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Okay. 00:01:33.176 --> 00:01:34.886 I hear you. 00:02:52.255 --> 00:02:53.524 Quite severe storminess... 00:02:53.548 --> 00:02:54.925 The beginning part of the day. 00:02:54.966 --> 00:02:57.386 Clouds in the north country, partly cloudy... 00:02:58.929 --> 00:03:00.681 High pressure coming down from Canada. 00:03:00.722 --> 00:03:04.017 Further south over the next few days. 00:03:04.059 --> 00:03:06.728 Futurecast shows clouds are hugging the tops of the mountains 00:03:06.770 --> 00:03:08.730 for a while today, for sure. 00:03:08.772 --> 00:03:10.732 Stronger winds coming through the afternoon. 00:03:10.774 --> 00:03:13.026 Low pressure from the north also bringing rain. 00:03:13.068 --> 00:03:15.862 Possibly some snow among the higher peaks. 00:03:15.904 --> 00:03:19.157 If you're doing anything outdoors today, make sure you bundle up for that. 00:03:19.199 --> 00:03:20.992 Temperatures could drop below freezing, 00:03:21.034 --> 00:03:23.620 with a bit of a breeze, which will make it feel even colder. 00:03:23.662 --> 00:03:25.247 Overnight tonight, very cold. 00:03:25.288 --> 00:03:27.499 One of the coldest nights we've seen for a while. 00:03:27.541 --> 00:03:28.542 And that possibility... 00:03:40.178 --> 00:03:41.596 May need this one. 00:03:48.478 --> 00:03:50.439 Can't forget you guys. 00:05:21.988 --> 00:05:23.156 Yoo-hoo? 00:05:30.997 --> 00:05:32.749 Oh! 00:05:32.791 --> 00:05:35.102 Look who wants to come and see you. Look at my little baby. 00:05:35.126 --> 00:05:37.879 Little piece of... ooh. 00:05:37.921 --> 00:05:39.130 I love this dog. 00:05:39.172 --> 00:05:41.007 I know. 00:05:41.049 --> 00:05:43.885 That face, I can never get over it. 00:05:43.927 --> 00:05:46.179 Look at you. 00:05:46.221 --> 00:05:48.640 You know, I don't like you going up there alone. 00:05:50.183 --> 00:05:53.770 Cell phone service is so unreliable. 00:05:55.105 --> 00:05:58.316 Well, you can be my chaperone. Oh! 00:05:58.358 --> 00:05:59.818 Can you be my chaperone? 00:05:59.860 --> 00:06:03.947 Thirty years of scrambling up those trails daily. 00:06:03.989 --> 00:06:04.990 I'm done. 00:06:06.700 --> 00:06:09.077 Nope. But not Pam bales. 00:06:09.119 --> 00:06:10.203 Nope. 00:06:12.497 --> 00:06:15.834 Hey, Pam, you seen the weather forecast? 00:06:17.127 --> 00:06:18.545 Don't go up there. 00:06:18.587 --> 00:06:21.172 You know what day it is. 00:06:24.801 --> 00:06:25.886 Yeah. 00:06:29.639 --> 00:06:31.433 Anyway, it's cheaper than therapy. 00:06:31.474 --> 00:06:35.395 And the mountains always listen and never talk back. 00:06:40.150 --> 00:06:42.527 No holdin' back on the cocoa. 00:06:42.569 --> 00:06:44.279 Cheap bastard. Oh! 00:06:44.321 --> 00:06:46.823 How many ex-husbands do you have again? 00:06:46.865 --> 00:06:48.074 Too many. 00:06:52.495 --> 00:06:53.914 Boom. 00:06:53.955 --> 00:06:55.040 Thank you. 00:06:56.583 --> 00:06:57.584 Uh, jacket? 00:07:02.255 --> 00:07:04.132 Watch the weather. I will. 00:07:04.841 --> 00:07:05.967 Hey. 00:07:06.593 --> 00:07:07.928 Be safe. 00:07:07.969 --> 00:07:09.721 Okay, mom. 00:07:36.456 --> 00:07:42.796 I there is no deeper blue in the ocean that lies I 00:07:42.837 --> 00:07:49.010 I as deep as the blue of your laughing eyes I 00:07:49.052 --> 00:07:55.016 I no sweeter sound than your gentle sigh I 00:07:55.058 --> 00:07:59.104 I no heart was ever so pure I 00:07:59.145 --> 00:08:00.897 what's the words? 