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Madam, it's so wonderful to see you.

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Welcome home from the hospital.

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Jenny, this is Mrs Cordoza.

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Yes.

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Thank you.

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I'll show you to your room, madam.

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[Mrs Cordoza]
Everything is just as you like it.

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[sirens wailing, faint]

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[sirens wailing, fades]

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I'm so happy to have you back home.

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Goodnight, dear Jenny.

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Goodnight, Lawrence.

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Larry.

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You call me Larry.

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Larry.

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[moans]

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[man] Hey.

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[moans]

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Hey. [grunts]

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Oh, hey. Um...

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-Fancy seeing you here. [chuckles]
-[man chuckles]

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[yawns]

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I actually have to
sort of start getting ready for work,

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so might have to ask you to, um...

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If you don't mind.

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This is, actually, my flat. So...

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Oh, shit. Um...

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Well, in that case, at ease, monsieur.

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No problemo.

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I'd love to see you again. As in, um...

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I had a really great time last night.

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Um, well...

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-The thing is, Rob, I'm just--
-My name's not Rob.

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-Andrew.
-Andrew...

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um, I actually-- I just sort of
came out of quite a...

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straight up soul-destroying--

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So, thank you, for--

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I'm just saying
I could give you my number.

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Or you could not.

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And we could avoid the whole, you know,
me feeling guilty, never calling you back.

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You feeling dejected,
never hearing from me again.

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I feel so used.

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You know what, Rob, welcome to my world.

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Name's not Rob.

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Andrew.

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Fuck. Sorry.

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Well... Andrew.

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It's been very nice meeting you,

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and you have a lovely day.

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-[upbeat pop song playing]
-Bye.

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-Ellie?
-Yes. Yes.

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[woman] ♪ Try to withdraw completely ♪

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♪ Damn
You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪

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♪ One thing's for sure
I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪

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♪ And I'm not interested
In what you think is best I

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♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

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♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

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♪ I'm on my knees

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♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

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How's it going?

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[song fades]

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-Staff meeting in five.
-[Ellie] Nick?

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-Nick.
-I'm not talking to you, Ellie,

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because talking to you is only going to
involve me losing my shit.

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What did I do?

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Yeah, I get it.
You've had a shit year, Ellie.

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But it is just not cool
to so flagrantly disrespect us.

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What are you talking about?

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[woman] You abandoned us
last night. Again.

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We heard you went off with
some random guy at the bar.

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How do you think
that's supposed to make us feel?

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-All right, I'm sorry.
-And on my birthday.

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I'm really sorry. Nick.

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I'm serious.

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Are you stressed? You seem stressed.

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Mary Ellen died and Janet wants a feature.
There are not enough hours in the day.

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-When?
-This Sunday's edition.

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-No, when did she die?
-A couple of days ago.

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-That's so sad. How?
-Yeah. Old age.

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God, I really wanna die that way.

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Look, why don't I take this one?

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I've got about two hours left
on this polish

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and then my schedule is wide open.

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Okay?

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Okay, okay.

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Consider your load
officially lightened, my friend.

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-Morning, everyone.
-[all] Morning.

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How are we all?

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- I feel good.
-Great.

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[elevator bell dings]

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-Hi.
-Hi.

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How you doing?

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Good, thanks.

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I'm writing a feature on the paper's
longest-serving women's editor.

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-She just died.
-Yeah?

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Uh-- Oh, no. Yeah. No.

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It's my understanding

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she donated her entire collection
of writings to the archives--

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What time was your appointment? Sorry.

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No. Sorry. I, um-- I work here.

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Yeah. No. The thing is, you--
you still need to make an appointment.

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-We don't just let people in the archive.
-Even for staff? Even though I work here?

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Yeah. No. Sorry.

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So if you go online,
you can find our online catalogue

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and then decide
whatever it is you want to view.

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But I've done it a million times before.
And literally--

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And then either myself
or someone from the archive team

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readies your documents.

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In which case, I would love
to make an appointment, please.

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Appointments have to be made online,
through our--

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Seriously?

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-Online portal.
-Online portal.

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You know what?

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Thanks so much for all your help today,

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and I will see you again sometime soon.

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[elevator bell dings]

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[miaows]

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[vehicle doors closing]

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[engine starts]

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[miaows]

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[woman] Wish I could lose my memory.

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I'd run off into the sunset and forget
I ever married Francis in the first place.

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[chuckles]

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[Jennifer] Do you know how it happened?
Where I was going?

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Larry says you were out running errands.

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-Mmm.
-Beyond that, I'm sorry, I don't.

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So you really don't remember anything?

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I remember in gaps.

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I don't know how I'm meant to behave.
I don't know...

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I don't know how I felt about my life.

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I don't...

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All right, darling. I'll fill you in.

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You're lovely...

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and funny...

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and full of joie de vivre.

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You have the perfect life,

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the cleverest best friend,

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the rich, handsome husband,
who adores you.

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Do you know why we don't have children?

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He's away an awful lot, your husband.

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It's one of the reasons
I've always been horribly envious of you.

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Oh, you'll be fine, darling.

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In the meantime, try to have fun tonight.

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Yeah.

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[woman] I don't believe it.
Harold Wilson? The Harold Wilson?

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-The very same.
-[woman laughs]

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Well, please tell me
he took you somewhere scrumptious.

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-La Ritz.
-[guests gasping]

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[Lawrence] Yeah.

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[fading] His favourite place to holiday
is the Scilly Isles. He adores seafood.

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He feels that the party now has a chance
of gaining a larger majority.

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[woman] Gentlemen, gentlemen,
this is all very well and good,

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but what we really want to know is,

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what does the prime minister
like for dessert?

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[guests laughing]

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Darling, I think that's enough.

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-But it's just my second--
-Doctor's orders.

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Just water.

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[woman 2] Speaking of which,
you really don't remember anything?

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-Anne.
-What?

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[man] How about some coffee? Anyone?

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-[woman] Yes, please.
-[guests chattering, laughing]

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[elevator bell dings]

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Hi.

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-Hi.
-How are you doing?

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-Mm-hmm. You?
-Phenomenal.

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Everything's ready for you
in the reading room.

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Mmm!

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Spectacular.

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But, sorry, we don't allow food or drink.

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Oh.

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Mmm.

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Right this way.

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So, this is everything from about '65
up until around '86, '87.

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These are her actual notebooks?

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Yeah, they should be. Yeah.

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Thanks.

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Um, I just wanted to say, quickly,

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I really enjoyed your feature
on starter marriages

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and all the online dating stuff.

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-Oh, yeah?
-Yeah, yeah.

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The bit about, you know, the difference
between passionate and companionate love?

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I never really thought of it
like that before.

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Thanks.

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That gives me a warm, gooey feeling,

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knowing my unadulterated misery
has finally been put to good use.

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[chuckles]

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So, how does someone like you end up
making their living as an archivist?

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I studied art history, actually.

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And went on to do a postgrad
in records management, but--

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And at that point, I sort of realized,

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I sort of enjoy categorizing stuff,
oddly enough.

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[voice fading]
And people think it's a bit odd...

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[man's voice] "My dearest and only love,

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I know you're frightened,

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but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before,

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and can assure you
that I never will again.

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I know I will never be satisfied
with just a part of you.

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And for that reason,

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I'm going to take the job in New York.

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I'll be on platform two, Marylebone,
Friday, at 7:15 p.m.

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Come with me, darling.

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Spare him a life half-lived,
a marriage of convenience.

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More importantly, spare yourself.

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Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

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Yes, it is scary,
but I believe living a lie is worse."

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[Ellie's voice]
"We could be happy. So happy.

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Know that you hold my heart, my hopes,
in your hands.

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Your Boot.”

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...historical materials.
I think it's actually an undervalued--

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-Look at this.
-Hmm?

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Uh, what is it?

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It's a letter.

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-Huh. Jeez.
-Hmm.

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Sad thing is, if you were gonna elope now,
you'd probably just send a text.

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WhatsApp.

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Yeah, it would be like,

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"Hey, babes, meet me at the station
if you're interested.

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Hashtag come with
if you wanna change your life forever,

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smiley face, aubergine,
road sign, sausage."

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The worst thing is when you can see
they've read the message you've sent.

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And the little blue tick appears.
And hello...

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It's the worst.

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-...I sent a message five days ago.
-Five hours ago.

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I mean...

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Did I say "days"?

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I think so, yeah.

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-Could I see the envelope, please?
-Yeah.

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"J.S."

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Must be in here by mistake.

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-What do you think you'll do with it?
-Burn it.

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Nah, I'm kidding.

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We'll probably just make sure
it gets properly catalogued.

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Hold on. What about returning it?

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Hmm.

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Or trying to track down whoever sent it.

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[Jennifer's voice] "Dearest ♪. I know what
the situation cost you, darling Jenny.

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But I also know that you and I
could no more not love each other

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than the Earth
could stop circling the sun.

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You were upset the last time we parted,
and I cursed myself for it.

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My frustration overwhelms me.

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There is never enough time,
never enough of you.

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Let's meet tomorrow.

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<i>B. "</i>

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-[door opens in hallway]
-[gasps]

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[door closes]

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[Jennifer's voice] "My darling ♪.

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I'm still lost somewhere between our time
dancing the night away at Alberto's

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and being together on the Riviera.

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[sighs]

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Felipe told me I was like a drunken fool

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as I remembered how we spent
those summer days together.

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If all we are allowed
are hours and minutes,

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I will etch them on to my memory
so that I can recall them in the same way.

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That when I close my eyes,
I see your heavenly face.

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You are never far from my thoughts.

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Your Boot.”

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[pop song playing]

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[woman] ♪ Strawberries, cherries ♪

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♪ And an angel's kiss in spring

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♪ My summer wine ♪

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♪ Is really made from all these things ♪

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♪ Take off your silver spurs ♪

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♪ And help me pass the time ♪

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♪ And I will give to you I

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♪ Summer wine ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Summer wine ♪

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[man] &amp; My eyes grew heavy ♪

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♪ And my lips, they could not speak ♪

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♪ I tried to get up ♪

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♪ But I couldn't find my feet ♪

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♪ She reassured me ♪

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♪ With an unfamiliar line ♪

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♪ And then she gave to me ♪

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♪ More summer wine ♪

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-[radio off: song ends]
-[engine off]

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[Jennifer, servants speaking French]

00:21:26.083 --> 00:21:27.083
[Lawrence] Good evening.

00:21:32.208 --> 00:21:34.875
Darling, don't forget
we have breakfast in the morning.

00:21:35.333 --> 00:21:37.708
I have a journalist coming tomorrow,
first thing.

00:21:39.375 --> 00:21:40.917
I'll change it to lunch, then.

00:21:42.583 --> 00:21:44.792
Dinner, darling. We've dinner.

00:21:44.875 --> 00:21:46.125
Larry.

00:21:46.208 --> 00:21:47.625
Let's not fuss.

00:23:28.542 --> 00:23:30.000
[woman] Can I help?

00:23:32.167 --> 00:23:33.542
Yes.

00:23:33.625 --> 00:23:35.458
I certainly am hoping so.

00:23:40.417 --> 00:23:42.875
Am I at all familiar to you?

00:23:43.958 --> 00:23:45.750
Don't ring any bells, I'm afraid.

00:23:46.958 --> 00:23:49.083
And what about
if I were to say the name "Felipe"?

00:23:49.167 --> 00:23:50.792
Would that mean anything to you?

00:23:51.250 --> 00:23:52.625
Are you with the police?

00:23:52.708 --> 00:23:54.333
No.

00:23:54.417 --> 00:23:57.333
So why are you asking me about Felipe?

00:23:58.083 --> 00:24:00.958
Um, I believe we may have a mutual friend.

00:24:01.042 --> 00:24:04.417
Perhaps you might be able to tell me
where I could find him.

00:24:04.500 --> 00:24:06.250
I don't think you understand.

00:24:07.417 --> 00:24:10.667
Felipe was, uh... in an accident.

00:24:11.625 --> 00:24:13.167
He never woke up.

00:24:36.875 --> 00:24:37.917
[knocking]

00:24:38.708 --> 00:24:42.167
Hey, just so you know, we usually have to
close the reading rooms around 5:00.

00:24:42.250 --> 00:24:44.625
[gasps] What time is it now?

00:24:44.708 --> 00:24:47.375
-Coming up to 20 past.
-Oh, shit.

00:24:47.458 --> 00:24:50.417
Okay, um, I'll be two secs.

00:24:56.667 --> 00:24:59.542
So, did you find everything all right?

00:24:59.625 --> 00:25:02.375
Yeah, yeah. I guess so.

00:25:03.083 --> 00:25:06.792
I mean, if I want to request more stuff,
then I have to go on the--

00:25:06.875 --> 00:25:08.458
-Via the online.
-Via the online.

00:25:08.542 --> 00:25:10.833
-[elevator bell dings]
-Same process. Online portal.

00:25:10.917 --> 00:25:12.583
-Process.
-Yeah.

00:25:12.667 --> 00:25:13.917
I mean--

00:25:15.417 --> 00:25:16.625
Thank you.

00:25:17.792 --> 00:25:18.875
Where you headed?

00:25:18.958 --> 00:25:19.958
Basement.

00:25:22.917 --> 00:25:26.333
And what if I wanted to see
if there were any more of those letters?

00:25:26.417 --> 00:25:27.583
Could be a story in it.

00:25:27.667 --> 00:25:31.792
If you wanted to,
you could just send me an email, actually.

00:25:31.875 --> 00:25:34.750
-If you wanted to speed things up a bit.
-Oh.

00:25:35.833 --> 00:25:36.833
Thanks.

00:25:38.375 --> 00:25:40.333
-Turning into a real rebel.
-[bell dings]

00:25:40.417 --> 00:25:42.292
-[phones ringing]
-[people chattering]

00:25:42.375 --> 00:25:43.583
Have a good one.

