WEBVTT 00:00:00.061 --> 00:00:18.061 ..:: Presented by ZarFilm website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:01:38.348 --> 00:01:39.133 Hey mom? 00:01:39.224 --> 00:01:40.430 Yeah? 00:01:40.517 --> 00:01:42.223 What sound did the drum kit make 00:01:42.311 --> 00:01:43.926 as it fell down the metal? 00:01:45.272 --> 00:01:47.137 I have no idea. 00:01:47.608 --> 00:01:49.144 Ba-dum-tschh. 00:01:52.571 --> 00:01:53.856 You're funny. 00:01:53.947 --> 00:01:55.062 Thank you. 00:01:55.157 --> 00:01:56.509 We'll have to tell that one to your dad. 00:01:56.533 --> 00:01:58.023 He'll like that. 00:01:59.369 --> 00:02:00.575 Boy: They always win. 00:02:00.662 --> 00:02:03.119 Woman: They don't always win. 00:02:03.206 --> 00:02:04.537 Are you nervous. 00:02:04.625 --> 00:02:07.833 Maybe I just thought this year would be different. 00:02:07.919 --> 00:02:09.500 Honey. 00:02:09.588 --> 00:02:12.295 Sometimes we need to do things that scare us, you know, 00:02:12.382 --> 00:02:14.338 in order for us to grow. 00:02:14.426 --> 00:02:15.666 Boy: Yeah. 00:02:16.178 --> 00:02:18.840 Anyway, those are new skates too, so... 00:02:20.432 --> 00:02:22.423 Boy: I've gotta keep doing it. 00:02:23.226 --> 00:02:25.308 That's the spirit, kid. 00:04:02.284 --> 00:04:03.284 Couch: Five push-ups! 00:05:06.556 --> 00:05:07.420 Philip: Is she up? 00:05:07.516 --> 00:05:08.175 She'd better be. 00:05:08.266 --> 00:05:09.266 This is not a vacation. 00:05:09.351 --> 00:05:11.091 She's trying, Philip. 00:05:11.186 --> 00:05:12.596 She got kicked out of school. 00:05:12.687 --> 00:05:15.645 It's not like she robbed a bank or anything. 00:05:16.316 --> 00:05:18.227 Morning dad. 00:05:18.318 --> 00:05:19.524 Morning grace. 00:05:19.611 --> 00:05:20.896 Grace: Morning, Lucy. 00:05:22.572 --> 00:05:23.857 I'm running late. 00:05:54.354 --> 00:05:56.766 Follow me for one of my favourite features of the home 00:05:56.857 --> 00:05:59.348 is this smoke marble island. 00:05:59.442 --> 00:06:01.182 I mean, do you believe it? 00:06:01.278 --> 00:06:03.360 After everything I've done for her? 00:06:03.446 --> 00:06:05.607 Have you told her how you feel? 00:06:05.699 --> 00:06:06.905 You think I could... 00:06:06.992 --> 00:06:09.825 Just say how I really feel? 00:06:10.287 --> 00:06:13.495 And we have two spare bedrooms just off of the family room. 00:06:13.582 --> 00:06:15.163 I'm sorry you feel so... 00:06:15.250 --> 00:06:16.250 Empty? 00:06:18.003 --> 00:06:21.166 There's no other word to describe it. 00:06:21.256 --> 00:06:22.712 Empty. 00:06:24.384 --> 00:06:25.999 Grace: -Take care. Client: -Bye. 00:06:46.031 --> 00:06:49.865 Letting someone go is hard to do. 00:06:49.951 --> 00:06:52.784 So it wasn't easy. 00:06:52.871 --> 00:06:55.157 Six months doesn't feel like a long time 00:06:55.248 --> 00:06:56.784 to be with someone, you know. 00:06:56.875 --> 00:06:58.206 Well, it's long enough to know 00:06:58.293 --> 00:07:00.875 that Eric was not a healthy relationship for you. 00:07:00.962 --> 00:07:03.203 Yeah. 00:07:03.298 --> 00:07:08.588 Every word that I said to him, the stronger I felt. 00:07:08.678 --> 00:07:10.339 Okay, good. 00:07:10.430 --> 00:07:12.762 And why do you think that is? 00:07:12.849 --> 00:07:14.339 Because of you. 00:07:14.434 --> 00:07:16.174 I think you're giving me too much credit. 00:07:16.269 --> 00:07:18.885 I don't think I am, doctor Clark. 00:07:22.317 --> 00:07:23.432 Okay. 00:07:23.526 --> 00:07:26.268 There are things I'm probably going to miss. 00:07:26.363 --> 00:07:27.648 Okay. 00:07:27.739 --> 00:07:29.445 Tell me about that. 00:07:31.201 --> 00:07:33.988 Daphne: How smart he is. 00:07:34.079 --> 00:07:36.991 Charming and intuitive. 00:07:40.001 --> 00:07:42.208 But the things I won't miss, 00:07:42.921 --> 00:07:44.536 oh, my god... 00:07:46.341 --> 00:07:50.084 His rigidity, his inflexibility. 00:07:50.178 --> 00:07:53.670 His constant need to just know exactly what I was doing 00:07:53.765 --> 00:07:57.132 and to be in control of my life. 00:07:57.227 --> 00:07:57.966 Okay, I'm sorry. 00:07:58.061 --> 00:07:59.141 It's my fault, okay? 00:07:59.229 --> 00:08:01.515 Like even being here, seeing you, 00:08:01.606 --> 00:08:04.973 this thing that I treasure and this... 00:08:05.068 --> 00:08:07.684 This thing that he knew saved my life? 00:08:09.489 --> 00:08:11.525 He hates psychiatry. 00:08:11.616 --> 00:08:16.610 He said they're all charlatans and frauds. 00:08:16.705 --> 00:08:17.945 Really? 00:08:18.039 --> 00:08:19.370 Yeah. 00:08:19.916 --> 00:08:22.532 Look, I think you should be really proud. 00:08:24.087 --> 00:08:26.169 I mean, it's one thing to face a hard truth 00:08:26.256 --> 00:08:28.793 and it's another to act on it. 00:08:28.883 --> 00:08:30.498 Yeah. 00:08:38.518 --> 00:08:43.512 I was thinking about this summer. 00:08:43.606 --> 00:08:46.393 What if we went to British Columbia, huh? 00:08:46.484 --> 00:08:50.318 Rent that place on the lake that we all used to love? 00:08:52.449 --> 00:08:54.064 Maybe. 00:08:54.409 --> 00:08:58.152 Yeah, a family vacation like we used to do. 00:09:08.506 --> 00:09:09.712 Um, sorry, I'm... 00:09:09.799 --> 00:09:12.757 Just have got a lot to catch up on. 00:09:12.844 --> 00:09:14.709 Okay. 00:09:31.279 --> 00:09:32.735 Philip: Hello, everybody. 00:09:32.822 --> 00:09:35.313 We're joined today by the Dean of this prestigious school, 00:09:35.408 --> 00:09:37.399 Dr. Vanessa fanning. 00:09:37.494 --> 00:09:38.279 There she is. 00:09:38.369 --> 00:09:39.529 Give her a round of applause. 00:09:40.455 --> 00:09:41.786 Go on, doctor Clark. 00:09:41.873 --> 00:09:43.283 Thank you. 00:09:43.374 --> 00:09:45.061 Um, there is a clinical case study that I'd like to share 00:09:45.085 --> 00:09:46.325 with you all today. 00:09:46.419 --> 00:09:50.128 The patient's name, we will call her Mary. 00:09:52.258 --> 00:09:54.123 She's a 22 year-old female. 00:09:54.219 --> 00:09:55.959 She's one of two siblings. 00:09:56.054 --> 00:09:58.136 She came from a wealthy west coast family. 00:09:58.223 --> 00:10:00.117 She and her older brother were raised on an estate 00:10:00.141 --> 00:10:01.881 their paternal grandfather built. 00:10:01.976 --> 00:10:04.934 Her father struggled with bipolar disorder, 00:10:05.021 --> 00:10:07.137 her mother struggled with depression. 00:10:07.232 --> 00:10:11.942 And when Mary was 11 years old, her mother took her own life. 00:10:12.570 --> 00:10:14.048 Beginning in her freshman year at college, 00:10:14.072 --> 00:10:16.905 the patient made the first of several suicide attempts. 00:10:20.120 --> 00:10:21.951 When Mary began treatment with me, 00:10:22.038 --> 00:10:25.530 she was on three separate psychotropic medications. 00:10:25.625 --> 00:10:29.209 After spending 14 months in a private psychiatric facility, 00:10:29.295 --> 00:10:31.661 it was clear that we needed a different approach, 00:10:31.756 --> 00:10:33.712 and that standard therapy was not going 00:10:33.800 --> 00:10:37.418 to help this young woman get her life back on track. 00:10:38.680 --> 00:10:41.513 So... 00:10:41.599 --> 00:10:44.591 I did something that I have never done. 00:10:44.686 --> 00:10:47.553 I stepped back from my usual methodology as her doctor. 00:10:48.565 --> 00:10:50.180 And I satin that room with her 00:10:50.275 --> 00:10:53.517 as just another troubled human being. 00:10:53.611 --> 00:10:57.399 Someone who was flawed and frightened. 00:10:57.490 --> 00:10:59.776 Someone who was regretful, 00:10:59.868 --> 00:11:03.235 someone who had experienced trauma myself. 00:11:03.329 --> 00:11:05.320 I told Mary my whole life story. 00:11:05.415 --> 00:11:07.747 I told her things that I had never told anyone else. 00:11:07.834 --> 00:11:11.076 I told her things that I had never told my wife. 00:11:14.924 --> 00:11:17.666 I did this because I wanted Mary to understand 00:11:17.760 --> 00:11:21.173 that she wasn't alone, that her despair wasn't foreign to me. 00:11:21.264 --> 00:11:26.258 I wanted to take the cap of shame off of her experience. 00:11:27.604 --> 00:11:30.767 In four months, her symptoms disappeared. 00:11:30.857 --> 00:11:35.351 In six months, she was off all of her medication. 00:11:35.445 --> 00:11:38.278 And after 14 months, she's been doing so well 00:11:38.364 --> 00:11:41.151 that she's started to write a book about her illness, 00:11:41.242 --> 00:11:44.029 and she's taking charge of her relationships. 00:11:47.290 --> 00:11:51.454 At long last, Mary's life is back on track. 00:11:54.422 --> 00:11:56.663 That was a great lecture you know. 00:11:56.758 --> 00:11:58.589 Vanessa, I know what you're thinking. 00:11:58.676 --> 00:12:00.962 Look Philip, it's... it's great that you've had this 00:12:01.054 --> 00:12:02.635 breakthrough with your patient. 00:12:02.722 --> 00:12:05.964 It's obviously affected you in a positive way as well. 00:12:06.059 --> 00:12:07.970 That is not what you're thinking. 00:12:08.061 --> 00:12:09.767 Come on. 00:12:09.854 --> 00:12:12.061 Ethically, this is a grey area. 00:12:12.148 --> 00:12:14.514 Sharing such personal information with a patient. 00:12:14.609 --> 00:12:15.894 Okay. 00:12:15.985 --> 00:12:18.442 I'm just concerned about your well-being as well as hers, 00:12:18.529 --> 00:12:21.441 given everything your family's been through. 00:12:21.532 --> 00:12:23.739 We're fine. We're fine. 00:12:23.826 --> 00:12:25.532 I do want to say I'd feel more comfortable 00:12:25.620 --> 00:12:28.487 if your patient would still continue with her meds, 00:12:28.581 --> 00:12:30.117 for the benefit of both of you. 00:12:31.251 --> 00:12:32.912 You're so old school. 00:12:33.002 --> 00:12:34.002 Philip. 