WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.000 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:01:13.490 --> 00:01:14.821 Not today, man. 00:01:17.828 --> 00:01:19.489 You remember what day it is? 00:01:19.580 --> 00:01:21.320 Why are you being so hostile? 00:01:21.415 --> 00:01:23.076 Don't... 00:01:23.166 --> 00:01:25.031 Oh, my god! 00:01:26.253 --> 00:01:27.743 We've got to start going. 00:01:37.848 --> 00:01:41.181 We have 176 text messages. 00:01:41.268 --> 00:01:42.383 Wow. 00:01:42.477 --> 00:01:43.580 Yo, it's Mandy. 00:01:43.604 --> 00:01:45.014 Mandy. 00:01:45.105 --> 00:01:47.083 Are you coming to my end of the world party tonight? 00:01:47.107 --> 00:01:49.460 You know you are. I don't want to hear any of your bullshit. 00:01:49.484 --> 00:01:50.564 Oh, we gotta go. 00:01:50.652 --> 00:01:53.940 Also, pauly shore's coming. 00:01:54.031 --> 00:01:56.317 Um... oh, also, I have ketamine nasal spray. 00:01:56.408 --> 00:01:57.818 Not even legal, just for fun. 00:01:57.909 --> 00:01:59.820 No, no, no, no, no. 00:01:59.911 --> 00:02:01.367 A little left for you, 00:02:01.455 --> 00:02:03.195 - come on over. - Ugh, so mean. 00:02:03.290 --> 00:02:04.325 What do you think 00:02:04.416 --> 00:02:05.826 I should wear to Mandy's tonight? 00:02:05.917 --> 00:02:08.329 I've got mechanic-on-vacation kind of energy... no? 00:02:08.420 --> 00:02:09.910 I could just go, like, 00:02:10.005 --> 00:02:11.836 full Santa fe art teacher, right? 00:02:11.923 --> 00:02:15.836 Just drape myself in linen for the end of the world. 00:02:15.927 --> 00:02:19.511 What is this, Ezra? 00:02:19.598 --> 00:02:21.930 I'm just kind of trying to keep in touch 00:02:22.017 --> 00:02:23.598 with the people that I love. 00:02:23.685 --> 00:02:25.596 Haven't seen him since his bar mitzvah. 00:02:25.687 --> 00:02:27.598 And number two, um... 00:02:27.689 --> 00:02:29.292 - Is he shirtless? - There's this fuckin' party. 00:02:29.316 --> 00:02:30.681 It's kind of the last, like... 00:02:30.776 --> 00:02:32.186 - Yes? - Hurrah... 00:02:32.277 --> 00:02:33.983 - He's kinda hot. - He's your cousin. 00:02:34.071 --> 00:02:35.131 Whatever you call it, so... 00:02:35.155 --> 00:02:36.565 I know, but... 00:02:36.657 --> 00:02:38.697 I was wondering if you could buy me some alcohol. 00:02:40.952 --> 00:02:43.694 Okay, so... maybe we don't have to go out 00:02:43.789 --> 00:02:45.370 to a party tonight, 00:02:45.457 --> 00:02:48.574 but we can do something more spiritual. 00:02:48.669 --> 00:02:50.785 What-what if we went to the beach? 00:02:50.879 --> 00:02:53.086 Remember when we used to go to the beach? 00:02:53.173 --> 00:02:54.629 We were so happy then. 00:02:54.716 --> 00:02:57.799 That was, like, the last time you really felt free, right? 00:02:57.886 --> 00:03:00.377 I don't know what to tell you, it's like... 00:03:00.472 --> 00:03:04.090 My whole life, I have been terrified of dying alone, 00:03:04.184 --> 00:03:07.927 and tonight, I am literally dying alone. 00:03:08.021 --> 00:03:10.137 But you're not alone, you have me. 00:03:10.232 --> 00:03:13.850 Man, you don't count, okay? You're metaphysical. 00:03:15.070 --> 00:03:17.277 Look, tonight, I just wanna, like, 00:03:17.364 --> 00:03:19.195 get really fucking high, 00:03:19.282 --> 00:03:20.567 eat until I puke, 00:03:20.659 --> 00:03:21.899 and then die. 00:03:21.993 --> 00:03:25.861 I could list so many problems with that idea, 00:03:27.124 --> 00:03:29.831 but the first one is, you're out of weed. 00:03:35.382 --> 00:03:36.872 Of all the days, you really think 00:03:36.967 --> 00:03:38.377 you should be self-medicating today? 00:03:39.553 --> 00:03:41.509 Why can't you just be present? 00:03:41.596 --> 00:03:43.552 I have an idea. Why don't I give myself 00:03:43.640 --> 00:03:45.847 the present of doing drugs? 00:03:45.934 --> 00:03:47.925 - Hello. - Hi. 00:03:48.019 --> 00:03:49.579 Were you trying to go to the weed store? 00:03:49.646 --> 00:03:50.761 Yeah. 00:03:50.856 --> 00:03:52.221 I kind of bought it out. 00:03:52.315 --> 00:03:54.681 Oh, like, you bought all the drugs inside? 00:03:54.776 --> 00:03:56.456 They gave me a deal, I just cleaned 'em out 00:03:56.486 --> 00:03:57.851 'cause I just was like, 00:03:57.946 --> 00:03:59.982 I don't wanna be without on the last day. 00:04:01.199 --> 00:04:03.110 All right, well, I guess I'll, uh... 00:04:03.201 --> 00:04:04.441 I mean, I could give you some. 00:04:04.536 --> 00:04:06.401 I'm not gonna use all of it, obviously. 00:04:06.496 --> 00:04:08.096 It's not like I'm saving for a rainy day. 00:04:09.249 --> 00:04:11.661 Yeah, sure, that... That would be cool. 00:04:11.752 --> 00:04:13.062 I just don't want to do it in this alleyway, 00:04:13.086 --> 00:04:14.326 it feels a little shady 00:04:14.421 --> 00:04:16.377 and kinda disrespectful to the medicine. 00:04:16.465 --> 00:04:17.921 If you want to come to my spot, 00:04:18.008 --> 00:04:19.293 it's pretty dope. 00:04:19.384 --> 00:04:21.304 It's like a very quick walk if you wanna join me. 00:04:23.472 --> 00:04:24.507 Yeah, sure. 00:04:24.598 --> 00:04:25.598 - Great. - Why not? 00:04:25.682 --> 00:04:26.722 A few minutes with someone 00:04:26.767 --> 00:04:27.869 on the last day of earth? Why not? 00:04:27.893 --> 00:04:29.804 Right, yeah. Cool, man. 00:04:29.895 --> 00:04:31.122 - Yeah, just come with me. - Okay. 00:04:31.146 --> 00:04:32.761 - It's right here. - All right. 00:04:32.856 --> 00:04:33.971 You live around here? 00:04:34.065 --> 00:04:35.501 Yeah, just, uh... Just down the block. 00:04:35.525 --> 00:04:37.686 - Me too. Is this your spot? - Yeah. 00:04:40.113 --> 00:04:41.444 So, yeah, it's just right up here. 00:04:42.491 --> 00:04:44.072 Your... your house? Or... 00:04:44.159 --> 00:04:46.400 It's not my actual abode, my... 00:04:46.495 --> 00:04:49.737 My house is, uh, you know, a couple blocks away. 00:04:49.831 --> 00:04:50.831 Yeah. 00:04:50.916 --> 00:04:52.185 This is public land, it's not mine, 00:04:52.209 --> 00:04:53.540 but who's gonna arrest me today? 00:04:54.961 --> 00:04:56.747 So, yeah, I figured, like, uh... 00:04:56.838 --> 00:04:58.718 I mean, there's... There's enough for everybody, 00:04:58.757 --> 00:05:01.840 and also, like, I have some dmt, you know? 00:05:01.927 --> 00:05:03.212 So I was gonna maybe do that, 00:05:03.303 --> 00:05:04.383 but then I was like, 00:05:04.471 --> 00:05:05.948 "maybe that's just like a hat on a hat." 00:05:05.972 --> 00:05:07.575 You know I mean? What's the point in doing... 00:05:07.599 --> 00:05:08.639 - Sure. - Dmt when you're 00:05:08.725 --> 00:05:11.216 about to actually experience real death? 00:05:11.311 --> 00:05:13.518 I have also cbd suppositories 00:05:13.605 --> 00:05:15.141 that, um, my girlfriend... 00:05:15.232 --> 00:05:16.347 My ex-girlfriend... 00:05:16.441 --> 00:05:18.272 She used to get, like, pretty bad, uh, 00:05:18.360 --> 00:05:20.146 cramps when she had her menses. 00:05:20.237 --> 00:05:21.647 - Ah. - So, if, I don't know, 00:05:21.738 --> 00:05:23.174 do either of you guys have your period, 00:05:23.198 --> 00:05:24.598 or are either of you in your menses? 00:05:26.868 --> 00:05:29.951 Sorry, who, uh... Who are you talking to? 00:05:30.038 --> 00:05:32.575 I'm talking to you and the childlike woman 00:05:32.666 --> 00:05:34.827 that I'm now looking at with the black hat on. 00:05:39.214 --> 00:05:42.422 Guys, honestly, I don't appreciate whispering, like... 00:05:42.509 --> 00:05:43.589 I'm so... 00:05:43.677 --> 00:05:44.779 I'm so sorry, it's just... This really... 00:05:44.803 --> 00:05:47.215 No one's ever acknowledged me before. 00:05:47.305 --> 00:05:49.091 No one's ever seen me. 00:05:49.182 --> 00:05:50.409 Is this an abusive relationship? 00:05:50.433 --> 00:05:51.468 Uh, no, she's... 00:05:51.560 --> 00:05:53.266 She's metaphysical, is the thing. 00:05:53.353 --> 00:05:54.353 Um, younger self. 00:05:54.437 --> 00:05:55.552 So it's, uh... 00:05:55.647 --> 00:05:57.012 Oh. Yeah, okay, that makes sense. 00:05:57.107 --> 00:05:59.814 You're her younger self. Yeah. 00:05:59.901 --> 00:06:01.128 I know it sounds crazy. 00:06:01.152 --> 00:06:02.267 Doesn't sound crazy to me. 00:06:02.362 --> 00:06:03.852 I had my younger self here. 00:06:03.947 --> 00:06:06.734 - Ah. What... - Where did he go? 00:06:06.825 --> 00:06:08.986 He fell off the side of a mountain on a hike. 00:06:11.538 --> 00:06:12.948 He lost his footing. 00:06:15.208 --> 00:06:17.699 If you don't want to be with your younger self, 00:06:17.794 --> 00:06:18.874 you don't have to be. 00:06:19.796 --> 00:06:21.286 If you wanna be truly alone, 00:06:22.090 --> 00:06:23.580 you can be truly alone. 00:06:27.554 --> 00:06:29.169 Um, okay. So, which one of these... 00:06:29.264 --> 00:06:31.024 Can we just, uh... I think we'll just grab... 00:06:31.099 --> 00:06:32.509 Yeah, grab, uh... grab a couple 00:06:32.601 --> 00:06:33.995 - of those 'melos. - Thank you, 'cause, uh... 00:06:34.019 --> 00:06:35.288 I like to call the caramels, "melos." 00:06:35.312 --> 00:06:36.472 Yeah, that's cool. 00:06:36.563 --> 00:06:38.019 But they might be uppers, 00:06:38.106 --> 00:06:39.642 - s0 heads up. - Okay. And, um... 00:06:39.733 --> 00:06:41.769 And, uh, yeah, grab a couple store-bought, 00:06:41.860 --> 00:06:43.350 those rollupz, those rollies. 00:06:43.445 --> 00:06:45.527 - Thank you so much. - And it was nice to meet you. 00:06:45.614 --> 00:06:48.196 Hey, uh... hey, have a nice, uh, trip, man. And, um... 00:06:48.283 --> 00:06:51.650 Hey, actually, I don't know if I wanna be alone. Can I... 00:06:51.745 --> 00:06:53.585 Can I crash with you guys? Can I come with you? 00:06:54.664 --> 00:06:55.699 We gotta go. 00:06:57.542 --> 00:06:59.578 That was truly terrifying. 00:06:59.669 --> 00:07:02.160 Yeah, that dude was real dark. 00:07:03.423 --> 00:07:04.959 Oh, you're... You're calling him dark? 00:07:05.050 --> 00:07:08.292 You guys had the same exact plan for tonight, verbatim. 00:07:08.386 --> 00:07:11.093 Talk about a ghost of Christmas future. 00:07:11.181 --> 00:07:12.842 What the fuck is that supposed to mean? 00:07:12.933 --> 00:07:13.968 Nate: Liza. 00:07:30.951 --> 00:07:32.066 Go. 00:07:32.786 --> 00:07:33.946 Like, go. 00:07:38.458 --> 00:07:39.573 - Hey. - Hey. 00:07:42.879 --> 00:07:45.040 You... you cross this bridge often? 00:07:45.715 --> 00:07:48.206 Yeah, I do, actually. 00:07:48.301 --> 00:07:50.337 I live just up the hill. 00:07:50.428 --> 00:07:52.714 - Oh, you moved. - Did. 00:07:55.558 --> 00:07:57.344 Um... 00:07:57.435 --> 00:07:58.891 I'm sorry. I, um... 00:08:00.271 --> 00:08:02.683 That I haven't been in touch. 00:08:04.025 --> 00:08:05.765 Yeah, you just stopped. 00:08:05.860 --> 00:08:07.020 And I just... 00:08:08.571 --> 00:08:10.277 Stopped too, I guess. 00:08:10.365 --> 00:08:11.821 Well, it's nice to see you... 00:08:11.908 --> 00:08:13.148 See you now. 00:08:14.327 --> 00:08:16.989 - You look good. - No, I don't. 00:08:17.080 --> 00:08:19.287 But thank you. 00:08:21.876 --> 00:08:23.912 How are you, Nate? 00:08:24.004 --> 00:08:27.462 Or is that a stupid question to ask today? 00:08:28.550 --> 00:08:29.630 Yeah, I don't know. 00:08:30.760 --> 00:08:32.170 You, um... you going to... 00:08:32.762 --> 00:08:34.172 Mandy's tonight? 00:08:34.264 --> 00:08:36.346 Yeah. I don't know if I'm gonna... 00:08:39.644 --> 00:08:41.305 Make it, but... 00:08:41.396 --> 00:08:43.057 You have a full night ahead of you? 00:08:43.148 --> 00:08:44.558 Yeah, pretty full. 00:08:44.649 --> 00:08:46.810 Just gonna get, like, fucked up, 00:08:46.901 --> 00:08:49.267 and then, if all goes well... 00:08:50.113 --> 00:08:51.603 Puke. 00:08:51.698 --> 00:08:53.780 And that's why you have parties. 00:08:53.867 --> 00:08:55.573 Oh, right, yeah. 00:08:55.660 --> 00:08:57.446 I prefer, uh... 00:08:57.537 --> 00:08:58.868 A solo journey... 00:09:00.749 --> 00:09:01.829 As you know. 00:09:05.295 --> 00:09:08.207 It's really nice to see you, though. 00:09:08.298 --> 00:09:10.129 Yeah, it's good to see you too, Liza. 00:09:11.885 --> 00:09:12.920 Bye, Nate. 00:09:24.397 --> 00:09:25.762 What was that? 00:09:28.151 --> 00:09:29.151 I just, I... 00:09:30.195 --> 00:09:33.733 I panic, man. I I become so... 00:09:33.823 --> 00:09:35.654 Fucking emotionally, like... 00:09:37.577 --> 00:09:40.068 I didn't expect to see that dude today. 00:09:40.163 --> 00:09:41.699 And, like... 00:09:41.790 --> 00:09:44.623 I loved him. I loved him so much 00:09:44.709 --> 00:09:47.701 and I fucked everything up. I... just... 00:09:47.796 --> 00:09:48.831 It's my whole life. 00:09:48.922 --> 00:09:50.662 My whole life has just been 00:09:50.757 --> 00:09:54.500 a series of regret after regret after regret. 