00:25:46.750 --> 00:25:47.875
Have a good o--

00:26:01.167 --> 00:26:03.083
[housekeeper] Madame Stirling.

00:26:03.167 --> 00:26:05.458
[housekeeper speaking French]

00:26:05.542 --> 00:26:07.125
Anthony O'Hare.

00:26:08.750 --> 00:26:10.125
Oh, yes.

00:26:10.208 --> 00:26:12.708
You're here to write marvellous things
about my husband, I believe?

00:26:12.792 --> 00:26:14.125
Is that right?

00:26:14.208 --> 00:26:18.125
Beacon of sound commercial practice,
turnover increasing year after year.

00:26:18.208 --> 00:26:19.625
Are you asking me or telling me?

00:26:19.708 --> 00:26:21.917
I'm his wife, Mr O'Hare.
I can hardly be impartial.

00:26:22.000 --> 00:26:24.667
In my experience, there's no one
more brutally impartial than a wife.

00:26:24.750 --> 00:26:26.458
[chuckles] Indeed.

00:26:29.250 --> 00:26:31.708
I'm afraid Larry's running a little late.

00:26:31.792 --> 00:26:34.250
Perhaps not so marvellous after all?

00:26:35.417 --> 00:26:36.833
[chuckles]

00:26:36.917 --> 00:26:40.083
Uh, may we offer you a drink
in the meantime?

00:26:40.542 --> 00:26:42.125
No, thank you.

00:26:43.792 --> 00:26:44.833
Mr O'Hare.

00:26:44.917 --> 00:26:45.917
Mr Stirling.

00:26:46.000 --> 00:26:47.833
Please accept my apologies
for my late-running.

00:26:47.917 --> 00:26:49.417
-Not a problem.
-Shall we make a start?

00:26:49.500 --> 00:26:51.583
-Yeah. I'm ready whenever you are.
-Good.

00:26:54.542 --> 00:26:55.667
[people laughing]

00:26:55.750 --> 00:26:58.125
I don't know how I didn't end up
in the most awful trouble.

00:26:58.208 --> 00:26:59.833
[woman] Well, what about you, Mr O'Hare?

00:26:59.917 --> 00:27:01.458
You're a financial journalist--

00:27:01.542 --> 00:27:03.125
Foreign correspondent.

00:27:03.208 --> 00:27:07.542
-Where have you been recently?
-Léopoldville, mainly. Brazzaville.

00:27:07.625 --> 00:27:09.417
God-awful place if you ask me.

00:27:09.500 --> 00:27:13.000
And where this evening's exemplary host
has a great deal of business, of course.

00:27:13.083 --> 00:27:15.042
-Well, I think--
-Personally, I felt the Belgians

00:27:15.125 --> 00:27:17.625
were doing a perfectly good job
of running the place themselves.

00:27:17.708 --> 00:27:21.375
Well, with respect,
I was there in '59, '60 and again in '62.

00:27:21.458 --> 00:27:24.208
So you, of all people, should understand
that mutiny and rebellion

00:27:24.292 --> 00:27:25.875
are an inferior and foolhardy response--

00:27:25.958 --> 00:27:27.250
To centuries of oppression?

00:27:28.375 --> 00:27:31.833
I would suggest that taking back control
politically, geographically

00:27:31.917 --> 00:27:33.375
is an entirely appropriate response--

00:27:33.458 --> 00:27:36.333
Would one be correct in assuming
that you are a supporter of Mr Mobutu?

00:27:36.417 --> 00:27:38.667
Larry. Mobutu's a dictator.
I doubt very mu--

00:27:38.750 --> 00:27:41.292
Yes, darling. I'm aware. Thank you.

00:27:41.375 --> 00:27:42.667
[woman] Enough, enough.

00:27:42.750 --> 00:27:45.250
This is all far too depressing
for the dinner table.

00:27:45.333 --> 00:27:47.958
[Francis] My wife considers anything
not in the pages of Vogue

00:27:48.042 --> 00:27:49.958
unworthy of her time and attention.

00:27:50.042 --> 00:27:51.625
[guests chuckling]

00:27:54.500 --> 00:27:57.167
[Anthony] When we get out, meet as
many people as possible, travel the world,

00:27:57.250 --> 00:27:59.167
because people like that...

00:27:59.792 --> 00:28:01.750
people like that make me want to stick
a revolver in my mouth

00:28:01.833 --> 00:28:03.583
and pull the trigger.

00:28:03.667 --> 00:28:05.500
But the women, Jesus,

00:28:05.958 --> 00:28:07.083
spoilt little tai-tais

00:28:07.167 --> 00:28:09.833
with barely an original thought
to string together between them--

00:28:09.917 --> 00:28:11.833
I'm sorry we were such a disappointment.

00:28:13.333 --> 00:28:14.583
Christ. I'm, uh--

00:28:14.958 --> 00:28:16.875
-I'm drunk.
-Evidently.

00:28:16.958 --> 00:28:20.125
Perhaps, Mr O'Hare, the next time you find
yourself in the company of such bores,

00:28:20.208 --> 00:28:21.542
you would do well to leave early.

00:28:21.625 --> 00:28:24.292
I just ask that whatever your views
of me and my spoiled life,

00:28:24.375 --> 00:28:25.792
you won't attack Larry in print.

00:28:26.333 --> 00:28:27.833
Please excuse me.

00:28:35.083 --> 00:28:39.083
Goodness, I have the most splitting
headache after last night.

00:28:39.167 --> 00:28:40.708
Did you really drink that much?

00:28:40.792 --> 00:28:43.333
I have a funny feeling I did.

00:28:47.208 --> 00:28:49.542
-Mr O'Hare.
-Mrs Stirling.

00:28:51.958 --> 00:28:52.958
What are you doing?

00:28:53.042 --> 00:28:54.083
Uh...

00:28:55.042 --> 00:28:56.750
I wanted to give you...

00:28:59.167 --> 00:29:00.250
this.

00:29:01.208 --> 00:29:02.542
What is it?

00:29:02.625 --> 00:29:03.750
It's an apology.

00:29:04.375 --> 00:29:06.708
Well, please... read it.

00:29:06.792 --> 00:29:07.917
Jennifer.

00:29:08.000 --> 00:29:11.792
Mr O'Hare has written it. I'm sure he's
perfectly capable of reading it aloud.

00:29:18.542 --> 00:29:19.375
"Mrs Stirling...

00:29:20.833 --> 00:29:22.583
I am an ungracious pig.

00:29:23.417 --> 00:29:25.375
I'd like to be able to blame exhaustion

00:29:25.458 --> 00:29:27.917
or some uncharacteristic reaction
to shellfish,

00:29:28.000 --> 00:29:30.750
but I am afraid
it was the combination of the alcohol,

00:29:30.833 --> 00:29:32.083
which I shouldn't take,

00:29:32.167 --> 00:29:34.375
and the choleric temper
of the socially inept.

00:29:35.125 --> 00:29:37.000
There is little you could say about me

00:29:37.083 --> 00:29:40.583
that I have not already deduced
about myself in my more sober hours.

00:29:41.083 --> 00:29:43.583
Please allow me to apologise.

00:29:43.667 --> 00:29:48.917
Yours... shamefacedly, Anthony O'Hare."

00:29:50.917 --> 00:29:54.167
If at all possible, I'd love to take you
and your husband to lunch.

00:29:54.250 --> 00:29:56.750
Mmm. How very kind of you.

00:29:58.333 --> 00:29:59.833
I'll think on it.

00:29:59.917 --> 00:30:02.375
In the meantime,
I must return you to your hotel.

00:30:03.083 --> 00:30:05.333
I won't be responsible
for you contracting sunstroke.

00:30:05.417 --> 00:30:08.125
Not to mention alcohol poisoning.

00:30:08.208 --> 00:30:09.292
[woman laughs]

00:30:09.375 --> 00:30:11.292
-Yes.
-Please.

00:30:12.250 --> 00:30:13.292
Thank you.

00:30:32.875 --> 00:30:34.125
Larry.

00:30:35.417 --> 00:30:36.417
Mr O'Hare.

00:30:36.500 --> 00:30:38.500
-Mr Stirling. How are you?
-Very well, thank you.

00:30:38.583 --> 00:30:40.625
-Mrs Stirling.
-Hi.

00:30:40.708 --> 00:30:41.958
How are you?

00:30:42.042 --> 00:30:43.333
I'm fine, thank you.

00:30:50.500 --> 00:30:52.250
[chuckles]

00:30:53.292 --> 00:30:55.833
Tell me, Mr O'Hare. Is there a Mrs O'Hare?

00:30:57.333 --> 00:31:00.292
Yes, there was.
Mrs O'Hare and I are divorced.

00:31:01.250 --> 00:31:04.417
Well, you have my condolences.
It's a ghastly business.

00:31:06.125 --> 00:31:08.042
-Children?
-Larry, for goodness' sake.

00:31:08.125 --> 00:31:09.750
No, no, no. It's quite all right.

00:31:09.833 --> 00:31:11.958
Yes, I have one son. Peter.

00:31:12.042 --> 00:31:14.625
I was at Gordonstoun with a terrific chap
by the name of Peter.

00:31:14.708 --> 00:31:17.125
-[speaking French]
-English.

00:31:17.875 --> 00:31:20.375
-I have a call for you from...
-Where are you off to next?

00:31:20.458 --> 00:31:22.625
After I finish the piece,
back home to London.

00:31:22.708 --> 00:31:23.958
[chair scrapes on floor]

00:31:24.042 --> 00:31:25.542
-Excuse me.
-Of course.

00:31:31.417 --> 00:31:32.667
I apologise.

00:31:34.583 --> 00:31:35.875
It's okay.

00:31:37.875 --> 00:31:39.125
Aren't you drinking?

00:31:39.792 --> 00:31:42.000
No, I'm not meant to.

00:31:42.083 --> 00:31:43.042
Headache?

00:31:43.958 --> 00:31:44.958
Doctor's orders.

00:31:45.042 --> 00:31:47.292
So you really found last night
that unbearable?

00:31:47.375 --> 00:31:50.792
I admit it. I find armed conflict
a less daunting prospect.

00:31:50.875 --> 00:31:52.083
[laughs]

00:31:52.167 --> 00:31:55.000
You're William Boot from Scoop.

00:31:55.750 --> 00:31:58.250
-Evelyn Waugh?
-I know who William Boot is, Mrs Stirling.

00:31:59.125 --> 00:32:00.833
[waiter] Madame Stirling.

00:32:00.917 --> 00:32:03.917
[waiter speaking French]

00:32:05.875 --> 00:32:08.625
[speaks French]

00:32:10.125 --> 00:32:11.208
Is everything all right?

00:32:11.958 --> 00:32:13.250
Duty calls.

00:32:20.042 --> 00:32:22.125
Tell me, Mr O'Hare.

00:32:22.208 --> 00:32:23.792
How are your sea legs?

00:32:37.042 --> 00:32:38.542
Thank you.

00:32:38.625 --> 00:32:39.708
What do you think?

00:32:41.500 --> 00:32:42.667
Big.

00:32:42.750 --> 00:32:45.208
[chuckles] Of the view.

00:32:46.708 --> 00:32:47.917
[Anthony] Mmm.

00:32:50.083 --> 00:32:51.500
You see that over there?

00:32:52.917 --> 00:32:54.125
It's Corsica.

00:32:57.875 --> 00:32:59.000
You travel a lot.

00:32:59.083 --> 00:33:00.833
I don't, actually.

00:33:03.167 --> 00:33:05.083
We come here every summer,

00:33:05.167 --> 00:33:08.417
but I haven't been back overseas
since we married, not even to see family.

00:33:08.500 --> 00:33:10.333
Larry does all the travelling now.

00:33:12.667 --> 00:33:13.875
How'd you two meet?

00:33:13.958 --> 00:33:15.667
[chuckles]

00:33:15.750 --> 00:33:18.375
We were seated next to one another
at a company dinner in New York.

00:33:18.458 --> 00:33:21.167
Our fathers used to work together.
He asked me out and that was that.

00:33:21.750 --> 00:33:22.917
That simple?

00:33:23.792 --> 00:33:26.667
It was. A few months later,
he asked me to marry him, and I said yes.

00:33:27.125 --> 00:33:28.750
My parents were delighted.

00:33:28.833 --> 00:33:29.833
How so?

00:33:30.250 --> 00:33:32.417
Good family, good job.

00:33:32.500 --> 00:33:34.667
And those things,
they're important to you, are they?

00:33:36.042 --> 00:33:37.292
Aren't they to everyone?

00:33:37.375 --> 00:33:38.708
I guess so.

00:33:38.792 --> 00:33:40.792
I want you to tell me about your son.

00:33:41.542 --> 00:33:42.625
My son?

00:33:42.708 --> 00:33:44.375
Lives with my ex-wife,

00:33:44.458 --> 00:33:47.250
who does her best
to make sure I don't corrupt him.

00:33:47.333 --> 00:33:50.083
And why would she think
you would corrupt him?

00:33:50.875 --> 00:33:52.833
Because I was unfaithful.

00:33:58.250 --> 00:33:59.958
You must miss him?

00:34:00.667 --> 00:34:01.792
I do.

00:34:02.958 --> 00:34:06.083
Sometimes I wonder whether I'd have done
what I did if I'd known quite how much.

00:34:06.667 --> 00:34:07.958
Is that why you drink?

00:34:08.792 --> 00:34:12.583
-Don't try to fix me, Mrs Stirling.
-Who said I was trying to fix you?

00:34:12.667 --> 00:34:15.750
You have that charitable air about you.
It makes me feel nervous.

00:34:15.833 --> 00:34:17.000
[scoffs]

00:34:17.083 --> 00:34:18.750
I'm guessing I wouldn't be the first.

00:34:20.375 --> 00:34:21.792
You'd make a very good journalist.

00:34:22.500 --> 00:34:24.375
Did you love her? Your wife.

00:34:24.458 --> 00:34:25.917
I thought I did before,

00:34:26.000 --> 00:34:28.750
but we were young
and I'm not sure I knew what love was.

