WEBVTT 00:00:00.082 --> 00:00:20.082 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:05:46.106 --> 00:05:47.316 Lulu! 00:06:06.544 --> 00:06:07.336 Mmm. 00:06:08.087 --> 00:06:08.921 Lou. 00:06:09.213 --> 00:06:10.005 Stop! 00:06:10.506 --> 00:06:12.341 - Lou, it's up time. - Mm-hmm. 00:06:18.097 --> 00:06:20.224 Up time. 00:06:20.307 --> 00:06:21.642 - Huh? - Yeah. 00:06:21.725 --> 00:06:22.768 Come on. 00:06:25.938 --> 00:06:27.147 Come on, stop that. 00:06:27.273 --> 00:06:28.607 We got to get right to it for grizzle. 00:06:28.732 --> 00:06:30.693 - Remember? - Okay. 00:06:33.070 --> 00:06:34.655 Yo, I got some smoothie for you. 00:06:34.780 --> 00:06:36.157 You're gonna fuckin' hate it. 00:06:36.240 --> 00:06:37.366 But it's healthy. 00:06:38.409 --> 00:06:40.077 Want some? I wouldn't recommend it. 00:06:40.536 --> 00:06:41.996 - It's disgusting. - Mm-hmm. 00:06:52.423 --> 00:06:54.258 Okay, poops. 00:06:54.550 --> 00:06:55.342 Dance time. 00:07:52.942 --> 00:07:54.735 Yes! 00:08:12.253 --> 00:08:13.963 No? Nah? No? 00:08:14.046 --> 00:08:14.839 Okay. 00:08:19.426 --> 00:08:22.304 ♪ And I would do anything for love ♪ 00:08:22.638 --> 00:08:24.598 ♪ But he won't do that ♪ 00:08:24.723 --> 00:08:26.809 What's the thing that he won't do in that song? 00:08:26.934 --> 00:08:28.519 What's left for him to not do? 00:08:28.644 --> 00:08:29.687 Anal. 00:08:29.812 --> 00:08:32.690 - ♪ No, no, but I won't do that ♪ - ♪ He won't do that ♪ 00:08:34.400 --> 00:08:36.610 I used to imagine Jeff Goldblum was my dad. 00:08:36.735 --> 00:08:38.445 Saw him in "The (fucking) Fly", I was like, 00:08:38.571 --> 00:08:40.114 "That must be what my dad looks like." 00:08:40.239 --> 00:08:42.324 Also explains a lot 'cause the dude's fucking weird. 00:08:42.408 --> 00:08:43.659 But he looks like me, man. 00:08:43.784 --> 00:08:44.869 It's true, yeah. 00:08:44.994 --> 00:08:45.786 Yeah! 00:08:45.911 --> 00:08:47.204 You kinda look like Jeff Goldblum. 00:08:47.329 --> 00:08:50.165 Why is it okay to use a toothpick in public but not floss? 00:08:50.249 --> 00:08:51.667 Have you ever tried that? 00:08:51.792 --> 00:08:53.459 - To floss my teeth in public? No. - To floss in public. 00:08:53.586 --> 00:08:55.462 Like you're just at the dinner table, you just pull out some... 00:08:55.588 --> 00:08:57.173 I used to imagine my funeral a lot 00:08:57.298 --> 00:08:59.258 when I was a kid... ...at school in math. 00:08:59.341 --> 00:09:00.801 Fun! 00:09:00.926 --> 00:09:02.219 I used to daydream about my funeral. 00:09:02.303 --> 00:09:04.471 Then I'd make myself cry! 00:09:04.597 --> 00:09:06.724 Uh, yeah, I think I'd get cremated. 00:09:06.974 --> 00:09:09.185 - What about you? - Cremated... 00:09:09.268 --> 00:09:10.936 or, like, just fed to the birds, ya know? 00:09:11.061 --> 00:09:12.605 Well, you know, now you can get 00:09:12.730 --> 00:09:14.273 ashes put into 00:09:14.356 --> 00:09:15.816 tattoo ink. 00:09:16.317 --> 00:09:18.110 My face on your back, 00:09:18.235 --> 00:09:19.445 where the clown is. 00:09:20.029 --> 00:09:21.280 - What? - Yeah. 00:09:22.323 --> 00:09:24.325 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 00:09:24.450 --> 00:09:27.203 ♪ Scary clown face ♪ 00:09:34.376 --> 00:09:36.337 Yo, we don't need to, we don't need to put 'em all out. 00:09:36.462 --> 00:09:38.756 I know, but we just need to fill 'em up a little bit. 00:09:38.881 --> 00:09:40.049 Okay. 00:09:40.174 --> 00:09:42.718 You want to put out some different ones? 00:09:43.302 --> 00:09:45.387 Hmm? 00:09:45.513 --> 00:09:46.680 The face of a sale. 00:09:48.307 --> 00:09:51.852 Okay, this one costs, uh, 50 bucks extra because... 00:09:52.728 --> 00:09:54.647 - It's an original artwork. - I'm gonna spit on. 00:09:54.772 --> 00:09:56.607 Okay, a hundred bucks. 00:09:56.732 --> 00:09:58.317 Ten grand. 00:09:58.651 --> 00:10:00.110 Did you guys sound check? 00:10:00.361 --> 00:10:01.237 No, not yet. 00:10:01.570 --> 00:10:02.530 We're going on at... 00:10:02.905 --> 00:10:04.573 - ...five? - Did Margaret sound check yet? 00:10:04.698 --> 00:10:06.075 Yo, you sound checked yet? 00:10:06.200 --> 00:10:06.992 No. 00:10:07.201 --> 00:10:08.118 Not looking forward to it. 00:10:08.828 --> 00:10:09.870 Terrified. 00:10:10.496 --> 00:10:11.831 Half my shit is broken down. 00:12:00.481 --> 00:12:02.024 Ah. 00:12:09.615 --> 00:12:11.367 Ah. 00:13:01.584 --> 00:13:02.751 It's... it's probably 00:13:03.127 --> 00:13:04.086 a two out of ten 00:13:04.211 --> 00:13:06.297 in terms of his hearing. He can't... 00:13:06.422 --> 00:13:08.632 He's having trouble even communicating with me. 00:13:10.926 --> 00:13:11.719 It's... 00:13:42.374 --> 00:13:43.709 I gotta see a doctor? 00:13:44.251 --> 00:13:46.378 He... He can see you now. 00:13:48.047 --> 00:13:49.840 - What? - He can see you right now. 00:13:49.965 --> 00:13:52.009 - Now? - Yes, I... 00:13:56.805 --> 00:13:58.974 Hey, Lulu. Uh, sorry I had to run out, baby. 00:13:59.058 --> 00:14:01.185 I gotta deal with some shit, okay? 00:14:01.310 --> 00:14:02.895 Don't worry about anything, okay? 00:14:07.983 --> 00:14:09.902 Mr. Stone? 00:14:12.655 --> 00:14:13.948 Oh. Oh, yeah. 00:14:17.493 --> 00:14:18.869 Ah. 00:14:22.331 --> 00:14:24.959 Okay, how is that volume? 00:14:25.084 --> 00:14:26.752 Is the volume loud enough? 00:14:26.919 --> 00:14:27.711 Good. 00:14:27.837 --> 00:14:29.129 Can you hear me? 00:14:29.296 --> 00:14:30.089 What? 00:14:30.214 --> 00:14:31.632 You can hear me okay? 00:14:31.715 --> 00:14:33.008 - Volume wise? - I can hear you. 00:14:33.217 --> 00:14:35.094 Okay. 00:14:35.261 --> 00:14:36.971 I'm gonna say these words. 00:14:37.096 --> 00:14:39.807 I want you to repeat them back to me. 00:14:40.391 --> 00:14:42.560 I'm gonna start with just your right ear. 00:14:42.643 --> 00:14:43.894 Okay? 00:14:45.604 --> 00:14:47.106 Bass. 00:14:49.567 --> 00:14:50.985 Bass. 00:14:52.695 --> 00:14:54.363 Mess. 00:14:54.488 --> 00:14:55.698 Mace. 00:14:55.823 --> 00:14:57.992 Car. 00:14:58.117 --> 00:14:59.618 Crave. 00:14:59.702 --> 00:15:00.995 Mop. 00:15:02.288 --> 00:15:04.290 Noisy. 00:15:04.415 --> 00:15:05.624 Search. 00:15:05.708 --> 00:15:07.585 Throat. 00:15:07.668 --> 00:15:08.460 Ditch. 00:15:08.586 --> 00:15:10.045 Fish. 00:15:10.212 --> 00:15:11.255 Talk. 00:15:11.338 --> 00:15:12.339 T... 00:15:15.593 --> 00:15:17.511 Ring. 00:15:17.595 --> 00:15:19.430 Broom. 00:15:19.555 --> 00:15:21.015 Germ. 00:15:25.394 --> 00:15:26.937 Life. 00:15:30.274 --> 00:15:31.817 Team. 00:15:35.946 --> 00:15:37.448 Lid. 00:15:42.661 --> 00:15:44.079 Lid. 00:15:46.665 --> 00:15:48.667 This is your chart, Ruben. 00:15:49.251 --> 00:15:50.794 Now, as far as the volume 00:15:51.045 --> 00:15:52.463 that you can hear, 00:15:53.380 --> 00:15:56.217 you... on your right ear were twenty-eight percent, 00:15:56.300 --> 00:15:57.301 and on your left ear, 00:15:57.384 --> 00:15:58.844 you were twenty-four percent. 00:15:59.011 --> 00:16:00.971 - It's what? - In the left ear, 00:16:01.055 --> 00:16:03.182 - you came in at twenty-four percent. - Okay. 00:16:03.307 --> 00:16:04.350 No matter how... 00:16:04.433 --> 00:16:06.602 loud I made the test, 00:16:06.685 --> 00:16:08.395 I could have put it at eleven, 00:16:08.562 --> 00:16:09.813 you were still going to miss 00:16:09.897 --> 00:16:11.982 seventy to eighty percent of the words 00:16:12.066 --> 00:16:13.567 that I said. 00:16:13.692 --> 00:16:14.485 Okay. 00:16:14.819 --> 00:16:15.778 That is not good. 00:16:15.903 --> 00:16:17.488 Yeah, I see that. So what... 00:16:18.864 --> 00:16:19.949 What can we do about it? 00:16:20.074 --> 00:16:21.367 How do I get it back? 00:16:21.450 --> 00:16:22.743 Well, um... 00:16:22.868 --> 00:16:25.830 You have to understand something here. 00:16:26.247 --> 00:16:28.582 Whether or not this is related to 00:16:28.666 --> 00:16:31.085 your exposure to noise 00:16:31.210 --> 00:16:33.629 or it's an autoimmune issue 00:16:34.296 --> 00:16:35.714 doesn't really matter. 