00:09:54.594 --> 00:09:57.631 I am just... I'm such a fucking idiot. 00:09:58.556 --> 00:10:00.012 This is what I've been saying. 00:10:00.100 --> 00:10:01.761 Tonight's the night. 00:10:01.851 --> 00:10:04.763 You can face those regrets and turn them around. 00:10:06.523 --> 00:10:07.558 Come on. 00:10:07.941 --> 00:10:09.021 Fuck it. 00:10:12.737 --> 00:10:13.897 All right. 00:10:18.910 --> 00:10:19.990 Fuck it. 00:10:21.454 --> 00:10:22.660 Let's go with a bang. 00:10:58.950 --> 00:11:00.861 Okay, let's talk regrets. 00:11:00.952 --> 00:11:02.067 Okay. 00:11:04.164 --> 00:11:05.495 Obviously, the biggest one is dad. 00:11:05.582 --> 00:11:06.697 Right. 00:11:06.791 --> 00:11:09.248 I'd like to be honest, 00:11:09.335 --> 00:11:12.327 even though it's scary, tonight, with him. 00:11:12.422 --> 00:11:13.537 Yeah. 00:11:13.631 --> 00:11:14.871 And... 00:11:15.967 --> 00:11:17.457 Where does that leave mom? 00:11:20.430 --> 00:11:21.636 Let's circle back to her. 00:11:23.308 --> 00:11:24.969 Hard maybe. Yeah. 00:11:25.059 --> 00:11:28.927 Okay, next up, I would like to make amends with ala. 00:11:29.022 --> 00:11:30.808 That was a shitty situation. 00:11:30.899 --> 00:11:32.514 - Yeah. - Shouldn't have happened. 00:11:32.609 --> 00:11:35.225 Yeah. We let some dumb shit get between us, 00:11:35.320 --> 00:11:37.732 and tonight, that ends. 00:11:37.822 --> 00:11:40.689 Next person I would like to engage with 00:11:40.783 --> 00:11:43.741 in a way that feels, you know, I guess confrontational, 00:11:43.828 --> 00:11:45.193 is Larry. 00:11:46.748 --> 00:11:48.488 - Fuck that guy. - Fuck Larry. 00:11:48.583 --> 00:11:50.665 That dude was garbage. 00:11:50.752 --> 00:11:52.333 And I loved him, 00:11:52.420 --> 00:11:55.662 and I never told him that he didn't deserve my love. 00:11:55.757 --> 00:11:57.588 So tonight, Larry, 00:11:57.675 --> 00:11:59.586 you're gonna get a piece 00:11:59.677 --> 00:12:01.542 of this person's noggin. 00:12:02.263 --> 00:12:03.924 - Amen. - Thank you. 00:12:04.933 --> 00:12:06.013 And then, 00:12:06.893 --> 00:12:08.849 you and Nate... 00:12:10.647 --> 00:12:11.727 Gonna fuck. 00:12:11.814 --> 00:12:13.930 - What? - Gonna fuck. 00:12:15.985 --> 00:12:18.351 You're gonna... fuck. 00:12:18.446 --> 00:12:19.840 Please stop saying that word, it's really... 00:12:19.864 --> 00:12:21.354 It feels inappropriate. 00:12:23.660 --> 00:12:26.322 But, yeah, we're gonna fuck. 00:12:38.258 --> 00:12:41.216 I love that for you. 00:12:50.478 --> 00:12:51.809 - Uh... - Dude... 00:12:53.606 --> 00:12:54.721 Where's my car? 00:12:55.942 --> 00:12:57.807 Oh, yeah, it was stolen. 00:12:59.279 --> 00:13:00.314 What? 00:13:00.405 --> 00:13:01.770 Big guy. 00:13:01.864 --> 00:13:06.233 Very attractive. Yeah. 00:13:06.327 --> 00:13:09.069 He took it. It's gone. Very attractive. 00:13:09.163 --> 00:13:12.451 I saw his whole body and... and his beautiful face. 00:13:12.542 --> 00:13:15.158 You know, I could, you know, definitely identify him. 00:13:15.253 --> 00:13:16.584 Definitely, yeah, um... 00:13:16.671 --> 00:13:19.834 Because it took a while, you know, to turn on the car, 00:13:19.924 --> 00:13:22.540 and he wanted to pair his phone to the radio, 00:13:22.635 --> 00:13:23.715 maybe he had a playlist... 00:13:23.803 --> 00:13:26.089 You didn't think to, like, say something? 00:13:26.180 --> 00:13:27.920 Oh, no, I didn't think about that. 00:13:28.016 --> 00:13:29.301 Derrick, man, we're neighbors, 00:13:29.392 --> 00:13:31.272 we're supposed to be looking out for each other. 00:13:31.311 --> 00:13:34.178 Yeah, but the world's ending, so I said, 00:13:35.064 --> 00:13:36.600 "who gives a fuck, anyway, 00:13:36.691 --> 00:13:38.522 "about any of this shit," you know? 00:13:38.609 --> 00:13:42.477 2:00 A.M., asteroid hits and then I... 00:13:42.572 --> 00:13:44.278 And gone! Gone! 00:13:44.365 --> 00:13:46.071 Yeah, yeah, well, I mean, you know, 00:13:46.159 --> 00:13:48.241 we're all... we're all in the same boat here. 00:13:48.328 --> 00:13:50.193 Why do you need a car today, anyway? 00:13:50.288 --> 00:13:52.244 We have some very big plans for today. 00:13:52.332 --> 00:13:54.072 Yeah, we had a pretty epic day plan 00:13:54.167 --> 00:13:55.907 that could have really used a vehicle. 00:13:56.002 --> 00:13:57.037 Yeah. 00:13:57.128 --> 00:13:58.493 All right, then, we're gonna, uh... 00:13:58.588 --> 00:13:59.748 I guess we're gonna hoof it. 00:13:59.839 --> 00:14:01.249 Okay, hoof away. 00:14:01.341 --> 00:14:03.457 - Okay, man. - Hoof away. 00:14:05.970 --> 00:14:07.961 Well, it is a beautiful day to walk. 00:14:22.028 --> 00:14:24.565 The last time we saw dad was... 00:14:24.655 --> 00:14:27.397 One, two birthdays ago? 00:14:27.492 --> 00:14:29.608 Yeah? I thought it was last birthday. 00:14:29.702 --> 00:14:32.739 No, last birthday, he had that creative dream workshop. 00:14:34.457 --> 00:14:35.788 And the birthday before that, 00:14:35.875 --> 00:14:37.331 he took us to all-you-can-eat Sushi. 00:14:37.418 --> 00:14:39.534 Hey. 00:14:39.629 --> 00:14:41.711 Hi, hello? Yes? No? 00:14:41.798 --> 00:14:42.833 Sis 00:14:42.924 --> 00:14:45.210 - you can see me? - Yeah. 00:14:45.301 --> 00:14:47.758 - What am I holding? - Looks like an english muffin. 00:14:47.845 --> 00:14:48.885 Okay, what am I doing now? 00:14:50.223 --> 00:14:52.159 - Spinning around in circles. - Spinning in a circle. 00:14:52.183 --> 00:14:53.423 Okay. What about now? 00:14:54.602 --> 00:14:56.888 - Like a... like a coy shrug. - I don't know. 00:14:56.979 --> 00:14:58.185 A "coy" shrug? 00:14:58.272 --> 00:14:59.387 What about this? 00:15:01.484 --> 00:15:04.442 It's like a phone that you're not interested in using. 00:15:04.529 --> 00:15:06.895 Ah! Well, hello! 00:15:06.989 --> 00:15:08.069 It's great to see you. 00:15:08.157 --> 00:15:10.614 And it's great to be seen, I guess. 00:15:10.701 --> 00:15:12.237 I guess so, yeah. 00:15:12.328 --> 00:15:14.910 I'm Manny, even though that's Manny in there. 00:15:14.997 --> 00:15:16.533 - He's 92. - Wow. 00:15:16.624 --> 00:15:18.239 Ninety-one? Something like that, but... 00:15:18.334 --> 00:15:20.541 You'rea ys. Yeah. 00:15:20.628 --> 00:15:21.993 - Ys. - What's happening? 00:15:22.088 --> 00:15:23.498 - Younger self. - Uh-huh. Oh, I see. 00:15:23.589 --> 00:15:25.189 - Younger self, I get it. - Younger self. 00:15:25.258 --> 00:15:26.839 No, I got it. I just got it. 00:15:26.926 --> 00:15:28.666 Why do you think everyone can see us today? 00:15:28.761 --> 00:15:29.796 I mean, what... 00:15:29.887 --> 00:15:30.948 I think everyone's just operating 00:15:30.972 --> 00:15:32.963 on a higher frequency or something. 00:15:33.057 --> 00:15:34.576 - That makes sense. - 'Cause it's the last day, 00:15:34.600 --> 00:15:36.215 - so all of a sudden... - Right. 00:15:36.310 --> 00:15:37.550 Everything's just heightened. 00:15:37.645 --> 00:15:39.010 I think everything is. “Wow. 00:15:39.105 --> 00:15:40.390 This is incredible. 00:15:40.481 --> 00:15:41.846 It's so nice to be seen, you know? 00:15:41.941 --> 00:15:43.477 - I know. - Like, really seen. 00:15:43.568 --> 00:15:46.230 It's the stress of not being seen that's endless. 00:15:46.320 --> 00:15:48.090 When you go into a shop, try to get service... 00:15:48.114 --> 00:15:49.320 Young Ugh. 00:15:49.407 --> 00:15:50.968 Try to get the manager to show up... nothing. 00:15:50.992 --> 00:15:52.482 Right. So are you buying 00:15:52.577 --> 00:15:54.067 clothes online mostly, then, or... 00:15:54.162 --> 00:15:56.949 Uh, honey, we like to shop. 00:15:57.039 --> 00:15:58.449 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 00:15:58.541 --> 00:16:00.623 What are you guys doing tonight? What's the story? 00:16:00.710 --> 00:16:03.622 Sort of, uh, ticking off regrets one by one, you know. 00:16:03.713 --> 00:16:05.453 Better get a rush on that. 00:16:05.548 --> 00:16:08.210 - Yeah. - Yeah. Gonna go see dad first. 00:16:08.301 --> 00:16:10.917 Ooh! 00:16:11.012 --> 00:16:12.406 What are you gonna do the rest of the day? 00:16:12.430 --> 00:16:13.966 I'm gonna finish this sandwich, 00:16:14.056 --> 00:16:15.451 - make another sandwich... - Uh-huh. Mm. 00:16:15.475 --> 00:16:17.136 Eat that one, take a nap. 00:16:17.226 --> 00:16:18.682 - Take care of Manny... - Uh-huh. 00:16:18.769 --> 00:16:20.622 Talk to him a little bit about his memories and stuff. 00:16:20.646 --> 00:16:22.386 I might just walk around the neighborhood. 00:16:22.482 --> 00:16:25.064 Oh! So lovely to meet you. 00:16:25.151 --> 00:16:26.378 Yeah, it's great to meet you, too. 00:16:26.402 --> 00:16:27.687 Listen, happy last day. 00:16:27.778 --> 00:16:29.564 Hey, try to remember me like this. 00:16:30.448 --> 00:16:31.563 - No, no. - It's a joke. 00:16:31.657 --> 00:16:32.759 That's not how you'll die, is it? 00:16:32.783 --> 00:16:33.898 - No. - No, no. 00:16:33.993 --> 00:16:35.699 You'll wait to explode like the rest of us. 00:16:35.786 --> 00:16:36.946 - Yeah. - Okay, good. 00:16:37.038 --> 00:16:38.140 Young Liza: So nice to meet you, Manny. 00:16:38.164 --> 00:16:39.224 Bye, guys, nice to meet you. 00:16:39.248 --> 00:16:40.248 Bye. 00:16:43.461 --> 00:16:45.372 Okay, let's talk about dad. 00:16:45.463 --> 00:16:47.454 No, it's fine, we don't need to talk about it. 00:16:48.341 --> 00:16:49.831 Oh, my god. 00:16:50.801 --> 00:16:51.836 What? 00:16:51.928 --> 00:16:53.293 Every time you see him, 00:16:53.387 --> 00:16:54.718 you don't have anything prepared, 00:16:54.805 --> 00:16:56.617 so you never say any of the things that you want to. 00:16:56.641 --> 00:16:58.076 Well, I didn't realize that I needed to have, 00:16:58.100 --> 00:16:59.806 like, a powerpoint presentation. 00:16:59.894 --> 00:17:02.556 Ugh, you're so aggravating. 00:17:02.647 --> 00:17:04.933 Why are you being so intense? 00:17:12.490 --> 00:17:13.775 Let's keep walking. 00:17:17.537 --> 00:17:19.903 Sorry, dad just gets me riled up. 00:17:19.997 --> 00:17:21.362 It's okay. Me, too. 00:17:23.543 --> 00:17:24.543 We'll be fine. 00:17:25.086 --> 00:17:26.371 Be honest. 00:17:26.462 --> 00:17:27.952 Yeah. We'll be fine. 00:17:32.969 --> 00:17:33.969 Hey, dad. 00:17:34.762 --> 00:17:35.842 Hi, honey. 00:17:37.682 --> 00:17:38.888 You parched? 00:17:38.975 --> 00:17:40.556 You look parched. 00:17:40.643 --> 00:17:41.758 How about a brew? 00:17:41.852 --> 00:17:43.888 You know, I'm brewing my own brew now. 00:17:43.980 --> 00:17:46.016 I'm actually fine. You sure? 00:17:46.107 --> 00:17:47.813 It's hoppy. It's good stuff. Yeah. 00:17:47.900 --> 00:17:49.481 Okay. 00:17:51.571 --> 00:17:53.107 You talk to your mom? 00:17:54.031 --> 00:17:55.066 No. 00:17:55.157 --> 00:17:56.567 - I did. - Really? 00:17:56.659 --> 00:17:57.899 Yeah. I zoomed her. 00:17:58.786 --> 00:17:59.821 Wow. 00:17:59.912 --> 00:18:02.779 On the tower, you know, that, uh... 00:18:02.873 --> 00:18:04.738 - It's... - L1 was sorry. 00:18:04.834 --> 00:18:06.119 Right. And... 00:18:07.253 --> 00:18:08.584 I am, you know. 00:18:08.671 --> 00:18:09.831 Sure. 00:18:09.922 --> 00:18:12.834 I know that I wasn't... 00:18:14.635 --> 00:18:17.217 But you gotta give me some credit. 00:18:17.305 --> 00:18:18.511 I stayed... 00:18:19.849 --> 00:18:21.885 And she... she didn't. 00:18:22.893 --> 00:18:24.178 And that's... 00:18:24.270 --> 00:18:29.105 Well, I mean, she left and you stayed, but... 00:18:34.238 --> 00:18:35.523 I don't know, 00:18:35.615 --> 00:18:39.528 you were just never really... There to begin with. 00:18:39.619 --> 00:18:42.952 You just kind of checked out, man. You were... 00:18:44.248 --> 00:18:45.579 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 00:18:45.666 --> 00:18:47.327 Yes. Yes, this is... 00:18:48.336 --> 00:18:50.622 I want you to know that I... 00:18:50.713 --> 00:18:54.547 I didn't... I didn't want to do what I did. 00:18:56.010 --> 00:19:00.379 I wanted someone who wasn't your mother. 00:19:01.891 --> 00:19:03.973 And I... And I didn't have the courage 00:19:04.060 --> 00:19:07.393 to... to leave, and it... 00:19:08.689 --> 00:19:09.724 Broke her. 00:19:11.525 --> 00:19:12.525 Yeah. 00:19:13.361 --> 00:19:15.818 And that is... that's on me. 00:19:18.699 --> 00:19:20.064 I was just really scared... 00:19:21.494 --> 00:19:22.529 Dad. 00:19:23.621 --> 00:19:25.577 I know. I mean, I didn't know. 00:19:25.665 --> 00:19:28.077 But I know. I know. 00:19:28.167 --> 00:19:29.953 I felt really alone... 00:19:30.920 --> 00:19:32.000 All the time. 00:19:32.797 --> 00:19:33.957 Even when you were there. 00:19:35.841 --> 00:19:37.331 And as much I didn't wanna be, 00:19:37.426 --> 00:19:40.338 I was like the parent. 