make it up to you.
01:05:00.105 --> 01:05:01.356
Please.
01:05:19.124 --> 01:05:21.001
She won't let me go out...
01:05:22.085 --> 01:05:23.962
No way.
01:05:24.046 --> 01:05:25.881
Way.
01:05:29.509 --> 01:05:30.609
You didn't.
01:05:30.636 --> 01:05:31.736
I did.
01:05:32.804 --> 01:05:36.183
You know, usually,
this stuff doesn't impress me,
01:05:36.350 --> 01:05:40.062
but this is... pretty smooth.
01:05:48.695 --> 01:05:50.197
Thank you.
01:05:51.782 --> 01:05:55.160
Um, may I have five
minutes on the clock, please?
01:06:02.584 --> 01:06:03.684
Okay, kid.
01:06:03.752 --> 01:06:04.854
We both know
this part of the movie
01:06:04.878 --> 01:06:06.088
is the ultimate panty dropper.
01:06:06.254 --> 01:06:07.547
Better make your move.
01:06:07.798 --> 01:06:09.383
Hey, just take your time.
01:06:10.008 --> 01:06:11.108
No rush.
01:06:12.678 --> 01:06:14.179
That is so wrong.
01:06:39.413 --> 01:06:41.206
Adam...
Adam.
01:06:41.289 --> 01:06:43.750
Hey, over here.
01:06:44.418 --> 01:06:45.627
Adam.
01:06:47.045 --> 01:06:48.255
Adam.
01:06:50.382 --> 01:06:51.967
That's not good.
01:07:06.314 --> 01:07:07.524
Finally!
01:07:07.691 --> 01:07:09.609
No way!
What is going on with you?
01:07:09.776 --> 01:07:10.986
Nothing, I'm fine.
01:07:11.319 --> 01:07:13.113
No, you're not fine.
01:07:13.280 --> 01:07:14.281
You don't even look like
01:07:14.364 --> 01:07:15.764
you're on this planet
half the time.
01:07:16.158 --> 01:07:18.577
Adam, look, you can trust her.
01:07:19.870 --> 01:07:21.747
No, you're right.
There is something.
01:07:22.330 --> 01:07:23.430
Yeah.
01:07:23.498 --> 01:07:25.208
Yeah, just show her who you are.
01:07:25.292 --> 01:07:26.392
Tell her about us.
01:07:26.710 --> 01:07:27.878
Don't do that.
01:07:31.131 --> 01:07:33.592
There's been
a lot going on at home.
01:07:33.759 --> 01:07:34.968
Lately.
01:07:35.260 --> 01:07:37.345
I've been feeling really alone.
01:07:38.013 --> 01:07:39.556
I'm sorry.
01:07:40.599 --> 01:07:43.351
But I don't feel that way
when I'm with you.
01:07:48.106 --> 01:07:49.691
Oh, yeah.
01:07:51.276 --> 01:07:52.569
So...
01:07:54.613 --> 01:07:55.739
I wanted...
01:07:57.407 --> 01:08:00.035
I wanna know if you'd wanna go
to prom with me?
01:08:07.334 --> 01:08:10.337
I know it's an extension of
the patriarchy and everything,
01:08:11.713 --> 01:08:12.813
but would you?
01:08:13.423 --> 01:08:16.885
Only if you tell people
that I asked you.
01:08:17.886 --> 01:08:19.554
- Deal.
- Deal.
01:09:00.178 --> 01:09:02.055
My mom told me something once
01:09:02.222 --> 01:09:04.933
when she first
started dating again.
01:09:05.100 --> 01:09:08.395
You lose your secrets when you
let people get too close.
01:09:08.603 --> 01:09:10.105
It can be painful
01:09:10.313 --> 01:09:11.523
to let someone find you
01:09:11.606 --> 01:09:13.859
in all the dark and
twisty places inside.
01:09:14.025 --> 01:09:15.819
But you have to hope they do,
01:09:16.736 --> 01:09:19.197
because that's the beginning
of everything.
01:09:21.575 --> 01:09:24.870
But letting Maya love me
the way that I am
01:09:25.036 --> 01:09:27.831
would be like letting her
catch a disease.
01:09:28.456 --> 01:09:31.001
She doesn't deserve to
be loved by someone
01:09:31.126 --> 01:09:33.336
who can't see the
world the way it is.
01:09:34.087 --> 01:09:35.463
Right?
01:09:36.965 --> 01:09:38.550
And I'd really like to
keep my secrets
01:09:38.633 --> 01:09:40.010
while I have them.
01:09:48.143 --> 01:09:49.811
You wanna explain these?
01:09:53.690 --> 01:09:54.900
What do you want me to say?
01:09:55.066 --> 01:09:56.902
I want you to say that
you haven't stopped
01:09:56.985 --> 01:09:58.862
taking your medication
behind my back.
01:10:00.447 --> 01:10:02.365
I can't say that.
01:10:03.450 --> 01:10:04.868
Do you have any idea
01:10:04.951 --> 01:10:07.120
how much we have on the line
with this school?
01:10:08.955 --> 01:10:11.416
With your medical expenses?
01:10:12.042 --> 01:10:13.460
What about me?
01:10:15.003 --> 01:10:16.421
What about what I need?
01:10:16.588 --> 01:10:18.924
What are you talking about?
It's all about you.
01:10:19.090 --> 01:10:21.259
It's all about you.
All the time.
01:10:21.343 --> 01:10:23.178
All of this is for you.
01:10:23.345 --> 01:10:25.055
The books, and the articles,
01:10:25.180 --> 01:10:28.600
and the staying up all night
reading forum after forum.
