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From time to time,
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she starts sneaking into Yamaga's house.
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Yamaga?
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The name of her first love.
He's a high school classmate.
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He's not aware of her love for him.
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She doesn't want him to know,
so that's OK with her.
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But she wants to know more about him.
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She wants to know everything about him,
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without letting him know about her.
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So she sneaks in.
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Right.
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When he's attending classes,
she feigns illness and leaves early.
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Yamaga's an only child
and his dad's an office worker.
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His mom's a school teacher.
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So the girl knows there's
nobody at home during the day.
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How does she sneak in?
She's just an ordinary teenager.
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She takes a guess and searches under
a potted plant by the front door.
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There's a key.
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What a careless family.
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She uses it to let herself
into the house.
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She goes upstairs and opens a door.
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The number on the soccer uniform
on a hanger tells her it's his room.
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The room is tidy for a 17-year-old boy,
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and she senses that he has controlling
parents, his mom in particular.
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She breathes in.
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She listens carefully.
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She hears silence.
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An amplified silence, like the sound
through a hearing aid, fills the room.
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She lies down on Yamaga's bed.
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She holds back the urge to masturbate.
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Why? The limits of a television drama?
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No.
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She has her own set of rules.
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Things she'll allow or
won't allow herself to do.
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She can sneak into his house,
but not masturbate there.
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Right.
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Then she leaves an unused tampon
in his room.
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A tampon?
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- That's what you said.
- That's so weird.
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More so than usual.
Can this be adapted for TV?
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Don't worry. The producer said
it's for an innovative late-night slot.
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If you say so.
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So she takes out an unused tampon
from her school bag
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and puts it in a drawer in his desk.
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What if his overprotective mom finds it?
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She feels a rush of excitement
at the thought.
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She's kinky.
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The tampon is a token indicating
she was really there.
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A token.
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She continues sneaking in
from time to time after that.
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She's aware of the risks.
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She's the type who is trusted
by her parents and teachers,
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So a lot is at stake.
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Nevertheless, she can't stop.
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She can't stop.
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She sniffs around in his room,
longing for his slightest scent.
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She always takes a token
from his room when she leaves.
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A pencil or something that
he won't notice is gone.
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And in exchange,
she leaves a token of herself.
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At her most daring moment,
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she took off her underwear and
put it deep in his chest of drawers.
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She feels that they are gradually
mingling by exchanging such tokens.
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And that she is giving him the strength
to escape his mother's control.
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That's it for today.
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I see.
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Want to know the rest?
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Yeah, I do.
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Shall I wait, or shall I write it? Which??
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You can still wait.
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Yeah. I want to know the rest, too.
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You really don't know?
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I never do, do I?
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Well, I thought maybe this time
It was about your first love.
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Of course it's not!
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Thanks.
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- Hello.
- Hello.
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When does the curtain go up?
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6:30 p.m. Doors open at 6:00.
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I'll be cutting it close.
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Don't bother coming. You shouldn't
slip out of a meeting.
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I'll bother. I want to see your play.
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- Break a leg.
- Thanks.
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Not worth a curse.
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(You say we have to come back tomorrow?)
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Yes.
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(Then we can bring a good bit of rope.)
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Yes.
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(Didi?)
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Yes.
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(I can't go on like this.)
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That's what you think.
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(If we parted?
That might be better for us.)
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We'll hang ourselves tomorrow.
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Unless Godot comes.
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(And if he comes?)
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We'll be saved.
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(Well? Shall we go?)
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Pull on your trousers.
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(What?)
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Pull on your trousers.
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May I come in?
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Come in.
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What?
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It was great.
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Yeah? I'm glad.
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May I introduce someone now?
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Yeah, after I change...
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Takatsuki.
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Hello, I'm Takatsuki.
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Your wife kindly invited me.
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Don't say "wife."
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I see you a lot on TV.
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Thank you.
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He's in my new one, too. A good role.
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He always has a good role.
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Better than ever.
He's the heroine's love interest.
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Yes.
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When I mentioned your play
during the production meeting,
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he said he wanted to come.
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I'd heard about your methods
and was interested.
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They're so different. Multilingual.
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I'm not sure if this is the right
sentiment, but it was moving.
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Really? You're a strange young man.
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Oto, please.
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It's true.
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Yes, thank you.
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Don't thank me.
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I need to change, so maybe later.
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Excuse me.
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Good work.
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Sorry, did I wake you?
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You must be tired.
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My flight's Narita at 9:00, gotta run.
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See you.
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See you.
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You didn't have to come.
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Here. Uncle Vanya.
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I recorded it.
About time you need it, right?
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Thanks.
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You'll miss your flight.
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See you. Take care.
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See you.
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Here, have some tea.
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I don't feel like drinking tea.
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How about vodka, then?
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Nobody knows how I feel.
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I can't sleep at night
from frustration and anger.
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I've wasted my time.
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I could have attained so much from life,
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but it's too late now at this age.
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Uncle Vanya, that's so boring.
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You speak as if your former convictions
were somehow to blame.
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But your convictions were not at fault.
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You were the one at fault.
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- Hi there.
- Hi. Did you get there all right?
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Yeah.
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Jury duty starts tomorrow?
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Yeah.
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How's your hotel? Comfy?
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They're all the same.
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Try any Vladivostok specialties?
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What's the specialty?
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I don't know, so I'm asking you.
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How lazy.
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A week later
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For 25 years he's been pretending
to be someone he's not.
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Look at that swagger, acting like
he's some kind of lord.
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You envy him, don't you?
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Yes, I do. I envy him a lot.
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Such good luck with women!
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Don Juan himself couldn't have
had more experience.
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His first wife, who was my sister...
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Hey.
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What a relief.
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I'm OK.
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You're really all right?
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I don't know yet.
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They examined me.
Still waiting for the results.
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Glaucoma in your left eye.
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Glaucoma?
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Damage to the optic nerve
causing partial vision loss.
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Loss of vision in one eye is hard
to detect because the other eye adapts.
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Which means that it doesn't
impact daily activities,
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and by the time one notices it,
it's often too late.
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You were lucky it was diagnosed early.
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Can I drive?
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It's not impossible.
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That means I can?
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Yes, if your symptoms don't worsen.
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How is it treated?
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The root cause of glaucoma is
still unknown, so it can't be cured.
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The goal is to slow its progression.
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These eye drops lower eye pressure.
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You might doubt the effect, but you'll
lose your vision if you stop using it.
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Make sure you use them twice daily.
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"Died February 25, 2001"
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You wanted to drive today, didn't you?
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Why?
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Well, you just got your car back.
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I love you dearly, but...
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What, all of a sudden?
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There's one thing I can't stand.
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What?
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Your driving. Face forward.
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Why didn't you change lanes just now?
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Hey, that could be considered
verbal harassment.
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Honestly speaking...
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did you want kids again?
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I don't know.
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Nobody can take her place, after all.
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But we could have loved them as much.
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There's no use in me wanting
something that you don't want.
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I'm sorry.
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It's not your fault.
I made that choice with you.
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So it's all right.
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I...
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really do love you so much.
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Thanks.
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I'm so glad you're with me.
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One day, she remembers
her previous existence.
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You mean that girl who sneaks in?
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She used to be a lamprey
in her previous life.
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A lamprey?
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She was a noble lamprey.
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She didn't leech off the fish
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that passed overhead
like other lampreys did.
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She fastened her suction cup-like mouth
to a rock on the riverbed
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and did nothing but sway there.
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Until she wasted away
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and really became like riverweed,
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she clung to the rock.
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She doesn't remember how she died.
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Did she starve to death?
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Was she eaten by other fish?
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All she remembers is swaying
at the bottom of the river.
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In Yamaga's room,
she suddenly understands.
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What she's doing here is the same.
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She can't tear herself away from his room,
just like how she clung to a rock.
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Come to think of it,
the silence in this room
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is very similar to under water.
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Time stands still.
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Past and present fade away.
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And she...
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becomes a lamprey again.
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She...
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begins to masturbate on Yamaga's bed.
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She strips off all her clothes
one layer at a time.
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She'd forbidden herself from doing it,
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but now she can't stop.
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Tears fall,
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wetting the pillow.
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She thinks that those tears
are her token for today.
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Just then, someone comes home.
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A door opens downstairs.
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She notices then that it's starting
to get dark outside the window.
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Is it Yamaga?
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Or his father?
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His mother?
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She hears that person
coming up the stairs.
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It's over.
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But now, she can stop at last.
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At last, it'll all end.
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She can finally escape
the karmic fate from her prior life.
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She'll become a new person.
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The door opens.
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"Neither eel nor fish!? Lamprey"
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Do you remember yesterday's story?
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Sorry, I don't remember clearly.
I was pretty much asleep.
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I see.
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Sorry.
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That just means
it wasn't worth remembering.
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I have to go.
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You have plans today?
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I'm teaching a workshop.
Didn't I tell you?
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No.
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Sorry.
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Are you driving?
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Yeah.
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Sorry, I still had it.
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Thanks.
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Can you handle it?
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- I'll be fine. See you...
- Yusuke.
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When you return tonight, can we talk?
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Of course. Why do you ask?
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- Have a nice day.
- You too.
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Is she faithful to him?
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Yes, unfortunately.
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Why unfortunately?
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Because that woman's fidelity is a lie
through and through.
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There's an abundance of rhetoric,
but no logic in it.
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My life is lost,
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there's no turning back.
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That thought haunts me
like an evil spirit day and night.
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My past went by without event.
It's unimportant.
00:32:56.475 --> 00:32:57.934
But the present
00:32:59.102 --> 00:33:00.604
is worse.
00:33:03.440 --> 00:33:06.943
What should I do about
my life and my love?
00:33:07.652 --> 00:33:08.987
What happened...
00:33:12.073 --> 00:33:15.368
When you speak to me
of love and romance,
00:33:16.077 --> 00:33:18.497
I feel like I'm in a daze
00:33:18.955 --> 00:33:21.791
and don't know what to say.
00:33:31.801 --> 00:33:35.305
Oh, ho. The Lord have mercy.
00:33:36.306 --> 00:33:37.641
Sonya.
00:33:38.808 --> 00:33:40.393
I'm miserable.
00:33:41.311 --> 00:33:44.189
If you only knew how miserable I am.
00:33:44.481 --> 00:33:48.693
What can we do? We must live our lives.
00:33:50.445 --> 00:33:53.990
Yes, we shall live, Uncle Vanya.
00:33:55.200 --> 00:33:57.577
We'll live through the long, long days,
00:33:58.286 --> 00:34:00.664
and through the long nights.
00:34:01.957 --> 00:34:05.752
We'll patiently endure the trials
that fate sends our way.
00:34:06.378 --> 00:34:11.049
Even if we can't rest,
well work for others
00:34:11.967 --> 00:34:16.555
both now and when we have grown old.
00:34:17.889 --> 00:34:21.059
And when our last hour comes
00:34:21.351 --> 00:34:23.353
well go quietly.
00:34:24.646 --> 00:34:27.190
And in the great beyond,
we'll say to Him
00:34:28.400 --> 00:34:30.902
that we suffered,
00:34:32.696 --> 00:34:34.573
that we cried,
00:34:36.533 --> 00:34:38.368
that life was hard...
00:35:16.448 --> 00:35:17.324
Oto.
00:35:18.742 --> 00:35:19.743
Oto.
00:35:21.703 --> 00:35:23.163
Oto.
00:35:45.143 --> 00:35:46.603
Hello?
00:35:47.562 --> 00:35:49.272
Please send an ambulance.
00:36:21.513 --> 00:36:24.516
"Oto Kafuku Funeral Service"
00:36:28.353 --> 00:36:30.814
So sudden... a cerebral hemorrhage.
00:36:46.705 --> 00:36:51.084
For 25 years he's been pretending
to be someone he's not.
00:36:51.334 --> 00:36:55.338
Look at that swagger, acting like
he's some kind of lord.
00:36:55.839 --> 00:36:59.634
(You envy him, don't you?)
00:36:59.759 --> 00:37:03.680
Yes, I do. I envy him a lot.
00:37:09.185 --> 00:37:12.605
His first wife, who was my sister,
00:37:12.731 --> 00:37:15.734
was a wonderful, kind woman.
00:37:19.863 --> 00:37:22.615
And she loved him
from the bottom of her heart,
00:37:23.408 --> 00:37:27.871
the way an untainted, noble human
loves an angel.
00:37:31.249 --> 00:37:37.046
And his second wife, as you can see,
is a lovely, smart woman.