00:12:34.045 --> 00:12:35.876 You're gonna have to trust me. 00:12:37.632 --> 00:12:38.462 All right. 00:12:38.549 --> 00:12:39.629 Okay. =I will. 00:12:39.717 --> 00:12:40.903 How are Lucy and grace doing now? 00:12:40.927 --> 00:12:41.507 They're okay. 00:12:41.594 --> 00:12:42.128 Good. 00:12:42.220 --> 00:12:43.255 They're doing well. 00:12:43.346 --> 00:12:45.382 I look forward to seeing grace tonight... 00:12:45.473 --> 00:12:46.212 If we're still on. 00:12:46.307 --> 00:12:47.422 Tonight, yeah. 00:12:47.517 --> 00:12:48.222 If we're still on. 00:12:48.309 --> 00:12:51.346 Okay. I'll see you later. 00:13:02.282 --> 00:13:03.442 Hey Daphne. 00:13:03.533 --> 00:13:04.363 Doctor Clark? 00:13:04.450 --> 00:13:06.736 Yeah, what's up? 00:13:08.413 --> 00:13:10.779 She's dead. 00:13:10.873 --> 00:13:11.953 Joan. 00:13:12.041 --> 00:13:13.372 My best friend, she... 00:13:13.459 --> 00:13:14.369 Oh, no. Daphne... 00:13:14.460 --> 00:13:15.540 She's dead. 00:13:15.628 --> 00:13:17.243 Oh, my god. 00:13:18.881 --> 00:13:19.961 What happened? 00:13:20.049 --> 00:13:22.791 She was jogging in forest park. 00:13:22.885 --> 00:13:24.591 In Portland. 00:13:24.679 --> 00:13:26.544 It was a hit and run. 00:13:26.639 --> 00:13:29.051 Somebody hit her with a car. 00:13:29.142 --> 00:13:29.972 Okay. 00:13:30.059 --> 00:13:31.139 Okay, listen to me. 00:13:31.227 --> 00:13:31.841 She was killed. 00:13:31.936 --> 00:13:33.016 Daphne, listen to me. 00:13:33.104 --> 00:13:35.311 Look. I know what you're afraid of. 00:13:35.398 --> 00:13:37.104 I'm not like that anymore. 00:13:37.191 --> 00:13:38.681 I just needed someone fo talk to. 00:13:38.776 --> 00:13:41.518 Okay, because I can be there in one hour if you need me to. 00:13:41.612 --> 00:13:42.612 I know. 00:13:42.655 --> 00:13:43.799 Look, I'm coming in tomorrow, okay? 00:13:43.823 --> 00:13:44.687 I'll see you then. 00:13:44.782 --> 00:13:46.022 Okay. 00:13:46.117 --> 00:13:47.428 But it's very important that you do come in tomorrow. 00:13:47.452 --> 00:13:48.942 You can't skip, okay? 00:13:49.037 --> 00:13:50.277 And we're not going to call. 00:13:50.371 --> 00:13:52.131 I need you to come in to the office tomorrow, 00:13:52.206 --> 00:13:53.992 and we'll take all the time that you need. 00:13:54.083 --> 00:13:55.414 Thank you. 00:13:57.211 --> 00:13:58.826 I'll see you tomorrow. 00:14:37.710 --> 00:14:38.540 Straight down the middle. 00:14:38.628 --> 00:14:39.538 Total meatball. 00:14:39.629 --> 00:14:40.898 Any other day, jordie crushes it. 00:14:40.922 --> 00:14:41.661 Oh, my god. 00:14:41.756 --> 00:14:42.836 He whiffs. 00:14:42.924 --> 00:14:46.257 Great big wide swing and pfft, game over. 00:14:47.220 --> 00:14:47.709 That's good for him, I think. 00:14:47.804 --> 00:14:48.804 Oh, the poor baby. 00:14:48.846 --> 00:14:50.074 Well, at least I was smart enough 00:14:50.098 --> 00:14:51.658 to keep my mouth shut in the car on the way home. 00:14:51.682 --> 00:14:53.118 And I credit you for that, I do, hon. 00:14:53.142 --> 00:14:54.052 Because some fathers never stop 00:14:54.143 --> 00:14:55.553 to put pressure on their kids. 00:14:55.645 --> 00:14:56.885 I was the worst second baseman 00:14:56.979 --> 00:14:58.139 in the history of the world. 00:14:58.231 --> 00:15:00.267 Philip used to practice his therapeutic skills 00:15:00.358 --> 00:15:02.599 on the way home from hockey. 00:15:02.693 --> 00:15:05.981 How did you feel about the game, Evan? 00:15:10.493 --> 00:15:11.528 Philip: Yeah. 00:15:14.789 --> 00:15:17.075 What's she doing home? 00:15:17.166 --> 00:15:18.781 Um... 00:15:18.876 --> 00:15:20.707 Lucy was expelled. 00:15:20.795 --> 00:15:21.795 What for? 00:15:22.380 --> 00:15:24.621 Oh, just some cocaine. 00:15:24.715 --> 00:15:27.047 Ah, classic teenage, you know. 00:15:27.135 --> 00:15:29.296 Please, can we not talk about that right now? 00:15:29.387 --> 00:15:32.299 You're right, let's never get into it. 00:15:37.437 --> 00:15:38.437 Dad? 00:15:40.064 --> 00:15:41.850 It's the police. 00:15:42.525 --> 00:15:43.890 What? 00:15:48.364 --> 00:15:50.355 How can I help you? 00:15:51.534 --> 00:15:53.214 Police: She must have jumped from up there. 00:15:53.286 --> 00:15:55.652 We're still looking for a suicide note. 00:15:58.541 --> 00:16:01.874 Ups guy on his last run of the day comes up the drive 00:16:01.961 --> 00:16:03.326 ahd there she is. 00:16:05.465 --> 00:16:06.921 Look man, I'm sorry to drag you here, 00:16:07.008 --> 00:16:09.374 but her phone had you listed as the doctor to call 00:16:09.469 --> 00:16:11.334 in case of emergency. 00:16:13.097 --> 00:16:14.712 I understand. 00:16:16.851 --> 00:16:18.307 Police: No signs of foul play, 00:16:18.394 --> 00:16:21.136 no suspicious activity reported by the neighbours. 00:16:21.230 --> 00:16:23.937 No evidence to suggest it was anything else, really. 00:16:24.025 --> 00:16:25.105 James: Hey! 00:16:25.776 --> 00:16:27.562 Hey, what's going on? 00:16:27.653 --> 00:16:28.984 Police: Hey, sir! 00:16:29.864 --> 00:16:30.899 Why are you here? 00:16:30.990 --> 00:16:32.526 Police: Who are you? 00:16:32.617 --> 00:16:35.074 I'm James flagg, all right? 00:16:35.161 --> 00:16:37.026 What's going on, where's my sister? 00:16:37.121 --> 00:16:38.390 Police: There's been an accident? 00:16:38.414 --> 00:16:39.904 What? What? 00:16:39.999 --> 00:16:42.365 Can, can I, can I... 00:16:42.460 --> 00:16:43.950 It's my sister... 00:16:44.045 --> 00:16:45.251 Let us handle this. 00:16:45.338 --> 00:16:46.043 I just want to go and see her. Is she okay? 00:16:46.130 --> 00:16:47.040 Is she okay?! 00:16:47.131 --> 00:16:48.462 We'll take care of it! 00:16:50.551 --> 00:16:51.381 Calm down! Fuck! 00:16:51.469 --> 00:16:52.879 Try to calm down. 00:16:52.970 --> 00:16:54.961 Daphne! Daph! =take a breath. 00:16:56.390 --> 00:16:57.755 Take a breath. 00:16:57.850 --> 00:16:58.464 Fucking let me go! 00:16:58.559 --> 00:16:59.139 Medic! 00:16:59.227 --> 00:17:00.387 Daphne! 00:17:00.478 --> 00:17:04.767 She's my sister! She's my sister, please! 00:17:11.739 --> 00:17:13.354 Hi, I'm... I'm Philip Clark. 00:17:13.449 --> 00:17:16.156 I was your sister's psychiatrist. 00:17:16.244 --> 00:17:18.701 And ll... I know what you must be going through, 00:17:18.788 --> 00:17:21.200 and I'm very sorry. 00:17:21.290 --> 00:17:24.157 I think there's a curse on this family. 00:17:24.752 --> 00:17:30.042 Nobody to rage at, nobody to blame but us. 00:17:30.591 --> 00:17:31.751 But me. 00:17:34.929 --> 00:17:38.262 I'm the only one left now. 00:17:38.349 --> 00:17:42.433 I knew she loved Joan, and when she called, 00:17:42.520 --> 00:17:44.556 I could hear the pain in her voice. 00:17:44.647 --> 00:17:48.731 But... she was calm. 00:17:48.818 --> 00:17:51.309 So l... I didn't, I didn't feel the need to rush up here 00:17:51.404 --> 00:17:52.564 that instant, you know? 00:17:58.286 --> 00:18:01.778 You know what I did, I let her slip through my fingers. 00:18:01.872 --> 00:18:02.736 I just... 00:18:02.832 --> 00:18:04.663 No, no. James. She called me too. 00:18:04.750 --> 00:18:08.242 I don't think there's anything that could've been done. 00:18:08.337 --> 00:18:10.293 That just isn't how it works. 00:18:12.133 --> 00:18:15.125 You and me, eh? Two strangers. 00:18:18.389 --> 00:18:20.220 In this together. 00:18:28.524 --> 00:18:30.164 Of course I'll cover your classes, Philip. 00:18:30.192 --> 00:18:32.683 It's... it's the least I can do. 00:18:32.778 --> 00:18:34.609 Thanks. 00:18:34.697 --> 00:18:37.860 I feel like I've lost my balance. 00:18:37.950 --> 00:18:43.115 I'll just take a little time and I'll get it back. 00:18:43.205 --> 00:18:46.242 Philip, I'm... I'm here for you to support you, 00:18:46.334 --> 00:18:48.871 not to judge you, you know that. 00:18:48.961 --> 00:18:50.121 Yes. 00:18:50.212 --> 00:18:51.212 You heed to take a moment 00:18:51.297 --> 00:18:54.084 to deal with what's happened this time. 00:18:54.175 --> 00:18:56.086 Please don't rush yourself. 00:18:56.177 --> 00:18:57.587 Okay. 00:18:58.220 --> 00:19:00.211 You know, losing a patient is tough. 00:19:00.306 --> 00:19:02.422 It's a bereavement, Philip. 00:19:10.316 --> 00:19:11.431 Philip? 00:19:13.319 --> 00:19:14.559 Philip? 00:19:55.194 --> 00:19:56.194 Hi. 00:19:57.113 --> 00:19:58.444 Hi. 00:19:58.531 --> 00:20:02.865 Is um, is... Is doctor Clark home? 00:20:02.952 --> 00:20:04.442 Uh... yeah. 00:20:04.912 --> 00:20:06.994 I have something for him. 00:20:07.081 --> 00:20:09.242 Oh, uh, dad? 00:20:10.000 --> 00:20:11.160 Thank you. 00:20:11.252 --> 00:20:13.243 He's just making a call. 00:20:14.547 --> 00:20:15.582 Um. Hi 00:20:15.673 --> 00:20:17.709 sorry, how... how can I help you? 00:20:17.800 --> 00:20:20.633 We were just getting ready to sit down and eat. 00:20:20.720 --> 00:20:22.756 Oh, I'm sorry. Bad timing. 00:20:23.806 --> 00:20:28.049 My name is James flagg. 00:20:32.314 --> 00:20:34.396 I'm so sorry. 00:20:34.483 --> 00:20:35.347 It's all right. 00:20:35.443 --> 00:20:36.273 I'm going to go grab him. 00:20:36.360 --> 00:20:37.770 Thank you very much. 00:20:37.862 --> 00:20:41.354 Grace: Philip? Philip? 00:20:44.869 --> 00:20:45.608 Hi. 00:20:45.703 --> 00:20:47.113 Hey. 00:20:47.204 --> 00:20:50.162 I'm sorry, I looked up your address and I drove on over. 00:20:50.249 --> 00:20:53.286 I wanted to return this, which is yours. 00:20:53.377 --> 00:20:55.208 Or at least, your name's inside. 00:20:55.296 --> 00:20:57.127 Been packing up the house, you know. 00:20:57.214 --> 00:20:58.624 Sifting through boxes. 00:20:58.716 --> 00:21:00.694 I figured you'd lent it to her, you might want it back. 00:21:00.718 --> 00:21:01.423 I did. 00:21:01.510 --> 00:21:02.875 Thank you. 00:21:02.970 --> 00:21:04.614 Sorry you had to drive it all the way over here. 00:21:04.638 --> 00:21:05.638 No problem. 