00:19:40.429 --> 00:19:42.135 And that's really fucking hard, man. 00:19:43.307 --> 00:19:45.263 I could never be the kid. 00:19:46.936 --> 00:19:49.143 Well, be that... be that now. 00:19:51.273 --> 00:19:52.683 What? 00:19:52.775 --> 00:19:54.982 Anything you wanna get rid of, 00:19:55.069 --> 00:19:59.278 I want... I want you to give it to me. 00:19:59.365 --> 00:20:01.902 - For real? - Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. 00:20:01.992 --> 00:20:03.402 Okay. Whoa. 00:20:05.246 --> 00:20:07.532 I... the body has to take so much in. 00:20:07.623 --> 00:20:09.614 You know, it has to take so much in. 00:20:09.709 --> 00:20:11.540 And we don't always know how to handle it. 00:20:11.627 --> 00:20:14.243 Like, on a... On a cellular level. 00:20:14.338 --> 00:20:16.795 And so it just rattles around 00:20:16.882 --> 00:20:19.339 like this energy pinball. 00:20:19.427 --> 00:20:22.043 I like to call it "the dense body." 00:20:22.138 --> 00:20:24.094 Feel it, feel it. Where is it? Where is it? 00:20:24.181 --> 00:20:26.718 It lives in there. Do it with me. Feel it. 00:20:26.809 --> 00:20:28.140 Feel it. Where is it? 00:20:28.227 --> 00:20:29.512 Where does it hurt? 00:20:30.020 --> 00:20:31.510 Smash it out. 00:20:31.605 --> 00:20:33.709 Give it all. Come on, give it all to me, Liza. Give it all. 00:20:33.733 --> 00:20:35.644 - Give it all. Come on. - Standing. 00:20:35.735 --> 00:20:36.815 - Come on. - Okay. 00:20:36.902 --> 00:20:39.018 - Whoo! - Uh-oh, what's that now? 00:20:39.113 --> 00:20:40.353 - Give it to me. - Okay. 00:20:40.448 --> 00:20:42.313 Give it all. Give it all. Yeah! 00:20:42.408 --> 00:20:45.024 Uh-oh. Okay. Whoo! Whoo! 00:20:45.119 --> 00:20:47.610 I want it all so you don't have to carry it anymore. 00:20:47.705 --> 00:20:50.538 Because it is... it 1s mine! 00:20:50.624 --> 00:20:51.830 Give it to Mel 00:20:51.917 --> 00:20:53.498 give it to me. 00:20:53.586 --> 00:20:55.042 Give it to me. 00:20:56.088 --> 00:20:58.500 Give it to me. 00:21:08.684 --> 00:21:10.390 Oh... 00:21:10.478 --> 00:21:13.311 - Whew. - Thanks, dad. 00:21:13.397 --> 00:21:16.560 I'm gonna drive to the ocean, set sail on the open sea, 00:21:16.650 --> 00:21:18.436 swim naked with the dolphins. 00:21:19.278 --> 00:21:20.438 You wanna come? 00:21:21.030 --> 00:21:22.770 No, I'm good. 00:21:22.865 --> 00:21:27.404 Yeah. Maybe you can just be the kid tonight, huh? 00:21:34.084 --> 00:21:35.119 Who's that? 00:21:40.174 --> 00:21:41.174 Bye, dad. 00:21:42.218 --> 00:21:43.218 Bye, dad. 00:21:50.726 --> 00:21:54.139 Whoo! Whoo! Whoo! 00:21:59.735 --> 00:22:02.317 So, should we talk about mom yet? 00:22:04.949 --> 00:22:06.029 No, not yet. 00:22:22.341 --> 00:22:23.341 Mm. 00:22:25.219 --> 00:22:26.299 It's a little on the nose. 00:22:29.390 --> 00:22:30.550 Let's go. 00:22:31.851 --> 00:22:33.637 Woman: My mom called me today, 00:22:33.727 --> 00:22:36.093 and she said, "sweetie, the world's ending, 00:22:36.188 --> 00:22:37.678 and everything's going crazy. 00:22:37.773 --> 00:22:38.773 What's going on?" 00:22:38.858 --> 00:22:40.473 And I said, "yeah, it's too bad. 00:22:40.568 --> 00:22:41.728 You know, it is what it is." 00:22:41.819 --> 00:22:44.401 She said, "you seem pretty calm about this." 00:22:44.488 --> 00:22:46.103 "Yeah. Every time you call me, 00:22:46.198 --> 00:22:47.638 "it feels like the end of the world." 00:22:48.534 --> 00:22:50.445 Uh, do we have any administrative 00:22:50.536 --> 00:22:52.151 assistants in the house? 00:22:52.246 --> 00:22:54.612 Make some noise if you love bureaucracy. 00:22:54.707 --> 00:22:56.914 Come on, make some noise, people. Come on. 00:22:57.001 --> 00:23:00.038 Hi. Hey. How you guys doing tonight? 00:23:00.129 --> 00:23:01.619 - Good. - Uh, yeah. 00:23:01.714 --> 00:23:03.250 You know, as good as we can be. 00:23:03.340 --> 00:23:05.422 All right. Uh, what do you do? 00:23:05.509 --> 00:23:08.251 Um, I invented an app, and I sold it. 00:23:08.345 --> 00:23:10.506 She's actually a very gifted coder. 00:23:10.598 --> 00:23:11.633 Okay. 00:23:11.724 --> 00:23:13.385 Got a little woman in stem over here. 00:23:13.475 --> 00:23:16.342 Let's make some noise for women in stem. 00:23:16.437 --> 00:23:18.519 Awesome. 00:23:18.606 --> 00:23:21.018 This is kind of my first time doing this, 00:23:21.108 --> 00:23:22.439 if I'm being honest. 00:23:22.526 --> 00:23:26.235 I've been a teacher in the la public school system, 00:23:26.322 --> 00:23:29.155 but I've always dreamed of being a standup, so... 00:23:29.241 --> 00:23:31.653 This kid asked me, "oh, what's the homework today?" 00:23:31.744 --> 00:23:33.655 I said, "do whatever you want." 00:23:33.746 --> 00:23:35.611 You know, there's no assignments today! 00:23:35.706 --> 00:23:36.786 Assignments. 00:23:36.874 --> 00:23:38.080 Everything is, um... 00:23:38.167 --> 00:23:40.453 Yeah, the only assignment is death. 00:23:40.544 --> 00:23:41.544 Well... 00:23:43.213 --> 00:23:45.545 Well, that's... That's sort of been my time. 00:23:46.634 --> 00:23:48.545 Thanks. Thank you. 00:23:48.636 --> 00:23:49.796 Pretty cool. 00:23:49.887 --> 00:23:53.971 Um, well, listen, I'll be here, uh, all night, 00:23:54.058 --> 00:23:55.719 however long the night lasts. 00:23:55.809 --> 00:23:56.809 Oh, well... 00:23:56.894 --> 00:23:59.055 So, um... Hey, where are you from? 00:24:03.943 --> 00:24:05.899 Wait. Is that that same dude? 00:24:09.573 --> 00:24:10.779 Yeah. Keep walking. 00:24:31.470 --> 00:24:35.429 I don't know how long it's been 00:24:39.853 --> 00:24:43.516 or how long it will be 00:24:47.403 --> 00:24:51.396 those kind of things aren't up to me 00:24:54.034 --> 00:24:58.118 when we die where do we go? 00:25:01.709 --> 00:25:06.578 What kind of feelings that I should show 00:25:07.631 --> 00:25:12.000 which direction we would go 00:25:13.554 --> 00:25:16.045 how much I loved you 00:25:20.477 --> 00:25:27.349 and I wish that we could grow 00:25:33.115 --> 00:25:35.197 Wow! We were not expecting this 00:25:35.284 --> 00:25:36.945 when we were walking up this street. 00:25:38.746 --> 00:25:40.577 That was fucking incredible. 00:25:40.664 --> 00:25:42.780 If you had a hat down, I'd give you all my money. 00:25:43.375 --> 00:25:44.535 If I had any. 00:25:44.626 --> 00:25:46.036 I started off busking, 00:25:46.128 --> 00:25:48.210 and I figured this would be a way to go. 00:25:48.297 --> 00:25:49.912 - So beautiful. - Love it. 00:25:50.007 --> 00:25:51.372 Sharon: Thank you. 00:25:51.467 --> 00:25:54.083 Well, it means a lot that you're here to hear this song 00:25:54.178 --> 00:25:57.215 'cause I wrote it as a... As a duet. 00:25:57.306 --> 00:25:59.012 Oh, no way. Yeah. 00:25:59.099 --> 00:26:00.555 For my friend Rita. 00:26:00.642 --> 00:26:02.553 Oh, cool. 00:26:02.644 --> 00:26:04.180 Yeah. 00:26:04.271 --> 00:26:07.138 She, um... she's passed away. 00:26:07.232 --> 00:26:09.439 And so, um, I haven't been 00:26:09.526 --> 00:26:11.687 able to sing it with her, but... 00:26:11.779 --> 00:26:14.145 Would you wanna sing it with me? 00:26:14.239 --> 00:26:15.695 Oh, no, no, no. Yeah. 00:26:15.783 --> 00:26:17.614 - No, thank you. - That'll be fun. 00:26:17.701 --> 00:26:19.054 - Yeah. Come on. - No, no, please. No. 00:26:19.078 --> 00:26:20.739 She's so good. 00:26:20.829 --> 00:26:22.239 No, no, I really... 00:26:22.331 --> 00:26:24.171 - I'm sure you are. - She used to be in a band. 00:26:24.249 --> 00:26:25.329 In high school. 00:26:25.417 --> 00:26:26.827 When is there ever a better day? 00:26:26.919 --> 00:26:28.409 - It's true. - Uh... yeah. 00:26:28.504 --> 00:26:31.587 Today is certainly just the fuck-it of all days. 00:26:32.841 --> 00:26:35.082 - It's a fuck-it song, so... - Okay. 00:26:35.177 --> 00:26:36.792 - Well, why don't you sing? - Okay. 00:26:36.887 --> 00:26:38.172 She's... she's good. 00:26:38.263 --> 00:26:39.503 - She's good. - I'll help, then. 00:26:39.556 --> 00:26:40.700 - You'll do it? Young Yeah. 00:26:40.724 --> 00:26:41.839 You'll both do it? 00:26:41.934 --> 00:26:43.890 I'll get there. I'll get there. 00:26:43.977 --> 00:26:46.013 - You'll catch on. Young Yeah. 00:26:55.572 --> 00:26:59.485 I don't know long it's been 00:27:04.248 --> 00:27:07.991 or how long it'll be 00:27:10.712 --> 00:27:17.459 promises stranded on an island where you lay 00:27:18.846 --> 00:27:22.885 I can't forget that day 00:27:22.975 --> 00:27:25.307 you got it. 00:27:25.394 --> 00:27:29.763 Tears rolled down your face 00:27:31.066 --> 00:27:35.400 there was nothing left to say 00:27:37.239 --> 00:27:40.197 How much I loved you 00:27:40.284 --> 00:27:47.156 and I wish that we could grow 00:27:49.877 --> 00:27:53.495 how much I loved you 00:27:53.589 --> 00:28:00.586 and I wish that we could grow 00:28:03.765 --> 00:28:07.132 how much I loved you 00:28:07.227 --> 00:28:14.099 and I wish that we could grow 00:28:17.237 --> 00:28:20.729 how much I loved you 00:28:20.824 --> 00:28:27.787 and I wish that we could grow 00:28:36.006 --> 00:28:38.372 - That was so beautiful. - Oh, man. 00:28:38.467 --> 00:28:41.459 - Thank you so much. - Sharon: Thank you. 00:28:41.553 --> 00:28:45.091 It's a shame. I feel like we could've been great friends. 00:28:45.182 --> 00:28:47.013 I know. 00:28:47.100 --> 00:28:48.806 Well, um... 00:28:48.894 --> 00:28:50.850 Well, maybe in the next one. 00:28:52.606 --> 00:28:54.187 Yeah, maybe I'll just see you later. 00:28:57.611 --> 00:28:59.476 - Bye. - Bye, thank you. 00:29:00.906 --> 00:29:01.986 Young We did it! 00:29:03.158 --> 00:29:04.158 Cool. 00:29:05.410 --> 00:29:07.526 Young Okay, next up, ala. 00:29:10.457 --> 00:29:12.743 Man, I really fucked up. 00:29:12.834 --> 00:29:14.165 I've just been a shitty friend, 00:29:14.253 --> 00:29:17.165 just been self-absorbed and stubborn. 00:29:18.757 --> 00:29:20.543 She did kind of worry about him. 00:29:20.634 --> 00:29:22.215 Yeah, and I wouldn't hear it. 00:29:22.302 --> 00:29:23.838 Let a dude get in the middle... 00:29:24.888 --> 00:29:26.298 Of a really good thing. 00:29:27.099 --> 00:29:30.262 How very 1990s of me. 00:29:30.352 --> 00:29:32.809 She wasn't completely innocent either, though. 00:29:34.398 --> 00:29:37.481 Aw. I love this side of you. 00:29:43.282 --> 00:29:45.523 Yeah, I don't think I can do this. 00:29:45.617 --> 00:29:48.450 What? Yes, you can. 00:29:48.537 --> 00:29:50.698 It's just... it's gonna be so uncomfortable, man. 00:29:50.789 --> 00:29:53.201 And, like, who knows if she even wants to see me. 00:29:53.292 --> 00:29:54.498 This was a terrible idea. 00:29:54.584 --> 00:29:55.770 Honestly, I don't know why I even listen to you. 00:29:55.794 --> 00:29:57.204 Oh, my god! 00:29:57.296 --> 00:29:59.457 When have I ever steered you wrong? 00:30:00.799 --> 00:30:03.040 I don't know, I've never really let you steer before. 00:30:03.719 --> 00:30:04.879 I got you. 00:30:28.410 --> 00:30:29.866 - Listen... - It's done. It's... 00:30:29.953 --> 00:30:32.365 - Sorry. - I'm sorry. You go. 00:30:32.456 --> 00:30:34.142 - Okay, it's just that... - I just feel that... 00:30:34.166 --> 00:30:35.906 - Sorry. - You go. 00:30:37.377 --> 00:30:39.459 I feel like you weren't really listening to me 00:30:39.546 --> 00:30:42.128 when I was trying to explain to you what you are worth. 00:30:42.215 --> 00:30:43.421 I know. 00:30:43.508 --> 00:30:44.902 But you wanted something different for yourself. 00:30:44.926 --> 00:30:46.237 I was, like, a lesser version of myself at the time. 00:30:46.261 --> 00:30:47.363 You were. And so when I saw you 00:30:47.387 --> 00:30:48.656 letting yourself be subjected to... 00:30:48.680 --> 00:30:50.283 I'm actually embarrassed, you know what I mean. 00:30:50.307 --> 00:30:51.717 This kind of subpar experience... 00:30:51.808 --> 00:30:53.139 Say my truth for a second... 00:30:53.226 --> 00:30:54.557 Yes, I want that. Right? 00:30:54.644 --> 00:30:55.975 You also sort of abandoned me. 00:30:56.063 --> 00:30:57.428 That abandonment was part of it... 00:30:57.522 --> 00:30:59.308 It was so annoying to be the friend 00:30:59.399 --> 00:31:01.139 that's with a shitty dude. 00:31:01.234 --> 00:31:03.087 And you were with a shitty dude. He was the worst... 00:31:03.111 --> 00:31:04.692 A little baby who needs my friend... 00:31:04.780 --> 00:31:06.620 - And your feelings were... - Which isn't fair. 00:31:06.656 --> 00:31:08.442 It isn't fair and that is why I feel like 00:31:08.533 --> 00:31:09.693 I needed you to recognize 00:31:09.785 --> 00:31:11.065 how I was developing psychically, 00:31:11.119 --> 00:31:12.305 which you didn't really pay attention to. 00:31:12.329 --> 00:31:13.364 Yes. Okay. 00:31:13.455 --> 00:31:14.570 And that is an ability 00:31:14.664 --> 00:31:15.975 that I scoffed at for a long time... 00:31:15.999 --> 00:31:17.185 Ala: And that is something that I was trying 00:31:17.209 --> 00:31:18.289 to use for your benefit. 