00:16:35.840 --> 00:16:37.842 I understand I got a problem. 00:16:37.967 --> 00:16:39.844 I'm asking you what I can do about it. 00:16:39.969 --> 00:16:42.221 Well, what you can do about it first 00:16:42.304 --> 00:16:44.682 is to eliminate all exposure 00:16:44.765 --> 00:16:46.934 to loud noises. 00:16:47.101 --> 00:16:48.894 And then we can run some tests 00:16:49.019 --> 00:16:50.563 and we can determine exactly 00:16:51.063 --> 00:16:53.148 what is going on with your ears. 00:16:53.774 --> 00:16:56.819 And if we do, then we can have our other conversations. 00:16:56.944 --> 00:16:58.237 We can have what? 00:16:58.821 --> 00:17:00.739 Well... there are implants 00:17:00.823 --> 00:17:02.825 that bypass the cochlea. 00:17:03.534 --> 00:17:04.702 You said implants? 00:17:04.785 --> 00:17:06.328 - Yes. - Those work? 00:17:06.620 --> 00:17:08.873 For people with severe hearing loss or 00:17:08.998 --> 00:17:09.874 complete deafness, 00:17:09.999 --> 00:17:11.167 yes, they help. 00:17:11.292 --> 00:17:12.960 Well, then let's do that. 00:17:13.711 --> 00:17:14.503 Well... 00:17:14.628 --> 00:17:16.172 it's not that simple. 00:17:16.255 --> 00:17:17.965 Uh, it's a very involved process 00:17:18.048 --> 00:17:18.923 and it's quite costly. 00:17:19.425 --> 00:17:20.968 How much is it? 00:17:21.093 --> 00:17:22.428 Well, they can run between forty 00:17:22.719 --> 00:17:24.555 and eighty thousand dollars depending, and... 00:17:25.181 --> 00:17:27.224 they are not covered by insurance. 00:17:33.147 --> 00:17:34.355 Okay. 00:17:34.440 --> 00:17:35.690 And, um... 00:17:37.359 --> 00:17:38.652 Like, when, when can you do it? 00:17:38.777 --> 00:17:40.321 You got 'em in stock now? 00:17:40.446 --> 00:17:41.238 Mr. Stone, 00:17:41.322 --> 00:17:42.531 your hearing... 00:17:43.240 --> 00:17:45.993 is deteriorating rapidly. 00:17:46.076 --> 00:17:47.661 Am I right? 00:17:48.662 --> 00:17:51.165 And over the next few days, 00:17:51.999 --> 00:17:53.209 or even hours, 00:17:53.292 --> 00:17:54.877 it's going to continue. 00:17:55.002 --> 00:17:57.880 And the hearing that you have lost 00:17:57.963 --> 00:18:00.299 is not coming back. 00:18:02.134 --> 00:18:03.552 You have to understand 00:18:03.636 --> 00:18:06.096 your first responsibility 00:18:06.222 --> 00:18:09.058 is to preserve the hearing you have. 00:19:27.261 --> 00:19:28.304 Ruben, what the fuck? 00:19:59.835 --> 00:20:02.463 Yes, it'll come back. 00:20:02.588 --> 00:20:04.256 I have to... 00:20:05.174 --> 00:20:06.675 There's like a surgery. 00:20:08.385 --> 00:20:09.220 What? 00:20:09.303 --> 00:20:10.888 It's simple. It's all it is. 00:20:11.013 --> 00:20:13.015 There's an implant. They put it in your shit. 00:20:13.140 --> 00:20:14.558 It's like a... 00:20:15.226 --> 00:20:16.644 Okay, it'll come back. 00:20:17.144 --> 00:20:18.395 It's fine, Lou. 00:20:18.562 --> 00:20:20.105 It's like forty grand, eighty grand, whatever, 00:20:20.189 --> 00:20:21.565 but it's... 00:20:21.690 --> 00:20:23.025 ...it'll come back. 00:20:23.150 --> 00:20:24.693 Till then, Lou, we just keep going, okay? 00:20:24.777 --> 00:20:26.070 - No. - Lou? 00:20:26.195 --> 00:20:27.279 - No. - Listen to me. 00:20:27.404 --> 00:20:28.906 Let's play tomorrow, let's see what it's like. 00:20:28.989 --> 00:20:30.074 Let's try it, okay? 00:20:30.157 --> 00:20:31.909 I'm gonna be like a click track. You can play to me. 00:20:32.034 --> 00:20:32.952 No. 00:20:33.077 --> 00:20:34.328 Huh? You can adj... It's different, 00:20:34.411 --> 00:20:35.830 but it is what it is, Lou. 00:20:42.586 --> 00:20:43.671 Lou, we have a t... 00:20:43.754 --> 00:20:44.880 Lou, we have a tour booked. 00:20:45.005 --> 00:20:45.798 It's not safe... 00:20:45.881 --> 00:20:47.675 We have a tour booked. 00:20:47.800 --> 00:20:49.510 - We have a tour booked, Lou. - No. 00:20:49.885 --> 00:20:51.053 It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. 00:20:51.136 --> 00:20:52.304 - Yes, we do. - It's not safe, it's not safe. 00:20:52.429 --> 00:20:53.639 We have a tour booked! 00:20:55.516 --> 00:20:57.017 - Ruben. - I don't fuckin'... 00:21:04.358 --> 00:21:05.442 Yo! 00:21:06.569 --> 00:21:08.154 You got a smoke, please? 00:21:38.350 --> 00:21:39.935 This is ridiculous. 00:21:47.318 --> 00:21:48.402 He's sleeping. 00:21:48.694 --> 00:21:50.488 Hi. Hi, Hector? 00:21:50.863 --> 00:21:51.739 Hi, this is Lou. 00:21:51.864 --> 00:21:53.616 Ruben's having a bit of... 00:21:53.741 --> 00:21:54.742 a bit of trouble right now. 00:21:54.867 --> 00:21:55.910 - He's... - Hey, Hector, what's up? 00:21:56.035 --> 00:21:57.661 He's got some hearing problems. 00:21:59.413 --> 00:22:00.873 Yeah, I mean I can put him on, 00:22:00.956 --> 00:22:02.708 but he won't be able to hear you. 00:22:03.542 --> 00:22:04.919 Okay. 00:22:05.044 --> 00:22:05.836 Talk to him. 00:22:05.961 --> 00:22:07.379 Talk to him. 00:22:10.341 --> 00:22:12.927 Hey, Hector, what's going on, man? 00:22:13.052 --> 00:22:14.303 It's Ruben. 00:22:14.428 --> 00:22:15.846 I'd say it's good to hear your voice, 00:22:15.971 --> 00:22:17.890 but I can't hear a fuckin' word you're saying right now. 00:22:18.015 --> 00:22:19.600 So this is completely pointless. 00:22:19.767 --> 00:22:22.228 Lou wanted me to call you because I had a cigarette. 00:22:22.311 --> 00:22:23.812 Uh... you know... 00:22:23.896 --> 00:22:25.689 not great, not ideal, but... 00:22:25.940 --> 00:22:27.441 considering the circumstances, 00:22:27.525 --> 00:22:29.068 which are pretty fucked up. 00:22:29.985 --> 00:22:30.986 You know, understandable. 00:22:31.237 --> 00:22:32.530 I'd say understandable, 00:22:32.655 --> 00:22:34.573 for everyone apart from Lou, it seems. 00:22:34.698 --> 00:22:35.491 Um... 00:22:35.616 --> 00:22:36.700 I got this, bro. 00:22:36.826 --> 00:22:39.078 I know you'd probably be asking me if I'm steady right now, 00:22:39.203 --> 00:22:40.996 if I'm feeling level. 00:22:41.080 --> 00:22:42.122 Not completely, 00:22:42.206 --> 00:22:43.874 but I'm cool. 00:22:43.999 --> 00:22:46.252 You'd tell me serenity is something you get 00:22:46.377 --> 00:22:47.920 when you, uh, 00:22:48.003 --> 00:22:49.630 stop wishing for a different past. 00:22:49.755 --> 00:22:51.340 Bro, I love you, man. 00:22:51.465 --> 00:22:53.634 Oh, my manager wants the phone back, 00:22:53.717 --> 00:22:54.635 so I gotta go. 00:22:54.760 --> 00:22:56.011 Okay, love you, bro. 00:22:57.805 --> 00:22:58.597 Hey. 00:22:58.681 --> 00:23:00.349 Yeah, he can't hear a word. 00:23:04.019 --> 00:23:07.022 Well, if you get him to a group, then how is he gonna hear? 00:23:09.900 --> 00:23:11.360 Okay. 00:23:13.362 --> 00:23:16.740 Okay, tha... thanks, Hector, thank you. 00:23:16.866 --> 00:23:17.992 When? When? 00:23:18.200 --> 00:23:20.077 Okay, yeah, I'll make sure it's on loud. 00:23:20.202 --> 00:23:22.246 Okay, thank you so much, thank you. 00:23:23.873 --> 00:23:25.249 Okay, bye. 00:23:32.464 --> 00:23:33.799 He's gonna call back. 00:23:35.384 --> 00:23:36.302 What did he say? 00:23:36.385 --> 00:23:37.928 Write it down. Tell... What did he... 00:23:43.976 --> 00:23:46.145 "Call back." 00:23:48.355 --> 00:23:50.107 He's gonna call back... that's all? 00:23:50.191 --> 00:23:51.567 Fuckin' Hector. 00:23:54.111 --> 00:23:55.779 What are we gonna do now? 00:24:04.371 --> 00:24:06.874 What do you wanna do, Lou? 00:24:07.082 --> 00:24:08.459 Huh? 00:24:28.062 --> 00:24:29.355 Fuck this. 00:24:37.613 --> 00:24:38.781 It's Hector. 