01:10:29.601 --> 01:10:30.953
Do you think you're
the only one in this house
01:10:30.977 --> 01:10:32.077
going through this?
01:10:32.479 --> 01:10:35.148
So that's what they tell you
in those parenting books?
01:10:35.315 --> 01:10:37.192
Oh, my God!
01:10:37.400 --> 01:10:40.153
You know, you are not
the only person in this house
01:10:40.195 --> 01:10:41.947
who is affected by this.
01:10:42.113 --> 01:10:43.490
Do you think that
this is the life
01:10:43.573 --> 01:10:44.950
that I wanted for you?
01:10:45.116 --> 01:10:46.785
For myself?
01:10:47.118 --> 01:10:48.453
Okay.
01:10:48.620 --> 01:10:51.748
I'm sorry for getting
in the way of you,
01:10:51.831 --> 01:10:53.291
and Paul, and the new baby,
01:10:53.458 --> 01:10:55.585
and your perfect new life
01:10:55.752 --> 01:10:59.381
that doesn't include a crazy
stepson who hears voices.
01:11:00.799 --> 01:11:02.425
Stop. Adam.
01:11:02.884 --> 01:11:05.679
Adam. Stop.
01:11:06.846 --> 01:11:08.765
Listen to me.
01:11:09.224 --> 01:11:12.560
I know that you must be scared,
01:11:12.644 --> 01:11:15.146
and that it's lonely
in your head,
01:11:15.313 --> 01:11:17.315
and I wish, I wish
I could be in there with you,
01:11:17.482 --> 01:11:20.151
I wish I could ease
that burden, but I can't.
01:11:21.111 --> 01:11:23.071
I'm trying.
I am really trying.
01:11:23.238 --> 01:11:25.323
And I would do anything for you.
01:11:25.407 --> 01:11:27.158
Just tell me what to do.
Tell me.
01:11:27.325 --> 01:11:28.952
Tell me how to help you.
01:11:35.458 --> 01:11:38.503
There's nothing you can do.
01:11:39.546 --> 01:11:42.257
The pills make me feel like
I wanna die.
01:11:43.091 --> 01:11:47.178
I can't see. I can't think.
And I can't cook.
01:11:48.346 --> 01:11:49.889
And what's the point
if I can't cook?
01:11:50.056 --> 01:11:52.684
Why didn't you share that
with me?
01:11:52.767 --> 01:11:54.394
We're in this together.
We're...
01:11:54.561 --> 01:11:56.441
We're supposed to be
on the same team, remember?
01:11:56.563 --> 01:11:58.898
We're not on the same team.
01:11:59.482 --> 01:12:02.402
And we haven't been
since Paul moved in.
01:12:10.952 --> 01:12:12.287
I can't do that to him.
01:12:12.495 --> 01:12:13.595
Look, I understand that.
01:12:13.621 --> 01:12:16.249
Just listen to me.
We have to do something.
01:12:16.416 --> 01:12:17.417
I know that, Paul.
01:12:17.500 --> 01:12:18.686
It's only a matter
of time before you...
01:12:18.710 --> 01:12:19.810
I'm doing everything I can.
01:12:19.836 --> 01:12:20.837
Do you see him?
01:12:20.920 --> 01:12:22.047
Do you see what's going on?
01:12:22.130 --> 01:12:24.507
Of course, I see him.
I see everything.
01:12:24.674 --> 01:12:25.675
I'm his mother.
01:12:25.759 --> 01:12:26.944
I'm just trying to avert
the disaster, Beth.
01:12:26.968 --> 01:12:29.179
We ain't taking no damn pills,
you hear me?
01:12:29.262 --> 01:12:30.364
You didn't need
those pills anyway.
01:12:30.388 --> 01:12:31.389
We gotta get him outta here.
01:12:31.473 --> 01:12:32.599
Screw the pills!
01:12:32.766 --> 01:12:34.225
- Okay.
- You're awesome,
01:12:34.309 --> 01:12:36.037
and we're here for you.
And we believe in you.
01:12:36.061 --> 01:12:37.771
We ain't gonna
let 'em take us out of ya.
01:12:37.937 --> 01:12:39.314
This is our house! Ours!
01:12:39.397 --> 01:12:40.497
This bed is really comfy.
01:13:07.759 --> 01:13:10.053
Sorry. You startled me.
01:13:17.727 --> 01:13:19.437
You're trash.
01:13:21.606 --> 01:13:22.706
What?
01:13:25.318 --> 01:13:27.278
Could you throw away your trash?
01:13:30.490 --> 01:13:31.658
Sure.
01:13:50.093 --> 01:13:51.193
You know...
01:13:53.012 --> 01:13:55.306
I was really starting
to look forward
01:13:55.390 --> 01:13:57.350
to our Good Will Hunting moment.
01:14:00.645 --> 01:14:02.039
When you're finished
with the questions,
01:14:02.063 --> 01:14:03.163
please pass them forward
01:14:03.231 --> 01:14:05.817
and open up your textbooks
to Chapter 18.
01:14:08.987 --> 01:14:10.864
Adam Petrazelli,
01:14:10.947 --> 01:14:13.700
please report to the
Principal's office.
01:14:19.164 --> 01:14:21.541
Adam, please, take a seat.
01:14:27.672 --> 01:14:29.072
- Mom, what's going on?
- It's okay.
01:14:29.215 --> 01:14:30.401
It has been brought
to my attention
01:14:30.425 --> 01:14:33.011
that you are no longer taking
your medication.
01:14:34.387 --> 01:14:38.641
Yeah, okay, it...
