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If you've painted with me before...
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...you probably know
that I love to make big trees.
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- Oh. How big are we talking?
- Humongous.
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- Oh!
- Absolutely humongous trees
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with leaves and beautiful limbs.
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I've always found
Bob Ross very sexy.
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You know, that hair,
the mom jeans. I'm all in.
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- I am.
- Oh my God.
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I totally forgot to tell you this.
I was watching Katie sleep earlier on.
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I did that thing
where I fast forward into the future
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and I can see
who she's become and whatnot.
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And I did it, and it was incredible.
She's a podiatrist.
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Our child's a podiatrist?
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In Cleveland. Doing really well.
Third biggest in her firm.
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She drives a Lexus. Like,
four years old, but it's pretty good.
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I... I always thought she'd be like
a... a... a butcher.
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- A butcher?
- Mm-hmm. A butcher.
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A v... a vegan butcher.
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You know, so she'd take carrots
and carve little rib eyes,
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or her pork chops
that'd really be made from cauliflower.
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Do you think that we should
put a bird up there?
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Uh, birds are tricky.
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Ah, you just need to be gentle
with them.
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Hello.
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- Aw! Look who's awake.
- Did you have a lovely little nap, Katie?
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Did you?
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Would you like to inspect your wall?
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- Ta-da!
- Pretty good.
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She can tell I'm not a painter.
She's so smart. Mama's little butcher.
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- Who's daddy's little podiatrist?
- Or mama's little butcher.
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Yeah, that's you.
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Yeah, it is.
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You're quite something.
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Can you believe this guy
used to be a therapist?
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He can't even talk to animals.
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And now he has to talk to animals
and owners.
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It's so frustrating.
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♪ Eighteen in love ♪
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♪ All in a night ♪
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♪ Felt it coming home ♪
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♪ Bathe in the light ♪
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♪ For awhile, for awhile, for awhile ♪
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♪ Came in like a thief ♪
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♪ Lost and afraid ♪
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♪ With your head in hand ♪
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♪ Sworn enemies ♪
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♪ Was it I, was it I, was it I... ♪
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I'll get that.
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♪ It's all right, Isabelle ♪
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♪ I know there's only one way to fly ♪
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♪ I know there's everyone and I ♪
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♪ And the weight we hold ♪
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♪ Is it all you know ♪
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♪ Can we make it out alive? ♪
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♪ It's all right, Isabelle ♪
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♪ I know there's only one way to fly ♪
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♪ I know there's ever yone and I ♪
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♪ I, I... ♪
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Lilly to produce.
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Lilly, produce.
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Move, move to the left.
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Stop. You know what?
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- More left.
- To my left?
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Yeah, to your left. Okay.
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Now, slide it, slide it all.
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This way. A little more.
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Too much.
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Okay, there.
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Hey, shouldn't we be doing
inventory right now?
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You know what?
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- Oh, here.
- Give me two.
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Coming up.
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Lilly.
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I can drive to the Superstore
and get two of these for four bucks.
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Lilly?
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Lilly?
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Oh!
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- Mrs. Oberhoffer.
- Those will rot your teeth.
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Only if you eat 'em by the dozen.
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- You go inventory something.
- Okay.
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How's everything, dear?
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Everything's good.
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How are things with Jack?
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He's just great. Yeah. I...
Thanks for asking.
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I'll be sure
to tell him that you said hello.
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I was talking to the pastor.
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And we would like to come over for a visit
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and talk with you.
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I cannot imagine what you've been through.
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Lilly to
the freezer aisle. Lilly, freezer aisle.
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Give the pastor my best.
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I'll shoot straight with you, Lilly.
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People have been noticing
you're acting sort of funny.
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What do you mean, "funny"?
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You know,
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with that thing, all that's goin' on.
You're distracted.
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I'm not distracted.
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Sweet tiny Jesus.
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What the hell is that? Gum selfie?
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Everyone is distracted.
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- Nobody works.
- Okay, Travis.
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You know that I have to go
to that meeting in Rosewood tonight.
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- So maybe we can just pick...
- Again?
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Well, that's...
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It's every Tuesday.
It's gonna be at least once a week.
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- So...
- You see?
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That's what I'm talking about.
You're my right-hand man, Lilly.
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But your mind's not in the game.
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What good's a pro ball QB
without a left tackle?
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- Ah.
- Who's gonna pick up the blitz?
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I don't really follow football, so...
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Well...
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get with it.
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Okay.
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Sherri, no more selfies.
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Bubblegum or otherwise. Okay?
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We've talked about this.
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Golly Wally! You're Lilly.
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Uh... Oh!
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- Yeah, that's my name.
- Mm-hmm.
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- Um, he's getting these, right?
- Yep.
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Every week. I'll buzz you in.
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Hello.
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Hi, everyone.
It's so great to see you tonight.
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- Hey.
- How are you?
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- Hi, baby.
- I'm doing great.
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Yeah?
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- Yeah.
- You look good.
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Okay, everyone.
Let's take our seats.
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I believe we left off last time
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talking about emotional triggers.
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Does anyone have any thoughts
or questions about that?
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No?
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Okay. Well, as always...
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You know me.
I'm a sucker to peer pressure.
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Yeah, but you hate those things.
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They've got all these flavors now.
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Okay.
So, tonight I'd like to talk about trust.
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Lilly, let's start with you and Jack.
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Okay, sure.
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Some families have a hard time adjusting
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after they've been apart
for an extended time.
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Seeing how things
are going to be different.
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I don't think
that's gonna be a problem for us.
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I... I can see that would be
for some people, but...
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Well,
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changes are scary,
but that doesn't have to be a bad thing.
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Scary? We're not...
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We're not scared. Right? I mean, that's...
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- They scared. They scared.
- She's fine.
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Of course I'm fine. You're fine too.
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Is that true, Jack?
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Let's just move on, shall we?
Lot of people to get to.
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It's just that we...
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we haven't actually
talked about it, but I mean, I...
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- We haven't. I mean...
- I mean, look.
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If you wanna talk about it,
let's talk about it. By all means.
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Great. We should do that. Talk about it.
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Let's talk about something
other than vaping.
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What's next week? Meth?
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- Really?
- Not appropriate. Not appropriate, Lilly.
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It's just, it's a joke. I don't mean that.
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Never mind that. She has turned
my only son against me. What about that?
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Mother, you know I haven't...
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- I am not your mother!
- Can we talk about something else?
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You know, I saw her on TV
with that Dr. Phil.
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- Velma.
- Scheming to have him tie my tubes.
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- Mama, calm down.
- Mother.
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- I am not your mother!
- Velma.
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- Velma, sit down.
- Don't you talk to me!
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Why do you keep telling me to be calm?
I am calm!
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Lilly.
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- Lilly!
- Ugh.
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You got a sec?
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- Yeah.
- That didn't go so well.
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I don't know. I think Velma
made some real progress tonight.
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I deserve that one.
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Not what you call a ringing endorsement
for psychiatric care.
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How's he doing?
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Really?
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It's gonna take some time, Lilly.
He's been through a lot.
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Yeah. Well, that's the way it looks.
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And what about you?
Are you getting back to a normal routine?
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Have you done anything
with Katie's things?
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- What does that have to do with anything?
- Emotional triggers like that are tough.
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Are you saying
I should get rid of her things?
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No. I... I don't know.
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How would that make you feel?
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I think it's getting late,
and I should get a move on.
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Lilly, when you come here...
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...do you get anything
out of it for yourself?
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Yes, yes, but let's...
let's keep the focus on Jack.
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We're doing that.
But are you seeing anyone?
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I see people all the time.
I see you right now.
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Okay, Lilly.
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You have to do the work too.
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Okay. Well, great.
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You know, there's a guy I used
to work with that lives down your way.
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A therapist.
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Maybe you could give him a call.
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Larry Fine?
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Like The Three Stooges?
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He's a good guy, Lilly.
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Someone you could talk to.
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Sure thing, Regina.
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You know, it'd be nice to see someone,
Lilly, before you have to see someone.
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Yeah. Well, I'll see you next week.
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- Oh, hello, Jack. Wait.
- Thank you.
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From Lilly.
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She's consistent.
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Is that a bad thing?
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Thank you.
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Welcome.
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♪ Clear out my eyes
Spit out my lungs ♪
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♪ Scream it out “up and down” ♪
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♪ Seasons go and come ♪
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♪ Run for my life ♪
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♪ Then don't turn around ♪
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♪ Sometimes you gotta get lost... ♪
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Son of a...
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♪ Be found ♪
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♪ Take some time... ♪
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- Come on!
- ♪ Clear my mind ♪
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♪ Find another reason why ♪
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♪ Airplanes will fly ♪
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♪ Flowers will bloom ♪
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♪ Humans gonna feel alone
When we go in the wrong room ♪
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♪ Go fall apart ♪
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♪ Rip out my heart ♪
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♪ Let the pieces crumble into nothing ♪
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♪ Till it's just true ♪
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♪ Take some time ♪
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♪ Clear my mind ♪
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♪ Find another reason why ♪
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♪ Take some time ♪
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♪ Clear my mind ♪
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♪ Find another reason... ♪
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Hey, little guy. Watch where you're going.
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Oh!
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Shit.
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Son of a bitch.
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- How are you sleeping?
- Terrific. Thank you.
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- Are you eating okay?
- Oh, yes.
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Yes. I mean,
the food up here is exquisite.
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I don't know if they give Michelin stars
to mental health facilities,
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but if they did...
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And the medication.
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How is it working?
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I really don't know.
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- What do you think?
- It's not about what I think.
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Well...
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Has your wife come in to see you?
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My wife?
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Has she come in to see you?
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Y-Y-You know,
I've actually been meaning to ask, um,
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does that have to happen so much?
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The visits. I mean, it's just
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I feel bad about her having to come
the whole way up here every week.
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Have you... been having dreams
about your daughter?
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My daughter?
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Um...
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No.
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♪ There's something about
The simple sound of morning ♪
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♪ That lets me know that I'm alive ♪
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♪ The way the sun is painting
Every corner ♪
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♪ All of my fears start to subside ♪
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♪ There was a time ♪
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♪ When all the boys got to know you ♪
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♪ That was the time ♪
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♪ Of your life ♪
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♪ But now the fault lines on my face ♪
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♪ Are pushing you away ♪
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♪ So, oh my darlin', I am leaving you ♪
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♪ There was a time ♪
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♪ When all the boys got to know you ♪
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♪ That was the time of your life ♪
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♪ And all the fault lines on my face ♪
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♪ Are begging me to stay ♪
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♪ Oh, I'm sorry, but I'm leaving ♪
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♪ Oh my darlin', I am leaving ♪
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♪ Oh, I am leaving you
Without saying goodbye ♪
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Excuse me, ma'am.
00:20:20.083 --> 00:20:21.416
How much for the crib?
00:20:30.000 --> 00:20:32.166
You got any plans for that recliner?
00:20:32.250 --> 00:20:33.250
Um...
00:20:35.833 --> 00:20:36.833
Not really.
00:22:34.750 --> 00:22:36.750
- Oh.
- Hi. Thank you.
00:22:37.416 --> 00:22:40.041
Goldfish. Oh gosh.
00:22:40.125 --> 00:22:43.958
No, I... I think once they're done,
they're, you know...
00:22:44.041 --> 00:22:45.666
Sorry for your loss.
00:22:45.750 --> 00:22:47.000
Okay. Bye.
00:22:47.083 --> 00:22:49.083
Can I help you?
00:22:49.125 --> 00:22:51.916
Uh, no. I just think I've made a mistake.
00:22:52.000 --> 00:22:53.291
Are you here to see Dr. Larry?
00:22:54.041 --> 00:22:58.000
- Uh, well, is it... is it Larry Fine?
- We just go by Dr. Larry.
00:22:58.083 --> 00:22:58.958
Oh.
00:22:59.041 --> 00:22:59.916
Lilly Maynard?
00:23:00.000 --> 00:23:01.791
Uh, yes. That's, uh...
00:23:01.875 --> 00:23:04.916
- Oh! Okay. Wow! Oh!
- Helen.
00:23:05.000 --> 00:23:06.541
Helen, please.
00:23:06.625 --> 00:23:09.500
All right. I can't help it.
What do you think I'm here for?
00:23:09.583 --> 00:23:10.833
Sorry.
00:23:10.916 --> 00:23:12.500
Uh, what's your pet's name?
00:23:12.583 --> 00:23:15.875
Well, uh, that's just it.
I... I don't have a pet.
00:23:16.541 --> 00:23:18.208
- No pet?
- No.
00:23:18.291 --> 00:23:20.166
Uh, Dr. Larry,
00:23:20.250 --> 00:23:22.750
uh, Lilly has an appointment but no pet.