00:21:05.681 --> 00:21:08.263 It's good to get out of the house. 00:21:08.350 --> 00:21:10.386 Anyway, I'll get back to it. 00:21:10.478 --> 00:21:11.478 Okay. 00:21:12.396 --> 00:21:13.681 James? 00:21:15.858 --> 00:21:18.315 How are you doing? 00:21:18.402 --> 00:21:19.402 Well, you know... 00:21:20.863 --> 00:21:23.525 Not great. 00:21:24.492 --> 00:21:26.448 Sorry. 00:21:26.535 --> 00:21:27.445 It's all right. 00:21:27.536 --> 00:21:29.026 Philip. 00:21:29.121 --> 00:21:32.534 I'm just wondering if James had... had dinner yet. 00:21:32.625 --> 00:21:33.910 I don't know. 00:21:34.001 --> 00:21:35.707 Would you like to join us? 00:21:35.795 --> 00:21:37.911 He was just dropping off a book. 00:21:38.005 --> 00:21:39.005 Yeah. 00:21:39.048 --> 00:21:40.108 We've got thai and I ordered extra, 00:21:40.132 --> 00:21:42.088 so we'd love to have you. 00:21:44.053 --> 00:21:46.260 If you want to stay for dinner, you're welcome to. 00:21:46.347 --> 00:21:46.961 Are you sure? 00:21:47.056 --> 00:21:48.296 Yes, please. 00:21:48.390 --> 00:21:49.390 Okay. 00:21:50.976 --> 00:21:52.932 Thank you. 00:21:53.020 --> 00:21:54.681 No trouble at all. 00:21:58.359 --> 00:22:00.315 I can only guess what a difficult time 00:22:00.402 --> 00:22:02.984 this must be for you. 00:22:06.075 --> 00:22:07.736 How long have you been living abroad? 00:22:08.911 --> 00:22:11.698 It's... it's a bit of a blur. 00:22:11.789 --> 00:22:13.825 I moved over to england as a child, 00:22:13.916 --> 00:22:16.077 went to boarding school and then, 00:22:16.168 --> 00:22:17.408 yeah, sort of stayed on. 00:22:17.503 --> 00:22:20.586 So abroad is more home to me now than home, 00:22:20.673 --> 00:22:21.332 if you know what I mean? 00:22:21.423 --> 00:22:23.914 Mm-hmm. 00:22:24.009 --> 00:22:27.046 And you've been working on a novel? 00:22:27.137 --> 00:22:28.798 Yes. Yep. 00:22:28.889 --> 00:22:30.345 My second stab. 00:22:30.432 --> 00:22:34.391 My first attempt was horrendous, so... 00:22:34.478 --> 00:22:38.062 Uh, yeah, I mean, a total, I mean, a real mess. 00:22:38.148 --> 00:22:39.417 But luckily for me, no one read it. 00:22:39.441 --> 00:22:40.441 So... 00:22:41.652 --> 00:22:46.988 Anyway, the reason I'm back here in the states is, was... 00:22:47.074 --> 00:22:51.158 Other than seeing my sister, is because an agent 00:22:51.245 --> 00:22:53.245 took a liking to a couple of the chapters of the... 00:22:53.330 --> 00:22:55.696 You know, the thing I'm working on now, and... 00:22:55.791 --> 00:22:56.871 I'm going to go meet him. 00:22:56.959 --> 00:22:57.573 Great. 00:22:57.668 --> 00:22:58.703 Yeah. 00:22:58.794 --> 00:23:01.376 I was four pages into my masterpiece 00:23:01.463 --> 00:23:07.174 when I went and got that real estate license, so... 00:23:07.261 --> 00:23:10.048 Four pages is better than nothing, you know, so. 00:23:10.139 --> 00:23:12.346 Everyone has to start somewhere. 00:23:12.433 --> 00:23:14.014 What about you, Lucy? 00:23:14.101 --> 00:23:17.184 Any idea what you want to do or be, or? 00:23:17.271 --> 00:23:20.229 Yeah well, I have a lot of thoughts. 00:23:20.316 --> 00:23:22.432 Nothing concrete though. 00:23:22.526 --> 00:23:23.390 That's okay. 00:23:23.485 --> 00:23:24.485 I get that. 00:23:26.405 --> 00:23:28.487 She's still so young, so... 00:23:31.243 --> 00:23:33.199 Um, coffee anyone? 00:23:33.287 --> 00:23:34.902 - That's a good idea. - Mmmhmm. 00:23:34.997 --> 00:23:35.907 I'd love one. 00:23:35.998 --> 00:23:36.783 Great. 00:23:36.874 --> 00:23:38.205 James: Thank you. 00:23:41.670 --> 00:23:43.581 You're a lucky man. 00:23:45.132 --> 00:23:49.967 Family's all there is, and you have a great one. 00:23:50.054 --> 00:23:52.340 Thank you. Thank you. 00:23:52.431 --> 00:23:54.968 I'm sure they can drive you up the wall sometimes, 00:23:55.059 --> 00:23:57.721 but take it from someone who knows a wonderful thing 00:23:57.811 --> 00:23:59.517 when he sees it. 00:24:07.029 --> 00:24:08.269 Goodnight. 00:24:08.364 --> 00:24:09.649 Bye. 00:24:46.610 --> 00:24:47.690 Hello, Vanessa? 00:24:47.778 --> 00:24:48.608 Hi Philip. 00:24:48.696 --> 00:24:50.152 Sorry if I'm interrupting. 00:24:50.239 --> 00:24:51.900 Could you possibly swing by and see me 00:24:51.991 --> 00:24:53.322 for a few minutes this afternoon? 00:24:53.409 --> 00:24:54.569 Okay sure. 00:24:54.660 --> 00:24:57.402 I've got a few errands to run. Would 3:00 work? 00:24:57.496 --> 00:24:59.361 Mm-hmm, perfect. 00:24:59.456 --> 00:25:00.456 Okay. 00:25:01.291 --> 00:25:02.155 See you then. 00:25:02.251 --> 00:25:04.412 Okay, bye. 00:25:22.229 --> 00:25:23.059 Uncle Phil! 00:25:23.147 --> 00:25:24.262 Hey Lilly. 00:25:24.356 --> 00:25:26.438 So great to see you. 00:25:26.525 --> 00:25:27.525 What are you doing home? 00:25:27.609 --> 00:25:29.145 Week before midterms. 00:25:29.236 --> 00:25:30.630 Figured I'd come home to raid their fridge 00:25:30.654 --> 00:25:31.860 and get all my washing done. 00:25:31.947 --> 00:25:34.438 Oh, yeah, that's why I'm here too. 00:25:34.533 --> 00:25:36.694 So what parent are you after, mom or dad? 00:25:36.785 --> 00:25:38.241 Dad. 00:25:38.328 --> 00:25:42.116 Hey, um, they told me about Lucy. 00:25:42.207 --> 00:25:43.287 Oh. 00:25:43.375 --> 00:25:45.536 I'm really, really sorry. 00:25:45.627 --> 00:25:48.619 Can you please tell her she can always call me? 00:25:48.714 --> 00:25:49.920 She's like my little sister. 00:25:50.007 --> 00:25:51.007 That's very nice. 00:25:51.050 --> 00:25:52.415 So dad is in his office. 00:25:52.509 --> 00:25:53.089 Okay. 00:25:53.177 --> 00:25:54.713 See you soon. 00:25:54.803 --> 00:25:56.448 Stuart: Listen al, it's a first edition 'catcher in the rye... 00:25:56.472 --> 00:25:58.337 I've already got two offers. 00:25:58.432 --> 00:26:00.673 I told you, look, anything above 40, 00:26:00.768 --> 00:26:02.304 you're in with a shot. 00:26:02.394 --> 00:26:04.009 No, I'll let you know. 00:26:04.104 --> 00:26:05.389 Okay, good. 00:26:05.481 --> 00:26:06.766 - Hey. How are you? - Hey. 00:26:06.857 --> 00:26:07.767 Sorry to barge in. 00:26:07.858 --> 00:26:09.085 No, not at all. What do you need? 00:26:09.109 --> 00:26:09.973 I've got a favour to ask. 00:26:10.069 --> 00:26:11.184 Okay. 00:26:11.278 --> 00:26:11.892 I'm looking for a novel called "shadowcast."” 00:26:11.987 --> 00:26:13.067 it's three years old. 00:26:13.155 --> 00:26:15.362 Couldn't find any copies online myself. 00:26:15.449 --> 00:26:16.234 Author's name? 00:26:16.325 --> 00:26:19.817 Uh, James flagg, with two g. 00:26:19.912 --> 00:26:21.527 Gg. 00:26:23.290 --> 00:26:24.370 Okay, here it is. 00:26:24.458 --> 00:26:26.039 Historical fiction, privately published 00:26:26.126 --> 00:26:27.991 with a super small printing in the uk. 00:26:28.087 --> 00:26:29.497 Shouldn't be a problem to find. 00:26:29.588 --> 00:26:30.953 When do you need it? 00:26:31.048 --> 00:26:33.414 As soon as you can get it? 00:26:35.511 --> 00:26:36.967 Okay. 00:26:37.763 --> 00:26:39.219 How are you? 00:26:39.765 --> 00:26:41.801 Really good. 00:26:41.892 --> 00:26:43.007 Really well. 00:26:58.450 --> 00:26:59.565 Coke head. 00:27:01.245 --> 00:27:02.826 Girl: She's such a druggie. 00:27:21.515 --> 00:27:22.515 Oh. 00:27:24.059 --> 00:27:25.059 Hi. 00:27:25.227 --> 00:27:26.227 Hi. 00:27:26.311 --> 00:27:29.053 Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. 00:27:29.148 --> 00:27:31.059 It's okay. 00:27:31.150 --> 00:27:33.937 I, I saw you from the pier. 00:27:34.027 --> 00:27:35.983 My family docks their boat there. 00:27:40.534 --> 00:27:43.150 You mind if I... =noo. 00:27:43.245 --> 00:27:44.781 Thank you. 00:27:50.252 --> 00:27:52.243 Thank you very much. 00:27:57.217 --> 00:27:58.832 Are you in a hurry? 00:28:02.306 --> 00:28:03.306 'K. 00:28:04.474 --> 00:28:06.089 Come with me. 00:28:10.981 --> 00:28:12.767 And two coffees for you. 00:28:12.858 --> 00:28:14.689 Thank you very much. 00:28:23.410 --> 00:28:24.616 It's good. 00:28:27.206 --> 00:28:28.206 What? 00:28:30.125 --> 00:28:31.831 What is it? 00:28:31.919 --> 00:28:33.079 It's nothing. 00:28:33.170 --> 00:28:36.458 I, I was just surprised to see you walking home 00:28:36.548 --> 00:28:38.163 from school today. 00:28:40.010 --> 00:28:41.875 Why would that be surprising? 00:28:41.970 --> 00:28:43.631 I like walking. 00:28:43.722 --> 00:28:46.088 On your own, I mean. 00:28:46.183 --> 00:28:50.142 I mean, I was surprised seeing you walk home alone. 00:28:50.229 --> 00:28:53.892 I just assumed a girl like you would... 00:28:53.982 --> 00:28:56.143 Have lots of friends. 00:28:58.111 --> 00:28:59.817 I guess. 00:29:01.698 --> 00:29:03.859 But you don't, do you? 00:29:05.035 --> 00:29:06.866 Why is that? 00:29:07.829 --> 00:29:10.616 Today was my first day at that place. 00:29:10.707 --> 00:29:11.867 Oh. 00:29:11.959 --> 00:29:14.416 I got thrown out of boarding school last week. 00:29:14.503 --> 00:29:15.618 Really? 00:29:15.712 --> 00:29:16.451 Why? 00:29:16.546 --> 00:29:18.628 What... what did you do? 00:29:20.217 --> 00:29:22.754 I did a line of coke in the science lab. 00:29:22.844 --> 00:29:24.004 Wow. 00:29:24.096 --> 00:29:26.087 Yeah, that'll do it. 00:29:27.432 --> 00:29:28.432 Nice. 00:29:29.851 --> 00:29:32.092 Well I hope that blow was worth it. 00:29:34.231 --> 00:29:35.437 Whatever. 00:29:37.234 --> 00:29:38.565 Whatever. 00:29:42.572 --> 00:29:46.235 "Daphne flagg's blood is on this man's hands. 00:29:46.326 --> 00:29:48.817 "His self-serving meddling in his patient's lives 00:29:48.912 --> 00:29:51.904 "through his experimental methods has led to her death. 00:29:51.999 --> 00:29:53.919 "And if you don't take action against him at once 00:29:54.001 --> 00:29:59.416 "without delay, you too will have blood on your hands." 