It made me worse.
01:14:38.808 --> 01:14:40.560
As I said from day one,
01:14:40.727 --> 01:14:43.438
your admission to St. Agatha's
is conditional.
01:14:43.605 --> 01:14:45.440
We can't take any risks.
01:14:45.607 --> 01:14:46.816
What does that mean? Risks?
01:14:47.025 --> 01:14:49.569
They're afraid you're gonna
hurt other students, Adam.
01:14:50.987 --> 01:14:52.238
Are you kicking me out?
01:14:52.405 --> 01:14:54.073
- Suspending you.
- Temporarily.
01:14:54.240 --> 01:14:56.409
Just... Just until
we figure things out.
01:14:57.202 --> 01:14:59.746
You may finish off the day
to avoid causing a scene.
01:15:02.165 --> 01:15:03.583
It was you.
01:15:04.417 --> 01:15:06.085
I saw you writing
that email to her.
01:15:06.169 --> 01:15:07.313
I know you wanna send me away.
01:15:07.337 --> 01:15:08.546
Adam, you need to calm down.
01:15:08.713 --> 01:15:10.423
No one wants to send you away.
01:15:10.590 --> 01:15:13.092
Yes, he does. And he's a liar.
01:15:15.261 --> 01:15:17.263
This was my last chance.
01:15:19.390 --> 01:15:21.809
I probably
won't get another one.
01:15:22.185 --> 01:15:23.728
Remember, Mom?
01:16:02.433 --> 01:16:03.533
Are you surprised?
01:16:05.520 --> 01:16:07.188
What? Why?
01:16:07.355 --> 01:16:09.232
It's... actually nice
01:16:09.315 --> 01:16:11.115
to have some competition
around here for once.
01:16:11.484 --> 01:16:14.696
- What are you talking about?
- Come on. Let's go.
01:16:26.624 --> 01:16:28.334
I'm proud of you, Petrazelli.
01:16:43.725 --> 01:16:46.227
Aren't you supposed
to be in class?
01:16:46.769 --> 01:16:48.646
I didn't feel like it.
01:16:48.855 --> 01:16:50.940
You wanna hop in the box
and talk about it?
01:16:54.694 --> 01:16:57.196
What I'm dealing with
can't be fixed, Father.
01:17:07.206 --> 01:17:08.708
Try me.
01:17:09.042 --> 01:17:10.960
What is even
the purpose of all this?
01:17:12.420 --> 01:17:13.921
Confession?
01:17:15.131 --> 01:17:17.175
You think making people
feel like shit
01:17:17.258 --> 01:17:19.135
somehow brings out
the best in them?
01:17:19.302 --> 01:17:20.803
Cool philosophy.
01:17:21.054 --> 01:17:24.766
"Whoever conceals their sins
does not prosper,
01:17:24.932 --> 01:17:27.518
"but the one that confesses
and renounces them..."
01:17:27.685 --> 01:17:29.771
That's great.
01:17:30.605 --> 01:17:32.690
Another fortune cookie answer.
01:17:34.525 --> 01:17:36.527
You have a list
that you alternate?
01:17:39.197 --> 01:17:40.297
Maybe.
01:17:40.740 --> 01:17:45.828
Being ambiguous
doesn't make you profound.
01:17:47.747 --> 01:17:50.124
It makes you full of shit.
01:17:51.584 --> 01:17:52.585
Here's something...
01:17:52.627 --> 01:17:53.727
Here's something
01:17:53.753 --> 01:17:54.754
profound for you...
01:17:54.837 --> 01:17:56.631
Why don't you kill yourself?
01:18:00.051 --> 01:18:01.151
What?
01:18:01.260 --> 01:18:02.929
I said, why don't you
excuse yourself?
01:18:03.012 --> 01:18:04.555
Take a day off.
Leave yourself alone.
01:18:04.889 --> 01:18:07.100
That's not what you said.
01:18:13.272 --> 01:18:14.372
This is bullshit.
01:18:14.607 --> 01:18:16.317
Hey, don't talk to your mother
like that!
01:18:16.484 --> 01:18:17.964
Thanks for the parenting
advice, Paul.
01:18:18.111 --> 01:18:20.047
What makes you think you could
go to the prom tonight?
01:18:20.071 --> 01:18:22.532
- You're suspended.
- This is insane!
01:18:22.657 --> 01:18:24.951
Hey, let's just sit down, okay?
01:18:26.285 --> 01:18:27.578
You're trapped.
01:18:27.745 --> 01:18:30.915
I'm trapped.
This is how it starts.
01:18:31.082 --> 01:18:32.208
This is how they do it.
01:18:32.375 --> 01:18:33.626
This is how you do it.
01:18:34.043 --> 01:18:35.545
First, it's the pills.
01:18:35.670 --> 01:18:37.422
Then the pills make me
feel like shit,
01:18:37.505 --> 01:18:38.605
so, I come off of them.
01:18:38.673 --> 01:18:40.967
And that's when Paul
convinces you
01:18:41.050 --> 01:18:42.150
to send me somewhere.
01:18:42.343 --> 01:18:44.137
Because nothing else works!
01:18:46.472 --> 01:18:47.932
Nothing else works!
01:18:48.099 --> 01:18:49.934
Because
nothing was designed to work.
01:18:50.101 --> 01:18:52.645
Nothing was designed to work.
That was the plan.
01:18:52.812 --> 01:18:54.188
And I was right.
01:18:54.272 --> 01:18:55.916
- That wasn't the plan.
- I was right the whole time.
01:18:55.940 --> 01:18:56.941
That wasn't the plan, Adam.