00:31:18.377 --> 00:31:19.412 And I know that now. 00:31:19.503 --> 00:31:20.783 And today, I want you to see it. 00:31:23.256 --> 00:31:25.121 - Thank you. - That makes a lot of sense. 00:31:25.217 --> 00:31:27.924 I, like... I actually feel so heard. 00:31:28.011 --> 00:31:29.571 - I do, too. - Thank you for hearing me. 00:31:29.596 --> 00:31:30.596 Wow. 00:31:30.639 --> 00:31:32.049 Wow. Wow. 00:31:32.140 --> 00:31:33.242 I have literally been saying that 00:31:33.266 --> 00:31:34.369 in my head for, like, seven years. 00:31:34.393 --> 00:31:35.508 Ala: Years. 00:31:35.602 --> 00:31:37.038 - I was so scared... - I was so scared of you. 00:31:37.062 --> 00:31:38.456 Ala: I was so sacred. You were so scary. 00:31:38.480 --> 00:31:40.041 That time, on the street, I saw you on the street 00:31:40.065 --> 00:31:41.851 and I didn't walk up to you. It was so weird. 00:31:41.942 --> 00:31:43.127 - No! - I saw you, and I was like, 00:31:43.151 --> 00:31:44.337 "oh!" I lost it and I was just, like, 00:31:44.361 --> 00:31:45.396 "what is this life?" 00:31:45.487 --> 00:31:46.589 Like, I just want go talk to you 00:31:46.613 --> 00:31:47.840 'cause, like... 00:31:47.864 --> 00:31:49.634 You're my best friend. You were my best friend. 00:31:49.658 --> 00:31:50.864 I know. 00:31:50.951 --> 00:31:52.066 You were like a limb. 00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:53.304 That kills me, dude, 00:31:53.328 --> 00:31:54.818 that you saw me and then you couldn't 00:31:54.913 --> 00:31:56.449 say hi to me because I was such a dick. 00:31:56.540 --> 00:31:58.747 Oh, my god, you're talking to this stupid girl, 00:31:58.834 --> 00:32:00.574 and I was like, "is that your friend?" 00:32:00.669 --> 00:32:02.500 No, I don't have any. 00:32:02.587 --> 00:32:03.918 I don't either. 00:32:04.005 --> 00:32:07.293 I've just been sitting in the drudge of solitude. 00:32:07.384 --> 00:32:09.966 And I was seeing that because I... 00:32:10.053 --> 00:32:11.509 Of your gift. 00:32:11.596 --> 00:32:12.990 And honestly, like, I don't want to brag about it. 00:32:13.014 --> 00:32:14.826 I don't need to be like, "I have this thing," but... 00:32:14.850 --> 00:32:16.932 And I haven't witnessed it, but I'm just... 00:32:17.018 --> 00:32:18.178 I'm hearing you tell me that, 00:32:18.270 --> 00:32:19.705 and if you tell me that, then I believe you. 00:32:19.729 --> 00:32:23.142 I have developed psychically to the place 00:32:23.233 --> 00:32:25.645 where I am capable of extraordinary things. 00:32:25.735 --> 00:32:27.130 And it doesn't come without hard work. 00:32:27.154 --> 00:32:28.269 I trained, you know. 00:32:28.363 --> 00:32:30.570 I'm reiki 1 certified. “Wow. 00:32:30.657 --> 00:32:32.363 Yeah, that just came in the mail. 00:32:32.451 --> 00:32:33.970 But, like, everyone is operating on this, 00:32:33.994 --> 00:32:35.450 like, other level today... 00:32:35.537 --> 00:32:37.198 - Up here. - ..And I see now. 00:32:37.289 --> 00:32:39.951 Your gift is real. And I am sorry. 00:32:40.041 --> 00:32:41.406 You see the future, man. 00:32:41.501 --> 00:32:43.241 - That is cool. - It's crazy. 00:32:43.336 --> 00:32:46.043 And so when I knew that Larry was a piece of shit 00:32:46.131 --> 00:32:47.667 and he... Honestly, like, I'm sorry, 00:32:47.757 --> 00:32:49.193 I feel like now we can take space from it 00:32:49.217 --> 00:32:50.582 and see that he was... 00:32:50.677 --> 00:32:52.759 - The fucking worst! - He was a trash person. 00:32:52.846 --> 00:32:54.757 - I know. - Whatever happened to Nate? 00:32:54.848 --> 00:32:56.509 Remember Nate? He was good. 00:32:56.600 --> 00:32:58.035 It's funny you should ask about Nate. 00:32:58.059 --> 00:32:59.412 Well, there's so much to catch up on. 00:32:59.436 --> 00:33:00.471 Some shit went down 00:33:00.562 --> 00:33:02.042 - after we stopped speaking. - I know. 00:33:02.105 --> 00:33:04.517 We got drunk... oh, you know. Oh, fuck, of course you know. 00:33:04.608 --> 00:33:06.724 I want you to go through it with me 00:33:06.818 --> 00:33:08.604 because it's helpful as confirmation 00:33:08.695 --> 00:33:10.435 almost for, like, how I practice. 00:33:10.530 --> 00:33:12.316 Sure. So we got very drunk one night... 00:33:12.407 --> 00:33:13.442 Yeah. 00:33:13.533 --> 00:33:17.742 And, um, he ended up, like, 00:33:17.829 --> 00:33:19.569 telling me that he loved me. 00:33:19.664 --> 00:33:21.950 L... loved you. Oh, my god. 00:33:22.042 --> 00:33:23.748 And to come out of that mouth... 00:33:23.835 --> 00:33:25.146 I know, that's what I'm feeling right now. 00:33:25.170 --> 00:33:26.455 With those eyes. 00:33:26.546 --> 00:33:29.583 - It was like la-la-la-la-la. - God. 00:33:29.674 --> 00:33:30.818 And then we end up, like, of course, like, 00:33:30.842 --> 00:33:31.944 - hooking up a little bit. - Yep. 00:33:31.968 --> 00:33:33.959 And it was... fireworks. 00:33:34.054 --> 00:33:35.590 - Fucking beyond. - Dynamite. 00:33:35.680 --> 00:33:36.920 Earthquakes. Earthquakes. 00:33:37.933 --> 00:33:39.373 And then I freaked out. Yeah. Yeah. 00:33:39.434 --> 00:33:42.176 And I shut down and pushed him away. 00:33:42.270 --> 00:33:43.870 And he was so vulnerable that, of course, 00:33:43.897 --> 00:33:45.012 he was, like, humiliated. 00:33:45.106 --> 00:33:46.250 And then it just made everything so weird, 00:33:46.274 --> 00:33:47.376 we couldn't be friends anymore. 00:33:47.400 --> 00:33:48.503 Then he started dating somebody else. 00:33:48.527 --> 00:33:49.642 What happened? 00:33:49.736 --> 00:33:51.476 Remind me, I mean. Yeah. I saw him. 00:33:51.571 --> 00:33:52.731 - Yup. - Today. 00:33:52.822 --> 00:33:55.313 - Mm-hmm. Yep. - After years of not speaking. 00:33:55.408 --> 00:33:57.220 But he also was like, "I'm going to Mandy's party." 00:33:57.244 --> 00:33:58.359 "Mandy's party." 00:33:58.453 --> 00:34:01.991 I'd like to tell Nate that I... love him. 00:34:02.082 --> 00:34:03.492 - You love him. - I've always been 00:34:03.583 --> 00:34:04.789 in love with him. Yes! 00:34:04.876 --> 00:34:07.913 The time is now because, I got to tell you, 00:34:08.004 --> 00:34:10.837 your afterlife is honestly unfair. 00:34:10.924 --> 00:34:12.524 It is unjust how good it is. 00:34:12.551 --> 00:34:15.008 Like, I can't. Ooh! I kind of wanna tell you, 00:34:15.095 --> 00:34:16.335 but I don't want to fuck it up 00:34:16.429 --> 00:34:17.714 because of, like, ripple effect. 00:34:17.806 --> 00:34:19.637 No, you obviously have to tell me now. 00:34:19.724 --> 00:34:22.340 I'm gonna tell you one word, just one word. 00:34:24.145 --> 00:34:25.351 Chalamet. 00:34:26.815 --> 00:34:28.897 - Shut up. - Life partners. 00:34:28.984 --> 00:34:30.975 - No. For life? - Life partners. 00:34:31.069 --> 00:34:32.309 For life, for that life. 00:34:32.404 --> 00:34:34.110 - In the afterlife? - In the afterlife. 00:34:34.197 --> 00:34:36.028 - Timothée. - Timothée. 00:34:36.992 --> 00:34:38.357 Chalamet. 00:34:39.536 --> 00:34:41.618 “Wow! 00:34:41.705 --> 00:34:44.321 Also, I see a lot of dairy... 00:34:45.417 --> 00:34:47.282 With zero consequences. 00:34:47.377 --> 00:34:50.710 I am lactose tolerant and fucking Timmy? 00:34:50.797 --> 00:34:51.832 That's right. 00:34:51.923 --> 00:34:54.665 - Holy shit. - Thank you for coming by. 00:34:54.759 --> 00:34:56.124 Thank you for receiving me. 00:34:56.219 --> 00:34:57.379 Ah. 00:34:57.470 --> 00:34:59.256 You're so fucking stupid, I love you so much. 00:34:59.347 --> 00:35:01.588 You're so stupid, I love you, you fuck. Okay. 00:35:02.976 --> 00:35:05.092 - Bye. Bye. Ooh! - Bye. 00:35:06.021 --> 00:35:07.306 _ala: Oh! 00:35:14.988 --> 00:35:16.148 Fucking a, man. 00:35:17.657 --> 00:35:18.657 That was cool. 00:35:18.742 --> 00:35:21.233 - She is so great. - She is the coolest. 00:35:21.328 --> 00:35:22.534 Feels so good to be honest, 00:35:22.621 --> 00:35:23.781 - you know. - Right? 00:35:24.956 --> 00:35:26.366 You were so scared, 00:35:26.458 --> 00:35:28.494 I mean, so scared to confront things. 00:35:28.585 --> 00:35:32.624 And then it's like, "who's direct? This guy." 00:35:34.090 --> 00:35:35.421 Hey, can I be direct? 00:35:35.508 --> 00:35:36.793 Sure. 00:35:36.885 --> 00:35:38.671 Can you stop walking in front of me? Please. 00:35:38.762 --> 00:35:40.172 I'm not walking in front of you. 00:35:43.391 --> 00:35:44.801 Thank you. 00:35:44.893 --> 00:35:46.224 See, I like this. 00:35:47.103 --> 00:35:48.513 I like being next to you. 00:35:54.027 --> 00:35:56.484 - Where are you going? - You gotta stay next to me. 00:35:56.571 --> 00:35:57.811 - No. - Come on. 00:35:58.490 --> 00:35:59.570 Come on. 00:36:02.577 --> 00:36:05.910 Oh, she burns. She burns good. 00:36:13.963 --> 00:36:15.248 Is that Mandy? 00:36:23.932 --> 00:36:25.047 It can't be. 00:36:25.141 --> 00:36:27.382 - No. - I don't think so. 00:36:27.477 --> 00:36:28.683 She's home. She's preparing. 00:36:36.444 --> 00:36:38.355 Okay, who's next? 00:36:38.446 --> 00:36:39.446 Young Larry. 00:36:42.909 --> 00:36:44.945 Hey. Hi. 00:36:45.036 --> 00:36:47.698 Sorry. Um, do you know if the getty's open today? 00:36:47.789 --> 00:36:49.404 Uh... 00:36:51.584 --> 00:36:52.584 Liza? 00:36:54.170 --> 00:36:55.285 It's sal. 00:36:57.215 --> 00:37:00.799 Sal benedetti. First kiss. 00:37:02.095 --> 00:37:03.210 - Yeah. - Oh, my god. 00:37:03.304 --> 00:37:06.011 - By the la quinta. - La quinta, yeah. 00:37:06.099 --> 00:37:09.011 - Cast party. - Cast party for the music man! 00:37:09.102 --> 00:37:10.387 Sal: Ohl! 00:37:10.478 --> 00:37:14.437 I wouldn't have recognized, but you really, um... 00:37:14.524 --> 00:37:16.419 - I grew up. Yeah, I grew up. - You have grown up. 00:37:16.443 --> 00:37:17.979 - Yeah. Yeah, yeah. - Yeah. 00:37:18.069 --> 00:37:19.559 You were so good in theater. 00:37:19.654 --> 00:37:20.939 Whatever... did anything happen? 00:37:21.030 --> 00:37:23.442 Thank you. No, I, um... I do sex therapy. 00:37:23.533 --> 00:37:26.696 I do climax therapy, specifically. 00:37:30.749 --> 00:37:34.116 - Ah. - And today's been... busy. 00:37:34.210 --> 00:37:36.041 Is it a sort of a water-based... 00:37:36.129 --> 00:37:39.917 No. I had a client that wanted to make love in the pool... 00:37:40.008 --> 00:37:41.043 On. 00:37:41.134 --> 00:37:43.170 So I was there to sort of facilitate. 00:37:43.261 --> 00:37:45.343 So you're in the water with them? 00:37:45.430 --> 00:37:48.092 I was... not every client needs me to be that close, 00:37:48.183 --> 00:37:50.640 but I do dip in for some. Yeah. 00:37:50.727 --> 00:37:52.843 - You dip in? - Yeah. I, uh... yeah. 00:37:52.937 --> 00:37:54.598 But you don't "dip in"? 00:37:54.689 --> 00:37:55.769 No. No, no, no. 00:37:55.857 --> 00:37:57.334 I don't partake in the love making, no. 00:37:57.358 --> 00:37:58.598 - Okay. - Not at all. 00:37:58.693 --> 00:38:00.854 - Wow, - It's so insane to see you. 00:38:00.945 --> 00:38:04.028 Oh, wow, what a pleasure to see you in... 00:38:04.115 --> 00:38:05.776 In the flesh, in so much flesh. 00:38:05.867 --> 00:38:07.732 Thank you. 00:38:07.827 --> 00:38:09.112 Sal benedetti. 00:38:09.204 --> 00:38:11.911 Listen, when you do go out tonight... 00:38:13.625 --> 00:38:15.081 Really breathe through it 00:38:15.168 --> 00:38:16.783 and let whatever comes... 00:38:17.754 --> 00:38:18.834 Come. 00:38:18.922 --> 00:38:21.004 Thank you. 00:38:21.090 --> 00:38:23.706 You're welcome. And that's for free. 00:38:25.678 --> 00:38:27.384 All right. Wow. “Wow. 00:38:28.848 --> 00:38:30.384 - See you, sal. - Bye, Liza. 00:38:31.810 --> 00:38:33.425 See you in the next one. 00:38:33.520 --> 00:38:36.227 I hope so. And you know what? You will. 00:38:38.024 --> 00:38:39.605 Rock on. 00:38:44.447 --> 00:38:46.403 Man, sal benedetti. 00:38:47.909 --> 00:38:49.740 You had terrible taste in men. 00:38:49.828 --> 00:38:50.863 Yeah, truly. 00:38:52.872 --> 00:38:55.955 - Hey, can I tell you a secret? - Mm-hmm. 00:38:56.042 --> 00:38:58.624 I considered fucking that dude in the tent today. 00:38:58.711 --> 00:38:59.791 What? 00:39:01.130 --> 00:39:02.620 Ugh, Jesus, dude. 00:39:03.466 --> 00:39:05.172 Honestly, what is your type? 00:39:05.260 --> 00:39:06.500 Oh, you know, 00:39:06.594 --> 00:39:08.926 anyone who will give me a modicum of attention, 00:39:09.013 --> 00:39:11.220 paired with the promise of rejection. 00:39:11.307 --> 00:39:13.923 A little seductive, a little sociopathic. 