00:29:59.506 --> 00:30:00.566 Have you ever received a complaint 00:30:00.590 --> 00:30:02.296 or letter like this about me before? 00:30:02.384 --> 00:30:03.384 No, of course not. 00:30:03.427 --> 00:30:05.133 Okay, then why would you dignify it? 00:30:05.220 --> 00:30:08.383 I'm not dignifying it, Philip. But I can't ignore it, either. 00:30:08.473 --> 00:30:09.713 Oh. 00:30:09.808 --> 00:30:11.619 I have an obligation as the head of the department, 00:30:11.643 --> 00:30:14.510 and as your friend I have to be very careful about what I say 00:30:14.604 --> 00:30:16.219 and don't say. 00:30:17.357 --> 00:30:18.472 Okay. 00:30:18.567 --> 00:30:21.274 Let's work through this methodically, okay? 00:30:23.905 --> 00:30:25.091 Did you attempt to use your sessions with her 00:30:25.115 --> 00:30:26.446 to sort out your own issues? 00:30:26.533 --> 00:30:27.943 That's ridiculous. 00:30:28.035 --> 00:30:29.525 I referenced my own experiences 00:30:29.619 --> 00:30:31.450 to help her process some of her loss. 00:30:31.538 --> 00:30:32.823 How so? 00:30:32.914 --> 00:30:34.996 That was the only way I could get her to trust me. 00:30:35.083 --> 00:30:36.789 Early on there was some 00:30:36.877 --> 00:30:38.354 predictable suggestive language and affect. 00:30:38.378 --> 00:30:39.743 How did you respond? 00:30:40.630 --> 00:30:42.666 I didn't, I ignored it. 00:30:42.758 --> 00:30:46.216 Was there any indication of suicidality more recently? 00:30:46.303 --> 00:30:47.338 No. 00:30:47.429 --> 00:30:49.010 I don't know. 00:30:49.097 --> 00:30:52.009 Did you abruptly and cruelly create the despair 00:30:52.100 --> 00:30:54.807 that led to her suicide? 00:30:56.688 --> 00:30:58.394 What do you think? 00:30:58.482 --> 00:31:00.143 Doesn't matter what I think. 00:31:00.233 --> 00:31:01.689 Are you kidding me? 00:31:03.195 --> 00:31:04.731 Give me a break. 00:31:09.034 --> 00:31:10.034 What? 00:31:12.162 --> 00:31:16.451 Nothing, I was just thinking what if... 00:31:19.002 --> 00:31:20.002 Yeah? 00:31:23.548 --> 00:31:29.714 I was just wondering, what if we were friends? 00:31:33.058 --> 00:31:34.093 Um... 00:31:34.184 --> 00:31:37.847 No secrets, no hiding. 00:31:43.026 --> 00:31:44.687 Friends. 00:31:56.039 --> 00:31:57.995 Good first day? 00:31:58.083 --> 00:32:00.324 Mm-hmm. 00:32:03.630 --> 00:32:04.710 And you? 00:32:04.798 --> 00:32:07.255 How was your day? 00:32:07.342 --> 00:32:10.004 Good. 00:32:10.095 --> 00:32:12.461 You know, the usual. 00:32:14.558 --> 00:32:16.970 Hey Philip, we're waiting for you. 00:32:40.625 --> 00:32:42.035 You okay? 00:32:42.127 --> 00:32:44.243 Yeah, I'm fine. 00:32:46.506 --> 00:32:48.417 James, you know, from last night. 00:32:48.508 --> 00:32:51.545 He came by an open house this morning. 00:32:51.636 --> 00:32:54.298 I think he's going to list his sister's house with us. 00:32:54.389 --> 00:32:55.389 Really? 00:32:57.225 --> 00:32:58.886 What, is something wrong with that? 00:32:58.977 --> 00:33:00.057 I mean, this is my job. 00:33:00.145 --> 00:33:01.456 This is what I do every single day. 00:33:01.480 --> 00:33:03.016 Clients come from everywhere, Philip. 00:33:03.106 --> 00:33:04.516 Yes, I know. 00:33:04.608 --> 00:33:06.127 It's not like there's anything inappropriate about that. 00:33:06.151 --> 00:33:07.791 I get it. I understand. I understand that. 00:33:07.861 --> 00:33:08.861 Do you? 00:33:08.945 --> 00:33:10.901 Because you seem a little uncomfortable. 00:33:10.989 --> 00:33:14.106 Oh, well then... 00:33:14.201 --> 00:33:15.987 I'll just have to get over it. 00:33:16.077 --> 00:33:17.362 Yeah. 00:34:28.358 --> 00:34:29.518 Hello? 00:34:44.708 --> 00:34:47.245 So I guess what I'm saying is, the top side of the price range 00:34:47.335 --> 00:34:51.499 that I had mentioned seems to be only going higher and higher. 00:34:51.590 --> 00:34:53.421 That's good though, right? That's... 00:34:53.508 --> 00:34:56.500 Yes. It's a very good thing. 00:34:59.931 --> 00:35:03.423 I appreciate all you've done, and I apologize 00:35:03.518 --> 00:35:08.182 if I haven't shown as much gratitude as I should. 00:35:08.273 --> 00:35:12.016 Please James, you're still in the midst of going through 00:35:12.110 --> 00:35:14.977 a very difficult process right now. 00:35:15.071 --> 00:35:19.610 I'm sure no one knows that more than you. 00:35:21.661 --> 00:35:23.071 I don't... 00:35:24.539 --> 00:35:28.248 Yeah, I haven't talked about it with anyone for a long time. 00:35:28.335 --> 00:35:29.495 You don't have to now. 00:35:29.586 --> 00:35:32.749 Please know that's not what I was... 00:35:32.839 --> 00:35:35.831 My husband and I have a very different way 00:35:35.925 --> 00:35:38.166 of dealing with things. 00:35:40.639 --> 00:35:42.800 We don't talk about it. 00:35:44.309 --> 00:35:45.536 Boy: Can you tell me another one? 00:35:45.560 --> 00:35:47.767 Yes, absolutely. 00:35:47.854 --> 00:35:50.516 What's a flower's favourite body part? 00:35:50.607 --> 00:35:52.643 I have no idea. 00:35:52.734 --> 00:35:54.474 The mouth, because it has two lips. 00:35:57.072 --> 00:35:58.528 You're funny. 00:35:58.615 --> 00:36:00.856 You'll have to tell that one to your dad. 00:36:01.242 --> 00:36:03.198 We weren't even in a rush. 00:36:03.286 --> 00:36:04.867 You have a good sense of humour. 00:36:04.954 --> 00:36:05.739 Thanks. 00:36:05.830 --> 00:36:07.320 I get it from you. 00:36:08.583 --> 00:36:10.073 That's right you do. 00:36:10.168 --> 00:36:13.410 We were on our to hockey practise. 00:36:13.505 --> 00:36:15.041 I was driving. 00:36:15.131 --> 00:36:16.962 Are you nervous? Yeah. 00:36:17.050 --> 00:36:19.382 Down windsor road. 00:36:22.013 --> 00:36:23.469 My baby. 00:36:23.556 --> 00:36:26.389 Sometimes we need to do things that scare us, 00:36:26.476 --> 00:36:28.182 in order for us to grow. 00:36:28.269 --> 00:36:29.509 Yeah. 00:36:29.604 --> 00:36:31.686 Those are new skates too, so... 00:36:31.773 --> 00:36:33.479 I've gotta keep going. 00:36:33.566 --> 00:36:35.648 That's the spirit, kid. 00:36:55.130 --> 00:36:57.291 It's all right. I'm here. 00:36:59.300 --> 00:37:01.461 I'm here. 00:37:17.152 --> 00:37:18.187 Hello? 00:37:18.278 --> 00:37:19.734 Mrs. ledyard, this is Philip. 00:37:19.821 --> 00:37:20.560 How are you? 00:37:20.655 --> 00:37:22.020 Fine. 00:37:22.115 --> 00:37:24.697 It's 20 past 3:00 and I'm wondering where Freddie is. 00:37:24.784 --> 00:37:26.365 Freddie is not coming, Dr. Clark. 00:37:26.453 --> 00:37:28.444 Okay, is everything all right? 00:37:28.538 --> 00:37:29.744 No, it's not. 00:37:29.831 --> 00:37:31.446 I'm finding a new therapist for my son. 00:37:31.541 --> 00:37:33.156 May I ask why? 00:37:33.251 --> 00:37:36.163 You know why, please don't call me again. 00:37:36.254 --> 00:37:38.210 Hello? 00:38:24.886 --> 00:38:25.966 Hi. 00:38:31.810 --> 00:38:33.220 I won't be long. 00:38:33.728 --> 00:38:34.308 Hang on. 00:38:34.395 --> 00:38:35.635 Hey. 00:38:36.397 --> 00:38:37.227 Where you going? 00:38:37.315 --> 00:38:38.375 Oh, I'm going to the library. 00:38:38.399 --> 00:38:39.794 It's a study group for history class. 00:38:39.818 --> 00:38:40.648 Okay. 00:38:40.735 --> 00:38:41.879 How are you going to get there 00:38:41.903 --> 00:38:43.297 and then how are you going to get back? 00:38:43.321 --> 00:38:44.401 Um, this senior named Eva? 00:38:44.489 --> 00:38:45.194 She's really smart. 00:38:45.281 --> 00:38:46.896 She's just got into Yale. 00:38:46.991 --> 00:38:47.730 Bye. 00:38:47.826 --> 00:38:49.782 No, woah. Hang on. 00:38:51.871 --> 00:38:53.862 Why are you looking at me that way? 00:38:56.501 --> 00:38:58.332 How do you think I'm looking at you? 00:38:58.419 --> 00:39:00.000 Like you don't trust me or something. 00:39:00.088 --> 00:39:00.827 I'm your dad. 00:39:00.922 --> 00:39:02.037 It's my responsibility 00:39:02.131 --> 00:39:03.275 to make sure that you're with a safe driver. 00:39:03.299 --> 00:39:04.379 Okay, fine. Fine. 00:39:04.467 --> 00:39:06.067 Why don't you come out and meet her then? 00:39:06.135 --> 00:39:08.113 Come out and embarrass me in front of a car full of people. 00:39:08.137 --> 00:39:09.718 What do I care? 00:39:28.199 --> 00:39:29.484 Hey. 00:39:43.047 --> 00:39:43.786 What are we doing? 00:39:43.882 --> 00:39:45.838 Just trust me. 00:39:48.386 --> 00:39:51.128 Okay, okay. 00:40:25.715 --> 00:40:29.333 Come on, you had to feel it the night you came over. 00:40:29.886 --> 00:40:31.171 What? 00:40:31.262 --> 00:40:33.048 The tension. 00:40:33.139 --> 00:40:35.972 It's like my family's signature. 00:40:36.059 --> 00:40:37.845 Tension's our middle name. 00:40:37.936 --> 00:40:44.023 Why though, why, why is there tension there? 00:40:44.108 --> 00:40:46.724 No hiding, right? 00:40:46.819 --> 00:40:48.275 Right. 00:40:51.115 --> 00:40:54.073 I had a half-brother. 00:40:54.160 --> 00:40:58.745 He died in a car crash three years ago. 00:40:58.831 --> 00:41:00.367 My dad and my stepmother, 00:41:00.458 --> 00:41:05.418 they loved being with each other and now it's... 00:41:05.505 --> 00:41:07.461 Now, let me guess. 00:41:07.548 --> 00:41:12.338 Now they both pulled away, each into a private corner. 00:41:12.428 --> 00:41:15.261 Their separate world. 00:41:15.348 --> 00:41:18.010 No place for you, am I right? 00:41:19.435 --> 00:41:20.550 Especially your dad, 00:41:20.645 --> 00:41:25.355 at a time when you had never needed him more. 00:41:25.441 --> 00:41:31.778 So a girl who never caused a bit of trouble 00:41:31.864 --> 00:41:35.072 suddenly began to find it everywhere. 00:41:35.159 --> 00:41:38.276 Drops old friends, ditches school, 00:41:38.371 --> 00:41:41.113 probably even tries a bit of shoplifting. 