00:08:00.939 --> 00:08:07.445 I dream pretty dreams touch beautiful things I 00:08:07.487 --> 00:08:11.908 I let all the skies surround you I 00:08:13.743 --> 00:08:19.666 I swim with the swans and believe that upon I 00:08:19.708 --> 00:08:23.253 I some glorious dawn love will find you I 00:08:23.294 --> 00:08:26.423 love will find you. Love will find you, Pam. 00:08:26.464 --> 00:08:31.344 I come some day I'm bound away I 00:08:32.512 --> 00:08:36.099 I wind and wings on the water I 00:08:38.393 --> 00:08:44.274 I whatever may you must stay I 00:08:44.315 --> 00:08:48.111 I and remain my beautiful daughter I 00:08:50.447 --> 00:08:56.745 I there is no deeper blue in the ocean that lies I 00:08:56.786 --> 00:09:03.084 I as deep as the blue of your laughing eyes I 00:09:03.126 --> 00:09:08.923 I no sweeter sound than your gentle sigh I 00:09:08.965 --> 00:09:13.053 I no heart was ever so pure I 00:09:13.094 --> 00:09:15.055 sorry. 00:09:15.096 --> 00:09:16.431 - You okay? - Yeah. 00:09:16.473 --> 00:09:17.724 I was just, uh... 00:09:19.225 --> 00:09:20.602 Camping? 00:09:20.643 --> 00:09:22.812 Two nights. Cold as hell. 00:09:24.564 --> 00:09:26.649 Going up? 00:09:26.691 --> 00:09:30.653 Yeah. If it gets dicey, I'll just, uh, bail down westside to Crawford. 00:09:31.780 --> 00:09:32.989 Have a good one. 00:09:36.534 --> 00:09:38.495 Hey, see anyone else up there? 00:09:39.329 --> 00:09:41.623 No. It's just us. 00:09:41.664 --> 00:09:44.334 You know whose car that is? No idea. 00:09:54.010 --> 00:09:55.804 I angel I 00:09:57.555 --> 00:09:59.641 I where's your party outfit? I 00:10:02.018 --> 00:10:06.564 I your engine's running wild I 00:10:09.192 --> 00:10:13.238 I it's crazy when you smile I 00:10:20.620 --> 00:10:22.831 I angel I 00:12:03.932 --> 00:12:07.060 "We need wilderness whether or not we set foot in it." 00:12:09.020 --> 00:12:14.442 We need refuge even though we may never go there. 00:12:16.236 --> 00:12:18.863 We need the possibility of escape. 00:12:19.948 --> 00:12:22.200 "And surely, we need hope." 00:13:12.417 --> 00:13:13.459 Ooh. 00:13:33.229 --> 00:13:34.230 Whoo! 00:16:27.069 --> 00:16:28.738 I'll take a break here. 00:16:34.118 --> 00:16:35.286 Okay. 00:17:08.694 --> 00:17:09.779 Damn it. 00:20:37.194 --> 00:20:38.863 Shit. 00:21:09.185 --> 00:21:10.186 What the... 00:21:24.116 --> 00:21:26.118 You've got to be kidding. 00:21:29.121 --> 00:21:30.915 Sneakers? 00:21:37.171 --> 00:21:39.256 Holy shit. 00:21:45.221 --> 00:21:46.806 Sneakers... 00:21:47.556 --> 00:21:48.891 Goddamn it. 00:21:54.814 --> 00:21:56.148 Hello! 00:21:58.859 --> 00:22:00.319 Hello? 00:22:13.165 --> 00:22:14.542 Hello! 00:22:39.692 --> 00:22:41.443 Hello! 00:22:47.449 --> 00:22:48.868 Hello there! 00:24:14.787 --> 00:24:16.163 Come on, Pam. 00:24:20.876 --> 00:24:22.169 Here we go. 00:25:52.843 --> 00:25:54.261 Oh, god. 00:25:54.303 --> 00:25:56.638 Oh, god. Oh, god. 00:27:38.532 --> 00:27:39.741 I hear you. 00:27:46.832 --> 00:27:47.833 Yes. 00:28:39.635 --> 00:28:40.761 Come on, Pam. 00:28:52.522 --> 00:28:55.484 Come on, Pam. Come on. 00:30:10.892 --> 00:30:12.144 Hello! 00:30:19.192 --> 00:30:20.319 Hello! 00:31:30.931 --> 00:31:31.932 Hello? 00:31:46.154 --> 00:31:47.406 Oh, no. 00:31:52.119 --> 00:31:53.662 I'm sorry, bud. 00:31:54.413 --> 00:31:57.374 Hey, listen. 00:31:57.416 --> 00:32:00.919 My name's Pam, and I'm going to get you out of here. 00:32:00.961 --> 00:32:02.337 Can you hear my voice? 00:32:03.964 --> 00:32:07.300 I'm gonna get you down the mountain. What's your name? 00:32:07.342 --> 00:32:09.010 John. I'm gonna call you John. 00:32:09.052 --> 00:32:10.595 Can you hear my voice? 