WEBVTT 00:00:00.017 --> 00:00:20.017 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:00:41.541 --> 00:00:44.753 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 00:00:45.170 --> 00:00:46.838 The summer is starting. 00:00:47.130 --> 00:00:49.924 But the most important news is that Manuela and I… 00:00:50.091 --> 00:00:53.470 …have been invited to the swimming pool at Daniele's house!" 00:00:53.636 --> 00:00:56.348 "I've waited for this moment for months. 00:00:56.514 --> 00:00:59.517 Maybe this time he'll pay some attention to me…" 00:01:06.441 --> 00:01:07.650 Elvira! 00:01:11.112 --> 00:01:12.364 Elvira! 00:01:14.991 --> 00:01:18.286 Could you wake your granddaughter up? I'm running late. 00:01:20.330 --> 00:01:23.917 Melissa, hurry up, you're going to be late for school. 00:01:43.228 --> 00:01:44.354 Elvira? 00:01:49.150 --> 00:01:51.361 What are you doing? Can't you hear me? 00:01:51.528 --> 00:01:52.821 Please, can you do it? 00:01:52.987 --> 00:01:55.824 I'm late, I still have to finish getting ready. 00:02:02.872 --> 00:02:04.082 Sorry. 00:02:04.249 --> 00:02:05.834 All right, I'll do it myself. 00:02:24.102 --> 00:02:25.729 What a mess! 00:02:26.479 --> 00:02:28.690 - Sweetheart, the alarm! - Go away! 00:02:28.857 --> 00:02:32.068 Sorry, darling, but you're going to be late for school. 00:02:32.235 --> 00:02:33.528 Get out! 00:02:33.945 --> 00:02:35.196 We arrived at 4 pm. 00:02:35.363 --> 00:02:36.614 SUMMER 00:02:36.823 --> 00:02:39.451 On the whole way there I just wanted to turn back. 00:02:39.826 --> 00:02:41.161 My heart was in my mouth. 00:02:41.327 --> 00:02:43.038 - Wait, don't ring! - Why not? 00:02:43.204 --> 00:02:44.247 It's still early. 00:02:44.414 --> 00:02:47.250 No, it's not, this is the time Titti told us to come. 00:02:47.417 --> 00:02:48.877 Feel this. 00:02:50.545 --> 00:02:52.964 - I don't feel anything. - But how! 00:02:53.131 --> 00:02:56.509 It feels like it's about to explode! Let's get out of here. 00:02:56.676 --> 00:03:00.347 Come on! You've had a crush on him for a year and now finally… 00:03:00.513 --> 00:03:02.599 I look terrible today. 00:03:03.725 --> 00:03:05.977 No way! You look gorgeous. 00:03:13.443 --> 00:03:15.111 What if he finds out I can't swim? 00:03:15.278 --> 00:03:17.614 - Stay away from the pool. - And if he kisses me… 00:03:17.781 --> 00:03:20.909 - …and realizes it's my first time? - Are you crazy? 00:03:21.076 --> 00:03:23.370 With all the rehearsing we've done! 00:03:27.374 --> 00:03:29.459 - Who's that? - Which? 00:03:30.043 --> 00:03:32.128 - The only fuckable one. - You're here! 00:03:38.468 --> 00:03:41.137 Don't let her run away! Pin her down, Patrizio! 00:03:41.346 --> 00:03:44.557 No! Please let me go! Put me down, don't be a bastard! 00:03:44.724 --> 00:03:46.643 - Hello, Manuela. - I'm Manuela. 00:03:47.394 --> 00:03:48.937 I'm Melissa. 00:03:49.104 --> 00:03:52.607 - Well then hello, Melissa. - Daniele! Come here! 00:03:52.774 --> 00:03:54.442 Excuse me. 00:04:01.491 --> 00:04:03.076 Well, I… 00:04:12.210 --> 00:04:15.630 Fucking assholes, my shoes! 00:04:15.797 --> 00:04:18.800 These shoes cost me two hundred euros. 00:04:19.009 --> 00:04:23.138 - Who is that girl lying down? - Lavinia, Arnaldo's girlfriend. A bitch. 00:04:23.555 --> 00:04:27.642 Don't even try throwing me in the water or I'll kick your ass. 00:04:31.187 --> 00:04:32.564 Honey. 00:04:34.190 --> 00:04:35.734 I'm going over there. 00:04:36.484 --> 00:04:39.362 Be careful, they'll throw you in the water. 00:05:09.976 --> 00:05:12.145 No! She can't swim! 00:05:12.312 --> 00:05:15.106 Help her! Do something! 00:05:19.861 --> 00:05:20.945 Were you scared? 00:05:21.112 --> 00:05:22.655 Me? No. 00:05:25.408 --> 00:05:27.702 I thought you knew how to swim. 00:05:28.912 --> 00:05:32.832 Yes, I can swim, but… I got scared all of a sudden. 00:05:32.999 --> 00:05:35.168 But you just told me you weren't scared. 00:05:35.335 --> 00:05:36.670 After! 00:05:42.175 --> 00:05:43.635 You got scared. 00:05:46.471 --> 00:05:49.891 Come on! I'll show you the nicest part of the garden. 00:06:14.290 --> 00:06:17.335 So you don't know how to swim. I can teach you one day. 00:06:17.544 --> 00:06:20.630 You can come back, without all these people. 00:06:20.797 --> 00:06:23.299 - Well? - Well what? 00:06:23.466 --> 00:06:24.926 Will you come? 00:06:25.093 --> 00:06:27.262 - Yes. - You like it here? 00:06:27.429 --> 00:06:28.638 Yes. 00:06:29.431 --> 00:06:30.849 And you like me? 00:06:33.810 --> 00:06:37.313 - Enough. - What does your father do? 00:06:37.480 --> 00:06:39.149 Engineer. 00:06:41.109 --> 00:06:43.319 - He builds streets? - No. Oil. 00:06:43.486 --> 00:06:46.197 He's on a platform in the middle of the Indian Ocean. 00:06:46.364 --> 00:06:48.324 He'll be back within a year. 00:06:49.492 --> 00:06:50.827 And your mother? 00:06:50.994 --> 00:06:52.495 She sells bridal gowns. 00:06:52.662 --> 00:06:55.874 - Do you have any brothers? - No. Just a friend. 00:06:56.082 --> 00:06:58.418 - You confide in her. - Yes. 00:06:58.585 --> 00:07:01.129 - Do you tell her everything? - Yes. 00:07:15.143 --> 00:07:17.520 And what will you tell her about me? 00:07:18.146 --> 00:07:19.522 I don't know. 00:07:21.566 --> 00:07:22.942 You look like a kid. 00:07:23.151 --> 00:07:24.319 How old are you? 00:07:24.486 --> 00:07:26.571 Fifteen and a half. 00:07:39.292 --> 00:07:41.628 - Do you have a boyfriend? - No. 00:07:42.379 --> 00:07:43.838 Do you? 00:07:44.005 --> 00:07:46.424 - What? - A girlfriend! 00:07:48.218 --> 00:07:49.636 No, I don't. 00:07:50.929 --> 00:07:51.971 Are you a virgin? 00:07:53.348 --> 00:07:54.724 Yes. 00:07:55.183 --> 00:07:57.477 - How many times have you kissed? - Twice. 00:07:57.644 --> 00:07:59.646 Which one did you like the best? 00:08:00.772 --> 00:08:02.315 The first. 00:08:14.911 --> 00:08:16.329 Get up. 00:08:18.206 --> 00:08:20.041 What do you want from me? 00:08:20.792 --> 00:08:22.585 You want to kiss me? 00:08:25.964 --> 00:08:27.716 You want to kiss me? 00:08:29.426 --> 00:08:30.802 You want to kiss me? 00:08:31.803 --> 00:08:33.304 You want to kiss me? 00:08:35.223 --> 00:08:36.433 Yes. 00:08:37.809 --> 00:08:40.186 Then kiss my dick. 00:08:50.405 --> 00:08:52.240 Put it in your mouth. 00:09:07.881 --> 00:09:09.799 What are you doing? 00:09:31.279 --> 00:09:34.574 Maybe next time you'll kiss me on the mouth. 00:09:40.997 --> 00:09:43.458 I haven't seen him since that day. 00:09:44.125 --> 00:09:47.545 I've spent a gloomy summer full of choking tears… 00:09:47.754 --> 00:09:50.965 …waiting for a phone call that never came. 00:09:52.509 --> 00:09:55.804 I wanted to vanish, to fly away very, very far… 00:09:56.805 --> 00:10:00.558 …like my father, to the other side of the world. 