00:23:23.750 --> 00:23:24.583
That's a first.
00:23:24.666 --> 00:23:25.500
Oh.
00:23:25.583 --> 00:23:28.083
Oh my. Hey! Buddy, I'm married.
00:23:29.625 --> 00:23:31.666
I get this 24 hours a day.
00:23:32.166 --> 00:23:34.726
- I want his marbles knocked off.
- Helen, it's called neutering.
00:23:34.791 --> 00:23:38.208
Nobody's here to get
their marbles knocked off, I presume.
00:23:38.291 --> 00:23:41.083
Uh, I'm as advertised.
00:23:41.166 --> 00:23:43.708
Did you have a question
about an animal or what?
00:23:43.791 --> 00:23:45.791
Well, uh, no, I don't.
00:23:46.416 --> 00:23:49.541
I... I had gotten a referral for you
from a gal.
00:23:49.625 --> 00:23:50.625
A gal?
00:23:51.791 --> 00:23:52.916
Regina Miller?
00:23:54.666 --> 00:23:56.458
Is she still with the state?
00:23:56.958 --> 00:23:58.541
Uh, she's at New Horizons.
00:23:59.500 --> 00:24:00.791
Oh.
00:24:02.666 --> 00:24:03.708
Oh.
00:24:03.791 --> 00:24:07.375
Well, I have taken up enough of your time,
so thank you.
00:24:07.458 --> 00:24:09.500
No, no, no. Why don't you come on back?
00:24:09.583 --> 00:24:10.916
Come on back. Him too.
00:24:11.958 --> 00:24:13.875
Oh, that's how it is.
00:24:14.416 --> 00:24:15.416
Not you.
00:24:15.500 --> 00:24:16.916
Sit. Sit.
00:24:17.458 --> 00:24:18.458
Down.
00:24:18.500 --> 00:24:19.583
Stay.
00:24:19.666 --> 00:24:20.750
- Come.
- Yep.
00:24:24.000 --> 00:24:25.541
Am I supposed to be in here?
00:24:26.333 --> 00:24:29.666
He doesn't mind.
Don't understand why Regina did that.
00:24:30.250 --> 00:24:34.041
I've been out of the mental health field.
I left it ten years ago.
00:24:34.125 --> 00:24:35.166
To become a vet?
00:24:35.250 --> 00:24:37.291
- Mm-hmm.
- Isn't that kind of weird?
00:24:37.375 --> 00:24:41.500
It's an easy explanation really,
but, uh, let's leave it at weird.
00:24:42.375 --> 00:24:44.791
What were you doing at, uh, New Horizons?
00:24:46.166 --> 00:24:48.333
Well, I wasn't. I mean, I was,
00:24:48.416 --> 00:24:50.625
but my husband is, you know, there.
00:24:52.000 --> 00:24:53.601
- Is he getting better?
- I guess.
00:24:53.625 --> 00:24:55.500
- He says he's fine.
- Well, that's good.
00:24:56.458 --> 00:24:59.291
- What about you?
- Me? Oh, I'm fine too.
00:25:00.291 --> 00:25:02.208
Regina sent you to see me
because you're fine.
00:25:02.291 --> 00:25:04.541
Well, it wasn't my idea.
00:25:04.625 --> 00:25:06.208
- But you're here.
- Yeah.
00:25:06.291 --> 00:25:07.291
I, uh...
00:25:08.125 --> 00:25:11.375
You know,
she said it might help him a little
00:25:11.458 --> 00:25:14.375
if I did some work, so...
00:25:14.458 --> 00:25:18.708
I also... I also kind of traded in
some of my furniture,
00:25:18.791 --> 00:25:23.416
most of my furniture,
for a pleather La-Z-Boy.
00:25:25.166 --> 00:25:26.166
Um,
00:25:26.750 --> 00:25:28.125
I mean, not all of it, but...
00:25:30.250 --> 00:25:33.083
My daughter, our baby, died.
00:25:33.625 --> 00:25:35.375
Just over a year ago now, so...
00:25:35.875 --> 00:25:38.875
SIDS, that's what they told us.
00:25:38.958 --> 00:25:40.458
Oh.
00:25:41.750 --> 00:25:42.750
That's awful.
00:25:45.000 --> 00:25:47.083
My husband Jack didn't handle it so good.
00:25:48.291 --> 00:25:49.666
And you did?
00:25:51.458 --> 00:25:52.750
No. No, I...
00:25:53.833 --> 00:25:54.833
No, I'm...
00:25:58.875 --> 00:26:00.208
It's a good question.
00:26:02.875 --> 00:26:04.166
Okay, well...
00:26:06.916 --> 00:26:09.166
I just don't do
this sort of thing anymore.
00:26:10.000 --> 00:26:12.208
Well, no offense,
but you can kind of tell.
00:26:15.833 --> 00:26:18.333
Maybe Regina can set you up
with someone else.
00:26:19.208 --> 00:26:20.666
Yeah. Yeah.
00:26:21.333 --> 00:26:22.208
Okay.
00:26:22.291 --> 00:26:24.976
If you have an animal problem,
you know where to find me.
00:26:25.000 --> 00:26:26.041
Thank you.
00:26:26.583 --> 00:26:29.541
Trigger, hang in there, pal.
It doesn't get better.
00:26:35.666 --> 00:26:38.541
Sarah, that's very good, but...
Okay, okay, don't, um...
00:26:38.625 --> 00:26:41.958
Relax. Treat it gently. You don't have to
beat it to death, darling.
00:26:42.500 --> 00:26:44.958
Oh, Velma, that's... What is that?
00:26:45.041 --> 00:26:47.166
- It's an emoji.
- Ah-ha.
00:26:47.250 --> 00:26:49.601
- The poop one.
- Looks very accurate.
00:26:49.625 --> 00:26:53.250
- When do I get to put it in the oven?
- Soon, dear. Very soon.
00:26:53.875 --> 00:26:54.708
Jack.
00:26:54.791 --> 00:26:56.541
That's beautiful.
00:26:58.416 --> 00:27:02.125
I have some finer utensils
back behind the shelf over there.
00:27:04.708 --> 00:27:07.125
Good work. It's more even this time.
00:27:07.208 --> 00:27:08.375
Keep going. Keep going.
00:27:23.125 --> 00:27:24.500
You found the utensils.
00:27:25.125 --> 00:27:26.125
Yeah.
00:27:26.416 --> 00:27:28.416
Um, what's that from?
00:27:28.500 --> 00:27:31.416
It's just some old junk
from back when this was a school.
00:27:32.833 --> 00:27:35.000
- What happened to it?
- The school?
00:27:35.916 --> 00:27:37.416
Not enough kids.
00:27:38.250 --> 00:27:40.333
Come on, let's go finish your vase.
00:27:41.708 --> 00:27:42.708
It's done.
00:28:24.083 --> 00:28:26.791
Go on! Get the hell out of here!
00:28:26.875 --> 00:28:29.375
Go! This is my garden!
00:28:30.958 --> 00:28:32.458
And don't come back!
00:28:34.916 --> 00:28:35.916
Hi, Lilly.
00:28:36.458 --> 00:28:38.583
- Who are you talking to?
- You, Chuck.
00:28:38.666 --> 00:28:39.666
Oh.
00:28:40.416 --> 00:28:42.833
No. I'm sorry. Chuck, I was just mess...
00:28:49.250 --> 00:28:51.458
Ow!
00:28:51.958 --> 00:28:52.833
Oh.
00:28:52.916 --> 00:28:55.000
Well,
it doesn't need stitches.
00:28:55.083 --> 00:28:57.750
- You got a tetanus shot recently?
- Do I need one?
00:28:57.833 --> 00:28:59.208
Just to be safe.
00:29:00.333 --> 00:29:02.291
The bird obviously thought
you were a threat.
00:29:02.375 --> 00:29:04.125
Well, I am now.
00:29:05.583 --> 00:29:08.125
It's, uh, breeding season, you know?
00:29:09.208 --> 00:29:11.958
Eggs, hatchlings, that sort of thing.
00:29:12.041 --> 00:29:15.333
- You might wanna stay out of your yard.
- It's my fucking yard.
00:29:17.958 --> 00:29:19.166
You always this angry?
00:29:19.708 --> 00:29:22.083
What am I supposed to do,
call the cops?
00:29:22.166 --> 00:29:25.750
I mean, you said call
if I had an animal problem.
00:29:26.666 --> 00:29:29.708
Are you familiar with stage three
of the grieving process?
00:29:29.791 --> 00:29:33.291
I'm assuming that follows stage two?
00:29:33.375 --> 00:29:34.625
Not, uh, necessarily.
00:29:34.708 --> 00:29:36.000
But generally.
00:29:36.083 --> 00:29:38.166
Uh, it's "bargaining and anger."
00:29:38.750 --> 00:29:40.958
Nobody ever talked to you about this?
00:29:43.083 --> 00:29:45.750
Nope. What comes after that?
00:29:46.916 --> 00:29:47.750
Depression.
00:29:47.833 --> 00:29:49.791
Great. I can't wait.
00:29:50.375 --> 00:29:53.041
Mmm, you might not have to wait too long.
00:29:54.375 --> 00:29:55.208
Jeez.
00:29:55.291 --> 00:29:56.375
So you're done.
00:29:58.083 --> 00:29:59.083
Thanks.
00:29:59.583 --> 00:30:02.416
- Look, um, sorry about the hassle.
- No hassle.
00:30:04.041 --> 00:30:06.833
I guess I'm gonna try to find
one of those people doctors.
00:30:07.583 --> 00:30:08.583
Okay.
00:30:14.208 --> 00:30:16.083
Um... Uh, excuse me.
00:30:16.166 --> 00:30:18.083
What... What did the bird look like?
00:30:18.791 --> 00:30:22.250
Um, I don't know. Dark, wings.
00:30:22.333 --> 00:30:23.833
That... that narrows it down.
00:30:24.416 --> 00:30:25.250
Why?
00:30:25.333 --> 00:30:26.625
Um...
00:30:28.416 --> 00:30:31.083
You know, if... if you...
if you would like to, you know,
00:30:31.833 --> 00:30:32.833
talk about it.
00:30:32.875 --> 00:30:34.625
Maybe talk... talk about the bird?
00:30:35.333 --> 00:30:36.500
Yeah, the bird.
00:30:38.666 --> 00:30:39.833
All right.
00:30:40.875 --> 00:30:41.875
Yeah.
00:30:41.958 --> 00:30:42.958
Okay, well...
00:30:44.000 --> 00:30:44.916
see you later.
00:30:45.000 --> 00:30:45.875
Yeah.
00:30:45.958 --> 00:30:49.541
In... In the meantime, stay away
from that new neighbor of yours.
00:30:50.041 --> 00:30:52.375
Yeah, new neighbor.
That... That's a good one.
00:31:06.208 --> 00:31:07.648
Uh, you don't want that one.
00:31:10.083 --> 00:31:11.083
Fungus.
00:31:11.666 --> 00:31:12.666
Oh.
00:31:12.708 --> 00:31:15.500
No, I don't... I don't want fungus peppers.
00:31:15.583 --> 00:31:16.958
Who does?
00:31:18.041 --> 00:31:21.166
Do you have anything
that might, um, scare birds away?
00:31:21.708 --> 00:31:23.291
- Bird deterrent?
- Yeah.
00:31:23.375 --> 00:31:25.375
- Bird-go-away-ent.
- That's funny.
00:31:25.458 --> 00:31:26.916
I like a good joke.
00:31:27.708 --> 00:31:29.458
How do you feel about spikes?
00:31:30.166 --> 00:31:33.333
No, I don't, kinda, need to kebab 'em.
00:31:34.208 --> 00:31:35.208
Um,
00:31:35.875 --> 00:31:36.875
got it.
00:31:38.833 --> 00:31:40.166
Huh. Kind of, um,
00:31:40.750 --> 00:31:41.958
Asian beach ball.
00:31:42.041 --> 00:31:45.041
Yeah. I got one by my pool. No birds come.
00:31:45.583 --> 00:31:46.791
No people either.
00:31:48.625 --> 00:31:50.250
You know? Got it.
00:31:52.000 --> 00:31:54.583
Am I supposed to be following you? I...
00:32:00.583 --> 00:32:02.416
Mother...
00:32:02.500 --> 00:32:04.208
Scares the shit out of birds too.
00:32:06.875 --> 00:32:08.041
I'll take it.
00:32:20.375 --> 00:32:22.083
How's that, you little shit?
00:32:35.208 --> 00:32:38.041
When my wife passed away,
I didn't think I could continue.