00:24:43.327 --> 00:24:45.037 Hey. 00:24:45.412 --> 00:24:46.413 Yeah, he's here. 00:24:49.166 --> 00:24:50.709 Not so good. 00:24:54.630 --> 00:24:55.631 Oh... 00:24:55.881 --> 00:24:57.091 Okay. 00:24:57.216 --> 00:24:58.008 Uh... 00:24:58.133 --> 00:24:58.926 yeah, what, what, 00:24:59.009 --> 00:25:00.970 what is it and... 00:25:01.303 --> 00:25:02.137 What? 00:25:02.638 --> 00:25:03.556 What's the plan? 00:25:03.639 --> 00:25:04.431 Uh... 00:25:05.724 --> 00:25:07.393 Well, we're, we're in Missouri, 00:25:07.476 --> 00:25:08.269 so that's gonna take 00:25:08.394 --> 00:25:10.938 a few days. I don't... I don't really know. 00:25:12.398 --> 00:25:13.482 No, no... 00:25:13.566 --> 00:25:15.151 No, we'll leave right away. 00:25:16.026 --> 00:25:17.111 Okay, yeah. 00:25:18.154 --> 00:25:20.573 Okay, thank you. Thank you so much. I really, really appreciate it. 00:25:20.698 --> 00:25:22.032 Thank you. 00:25:22.616 --> 00:25:24.201 No, yeah, I'll tell him. 00:25:24.827 --> 00:25:26.162 Okay. Bye. 00:25:31.584 --> 00:25:32.376 What? 00:25:37.298 --> 00:25:38.299 He's found a place. 00:27:39.336 --> 00:27:41.630 Is that him? 00:27:51.182 --> 00:27:52.641 Ruben. 00:27:53.642 --> 00:27:55.311 Hi, I don't... I'm sorry, I don't know that. 00:27:55.436 --> 00:27:56.729 I'm Ruben. 00:27:57.062 --> 00:27:58.397 This is Lou. 00:27:58.522 --> 00:27:59.815 Hi, I'm... I'm Lou. 00:27:59.940 --> 00:28:01.066 I'm sorry, I read lips. 00:28:01.192 --> 00:28:02.151 My name is Lou. 00:28:02.276 --> 00:28:05.070 - Lou. I'm Joe. - Hi, Joe. 00:28:05.196 --> 00:28:06.655 You mind if I borrow him for a minute? 00:28:06.780 --> 00:28:07.573 No. 00:28:07.990 --> 00:28:09.950 All right, you mind watching my beast here for me 00:28:10.075 --> 00:28:11.035 while we have a talk? 00:28:11.243 --> 00:28:12.244 Well, okay. 00:28:12.369 --> 00:28:14.538 - Lou, this is Louie. - Oh. 00:28:14.663 --> 00:28:15.956 He's my hearing dog. 00:28:16.040 --> 00:28:17.583 He let me know you were here. 00:28:18.292 --> 00:28:19.835 I named it after Louie Aparicio 00:28:19.919 --> 00:28:21.545 from the White Sox in '59. 00:28:22.546 --> 00:28:23.839 You want to be best friends with him, 00:28:23.964 --> 00:28:25.132 - give him one of these. - Oh, sure. 00:28:25.257 --> 00:28:26.383 - Okay? - Yeah. 00:28:29.970 --> 00:28:30.763 Yo, what about... 00:28:31.180 --> 00:28:32.139 Lou, you coming? 00:28:32.223 --> 00:28:33.015 No, no, you. 00:28:33.182 --> 00:28:34.558 - You sure? - Yeah. 00:28:34.683 --> 00:28:35.768 I won't be long, okay? 00:28:35.893 --> 00:28:37.061 Okay. 00:28:38.354 --> 00:28:40.064 You be a good boy! 00:29:21.355 --> 00:29:22.898 Okay. Uh... 00:29:23.399 --> 00:29:24.191 Test. 00:29:25.818 --> 00:29:26.902 Oh. 00:29:41.625 --> 00:29:43.544 Okay. So, 00:29:43.669 --> 00:29:44.920 it works. 00:29:46.380 --> 00:29:47.798 Is this okay for you? 00:29:48.799 --> 00:29:50.009 Yeah, can you hear me? 00:29:50.134 --> 00:29:52.178 No. No, I'm gonna read your lips. 00:29:52.261 --> 00:29:54.388 I might miss some things, but I'm gonna try, okay? 00:29:54.930 --> 00:29:56.724 - Okay. - Just try, try to speak clearly. 00:29:57.057 --> 00:29:57.850 Yeah. 00:30:01.145 --> 00:30:02.521 How are you, Ruben? 00:30:06.525 --> 00:30:08.027 I'm okay. 00:30:12.698 --> 00:30:14.116 You're an addict? 00:30:15.951 --> 00:30:17.203 Yeah. 00:30:19.371 --> 00:30:21.040 What sort of drugs? 00:30:23.125 --> 00:30:24.752 What'd I take? 00:30:25.085 --> 00:30:26.504 Mm-hmm. 00:30:29.131 --> 00:30:31.675 Everything. 00:30:31.884 --> 00:30:33.344 Um... 00:30:34.887 --> 00:30:36.263 Mainly heroin. 00:30:37.389 --> 00:30:38.182 Heroin. 00:30:40.184 --> 00:30:43.854 Have you thought about using since you lost your hearing? 00:30:58.202 --> 00:31:00.538 Today is not a good day. 00:31:07.878 --> 00:31:10.005 I'm not thinking clear today. 00:31:13.259 --> 00:31:15.469 Let's talk about me. 00:31:16.387 --> 00:31:17.304 I'm an alcoholic. 00:31:18.681 --> 00:31:20.266 I lost my hearing in the Vietnam War 00:31:20.391 --> 00:31:22.518 when a bomb exploded near me. 00:31:23.811 --> 00:31:25.729 I still remember the music I was listening to 00:31:25.855 --> 00:31:26.981 when that bomb went off. 00:31:28.691 --> 00:31:29.775 After that, 00:31:30.693 --> 00:31:32.111 I lost everything else... 00:31:32.736 --> 00:31:33.654 my wife, 00:31:34.071 --> 00:31:35.573 my kid. 00:31:36.031 --> 00:31:38.284 Not because of being deaf, mind you, Ruben. 00:31:38.576 --> 00:31:39.368 It was the beer. 00:31:42.621 --> 00:31:44.165 How long you been clean? 00:31:46.125 --> 00:31:47.293 Four years. 00:31:47.418 --> 00:31:48.961 - Four? - Mmm. 00:31:50.588 --> 00:31:52.506 And you need some help right now? 00:31:53.674 --> 00:31:55.342 Yo, I should check on Lou. 00:31:57.469 --> 00:31:59.263 How long you two been together? 00:32:00.806 --> 00:32:02.266 Four years. 00:32:26.040 --> 00:32:27.666 You play music, right? 00:32:28.042 --> 00:32:29.210 - No. - No? 00:32:29.293 --> 00:32:30.294 No, not anymore. 00:32:30.628 --> 00:32:32.296 Not until I get the implant. 00:32:32.421 --> 00:32:33.797 Implant? 00:32:34.173 --> 00:32:36.425 Yeah. Sorry, you know about these implants they got now? 00:32:36.550 --> 00:32:37.760 It's like... it's like, uh... 00:32:37.843 --> 00:32:39.303 they have implants. 00:32:39.428 --> 00:32:41.013 I know. Yes. 00:32:42.556 --> 00:32:43.516 Expensive. 00:32:44.058 --> 00:32:46.685 Yeah, thank you, yes, they are. 00:32:46.810 --> 00:32:48.062 So... 00:32:50.272 --> 00:32:51.857 You should understand that, uh... 00:32:51.941 --> 00:32:53.400 this is a Deaf community, 00:32:53.818 --> 00:32:55.694 not just my program, but we're part 00:32:55.986 --> 00:32:58.364 of a larger Deaf community. 00:32:58.489 --> 00:33:00.032 And my program, 00:33:00.449 --> 00:33:01.867 and the people in it, 00:33:01.951 --> 00:33:02.868 they benefit 00:33:02.993 --> 00:33:05.162 tremendously from that Deaf community. 00:33:05.329 --> 00:33:06.747 We work with them 00:33:06.831 --> 00:33:08.457 and they work with us. 00:33:08.958 --> 00:33:09.875 But... 00:33:09.959 --> 00:33:11.168 it's very important, 00:33:11.418 --> 00:33:12.753 if you want to be here, 00:33:12.878 --> 00:33:14.463 to understand that we're looking for 00:33:14.588 --> 00:33:15.840 a solution to... 00:33:16.549 --> 00:33:17.633 to this... 00:33:19.301 --> 00:33:20.302 ...not this. 00:33:24.139 --> 00:33:25.850 Why don't you go invite Lou in here? 00:33:30.145 --> 00:33:32.064 Sure. 00:33:34.400 --> 00:33:35.651 Lou! 00:33:43.117 --> 00:33:44.869 This guy wants to talk to you. 00:33:45.327 --> 00:33:46.495 Okay. 00:33:50.374 --> 00:33:51.292 Well... 00:33:51.625 --> 00:33:54.670 I think it's important that you stay here with us right now, Ruben, 00:33:54.795 --> 00:33:56.088 learn some sign language, 00:33:56.797 --> 00:33:58.132 find some solid ground. 00:33:59.508 --> 00:34:00.968 What do you think? 00:34:01.802 --> 00:34:02.761 Man, it sounds great, 00:34:02.845 --> 00:34:04.930 but we don't have a lot of money right now. 00:34:05.055 --> 00:34:06.182 Well, sometimes our church 00:34:06.265 --> 00:34:07.933 sponsors deaf people in need, and 00:34:08.017 --> 00:34:08.851 right now, 00:34:08.934 --> 00:34:10.519 you fit the bill, Ruben. 00:34:11.103 --> 00:34:12.021 We're really not 00:34:12.146 --> 00:34:13.522 - churchgoing people. - Sorry, I... I read... 00:34:13.647 --> 00:34:15.065 Sorry, Ruben, I read lips. I can't... 00:34:15.149 --> 00:34:16.484 What'd you say? 00:34:17.568 --> 00:34:18.736 We're not religious, 00:34:18.819 --> 00:34:19.904 either of us. 00:34:20.196 --> 00:34:21.405 Very much not into religion, 00:34:21.530 --> 00:34:23.032 no offense, you know. 00:34:23.157 --> 00:34:25.117 Religion plays no part in this, Ruben. 00:34:25.242 --> 00:34:26.660 The church helps 00:34:26.744 --> 00:34:28.704 people in need, not religious people. 00:34:28.829 --> 00:34:30.956 The important thing is that you want to stay here. 00:34:31.081 --> 00:34:31.874 Mmm. 00:34:32.625 --> 00:34:33.501 Yeah. 00:34:33.584 --> 00:34:34.835 Lou? 00:34:35.001 --> 00:34:37.213 Do you think Ruben needs help right now? 00:34:41.383 --> 00:34:43.302 You understand, if, uh... 00:34:43.802 --> 00:34:45.137 Ruben were to stay here, 00:34:45.262 --> 00:34:46.972 he'd have to do it on his own. 00:34:47.847 --> 00:34:49.224 Members live in a house 00:34:49.308 --> 00:34:50.518 separate from the outside world. 00:34:50.643 --> 00:34:52.102 No contact to the outside world, 00:34:52.228 --> 00:34:54.063 no phones. 