00:32:10.637 --> 00:32:12.722 I'm with search and rescue, okay? 00:32:12.764 --> 00:32:15.976 Now, stay with me, John. I'm gonna need to undress you, okay? 00:32:18.437 --> 00:32:20.439 I'll get your body temperature up. 00:32:22.524 --> 00:32:24.526 Jesus, you're dressed for the beach. 00:33:37.474 --> 00:33:39.142 Going to put this hat on. 00:33:40.727 --> 00:33:44.606 I need you to stay with me. We're going to get you down the mountain. 00:33:44.648 --> 00:33:47.025 I'm gonna get you in a bag. Okay? 00:35:45.018 --> 00:35:46.519 Look at me. 00:35:46.561 --> 00:35:49.230 We need to move, okay? 00:35:49.272 --> 00:35:52.817 If we don't get moving, we're dead. 00:35:53.943 --> 00:35:55.111 You understand me? 00:35:55.820 --> 00:35:56.946 I can't. 00:36:00.992 --> 00:36:02.035 If we don't... 00:36:07.791 --> 00:36:09.167 I'm not leaving you. 00:36:10.794 --> 00:36:12.337 You hearing me? 00:36:12.379 --> 00:36:13.880 I'm not leaving you. 00:36:33.692 --> 00:36:34.984 Damn it, John. 00:36:38.738 --> 00:36:40.073 This way, John. 00:36:42.575 --> 00:36:44.828 Listen to me. Are you on something? 00:36:44.869 --> 00:36:47.580 Are you drinking? Drugs? Oxy? 00:36:48.873 --> 00:36:50.750 Are you tripping? Are you on mushrooms? 00:36:50.792 --> 00:36:51.835 Come on, John. 00:36:52.627 --> 00:36:54.003 This way, John. 00:36:55.255 --> 00:36:57.215 Let's get down the mountain. 00:37:06.266 --> 00:37:08.476 John, put this hat on. 00:37:09.561 --> 00:37:10.770 John! 00:37:10.812 --> 00:37:12.397 Oh, now he can walk. 00:37:15.525 --> 00:37:16.526 Listen to me. 00:37:20.029 --> 00:37:23.450 Once again, hat on. And follow me. 00:37:23.491 --> 00:37:24.534 John. 00:37:26.578 --> 00:37:29.289 Listen, we're going that way. 00:37:29.330 --> 00:37:31.958 We need to get down, okay? 00:37:32.876 --> 00:37:33.877 Attaboy. 00:38:43.446 --> 00:38:44.656 John. 00:38:46.533 --> 00:38:47.700 John. 00:38:48.493 --> 00:38:51.329 I told you, I can't! 00:38:52.872 --> 00:38:54.082 John! 00:39:25.071 --> 00:39:26.447 John. 00:39:26.489 --> 00:39:27.574 Are you okay? 00:39:28.825 --> 00:39:29.951 Are you okay? 00:39:31.035 --> 00:39:33.538 Yeah? I'm gonna get you out, okay? 00:39:33.580 --> 00:39:34.831 On the count of three. 00:39:36.708 --> 00:39:37.709 One... 00:39:38.877 --> 00:39:39.878 Two... 00:39:40.712 --> 00:39:41.754 Three. 00:39:52.473 --> 00:39:54.726 Don't touch it! Get off! 00:40:18.917 --> 00:40:20.919 No! No! Don't eat that. 00:40:22.170 --> 00:40:26.049 No, John, that'll just dehydrate you more. 00:40:26.090 --> 00:40:27.592 No, trust me. 00:40:47.070 --> 00:40:48.070 Okay. 00:40:49.322 --> 00:40:51.491 Do you have anyone waiting for you, John? 00:40:54.118 --> 00:40:55.620 Cat. 00:40:55.662 --> 00:40:58.790 Cat. What's your cat's name? 00:41:00.083 --> 00:41:01.376 Cat. 00:41:01.417 --> 00:41:03.086 Oh, that's not very original, John. 00:41:03.878 --> 00:41:06.047 I'm more of a dog person. 00:41:06.089 --> 00:41:09.801 Thank god, me too. I hate cats. 00:41:11.511 --> 00:41:14.597 All right, time to go. Get up. 00:41:17.350 --> 00:41:20.311 Get up, John. 3:30. 00:41:20.353 --> 00:41:23.564 We need to get below tree line before dark. 00:41:42.709 --> 00:41:46.212 Night's gonna drop about 20 degrees when the sun goes down. 00:41:46.254 --> 00:41:47.296 You hear me? 00:41:51.884 --> 00:41:56.097 So, we do not want to be up here when that happens. 00:43:37.448 --> 00:43:39.408 Oh, god! 00:43:58.970 --> 00:44:00.513 Okay there? Fine. 00:44:12.608 --> 00:44:14.235 Oh, shit. 00:44:15.695 --> 00:44:18.739 I'm... Pam, I'm done. 00:44:19.824 --> 00:44:22.243 I can't... I can't... 00:44:22.285 --> 00:44:24.078 I know. I know. 00:44:35.756 --> 00:44:36.924 Stand up. 00:44:46.517 --> 00:44:47.852 Come on. 00:44:47.894 --> 00:44:50.396 Fuck off! Fuck off! And leave me alone. 