WEBVTT 00:00:00.050 --> 00:00:10.050 ..:: Presented by ZarFilm website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:00:36.000 --> 00:00:38.791 Have you ever wanted to be noticed so badly, 00:00:38.875 --> 00:00:40.625 you didn't even care what it was for? 00:00:50.958 --> 00:00:55.416 line:20% You just wake up every day thinking, "I want to be seen." 00:00:59.958 --> 00:01:03.416 line:20% To be completely honest, Danni Sanders might actually be the worst person 00:01:03.500 --> 00:01:05.875 line:20% we've ever covered on this show, and we covered Hitler. 00:01:07.333 --> 00:01:08.916 line:20% I wanna be important. 00:01:10.041 --> 00:01:11.958 line:20% Okay, guys. Today, we're talking about white privilege. 00:01:12.041 --> 00:01:14.166 line:20% So you know we need to talk about Danni Sanders. 00:01:14.250 --> 00:01:15.833 line:20% …acting like she was the victim. 00:01:15.916 --> 00:01:18.750 line:20% I think that that turned a lot of people off to her. 00:01:19.958 --> 00:01:21.208 line:20% I wanna have purpose. 00:01:22.416 --> 00:01:24.333 line:20% So I was just gonna bleach the front bits, 00:01:24.416 --> 00:01:26.916 line:20% but I'm really not trying to get mistaken for Danni Sanders. 00:01:28.375 --> 00:01:29.375 I wanna be known. 00:01:37.583 --> 00:01:38.708 I wanna be loved. 00:01:43.958 --> 00:01:47.166 line:20% And the award for Most-Anticipated Death… 00:01:47.250 --> 00:01:49.833 line:20% -Danni Sanders! -I can't wait for her to kick the bucket. 00:01:49.916 --> 00:01:51.375 line:20% -Don't-- -In fact, I'll do it for you. 00:01:51.458 --> 00:01:52.833 -That's a little far. 00:01:52.916 --> 00:01:54.708 I'm not gonna go that far. It's a fine. 00:01:54.791 --> 00:01:56.000 Not for me. I own guns. 00:01:57.541 --> 00:01:58.833 I wanna matter. 00:02:11.208 --> 00:02:12.750 Yeah, well, let me tell you… 00:02:12.833 --> 00:02:15.875 Be careful what you fucking wish for. 00:02:15.958 --> 00:02:17.833 ♪ I'm the worst ♪ 00:02:17.916 --> 00:02:19.750 ♪ You're gonna hate me ♪ 00:02:19.833 --> 00:02:23.125 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 00:02:23.208 --> 00:02:25.500 ♪ I'm the worst ♪ 00:02:25.583 --> 00:02:26.791 Okay. 00:02:28.083 --> 00:02:29.708 line:20% 00:02:29.791 --> 00:02:31.208 line:20% -Danni. -Yeah? 00:02:31.291 --> 00:02:33.500 Had a chance to read that article you sent me. 00:02:33.583 --> 00:02:35.000 -You did? -Mm-hmm. 00:02:35.083 --> 00:02:36.041 What did you think? 00:02:36.125 --> 00:02:38.416 Well, you've titled it, "Why am I so sad?" 00:02:38.500 --> 00:02:39.708 That's just a working title. 00:02:39.791 --> 00:02:42.291 "In a world surrounded by those who seem to have it all, 00:02:42.375 --> 00:02:45.250 I've settled on a few reasons for my own feelings of emptiness. 00:02:45.333 --> 00:02:48.125 The first is that I currently live in Bushwick." 00:02:48.208 --> 00:02:50.791 J-Train Bushwick. L-Train Bushwick would be fine. 00:02:50.875 --> 00:02:53.875 Just, like, somewhere you can get a decent matcha, you know? 00:02:53.958 --> 00:02:58.416 "Reason number two, my lack of a private office at work." 00:02:58.500 --> 00:03:01.875 Open-concept spaces really drown out my inner voice. 00:03:01.958 --> 00:03:03.875 Finally, and this one really stuck with me. 00:03:03.958 --> 00:03:05.291 Okay. 00:03:05.375 --> 00:03:07.125 "Missing 9/11." 00:03:07.208 --> 00:03:08.250 Yeah. 00:03:09.250 --> 00:03:11.833 I was on a cruise with my parents when it happened. 00:03:12.416 --> 00:03:18.833 In general, I think we try to avoid expressing any kind of FOMO about 9/11. 00:03:18.916 --> 00:03:21.583 Did you read that article on The Cut? 00:03:22.208 --> 00:03:23.250 The one-- 00:03:23.333 --> 00:03:27.291 It talked about how it was the single most formative trauma experience 00:03:27.375 --> 00:03:28.375 for "zillennials." 00:03:28.458 --> 00:03:30.125 And since I wasn't there, 00:03:30.208 --> 00:03:32.375 I didn't get to share that bond with my peers. 00:03:32.458 --> 00:03:34.500 You know, like, I didn't even know anyone that died. 00:03:34.583 --> 00:03:39.458 Okay. And you don't feel like it comes off a little tone-deaf? Offensive even. 00:03:39.541 --> 00:03:42.083 -Can't tone-deaf be, like, a brand though? -Oh, no. 00:03:42.166 --> 00:03:45.125 -Isn't that what Lena Dunham does? -You don't wanna be like Lena Dunham. 