00:32:38.125 --> 00:32:39.958
I didn't know how to.
00:32:40.041 --> 00:32:43.125
And if I'm being honest,
I still don't know how to,
00:32:43.666 --> 00:32:44.750
but I do.
00:32:44.833 --> 00:32:49.500
Every morning I ask for strength
and the courage to move forward
00:32:49.583 --> 00:32:51.916
and be there for others.
00:32:52.000 --> 00:32:55.875
Amen. You know,
pastor, you made that difference for me...
00:32:58.833 --> 00:32:59.833
Hello?
00:33:06.583 --> 00:33:08.625
Never gonna believe what I'm watching.
00:33:09.500 --> 00:33:12.666
It's one of those religious shows,
The Higher Power.
00:33:13.333 --> 00:33:15.291
Sounds like a utility company.
00:33:16.291 --> 00:33:17.708
Or a pot store.
00:33:17.791 --> 00:33:19.375
Do the kids still call it pot?
00:33:19.458 --> 00:33:22.833
Feels like they'd have
a cooler way of saying that now
00:33:22.916 --> 00:33:26.166
or an emoji, or...
Well, I'm sure they have an emoji, right?
00:33:26.250 --> 00:33:28.208
They have it for everything.
00:33:30.333 --> 00:33:32.583
Hey, guess what?
I got the garden going again.
00:33:33.458 --> 00:33:36.125
I found the watering can
you painted with Katie.
00:33:37.041 --> 00:33:38.833
It was buried in the brush.
00:33:39.833 --> 00:33:41.375
Almost hit it with a lawn mower.
00:33:50.625 --> 00:33:52.166
...and the higher power.
00:33:53.791 --> 00:33:55.291
In God's name we should pray,
00:33:57.958 --> 00:33:59.666
Exodus says,
00:34:00.250 --> 00:34:05.041
"And they make their lives bitter
with hard bondage
00:34:05.708 --> 00:34:09.458
in mortar of service in the field
00:34:09.541 --> 00:34:12.208
wherein they made them serve
00:34:12.791 --> 00:34:14.041
with vigor."
00:34:20.625 --> 00:34:22.291
- Water?
- I'm good. Thanks
00:34:27.125 --> 00:34:29.125
Good. Bye.
00:34:30.791 --> 00:34:31.916
See you later.
00:35:06.291 --> 00:35:07.916
That's the one, officer.
00:35:09.083 --> 00:35:10.666
The great-tailed grackle.
00:35:10.750 --> 00:35:15.666
Well, he's a little far afield
from the Okeechobee Swamps of Florida.
00:35:15.750 --> 00:35:17.000
Maybe he's lost.
00:35:19.666 --> 00:35:22.791
Guess you don't talk
with your patients that often.
00:35:23.458 --> 00:35:26.041
Oh, you mean 'cause they're animals?
Oh no, we talk all the time.
00:35:26.125 --> 00:35:28.958
Tends to be a one-sided conversation
but fine with me.
00:35:32.458 --> 00:35:33.708
How's Jack doing?
00:35:34.375 --> 00:35:37.916
Good. I guess.
Well, I have to see him tomorrow.
00:35:38.000 --> 00:35:39.083
You have to?
00:35:39.583 --> 00:35:42.625
Well, it's Tuesday.
Tuesday nights are, uh, family night.
00:35:42.708 --> 00:35:45.500
So that's what I mean.
I have to go see him 'cause family night.
00:35:45.583 --> 00:35:48.875
- Don't you want to?
- Well, yeah. He's my husband.
00:35:48.958 --> 00:35:51.333
- Mmm.
- I leave work every week early
00:35:51.416 --> 00:35:53.250
just so I can be there on time.
00:35:53.333 --> 00:35:55.541
But I think I'd go nuts
00:35:55.625 --> 00:35:58.041
if I was shut up in that place 24/7, but,
00:35:59.083 --> 00:36:00.500
he doesn't seem to mind.
00:36:02.500 --> 00:36:04.875
So was it Jack's idea
to be admitted to the hospital?
00:36:04.958 --> 00:36:05.958
Sort of.
00:36:07.500 --> 00:36:08.500
Sort of?
00:36:11.166 --> 00:36:13.500
- Is this how it works?
- How what works?
00:36:14.875 --> 00:36:16.416
- This.
- Oh, you think...
00:36:16.500 --> 00:36:18.500
No, no, no. If we were doing that,
I'd just say,
00:36:18.583 --> 00:36:20.750
"Sorry our time is up. Take this pill."
00:36:22.000 --> 00:36:23.625
Anyway, we're just talking.
00:36:27.833 --> 00:36:31.291
You know, sometimes we push people away
just to see if they'll come back.
00:36:34.416 --> 00:36:35.500
Yeah?
00:36:36.541 --> 00:36:38.458
Maybe it'll be better this time.
00:36:39.875 --> 00:36:40.875
You think?
00:36:41.916 --> 00:36:42.958
Maybe.
00:36:46.291 --> 00:36:47.666
You sure it wasn't a blue jay?
00:36:47.750 --> 00:36:51.083
I... I stitched up a cat once
who'd gone a few rounds with a blue jay.
00:36:51.166 --> 00:36:53.666
Very aggressive avian, that.
00:36:54.416 --> 00:36:56.750
Don't think it was a blue jay.
Oh. What's that?
00:36:56.833 --> 00:36:59.125
- That's a hawk.
- No. It wasn't a hawk.
00:36:59.208 --> 00:37:00.583
I know what a hawk is.
00:37:01.333 --> 00:37:03.708
- You know, they used to be dinosaurs.
- Mmm.
00:37:03.791 --> 00:37:05.083
- Birds did.
- Yeah.
00:37:05.166 --> 00:37:07.000
You probably knew that
because you're a vet.
00:37:07.083 --> 00:37:09.208
I knew that even before I was a vet.
00:37:14.375 --> 00:37:15.916
What happened to your head?
00:37:16.000 --> 00:37:19.000
Oh. Just...
There's a bird that thinks I'm a threat.
00:37:19.541 --> 00:37:20.958
Are you threatening it?
00:37:21.041 --> 00:37:22.041
No.
00:37:22.625 --> 00:37:25.583
No, I'm just minding my own business
in the garden.
00:37:28.000 --> 00:37:29.500
I don't care what she is.
00:37:29.583 --> 00:37:31.875
You can tell she don't cook.
She's so skinny.
00:37:31.958 --> 00:37:34.750
We got a new recliner.
00:37:34.833 --> 00:37:36.416
What was wrong with the old one?
00:37:38.166 --> 00:37:40.708
Nothing. Just thought we needed a change.
00:38:02.666 --> 00:38:04.291
You gotta be kidding me.
00:38:08.541 --> 00:38:09.541
Go on.
00:38:10.416 --> 00:38:11.916
Get off my owl!
00:38:27.000 --> 00:38:29.291
That is a starling.
00:38:30.958 --> 00:38:33.666
You see the little white flecks
that look like stars?
00:38:33.750 --> 00:38:35.750
Very territorial.
00:38:35.833 --> 00:38:38.833
You won't be able to scare him
away easily. He's too smart for that.
00:38:38.916 --> 00:38:40.875
- Smart?
- Oh, they're brilliant.
00:38:41.416 --> 00:38:43.875
They're, uh...
extraordinary mimics.
00:38:44.541 --> 00:38:46.500
Mozart had one as a pet.
00:38:47.041 --> 00:38:49.083
And, uh, they found in his notebooks
00:38:49.166 --> 00:38:52.291
a melody from one of his concertos
that he wrote out, and next to it,
00:38:52.375 --> 00:38:54.666
the melody as the bird sang it,
00:38:54.750 --> 00:38:58.416
identical,
except for one or two sharps or flats.
00:38:58.500 --> 00:39:02.375
Yeah. He was, uh, inconsolable
when the bird died.
00:39:02.458 --> 00:39:03.833
Even gave it a funeral.
00:39:05.125 --> 00:39:06.250
There's an idea.
00:39:06.875 --> 00:39:08.333
Two weeks prior to that,
00:39:08.416 --> 00:39:11.416
Mozart did not attend
his own father's funeral.
00:39:12.500 --> 00:39:14.750
Apparently, his father was an asshole.
00:39:24.375 --> 00:39:26.291
You the lady with the bird problem?
00:39:26.791 --> 00:39:28.291
Yeah, that's me.
00:39:28.375 --> 00:39:30.416
Yeah, well, here are the traps.
00:39:30.500 --> 00:39:32.708
This is really more for a coyote.
00:39:32.791 --> 00:39:35.231
I can't sell you this one.
It's illegal... You have a license?
00:39:35.791 --> 00:39:36.791
No.
00:39:37.250 --> 00:39:38.625
I could rent it to you
00:39:38.708 --> 00:39:40.750
if you got it back to me first thing.
00:39:42.583 --> 00:39:47.083
- Oh, no. This is just for a little bird.
- Oh. Well, you could trap it with this.
00:39:47.166 --> 00:39:50.875
But you better release it in Mexico,
or it's just gonna find its way back.
00:39:51.458 --> 00:39:53.833
I do not want it to come back.
00:39:54.708 --> 00:39:56.625
There's only one way to do that.
00:39:57.708 --> 00:39:58.708
Remediate.
00:40:00.166 --> 00:40:01.708
- You mean...
- Exterminate.
00:40:01.791 --> 00:40:02.791
Like...
00:40:03.666 --> 00:40:04.666
Like, kill it?
00:40:05.250 --> 00:40:07.916
We don't like to use that word.
It's inhumane.
00:40:08.000 --> 00:40:09.666
Yeah. Okay, that's...
00:40:10.583 --> 00:40:13.625
I get... I get that. I mean,
it is what you mean though, right?
00:40:13.708 --> 00:40:17.125
There are 400 billion birds
on this planet, lady.
00:40:18.500 --> 00:40:20.916
- That seems awfully high.
- It's not.
00:40:22.083 --> 00:40:24.083
- It seems very high.
- It's not.
00:40:25.166 --> 00:40:26.333
It's my business.
00:40:27.083 --> 00:40:28.333
I will tell you this.
00:40:28.916 --> 00:40:30.500
Lady came in last month.
00:40:31.500 --> 00:40:34.000
Glass eye. Bird attacked her.
00:40:34.083 --> 00:40:36.750
- Oh my God.
- I think it was a sparrow.
00:40:36.833 --> 00:40:39.500
- You serious?
- Extremely aggressive.
00:40:42.583 --> 00:40:43.833
Never feel a thing.
00:40:47.541 --> 00:40:50.041
It's really 400 billion?
00:40:51.208 --> 00:40:52.333
It's a plague.
00:41:26.083 --> 00:41:27.791
What if a raccoon gets at it?
00:41:29.083 --> 00:41:30.708
Or a cute little bear cub.
00:41:32.250 --> 00:41:33.500
Or, like, a baby koala.
00:41:33.583 --> 00:41:37.625
It's a bird feeder. It's tiny.
Nothing's going to get inside of it.
00:41:37.708 --> 00:41:40.916
And you know there's no koalas
in North America, right?
00:41:41.000 --> 00:41:42.916
Oh yeah. That's true.
00:41:44.375 --> 00:41:47.250
I saw a possum shimmy up
a hummingbird water feeder thing one time,
00:41:47.333 --> 00:41:48.458
a super skinny one.
00:41:49.416 --> 00:41:52.166
I mean, it was bent like a palm tree
in a tropical storm.
00:41:52.708 --> 00:41:55.000
Okay. Well, that's not gonna happen here.
00:41:55.083 --> 00:41:56.750
Probably not, yeah.
00:41:56.833 --> 00:41:58.416
It could, though. You know?
00:41:58.500 --> 00:42:00.958
Animals will do anything for a snack.
And sugar water...
00:42:01.041 --> 00:42:03.250
- Have you tried sugar water?
- No, Dickey.
00:42:03.333 --> 00:42:06.083
I have not tried hummingbird sugar water.
00:42:06.791 --> 00:42:07.875
It's really sweet.
00:42:09.083 --> 00:42:11.333
Any animal would go
to great lengths to taste it.
00:42:11.416 --> 00:42:13.833
Yeah, it's not sugar water. It's seed.
00:42:14.625 --> 00:42:15.666
Right. Just seed.
00:42:16.916 --> 00:42:18.291
Mixed with poison seed.
00:42:19.791 --> 00:42:23.458
Crap. Now I've gotta go home
and take it down.
00:42:23.541 --> 00:42:25.208
I'll clock you out at 5:00.
00:43:12.916 --> 00:43:13.916
I'm sorry.
00:43:14.625 --> 00:43:16.208
You didn't deserve this.
00:43:29.791 --> 00:43:31.871
- How are you sleeping?