00:34:54.188 --> 00:34:55.648 I've found that in all cases, 00:34:55.773 --> 00:34:57.398 that's the way it works best. 00:34:57.525 --> 00:34:58.983 Yo, hold up a minute, okay? 00:34:59.108 --> 00:35:00.110 Let me catch up. 00:35:00.610 --> 00:35:01.362 Okay? 00:35:02.570 --> 00:35:04.240 line:20% Can you help Ruben commit to that, Lou? 00:35:06.282 --> 00:35:07.576 You want, you want to try this for a couple days? 00:35:07.701 --> 00:35:08.619 We have our own home. 00:35:08.744 --> 00:35:10.412 We can stay in the RV. 00:35:10.663 --> 00:35:11.664 No, I'm sorry to say, 00:35:11.747 --> 00:35:13.165 that's not the way that it works here, Ruben. 00:35:13.290 --> 00:35:15.209 Well, that's a problem, then. 00:35:16.001 --> 00:35:18.045 Do you have anywhere you can be during this time, Lou? 00:35:19.964 --> 00:35:22.007 Yo, that's that, man. We're done. 00:35:22.591 --> 00:35:23.384 We're done. 00:35:23.509 --> 00:35:24.718 Thanks a lot for your time, bro. 00:35:24.844 --> 00:35:25.678 Appreciate it, okay? 00:35:25.803 --> 00:35:27.346 We're out, baby. Let's go. 00:35:56.667 --> 00:35:57.626 Hey. 00:35:58.043 --> 00:35:59.044 Lou... 00:36:00.337 --> 00:36:01.672 I'm thinking we should still go hit 00:36:01.797 --> 00:36:03.174 our fuckin' show in Dayton. 00:36:03.299 --> 00:36:05.342 Okay? I can, I can fuckin' watch you 00:36:05.426 --> 00:36:06.218 for cues. 00:36:06.385 --> 00:36:08.053 I know it was rocky last time but we did... 00:36:08.137 --> 00:36:09.054 we weren't on the same page. 00:36:09.138 --> 00:36:10.890 Now you know what's up, I can fuckin' watch you. 00:36:11.015 --> 00:36:12.933 And I know this shit inside out. 00:36:13.601 --> 00:36:15.269 Okay, yo. I can fuckin' make it work 00:36:15.352 --> 00:36:17.646 until we have enough for surgery. 00:36:17.980 --> 00:36:19.940 Okay? We're gonna get there. 00:36:21.150 --> 00:36:22.943 Yo, seriously, we're good to go. 00:36:23.277 --> 00:36:24.695 Lou. 00:36:25.112 --> 00:36:26.655 Hmm? 00:36:27.198 --> 00:36:28.908 Hey, I'll deal with this shit. 00:36:29.366 --> 00:36:30.159 I'll deal with it. 00:36:30.284 --> 00:36:31.744 You know I fucking will. It's just money. 00:36:31.869 --> 00:36:32.953 You know that, right? 00:36:33.120 --> 00:36:33.871 Huh? 00:36:36.499 --> 00:36:38.417 Come here. 00:36:54.225 --> 00:36:55.809 Ruben! 00:36:58.020 --> 00:36:59.021 Ruben! 00:36:59.522 --> 00:37:00.564 Ruben! 00:37:00.731 --> 00:37:01.607 Stop it! 00:37:08.572 --> 00:37:10.074 Ruben! 00:37:25.089 --> 00:37:26.215 Lou, look at me, I'm not going back 00:37:26.340 --> 00:37:27.675 to that fuckin' place, okay? 00:37:30.427 --> 00:37:31.303 I know. 00:37:31.470 --> 00:37:33.013 I know. I'm... 00:37:37.017 --> 00:37:39.103 Well, then fuckin' support me. 00:37:39.270 --> 00:37:42.356 How's about that? Fuckin' support me, Lou. 00:37:42.481 --> 00:37:43.440 Huh? 00:37:46.026 --> 00:37:46.986 You don't want to be here? 00:37:48.154 --> 00:37:49.280 Of course I do. 00:37:49.405 --> 00:37:50.447 I knew it. I fuckin' knew it. 00:37:50.573 --> 00:37:51.782 I fuckin' knew this was coming. 00:37:51.866 --> 00:37:52.825 I fuckin' knew it. 00:37:52.950 --> 00:37:54.535 This is about the fuckin' album, huh? 00:37:55.703 --> 00:37:57.037 What happened? You get a better offer? 00:37:57.371 --> 00:37:58.247 - What are you talking about? - Huh? 00:37:58.372 --> 00:37:59.165 - What are you saying? - I can't hear, 00:37:59.290 --> 00:38:01.417 I can't hear you. I can't fucking hear you! 00:38:01.500 --> 00:38:03.502 Do you understand me? I can't, I'm fuckin' deaf. 00:38:03.794 --> 00:38:04.920 I'm fucking deaf! 00:38:05.004 --> 00:38:06.130 No fucking hearing! 00:38:06.380 --> 00:38:07.214 Okay? 00:38:07.339 --> 00:38:08.507 Okay? 00:38:12.761 --> 00:38:15.097 No, what I need, what I need is a fucking gun in my mouth. 00:38:15.222 --> 00:38:17.433 What I need is a fucking gun in my fucking mouth! 00:38:17.683 --> 00:38:18.517 Okay?! 00:38:24.148 --> 00:38:25.482 Look, I'm sorry. 00:38:25.733 --> 00:38:27.026 Lou, I'm just fucked up a little. 00:38:27.109 --> 00:38:29.153 I just need a little... I need a minute to think. 00:38:29.320 --> 00:38:30.154 Okay? 00:38:32.198 --> 00:38:34.074 There's gotta be another way. 00:38:34.408 --> 00:38:35.201 Lou? 00:38:38.704 --> 00:38:39.497 Hello? 00:38:40.206 --> 00:38:41.207 Hey. 00:38:43.709 --> 00:38:44.877 Oh, really? 00:38:46.670 --> 00:38:47.546 Oh. 00:38:47.630 --> 00:38:48.881 Who is that? 00:38:49.173 --> 00:38:51.091 Okay, well, I need to get ready. Okay. 00:38:51.175 --> 00:38:52.468 No, I'll get a cab. 00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:55.095 Yeah, it's fine. 00:38:56.347 --> 00:38:57.640 Okay, bye. 00:38:58.682 --> 00:39:00.351 What's going on? 00:39:00.768 --> 00:39:01.727 Huh? 00:39:02.144 --> 00:39:03.479 What's going on? 00:39:03.896 --> 00:39:06.649 I'm getting on a plane and you're gonna go back to that place. 00:39:12.488 --> 00:39:13.614 Just slow down, okay? 00:39:13.697 --> 00:39:14.615 Slow down! 00:39:14.740 --> 00:39:16.033 Yo, chill dude, we're gonna be a minute. 00:39:16.158 --> 00:39:17.535 Just chill. Okay? 00:39:18.786 --> 00:39:19.995 Just slow down a minute. 00:39:20.830 --> 00:39:21.622 Lou. 00:39:21.914 --> 00:39:23.707 Lou. This is so fucked up. 00:39:23.833 --> 00:39:25.501 Who's gonna be looking out for you over there? 00:39:25.751 --> 00:39:26.544 Hmm? 00:39:26.669 --> 00:39:27.795 - Who's gonna look out for you? - It's okay. 00:39:27.920 --> 00:39:29.255 - Don't say that guy. - It's okay. It's okay. 00:39:29.380 --> 00:39:30.548 Lou, I need, I need more of a plan, Lou. 00:39:30.673 --> 00:39:31.757 - Ruben. - I need... 00:39:31.882 --> 00:39:33.968 I need more from you, Lou. 00:39:41.976 --> 00:39:44.144 I need more of a plan, Lou. 00:39:44.520 --> 00:39:46.272 You can't just fuckin'... 00:39:56.448 --> 00:39:57.366 Ah, Jesus. 00:39:57.449 --> 00:39:58.450 Lou, come on. 00:39:58.534 --> 00:39:59.326 Ruben. 00:39:59.451 --> 00:40:00.828 Ruben. 00:40:01.871 --> 00:40:03.372 You hurt yourself... 00:40:03.455 --> 00:40:05.166 Ruben. You hurt yourself, 00:40:05.916 --> 00:40:07.001 you hurt me. 00:40:07.543 --> 00:40:08.711 I'll hurt myself, too. 00:40:08.878 --> 00:40:09.753 I'll hurt myself, too. 00:40:09.837 --> 00:40:11.046 Don't say that. 00:40:11.797 --> 00:40:13.507 Promise. 00:40:13.632 --> 00:40:15.301 Say it, Rubi, or all of this is for shit. 00:40:15.426 --> 00:40:16.719 Say it! Promise! 00:40:16.886 --> 00:40:18.220 Go back there right now. 00:40:18.304 --> 00:40:19.138 Promise, say it! 00:40:19.263 --> 00:40:20.431 I'll promise if you... 00:40:20.514 --> 00:40:21.932 No, say it, promise. 00:40:26.103 --> 00:40:27.479 Go back to that place. 00:40:27.605 --> 00:40:29.231 I, only if, I need... 00:40:29.732 --> 00:40:31.150 I need you to wait for me. 00:40:31.942 --> 00:40:34.153 Okay? You're it for me, Lou. You're my fuckin' heart. 00:40:34.236 --> 00:40:35.529 You're it for me. 00:40:35.613 --> 00:40:37.907 Okay? You gotta wait for me. 00:40:45.998 --> 00:40:47.208 Fuck. 00:40:50.628 --> 00:40:52.046 Listen to me, listen, listen. 00:40:52.129 --> 00:40:54.173 When you get there, I need you to, 00:40:55.466 --> 00:40:57.384 I need you to write to me, okay? 00:40:57.510 --> 00:40:58.802 Yeah? Will you write me 00:40:58.928 --> 00:41:00.304 and tell me you're okay? 00:41:00.679 --> 00:41:02.306 Huh? Promise me? 00:41:02.431 --> 00:41:03.766 And listen, if it's... 00:41:03.933 --> 00:41:05.768 If it's bullshit, you just get your ass back here. 00:41:05.851 --> 00:41:07.228 I'll fix it, I swear to God. 00:41:07.311 --> 00:41:08.479 You know I'll fuckin' fix this. 00:41:08.604 --> 00:41:10.147 This is not that hard, okay? 00:41:10.272 --> 00:41:11.899 Just come back here. 00:41:15.736 --> 00:41:17.404 - I love you. - You're my fucking heart. 00:41:17.738 --> 00:41:18.656 Okay? 00:41:21.367 --> 00:41:22.993 Motherfucker. 00:41:23.118 --> 00:41:24.954 Oh, motherf... 