01:18:57.024 --> 01:18:58.484
Shut up, Paul!
01:18:58.818 --> 01:19:01.112
- You poisoned my brain.
- Hey.
01:19:01.195 --> 01:19:02.655
You know he did that, Mom.
01:19:02.697 --> 01:19:04.449
- Can you see that?
- Adam.
01:19:04.615 --> 01:19:06.335
- Mom. Can you see that?
- Come on. Come on.
01:19:06.367 --> 01:19:09.704
Hey, hey, hey. Hey.
Listen to me.
01:19:09.871 --> 01:19:10.872
Listen to my voice.
01:19:10.955 --> 01:19:13.583
My voice is the only one
that matters right now, okay?
01:19:13.708 --> 01:19:18.463
And I am telling you that
you are my entire world, okay?
01:19:19.380 --> 01:19:20.631
Adam?
01:19:22.008 --> 01:19:23.468
Come on, kid.
01:19:23.551 --> 01:19:26.012
Don't you see it's all
a big bait and switch?
01:19:26.387 --> 01:19:27.847
Adam?
01:19:28.347 --> 01:19:30.725
You better get out of here
before it's too late.
01:19:32.351 --> 01:19:33.451
Adam.
01:19:34.562 --> 01:19:36.022
I don't believe you.
01:20:00.546 --> 01:20:03.633
Oh, Adam, Adam, Adam...
01:20:04.926 --> 01:20:06.026
What are you doing?
01:20:06.135 --> 01:20:09.472
No... Please...
01:20:10.890 --> 01:20:14.268
You're really
gonna go to prom unprepared?
01:20:23.861 --> 01:20:25.112
That's it.
01:20:26.113 --> 01:20:28.449
How else will you
survive the night?
01:20:34.914 --> 01:20:37.625
Take all the pills.
01:20:39.377 --> 01:20:41.504
Do it. Do it.
01:20:43.673 --> 01:20:45.716
No, I will.
I will, I promise.
01:20:45.925 --> 01:20:47.301
That's not what I saw.
01:20:53.808 --> 01:20:55.184
Good, girl.
01:20:55.268 --> 01:20:58.229
Thank you.
You like it? Oh, yeah.
01:21:00.064 --> 01:21:02.275
What are you staring at?
01:21:02.441 --> 01:21:06.320
I just thought you didn't
really care about dances.
01:21:07.238 --> 01:21:09.949
Well, I don't do anything
halfway, so...
01:21:10.116 --> 01:21:11.492
Clearly.
01:21:12.702 --> 01:21:17.248
I'll, um, try not to pierce
your nipple.
01:21:20.960 --> 01:21:23.421
Why are you sweating?
Did you run here?
01:21:24.630 --> 01:21:26.591
- Yeah? No.
- No, no, no.
01:21:26.757 --> 01:21:29.385
No, it's just really hot out.
Do you want this?
01:21:29.552 --> 01:21:32.305
- Yeah.
- Okay...
01:21:33.723 --> 01:21:35.516
You sure you're okay?
01:21:35.683 --> 01:21:38.728
Yeah. You wanna go inside?
01:21:38.853 --> 01:21:40.855
- Okay.
- Come on.
01:21:47.987 --> 01:21:50.072
Oh, wow. That was bright.
01:21:51.073 --> 01:21:52.783
- Wanna go?
- Yeah.
01:22:09.884 --> 01:22:12.345
Yeah, do you want some punch?
01:22:12.887 --> 01:22:13.987
Sure.
01:22:14.347 --> 01:22:15.890
- Hey!
- Sorry.
01:22:23.522 --> 01:22:25.983
Excuse me, Mr. Petrazelli...
01:22:26.150 --> 01:22:29.195
...what part of suspended
do you not understand?
01:22:29.362 --> 01:22:31.030
Young man, I'm talking to you.
01:22:31.489 --> 01:22:33.240
Where are you going?
01:22:33.407 --> 01:22:35.368
- Mr. Petrazelli!
- Adam...
01:22:35.451 --> 01:22:36.869
Adam...
01:22:45.002 --> 01:22:46.420
Hey. Hey, let's go dance.
Come on.
01:22:46.587 --> 01:22:47.922
Oh, okay.
01:23:18.077 --> 01:23:19.177
Adam?
01:23:22.581 --> 01:23:23.833
- Adam?
- Excuse me.
01:23:23.916 --> 01:23:25.334
You can't just walk away
from me.
01:23:25.501 --> 01:23:26.645
You have to leave this prom
right now.
01:23:26.669 --> 01:23:27.813
Hey, hey, wait.
What's going on?
01:23:27.837 --> 01:23:30.047
We discussed
this, Mr. Petrazelli.
01:23:30.214 --> 01:23:32.675
You don't have permission
to be here.
01:23:32.842 --> 01:23:35.302
You will leave
the prom right now.
01:23:36.345 --> 01:23:37.805
You are suspended.
01:23:40.725 --> 01:23:42.685
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God, Adam!
01:23:43.853 --> 01:23:45.354
Adam!
01:23:45.521 --> 01:23:47.314
Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
01:23:48.566 --> 01:23:49.692
Adam!
01:24:36.947 --> 01:24:38.227
Stay with us, buddy.
Stay with...
01:24:39.575 --> 01:24:41.415
Adam, look at me. Adam!
Adam! Look at me quick.
01:24:41.535 --> 01:24:43.120
Eyes open.
01:24:43.204 --> 01:24:44.330
Pupils are nine point four.
01:24:44.497 --> 01:24:46.217
Adam, you're okay.
You're safe. You're safe.