00:10:03.186 --> 00:10:04.896 AUTUMN 00:10:09.859 --> 00:10:12.070 Don't make that face. Relax! 00:10:12.278 --> 00:10:16.199 I'd like to see you in my place! After what happened he disappeared! 00:10:16.366 --> 00:10:18.660 Forget about him, he doesn't care about you. 00:10:18.827 --> 00:10:22.914 I never said he cared about me, but I care about him. 00:10:23.498 --> 00:10:25.542 And it gets worse every day. 00:10:26.793 --> 00:10:28.336 Let's go. 00:10:29.254 --> 00:10:30.839 - Good morning. - Good morning. 00:10:31.548 --> 00:10:33.383 - Good morning. - Good morning. 00:10:42.142 --> 00:10:44.561 Come in, young ladies. 00:10:44.769 --> 00:10:47.480 We were very glad to wait for you, right? 00:10:48.023 --> 00:10:49.482 Roll! 00:10:50.984 --> 00:10:52.485 - Abemo, Elisabetta. - Here. 00:10:52.652 --> 00:10:54.654 - Bozzini, Manuela. - Here. 00:10:54.821 --> 00:10:56.531 Caldiron, Clelia and Leo. 00:10:56.698 --> 00:10:57.866 - Here. - Here. 00:10:58.033 --> 00:10:59.659 De Angelis, Marco. 00:10:59.826 --> 00:11:01.036 First day of school. 00:11:01.703 --> 00:11:03.121 I'm so nervous. 00:11:03.288 --> 00:11:05.498 A new student. Good start! 00:11:05.790 --> 00:11:09.085 I must see him. But he isn't here. 00:11:09.252 --> 00:11:12.380 Holidays are over for everybody, except for him. 00:11:14.716 --> 00:11:16.217 I am Marco De Angelis. 00:11:19.929 --> 00:11:22.182 You know I should kick you out? 00:11:24.976 --> 00:11:28.521 No, too easy. Come on in. Find a place. 00:11:30.815 --> 00:11:33.443 I try to hate him for what he did to me… 00:11:33.610 --> 00:11:36.112 …but I can't. I still love him. 00:11:37.072 --> 00:11:40.617 At the favorite seat. They call it the Seat of Death. 00:11:46.498 --> 00:11:47.749 He's so cool! 00:11:47.916 --> 00:11:49.501 What a loser! 00:11:49.668 --> 00:11:52.712 Ah, you're a tough one! Let's inaugurate the register. 00:11:52.879 --> 00:11:54.798 With a nice three. 00:11:55.423 --> 00:11:57.133 He doesn't know how much I like him. 00:11:57.300 --> 00:12:00.720 Even though he humiliated me, I forgive him. 00:12:00.970 --> 00:12:05.016 If I could hold him tight, just once, I'd make him understand. 00:12:05.475 --> 00:12:07.644 Call me, my love. 00:12:07.811 --> 00:12:10.480 Call me, call me… 00:12:10.647 --> 00:12:12.190 …call me… 00:12:22.992 --> 00:12:25.829 - One… - I'll go! 00:12:25.995 --> 00:12:27.664 …two… 00:12:29.165 --> 00:12:30.458 …three… 00:12:30.625 --> 00:12:32.293 Yes, it's morning here! 00:12:33.003 --> 00:12:35.839 I'll pass you to her right away. And how are you? 00:12:36.006 --> 00:12:38.091 Melissa, run, it's Dad! 00:12:38.883 --> 00:12:42.262 Melissa! Open up! It's Dad! 00:12:42.429 --> 00:12:44.764 Why do you two always lock yourselves in there? 00:12:44.931 --> 00:12:48.476 Do you want to talk first to your mother or your daughter? 00:12:48.685 --> 00:12:52.480 Daddy, you know I dreamt about you? 00:12:52.647 --> 00:12:56.359 Yes, we were in Paris, but it was our house. 00:12:56.526 --> 00:12:59.279 It'd be more practical if you used your own bathroom. 00:12:59.446 --> 00:13:03.700 - I'm being good. But you be good too! - At least don't lock yourselves inside. 00:13:03.867 --> 00:13:06.494 No, I'm begging you! Please, don't smoke. 00:13:06.661 --> 00:13:10.874 - It bothers me in the bathroom. - I'm still waiting for your e-mails. 00:13:11.041 --> 00:13:13.001 I'll quit right away! 00:13:13.668 --> 00:13:16.296 I'm smoking the last one! 00:13:16.463 --> 00:13:18.340 I'll pass you to her. 00:13:21.551 --> 00:13:22.969 Hi, darling! 00:13:25.555 --> 00:13:27.766 Of course I'm taking my medicine. 00:13:27.974 --> 00:13:30.310 Why do you always say the same thing? 00:13:30.477 --> 00:13:33.229 And then they say that old folks lose their minds! 00:13:33.396 --> 00:13:36.232 "Dear Diary, my family is a disaster. 00:13:36.399 --> 00:13:39.110 Father is so far away, Mother doesn't understand a thing. 00:13:39.277 --> 00:13:42.030 Thank God I've got Grandma and Manuela, my best friend." 00:13:42.197 --> 00:13:43.239 Slow down! 00:13:43.406 --> 00:13:46.534 You shouldn't be afraid with me! Ever! 00:13:46.785 --> 00:13:48.578 Okay, but be careful! 00:13:48.745 --> 00:13:51.915 - You trust me? - Yes, you're the best! 00:13:59.756 --> 00:14:01.383 I hate gym… 00:14:01.549 --> 00:14:03.968 …but I'm sure Manu hates it more than I do. 00:14:04.135 --> 00:14:06.096 At least we don't have to study. 00:14:06.262 --> 00:14:09.641 This year I want something different. 00:14:09.808 --> 00:14:11.643 Every day at school I hope to see him. 00:14:11.810 --> 00:14:14.396 It's happened twice already, in the hallway. 00:14:14.562 --> 00:14:17.565 He didn't see me, or he pretended not to. 00:14:46.970 --> 00:14:50.515 How strange, I feel my body much more than before. 00:14:50.807 --> 00:14:52.308 I like it… 00:14:52.726 --> 00:14:55.311 …but with him I'd like it even more. 00:14:55.979 --> 00:14:57.647 Did you get excited? 00:14:57.814 --> 00:15:01.192 Wow, you're well-equipped! Who would have thought? 00:15:02.027 --> 00:15:04.029 Relax, it's just envy. 00:15:04.863 --> 00:15:07.907 I want him. I'm so sure. 00:15:25.967 --> 00:15:28.470 Yes, I went to see the one you suggested. 00:15:28.636 --> 00:15:30.472 It looked like a prison! 00:15:31.097 --> 00:15:32.807 No, I found another one. 00:15:32.974 --> 00:15:35.352 A luxury one. Wait a moment. 00:15:35.810 --> 00:15:37.312 Here it is! 00:15:40.190 --> 00:15:42.317 "Elegant ambience… 00:15:42.609 --> 00:15:45.487 …highly qualified medical personnel." 00:15:46.321 --> 00:15:48.156 Eighteen hundred euros. 00:15:48.531 --> 00:15:51.159 No, I still haven't spoken to her about it. 00:15:51.326 --> 00:15:54.162 You know it's not easy with her. 00:15:55.413 --> 00:15:57.207 Why don't you speak to her? 00:15:57.374 --> 00:15:59.668 Okay, okay. I'll try. 00:16:00.794 --> 00:16:02.420 Melissa? 00:16:03.588 --> 00:16:06.675 Yes, she'll be upset at the beginning, but later… 00:16:06.841 --> 00:16:09.260 You know how children are. 00:16:09.427 --> 00:16:11.805 Don't worry, I was firm about the moped… 00:16:11.971 --> 00:16:14.099 …but she always drives Manuela's. 00:16:14.724 --> 00:16:18.228 She signed up for swimming lessons. 00:16:19.604 --> 00:16:22.607 This time she's really going to learn. 00:16:23.483 --> 00:16:26.111 Hello? Can you hear me? 00:16:27.529 --> 00:16:28.947 Hello? 00:16:30.407 --> 00:16:31.825 Elvira! 00:16:36.204 --> 00:16:38.998 I lent it to Melissa but now I need it. 00:16:39.499 --> 00:16:41.793 I'm having tea with some friends. 00:16:44.879 --> 00:16:47.340 How can you live with such a mess? 00:16:47.757 --> 00:16:51.136 At least in my own room I can do as I please, no? 00:16:51.302 --> 00:16:53.638 Here, this was in the living room. 00:16:55.473 --> 00:16:59.060 Forgive me. It won't happen again. I promise. 