00:34:28.833 --> 00:34:29.917
Have you ever loved anyone?

00:34:30.000 --> 00:34:32.292
My son. Have you ever loved anyone?

00:34:33.333 --> 00:34:34.333
I'm married.

00:34:35.083 --> 00:34:36.292
You are.

00:34:41.125 --> 00:34:42.333
[clears throat]

00:34:43.500 --> 00:34:46.500
For the record,
Larry and I are perfectly content.

00:34:48.458 --> 00:34:50.375
I'm glad to hear it.

00:34:53.917 --> 00:34:57.125
-[people chattering]
-[phones ringing]

00:35:10.458 --> 00:35:11.917
[phone rings]

00:35:13.625 --> 00:35:17.208
[ringing continues]

00:35:19.708 --> 00:35:20.875
Features.

00:35:20.958 --> 00:35:24.833
[man] Yeah, hi. I was wondering if I could
speak to Ellie Haworth, please?

00:35:24.917 --> 00:35:26.375
Speaking.

00:35:26.458 --> 00:35:29.333
Hi. Yeah, it's Rory from Archive.

00:35:29.417 --> 00:35:33.458
I think I might have maybe found something
you might wanna come and take a look at.

00:35:36.667 --> 00:35:38.000
Hi, hi.

00:35:38.083 --> 00:35:39.875
-Oh. Is that gum?
-Mm-hmm.

00:35:39.958 --> 00:35:43.042
Yeah, we don't allow gum
in the reading rooms.

00:35:46.000 --> 00:35:47.000
Swallowed it.

00:35:47.083 --> 00:35:48.875
Great. Okay.

00:35:48.958 --> 00:35:51.750
Um, I've found another letter.

00:35:59.458 --> 00:36:01.625
[Ellie's voice]
“It's 4:00 a.m. and I can't sleep.

00:36:01.708 --> 00:36:05.583
It's like the road to madness,
but I lie here imagining him next to you.

00:36:05.667 --> 00:36:08.083
His licence to touch you, to hold you,

00:36:08.167 --> 00:36:11.292
and I would do anything
to make that freedom mine.

00:36:11.375 --> 00:36:15.125
For as long as I can't have you,
I'll conjure you here instead.

00:36:15.208 --> 00:36:16.875
Your scent, your hair,

00:36:16.958 --> 00:36:20.458
that slow sideways smile
when something I say amuses you.

00:36:21.000 --> 00:36:24.417
Darling ♪, I've never wished harder
for the dawn.

00:36:24.500 --> 00:36:25.833
Your Boot.”

00:36:25.917 --> 00:36:27.792
It's definitely...

00:36:28.833 --> 00:36:30.250
definitely the same--

00:36:30.333 --> 00:36:33.667
Yeah, it's the same kind of envelope,
same handwriting.

00:36:33.750 --> 00:36:35.667
Now I'm going to have to know how it ends.

00:36:35.750 --> 00:36:39.292
Which means not only is the rest of my day
fucked, but guess what, so is yours.

00:36:39.375 --> 00:36:40.458
How fucked are we talking?

00:36:40.542 --> 00:36:43.917
Well, I have to know
if there are more of these.

00:36:44.000 --> 00:36:47.167
Uh, yes, um, the only problem
with that is, at this stage,

00:36:47.250 --> 00:36:48.958
if you're gonna find out
if there are more,

00:36:49.042 --> 00:36:51.417
it's probably gonna require
going down to the actual archive.

00:36:51.500 --> 00:36:52.958
Great. Oh, my God. Let's do it.

00:36:53.042 --> 00:36:55.042
But in order to do that,
we need special permission.

00:36:55.125 --> 00:36:57.667
Um... how do we do that?

00:36:58.833 --> 00:37:00.375
Well, there's a form.

00:37:00.458 --> 00:37:03.500
And then after that there's probably...
another form, actually.

00:37:03.583 --> 00:37:04.833
Sounds easy enough.

00:37:04.917 --> 00:37:07.583
Let me-- Let me see what I can do.

00:37:07.667 --> 00:37:09.250
Thank you.

00:37:13.083 --> 00:37:14.917
-Cool.
-Cool.

00:37:19.750 --> 00:37:22.000
[woman] It's completely impossible
to match the pattern

00:37:22.083 --> 00:37:24.167
that I've got going with the curtains.

00:37:24.250 --> 00:37:27.125
[woman] ♪ There's a little bird ♪

00:37:27.208 --> 00:37:30.125
♪ That somebody sends ♪

00:37:30.208 --> 00:37:32.042
[woman continues chattering]

00:37:32.125 --> 00:37:35.083
♪ Down to the earth ♪

00:37:35.167 --> 00:37:38.917
♪ To live on the wind ♪

00:37:40.250 --> 00:37:43.083
♪ Born on the wind ♪

00:37:43.167 --> 00:37:48.625
♪ And he sleeps on the wind I

00:37:48.708 --> 00:37:51.083
♪ This little bird I

00:37:51.167 --> 00:37:55.167
♪ That somebody sends ♪

00:37:56.333 --> 00:37:59.333
♪ He's light and fragile ♪

00:37:59.417 --> 00:38:02.833
♪ And feathered sky blue ♪

00:38:04.458 --> 00:38:07.750
♪ So thin and graceful

00:38:07.833 --> 00:38:11.125
♪ The sun shines through... I

00:38:11.208 --> 00:38:14.042
[Jennifer's voice] "Dear Mr O'Hare,
or shall I call you 'Boot'?

00:38:14.125 --> 00:38:16.708
Larry called away overseas last minute.

00:38:16.792 --> 00:38:19.708
It would appear we are both marooned here
until he returns

00:38:19.792 --> 00:38:21.792
and you without the proper beach attire.

00:38:21.875 --> 00:38:23.333
How embarrassing.

00:38:23.417 --> 00:38:26.333
Care to pass the time together
this afternoon?

00:38:26.417 --> 00:38:30.000
I know a darling little shop where you
could find your next seaside tome.

00:38:30.083 --> 00:38:32.583
Yours, ♪."

00:38:32.667 --> 00:38:35.750
♪ To live on the wind ♪

00:38:36.750 --> 00:38:39.292
♪ Born on the wind... ♪

00:38:39.375 --> 00:38:41.625
[Anthony's voice]
"Dear Mrs Stirling, or may I call you 'J'?

00:38:41.708 --> 00:38:44.250
Thank you for the offer
and, frankly, for the rescue.

00:38:44.333 --> 00:38:47.500
I am indebted to you for persuading me
out of my room yesterday.

00:38:47.583 --> 00:38:49.792
And I would love to return the favour.

00:38:49.875 --> 00:38:53.125
I know nowhere, of course,
but if you can suggest a place,

00:38:53.208 --> 00:38:56.125
I can keep you laughing
with my terrible schoolboy French."”

00:38:56.208 --> 00:38:57.875
[Jennifer's voice] “Dear Boot.

00:38:57.958 --> 00:39:01.125
I'm delighted I managed to
propel you, blinking, into the sunlight.

00:39:01.208 --> 00:39:03.875
I would be happy
to take you up on your invitation.

00:39:03.958 --> 00:39:05.917
Perhaps we can spend a few hours in town

00:39:06.000 --> 00:39:09.583
commiserating over our mutual inadequacies
with the local language.

00:39:09.667 --> 00:39:12.667
-Are you free on Thursday?”
-[Anthony's voice] "I am free Thursday.

00:39:12.750 --> 00:39:15.958
But I am also free tomorrow
and the day after,

00:39:16.042 --> 00:39:17.583
and the day after that as well.

00:39:17.667 --> 00:39:19.625
By the time Mr Stirling returns,

00:39:19.708 --> 00:39:22.083
we could very well have covered
the entire coastline.

00:39:23.000 --> 00:39:25.833
Let me know what time suits you. Boot."

00:39:27.458 --> 00:39:30.042
♪ Out of reach &amp;

00:39:30.125 --> 00:39:34.625
♪ Of the human eye ♪

00:39:35.208 --> 00:39:37.792
♪ And the only time ♪

00:39:37.875 --> 00:39:43.125
♪ That he touches the ground ♪

00:39:43.208 --> 00:39:45.750
♪ Is when that little bird ♪

00:39:45.833 --> 00:39:47.417
[back-up singers] ♪ That little bird ♪

00:39:47.500 --> 00:39:49.500
[woman] ♪ Is when that little bird ♪

00:39:49.583 --> 00:39:51.417
[back-up singers] ♪ That little bird ♪

00:39:51.500 --> 00:39:54.917
[woman] ♪ Is when that little bird ♪

00:39:55.000 --> 00:39:58.750
♪ Dies ♪

00:40:00.417 --> 00:40:01.792
[song ends]

00:40:01.875 --> 00:40:05.375
-[thunder rumbling]
-[Jennifer squeals, laughs]

00:40:07.542 --> 00:40:09.750
[gasps, panting]

00:40:11.250 --> 00:40:13.083
[both laugh]

00:40:15.083 --> 00:40:16.875
-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

00:40:18.875 --> 00:40:21.417
[engine cranking]

00:40:28.875 --> 00:40:31.042
[cranking continues]

00:40:31.125 --> 00:40:32.292
Any ideas?

00:40:36.833 --> 00:40:38.042
How about a picnic?

00:40:38.917 --> 00:40:41.917
It's a children's game that I used to play
with my son. Do you know it?

00:40:43.333 --> 00:40:44.750
You need to close your eyes.

00:40:45.417 --> 00:40:46.667
Come on. Close them.

00:40:50.958 --> 00:40:52.292
Pick a favourite spot.

00:40:53.667 --> 00:40:54.667
Real or imagined?

00:40:54.750 --> 00:40:55.875
Either.

00:40:55.958 --> 00:40:58.208
Imagine that we have
everything that we need,

00:40:58.292 --> 00:40:59.708
perfect blanket, plenty of cheese.

00:40:59.792 --> 00:41:02.833
-Bread?
-Bread, and there's a river nearby.

00:41:02.917 --> 00:41:03.917
Ooh, a river.

00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:05.417
And my son, he loves to fish.

00:41:05.500 --> 00:41:09.583
So I hope you don't mind
if we try our hand at a little fishing.

00:41:09.667 --> 00:41:12.500
I'm afraid I know next to nothing
about fishing.

00:41:12.583 --> 00:41:14.250
Which is why I'm going to teach you.

00:41:15.000 --> 00:41:17.417
[chuckles] Well, how am I doing, Mr Boot?

00:41:18.083 --> 00:41:20.958
You're a natural, as it goes.

00:41:21.042 --> 00:41:23.042
Of course, I am.

00:41:23.667 --> 00:41:25.875
And you catch a trout.

00:41:25.958 --> 00:41:28.542
-Shark.
-Shark. Excellent work.

00:41:30.833 --> 00:41:31.958
And afterwards...

00:41:34.792 --> 00:41:36.083
out of the leftover teeth,

00:41:36.750 --> 00:41:38.083
I fashion you a necklace.

00:41:40.167 --> 00:41:41.667
A souvenir.

00:41:43.083 --> 00:41:44.292
A talisman.

00:41:56.042 --> 00:41:57.583
Let's try again, shall we?

00:41:57.667 --> 00:41:59.792
[engine cranking]

00:41:59.875 --> 00:42:01.875
[engine starts, revs]

00:42:10.542 --> 00:42:12.958
Thank you for an immensely
agreeable afternoon.

00:42:21.167 --> 00:42:22.667
Until next time.

00:42:37.792 --> 00:42:39.500
[pop song playing on radio, faint]

00:42:39.583 --> 00:42:41.542
That's it. Bye.

00:42:41.625 --> 00:42:45.167
[phone vibrating]

00:42:47.000 --> 00:42:51.208
[song continues playing]

00:43:15.500 --> 00:43:16.792
[phone chimes]

00:43:20.958 --> 00:43:23.167
[Ellie's voice]
Mary Ellen piece proofed and attached.

00:43:23.250 --> 00:43:25.667
Oh, and another thing,
while I was researching,

00:43:25.750 --> 00:43:28.583
I came across some mysterious
old love letters amongst her things.

00:43:29.208 --> 00:43:32.625
Not sure how or why they ended up there,
but digging into it for my next feature,

00:43:32.708 --> 00:43:35.583
1965, illicit love affair.

00:43:35.667 --> 00:43:38.708
They're so rich in feeling.
I've never read anything quite like it.

00:43:38.792 --> 00:43:40.750
Have it to you by Friday.

00:43:40.833 --> 00:43:43.542
[bell tolling]

00:43:44.583 --> 00:43:46.417
-[clerk speaks French]
-Bonjour.

00:43:46.500 --> 00:43:49.542
[Jennifer speaks French]

00:43:49.625 --> 00:43:51.000
-[French]
-[French]

00:43:53.417 --> 00:43:55.667
[phone dialling]

00:43:57.375 --> 00:44:00.583
[clerk speaking French]

00:44:03.250 --> 00:44:06.333
-[French]
-[phone receiver hangs up]

00:44:08.750 --> 00:44:11.083
Mr. O'Hare isn't quite ready yet.

00:44:11.250 --> 00:44:14.792
He suggests either you are very welcome
to wait down here or head upstairs.

00:44:15.000 --> 00:44:16.083
Room 302.

00:44:16.167 --> 00:44:17.958
Mereci.

00:44:35.500 --> 00:44:39.208
[woman singing ballad on speakers, faint]

00:44:45.667 --> 00:44:48.583
[ballad continues, louder]

00:44:48.667 --> 00:44:50.375
-[chuckles]
-What a lovely surprise.

00:44:50.458 --> 00:44:53.833
Sorry, I'm a little early.
Would you rather I waited downstairs?

00:44:53.917 --> 00:44:55.875
No, don't be silly.

00:44:55.958 --> 00:44:57.250
Come in.

00:44:58.625 --> 00:44:59.875
I won't be long.