00:44:51.564 --> 00:44:54.108 Nope, I can't. 00:44:56.569 --> 00:44:57.945 Let's go. Go away. 00:45:01.699 --> 00:45:03.618 Go away, please. 00:45:03.659 --> 00:45:05.536 Let's go, bud. 00:45:13.377 --> 00:45:16.005 Well, look on the bright side. 00:45:16.881 --> 00:45:18.424 I mean, the frostbite... 00:45:21.177 --> 00:45:22.595 You can't feel it. 00:45:33.105 --> 00:45:35.524 I know. This sucks. 00:45:36.192 --> 00:45:37.360 This sucks, all right. 00:45:38.444 --> 00:45:40.404 Put your arms around me. 00:45:43.449 --> 00:45:45.159 Oh, my fucking ankle. 00:45:45.201 --> 00:45:46.702 I know. 00:45:46.744 --> 00:45:48.204 Put your arms around my neck. 00:46:05.638 --> 00:46:08.015 I'm going to look at you. 00:46:08.057 --> 00:46:10.601 There you go. You okay? 00:46:14.981 --> 00:46:16.065 That's it. 00:46:25.116 --> 00:46:27.451 Okay, this'll help. 00:46:30.413 --> 00:46:32.290 Here you go. Take some of these. 00:46:34.625 --> 00:46:36.836 First, I'm going to get you warm. 00:46:39.088 --> 00:46:40.298 Here you go. 00:46:43.384 --> 00:46:46.929 This will help for the pain. Small piece of chocolate. 00:46:46.971 --> 00:46:48.222 It's good for energy. 00:46:55.479 --> 00:46:57.273 Shit, there we go. 00:47:03.946 --> 00:47:04.989 I know. 00:47:11.704 --> 00:47:13.914 I can't. I can't. 00:47:13.956 --> 00:47:16.667 Don't worry, you can trust me. I'm a nurse. 00:47:19.211 --> 00:47:20.212 Here you go. 00:47:22.006 --> 00:47:28.137 It's my last pair, so, no funny business from here on out. 00:47:28.179 --> 00:47:29.180 You hear me? 00:47:29.972 --> 00:47:31.098 There you go. 00:47:44.612 --> 00:47:45.696 There you go. 00:47:46.864 --> 00:47:47.865 Whoo! 00:47:50.576 --> 00:47:53.829 Do you belong to this... pemige... 00:47:53.871 --> 00:47:56.415 Pemigewasset search and rescue. 00:47:56.457 --> 00:47:59.210 Yeah, that's me. Pam bales. 00:48:01.712 --> 00:48:03.422 You guys have a helicopter? 00:48:03.464 --> 00:48:06.092 What, heli... No, sir. 00:48:06.133 --> 00:48:08.094 Just me. 00:48:08.135 --> 00:48:10.930 No cell phone service until we get to the parking lot either. 00:48:12.014 --> 00:48:14.100 No backup either? 00:48:14.141 --> 00:48:16.185 Nope, just you and me. 00:48:17.645 --> 00:48:18.771 Shit. 00:48:20.356 --> 00:48:21.482 Shit. 00:48:23.776 --> 00:48:26.529 We're not... We're not going to make it. 00:48:28.406 --> 00:48:30.783 We're not going to make it. 00:48:30.825 --> 00:48:33.452 We're... we're going to die. 00:48:47.758 --> 00:48:50.469 I wanna... I wanna go home. 00:48:54.390 --> 00:48:56.892 Save the tears. Not now. 00:49:03.566 --> 00:49:07.069 We're gonna get you down that mountain before dark. 00:49:14.368 --> 00:49:17.872 Goddamn it. Oh, Pam. 00:49:18.622 --> 00:49:20.666 Oh. 00:50:40.162 --> 00:50:42.748 Come on, bud. You can't sleep now. 00:51:12.444 --> 00:51:15.281 Can you hear the river? 00:51:15.322 --> 00:51:16.991 You're getting closer now. 00:51:17.783 --> 00:51:19.535 Okay. 00:51:22.580 --> 00:51:23.747 Let's get down here. 00:51:25.207 --> 00:51:28.627 You can do it, John. Watch me. 00:51:28.669 --> 00:51:30.462 Just go on your belly. 