00:16:59.227 --> 00:17:03.106 How can you go out at this hour? Do you want me to come pick you up? 00:17:03.732 --> 00:17:05.984 Don't worry, I'll take the bus. 00:17:06.151 --> 00:17:08.153 No, no, take a cab. 00:17:08.862 --> 00:17:10.321 Cabs are expensive. 00:17:10.488 --> 00:17:13.992 It's okay. I'll pay for it, don't make me worry. 00:17:14.743 --> 00:17:16.161 I have to talk to you… 00:17:16.327 --> 00:17:18.872 …but not now, you've got things to do. 00:17:19.164 --> 00:17:21.958 Tell me, my friends will wait. 00:17:24.586 --> 00:17:27.297 - Did you take your pill? - Yes. 00:17:29.007 --> 00:17:30.717 No, I didn't take it. 00:17:31.509 --> 00:17:33.428 But that's my business. 00:17:33.595 --> 00:17:35.930 No, really it's our business also. 00:17:36.097 --> 00:17:38.475 They are good for your heart. 00:17:42.479 --> 00:17:44.481 My mum hates Grandma. Sometimes I think… 00:17:44.647 --> 00:17:46.983 …it's because she's jealous of our relationship. 00:17:47.150 --> 00:17:50.820 Thank God she can't interfere between Manu and me. I adore her. 00:17:52.030 --> 00:17:54.157 According to her, I need to be brave… 00:17:54.324 --> 00:17:56.284 …and talk to Daniele, face to face. 00:17:56.451 --> 00:17:58.620 They said Daniele's already here! 00:18:20.475 --> 00:18:22.268 Look at me. 00:18:22.435 --> 00:18:25.647 Look at me. Look at me. Look at me. 00:19:05.770 --> 00:19:07.564 But you're Melissa! 00:19:08.064 --> 00:19:10.483 You've grown, I almost didn't recognize you. 00:19:10.650 --> 00:19:11.985 How old are you? 00:19:12.152 --> 00:19:14.279 I'm almost 16. 00:19:16.156 --> 00:19:17.741 Come. 00:19:27.459 --> 00:19:29.836 Arnaldo, you remember Melissa? 00:19:30.045 --> 00:19:31.421 Melissa… 00:19:32.464 --> 00:19:35.216 You're also cute when dry. Congratulations. 00:19:35.383 --> 00:19:37.969 Let's toast to our reunion! 00:19:42.140 --> 00:19:45.393 - Lavinia, babe? Everything okay? - I want to leave. This is annoying. 00:19:45.560 --> 00:19:47.145 Did you think about me? 00:19:49.147 --> 00:19:52.359 I want to ask you something. But not here. 00:19:53.610 --> 00:19:55.111 Wanna come with me? 00:20:02.452 --> 00:20:04.162 Let's go. 00:20:32.065 --> 00:20:34.859 You're even prettier than last summer. 00:20:45.787 --> 00:20:47.872 Can I ask you a question? 00:20:49.958 --> 00:20:51.918 Do you want to kiss me? 00:21:29.539 --> 00:21:31.791 Are you still a virgin? 00:21:33.001 --> 00:21:34.627 Yes. 00:21:35.337 --> 00:21:37.630 Do you want to do it with me? 00:21:52.854 --> 00:21:54.856 I want you so much. 00:22:05.450 --> 00:22:07.202 Put this on. 00:22:57.293 --> 00:22:58.920 I love you. 00:22:59.087 --> 00:23:00.588 I love you. 00:23:00.755 --> 00:23:02.549 I love you. 00:23:05.927 --> 00:23:07.804 I don't love you. 00:23:19.149 --> 00:23:21.109 You're an idiot. 00:23:22.569 --> 00:23:24.320 Who asked you? 00:23:38.335 --> 00:23:40.253 Dad, dear Dad… 00:23:40.420 --> 00:23:43.590 …you can't imagine how much I'd like you to be here. 00:23:43.757 --> 00:23:47.177 I would tell you to go to Daniele's house, to spit on his face… 00:23:47.344 --> 00:23:50.013 …to make him kneel, to beat him… 00:23:50.180 --> 00:23:53.099 …humiliate him as he did with me. 00:23:54.309 --> 00:23:57.812 But why is it that only men can behave like that? 00:23:59.314 --> 00:24:02.609 From this moment on I swear that I too will do as they do. 00:24:02.776 --> 00:24:04.819 I will think only of my pleasure. 00:24:04.986 --> 00:24:07.155 I will treat them all the same. 00:24:07.322 --> 00:24:09.199 Not caring for their feelings… 00:24:09.366 --> 00:24:11.785 …not caring who I have in front of me. 00:24:13.870 --> 00:24:15.872 Your daughter, Melissa. 00:24:19.668 --> 00:24:23.088 But no! What are you talking about? 00:24:23.254 --> 00:24:26.091 No, I know you, Daria. 00:24:26.257 --> 00:24:28.259 You've already decided everything. 00:24:28.468 --> 00:24:30.261 Actually, you know what I think? 00:24:30.428 --> 00:24:33.348 I'll probably feel more at home over there than here. 00:24:33.515 --> 00:24:36.851 Your attention gets on my nerves. I know it's sincere… 00:24:37.018 --> 00:24:39.396 …but it's irritating all the same. 00:24:42.148 --> 00:24:44.234 I'm worried about Melissa. 00:24:44.651 --> 00:24:46.736 She counts on me. 00:24:47.821 --> 00:24:49.531 And on me! 00:24:52.242 --> 00:24:54.077 Are you sure? 00:24:56.996 --> 00:24:59.165 Why do you treat me like this? 00:25:27.986 --> 00:25:30.113 Are you sure I can smoke here? 00:25:30.280 --> 00:25:33.491 - If not, I'm not going. - In theory you can't… 00:25:33.700 --> 00:25:36.077 …but everybody does, so they turn a blind eye. 00:25:36.244 --> 00:25:39.456 Unfortunately. You should quit. You know how bad it is for you. 00:25:39.622 --> 00:25:42.459 And you don't know how good it is for me! 00:25:44.669 --> 00:25:47.756 "Dear Diary, Mom has sent Grandma to a home." 00:25:49.799 --> 00:25:52.886 - Damn, it's pouring! - Give me the umbrella. 00:25:53.636 --> 00:25:56.890 "She took the horrible decision without consulting me. 00:25:57.098 --> 00:25:59.142 I don't mean anything to her. 00:25:59.309 --> 00:26:01.978 But when Dad comes home for Christmas… 00:26:02.145 --> 00:26:05.648 …we'll take her back home and she will stay with us forever." 00:26:06.149 --> 00:26:08.568 Do you want to give me the umbrella? 00:26:09.569 --> 00:26:12.822 Elvira, what are you doing? You'll get soaked! 00:26:17.827 --> 00:26:19.871 Sweetheart, why are you doing this? 00:26:20.038 --> 00:26:22.248 You know Grandma has a heart condition. 00:26:22.415 --> 00:26:24.125 She needs to be taken care of! 00:26:24.292 --> 00:26:25.835 Come on, out! 00:26:31.883 --> 00:26:32.967 Thank you. 00:26:39.849 --> 00:26:41.518 Good morning. 00:26:52.987 --> 00:26:55.323 Well, now what's the matter? 00:26:56.157 --> 00:26:57.826 Up, up child! 00:27:09.754 --> 00:27:11.423 Nice, no? 00:27:12.424 --> 00:27:14.300 Warm colors… 00:27:19.097 --> 00:27:20.849 The nurses are lovely. 00:27:21.474 --> 00:27:24.227 I would almost come to stay myself! 00:27:24.644 --> 00:27:26.521 Where are the sockets? 00:27:26.688 --> 00:27:28.481 Ah, there's one… 00:27:29.816 --> 00:27:33.361 - But the lamp's plugged. - It needs a double plug! 00:27:36.197 --> 00:27:38.158 Surely there is one. 00:27:43.580 --> 00:27:45.957 Found it! There you go. 00:27:46.124 --> 00:27:48.752 - They're so organized! - Aren't they? 00:27:54.758 --> 00:27:57.385 Home is where the radio is. 00:27:59.262 --> 00:28:01.514 It has changed my life! 00:28:03.516 --> 00:28:04.976 Grandma… 00:28:06.186 --> 00:28:08.521 I'll go call the head nurse. 00:28:27.832 --> 00:28:29.584 Melissa! 