00:39:14.018 --> 00:39:17.510 You know, someone who could potentially love me, 00:39:17.605 --> 00:39:19.141 but also prove to me that, ultimately, 00:39:19.232 --> 00:39:20.597 I'm unworthy of love. 00:39:22.026 --> 00:39:23.186 I don't believe that. 00:39:24.737 --> 00:39:25.772 Oh, no. 00:39:26.573 --> 00:39:27.779 You wanna be loved. 00:39:29.409 --> 00:39:31.445 Like, really loved. 00:39:33.913 --> 00:39:36.871 Today, we take no prisoners. 00:39:36.958 --> 00:39:39.199 Today, we see what that looks like. 00:40:24.756 --> 00:40:25.836 What the... 00:40:27.967 --> 00:40:29.457 They say, "go with vintage. 00:40:29.552 --> 00:40:31.912 Go with vintage.” you couldn't just get a Bluetooth speaker. 00:40:36.142 --> 00:40:37.678 Fuck this. 00:40:45.234 --> 00:40:46.234 Hey! 00:40:47.320 --> 00:40:48.320 Hey. 00:40:48.404 --> 00:40:50.360 You're not using this anymore? 00:40:50.990 --> 00:40:52.150 No. 00:40:53.284 --> 00:40:54.319 Cool. 00:41:12.261 --> 00:41:13.967 Hey, hey, Liza. 00:41:14.055 --> 00:41:15.636 You here to tell me you love me? 00:41:15.723 --> 00:41:19.432 No. I'm here to... 00:41:22.313 --> 00:41:24.770 To remind you of... 00:41:25.733 --> 00:41:28.019 The... the... the mess 00:41:28.111 --> 00:41:30.773 you left when you went away. 00:41:30.863 --> 00:41:34.026 Because it's not fair, dude, 00:41:34.117 --> 00:41:35.448 to... 10... 10... 00:41:36.411 --> 00:41:39.403 Deny me of the cross I bear 00:41:40.373 --> 00:41:41.988 that you fucking gave to me. 00:41:42.083 --> 00:41:43.493 Right. Right. 00:41:43.584 --> 00:41:45.495 That makes a lot of sense. 00:41:45.586 --> 00:41:46.792 And I hear you. 00:41:46.879 --> 00:41:48.744 I hear everything you're saying, 00:41:48.840 --> 00:41:51.001 because there's nothing coming out of those speakers. 00:41:51.092 --> 00:41:52.798 I know. I found it on the street, 00:41:52.885 --> 00:41:54.546 but I thought it was a cool visual. 00:41:54.637 --> 00:41:57.470 - Oh, okay. - I think it's broken. 00:41:57.557 --> 00:41:59.284 I'm on my way down. Can I get you anything to drink? 00:41:59.308 --> 00:42:00.548 No, I'm fine. 00:42:00.643 --> 00:42:01.849 Not a seltzer water, 00:42:01.936 --> 00:42:03.892 flamin' hot cheetos, something like that? 00:42:03.980 --> 00:42:05.891 No, I don't eat cheetos, man. 00:42:05.982 --> 00:42:07.017 You know that about me. 00:42:07.108 --> 00:42:08.518 Those some bright-ass lips, 00:42:08.609 --> 00:42:10.440 you've been eating something red. 00:42:10.528 --> 00:42:12.689 Uh, I love you. Okay. 00:42:14.907 --> 00:42:16.613 He said he loved me. 00:42:19.746 --> 00:42:21.611 Larry... 00:42:21.706 --> 00:42:24.618 I feel like I never got the opportunity to tell you 00:42:24.709 --> 00:42:26.950 that you really hurt me, you know? 00:42:27.045 --> 00:42:29.707 And, like, what we had was real, 00:42:29.797 --> 00:42:31.316 and you made me feel like it wasn't real. 00:42:31.340 --> 00:42:32.876 And when you just, like, ghost a person 00:42:32.967 --> 00:42:35.174 and don't respond to any of my texts, 00:42:35.261 --> 00:42:37.422 like, I had no closure on us. 00:42:37.513 --> 00:42:40.550 Us. That's right. No closure. 00:42:40.641 --> 00:42:41.869 I think that's important, to have closure, 00:42:41.893 --> 00:42:43.224 and you didn't get that from me. 00:42:43.311 --> 00:42:44.596 I'm here. I'm here. 00:42:44.687 --> 00:42:45.972 Lay it on me, let me receive you. 00:42:46.064 --> 00:42:47.725 You know, this has been happening all day. 00:42:47.815 --> 00:42:49.646 - This? - Yeah, girls coming over 00:42:49.734 --> 00:42:51.725 and telling me "like it is." 00:42:51.819 --> 00:42:54.231 Yes, I did cheat on you... Seven times. 00:42:54.322 --> 00:42:58.361 Seven times? You told me you cheated on me two times. 00:42:58.451 --> 00:43:00.567 Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah, with women, yeah. 00:43:00.661 --> 00:43:02.447 But it's not about the number, okay? 00:43:02.538 --> 00:43:03.573 It's about what we did 00:43:03.664 --> 00:43:05.059 in those positions that we did it in. 00:43:05.083 --> 00:43:06.664 Sure, you don't like to get weird, 00:43:06.751 --> 00:43:08.412 you don't like to play with my butt, 00:43:08.503 --> 00:43:10.915 and they do, and that's fine, 00:43:11.005 --> 00:43:13.291 'cause that's not what you're into, okay? 00:43:13.382 --> 00:43:15.213 You don't like to get weird on the brown line. 00:43:15.301 --> 00:43:16.711 No, I don't. 00:43:16.803 --> 00:43:18.885 I don't travel on the brown line. 00:43:18.971 --> 00:43:21.713 And that's one of my main forms of transportation. 00:43:22.975 --> 00:43:24.244 And the women that I cheated on you with 00:43:24.268 --> 00:43:25.829 and some of the others, they knew that about me. 00:43:25.853 --> 00:43:27.331 And I was just getting some things out. 00:43:27.355 --> 00:43:28.640 The time we went to Anguilla. 00:43:28.731 --> 00:43:30.892 We never went to Anguilla. 00:43:32.276 --> 00:43:33.766 Yeah, I know we never went to... 00:43:33.861 --> 00:43:36.147 I was saying, like, in a... 00:43:37.156 --> 00:43:38.566 We never went to... you didn't? 00:43:38.658 --> 00:43:40.239 No! 00:43:40.326 --> 00:43:41.428 I tried to take us on a vacation 00:43:41.452 --> 00:43:42.452 for our anniversary, 00:43:42.537 --> 00:43:43.764 you said that you had to "work..." 00:43:43.788 --> 00:43:44.823 "Work." that's right. 00:43:44.914 --> 00:43:46.779 And then I walked in on you... 00:43:46.874 --> 00:43:48.102 Putting that work in. 00:43:48.126 --> 00:43:49.161 Yeah, you were working. 00:43:49.252 --> 00:43:51.743 Look, we never went on vacation, okay? 00:43:51.838 --> 00:43:53.999 You definitely asked me to. 00:43:54.090 --> 00:43:56.172 And when you come home and you find me 00:43:56.259 --> 00:43:58.375 going to town on some lady, 00:43:58.469 --> 00:44:00.334 that's... that's low. 00:44:00.429 --> 00:44:02.135 - Yeah. - That's very low. 00:44:02.223 --> 00:44:04.305 You're just repeating shit I say. 00:44:04.392 --> 00:44:07.259 Ain't that like me? To just repeat things you say. 00:44:07.353 --> 00:44:09.014 - Yes. - I'm ashamed of me. 00:44:09.105 --> 00:44:10.505 'Cause I'm not just cheating on you, 00:44:10.565 --> 00:44:12.584 I'm cheating on myself, and I'm cheating on the people 00:44:12.608 --> 00:44:14.086 that count on me the most. 00:44:14.110 --> 00:44:15.420 Don't do that. Don't do that with your voice. 00:44:15.444 --> 00:44:16.524 You're not crying. 00:44:16.612 --> 00:44:19.069 It's not you, okay? It's 100... 00:44:19.157 --> 00:44:20.818 It's partly you, but it's me. It's... 00:44:20.908 --> 00:44:23.194 No, no, it's me because it's we. 00:44:23.953 --> 00:44:25.068 It's all of us, really. 00:44:25.163 --> 00:44:26.994 What world are we living in, huh? 00:44:27.081 --> 00:44:29.197 We got to get it together as a people. 00:44:29.292 --> 00:44:31.374 We got to stand up! 00:44:31.460 --> 00:44:33.542 And we got to say no! 00:44:33.629 --> 00:44:34.744 To what? 00:44:34.839 --> 00:44:37.080 Temptation, also the temptations. 00:44:37.175 --> 00:44:38.381 If you put temptations on 00:44:38.467 --> 00:44:40.708 when a lady walks through this door, panties drop. 00:44:40.803 --> 00:44:43.670 Larry! Get down here, Larry. I need to talk to you. 00:44:43.764 --> 00:44:45.720 I got to get some things off my chest. 00:44:45.808 --> 00:44:47.494 - Larry? You hiding? - Yeah, he's here. 00:44:47.518 --> 00:44:50.726 - Larry: No, I'm not hiding. - So sorry to interrupt. 00:44:50.813 --> 00:44:53.646 I have some things that I need to get off my chest. 00:44:53.733 --> 00:44:54.768 You know what? 00:44:54.859 --> 00:44:56.044 And all I'm going to say is I walked 00:44:56.068 --> 00:44:57.683 that brown fine line... yeah. 00:44:57.778 --> 00:44:59.393 And it was not worth it, okay? 00:44:59.488 --> 00:45:01.717 That's actually very good for me to hear because I didn't. 00:45:01.741 --> 00:45:03.026 You're welcome. 00:45:03.117 --> 00:45:04.469 And I've sort of regretted it because I felt like 00:45:04.493 --> 00:45:06.324 if I could have held that space for you, 00:45:06.412 --> 00:45:07.822 that butt-play space... 00:45:07.914 --> 00:45:11.657 What we need to do in a time like this is come together. 00:45:11.751 --> 00:45:15.539 Black, white, brown, purple or Asian. 00:45:15.630 --> 00:45:17.166 Puerto rican or Haitian. 00:45:17.256 --> 00:45:19.838 Huh, I don't give a damn if you're from the zulu nation. 00:45:19.926 --> 00:45:21.236 - Oh, my god. - What are you talking about? 00:45:21.260 --> 00:45:22.716 I was... those were, is an amalgam 00:45:22.803 --> 00:45:24.213 of lyrics, from multiple songs. 00:45:24.305 --> 00:45:25.616 I came here to do this, I got to go. 00:45:25.640 --> 00:45:27.075 - Yeah, do it, do it. Get it. - I need an apology. 00:45:27.099 --> 00:45:28.379 You treated me like a side piece. 00:45:28.434 --> 00:45:29.890 You said I was the main piece. 00:45:29.977 --> 00:45:31.330 - Okay, I... - And that trip to Anguilla, 00:45:31.354 --> 00:45:32.915 - you said to my face... - She went to Anguilla. 00:45:32.939 --> 00:45:34.520 You were the one from Anguilla. 00:45:34.607 --> 00:45:37.019 I thought... you're right. You didn't go to Anguilla. 00:45:37.109 --> 00:45:38.895 - Yeah, I know, Larry! - Oh, okay. 00:45:49.330 --> 00:45:51.241 I can't believe you were into that guy. 00:45:51.332 --> 00:45:53.288 I know. 00:45:53.376 --> 00:45:56.038 What can I say, I'm a sucker for compliments. 00:45:56.128 --> 00:45:58.585 And he was, like, strangely good at that, 00:45:58.673 --> 00:46:00.083 and, I don't know, 00:46:01.133 --> 00:46:02.293 hard to come by. 00:46:04.762 --> 00:46:06.423 I compliment you all the time. 00:46:07.515 --> 00:46:09.380 You don't count. 00:46:09.475 --> 00:46:11.011 Young Liza: Stop saying I don't count. 00:46:13.271 --> 00:46:14.636 Okay, let's shake it off. 00:46:22.488 --> 00:46:23.488 Three down. 00:46:24.740 --> 00:46:25.775 Three down. 00:47:18.336 --> 00:47:19.451 - Bless you. - Bless you. 00:47:22.506 --> 00:47:26.419 - Man 1: It's unsanitary. - Man 2: It doesn't matter. 00:47:26.510 --> 00:47:28.125 Man 1: And it encourages racoons. 00:47:28.220 --> 00:47:29.323 Excuse me, ma'am. Can I ask you a question? 00:47:29.347 --> 00:47:30.490 Can I ask you two a question? 00:47:30.514 --> 00:47:31.970 Yeah. Do you think that the garbage 00:47:32.058 --> 00:47:33.548 is going to be collected tomorrow? 00:47:33.642 --> 00:47:34.745 Do you think that the garbage... 00:47:34.769 --> 00:47:35.871 You don't know these people. 00:47:35.895 --> 00:47:37.305 No. 00:47:37.396 --> 00:47:39.596 Yeah, I'm going to say, like, 100% chance of not coming. 00:47:39.648 --> 00:47:41.513 All I ask is that you rinse your recycling. 00:47:41.609 --> 00:47:42.711 You probably rinse your recycling. 00:47:42.735 --> 00:47:43.837 No one does that. Do you do it? 00:47:43.861 --> 00:47:45.943 - Do you rinse it out. - You should. 00:47:46.030 --> 00:47:48.487 Well, I know that I am supposed to, 00:47:48.574 --> 00:47:50.735 but I do have a lot of guilt that I don't. 00:47:50.826 --> 00:47:53.238 Let me tell you something. This is all a big hoax, okay? 00:47:53.329 --> 00:47:54.614 The world is not ending, okay? 00:47:54.705 --> 00:47:56.058 Man 2: Listen to this. Listen to this. 00:47:56.082 --> 00:47:58.368 There is no such thing as "NASA," okay? 00:47:58.459 --> 00:47:59.978 Don't you think they would have come up 00:48:00.002 --> 00:48:01.867 with a better name than "NASA"? 00:48:01.962 --> 00:48:04.169 Okay, you actually believe the animations 00:48:04.256 --> 00:48:05.462 that you see on the news? 00:48:05.549 --> 00:48:07.540 - You think that's real? - It is real. 00:48:07.635 --> 00:48:09.717 Do the math. It's all fake. 00:48:09.804 --> 00:48:11.465 All of that is fake. 00:48:11.555 --> 00:48:12.715 The moon landing was fake. 00:48:12.807 --> 00:48:14.172 The meteor is fake. 00:48:14.266 --> 00:48:15.301 I have a quick question, 00:48:15.393 --> 00:48:16.745 and then we do have to be on our way. 00:48:16.769 --> 00:48:17.849 What? 00:48:17.937 --> 00:48:21.850 So, um, you are, uh, an environmentalist 00:48:21.941 --> 00:48:24.978 who also denies science? 00:48:25.069 --> 00:48:26.109 Man 1: That's right, lady. 00:48:26.153 --> 00:48:29.236 "Science" is bullshit, okay? 00:48:29.323 --> 00:48:30.759 Man 2: I'm also stressed out. Yeah. 00:48:30.783 --> 00:48:32.463 It's an intense day, and emotions run high. 00:48:32.493 --> 00:48:34.013 And, listen, I mean, she had to talk me 00:48:34.078 --> 00:48:35.568 down off a couple of ledges myself. 00:48:35.663 --> 00:48:37.324 I have learned from her today that, 00:48:37.415 --> 00:48:39.997 yeah, it's important to kind of connect, 00:48:40.084 --> 00:48:43.997 since this might be the last moment you can. 00:48:44.088 --> 00:48:45.999 - She's right. It's... - Makes sense. 