00:03:45.208 --> 00:03:47.750 I don't feel like you take me seriously as a writer. 00:03:47.833 --> 00:03:53.208 That's because you're not a writer. You're a photo editor. 00:03:53.291 --> 00:03:55.291 One who's very late on their deadlines. 00:03:55.375 --> 00:03:58.208 Deadlines that should take priority over personal goals. 00:03:58.291 --> 00:04:00.583 I've just been having a difficult time focusing lately. 00:04:00.666 --> 00:04:04.666 And I've been having a difficult time ending this conversation. And we're done. 00:04:04.750 --> 00:04:05.750 Okay. 00:04:06.458 --> 00:04:09.041 Gonna load up the Headspace app after that. 00:04:09.583 --> 00:04:12.291 -Hi, Harper. -Interesting article pitch. 00:04:12.375 --> 00:04:13.416 Thanks. 00:04:14.791 --> 00:04:17.375 Hey, Susan, I just uploaded the new draft for Tuesday. 00:04:17.458 --> 00:04:21.166 Thank you. Oh, and great work on that RBG retrospective. 00:04:21.250 --> 00:04:23.375 I can't believe you got that quote from her personal trainer. 00:04:23.458 --> 00:04:25.625 Thank you. I was thinking of using it as my sample 00:04:25.708 --> 00:04:27.541 to apply for a couple writers' retreats. 00:04:27.625 --> 00:04:30.416 Oh, a retreat. Yeah, you would be a shoo-in. 00:04:30.500 --> 00:04:31.583 Oh, thank you. 00:04:31.666 --> 00:04:33.000 They love SCOTUS. 00:04:33.083 --> 00:04:35.208 line:20% ♪ Never met a pill I didn't know how to take ♪ 00:04:35.291 --> 00:04:37.166 ♪ But that was getting old I had to give it a break ♪ 00:04:37.250 --> 00:04:38.916 ♪ I never met an emotion I didn't know how to fake ♪ 00:04:39.000 --> 00:04:40.875 ♪ But now I'm getting older And I wanna be straight ♪ 00:04:40.958 --> 00:04:43.666 ♪ I never got a tattoo that I didn't regret…♪ 00:04:43.750 --> 00:04:45.500 Hey, yo. Frame up on this shit. 00:04:45.583 --> 00:04:47.208 ♪ I'm not a brat Used to be a hot little mess ♪ 00:04:47.291 --> 00:04:49.583 ♪ But I never made a video You didn't embed ♪ 00:04:49.666 --> 00:04:51.625 ♪ I got a new pair of shoes And my hair done ♪ 00:04:51.708 --> 00:04:54.416 ♪ Where's Sonny Moore? Damn When I'm gonna meet a millionaire's son? ♪ 00:04:54.500 --> 00:04:56.666 ♪ I'm bored of being the rare one I'm the chairwoman ♪ 00:04:56.750 --> 00:04:58.500 ♪ Never took a dare I don't really care for 'em ♪ 00:04:58.583 --> 00:05:00.416 ♪ Watch me…♪ 00:05:00.500 --> 00:05:01.833 -Colin, dude, how was the trip? -Ah! 00:05:01.916 --> 00:05:05.875 Man, you know how it was. Lit as shit. Lick a tit. We did it. 00:05:06.708 --> 00:05:08.875 Also, peep this. I learned how to twist it. 00:05:08.958 --> 00:05:10.625 That's a scorpion joint right fucking there. 00:05:10.708 --> 00:05:12.375 -That's so cool. -Yo, zoom in on that. 00:05:12.458 --> 00:05:14.375 -He can't hear you. -I said zoom in on it. 00:05:14.458 --> 00:05:15.625 No, do it like I meant. 00:05:15.708 --> 00:05:17.500 ♪ It isn't bad But it is embarrassing enough ♪ 00:05:17.583 --> 00:05:19.500 We're gonna do it again. Gotta do it again. Everybody back inside. 00:05:19.583 --> 00:05:21.708 ♪ I'm an Abercrombie-lookin' ass bitch And I don't give a fuck ♪ 00:05:21.791 --> 00:05:24.750 ♪ I got a new pair of shoes and a payment Slay Kitty Ray damn ♪ 00:05:24.833 --> 00:05:26.791 ♪ When I'm gonna meet a limitation… ♪ 00:05:26.875 --> 00:05:30.291 -Hey, Danni's in the house. -Okay. 00:05:30.375 --> 00:05:32.208 Um… Oh, I've had a crazy morning. 00:05:32.291 --> 00:05:36.000 I just found a new shortcut for sharpening in camera RAW. 00:05:36.083 --> 00:05:39.000 That is great, Kevin. 00:05:39.833 --> 00:05:44.000 It's Kelvin. My name-- it's-- it's Kelvin. 00:05:44.083 --> 00:05:46.625 No. I don't think so. 00:05:48.708 --> 00:05:49.708 Okay. 00:06:01.958 --> 00:06:03.791 I'm pretty sure, though, that, um… 00:06:07.875 --> 00:06:10.041 -Sarah's coming tonight. -Like, Sarah, Sarah? 00:06:10.125 --> 00:06:11.166 Yeah, Sarah from Cubbyhole. 00:06:11.250 --> 00:06:13.041 -So you're drinking tequila tonight. -Yeah, I am. 00:06:13.125 --> 00:06:14.916 It's the tequila 00:06:15.000 --> 00:06:16.833 -It's the tequila 00:06:16.916 --> 00:06:18.833 Wait. What's happening tonight? 00:06:18.916 --> 00:06:22.750 -We're going queer bowling. -Yas, queen! Slay! 00:06:24.583 --> 00:06:28.000 You know me. I'll probably just drink alone in my apartment till I black out 00:06:28.083 --> 00:06:30.458 and call my old best friend from high school, or something. 