00:45:01.333 --> 00:45:03.667
I was just about to have a shave.

00:45:03.750 --> 00:45:05.458
-Oh.
-Do I have time?

00:45:05.542 --> 00:45:07.125
Of course. Go ahead.

00:45:07.208 --> 00:45:09.208
[woman] ♪ Take me for granted ♪

00:45:10.750 --> 00:45:15.708
♪ Leaving love unsure ♪

00:45:17.542 --> 00:45:19.792
♪ Makes willpower weak ♪

00:45:19.875 --> 00:45:21.375
Everything all right?

00:45:21.458 --> 00:45:23.250
Yes. Yes, fine.

00:45:23.333 --> 00:45:25.875
♪ And temptation strong ♪

00:45:30.875 --> 00:45:33.000
♪ A woman's only human ♪

00:45:36.250 --> 00:45:38.958
♪ You should understand ♪

00:45:40.958 --> 00:45:42.750
♪ She's not just a plaything... ♪

00:45:42.833 --> 00:45:44.375
I've received a wire.

00:45:45.708 --> 00:45:48.958
Larry's back this evening.

00:45:49.583 --> 00:45:51.500
He wants us to return
to London immediately.

00:45:51.583 --> 00:45:54.125
[ballad continues playing]

00:45:54.208 --> 00:45:55.292
I see.

00:46:00.208 --> 00:46:01.833
And what do you want?

00:46:01.917 --> 00:46:04.083
♪ You gotta be a do right ♪

00:46:04.167 --> 00:46:08.542
♪ Home nights man ♪

00:46:09.542 --> 00:46:10.875
[back-up singers] ♪ Man ♪

00:46:10.958 --> 00:46:13.333
[woman] &amp; Yeah, yeah ♪

00:46:13.417 --> 00:46:16.750
♪ They say that it's a man's world ♪

00:46:18.542 --> 00:46:21.625
♪ But you can't prove that by me ♪

00:46:23.417 --> 00:46:26.625
♪ And as long as we're together, baby ♪

00:46:27.625 --> 00:46:31.083
♪ Show some respect for me

00:46:31.167 --> 00:46:32.917
I'm sorry.

00:46:33.000 --> 00:46:35.917
[ballad continues playing]

00:46:36.000 --> 00:46:37.417
Oh, God.

00:46:39.375 --> 00:46:40.625
Jennifer.

00:46:41.333 --> 00:46:42.583
Jennifer.

00:46:50.583 --> 00:46:52.208
And on Thursday, we have dinner...

00:46:52.292 --> 00:46:55.292
[voice fades,
continues speaking, inaudible]

00:47:22.417 --> 00:47:25.667
[Mrs Cordoza]
Mrs Stirling, this just came for you.

00:47:27.625 --> 00:47:28.875
Thank you.

00:47:30.750 --> 00:47:33.917
[Anthony's voice] "Dearest ♪.
Please know that I was not rejecting you.

00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:36.708
I have never wanted
to kiss someone so badly.

00:47:36.792 --> 00:47:38.958
But when you looked up at me,
something changed.

00:47:39.042 --> 00:47:42.417
And in that moment I feared
our desires would destroy us.

00:47:42.500 --> 00:47:44.333
You're an honest, remarkable creature

00:47:44.417 --> 00:47:46.417
and I did not want to be
the man responsible

00:47:46.500 --> 00:47:48.625
for making you someone less than you are.

00:47:48.708 --> 00:47:51.417
For that reason,
I have spent the last week hating myself

00:47:51.500 --> 00:47:54.375
for the one decent thing I have ever done.

00:47:54.458 --> 00:47:55.833
So, consider this,

00:47:55.917 --> 00:47:58.292
spontaneity is at the heart
of many wonderful things,

00:47:58.375 --> 00:48:01.167
but it is also at the root
of much discontent.

00:48:01.750 --> 00:48:03.750
And if we are to embark upon something,

00:48:03.833 --> 00:48:07.500
I ask only
that we make this decision as one.

00:48:07.583 --> 00:48:10.792
I write these words with you in mind
and my heart swells.

00:48:11.708 --> 00:48:14.125
So, whatever the outcome,

00:48:14.208 --> 00:48:15.917
let us arrive together.

00:48:16.000 --> 00:48:18.917
You'll find me at Postman's Park
on Friday at 6:00 p.m.

00:48:19.583 --> 00:48:21.292
I'll be there waiting.

00:48:21.375 --> 00:48:24.208
Yours respectfully, B."

00:48:24.292 --> 00:48:25.708
Boot.

00:48:52.750 --> 00:48:56.833
[pop song playing]

00:48:56.917 --> 00:49:00.125
[people chattering, laughing]

00:49:01.417 --> 00:49:05.000
[woman] ♪ Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Our love, yeah ♪

00:49:07.292 --> 00:49:11.208
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

00:49:11.292 --> 00:49:13.750
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

00:49:13.833 --> 00:49:15.625
♪ Tell me ♪

00:49:15.708 --> 00:49:17.000
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

00:49:17.958 --> 00:49:20.542
[on speakers]
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? &amp;

00:49:20.625 --> 00:49:22.750
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

00:49:22.833 --> 00:49:24.875
<i>3 Our love, yeah</i>

00:49:27.333 --> 00:49:30.875
♪ Is in double jeopardy... ♪

00:49:30.958 --> 00:49:32.417
Felipe.

00:49:33.167 --> 00:49:34.458
-How are you?
-Good.

00:49:34.542 --> 00:49:35.542
This is Jennifer.

00:49:35.625 --> 00:49:37.625
-Nice to meet you.
-My friend Felipe.

00:49:38.792 --> 00:49:40.250
How's it going? Good?

00:49:40.333 --> 00:49:42.917
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

00:49:43.000 --> 00:49:44.542
[song continues playing]

00:49:44.625 --> 00:49:45.750
Enjoy.

00:49:45.833 --> 00:49:47.417
-Thank you.
-Thank you.

00:49:47.500 --> 00:49:49.792
-Cheers.
-Cheers.

00:49:52.125 --> 00:49:55.125
♪ And if you keep on doin' ♪

00:49:55.208 --> 00:49:57.250
♪ Doin' what you're doin" ♪

00:49:57.333 --> 00:49:59.583
♪ You know our love will surely end ♪

00:49:59.667 --> 00:50:01.375
Same again.

00:50:01.458 --> 00:50:04.375
Come, Mr Boot. Dance with me.

00:50:04.458 --> 00:50:06.167
[Felipe] Have fun, my friend.

00:50:06.250 --> 00:50:09.333
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

00:50:10.167 --> 00:50:12.042
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

00:50:12.625 --> 00:50:13.750
♪ Tell me ♪

00:50:14.417 --> 00:50:15.917
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

00:50:17.125 --> 00:50:19.333
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

00:50:19.417 --> 00:50:21.708
♪ What'cha gonna do 'bout it? ♪

00:50:21.792 --> 00:50:23.500
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

00:50:24.292 --> 00:50:26.250
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

00:50:26.333 --> 00:50:28.083
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

00:50:28.167 --> 00:50:29.333
[crowd cheering, applauding]

00:50:29.417 --> 00:50:30.958
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

00:50:31.042 --> 00:50:33.042
-[both laugh]
-[song fades]

00:50:35.042 --> 00:50:37.250
[ballad playing on speakers]

00:50:41.167 --> 00:50:43.542
♪ Do you need me ♪

00:50:44.417 --> 00:50:47.083
♪ Like I need you? ♪

00:50:48.083 --> 00:50:52.083
♪ Look at me, I'm crying ♪

00:50:52.167 --> 00:50:54.583
♪ From holding you ♪

00:50:56.042 --> 00:50:58.417
♪ Make me forget &amp;

00:50:59.542 --> 00:51:02.792
♪ The pain that you caused ♪

00:51:02.875 --> 00:51:06.083
♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪

00:51:06.958 --> 00:51:09.667
♪ If it comes from the heart

00:51:11.083 --> 00:51:14.250
♪ If time would stand still ♪

00:51:14.333 --> 00:51:16.917
♪ While I'm thinking of you ♪

00:51:18.458 --> 00:51:21.000
♪ I'd think of all the things ♪

00:51:22.000 --> 00:51:24.917
♪ That I wanted of you ♪

00:51:26.208 --> 00:51:28.458
♪ To make me forget ♪

00:51:29.917 --> 00:51:32.542
♪ The pain that you caused ♪

00:51:33.458 --> 00:51:36.333
♪ Understanding is a great thing ♪

00:51:37.292 --> 00:51:39.667
♪ If it comes from the heart

00:51:43.333 --> 00:51:45.083
♪ Pickin' up the pieces ♪

00:51:47.042 --> 00:51:49.125
♪ Of my broken heart &amp;

00:51:49.208 --> 00:51:52.000
♪ It was real hard

00:51:54.583 --> 00:51:57.083
♪ A fragile thing like life ♪

00:51:58.125 --> 00:52:00.333
♪ It just don't last so long ♪

00:52:01.208 --> 00:52:03.667
[song continues, fades]

00:52:03.750 --> 00:52:08.292
[Ellie's voice] "Seize this thing
that is true and real and infinite.

00:52:09.292 --> 00:52:12.625
Yes, it's scary,
but I believe that living a lie is worse.

00:52:13.833 --> 00:52:16.583
We could be happy. So happy."

00:52:16.667 --> 00:52:18.042
[knocking]

00:52:19.750 --> 00:52:21.292
Hey.

00:52:21.375 --> 00:52:23.958
-You beat me to it.
-Yeah. I'm pretty excited.

00:52:24.042 --> 00:52:25.333
Yeah.

00:52:25.417 --> 00:52:28.083
Look, I can't make any promises though.

00:52:28.583 --> 00:52:30.500
Well, thanks for doing this.

00:52:30.583 --> 00:52:33.917
Before we go in, you're gonna have to
remove your shoes.

00:52:35.417 --> 00:52:36.417
Seriously?

00:52:37.000 --> 00:52:38.000
Kidding.

00:52:39.000 --> 00:52:40.375
You're a funny guy.

00:52:41.167 --> 00:52:43.833
So, this is everything
that's non-catalogued.

00:52:44.792 --> 00:52:46.250
Holy moly.

00:52:47.458 --> 00:52:48.625
And...

00:52:49.708 --> 00:52:56.208
this should be all the stuff
from 1964 to 1965.

00:52:56.292 --> 00:52:58.958
-[phone: ringtone ringing]
-Feel free to get that.

00:53:02.083 --> 00:53:03.833
-Not important.
-[ringtone stops]

00:53:05.750 --> 00:53:07.167
Oh. Um, [-I--

00:53:07.250 --> 00:53:09.375
-Could you give me a hand?
-Yeah, sure.

00:53:13.875 --> 00:53:14.875
[Ellie] There we go.

00:53:18.042 --> 00:53:19.792
Not this stuff.

00:53:19.875 --> 00:53:21.250
Yeah. No, not those.

00:53:21.833 --> 00:53:23.542
-[Ellie] Um...
-[Rory stammers]

00:53:25.292 --> 00:53:26.292
Help you down?

00:53:27.042 --> 00:53:28.042
Okay.

00:53:30.792 --> 00:53:31.958
So, um...

00:53:32.042 --> 00:53:34.500
-Right, shall we--
-Shall we get started?

00:53:34.583 --> 00:53:36.958
Yeah. Let's get started.

00:53:37.042 --> 00:53:38.625
[pop song playing]

00:53:38.708 --> 00:53:40.792
[woman] &amp; Made up my mind ♪

00:53:40.875 --> 00:53:43.042
[back-up singers] ♪ Made up my mind ♪

00:53:43.125 --> 00:53:45.500
[woman] ♪ Not to quit trying... ♪

00:53:45.583 --> 00:53:47.417
[Anthony's voice] "My dearest ♪.

00:53:47.500 --> 00:53:50.125
There is no sound sweeter
than your knock on the door.

00:53:50.208 --> 00:53:52.625
It's like there's always a part of me
waiting for it.

00:53:52.708 --> 00:53:54.042
I struggle to focus at work

00:53:54.125 --> 00:53:57.792
because my thoughts veer
irrevocably back to you.

00:53:57.875 --> 00:54:00.292
What do global warfare and politics
matter to me now?

00:54:00.375 --> 00:54:02.208
[doorbell rings]

00:54:02.292 --> 00:54:05.208
If this carries on,
they'll put me on the gardening pages.”

00:54:05.292 --> 00:54:09.583
♪ Give you all the love I got ♪

00:54:09.667 --> 00:54:12.917
♪ Make you mine, baby ♪

00:54:13.000 --> 00:54:16.333
<i>♪ I'll spend all my time</i>

00:54:16.417 --> 00:54:18.667
[back-up singers] ♪ Spend all my time ♪

00:54:18.750 --> 00:54:21.750
♪ Just lovin' on to you ♪

00:54:21.833 --> 00:54:23.250
[Jennifer laughs]

00:54:23.333 --> 00:54:24.958
♪ I'll spend all my time... ♪

00:54:25.042 --> 00:54:26.542
Close your eyes.

00:54:26.625 --> 00:54:28.792
The shadow's at the foot of the bed,
Mr Boot.

00:54:28.875 --> 00:54:32.375
And what terrible thing would happen
if you stayed beyond five o'clock?

00:54:32.458 --> 00:54:34.375
I'll stay until it reaches my knees.

00:54:34.458 --> 00:54:35.458
Waist.

00:54:35.542 --> 00:54:36.708
Knees.

00:54:36.792 --> 00:54:37.833
Deal.

00:54:38.792 --> 00:54:40.542
Eyes.

00:54:40.625 --> 00:54:42.500
[Jennifer sighs]

00:54:42.583 --> 00:54:44.042
Close them.

00:54:45.000 --> 00:54:46.708
Close them.

00:54:46.792 --> 00:54:47.958
[chuckles]

00:54:48.042 --> 00:54:49.417
[song fades]

00:54:52.583 --> 00:54:53.833
A canvas tent...