00:41:33.295 --> 00:41:34.296 Fuck. 00:41:38.884 --> 00:41:40.344 Motherfucker. 00:41:47.268 --> 00:41:48.686 Oh. 00:41:54.900 --> 00:41:55.985 Fuck. 00:41:57.611 --> 00:41:59.071 Motherfucker. 00:42:54.001 --> 00:42:55.085 What's up? 00:42:57.087 --> 00:42:57.922 Yo. 00:42:58.172 --> 00:42:59.089 Hey. 00:43:27.993 --> 00:43:28.994 You want my car keys? 00:43:40.256 --> 00:43:41.257 If I ask for 'em back, 00:43:41.382 --> 00:43:42.925 I want 'em back, okay? 00:43:47.012 --> 00:43:48.556 We're not doing that. 00:45:03.589 --> 00:45:05.174 Your name. 00:45:06.342 --> 00:45:07.593 My name's Ruben. 00:45:07.968 --> 00:45:09.386 I'm an addict. 00:45:09.512 --> 00:45:11.305 I have four years clean now. 00:45:12.181 --> 00:45:13.098 I'm sorry I don't... 00:45:13.557 --> 00:45:15.017 talk sign language. 00:45:15.226 --> 00:45:16.143 That's it. 00:46:55.493 --> 00:46:56.535 Oh... 00:46:57.453 --> 00:46:58.454 Fuck. 00:49:17.051 --> 00:49:18.344 What? 00:49:21.764 --> 00:49:22.515 Okay. 00:50:05.474 --> 00:50:07.142 Um... I don't... 00:50:07.268 --> 00:50:08.894 Sorry. 00:50:30.791 --> 00:50:32.209 Ruben. 00:50:33.252 --> 00:50:34.086 Ru-ben. 00:51:10.331 --> 00:51:11.582 Oh. 00:51:29.725 --> 00:51:30.559 Okay. 00:51:35.981 --> 00:51:37.107 Yeah. 00:52:32.371 --> 00:52:33.414 Uh, I'm coming. 00:52:33.664 --> 00:52:34.832 Okay? One minute. 00:52:35.457 --> 00:52:36.917 I'll be back. 00:54:25.276 --> 00:54:26.068 Oh, hey, Joe. 00:54:31.824 --> 00:54:33.284 What was that all about, Ruben? 00:54:36.954 --> 00:54:38.080 Oh, with your roof? 00:54:39.248 --> 00:54:40.166 I was fixing your roof. 00:54:40.249 --> 00:54:41.667 It's like, one of the eaves is... 00:54:41.750 --> 00:54:43.294 I was trying to fix your roof. 00:54:44.336 --> 00:54:45.462 You don't need to fix 00:54:45.546 --> 00:54:46.839 anything here. 00:54:53.137 --> 00:54:54.138 Okay. 00:54:58.893 --> 00:55:00.227 I've got a little, uh... 00:55:00.311 --> 00:55:01.353 assignment for ya. 00:55:01.437 --> 00:55:02.479 Okay? 00:55:03.314 --> 00:55:04.648 You get up early, right? 00:55:05.900 --> 00:55:07.526 Yeah, pretty early, yeah. 00:55:09.236 --> 00:55:10.279 I'll have hot coffee 00:55:10.905 --> 00:55:11.906 waiting for you 00:55:12.198 --> 00:55:13.574 at 5:30. 00:55:14.742 --> 00:55:16.202 Early enough for you? 00:55:20.122 --> 00:55:21.499 I don't know. I guess. 00:55:21.624 --> 00:55:23.083 Okay, 5:00. 00:55:24.084 --> 00:55:25.127 And I'll, uh, 00:55:26.086 --> 00:55:27.755 provide a room for you. 00:55:28.672 --> 00:55:29.465 What for? 00:55:29.882 --> 00:55:32.593 And there's nothing that needs to be accomplished in this room. 00:55:32.968 --> 00:55:35.554 All I want you to do is just... 00:55:36.764 --> 00:55:37.765 ...sit. 00:55:41.769 --> 00:55:42.561 All I ask 00:55:42.686 --> 00:55:45.022 is if and when you cannot just sit, 00:55:45.314 --> 00:55:46.524 you turn yourself to the 00:55:46.607 --> 00:55:47.483 pen and paper 00:55:47.650 --> 00:55:49.485 that I'm gonna supply for you. 00:55:50.444 --> 00:55:51.862 And I want you to... 00:55:53.656 --> 00:55:54.657 ...write. 00:55:56.450 --> 00:55:58.077 Doesn't matter what you write, how you write, 00:55:58.160 --> 00:55:59.912 whether it's spelled correctly. 00:56:00.538 --> 00:56:02.665 Or if it's just a big... 00:56:02.832 --> 00:56:03.833 ...mess. 00:56:04.875 --> 00:56:06.252 I don't care. 00:56:06.335 --> 00:56:08.379 No one will read it, okay? 00:56:09.171 --> 00:56:11.173 But I want you to keep writing 00:56:11.257 --> 00:56:13.133 continuously without stopping 00:56:13.217 --> 00:56:15.219 until you feel like you can... 00:56:18.180 --> 00:56:19.807 sit again. 00:56:35.698 --> 00:56:36.991 Does it have to be writing? 00:56:37.116 --> 00:56:38.659 Writing, yes. No drawing. 00:56:38.784 --> 00:56:40.035 Writing, yes. 00:56:45.457 --> 00:56:46.458 And if... 00:56:46.834 --> 00:56:47.626 ...sometime in the future, 00:56:48.043 --> 00:56:50.629 it feels like it's a little bit too difficult for you, 00:56:51.213 --> 00:56:52.965 you should come and find me. 00:56:54.216 --> 00:56:55.885 I'll be in my apartment 00:56:56.635 --> 00:56:59.513 doing the same thing as you, okay, Ruben? 00:57:05.019 --> 00:57:06.395 I'll be writing, too. 00:57:10.065 --> 00:57:10.983 Okay. 00:58:44.201 --> 00:58:45.870 Ah! 00:58:54.879 --> 00:58:56.172 Ah! 00:58:58.424 --> 00:58:59.675 Ah! 00:59:04.597 --> 00:59:05.848 Mmm, nice. 00:59:05.973 --> 00:59:07.808 Nice, nice, nice. 00:59:07.933 --> 00:59:09.768 So fuckin' stupid. 00:59:17.401 --> 00:59:19.653 It's so fuckin' stupid. 00:59:23.532 --> 00:59:25.201 You fuckin' idiot. 00:59:38.380 --> 00:59:40.216 I'm a fuckin' idiot. 01:02:35.586 --> 01:02:36.920 Hey. 01:02:38.672 --> 01:02:40.340 You think he's okay? 01:02:43.510 --> 01:02:44.511 You okay? 01:02:44.595 --> 01:02:45.429 No. 01:02:45.512 --> 01:02:47.639 Not feeling better? Come on over. 01:02:49.433 --> 01:02:51.185 Look at those flowers. 01:03:00.819 --> 01:03:02.112 He's quick. 01:03:15.792 --> 01:03:18.003 Alright, come here, my friend. 01:03:19.755 --> 01:03:21.381 See, I knew he had it. 01:03:46.823 --> 01:03:49.576 A, B, C, D, E, F, G, 01:03:49.660 --> 01:03:52.287 H, I, J, K, L, M, N... 01:03:52.371 --> 01:03:54.373 R, S, T, U, V, 01:03:54.456 --> 01:03:56.458 W, X, Y, Z. 01:04:01.213 --> 01:04:02.673 He won. 01:04:03.173 --> 01:04:04.716 -No, no, he won. -It was close. 01:04:04.800 --> 01:04:06.718 No, he won. You can go again if you want to. 01:04:06.802 --> 01:04:08.637 Again! Again! Again! Again! 01:04:13.642 --> 01:04:14.518 A, B, C, D, 01:04:14.601 --> 01:04:16.853 G, H, I, J, K, L, 01:04:16.937 --> 01:04:18.480 T, U, V, 01:04:18.564 --> 01:04:19.565 O, Q... 01:04:19.648 --> 01:04:21.608 R, S, T, U, V, W, 01:04:21.692 --> 01:04:23.652 X, Y, Z. 01:04:23.735 --> 01:04:24.736 Yes! 01:04:27.614 --> 01:04:28.615 See? 01:04:29.575 --> 01:04:30.576 Good job! You did it! 01:05:17.581 --> 01:05:19.082 No, I thought... 01:05:20.125 --> 01:05:21.960 I thought you said you were smart. 01:05:22.919 --> 01:05:26.006 But your wife and your daughter are better, right? 01:05:27.257 --> 01:05:28.258 See? 01:05:28.342 --> 01:05:29.343 He knows! 01:05:30.552 --> 01:05:32.387 He already knows. 01:05:43.940 --> 01:05:45.817 I don't like it completely shaved. 01:05:45.901 --> 01:05:48.153 I prefer it with a little hair. 01:05:59.081 --> 01:06:00.457 Whoa, not too much. 01:06:00.540 --> 01:06:01.667 Natural, got it. 01:06:01.750 --> 01:06:03.627 Trimmed and all, ya know? 01:06:08.632 --> 01:06:09.633 Lovely. 01:06:09.716 --> 01:06:11.093 Who is she? 01:06:15.055 --> 01:06:16.556 Okay, okay. 01:06:20.394 --> 01:06:22.145 Where do you want it? 01:06:24.773 --> 01:06:26.400 Right here. 01:06:32.406 --> 01:06:33.740 I like it. 01:06:45.752 --> 01:06:46.962 Cool. Thank you. 01:07:05.689 --> 01:07:08.024 My bad. 01:07:08.108 --> 01:07:09.484 Watch me. 01:07:11.069 --> 01:07:12.446 Slowly. 01:08:27.493 --> 01:08:29.662 I feel a little bit old today. 01:08:32.121 --> 01:08:34.040 - You are old. - Yeah. 01:08:36.835 --> 01:08:37.920 I love your name sign... 01:08:38.045 --> 01:08:39.129 ...Ruben. 01:08:42.424 --> 01:08:44.259 That first day you were here 01:08:44.802 --> 01:08:46.637 you reminded me of an owl. 01:08:49.125 --> 01:08:50.293 O-W-L? 01:08:50.348 --> 01:08:51.392 line:20% Owl. 01:08:51.711 --> 01:08:52.712 Fuck you. 01:09:02.402 --> 01:09:04.737 And you've become very important 01:09:04.946 --> 01:09:06.866 to a lot of people around here. 01:09:08.868 --> 01:09:09.701 You know? 01:09:09.826 --> 01:09:10.828 It's true. 01:09:11.036 --> 01:09:12.288 Thank you. 01:09:14.665 --> 01:09:16.375 I'd like to offer you a... 01:09:17.168 --> 01:09:18.169 ...a way that 01:09:18.294 --> 01:09:20.295 maybe you can continue on here 01:09:20.462 --> 01:09:21.463 with us. 01:09:22.798 --> 01:09:23.883 I imagine you're starting 01:09:23.966 --> 01:09:25.384 to think about the future 01:09:25.718 --> 01:09:26.802 a little bit? 01:09:27.094 --> 01:09:28.804 - Future? - Future. 