01:24:46.373 --> 01:24:47.958
Adam, Adam, Adam.
01:24:48.125 --> 01:24:49.978
Slow down. Slow down.
You're all right. You're okay.
01:24:50.002 --> 01:24:51.102
Breathe, breathe.
01:25:15.277 --> 01:25:17.071
What's going on? Where's Maya?
01:25:17.905 --> 01:25:19.073
Is she okay?
01:25:19.615 --> 01:25:22.076
She's, uh...
She's worried about you.
01:25:23.661 --> 01:25:25.079
We all are.
01:25:29.333 --> 01:25:30.709
Does she know?
01:25:32.211 --> 01:25:34.088
I told her, honey.
01:25:35.089 --> 01:25:37.383
No, no, no.
01:25:38.259 --> 01:25:39.359
No.
01:25:41.804 --> 01:25:42.904
No.
01:25:44.056 --> 01:25:45.474
What is this?
01:25:46.100 --> 01:25:47.726
- Adam.
- What's going on?
01:25:47.893 --> 01:25:49.079
That's just for your own safety.
01:25:49.103 --> 01:25:50.354
- Shut up, Paul. Shut up.
- Hey.
01:25:50.521 --> 01:25:52.356
- It's just temporary.
- Where am I?
01:25:52.523 --> 01:25:53.858
Listen, you were upset,
01:25:54.567 --> 01:25:56.402
and we didn't want you
to hurt yourself.
01:25:58.779 --> 01:26:00.114
Okay, when can I go home?
01:26:00.322 --> 01:26:02.575
You have to get better first.
01:26:07.997 --> 01:26:09.415
You wanted to put me here,
01:26:09.498 --> 01:26:11.000
in a place
where they could fix me.
01:26:11.542 --> 01:26:12.835
"Professionally."
01:26:13.002 --> 01:26:14.211
It's not how I meant it, Adam.
01:26:16.505 --> 01:26:17.605
Hi.
01:26:23.679 --> 01:26:25.556
Can you please make her leave?
01:26:26.307 --> 01:26:27.407
Adam...
01:26:28.309 --> 01:26:30.519
Oh, I'm ready, boss.
All you gotta do
01:26:30.603 --> 01:26:31.854
- is say the word.
- Stop!
01:26:32.021 --> 01:26:33.121
Don't... Don't move.
01:26:34.899 --> 01:26:39.945
Adam, listen to me.
She can accept all of you.
01:26:40.112 --> 01:26:42.031
Okay, please, everyone be quiet.
01:26:45.284 --> 01:26:46.493
This is it.
01:26:47.161 --> 01:26:49.413
This is what it means
to let someone find you
01:26:49.496 --> 01:26:51.498
in all the dark
and twisty places inside.
01:26:51.624 --> 01:26:52.724
Shut up!
01:26:52.791 --> 01:26:55.252
No, this can be the beginning
of everything, remember?
01:26:55.419 --> 01:26:57.296
Shut up! Shut up!
01:27:01.550 --> 01:27:03.135
Are you happy?
01:27:03.844 --> 01:27:05.346
This is who I am.
01:27:06.430 --> 01:27:08.390
It's my big secret, okay?
01:27:08.557 --> 01:27:10.559
No, this isn't who you are.
01:27:10.726 --> 01:27:12.353
Yes, it is!
01:27:12.811 --> 01:27:16.190
I am crazy, and I'm dangerous.
01:27:16.815 --> 01:27:17.942
And I'm...
01:27:19.360 --> 01:27:20.903
I need you to leave.
01:27:20.986 --> 01:27:22.086
No.
01:27:22.279 --> 01:27:25.616
Do I look like
I need a fucking tutor?
01:27:28.077 --> 01:27:30.579
Find some other way
to keep the lights on!
01:27:31.872 --> 01:27:33.165
Make her leave.
01:27:33.332 --> 01:27:35.209
- Please. Everyone, get out!
- Okay.
01:27:37.795 --> 01:27:40.214
Don't touch me.
01:28:03.654 --> 01:28:04.947
This is Seroquel?
01:28:05.364 --> 01:28:07.157
Yeah, I tried that one.
01:29:03.797 --> 01:29:05.507
Good morning.
01:29:09.053 --> 01:29:10.512
You see him, right?
01:29:11.889 --> 01:29:13.432
Yeah, he's real.
01:29:14.016 --> 01:29:15.684
Group session in four minutes.
01:29:16.435 --> 01:29:17.535
Okay.
01:29:20.230 --> 01:29:21.648
What are you doing here?
01:29:21.815 --> 01:29:24.318
I'm on my way
to the graduation ceremony.
01:29:24.485 --> 01:29:26.320
I just wanted to see
how you were doing.
01:29:26.695 --> 01:29:28.405
I've had better days.
01:29:30.574 --> 01:29:32.618
Are you even allowed
to be fraternizing
01:29:32.701 --> 01:29:33.994
with someone like me?
01:29:34.536 --> 01:29:36.330
You know I got expelled, right?
01:29:36.538 --> 01:29:38.415
The only
agenda I serve is God's.
01:29:40.709 --> 01:29:43.337
Could you tell him
to maybe reconsider his agenda
01:29:43.504 --> 01:29:44.689
'cause it feels like I'm getting
01:29:44.713 --> 01:29:46.215
the short end of the stick.
01:29:47.091 --> 01:29:48.675
I'll put in a call.
01:29:48.842 --> 01:29:50.010
You mind if I sit?
01:29:51.804 --> 01:29:52.904
Go ahead.
01:30:01.021 --> 01:30:02.621
Well, joking aside,
I want to talk to you
01:30:02.648 --> 01:30:04.125
about the question
you asked me the other day.