00:51:35.384 --> 00:51:36.510 Grab on. 00:51:42.182 --> 00:51:43.851 Watch out. 00:51:47.605 --> 00:51:48.939 Okay. 00:51:54.945 --> 00:51:55.988 Easy. 00:52:11.920 --> 00:52:13.714 Yeah, okay. 00:52:13.756 --> 00:52:15.257 Go, John. 00:52:23.432 --> 00:52:25.768 Don't you fucking fall in, John. 00:52:31.273 --> 00:52:32.399 Oh, god. 00:53:14.692 --> 00:53:16.110 Oh, god. 00:53:59.486 --> 00:54:00.738 John? 00:54:05.033 --> 00:54:06.201 John? 00:54:22.009 --> 00:54:23.051 John? 00:54:26.638 --> 00:54:27.765 John? 00:54:32.478 --> 00:54:34.271 John. 00:54:34.313 --> 00:54:35.647 Oh, goddamn it. 00:54:40.486 --> 00:54:43.155 Goddamn it. 00:55:19.900 --> 00:55:22.277 Oh, god. There you are. 00:55:24.154 --> 00:55:26.573 I got you, John. I got you. 00:55:28.075 --> 00:55:29.284 You okay? 00:55:29.326 --> 00:55:33.539 Bud, hey. I'm right here, John. 00:55:34.706 --> 00:55:35.707 Okay. 00:55:48.470 --> 00:55:49.596 I got you. 00:55:59.731 --> 00:56:02.317 You okay, John? You okay? 00:56:02.359 --> 00:56:05.612 Can you hear my voice? Yes? You with me? All right. 00:56:05.654 --> 00:56:07.948 Okay. I need you to open your eyes. 00:56:07.990 --> 00:56:10.409 Look into my light. I need to see your eyeballs. 00:56:10.450 --> 00:56:13.120 Yes. Oh, yeah. Okay. 00:56:13.161 --> 00:56:16.290 Oh, god. Oh, god. Oh, god. 00:56:20.711 --> 00:56:23.463 Let's get you out of the water fully. 00:56:23.505 --> 00:56:26.633 Okay, okay, okay, yeah. Okay, bud. 00:56:32.431 --> 00:56:34.182 Okay. I'm sorry, bud. 00:56:36.894 --> 00:56:38.020 Easy does it. 00:56:38.061 --> 00:56:39.354 Oh, god. 00:56:39.396 --> 00:56:42.441 You okay? I gotcha. 00:56:42.482 --> 00:56:44.192 Okay, I'm going to need you to... 00:56:44.234 --> 00:56:48.238 Where are we? ...Move a few more feet out of this water. 00:56:48.280 --> 00:56:51.116 Or you're going to freeze your goddamn balls off. 00:56:53.785 --> 00:56:57.289 Goddamn it! You are such an asshole! 00:56:57.331 --> 00:56:58.832 I want... 00:56:58.874 --> 00:57:02.252 I told you it was slippery, did I not? Did I not? 00:57:03.462 --> 00:57:04.880 Get over here. Don't do that. 00:57:04.922 --> 00:57:06.381 Okay. Stop doing that. 00:57:06.423 --> 00:57:08.342 Okay, I'm sorry. Or I'll hit you back. 00:57:08.383 --> 00:57:10.928 Okay. All right, all right. 00:57:10.969 --> 00:57:14.848 You can hit me back. You can hit me back if you have to. 00:57:18.268 --> 00:57:20.020 You scared the bejesus out of me. 00:57:20.062 --> 00:57:21.146 I'm sorry. 00:57:23.732 --> 00:57:26.026 I was pretty scared too. 00:57:26.068 --> 00:57:29.112 You're such a fuckin' asshole. 00:57:29.154 --> 00:57:31.782 One, two, three. 00:57:31.823 --> 00:57:34.493 Okay. Okay, you're good? 00:57:34.534 --> 00:57:35.619 Yeah. You good? 00:57:35.661 --> 00:57:37.329 Yeah, I'm good. Okay. 00:57:37.371 --> 00:57:39.331 I mean... try not to be a jackass, okay? 00:57:39.373 --> 00:57:41.041 I'll try my best. Anymore. 00:57:41.083 --> 00:57:44.002 You've got more lives in you than your stupid cat. 00:57:44.044 --> 00:57:46.463 Okay, we're going to need to head this way. 00:57:46.505 --> 00:57:50.217 You see that down there, John? That's home. 00:57:53.095 --> 00:57:56.056 Let's go home, John. Come on. 00:57:56.098 --> 00:57:59.184 You're good. You're good, that's it. Thank you. 00:57:59.226 --> 00:58:02.312 Look at that. Home. Let's go. 00:58:02.354 --> 00:58:04.147 Now, you know any songs? 00:58:04.189 --> 00:58:07.859 No. I can't sing. Oh, come on, you must know one. 00:58:07.901 --> 00:58:10.112 Trust me, you don't want to hear me sing. 00:58:10.153 --> 00:58:11.154 Okay, John. 00:58:11.989 --> 00:58:14.199 Come on, anything. 