00:37:42.385 --> 00:37:43.887
Why?
00:37:46.598 --> 00:37:48.349
(Is she faithful to him?)
00:37:49.267 --> 00:37:52.604
Yes, unfortunately.
00:37:53.938 --> 00:37:55.607
(Why unfortunately?)
00:37:58.735 --> 00:38:00.320
Because
00:38:03.698 --> 00:38:05.742
that woman's fidelity
00:38:09.245 --> 00:38:11.247
is a lie through and through.
00:38:25.887 --> 00:38:27.430
(Vanya...)
00:38:38.858 --> 00:38:40.610
(Don't talk like that.)
00:38:43.571 --> 00:38:45.365
(Come on...)
00:38:46.407 --> 00:38:48.618
(Shut up, Waffles.)
00:38:55.416 --> 00:38:58.962
(No, I'll have my say.
My wife took off with her lover)
00:39:00.338 --> 00:39:03.341
(on the day after our wedding,)
00:39:04.175 --> 00:39:06.469
(because I'm unattractive.)
00:39:10.849 --> 00:39:14.853
2 years later
00:39:19.440 --> 00:39:20.984
Of course...
00:39:21.818 --> 00:39:23.736
I'm sure that
00:39:24.821 --> 00:39:26.823
the truth,
00:39:27.365 --> 00:39:31.494
no matter what it is,
isn't that frightening.
00:39:34.497 --> 00:39:37.208
What is most frightening
00:39:40.003 --> 00:39:42.005
is not knowing it.
00:39:58.855 --> 00:40:02.358
"Hiroshima Arts and Culture Theater"
00:42:24.834 --> 00:42:28.046
- Are you tired after the long trip?
- Not at all.
00:42:28.171 --> 00:42:30.339
Long time no see, Ms. Yuzuhara.
00:42:30.673 --> 00:42:35.553
Let me introduce you. Yoon-su
will participate as the dramaturge.
00:42:36.512 --> 00:42:37.930
We've exchanged e-mails.
00:42:39.724 --> 00:42:41.851
As we explained over e-mail,
00:42:41.976 --> 00:42:47.523
your residency will be for 2 months
until December, starting today.
00:42:47.732 --> 00:42:51.194
6 weeks of rehearsals and
2 weeks of performances.
00:42:51.319 --> 00:42:53.863
Auditions will already begin tomorrow.
00:42:54.322 --> 00:42:56.574
Here are the audition sheets.
00:42:56.908 --> 00:42:58.451
Thank you.
00:43:03.498 --> 00:43:05.875
We informed theaters around Asia,
00:43:06.042 --> 00:43:09.295
and received applications from Korea,
China, Hong Kong,
00:43:09.587 --> 00:43:12.215
Taiwan, and the Philippines.
00:43:12.548 --> 00:43:13.299
Yes.
00:43:13.508 --> 00:43:15.760
I'll interpret Korean.
00:43:16.052 --> 00:43:20.181
People who can speak English
will communicate with you directly.
00:43:20.389 --> 00:43:21.140
Yes.
00:43:21.265 --> 00:43:27.480
Actors from overseas were recommended
by the local theaters' program directors.
00:43:27.605 --> 00:43:31.109
And we also received many
applications from within Japan.
00:43:31.317 --> 00:43:33.986
Even I recognize some faces.
00:43:35.696 --> 00:43:38.074
I'll have a look. Can't wait.
00:43:39.242 --> 00:43:41.285
Now let's go to your residence.
00:43:41.536 --> 00:43:47.333
We found a place about an hour away
by car, just like you requested.
00:43:47.542 --> 00:43:48.668
Thank you.
00:43:48.793 --> 00:43:51.337
On a scenic island, since you're here.
00:43:51.587 --> 00:43:52.588
An island, huh?
00:43:52.713 --> 00:43:57.426
Also, we've hired a driver for you
according to our rules.
00:43:57.718 --> 00:44:01.931
So our driver will be handling
your car, is that all right?
00:44:02.098 --> 00:44:05.268
About that... I'll drive my own car.
00:44:05.726 --> 00:44:08.688
I've got insurance.
Please don't mind me.
00:44:08.938 --> 00:44:14.026
This isn't about hospitality, actually.
We can't let you drive.
00:44:14.569 --> 00:44:15.528
What do you mean?
00:44:15.653 --> 00:44:19.949
An artist ran over a person
by accident in the past.
00:44:20.074 --> 00:44:20.741
Yes.
00:44:21.784 --> 00:44:25.663
It was terrible. Since then,
it's become the rule
00:44:25.788 --> 00:44:30.042
to provide a driver for
our resident artists, no exceptions.
00:44:35.965 --> 00:44:39.844
I go over my lines while I'm driving.
00:44:40.678 --> 00:44:42.972
It's an important routine for me.
00:44:43.139 --> 00:44:47.643
That's why I asked you to book a hotel
some distance away.
00:44:47.935 --> 00:44:49.312
We're sorry.
00:44:50.146 --> 00:44:53.566
We should have explained
to you more clearly.
00:44:54.650 --> 00:45:00.156
There's a budget set aside for it,
so the theater festival has to use it.
00:45:05.036 --> 00:45:09.498
If it concerns you,
you're welcome to test our driver.
00:45:10.041 --> 00:45:13.920
But don't worry,
the driver is very skilled.
00:45:17.673 --> 00:45:18.925
Let's go.
00:45:23.387 --> 00:45:25.514
Thank you for your understanding.
00:45:36.525 --> 00:45:39.362
I'll follow you in the official car.
00:45:42.531 --> 00:45:45.201
She's your driver.
00:45:47.828 --> 00:45:49.372
I'm Misaki Watari.
00:45:49.747 --> 00:45:53.042
This is Mr. Kafuku, our stage director.
00:45:53.668 --> 00:45:58.130
The festival hires her every year.
She knows the roads well.
00:45:58.422 --> 00:46:00.216
She's an excellent driver.
00:46:01.717 --> 00:46:03.594
Nice to meet you.
00:46:06.013 --> 00:46:11.227
Sorry, but I still haven't agreed
to having you as my driver.
00:46:13.437 --> 00:46:15.564
Is a test drive OK with you?
00:46:15.856 --> 00:46:17.233
Yes, of course.
00:46:17.733 --> 00:46:19.777
No, I'll drive after all.
00:46:21.862 --> 00:46:23.239
I'm sorry.
00:46:24.240 --> 00:46:27.660
Is it because I'm a young woman?
00:46:29.370 --> 00:46:31.455
That's not why.
00:46:32.290 --> 00:46:36.836
This car is pretty old and has quirks.
It's not easy the first time.
00:46:37.920 --> 00:46:39.088
Very well.
00:46:39.755 --> 00:46:44.593
Then if you sense any danger
in my driving, you take the wheel.
00:46:44.927 --> 00:46:46.345
How does that sound?
00:47:13.456 --> 00:47:15.291
Do you prefer the passenger seat?
00:47:36.729 --> 00:47:37.730
Any problems with
00:47:39.315 --> 00:47:40.983
the electrical components?
00:47:41.108 --> 00:47:42.651
No, none.
00:47:42.860 --> 00:47:47.323
Sorry, but you said it was
an old car, so I had to make sure.
00:47:48.115 --> 00:47:50.534
I've driven it 15 years and no problems.
00:47:51.160 --> 00:47:52.578
I see.
00:49:30.217 --> 00:49:32.428
Could you play the cassette tape?
00:49:34.096 --> 00:49:35.931
The cassette tape?
00:49:38.934 --> 00:49:40.144
Yes.
00:49:45.149 --> 00:49:47.109
I'm leaving.
00:49:48.777 --> 00:49:53.949
Vanya, please just drop it.
Do you hear me?
00:49:54.700 --> 00:49:55.659
I refuse.
00:49:57.578 --> 00:50:00.372
Wait, I'm not done yet.
00:50:01.332 --> 00:50:04.001
You destroyed my life.
00:50:04.627 --> 00:50:06.879
I've never lived.
00:50:08.088 --> 00:50:09.215
Because of you,
00:50:09.340 --> 00:50:14.136
I wasted the best years of my life
and spoiled them.
00:50:15.137 --> 00:50:18.807
You're my foe. My bitter enemy.
00:50:21.435 --> 00:50:23.145
You fool.
00:50:24.271 --> 00:50:28.150
If this estate is yours, then take it,
00:50:29.443 --> 00:50:30.986
I don't want it.
00:50:33.489 --> 00:50:36.659
I'm leaving right now.
00:50:37.535 --> 00:50:39.370
This is like hell.
00:50:40.496 --> 00:50:42.164
I can't stand it.
00:50:44.208 --> 00:50:48.837
I'm gifted and intelligent.
Courageous, too.
00:50:49.380 --> 00:50:54.843
If I'd lived normally, I might have been
another Schopenhauer or Dostoevsky.
00:50:55.135 --> 00:50:56.679
I'm sick of this nonsense.
00:50:56.845 --> 00:50:58.556
I'm losing my mind.
00:50:58.806 --> 00:51:01.767
Mother, I can't take it anymore.
00:51:03.018 --> 00:51:05.229
Listen to the professor.
00:51:06.897 --> 00:51:09.358
Mother, what should I do?
00:51:09.567 --> 00:51:14.697
No, never mind. Don't say anything.
I know what to do.
00:51:14.905 --> 00:51:17.533
I'll make you pay for this.
00:51:55.070 --> 00:51:56.905
Oh, I'll do it.
00:52:32.232 --> 00:52:33.233
What do you think?
00:52:35.778 --> 00:52:38.614
The Setouchi sea is tranquil and lovely.
00:52:41.283 --> 00:52:42.993
Her driving, I mean.
00:52:53.128 --> 00:52:57.299
I'll come pick you up
at 8 a.m. tomorrow morning.
00:52:58.634 --> 00:53:01.970
OK. Sorry it's so early.
00:53:02.137 --> 00:53:03.639
No problem.
00:54:21.383 --> 00:54:23.051
Shall I play the tape?
00:54:23.552 --> 00:54:25.387
Yes, please.
00:54:31.560 --> 00:54:34.480
Uncle, are you crying?
00:54:37.024 --> 00:54:41.236
I'm not crying. It's nothing.
Don't be ridiculous.
00:54:42.070 --> 00:54:47.576
Your eyes when you looked at me now
looked exactly like your dead mother.
00:54:48.410 --> 00:54:51.455
Oh, Sonya. Your mother,
00:54:52.372 --> 00:54:54.750
my sister, where is she now?
00:54:59.963 --> 00:55:02.758
You've been ill for such a long time.
00:55:03.801 --> 00:55:07.304
Sonya's mother Vera used to stay awake
00:55:07.888 --> 00:55:10.641
at night for you, too.
00:55:10.933 --> 00:55:13.602
She must have been so worried.
00:55:14.186 --> 00:55:15.813
(Let's go, Marina.)
00:55:16.438 --> 00:55:19.566
Hey, I haven't finished my lines yet.
00:55:19.733 --> 00:55:21.109
Oh, well.
00:55:21.777 --> 00:55:27.783
My own feet are in pain as well.
Such a throbbing pain.
00:55:45.926 --> 00:55:47.803
Next, please.
00:55:52.933 --> 00:55:54.309
Excuse me.
00:56:17.082 --> 00:56:20.085
Koshi Takatsuki.
I'm trying out for Astrov.
00:56:27.968 --> 00:56:32.180
You both requested the same scene,
SO enact it as a pair.
00:56:32.514 --> 00:56:33.557
Yes.
00:56:34.725 --> 00:56:37.519
So she's Yelena, and where from?
00:56:39.688 --> 00:56:41.732
From "You are a cunning woman."
00:56:41.982 --> 00:56:43.025
Yes.
00:56:46.820 --> 00:56:51.033
I don't understand what she's saying.
Is it OK if I try to wing it?
00:56:51.533 --> 00:56:54.036
Yes, go ahead. Whenever you're ready.
00:57:17.267 --> 00:57:20.646
Oh, you are a cunning woman!
00:57:21.271 --> 00:57:22.439
(What do you mean?)
00:57:22.564 --> 00:57:23.649
How cunning you are!
00:57:23.774 --> 00:57:28.737
Assuming Sonya is suffering,
let's set that aside for now.
00:57:28.862 --> 00:57:29.738
But...
00:57:30.405 --> 00:57:32.115
(What are you saying?)
00:57:32.199 --> 00:57:33.825
You know perfectly well
00:57:34.660 --> 00:57:37.579
why I come here every day.