- Fine.
00:43:32.666 --> 00:43:34.666
- Are you eating okay?
- Fine. Yeah.
00:43:37.208 --> 00:43:40.000
- Are you feeling depressed?
- Okay. We don't have to go through this.
00:43:40.083 --> 00:43:41.125
We don't...
00:43:42.708 --> 00:43:46.375
So you're ready to leave?
00:43:47.000 --> 00:43:48.000
Believe me,
00:43:48.958 --> 00:43:50.958
if I thought I could, I would.
00:43:51.708 --> 00:43:53.291
Even if it meant pretending.
00:43:53.875 --> 00:43:56.625
But I tried that.
I already tried to do that.
00:43:57.250 --> 00:43:59.291
And I ended up here. So what am I...
00:44:00.541 --> 00:44:03.708
What am I supposed to...
I'm just supposed to go back to work?
00:44:04.291 --> 00:44:06.791
Do you know what I do for a living?
You know what my job is?
00:44:06.875 --> 00:44:08.291
Yes. You are a teacher.
00:44:08.375 --> 00:44:10.250
I'm a grade school art teacher.
00:44:12.333 --> 00:44:13.333
So...
00:44:15.666 --> 00:44:18.291
So you go
and look at those kids every day.
00:44:19.416 --> 00:44:20.541
You try doing that.
00:44:23.000 --> 00:44:26.791
And what about your wife?
I'm sure she'd like to have you home.
00:44:33.916 --> 00:44:35.375
You know, a few years back,
00:44:38.083 --> 00:44:40.166
I joined this Frisbee league.
00:44:40.833 --> 00:44:41.833
I don't know.
00:44:43.333 --> 00:44:44.750
And Lilly, my wife,
00:44:44.833 --> 00:44:46.625
she felt left out,
00:44:46.708 --> 00:44:50.541
so she insisted that
she become our sole cheerleader.
00:44:51.625 --> 00:44:54.708
Just to be clear, Frisbee leagues
do not have cheerleaders,
00:44:55.291 --> 00:44:56.750
or indeed, spectators.
00:44:59.041 --> 00:45:01.250
But there she'd be with her pom-poms.
00:45:02.750 --> 00:45:04.916
I'd make out like I was this jock.
00:45:05.416 --> 00:45:09.958
She got me
this letterman jacket.
00:45:11.250 --> 00:45:12.583
And we...
00:45:12.666 --> 00:45:13.791
It was so dumb.
00:45:16.583 --> 00:45:18.416
I don't know how to get back there.
00:45:21.458 --> 00:45:22.833
I can't be
00:45:24.166 --> 00:45:25.708
who I was for her.
00:45:29.875 --> 00:45:32.458
So, what is your plan?
00:45:35.500 --> 00:45:38.708
I just need a minute
to figure out what happens next.
00:45:39.500 --> 00:45:42.291
So, if you could just...
00:45:44.625 --> 00:45:46.791
...write down whatever
you need to write down.
00:45:50.000 --> 00:45:51.000
We can...
00:45:51.625 --> 00:45:53.208
Can we do that? We just...
00:45:54.291 --> 00:45:56.166
It's okay then?
00:45:56.250 --> 00:45:57.833
It's okay for me to stay?
00:46:01.166 --> 00:46:03.375
I believe that's what's best for now.
00:46:18.416 --> 00:46:20.041
Oh!
00:46:23.583 --> 00:46:25.375
Where are you? Where'd you go?
00:46:26.625 --> 00:46:28.666
Oh. Yeah.
00:46:28.750 --> 00:46:30.750
Didn't expect that, did ya?
00:46:30.833 --> 00:46:32.541
Look, can we just
00:46:32.625 --> 00:46:36.333
kind of clear the air, you know,
for the record that I...
00:46:36.416 --> 00:46:39.375
I know what you're thinking.
That I killed her...
00:46:39.458 --> 00:46:42.125
Remediated that bird, but...
00:46:42.208 --> 00:46:45.416
I mean, I put that...
Forget it. It doesn't matter why.
00:46:46.208 --> 00:46:48.375
I put it out. You know why I put it out.
00:46:50.500 --> 00:46:52.125
It was really wrong. It was...
00:46:53.291 --> 00:46:54.291
bad.
00:46:54.875 --> 00:46:56.458
And I shouldn't have done it.
00:46:58.625 --> 00:47:02.541
I'm dealing with some pretty heavy shit
right now if you couldn't tell.
00:47:04.208 --> 00:47:08.583
'Cause everybody's rolling along,
living their lives like nothing happened,
00:47:08.666 --> 00:47:13.541
you know? And I'm saying, "Stop."
'Cause I wanna get off for a little bit.
00:47:14.041 --> 00:47:15.583
I mean, it's just...
00:47:15.666 --> 00:47:19.250
It's pretty weird
me talking to you.
00:47:20.375 --> 00:47:21.375
Huh?
00:47:22.208 --> 00:47:23.416
And you're actually
00:47:24.333 --> 00:47:25.375
listening.
00:47:28.000 --> 00:47:29.083
Oh, there you go.
00:47:33.083 --> 00:47:35.166
Right. Well, good session.
00:47:35.750 --> 00:47:37.333
It's my co-pay.
00:48:01.041 --> 00:48:04.208
♪ Oh, let me tell you, child... ♪
00:48:04.291 --> 00:48:05.750
Whistle that, bitch!
00:48:05.833 --> 00:48:08.333
♪ Let me tell you, honey child ♪
00:48:10.375 --> 00:48:13.708
♪ That morning sun ♪
00:48:13.791 --> 00:48:16.833
♪ Has come to greet you ♪
00:48:16.916 --> 00:48:17.791
Agh!
00:48:17.875 --> 00:48:22.541
♪ She's peekin' round the corner
Just waitin' just to meet you ♪
00:48:24.375 --> 00:48:29.416
♪ Shinin' down on all your troubles ♪
00:48:30.250 --> 00:48:32.416
♪ Let me tell ya, child ♪
00:48:32.958 --> 00:48:36.708
♪ Let me tell you, honey child ♪
00:48:37.291 --> 00:48:40.833
♪ 'Cause this world wasn't made
For dreamin' ♪
00:48:40.916 --> 00:48:44.375
♪ This world wasn't made for you ♪
00:48:44.458 --> 00:48:47.875
♪ This world made for believin' ♪
00:48:47.958 --> 00:48:50.583
♪ In all the things you're gonna do ♪
00:48:50.666 --> 00:48:54.583
♪ Now, honey child ♪
00:48:54.666 --> 00:48:55.750
Here you go.
00:48:56.250 --> 00:48:58.750
The, uh, Naugahyde stains.
00:48:58.833 --> 00:49:00.208
Yeah. Thanks.
00:49:01.541 --> 00:49:02.833
How did you find me?
00:49:03.833 --> 00:49:07.875
Only one "L Fine. DVM" in the directory.
00:49:07.958 --> 00:49:10.791
- It's a dope rapper name if you ever...
- I don't rap.
00:49:14.666 --> 00:49:16.666
I just thought a walk would do me good.
00:49:16.750 --> 00:49:17.875
In the rain?
00:49:22.375 --> 00:49:25.541
- How did your visit go last week?
- Great. Swimmingly.
00:49:27.541 --> 00:49:31.208
Well, that's good. Thanks for coming by.
It's late. I'm gonna go to bed.
00:49:31.708 --> 00:49:33.625
I don't know what you want me to say.
00:49:37.000 --> 00:49:38.000
This whole thing,
00:49:39.625 --> 00:49:41.458
it... it's not about Katie.
00:49:42.083 --> 00:49:44.250
You'll talk about her, you know?
00:49:44.333 --> 00:49:46.791
It's about Jack and you. Jack and you.
00:49:46.875 --> 00:49:50.000
How do you restart?
How do you have a marriage, now?
00:49:55.125 --> 00:49:57.416
Why... Why was Jack admitted
to the hospital?
00:49:59.833 --> 00:50:00.875
He, um...
00:50:04.416 --> 00:50:05.500
He... He was...
00:50:07.375 --> 00:50:11.333
He hadn't been sleeping well. Um...
00:50:31.333 --> 00:50:33.583
Yeah, he just wanted to go to sleep
00:50:34.458 --> 00:50:35.708
and not wake up.
00:50:36.291 --> 00:50:37.291
Like Katie.
00:50:41.125 --> 00:50:42.333
You must've been pretty angry.
00:50:44.500 --> 00:50:45.958
I wasn't angry.
00:50:46.041 --> 00:50:47.333
No, he was depressed.
00:50:48.041 --> 00:50:49.958
He... He had every reason to be.
00:50:50.583 --> 00:50:53.708
So did you,
and you didn't try to end your life
00:50:53.791 --> 00:50:55.916
and leave your husband behind.
00:50:56.583 --> 00:50:57.583
Alone.
00:51:00.416 --> 00:51:01.750
You blame yourself.
00:51:02.541 --> 00:51:04.458
Who's to say anybody's to blame?
00:51:04.541 --> 00:51:06.583
- I do.
- Oh, that's shitty, Larry.
00:51:06.666 --> 00:51:10.541
Not 'cause it's right or wrong, or good
or bad, but because that's what we do.
00:51:11.583 --> 00:51:16.375
We can't stand the idea of something
so tragic happening for no reason at all.
00:51:16.458 --> 00:51:19.333
So... You know, and...
and emotions have to find a way out,
00:51:19.416 --> 00:51:23.333
and they always do.
So we kick the cat, or we kick the dog,
00:51:23.416 --> 00:51:24.750
or poison a bird.
00:51:26.208 --> 00:51:27.500
And worst of all,
00:51:28.708 --> 00:51:29.916
we turn on ourselves.
00:51:51.041 --> 00:51:53.041
Does Jack know how you feel?
00:51:57.416 --> 00:51:59.416
Bathroom's down the hall to the left.
00:52:05.041 --> 00:52:06.208
Talk to him, Lilly.
00:52:07.041 --> 00:52:09.000
Come on.
00:52:27.750 --> 00:52:29.750
Do you like it, being here?
00:52:30.250 --> 00:52:31.416
Do I like it?
00:52:31.500 --> 00:52:33.208
You know, is it helping?
00:52:33.750 --> 00:52:34.750
Uh...
00:52:35.416 --> 00:52:36.583
Yeah.
00:52:36.666 --> 00:52:37.833
Yeah, I... I guess.
00:52:38.833 --> 00:52:40.791
I thought maybe
we could go up to the lake again,
00:52:40.875 --> 00:52:43.041
when you get home.
You know, for the Fourth.
00:52:43.875 --> 00:52:45.875
- Sure. Yeah.
- That's fun, right?
00:52:46.541 --> 00:52:49.291
Yeah, it'll be just like it was,
like nothing ever happened.
00:52:49.375 --> 00:52:51.083
I didn't say that.
00:52:51.166 --> 00:52:52.166
- No, I know.
- I...
00:52:52.250 --> 00:52:54.333
No, but that is why I'm here,
isn't it? I'm...
00:52:54.416 --> 00:52:57.333
I'm supposed to just go back
to being my good old self,
00:52:57.416 --> 00:52:58.958
and we can all get on with our lives.
00:52:59.041 --> 00:53:02.017
- It's just gonna take time, that's all.
- Don't, don't, don't. Please.
00:53:02.041 --> 00:53:04.541
I mean... You really think
00:53:04.625 --> 00:53:07.916
that time is gonna make all of this okay?
It's gonna make us okay?
00:53:08.000 --> 00:53:11.958
I'm not saying that. I'm just saying
that we can't stay here like this.
00:53:12.041 --> 00:53:13.666
- This is not good.
- I know.
00:53:14.750 --> 00:53:17.458
But I don't know how I fit anymore.
00:53:19.083 --> 00:53:21.083
I don't know how we fit,
00:53:21.916 --> 00:53:24.208
how any of it works.
00:53:24.791 --> 00:53:27.291
I... I'm... I'm just not like you, Lilly.
00:53:27.375 --> 00:53:29.041
You're not like me?
00:53:30.166 --> 00:53:33.375
I carried her inside me for nine months.
00:53:34.000 --> 00:53:35.416
So why are you here?
00:53:38.666 --> 00:53:40.875
- Why did I sleep in that morning?
- Don't do that!
00:53:40.958 --> 00:53:43.083
I could've just gone over
and woken her up.
00:53:43.166 --> 00:53:44.708
I could've done something.
00:53:45.208 --> 00:53:46.916
But I overslept.
00:53:47.625 --> 00:53:51.791
Every morning, when I wake up,
the first thing I hear is our baby crying.