00:58:14.241 --> 00:58:18.036 Elvis. Dylan. What do you got? 00:58:19.037 --> 00:58:20.038 Come on, John. 00:58:22.457 --> 00:58:28.296 Iangel with your guiding light I 00:58:29.715 --> 00:58:33.635 I eyes far apart and wide I 00:58:35.762 --> 00:58:37.556 I it's crazy when... I 00:58:37.597 --> 00:58:40.809 oh, yeah, that's beautiful, John. I like it. 00:58:42.728 --> 00:58:45.063 I it's disarming I 00:58:45.105 --> 00:58:46.815 I can't take your weight, John. 00:58:49.234 --> 00:58:50.777 I it's beguiling I 00:58:52.362 --> 00:58:56.992 I I feel naked in your awe I 00:58:58.201 --> 00:59:01.079 I angel I I angel I 00:59:09.588 --> 00:59:11.923 I angel I 00:59:15.135 --> 00:59:17.304 I with your golden light I 00:59:17.345 --> 00:59:23.643 I eyes far apart and wide I 00:59:27.773 --> 00:59:32.861 I it's crazy when you smile I 00:59:32.903 --> 00:59:35.489 I it's disarming I 00:59:35.530 --> 00:59:40.577 I there's a wall it's beguiling I 00:59:40.619 --> 00:59:46.875 I I feel naked in your awe I 00:59:48.335 --> 00:59:50.962 I angel I 00:59:53.715 --> 00:59:58.762 I a phenomena in my internal world I 00:59:58.804 --> 01:00:03.183 I she's god I 01:00:06.978 --> 01:00:11.024 I it makes me fall apart I 01:00:11.983 --> 01:00:14.361 I it's disarming I 01:00:14.402 --> 01:00:19.491 I I feel won it's alarming I 01:00:19.533 --> 01:00:24.579 I what is sacred what is more I 01:00:24.621 --> 01:00:29.751 I in your light in your darkness I 01:00:29.793 --> 01:00:35.841 I I surrender in your awe I 01:01:24.431 --> 01:01:25.432 Be careful. 01:01:27.392 --> 01:01:29.936 There's a... watch out! Oh, shit. 01:01:30.770 --> 01:01:31.813 You okay? 01:01:33.607 --> 01:01:36.610 Okay. Okay. I can't remember the next verse. 01:01:36.651 --> 01:01:38.862 It's okay. Don't worry about the song. 01:01:38.904 --> 01:01:42.032 You got it. Okay. Okay, bud. 01:01:42.073 --> 01:01:46.536 I know. Let's keep you moving. It's getting cold. 01:01:47.787 --> 01:01:50.498 Okay, here you go. Lean on me. 01:01:54.419 --> 01:01:58.006 What is... hey? 01:02:00.300 --> 01:02:03.678 Hey! Hey! Hey. Hey. 01:02:03.720 --> 01:02:05.722 Hey. Hey! Oh, god. 01:02:05.764 --> 01:02:07.015 Stop! 01:02:07.057 --> 01:02:08.600 Wait! Please! 01:02:21.404 --> 01:02:23.240 Hey! Wait! 01:02:24.032 --> 01:02:25.575 No! 01:02:27.953 --> 01:02:30.622 Hey! Wait! 01:02:32.165 --> 01:02:33.959 Wait, please! 01:02:36.586 --> 01:02:38.296 Please! Fuck! 01:02:38.338 --> 01:02:39.881 Fuck! 01:03:11.162 --> 01:03:12.372 Come on, Pam. 01:03:19.629 --> 01:03:20.839 John. 01:03:26.303 --> 01:03:27.470 Come on. 01:03:38.148 --> 01:03:39.566 We found the road, bud. 01:03:42.027 --> 01:03:43.570 Get up. 01:03:43.611 --> 01:03:45.363 This is the last time. 01:03:52.537 --> 01:03:54.497 You okay? You okay, bud? 01:03:56.416 --> 01:04:00.170 We're here. We're good. 01:04:00.211 --> 01:04:02.088 We made it. You see? 01:04:06.676 --> 01:04:09.012 Okay. Okay, let's go. 01:04:09.054 --> 01:04:10.930 Let's get... get you to the car. 01:04:18.229 --> 01:04:19.898 Okay. Okay. 01:04:21.191 --> 01:04:22.192 Okay. 01:04:26.279 --> 01:04:27.322 Okay, here. 01:04:27.364 --> 01:04:29.157 Just wait right here, okay? 01:04:32.118 --> 01:04:33.118 You okay, bud? 01:04:34.079 --> 01:04:36.039 Look at me. You hear my voice? 01:04:37.540 --> 01:04:41.086 Okay, good. Just give me a sec. 01:04:41.127 --> 01:04:43.713 Okay, I'll get you warm. 01:04:43.755 --> 01:04:44.923 I'll turn the car on. 01:04:49.260 --> 01:04:51.554 Oh, shit, it's the other one. 01:04:51.596 --> 01:04:52.597 Okay. 01:04:55.850 --> 01:04:57.602 Okay, here. Here. 01:05:15.495 --> 01:05:17.580 You okay? Hey, John. 01:05:18.998 --> 01:05:20.834 John. Get in. 01:05:27.340 --> 01:05:28.675 John? 01:05:28.716 --> 01:05:30.385 Oh, shit. 01:05:36.724 --> 01:05:37.725 John? 01:05:40.812 --> 01:05:43.314 John, what are you doing? 