00:57:37.871 --> 00:57:41.792
You know why and
for whose sake I come!
00:57:43.043 --> 00:57:44.586
You're a tigress!
00:57:44.920 --> 00:57:46.546
- My sweet...
- (A tigress?)
00:57:46.964 --> 00:57:48.590
(What do you mean?)
00:57:48.757 --> 00:57:53.095
A sleek, enchanting tigress...
00:57:54.888 --> 00:57:56.348
You must have your victims!
00:57:57.015 --> 00:57:58.642
(Are you out of your mind?)
00:58:00.769 --> 00:58:02.688
How coy you are.
00:58:04.314 --> 00:58:07.359
(I'm not the kind of woman
you think I am.)
00:58:07.567 --> 00:58:09.027
(I swear I'm not that vulgar.)
00:58:09.236 --> 00:58:12.656
No need to swear. Don't waste words.
00:58:13.657 --> 00:58:15.450
You're so beautiful.
00:58:16.994 --> 00:58:18.495
Such lovely hands.
00:58:19.037 --> 00:58:20.664
(Enough of this!)
00:58:23.291 --> 00:58:24.835
Listen to me.
00:58:26.003 --> 00:58:28.463
This is fate, it's inevitable.
00:58:33.427 --> 00:58:36.513
(Please stop this.)
00:58:36.638 --> 00:58:38.265
(Let go of me.)
00:58:38.473 --> 00:58:41.810
Meet me in the forest tomorrow.
00:58:42.811 --> 00:58:44.187
At 2 o'clock.
00:58:44.521 --> 00:58:47.024
All right? Be there.
00:58:47.274 --> 00:58:48.525
Be there, OK?
00:58:48.775 --> 00:58:50.402
(Let me go!)
00:58:58.160 --> 00:59:01.038
That's enough. Sorry about that.
00:59:26.229 --> 00:59:30.192
The next person is the last one.
She's a bit different.
00:59:32.944 --> 00:59:34.780
(Come in.)
00:59:56.426 --> 00:59:58.303
She's Lee Yoon-A.
01:00:03.517 --> 01:00:07.312
She's saying she uses
Korean sign language.
01:00:07.896 --> 01:00:09.189
You understand it?
01:00:09.898 --> 01:00:11.066
Yes.
01:00:12.400 --> 01:00:16.238
(Nobody else chose this scene,
so you'll audition alone.)
01:00:17.781 --> 01:00:19.741
She can hear.
01:00:20.075 --> 01:00:23.578
I'll translate in Korean if necessary.
01:00:23.912 --> 01:00:25.247
Will that be OK?
01:00:26.248 --> 01:00:27.582
Yes.
01:00:28.875 --> 01:00:30.502
(Please begin.)
01:00:46.601 --> 01:00:47.769
Uncle Vanya,
01:00:49.146 --> 01:00:50.856
did you take the morphine?
01:00:51.815 --> 01:00:53.483
Give it back.
01:00:57.320 --> 01:00:59.447
Why do you make us worry?
01:01:00.615 --> 01:01:02.284
Give it back, Uncle Vanya.
01:01:09.791 --> 01:01:13.044
My misfortune could perhaps be
greater than yours,
01:01:13.920 --> 01:01:16.298
but I don't give in to despair.
01:01:18.008 --> 01:01:20.844
Until my life comes to a natural end,
01:01:23.263 --> 01:01:24.973
I'll keep enduring it.
01:01:25.849 --> 01:01:27.350
So,
01:01:29.436 --> 01:01:32.189
you must endure yours, too.
01:01:43.325 --> 01:01:46.244
My dear and only Uncle.
01:01:51.458 --> 01:01:52.584
Please.
01:01:54.502 --> 01:01:55.879
Give it back.
01:02:01.551 --> 01:02:03.720
Have pity on us.
01:02:05.347 --> 01:02:07.098
You must endure
01:02:09.059 --> 01:02:10.685
your sorrow.
01:02:20.695 --> 01:02:21.988
Thank you.
01:02:53.061 --> 01:02:56.898
Not too many auditioned
for the part of Vanya.
01:02:57.524 --> 01:02:58.817
You're right.
01:03:00.026 --> 01:03:05.073
Everyone probably thinks
you'll be playing the role.
01:03:15.542 --> 01:03:18.461
"Vanya"
01:03:35.979 --> 01:03:38.273
Sorry, it's so late.
01:03:38.565 --> 01:03:39.774
No problem.
01:04:37.665 --> 01:04:40.210
Serebryakov, Roy Lucelo.
01:04:40.502 --> 01:04:42.837
Yelena, Janice Chang.
01:04:43.338 --> 01:04:45.548
Sonya, Lee Yoon-A.
01:04:46.007 --> 01:04:48.510
Voynitskaya, Kaoru Komagata.
01:04:49.344 --> 01:04:50.428
Vanya,
01:04:51.054 --> 01:04:52.680
Koshi Takatsuki.
01:04:54.182 --> 01:04:56.684
Astrov, Ryu Jeong-Eui.
01:04:57.352 --> 01:04:59.604
Telegin, Takashi Kimura.
01:05:00.313 --> 01:05:02.565
Marina, Yumi Eto.
01:05:06.653 --> 01:05:10.031
Excuse me.
You want me to play Vanya?
01:05:10.573 --> 01:05:11.741
Yes.
01:05:12.075 --> 01:05:14.035
There's quite an age-gap.
01:05:15.745 --> 01:05:20.708
You can wear make-up. Everyone's
role doesn't match their actual age.
01:05:23.878 --> 01:05:26.214
If you're unwilling, then don't sign.
01:05:26.881 --> 01:05:28.716
The role will go to someone else.
01:05:30.135 --> 01:05:34.305
When you finish signing,
we'll start reading the script.
01:05:53.908 --> 01:05:55.577
(Superb.)
01:05:56.119 --> 01:05:57.745
(How wonderful.)
01:05:58.955 --> 01:06:00.874
(What a stunning view.)
01:06:03.918 --> 01:06:08.590
The view is indeed wonderful,
your Excellency.
01:06:08.965 --> 01:06:12.802
Mr. Kimura, please say it slower.
01:06:13.094 --> 01:06:14.971
- Slower than that?
- Yes.
01:06:15.430 --> 01:06:19.350
And enunciate more clearly
so that everyone can hear.
01:06:20.727 --> 01:06:21.603
OK.
01:06:21.978 --> 01:06:23.313
Continue.
01:06:25.565 --> 01:06:32.197
The view is indeed wonderful,
your Excellency.
01:06:49.631 --> 01:06:53.551
Ladies and gentlemen, tea is ready.
01:06:55.678 --> 01:06:57.972
(If you don't mind...)
01:06:58.473 --> 01:07:00.517
(Hush, someone will hear you.)
01:07:01.684 --> 01:07:06.064
No, let me say that I love you.
Don't drive me away.
01:07:06.189 --> 01:07:08.358
That's all I need to be happy.
01:07:09.192 --> 01:07:11.945
(I can't stand this.)
01:07:19.494 --> 01:07:23.039
Thank you. Let's stop here for today.
Good work.
01:07:40.890 --> 01:07:42.308
Aren't you cold?
01:07:43.893 --> 01:07:45.353
Not at all.
01:07:54.320 --> 01:07:55.446
From now on...
01:07:55.989 --> 01:07:57.073
Yes?
01:07:58.533 --> 01:08:02.036
Could you wait in the car
when I'm running late?
01:08:03.204 --> 01:08:06.541
I feel uncomfortable knowing
you're waiting in the cold.
01:08:08.376 --> 01:08:09.877
No, thank you.
01:08:11.838 --> 01:08:15.258
I know you cherish this car,
so I can't relax.
01:08:17.385 --> 01:08:19.721
If you know that, then it's no problem.
01:08:21.180 --> 01:08:23.474
Just smoke outside.
01:08:25.184 --> 01:08:29.606
Fine, then. Only when
it's really too cold.
01:08:32.442 --> 01:08:34.235
Shall I play the tape?
01:08:35.069 --> 01:08:36.279
Yes.
01:08:40.867 --> 01:08:46.789
But allow me, as an old man,
give one word of advice before parting.
01:08:49.083 --> 01:08:50.585
Everyone,
01:08:51.461 --> 01:08:54.505
the important thing is to work.
01:08:55.798 --> 01:08:58.426
You must keep working.
01:09:45.181 --> 01:09:46.391
Mr. Kafuku.
01:09:49.977 --> 01:09:54.649
Could I invite you out for a drink??
My car is here, too.
01:09:55.650 --> 01:09:57.026
You're driving?
01:09:57.193 --> 01:10:02.115
Yes, so if you don't mind,
how about the bar at my hotel?
01:10:04.158 --> 01:10:05.743
I'll be a bit late.
01:10:06.285 --> 01:10:07.662
No problem.
01:10:07.870 --> 01:10:10.665
I'll bring my car around, then.
01:10:11.332 --> 01:10:13.334
Please follow me.
01:10:30.393 --> 01:10:34.355
I actually sometimes do a search
on your name online.
01:10:36.524 --> 01:10:38.901
That's how I found this audition,
01:10:39.193 --> 01:10:42.989
and that day was the deadline.
Isn't that amazing?
01:10:44.490 --> 01:10:46.242
Why are you interested in me?
01:10:47.076 --> 01:10:50.538
I really liked acting out
Oto's screenplays.
01:10:51.205 --> 01:10:54.125
Saying her lines made me happy.
01:10:55.543 --> 01:11:00.047
My theater projects and Oto's
screenplays are different things.
01:11:00.256 --> 01:11:01.632
Yes.
01:11:02.091 --> 01:11:04.719
But when I saw your play that time,
01:11:04.886 --> 01:11:10.892
I felt that what you two were doing
were the same, albeit in different ways.
01:11:11.225 --> 01:11:12.727
How so?
01:11:15.354 --> 01:11:17.273
Tough question.
01:11:18.566 --> 01:11:21.819
I get the feeling that you both value
01:11:22.069 --> 01:11:25.448
the finer details that
people won't even notice.
01:11:28.743 --> 01:11:31.662
I actually like things like that.
01:11:32.955 --> 01:11:37.126
But I wouldn't have known
if I hadn't acted out Oto's scripts.
01:11:39.378 --> 01:11:44.467
When I saw the casting call,
I knew this was my only chance.
01:11:45.802 --> 01:11:51.182
I'm not sure if you know,
but I'm working freelance now.
01:11:52.767 --> 01:11:56.813
I know. Though in my case
I didn't have to look you up.
01:11:57.396 --> 01:11:58.940
Is that so.
01:11:59.774 --> 01:12:01.859
That's embarrassing.
01:12:02.610 --> 01:12:03.945
How stupid.
01:12:05.071 --> 01:12:06.781
You were a star.
01:12:07.323 --> 01:12:10.117
No, I was framed.
01:12:10.618 --> 01:12:12.787
Do you do things like that often?
01:12:13.621 --> 01:12:14.956
Things like what?
01:12:15.331 --> 01:12:17.625
With women you barely know.
01:12:21.087 --> 01:12:22.505
Don't you?
01:12:23.089 --> 01:12:23.923
No.
01:12:24.465 --> 01:12:27.301
Lots of women must approach you, too.
01:12:27.468 --> 01:12:29.804
All you have to do is say no.
01:12:30.096 --> 01:12:33.474
I don't do it with just anybody, either.
01:12:34.141 --> 01:12:38.646
If you click and want to get to
know her better... Not ever?
01:12:38.980 --> 01:12:42.024
Sex isn't the only way
to get to know someone.
01:12:42.149 --> 01:12:45.319
But some things you can't know
unless you do it.
01:12:45.653 --> 01:12:47.989
- Like what?
- Like...
01:12:52.493 --> 01:12:53.828
What's the matter?
01:12:53.953 --> 01:12:55.329
Just that...
01:12:55.830 --> 01:12:59.000
why am I talking to you about this?
01:13:00.459 --> 01:13:06.173
Oto must have been happy
with a husband like you.
01:13:08.718 --> 01:13:10.219
I wonder.
01:13:12.179 --> 01:13:17.184
If you don't mind, could you tell me
something about her?
01:13:18.185 --> 01:13:19.604
Something about her?
01:13:20.062 --> 01:13:21.898
How you two met,
01:13:22.356 --> 01:13:24.567
how she wrote her screenplays,
01:13:24.859 --> 01:13:27.570
everyday conversations. Anything.
01:13:31.824 --> 01:13:33.701
Here's what you're thinking.
01:13:35.119 --> 01:13:38.247
"He and I share the same pain,
because..."