00:28:30.418 --> 00:28:32.629 Melissa, don't be sad. 00:28:34.005 --> 00:28:35.965 Nothing will ever change between us. 00:28:36.132 --> 00:28:38.259 You'll come visit whenever you want… 00:28:38.426 --> 00:28:40.929 …and I'll make you a marvelous cup of tea. 00:28:41.096 --> 00:28:44.140 You really don't mind being here? 00:28:46.476 --> 00:28:50.897 "Paradise is where I am," your grandpa used to say. 00:28:51.439 --> 00:28:53.817 A fantastically self-centered man! 00:28:56.695 --> 00:28:59.155 Here we go. Watch how it's done. 00:29:01.366 --> 00:29:05.495 Let's get rid of this shitty old lady blanket! 00:29:12.711 --> 00:29:14.337 See? 00:29:15.338 --> 00:29:17.549 It's something else entirely! 00:29:18.174 --> 00:29:20.051 Doesn't take a thing. 00:29:23.304 --> 00:29:25.473 Grandma! Grandma! 00:29:26.725 --> 00:29:28.685 Don't cry, my treasure! 00:29:28.852 --> 00:29:32.022 - It's not a goodbye! - But you're the one who's crying! 00:29:39.738 --> 00:29:41.281 Music! 00:30:17.650 --> 00:30:19.027 Your favorites! 00:30:19.194 --> 00:30:20.987 Risotto with mushrooms or paella? 00:30:21.654 --> 00:30:23.198 Nothing. 00:30:23.406 --> 00:30:27.494 Don't worry about me. You only know how to hurt. 00:30:28.536 --> 00:30:30.622 Sweetheart! Why do you treat me like this? 00:30:30.789 --> 00:30:33.166 What trouble did she give you? 00:30:33.667 --> 00:30:35.627 You should be happy now. 00:30:35.794 --> 00:30:38.588 Finally your ashtrays will be clean. 00:30:46.012 --> 00:30:47.847 You're angry with me? 00:30:48.807 --> 00:30:50.558 I adore Grandma! 00:30:50.725 --> 00:30:53.144 Without her the house will be empty. 00:30:53.478 --> 00:30:56.106 Believe me, I'm sorrier than you are. 00:30:57.774 --> 00:30:59.109 So let's go and bring her back. 00:31:00.819 --> 00:31:03.655 - Now! - Sweetheart… 00:31:05.615 --> 00:31:07.617 She'll be happier there. 00:31:08.243 --> 00:31:10.578 I met her neighbors. Really nice people! 00:31:12.497 --> 00:31:15.125 Daddy would have never allowed it. 00:31:18.294 --> 00:31:21.715 Yes, he would. We decided it together. 00:31:21.881 --> 00:31:23.550 Liar. 00:31:23.717 --> 00:31:25.635 Melissa… 00:31:25.802 --> 00:31:27.804 …stay with me for a while. 00:31:35.103 --> 00:31:38.481 "Dear Diary, my mother is a monster. And my father? 00:31:38.648 --> 00:31:40.150 Did they agree? 00:31:40.316 --> 00:31:42.318 I can't believe it. 00:31:42.736 --> 00:31:44.779 But if it were true…? 00:31:44.946 --> 00:31:48.408 I want to rebel but there's nothing I can do. 00:31:48.575 --> 00:31:50.035 I don't count." 00:31:50.660 --> 00:31:54.664 How did it go with your grandma? I'm in the movies with my mother. 00:31:54.831 --> 00:31:55.915 Boring! MANU 00:31:56.124 --> 00:31:59.252 "Now I'm alone. Completely alone. 00:32:00.545 --> 00:32:03.631 Rage, rage, rage. 00:32:04.382 --> 00:32:08.470 Fury, rage, fury…" 00:32:15.018 --> 00:32:18.146 I can't believe it! There's the new guy, Marco! 00:32:18.313 --> 00:32:21.024 He's gorgeous! What do I do? Do I say hi? 00:32:48.718 --> 00:32:50.220 Why don't you answer? Okay… 00:32:50.387 --> 00:32:54.307 Remember that asshole from Italian interrogates us tomorrow. Ciao! 00:33:01.231 --> 00:33:02.816 "Today is my birthday. 00:33:02.982 --> 00:33:06.236 Mum gave me a present that I'll never open. 00:33:06.403 --> 00:33:09.072 Dad called when I was out and did not try again. 00:33:09.239 --> 00:33:11.866 To wake up without Grandma is horrible. 00:33:12.033 --> 00:33:13.868 The house is empty without her." 00:33:14.035 --> 00:33:15.537 No grades today. 00:33:16.162 --> 00:33:17.997 We'll read the newspaper. 00:33:19.541 --> 00:33:22.168 "According to a recent poll… 00:33:22.335 --> 00:33:25.797 …seventy-five percent of Italians are practicing Catholics." 00:33:26.673 --> 00:33:29.342 "I am 16, I'm not a child anymore. 00:33:30.510 --> 00:33:34.597 I want to be cruel to the world as the world has been cruel to me." 00:33:34.764 --> 00:33:37.767 May I interrupt your makeup session, Titti? 00:33:37.934 --> 00:33:41.896 Do you believe in something? I, for example, I'm agnostic. 00:33:43.398 --> 00:33:45.275 At home they all go to Mass. 00:33:45.442 --> 00:33:49.154 So during Mass, do you also think only of re-applying your makeup? 00:33:50.780 --> 00:33:54.367 - The twins there, "roses and flowers"? - We're pantheists. 00:33:54.534 --> 00:33:56.244 Like Paris Hilton. 00:33:56.411 --> 00:33:59.914 "It's simple: Provoke, seduce, use… 00:34:00.081 --> 00:34:02.959 …and throw away. Everyone takes what they want." 00:34:03.126 --> 00:34:04.419 Do you believe? 00:34:07.630 --> 00:34:08.798 In what? 00:34:08.965 --> 00:34:11.968 In God, for example? Are you religious at home? 00:34:12.135 --> 00:34:13.845 My mother is… 00:34:14.012 --> 00:34:15.847 …my father isn't. 00:34:16.014 --> 00:34:17.640 I… I don't know. 00:34:17.807 --> 00:34:20.143 But you have to believe in something. 00:34:20.310 --> 00:34:22.145 I'd like to think that there is a God. 00:34:22.312 --> 00:34:24.814 To confide in someone who always listens. 00:34:25.231 --> 00:34:27.150 Rather, who already knows everything… 00:34:27.317 --> 00:34:29.361 …so you don't have to explain anything. 00:34:29.527 --> 00:34:31.363 Better than a diary! 00:34:32.113 --> 00:34:35.992 It would be nice if there were a God. God can never betray you. 00:34:36.159 --> 00:34:37.535 But Daniele can! 00:34:41.790 --> 00:34:44.084 If this was an immaturity test… 00:34:44.250 --> 00:34:46.628 …you would pass with flying colors. 00:34:52.592 --> 00:34:54.177 You still thinking about him? 00:34:54.344 --> 00:34:57.931 If I were a boy I'd never let a girl like you get away. 00:34:58.098 --> 00:35:00.100 Would you have loved me? 00:35:05.021 --> 00:35:06.564 Forever and ever. 00:35:06.731 --> 00:35:09.025 I could smack him. 00:35:09.567 --> 00:35:11.027 No, he did well. 00:35:11.194 --> 00:35:14.614 - To treat you that way? - Now I know who he really is. 00:35:14.823 --> 00:35:19.077 It's easy to be like him. Come! I'll show you. 00:35:26.042 --> 00:35:27.210 Hello. 00:35:27.377 --> 00:35:29.838 - Two milk shakes. - Do you have Banana Splits? 00:35:30.005 --> 00:35:31.506 No, I'm sorry. 00:35:33.425 --> 00:35:35.427 It's hot, no? 00:35:42.934 --> 00:35:45.437 Do you like that guy over there? 00:35:46.563 --> 00:35:49.524 - That guy? Are you crazy? - Would you do him? 00:35:50.525 --> 00:35:52.527 No way. 00:35:52.694 --> 00:35:54.112 Me neither. 00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:56.197 But he'd do me. 00:35:56.740 --> 00:35:59.200 Do you see how he's looking at me? 00:35:59.367 --> 00:36:00.744 No. 00:36:01.119 --> 00:36:02.787 Here are the milkshakes. 00:36:06.708 --> 00:36:08.752 Well, I'm going to make him crazy. 