01:30:04.149 --> 01:30:05.349
About the point of confession.
01:30:05.943 --> 01:30:06.944
Okay.
01:30:07.027 --> 01:30:08.445
Sometimes, kids come to see me,
01:30:08.529 --> 01:30:10.006
and they wanna know
what it all means.
01:30:10.030 --> 01:30:11.740
And I usually quote the Bible,
01:30:11.824 --> 01:30:13.617
allowing them
to attach their own meaning.
01:30:15.244 --> 01:30:16.578
Trust me. I know.
01:30:19.331 --> 01:30:21.375
But sometimes, a kid needs more.
01:30:21.542 --> 01:30:23.919
Actually telling somebody
our sins
01:30:24.086 --> 01:30:26.755
is just an opportunity
to admit that we are flawed.
01:30:27.256 --> 01:30:29.216
You don't think
we know we're flawed?
01:30:29.299 --> 01:30:30.399
Everyone's flawed.
01:30:30.467 --> 01:30:32.177
But admitting our flaws,
01:30:33.095 --> 01:30:37.724
that gives us the opportunity
and the strength to face them.
01:30:39.268 --> 01:30:41.228
And that's why we confess.
01:30:45.941 --> 01:30:47.359
I'm sorry
I didn't tell you all this
01:30:47.401 --> 01:30:49.069
before everything happened.
01:30:49.403 --> 01:30:51.488
But I had no idea
what you were up against.
01:30:52.865 --> 01:30:53.965
Sure.
01:30:54.408 --> 01:30:56.535
You want to pray with me
before I go?
01:30:56.952 --> 01:30:59.204
What if I still don't believe
in God?
01:30:59.872 --> 01:31:00.873
Then I will pray.
01:31:00.956 --> 01:31:02.350
But you need to take the time
to think about
01:31:02.374 --> 01:31:03.750
what kind of person
you wanna be.
01:31:03.917 --> 01:31:06.962
At the very least, you need
to believe in yourself.
01:31:13.218 --> 01:31:14.720
Dear Father in heaven,
01:31:15.512 --> 01:31:18.765
please watch over Adam
on his road to recovery.
01:31:24.563 --> 01:31:25.564
Hi.
01:31:25.647 --> 01:31:26.747
I'm gonna wait downstairs.
01:31:26.815 --> 01:31:27.983
Okay.
01:31:31.153 --> 01:31:33.030
They said you haven't been
eating much,
01:31:33.113 --> 01:31:35.032
so I thought you might want
something fresh.
01:31:36.200 --> 01:31:37.910
They made me take
all the skewers out.
01:31:37.993 --> 01:31:40.120
It looked a lot better
in the store.
01:31:42.998 --> 01:31:44.098
No, thanks.
01:31:45.876 --> 01:31:47.461
How are you doing?
01:31:47.836 --> 01:31:49.338
How do I look?
01:31:57.471 --> 01:31:58.639
This is temporary.
01:31:59.223 --> 01:32:02.976
No diploma, no culinary school.
01:32:04.436 --> 01:32:05.687
It's over.
01:32:06.980 --> 01:32:08.190
This is my life now.
01:32:08.357 --> 01:32:10.442
That's not true.
01:32:13.779 --> 01:32:16.240
You used to tell me
to see myself
01:32:16.323 --> 01:32:18.450
as a person dealing
with an illness
01:32:20.285 --> 01:32:22.788
but not become
the illness itself.
01:32:23.956 --> 01:32:25.791
But look at me.
01:32:26.792 --> 01:32:28.377
I am looking at you,
01:32:29.127 --> 01:32:30.754
and I see my son.
01:32:31.880 --> 01:32:33.632
Who I love more than anything.
01:32:36.802 --> 01:32:39.388
Come on. You wanna go get
something to eat downstairs?
01:32:39.513 --> 01:32:41.515
No, I'm okay, but thank you.
01:32:59.992 --> 01:33:01.118
See you later.
01:33:02.369 --> 01:33:03.469
Okay.
01:33:13.839 --> 01:33:15.924
Dear Sister Catherine,
01:33:16.091 --> 01:33:18.719
I met Adam little
over a year ago.
01:33:19.177 --> 01:33:21.805
I don't have much
experience with kids,
01:33:22.389 --> 01:33:25.434
but knowing Adam has taught
me that being a parent
01:33:25.559 --> 01:33:27.561
means becoming what your
children need most.
01:33:28.770 --> 01:33:30.981
Every step of the
treatment has been reported.
01:33:31.565 --> 01:33:34.067
Not because we were
required to do so,
01:33:34.234 --> 01:33:36.862
but because it is in
Adam's best interest
01:33:36.945 --> 01:33:38.947
to have the adults in his life
01:33:39.114 --> 01:33:40.741
be as informed as possible.
01:33:45.495 --> 01:33:48.332
Your threat to
expel him is abusive,
01:33:48.415 --> 01:33:50.083
and we will not tolerate it.
01:33:50.250 --> 01:33:52.711
Right now, my son needs me
01:33:52.794 --> 01:33:55.380
to protect him from
narrow-minded people
01:33:55.547 --> 01:33:56.882
motivated by fear.
01:33:57.049 --> 01:34:00.510
I have faith that you
will make a decision
01:34:00.677 --> 01:34:03.347
that reflects the moral and
spiritual integrity
01:34:03.513 --> 01:34:04.953
- St. Agatha's is built upon.
- Paul!
01:34:05.682 --> 01:34:08.352
Paul. Paul.
01:34:15.609 --> 01:34:16.943
I'm sorry.