00:06:34.750 --> 00:06:37.750 Is this queer bowling night only for LGBTs? 00:06:37.833 --> 00:06:40.000 -Yeah. Yeah. -Okay. 00:06:42.875 --> 00:06:45.000 You know… 00:06:45.083 --> 00:06:48.541 …I made out with a girl at an NYU party once. 00:06:48.625 --> 00:06:51.500 So, I might be bi. 00:06:51.583 --> 00:06:54.125 -Not with those nails. 00:06:54.208 --> 00:06:55.333 What's wrong with my nails? 00:06:59.375 --> 00:07:01.541 Just wishful thinking. 00:07:01.625 --> 00:07:04.375 You guys are so lucky. You have, like, a community. You have a parade. 00:07:04.458 --> 00:07:07.708 -You have your own bowling night-- -Yeah, being a minority is great. 00:07:07.791 --> 00:07:09.333 -Right? 00:07:09.416 --> 00:07:12.208 Well, have fun. 00:07:14.666 --> 00:07:16.708 -I hate straight people. -Uh-huh. 00:07:18.166 --> 00:07:19.541 -Hi, Mom. -Hi. 00:07:19.625 --> 00:07:21.916 -You wanna hang out tonight? -I can't. It's Friday. 00:07:22.000 --> 00:07:23.208 Oh. 00:07:23.291 --> 00:07:25.583 Yeah, no worries. That's all good. I understand. 00:07:25.666 --> 00:07:29.958 Girlboss book club is pretty… unmissable. 00:07:30.041 --> 00:07:35.083 Hi, it's your favorite writer, socialite, scammer, Caroline Calloway. 00:07:35.166 --> 00:07:38.083 I'm here in London right now to meet up with my UK publisher. 00:07:38.166 --> 00:07:42.708 You guys are such a big part of why this is happening. Fucking love you guys. 00:08:08.416 --> 00:08:10.708 No way. Je obsessed. 00:08:27.416 --> 00:08:28.666 Colin. 00:08:28.750 --> 00:08:31.583 line:20% Oh, shit. What up, honey? Yeah, I can't take a pic right now, but-- 00:08:31.666 --> 00:08:33.166 line:20% No, no, no. Danni, from work. 00:08:33.250 --> 00:08:35.166 -Danni. Yeah. What's good? -What are you doing here? 00:08:35.250 --> 00:08:37.166 -Do you live in Bushwick? -Me? No. Fuck no. 00:08:37.250 --> 00:08:39.666 -I'm so-- -No. No, I'd never live here. 00:08:39.750 --> 00:08:43.750 Uh, no. I'm supposed to be going to, uh… 00:08:43.833 --> 00:08:45.125 there. 00:08:45.875 --> 00:08:47.250 Matcha Baby. 00:08:47.333 --> 00:08:50.541 Plus my plug lives here, so two birds, one stone. 00:08:50.625 --> 00:08:53.666 Yeah, I smoke marijuana, like, all the time. 00:08:53.750 --> 00:08:54.958 Ever see one of these? 00:09:09.166 --> 00:09:10.166 Other side. 00:09:21.958 --> 00:09:23.416 Okay. 00:09:25.791 --> 00:09:26.791 Oh, shit. 00:09:28.500 --> 00:09:29.500 Good. 00:09:32.041 --> 00:09:34.416 Yo, Colin! It's that weed blogger from Depravity. 00:09:34.500 --> 00:09:35.833 Hey, yo, shorty. What up? 00:09:35.916 --> 00:09:38.791 Yo. I love your videos, man. Costa Rica looks sick. 00:09:38.875 --> 00:09:40.958 Let's go, baby! Stay up, boss. 00:09:41.583 --> 00:09:43.000 Aight. What up? You good? 00:09:44.041 --> 00:09:46.250 So cool that you have a fan. 00:09:46.333 --> 00:09:47.458 -Oh, yeah. I got-- I got a bunch. 00:09:47.541 --> 00:09:49.125 That's just one. 00:09:49.208 --> 00:09:50.833 Hmm. 00:09:52.541 --> 00:09:54.125 So, like, what are you? 00:09:55.791 --> 00:09:57.500 Like, at Depravity? What are you? 00:09:57.583 --> 00:09:58.708 I'm a-- I'm a writer. 00:09:58.791 --> 00:10:02.125 I started in the photo department, but I'm transitioning. 00:10:02.208 --> 00:10:07.208 And then I'm looking to, like, develop my work more by, like, uh, traveling. 00:10:07.791 --> 00:10:10.416 And maybe, like, going on one of those writer retreats or something. 00:10:10.500 --> 00:10:11.916 -Oh, you're going on re-treat? -Sort of retreat. 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:13.291 -What? -You're going on re-treat? 00:10:14.208 --> 00:10:16.791 -That's tight. -Oh, I just got invited to a re-treat. 00:10:19.625 --> 00:10:21.416 Retreat's actually coming up next week. 00:10:24.916 --> 00:10:26.000 I'm going to Paris for it. 00:10:27.708 --> 00:10:29.791 Shit. That's dope. 00:10:30.375 --> 00:10:32.541 -Hey, get pics. -I'm gonna get lots of pics. Yeah. 00:10:32.625 --> 00:10:34.416 ♪ I'll throw 'em all up on the 'gram ♪ 00:10:34.500 --> 00:10:38.458 By the way, this was laced with mad wax. So your tolerance must be OD as fuck. 00:10:39.000 --> 00:10:40.000 Damn, ma. 00:10:42.458 --> 00:10:45.041 Good luck in Paris, Jenny. Good to meet you. 00:10:45.125 --> 00:10:46.458 Danni. 00:10:46.541 --> 00:10:47.916 -What's up? -My name's Danni. 00:10:49.291 --> 00:10:50.291 No, it's Colin. 