01:09:29.597 --> 01:09:30.848 I know I am. 01:09:33.808 --> 01:09:34.602 But, uh... 01:09:34.727 --> 01:09:36.187 I do think there's a way 01:09:36.312 --> 01:09:38.438 you could maybe stay and work here, 01:09:39.356 --> 01:09:41.317 maybe with my program, 01:09:42.317 --> 01:09:43.486 maybe... 01:09:44.027 --> 01:09:45.446 ...with the kids at school. 01:09:47.031 --> 01:09:48.115 Maybe both. 01:09:52.620 --> 01:09:53.661 Anyway... 01:09:55.205 --> 01:09:56.415 you, uh... 01:09:56.749 --> 01:09:58.292 you think about it, you know? 01:11:19.081 --> 01:11:20.291 What the fuck? 01:14:22.139 --> 01:14:22.932 Her? 01:14:23.974 --> 01:14:24.975 Yeah. 01:14:29.299 --> 01:14:30.466 Sexy. 01:14:31.190 --> 01:14:32.942 Yeah. Cute. 01:14:34.693 --> 01:14:35.903 What do you think, huh? 01:14:35.986 --> 01:14:36.987 Yo, what do you think? 01:14:37.696 --> 01:14:39.031 This? 01:14:41.408 --> 01:14:42.451 Yeah. 01:14:44.036 --> 01:14:45.329 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 01:14:45.412 --> 01:14:46.288 Wait, yo, it's easy. 01:14:46.413 --> 01:14:47.206 It's easy. Just... 01:14:47.289 --> 01:14:48.290 ...slowly. 01:14:49.124 --> 01:14:51.210 Yo... ...It's for her, huh? 01:14:51.293 --> 01:14:52.211 It's for her. 01:14:52.336 --> 01:14:53.337 We need money. 01:14:53.462 --> 01:14:55.047 We need money. 01:14:55.381 --> 01:14:57.091 Huh? It's for us. 01:15:00.302 --> 01:15:01.595 I'm leveling with you. 01:15:01.720 --> 01:15:03.013 It's for her. 01:15:22.366 --> 01:15:23.659 Yo. For this... for this? 01:15:24.285 --> 01:15:25.077 For this, 01:15:25.161 --> 01:15:26.704 remember it's, uh... it's, uh... 01:15:27.079 --> 01:15:28.789 cash. Okay? Not check. 01:15:29.165 --> 01:15:29.957 Cool. 01:15:30.040 --> 01:15:31.041 Yo? 01:15:31.083 --> 01:15:32.084 You okay? 01:15:32.668 --> 01:15:34.044 Sure? 01:17:02.508 --> 01:17:04.552 Hi, is that Prince Audiology? 01:17:04.677 --> 01:17:05.886 Can you hear me? 01:17:10.850 --> 01:17:12.226 It's Stone, Ruben Stone. 01:17:12.309 --> 01:17:13.894 R-U-B-E-N, 01:17:14.770 --> 01:17:17.231 Stone, S-T-O-N-E. 01:17:17.982 --> 01:17:19.483 I'm confirming an appointment. 01:17:24.071 --> 01:17:25.364 Yeah, I can hold. 01:18:52.660 --> 01:18:53.661 So, listen. 01:18:53.744 --> 01:18:55.162 - What did you say? Write it down. - Yeah, yeah. 01:18:55.287 --> 01:18:56.664 I can't hear you. Write it down. 01:19:19.103 --> 01:19:20.813 I got a proposition for you. 01:19:21.480 --> 01:19:22.815 What's that? 01:19:23.107 --> 01:19:24.650 What if I give it to you at this price... 01:19:27.486 --> 01:19:29.947 ...but on one condition. 01:19:32.491 --> 01:19:34.243 I have the option of coming back to you 01:19:34.368 --> 01:19:35.619 within eight weeks. 01:19:36.412 --> 01:19:37.371 Okay? 01:19:37.454 --> 01:19:40.332 I get to buy it back off you for ten percent more than this. 01:19:40.708 --> 01:19:42.960 But everything has to be in its current condition. 01:19:43.043 --> 01:19:45.421 Everything has to be exactly like it is now. 01:19:46.505 --> 01:19:47.590 Hmm? 01:19:47.923 --> 01:19:49.133 What do you think? 01:19:50.259 --> 01:19:51.260 Why would you want to do that? 01:19:51.385 --> 01:19:52.761 Dude, I can't hear you. I'm deaf. 01:19:52.887 --> 01:19:54.680 So... It's... take it or leave it. 01:19:54.763 --> 01:19:56.182 What's it gonna be? 01:22:10.858 --> 01:22:11.650 You're back? 01:22:14.570 --> 01:22:16.113 Have a seat here. 01:22:17.016 --> 01:22:18.309 Thank you. 01:22:29.084 --> 01:22:29.877 Um... 01:22:31.504 --> 01:22:33.547 ...I did the deed. 01:22:34.381 --> 01:22:35.925 The deed? 01:22:40.387 --> 01:22:42.306 Surgery. 01:22:51.023 --> 01:22:52.566 How'd you get the money? 01:22:53.317 --> 01:22:54.527 I sold my RV 01:22:54.693 --> 01:22:55.694 and other shit. 01:22:59.073 --> 01:23:00.741 - Okay. - Look, Joe, 01:23:00.866 --> 01:23:01.700 I really 01:23:01.784 --> 01:23:03.994 don't want to explain myself right now. 01:23:04.495 --> 01:23:05.496 Okay? 01:23:07.039 --> 01:23:08.749 It's time. Okay? 01:23:08.833 --> 01:23:10.960 It's time. I gotta do something. 01:23:11.961 --> 01:23:12.962 Right? 01:23:13.128 --> 01:23:14.088 Trying to save my f... 01:23:14.171 --> 01:23:15.589 fuckin' life. 01:23:17.591 --> 01:23:18.676 So, that's what I'm doing. 01:23:18.968 --> 01:23:20.970 Okay? No one else is gonna save my life. 01:23:21.887 --> 01:23:22.888 Right? 01:23:24.557 --> 01:23:26.016 If I just sit here and diddle around, 01:23:26.141 --> 01:23:27.226 what am I gonna have? Nothing. 01:23:28.352 --> 01:23:29.144 Okay? 01:23:30.229 --> 01:23:32.565 And all this shit? Like, what does it matter? What does it matter? 01:23:32.690 --> 01:23:33.566 It just passes. 01:23:34.066 --> 01:23:34.984 Yo. 01:23:35.067 --> 01:23:36.318 If I disappear, 01:23:36.819 --> 01:23:38.070 like, who cares? 01:23:38.821 --> 01:23:40.072 Nobody cares, man. 01:23:40.406 --> 01:23:41.198 Seriously. 01:23:41.323 --> 01:23:42.283 Yo, and that's okay. 01:23:42.491 --> 01:23:43.450 That's life. 01:23:44.451 --> 01:23:45.411 That's life. 01:23:46.370 --> 01:23:47.872 No, for real. Okay? 01:23:48.289 --> 01:23:49.165 It just passes. 01:23:49.290 --> 01:23:50.082 It just fuckin'... 01:23:50.166 --> 01:23:51.375 fucking passes. 01:23:56.422 --> 01:23:58.132 I wonder, uh... 01:23:58.716 --> 01:24:01.010 all these mornings you've been sitting in my study, 01:24:02.011 --> 01:24:03.095 sitting, 01:24:05.306 --> 01:24:06.515 have you... 01:24:07.016 --> 01:24:08.017 had any... 01:24:09.226 --> 01:24:10.477 moments of... 01:24:10.853 --> 01:24:12.354 ...stillness? 01:24:17.318 --> 01:24:18.777 Because you're right, Ruben, 01:24:19.487 --> 01:24:20.529 the world does keep moving, 01:24:20.613 --> 01:24:22.656 and it can be a damn... 01:24:22.740 --> 01:24:23.741 ...cruel place. 01:24:25.618 --> 01:24:26.869 But for me... 01:24:29.580 --> 01:24:31.248 those moments of... 01:24:31.624 --> 01:24:33.042 ...stillness, 01:24:33.167 --> 01:24:34.502 that place, 01:24:34.585 --> 01:24:35.419 that's the... 01:24:35.503 --> 01:24:37.213 ...kingdom of God. 01:24:41.342 --> 01:24:43.135 And that place 01:24:43.677 --> 01:24:45.262 will never abandon you. 01:24:48.724 --> 01:24:50.017 But... 01:24:53.729 --> 01:24:54.772 I see you've made your 01:24:54.855 --> 01:24:55.773 choice. 01:24:55.940 --> 01:24:56.982 Right? 01:24:58.359 --> 01:24:59.527 Yeah. 01:25:01.987 --> 01:25:03.948 And I sincerely hope 01:25:04.657 --> 01:25:06.826 that it brings you happiness, Ruben. 01:25:11.065 --> 01:25:12.399 Thank you. 01:25:17.628 --> 01:25:18.671 I was wondering, Joe. 01:25:18.754 --> 01:25:20.381 I don't know if it's possible, 01:25:23.384 --> 01:25:24.552 but, uh... 01:25:25.177 --> 01:25:26.637 I need money, 01:25:26.971 --> 01:25:27.763 to, uh... 01:25:27.888 --> 01:25:29.306 just to buy back my RV. 01:25:30.140 --> 01:25:31.141 You know? 01:25:31.559 --> 01:25:33.269 You know, me... me and Lou. 01:25:33.352 --> 01:25:34.895 This is where we live. 01:25:35.062 --> 01:25:37.940 It's our home. Our home. 01:25:38.482 --> 01:25:39.275 And I can... 01:25:39.400 --> 01:25:40.484 I can totally pay you back. 01:25:41.026 --> 01:25:42.194 Just, uh... 01:25:42.903 --> 01:25:44.196 Now I got an issue with time. 01:25:51.871 --> 01:25:52.997 Ruben. 01:25:55.583 --> 01:25:58.669 I don't understand the situation that you've put yourself in. 01:25:59.378 --> 01:26:00.504 But... 01:26:00.754 --> 01:26:02.131 from where I'm sitting... 01:26:02.840 --> 01:26:03.924 you look 01:26:04.008 --> 01:26:04.842 and sound 01:26:04.884 --> 01:26:05.843 like an addict. 01:26:06.468 --> 01:26:07.303 No, I don't. 01:26:07.428 --> 01:26:08.304 Yo, no. 01:26:08.971 --> 01:26:09.889 I'm not... 01:26:09.972 --> 01:26:10.806 It's not... 01:26:10.890 --> 01:26:11.807 Not an addi... 01:26:12.892 --> 01:26:13.809 It's fine. Okay? 01:26:13.893 --> 01:26:14.852 My situation, 01:26:14.935 --> 01:26:15.811 it's cool. 01:26:15.936 --> 01:26:16.770 Okay? 01:26:17.354 --> 01:26:19.940 Seriously, my girlfriend's dad is rich, 01:26:20.024 --> 01:26:21.650 he can give me... give me the money. 