00:53:52.666 --> 00:53:54.541
And in that brief moment,
00:53:54.625 --> 00:53:56.958
I get to imagine that I just wake up.
00:53:58.041 --> 00:53:59.750
Like I always did.
00:54:00.333 --> 00:54:03.500
That precious moment of agony,
00:54:03.583 --> 00:54:05.375
it's the highlight of my day.
00:54:07.250 --> 00:54:10.083
So please, don't talk to me about time,
00:54:11.208 --> 00:54:13.416
because I've got loads of it, Lilly.
00:54:14.083 --> 00:54:16.791
And I hate it. It never ends.
00:54:16.875 --> 00:54:19.625
- Honey, please.
- I wish I knew how to stop.
00:54:19.708 --> 00:54:22.000
I wish. I don't.
00:54:25.583 --> 00:54:27.291
I got rid of all her things.
00:54:31.833 --> 00:54:34.250
I didn't know what to do.
00:54:35.833 --> 00:54:38.250
I just kept staring at her closed door.
00:54:39.500 --> 00:54:41.500
I got rid of all of her things.
00:54:43.375 --> 00:54:44.625
I just couldn't.
00:54:44.708 --> 00:54:47.041
- I just wanted...
- You should go, I think.
00:54:47.125 --> 00:54:48.684
- I'm sorry, I...
- No, I think...
00:54:48.708 --> 00:54:50.791
I don't know why I did it. I...
00:54:50.875 --> 00:54:52.541
I should've asked you.
00:54:54.000 --> 00:54:55.000
Jack?
00:54:58.458 --> 00:54:59.458
Jack!
00:55:08.916 --> 00:55:10.708
You made me a lunch?
00:55:10.791 --> 00:55:12.250
What do we have here?
00:55:14.166 --> 00:55:17.000
- What?
- My mother used to put those in my lunch.
00:55:17.583 --> 00:55:20.250
♪ Hostess
'Cause I love you the mostess ♪
00:55:20.333 --> 00:55:23.083
♪ Tell me this, tell me now ♪
00:55:23.166 --> 00:55:24.666
♪ When's it gonna be ♪
00:55:24.750 --> 00:55:28.125
♪ My time to be loved actually ♪
00:55:57.125 --> 00:55:59.892
- That's good. Maybe toward me.
- She's doing it again.
00:55:59.916 --> 00:56:02.958
Poor thing.
She's not doing well.
00:56:05.875 --> 00:56:08.500
I don't know.
Maybe it's in the wrong aisle.
00:56:45.458 --> 00:56:46.500
Lilly.
00:56:46.583 --> 00:56:49.958
They wouldn't buzz me in. I was starting
to think something was wrong. Is he okay?
00:56:50.041 --> 00:56:51.250
Why don't we sit down?
00:56:51.333 --> 00:56:52.434
- Is he okay?
- Yeah.
00:56:52.458 --> 00:56:55.000
He's good. Fine. It's just that, um...
00:56:55.958 --> 00:56:59.125
- Why don't we sit down?
- I don't want to. I wanna talk to Jack.
00:57:01.000 --> 00:57:03.833
Actually, he's requested to not see
any visitors for a while.
00:57:06.666 --> 00:57:09.625
I'm not a v... visitor. I'm his wife.
00:57:09.708 --> 00:57:12.250
It's not unusual
for a patient to want some space.
00:57:12.333 --> 00:57:15.916
Space? Uh, I drive an hour
both ways to get here.
00:57:16.000 --> 00:57:19.000
- That's all the space he gets.
- Legally, he has the right.
00:57:19.083 --> 00:57:22.083
- Legally, I don't give a shit.
- Lilly, please, sit down. That's it.
00:57:22.166 --> 00:57:25.666
Fine! God! There!
It's all better now that we're seated.
00:57:26.291 --> 00:57:28.333
Did you look up
that old colleague of mine?
00:57:28.416 --> 00:57:31.333
Yes. And maybe you could've mentioned
that he also treats poodles.
00:57:31.916 --> 00:57:33.125
He'd never tell you this,
00:57:33.208 --> 00:57:35.875
but Larry was on track to run
the whole show at Johns Hopkins.
00:57:35.958 --> 00:57:37.458
Yeah, but he didn't, did he?
00:57:38.541 --> 00:57:40.916
So he's a quitter like everybody else.
00:57:43.166 --> 00:57:46.541
When do you think
I will be able to see Jack?
00:57:48.000 --> 00:57:49.208
I don't know.
00:57:49.291 --> 00:57:50.625
That's up to Jack.
00:57:56.083 --> 00:57:57.083
You know what?
00:57:59.166 --> 00:58:00.375
Here. Give him that.
00:58:02.708 --> 00:58:04.708
I drove an hour. That's what I do.
00:58:04.791 --> 00:58:05.958
For us.
00:58:06.041 --> 00:58:07.375
And you don't wanna see me.
00:58:07.458 --> 00:58:09.875
You think I like driving an hour here
and an hour back?
00:58:10.375 --> 00:58:11.375
Yeah?
00:58:17.375 --> 00:58:19.333
I get it.
00:58:19.416 --> 00:58:21.166
I mean, you want your space.
00:58:21.250 --> 00:58:25.625
You want space? I'll give you space.
I'll give you an-hour-both-ways space.
00:58:27.166 --> 00:58:31.000
You never ever thought
about what I did, did you?
00:58:31.083 --> 00:58:32.166
Not once!
00:58:33.000 --> 00:58:34.291
Not even once!
00:58:35.458 --> 00:58:37.458
I feel shit too, Jack!
00:58:40.125 --> 00:58:42.625
You don't wanna see me?
You know what? I don't wanna see you!
00:58:43.375 --> 00:58:45.041
I don't wanna see you either!
00:58:45.125 --> 00:58:48.000
Did you ever once think about that,
that I don't wanna see you?
00:58:49.041 --> 00:58:50.625
Get another visitor!
00:58:55.208 --> 00:58:56.291
Jack?
00:58:56.375 --> 00:58:58.083
Jack.
00:59:17.125 --> 00:59:22.583
Oh my God.
Oh God, what do you...
00:59:22.666 --> 00:59:24.666
Shh shh. I can't... I can't hear the cat.
00:59:24.750 --> 00:59:27.625
What... It's murmuring?
Can you hear a murmur?
00:59:27.708 --> 00:59:30.500
All I hear is a grown man wailing. Shh.
00:59:33.583 --> 00:59:35.291
Okay, here's the deal.
00:59:35.375 --> 00:59:36.541
What?
00:59:36.625 --> 00:59:39.916
Give him his medicine.
Twice a day, with food.
00:59:40.000 --> 00:59:42.666
And no more truck-stop food.
Dry food only.
00:59:43.250 --> 00:59:44.833
- Okay?
- Okay, I got it.
00:59:44.916 --> 00:59:45.833
I mean it.
00:59:45.916 --> 00:59:49.541
Okay, I will tell him.
Hey. Hey, you hear that?
00:59:49.625 --> 00:59:51.916
Hey, hey, no more nachos.
00:59:52.000 --> 00:59:53.833
No more corn bread. Huh?
00:59:53.916 --> 00:59:56.333
No more corn dogs.
And no more Cheetos.
00:59:56.416 --> 01:00:00.416
Don't look at me like that.
Why are you looking at me?
01:00:03.458 --> 01:00:06.625
- Your mom really isn't here?
- She's coming back to get me later.
01:00:06.708 --> 01:00:08.791
Yeah, well, let's wait for her, okay?
01:00:08.875 --> 01:00:11.708
I know what you're gonna say.
She gets tired all the time.
01:00:12.333 --> 01:00:14.750
My brother says she's getting skinny too.
01:00:16.250 --> 01:00:17.250
See, it's, uh...
01:00:19.583 --> 01:00:20.583
She's in a lot of pain,
01:00:20.625 --> 01:00:22.916
and the quality of her life is...
is... is going to...
01:00:23.416 --> 01:00:26.791
I'm talking about the quality of her life.
I'm talking about the quality of life
01:00:26.875 --> 01:00:29.666
to a ten-year-old.
Did Howie's mom not say anything about...
01:00:29.750 --> 01:00:32.500
I told you. She signed off on it.
She's coming back later.
01:00:32.583 --> 01:00:34.416
- Okay?
- It's not her fault.
01:00:35.125 --> 01:00:37.125
She's not good with these things.
01:00:43.000 --> 01:00:44.708
Are you sure there's nothing?
01:00:46.083 --> 01:00:47.083
I'm sure.
01:00:51.500 --> 01:00:52.500
It's okay.
01:01:02.208 --> 01:01:05.708
You've got to stop
with the just-showing-up business.
01:01:05.791 --> 01:01:07.750
I need a favor, Larry.
01:01:08.250 --> 01:01:10.458
He won't see me,
and they won't even let me talk to him.
01:01:10.541 --> 01:01:12.458
- Well, that's within his rights.
- So I hear.
01:01:12.541 --> 01:01:15.500
But I... I... I was thinking that
you could call Regina or someone.
01:01:15.583 --> 01:01:16.500
Doesn't work that way.
01:01:16.583 --> 01:01:19.208
But you know how it does work,
and you must have some...
01:01:19.291 --> 01:01:21.166
some kind of credentials still, right?
01:01:21.250 --> 01:01:24.083
- This isn't the best time, Lilly.
- Well, no shit, Larry.
01:01:24.166 --> 01:01:28.333
I've been scratched off the guest list
in a mental hospital by my own husband.
01:01:28.416 --> 01:01:30.958
Here's what you do.
01:01:31.041 --> 01:01:33.250
Go and talk to Fawn
and make an appointment.
01:01:33.333 --> 01:01:34.375
Make an appointment?
01:01:34.458 --> 01:01:37.541
Aren't you supposed to be helping me?
Isn't that what this is?
01:01:38.083 --> 01:01:40.750
Non-therapy therapy,
01:01:40.833 --> 01:01:44.041
pretend therapy, whatever?
Isn't that what we've been doing?
01:01:44.125 --> 01:01:48.125
- What, am I on this island all alone?
- I'm not a therapist anymore.
01:01:48.625 --> 01:01:50.750
And I am certainly not your therapist.
01:01:51.500 --> 01:01:52.750
You got that right.
01:01:53.625 --> 01:01:55.166
Because you're a shit one.
01:01:55.750 --> 01:01:57.416
Maybe that's why you quit.
01:01:57.500 --> 01:01:59.833
I mean, what is it that makes
01:01:59.916 --> 01:02:01.833
this so much better, huh?
01:02:01.916 --> 01:02:04.416
'Cause wha... Is it 'cause
cats don't talk back?
01:02:06.208 --> 01:02:09.625
No, they don't.
They do, however, make appointments.
01:02:11.458 --> 01:02:13.541
What do you want from me?
01:02:13.625 --> 01:02:16.458
You... You want some kind of answer?
01:02:16.541 --> 01:02:18.583
You want me to say
everything's gonna be okay?
01:02:18.666 --> 01:02:19.666
Yeah.
01:02:20.041 --> 01:02:21.291
Yeah, Larry. I...
01:02:21.791 --> 01:02:24.500
Answers are good. People want answers.
01:02:24.583 --> 01:02:26.291
I don't have the answers.
01:02:27.500 --> 01:02:29.625
I never did. I just talked.
01:02:29.708 --> 01:02:33.291
And the moment I figured that out,
I quit and stopped pretending.
01:02:33.875 --> 01:02:37.166
You think you can fix Jack?
You think that's the solution?
01:02:39.916 --> 01:02:41.416
What am I supposed to do?
01:02:42.666 --> 01:02:44.000
I'm supposed to quit?
01:02:44.791 --> 01:02:45.833
Like him?
01:02:47.000 --> 01:02:48.000
Or like you?
01:02:49.750 --> 01:02:52.125
At least quitting is an active choice.
01:02:53.041 --> 01:02:54.041
Why don't we quit?
01:02:54.125 --> 01:02:56.208
I'm so sorry.
I never should've started this.
01:02:56.291 --> 01:02:57.291
It's my fault.
01:02:57.833 --> 01:03:01.375
Let's just agree
to not do this anymore, okay?
01:03:07.083 --> 01:03:08.250
Sure thing, Larry.
01:03:49.583 --> 01:03:50.625
Ow!
01:03:55.708 --> 01:03:57.416
You son of a bitch!
01:04:01.125 --> 01:04:02.416
Ow!
01:04:09.041 --> 01:04:11.583
Okay, you little shit.
Here comes the pain.
01:04:13.666 --> 01:04:16.041
Ow! God!
01:04:24.541 --> 01:04:25.541
Ha!
01:04:52.791 --> 01:04:53.833
Oh God.