01:13:39.582 --> 01:13:41.542
"we loved the same woman."
01:13:42.501 --> 01:13:46.589
Oh please. Mine was just
an unrequited longing.
01:13:47.673 --> 01:13:50.051
You were in love with her.
01:13:51.886 --> 01:13:53.387
I don't deny it.
01:13:54.055 --> 01:13:56.891
She was lovely. Very much so.
01:14:01.103 --> 01:14:02.396
Yeah.
01:14:02.730 --> 01:14:07.485
So I'm jealous of you, Mr. Kafuku.
01:14:08.444 --> 01:14:09.946
Forgive me.
01:14:10.613 --> 01:14:13.741
You're jealous...
01:14:14.575 --> 01:14:15.785
of me?
01:14:26.128 --> 01:14:27.463
Excuse me.
01:14:29.090 --> 01:14:31.258
You took a picture, didn't you?
01:14:34.887 --> 01:14:36.055
You took one just now.
01:14:37.056 --> 01:14:38.432
Delete it.
01:14:38.766 --> 01:14:39.934
What's the matter with you?
01:14:43.479 --> 01:14:44.939
I'm leaving now.
01:14:46.774 --> 01:14:47.775
Yes.
01:14:48.484 --> 01:14:51.278
- The check, please.
- Yes, sir.
01:15:09.755 --> 01:15:11.298
I'm sorry.
01:15:11.966 --> 01:15:13.801
I invited you today.
01:15:14.260 --> 01:15:15.469
It's OK.
01:15:17.013 --> 01:15:22.393
I'm glad to be here now, to be able
to perform under your direction.
01:15:23.019 --> 01:15:26.230
I believe Oto brought us together.
01:15:28.024 --> 01:15:31.569
I look forward to working with you
again from tomorrow.
01:15:34.196 --> 01:15:37.033
Yeah. See you tomorrow.
01:15:58.387 --> 01:16:01.766
What's the matter? You look so glum.
01:16:02.683 --> 01:16:06.187
Is it because you feel sorry
for that professor?
01:16:07.521 --> 01:16:09.565
Leave me alone.
01:16:10.900 --> 01:16:14.987
(Or because you're in love
with his wife?)
01:16:16.072 --> 01:16:19.200
She's a good friend of mine.
01:16:21.035 --> 01:16:22.703
(Already?)
01:16:23.412 --> 01:16:26.290
What do you mean by "already"?
01:16:28.209 --> 01:16:30.127
Still too much emotion?
01:16:30.711 --> 01:16:34.465
Ryu is doing it right. Emulate him.
Continue.
01:16:38.928 --> 01:16:42.973
(There's a proper order for a woman
to become a man's friend.)
01:16:43.849 --> 01:16:46.268
(First, she's an acquaintance,)
01:16:46.685 --> 01:16:51.565
(then she's a lover, and finally,
she becomes a good friend.)
01:16:52.733 --> 01:16:54.819
What a banal philosophy.
01:16:55.027 --> 01:16:56.320
Takatsuki.
01:16:58.197 --> 01:17:02.660
Try focusing on your text.
All you have to do is read it.
01:17:30.980 --> 01:17:32.815
From where we left off, then.
01:17:51.458 --> 01:17:55.004
I didn't get him? I missed again?
01:17:55.171 --> 01:17:56.422
Damn it.
01:17:56.797 --> 01:17:59.341
God damn it.
01:18:01.010 --> 01:18:05.222
(Get me out of here.
Kill me if you must.)
01:18:05.431 --> 01:18:07.766
(I can't stay here anymore.)
01:18:08.809 --> 01:18:13.480
What's wrong with me?
What am I doing?
01:18:25.701 --> 01:18:28.579
Good work, everyone.
01:18:34.001 --> 01:18:35.336
Mr. Kafuku.
01:18:36.128 --> 01:18:40.424
Could we do a little interview
for the festival website?
01:18:41.884 --> 01:18:44.678
We need a video, so somewhere outside.
01:19:03.030 --> 01:19:06.283
All we do is read the text.
01:19:07.368 --> 01:19:09.578
When will we start moving?
01:19:09.912 --> 01:19:13.457
Honestly, the foreign language parts
lull me to sleep.
01:19:13.666 --> 01:19:16.210
- Me too!
- Me too.
01:19:16.669 --> 01:19:21.257
- Though not in a bad way.
- Yeah, it's like hearing a sutra.
01:19:21.548 --> 01:19:25.302
Sounds like a blessing
when you put it that way.
01:19:31.892 --> 01:19:35.062
Yoon-su, where did you learn Japanese?
01:19:35.688 --> 01:19:40.401
I studied Noh in graduate school
at Waseda University for 2 years.
01:19:42.444 --> 01:19:47.866
Korean, English, Japanese,
and sign language. That's awesome.
01:19:48.784 --> 01:19:54.623
Japanese and Korean have similar grammar
So learning the vocabulary is enough.
01:19:54.915 --> 01:19:57.459
I've liked English from a young age.
01:19:58.127 --> 01:19:59.962
When did you learn sign language?
01:20:03.299 --> 01:20:08.095
Mr. Kafuku, you kindly offered
to take me home.
01:20:09.096 --> 01:20:12.182
May I invite you over for dinner today?
01:20:12.975 --> 01:20:15.269
No, I don't want to intrude.
01:20:16.937 --> 01:20:20.607
There's something I have to
apologize to you about.
01:20:21.275 --> 01:20:24.111
- What is it?
- You'll know when we get there.
01:20:49.636 --> 01:20:52.181
Both of you, please come inside.
01:21:02.483 --> 01:21:07.905
Let's go. He probably doesn't feel
comfortable making you wait hungry.
01:21:09.114 --> 01:21:11.867
There's no need to worry about that.
01:21:12.117 --> 01:21:15.537
I wouldn't worry. But I'm sure he will.
01:21:16.163 --> 01:21:17.581
Let's go.
01:21:37.726 --> 01:21:39.186
My wife.
01:22:29.236 --> 01:22:31.155
She says it looks like me.
01:22:32.364 --> 01:22:33.657
That's mean.
01:22:36.577 --> 01:22:40.998
These potatoes are from
the back yard. She grew them.
01:22:44.918 --> 01:22:49.465
This is what I wanted
to apologize to you about.
01:22:51.049 --> 01:22:52.843
Why didn't you tell me?
01:22:53.218 --> 01:22:58.432
She worried you might find it hard to
reject her if you knew she was my wife.
01:22:59.057 --> 01:22:59.933
No, I...
01:23:00.058 --> 01:23:02.144
You wouldn't mind, I can tell.
01:23:02.394 --> 01:23:05.814
But silence is golden.
01:23:08.734 --> 01:23:13.614
To answer your question, I learned
sign language after meeting her.
01:23:14.448 --> 01:23:17.493
I wanted to know her language
so I learned it.
01:23:18.911 --> 01:23:20.621
That's really something.
01:23:21.288 --> 01:23:23.332
She's originally a dancer,
01:23:23.499 --> 01:23:29.713
and I was the coordinator when her
dance company performed in Busan.
01:23:31.131 --> 01:23:32.716
Love at first sight.
01:23:34.843 --> 01:23:36.345
Don't tell her.
01:23:39.640 --> 01:23:41.391
Why Hiroshima?
01:23:43.477 --> 01:23:46.647
I was invited to the theater festival
3 years ago.
01:23:48.524 --> 01:23:50.651
And Yoon-A came with you?
01:23:50.817 --> 01:23:56.823
Yes. When I got the offer, I debated
whether or not she should come along.
01:23:57.157 --> 01:24:00.994
In Korea, she has family and friends
who know sign language.
01:24:03.121 --> 01:24:05.832
I thought she would be lonely here.
01:24:06.124 --> 01:24:11.046
But I figured I could listen to her
like a hundred people.
01:24:11.505 --> 01:24:15.717
I felt that I'm the only one
who could support her.
01:24:31.441 --> 01:24:34.319
Why did you decide to audition?
01:24:59.511 --> 01:25:02.598
"I got pregnant and
took time off from dancing,"
01:25:03.056 --> 01:25:06.226
"but had a miscarriage."
01:25:27.039 --> 01:25:31.168
"Although I wanted to work again,
my body refused to dance."
01:25:31.460 --> 01:25:36.673
"That was when my husband told me
about you and suggested I try it."
01:25:38.091 --> 01:25:39.926
Thank you.
01:25:40.761 --> 01:25:43.096
Is there anything hard
about rehearsals??
01:25:59.655 --> 01:26:03.617
"Why do you ask me something
you don't ask others?"
01:26:03.992 --> 01:26:07.996
"You don't have to be nicer to me
than you are to other people."
01:26:15.295 --> 01:26:19.841
"People not understanding my words
is normal for me."
01:26:40.946 --> 01:26:44.408
"But I can see and hear."
01:26:44.700 --> 01:26:48.203
"Sometimes I can understand
a lot more than words."
01:26:48.537 --> 01:26:52.332
"That's what's important
in our rehearsals, right?"
01:26:54.042 --> 01:26:55.502
Yes.
01:27:18.859 --> 01:27:23.530
"So right now, every day
is so much fun."
01:27:23.905 --> 01:27:27.409
"Chekhov's text comes inside me and"
01:27:27.701 --> 01:27:30.370
"moves my body that was stuck before."
01:27:36.543 --> 01:27:39.880
"I'm glad I got my courage up."
01:27:41.882 --> 01:27:43.425
Glad to hear that.
01:27:49.598 --> 01:27:51.391
Do you like spicy food?
01:27:51.892 --> 01:27:54.060
Yes. It's good.
01:28:06.531 --> 01:28:08.825
How's her driving?
01:28:13.789 --> 01:28:15.957
It's fabulous.
01:28:18.668 --> 01:28:22.839
She speeds up and slows down
so smoothly, I hardly feel gravity.
01:28:24.090 --> 01:28:26.426
Sometimes I forget I'm in a car.
01:28:28.970 --> 01:28:34.267
I've experienced many people's driving,
but it's never been so pleasant.
01:28:38.271 --> 01:28:42.692
I'm glad she was assigned
as my driver is how I feel now.
01:29:24.651 --> 01:29:29.322
"Compliment us actors as much
for once," she says.
01:29:35.328 --> 01:29:37.998
This means, "to compliment"?
01:29:38.164 --> 01:29:39.374
Yes.
01:30:21.416 --> 01:30:25.045
Thank you for inviting me.
01:30:26.588 --> 01:30:28.924
It was Yoon-su who invited us.
01:30:30.258 --> 01:30:32.218
They were a lovely couple.
01:30:35.096 --> 01:30:37.307
Now I'm curious about your rehearsals.
01:30:37.557 --> 01:30:39.225
Yoon-A's Sonya.
01:30:43.063 --> 01:30:47.567
I've been hearing your tape,
so I kept thinking, "She's Sonya."
01:30:49.903 --> 01:30:51.488
You're welcome to watch.
01:30:52.197 --> 01:30:55.575
No, thank you. I'm sorry.
01:30:55.742 --> 01:30:58.286
- Come watch us...
- Shall I play the tape?
01:30:59.204 --> 01:31:00.455
Yeah.
01:31:05.543 --> 01:31:10.256
Vanya, you're educated and intelligent,
01:31:10.757 --> 01:31:13.426
so you must surely understand
01:31:14.427 --> 01:31:18.181
that the world isn't destroyed
by villains...
01:31:18.431 --> 01:31:20.934
Don't you get sick of hearing this?
01:31:21.935 --> 01:31:23.353
No.
01:31:24.104 --> 01:31:26.272
I like this voice is why.
01:31:28.108 --> 01:31:29.484
I see.
01:31:30.986 --> 01:31:32.529
Whose voice is it?
01:31:36.950 --> 01:31:38.451
My wife.
01:31:39.244 --> 01:31:40.453
Oh.
01:31:42.956 --> 01:31:48.461
The flow of the entire play has to be
memorized with my method.
01:31:48.795 --> 01:31:50.630
So I listen to it over and over.
01:31:51.464 --> 01:31:56.636
I acted in Uncle Vanya before,
so Vanya's parts are left out.
01:31:57.345 --> 01:32:00.890
When I say my line at my pace,
the next line starts precisely.
01:32:01.766 --> 01:32:03.059
Wow.
01:32:04.811 --> 01:32:06.730
What I said before is true.
01:32:08.481 --> 01:32:13.028
I forget that I'm in the car
and forget that you're here.
01:32:13.945 --> 01:32:15.363
Annoying, isn't it?