00:36:08.918 --> 00:36:10.128 Wanna bet? 00:36:22.891 --> 00:36:24.142 Cut it out! 00:36:24.309 --> 00:36:27.103 This is what Daniele does. Like me, look. 00:36:29.314 --> 00:36:30.940 What's he doing? 00:36:31.107 --> 00:36:32.984 He put his hand in his pocket. 00:36:33.151 --> 00:36:36.237 - Why? - Take a wild guess! 00:36:43.912 --> 00:36:45.497 What do you want to do? 00:37:30.959 --> 00:37:32.961 - I'm going! - So am I. 00:37:37.048 --> 00:37:38.466 Let's go! 00:37:38.633 --> 00:37:41.302 See? Easy, no? 00:37:43.013 --> 00:37:44.806 You're crazy! 00:37:44.973 --> 00:37:47.142 Nobody will be able to hurt me again. 00:37:47.308 --> 00:37:50.145 I will defeat pain with rage. 00:37:50.729 --> 00:37:52.689 I cut my face with a razor. 00:37:52.856 --> 00:37:55.066 Hurt like hell, but I resisted. 00:37:55.233 --> 00:37:56.818 I am strong. 00:37:56.985 --> 00:38:01.072 I don't cry. I don't cry. I don't cry. 00:38:02.032 --> 00:38:05.785 Dad has finally called to say he wasn't coming for Christmas. 00:38:05.952 --> 00:38:09.039 WINTER 00:38:12.042 --> 00:38:14.085 Elvira! Melissa! 00:38:14.252 --> 00:38:16.880 - Sorry I'm late. - No problem. 00:38:17.047 --> 00:38:18.673 You look fabulous! 00:38:18.840 --> 00:38:21.343 Melissa, come quick, Grandma's here! 00:38:23.011 --> 00:38:24.095 Grandma! 00:38:24.262 --> 00:38:25.930 Melissa! 00:38:26.306 --> 00:38:28.558 My love, my love… 00:38:32.312 --> 00:38:35.899 So, what happened to my armchair? 00:38:36.066 --> 00:38:38.735 Don't you like that one? It's much more comfortable. 00:38:38.902 --> 00:38:40.236 It's ugly. 00:38:40.403 --> 00:38:42.155 No, it's a very famous design. 00:38:42.322 --> 00:38:44.449 One of Mrs. Adele's clients suggested it! 00:38:45.658 --> 00:38:47.660 How did you scratch yourself? 00:38:47.827 --> 00:38:49.454 It's nothing… 00:39:04.594 --> 00:39:06.471 What did you cook for me? 00:39:06.638 --> 00:39:08.098 Hang on. 00:39:09.140 --> 00:39:12.477 It's almost ready! I just have to heat it up. 00:39:12.644 --> 00:39:14.562 Soy sauce or chili sauce? 00:39:15.480 --> 00:39:17.649 Tea first. Will you make it for me? 00:39:17.816 --> 00:39:19.567 - Apple tea? - Yes. 00:39:31.454 --> 00:39:32.956 So? 00:39:33.832 --> 00:39:35.667 Melissa is having problems. 00:39:36.167 --> 00:39:38.169 She's going through a difficult time. 00:39:38.336 --> 00:39:40.422 What are you talking about? 00:39:40.964 --> 00:39:42.590 She seems very calm to me. 00:39:42.757 --> 00:39:44.926 But do you ever look in her eyes? 00:39:45.593 --> 00:39:47.137 Of course! 00:39:47.846 --> 00:39:51.850 Melissa is still a child. She doesn't even have a boyfriend. 00:39:52.308 --> 00:39:56.146 I think you should keep a closer eye on her. I know her. 00:39:56.312 --> 00:39:58.189 Why, and I don't? 00:40:03.486 --> 00:40:05.113 Here, Grandma. 00:40:05.613 --> 00:40:08.324 - Nothing for me? - Melissa. 00:40:17.417 --> 00:40:19.294 My room! 00:40:20.253 --> 00:40:22.964 She's turned it into a utility closet! 00:40:27.844 --> 00:40:31.681 Just so you know, food's on the table in six minutes! 00:40:35.477 --> 00:40:37.437 I knew it was here! 00:40:39.814 --> 00:40:43.568 Now I'm going to show you something you've never seen. 00:40:56.706 --> 00:40:59.292 I knew she wouldn't be able to find it! 00:40:59.668 --> 00:41:02.045 Good. Close the door. 00:41:09.719 --> 00:41:11.096 Wow, Grandma! 00:41:11.262 --> 00:41:13.306 You're stunning! 00:41:15.016 --> 00:41:17.227 He wanted me like that. 00:41:21.147 --> 00:41:24.234 - Grandpa? - No, before. 00:41:24.776 --> 00:41:26.736 I was just a little older than you. 00:41:26.903 --> 00:41:28.196 Two… 00:41:28.363 --> 00:41:29.989 …three… 00:41:30.156 --> 00:41:31.991 …four… 00:41:32.158 --> 00:41:34.411 …five… 00:41:35.662 --> 00:41:38.665 We escaped to Paris together. 00:41:39.082 --> 00:41:40.750 Were you in love? 00:41:42.210 --> 00:41:43.878 Only at night. 00:41:45.255 --> 00:41:47.799 He didn't understand me… 00:41:47.966 --> 00:41:49.676 …just my body. 00:41:49.843 --> 00:41:51.845 And I understood his. 00:41:52.679 --> 00:41:55.390 During the day, I despised him. 00:41:56.224 --> 00:41:58.476 But I couldn't live without him. 00:41:59.394 --> 00:42:01.479 He cheated on me… 00:42:02.147 --> 00:42:04.149 …he humiliated me… 00:42:04.733 --> 00:42:06.818 …but then, with one kiss… 00:42:07.444 --> 00:42:09.738 …I'd forgive him everything. 00:42:15.618 --> 00:42:18.580 One night, he didn't come back. 00:42:18.747 --> 00:42:21.458 He'd gone off with someone else. Without a word. 00:42:23.209 --> 00:42:25.920 But he had forgotten his gun. 00:42:28.715 --> 00:42:33.136 I thought to myself, "Do I shoot myself? Or him?" 00:42:34.804 --> 00:42:38.266 But then I found myself in front of a mirror… 00:42:39.184 --> 00:42:42.771 …and I started to brush my hair, like this… 00:42:43.438 --> 00:42:45.106 …stroke… 00:42:45.482 --> 00:42:47.901 …after stroke… 00:42:48.068 --> 00:42:50.570 …after stroke… 00:42:51.571 --> 00:42:55.575 My curls melted away… 00:43:03.249 --> 00:43:05.043 How many are we at? 00:43:06.044 --> 00:43:07.671 Thirty-four. 00:43:09.297 --> 00:43:12.467 Why do we have to reach exactly 100? 00:43:13.760 --> 00:43:17.472 Because at the hundredth stroke… 00:43:18.139 --> 00:43:21.142 …my hair was back to being straight. 00:43:21.893 --> 00:43:23.478 I looked at myself. 00:43:24.396 --> 00:43:26.815 He had no power over me anymore. 00:43:26.981 --> 00:43:29.067 I was a different person. 00:43:30.193 --> 00:43:33.488 Thirty-five, thirty-six… 00:43:36.199 --> 00:43:38.868 …thirty-seven, thirty-eight… 00:43:40.078 --> 00:43:41.371 …thirty-nine… 00:43:41.538 --> 00:43:44.624 "Dear Diary, another year has begun. 00:43:44.958 --> 00:43:47.377 New Year, new Melissa. 00:43:48.128 --> 00:43:50.880 I will kick anything that I don't like… 00:43:51.297 --> 00:43:53.800 …and I'll find love, and pleasure… 00:43:53.967 --> 00:43:56.553 …and tenderness, and passion…" 00:43:57.137 --> 00:43:58.304 Yes? 00:43:58.471 --> 00:43:59.973 It's Daniele. 00:44:02.058 --> 00:44:03.935 - Hi. - Just "Hi"? 00:44:04.102 --> 00:44:06.312 - What am I supposed to say? - For example: 00:44:06.479 --> 00:44:07.564 "Long time no see! 00:44:07.731 --> 00:44:10.233 - Where have you been, Daniele?" - Right: 00:44:10.400 --> 00:44:11.776 Where have you been? 00:44:11.943 --> 00:44:13.194 And you? 00:44:13.361 --> 00:44:16.072 - Where have you been? - Nowhere. 00:44:16.239 --> 00:44:18.074 Did you miss me? 00:44:18.241 --> 00:44:20.160 I missed you. 00:44:21.911 --> 00:44:25.081 Can I ask if you want to come over, right away… 00:44:25.248 --> 00:44:26.916 …to make love? 00:44:27.083 --> 00:44:29.794 - You mean like last time? - Much better. 00:44:29.961 --> 00:44:31.338 I have a surprise for you. 00:44:32.922 --> 00:44:34.466 Melissa… 00:44:35.425 --> 00:44:37.093 …you still there? 