00:10:52.000 --> 00:10:53.541 I'll see you at work. Or I guess I won't. 00:10:59.833 --> 00:11:01.583 Oh! 00:11:06.250 --> 00:11:07.500 Fuck me. 00:11:23.708 --> 00:11:24.708 Oh. 00:11:27.458 --> 00:11:30.541 Why, Danni, why? 00:11:31.208 --> 00:11:33.583 Why'd you do that? 00:11:50.041 --> 00:11:51.750 Okay, crazy bitch. 00:11:54.500 --> 00:11:57.000 Paris. Paris, Paris, Paris. 00:11:58.958 --> 00:12:01.791 All right. How much are you, Paris? 00:12:04.083 --> 00:12:05.083 Shit. 00:12:09.375 --> 00:12:11.500 -What do you think? 00:12:11.583 --> 00:12:13.000 Should we call Mommy and Daddy? 00:12:13.791 --> 00:12:17.875 See if they'll buy us a ticket? Will they know that we're on drugs? 00:12:18.541 --> 00:12:22.875 Just kidding. I know that you're not on drugs. 00:12:42.041 --> 00:12:44.291 Guinea Weasley, 00:12:44.375 --> 00:12:46.000 you're a fucking genius. 00:12:50.416 --> 00:12:51.750 Hello? 00:12:51.833 --> 00:12:56.000 Susan. Hi. Danni. I had a question. 00:12:56.750 --> 00:12:58.416 If a really big opportunity came up, 00:12:58.500 --> 00:13:00.625 would there be a way to get some time off work? 00:13:00.708 --> 00:13:03.125 -Absolutely not. -Amazing. Thank you. Bye. 00:13:03.791 --> 00:13:04.958 Hey, Mom. 00:13:05.041 --> 00:13:06.333 -Guess what? -What? 00:13:06.416 --> 00:13:09.208 I got invited to a writers' retreat in Paris. 00:13:09.291 --> 00:13:10.833 -Really? -Yes, really. 00:13:10.916 --> 00:13:12.416 It's not a scam? 00:13:12.500 --> 00:13:15.041 No, it's not a scam. 00:13:16.166 --> 00:13:17.333 It has a website. 00:13:17.916 --> 00:13:19.666 Hey, guys. Crazy plot twist. 00:13:19.750 --> 00:13:23.291 I got an e-mail today inviting me to go on this retreat in Paris. 00:13:23.375 --> 00:13:25.916 I'm on my way to the airport. 00:13:30.041 --> 00:13:33.666 So for this very chic beauty look, we're gonna be taking this concealer. 00:13:33.750 --> 00:13:35.833 And we go dot, dot, dot. 00:13:36.416 --> 00:13:38.291 And dot there. 00:14:45.416 --> 00:14:48.333 The next weekend, I did step up my outfit game a little 00:14:48.416 --> 00:14:49.916 because it was time to head to Paris 00:14:50.000 --> 00:14:52.250 and mispronounce the names of all the pastries. 00:14:52.333 --> 00:14:54.666 I'm gonna stress-eat my croissant a little bit 00:14:54.750 --> 00:14:57.708 to ease the discomfort of vlogging in public. 00:14:57.791 --> 00:15:01.375 I'm getting dressed for a date. A first date in fact. Now my-- 00:15:05.333 --> 00:15:06.333 Oh, my God. 00:15:06.416 --> 00:15:09.375 …whether I look like I'm trying too hard or don't try hard enough. 00:15:09.458 --> 00:15:12.416 Like, trying to find the fucking effortless sexy balance 00:15:12.500 --> 00:15:14.541 that is always impossible to find. 00:15:14.625 --> 00:15:17.375 I thought it would be easier since I only have about 40 items… 00:15:17.458 --> 00:15:18.500 Okay. 00:15:18.583 --> 00:15:19.583 But somehow, I have… 00:15:19.666 --> 00:15:25.375 - 00 a.m. That's- 00 a.m. Paris time. I'll post… 00:15:26.333 --> 00:15:28.375 Clothes are everywhere. I've only tried about every… 00:15:28.458 --> 00:15:32.875 Starting my morning right. 00:15:32.958 --> 00:15:36.666 Now, where is my baguette? 00:15:36.750 --> 00:15:39.583 …very, like, French-maid-chic. 00:15:39.666 --> 00:15:42.833 It feels like a little bit more of a classic first date outfit though. 00:15:42.916 --> 00:15:46.500 Usually with a bit of an open neckline, so that when you're chatting-- 00:16:16.416 --> 00:16:17.416 Shit. 00:16:23.458 --> 00:16:24.458 Okay. 00:16:43.166 --> 00:16:46.458 We have some breaking news at this hour. 00:16:46.541 --> 00:16:52.416 line:20% A string of coordinated terrorist attacks struck Paris this morning at- 13 a.m., 00:16:52.500 --> 00:16:55.125 targeting landmarks across the city. 00:16:55.208 --> 00:16:57.333 The bombings hit the Louvre, the Champs-Élysées, 00:16:57.416 --> 00:16:59.875 the Centre Pompidou and the Arc de Triomphe. 00:17:00.625 --> 00:17:02.458 Oh, fuck. 00:17:08.708 --> 00:17:09.708 Hi, Mom. Hi, Mom. 00:17:09.791 --> 00:17:11.041 Oh, my God. Danni? 00:17:11.125 --> 00:17:13.166 -Yeah. -Honey, she's okay! 00:17:13.250 --> 00:17:15.291 -I'm okay. -What happened? Where have you been? 00:17:15.375 --> 00:17:17.625 -We have been calling for hours. -No-- I'm fine. I'm okay. 00:17:17.708 --> 00:17:19.250 -Thank God. -Where are you? 00:17:19.333 --> 00:17:21.625 Yeah, no, I'm-- I'm not actually-- 00:17:21.708 --> 00:17:24.125 -When can she come home? -It's a long story. But-- What? 00:17:24.208 --> 00:17:25.333 Are you able to leave? 