00:48:46.090 --> 00:48:47.876 Man 2: It's not about this dumb shit. 00:48:47.967 --> 00:48:49.361 Yeah, it's not about, you know, 00:48:49.385 --> 00:48:50.716 who has a better lawn 00:48:50.803 --> 00:48:52.134 or who's recycling. 00:48:52.221 --> 00:48:53.782 Oh, this guy, he loves his lawn, you know. 00:48:53.806 --> 00:48:55.246 - Yeah. - Man 1: What's that supposed 00:48:55.307 --> 00:48:56.368 - to mean? - Oh, you love to get that... 00:48:56.392 --> 00:48:57.802 Excuse me just a second. 00:48:57.893 --> 00:48:59.121 They've created a nice moment and you're shitting on it. 00:48:59.145 --> 00:49:00.330 We're gonna go. We're gonna go. 00:49:00.354 --> 00:49:01.264 Man 1: I'll punch you right in your face. 00:49:01.355 --> 00:49:02.390 Let's fucking fight. 00:49:02.481 --> 00:49:03.708 You're going to kick me in the dick? 00:49:03.732 --> 00:49:04.960 Like you did last year on the fourth of July? 00:49:04.984 --> 00:49:06.711 - That was an accident. - That's a cheap shot. 00:49:06.735 --> 00:49:08.213 - That was an accident. - That was a cheap shot. 00:49:08.237 --> 00:49:09.517 You kicked me right in the dick. 00:49:12.867 --> 00:49:15.028 Young Do you think there's any way he's right? 00:49:15.119 --> 00:49:16.359 About recycling? Yeah. 00:49:16.454 --> 00:49:18.365 You are supposed to wash out the containers. 00:49:18.456 --> 00:49:20.321 Young No, about this being a hoax? 00:49:20.416 --> 00:49:21.643 Like, do you think there's any way... 00:49:21.667 --> 00:49:23.999 No. What? No. 00:49:27.756 --> 00:49:29.337 Eee =r a =r = 00:49:29.425 --> 00:49:30.881 are you scared? 00:49:32.845 --> 00:49:34.176 Of... 00:49:34.263 --> 00:49:37.175 Oh, of, like, the end? 00:49:37.266 --> 00:49:38.756 Yeah, I guess a little. 00:49:38.851 --> 00:49:40.887 Helps to have this party to look forward to. 00:49:40.978 --> 00:49:42.468 Yeah, definitely. 00:49:43.814 --> 00:49:49.854 And the person at the party. 00:49:49.945 --> 00:49:52.025 Can I tell you the thing I'm actually most scared of? 00:49:54.867 --> 00:49:55.867 Mom. 00:50:00.206 --> 00:50:01.867 Young Well... 00:50:01.957 --> 00:50:04.118 Fear is nothing more than an obstacle 00:50:04.210 --> 00:50:06.121 that stands in the way of progress. 00:50:07.588 --> 00:50:09.795 Was that in our quote calendar in high school? 00:50:09.882 --> 00:50:11.338 Young Yeah, November. 00:50:13.302 --> 00:50:18.342 It's just, mom's so intense and stubborn. 00:50:19.391 --> 00:50:20.671 Young That sounds familiar. 00:50:24.271 --> 00:50:25.386 So you'll go? 00:50:28.067 --> 00:50:29.273 I guess. 00:50:29.360 --> 00:50:30.725 "I guess" is not "yes." 00:50:35.199 --> 00:50:36.234 Okay. 00:50:37.952 --> 00:50:38.987 Yes. 00:50:40.079 --> 00:50:41.159 Yes. 00:50:42.957 --> 00:50:44.037 You could've called. 00:50:45.668 --> 00:50:47.704 Wow, I could have called. 00:50:47.795 --> 00:50:48.830 That is so classic. 00:50:48.921 --> 00:50:50.148 Yes, sometime over the last few years, 00:50:50.172 --> 00:50:51.441 there could have been a phone call. 00:50:51.465 --> 00:50:53.025 I'm sorry. Was your phone unserviceable? 00:50:53.050 --> 00:50:54.415 - I tried. - You tried? 00:50:54.510 --> 00:50:56.717 You mean by, like, leaving a voice message, 00:50:56.804 --> 00:50:59.199 one time in which there wasn't even a skeleton of an apology. 00:50:59.223 --> 00:51:02.841 More than once. And anyway, I'm unclear about what I did. 00:51:02.935 --> 00:51:04.220 - You're unclear? - Guys. 00:51:04.311 --> 00:51:06.472 Yes, it's like if I sneeze wrong, you would decide 00:51:06.564 --> 00:51:08.725 it was intentionally positioned to hurt you. 00:51:08.816 --> 00:51:10.335 Okay. Yeah, here we go. This is fun. 00:51:10.359 --> 00:51:12.295 This is when you start to make fun of my being sensitive. 00:51:12.319 --> 00:51:13.354 - Guys. - Like, that's not 00:51:13.445 --> 00:51:14.485 triggering for me, at all. 00:51:14.572 --> 00:51:16.358 I am also incredibly sensitive. 00:51:16.448 --> 00:51:18.188 Okay, yeah. And then make it about yourself. 00:51:18.284 --> 00:51:19.553 And you want to talk about triggering? 00:51:19.577 --> 00:51:22.114 You constantly alluding to my "narcissism"? 00:51:22.204 --> 00:51:24.445 Oh, well, only a narcissist 00:51:24.540 --> 00:51:26.781 would use her own narcissism to make herself... 00:51:26.875 --> 00:51:28.562 That's not even the definition of narcissism. 00:51:28.586 --> 00:51:29.701 This 1s about me. 00:51:29.795 --> 00:51:31.535 Yes, that's more the definition. 00:51:31.630 --> 00:51:33.233 - Oh, my god. You are... - People say narcissism... 00:51:33.257 --> 00:51:36.420 Hey, shut the fuck up! 00:51:37.303 --> 00:51:38.509 Both of you. 00:51:38.596 --> 00:51:40.587 I need my mom. 00:51:40.681 --> 00:51:44.970 And I am trapped inside this grown person who has no idea 00:51:45.060 --> 00:51:47.176 how to ask for what she needs. 00:51:47.271 --> 00:51:49.683 So just please... 00:51:54.236 --> 00:51:55.351 Sorry. 00:51:55.446 --> 00:51:56.652 I'm sorry. 00:51:58.616 --> 00:52:00.572 It's just... 00:52:00.659 --> 00:52:03.526 You know, you came back after all those years, 00:52:03.621 --> 00:52:07.205 and I feel like, I like, took the bait. 00:52:07.291 --> 00:52:09.122 It wasn't bait. You made it very clear 00:52:09.209 --> 00:52:10.540 the damage had been done. 00:52:10.628 --> 00:52:12.869 Okay, so then what? You just completely tap out. 00:52:12.963 --> 00:52:15.124 Wouldn't say I completely tapped out. 00:52:15.215 --> 00:52:18.707 You didn't return her phone calls... twice. 00:52:18.802 --> 00:52:20.417 - Three times. - Three times. 00:52:23.140 --> 00:52:24.220 I didn't? 00:52:33.859 --> 00:52:34.939 I don't know. 00:52:36.153 --> 00:52:37.768 Um... 00:52:39.740 --> 00:52:43.949 I'm not sure I was meant to be a mom. 00:52:46.789 --> 00:52:50.498 It's a really weird thing as a woman to face, 00:52:50.584 --> 00:52:52.825 especially after you've already had a kid. 00:52:55.631 --> 00:53:02.048 But it's... Just not in my bones. 00:53:02.137 --> 00:53:04.924 I thought if I played the role long enough, that it would, 00:53:05.015 --> 00:53:06.971 I don't know, settle in or whatever. 00:53:08.769 --> 00:53:10.430 I was in such a bad place 00:53:10.521 --> 00:53:12.182 when I found out about your dad's... 00:53:14.149 --> 00:53:16.811 All that after a lifetime 00:53:16.902 --> 00:53:19.234 of crippling anxiety and depression, it... 00:53:24.702 --> 00:53:27.193 When I left, it wasn't because I didn't love you. 00:53:29.373 --> 00:53:30.954 I loved you so... 00:53:31.041 --> 00:53:33.407 I love you so... 00:53:38.549 --> 00:53:40.790 But I still always felt like I was failing you, 00:53:40.884 --> 00:53:42.090 like I could never live up, 00:53:42.177 --> 00:53:44.133 like you were better off without me. 00:53:45.180 --> 00:53:46.295 - I wasn't. - I wasn't. 00:53:53.230 --> 00:53:56.267 But I, uh... I get it. 00:53:56.358 --> 00:53:57.393 I mean, I... 00:53:59.987 --> 00:54:01.648 I feel all those feelings, too. 00:54:03.115 --> 00:54:05.527 I mean, not about you, about me. 00:54:09.830 --> 00:54:11.366 I'm sorry. 00:54:13.417 --> 00:54:14.827 Accept her apology. 00:54:16.253 --> 00:54:18.335 I don't know if that was like an actual apology. 00:54:18.422 --> 00:54:20.538 It was more like, "I'm sorry you're also fucked up." 00:54:22.426 --> 00:54:23.541 Was it an apology? 00:54:28.724 --> 00:54:30.214 I accept your apology. 00:54:38.484 --> 00:54:41.942 Your dad reached out today to me on zoom. 00:54:42.029 --> 00:54:43.064 Yeah. 00:54:43.155 --> 00:54:44.515 I think he was trying to apologize. 00:54:45.240 --> 00:54:46.320 I don't know. He was muted. 00:54:46.366 --> 00:54:47.366 Oh, no. 00:54:51.622 --> 00:54:52.702 Do you feel better? 00:54:55.834 --> 00:54:57.199 I feel sad. 00:54:58.462 --> 00:54:59.918 Why? That went so great. 00:55:01.757 --> 00:55:03.372 I know, it's just now I... 00:55:05.177 --> 00:55:06.713 Wish I had more time, you know. 00:55:08.263 --> 00:55:10.675 Okay. We're not getting down in the dumps, all right? 00:55:10.766 --> 00:55:12.302 Best of the night is yet to come. 00:55:13.477 --> 00:55:14.512 Okay. 00:55:14.603 --> 00:55:16.093 So let's just focus on the party. 00:55:16.188 --> 00:55:17.188 Right. 00:55:17.272 --> 00:55:19.308 Party is fun, party is sexy. 00:55:19.399 --> 00:55:21.139 Party is happy. 00:55:21.235 --> 00:55:22.504 Party is fun, 00:55:22.528 --> 00:55:23.813 party is sexy, party is... 00:55:25.948 --> 00:55:27.609 Oh, my god. There he is. Oh, my god, 00:55:27.699 --> 00:55:28.905 - he's coming after us! - What? 00:55:56.520 --> 00:55:57.520 Okay. 00:55:57.604 --> 00:55:58.935 I think we lost him. 00:55:59.022 --> 00:56:00.728 That was insane. 00:56:01.650 --> 00:56:03.481 People are crazy today. 00:56:03.569 --> 00:56:05.150 We gotta get to this party, man. 00:56:05.237 --> 00:56:06.693 - Yeah. - These streets are not safe. 00:56:06.780 --> 00:56:08.361 - Okay. - Okay. 00:56:10.325 --> 00:56:12.407 Let's practice what you're gonna say to Nate. 00:56:12.494 --> 00:56:14.701 "Hey, Nate. It's me Liza." 00:56:14.788 --> 00:56:16.403 Young Why are you saying your name? 00:56:16.498 --> 00:56:18.079 It's not a phone call. 00:56:18.166 --> 00:56:20.908 Okay. So I start, "hey, Nate. What's up, Nate?" 00:56:21.003 --> 00:56:22.105 "What's up, Nate? What's up, Nate?" 00:56:22.129 --> 00:56:23.231 Young Liza: Just... just be cool. 00:56:23.255 --> 00:56:24.440 Just, just, like this. Like... 00:56:24.464 --> 00:56:25.579 What? 00:56:25.674 --> 00:56:28.081 "Sup, Nate?" 00:56:29.469 --> 00:56:30.549 "Sup, Nate?" 00:56:31.471 --> 00:56:32.756 Try it. 00:56:32.848 --> 00:56:34.284 Are you serious? Young No, be serious. 00:56:34.308 --> 00:56:37.345 Okay, okay, okay. "'Sup, Nate?" "'Sup, Nate?" 00:56:37.436 --> 00:56:38.913 - Yeah, that's good. - "You look good tonight." 00:56:38.937 --> 00:56:40.393 Young "I like that shirt." 00:56:40.480 --> 00:56:41.666 "I like that shirt on you." I did like that shirt on him. 00:56:41.690 --> 00:56:42.917 - Young I know. - Oh, my god, Celine. Hi. 00:56:42.941 --> 00:56:44.181 - Hey! - Hey. 00:56:44.276 --> 00:56:46.437 Oh, listen, man, I'm sorry I didn't text you back 00:56:46.528 --> 00:56:47.672 earlier about the outfit thing. 00:56:47.696 --> 00:56:49.527 Celine: Don't even worry about it. 00:56:49.615 --> 00:56:51.384 I can't even remember what I was talking about. 00:56:51.408 --> 00:56:52.773 That feels like it was years ago. 00:56:52.868 --> 00:56:55.575 Is that what you, uh, landed on? For the party? 00:56:55.662 --> 00:56:57.402 Oh, you did not hear. 00:56:57.831 --> 00:56:58.866 Yeah. 00:56:59.291 --> 00:57:00.406 Hear what? 00:57:00.500 --> 00:57:03.412 So I guess Mandy did too much ketamine, 00:57:03.503 --> 00:57:05.869 which the desired amount of ketamine? 00:57:05.964 --> 00:57:08.000 Whatever that is, she did, like, eight times that. 00:57:08.091 --> 00:57:09.376 They found her in a cave. 00:57:09.468 --> 00:57:12.050 Some hikers found her just, like, all by herself. 00:57:12.137 --> 00:57:14.879 Um, she did have a purse, 00:57:14.973 --> 00:57:17.680 and in her purse, there were just two dead rabbits. 00:57:17.768 --> 00:57:19.178 She had written out this, 00:57:19.269 --> 00:57:20.600 you know, manifesto. 00:57:20.687 --> 00:57:22.040 There was, like, red string everywhere, 00:57:22.064 --> 00:57:23.349 trying to find their killer. 00:57:23.440 --> 00:57:25.180 So they airlifted her out of there. 00:57:25.275 --> 00:57:26.481 She actually had, like, 00:57:26.568 --> 00:57:27.670 pretty good sources, too. She had cited it all. 00:57:27.694 --> 00:57:29.014 Not just from, like, the Internet. 00:57:30.030 --> 00:57:31.215 And, like, gone to a library and stuff. 00:57:31.239 --> 00:57:32.854 I personally, I'm kind of, like, 00:57:32.950 --> 00:57:34.590 I'm on board, like, because we're learning 00:57:34.660 --> 00:57:35.803 all sorts of stuff right now. 00:57:35.827 --> 00:57:36.971 Like, they're declassifying crazy shit. 00:57:36.995 --> 00:57:38.110 Did you know that the CIA 00:57:38.205 --> 00:57:40.241 wrote all of Bob Dylan's songs? 00:57:40.332 --> 00:57:43.495 Every one. Every Lyric, every note, the CIA wrote it. 00:57:43.585 --> 00:57:45.371 So, so, so the party? 00:57:45.462 --> 00:57:46.747 Oh, sorry, bleh. 00:57:46.838 --> 00:57:48.669 Long way to say party's off. Yeah, no party. 00:57:48.757 --> 00:57:49.943 Young It's not happening. 00:57:49.967 --> 00:57:51.673 No. No, how could it? 00:57:53.762 --> 00:57:55.252 Oh, you guys are bummed. 00:57:55.347 --> 00:57:56.962 I'm sorry. Um... 00:57:57.057 --> 00:58:00.015 It's okay. It's okay, Celine. 00:58:00.102 --> 00:58:01.217 Um... 00:58:01.311 --> 00:58:02.847 I need to kinda stay, like, 00:58:02.938 --> 00:58:04.474 a little bit more up for today. 