00:41:44.210 --> 00:41:45.700 Yeah? 00:41:49.298 --> 00:41:50.959 Who told you that? 00:41:51.843 --> 00:41:53.424 You did. 00:41:56.264 --> 00:41:58.721 It's written all over you. 00:42:22.957 --> 00:42:23.787 Hello? 00:42:23.875 --> 00:42:25.490 Hi Philip, uh, listen. 00:42:25.585 --> 00:42:28.998 L... l received a new letter. 00:42:29.088 --> 00:42:30.248 Jesus Christ. 00:42:30.339 --> 00:42:31.699 Whoever it is, they are threatening 00:42:31.758 --> 00:42:33.498 to go to the state board. 00:42:33.593 --> 00:42:35.174 What the hell is going on here? 00:42:35.261 --> 00:42:36.626 I had three no shows today. 00:42:36.721 --> 00:42:38.052 No calls, nothing. 00:42:38.139 --> 00:42:40.630 That doesn't happen in a month, let alone an afternoon. 00:42:40.725 --> 00:42:43.512 Is there a fight you're having with someone? 00:42:43.603 --> 00:42:46.060 Some professional jealousy? 00:42:46.147 --> 00:42:48.763 A student, someone with a grudge? 00:42:49.901 --> 00:42:50.981 Philip? 00:42:51.069 --> 00:42:53.060 You still there? 00:42:53.154 --> 00:42:55.611 Yeah no, I can't think of anybody. 00:42:56.574 --> 00:42:58.064 It's put me and the department 00:42:58.159 --> 00:43:01.777 in a very difficult position, Philip. 00:43:01.871 --> 00:43:05.329 I don't know how much longer I can contain this. 00:43:06.751 --> 00:43:08.616 I understand. 00:43:08.711 --> 00:43:09.621 I'll see you tomorrow. 00:43:09.712 --> 00:43:10.712 Ok. 00:43:52.213 --> 00:43:53.213 James. 00:43:53.297 --> 00:43:54.002 Grace. 00:43:54.090 --> 00:43:55.671 This is a surprise. 00:43:55.758 --> 00:43:57.089 Sorry, I was just driving past. 00:43:57.176 --> 00:44:00.134 I saw your sign. 00:44:00.221 --> 00:44:05.386 So, Daphne's house, I need to find an agent. 00:44:05.476 --> 00:44:08.388 I can help you with that. 00:44:10.857 --> 00:44:13.849 Let me write down my number. 00:44:15.528 --> 00:44:19.146 And anything you need, house or otherwise. 00:44:23.411 --> 00:44:25.411 How much longer you going to live like this, grace? 00:44:38.342 --> 00:44:39.862 How much longer you going to live like this, grace? 00:44:39.886 --> 00:44:41.251 Philip: Hey. 00:44:43.598 --> 00:44:45.680 Lucy's back. 00:44:45.766 --> 00:44:47.222 Good. 00:44:47.310 --> 00:44:50.302 I was starting to get worried. 00:44:50.396 --> 00:44:53.058 How are you doing? 00:44:53.149 --> 00:44:58.439 It's been a while since you asked me a question like that. 00:44:58.529 --> 00:45:02.147 Well I'm asking, how are you doing? 00:45:07.830 --> 00:45:09.661 Work? Work's all right? 00:45:10.958 --> 00:45:13.620 How's James? Any offers on the house yet? 00:45:13.711 --> 00:45:16.373 What is it with you? 00:45:16.464 --> 00:45:17.624 What do you mean? 00:45:17.715 --> 00:45:20.457 What is it with you and that man? 00:45:23.095 --> 00:45:24.505 He came around once 00:45:24.597 --> 00:45:26.717 and I made the huge mistake of mentioning that to you, 00:45:26.807 --> 00:45:30.015 and now that's all you fucking want to talk about. 00:45:30.102 --> 00:45:30.966 Not so. 00:45:31.062 --> 00:45:34.270 And no, I haven't seen him again. 00:46:25.408 --> 00:46:26.898 Hello? 00:46:26.993 --> 00:46:28.483 James? 00:46:28.577 --> 00:46:31.159 James: Yeah, yeah, come in. 00:46:38.212 --> 00:46:39.998 Hi doc. 00:46:40.089 --> 00:46:42.922 Just sorting through so. 00:46:43.009 --> 00:46:44.545 You okay? 00:46:44.635 --> 00:46:50.756 Listen, I'd like you to find a new real estate agent. 00:46:50.850 --> 00:46:51.965 Uh... 00:46:52.059 --> 00:46:53.515 Why? 00:46:53.602 --> 00:46:55.706 Well, Daphne was my patient and there need to be boundaries. 00:46:55.730 --> 00:46:57.186 It gets too complicated. 00:46:57.273 --> 00:46:59.730 I just thought because grace was in the business, um, I... 00:46:59.817 --> 00:47:01.682 James. 00:47:01.777 --> 00:47:04.439 I'm asking you to find a new realtor. 00:47:08.159 --> 00:47:12.072 I don't think I'm going to be selling now, anyway. 00:47:12.163 --> 00:47:13.278 Not yet. 00:47:13.372 --> 00:47:15.784 I've been meaning to call grace, um... 00:47:15.875 --> 00:47:16.955 All right. 00:47:17.043 --> 00:47:19.204 Well then, there's no issue. 00:47:19.295 --> 00:47:20.410 Okay. 00:47:21.714 --> 00:47:23.045 Um, listen. 00:47:23.132 --> 00:47:27.842 Whilst you're here, could I ask you for a favour? 00:47:27.928 --> 00:47:28.928 What? 00:47:29.013 --> 00:47:31.755 Could you give me a hand with the couch? 00:47:31.849 --> 00:47:33.680 I'm sorry, I've, I've got to go. 00:47:33.768 --> 00:47:35.508 It's a bit awkward to carry on my own. 00:47:35.603 --> 00:47:37.468 I just want to... 00:47:38.064 --> 00:47:40.601 It would be a big help. 00:47:42.109 --> 00:47:43.269 Thanks. 00:47:45.571 --> 00:47:47.357 Thank you. 00:47:47.448 --> 00:47:51.817 Okay, I'll walk it round ohne second. 00:47:54.413 --> 00:47:55.903 Just put it down there. 00:47:58.042 --> 00:48:00.328 Do you know what, actually? 00:48:00.419 --> 00:48:02.876 Can I try at the back of the rug? 00:48:06.675 --> 00:48:07.755 Thank you. 00:48:11.180 --> 00:48:13.671 Uh, listen. I just have to say... 00:48:15.851 --> 00:48:18.843 The deepest hurt I've ever felt. 00:48:20.481 --> 00:48:22.688 That was something Daphne used to say. 00:48:22.775 --> 00:48:27.314 The deepest hurt I've ever felt 00:48:27.405 --> 00:48:34.573 was when I tried to do good and was shamed for it. 00:48:34.662 --> 00:48:37.404 I'm not your enemy, doctor Clark. 00:48:41.836 --> 00:48:43.701 I never said you were. 00:48:43.796 --> 00:48:45.752 You didn't have to. 00:48:54.890 --> 00:48:58.098 The brother, then? 00:48:58.185 --> 00:49:00.892 He's the only person I can think of who would want to hurt me. 00:49:00.980 --> 00:49:02.374 Because he blames you for her death. 00:49:02.398 --> 00:49:03.558 Yes. 00:49:03.649 --> 00:49:05.435 However irrationally, but when you consider 00:49:05.526 --> 00:49:07.437 the history of psychosis in his family, 00:49:07.528 --> 00:49:09.439 is it that hard to believe? 00:49:09.530 --> 00:49:11.270 Just why? 00:49:11.365 --> 00:49:14.027 Why would he bring up Daphne to you like this? 00:49:14.118 --> 00:49:15.949 The deepest hurt. 00:49:16.036 --> 00:49:17.036 It's meaningless. 00:49:17.079 --> 00:49:18.489 He said that to your face, right? 00:49:18.581 --> 00:49:19.581 Yes. 00:49:19.623 --> 00:49:21.329 If this man is clinically psychotic, 00:49:21.417 --> 00:49:23.408 he wouldn't mess around with misdirection. 00:49:23.502 --> 00:49:25.117 He'd go straight for the jugular, 00:49:25.212 --> 00:49:26.452 hit his target close to home. 00:49:26.547 --> 00:49:29.539 In his kitchen, where he lives and breathes. 00:49:29.633 --> 00:49:32.295 Well, I'm not so sure that he isn't. 00:49:42.354 --> 00:49:44.140 Sorry I'm late. 00:49:44.231 --> 00:49:46.563 Oh, my stepmom. 00:49:46.650 --> 00:49:48.686 How is she? 00:49:48.777 --> 00:49:50.813 She's on some weird trip, 00:49:50.905 --> 00:49:52.941 and my dad needs to see a shrink himself. 00:49:54.366 --> 00:49:56.152 Trust me, you don't know her. 00:49:56.243 --> 00:49:58.655 I mean, you only met her once, so. 00:50:00.039 --> 00:50:03.702 This is very strange behaviour from her. 00:50:06.754 --> 00:50:08.415 Anyway, um... 00:50:08.506 --> 00:50:10.622 So where to tonight? 00:50:55.135 --> 00:50:55.920 Do you want a beer? 00:50:56.011 --> 00:50:56.670 Yeah. 00:50:56.762 --> 00:51:00.346 All right. Don't move. 00:51:04.728 --> 00:51:05.728 How are you? 00:51:05.771 --> 00:51:07.261 Good to see you. 00:51:07.356 --> 00:51:08.596 Do you know Vanessa? 00:51:22.538 --> 00:51:27.828 J ...Whoa, whoa, I love you j 00:51:27.918 --> 00:51:32.787 j ...Whoa, whoa, I love you more. J 00:51:32.881 --> 00:51:35.497 James! James! 00:51:36.427 --> 00:51:38.213 Come here. 00:51:39.013 --> 00:51:41.220 They're friends, friends of my family. 00:51:41.307 --> 00:51:42.342 What? 00:51:42.433 --> 00:51:44.924 Friends of my family, we should leave. 00:51:45.936 --> 00:51:47.767 Okay. 00:51:52.526 --> 00:51:53.982 James: Look at him. 00:51:54.069 --> 00:51:55.980 He looks so sad. 00:51:56.071 --> 00:51:57.652 Lucy: He doesn't look sad. 00:51:57.740 --> 00:51:59.480 It's the weirdest little bunny. 00:51:59.575 --> 00:52:00.575 No, it's not. 00:52:01.619 --> 00:52:03.450 It needed saving. 00:52:03.537 --> 00:52:05.277 So, you know, you're welcome. 00:52:08.375 --> 00:52:11.037 Thank you, though. 00:52:11.128 --> 00:52:13.289 For everything. 00:52:14.673 --> 00:52:16.129 All right. 00:52:20.929 --> 00:52:26.094 So, um, when you're done with your sister's house, 00:52:26.185 --> 00:52:29.018 then what? 00:52:29.104 --> 00:52:30.969 I don't know. 00:52:33.567 --> 00:52:35.228 You'll be leaving, right? 00:52:37.321 --> 00:52:38.811 Yeah. 00:52:42.785 --> 00:52:45.117 Take me with you. 00:52:52.294 --> 00:52:53.294 Really? 00:52:55.923 --> 00:52:57.538 Yeah. 00:53:45.013 --> 00:53:47.971 Honey, about this summer. 00:53:48.058 --> 00:53:52.643 If you still want to go to British Columbia, 00:53:52.730 --> 00:53:54.686 that sounds nice. 00:54:00.654 --> 00:54:08.654 We could also think about Europe or south America. 00:54:10.372 --> 00:54:12.283 Remember Europe? 00:54:16.628 --> 00:54:20.621 Is that how you think this works? 00:54:20.716 --> 00:54:25.961 That after all this time it's your decision to make? 00:54:31.101 --> 00:54:33.592 It's not up to you. 00:54:59.421 --> 00:55:00.627 Hey Vanessa, it's me. 00:55:00.714 --> 00:55:03.330 I'm going to have to reschedule our lunch today. 00:55:03.425 --> 00:55:04.710 I hope that's okay. 00:55:04.802 --> 00:55:06.713 Sorry, bye. 00:55:58.939 --> 00:56:00.600 Hello there. 00:56:03.151 --> 00:56:06.234 Thank you so much for meeting me at such late notice... 