01:05:44.482 --> 01:05:46.151 Bud! 01:05:48.486 --> 01:05:49.612 John! 01:05:51.489 --> 01:05:53.116 Wait, what's going on, bud? 01:05:54.909 --> 01:05:55.910 John! 01:05:56.744 --> 01:05:59.706 Hey! Hey! John! 01:06:01.040 --> 01:06:02.041 What the... 01:06:07.755 --> 01:06:09.174 Oh, my god. 01:06:11.176 --> 01:06:12.218 What the... 01:11:47.345 --> 01:11:48.346 Marla? 01:12:21.379 --> 01:12:24.090 I'm sorry. 01:12:31.514 --> 01:12:34.267 My baby. My baby. 01:12:40.857 --> 01:12:42.859 Oh, god. 01:14:50.903 --> 01:14:52.071 What? 01:15:27.023 --> 01:15:28.691 Message one. 01:15:28.733 --> 01:15:31.569 9:59 am. 01:15:32.778 --> 01:15:34.488 Hey, Pam, it's Dave. 01:15:34.530 --> 01:15:37.116 Uh, you have probably heard the news. 01:15:37.158 --> 01:15:40.786 But, uh, call me if you need anything, okay? 01:15:40.828 --> 01:15:42.747 Bye. 01:15:42.788 --> 01:15:44.749 News. 01:15:44.790 --> 01:15:46.393 An update from the amazing story from mount Washington, New Hampshire. 01:15:46.417 --> 01:15:48.544 Pam bales has been identified as the lone woman 01:15:48.586 --> 01:15:51.422 who tracked and saved a young man close to death from exposure 01:15:51.464 --> 01:15:53.632 on the westside trail in a heavy snowstorm. 01:15:53.674 --> 01:15:55.843 The man, who has asked to remain anonymous, 01:15:55.885 --> 01:15:59.013 informed the police of the woman's daring attempt to rescue him 01:15:59.055 --> 01:16:02.850 and praised her bravery in bringing him down off the mountain all on her own. 01:16:02.892 --> 01:16:05.227 From details the man gave from the badge on herjacket, 01:16:05.269 --> 01:16:08.147 we were able to identify the 53-year-old experienced member 01:16:08.189 --> 01:16:10.733 of the pemigewasset valley search and rescue team. 01:16:10.775 --> 01:16:13.712 His report states that she found him close to the summit after he had collapsed 01:16:13.736 --> 01:16:15.946 from the extreme cold. 01:16:15.988 --> 01:16:18.633 He'd given up, but against the odds of bringing down a man twice her size, 01:16:18.657 --> 01:16:20.117 Pam bales refused to give up 01:16:20.159 --> 01:16:22.661 and managed to save his life and bring him home. 01:18:14.231 --> 01:18:16.192 Hey, Pam, it's rich. 01:18:16.233 --> 01:18:18.277 Yeah, got your message. 01:18:18.319 --> 01:18:22.198 Uh, sorry, no. He left no phone number, no address. 01:18:22.239 --> 01:18:24.033 Not even his name. 01:18:24.074 --> 01:18:28.078 Just some story about looking for a woman. That's it. 01:18:28.120 --> 01:18:30.122 Sorry. Bye. 01:19:29.640 --> 01:19:31.767 Hi. Pam bales. 01:19:31.809 --> 01:19:35.271 Uh... You just missed her. 01:19:37.523 --> 01:19:38.524 Damn. 01:19:40.317 --> 01:19:42.736 Well... 01:19:42.778 --> 01:19:46.824 I could swear the woman I've seen on the news was looking a lot like you. 01:19:48.534 --> 01:19:50.536 If you see her, Pam... 01:19:53.539 --> 01:19:55.791 Maybe you can ask her to contact me. 01:19:58.502 --> 01:19:59.670 If you see her. 01:20:04.258 --> 01:20:06.552 Hey, uh... 01:20:06.593 --> 01:20:10.055 I think there are a lot of people that want to just say thanks. 01:20:19.064 --> 01:20:20.065 For you. 01:20:22.359 --> 01:20:23.360 Thanks. 01:20:36.540 --> 01:20:41.462 Right, so... Have you heard from him? John? 01:20:42.338 --> 01:20:43.547 Not a word. 01:20:45.215 --> 01:20:46.842 Hmm. 01:20:46.884 --> 01:20:49.386 And what do you think he was doing? 01:20:50.637 --> 01:20:52.639 Doing? What... 01:20:52.681 --> 01:20:56.643 Up there? In November. Dressed like that. 01:20:59.438 --> 01:21:01.065 Why does it matter? 