01:05:01.458 --> 01:05:02.708
Oh, Lilly.
01:05:11.625 --> 01:05:12.833
Hi, Jack.
01:05:14.625 --> 01:05:19.000
Being there for others
is exactly the answer I was searching for.
01:05:19.583 --> 01:05:22.041
You reach out to someone today.
01:05:22.125 --> 01:05:23.565
Pastor, I can tell you
01:05:23.625 --> 01:05:27.000
that you made a difference in my life
when you reached out to me.
01:05:27.500 --> 01:05:30.875
When I found the good word, I was...
01:05:30.958 --> 01:05:33.375
I was lost. I was broken.
01:05:34.708 --> 01:05:35.708
Addicted.
01:05:36.500 --> 01:05:37.500
Sleeping around.
01:05:37.541 --> 01:05:39.625
- Ow.
- I'm not proud of it.
01:05:39.708 --> 01:05:42.791
Reminds me of Ephesians 6:7.
01:05:42.875 --> 01:05:43.958
- "With good will..."
- Ow.
01:05:44.041 --> 01:05:47.000
"...doing service
as to the Lord and not to men."
01:05:47.083 --> 01:05:50.500
Not to men. Amen.
Not to men. That's the journey.
01:05:50.583 --> 01:05:52.708
That was
the takeaway for me.
01:05:53.708 --> 01:05:55.958
Because there were so many men.
01:05:57.000 --> 01:06:00.833
So many men. A lot of men.
01:06:02.041 --> 01:06:03.333
Pretend you're a tiger.
01:06:03.875 --> 01:06:05.000
Chase your tail.
01:06:05.583 --> 01:06:07.625
- Whoa, I'm dizzy!
- Now, sit up.
01:06:07.708 --> 01:06:09.958
Good tiger, good tiger.
01:06:10.041 --> 01:06:11.125
Now let's roar.
01:06:11.208 --> 01:06:12.125
Roar!
01:06:12.208 --> 01:06:14.375
Down, tiger. Good boy.
01:06:15.375 --> 01:06:17.125
- This is fun.
- Keep going.
01:06:17.708 --> 01:06:18.708
Sit up.
01:06:19.083 --> 01:06:20.833
Spin around.
01:06:20.916 --> 01:06:22.333
Now roar.
01:06:22.416 --> 01:06:23.250
Roar!
01:06:23.333 --> 01:06:25.083
- Louder.
- Roar!
01:06:25.166 --> 01:06:26.166
Again, again!
01:06:27.458 --> 01:06:28.708
Roar!
01:06:28.791 --> 01:06:31.583
- Good tiger. Good boy.
- Hey, I wanna play.
01:06:31.666 --> 01:06:32.916
- Can I play?
- Okay.
01:06:33.000 --> 01:06:35.500
- I'm the lion tamer.
- Oh, and a good one.
01:06:35.583 --> 01:06:37.583
How about I'm... I'm just another lion?
01:06:38.333 --> 01:06:40.875
- I'm a tiger.
- Oh, you're a tiger!
01:06:40.958 --> 01:06:42.583
Do you... Do you have a roar?
01:06:42.666 --> 01:06:43.666
- Roar!
- Oh!
01:06:43.750 --> 01:06:46.416
You frightened the life out of me.
That was really good.
01:06:47.000 --> 01:06:49.720
Well, if we're a circus, we're gonna need
some more animals, I think.
01:06:49.750 --> 01:06:52.291
Uh, I spy a giraffe.
01:06:53.458 --> 01:06:56.708
Hey, Mel. You're a giraffe.
Come on. You're a giraffe.
01:06:56.791 --> 01:06:58.059
- I'm giraffe?
- Yeah.
01:06:58.083 --> 01:07:00.041
- All right, I'm a giraffe.
- You're a giraffe.
01:07:00.125 --> 01:07:01.791
Okay, we've got our giraffe.
01:07:01.875 --> 01:07:03.625
Oh! Who's that playing in the mud?
01:07:03.708 --> 01:07:06.583
I found our elephant!
We need an elephant, don't we?
01:07:06.666 --> 01:07:09.625
Bob, you're gonna be an elephant.
Can you do it?
01:07:09.708 --> 01:07:11.291
- Yeah.
- Yeah, that's it.
01:07:11.375 --> 01:07:12.875
All right, everybody.
01:07:12.958 --> 01:07:14.392
- Come on, giraffe.
- All right.
01:07:14.416 --> 01:07:17.166
We've got our lion tamer
to tell us what to do, okay?
01:07:17.250 --> 01:07:18.541
Can we do the sounds.
01:07:18.625 --> 01:07:20.425
What's the sound?
What is the sound like, Bob?
01:07:21.875 --> 01:07:26.666
That's it!
01:07:26.750 --> 01:07:32.041
How about our tiger?
01:07:32.125 --> 01:07:35.333
Young lion tamer, what is thy command?
01:07:35.416 --> 01:07:38.291
Roar! Roar!
01:07:39.166 --> 01:07:41.291
- I don't wanna play.
- Sweetheart. It's okay.
01:07:41.375 --> 01:07:44.333
No, it's okay. I was only...
I was only playing.
01:07:44.416 --> 01:07:46.458
Hey, listen,
why don't we do a parade instead...
01:07:46.541 --> 01:07:48.541
- I wanna go now.
- Okay, Jack.
01:07:48.625 --> 01:07:50.708
- Oh, I was just... Oh, look!
- That was fun.
01:07:50.791 --> 01:07:53.458
Here come the clowns.
You wanna be in the parade band?
01:07:53.541 --> 01:07:55.333
- Come on, everyone.
- Hold on.
01:07:55.416 --> 01:07:56.708
- Hey!
- Come on.
01:07:56.791 --> 01:07:57.875
What's, um...
01:07:57.958 --> 01:07:59.208
All right, that's it.
01:07:59.291 --> 01:08:01.125
- Where'd my giraffe go?
- Jack?
01:08:01.208 --> 01:08:04.416
- What do you say you go inside?
- Mel, what's going on?
01:08:04.500 --> 01:08:06.500
- Don't touch me.
- You're scaring people.
01:08:06.583 --> 01:08:08.892
- What do you say you go inside?
- I don't wanna go inside.
01:08:08.916 --> 01:08:10.416
- Okay, Jack...
- I don't wanna go in!
01:08:10.500 --> 01:08:11.500
Jack!
01:08:11.541 --> 01:08:13.301
- Sorry.
- Ow. I'm all right.
01:08:13.375 --> 01:08:14.750
Get off!
01:08:14.833 --> 01:08:16.250
Okay. I don't wanna go in.
01:08:16.333 --> 01:08:18.208
Regina, I don't want to go inside.
01:08:18.291 --> 01:08:20.458
I wanna play outside.
We were just playing.
01:08:20.541 --> 01:08:22.000
I don't wanna go back.
01:08:22.083 --> 01:08:24.125
Oh my God, this is crazy.
01:08:36.291 --> 01:08:39.875
Uh, can I get
a price check on register two?
01:08:43.416 --> 01:08:46.583
Uh, need a price check
on register four.
01:08:48.541 --> 01:08:49.541
- Y'ello.
- Hey.
01:08:49.583 --> 01:08:53.208
We need another checker
on four, and three, and two.
01:08:57.916 --> 01:09:00.625
Travis, to the front, please.
01:09:00.708 --> 01:09:01.708
Lilly.
01:09:02.208 --> 01:09:03.333
What the hell are you doing?
01:09:03.416 --> 01:09:05.958
Doing the price changes
that you asked me to do.
01:09:06.583 --> 01:09:09.791
Since when do we charge a nickel
01:09:09.875 --> 01:09:12.083
for a package
of feminine hygiene products?
01:09:14.583 --> 01:09:17.166
Or a bag of crispy fish fry?
01:09:17.250 --> 01:09:19.916
Or just about every other damn item
in the store?
01:09:20.916 --> 01:09:23.083
Well, I don't... I don't know. I mean, that...
01:09:24.041 --> 01:09:25.541
That can't... it can't be right.
01:09:25.625 --> 01:09:29.500
What color is the sky
in your world, Kemosabe?
01:09:29.583 --> 01:09:32.041
We need a price check
in the bakery.
01:09:32.125 --> 01:09:34.916
Maybe I should... I should just
start changing these back
01:09:35.000 --> 01:09:38.666
before people start to get the wrong idea.
01:09:38.750 --> 01:09:40.791
It's all five cents over here!
01:09:42.666 --> 01:09:44.291
Or maybe I should take a break.
01:09:44.375 --> 01:09:46.291
Just take the rest of the day off, sister.
01:09:47.708 --> 01:09:49.541
You're gonna have to earn this back.
01:09:50.125 --> 01:09:51.875
Thin ice, Lilly. Thin ice.
01:09:52.625 --> 01:09:56.083
Sir, sir, nothing in the store
is five cents. Nothing.
01:09:56.166 --> 01:09:58.125
We need
a manager up front.
01:10:46.291 --> 01:10:48.500
♪ You already know me ♪
01:10:49.791 --> 01:10:53.250
♪ It's like you drew me and then ♪
01:10:53.333 --> 01:10:55.041
♪ Colored me in ♪
01:10:55.125 --> 01:10:56.833
♪ I was paper thin ♪
01:10:56.916 --> 01:11:00.333
♪ No shape
For the state of mind I was in ♪
01:11:00.416 --> 01:11:02.625
♪ I thought you would hurt me ♪
01:11:04.000 --> 01:11:06.708
♪ I thought it was my turn, but... ♪
01:11:07.500 --> 01:11:08.500
Lilly Maynard.
01:11:08.583 --> 01:11:10.583
♪ Maybe you still will,
Maybe I'm gonna learn... ♪
01:11:10.666 --> 01:11:11.541
Lilly Maynard.
01:11:11.625 --> 01:11:13.958
♪ Love is something that you earn... ♪
01:11:14.041 --> 01:11:15.083
Lilly Maynard.
01:11:15.166 --> 01:11:18.208
♪ So I wanna hear that song ♪
01:11:18.291 --> 01:11:21.458
♪ For the very first time ♪
01:11:22.375 --> 01:11:25.916
♪ I wanna feel the way that I ♪
01:11:26.000 --> 01:11:28.458
♪ Did in my prime ♪
01:11:29.041 --> 01:11:32.166
♪ I wanna stop, fast forward... ♪
01:11:33.333 --> 01:11:35.291
♪ And rewind ♪
01:11:37.083 --> 01:11:40.708
♪ I don't wanna know when it will be ♪
01:11:40.791 --> 01:11:43.125
♪ The last time ♪
01:11:43.208 --> 01:11:46.458
♪ So I wanna hear that song ♪
01:11:46.541 --> 01:11:49.708
♪ For the very first time ♪
01:11:50.333 --> 01:11:52.541
♪ I don't wanna know ♪
01:11:53.291 --> 01:11:55.500
♪ When it will be ♪
01:11:56.958 --> 01:11:59.000
♪ The last time ♪
01:12:01.208 --> 01:12:03.958
The problem in dealing
with a territorial creature,
01:12:04.041 --> 01:12:07.375
such as a starling, is that people
begin to take it personally.
01:12:07.458 --> 01:12:12.166
I... I don't think the laws of nature
are intrinsically right or wrong,
01:12:12.250 --> 01:12:16.166
until you're faced with something
that's just so...
01:12:17.625 --> 01:12:20.291
inexplicable, so randomly cruel.
01:12:21.041 --> 01:12:22.625
And you...
01:12:22.708 --> 01:12:25.250
...try to find a reason for it.
01:12:25.333 --> 01:12:26.833
And when you can't find any,
01:12:26.916 --> 01:12:30.833
I... I guess that's when
it starts to get pretty personal.
01:12:35.375 --> 01:12:37.750
And she came to see you about the bird?
01:12:38.708 --> 01:12:40.958
Well, yes, uh, technically.
01:12:41.041 --> 01:12:45.458
And now you're here
to talk to me about the bird?
01:12:46.041 --> 01:12:47.708
Not... Not...
01:12:49.541 --> 01:12:53.250
per se. Um, I'm here to ask you,
in fact, to...
01:12:54.250 --> 01:12:56.875
just talk to Lilly.
01:12:58.458 --> 01:13:01.708
I... I don't think it's your intention
to punish her.
01:13:03.708 --> 01:13:06.791
No, no. It is only my intention
to punish myself.
01:13:11.958 --> 01:13:14.625
- Did she tell you why I'm here?
- Yes.
01:13:19.875 --> 01:13:21.791
So she came to you for help
01:13:21.875 --> 01:13:24.583
because... because you're her shrink,
01:13:24.666 --> 01:13:26.791
but in a vet form.