00:56:07.030 --> 00:56:09.567 Okay, so this is it. 00:56:09.658 --> 00:56:11.649 And it's got a pool in the back, so... 00:57:17.809 --> 00:57:20.642 Look, I just came to tell you 00:57:20.729 --> 00:57:26.099 that what happened the other day was... 00:57:26.193 --> 00:57:29.356 Yeah. 00:57:29.446 --> 00:57:32.813 You understand? 00:57:32.908 --> 00:57:34.489 Yeah. 00:57:34.576 --> 00:57:35.986 I can't. 00:59:46.166 --> 00:59:47.201 I am... 00:59:49.044 --> 00:59:50.705 I need to go. 01:00:23.286 --> 01:00:24.992 Washington board of psychiatry. 01:00:25.080 --> 01:00:26.616 Hello? 01:00:26.706 --> 01:00:27.975 I'd like to make a formal complaint 01:00:27.999 --> 01:00:30.115 against one of your psychiatrists. 01:00:30.210 --> 01:00:32.417 Okay, would you mind holding please. 01:00:32.504 --> 01:00:34.244 Yes, I'll hold. 01:00:35.590 --> 01:00:38.502 Vanessa: It's extremely difficult for all of us within the department, 01:00:38.593 --> 01:00:41.756 and you can't tell us who's making these accusations? 01:00:41.847 --> 01:00:43.508 I'm sorry, doctor fanning. 01:00:43.598 --> 01:00:45.805 But the board's decision is unanimous. 01:00:45.892 --> 01:00:48.008 I'll speak to Philip personally. 01:00:48.103 --> 01:00:49.559 We're very sorry. 01:00:49.646 --> 01:00:51.261 Thank you. 01:01:52.167 --> 01:01:53.577 Philip, new semester Monday, 01:01:53.668 --> 01:01:56.330 and I know you'd had plans to resume your class load. 01:01:56.421 --> 01:02:01.165 But that's not possible now. 01:02:01.259 --> 01:02:03.875 The administration board wants you to step aside 01:02:03.970 --> 01:02:09.966 until this issue with your patient is fully investigated. 01:02:10.060 --> 01:02:12.597 Do you understand what I'm saying? 01:02:14.522 --> 01:02:16.763 I've received a summons from Olympia. 01:02:16.858 --> 01:02:18.461 This is threatening to revoke your license 01:02:18.485 --> 01:02:21.898 pending an appearance before the state board. 01:02:21.988 --> 01:02:24.229 Do you think that James is behind this? 01:02:25.367 --> 01:02:27.073 I don't care. 01:02:27.160 --> 01:02:28.696 I don't know, I don't care. 01:02:28.787 --> 01:02:29.993 You need to do something. 01:02:30.080 --> 01:02:31.695 Find some proof, Philip. 01:02:31.790 --> 01:02:34.202 You have to defend yourself. 01:02:57.440 --> 01:02:59.180 Jump in. 01:03:56.791 --> 01:03:58.372 James: Where to? 01:03:59.377 --> 01:04:00.377 Fiji? 01:04:02.047 --> 01:04:03.127 Rio? 01:04:03.214 --> 01:04:04.579 Rome? 01:04:04.674 --> 01:04:06.255 Anywhere but here. 01:04:17.729 --> 01:04:19.265 You cold? 01:04:19.356 --> 01:04:21.062 A little. 01:04:28.573 --> 01:04:29.904 A gentleman? 01:04:31.159 --> 01:04:31.944 Beer? 01:04:32.035 --> 01:04:33.946 Yeah. 01:04:34.037 --> 01:04:35.698 Give me one sec. 01:05:05.026 --> 01:05:06.026 Lucy? 01:05:06.569 --> 01:05:08.105 Lucy! 01:05:10.490 --> 01:05:11.400 Shit! 01:05:11.491 --> 01:05:12.606 Lucy! 01:05:13.284 --> 01:05:14.524 Lucy! 01:05:17.455 --> 01:05:18.455 Lucy! 01:05:18.498 --> 01:05:20.784 Hey, hey! 01:05:20.875 --> 01:05:21.489 Lucy! 01:05:21.584 --> 01:05:22.448 Get away from me! 01:05:22.544 --> 01:05:23.875 What's gotten into you? 01:05:23.962 --> 01:05:25.702 What are you, spying for them? 01:05:25.797 --> 01:05:27.082 You fucking informant? 01:05:27.173 --> 01:05:28.583 What are you talking about? 01:05:28.675 --> 01:05:29.460 You lied to me! 01:05:29.551 --> 01:05:30.551 You're crazy. 01:05:30.635 --> 01:05:31.715 No, I'm not crazy! 01:05:31.803 --> 01:05:33.322 You told me you didn't know my stepmother! 01:05:33.346 --> 01:05:34.448 I don't know your stepmother! 01:05:34.472 --> 01:05:36.884 Then why the fuck is she calling you? 01:05:40.895 --> 01:05:44.638 I'll tell you, alright? 01:05:44.732 --> 01:05:47.724 We bumped into each other in town. 01:05:47.819 --> 01:05:50.811 We said hello. 01:05:50.905 --> 01:05:56.150 I asked her if she knew a good appraiser for my sister's house. 01:05:56.244 --> 01:05:57.364 All right? She said she did. 01:05:57.412 --> 01:05:59.140 She said she'd call me later with his number. 01:05:59.164 --> 01:06:00.641 And I mean, that's exactly what she did. 01:06:00.665 --> 01:06:02.997 That's all she did, that's it. 01:06:06.838 --> 01:06:08.078 Take it. 01:06:08.923 --> 01:06:10.459 Listen to the message. 01:06:13.011 --> 01:06:14.922 Honestly, if you don't believe me. 01:06:17.849 --> 01:06:19.089 Go on. 01:06:19.184 --> 01:06:20.799 Take it. 01:06:22.937 --> 01:06:25.178 I said take it. 01:06:52.592 --> 01:06:56.961 Go home, pack your bags. I'll pick you up later. 01:06:57.055 --> 01:06:59.421 We're leaving tonight. 01:08:22.682 --> 01:08:24.422 Thank you. 01:08:25.184 --> 01:08:30.724 I um, I've got something that I wanted to say to you. 01:08:36.487 --> 01:08:42.107 For many years, I very carefully worked through the stages, 01:08:42.201 --> 01:08:44.988 processing... 01:08:46.873 --> 01:08:49.080 Evan's death and... 01:08:51.210 --> 01:08:53.747 I thought I'd done a pretty good job of it. 01:08:53.838 --> 01:08:56.375 But I hadn't. 01:08:56.466 --> 01:09:01.460 What I had done was develop a coping mechanism. 01:09:01.554 --> 01:09:05.172 And... 01:09:05.266 --> 01:09:13.105 That was to, um, to blame you. 01:09:13.191 --> 01:09:17.230 For no reason other than, I think I just wanted 01:09:17.320 --> 01:09:24.488 everybody else to be as empty and broken inside as I was. 01:09:24.577 --> 01:09:28.661 You sure didn't deserve it, because you gave him life, 01:09:28.748 --> 01:09:31.490 and you loved him, and you took care of him. 01:09:31.584 --> 01:09:34.246 And he loved you more than anybody else. 01:09:34.337 --> 01:09:36.293 And it certainly wasn't your fault. 01:09:42.220 --> 01:09:45.883 There's nothing I could do but pray that you forgive me. 01:09:45.973 --> 01:09:49.306 Philip something happened today. 01:09:52.355 --> 01:09:53.355 It's okay. 01:09:53.439 --> 01:09:55.100 No, it's not. 01:09:55.191 --> 01:09:58.024 I have to tell you. 01:09:58.111 --> 01:09:59.226 You don't have to tell me. 01:09:59.320 --> 01:10:01.527 No. Listen to me. Philip. 01:10:01.614 --> 01:10:02.478 Please. 01:10:02.573 --> 01:10:04.859 I don't want you to have to say it. 01:10:04.951 --> 01:10:05.656 It's okay. 01:10:05.743 --> 01:10:06.949 It's not your fault. 01:10:07.036 --> 01:10:10.403 I put you in that car, I drove you to his house. 01:10:10.498 --> 01:10:11.613 I put you in his arms. 01:10:11.708 --> 01:10:15.246 I left you all alone for all those years, 01:10:15.336 --> 01:10:19.295 and it's my responsibility and it's my fault. 01:10:34.856 --> 01:10:36.596 Philip, I'm sorry. 01:11:26.032 --> 01:11:28.865 Hi, this is James flagg. Please leave a message. 01:11:28.951 --> 01:11:31.067 Um, hey James. 01:11:31.162 --> 01:11:33.244 Uh, I'm ready when you are. 01:11:33.331 --> 01:11:37.700 Uh... yeah, so just, I'll see you when you get here. 01:11:56.020 --> 01:11:58.853 Hi, this is James flagg. Please leave a message. 01:12:00.233 --> 01:12:02.770 Hi, this is James flagg. Please leave a message. 01:12:02.860 --> 01:12:03.975 Hi, this is James flagg. 01:12:04.487 --> 01:12:05.852 Hi, this is James flagg. 01:12:05.947 --> 01:12:06.982 Message. 01:12:07.073 --> 01:12:09.359 Hi, this is James flagg. 01:12:09.450 --> 01:12:14.072 Message. 01:12:14.163 --> 01:12:15.369 Hi, this is James flagg. 01:12:15.456 --> 01:12:17.663 Message. 01:13:06.340 --> 01:13:07.170 Hi. 01:13:07.258 --> 01:13:08.589 Hey. 01:13:18.811 --> 01:13:19.971 Want some coffee? 01:13:20.062 --> 01:13:21.848 - Thank you. - Okay. 01:13:35.369 --> 01:13:41.990 You know, I call and I call, and you just don't answer anymore. 01:13:46.547 --> 01:13:48.503 Why are you doing this to me? 01:14:37.598 --> 01:14:39.179 Shit. 01:14:39.266 --> 01:14:41.348 You gotta be kidding me. 01:15:03.082 --> 01:15:04.367 Trouble? 01:15:09.880 --> 01:15:11.745 Yeah. 01:15:11.841 --> 01:15:13.752 I could take a look. 01:15:13.843 --> 01:15:15.629 Oh, no it's... 01:15:15.720 --> 01:15:17.085 It's okay. 01:15:17.179 --> 01:15:18.949 Look, I... I understand if you want me to keep walking, 01:15:18.973 --> 01:15:19.973 it's fine. 01:15:20.016 --> 01:15:21.631 Honest. 01:15:26.230 --> 01:15:28.266 Have a look. 01:15:28.357 --> 01:15:29.563 Okay. 01:15:38.617 --> 01:15:39.902 One sec. Sure. 01:15:52.548 --> 01:15:53.458 Hi, triple a? 01:15:53.549 --> 01:15:57.462 Yeah. I'm just on the corner of... 01:16:06.020 --> 01:16:07.885 They're saying 45 minutes to an hour. 01:16:07.980 --> 01:16:09.516 Thank you so much. 01:16:09.607 --> 01:16:12.144 Can I... can I take you somewhere in the meantime, or? 01:16:12.234 --> 01:16:14.190 No, I'm... no? 01:16:14.278 --> 01:16:14.812 I'm good. 01:16:14.904 --> 01:16:16.235 Okay. 01:16:18.699 --> 01:16:22.817 I was just, uh, hoping to get to the pharmacy before it closes. 01:16:22.912 --> 01:16:26.996 You know, pick up a prescription for Lucy, but... 01:16:27.083 --> 01:16:28.163 Let's... let's go. 01:16:28.250 --> 01:16:30.992 I'm just literally parked there. 01:16:32.797 --> 01:16:33.912 Oh. 01:16:34.006 --> 01:16:35.484 I'll have you there and back in two seconds. 01:16:35.508 --> 01:16:36.508 Your car will be fine. 01:16:38.511 --> 01:16:43.050 Um, I don't... I don't bite. 01:16:43.140 --> 01:16:44.801 Uh... 01:16:44.892 --> 01:16:45.472 It's up to you. 01:16:45.559 --> 01:16:46.559 Okay. 01:16:47.228 --> 01:16:47.842 Okay. 01:16:47.937 --> 01:16:48.471 Yeah? 01:16:48.562 --> 01:16:49.176 Just real quick. 01:16:49.271 --> 01:16:49.726 Sure, yeah, yeah, yeah. 01:16:49.814 --> 01:16:51.395 Okay. Hold on. 01:16:57.363 --> 01:16:58.193 Thank you. 01:16:58.280 --> 01:17:00.521 It's okay, honestly. 01:17:11.377 --> 01:17:13.663 I'm sorry, it's broken. 