00:54:54.833 --> 00:54:56.917
in the middle of the wilderness.

00:54:58.292 --> 00:55:00.708
[sighs] If you insist.

00:55:01.750 --> 00:55:05.083
We'll sleep on a bed of leaves

00:55:05.167 --> 00:55:07.167
and bathe in a nearby river.

00:55:08.750 --> 00:55:10.292
And when the sun goes down...

00:55:11.500 --> 00:55:13.333
we'll build a fire.

00:55:13.417 --> 00:55:14.875
Mmm.

00:55:14.958 --> 00:55:18.417
Thank goodness because I'm ravenous.

00:55:18.500 --> 00:55:19.875
What are we having?

00:55:19.958 --> 00:55:21.250
Wild fruit.

00:55:28.750 --> 00:55:29.917
Namely?

00:55:31.458 --> 00:55:34.583
Elderberries, blackberries.

00:55:38.417 --> 00:55:40.417
Maybe some dandelion.

00:55:53.375 --> 00:55:54.792
Perfect.

00:56:28.917 --> 00:56:30.750
Goodnight, dear Boot.

00:56:42.792 --> 00:56:45.583
What? What is it?

00:56:47.167 --> 00:56:48.542
I don't want you to go.

00:56:48.625 --> 00:56:50.292
[Jennifer laughs]

00:56:51.542 --> 00:56:53.292
What if we ran away together?

00:56:54.083 --> 00:56:55.167
To where?

00:56:56.458 --> 00:56:57.875
How about New York?

00:56:57.958 --> 00:57:00.625
Mmm. I love New York.

00:57:04.083 --> 00:57:05.708
I've been offered a posting.

00:57:07.542 --> 00:57:09.375
And I want you to come with me.

00:57:14.958 --> 00:57:16.292
[Jennifer sighs]

00:57:18.917 --> 00:57:20.583
Move to New York with me.

00:57:21.333 --> 00:57:23.708
-You know I can't.
-Yes, you can.

00:57:23.792 --> 00:57:25.792
Yes, you can. We can.

00:57:26.875 --> 00:57:32.000
You're just... asking me to run away?
To just give up my life?

00:57:32.083 --> 00:57:34.875
Well, in order to start a new one, yes.

00:57:34.958 --> 00:57:38.125
And when you grow tired of me,
bored of me, what then?

00:57:38.208 --> 00:57:39.208
That won't happen.

00:57:39.292 --> 00:57:41.167
It's happened before.
What makes this different?

00:57:41.250 --> 00:57:42.458
Everything.

00:57:43.708 --> 00:57:46.250
Everything about this is different.

00:57:47.917 --> 00:57:52.333
If you think that this is even close
to anything that I've ever felt before,

00:57:52.417 --> 00:57:53.458
ever known,

00:57:53.542 --> 00:57:55.542
then you couldn't be more wrong.

00:57:57.750 --> 00:58:00.292
Jennifer. I love you.

00:58:00.375 --> 00:58:02.792
I'm in love with you
and I want to share my life with you.

00:58:02.875 --> 00:58:04.083
You're in love with the idea of it all

00:58:04.167 --> 00:58:05.708
and you're being impulsive,
and I don't like it.

00:58:05.792 --> 00:58:07.917
I'm being instinctive!
The difference is quite profound.

00:58:08.333 --> 00:58:11.250
Do you have any idea
what you're asking of me?

00:58:11.333 --> 00:58:13.458
My family, my friends.
They would disown me.

00:58:13.542 --> 00:58:15.833
All the more reason to leave them behind.

00:58:16.583 --> 00:58:19.375
-[sighs] It's so easy for you.
-Easy?

00:58:19.458 --> 00:58:22.208
Watching you return home every night
to a man who--

00:58:22.292 --> 00:58:23.708
A man who what?

00:58:25.375 --> 00:58:26.958
Jennifer, I think it's entirely possible

00:58:27.042 --> 00:58:29.083
that you might be wasted
in the life that you're in.

00:58:49.458 --> 00:58:51.750
[Jennifer's voice] "Boot, it's true.

00:58:51.833 --> 00:58:54.000
I was brought up to do
what is expected of me

00:58:54.083 --> 00:58:56.500
rather than what might make me happy.

00:58:56.583 --> 00:58:57.833
I'm afraid to love you.

00:58:57.917 --> 00:58:59.958
I'm afraid that if I let myself go,

00:59:00.042 --> 00:59:02.500
I would love you so much
it would consume me.

00:59:02.583 --> 00:59:06.167
And I fear that once I cease to be
a novelty, you might tire of me.

00:59:07.083 --> 00:59:09.375
You have to understand
that if I were to leave with you,

00:59:09.458 --> 00:59:12.375
it's not just my family and my security
I would lose.

00:59:12.458 --> 00:59:14.042
It's my very peace of mind.

00:59:14.875 --> 00:59:17.708
And it's a risk I don't think
I'm strong enough to take.

00:59:17.792 --> 00:59:19.917
I hope you understand.

00:59:20.000 --> 00:59:21.875
Yours always, ♪."

00:59:24.208 --> 00:59:26.958
[Anthony's voice]
"My dearest and only love.

00:59:27.042 --> 00:59:28.167
I know you're frightened,

00:59:28.250 --> 00:59:31.583
but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before

00:59:31.667 --> 00:59:33.750
and can assure you
that I never will again.

00:59:34.792 --> 00:59:37.917
It's with that certainty
that I've decided to make a bold decision.

00:59:38.000 --> 00:59:40.208
I'm going to take the job in New York.

00:59:40.292 --> 00:59:44.292
I'll be on platform two, Marylebone,
Friday at 7:15 p.m.

00:59:44.375 --> 00:59:46.000
Come with me, darling.

00:59:46.083 --> 00:59:49.333
Spare him a life half-lived,
a marriage of convenience.

00:59:49.417 --> 00:59:51.625
More importantly, spare yourself.

00:59:51.708 --> 00:59:55.042
Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

00:59:55.125 --> 00:59:59.125
Yes, it is scary,
but I believe living a lie is worse."

01:00:05.333 --> 01:00:07.042
A call from Mr Stirling's office.

01:00:07.125 --> 01:00:08.833
He says to go ahead without him.

01:00:12.792 --> 01:00:16.125
[Anthony's voice]
"We could be happy. So happy.

01:00:16.208 --> 01:00:19.292
Know that you hold my hopes,
my heart in your hands.

01:00:20.792 --> 01:00:22.125
Your Boot.”

01:00:23.292 --> 01:00:25.292
[clock ticking]

01:00:41.750 --> 01:00:43.750
[thunder rumbling]

01:00:46.000 --> 01:00:47.083
Taxi!

01:00:47.875 --> 01:00:50.375
[chattering]

01:00:50.458 --> 01:00:54.000
-[man shouts, indistinct]
-[whistle blows]

01:01:16.625 --> 01:01:18.625
Felipe, do you think
we'll make it in time?

01:01:18.708 --> 01:01:20.000
I think so.

01:01:20.708 --> 01:01:21.917
Just barely.

01:01:37.875 --> 01:01:39.500
[train whistle blowing]

01:01:39.583 --> 01:01:41.208
[conductor] Stand clear!

01:01:45.542 --> 01:01:47.292
Felipe, please hurry.

01:02:00.208 --> 01:02:02.375
All aboard!

01:02:15.250 --> 01:02:17.208
-[horn honks]
-[tyres screeching]

01:02:17.292 --> 01:02:19.417
[train whistle blows]

01:02:37.958 --> 01:02:40.542
[onlookers chattering, faint]

01:02:50.833 --> 01:02:52.750
[sirens wailing, faint]

01:02:52.833 --> 01:02:55.583
[Ellie] "Our famous
heavyweight corduroy trousers,

01:02:55.667 --> 01:02:58.750
rubber shirt-grip waistband,
elastic side straps,

01:02:58.833 --> 01:03:02.125
-three roomy pockets"--
-[phone: ringtone ringing]

01:03:04.042 --> 01:03:06.500
-Honestly cool if you wanna get that.
-No.

01:03:07.583 --> 01:03:11.458
Uh, "Available in brown, fawn,

01:03:11.542 --> 01:03:14.542
bottle green and grey.

01:03:14.625 --> 01:03:17.167
Authentic detailing and rugged tailoring."

01:03:17.250 --> 01:03:18.750
Very fine indeed.

01:03:19.667 --> 01:03:21.792
Ah. Mega Mash.

01:03:21.875 --> 01:03:24.750
"Smashingly smooth,
fluffy, and flavoursome"--

01:03:24.833 --> 01:03:26.042
Ellie.

01:03:28.125 --> 01:03:30.417
- I think I've found one.
-Oh, my God.

01:03:31.833 --> 01:03:33.083
Read it out.

01:03:35.208 --> 01:03:36.958
"Dearest ♪.

01:03:37.042 --> 01:03:39.208
I have spent my life
avoiding complication,

01:03:39.292 --> 01:03:41.542
especially the romantic kind.

01:03:41.625 --> 01:03:42.625
Having met you,

01:03:42.708 --> 01:03:46.083
I now realise that what I was doing
wasn't really living at all.

01:03:46.167 --> 01:03:48.167
I know it's hard for you
to hear that I love you,

01:03:48.250 --> 01:03:49.917
but I have to say the words.

01:03:50.000 --> 01:03:53.625
They are in my head from the moment I wake
until I fall asleep again,

01:03:53.708 --> 01:03:57.917
and if I can't say them,
I'll write them to you, again and again.

01:03:58.000 --> 01:04:01.542
I love you, dear Jenny. Your B."

01:04:01.625 --> 01:04:03.042
Shit.

01:04:03.875 --> 01:04:05.208
You know what we should do?

01:04:05.292 --> 01:04:07.875
We should just check out the PO box
the other letters were sent to

01:04:07.958 --> 01:04:09.792
-and see if it still exists.
-Yes.

01:04:09.875 --> 01:04:12.208
[phone: ringtone ringing]

01:04:13.500 --> 01:04:15.500
[chuckling] What are you doing?

01:04:16.208 --> 01:04:18.292
Rory's phone. Ellie speaking.

01:04:19.042 --> 01:04:22.250
Uh, we work together.
I'm afraid I made him stay late.

01:04:22.333 --> 01:04:24.958
[mouthing words]

01:04:27.208 --> 01:04:31.083
No. No, no, no, no, no. I-I'm-- I'm sorry.

01:04:31.500 --> 01:04:33.917
Okay. Okay, see you.

01:04:35.333 --> 01:04:37.000
Why didn't you tell me it's your birthday?

01:04:38.292 --> 01:04:39.667
I...

01:04:39.750 --> 01:04:41.750
I would rather be doing this.

01:04:44.125 --> 01:04:46.417
Right. Get your stuff together.

01:04:46.500 --> 01:04:48.708
[speakers: pop music playing]

01:04:48.792 --> 01:04:52.083
So, why would you invite your ex
to your birthday party?

01:04:54.417 --> 01:04:55.708
I didn't.

01:04:55.792 --> 01:04:57.917
I had no idea she was going to be here.

01:04:58.000 --> 01:04:59.333
Who invited her, then?

01:04:59.417 --> 01:05:03.125
She's my sister's friend, and I'm not
talking to any of them tonight.

01:05:03.208 --> 01:05:04.750
So, what happened with you guys, then?

01:05:04.833 --> 01:05:07.333
She was religious,

01:05:07.417 --> 01:05:10.375
but I guess when we met
she was only a bit religious.

01:05:10.458 --> 01:05:12.000
And as the relationship went on,

01:05:12.083 --> 01:05:14.625
she was like, "Actually, the fact
that you don't believe in God

01:05:14.708 --> 01:05:16.667
is emerging as somewhat
of a deal-breaker for me."

01:05:17.625 --> 01:05:21.167
But, in the end, she married this guy.

01:05:22.875 --> 01:05:25.500
You know, win some, you lose some.

01:05:27.167 --> 01:05:28.958
-What about you?
-[scoffs]

01:05:29.042 --> 01:05:31.167
You don't wanna know about me.

01:05:31.250 --> 01:05:32.875
You couldn't be more wrong.

01:05:34.917 --> 01:05:36.917
Well, I was with someone for a while.

01:05:37.000 --> 01:05:38.542
Define a while.

01:05:38.625 --> 01:05:39.917
Eight years.

01:05:40.000 --> 01:05:44.000
And he really wanted kids, but I didn't.

01:05:44.083 --> 01:05:45.625
So...

01:05:45.708 --> 01:05:47.250
So we broke up.

01:05:48.208 --> 01:05:50.125
-I'm sorry.
-That isn't even the end.

01:05:50.208 --> 01:05:52.583
Then we got back together,
then we broke up again,

01:05:52.667 --> 01:05:55.708
then there was this whole awful
smorgasbord of haphazard shagging.

01:05:55.792 --> 01:05:58.208
And then finally, he proposed.

01:05:58.292 --> 01:06:02.375
We were on holiday with about a dozen
of our nearest and dearest.

01:06:02.458 --> 01:06:03.750
Oh, gosh.

01:06:05.333 --> 01:06:06.500
Yep.

01:06:07.083 --> 01:06:10.708
I mean, it wasn't even
that I didn't love him. I just...

01:06:10.792 --> 01:06:13.750
I just wasn't sure
that I loved him enough.

01:06:13.833 --> 01:06:16.292
You know, maybe I do want kids.
I don't know.

01:06:16.375 --> 01:06:20.667
But I pretty much knew for sure
I didn't want them with him.

01:06:20.750 --> 01:06:25.042
Well, that sounds like
a really shit break-up. I'm sorry.

01:06:25.125 --> 01:06:27.208
And that is why
people shouldn't talk about themselves

01:06:27.292 --> 01:06:29.667
because it is depressing as shit.

01:06:29.750 --> 01:06:31.417
Yeah, it's really depressing.

01:06:31.500 --> 01:06:35.042
I think it might be time
for your birthday dance.