00:58:04.564 --> 00:58:06.250 Like, I kinda wanna end things on, like, a high note, 00:58:06.274 --> 00:58:07.585 and you guys are kinda bumming me out. 00:58:07.609 --> 00:58:08.769 But I do really like you 00:58:08.860 --> 00:58:10.046 and I'm sorry, but I have to bounce. 00:58:10.070 --> 00:58:11.070 But I love you. 00:58:11.154 --> 00:58:12.423 You look great, by the way. Okay. 00:58:12.447 --> 00:58:13.562 - Bye. - Bye, guys. 00:58:20.789 --> 00:58:22.154 Hey. 00:58:23.917 --> 00:58:24.952 Hey! 00:58:26.503 --> 00:58:27.583 Hey. 00:58:30.507 --> 00:58:32.088 - Hey, Liza. - Oh, my god. 00:58:32.175 --> 00:58:34.131 - Liza. Liza, look at me. - This is exactly... 00:58:34.219 --> 00:58:36.426 I mean, of course. 00:58:36.513 --> 00:58:39.129 Of course this is how this would... 00:58:40.058 --> 00:58:41.389 - Like... - Okay. 00:58:41.476 --> 00:58:44.263 You are just... You are so fucking naive... 00:58:45.188 --> 00:58:46.394 Hey. 00:58:46.481 --> 00:58:49.393 To think that, like, today could be just not, 00:58:49.484 --> 00:58:52.942 like, a series of soul crushing... 00:58:54.031 --> 00:58:55.271 What it is. 00:58:55.365 --> 00:58:59.153 Like, that I could somehow suddenly just be free. 00:59:00.495 --> 00:59:02.736 - You are free. - I am not free. 00:59:03.957 --> 00:59:05.822 I will never be free. 00:59:05.917 --> 00:59:07.123 You said it yourself. 00:59:07.210 --> 00:59:09.952 I am fucking trapped, man. 00:59:10.047 --> 00:59:11.787 - Okay. - And every time I think I can, 00:59:11.882 --> 00:59:13.213 like, step outside of it... 00:59:13.300 --> 00:59:14.836 Okay, you're making a choice 00:59:14.926 --> 00:59:16.382 - to go down this path. - No. 00:59:16.470 --> 00:59:20.930 No, I made a choice today to not set myself up... 00:59:22.059 --> 00:59:23.174 To be disappointed. 00:59:23.268 --> 00:59:24.758 I make that choice every day, 00:59:24.853 --> 00:59:29.142 and you just can't fucking let me do it. 00:59:29.232 --> 00:59:31.769 'Cause it's a fucking horrible way to live. 00:59:31.860 --> 00:59:34.522 Oh, my god, what do you know? 00:59:34.613 --> 00:59:37.696 To dull life so you never get disappointed? 00:59:37.783 --> 00:59:40.024 Who cares that the party's canceled? 00:59:40.118 --> 00:59:41.358 I do. 00:59:41.453 --> 00:59:42.659 Well, you should grow up. 00:59:42.746 --> 00:59:44.361 You should grow up. 00:59:44.456 --> 00:59:47.289 That's what I've been trying to do. 00:59:47.375 --> 00:59:48.581 - Don't you get it? - Oh, god. 00:59:48.668 --> 00:59:50.078 The rules are really fucking simple. 00:59:50.170 --> 00:59:52.752 I can't grow up unless I have my own feelings, 00:59:52.839 --> 00:59:55.581 but your feelings are so fucking overpowering 00:59:55.675 --> 00:59:58.417 that I can't have any of my own. 00:59:58.512 --> 01:00:01.345 Don't you think I'm upset that the party's canceled? 01:00:01.431 --> 01:00:03.422 I don't know. It's like you're always 01:00:03.517 --> 01:00:05.007 just fucking bright-siding everything. 01:00:05.102 --> 01:00:06.592 I need tonight. 01:00:08.355 --> 01:00:09.970 I need it worse than you do. 01:00:10.065 --> 01:00:11.145 How is that? 01:00:11.775 --> 01:00:13.015 You don't remember? 01:00:13.110 --> 01:00:14.816 When this all started... 01:00:15.904 --> 01:00:18.236 When you were me... 01:00:18.323 --> 01:00:21.861 And life started feeling like it wasn't worth living. 01:00:22.994 --> 01:00:26.031 And every day since, you can't shake it. 01:00:26.748 --> 01:00:28.284 You wanna talk freedom? 01:00:28.375 --> 01:00:29.660 I'm your prisoner, 01:00:29.751 --> 01:00:33.414 and I've been your prisoner this whole fucking time. 01:00:34.923 --> 01:00:36.484 And I thought tonight that... That I could... 01:00:36.508 --> 01:00:37.964 That I could... 01:00:39.344 --> 01:00:40.344 That we could... 01:00:43.723 --> 01:00:44.723 Okay. 01:00:44.766 --> 01:00:47.007 We can still find Nate. 01:00:47.102 --> 01:00:49.218 And we can still make something happen. 01:00:49.312 --> 01:00:50.312 No. 01:00:51.731 --> 01:00:53.642 Liza, please. 01:00:54.985 --> 01:00:56.350 Please. 01:00:58.405 --> 01:00:59.690 I am alone. 01:01:01.992 --> 01:01:03.857 The universe just keeps telling me... 01:01:06.329 --> 01:01:08.911 I am meant to be alone. 01:01:08.999 --> 01:01:10.830 But you're not alone. You have me. 01:01:10.917 --> 01:01:12.202 But you don't count. 01:01:12.294 --> 01:01:15.582 Why do you keep saying that? 01:01:16.840 --> 01:01:18.705 I do count! 01:01:18.800 --> 01:01:21.792 I do count, okay? 01:01:21.887 --> 01:01:26.506 All your life, you've been licking your fucking wounds. 01:01:26.600 --> 01:01:30.434 You haven't realized that I'm the biggest wound of all. 01:01:36.818 --> 01:01:38.228 I can't do this. 01:01:42.324 --> 01:01:43.359 Liza. 01:01:47.454 --> 01:01:48.489 Liza! 01:03:38.189 --> 01:03:39.189 Man: Hey! 01:03:39.274 --> 01:03:40.309 Hey, you! Hey! 01:03:41.151 --> 01:03:42.766 - That's my bike. - Shit! 01:03:42.861 --> 01:03:45.147 - The fuck are you doing? - I'm sorry. 01:03:45.238 --> 01:03:46.978 Why you gotta go and steal my bike? 01:03:47.073 --> 01:03:48.483 I'm so sorry. I didn't... 01:03:48.575 --> 01:03:50.511 I didn't realize it belonged to anyone. There was a sign. 01:03:50.535 --> 01:03:52.617 Yes, I left it on the side of the road with a sign 01:03:52.704 --> 01:03:55.070 because I did a scavenger hunt for my girlfriend. 01:03:55.832 --> 01:03:57.413 Oh, fuck. 01:03:57.500 --> 01:03:58.706 It was supposed to lead her 01:03:58.793 --> 01:04:00.033 to the place that we first met. 01:04:00.086 --> 01:04:01.371 Is it too late? What? Where? 01:04:01.463 --> 01:04:03.454 Could you still go? Like, where was it? 01:04:03.548 --> 01:04:04.583 Cheetah's. 01:04:05.842 --> 01:04:07.582 The... the strip club? 01:04:07.677 --> 01:04:09.042 Yes, the strip club. 01:04:09.137 --> 01:04:10.627 Oh, is... Is she, like, a dancer? 01:04:10.722 --> 01:04:12.303 No, she's not a dancer. 01:04:12.390 --> 01:04:14.051 She's an interior designer. 01:04:14.142 --> 01:04:15.632 Ah. 01:04:15.727 --> 01:04:17.012 Of strip clubs. 01:04:17.103 --> 01:04:19.014 - Really? - Yes, really. 01:04:19.105 --> 01:04:20.745 Wow, I didn't realize that was, like, a... 01:04:21.941 --> 01:04:23.681 Yeah, she's really well known. 01:04:23.777 --> 01:04:25.392 I'm super fucking proud of her. 01:04:25.487 --> 01:04:27.068 She's really made a name for herself. 01:04:27.155 --> 01:04:28.361 Sorry. 01:04:28.448 --> 01:04:29.759 Really romantic evening planned, too, 01:04:29.783 --> 01:04:31.819 but I'm not gonna have it now 01:04:31.910 --> 01:04:33.446 'cause I have no idea where she is. 01:04:36.414 --> 01:04:37.699 I lost someone, too. 01:04:38.875 --> 01:04:40.661 So, I... I feel your pain. 01:04:41.503 --> 01:04:43.664 Yeah? Yeah. 01:04:43.755 --> 01:04:44.790 Who'd you lose? 01:04:45.924 --> 01:04:47.255 My, uh... 01:04:48.468 --> 01:04:50.800 Myself, I guess. 01:04:51.805 --> 01:04:53.887 Oh, wow. 01:04:53.973 --> 01:04:58.262 It's like an existential scavenger hunt for your soul. 01:04:59.354 --> 01:05:00.594 Yeah, I guess. 01:05:00.688 --> 01:05:01.803 Oh, I dig that. 01:05:01.898 --> 01:05:04.560 Listen, I'm really sorry again, and, um... 01:05:04.651 --> 01:05:05.795 - No, it's all right. - You know, it's all yours. 01:05:05.819 --> 01:05:07.150 I mean, it's literally yours. 01:05:07.237 --> 01:05:10.400 But, it's, now, also, uh, physically yours and, um... 01:05:10.490 --> 01:05:11.855 Hey, keep looking for her, man. 01:05:11.950 --> 01:05:13.656 Yeah, I will and, and keep, 01:05:13.743 --> 01:05:15.449 you know, looking for yourself, too. 01:05:15.537 --> 01:05:16.822 Thanks. Yeah. 01:05:21.334 --> 01:05:23.074 Oh, shit, she just dropped a pin. 01:05:23.169 --> 01:05:24.169 Huh! 01:05:46.359 --> 01:05:47.895 I think... You know, I'm not there. 01:05:47.986 --> 01:05:48.986 I can get there. 01:05:52.198 --> 01:05:54.234 - Get out of me. - You're laughing. 01:05:56.870 --> 01:05:57.985 Ah, hello. 01:05:58.079 --> 01:05:59.660 - Oh, hi, hi. - Hi. 01:05:59.747 --> 01:06:01.032 Hi, so sorry, I, uh... 01:06:01.124 --> 01:06:02.726 I thought I heard crying and it sounded like, uh... 01:06:02.750 --> 01:06:03.910 Man: Yeah. Woman: You did. 01:06:04.002 --> 01:06:05.646 I'm looking for someone else and it sounded... 01:06:05.670 --> 01:06:06.876 Sounded like her for a moment. 01:06:06.963 --> 01:06:08.544 - Oh. - Sorry. 01:06:08.631 --> 01:06:11.168 - Man: No, it's okay... - Woman: Hey, don't go, stay. 01:06:11.259 --> 01:06:12.590 - No, it's... - Come on in. 01:06:12.677 --> 01:06:14.447 We're actually, you know, what we're doing right now, 01:06:14.471 --> 01:06:16.883 is we're opening up our heart shakers. It's like a... 01:06:16.973 --> 01:06:18.088 Well, our chakras. 01:06:18.183 --> 01:06:19.514 - Our heart chakras. - Chakra... 01:06:19.601 --> 01:06:21.432 I did not want to do it, but... 01:06:21.519 --> 01:06:22.804 You do, though, now. 01:06:22.896 --> 01:06:24.261 Yeah, now, I'm enjoying it. Yeah. 01:06:24.355 --> 01:06:25.720 I didn't wanna do it, but... 01:06:25.815 --> 01:06:28.352 It's actually really, kind of, a healing, opening... 01:06:28.443 --> 01:06:29.933 It's kind of good to do it right now. 01:06:30.028 --> 01:06:31.748 Woman: Yeah, it so nice to just like open up 01:06:31.821 --> 01:06:33.527 with our feelings and... 01:06:33.615 --> 01:06:35.105 We do affirmations... yeah. 01:06:35.200 --> 01:06:36.485 Where we sort of shout things 01:06:36.576 --> 01:06:38.032 that we like about each other. Feet! 01:06:38.620 --> 01:06:39.655 Aw. 01:06:39.746 --> 01:06:40.973 Right? It's nice for them and it feels 01:06:40.997 --> 01:06:42.266 good just to let it flow out of ya. 01:06:42.290 --> 01:06:43.405 - Oral sex. - Ah... 01:06:44.334 --> 01:06:45.334 Thank you. 01:06:45.418 --> 01:06:46.908 Yeah. Well, thank you. Yeah. 01:06:47.003 --> 01:06:48.539 Well, that... that's beautiful. 01:06:48.630 --> 01:06:52.748 Um, really, and I support you in what you're doing today, 01:06:52.842 --> 01:06:54.069 but I think I should probably... 01:06:54.093 --> 01:06:55.173 Oh, we could do you. 01:06:55.261 --> 01:06:56.363 Man: I mean, yeah, that might feel good. 01:06:56.387 --> 01:06:58.423 Eyeballs! You got nice eyes. 01:06:58.515 --> 01:07:03.054 Yeah, and your skin is tight and glistening. 01:07:03.144 --> 01:07:04.580 You got a healthy regimen goin' there, 01:07:04.604 --> 01:07:05.935 for sure, absolutely. 01:07:06.022 --> 01:07:07.512 The bondage straps are cool. 01:07:07.607 --> 01:07:08.972 Oh, yes. 01:07:09.067 --> 01:07:10.419 - That's a groovy thing there. - Those are really good. 01:07:10.443 --> 01:07:12.104 - Bold choice. - Are you done with those? 01:07:12.195 --> 01:07:13.935 Oh, no, this is just a backpack. 01:07:14.030 --> 01:07:15.270 On. 01:07:15.365 --> 01:07:17.071 You could probably still use it. 01:07:17.158 --> 01:07:18.193 I think so. 01:07:18.284 --> 01:07:19.694 Chop it up and use it that way 01:07:19.786 --> 01:07:21.196 if you wanted, you know. Yeah. 01:07:21.287 --> 01:07:23.323 Just hog-tie kind of a thing. 01:07:23.414 --> 01:07:24.850 Man: You wanted to get funky with it. 01:07:24.874 --> 01:07:29.117 Um, anyway, that actually did feel really nice, 01:07:29.212 --> 01:07:31.203 so, thank you, but, um, 01:07:31.297 --> 01:07:34.084 I think I have to get back to looking, um, for her. 01:07:34.175 --> 01:07:35.277 Yeah, actually, you know what, 01:07:35.301 --> 01:07:36.445 if you're looking for something, 01:07:36.469 --> 01:07:38.050 can I just tell you a real quick story? 01:07:38.137 --> 01:07:39.877 I lost a pair of shoes once, 01:07:39.973 --> 01:07:42.589 and I looked around everywhere for these shoes. 01:07:42.684 --> 01:07:45.221 I was really broken up about it because... 01:07:45.311 --> 01:07:46.926 I loved these shoes 01:07:47.021 --> 01:07:48.602 and they were, like, a part of me. 01:07:48.690 --> 01:07:50.351 I actually cried. You know it was like... 01:07:50.441 --> 01:07:52.727 A... a piece of me was missing. 01:07:52.819 --> 01:07:54.059 I looked everywhere for them. 01:07:54.153 --> 01:07:57.020 I couldn't find them and then, ultimately, 01:07:57.115 --> 01:08:00.357 I did find them in the strangest of places. 01:08:00.451 --> 01:08:02.817 They... they were on my bed... 01:08:02.912 --> 01:08:04.402 Because they were on my feet. 01:08:04.497 --> 01:08:05.953 I was lying in bed wearing my shoes. 01:08:06.708 --> 01:08:08.073 And... 01:08:09.711 --> 01:08:11.793 It made me realize, okay, 01:08:11.879 --> 01:08:15.371 why confine shoes to just like an outdoor thing? 01:08:15.466 --> 01:08:16.751 They could be indoors. 