00:44:38.219 --> 00:44:39.512 Melissa? 00:44:40.221 --> 00:44:41.765 Are you coming? 00:44:43.641 --> 00:44:45.143 Yes. 00:44:57.864 --> 00:44:59.699 Melissa… 00:45:15.131 --> 00:45:17.384 You've really changed. 00:45:17.926 --> 00:45:19.969 Is this the surprise? 00:45:21.137 --> 00:45:22.472 No. 00:45:23.473 --> 00:45:25.266 It's much better. 00:45:26.309 --> 00:45:27.936 Close your eyes. 00:45:34.693 --> 00:45:38.321 Now wait here. Don't move. 00:45:38.822 --> 00:45:40.657 Sit still. 00:45:47.831 --> 00:45:49.374 Daniele? 00:45:49.791 --> 00:45:51.626 Keep your eyes closed! 00:46:42.635 --> 00:46:44.346 Is he the surprise? 00:46:44.512 --> 00:46:46.348 Why? Don't you like it? 00:46:48.099 --> 00:46:50.852 I thought you wanted to be with me. 00:46:52.604 --> 00:46:53.855 Wait. Wait. 00:46:54.022 --> 00:46:57.567 Three is a good number. You'll see, you'll like it. 00:46:57.901 --> 00:47:00.570 I also have a surprise. I'm leaving. 00:47:01.446 --> 00:47:03.114 Don't be such a baby. 00:47:04.115 --> 00:47:05.617 Baby? 00:47:07.786 --> 00:47:09.662 Baby, huh? 00:47:16.294 --> 00:47:17.629 So I'm just a baby? 00:47:17.796 --> 00:47:19.798 One hell of a baby! 00:47:19.964 --> 00:47:22.509 I'll show you what kind of baby I am. 00:48:27.198 --> 00:48:28.700 Why are you here? 00:48:28.867 --> 00:48:32.829 Your girlfriend doesn't know how to strip you like this? 00:48:58.313 --> 00:48:59.356 Listen. 00:49:00.648 --> 00:49:02.400 I've got an idea. 00:49:04.736 --> 00:49:06.112 Come on. 00:49:06.613 --> 00:49:08.615 Today I'll be your girlfriend. 00:49:08.782 --> 00:49:10.408 Shut up. 00:49:11.951 --> 00:49:13.828 Let me know if you like it. 00:49:25.548 --> 00:49:28.343 Daniele, look at how it's done. 00:49:36.059 --> 00:49:39.104 Daniele and Arnaldo together? Are you insane? 00:49:39.270 --> 00:49:41.314 I don't know what happened to me. 00:49:41.648 --> 00:49:44.442 At some point something switched on inside me… 00:49:44.609 --> 00:49:47.362 …rage, I wanted to teach them a lesson… 00:49:47.612 --> 00:49:49.906 …show them that I'm not their little toy. 00:49:50.657 --> 00:49:52.909 And you know something? I liked it! 00:49:53.076 --> 00:49:55.203 I don't know how to explain it. 00:49:56.496 --> 00:49:58.498 I felt completely alive. 00:49:58.665 --> 00:50:00.166 And… 00:50:02.085 --> 00:50:03.420 …did you have an orgasm? 00:50:03.586 --> 00:50:04.838 No. 00:50:05.255 --> 00:50:08.008 I love you, but you're wrong about this. 00:50:08.800 --> 00:50:11.177 Those guys are gonna go around telling everyone. 00:50:11.344 --> 00:50:13.555 Promise me that you won't do it again! 00:50:14.556 --> 00:50:16.307 I love you too. 00:50:17.767 --> 00:50:20.645 Melissa, what are you doing? You're destroying your nails! 00:50:20.812 --> 00:50:22.355 Please. 00:50:30.613 --> 00:50:32.532 "I discovered sex-chats. 00:50:32.741 --> 00:50:36.119 You don't suffer, you enjoy yourself and that's it. 00:50:37.245 --> 00:50:40.457 I'm Myself, I'm looking for someone to have sex with anyone." 00:50:40.623 --> 00:50:43.501 Melissa! Why do you lock yourself in? 00:50:43.835 --> 00:50:46.588 Could you help me fold the tulle, please? 00:50:46.755 --> 00:50:48.423 Fine! I'm coming! 00:50:53.678 --> 00:50:56.056 "In the chat I can say whatever comes to my mind. 00:50:56.222 --> 00:50:58.183 Be everything I want to be. 00:50:58.350 --> 00:50:59.893 I am free. 00:51:03.355 --> 00:51:05.440 Manuela can't understand. 00:51:05.815 --> 00:51:09.652 I'd like to tell her that I would fuck the first guy who comes along. 00:51:09.819 --> 00:51:11.654 Imagine her face." 00:51:20.288 --> 00:51:22.624 SPRING 00:52:06.668 --> 00:52:08.962 I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE WOMAN IN THE PICTURE… 00:52:27.188 --> 00:52:29.024 …AND THAT EVERYONE CAME TO LOOK AT ME 00:53:16.988 --> 00:53:20.742 "Dear Diary, even I can't believe it. 00:53:20.950 --> 00:53:23.787 Today I did it with the museum custodian. 00:53:23.995 --> 00:53:27.749 He took me to a hidden place and we did it. 00:53:28.208 --> 00:53:31.336 My body exploded with pleasure. 00:53:32.629 --> 00:53:35.882 I don't know how he dared but Daniele called me. 00:53:36.049 --> 00:53:40.387 There was a small party at his place with people I didn't know. 00:53:40.887 --> 00:53:43.723 I let an older guy touch me… 00:53:43.890 --> 00:53:45.642 …just to make Daniele jealous." 00:53:45.809 --> 00:53:47.060 No, come on. 00:53:47.769 --> 00:53:50.647 "Desire in the least appropriate moments. 00:53:50.855 --> 00:53:54.067 Now in class, I want to come while the teacher is lecturing. 00:53:54.234 --> 00:53:58.154 Today I'm 16, I'm not a child anymore. 00:53:58.363 --> 00:54:01.491 I feel different, freer, truer. 00:54:01.700 --> 00:54:04.744 I'd like to talk to Manuela. But anyway she doesn't understand. 00:54:04.953 --> 00:54:07.330 She's there, hiding under her layer of fat… 00:54:07.497 --> 00:54:09.040 …afraid of her own shadow!" 00:54:09.207 --> 00:54:10.959 Give it to me. 00:54:14.170 --> 00:54:15.714 Sorry. 00:54:16.131 --> 00:54:17.632 And you? 00:54:17.924 --> 00:54:19.426 You let them… 00:54:19.968 --> 00:54:22.345 - What kind of friend are you? - Me? 00:54:22.554 --> 00:54:26.182 What was I supposed to do? Hiding under my layer of fat. 00:54:27.142 --> 00:54:29.019 Go fuck yourselves! 00:54:29.310 --> 00:54:31.021 You too, Manuela! 00:54:39.487 --> 00:54:41.698 "They think they know everything about me… 00:54:41.865 --> 00:54:43.992 …but they don't know anything. 00:54:45.827 --> 00:54:47.829 They say I'm a whore? 00:54:48.163 --> 00:54:52.167 I'll buy a sexy dress to show them what kind of whore I can be. 00:54:54.711 --> 00:54:56.796 I'm different than them. 00:54:56.963 --> 00:54:59.466 I have the courage to be myself. 00:55:05.430 --> 00:55:07.057 I'm done with Manuela. 00:55:07.223 --> 00:55:08.767 Forever." 00:55:17.942 --> 00:55:20.362 - Hello, Melissa. - Good afternoon. 00:55:22.489 --> 00:55:23.698 Grandma! 00:56:32.142 --> 00:56:35.854 "Dear Diary, will someone ever look at me that way? 00:56:36.646 --> 00:56:39.649 Who will hold me like that, with that much passion?" 00:56:40.108 --> 00:56:41.484 Mom! 00:56:42.360 --> 00:56:43.778 - Mom! - Hello, sweetheart. 00:56:44.946 --> 00:56:46.614 Everything okay? 00:56:47.198 --> 00:56:48.491 Excellent! 00:56:48.658 --> 00:56:51.161 I see you've finally dressed up. What a lovely dress! 00:56:51.327 --> 00:56:52.704 About time! 00:56:53.580 --> 00:56:56.791 I'd lengthen it a couple of centimeters, but the rest seems perfect. 00:56:56.958 --> 00:56:59.419 - How much did you pay for it? - Fifty euros. 00:56:59.586 --> 00:57:03.006 What brought on this change? Is there someone you like? 00:57:03.673 --> 00:57:04.799 I'm going to study. 