01:06:35.125 --> 01:06:38.083
-My birthday dance?
-Yes, your birthday dance.

01:06:38.167 --> 01:06:41.167
[upbeat pop song, drums,
playing on speakers]

01:06:41.250 --> 01:06:43.125
[man] ♪ And I'm gon' tell
Each and every one of you ♪

01:06:43.208 --> 01:06:45.125
♪ To give me some assistance now ♪

01:06:45.208 --> 01:06:47.833
♪ Ain't love good, ain't love proud ♪

01:06:47.917 --> 01:06:50.167
[with back-up singers]
♪ Ain't love good, ain't love proud ♪

01:06:50.250 --> 01:06:51.583
[man] ♪ Let me hear the music ♪

01:06:51.667 --> 01:06:53.125
[guitars join in, drums continue]

01:06:53.208 --> 01:06:54.667
♪ Oh, all right ♪

01:06:55.958 --> 01:06:57.333
♪ Well, all right ♪

01:06:58.417 --> 01:07:00.833
[song continues playing]

01:07:00.917 --> 01:07:04.000
♪ Don't you know
It's a big, bright world ♪

01:07:04.083 --> 01:07:06.125
♪ When a, a guy meets a girl ♪

01:07:06.208 --> 01:07:09.125
♪ Don't you know if the
The girl is real I

01:07:09.208 --> 01:07:11.583
♪ The world has got to smell so sweet ♪

01:07:11.667 --> 01:07:14.458
♪ Don't you know it's a, a good feelin' ♪

01:07:14.542 --> 01:07:16.875
♪ That sets your heart a-reelin' ♪

01:07:16.958 --> 01:07:19.750
♪ Everybody now clap your hands

01:07:19.833 --> 01:07:22.042
♪ Children, stomp them feet ♪

01:07:22.125 --> 01:07:24.833
-[song fades]
-Wow. Cool flat.

01:07:24.917 --> 01:07:27.583
Yeah, this is, uh-- this is me.

01:07:27.667 --> 01:07:29.000
[both laugh]

01:07:29.083 --> 01:07:30.333
It's nice.

01:07:30.417 --> 01:07:32.542
-Oh! Your cat!
-He's Diesel.

01:07:32.625 --> 01:07:34.667
Hi, Diesel.

01:07:34.750 --> 01:07:37.750
-[Diesel miaows]
-Um, refreshment?

01:07:37.833 --> 01:07:41.333
Yeah. Uh, maybe actually water.

01:07:41.417 --> 01:07:42.750
-Yeah.
-Thanks.

01:07:45.875 --> 01:07:46.875
[Diesel miaows]

01:07:50.542 --> 01:07:52.875
So many records.

01:07:52.958 --> 01:07:54.167
It's kind of a hobby of mine.

01:07:54.250 --> 01:07:57.625
-[switch clicks]
-[mid-tempo ballad playing on speakers]

01:07:59.375 --> 01:08:00.625
Hello.

01:08:00.708 --> 01:08:05.042
[woman] ♪ Hello, Mark, long time no see ♪

01:08:05.125 --> 01:08:09.625
♪ I bet you don't remember me... ♪

01:08:10.375 --> 01:08:12.000
So these...

01:08:12.917 --> 01:08:14.667
these ladies,

01:08:15.375 --> 01:08:16.917
they're all your sisters, right?

01:08:17.000 --> 01:08:19.833
No. I'm a serial bigamist, actually.

01:08:19.917 --> 01:08:21.583
Ah.

01:08:21.667 --> 01:08:24.125
Yeah. Shucks. I thought so.

01:08:25.333 --> 01:08:27.833
[ballad continues playing]

01:08:29.625 --> 01:08:33.458
♪ By the way, have you seen him lately? ♪

01:08:35.083 --> 01:08:36.542
♪ Could you tell me 7

01:08:36.625 --> 01:08:43.542
♪ How is he? ♪

01:08:50.083 --> 01:08:54.458
♪ I haven't seen him for so long ♪

01:08:54.542 --> 01:08:59.417
♪ Don't think of him when I'm alone ♪

01:08:59.500 --> 01:09:03.708
♪ Time flies so fast, you miss a lot ♪

01:09:04.417 --> 01:09:07.167
♪ It was two years the other night &amp;

01:09:07.250 --> 01:09:10.167
♪ And I forgot ♪

01:09:16.833 --> 01:09:18.083
[song ends]

01:10:11.042 --> 01:10:13.417
[thunder rumbling]

01:10:25.500 --> 01:10:27.750
[toddler babbling]

01:10:27.833 --> 01:10:29.208
[phone vibrates]

01:10:40.250 --> 01:10:41.667
Hi.

01:10:41.750 --> 01:10:44.208
Um, I was wondering--

01:10:44.292 --> 01:10:45.792
Sorry, you're gonna have to speak up.

01:10:45.875 --> 01:10:50.042
Oh. Um, how do I find out who owns
one of these PO boxes?

01:10:50.125 --> 01:10:52.125
You want to open a PO box?

01:10:52.208 --> 01:10:55.500
No, no. I wanna find out
who owns one of them.

01:10:55.583 --> 01:10:57.292
Are you the owner of the box?

01:10:57.875 --> 01:10:59.000
No, I--

01:10:59.083 --> 01:11:02.167
I want to find out who owns one of them,
so I can write to them.

01:11:02.250 --> 01:11:04.458
I mean, I want to find out
if they still own it,

01:11:04.542 --> 01:11:06.958
if you, uh-- if you see what I'm saying.

01:11:07.042 --> 01:11:11.292
You've obviously not heard of
that little thing called data protection.

01:11:12.542 --> 01:11:14.042
You know what?

01:11:14.833 --> 01:11:17.958
Don't worry about it.
I will, uh-- I'll figure something out.

01:11:33.083 --> 01:11:35.083
[Ellie's voice]
Dear ♪. This might sound strange,

01:11:35.167 --> 01:11:37.250
but I found some letters
that may belong to you,

01:11:37.333 --> 01:11:41.083
addressed to ♪.S., postmarked 1965.

01:11:41.167 --> 01:11:43.417
-They appear to be of sentimental value.
-Thanks.

01:11:43.500 --> 01:11:44.792
If you could bear to tell me,

01:11:44.875 --> 01:11:47.708
I'd love to know the story
behind them and Mr Boot.

01:11:47.792 --> 01:11:50.250
With all best wishes, Ellie Haworth.

01:12:01.333 --> 01:12:03.667
[Jennifer's voice] "Dear Miss Haworth.
I do not wish to speak to you

01:12:03.750 --> 01:12:06.875
regarding the events of the period
outlined to me in your letter,

01:12:06.958 --> 01:12:10.792
and, as such, will be unable to assist you
any further with your investigation.

01:12:10.875 --> 01:12:13.125
Sincerely, Jennifer Stirling."

01:12:21.375 --> 01:12:22.583
Okay, I'll see you.

01:12:23.542 --> 01:12:25.250
-Bye.
-Bye.

01:12:45.708 --> 01:12:47.125
[intercom buzzes]

01:12:52.083 --> 01:12:53.375
Hello?

01:12:53.917 --> 01:12:55.958
Is that Mrs Stirling?

01:12:56.042 --> 01:12:57.208
Speaking.

01:12:57.292 --> 01:13:01.125
Hello. Hi. I'm, um-- I'm Ellie Haworth,
from The London Chronicle.

01:13:01.208 --> 01:13:04.833
I wrote to you regarding a series
of letters that myself and my colleague--

01:13:04.917 --> 01:13:08.667
Yes, and I have responded
via the enclosed address.

01:13:09.292 --> 01:13:11.208
Yes, um--

01:13:11.292 --> 01:13:12.542
I just w--

01:13:12.625 --> 01:13:15.708
Look. If now isn't convenient,
I'm more than happy--

01:13:15.792 --> 01:13:17.833
I'm sorry, but as I said in my letter,

01:13:17.917 --> 01:13:21.542
what happened between myself and Mr O'Hare
is a private matter.

01:13:24.750 --> 01:13:28.833
Yes, o-of course,
and I'm-- I'm v-very sorry for intruding.

01:13:28.917 --> 01:13:32.333
Um, I just wanted at the very least
to return--

01:13:32.417 --> 01:13:34.333
[intercom clicks]

01:13:34.417 --> 01:13:35.417
Hello?

01:13:37.000 --> 01:13:38.000
Hello?

01:13:40.708 --> 01:13:42.042
Shit.

01:14:16.500 --> 01:14:18.083
Mrs Stirling.

01:14:18.167 --> 01:14:20.042
Lovely to see you again. We've missed you.

01:14:23.542 --> 01:14:26.917
Yes, it's-- it's lovely to see you too.

01:14:28.500 --> 01:14:31.500
I wouldn't suppose you have a spare key?
I seem to have left mine at home.

01:14:32.208 --> 01:14:35.333
Certainly, ma'am, but PO Box 13's
no longer in service.

01:14:36.167 --> 01:14:37.667
I'm sorry?

01:14:37.750 --> 01:14:42.292
As per Mr Stirling's request,
it's been closed for the last month.

01:14:43.792 --> 01:14:47.042
Well, reopen it. Now. Please.

01:14:47.125 --> 01:14:48.500
Certainly, ma'am.

01:14:49.583 --> 01:14:52.750
Mrs Cordoza, I need the keys
to my husband's study.

01:14:52.833 --> 01:14:55.875
I'm afraid this is an instruction
and not a request.

01:14:55.958 --> 01:14:57.125
Of course.

01:14:59.333 --> 01:15:00.458
Thank you.

01:15:37.542 --> 01:15:39.875
[Anthony's voice]
"My dearest and only love,

01:15:39.958 --> 01:15:41.083
I know you're frightened,

01:15:41.167 --> 01:15:44.542
but believe me when I say
I've known nothing like this before

01:15:44.625 --> 01:15:46.542
and can assure you
that I never will again.

01:15:46.625 --> 01:15:49.667
I'll be on platform two,
Marylebone, 7:15."

01:15:49.750 --> 01:15:52.250
"Seize this thing that is true
and real and infinite.

01:15:52.333 --> 01:15:54.125
More importantly, spare yourself."”

01:15:54.208 --> 01:15:55.208
"..a lie is worse.”

01:15:55.667 --> 01:15:58.208
“I will never be satisfied
with just a part of you.”

01:15:58.292 --> 01:15:59.333
[Jennifer's voice]
“It's my very peace of mind."

01:15:59.417 --> 01:16:00.917
[Anthony's voice] "Come with me, darling.

01:16:01.000 --> 01:16:04.417
We could be happy. So happy."

01:16:04.500 --> 01:16:07.167
[car approaches]

01:16:07.250 --> 01:16:09.792
[car door opens, closes]

01:16:09.875 --> 01:16:12.625
"Know that you hold my hopes,
my heart, in your hands."

01:16:12.708 --> 01:16:15.167
-[Jennifer's voice] "Yours always, ♪."
-[Anthony's voice] "Your Boot.”

01:16:29.458 --> 01:16:30.958
What are you doing with this?

01:16:34.750 --> 01:16:36.917
Larry, why have you been
tampering with my mail?

01:16:41.042 --> 01:16:42.292
They, um...

01:16:43.125 --> 01:16:44.625
They found it on you...

01:16:46.083 --> 01:16:47.333
the day of the accident.

01:16:51.583 --> 01:16:53.625
I'm guessing you know who wrote it.

01:16:54.458 --> 01:16:55.583
Yes.

01:16:58.542 --> 01:17:01.375
Yes, his name is Anthony O'Hare.

01:17:02.583 --> 01:17:03.583
Was.

01:17:05.667 --> 01:17:06.917
Journalist.

01:17:08.500 --> 01:17:09.917
I introduced you.

01:17:11.875 --> 01:17:15.542
The two of you, it seems,
were engaged in some kind of...

01:17:20.458 --> 01:17:22.292
Jenny, he was killed.

01:17:28.208 --> 01:17:29.792
Wait...

01:17:29.875 --> 01:17:32.333
-He was beside you in the car.
-No.

01:17:33.917 --> 01:17:34.917
No.

01:17:35.000 --> 01:17:37.042
The man beside me in the car
was named Felipe.

01:17:37.125 --> 01:17:38.208
The driver was Felipe,

01:17:38.292 --> 01:17:41.625
but the man in the passenger seat
was a Mr Anthony O'Hare.

01:17:44.792 --> 01:17:48.667
And when you woke from your accident,
I made a decision.

01:17:51.125 --> 01:17:52.583
I was trying to protect you.

01:17:54.417 --> 01:17:56.375
-From what?
-The truth.

01:17:57.375 --> 01:17:59.500
I didn't want you
to have to bear the guilt.

01:18:07.875 --> 01:18:09.875
[typing]

01:18:20.875 --> 01:18:22.667
Holy shit.

01:18:24.625 --> 01:18:26.833
Anthony worked at The Chronicle.

01:18:27.542 --> 01:18:29.083
Yes.

01:18:29.958 --> 01:18:32.333
[typing]

01:18:35.542 --> 01:18:37.292
[phone vibrates]

01:19:05.708 --> 01:19:06.833
Okay.

01:19:23.542 --> 01:19:25.250
[computer whooshing]

01:19:27.042 --> 01:19:28.417
[exhales]

01:19:58.833 --> 01:20:02.333
[phone: ringtone playing, muffled]

01:20:10.250 --> 01:20:12.000
-Hello?
-Ellie Haworth?

01:20:12.083 --> 01:20:14.417
-Mm-hmm.
-This is Anthony O'Hare.

01:20:15.583 --> 01:20:18.042
Oh, um-- [clears throat] Hi.

01:20:18.708 --> 01:20:21.333
<i>Um--
- Ibelieve you wish to speak with me.</i>

01:20:21.417 --> 01:20:22.750
Yes.

01:20:22.833 --> 01:20:24.875
Uh, hello, Mr O'Hare.