01:32:15.822 --> 01:32:18.533
No, it's your job.
01:32:22.203 --> 01:32:24.497
Where did you learn to drive?
01:32:27.542 --> 01:32:29.044
My hometown.
01:32:30.170 --> 01:32:33.006
Kami-junitaki Village in Hokkaido,
01:32:33.173 --> 01:32:35.633
where you need a car to do anything.
01:32:36.301 --> 01:32:37.594
Oh.
01:32:38.678 --> 01:32:40.847
My mother taught me to drive,
01:32:41.347 --> 01:32:43.516
and I've done it since junior high.
01:32:45.018 --> 01:32:46.394
Junior high?
01:32:46.644 --> 01:32:47.687
Yes.
01:32:48.146 --> 01:32:51.608
My mother worked
at a nightclub in Sapporo.
01:32:53.068 --> 01:32:56.237
She took a train there,
SO ever since junior high
01:32:56.696 --> 01:32:59.616
I drove her to and from
our local station.
01:33:03.703 --> 01:33:06.206
The station was an hour away.
01:33:07.332 --> 01:33:11.711
We left the house at 5 p.m.
and I picked her up at 7 a.m.
01:33:13.755 --> 01:33:15.590
During those two hours,
01:33:16.549 --> 01:33:18.968
my mother wanted to sleep.
01:33:20.762 --> 01:33:24.390
If I woke her with my driving,
she'd Kick me in the back
01:33:25.058 --> 01:33:27.060
and hit me when we arrived.
01:33:27.894 --> 01:33:28.937
That's how
01:33:30.522 --> 01:33:34.234
I learned to drive over bad roads
without waking her.
01:33:38.113 --> 01:33:39.572
I see.
01:33:43.701 --> 01:33:47.580
What you said made me very happy.
01:33:48.581 --> 01:33:49.916
No...
01:33:51.251 --> 01:33:55.797
I'm grateful to my mother
for teaching me how to drive.
01:33:57.423 --> 01:34:02.595
It was for her own sake, but
the way she taught me was thorough.
01:34:04.722 --> 01:34:05.974
I see.
01:34:06.558 --> 01:34:07.809
Yes.
01:34:09.561 --> 01:34:12.105
No doubt it must have been so.
01:35:28.556 --> 01:35:32.518
Will you tell me the whole truth
afterwards?
01:35:36.856 --> 01:35:39.234
Yes, of course.
01:35:40.235 --> 01:35:42.362
I'm sure that
01:35:43.029 --> 01:35:45.073
the truth,
01:35:45.365 --> 01:35:49.285
no matter what it ss,
isn't that frightening.
01:35:50.870 --> 01:35:53.206
What is most frightening
01:35:53.873 --> 01:35:56.376
is not knowing it.
01:36:04.425 --> 01:36:06.719
Oh, to flirt with a man like him
01:36:07.220 --> 01:36:09.973
and to lose oneself in his arms.
01:36:12.225 --> 01:36:13.726
I guess...
01:36:14.185 --> 01:36:16.604
I'm a bit in love with him too.
01:36:18.564 --> 01:36:23.403
Yes, I miss him when he doesn't come...
01:36:24.946 --> 01:36:27.073
(My conscience tortures me)
01:36:27.865 --> 01:36:30.743
(as if I'd killed that man.)
01:36:32.620 --> 01:36:34.289
(I sit down, and...)
01:36:37.125 --> 01:36:41.212
(close my eyes like this,
and think...)
01:36:44.841 --> 01:36:50.013
(Will the people living 200 or
300 years from now,)
01:36:50.138 --> 01:36:54.350
(the ones we're currently
clearing the way for,)
01:36:54.475 --> 01:36:57.854
(will they remember us and be grateful?)
01:37:01.524 --> 01:37:03.234
(They'll all completely forget.)
01:37:04.777 --> 01:37:07.280
People might forget,
01:37:07.613 --> 01:37:13.161
but God will surely commend you.
01:37:16.581 --> 01:37:18.708
(Thanks. That's good to know.)
01:37:22.962 --> 01:37:24.630
Sorry we're late.
01:37:25.465 --> 01:37:28.718
Either Vanya or Yelena
is in most scenes.
01:37:29.510 --> 01:37:33.639
We kept repeating the same ones
and started the walk-through.
01:37:34.640 --> 01:37:35.725
I'm very sorry.
01:37:36.601 --> 01:37:39.520
It was for the best, actually.
01:37:40.104 --> 01:37:42.565
Why don't you two move a bit as well?
01:37:52.533 --> 01:37:57.538
My life is lost,
there's no turning back.
01:37:58.998 --> 01:38:04.170
That thought haunts me
like an evil spirit day and night.
01:38:05.338 --> 01:38:09.342
My past went by without event.
It's unimportant.
01:38:09.550 --> 01:38:12.929
But the present is worse.
01:38:13.679 --> 01:38:18.059
What should I do about
my life and my love?
01:38:19.060 --> 01:38:21.270
What happened?
01:38:26.275 --> 01:38:29.404
(You say such things,
but I don't know...)
01:38:30.571 --> 01:38:32.198
(what to do.)
01:38:33.950 --> 01:38:35.618
(I'm sorry is all I can say.)
01:38:36.452 --> 01:38:39.414
(Forgive me. Good night.)
01:38:40.206 --> 01:38:41.374
Please understand...
01:40:16.594 --> 01:40:18.346
(Who's there?)
01:40:18.888 --> 01:40:20.556
(Is it you, Sonya?)
01:40:21.849 --> 01:40:23.392
(It's me.)
01:40:39.325 --> 01:40:40.910
Mr. Kafuku.
01:40:45.331 --> 01:40:48.668
I'm very sorry about today.
01:40:49.502 --> 01:40:50.711
Never mind.
01:40:51.671 --> 01:40:55.758
I was just lending her an ear.
01:40:56.342 --> 01:41:00.429
You say that, but you can't speak
English or Mandarin.
01:41:00.805 --> 01:41:03.015
She doesn't speak Japanese.
01:41:03.558 --> 01:41:04.892
Right.
01:41:06.143 --> 01:41:08.854
So we ended up...
01:41:11.023 --> 01:41:12.692
Use good judgment.
01:41:14.735 --> 01:41:16.404
I'm sorry.
01:41:20.032 --> 01:41:21.701
That's all I have to say.
01:41:49.228 --> 01:41:51.814
Could you keep driving somewhere?
01:41:53.566 --> 01:41:55.067
Somewhere?
01:41:56.861 --> 01:41:58.904
I still haven't seen much of Hiroshima.
01:41:59.572 --> 01:42:01.741
Some place you like is fine.
01:42:06.120 --> 01:42:07.496
All right,
01:42:56.128 --> 01:42:59.382
Isn't it kind of like snow?
01:43:32.832 --> 01:43:36.252
Straight down that way
is the Peace Memorial Park.
01:43:38.129 --> 01:43:43.384
The line between the A-Bomb Dome and the
Cenotaph is called the "axis of peace."
01:43:45.720 --> 01:43:50.015
The architect who designed
this facility created this atrium
01:43:50.850 --> 01:43:55.855
so that the line would continue on
to the sea without being severed.
01:44:01.152 --> 01:44:03.070
Why did you come to Hiroshima?
01:44:05.865 --> 01:44:08.451
Wait, never mind.
01:44:13.164 --> 01:44:15.374
Behind our house was a hill.
01:44:17.668 --> 01:44:18.919
5 years ago,
01:44:19.879 --> 01:44:24.425
a landslide occurred and our house
was destroyed by the debris.
01:44:26.010 --> 01:44:28.554
My mother died in that accident.
01:44:33.017 --> 01:44:36.228
I'd turned 18 years old
right before then,
01:44:36.687 --> 01:44:39.899
and had just officially obtained
my driver's license.
01:44:43.194 --> 01:44:47.740
The car was intact, so I left home
in it after her funeral.
01:44:49.617 --> 01:44:52.620
So you're 23 years old now.
01:44:53.245 --> 01:44:54.580
Yes.
01:45:01.796 --> 01:45:06.509
I had nowhere to go,
so I just kept heading out west.
01:45:08.260 --> 01:45:12.973
But my car broke down in Hiroshima,
and I had no money to fix it.
01:45:15.226 --> 01:45:19.271
So I began driving those garbage trucks.
01:45:20.815 --> 01:45:23.192
Driving is the only thing I can do.
01:45:30.658 --> 01:45:32.660
Do you plan on staying here?
01:45:33.744 --> 01:45:35.329
I don't know.
01:45:37.623 --> 01:45:40.459
My last name, Watari, is from my father,
01:45:42.336 --> 01:45:44.880
and it's common in Shimane
and Hiroshima.
01:45:46.423 --> 01:45:50.970
Though I've never met him
and don't even know if he's alive.
01:45:52.471 --> 01:45:54.056
I see.
01:46:35.347 --> 01:46:37.391
Your last name, Kafuku,
01:46:38.350 --> 01:46:42.021
is uncommon, isn't it?
Written, "house" and "good luck."
01:46:43.022 --> 01:46:44.231
It's auspicious.
01:46:48.527 --> 01:46:51.030
My wife said the same thing
before we married.
01:46:51.655 --> 01:46:53.073
Oh.
01:46:53.741 --> 01:46:56.035
My wife's name is Oto.
01:46:56.410 --> 01:46:57.453
Oto.
01:46:57.661 --> 01:46:59.371
Oto, as in "sound."
01:47:00.247 --> 01:47:03.792
Oto Kafuku. What a name.
01:47:05.920 --> 01:47:08.797
The primary reason why
she hesitated marrying me.
01:47:09.715 --> 01:47:11.884
Her name would be "House of the Gospel."
01:47:17.598 --> 01:47:19.433
She died 2 years ago.
01:47:23.687 --> 01:47:25.564
Cerebral hemorrhage.
01:47:28.442 --> 01:47:31.070
She was on the floor when I got home,
01:47:31.946 --> 01:47:34.073
and never regained consciousness.
01:47:41.038 --> 01:47:43.248
Does that tape creep you out now?
01:47:45.250 --> 01:47:47.586
No, not at all.
01:47:48.712 --> 01:47:50.464
In fact, it's...
01:47:57.221 --> 01:47:59.098
Sorry!
01:48:03.978 --> 01:48:05.771
Thank you!
01:48:11.276 --> 01:48:13.570
I like that car.
01:48:14.905 --> 01:48:17.449
I can tell it's been treated with care,
01:48:19.076 --> 01:48:21.620
so I also want to drive it with care.
01:48:27.751 --> 01:48:29.044
Let's go.
01:48:50.983 --> 01:48:53.986
There must be something.
I can't take this.
01:48:54.319 --> 01:48:56.155
I'm 47 years old.
01:48:56.488 --> 01:49:00.325
If I live to be 60, that's
13 years I have before me.
01:49:01.493 --> 01:49:02.661
That's so long.
01:49:03.037 --> 01:49:06.874
How am I supposed to live out
those 13 years?
01:49:20.554 --> 01:49:22.097
Such nice weather.
01:49:24.308 --> 01:49:25.601
Yes.
01:49:42.034 --> 01:49:43.285
Let's do it over there.
01:50:28.872 --> 01:50:30.707
(Why are you crying?)
01:50:31.750 --> 01:50:35.087
I don't know. It's nothing.
I just started tearing up.
01:50:37.256 --> 01:50:41.260
(Never mind. Silly,
now I'm crying too.)
01:50:42.886 --> 01:50:44.680
(You're angry with me because)
01:50:45.514 --> 01:50:48.725
(you think I married your father
for selfish reasons.)
01:50:50.144 --> 01:50:51.895
(I don't know if you'll believe me,)
01:50:52.187 --> 01:50:54.022
(but I swear to you,)
01:50:54.106 --> 01:50:56.108
(I married him for love.)
01:50:57.609 --> 01:50:59.862
(I was infatuated with
the famous professor.)
01:51:01.655 --> 01:51:05.576
(I know now that the love
was fake and not real,)
01:51:06.368 --> 01:51:08.036
(but it seemed real at the time.)
01:51:09.413 --> 01:51:11.748
(I couldn't help it.)
01:51:12.916 --> 01:51:15.502
(But you've glared at me disapprovingly)
01:51:16.044 --> 01:51:20.007
(with those clever, suspicious eyes
ever since our marriage.)
01:51:21.049 --> 01:51:24.011
Stop, stop. We made up.
01:51:24.178 --> 01:51:25.888
Lets forget the past.
01:51:26.054 --> 01:51:28.015
(Don't look at others like that.)