01:13:27.875 --> 01:13:29.875
She...
01:13:31.000 --> 01:13:32.041
Okay.
01:13:32.708 --> 01:13:33.708
She came
01:13:34.291 --> 01:13:35.333
to talk.
01:13:37.166 --> 01:13:39.791
And I'm afraid I just didn't do
a very good job of that.
01:13:42.125 --> 01:13:43.333
Then why are you here?
01:13:43.416 --> 01:13:44.916
I told you.
01:13:45.000 --> 01:13:48.500
- So that you would... I... I'm asking you...
- Oh, you're here for yourself.
01:13:49.250 --> 01:13:51.250
Yes. Okay.
01:13:54.708 --> 01:13:57.333
You came here to make you feel better.
01:13:57.916 --> 01:13:59.958
Well, you did it. We talked.
01:14:00.041 --> 01:14:01.041
So...
01:14:03.500 --> 01:14:04.791
feel better.
01:14:15.041 --> 01:14:16.250
You want a beer?
01:14:16.833 --> 01:14:19.541
- I know I could use one.
- Thanks, man.
01:14:21.125 --> 01:14:22.666
This place is really nice.
01:14:23.833 --> 01:14:25.458
Yeah, it was my grandpa's.
01:14:26.000 --> 01:14:27.500
It's a bitch to mow.
01:14:29.000 --> 01:14:31.750
- Is that the one?
- Yep, that's him.
01:14:32.291 --> 01:14:35.208
- He looks pretty harmless.
- Oh, don't let it fool you.
01:14:35.833 --> 01:14:37.250
You can't do anything about it?
01:14:37.833 --> 01:14:40.250
Some things are just out of our control.
01:14:41.416 --> 01:14:43.916
And the sooner you figure out
what they are,
01:14:44.000 --> 01:14:47.291
the faster you can let them go.
01:14:51.000 --> 01:14:53.083
Look at that. You got a philosophy.
01:14:57.291 --> 01:14:59.500
Little guy's coming this way.
Oh, shit, shit!
01:15:00.500 --> 01:15:02.833
Holy shit! That bird's crazy!
01:15:03.500 --> 01:15:05.416
It's coming back. He's circling around.
01:15:06.791 --> 01:15:09.166
Yeah, yeah, yeah, throw it. Throw it!
01:15:10.750 --> 01:15:11.750
Whoa!
01:15:11.833 --> 01:15:14.291
- Oh shit!
- Nice shot, Mrs. M!
01:15:14.375 --> 01:15:17.416
- Shit! What did you do, Lilly?
- Oh, you nailed it, man.
01:15:17.500 --> 01:15:19.260
- That was awesome.
- No, no, no, no.
01:15:20.291 --> 01:15:22.041
- Go get me something.
- Okay.
01:15:23.041 --> 01:15:25.416
- Wait, what am I getting?
- Like a towel or something.
01:15:25.500 --> 01:15:28.291
- Okay. Where do you keep...
- Dickey, just get a towel!
01:15:28.375 --> 01:15:29.541
Just get it? Got it.
01:15:37.625 --> 01:15:39.250
It's in shock. It's suffocating.
01:15:39.333 --> 01:15:41.333
This is the best I could do
on short notice.
01:15:41.416 --> 01:15:44.750
- Avian anatomy's not our specialty.
- That looks like a hummingbird.
01:15:44.833 --> 01:15:48.291
- They're all the same.
- Yeah, it's the anterior air sac.
01:15:48.375 --> 01:15:50.791
But I don't know how I can get in there.
Uh, I don't know.
01:15:50.875 --> 01:15:53.125
- Uh, where's my bird box?
- You don't have a bird box.
01:15:53.208 --> 01:15:55.125
Yes, we do.
It's got all the right instruments.
01:15:55.208 --> 01:15:58.250
- Great. It's a vet without a bird box.
- Will you wait outside?
01:15:58.333 --> 01:15:59.875
- No.
- What about a coffee stir straw?
01:15:59.958 --> 01:16:02.125
- Good idea.
- Have you not done this before?
01:16:02.208 --> 01:16:03.541
No, I haven't. Have you?
01:16:03.625 --> 01:16:06.041
- You wanna wait for a specialist?
- Is that an option?
01:16:06.125 --> 01:16:08.208
I'd love to,
cause you're talking coffee stir straws.
01:16:08.291 --> 01:16:10.642
- Could you wait outside, Lilly?
- No! I won't wait outside!
01:16:10.666 --> 01:16:12.416
- Out, out, out!
- Go, please.
01:16:12.958 --> 01:16:14.750
- What do you need?
- Uh...
01:16:14.833 --> 01:16:19.083
Well, uh, surgical soap,
sterile drape, and, uh, vodka.
01:16:19.166 --> 01:16:20.208
Vodka?
01:16:20.791 --> 01:16:22.208
Oh, for you.
01:16:22.791 --> 01:16:24.750
- We have a bottle of gin.
- That'll do.
01:16:37.500 --> 01:16:38.500
Jack?
01:19:02.208 --> 01:19:06.416
Tonight, I'd like to talk about
the importance of being honest.
01:19:07.041 --> 01:19:08.333
With ourselves.
01:19:09.000 --> 01:19:10.625
Velma, would you like to start?
01:19:11.666 --> 01:19:14.458
- I'm sick of all the damn talkin'.
- Okay.
01:19:14.541 --> 01:19:15.833
That was honest.
01:19:15.916 --> 01:19:16.916
I'll go.
01:19:18.458 --> 01:19:19.916
If, uh, if that's okay.
01:19:21.166 --> 01:19:22.708
Yes, of course.
01:19:27.041 --> 01:19:28.041
Um...
01:19:34.041 --> 01:19:36.166
I'm depressed. That's why I'm here.
01:19:46.458 --> 01:19:49.333
Um, my little girl passed away.
01:19:50.541 --> 01:19:53.833
And then I tried to pass myself away.
01:19:55.541 --> 01:19:58.708
That's not funny.
But that is what I tried to do.
01:19:59.458 --> 01:20:02.833
And I thought it was because of Katie.
Uh, that was my...
01:20:04.541 --> 01:20:06.666
That is my daughter's name. Katie.
01:20:09.458 --> 01:20:11.958
But if I'm being honest with myself,
01:20:12.041 --> 01:20:15.583
I have been in and out of this state
since I was in my 20s.
01:20:17.291 --> 01:20:19.416
And I don't know how to get out of it.
01:20:21.000 --> 01:20:22.000
I, um...
01:20:22.916 --> 01:20:26.000
I've been to therapists.
I've taken the medication.
01:20:26.583 --> 01:20:30.041
And sometimes, it works.
It does feel a bit better.
01:20:30.125 --> 01:20:31.625
And then after a while,
01:20:33.291 --> 01:20:34.291
I quit.
01:20:38.208 --> 01:20:40.583
Because I don't need that shit.
01:20:40.666 --> 01:20:46.666
Because...
I can deal with my own life.
01:20:50.791 --> 01:20:53.750
Quit on myself so fast.
01:20:55.250 --> 01:20:57.750
And then I quit on the people who love me.
01:20:58.666 --> 01:21:00.958
I mean, my wife.
01:21:02.125 --> 01:21:03.500
"My wife."
01:21:07.250 --> 01:21:09.208
My wife wouldn't know how to quit.
01:21:12.083 --> 01:21:13.916
Wouldn't know where to start.
01:21:14.583 --> 01:21:15.833
She just keeps at it.
01:21:15.916 --> 01:21:18.833
Just keeps hoping and believing
01:21:18.916 --> 01:21:22.750
and moving around in the world.
And I hate her for it.
01:21:26.791 --> 01:21:30.208
And I love her so much for it
at the same time.
01:21:32.833 --> 01:21:33.833
So much that...
01:21:35.583 --> 01:21:38.416
I wanna not quit with her.
01:21:40.750 --> 01:21:42.125
Not for her.
01:21:46.250 --> 01:21:47.916
I wanna not quit with her.
01:21:58.583 --> 01:22:00.166
Yeah, so that's my day.
01:22:01.291 --> 01:22:02.291
Um...
01:22:04.791 --> 01:22:05.916
a happy day.
01:22:12.750 --> 01:22:13.916
Jack.
01:22:15.083 --> 01:22:16.583
You asshole.
01:22:17.708 --> 01:22:18.708
Tissue.
01:22:19.833 --> 01:22:20.833
I know.
01:22:22.083 --> 01:22:24.333
Thanks for sharing, Jack.
01:22:29.041 --> 01:22:32.333
Might as well take him home. There's
no point in staying here all night.
01:22:32.416 --> 01:22:33.250
What do I do?
01:22:33.333 --> 01:22:36.458
Uh, just try to get a couple drops of this
01:22:36.541 --> 01:22:39.625
into his throat
every couple of hours if you can.
01:22:39.708 --> 01:22:40.625
Will he wake up?
01:22:43.416 --> 01:22:44.666
It's hard to say.
01:22:46.125 --> 01:22:49.500
- What's on his wings?
- They're bound so he can't fly away.
01:22:51.000 --> 01:22:54.583
You know, even if he does wake up,
I... I might still have to...
01:22:56.500 --> 01:22:59.083
If the wound doesn't heal,
he won't be able to protect himself.
01:22:59.166 --> 01:23:01.125
It wouldn't be fair to send him out there...
01:23:01.208 --> 01:23:03.458
...like this on his own.
01:23:05.125 --> 01:23:06.125
Huh.
01:23:06.916 --> 01:23:08.291
Funny how that works.
01:23:08.875 --> 01:23:10.208
How what works?
01:23:10.291 --> 01:23:12.833
Oh, just the idea of this little guy
trying to survive
01:23:12.916 --> 01:23:15.333
out there in the cruel world
all by himself.
01:23:16.833 --> 01:23:19.250
Starlings are different than other birds.
01:23:19.750 --> 01:23:22.625
When they mate,
they... they build a nest together,
01:23:22.708 --> 01:23:24.458
and they protect the nest.
01:23:25.041 --> 01:23:26.041
Together.
01:23:26.583 --> 01:23:28.875
They even feed the hatchlings together.
01:23:29.458 --> 01:23:33.541
They're just not meant to exist
in the world alone,
01:23:34.750 --> 01:23:35.791
on their own.
01:23:39.791 --> 01:23:41.500
Real subtle stuff, Larry.
01:23:42.000 --> 01:23:44.125
I thought so.
01:23:53.708 --> 01:23:55.458
Okay, that's enough.
01:23:56.333 --> 01:23:57.333
Okay.
01:23:57.958 --> 01:23:59.208
Maybe just a little.
01:24:10.250 --> 01:24:11.666
You know you like this.
01:24:25.916 --> 01:24:29.500
I read that if you talk to somebody
in a coma, it can help them heal faster.
01:24:36.250 --> 01:24:38.208
Come on. Come on.
01:24:47.000 --> 01:24:48.000
Hello?
01:24:50.916 --> 01:24:53.500
I'm a little busy here, Jack,
01:24:53.583 --> 01:24:56.666
so I don't really have time to listen
to you breathe.
01:24:57.291 --> 01:25:00.208
You know that you're not the only one
in pain, right?
01:25:00.750 --> 01:25:04.791
I mean, ever since Katie left us,
it's been...
01:25:05.333 --> 01:25:07.375
And then you did what you did.
01:25:07.458 --> 01:25:09.416
Which is not okay, Jack.
01:25:10.125 --> 01:25:13.916
I've been holding down
the fort for a year and...
01:25:14.708 --> 01:25:16.041
I haven't had five minutes
01:25:16.750 --> 01:25:18.541
to think about my own feelings.
01:25:18.625 --> 01:25:20.708
We never seem to
get around to that, right?
01:25:20.791 --> 01:25:24.000
Which is pretty fucking selfish,
isn't it, Jack?
01:25:24.083 --> 01:25:26.958
So when you get back, shit's gonna change.
01:25:27.041 --> 01:25:28.333
Things are gonna be said,
01:25:28.416 --> 01:25:29.625
tears are gonna be shed,
01:25:29.708 --> 01:25:33.250
and then we're gonna move on and move up.
01:25:33.333 --> 01:25:35.708
And we're gonna find a different
01:25:35.791 --> 01:25:38.416
but even better life than the one we had
01:25:38.500 --> 01:25:42.583
because I am not interested
in some kind of lateral move.
01:25:45.583 --> 01:25:49.916
And you're gonna say sorry
to me for trying to take you from me.
01:25:53.875 --> 01:25:56.000
You're gonna say it every day.
01:25:56.083 --> 01:25:58.267
You're gonna say it every day
for the rest of our lives.
01:25:58.291 --> 01:26:00.875
That's gonna be a very long, long time.