01:20:24.958 --> 01:20:27.958
So, how did you stumble on my story?

01:20:28.750 --> 01:20:30.958
Well, initially, I was just--

01:20:31.042 --> 01:20:33.625
I was just following an instinct.

01:20:34.333 --> 01:20:36.833
Then I thought
there might be a feature in it.

01:20:36.917 --> 01:20:38.000
[chuckles]

01:20:38.083 --> 01:20:39.458
And then...

01:20:40.500 --> 01:20:44.708
the more I read,
the more I started to feel...

01:20:46.250 --> 01:20:48.042
I just...

01:20:48.125 --> 01:20:50.167
I found them incredibly moving.

01:20:52.792 --> 01:20:53.958
So...

01:20:54.042 --> 01:20:55.833
did she meet you?

01:20:57.125 --> 01:20:58.708
D-Did you go...

01:21:00.708 --> 01:21:02.583
to New York together?

01:21:02.667 --> 01:21:04.292
No.

01:21:04.375 --> 01:21:08.000
Mrs Stirling did not accompany me
to New York.

01:21:10.000 --> 01:21:11.833
And was that the last-- I mean...

01:21:13.542 --> 01:21:14.583
Did you...

01:21:16.917 --> 01:21:19.167
Did you ever see each other again?

01:21:24.958 --> 01:21:28.250
[choir singing "Carol of the Bells"]

01:21:28.333 --> 01:21:30.542
♪ Christmas is here, bringing good cheer ♪

01:21:30.625 --> 01:21:32.875
♪ To young and old, meek and the bold ♪

01:21:32.958 --> 01:21:35.292
♪ Ding-dong, ding-dong
That is their song ♪

01:21:35.375 --> 01:21:37.625
♪ With joyful ring, all caroling ♪

01:21:37.708 --> 01:21:40.000
♪ One seems to hear words of good cheer ♪

01:21:40.083 --> 01:21:42.375
♪ From everywhere, filling the air &amp;

01:21:42.458 --> 01:21:44.792
♪ Oh, how they pound, raising the sound ♪

01:21:44.875 --> 01:21:47.167
♪ O'er hill and dale, telling their tale ♪

01:21:47.250 --> 01:21:49.542
♪ Merrily they ring while people sing ♪

01:21:49.625 --> 01:21:51.833
♪ Songs of good cheer, Christmas is here

01:21:51.917 --> 01:21:54.250
♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪

01:21:54.333 --> 01:21:56.667
♪ Merry, merry, merry
Merry Christmas ♪

01:21:56.750 --> 01:21:58.917
♪ On, on they send, on without end ♪

01:21:59.000 --> 01:22:01.333
♪ Their joyful tone to every home ♪

01:22:01.417 --> 01:22:03.750
♪ Hark, how the bells
Sweet silver bells... ♪

01:22:03.833 --> 01:22:05.083
Jennifer.

01:22:06.708 --> 01:22:08.000
Jennifer.

01:22:09.667 --> 01:22:11.458
[choir continues singing carol]

01:22:13.458 --> 01:22:16.500
Am I really that much of a fright
after all these years?

01:22:16.583 --> 01:22:18.167
♪ Words of good cheer ♪

01:22:18.250 --> 01:22:20.125
♪ From everywhere, filling the air &amp;

01:22:20.208 --> 01:22:22.458
♪ Oh, how they pound, raising the sound ♪

01:22:22.542 --> 01:22:24.458
-Can we go somewhere?
-Course.

01:22:25.167 --> 01:22:27.458
♪ Merrily they ring while people sing ♪

01:22:27.542 --> 01:22:29.708
♪ Songs of good cheer, Christmas is here

01:22:29.792 --> 01:22:32.125
♪ Merry, merry, merry, merry Christmas ♪

01:22:32.208 --> 01:22:34.542
♪ Merry, merry, merry
Merry Christmas ♪

01:22:34.625 --> 01:22:38.333
[carol continues, fades]

01:22:38.417 --> 01:22:40.583
What must you have thought of me?

01:22:41.792 --> 01:22:44.167
Well, I assumed you to be a loyal wife.

01:22:46.375 --> 01:22:48.292
And I returned to my work.

01:22:49.708 --> 01:22:50.708
New York?

01:22:53.958 --> 01:22:55.958
It's been my home for the past...

01:22:57.167 --> 01:22:59.083
four years.

01:23:06.208 --> 01:23:07.958
I was on my way...

01:23:10.333 --> 01:23:11.667
to meet you.

01:23:19.292 --> 01:23:20.833
There was a crash.

01:23:23.375 --> 01:23:25.750
I was left unconscious.

01:23:28.125 --> 01:23:32.792
I couldn't remember anything...
until I saw you tonight.

01:23:32.875 --> 01:23:37.333
I had found your letters,
but I was told you...

01:23:43.083 --> 01:23:45.958
I was misled
and I thought that I'd lost you.

01:23:47.000 --> 01:23:48.250
Misplaced...

01:23:49.583 --> 01:23:50.833
perhaps.

01:23:52.542 --> 01:23:54.500
But certainly not lost.

01:23:57.292 --> 01:23:58.333
Boot?

01:23:59.458 --> 01:24:01.208
Yes, dear Jennifer?

01:24:01.292 --> 01:24:03.292
Would you kiss me, please?

01:24:25.542 --> 01:24:27.292
Come back with me.

01:24:29.917 --> 01:24:31.917
I can't lose you again.

01:24:32.000 --> 01:24:34.000
Too many things have changed.

01:24:37.667 --> 01:24:39.667
I'm still in love with you.

01:24:41.667 --> 01:24:43.292
Can you please help me?

01:24:59.042 --> 01:25:00.667
I have a daughter.

01:25:08.125 --> 01:25:10.042
What's her name?

01:25:10.125 --> 01:25:12.250
Esme.

01:25:12.333 --> 01:25:13.833
She's two.

01:25:19.708 --> 01:25:20.917
Bring her.

01:25:21.958 --> 01:25:23.083
Mmm?

01:25:30.750 --> 01:25:32.000
I can't.

01:25:34.125 --> 01:25:35.792
Forgive me.

01:25:43.042 --> 01:25:44.708
I'll wait.

01:25:47.250 --> 01:25:49.625
Tell me to wait for you and I will.

01:25:52.292 --> 01:25:53.917
I love you.

01:25:57.583 --> 01:25:59.250
I always have.

01:26:05.542 --> 01:26:07.375
I'm so sorry.

01:26:19.167 --> 01:26:22.000
So, that was the last
you saw of each other?

01:26:24.500 --> 01:26:25.708
No more letters?

01:26:27.667 --> 01:26:29.292
No more letters.

01:26:34.750 --> 01:26:36.542
Do you have them with you?

01:26:36.625 --> 01:26:38.042
Yes.

01:26:38.125 --> 01:26:39.667
-Th-The letters, yes.
-Yes.

01:26:40.792 --> 01:26:42.125
Here.

01:26:48.250 --> 01:26:50.917
What if I could
put the two of you in touch?

01:26:53.333 --> 01:26:54.500
No.

01:26:54.583 --> 01:26:59.375
I chose to respect Jennifer's decision
all those years ago.

01:27:00.208 --> 01:27:03.208
It seems only right to me
I continue to do so.

01:27:06.875 --> 01:27:09.125
I wonder if this ought to be
returned to Mrs Stirling.

01:27:09.208 --> 01:27:11.167
Well, I already tried.

01:27:11.917 --> 01:27:14.167
Well, you're a journalist.

01:27:17.208 --> 01:27:18.708
Try again.

01:27:18.792 --> 01:27:20.458
[intercom buzzes]

01:27:23.500 --> 01:27:27.417
[intercom buzzes]

01:27:27.500 --> 01:27:28.917
[woman] Can I help you?

01:27:33.417 --> 01:27:34.875
Mrs Stirling?

01:27:34.958 --> 01:27:35.958
Yes?

01:27:37.292 --> 01:27:39.167
Well, I'm, um--

01:27:39.250 --> 01:27:42.042
I'm Ellie-- Ellie Haworth from the, uh...

01:27:43.000 --> 01:27:45.583
Um, look, I'm--

01:27:45.667 --> 01:27:47.708
[-I'm-- I'm just-- I'm not trying to--

01:27:47.792 --> 01:27:49.042
I just--

01:27:50.042 --> 01:27:53.333
I met with Mr O'Hare, with Anthony,

01:27:53.417 --> 01:27:57.042
and, um, he wanted me to give you these.

01:27:58.833 --> 01:28:02.000
He wants you to have them
and it is his express wish.

01:28:06.083 --> 01:28:08.292
[Jennifer] What did you two discuss?

01:28:08.375 --> 01:28:12.500
Well, uh, you... mostly.

01:28:14.958 --> 01:28:16.917
H-He told me what happened.

01:28:18.833 --> 01:28:20.375
In the end, you...

01:28:21.292 --> 01:28:23.167
you chose your family.

01:28:35.583 --> 01:28:37.375
[sighs, sniffles]

01:28:41.625 --> 01:28:42.792
[exhales]

01:28:58.958 --> 01:29:01.958
[woman singing on phonograph, faint]

01:29:06.792 --> 01:29:09.083
[woman] ♪ Johnny boy, my friend ♪

01:29:09.167 --> 01:29:11.542
♪ Stop them again ♪

01:29:11.625 --> 01:29:15.833
♪ For a lonely girl in the world ♪

01:29:15.917 --> 01:29:18.500
♪ Of the stone buildings ♪

01:29:18.583 --> 01:29:20.583
♪ That would turn brown ♪

01:29:20.667 --> 01:29:23.000
♪ If they were born ♪

01:29:23.083 --> 01:29:26.417
[louder] &amp; In the town
Where the trees are grown ♪

01:29:26.500 --> 01:29:28.125
♪ Johnny boy ♪

01:29:28.208 --> 01:29:34.833
♪ I'm alone ♪

01:29:34.917 --> 01:29:40.292
♪ Please take me home ♪

01:29:40.375 --> 01:29:42.500
[song continues playing]

01:29:42.583 --> 01:29:44.042
What's all this, then?

01:29:44.125 --> 01:29:45.625
♪ Johnny boy, my friend ♪

01:29:45.708 --> 01:29:48.208
♪ Please hold my hand ♪

01:29:48.292 --> 01:29:50.167
♪ In the middle of ♪

01:29:50.250 --> 01:29:52.083
[phonograph clicks off]

01:29:56.792 --> 01:29:58.417
You lied to me.

01:30:00.458 --> 01:30:02.458
You told me he was dead.

01:30:08.167 --> 01:30:09.208
Why?

01:30:14.417 --> 01:30:16.250
For the sake of our marriage.

01:30:17.625 --> 01:30:20.542
By allowing me to believe
that I'd killed him?

01:30:31.333 --> 01:30:36.750
I know that I betrayed you, Lawrence.

01:30:38.667 --> 01:30:40.333
I live with it every day.

01:30:41.750 --> 01:30:46.333
And I have spent
the last four years of my life...

01:30:48.583 --> 01:30:50.667
trying to be a better wife for you.

01:30:52.875 --> 01:30:56.083
But I remember, Larry.
I remember everything.

01:30:56.167 --> 01:30:57.792
And the truth is,

01:30:57.875 --> 01:31:00.500
you and I were broken
long before Anthony came into my life.

01:31:00.583 --> 01:31:02.167
-Jennifer.
-Don't touch me.

01:31:02.250 --> 01:31:05.000
-Jenny, listen--
-No! You listen to me now.

01:31:07.667 --> 01:31:12.167
The only reason I am still here
is because of our daughter.

01:31:13.250 --> 01:31:17.125
From this day forward,
I am your wife in name only.

01:31:17.208 --> 01:31:21.000
And if you so much as attempt
to treat me otherwise,

01:31:21.083 --> 01:31:24.000
I will take our daughter and I will leave.

01:31:26.792 --> 01:31:29.792
Now if you think the courts
will side with an adulteress,

01:31:29.875 --> 01:31:31.417
then you're delusional.

01:31:32.792 --> 01:31:35.667
And if you try to leave,
if you try to take my child,

01:31:35.750 --> 01:31:38.625
I will destroy you
and you'll never see her again.

01:31:38.708 --> 01:31:40.208
Do you understand?

01:31:53.250 --> 01:31:55.583
[whispering] Hi, darling.

01:31:55.667 --> 01:31:57.542
Hi, baby.

01:31:57.625 --> 01:32:00.500
We're gonna go on an adventure, okay?

01:32:07.542 --> 01:32:08.542
Hello.

01:32:08.625 --> 01:32:12.083
I'm looking for Mr Anthony O'Hare.
He's in room 216.

01:32:12.167 --> 01:32:15.500
Mr O'Hare is no longer
staying with us here.

01:32:20.375 --> 01:32:21.625
When did he leave?

01:32:21.708 --> 01:32:23.250
Yesterday.

01:32:26.292 --> 01:32:27.625
Thank you.

01:32:28.958 --> 01:32:31.292
[woman] Ma'am. Just stop for a second.

01:32:31.375 --> 01:32:32.708
Anthony?

01:32:32.792 --> 01:32:33.917
Excuse me, ma'am!

01:32:35.042 --> 01:32:38.417
-What's going on in here?
-[woman] I've been trying to explain.

01:32:39.208 --> 01:32:41.583
-[man] Mary Ellen.
-[Jennifer] Anthony?

01:32:42.417 --> 01:32:44.083
I'm looking for Anthony O'Hare.

01:32:44.167 --> 01:32:46.375
I need to know where he is. Please--

01:32:46.458 --> 01:32:49.333
I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this,
but Anthony handed in his notice.

01:32:50.167 --> 01:32:51.833
He resigned this morning.

01:32:51.917 --> 01:32:53.375
Did he leave a forwarding address?

01:32:53.458 --> 01:32:55.500
[Mary Ellen] I'm sorry to say he did not.

01:33:18.792 --> 01:33:21.208
Perhaps you could see to it
that he gets these?