01:51:28.265 --> 01:51:29.975
(It doesn't suit you.)
01:51:30.100 --> 01:51:34.188
(You should trust people,
or else life becomes impossible.)
01:51:37.107 --> 01:51:38.233
Hey.
01:51:39.651 --> 01:51:41.570
Tell me honestly.
01:51:41.695 --> 01:51:44.114
Are you happy?
01:51:52.748 --> 01:51:54.082
(No.)
01:52:19.524 --> 01:52:21.944
(I wish you happiness)
01:52:22.903 --> 01:52:24.947
(from the bottom of my heart.)
01:52:25.739 --> 01:52:30.285
(As for me, I'm unimportant,
like an accessory.)
01:52:32.329 --> 01:52:36.333
(In music, in my husband's house,
in romance...)
01:52:36.875 --> 01:52:39.378
(No matter where I am,)
01:52:40.295 --> 01:52:41.964
(I'm just an accessory.)
01:52:43.340 --> 01:52:45.133
(To be honest,)
01:52:45.259 --> 01:52:46.885
(Sonya...)
01:52:47.928 --> 01:52:52.641
(Come to think of it, I'm very unhappy.)
01:52:54.226 --> 01:52:57.688
(Happiness for me
doesn't exist in this world.)
01:53:01.275 --> 01:53:03.026
(Why are you laughing?)
01:53:03.777 --> 01:53:05.654
I'm happy.
01:53:06.154 --> 01:53:09.074
I'm just so happy.
01:53:11.285 --> 01:53:14.079
(I want to play the piano now.)
01:53:24.256 --> 01:53:25.632
Do play.
01:53:25.757 --> 01:53:27.426
I'd love to hear you.
01:53:46.278 --> 01:53:48.280
Something happened just now.
01:53:48.613 --> 01:53:51.325
But it's still just between actors.
01:53:51.491 --> 01:53:53.118
There's the next step.
01:53:53.577 --> 01:53:55.537
We open it up to the audience.
01:53:56.288 --> 01:53:59.458
We recreate that moment
onstage in its entirety.
01:54:04.588 --> 01:54:06.048
Let's do Act 3, too.
01:54:06.465 --> 01:54:07.716
Takatsuki.
01:54:08.842 --> 01:54:10.135
Yes.
01:54:41.666 --> 01:54:42.876
It's freezing.
01:54:43.001 --> 01:54:44.169
Yes.
01:54:49.549 --> 01:54:52.386
Thank you for today.
01:54:53.261 --> 01:54:54.429
About what?
01:54:55.514 --> 01:54:56.556
Nothing.
01:55:02.813 --> 01:55:04.606
Could we talk?
01:55:06.691 --> 01:55:10.237
If you don't mind, somewhere nearby.
Just for a bit.
01:55:11.822 --> 01:55:13.365
Where's your car?
01:55:13.990 --> 01:55:15.534
It's being repaired.
01:55:49.901 --> 01:55:51.319
About today...
01:55:52.571 --> 01:55:54.573
what happened?
01:55:55.407 --> 01:55:58.994
Between Janice and Yoon-A.
01:56:01.079 --> 01:56:03.081
Only they know the answer to that.
01:56:04.249 --> 01:56:09.588
One thing I can say is that this text
has the power to make that happen.
01:56:10.589 --> 01:56:15.427
Mr. Kafuku, why aren't you
playing Vanya yourself?
01:56:19.473 --> 01:56:21.475
Chekhov is terrifying.
01:56:24.603 --> 01:56:29.107
When you say his lines,
it drags out the real you.
01:56:30.275 --> 01:56:31.693
Don't you feel it?
01:56:33.737 --> 01:56:36.781
I can't bear that anymore.
01:56:38.116 --> 01:56:43.205
Which means I can no longer
yield myself up to this role.
01:56:44.581 --> 01:56:47.834
But then, why me?
01:56:49.127 --> 01:56:52.714
I feel out of place in this production.
01:56:53.924 --> 01:56:55.884
I'm not suited for this role.
01:56:56.801 --> 01:57:00.972
I'm sure the audience
will feel the same way.
01:57:03.475 --> 01:57:07.854
When I auditioned, I was desperate
and in shambles.
01:57:08.522 --> 01:57:11.066
I didn't know what I was doing.
01:57:11.816 --> 01:57:16.154
So why did you choose me?
01:57:21.159 --> 01:57:22.994
Oto brought us together.
01:57:23.453 --> 01:57:27.332
Please don't be glib. I'm serious.
01:57:27.499 --> 01:57:30.835
I came here to change myself.
01:57:40.345 --> 01:57:43.348
You can't control yourself very well.
01:57:48.186 --> 01:57:49.479
Right.
01:57:50.855 --> 01:57:52.899
From a social standpoint,
that's not good.
01:57:53.400 --> 01:57:56.570
But it's not necessarily
a drawback for an actor.
01:57:57.862 --> 01:58:01.700
During your audition and our sessions,
you weren't bad.
01:58:02.993 --> 01:58:05.745
You can yield yourself
to your cast mate.
01:58:07.747 --> 01:58:10.208
Do the same to the text.
01:58:11.376 --> 01:58:15.422
Yield yourself and
respond to the text.
01:58:16.256 --> 01:58:17.799
Respond to it?
01:58:19.759 --> 01:58:21.928
The text is questioning you.
01:58:22.387 --> 01:58:25.932
If you listen to it and respond,
the same will happen to you.
01:58:34.941 --> 01:58:38.069
Go on ahead.
I'll take you to your hotel.
01:58:38.528 --> 01:58:39.738
Check, please.
01:58:40.864 --> 01:58:42.324
Thank you.
01:58:55.211 --> 01:58:57.756
Mr. Kafuku offered
to take me to my hotel.
01:58:58.256 --> 01:59:00.508
OK, the same as before?
01:59:04.638 --> 01:59:06.473
I'll go pay for parking.
01:59:28.286 --> 01:59:29.621
Where's Takatsuki?
01:59:37.754 --> 01:59:40.548
Sorry, let's go.
02:00:11.996 --> 02:00:13.331
Mr. Kafuku.
02:00:16.000 --> 02:00:19.838
I'm empty.
02:00:21.673 --> 02:00:23.591
There's nothing inside me.
02:00:27.554 --> 02:00:29.681
About the text questioning me...
02:00:30.640 --> 02:00:35.854
I think I felt that
with Oto's screenplays.
02:00:38.064 --> 02:00:42.569
I came here because
I wanted to feel it again.
02:00:44.237 --> 02:00:45.572
So...
02:00:48.032 --> 02:00:51.119
that bit about Oto bringing us together
02:00:52.871 --> 02:00:54.581
is true after all.
02:00:57.876 --> 02:00:59.586
I finally understand.
02:01:04.215 --> 02:01:06.092
Oto and I...
02:01:06.551 --> 02:01:07.761
Yes.
02:01:09.095 --> 02:01:10.722
We had a daughter.
02:01:12.390 --> 02:01:14.893
She died from pneumonia
when she was four.
02:01:15.894 --> 02:01:18.104
She'd be 23 if she were alive.
02:01:25.278 --> 02:01:29.407
Our daughter's death marked
the end of our happy times.
02:01:31.034 --> 02:01:32.786
Oto quit acting.
02:01:33.578 --> 02:01:36.664
I quit working in TV
and returned to theater.
02:01:38.416 --> 02:01:41.753
Oto was lethargic for years.
02:01:42.462 --> 02:01:46.674
But then she suddenly began
writing stories one day.
02:01:48.384 --> 02:01:51.429
No, she began telling them.
02:01:53.264 --> 02:01:55.475
Her first story...
02:01:59.813 --> 02:02:01.981
was born after having sex with me.
02:02:05.652 --> 02:02:09.614
She suddenly started narrating it
after having sex.
02:02:10.573 --> 02:02:13.952
But the next morning,
her memory was foggy.
02:02:15.495 --> 02:02:18.122
I remembered it all, so I told her.
02:02:19.624 --> 02:02:22.627
She wrote a script based on it
and sent it to a contest.
02:02:24.170 --> 02:02:28.967
It won an award and launched
her career as a screenwriter.
02:02:31.469 --> 02:02:34.514
"That" would strike her
at times after sex.
02:02:36.015 --> 02:02:39.227
She'd tell it to me and
make me remember it.
02:02:39.853 --> 02:02:44.649
The next morning, I'd tell her.
She'd take notes.
02:02:45.984 --> 02:02:48.152
Eventually that became our custom.
02:02:49.988 --> 02:02:53.533
Sex and her stories
were strongly connected.
02:02:54.158 --> 02:02:56.202
Even if it didn't seem like it.
02:02:57.537 --> 02:03:01.875
She'd grasp a thread of a story
from the edge of orgasm and spin it.
02:03:02.500 --> 02:03:04.669
That's how she used to write.
02:03:05.461 --> 02:03:07.005
Not all the time.
02:03:07.171 --> 02:03:12.176
But whenever her career hit a wall,
"that" would strike.
02:03:14.345 --> 02:03:15.722
Those stories...
02:03:17.223 --> 02:03:21.019
became a bond that helped us
overcome our child's death.
02:03:26.024 --> 02:03:28.693
I think we were a compatible couple.
02:03:29.861 --> 02:03:32.697
We needed each other
to get through life.
02:03:33.865 --> 02:03:37.410
Everyday living and our sex life
02:03:38.536 --> 02:03:40.413
were very fulfilling.
02:03:41.372 --> 02:03:43.541
At least they were for me.
02:03:45.543 --> 02:03:47.045
But...
02:03:51.215 --> 02:03:53.301
Oto saw other men.
02:03:58.556 --> 02:04:00.475
She's fine, don't worry.
02:04:04.062 --> 02:04:06.230
Oto slept with other men.
02:04:08.358 --> 02:04:10.068
Not just one.
02:04:10.401 --> 02:04:14.405
Probably with the actors who were
cast in the dramas she wrote.
02:04:15.573 --> 02:04:18.409
Each relationship ended with the drama,
02:04:18.743 --> 02:04:22.121
and another would begin
when another drama started.
02:04:24.707 --> 02:04:26.584
Do you have evidence?
02:04:27.460 --> 02:04:29.087
I've witnessed them before.
02:04:31.923 --> 02:04:34.968
She sometimes brought them
into our home.
02:04:40.974 --> 02:04:44.477
Even so, I've never doubted
her love for me.
02:04:45.728 --> 02:04:47.522
There was no doubt.
02:04:49.315 --> 02:04:52.819
Oto betrayed me so naturally
while she loved me.
02:04:54.278 --> 02:04:57.448
We were definitely deeply bonded,
more so than anyone.
02:04:57.573 --> 02:04:59.784
Still, she contained within her
02:05:00.410 --> 02:05:04.497
a spot that I couldn't look into,
where something dark swirled.
02:05:06.457 --> 02:05:11.337
Didn't you ever ask her
about any of this?
02:05:13.464 --> 02:05:17.301
What I feared most was losing her.
02:05:18.344 --> 02:05:23.516
If she found out I knew, we wouldn't
have been able to maintain our balance.
02:05:26.310 --> 02:05:29.981
Isn't it possible that she wanted
you to hear her out?
02:05:34.819 --> 02:05:38.990
Did Oto tell you something?
02:05:44.287 --> 02:05:47.665
May I tell you a story she told me?
02:05:49.667 --> 02:05:50.960
Yes.
02:05:51.669 --> 02:05:53.838
It's a very mysterious tale.
02:05:54.422 --> 02:05:59.260
A high school girl sneaks into
the home of a boy she likes.
02:06:01.846 --> 02:06:05.850
I've heard that one, too.
02:06:06.517 --> 02:06:09.187
The girl who was formerly a lamprey.
02:06:09.353 --> 02:06:10.730
Right.
02:06:11.397 --> 02:06:16.527
She sneaks in multiple times and
leaves a token of herself each time.
02:06:17.403 --> 02:06:21.574
One day, she starts masturbating
on Yamaga's bed.
02:06:22.158 --> 02:06:27.205
Someone comes home, but the story
ends without telling who it was.
02:06:27.538 --> 02:06:29.040
No.
02:06:32.168 --> 02:06:33.961
It doesn't end there.
02:06:37.215 --> 02:06:39.550
You know what happens next?
02:06:40.676 --> 02:06:42.136
Yes.
02:06:43.012 --> 02:06:44.764
Who was it, then?
02:06:46.390 --> 02:06:48.392
Who came up the stairs?