01:26:02.208 --> 01:26:04.375
'Cause we're gonna live a long life, Jack.
01:26:04.458 --> 01:26:06.500
And we're gonna do it together.
01:26:10.791 --> 01:26:14.166
So I'm gonna hang up on you now,
because that'd make us even-steven...
01:26:14.250 --> 01:26:16.708
...'cause you hung up on me, so...
01:26:18.625 --> 01:26:20.125
Besides, I've gotta go feed...
01:26:20.625 --> 01:26:22.958
...a bird that I tried to kill.
01:26:55.500 --> 01:26:56.916
Can you understand?
01:26:57.000 --> 01:27:00.125
You're married, right? I mean,
I'm assuming you're married.
01:27:00.208 --> 01:27:03.041
At least, are monogamous?
01:27:03.125 --> 01:27:04.291
At least? I don't know.
01:27:04.375 --> 01:27:06.916
Are birds monogamous?
01:27:12.333 --> 01:27:14.041
I don't know how that works.
01:27:18.250 --> 01:27:19.500
Here's your tube.
01:27:20.125 --> 01:27:21.291
Come on. Come on.
01:27:27.500 --> 01:27:29.708
Excellent, Sarah. Watch your fingers.
01:27:33.666 --> 01:27:36.916
Oh! Looks like the picture. Very nice.
01:27:40.416 --> 01:27:42.250
Velma, what do we have here?
01:27:42.333 --> 01:27:43.791
See? You got the switch.
01:27:43.875 --> 01:27:45.809
- Uh-huh.
- It goes right in there.
01:27:45.833 --> 01:27:47.875
You turn it on, and it stays up.
01:27:49.541 --> 01:27:52.708
- Yes! Up!
- Ooh, it's, yes, creative.
01:28:03.375 --> 01:28:04.583
I think, um,
01:28:04.666 --> 01:28:06.166
you forgot something?
01:28:07.125 --> 01:28:09.833
- The hole? For the...
- Oh! Yeah.
01:28:12.583 --> 01:28:13.916
Can I just leave it?
01:28:14.500 --> 01:28:15.916
How would it work?
01:28:17.125 --> 01:28:18.875
Does it have to work?
01:28:22.041 --> 01:28:23.125
No, I guess not.
01:28:24.625 --> 01:28:25.625
It's lovely.
01:28:27.541 --> 01:28:28.541
Thank you.
01:28:32.208 --> 01:28:33.500
Good-lookin' tree.
01:28:45.208 --> 01:28:47.583
- How are you sleeping?
- Fine.
01:28:48.083 --> 01:28:49.916
And how are you feeling?
01:28:50.458 --> 01:28:53.583
- You are a creature of habit.
- So you're feeling good.
01:28:54.083 --> 01:28:55.625
Yes, I am.
01:28:59.083 --> 01:29:02.500
But what if I stop feeling good?
What if it doesn't last?
01:29:02.583 --> 01:29:04.291
That's a possibility.
01:29:07.166 --> 01:29:10.458
Can I just say I found our time together
fairly unhelpful overall?
01:29:10.541 --> 01:29:12.291
But you've made progress.
01:29:12.375 --> 01:29:13.291
I have.
01:29:13.375 --> 01:29:16.166
I just don't know
if it was because of you.
01:29:19.791 --> 01:29:22.166
There will be good days
and there will be bad days, Jack.
01:29:22.250 --> 01:29:23.791
Gonna miss these gems.
01:29:24.458 --> 01:29:26.791
Living is predictable in that way.
01:29:26.875 --> 01:29:28.125
Embrace routine.
01:29:29.458 --> 01:29:30.541
It's good for you.
01:29:31.541 --> 01:29:33.750
Ah yeah, the routine of living.
01:29:33.833 --> 01:29:35.791
Make dinner, go to bed, wake up,
01:29:35.875 --> 01:29:38.041
make your bed, kiss your wife.
01:29:38.125 --> 01:29:41.583
But eventually, you'll go back to work.
You'll be around children again.
01:29:42.583 --> 01:29:44.666
Maybe you can start planting
in your garden.
01:29:44.750 --> 01:29:45.833
And one day,
01:29:45.916 --> 01:29:48.958
you will say your daughter's name
without thinking about it.
01:29:50.250 --> 01:29:51.666
It will just slip out
01:29:52.250 --> 01:29:54.500
in remembrance and not in anguish.
01:29:56.333 --> 01:29:57.583
And that'll be that.
01:30:07.833 --> 01:30:10.333
- That was actually pretty good.
- Thank you.
01:30:12.750 --> 01:30:14.583
Maybe there's hope for you yet.
01:30:31.791 --> 01:30:33.583
Wow, hello.
01:30:34.958 --> 01:30:37.583
Don't, don't, don't, don't do that.
01:31:02.375 --> 01:31:04.250
I am gonna pick you up.
01:31:10.500 --> 01:31:11.708
It's okay.
01:31:13.541 --> 01:31:16.125
There we go.
01:31:23.250 --> 01:31:24.791
I'm not afraid of you.
01:31:25.541 --> 01:31:27.166
You're very small.
01:31:28.833 --> 01:31:31.166
My helmet is very close too.
01:31:32.916 --> 01:31:34.750
I'm gonna take you outside.
01:31:56.958 --> 01:31:59.041
I think he was wrong about you.
01:32:00.666 --> 01:32:02.125
Maybe I was too.
01:32:16.583 --> 01:32:18.958
Okay. Come on. Fly, fly.
01:32:22.750 --> 01:32:24.791
Come on, fly. Please go.
01:32:24.875 --> 01:32:26.125
Go, go, go, go!
01:32:27.041 --> 01:32:29.250
Fly, fly, fly, come on, fly!
01:32:30.000 --> 01:32:31.458
Fly! There you go!
01:32:32.041 --> 01:32:34.500
There you go, you son of a bitch!
01:32:50.041 --> 01:32:51.458
Phew.
01:32:53.708 --> 01:32:56.125
Did I mention
that we have a new recliner?
01:32:56.208 --> 01:32:57.208
Maybe.
01:32:58.000 --> 01:33:02.250
It's kind of leather-esque.
It smells like, a little like beef jerky.
01:33:03.208 --> 01:33:05.208
Well,
that's a smell I generally like.
01:33:08.666 --> 01:33:10.208
You know, I was thinking, uh,
01:33:10.750 --> 01:33:13.166
a sectional sofa would work in that room.
01:33:14.250 --> 01:33:15.250
Where?
01:33:15.333 --> 01:33:17.750
In the window nook, facing in.
01:33:18.291 --> 01:33:19.791
Where Katie used to play.
01:33:21.958 --> 01:33:23.083
That'll work.
01:33:25.166 --> 01:33:26.708
Oh, shit. I, uh,
01:33:27.208 --> 01:33:28.500
I made you something.
01:33:29.708 --> 01:33:31.458
Oh, it's lovely.
01:33:33.291 --> 01:33:34.833
You don't know what it is.
01:33:34.916 --> 01:33:38.750
- Does it have a purpose?
- Yes. It's a light switch cover.
01:33:39.791 --> 01:33:41.583
Oh, well,
01:33:42.375 --> 01:33:45.708
there's no hole for the switch.
01:33:47.125 --> 01:33:48.833
Does it need a hole to work?
01:33:49.458 --> 01:33:51.708
Well, yeah. I mean, you...
01:33:51.791 --> 01:33:55.666
you gotta have a hole for the switch,
or you can't turn the light on or off.
01:33:56.291 --> 01:33:57.375
And then what?
01:34:00.291 --> 01:34:01.125
I'm sorry.
01:34:01.208 --> 01:34:03.500
- Well, we'll figure it out.
- No, no. I'm...
01:34:04.500 --> 01:34:10.333
I'm so sorry about it all.
01:34:11.291 --> 01:34:13.583
- You deserve better.
- It's okay. It's okay.
01:34:15.750 --> 01:34:16.791
It's okay.
01:34:22.833 --> 01:34:23.958
I presume that...
01:34:25.958 --> 01:34:27.708
this makes up for everything.
01:34:33.541 --> 01:34:34.916
We'll cut a hole in it.
01:34:35.625 --> 01:34:36.750
That's smart.
01:34:37.791 --> 01:34:38.833
That's smart.
01:34:39.416 --> 01:34:40.750
Just cut a hole in it.
01:34:41.333 --> 01:34:43.833
Otherwise, you're really...
you're forcing a choice
01:34:43.916 --> 01:34:47.375
of being in constant darkness
or constant light.
01:34:47.458 --> 01:34:48.750
And that's just nuts.
01:34:50.708 --> 01:34:52.958
- I mean, no offense.
- No, that's fair.
01:34:59.958 --> 01:35:01.083
♪ Hang on ♪
01:35:01.166 --> 01:35:03.666
♪ Just hang on for a minute ♪
01:35:03.750 --> 01:35:05.958
♪ I've got something to say ♪
01:35:06.583 --> 01:35:08.250
♪ I'm not asking ♪
01:35:08.333 --> 01:35:10.750
♪ You to move on or forget it ♪
01:35:10.833 --> 01:35:13.000
♪ But these are better days ♪
01:35:13.083 --> 01:35:14.291
He's gonna be fine.
01:35:14.375 --> 01:35:15.375
♪ To be wrong ♪
01:35:15.458 --> 01:35:17.916
♪ All along and admit it ♪
01:35:18.458 --> 01:35:20.541
- How are you doing?
- Not so good.
01:35:20.625 --> 01:35:22.416
♪ But to be loved ♪
01:35:23.000 --> 01:35:24.000
Sit down.
01:35:25.166 --> 01:35:29.041
♪ Even when you've changed... ♪
01:35:29.125 --> 01:35:30.416
Tell me about it.
01:35:30.500 --> 01:35:31.708
♪ Tell me ♪
01:35:33.333 --> 01:35:36.875
♪ Did I go on a tangent? ♪
01:35:36.958 --> 01:35:39.750
♪ Did I lie through my teeth? ♪
01:35:40.375 --> 01:35:43.708
♪ Did I cause you to stumble ♪
01:35:43.791 --> 01:35:46.000
♪ On your feet? ♪
01:35:47.000 --> 01:35:50.958
♪ Did I bring shame on my family? ♪
01:35:51.041 --> 01:35:55.750
♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
01:35:55.833 --> 01:35:58.958
♪ Whatever you see ♪
01:35:59.541 --> 01:36:01.666
♪ That wasn't me ♪
01:36:01.750 --> 01:36:05.666
♪ Oh, that wasn't me ♪
01:36:06.416 --> 01:36:10.375
♪ Do I make myself a blessing ♪
01:36:10.458 --> 01:36:13.708
♪ To everyone I meet? ♪
01:36:13.791 --> 01:36:15.541
♪ When you fall ♪
01:36:15.625 --> 01:36:17.166
♪ I will get you ♪
01:36:17.250 --> 01:36:20.458
♪ On your feet ♪
01:36:20.541 --> 01:36:24.333
♪ Do I spend time with my family? ♪
01:36:24.416 --> 01:36:29.958
♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
01:36:30.041 --> 01:36:32.750
Yeah, I gotta admit, I'm, uh,
I'm a little bit scared
01:36:32.833 --> 01:36:35.000
♪ When that's what you see... ♪
01:36:35.083 --> 01:36:36.458
Me too.
01:36:36.541 --> 01:36:39.458
♪ That will be me ♪
01:36:40.125 --> 01:36:43.166
♪ That will be me ♪
01:36:43.791 --> 01:36:49.958
♪ That will be me... ♪
01:36:50.041 --> 01:36:51.083
Put this on.
01:36:54.000 --> 01:36:56.625
Okay. Carrots, tomato,
and a head of lettuce.
01:36:56.708 --> 01:36:58.583
If you can get to the cucumbers, grab two.
01:36:58.666 --> 01:37:00.041
Got it.
01:37:00.125 --> 01:37:01.166
On three?
01:37:01.791 --> 01:37:04.750
One, two, three.
01:37:04.833 --> 01:37:08.333
♪ Did I go on a tangent? ♪
01:37:08.416 --> 01:37:11.833
♪ Did I lie through my teeth? ♪
01:37:11.916 --> 01:37:15.041
♪ Did I cause you to stumble ♪
01:37:15.125 --> 01:37:17.625
♪ On your feet? ♪
01:37:18.791 --> 01:37:22.125
♪ Did I bring shame on my family? ♪
01:37:22.208 --> 01:37:24.833
♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
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♪ Whatever you see ♪
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♪ Do I spend time with my family? ♪
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♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
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♪ When that's what you see ♪
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♪ That will be me ♪
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What the...
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Son of a bitch!
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