01:33:21.292 --> 01:33:24.250
If you hear from Anthony again,
please tell him I was looking for him.

01:33:45.750 --> 01:33:49.333
So then you--
y-you went back to your husband?

01:33:50.750 --> 01:33:53.167
I just couldn't risk losing her.

01:33:54.083 --> 01:33:57.083
And I did eventually leave him

01:33:57.167 --> 01:34:01.167
when I knew for certain that the law
would support my decision.

01:34:01.250 --> 01:34:03.292
What about Mr O'Hare?

01:34:03.375 --> 01:34:07.542
Did you try getting in touch with him
o-once you'd left?

01:34:07.625 --> 01:34:12.417
I would scour the papers every day
looking for his name.

01:34:13.333 --> 01:34:14.708
Nothing.

01:34:14.792 --> 01:34:16.667
And eventually,
I stopped buying the paper.

01:34:16.750 --> 01:34:19.333
It felt to me as though
he didn't want to be found.

01:34:19.875 --> 01:34:21.167
But what about now?

01:34:23.708 --> 01:34:26.542
You know, he doesn't know
that you tried to go after him.

01:34:26.625 --> 01:34:27.708
He has no idea!

01:34:28.208 --> 01:34:31.083
Probably for the best. We had our chance.

01:34:31.167 --> 01:34:32.667
Yes, but what--

01:34:32.750 --> 01:34:34.833
What if you could have another chance?

01:34:34.917 --> 01:34:37.250
A heart can only take so much.

01:34:37.333 --> 01:34:38.833
And I fear...

01:34:40.208 --> 01:34:42.500
at my age, I've reached my limit.

01:34:46.500 --> 01:34:48.542
[Ellie's voice]
The past can be intoxicating.

01:34:48.625 --> 01:34:52.083
It can draw you in, create the illusion
that things were better,

01:34:52.167 --> 01:34:55.750
you were happier
or experiences were richer back then.

01:34:55.833 --> 01:34:57.500
It can also debilitate you,

01:34:57.583 --> 01:35:01.250
leaving you stuck in your memories
of pain, heartbreak and disappointment,

01:35:01.958 --> 01:35:05.417
holding you back from even attempting
another shot at happiness.

01:35:05.500 --> 01:35:07.667
They say if we don't learn
from our past mistakes,

01:35:07.750 --> 01:35:09.708
we're bound to repeat them,

01:35:09.792 --> 01:35:12.667
but can we also learn
to let go of the past?

01:35:12.750 --> 01:35:15.333
Learn to forge ahead,
keeping the knowledge close

01:35:15.417 --> 01:35:19.500
but not letting it overtake our ability
to try again, to feel again?

01:35:19.583 --> 01:35:21.542
Ellie, it's fantastic.

01:35:21.625 --> 01:35:23.625
Okay. Um...

01:35:25.417 --> 01:35:27.417
-Really good work here.
-Oh!

01:35:28.125 --> 01:35:30.625
Well, that's great. I-- I appreciate that.

01:35:36.000 --> 01:35:37.250
I'll be back later.

01:35:37.875 --> 01:35:39.542
[Diesel miaows]

01:35:46.875 --> 01:35:50.125
[phone: ringtone ringing]

01:35:55.333 --> 01:35:56.333
Hello?

01:35:56.417 --> 01:35:58.542
Hi, it's, uh-- it's Ellie.

01:35:58.625 --> 01:36:00.583
Um, how's it going?

01:36:00.667 --> 01:36:03.417
Yeah, um, fine. You?

01:36:03.500 --> 01:36:05.542
Uh, pretty good.

01:36:07.917 --> 01:36:11.208
No, th-tha-- that's not actually true.

01:36:12.750 --> 01:36:15.500
I don't know why I left the other morning
without saying goodbye

01:36:15.583 --> 01:36:18.167
and I don't know why I haven't replied
to any of your messages.

01:36:18.250 --> 01:36:20.458
That's a really shitty thing.

01:36:20.542 --> 01:36:22.833
And, I mean, if you wanted to
message me again,

01:36:22.917 --> 01:36:25.542
you have my word you'll get a reply.

01:36:25.625 --> 01:36:31.042
But I get there might be a ton of reasons
why you don't wanna speak to me

01:36:31.125 --> 01:36:33.583
or write to me or hang out with me.

01:36:33.667 --> 01:36:35.792
And in truth,

01:36:35.875 --> 01:36:38.542
I'm kind of worried you might think
I'm a pretty heinous individual

01:36:38.625 --> 01:36:39.958
if you get to know me.

01:36:42.583 --> 01:36:44.458
But at this point...

01:36:45.583 --> 01:36:49.208
I don't think being afraid to try
is a good enough reason for anything.

01:36:50.667 --> 01:36:51.750
And, uh...

01:36:52.792 --> 01:36:54.833
I think you're fucking tip-top, Rory.

01:36:55.375 --> 01:36:57.958
And I'd...

01:36:58.458 --> 01:37:00.458
I'd really love to see you again.

01:37:02.542 --> 01:37:04.542
And I hope you don't mind me saying that.

01:37:09.083 --> 01:37:10.833
[sighs]

01:37:10.917 --> 01:37:12.500
Look, where are you?

01:37:13.083 --> 01:37:15.292
I'm-- I'm-- I'm outside.

01:37:16.042 --> 01:37:17.583
Sorry?

01:37:17.667 --> 01:37:20.292
I'm outside your flat. [chuckles]

01:37:22.750 --> 01:37:24.667
-Oh, my God. That's so creepy.
-Yeah.

01:37:24.750 --> 01:37:28.125
Well, I was aiming for industrious,
but I, um-- I take your point.

01:37:29.208 --> 01:37:31.083
Okay, okay. Wait there. Just keep talking.

01:37:31.167 --> 01:37:33.792
I'm gonna come down. Keep talking.

01:37:41.417 --> 01:37:42.500
I'm so so--

01:38:00.875 --> 01:38:03.708
I found them. Both of them.

01:38:04.708 --> 01:38:06.125
-You're kidding.
-I went to see them!

01:38:06.208 --> 01:38:08.333
-You're kidding.
-[chuckles]

01:38:08.417 --> 01:38:09.917
Shit! What did they say?

01:38:10.000 --> 01:38:11.250
She tried everything.

01:38:11.333 --> 01:38:13.083
So, he still doesn't know
she went after him?

01:38:13.167 --> 01:38:14.167
No, he's got no idea.

01:38:14.250 --> 01:38:15.917
-So you have to tell him.
- I know!

01:38:16.000 --> 01:38:18.333
I want to, but they don't
want to see each other.

01:38:18.417 --> 01:38:22.042
But if that was true, then why
keep the PO box open the whole time?

01:38:22.125 --> 01:38:24.167
That doesn't make any sense.

01:38:24.958 --> 01:38:26.958
That is a really good point.

01:38:29.208 --> 01:38:31.208
She really came after me?

01:38:33.500 --> 01:38:34.708
She said that to you?

01:38:58.833 --> 01:39:00.333
[Older Anthony's voice] Dear ♪.

01:39:01.667 --> 01:39:05.500
Please forgive this brief intrusion,

01:39:05.583 --> 01:39:07.583
but as I'm sure you are aware...

01:39:09.750 --> 01:39:13.167
our very separate lives have,
thankfully...

01:39:14.542 --> 01:39:17.042
at least for this old man...

01:39:19.542 --> 01:39:21.792
once again intersected.

01:39:26.083 --> 01:39:28.083
In the intervening years,

01:39:28.833 --> 01:39:33.542
I've thought of you with a constancy
I hesitate to now admit.

01:39:34.750 --> 01:39:36.125
Missing you.

01:39:42.917 --> 01:39:46.083
So, I shall venture, one last time...

01:39:47.458 --> 01:39:49.792
with some trepidation...

01:39:54.375 --> 01:39:55.792
Postman's Park...

01:39:57.333 --> 01:40:00.583
Friday, 2:00 p.m.

01:40:04.667 --> 01:40:06.500
Yours respectfully...

01:40:09.333 --> 01:40:10.500
B.

01:40:14.625 --> 01:40:16.125
[Ellie] Oh, she's not coming.

01:40:19.083 --> 01:40:20.708
At least we tried.

01:40:23.500 --> 01:40:25.333
I'll go and get him.

01:40:40.292 --> 01:40:41.292
[sighs]

01:41:20.625 --> 01:41:21.625
[sighs]

01:41:26.500 --> 01:41:27.542
[laughs]

01:41:29.625 --> 01:41:33.250
How about we close our eyes?

01:41:39.667 --> 01:41:40.958
[Ellie chuckles]

01:41:47.583 --> 01:41:49.000
[Older Anthony] A letter.

01:41:50.792 --> 01:41:52.458
[Anthony] An invitation.

01:41:54.625 --> 01:41:56.292
To come away.

01:41:58.917 --> 01:42:00.958
To start again.

01:42:06.667 --> 01:42:09.708
[Anthony's voice] Marylebone. Waiting.

01:42:18.208 --> 01:42:20.625
[Anthony's voice]
I am starting to worry now.

01:42:22.875 --> 01:42:24.583
[Jennifer's voice]
But there's really no need.

01:42:29.042 --> 01:42:30.625
[pants, laughs]

01:42:32.125 --> 01:42:34.542
-Because I'm right here.
-[Jennifer laughs]

01:42:36.000 --> 01:42:37.500
[Jennifer's voice] Right on time.

01:43:14.917 --> 01:43:18.000
[pop song playing]

01:43:23.500 --> 01:43:27.083
[woman] ♪ Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Ou-Our love, yeah ♪

01:43:29.375 --> 01:43:33.292
♪ Is slowly goin' on the rocks now-ow-ow ♪

01:43:33.375 --> 01:43:35.833
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

01:43:35.917 --> 01:43:37.708
♪ Tell me ♪

01:43:37.792 --> 01:43:39.083
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

01:43:40.042 --> 01:43:42.625
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:43:42.708 --> 01:43:44.833
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:43:44.917 --> 01:43:46.958
<i>3 Our love, yeah</i>

01:43:49.083 --> 01:43:52.958
♪ Is in double jeopardy ♪

01:43:53.042 --> 01:43:54.917
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

01:43:55.458 --> 01:43:58.917
♪ Show me, show me, sugar-pie ♪

01:43:59.917 --> 01:44:01.583
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:02.417 --> 01:44:05.708
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:05.792 --> 01:44:10.542
♪ You know I try to keep you satisfied ♪

01:44:10.625 --> 01:44:13.542
♪ But you just won't comprehend ♪

01:44:14.208 --> 01:44:17.208
♪ And if you keep on doin' ♪

01:44:17.292 --> 01:44:19.333
♪ Doin' what you're doin" ♪

01:44:19.417 --> 01:44:22.875
♪ You know our love will surely end ♪

01:44:22.958 --> 01:44:25.958
♪ Don't you know that our love, yeah ♪

01:44:28.333 --> 01:44:31.667
♪ Is slowly goin'
On the rocks now-ow-ow? ♪

01:44:32.250 --> 01:44:33.917
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

01:44:34.583 --> 01:44:35.833
♪ Tell me ♪

01:44:36.417 --> 01:44:38.000
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

01:44:39.000 --> 01:44:41.333
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:41.417 --> 01:44:43.792
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:43.875 --> 01:44:45.375
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

01:44:46.292 --> 01:44:47.792
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

01:44:48.792 --> 01:44:50.417
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:51.167 --> 01:44:53.625
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:44:53.708 --> 01:44:55.208
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

01:44:56.125 --> 01:44:57.625
♪ Tell me, baby ♪

01:44:58.625 --> 01:45:00.250
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:45:01.000 --> 01:45:03.417
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:45:03.500 --> 01:45:04.833
♪ Oh, tell me ♪

01:45:05.833 --> 01:45:07.250
♪ Come on and show me ♪

01:45:08.250 --> 01:45:10.042
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:45:10.750 --> 01:45:13.083
♪ What'cha gonna do about it? ♪

01:45:13.167 --> 01:45:16.167
-[song fades]
-[upbeat pop song playing]

01:45:23.500 --> 01:45:26.833
[woman] ♪ Try to withdraw completely ♪

01:45:30.333 --> 01:45:34.542
♪ Damn
You ain't gonna pin this one on me ♪

01:45:37.625 --> 01:45:41.333
♪ One thing's for sure
I'm not sleeping here tonight ♪

01:45:45.167 --> 01:45:49.208
♪ And I'm not interested
In what you think is best I

01:45:52.583 --> 01:45:55.708
♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

01:45:56.542 --> 01:45:58.500
♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

01:45:58.583 --> 01:46:01.667
♪ I'm on my knees

01:46:01.750 --> 01:46:05.500
♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

01:46:05.583 --> 01:46:08.167
♪ Have mercy on me ♪

01:46:16.250 --> 01:46:19.250
♪ I'm not gonna see you anymore ♪

01:46:23.917 --> 01:46:26.958
♪ 'Cause you're not strong enough ♪

01:46:30.500 --> 01:46:33.500
♪ And you're not smart enough ♪

01:46:34.500 --> 01:46:37.500
♪ You're not cool enough ♪

01:46:37.583 --> 01:46:39.625
♪ Lookin' out the window of the café ♪

01:46:39.708 --> 01:46:41.917
♪ There's a boy
With cherry-coloured lips ♪

01:46:42.000 --> 01:46:44.167
♪ More like
A cherry flavoured stomach ache ♪

01:46:45.500 --> 01:46:48.625
♪ But I get so lonely
I can't relate to anyone ♪

01:46:49.458 --> 01:46:51.417
♪ And my heart is or yin' out ♪

01:46:51.500 --> 01:46:54.583
♪ I'm on my knees

01:46:54.667 --> 01:46:58.417
♪ I'm beggin', please ♪

01:46:58.500 --> 01:47:01.083
♪ Have mercy on me ♪

01:47:16.583 --> 01:48:18.583
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