00:57:05.550 --> 00:57:07.677 Melissa, wait for me! 00:57:09.721 --> 00:57:11.139 Melissa! 00:57:12.223 --> 00:57:13.641 Melissa, wait for me. 00:57:16.811 --> 00:57:18.938 Can I give you a lift? 00:57:20.273 --> 00:57:23.360 - I don't have a helmet. - I have yours in the back! 00:57:24.069 --> 00:57:25.862 I want to be alone. 00:58:14.786 --> 00:58:17.288 Melissa, wait, I can explain. 00:58:17.664 --> 00:58:20.709 I tried to stop them, but I couldn't. 00:58:20.875 --> 00:58:22.794 It was awful for me too! 00:58:48.570 --> 00:58:50.321 Your mobile. 00:59:08.882 --> 00:59:10.508 Hello? 00:59:11.301 --> 00:59:12.635 Hi. 00:59:14.012 --> 00:59:15.472 Where? 00:59:33.823 --> 00:59:37.077 Arnaldo, here I am. 00:59:37.827 --> 00:59:39.662 Daniele's not here? 00:59:41.039 --> 00:59:42.499 Maybe. 00:59:44.834 --> 00:59:46.378 Let's go. 00:59:57.138 --> 00:59:58.807 Why this ugly place? 00:59:59.474 --> 01:00:01.810 Because it's a nice place. 01:00:03.144 --> 01:00:04.813 Come on! 01:00:11.778 --> 01:00:13.363 Wait. 01:00:18.827 --> 01:00:20.286 It's a game. 01:00:41.016 --> 01:00:42.976 What am I doing here? 01:00:43.518 --> 01:00:44.978 What a question. 01:00:45.645 --> 01:00:46.855 Come on! 01:00:47.022 --> 01:00:49.190 But why did you blindfold me? 01:00:51.818 --> 01:00:53.820 Because you're a slut. 01:00:55.155 --> 01:00:58.992 You do what I say and you like it, right? 01:01:15.842 --> 01:01:17.344 I want to leave. 01:01:17.510 --> 01:01:19.220 Don't kid around. 01:01:19.804 --> 01:01:22.349 - I don't want to do it anymore. - Don't kid around. 01:01:22.640 --> 01:01:24.225 No! 01:02:21.408 --> 01:02:23.326 Get on your knees. 01:02:25.662 --> 01:02:27.163 Down. 01:02:27.497 --> 01:02:28.998 Down. 01:02:30.417 --> 01:02:32.127 Now do as I say. 01:02:32.752 --> 01:02:34.254 One by one. 01:02:34.796 --> 01:02:36.381 Like a pro. 01:04:07.472 --> 01:04:10.058 "I gave myself 100 strokes of the brush. 01:04:10.308 --> 01:04:11.726 It didn't work. 01:04:11.935 --> 01:04:14.938 They didn't take away the anguish nor the pain. 01:04:15.438 --> 01:04:18.775 What do I care? I don't need to forget. 01:04:19.734 --> 01:04:23.530 No one can make me ashamed of who I am." 01:04:24.823 --> 01:04:28.243 - They're a bunch of cowards. - I can't believe it! 01:04:28.410 --> 01:04:30.328 It's unfair, it's unfair. 01:04:52.559 --> 01:04:55.478 MYSELF: In my mouth five different tastes of men met… 01:04:55.645 --> 01:04:57.772 …five different flavor. 01:04:58.314 --> 01:05:00.400 What's your taste like? 01:05:03.653 --> 01:05:06.489 ANYONE: Come to meet me instead of always saying no… 01:05:06.656 --> 01:05:09.325 …and I will squirt it in your mouth too. 01:05:10.326 --> 01:05:12.328 You're one of those who talks and talks… 01:05:12.495 --> 01:05:14.330 …but makes it all up. 01:05:15.373 --> 01:05:17.792 MYSELF: Where should I come? 01:05:19.294 --> 01:05:23.465 ANYONE: Via Gianna Brezzi 25, apartment 13, tomorrow afternoon. 01:05:24.132 --> 01:05:26.509 Or are you afraid of my taste? 01:05:29.846 --> 01:05:33.224 MYSELF: You're the one who should be afraid. 01:05:34.225 --> 01:05:37.145 You'll see I don't make things up. 01:05:53.661 --> 01:05:55.205 Melissa! 01:05:56.539 --> 01:06:00.001 Melissa, sweetheart! Come see what I brought you. 01:06:08.176 --> 01:06:09.928 Melissa! 01:06:25.860 --> 01:06:27.278 Hello. 01:06:27.737 --> 01:06:29.114 Yes. 01:06:30.782 --> 01:06:34.160 Here are the keys. Your father said to wait for him inside. 01:06:34.327 --> 01:06:35.704 Apartment 13. 01:06:36.454 --> 01:06:38.289 Thank you. 01:06:41.543 --> 01:06:43.586 Yes, I'm coming right away. 01:07:20.540 --> 01:07:21.958 Kiss, inside, always harder. 01:07:22.125 --> 01:07:24.961 In my mouth, I like the taste of sperm. Kiss my cock, penetration. 01:07:25.128 --> 01:07:27.297 Put tongue, first time from behind, sweet taste. 01:07:27.464 --> 01:07:29.924 Chemistry classroom. I don't want to be like my mother. 01:07:30.091 --> 01:07:31.509 Five of them. Sucked them all. 01:07:31.718 --> 01:07:35.472 Strong excitement. Bad grade. Like a real slut. Pain, pain. 01:07:35.805 --> 01:07:37.849 Chat man, I'm coming. 01:07:45.732 --> 01:07:47.233 Melissa! 01:08:39.661 --> 01:08:43.373 Open the boxes and choose who you want to be 01:08:48.211 --> 01:08:50.005 How is she? Can I see her? 01:08:50.171 --> 01:08:53.550 No, it's not possible. I'm sorry. She's in intensive care. 01:08:53.717 --> 01:08:55.969 Madam, please wait here. 01:09:00.306 --> 01:09:02.100 Please, wait here. 01:09:48.438 --> 01:09:49.773 Excuse me. 01:09:49.939 --> 01:09:52.901 You must be Elvira's daughter-in-law, right? 01:09:57.614 --> 01:10:00.492 I'm a friend of hers. 01:10:02.994 --> 01:10:06.081 You know, she didn't even recognize me. 01:10:16.466 --> 01:10:17.884 No. 01:10:23.139 --> 01:10:24.724 Be brave. 01:10:25.600 --> 01:10:27.143 Be brave. 01:11:34.961 --> 01:11:36.504 Myself? 01:11:46.431 --> 01:11:48.975 I'm sorry. We did the best we could. 01:11:49.434 --> 01:11:50.810 Thank you. 01:11:59.069 --> 01:12:00.487 Myself? 01:12:08.787 --> 01:12:10.372 Myself? 01:12:25.970 --> 01:12:27.597 Come out. 01:12:45.073 --> 01:12:47.033 What have you done? 01:12:49.744 --> 01:12:51.830 You've mixed everything up! 01:12:55.291 --> 01:12:56.876 Choose. 01:12:59.921 --> 01:13:01.548 You have to choose. 01:13:03.591 --> 01:13:05.301 Disobeying? 01:13:05.802 --> 01:13:07.804 Who do you think you are? 01:13:10.765 --> 01:13:12.767 Myself! 01:13:13.977 --> 01:13:15.603 Punish me! 01:13:24.988 --> 01:13:26.698 Now it's my turn! 01:13:41.296 --> 01:13:44.799 I want to go! Please, let me go! 01:14:08.490 --> 01:14:09.657 Grandma! 01:14:23.963 --> 01:14:25.632 Where is she? 01:14:26.424 --> 01:14:28.468 I tried to call you. 01:14:28.635 --> 01:14:32.180 I'll take you to see her later. It's not scary, she's so beautiful. 01:14:32.347 --> 01:14:33.682 Did she suffer? 01:14:34.974 --> 01:14:36.643 Were you there? 01:14:37.143 --> 01:14:40.271 No, it happened suddenly. 01:15:46.463 --> 01:15:47.881 My love. 01:17:10.088 --> 01:17:12.090 Last time I saw her… 01:17:12.716 --> 01:17:15.510 …she was sitting on that bench. 01:17:18.972 --> 01:17:21.099 There was a man with her. 01:17:22.642 --> 01:17:24.936 He was talking to her about love. 01:17:27.147 --> 01:17:28.940 Poor Grandma. 01:17:30.316 --> 01:17:33.361 I didn't realize how much I loved her. 01:17:34.279 --> 01:17:36.781 I'll miss her cigarettes… 01:17:36.948 --> 01:17:38.491 …her mess. 01:17:42.662 --> 01:17:44.414 How could she? 01:17:46.958 --> 01:17:49.085 She left me all alone. 01:17:50.920 --> 01:17:52.797 I'm here with you! 01:17:56.259 --> 01:17:58.303 I'm here! 01:18:02.515 --> 01:18:04.392 I'm blind. 01:18:07.645 --> 01:18:10.482 But Grandma saw so many things. 