01:34:17.903 --> 01:34:19.154
It's okay.
01:34:19.821 --> 01:34:20.989
It's okay.
01:34:25.285 --> 01:34:27.788
I know you didn't sign up
for this.
01:34:28.622 --> 01:34:30.290
I'm not going anywhere.
01:34:31.875 --> 01:34:34.336
I'm not trying
to replace your dad.
01:34:35.003 --> 01:34:36.755
No, I know.
01:34:37.422 --> 01:34:38.882
But he was an asshole anyway.
01:34:41.635 --> 01:34:43.762
I need you to take me somewhere.
01:34:43.929 --> 01:34:46.306
What? Where?
01:34:47.599 --> 01:34:48.767
Look, there is no cure,
01:34:48.850 --> 01:34:50.560
and maybe one day,
there will be,
01:34:50.727 --> 01:34:54.564
but right now, I gotta work
this out on my own terms.
01:34:54.731 --> 01:34:56.441
And I can't do that here.
01:34:57.401 --> 01:35:00.404
Please, Mom, be with me
01:35:01.446 --> 01:35:02.906
on the same team.
01:35:04.074 --> 01:35:05.174
Okay.
01:35:06.159 --> 01:35:07.259
Okay.
01:35:07.869 --> 01:35:08.969
- Okay.
- Okay.
01:35:08.995 --> 01:35:10.831
All right.
I'll go sign him out.
01:35:10.997 --> 01:35:12.097
Okay.
01:35:12.999 --> 01:35:14.099
Okay.
01:35:14.126 --> 01:35:15.226
Thank you.
01:35:19.047 --> 01:35:20.674
That was when time stood still.
01:35:20.841 --> 01:35:22.759
A moment that came to define
01:35:22.843 --> 01:35:24.761
that chapter of my adolescence.
01:35:24.928 --> 01:35:26.972
And as I stood there
with my feet touching
01:35:27.055 --> 01:35:29.057
the cold waters of Lake Owano,
01:35:29.224 --> 01:35:30.809
I knew
I could never go back again.
01:35:30.892 --> 01:35:31.992
Thank you.
01:35:36.022 --> 01:35:37.941
Let's have
another round of applause
01:35:38.024 --> 01:35:40.026
for our
Benchmark Exam finalists.
01:35:45.907 --> 01:35:48.702
Without further ado,
may I present
01:35:48.910 --> 01:35:53.790
St. Agatha's graduating class
of 2020.
01:35:56.585 --> 01:35:58.336
Jordan Adler.
01:36:00.130 --> 01:36:01.381
Congratulations.
01:36:01.548 --> 01:36:02.716
Lisa Alliser.
01:36:08.388 --> 01:36:10.307
Monica Atkinson.
01:36:12.017 --> 01:36:13.351
Oh, my God.
01:36:19.983 --> 01:36:21.818
What are you doing?
01:36:22.611 --> 01:36:24.070
I'm graduating.
01:36:30.285 --> 01:36:31.411
Thank you.
01:36:34.372 --> 01:36:36.249
Um, I'm sorry
but there's one other essay
01:36:36.333 --> 01:36:37.501
that's been scheduled
01:36:37.667 --> 01:36:38.919
to be read.
01:36:40.462 --> 01:36:42.172
Okay, that was a bold move.
01:36:46.134 --> 01:36:47.719
Adam.
01:36:49.888 --> 01:36:51.056
Adam...
01:36:54.309 --> 01:36:57.646
You're not telling
them anything, no.
01:36:57.771 --> 01:36:58.939
Okay.
01:37:09.449 --> 01:37:10.951
Adam...
01:37:17.415 --> 01:37:18.515
No.
01:37:18.792 --> 01:37:22.045
Hi. I'm Adam.
01:37:23.088 --> 01:37:26.049
- I'm here because...
- Don't.
01:37:26.132 --> 01:37:28.176
...I need my diploma.
01:37:29.511 --> 01:37:30.720
Without it...
01:37:30.887 --> 01:37:31.987
Please, Adam.
01:37:32.097 --> 01:37:33.932
...I can't be the person
I wanna be.
01:37:34.975 --> 01:37:36.075
Shut up.
01:37:37.894 --> 01:37:40.272
And that's because
I have schizophrenia.
01:37:47.320 --> 01:37:48.321
You're ruining
01:37:48.405 --> 01:37:49.505
your mother's life, Adam.
01:37:52.617 --> 01:37:54.828
It's a chemical disorder...
01:37:54.995 --> 01:37:56.413
This is why your father left.
01:37:56.580 --> 01:37:57.680
...in the brain.
01:37:57.747 --> 01:38:00.250
And it makes you hear voices
01:38:00.417 --> 01:38:03.253
and see things
that aren't there.
01:38:04.004 --> 01:38:05.338
It sucks.
01:38:05.630 --> 01:38:06.730
You're terrified.
01:38:06.840 --> 01:38:08.383
You could just Google it.
01:38:08.633 --> 01:38:10.343
You will
always be terrified of me.
01:38:11.970 --> 01:38:14.347
I have people in my life
01:38:14.681 --> 01:38:17.225
who have been trying to help me.
01:38:17.392 --> 01:38:20.645
People who've seen me
as more than an illness.
01:38:21.104 --> 01:38:22.731
But I pushed them away.
01:38:22.856 --> 01:38:28.653
I tried chasing this idea
of being normal.
01:38:29.237 --> 01:38:30.780
Whatever that means.
01:38:34.701 --> 01:38:37.203
Don't wanna end up
on the bathroom walls, right?