00:17:25.416 --> 00:17:27.791 line:20% -I could call our travel agent-- -No, no, no. I'm-- I'm not… 00:17:27.875 --> 00:17:29.708 line:20% Harold, call your mother. She keeps trying this line. 00:17:29.791 --> 00:17:31.708 line:20% -I told her to call my cell. -Grandma knows? 00:17:31.791 --> 00:17:33.916 Magdalena called. You remember, your old nanny? 00:17:34.000 --> 00:17:36.375 -She follows you on the Instagram-- -Okay, I just need to-- Shi-- 00:17:36.458 --> 00:17:38.625 -Oh, my God. What now? -Ow! 00:17:38.708 --> 00:17:40.000 -Are you okay? -Are you all right? 00:17:40.083 --> 00:17:41.083 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 00:17:41.166 --> 00:17:44.416 -Danni! -Yeah. Hi. I'm fine. I gotta go. Okay? 00:17:44.500 --> 00:17:45.791 Danni! 00:17:45.875 --> 00:17:48.291 …but neither agency is reporting 00:17:48.375 --> 00:17:50.875 an official statement at this hour. 00:17:50.958 --> 00:17:55.416 So far, no terrorist organization has claimed responsibility for the attacks. 00:17:55.500 --> 00:18:00.708 However, multiple witnesses have reported seeing this suspicious individual, 00:18:00.791 --> 00:18:05.416 although officials have not identified a suspect at this hour. 00:18:09.708 --> 00:18:12.833 Just tell them you fucked up. You just tell them you fucked up. 00:18:13.875 --> 00:18:16.208 Oh, my God. Come on, you fucking idiot. 00:18:17.250 --> 00:18:18.583 So many. 00:18:23.916 --> 00:18:25.250 Really hope you're okay. 00:18:37.625 --> 00:18:40.500 I'm okay and safe. Period. 00:18:40.583 --> 00:18:42.333 I don't have reliable service yet, 00:18:42.416 --> 00:18:45.250 but please know, I am all right. Exclamation mark. 00:18:45.333 --> 00:18:49.083 Devastated for those who are not. Broken heart emoji. 00:19:04.875 --> 00:19:07.500 Air France flight 2677 now arriving. 00:19:09.500 --> 00:19:10.625 Here they come. 00:19:16.250 --> 00:19:20.416 Sir. Were you there at the Arc? Do you think this was an act of terrorism? 00:19:20.500 --> 00:19:22.291 Did you experience any of the attacks? 00:19:22.375 --> 00:19:25.333 We are live here at the International Arrival gate at JFK. 00:19:25.416 --> 00:19:27.541 The flight from Paris just got in. 00:19:27.625 --> 00:19:28.625 Danni? 00:19:29.208 --> 00:19:30.958 -Danni. Oh, my God. Honey. -Hi. 00:19:31.791 --> 00:19:34.291 -Hi. 00:19:35.125 --> 00:19:36.250 Hi. 00:19:44.916 --> 00:19:46.041 Oh, God. 00:19:49.833 --> 00:19:51.208 You okay, Daddy? 00:19:51.291 --> 00:19:52.708 Here you go. 00:19:53.500 --> 00:19:56.666 Just the way you like it with the mini marshmallows. 00:19:57.625 --> 00:19:58.958 Wow. Thank you. 00:19:59.541 --> 00:20:02.750 You need to get that trauma out of your muscles before it sticks. 00:20:02.833 --> 00:20:05.500 So, I'm booking you a massage with Greta for tomorrow. 00:20:05.583 --> 00:20:08.291 And I want you to start taking these new supplements. 00:20:10.041 --> 00:20:11.166 Harold, pull it together. 00:20:11.750 --> 00:20:14.416 We could've lost her. Little baby girl. 00:20:15.083 --> 00:20:17.958 Sweetie, have you eaten yet? Did they feed you on the plane? 00:20:18.041 --> 00:20:19.166 Not really. 00:20:19.958 --> 00:20:21.625 Maybe we could order Momofuku? 00:20:21.708 --> 00:20:22.916 Oh, of course. 00:20:23.000 --> 00:20:26.333 Harold, do you have that, uh, app thing for the food? 00:20:26.416 --> 00:20:29.125 Seamless? Grubhub? 00:20:31.041 --> 00:20:33.166 I just can't believe you posted that photograph 00:20:33.250 --> 00:20:34.625 five minutes before the bombs hit. 00:20:34.708 --> 00:20:36.916 I mean, what if it had been five minutes later? 00:20:37.000 --> 00:20:38.041 Could you even imagine? 00:20:38.125 --> 00:20:39.916 -Oh, God. -It's-- It's a lot. 00:20:40.000 --> 00:20:43.208 It's pretty… …unbelievable. 00:20:45.833 --> 00:20:47.875 I was actually-- I was pretty close. 00:20:49.083 --> 00:20:51.833 So, I had just started walking away when it-- 00:20:51.916 --> 00:20:52.916 Oh! 00:20:53.000 --> 00:20:54.375 -You saw the blast? 00:20:54.458 --> 00:20:56.708 Yeah, I saw the-- I saw the blast. 00:20:56.791 --> 00:20:59.666 -Oh, my God. -Are your ears okay? 00:20:59.750 --> 00:21:01.083 My-- What do you-- 00:21:01.166 --> 00:21:02.333 No ringing? 