01:17:15.589 --> 01:17:18.547 Um... oh. 01:17:19.760 --> 01:17:21.842 We're not going very far, so... 01:17:27.518 --> 01:17:29.679 Oh, you turn here. Make a right. 01:17:29.770 --> 01:17:34.184 This um, we were supposed to turn back there. 01:17:50.833 --> 01:17:53.324 Do you want me to answer it? 01:18:05.890 --> 01:18:06.925 Hey. 01:18:07.016 --> 01:18:08.552 Hey. It's me. 01:18:08.642 --> 01:18:10.078 I'm wondering if you wanted to grab a bite 01:18:10.102 --> 01:18:11.467 and see a movie tonight. 01:18:11.562 --> 01:18:12.597 Mm-hmm. 01:18:12.688 --> 01:18:15.976 Grace, you okay? 01:18:16.066 --> 01:18:17.602 Grace? 01:18:22.072 --> 01:18:23.937 Hey, where are you? 01:18:29.705 --> 01:18:30.990 Oh god. 01:18:31.081 --> 01:18:32.537 Grace, where are you? 01:18:34.710 --> 01:18:37.201 Stop the car, please. 01:18:37.296 --> 01:18:38.957 I said stop the car! 01:18:39.048 --> 01:18:39.958 I don't... 01:18:40.049 --> 01:18:41.334 Grace? 01:18:42.801 --> 01:18:45.292 I said stop the car, I want to get out! 01:18:54.313 --> 01:18:55.313 Grace! 01:19:13.874 --> 01:19:16.206 Grace, stay where you are. 01:19:19.880 --> 01:19:22.087 Grace, can you hear me? 01:19:22.174 --> 01:19:24.085 Grace! 01:19:25.135 --> 01:19:28.002 Grace! Grace! 01:19:28.097 --> 01:19:30.008 Say something. 01:19:30.099 --> 01:19:31.885 Hey, doc. 01:19:35.688 --> 01:19:39.727 The deepest hurt you've ever felt. 01:19:40.150 --> 01:19:41.936 Windsor road. 01:20:32.661 --> 01:20:35.494 Wakey-wakey, here we are. 01:20:38.500 --> 01:20:40.115 Windsor road. 01:21:30.177 --> 01:21:31.177 No! 01:21:33.639 --> 01:21:34.639 No! 01:21:34.890 --> 01:21:39.099 No! No! 01:21:54.034 --> 01:21:54.944 I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Please, please! 01:21:55.035 --> 01:21:56.035 Hey! 01:21:57.162 --> 01:22:00.370 What the hell are you doing, get off! 01:22:01.542 --> 01:22:03.203 Get off him! 01:22:35.951 --> 01:22:37.191 Hello, Vanessa? 01:22:37.286 --> 01:22:38.286 I spoke to grace. 01:22:38.328 --> 01:22:40.159 She told me what happened. 01:22:40.247 --> 01:22:41.578 My god, Philip. 01:22:41.665 --> 01:22:44.452 I know. It's okay. It's over with now. 01:22:44.543 --> 01:22:47.330 You have to call the police. There must be witnesses. 01:22:47.421 --> 01:22:49.377 Grace's account of what happened. 01:22:49.465 --> 01:22:50.875 I've already called them. 01:22:50.966 --> 01:22:54.709 They say that she got into his car voluntarily. 01:22:54.803 --> 01:22:56.964 All they can charge him with is reckless endangerment. 01:22:57.055 --> 01:22:59.762 I don't think they're going to mount a man hunt for that. 01:23:00.684 --> 01:23:02.720 Have you warned Lucy about him? 01:23:02.811 --> 01:23:04.080 We'll talk to her tomorrow morning. 01:23:04.104 --> 01:23:06.891 She's been locked in her room all day. 01:23:06.982 --> 01:23:09.724 Surely the police have grounds to arrest him, 01:23:09.818 --> 01:23:12.275 or at least get a restraining order. 01:23:12.362 --> 01:23:14.023 They can't find him, Vanessa. 01:23:14.114 --> 01:23:17.698 They've checked Daphne's house, he's gone. 01:23:17.784 --> 01:23:19.445 He's gone. 01:23:36.970 --> 01:23:38.551 Lucy? 01:23:46.396 --> 01:23:47.977 You okay? 01:23:48.065 --> 01:23:50.056 I'll be fine. Okay. 01:23:50.150 --> 01:23:54.234 Look. I need to talk to you about something. 01:23:54.321 --> 01:23:58.985 Do you remember that man that came to dinner, James flagg? 01:23:59.076 --> 01:24:05.163 He's a very sick and dangerous man. 01:24:05.249 --> 01:24:06.249 So if you see... 01:24:06.291 --> 01:24:08.577 Why would I see him, grace? 01:24:08.669 --> 01:24:09.989 I mean, it's two different worlds. 01:24:10.045 --> 01:24:11.581 I don't know why our paths would cross. 01:24:11.672 --> 01:24:13.191 I don't even know why you're asking me this. 01:24:13.215 --> 01:24:14.125 It's just... 01:24:14.216 --> 01:24:16.127 What's going on with you, Lucy? 01:24:17.261 --> 01:24:19.752 Is everything okay with you? 01:24:20.889 --> 01:24:22.004 Yeah. 01:24:23.642 --> 01:24:25.553 Lucy, you know I'm here for you. 01:24:25.644 --> 01:24:28.761 You can talk to me about anything, you know that. 01:24:28.855 --> 01:24:30.641 I don't want to talk right now. 01:24:30.732 --> 01:24:31.437 Hey. 01:24:31.525 --> 01:24:34.232 I, no... please, just go. 01:25:03.307 --> 01:25:04.307 Hey, Lucy? 01:25:06.018 --> 01:25:06.598 What the... 01:25:06.685 --> 01:25:07.515 What is wrong with you? 01:25:07.603 --> 01:25:08.388 Your door is locked. 01:25:08.478 --> 01:25:09.638 Yeah? 01:25:09.730 --> 01:25:10.915 Well, you're not supposed to lock your door 01:25:10.939 --> 01:25:12.292 if you're not going to answer me, all right? 01:25:12.316 --> 01:25:13.431 I can lock my door. 01:25:13.525 --> 01:25:14.544 Well I don't know if you're okay in there... 01:25:14.568 --> 01:25:15.148 I'm okay! 01:25:15.235 --> 01:25:16.145 You don't say anything. 01:25:16.236 --> 01:25:17.100 I don't know if you're okay. 01:25:17.195 --> 01:25:18.605 I am fine. 01:25:18.697 --> 01:25:20.133 There's a lot going on. I wanted to talk to you for a minute. 01:25:20.157 --> 01:25:22.022 James flagg is extremely dangerous, and... 01:25:22.117 --> 01:25:24.278 No, I'm not in the mood to be analyzed by you! 01:25:24.369 --> 01:25:26.485 I'm not a fucking patient, okay? 01:25:26.580 --> 01:25:28.433 Hey, hey, hey! I want to come in and talk to you. 01:25:28.457 --> 01:25:29.475 Well, I don't want to talk to you! 01:25:29.499 --> 01:25:30.499 Well I... 01:25:36.673 --> 01:25:38.083 I hear myself talking to her 01:25:38.175 --> 01:25:41.793 and I just can't stand the sound of my own voice. 01:25:44.014 --> 01:25:48.758 I just can't help but feel like I let her down. 01:25:50.187 --> 01:25:52.348 She will come back to you. 01:26:01.823 --> 01:26:03.359 It's not enough to love somebody. 01:26:03.450 --> 01:26:07.659 You have to let them feel that you love them. 01:26:20.133 --> 01:26:21.133 Hello? 01:26:21.218 --> 01:26:22.298 Philip. 01:26:22.386 --> 01:26:24.798 It's Michael toff over at heritage point. 01:26:24.888 --> 01:26:27.630 I need to talk to you about uh, James flagg? 01:26:27.724 --> 01:26:28.724 Okay. 01:26:28.809 --> 01:26:30.891 He turned up here at the hospital. 01:26:30.977 --> 01:26:32.387 He's admitted himself? 01:26:32.479 --> 01:26:33.514 Last night. 01:26:33.605 --> 01:26:36.221 He said voices in his head had returned, 01:26:36.316 --> 01:26:38.932 that he'd done a crazy thing with his car? 01:26:39.027 --> 01:26:42.019 He kept mumbling about the park in Portland. 01:26:42.114 --> 01:26:45.948 Oh, and uh, he's become very agitated 01:26:46.034 --> 01:26:47.945 at the thought that you won't see him. 01:26:48.036 --> 01:26:48.900 Okay. 01:26:48.995 --> 01:26:50.155 But here's the deal. 01:26:50.247 --> 01:26:51.849 The only person he says he'll talk to is you. 01:26:51.873 --> 01:26:52.532 Oh. 01:26:52.624 --> 01:26:53.113 No, no. 01:26:53.208 --> 01:26:54.323 No. 01:26:54.418 --> 01:26:55.895 He won't authorize release of his records, 01:26:55.919 --> 01:26:59.457 won't let us draw blood, get any sort of medical profile. 01:26:59.548 --> 01:27:00.958 Consider this a professional appeal 01:27:01.049 --> 01:27:03.335 from one clinician to another. 01:27:07.514 --> 01:27:09.675 Jesus Christ. 01:27:09.766 --> 01:27:11.631 He wants to talk to me. 01:27:22.779 --> 01:27:24.861 This might be a mistake. 01:27:24.948 --> 01:27:26.813 This is all on your terms. 01:27:26.908 --> 01:27:28.261 The moment you're finished with him, 01:27:28.285 --> 01:27:30.276 the interview's concluded. 01:27:32.539 --> 01:27:33.995 Thank you. 01:27:52.517 --> 01:27:54.348 Good afternoon, doctor Clark. 01:27:54.436 --> 01:27:58.145 James, tell me why I'm here. 01:27:58.231 --> 01:28:00.347 I need to say I'm sorry. 01:28:00.442 --> 01:28:01.852 I need to confess. 01:28:01.943 --> 01:28:03.228 I'm not a priest. 01:28:03.320 --> 01:28:05.276 Just listen to me. 01:28:05.363 --> 01:28:06.569 Okay? 01:28:06.656 --> 01:28:09.648 Just... just listen, that's all you have to do. 01:28:12.287 --> 01:28:13.287 Okay. 01:28:16.750 --> 01:28:19.833 Did you ever meet him? 01:28:19.920 --> 01:28:21.330 The boyfriend. 01:28:21.421 --> 01:28:22.831 Daphne and her boyfriend. 01:28:22.923 --> 01:28:26.541 I think his name was Eric. 01:28:26.635 --> 01:28:28.125 Yeah. 01:28:28.220 --> 01:28:30.051 Tell me why I'm here. 01:28:34.309 --> 01:28:36.766 I have no novel I'm writing. 01:28:36.853 --> 01:28:38.309 Not now. 01:28:38.396 --> 01:28:39.727 Um... 01:28:39.815 --> 01:28:44.559 The secrets that I used, they were yours. 01:28:44.653 --> 01:28:46.314 They were all yours. 01:28:49.574 --> 01:28:51.565 Secrets I got from Daphne. 01:28:53.078 --> 01:28:54.488 From Daphne. 01:28:56.289 --> 01:29:00.407 From the book she was starting about herself, 01:29:00.502 --> 01:29:01.912 and about you. 01:29:03.839 --> 01:29:05.921 Everything you ever told her, 01:29:06.007 --> 01:29:10.546 every little thing about your life. 01:29:10.637 --> 01:29:14.221 She wrote it all down. 01:29:14.307 --> 01:29:17.970 And I read it. 01:29:18.061 --> 01:29:20.052 About your wife. 01:29:20.146 --> 01:29:22.637 Your daughter. 01:29:22.732 --> 01:29:25.144 Every little thing. 01:29:25.235 --> 01:29:27.817 Every intimate detail. 01:29:28.613 --> 01:29:30.695 Jesus Christ. 01:29:30.782 --> 01:29:32.943 And then I knocked on your door. 01:29:33.034 --> 01:29:35.070 Why did you knock on my door? 01:29:35.161 --> 01:29:36.276 I told you why. 01:29:36.371 --> 01:29:37.577 You haven't told me anything. 01:29:37.664 --> 01:29:39.450 There's, there's a curse. 01:29:39.541 --> 01:29:41.577 There's a curse on us, all of us. 01:29:41.668 --> 01:29:44.205 On Daphne, on my mom, on my dad. 01:29:44.296 --> 01:29:45.160 I don't care. 01:29:45.255 --> 01:29:46.586 What do you want from me? 01:29:46.673 --> 01:29:47.583 I'm sorry, all right? 