01:38:38.580 --> 01:38:40.624
You are who you are...
01:38:45.545 --> 01:38:48.006
The Benchmark Exam asked us
01:38:48.715 --> 01:38:51.009
to write about
our greatest failure.
01:38:52.469 --> 01:38:56.222
And I wish that I could
read my essay right now,
01:38:56.640 --> 01:38:59.309
but it was based on a lie.
01:39:02.604 --> 01:39:06.024
My greatest failure, hands down,
01:39:06.566 --> 01:39:10.195
has been hiding
from the ones I love.
01:39:12.322 --> 01:39:14.199
For believing
the voice in my head
01:39:14.366 --> 01:39:16.034
when it tells me
01:39:17.661 --> 01:39:19.496
I'm ruining their lives.
01:39:22.248 --> 01:39:25.835
For believing it
when it tells me
01:39:26.002 --> 01:39:28.755
I'm too defective
to be loved by anyone.
01:39:31.091 --> 01:39:35.470
You made me feel so many things.
01:39:39.349 --> 01:39:41.935
And I wasn't ready
to give that up.
01:39:44.437 --> 01:39:47.190
I'm sorry you had to expel me
01:39:47.357 --> 01:39:49.567
because I didn't fit
your picture of normalcy.
01:39:50.568 --> 01:39:52.404
But this is who I am.
01:39:54.823 --> 01:39:56.241
This is who I am.
01:39:56.950 --> 01:40:00.954
I'm Adam.
I have an illness,
01:40:01.162 --> 01:40:04.290
but I'm not the illness itself.
01:40:09.337 --> 01:40:10.437
Okay.
01:40:17.846 --> 01:40:18.946
Thank you.
01:40:41.661 --> 01:40:42.761
Adam.
01:40:57.927 --> 01:41:00.138
Hey, I'm... I'm sorry
about the hospital.
01:41:00.305 --> 01:41:01.407
No, I don't care
about the hospital.
01:41:01.431 --> 01:41:03.266
- I was just in a bad place.
- I know...
01:41:03.349 --> 01:41:04.350
And you have every right
to hate me.
01:41:04.434 --> 01:41:05.578
- I don't hate you, okay?
- And if you don't wanna
01:41:05.602 --> 01:41:06.702
- Stop!
01:41:08.021 --> 01:41:09.647
Is that why you didn't tell me?
01:41:11.232 --> 01:41:13.359
Because you thought
that I was gonna leave?
01:41:16.905 --> 01:41:18.031
Right here.
01:41:18.239 --> 01:41:20.617
- No. I'm just...
- Then I don't...
01:41:20.784 --> 01:41:22.035
I'm always gonna see things,
01:41:22.160 --> 01:41:24.162
and hear things
that I shouldn't.
01:41:24.871 --> 01:41:26.915
And the drugs aren't always
gonna work.
01:41:27.040 --> 01:41:29.626
And I'm sorry, but I can't
put you through that.
01:41:32.504 --> 01:41:33.922
I'm sorry.
01:41:38.218 --> 01:41:39.987
What makes you think you get
to make that decision
01:41:40.011 --> 01:41:41.111
on your own?
01:41:42.305 --> 01:41:43.973
I wasn't mad about the hospital.
01:41:44.641 --> 01:41:45.892
Or that you lied to me.
01:41:46.059 --> 01:41:47.159
Then why?
01:41:48.812 --> 01:41:50.480
You didn't let me choose.
01:41:51.564 --> 01:41:54.234
You didn't give me
a chance to stay.
01:41:55.819 --> 01:41:57.153
Would you have?
01:42:00.073 --> 01:42:01.658
I love you.
01:42:04.285 --> 01:42:07.747
Hey, there's never been a more
explicit cue to kiss the girl.
01:42:16.339 --> 01:42:17.439
Okay.
01:42:21.177 --> 01:42:22.679
Yes, yes, yes!
01:42:22.846 --> 01:42:24.931
Am I gonna sit here and tell you
01:42:25.098 --> 01:42:28.852
that things like love and
honesty can cure crazy?
01:42:29.018 --> 01:42:30.270
No.
01:42:30.436 --> 01:42:32.272
But they sure can help.
01:42:32.689 --> 01:42:33.789
For example,
01:42:33.857 --> 01:42:37.527
my graduation speech earned
St. Agatha's enough shitty PR
01:42:37.694 --> 01:42:39.237
for them to give me my diploma.
01:42:39.696 --> 01:42:41.739
That felt like a win
for honesty.
01:42:42.323 --> 01:42:44.242
And as for love,
01:42:45.326 --> 01:42:47.078
my mom was right.
01:42:48.371 --> 01:42:50.290
I need the fingers.
01:42:50.623 --> 01:42:52.041
You have to let people discover
01:42:52.125 --> 01:42:54.878
all your dark and
twisty places inside.
01:42:55.128 --> 01:42:57.255
She looks like you a little bit.
01:42:57.422 --> 01:42:59.716
These big cheeks.
01:42:59.799 --> 01:43:01.009
See these cheeks...
01:43:08.016 --> 01:43:11.352
Adam, come over here.
01:43:18.943 --> 01:43:20.820
Because those are the people
01:43:20.904 --> 01:43:22.572
that can show you what's real
01:43:22.739 --> 01:43:24.824
when you can't see
that for yourself.
01:43:25.950 --> 01:43:28.244
It can be the
beginning of everything.
01:43:28.995 --> 01:43:30.121
If you let it.
01:43:30.622 --> 01:43:32.665
- Yeah. All right, no. Stop.
- You do.
01:43:32.689 --> 01:43:43.689
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