00:21:02.833 --> 00:21:04.625 -A little. -Harold, wha-- 00:21:04.708 --> 00:21:06.750 What's the name of that colleague of yours? The ENT? 00:21:06.833 --> 00:21:09.458 -Richard? -No, no, no. Mom. They're gonna be fine. 00:21:09.541 --> 00:21:10.541 -I'm calling Helen. -No. 00:21:10.625 --> 00:21:13.250 Yeah. Her husband's cousin was at the Boston bombing. 00:21:13.750 --> 00:21:16.166 Well, he was at least in Boston at the time. 00:21:16.750 --> 00:21:18.916 Actually, I think he used to go to a support group. 00:21:19.000 --> 00:21:20.583 That'd be good for you, emotionally. 00:21:21.708 --> 00:21:22.750 -Peanut. -Yeah? 00:21:23.458 --> 00:21:25.416 Wanna make things a little bit easier for you. 00:21:26.750 --> 00:21:28.458 -Just any way I can. -Thank you. 00:21:32.458 --> 00:21:34.041 Feels like Christmas. 00:21:34.625 --> 00:21:38.375 We might not have ever had another Christmas together. 00:21:56.000 --> 00:21:58.833 -I just wanted to say good night. -Okay. Night. 00:22:01.541 --> 00:22:02.625 Love you. 00:22:07.583 --> 00:22:09.041 I love you too. 00:22:10.166 --> 00:22:13.583 I know I haven't said this as much as I should, 00:22:14.333 --> 00:22:17.625 but I just want you to know I'm so proud of you. 00:22:18.791 --> 00:22:20.291 Me too, Peanut. 00:22:24.625 --> 00:22:25.625 So… 00:22:27.541 --> 00:22:28.750 Sweet dreams. 00:22:37.875 --> 00:22:39.458 Dix. 00:23:25.000 --> 00:23:28.833 Starting my morning right. Now, where's my baguette? Baguette emoji. 00:24:18.500 --> 00:24:20.166 Danni. 00:24:20.250 --> 00:24:22.625 I have to be honest. I don't even know what to say. 00:24:23.125 --> 00:24:24.375 What? 00:24:24.458 --> 00:24:26.625 I can't even fathom what you've been through. 00:24:26.708 --> 00:24:29.541 And I don't want you to feel pressure to come back to work right away. 00:24:29.625 --> 00:24:32.875 No, really. I wanna be here. 00:24:32.958 --> 00:24:35.750 If you're sure, but you set the pace. 00:24:35.833 --> 00:24:39.541 If you need to leave early, take a mental health day, 00:24:39.625 --> 00:24:41.833 you don't even have to ask, just go. 00:24:42.791 --> 00:24:44.083 -I will. -And, Danni-- 00:24:45.250 --> 00:24:46.958 I know we've had our conflicts. 00:24:47.041 --> 00:24:50.125 And I'm so sorry I was ever gonna fire you. 00:24:50.208 --> 00:24:51.666 But I want you to know, 00:24:51.750 --> 00:24:54.291 -the fact that you're standing right here… -You were gonna fire me? 00:24:54.375 --> 00:24:57.666 …in front of me instead of being curled up in a ball somewhere, 00:24:57.750 --> 00:25:01.291 mainlining gummy worms, which is what I would have been doing, 00:25:02.500 --> 00:25:04.125 that's incredible. 00:25:04.208 --> 00:25:06.375 You are so strong. 00:25:07.916 --> 00:25:09.583 Isn't she so strong, everybody? 00:25:09.666 --> 00:25:11.625 -Yeah. -Mm-hmm. 00:25:11.708 --> 00:25:13.250 Yeah. 00:25:13.333 --> 00:25:16.500 You go, girl! You go, woman. 00:25:16.583 --> 00:25:19.958 Thank you, everyone. Thank you. 00:25:20.041 --> 00:25:22.416 Mmm. It means the world. 00:25:22.500 --> 00:25:25.541 -Okay, good. 00:25:26.125 --> 00:25:28.791 Let me know if there's anything else I can do. Anything at all. 00:25:28.875 --> 00:25:30.041 -Okay. 00:25:38.250 --> 00:25:39.333 Actually. 00:25:42.083 --> 00:25:43.333 I was thinking, um… 00:25:46.083 --> 00:25:49.125 Maybe writing a piece about my experience, 00:25:49.208 --> 00:25:53.250 it-- it might help me work through the pain. 00:25:53.333 --> 00:25:58.000 Of course. Depravity would be honored to give you a platform. 00:25:58.625 --> 00:25:59.666 All right. 00:26:07.375 --> 00:26:10.041 So, it was a totally normal day at first. 00:26:10.708 --> 00:26:12.583 It was sunny. It was clear. 00:26:12.666 --> 00:26:16.041 I was at the Arc having a cute little, quiet morning to myself, 00:26:16.125 --> 00:26:18.375 before I went to breakfast with the other writers. 00:26:21.041 --> 00:26:22.208 And I don't know. 00:26:23.333 --> 00:26:26.291 I saw this weird guy in this big jacket. 00:26:29.041 --> 00:26:30.916 Then suddenly, I was hit with this feeling. 00:26:33.000 --> 00:26:34.833 Like something horrible was gonna happen. 00:26:34.916 --> 00:26:36.000 Oh, Jesus. 00:26:36.500 --> 00:26:37.791 I knew I needed to leave. 