01:08:16.843 --> 01:08:20.506 They could be in bed where shoes feel most free. 01:08:20.597 --> 01:08:22.462 You know, most comfortable. 01:08:22.557 --> 01:08:23.557 Best of luck. 01:08:23.641 --> 01:08:26.132 That's a story about shoes. 01:08:26.227 --> 01:08:28.092 You said they... They feel most free. 01:08:28.187 --> 01:08:29.643 Man: Mm. 01:08:29.731 --> 01:08:31.062 Yes, oh, my god. 01:08:31.149 --> 01:08:32.434 I think I just... 01:08:32.525 --> 01:08:35.187 I think I might have just figured out where she is. 01:08:35.278 --> 01:08:36.609 - Oh, yeah? - Because of us? 01:08:36.696 --> 01:08:37.856 - Yeah. - Okay. See? 01:08:37.947 --> 01:08:39.778 - That's amazing. - Thank you so much. 01:08:39.866 --> 01:08:40.926 - Man: Okay. - Thank you. 01:08:40.950 --> 01:08:42.736 - Okay. God speed. - Ah, man. 01:08:44.704 --> 01:08:47.161 I am tripping balls right now. 01:08:47.248 --> 01:08:48.579 Yeah. Yeah. 01:08:48.666 --> 01:08:49.746 Like... 01:08:49.834 --> 01:08:51.040 Like super high. 01:08:54.464 --> 01:08:55.749 Hey, was someone just here? 01:08:57.925 --> 01:08:59.040 I don't think so. 01:09:00.428 --> 01:09:01.463 Okay. 01:09:42.178 --> 01:09:45.090 I love the way you look at me. 01:09:49.644 --> 01:09:51.555 How your eyes get, like, so big. 01:09:54.190 --> 01:09:55.646 And your lip kind of curls 01:09:55.733 --> 01:09:57.769 when you think I'm about say something funny. 01:10:02.990 --> 01:10:04.981 How you laugh with your whole body. 01:10:06.494 --> 01:10:08.701 How no one has taken that from you yet. 01:10:09.789 --> 01:10:12.326 Made you feel embarrassed or... 01:10:13.960 --> 01:10:15.291 Like it's uncool. 01:10:19.257 --> 01:10:21.213 I love how weird your walk is. 01:10:21.300 --> 01:10:22.790 Man, like... 01:10:22.885 --> 01:10:25.627 How big the steps you take are. 01:10:25.722 --> 01:10:28.589 Like you have no uncertainty that you'll get there. 01:10:31.060 --> 01:10:34.769 How you just keep showing up every day. 01:10:34.856 --> 01:10:37.893 To tell me to keep going even when I don't know how to. 01:10:44.157 --> 01:10:46.523 I have never been loved by anyone 01:10:47.410 --> 01:10:49.116 the way you have loved me. 01:10:51.914 --> 01:10:53.324 And I am so sorry... 01:10:55.585 --> 01:10:57.951 That I haven't known how to love you back. 01:11:03.760 --> 01:11:05.296 When I say you don't count, 01:11:05.386 --> 01:11:07.718 I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to me. 01:11:10.349 --> 01:11:12.465 I always forget that... 01:11:12.560 --> 01:11:13.925 It's the same thing. 01:11:16.022 --> 01:11:17.182 You do count. 01:11:19.567 --> 01:11:21.353 You count more than anyone. 01:11:23.196 --> 01:11:24.402 You count more than me. 01:11:29.202 --> 01:11:30.202 No, I don't. 01:11:32.121 --> 01:11:33.121 You do. 01:11:34.874 --> 01:11:37.160 I need you to know that you do. 01:11:37.251 --> 01:11:39.537 For me to count, you have to count, too. 01:11:48.095 --> 01:11:49.095 Okay? 01:11:54.519 --> 01:11:55.634 Okay. 01:12:09.200 --> 01:12:10.485 You think I walk weird? 01:12:12.286 --> 01:12:13.571 That's your takeaway? 01:12:14.997 --> 01:12:16.908 I'm just fucking with you. 01:12:20.837 --> 01:12:22.043 I love you, Liza. 01:12:24.340 --> 01:12:25.625 I love you, Liza. 01:12:34.433 --> 01:12:35.798 Hey, how did you get here, anyway? 01:12:40.690 --> 01:12:41.850 This is John. 01:12:41.941 --> 01:12:44.478 Hi, I'm John. I stole your car. 01:12:44.569 --> 01:12:47.936 It feels really good to get that out, I gotta say. 01:12:48.030 --> 01:12:51.898 I just, uh... 01:12:51.993 --> 01:12:53.713 Sorry, I didn't want the last thing on earth 01:12:55.246 --> 01:12:56.890 I wanted... I wanted it to be a positive thing, 01:12:56.914 --> 01:12:58.450 you know, for me, so... 01:12:58.541 --> 01:13:00.060 You know, I don't know if you have noticed this, 01:13:00.084 --> 01:13:02.020 but I've been trying all day, I've been following you. 01:13:02.044 --> 01:13:03.625 Yeah, no, we did notice. 01:13:03.713 --> 01:13:04.998 Yeah. 01:13:05.089 --> 01:13:08.627 Yeah, I'm not really like, uh, an outdoors person. 01:13:08.718 --> 01:13:10.083 I'm more of an indoors person. 01:13:10.177 --> 01:13:12.418 I spent my... All my time indoors, 01:13:12.513 --> 01:13:14.720 you know, except when I'm, like, stealing stuff. 01:13:14.807 --> 01:13:16.297 Which is, like, every day. 01:13:16.392 --> 01:13:18.223 - Really? - Cool. 01:13:18.311 --> 01:13:20.427 I didn't always wanna lead a life of crime. 01:13:20.521 --> 01:13:22.481 I've actually got a pretty interesting back story. 01:13:22.565 --> 01:13:24.146 It's a very interesting story. 01:13:24.233 --> 01:13:25.973 I used to wanna do musicals. 01:13:26.068 --> 01:13:27.933 And I could do it, you know what I mean? 01:13:28.029 --> 01:13:29.269 'Cause I can sing, you know? 01:13:29.363 --> 01:13:30.899 Like, I can sing. 01:13:30.990 --> 01:13:36.451 Judas, I love you, Judas 01:13:36.537 --> 01:13:39.700 how could you betray me? 01:13:39.790 --> 01:13:41.701 You know? Ah, I should have done musicals. 01:13:41.792 --> 01:13:42.827 Um... 01:13:44.086 --> 01:13:45.451 Are you going to Mandy's party? 01:13:46.672 --> 01:13:47.832 What, you're going? 01:13:47.924 --> 01:13:49.109 I thought it wasn't happening. 01:13:49.133 --> 01:13:50.418 No, I have it on good authority 01:13:50.509 --> 01:13:53.125 that it's very much now happening again, so... 01:13:53.220 --> 01:13:54.801 I can give you a ride. 01:13:54.889 --> 01:13:57.221 - It's my car, man. - Yes, this is your car. 01:13:57.308 --> 01:13:59.219 Um, can I actually get a ride back to my house? 01:13:59.310 --> 01:14:01.392 I got a house full of wild animals. 01:14:01.479 --> 01:14:02.599 You know? It's a long story. 01:14:02.688 --> 01:14:04.178 That's a whole story in and of itself, 01:14:04.273 --> 01:14:07.356 but, uh, they are not... "Domesticated." 01:14:07.443 --> 01:14:09.684 I mean, do you want to drive or you want me to drive? 01:14:09.779 --> 01:14:11.064 You know what? 01:14:11.155 --> 01:14:12.755 Actually, you drive. I've had a long day. 01:14:13.491 --> 01:14:15.197 Oh, my god. 01:14:15.284 --> 01:14:18.902 Am I making sense? Because here's the deal. 01:14:18.996 --> 01:14:21.078 Solids aren't solid, hard isn't hard 01:14:21.165 --> 01:14:22.450 unless you allow it be hard. 01:14:22.541 --> 01:14:24.452 You enter a negotiation. 01:14:24.543 --> 01:14:28.411 That's when I realized that I could chew through metal 01:14:28.506 --> 01:14:30.121 because I didn't allow the metal 01:14:30.216 --> 01:14:31.831 to have power over me. 01:14:31.926 --> 01:14:33.336 Do you know what I'm saying? 01:14:33.427 --> 01:14:36.009 Okay? So, it's psycho... I know. 01:14:36.097 --> 01:14:37.282 Okay, it's a lot. It's a lot to handle, 01:14:37.306 --> 01:14:38.421 it's a lot to process. 01:14:38.516 --> 01:14:39.551 Just think about it. 01:14:39.642 --> 01:14:42.133 Hi, baby, how's it going? “Wow. 01:14:42.228 --> 01:14:43.468 Rhinestone cowgirl 01:14:43.562 --> 01:14:44.972 - oh, you look amazing. - I know. 01:14:45.064 --> 01:14:46.725 Are you... you're good? 01:14:46.816 --> 01:14:48.352 - Yes, yes. - Oh, okay. 01:14:48.442 --> 01:14:50.057 - Are you okay? - Oh, I'm fine. 01:14:50.152 --> 01:14:52.859 Yeah, we had just heard, um, that you might have, um... 01:14:54.365 --> 01:14:56.105 - There's a rumor... - Well, you... 01:14:56.200 --> 01:14:58.691 - But you look great. - I know. 01:14:58.786 --> 01:15:00.026 Keta-who 01:15:00.121 --> 01:15:01.577 keta-what 01:15:01.664 --> 01:15:03.245 keta-who 01:15:03.332 --> 01:15:04.742 keta-what 01:15:04.834 --> 01:15:06.495 keta-where 01:15:06.585 --> 01:15:08.325 - right here. In there. - Right here. 01:15:08.421 --> 01:15:09.501 He had some ketamine, too. 01:15:09.588 --> 01:15:11.249 We guys smoked it and snorted it. 01:15:11.340 --> 01:15:13.672 The thing is, your friends are not cool, 01:15:13.759 --> 01:15:15.044 they're really bumming me out. 01:15:15.136 --> 01:15:16.592 I mean, for real. 01:15:16.679 --> 01:15:18.657 Like, these people are just fucking bumming me out, dude. 01:15:18.681 --> 01:15:21.388 I mean, the facts are it's a wrap. 01:15:21.475 --> 01:15:23.011 And I'm celebrating tonight, 01:15:23.102 --> 01:15:24.967 because I should've been dead a long time ago. 01:15:25.062 --> 01:15:26.623 - Dude. Oh, that I'd... - I mean, for real. 01:15:26.647 --> 01:15:28.137 Whoa, whoa, whoa. 01:15:28.232 --> 01:15:29.563 You know what I'm saying? 01:15:29.650 --> 01:15:31.503 Yeah, I've read... I've read lots of things about you. 01:15:31.527 --> 01:15:33.108 You know where we met? “Where? 01:15:33.195 --> 01:15:35.257 - Tiktok, don't stop - Tiktok, tiktok, tiktok... 01:15:35.281 --> 01:15:37.067 You met on tiktok. 01:15:37.158 --> 01:15:40.571 Wow, that's like a whole new meet cute. 01:15:41.787 --> 01:15:44.369 We have decided, as a team, 01:15:44.457 --> 01:15:47.870 that we are going to get pregnant tonight 01:15:51.172 --> 01:15:53.959 through the portal that we're about to all cross through... 01:15:54.050 --> 01:15:55.665 Stop saying you're gonna die. 01:15:55.760 --> 01:15:57.466 After I put it in her port-hole. 01:15:57.553 --> 01:15:59.464 Negat... the front one. Yeah. 01:15:59.555 --> 01:16:01.671 We do need to copulate. 01:16:01.766 --> 01:16:03.097 So, we'll go and we'll be back. 01:16:03.184 --> 01:16:04.640 - Make yourself at home. - All right. 01:16:04.727 --> 01:16:06.246 - Have fun! Do you want this? - Copy, copy. 01:16:06.270 --> 01:16:07.305 - I'm good. - Okay. 01:16:07.396 --> 01:16:08.602 - Take care. - Let's go. 01:16:08.689 --> 01:16:10.270 Okay, bye-bye. 01:16:18.282 --> 01:16:19.692 Ah, okay. 01:16:24.038 --> 01:16:25.278 Uh, hi. 01:16:25.372 --> 01:16:26.452 Hi. 01:16:26.540 --> 01:16:28.246 - You came. - I did, yeah. 01:16:32.922 --> 01:16:34.378 Nate, I, um... 01:16:37.927 --> 01:16:39.042 Listen, I've been meaning 01:16:39.136 --> 01:16:40.672 to tell you something for a long time. 01:16:43.974 --> 01:16:44.974 Okay. 01:16:48.729 --> 01:16:50.219 You have my... 01:16:50.314 --> 01:16:51.583 Favorite sweatshirt still? What? 01:16:51.607 --> 01:16:53.063 No. 01:16:53.150 --> 01:16:55.186 I mean, I actually do have 01:16:55.277 --> 01:16:57.233 your sweatshirt still. 01:16:57.321 --> 01:16:58.924 I would say I'd get it back to you, but... 01:16:58.948 --> 01:17:00.529 Yeah. 01:17:01.492 --> 01:17:02.527 Nate, I... 01:17:06.997 --> 01:17:08.203 I love you. 01:17:11.252 --> 01:17:12.617 I've always loved you. 01:17:13.712 --> 01:17:14.712 And I'm... 01:17:16.674 --> 01:17:18.790 I guess, I'm just not great at... 01:17:19.927 --> 01:17:22.134 Well... um... 01:17:23.097 --> 01:17:24.097 Nobody is. 01:17:25.099 --> 01:17:26.099 You are. 01:17:27.768 --> 01:17:29.099 You were 01:17:29.186 --> 01:17:33.475 and I wasn't able to receive it 01:17:33.566 --> 01:17:37.605 and I'm... Really, I'm so sorry... 01:17:37.695 --> 01:17:39.105 Nah. 01:17:39.196 --> 01:17:40.902 - That I hurt you. I... - It's okay. 01:17:40.990 --> 01:17:42.070 No, it's not. 01:17:42.158 --> 01:17:43.238 - It's really not... - No... 01:17:43.325 --> 01:17:46.533 I mean, it... it sucked, it hurt, but... 01:17:48.873 --> 01:17:50.329 It means a lot to, uh... 01:17:51.792 --> 01:17:53.453 To hear that from you right now. 01:17:55.838 --> 01:17:56.838 'Cause I love you. 01:17:59.300 --> 01:18:01.086 And I never stopped loving you. 01:18:05.014 --> 01:18:06.049 Damn. 01:18:06.140 --> 01:18:07.220 Me, too. 01:18:08.893 --> 01:18:10.303 Really? 01:18:11.187 --> 01:18:12.187 Really. 01:18:14.690 --> 01:18:15.690 Damn. 01:18:15.774 --> 01:18:18.231 What could've been. 01:18:18.319 --> 01:18:19.900 Yeah, if only. 01:18:19.987 --> 01:18:21.667 If you hadn't fucked it up. 01:18:21.697 --> 01:18:24.359 I know, man. I'm a fucking idiot. 01:18:24.450 --> 01:18:25.450 You are. 01:18:34.168 --> 01:18:35.168 I have an idea. 01:18:35.252 --> 01:18:36.287 Okay. 01:18:39.381 --> 01:18:41.872 What if we don't ruin it? 01:18:41.967 --> 01:18:44.253 You mean, just, like, leave it at that? 01:18:45.429 --> 01:18:46.509 Yeah. 01:18:48.057 --> 01:18:49.547 Pick it up in the next one. 01:18:49.642 --> 01:18:50.927 God, I hope so. 01:18:54.480 --> 01:18:55.480 Yeah. 01:18:59.693 --> 01:19:01.775 Hey, you, um, gonna go inside or... 01:19:02.905 --> 01:19:03.905 Um... 01:19:09.370 --> 01:19:10.906 No, I think I'm gonna go home. 01:19:13.123 --> 01:19:15.079 You gonna be okay by yourself tonight, Liza? 01:19:17.544 --> 01:19:18.624 I won't be. 01:19:50.995 --> 01:19:52.030 Ready? 01:19:55.040 --> 01:19:56.075 Yeah. 01:19:58.043 --> 01:19:59.043 You? 01:20:02.381 --> 01:20:03.381 Yeah. 01:20:03.405 --> 01:20:23.405 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.