02:06:49.894 --> 02:06:52.063
Another intruder.
02:06:52.563 --> 02:06:54.148
Another one?
02:06:54.565 --> 02:06:56.067
Yes.
02:06:56.400 --> 02:07:00.154
It wasn't Yamaga, or his father,
or his mother.
02:07:00.738 --> 02:07:02.573
Just a burglar.
02:07:03.574 --> 02:07:07.954
The burglar finds her half naked
in the room
02:07:08.287 --> 02:07:09.914
and attempts to rape her.
02:07:11.582 --> 02:07:15.586
She takes a pen lying around
and stabs the man in the left eye.
02:07:16.712 --> 02:07:18.965
She struggles desperately,
02:07:19.382 --> 02:07:24.303
and stabs the pen in his temple,
in his neck, over and over.
02:07:25.638 --> 02:07:28.307
She notices the man has gone limp.
02:07:29.433 --> 02:07:31.936
She has killed the burglar.
02:07:34.313 --> 02:07:39.527
She washes the blood off
in the shower and goes home.
02:07:41.904 --> 02:07:45.616
The token she left
in Yamaga's room that day
02:07:46.450 --> 02:07:48.619
was the burglar's corpse.
02:07:50.580 --> 02:07:55.042
The next morning, she goes to school
prepared to confess
02:07:55.459 --> 02:07:59.130
everything to Yamaga
and face his judgment.
02:07:59.839 --> 02:08:04.969
But Yamaga looks the same as usual
at school that day.
02:08:07.013 --> 02:08:13.144
She sees him play soccer after school
seemingly carefree as always.
02:08:14.353 --> 02:08:16.898
Things are the same the next day.
02:08:18.858 --> 02:08:24.030
Nothing has changed. What became
of that body in Yamaga's house?
02:08:24.989 --> 02:08:28.326
Did she just imagine what happened?
02:08:31.329 --> 02:08:36.709
She goes to Yamaga's house
but nothing seems out of the ordinary.
02:08:37.627 --> 02:08:39.337
Except for one thing...
02:08:40.546 --> 02:08:44.175
A surveillance camera has been
set up by the front door.
02:08:46.844 --> 02:08:52.516
To not appear guilty, she walks past
his house without stopping.
02:08:54.477 --> 02:08:56.354
Something terrible had happened,
02:08:57.521 --> 02:09:00.233
and she was to blame,
02:09:01.359 --> 02:09:04.612
but the world seemed serene
as if nothing had changed.
02:09:06.197 --> 02:09:12.286
However, the world had definitely
changed to something sinister.
02:09:13.913 --> 02:09:16.374
She turns back.
02:09:16.749 --> 02:09:17.959
"I..."
02:09:19.252 --> 02:09:22.296
"must take responsibility
for what I've done."
02:09:23.381 --> 02:09:26.092
"I can't pretend it didn't happen."
02:09:27.927 --> 02:09:29.971
"Because it definitely happened."
02:09:30.930 --> 02:09:35.142
"I definitely killed that man."
02:09:38.229 --> 02:09:44.068
She searches under the planter
but the key is no longer there.
02:09:45.611 --> 02:09:48.239
She stares at the surveillance camera.
02:09:49.073 --> 02:09:53.119
Because it's the only change
she has elicited in this world.
02:09:55.579 --> 02:09:57.748
She looks into the lens and
02:09:59.250 --> 02:10:01.919
repeats her words over and over.
02:10:04.088 --> 02:10:06.924
Clearly, so that she's understood,
02:10:08.634 --> 02:10:10.761
"I killed him."
02:10:12.430 --> 02:10:14.598
"I killed him."
02:10:16.809 --> 02:10:18.936
"I killed him."
02:10:24.942 --> 02:10:27.236
This is as far as I know.
02:10:28.612 --> 02:10:34.160
Maybe the tale ends there,
or maybe it continues.
02:10:36.662 --> 02:10:39.123
The story leaves a bad taste,
02:10:40.291 --> 02:10:43.294
but even so, when I heard it from her,
02:10:44.337 --> 02:10:48.174
I felt that Oto had handed me
something important.
02:10:51.010 --> 02:10:52.511
Mr. Kafuku.
02:10:57.516 --> 02:11:02.688
As far as I know,
Oto was a really lovely woman.
02:11:04.315 --> 02:11:10.363
Of course, what I know must be a tiny
fraction of what you know about her.
02:11:11.197 --> 02:11:14.158
But I still think so with certainty.
02:11:15.451 --> 02:11:18.871
You lived with such a lovely person
for over 20 years,
02:11:20.498 --> 02:11:25.169
and you should be grateful
about that. That's my opinion.
02:11:28.172 --> 02:11:31.509
But even if you think
you know someone well,
02:11:32.968 --> 02:11:35.346
even if you love that person deeply,
02:11:37.890 --> 02:11:41.185
you can't completely look into
that person's heart.
02:11:41.519 --> 02:11:43.687
You'll just feel hurt.
02:11:45.523 --> 02:11:48.442
But if you put in enough effort,
02:11:49.235 --> 02:11:53.030
you should be able to look into
your own heart pretty well.
02:11:54.490 --> 02:11:57.535
So in the end, what we should be doing
02:11:59.870 --> 02:12:02.289
is to be true to our hearts
02:12:03.416 --> 02:12:06.710
and come to terms with it
in a capable way.
02:12:10.714 --> 02:12:13.259
If you really want to look at someone,
02:12:15.553 --> 02:12:17.763
then your only option is
02:12:20.391 --> 02:12:22.768
to look at yourself squarely and deeply.
02:12:26.063 --> 02:12:27.898
That's what I think.
02:13:32.213 --> 02:13:33.464
You can go now.
02:14:08.165 --> 02:14:10.751
It didn't sound like he was lying.
02:14:17.633 --> 02:14:20.427
I don't know if it's the truth,
02:14:21.303 --> 02:14:24.598
but he was telling you
what was true to him.
02:14:27.184 --> 02:14:28.769
I can tell.
02:14:29.353 --> 02:14:32.064
Because I grew up among liars.
02:14:33.190 --> 02:14:36.026
I had to discern it or
I couldn't survive.
02:14:52.376 --> 02:14:53.794
Are you sure?
02:14:54.044 --> 02:14:55.421
Yeah.
02:16:06.950 --> 02:16:10.329
See, there they go again!
Those vulgar geese!
02:16:10.579 --> 02:16:12.206
Acting so boorishly!
02:16:12.373 --> 02:16:16.460
(Stop that man!
He's gone mad!)
02:16:16.627 --> 02:16:19.004
- (Give it to me!)
- Let me go, Yelena, let me go!
02:16:20.297 --> 02:16:21.965
Where is he?
02:16:23.467 --> 02:16:25.135
Ah, there he is!
02:16:25.302 --> 02:16:27.054
(No!)
02:16:36.647 --> 02:16:38.232
I didn't get him?
02:16:38.816 --> 02:16:40.818
I missed again?
02:16:41.318 --> 02:16:42.820
Damn it.
02:16:43.654 --> 02:16:45.698
God damn it!
02:16:45.823 --> 02:16:47.950
(Get me out of here!)
02:16:48.826 --> 02:16:50.911
What's wrong with me?
02:16:51.078 --> 02:16:54.581
(Kill me if you must.
I can't stay here anymore!)
02:16:54.707 --> 02:16:56.667
What am I doing?
02:17:12.725 --> 02:17:15.519
Takatsuki, that was good.
02:17:21.358 --> 02:17:22.901
- Takatsuki...
- Excuse me.
02:17:23.485 --> 02:17:24.737
What...
02:17:27.197 --> 02:17:29.575
I'm Kato, Hiroshima North Police.
02:17:30.033 --> 02:17:31.618
Excuse me.
02:17:34.538 --> 02:17:36.540
Koshi Takatsuki?
02:17:41.587 --> 02:17:42.546
Yes.
02:17:42.713 --> 02:17:45.048
Could we speak some place else?
02:17:47.760 --> 02:17:49.720
Here is fine.
02:17:51.847 --> 02:17:53.932
On Sunday, November 24,
02:17:54.892 --> 02:18:01.106
at around 7:30 p.m., you got into a fight
and beat up a man in Shintenchi Park.
02:18:01.607 --> 02:18:03.275
Is that correct?
02:18:05.736 --> 02:18:08.071
You were caught on camera.
02:18:09.239 --> 02:18:12.785
That man died in the hospital yesterday.
02:18:14.620 --> 02:18:18.499
Yes, I saw the news.
02:18:20.125 --> 02:18:23.962
I did it. That's correct.
02:18:25.464 --> 02:18:28.091
Come with us to the police station.
02:18:28.258 --> 02:18:30.344
- May I change?
- Yes.
02:19:31.363 --> 02:19:36.159
"Hiroshima North Police"
02:19:53.176 --> 02:19:54.595
The lawyer...
02:19:54.845 --> 02:19:59.600
says that Mr. Takatsuki admits to
the charge of injury resulting in death.
02:20:04.479 --> 02:20:06.023
Can I see him?
02:20:06.356 --> 02:20:08.191
Not now.
02:20:09.151 --> 02:20:12.905
More importantly, what shall
we do about the play?
02:20:15.198 --> 02:20:17.200
Must we think about that now?
02:20:17.367 --> 02:20:21.872
Yes. It's something we must think about.
02:20:22.831 --> 02:20:25.626
We have two choices.
02:20:27.210 --> 02:20:28.795
We cancel it,
02:20:29.254 --> 02:20:31.882
or you act in it.
02:20:37.012 --> 02:20:38.639
I can't do that.
02:20:40.098 --> 02:20:42.893
You know all the lines.
02:20:43.477 --> 02:20:47.981
Vanya in Japanese like Takatsuki
would be the least disruptive.
02:20:48.523 --> 02:20:49.816
Yoon-su.
02:20:51.234 --> 02:20:53.403
Why are we discussing this now?
02:20:58.909 --> 02:21:00.744
I can't do it.
02:21:02.579 --> 02:21:05.999
Then let's cancel.
02:21:07.042 --> 02:21:08.835
Is that all right?
02:21:21.264 --> 02:21:23.100
Give me some time.
02:21:23.892 --> 02:21:27.938
We can wait 2 days.
That's the limit.
02:21:29.064 --> 02:21:30.524
I understand.
02:21:31.400 --> 02:21:32.985
I'll get back to you.
02:21:50.919 --> 02:21:53.630
Do you know of a place where...
02:21:55.632 --> 02:21:57.134
I can think in peace?
02:22:07.477 --> 02:22:08.478
Oh.
02:22:09.479 --> 02:22:11.231
I'll drive you somewhere.
02:22:26.496 --> 02:22:28.373
Kami-junitaki Village.
02:22:33.378 --> 02:22:35.338
Are you willing to show me
02:22:36.673 --> 02:22:38.383
the place where you grew up?
02:22:41.386 --> 02:22:43.346
There's nothing there.
02:22:46.808 --> 02:22:48.518
If that's OK with you.
02:22:49.853 --> 02:22:51.188
I don't mind.
02:23:49.830 --> 02:23:51.706
I'll take the wheel somewhere.
02:23:53.375 --> 02:23:56.670
We should take turns
to get there in a day.
02:23:58.255 --> 02:23:59.923
No taking turns.
02:24:02.717 --> 02:24:03.927
Why not?
02:24:04.052 --> 02:24:06.805
Because driving is my job.
02:24:10.267 --> 02:24:13.478
I can go without sleeping for a day.
02:25:41.191 --> 02:25:42.525
Thank you.
02:25:42.692 --> 02:25:44.611
You can rest a bit more.
02:25:44.986 --> 02:25:46.571
I can sleep in the ferry.
02:25:46.988 --> 02:25:48.198
I see.
02:26:45.463 --> 02:26:47.090
The day Oto died...
02:26:51.261 --> 02:26:54.806
She asked before I left
if we could talk when I got home.
02:26:56.725 --> 02:26:59.311
Her tone was gentle but determined.
02:27:00.937 --> 02:27:04.774
I had no plans that day,
but kept on driving.
02:27:06.109 --> 02:27:07.610
I couldn't go home.
02:27:08.445 --> 02:27:13.783
I thought that once I went home,
we would never be the same again.
02:27:15.785 --> 02:27:18.955
I found her collapsed
when [ returned late at night.
02:27:21.458 --> 02:27:23.001
I called an ambulance,
02:27:27.255 --> 02:27:29.466
but she never regained consciousness.
02:27:32.302 --> 02:27:34.637
What if I'd gone home a bit earlier?