00:26:39.125 --> 00:26:42.500 So I turned around to go, and as I was walking away, 00:26:42.583 --> 00:26:43.833 -boom! 00:26:44.416 --> 00:26:45.791 That's when it hit. 00:26:46.833 --> 00:26:50.458 So you're a psychic. Like the Lady of Galadhrim. 00:26:50.958 --> 00:26:52.416 Or it was God. 00:26:52.500 --> 00:26:55.666 Excuse me. This is a non-denominational workspace. 00:26:55.750 --> 00:26:57.000 Well, I didn't say which god. 00:26:57.500 --> 00:26:58.791 -Didn't you? -Whoa. Whoa. 00:27:01.208 --> 00:27:04.916 My bad. It's just my ears are still ringing. 00:27:05.000 --> 00:27:06.708 Because of the terrorists? 00:27:07.458 --> 00:27:08.458 Yo, Danni. 00:27:10.541 --> 00:27:11.750 Come here for a sec. 00:27:12.708 --> 00:27:14.458 Yes. Co-- I come. 00:27:16.166 --> 00:27:18.208 Danni, um… 00:27:18.291 --> 00:27:21.666 We just wanted to invite you to queer bowling. 00:27:21.750 --> 00:27:23.500 -Aw! -Like, if you wanted to come. 00:27:23.583 --> 00:27:26.000 -Everybody's a little bit gay. Right? 00:27:26.083 --> 00:27:27.166 Aren't we? 00:27:29.750 --> 00:27:30.833 I have to-- 00:27:31.750 --> 00:27:34.958 Sorry. I was just-- just chatting with my gay friends. 00:27:36.541 --> 00:27:37.625 Wow. 00:27:37.708 --> 00:27:40.458 I, uh… I got you this. 00:27:41.583 --> 00:27:44.958 You know, for, like, a feel-better gift. 00:27:46.250 --> 00:27:47.625 It's a joint. 00:27:48.791 --> 00:27:49.875 Thank you. 00:27:50.666 --> 00:27:52.083 I'm really glad you're not dead. 00:27:54.375 --> 00:27:55.375 Me too. 00:27:57.416 --> 00:28:00.458 Ha. 00:28:04.416 --> 00:28:08.291 My name is Danni Sanders, and on April 10th, I almost died, 00:28:08.791 --> 00:28:11.041 but something, or someone, saved me. 00:28:11.625 --> 00:28:15.625 Maybe it was a guardian angel, or God, or Alan Rickman's ghost, 00:28:15.708 --> 00:28:17.583 but I don't think that I believe in any of that. 00:28:18.291 --> 00:28:21.291 More likely, it was me who saved me. 00:28:22.375 --> 00:28:23.583 Not that I believe in myself either. 00:28:23.666 --> 00:28:26.416 But if all of this has taught me something… 00:28:28.583 --> 00:28:29.625 …it's that maybe I should. 00:28:31.541 --> 00:28:32.583 Oh, my God. 00:28:34.875 --> 00:28:37.000 This is me. Exclamation mark. 00:28:42.166 --> 00:28:44.166 Neuf. 00:29:05.791 --> 00:29:09.791 -I will never forget what I saw that day. 00:29:14.916 --> 00:29:16.250 What did I see that day? 00:29:19.291 --> 00:29:22.125 Okay. Survivor of bombing. 00:29:24.125 --> 00:29:25.541 Ew. 00:29:25.625 --> 00:29:26.625 Oh, my God. 00:29:32.291 --> 00:29:34.541 That's good. That's a good idea. 00:29:40.041 --> 00:29:41.916 -Hello? -Hey, Mom. Hi, Mom. 00:29:42.000 --> 00:29:43.541 -How are you, Danni? -Hi, Mom. Yeah. 00:29:43.625 --> 00:29:45.416 -No, I just had a quick question. -Uh-huh? 00:29:45.500 --> 00:29:46.500 What-- 00:29:47.000 --> 00:29:50.000 Do you remember what the name of the support group is 00:29:50.083 --> 00:29:51.791 that Helen's husband used to go to? 00:30:07.583 --> 00:30:11.166 …and the sounds were coming, like, 30 seconds apart. 00:30:11.250 --> 00:30:14.208 I'm sure it was just a wheel on the tracks. 00:30:14.708 --> 00:30:17.000 Everyone else was just, you know, annoyed. 00:30:17.916 --> 00:30:20.083 I physically started shaking. 00:30:20.583 --> 00:30:24.375 I got off the train. I just walked uptown from Canal. 00:30:24.458 --> 00:30:27.958 I mean, I felt like such an idiot. And I was late. 00:30:29.125 --> 00:30:31.666 -I was not getting back on that train. 00:30:31.750 --> 00:30:33.708 Loud noises can be very triggering. 00:30:34.541 --> 00:30:36.166 I think a lot of us struggled with that. 00:30:36.916 --> 00:30:39.666 I make my kids mute the TV when they're gaming. 00:30:40.708 --> 00:30:43.791 They hate it. But I can't get any work done 00:30:43.875 --> 00:30:47.208 when I'm hearing gunfire or-- or explosions. 00:30:47.291 --> 00:30:49.083 line:20% You let your kids play those? 00:30:50.041 --> 00:30:53.458 line:20% You don't think that's normalizing a culture that glorifies gun violence? 00:30:53.541 --> 00:30:56.416 Okay, why don't we all just take a second 00:30:56.500 --> 00:31:00.000 and welcome our new addition. 00:31:01.583 --> 00:31:02.583 Hi. 00:31:03.166 --> 00:31:04.291 Hi. 00:31:04.375 --> 00:31:06.500 line:20% -What's your name? -Danni. 00:31:10.291 --> 00:31:13.416 I was in Paris last week when the bombings hit at the Arc. 00:31:15.458 --> 00:31:18.500 Oh. I am so sorry. Do you-- 00:31:19.291 --> 00:31:25.166 Do you wanna share anything about how you're-- you're feeling, or your thoughts? 