01:26:21.901 --> 01:26:23.068 Okay? This is nothing. 01:26:23.152 --> 01:26:24.862 You can't imagine how nothing this is. 01:26:25.821 --> 01:26:26.780 Seriously. 01:26:29.783 --> 01:26:30.743 I'm fucking stupid... 01:26:30.868 --> 01:26:32.077 I'm... I'm sorry to ask. 01:26:32.369 --> 01:26:33.162 I'm sorry. 01:26:33.496 --> 01:26:34.455 Okay? 01:26:35.623 --> 01:26:36.624 Okay. 01:26:43.797 --> 01:26:45.841 Please can I stay here for just... 01:26:47.468 --> 01:26:48.719 three, four weeks? 01:26:48.844 --> 01:26:50.012 Till they... 01:26:50.888 --> 01:26:51.805 activate? 01:26:59.230 --> 01:27:00.189 Ruben. 01:27:01.732 --> 01:27:02.775 As you know, 01:27:03.442 --> 01:27:04.276 everybody here 01:27:04.360 --> 01:27:05.903 shares in the belief that 01:27:05.986 --> 01:27:07.905 being deaf is not a handicap. 01:27:08.447 --> 01:27:10.366 Not something to fix. 01:27:12.743 --> 01:27:14.453 It's pretty important around here. 01:27:17.498 --> 01:27:18.707 All these kids... 01:27:20.835 --> 01:27:22.002 all of us, 01:27:22.837 --> 01:27:24.505 need to be reminded of it 01:27:25.381 --> 01:27:26.590 every day. 01:27:30.344 --> 01:27:31.136 And my house 01:27:31.178 --> 01:27:33.430 is a house built on that belief, 01:27:33.556 --> 01:27:34.890 and built on trust. 01:27:37.852 --> 01:27:39.854 And when that trust is violated, 01:27:40.396 --> 01:27:41.730 things happen. 01:27:48.779 --> 01:27:50.823 And I can't have that. 01:27:52.324 --> 01:27:54.368 There are too many others 01:27:54.451 --> 01:27:55.452 to consider. 01:27:58.831 --> 01:27:59.623 And so, 01:28:00.666 --> 01:28:01.917 in your current state, 01:28:02.459 --> 01:28:03.544 at this time, 01:28:05.337 --> 01:28:08.340 I'm going to have to ask you to pack up your bags, today, 01:28:09.967 --> 01:28:12.136 and find another place to be, Ruben. 01:28:26.775 --> 01:28:28.068 Cool. 01:29:45.145 --> 01:29:46.856 Ah. 01:31:33.212 --> 01:31:34.547 Are you ready? 01:31:36.757 --> 01:31:38.008 Okay. 01:31:47.643 --> 01:31:48.853 Here we go. 01:32:00.114 --> 01:32:01.699 Can you hear me? 01:32:08.164 --> 01:32:09.123 Say again. 01:32:09.331 --> 01:32:11.000 - Can you hear me? - Whoa. 01:32:12.418 --> 01:32:13.711 How does it sound? 01:32:16.755 --> 01:32:18.799 Uh, sounds weird. 01:32:20.134 --> 01:32:22.136 Okay, well, let's try 01:32:22.261 --> 01:32:23.762 making an adjustment. 01:32:28.726 --> 01:32:30.311 How about now? How's that? 01:32:31.395 --> 01:32:32.521 Oh, that's bad. 01:32:32.730 --> 01:32:33.981 Um... 01:32:36.734 --> 01:32:38.652 It's... bad. 01:32:40.529 --> 01:32:42.448 Do you want to describe what you're hearing? 01:32:42.531 --> 01:32:43.782 It's, um... 01:32:45.493 --> 01:32:46.660 It's like... 01:32:47.036 --> 01:32:48.329 ...high. High. 01:32:50.080 --> 01:32:51.248 Um... 01:32:56.170 --> 01:32:57.796 Can you change the... 01:33:00.549 --> 01:33:01.842 Well, I can try and make 01:33:01.967 --> 01:33:03.135 another adjustment. 01:33:07.473 --> 01:33:08.891 How's that? 01:33:12.645 --> 01:33:13.437 Okay. 01:33:13.771 --> 01:33:17.066 Ruben, this is not sound like you remember, 01:33:17.274 --> 01:33:18.651 and it's the implants 01:33:18.734 --> 01:33:19.693 in your head that's 01:33:19.777 --> 01:33:20.861 tricking your brain 01:33:20.945 --> 01:33:21.862 into thinking that you're 01:33:21.946 --> 01:33:23.823 actually hearing, 01:33:24.240 --> 01:33:25.157 when 01:33:25.241 --> 01:33:26.992 in reality your ears 01:33:27.076 --> 01:33:28.202 aren't working still. 01:33:31.247 --> 01:33:32.039 So, uh, 01:33:32.122 --> 01:33:33.499 I would suggest that you 01:33:33.582 --> 01:33:34.708 take it easy 01:33:34.834 --> 01:33:36.877 for the next few weeks and... 01:33:37.419 --> 01:33:38.420 just... 01:33:39.463 --> 01:33:41.507 get adjusted to... 01:33:41.590 --> 01:33:42.800 how things sound. 01:33:47.012 --> 01:33:48.013 And just... 01:33:48.097 --> 01:33:49.473 ...take your time. 01:35:48.634 --> 01:35:49.802 Oui? 01:35:50.427 --> 01:35:51.220 Bonjour? 01:35:52.263 --> 01:35:54.181 Yeah, hi, is that, um... 01:35:54.723 --> 01:35:56.642 Is, is Lou there? 01:35:57.685 --> 01:35:59.186 Hein? C'est qui? 01:35:59.603 --> 01:36:01.188 Who... who is this? 01:36:02.606 --> 01:36:04.024 This is Ruben. 01:36:04.900 --> 01:36:05.985 Qui? 01:36:06.861 --> 01:36:08.154 It's Ruben. 01:36:10.030 --> 01:36:11.115 Oh. 01:36:11.198 --> 01:36:12.324 Hmm. 01:36:30.759 --> 01:36:31.677 Hey. 01:36:32.720 --> 01:36:34.221 Bonjour, uh...? 01:36:34.763 --> 01:36:35.723 Ruben. 01:36:35.806 --> 01:36:36.932 Come in. 01:36:41.437 --> 01:36:43.147 You are hungry, Ruben? 01:36:46.275 --> 01:36:47.568 Yes? 01:37:00.122 --> 01:37:01.540 Uh, Louise is not here. 01:37:05.002 --> 01:37:06.295 Uh, you are hearing? 01:37:06.420 --> 01:37:08.088 Y... You are hearing? 01:37:08.172 --> 01:37:09.048 Yeah. 01:37:09.173 --> 01:37:10.341 I... I had an operation. 01:37:11.050 --> 01:37:12.635 Wow! Yes? 01:37:16.972 --> 01:37:18.641 Oh! What is this? 01:37:19.975 --> 01:37:21.101 Oh, that's very good. 01:37:21.185 --> 01:37:23.354 Louise told me your wish for this. 01:37:26.148 --> 01:37:27.399 Oh. 01:37:30.402 --> 01:37:31.862 And so, uh... 01:37:33.781 --> 01:37:35.449 So, you're back to your drums now? 01:37:36.283 --> 01:37:37.910 Uh, not yet. 01:37:37.993 --> 01:37:39.578 I gotta, I gotta, um, 01:37:39.703 --> 01:37:41.163 I gotta deal with some stuff first, 01:37:41.247 --> 01:37:42.498 you know? 01:37:42.623 --> 01:37:43.415 Just gotta... 01:37:43.707 --> 01:37:44.917 gotta settle some things. 01:37:45.459 --> 01:37:47.211 Yes, settle... 01:37:47.461 --> 01:37:48.546 ...like what? 01:37:48.671 --> 01:37:50.464 You know, just like 01:37:50.840 --> 01:37:51.966 getting back into it 01:37:52.049 --> 01:37:54.218 - and also some financial stuff. - Yes. 01:37:54.301 --> 01:37:55.594 You know, I just gotta figure it all out. 01:37:55.719 --> 01:37:56.595 Mm-hmm. 01:37:57.721 --> 01:37:58.722 Yes. 01:37:59.181 --> 01:38:01.016 And Louise knows that you're here? 01:38:01.141 --> 01:38:02.560 No. No. 01:38:03.310 --> 01:38:04.645 So, it's a big surprise, oui? 01:38:11.527 --> 01:38:12.570 Well, Louise has been 01:38:12.653 --> 01:38:13.487 quite busy, you know? 01:38:14.738 --> 01:38:16.198 Mm-hmm. 01:38:16.907 --> 01:38:19.368 We're doing a party, so... 01:38:19.910 --> 01:38:21.370 ...she'll be back home tonight, that's 01:38:21.912 --> 01:38:23.455 most certainly. 01:38:29.086 --> 01:38:30.087 Oh, you want... 01:38:30.504 --> 01:38:32.590 I'm going to make you some eggs. 01:38:32.923 --> 01:38:34.049 Oh, no, I'm good. 01:38:34.175 --> 01:38:35.801 Do you need any help with any of this? 01:38:35.926 --> 01:38:37.011 No, no. 01:38:37.136 --> 01:38:38.637 You need some eggs. 01:38:40.055 --> 01:38:40.931 Thanks. 01:38:43.684 --> 01:38:45.561 Where did you grow, Ruben? 01:38:46.770 --> 01:38:48.147 Where did I grow up? 01:38:48.230 --> 01:38:49.690 - Yes. - Um... 01:38:49.773 --> 01:38:50.733 like, all over. 01:38:51.066 --> 01:38:53.152 You know, Texas, California, 01:38:54.153 --> 01:38:55.404 Arizona, Virginia. 01:38:56.197 --> 01:38:57.364 Yeah. All over. 01:38:57.573 --> 01:38:59.158 Why so many places? 01:39:00.743 --> 01:39:01.535 It was... 01:39:01.744 --> 01:39:02.828 like, uh... 01:39:02.953 --> 01:39:05.289 my mom was a nurse in the military. 01:39:05.372 --> 01:39:06.790 - Mm-hmm. - You know. 01:39:06.916 --> 01:39:08.918 So she kept moving around. 01:39:09.376 --> 01:39:10.419 And your father, too? 01:39:10.669 --> 01:39:11.629 No. 01:39:11.712 --> 01:39:12.755 I mean, I don't know. 01:39:13.797 --> 01:39:14.798 I see. 01:39:18.511 --> 01:39:20.679 Uh, I must be honest, I... 01:39:21.555 --> 01:39:23.265 did not always have good feelings 01:39:23.349 --> 01:39:24.350 for you, Ruben, 01:39:24.475 --> 01:39:26.018 all these years. 01:39:27.144 --> 01:39:29.605 I confide it is like if one... 01:39:31.565 --> 01:39:33.901 had stolen something... 