01:18:14.486 --> 01:18:16.696 She knew that you… 01:18:22.494 --> 01:18:24.704 What, Mom? 01:18:30.877 --> 01:18:32.754 This… 01:18:33.296 --> 01:18:35.298 Mom, did you read it? 01:18:36.966 --> 01:18:38.468 Why? 01:18:39.803 --> 01:18:41.805 You shouldn't have. 01:18:45.767 --> 01:18:48.603 But those things you wrote, are they true? 01:18:52.273 --> 01:18:55.652 Not now, please, I'm asking you. 01:18:56.778 --> 01:18:58.196 Please. 01:18:58.405 --> 01:19:00.407 Are they true or not? 01:19:03.368 --> 01:19:05.495 And if they're not… 01:19:06.996 --> 01:19:09.624 …how did you ever imagine them? 01:19:12.961 --> 01:19:14.671 Are they true? 01:19:23.847 --> 01:19:26.057 Forgive me, baby. 01:19:31.396 --> 01:19:32.939 Forgive me. 01:19:33.106 --> 01:19:37.193 I didn't think it was going to be so hard. 01:19:40.905 --> 01:19:42.574 Forgive me. 01:19:47.078 --> 01:19:49.164 But I'm here now. 01:19:58.715 --> 01:20:01.343 SUMMER 01:20:13.688 --> 01:20:16.608 "Dear Diary, today is the last day of school. 01:20:16.775 --> 01:20:18.568 Summer is starting." 01:20:29.996 --> 01:20:31.706 Bullo. 01:20:33.667 --> 01:20:35.085 Come here. 01:20:37.671 --> 01:20:40.382 "Can one gesture cancel all? 01:20:40.548 --> 01:20:42.425 Can one change at my age? 01:20:42.592 --> 01:20:45.053 And do I really want to change?" 01:20:55.021 --> 01:20:56.398 Melissa! 01:20:58.274 --> 01:20:59.818 Come on! 01:21:03.488 --> 01:21:05.949 I called you when I heard about your grandma. 01:21:06.116 --> 01:21:09.619 But as soon as I heard your voice, I hung up. I didn't have the courage. 01:21:09.786 --> 01:21:12.163 You can't imagine how it's been without you! 01:21:12.330 --> 01:21:15.417 I've missed you too! So much! 01:21:18.294 --> 01:21:20.005 Have you lost your mind? 01:21:20.296 --> 01:21:23.383 With all the girlfriends I have, I'm going to hit on yours? 01:21:23.550 --> 01:21:26.803 - You piece of shit. - You believe all the bullshit you hear? 01:21:26.970 --> 01:21:28.096 Daniele… 01:21:28.263 --> 01:21:30.098 …Lavinia told me. 01:21:37.313 --> 01:21:39.107 Oh, she told you? 01:21:39.983 --> 01:21:44.112 And did she also tell you how she sat on my face, the bitch? 01:22:21.608 --> 01:22:25.487 Arnaldo! We're not gonna fight over a girl, right? 01:22:30.325 --> 01:22:32.202 Hi, girls! Did you pass? 01:22:32.369 --> 01:22:35.705 We're going to look now. I flunked, I can feel it! 01:22:40.126 --> 01:22:41.628 Melissa… 01:23:04.025 --> 01:23:06.444 - All three passed! - And me? Flunked, right? 01:23:06.611 --> 01:23:09.280 - No, you passed too! - That's awesome! 01:23:09.447 --> 01:23:13.952 - I have to retake three. Assholes. - Are you coming to Daniele's party? 01:23:14.119 --> 01:23:16.621 You call it a party? I'm not going there anymore. 01:23:16.788 --> 01:23:19.708 - Daniele is. - I don't care, I'm not going. 01:23:19.874 --> 01:23:21.376 Flunked! 01:23:22.752 --> 01:23:24.379 You're happy? 01:23:24.546 --> 01:23:26.589 Yeah! I mean, no… 01:23:27.132 --> 01:23:30.010 …not because I failed, but because… 01:23:30.176 --> 01:23:31.886 Because you're talking to me… 01:23:32.303 --> 01:23:34.222 …for the first time. 01:23:37.225 --> 01:23:38.768 Wait for me! 01:23:38.935 --> 01:23:41.354 But yes, because I failed also. 01:23:41.521 --> 01:23:45.025 - This way I can finally go to art school. - You're leaving? 01:24:15.138 --> 01:24:16.723 It's me? 01:24:18.141 --> 01:24:19.851 But how did you do them? 01:24:20.018 --> 01:24:21.978 I never even noticed! 01:24:30.820 --> 01:24:33.782 This is when I fell in love with you. 01:24:37.619 --> 01:24:38.870 You were there. 01:24:40.789 --> 01:24:42.248 I remember. 01:24:45.919 --> 01:24:48.254 Would you pose for your first portrait? 01:24:48.421 --> 01:24:49.798 My first one? 01:24:49.964 --> 01:24:52.634 The first that you know about. 01:26:52.087 --> 01:26:53.880 What a nice portrait. 01:26:54.839 --> 01:26:57.300 - What are you doing here? - I was looking for you. 01:26:57.467 --> 01:27:00.762 There's a party at my place tonight. No parents. It'll be awesome. 01:27:00.970 --> 01:27:03.807 I'm tired of parties. They're all the same. 01:27:05.517 --> 01:27:07.352 All the same? 01:27:12.232 --> 01:27:14.317 My parties are not all the same. 01:27:17.487 --> 01:27:19.322 Come on, we'll have a blast! 01:27:19.489 --> 01:27:21.991 - I don't feel like it anymore. - Really? 01:27:22.158 --> 01:27:23.493 Since when? 01:27:25.370 --> 01:27:26.746 I know you. 01:27:26.955 --> 01:27:29.499 "For the first time he was looking at me… 01:27:29.666 --> 01:27:31.668 …and I wasn't feeling anything. 01:27:31.835 --> 01:27:34.629 I didn't recognize myself in his eyes. 01:27:39.342 --> 01:27:41.469 He was telling me all the things… 01:27:41.636 --> 01:27:44.222 …that I had longed to hear for so long… 01:27:44.431 --> 01:27:46.307 …and I couldn't care less." 01:27:46.474 --> 01:27:49.644 I'm the only one who knows how beautiful you are. 01:27:55.483 --> 01:27:57.193 "I'll go to that stupid party. 01:27:59.487 --> 01:28:01.990 I'll be strong enough to show them all… 01:28:02.157 --> 01:28:05.452 …that I don't care about their little games anymore." 01:29:12.977 --> 01:29:14.479 Melissa! 01:29:14.854 --> 01:29:16.606 Melissa! 01:29:17.899 --> 01:29:19.234 Melissa! 01:29:19.984 --> 01:29:21.361 Come here! 01:29:21.569 --> 01:29:24.489 Where are you going? You have to stay with me! 01:29:45.301 --> 01:29:47.262 "I've changed. 01:29:50.765 --> 01:29:52.684 I wonder how Marco… 01:29:54.644 --> 01:29:56.813 …would draw me now." 01:31:18.645 --> 01:31:21.690 I'm really pleased. You'll see how great it turned out. 01:31:21.856 --> 01:31:24.734 I did my best so that you could see it before leaving. 01:31:24.901 --> 01:31:26.444 Ah, I picked your tickets up. 01:31:26.653 --> 01:31:29.698 You have a stopover in Frankfurt for a few hours, then Jiddah. 01:31:29.864 --> 01:31:32.742 But did he say if I'll be able to go on the platform? 01:31:32.909 --> 01:31:35.203 Yes, he asked for special permission. 01:31:35.870 --> 01:31:37.956 I would love to go with you… 01:31:38.665 --> 01:31:40.917 …but June is a wedding-filled month! 01:31:41.126 --> 01:31:44.129 But why don't you ask Mrs. Adele for a week off? 01:31:44.295 --> 01:31:45.380 Sweetie! 01:31:45.547 --> 01:31:47.424 Mrs. Adele has already been a dear. 01:31:47.632 --> 01:31:50.260 She gave me two weeks off to oversee the work here. 01:31:50.427 --> 01:31:54.764 And Dad will be so happy to spend time with you, just the two of you. 01:32:07.152 --> 01:32:08.611 Mom! 01:32:09.946 --> 01:32:12.490 You like it? I found it in Grandma's room. 01:32:12.699 --> 01:32:14.117 She was so beautiful. 01:32:14.284 --> 01:32:16.745 She looks so much like you, sweetie. 01:32:16.769 --> 01:32:36.769 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.