02:27:36.264 --> 02:27:38.183
I think so every day.
02:27:43.813 --> 02:27:45.190
I...
02:27:45.940 --> 02:27:47.692
killed my mother.
02:27:50.320 --> 02:27:52.822
When the landslide crushed our home,
02:27:53.948 --> 02:27:55.825
I was inside, too.
02:27:56.534 --> 02:28:00.663
I was able to crawl out
from the fallen house.
02:28:02.665 --> 02:28:06.669
After escaping, I gazed at
the half-collapsed house for a while.
02:28:08.171 --> 02:28:13.009
Then some more debris came falling
and completely destroyed it.
02:28:15.512 --> 02:28:18.598
My mother was found dead
under the debris.
02:28:21.017 --> 02:28:24.270
I knew she was still in the house.
02:28:25.855 --> 02:28:31.861
I don't know why I didn't call for help,
or why I didn't save her.
02:28:32.821 --> 02:28:36.950
I hated her, but that wasn't
the only thing I felt about her.
02:28:41.413 --> 02:28:45.375
This scar on my cheek
is from that accident.
02:28:46.668 --> 02:28:49.879
I was told surgery could make it
less conspicuous,
02:28:50.713 --> 02:28:53.758
but I don't feel like erasing it.
02:29:01.850 --> 02:29:04.394
If I were your father,
02:29:06.688 --> 02:29:08.898
I'd hold you round
the shoulders and say,
02:29:11.776 --> 02:29:13.403
"It's not your fault."
02:29:15.363 --> 02:29:17.407
"You did nothing wrong."
02:29:23.705 --> 02:29:25.123
But I can't say that.
02:29:29.294 --> 02:29:31.296
You killed your mother,
02:29:33.089 --> 02:29:34.841
and I killed my wife.
02:29:38.761 --> 02:29:39.971
Yes.
02:30:51.334 --> 02:30:54.420
...altercation with Kazuya Yamauchi
of Hiroshima
02:30:54.629 --> 02:30:58.007
and assaulted him, repeatedly
punching him in the face.
02:30:58.550 --> 02:31:03.179
Yamauchi was taken to hospital
but was pronounced dead.
02:31:04.347 --> 02:31:10.103
Koshi Takatsuki is an actor who has
appeared in many dramas and movies,
02:31:10.436 --> 02:31:15.066
but after reports of his relationship
with a minor broke last year,
02:31:15.567 --> 02:31:20.780
he worked independently, quitting
his management company in January.
02:31:50.226 --> 02:31:51.603
Good morning.
02:32:39.525 --> 02:32:44.280
"Flowers & Vegetables For Sale"
02:34:20.042 --> 02:34:22.462
Is this where you...
02:34:23.004 --> 02:34:24.589
Probably.
02:34:28.009 --> 02:34:29.886
It's changed a lot.
02:34:33.014 --> 02:34:34.724
Could we go up there?
02:35:29.111 --> 02:35:30.655
That's our house.
02:36:05.648 --> 02:36:06.899
My mother
02:36:08.442 --> 02:36:10.987
had a separate personality named Sachi.
02:36:13.865 --> 02:36:15.157
Sachi.
02:36:16.117 --> 02:36:17.410
Yes.
02:36:18.327 --> 02:36:21.163
She first appeared when I was 14,
02:36:22.498 --> 02:36:24.500
She said she was 8 years old,
02:36:24.625 --> 02:36:28.004
but she never aged in 4 years.
02:36:33.009 --> 02:36:34.510
Sachi would
02:36:35.177 --> 02:36:39.265
often appear after my mother
beat me up terribly.
02:36:42.351 --> 02:36:47.023
It was like her awareness didn't
match the body of an adult,
02:36:47.857 --> 02:36:49.692
so she couldn't move well.
02:36:51.485 --> 02:36:53.779
She'd try to walk but fall over,
02:36:54.864 --> 02:36:57.950
and would end up just sitting still.
02:37:03.664 --> 02:37:06.083
Sachi liked puzzle rings.
02:37:08.377 --> 02:37:11.088
We did crosswords together.
02:37:13.341 --> 02:37:16.302
Sachi cried a lot for no reason.
02:37:18.179 --> 02:37:20.222
Whenever she did, I'd hold her
02:37:20.890 --> 02:37:23.059
and rub her back over and over.
02:37:25.186 --> 02:37:29.398
I liked those times.
02:37:50.044 --> 02:37:52.922
The last beautiful thing in my mother
02:37:53.965 --> 02:37:56.467
was condensed in Sachi.
02:37:59.095 --> 02:38:00.846
Sachi was
02:38:03.265 --> 02:38:05.476
my only friend.
02:38:34.630 --> 02:38:37.800
I don't know if my mother
was mentally ill,
02:38:39.802 --> 02:38:44.807
or if she was acting to keep me
close to her.
02:38:48.310 --> 02:38:51.689
But even if she were acting,
02:38:53.357 --> 02:38:56.152
it was from the bottom of her heart.
02:38:59.697 --> 02:39:02.199
Becoming Sachi was my mother's way
02:39:03.826 --> 02:39:07.329
of surviving in a hellish reality,
I think.
02:39:18.382 --> 02:39:20.426
When that landslide occurred,
02:39:22.678 --> 02:39:24.847
I knew that my mother's death
02:39:26.015 --> 02:39:29.101
meant that Sachi would die, too.
02:39:31.729 --> 02:39:32.980
Even so...
02:39:36.192 --> 02:39:38.235
I didn't move.
02:39:57.379 --> 02:39:58.881
It's dirty.
02:40:12.895 --> 02:40:14.230
Mr. Kafuku,
02:40:15.064 --> 02:40:16.649
about Oto...
02:40:19.276 --> 02:40:22.780
Would it be hard for you to accept her,
02:40:23.531 --> 02:40:26.492
everything about her, as genuine?
02:40:29.245 --> 02:40:31.956
Maybe there was nothing
mysterious about her.
02:40:33.415 --> 02:40:37.086
Would it be hard to think
that she was simply like that?
02:40:39.421 --> 02:40:41.924
That she loved you dearly and
02:40:43.092 --> 02:40:45.845
that she sought other men constantly
02:40:47.721 --> 02:40:52.101
don't seem to contradict each other
or sound deceptive to me.
02:40:54.937 --> 02:40:56.689
Is that strange?
02:41:04.280 --> 02:41:05.614
I'm sorry.
02:41:17.501 --> 02:41:19.003
I...
02:41:21.839 --> 02:41:23.966
should have been hurt properly.
02:41:26.802 --> 02:41:28.971
I let something genuine slip by.
02:41:31.307 --> 02:41:33.517
I was so deeply hurt.
02:41:34.852 --> 02:41:36.812
To the point of distraction.
02:41:38.856 --> 02:41:40.357
But...
02:41:41.525 --> 02:41:43.027
Because of that...
02:41:44.528 --> 02:41:46.864
I pretended not to notice it.
02:41:49.491 --> 02:41:51.869
I didn't listen to myself.
02:41:59.543 --> 02:42:01.879
So I lost Oto.
02:42:04.548 --> 02:42:06.050
Forever.
02:42:09.053 --> 02:42:10.679
Now I see.
02:42:19.396 --> 02:42:21.106
I want to see Oto.
02:42:24.526 --> 02:42:26.362
If I do, I want to yell at her.
02:42:28.197 --> 02:42:29.698
Berate her.
02:42:30.824 --> 02:42:33.077
For lying to me all the time.
02:42:34.870 --> 02:42:36.288
I want to apologize.
02:42:39.166 --> 02:42:41.460
For not listening.
02:42:43.879 --> 02:42:46.090
For not being strong.
02:42:52.513 --> 02:42:53.973
I want her back.
02:42:55.933 --> 02:42:57.393
I want her to live.
02:42:59.520 --> 02:43:01.563
I want to talk to her just once more.
02:43:07.903 --> 02:43:09.571
I want to see her.
02:43:13.242 --> 02:43:14.827
But it's too late.
02:43:18.247 --> 02:43:19.957
There's no turning back.
02:43:21.750 --> 02:43:23.335
There's nothing I can do.
02:43:49.820 --> 02:43:51.530
Those who survive
02:43:52.489 --> 02:43:54.950
keep thinking about the dead.
02:43:56.618 --> 02:43:58.287
In one way or another,
02:44:00.497 --> 02:44:02.166
that will continue.
02:44:08.255 --> 02:44:09.798
You and I
02:44:11.008 --> 02:44:13.135
must keep living like that.
02:44:24.688 --> 02:44:26.315
We must keep on living.
02:44:40.496 --> 02:44:41.830
It'll be OK.
02:44:46.460 --> 02:44:48.003
I'm sure
02:44:51.131 --> 02:44:52.508
we'll be OK.
02:45:34.883 --> 02:45:38.053
I refuse! Wait, I'm not done yet!
02:45:38.929 --> 02:45:42.891
You destroyed my life.
I've never lived.
02:45:43.058 --> 02:45:47.896
Because of you, I wasted the
best years of my life and spoiled them.
02:45:48.188 --> 02:45:50.482
You're my foe. My bitter enemy!
02:45:50.607 --> 02:45:51.900
I can't stand it.
02:45:52.192 --> 02:45:54.153
(But what do you want?)
02:45:54.278 --> 02:45:55.404
I'm going.
02:45:55.529 --> 02:45:59.032
(What earthly right have you to use
such language to me?)
02:45:59.491 --> 02:46:01.368
(You fool!)
02:46:01.827 --> 02:46:06.248
(If this estate is yours, then take it,
I don't care!)
02:46:06.457 --> 02:46:10.419
(This is like hell. I can't stand it.
I'm leaving now.)
02:46:10.586 --> 02:46:13.672
I'm gifted and intelligent.
Courageous, too.
02:46:13.964 --> 02:46:17.926
If I'd lived normally, I might have been
another Schopenhauer or Dostoevsky.
02:46:18.135 --> 02:46:19.928
I'm sick of this nonsense!
02:46:20.596 --> 02:46:21.930
I'm losing my mind!
02:46:22.097 --> 02:46:24.933
Mother, I can't take it anymore!
02:46:25.142 --> 02:46:27.769
Listen to the professor!
02:46:27.895 --> 02:46:30.772
Mother, what should I do?
02:46:31.398 --> 02:46:36.278
No, never mind. Don't say anything.
I know what to do.
02:46:36.612 --> 02:46:38.822
I'll make you pay for this!
02:46:38.989 --> 02:46:40.407
Jean!
02:47:53.855 --> 02:47:55.190
Sonya.
02:48:06.368 --> 02:48:08.245
I'm miserable.
02:48:12.416 --> 02:48:15.210
If you only knew how miserable I am.
02:48:19.631 --> 02:48:22.217
What can we do?
02:48:22.342 --> 02:48:26.096
We must live our lives.
02:48:53.457 --> 02:48:57.169
Yes, we shall live, Uncle Vanya.
02:49:03.300 --> 02:49:06.053
We'll live through the long, long days,
02:49:06.178 --> 02:49:11.308
and through the long nights.
02:49:13.518 --> 02:49:20.525
We'll patiently endure the trials
that fate sends our way.
02:49:21.526 --> 02:49:25.781
Even if we can't rest,
02:49:25.906 --> 02:49:35.374
we'll continue to work for others
02:49:35.874 --> 02:49:41.296
both now and when we have grown old.
02:49:43.173 --> 02:49:46.551
And when our last hour comes
02:49:46.677 --> 02:49:52.057
well go quietly.
02:49:56.353 --> 02:50:05.487
And in the great beyond,
we'll say to Him
02:50:07.906 --> 02:50:15.580
that we suffered,
02:50:15.706 --> 02:50:20.836
that we cried,
02:50:21.211 --> 02:50:25.966
that life was hard.
02:50:27.426 --> 02:50:32.180
And God...
02:50:32.305 --> 02:50:40.897
will have pity on us.
02:50:46.236 --> 02:50:50.115
Then you and I...
02:50:50.574 --> 02:50:56.705
well see that bright, wonderful,
02:50:56.830 --> 02:51:02.169
dreamlike life before our eyes.
02:51:03.962 --> 02:51:08.467
We shall rejoice, and
02:51:08.633 --> 02:51:13.972
with tender smiles on our faces,
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we'll look back on our current sorrow.
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And then at last,
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we shall rest.
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I believe it.
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I strongly believe it
from the bottom of my heart.
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When that time comes,
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we shall rest.
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(Need a plastic bag?)
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(No, I'm fine.)
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(Saving your points?)
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(No.)
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