01:39:33.984 --> 01:39:34.985 ...precious. 01:39:36.362 --> 01:39:37.655 You understand? 01:39:38.239 --> 01:39:39.907 But I know it's not you that took 01:39:39.990 --> 01:39:41.575 Louise from me. 01:39:43.244 --> 01:39:44.870 Her mother did that. 01:39:47.331 --> 01:39:49.542 She took Louise when she left me. 01:39:50.042 --> 01:39:51.710 And she took her again 01:39:51.836 --> 01:39:53.546 when she killed herself. 01:39:56.674 --> 01:40:00.010 And Louise must have come back home then, 01:40:00.177 --> 01:40:02.471 but she was hating me so much. 01:40:02.596 --> 01:40:04.181 What could I do? 01:40:04.932 --> 01:40:05.808 And you... 01:40:05.891 --> 01:40:07.017 you... 01:40:08.936 --> 01:40:11.438 Well, you gave her a place to go. 01:40:12.815 --> 01:40:14.400 Then, and... 01:40:14.859 --> 01:40:16.485 ...this is a good thing. 01:40:18.320 --> 01:40:20.823 Don't you see, I didn't like you much at the time, 01:40:20.906 --> 01:40:22.491 but now I thank you. 01:40:22.616 --> 01:40:24.243 I want to say to you that. 01:40:27.371 --> 01:40:28.414 But anyhow, 01:40:28.789 --> 01:40:30.082 you're gonna be so happy to see 01:40:30.166 --> 01:40:31.208 how Louise 01:40:31.792 --> 01:40:33.335 is going great now. 01:40:34.420 --> 01:40:36.297 And that's the most important. 01:40:37.631 --> 01:40:38.757 Isn't it? 01:40:40.426 --> 01:40:41.510 Hmm? 01:40:42.011 --> 01:40:43.137 Okay. 01:41:28.057 --> 01:41:28.849 Whoa. 01:41:30.142 --> 01:41:32.603 Whoa! 01:41:32.686 --> 01:41:33.854 Hi. 01:41:34.980 --> 01:41:35.981 Can you hear me? 01:41:36.315 --> 01:41:37.942 Yeah. Loud and clear. 01:41:39.860 --> 01:41:41.070 Oh, look at you, Lulu. 01:41:41.195 --> 01:41:42.613 Holy shit. 01:41:44.532 --> 01:41:45.449 Look at you, huh? 01:41:45.533 --> 01:41:46.534 What? 01:41:46.659 --> 01:41:48.202 You look different. 01:41:51.580 --> 01:41:53.374 Whoa, no scratching, huh? 01:41:54.291 --> 01:41:55.376 Oh, yeah. 01:41:56.544 --> 01:41:57.878 That's good. 01:42:17.648 --> 01:42:18.858 Does it feel weird? 01:42:19.275 --> 01:42:20.901 Yeah. Does it look weird? 01:42:21.026 --> 01:42:21.819 No. 01:42:22.570 --> 01:42:24.321 No, it doesn't. It looks really neat. 01:42:25.447 --> 01:42:26.365 Mmm. 01:42:27.741 --> 01:42:28.993 So crazy. 01:42:29.118 --> 01:42:29.994 Mm-hmm. 01:42:31.328 --> 01:42:32.454 How'd you do it? 01:42:32.830 --> 01:42:34.248 Just worked some magic. 01:42:36.625 --> 01:42:38.127 I have to talk to you about it. 01:42:39.420 --> 01:42:41.380 I had to just move some things around. 01:42:41.547 --> 01:42:42.882 Louise, tu desends? 01:42:44.842 --> 01:42:45.676 Um... 01:42:46.552 --> 01:42:48.429 Did Richard tell you about this party thing tonight? 01:42:49.430 --> 01:42:50.389 Oh, shit, yeah. 01:42:50.514 --> 01:42:52.600 Yeah, I just have to go and sort some things out. 01:42:52.725 --> 01:42:54.185 - No, it's great. It's cool. - Yeah. 01:42:55.311 --> 01:42:56.937 - Go do your thing. - Okay. 01:42:58.230 --> 01:42:59.315 Do you need anything? 01:42:59.940 --> 01:43:01.233 No, I'm good. 01:43:02.109 --> 01:43:03.569 I'll just be downstairs. 01:44:01.502 --> 01:44:02.586 Hey. 01:44:02.753 --> 01:44:04.755 Ruben, mon petite ami. 01:44:06.298 --> 01:44:07.174 What's up? 01:44:08.425 --> 01:44:10.052 - Come again? - How are you? 01:44:11.011 --> 01:44:13.180 How are you? 01:44:14.056 --> 01:44:15.558 - Did you get some food? - Hmm? 01:44:15.683 --> 01:44:16.976 Get some food? 01:44:18.018 --> 01:44:19.520 Yeah? 01:45:07.051 --> 01:45:09.470 I would like to make a wish. 01:45:10.805 --> 01:45:14.892 I would like my daughter to sing a little song with me. 01:45:14.976 --> 01:45:15.977 Papa, no. 01:45:16.060 --> 01:45:18.730 This is my right... It's my birthday! 01:45:19.230 --> 01:45:20.356 Come. 01:45:20.440 --> 01:45:22.233 Oh! 01:45:23.317 --> 01:45:25.611 Some of you knew 01:45:25.695 --> 01:45:27.405 Louise's mother, 01:45:27.488 --> 01:45:29.615 and know that I wrote songs for her... 01:45:29.699 --> 01:45:31.034 ...many. 01:45:31.576 --> 01:45:34.704 And this was your favorite when you were little. 01:45:35.121 --> 01:45:36.748 Do you remember? 01:48:25.140 --> 01:48:26.058 Hey. 01:48:29.603 --> 01:48:30.688 You okay? 01:48:31.230 --> 01:48:32.147 - Hmm? - Yeah. 01:49:04.722 --> 01:49:06.432 Um, sorry. 01:49:06.557 --> 01:49:08.184 I just need some water. 01:49:13.814 --> 01:49:14.732 Are you okay? 01:49:15.357 --> 01:49:17.109 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah? 01:49:17.193 --> 01:49:19.028 Yeah, it's just a little dry in here. 01:49:24.825 --> 01:49:26.327 line:20% Hey, that was, uh... 01:49:26.619 --> 01:49:28.037 line:20% pretty cool tonight. 01:49:29.413 --> 01:49:30.623 line:20% You sounded fuckin' great. 01:49:30.831 --> 01:49:32.166 - Yeah, right. - What? 01:49:32.249 --> 01:49:33.792 You're telling me you weren't feeling it? 01:49:34.210 --> 01:49:35.794 - You were in it. - Well, yeah, well, that's... 01:49:35.920 --> 01:49:37.796 Straight up, you sounded amazing singing like that. 01:49:37.922 --> 01:49:39.507 It's my dad's stuff, but... 01:49:40.549 --> 01:49:41.967 line:20% And you're speaking French now? 01:49:42.092 --> 01:49:44.678 line:20% - Oh, my God, barely. - I didn't know you could do that. 01:49:45.179 --> 01:49:46.931 line:20% Well, I've mostly forgotten, but... 01:49:47.640 --> 01:49:49.099 line:20% it's coming back a little. 01:49:50.267 --> 01:49:52.019 line:20% Yeah, I was thinking, like, do you remember, 01:49:52.186 --> 01:49:53.812 line:20% you remember this place at all? 01:49:55.481 --> 01:49:56.774 I didn't, but... 01:49:57.775 --> 01:49:59.693 ...so disconcerting the things that 01:49:59.777 --> 01:50:01.320 your memory holds onto 01:50:01.403 --> 01:50:02.988 without you knowing. 01:50:04.365 --> 01:50:05.157 I don't know, my... 01:50:05.282 --> 01:50:06.951 my mom and I never really talked about this place. 01:50:07.076 --> 01:50:09.411 It was always some weird, dreamy idea, but... 01:50:10.454 --> 01:50:11.247 I mean... 01:50:11.497 --> 01:50:12.665 now it's come back a little. 01:50:13.415 --> 01:50:14.375 line:20% Right. 01:50:16.085 --> 01:50:16.961 line:20% Yeah. 01:50:18.546 --> 01:50:19.672 line:20% I told everyone about our 01:50:19.755 --> 01:50:21.757 line:20% little gypsy life together. 01:50:22.925 --> 01:50:24.051 I miss it. 01:50:24.593 --> 01:50:25.886 line:20% We gotta get back into it. 01:50:26.178 --> 01:50:27.847 line:20% You know? We gotta get back on it, 01:50:27.930 --> 01:50:29.265 line:20% we gotta get back in the fuckin'... 01:50:29.515 --> 01:50:30.683 line:20% in the groove, huh? 01:50:31.058 --> 01:50:31.851 line:20% Don't you think? 01:50:31.934 --> 01:50:33.894 line:20% I gotta go get the Airstream sorted. 01:50:34.270 --> 01:50:35.563 What do you mean sorted? 01:50:35.688 --> 01:50:37.982 I just, I just got a shit ton of things to do. 01:50:38.107 --> 01:50:39.108 - You know? - Right. 01:50:39.191 --> 01:50:40.151 Like with the tour and stuff? 01:50:40.234 --> 01:50:41.527 - Yeah, the fuckin' tour, everything. - Yeah. 01:50:41.610 --> 01:50:42.736 Like, we just gotta get back on it, 01:50:42.862 --> 01:50:43.654 - you know, everything, - Mm-hmm. 01:50:43.779 --> 01:50:44.864 the album, the tour... 01:50:45.531 --> 01:50:47.199 ...the, the... ...you know? 01:50:49.451 --> 01:50:50.578 Yeah. 01:50:56.834 --> 01:50:57.877 Hey. 01:51:26.655 --> 01:51:27.907 It's okay, Lou. 01:51:28.782 --> 01:51:29.742 What? 01:51:34.705 --> 01:51:35.789 It's okay. 01:51:41.003 --> 01:51:42.087 What's okay? 01:51:49.553 --> 01:51:51.180 You saved my life. 01:51:54.225 --> 01:51:55.476 You made it... 01:51:56.977 --> 01:51:58.604 you made it beautiful. 01:52:02.525 --> 01:52:03.901 So it's okay. 01:52:05.903 --> 01:52:07.238 What? 01:52:08.614 --> 01:52:10.574 Why are you saying this? 01:52:17.706 --> 01:52:19.625 You saved my life, too, Rubi. 01:52:19.649 --> 01:52:39.649 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.