01:21:02.441 --> 01:21:04.443 Because I'm gonna try to find him. 01:21:05.736 --> 01:21:06.820 Why? 01:21:08.030 --> 01:21:09.990 You were up there for hours. 01:21:10.783 --> 01:21:12.117 You saved this man's life. 01:21:13.452 --> 01:21:15.245 Maybe he wants to tell you something. 01:21:17.039 --> 01:21:19.500 If he wanted to do that, he would have done it. 01:21:21.543 --> 01:21:22.711 Maybe. 01:21:24.296 --> 01:21:26.590 But there's only one way to find out. 01:23:19.703 --> 01:23:20.704 I, um... 01:23:26.168 --> 01:23:28.420 The jacket and the pants. 01:23:29.713 --> 01:23:32.674 Threw the socks out. Didn't think you'd mind. 01:23:38.722 --> 01:23:41.517 Dave will be happy to have his jacket back. 01:23:49.316 --> 01:23:52.444 I don't even know what to call you. 01:23:53.320 --> 01:23:56.156 John is fine. John is good. 01:23:58.283 --> 01:23:59.409 Okay. 01:24:03.872 --> 01:24:05.165 How's your ankle? 01:24:06.833 --> 01:24:08.043 Getting better. 01:24:09.169 --> 01:24:11.421 Ten toes? Ten fingers? 01:24:28.855 --> 01:24:34.444 I can't see her face anymore. 01:24:40.617 --> 01:24:42.286 That's what's so surprising. 01:24:45.205 --> 01:24:47.207 I never expected to... 01:24:48.709 --> 01:24:50.961 Forget a face so easily. 01:24:54.381 --> 01:24:58.635 Uh, I know every detail, but I... 01:25:00.220 --> 01:25:01.930 I can't see it. 01:25:04.016 --> 01:25:08.228 Like, I know she had little lines when she smiled. 01:25:11.648 --> 01:25:15.527 A birthmark on her cheek that you could only see when it was cold. 01:25:26.830 --> 01:25:28.290 And where did she go? 01:25:34.796 --> 01:25:36.506 What does it mean... 01:25:38.467 --> 01:25:40.135 To... to die? 01:25:45.724 --> 01:25:47.392 That was a year ago. 01:25:50.771 --> 01:25:55.067 When you found me, I'd gone back up there to look for her. 01:25:56.985 --> 01:25:59.321 I almost stopped looking for her. 01:26:01.782 --> 01:26:05.952 Then I realized I didn't need to look. 01:26:06.953 --> 01:26:09.873 I could just wait and she would come. 01:26:13.460 --> 01:26:17.547 So I sat down and I closed my eyes... 01:26:20.384 --> 01:26:23.428 And I waited for her to speak to me. 01:26:30.018 --> 01:26:33.105 But you spoke to me instead. 01:26:42.906 --> 01:26:43.907 Thank you. 01:26:48.578 --> 01:26:49.996 See... mmm. 01:26:52.165 --> 01:26:56.753 There was a gas leak in my building a long time ago. 01:27:00.841 --> 01:27:05.554 I slept in the living room on the couch with the window cracked, 01:27:06.680 --> 01:27:08.807 iwoke up and... 01:27:10.183 --> 01:27:11.935 I... I couldn't stand. 01:27:13.437 --> 01:27:15.856 And I see it every day in my head. 01:27:17.399 --> 01:27:18.650 I remember... 01:27:22.779 --> 01:27:25.949 I remember the paint on the walls... 01:27:27.993 --> 01:27:32.998 The, uh, feeling of the carpet on my hands and knees. 01:27:35.250 --> 01:27:39.796 And I was crawling to my little girls' room, 01:27:39.838 --> 01:27:44.509 saying, "I'm coming. I'll save you." 01:27:48.555 --> 01:27:50.932 But I didn't. I couldn't. 01:27:55.854 --> 01:27:57.606 They were five and six. 01:27:59.566 --> 01:28:03.653 And I wanted to die just like you. 01:28:08.450 --> 01:28:11.536 Does it get easier? 01:28:15.165 --> 01:28:20.879 Even in the storm, even in the pain and the wind... 01:28:23.965 --> 01:28:26.009 There is so much beauty. 01:28:31.598 --> 01:28:37.437 The whole universe appears as an infinite storm of beauty. 01:28:37.461 --> 01:28:57.461 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: Telegram: @bollbolljan ::. .:: Instagram: @bollbolljan_Com ::.