01:29:47.674 --> 01:29:49.289 I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. 01:29:49.384 --> 01:29:50.840 You're very sick. 01:29:50.927 --> 01:29:52.042 Philip. 01:29:52.137 --> 01:29:53.252 I'm so sorry. 01:29:53.346 --> 01:29:54.346 This absurd. 01:29:54.431 --> 01:29:55.546 We're done. This is done. 01:29:55.640 --> 01:29:57.255 Okay. That's it. 01:29:57.976 --> 01:30:00.137 No, no, no, no, there's more. There's more. 01:30:00.228 --> 01:30:01.843 There's no more. 01:30:02.439 --> 01:30:03.958 All the patients that stopped coming, okay? 01:30:03.982 --> 01:30:06.439 All the letters I wrote to your boss, 01:30:06.526 --> 01:30:10.565 to the state board, please forgive me, please. 01:30:10.655 --> 01:30:12.566 Please, I'm not finished. 01:30:12.657 --> 01:30:14.898 There's one more thing, there's one amazing thing. 01:30:14.993 --> 01:30:16.529 Get him back to his room now. 01:30:19.581 --> 01:30:21.572 Grace, I still smell her. 01:30:23.585 --> 01:30:24.745 Grace. 01:30:26.504 --> 01:30:27.504 I still smell her. 01:30:51.571 --> 01:30:53.107 Hello? 01:30:53.615 --> 01:30:55.606 I think I'm feeling better. 01:30:58.662 --> 01:31:03.031 Except for all these sounds I keep hearing. 01:31:03.124 --> 01:31:04.705 Listen to me. 01:31:04.793 --> 01:31:06.533 Listen, you son of a bitch. 01:31:06.628 --> 01:31:09.620 Don't you call here again. This is over. 01:31:09.714 --> 01:31:12.080 Click, click, click, click. 01:31:12.175 --> 01:31:13.961 Jesus Christ. 01:31:14.052 --> 01:31:16.839 Just tell me what the click, click, click, click is. 01:31:16.930 --> 01:31:18.761 Please. 01:31:41.162 --> 01:31:43.015 I just wanted to share some information with you 01:31:43.039 --> 01:31:46.998 that was relayed to me by doctor toth. 01:31:47.085 --> 01:31:48.120 All right. 01:31:48.211 --> 01:31:49.689 Since James threatened you last night, 01:31:49.713 --> 01:31:52.204 they have confiscated his phone and isolated him. 01:31:52.298 --> 01:31:54.664 But he continues to bring up Portland, 01:31:54.759 --> 01:31:57.592 some vision in his head of the city at dawn. 01:31:57.679 --> 01:31:59.294 He said you'd understand. 01:31:59.389 --> 01:32:03.177 I told you that means absolutely nothing to me. 01:32:03.268 --> 01:32:06.760 And Vanessa, please tell doctor toth that our family's been 01:32:06.855 --> 01:32:11.315 through a lot and we'd like our privacy now. 01:32:11.401 --> 01:32:13.232 I understand. 01:32:15.196 --> 01:32:18.188 I'm so sorry, Philip. 01:32:19.868 --> 01:32:22.280 It's all right. It's all right. 01:32:22.370 --> 01:32:24.531 You've been wonderful, thank you. 01:32:34.466 --> 01:32:35.706 So the food is in the oven. 01:32:35.800 --> 01:32:38.007 All you have to do is heat it up, okay? 01:32:38.094 --> 01:32:40.005 Are you sure you don't want to come with us? 01:32:40.096 --> 01:32:42.212 I'll be fine, grace. 01:33:06.873 --> 01:33:09.285 Cell is clean, open up, please. 01:33:14.172 --> 01:33:17.005 It's a beautiful place with a view of the ocean. 01:33:17.092 --> 01:33:18.423 Oh, it sounds lovely. 01:33:18.510 --> 01:33:20.046 In deep cove. 01:33:20.136 --> 01:33:23.469 I can smell your... Your famous soda. 01:33:23.556 --> 01:33:25.262 Hence the mint. Do you mind? 01:33:25.350 --> 01:33:26.260 Of course not. 01:33:26.351 --> 01:33:27.932 So I've spoken to the board. 01:33:28.019 --> 01:33:28.849 Yes. 01:33:28.937 --> 01:33:32.850 We can put this behind us now. 01:33:32.941 --> 01:33:36.104 You deserve to have your life back, Philip. 01:33:41.074 --> 01:33:42.074 Before I forget... 01:33:42.158 --> 01:33:43.739 Thank you so much. 01:33:44.285 --> 01:33:46.071 As promised. 01:33:46.579 --> 01:33:47.443 That's the right one, eh? 01:33:47.539 --> 01:33:48.539 Yeah. 01:33:49.457 --> 01:33:50.321 There it is. 01:33:50.416 --> 01:33:51.121 What is it? 01:33:51.209 --> 01:33:51.994 The book. 01:33:52.085 --> 01:33:53.871 'Shadow cast'. 01:33:54.295 --> 01:33:56.661 That red wine, mmm. 01:33:56.756 --> 01:33:57.756 Honestly. 01:33:59.175 --> 01:34:01.382 Please control yourself. 01:34:01.469 --> 01:34:03.656 Do you know what Stuart went through to get a hold of this? 01:34:03.680 --> 01:34:04.795 Mmmhmm. 01:34:04.889 --> 01:34:06.845 It's amazing you found it. 01:34:12.397 --> 01:34:13.978 Oh, no. 01:34:14.065 --> 01:34:15.680 This isn't, uh... 01:34:17.902 --> 01:34:18.902 Philip? 01:34:19.529 --> 01:34:21.440 What is it? 01:34:36.504 --> 01:34:39.041 Oh, come on, answer for Christ's sake. 01:34:39.132 --> 01:34:41.418 Toth, listen. It's Philip Clark. 01:34:41.509 --> 01:34:44.171 James flagg is very dangerous and you need to lock him down. 01:34:44.262 --> 01:34:46.878 When he was saying Portland, he was taunting us. 01:34:46.973 --> 01:34:50.010 I just got a call from London that they have a James flagg 01:34:50.101 --> 01:34:51.716 who's already been admitted for... 01:34:51.811 --> 01:34:52.971 Toth, listen to me. 01:34:53.062 --> 01:34:54.062 He is not her brother. 01:34:54.105 --> 01:34:55.641 He is her boyfriend. 01:34:55.732 --> 01:34:58.348 His name isn't James flagg. He's Eric Dalton. 01:35:00.153 --> 01:35:01.814 Do you understand? It's her boyfriend. 01:35:01.905 --> 01:35:03.736 I'm sorry, I just... I don't... 01:35:03.823 --> 01:35:04.823 Listen to me. 01:35:04.908 --> 01:35:06.489 He's not British, he's not a writer. 01:35:06.576 --> 01:35:08.191 He's psychotic. 01:35:08.286 --> 01:35:08.991 He's her boyfriend. 01:35:09.078 --> 01:35:11.319 He's violent and abusive. 01:35:11.956 --> 01:35:14.789 And in Portland he may have killed my patient's friend. 01:35:14.876 --> 01:35:16.457 She's dead. Joan. 01:35:16.544 --> 01:35:17.855 He did it to make her so distraught 01:35:17.879 --> 01:35:18.789 that she would take him back. 01:35:18.880 --> 01:35:20.666 But she didn't take him back. 01:35:21.299 --> 01:35:24.416 He made it look like a suicide, but it wasn't a suicide. 01:35:24.510 --> 01:35:25.571 Why would he do something like... 01:35:25.595 --> 01:35:28.257 Because he's clinically insane. 01:35:28.348 --> 01:35:29.884 It wasn't a suicide. 01:35:29.974 --> 01:35:31.180 He killed her. 01:35:31.267 --> 01:35:32.382 Toth, listen to me! 01:35:32.477 --> 01:35:34.138 Lock him down! 01:35:34.229 --> 01:35:34.888 God. 01:35:34.979 --> 01:35:35.979 Lock him down! 01:35:36.856 --> 01:35:38.187 Oh, Jesus. 01:35:42.403 --> 01:35:43.403 What? 01:35:43.446 --> 01:35:44.606 He's... he's gone. 01:35:44.697 --> 01:35:46.483 What do you mean, he's gone? 01:36:01.172 --> 01:36:02.566 He thinks that I made Daphne leave him, 01:36:02.590 --> 01:36:05.002 and he wants to punish me. 01:36:05.093 --> 01:36:07.049 So he came after you. 01:36:11.140 --> 01:36:12.971 I walked away from him, Philip. 01:36:13.059 --> 01:36:13.673 I left him. 01:36:13.768 --> 01:36:14.803 He had me in his grasp. 01:36:14.894 --> 01:36:17.306 If he wanted to kill me, he could have. 01:36:21.567 --> 01:36:22.567 - Lucy. - Lucy. 01:36:33.037 --> 01:36:35.073 Come on, Lucy. Straight to voicemail. 01:36:35.164 --> 01:36:37.496 Lucy, listen to me. 01:36:37.583 --> 01:36:39.574 Do not go outside. Stay in the house. 01:36:39.669 --> 01:36:40.579 Lock every single door. 01:36:40.670 --> 01:36:42.456 We are on our way home. 01:36:46.592 --> 01:36:47.945 Operator: 911, what's your emergency? 01:36:47.969 --> 01:36:49.755 My daughter is in danger. 01:36:49.846 --> 01:36:50.631 - Hello? - Ma'am, can you hear me? 01:36:50.722 --> 01:36:51.722 Shit. 01:36:52.473 --> 01:36:53.087 Call them back. 01:36:53.182 --> 01:36:54.182 I am. 01:37:03.985 --> 01:37:05.145 James. 01:37:06.612 --> 01:37:08.022 She's not picking up. 01:37:09.741 --> 01:37:10.741 Philip! 01:37:12.035 --> 01:37:13.650 Ugh, fuck. 01:37:19.208 --> 01:37:21.915 Grace: Lucy, listen to me, call me as soon as you get this! 01:37:22.879 --> 01:37:27.418 Do not go outside. Lock every single door, Lucy. 01:37:30.011 --> 01:37:31.626 - James. - Hey. 01:37:32.638 --> 01:37:34.128 I knew you'd come. 01:37:36.392 --> 01:37:38.383 Better late than never. 01:37:45.985 --> 01:37:47.976 I need you to go get your stuff, okay? 01:37:48.071 --> 01:37:49.311 We're going. 01:37:49.405 --> 01:37:51.485 - I'll be two seconds, I swear. - Go, go, go, go, go. 01:38:31.531 --> 01:38:32.566 Come on, we gotta go. 01:38:32.657 --> 01:38:35.273 Woah. 01:38:35.368 --> 01:38:36.824 We will. 01:38:37.787 --> 01:38:39.152 What? 01:38:39.497 --> 01:38:41.704 I have something I want to show you. 01:38:42.417 --> 01:38:43.907 What? 01:38:44.001 --> 01:38:45.912 You heard me. 01:38:46.546 --> 01:38:48.878 James, why are you talking like that? 01:38:49.507 --> 01:38:51.793 There's no hiding, right? 01:38:51.884 --> 01:38:53.624 - James, James. - Shhhh, shhhh. 01:38:53.719 --> 01:38:55.129 I don't want to go now. 01:38:55.221 --> 01:38:56.381 I'm 01:38:56.472 --> 01:38:57.757 all right. 01:38:57.849 --> 01:38:59.180 Just come with me. 01:38:59.267 --> 01:39:00.302 No, no... 01:39:00.393 --> 01:39:00.973 Just come with me. 01:39:01.060 --> 01:39:02.175 Please stop. 01:39:02.270 --> 01:39:04.352 Stop fighting, Lucy. 01:39:04.439 --> 01:39:04.973 Stop, stop! 01:39:05.064 --> 01:39:06.929 Lucy... play nice! 01:39:08.401 --> 01:39:09.401 Fuck! 01:39:12.071 --> 01:39:13.071 Go! 01:39:44.729 --> 01:39:46.185 Grace: Oh my god, that's his car! 01:39:58.075 --> 01:39:59.075 Lucy! 01:39:59.410 --> 01:40:01.196 All you had to do was listen! 01:40:06.459 --> 01:40:07.619 Lucy! 01:40:08.211 --> 01:40:09.211 Dad!!! 01:40:10.796 --> 01:40:11.796 Fuck! 01:40:11.839 --> 01:40:12.874 Bitch! 01:40:18.387 --> 01:40:20.719 Here he is! 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