00:31:25.750 --> 00:31:27.541 Oh. 00:31:30.125 --> 00:31:32.541 I was just hoping to listen today. 00:31:33.250 --> 00:31:35.791 Of course. Of course, Danni. In your own time. 00:31:36.833 --> 00:31:38.750 We're all survivors here. 00:31:40.000 --> 00:31:42.583 Charles, why don't you speak for a bit? 00:31:43.208 --> 00:31:46.416 Charles is one of our newer members. 00:31:46.916 --> 00:31:49.250 He just returned from the UK. 00:31:50.333 --> 00:31:52.250 line:20% He's also a bombing survivor. 00:31:52.333 --> 00:31:54.208 line:20% He was at the Ariana Grande concert. 00:31:56.541 --> 00:31:59.458 Look, it's not easy… 00:32:00.750 --> 00:32:01.750 okay? 00:32:03.041 --> 00:32:04.958 I mean, it's been years for me, 00:32:05.041 --> 00:32:07.416 and I still have to talk about it every week. 00:32:10.833 --> 00:32:13.708 I'm sorry. That's not comforting. Um… 00:32:14.833 --> 00:32:16.291 It's not like-- 00:32:17.333 --> 00:32:20.583 line:20% Your life doesn't end. Okay? 00:32:22.708 --> 00:32:25.041 line:20% I know that it probably feels like that right now. 00:32:26.541 --> 00:32:27.666 line:20% It's just… 00:32:29.916 --> 00:32:31.250 line:20% Everything changes colors. 00:32:32.666 --> 00:32:35.125 line:20% Yes. That's-- Exactly. 00:32:36.458 --> 00:32:38.416 line:20% I never would have thought to put it like that. 00:32:39.833 --> 00:32:42.083 line:20% What is it for you? 00:32:44.708 --> 00:32:45.875 line:20% Maybe purple. 00:32:47.541 --> 00:32:48.625 line:20% What's yours? 00:32:51.916 --> 00:32:53.083 line:20% Red. 00:32:53.958 --> 00:32:56.875 line:20% It's like everything is red forever. 00:32:58.500 --> 00:33:02.791 line:20% And on one hand, it's really vivid and intense. 00:33:04.916 --> 00:33:07.875 line:20% But on the other, everything feels completely… 00:33:10.166 --> 00:33:11.250 line:20% monochrome. 00:33:13.625 --> 00:33:14.958 You relate to that, Danni? 00:33:17.875 --> 00:33:19.000 I just-- 00:33:21.125 --> 00:33:22.916 Sort of understand the monochrome bit. 00:33:24.625 --> 00:33:26.958 line:20% That's how everything is for me too. But mine's like… 00:33:29.625 --> 00:33:31.083 gray all the time. 00:33:33.083 --> 00:33:35.958 And how does it feel when the world looks that way to you? 00:33:37.375 --> 00:33:38.458 I don't know. 00:33:39.250 --> 00:33:40.833 Doesn't really feel like anything. 00:33:43.708 --> 00:33:44.791 Just sort of numb. 00:33:50.541 --> 00:33:51.625 Ugh. 00:33:55.625 --> 00:33:56.750 See you next week. 00:33:56.833 --> 00:33:59.583 Yeah. I will 100% be back. 00:34:00.125 --> 00:34:02.375 Rowan, I am so sorry to do this to you, 00:34:02.458 --> 00:34:04.666 but my daughter is such a huge fan of yours. 00:34:05.166 --> 00:34:07.791 Would you mind taking a quick photo with me for her? 00:34:07.875 --> 00:34:11.500 -Yeah, of course. -Thanks. I really appreciate it. 00:34:14.750 --> 00:34:17.125 Where's my ChapStick? Maybe I dropped it. 00:34:17.208 --> 00:34:18.625 Oh! 00:34:18.708 --> 00:34:21.791 You guys almost forgot this last chair. 00:34:21.875 --> 00:34:24.416 -Here. -Oh, you're so sweet. 00:34:24.500 --> 00:34:25.625 So, um… 00:34:27.416 --> 00:34:30.208 I'm Danni, by the way. Danni Sanders. 00:34:31.208 --> 00:34:33.791 line:20% -Rowan. Welcome to group. -Thanks. 00:34:35.500 --> 00:34:38.791 line:20% Thanks for sharing today. I know the first meeting can be hard. 00:34:39.708 --> 00:34:44.625 line:20% Do you guys do, like, post-group coffee or… 00:34:44.708 --> 00:34:47.000 line:20% Actually I have to run to this school rehearsal thing. 00:34:47.083 --> 00:34:48.375 line:20% -No worries, no worries. -Next time. 00:34:48.458 --> 00:34:49.458 line:20% -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Yeah. 00:34:49.541 --> 00:34:51.458 line:20% Maybe we can swap Insta handles or numbers? 00:34:51.958 --> 00:34:53.000 line:20% Sure. Yeah. 00:34:53.500 --> 00:34:54.750 line:20% Okay. Yeah. 00:35:00.125 --> 00:35:02.666 line:20% Here. Just text me anytime, okay? 00:35:02.750 --> 00:35:03.833 line:20% Oh, thank you. 00:35:04.708 --> 00:35:06.208 Bye. I'll talk to you later. 00:35:06.291 --> 00:35:07.916 -See ya, Charles. -See ya. 00:35:15.791 --> 00:35:18.541 I'm actually free right now if you wanna go grab that coffee. 00:35:19.541 --> 00:35:21.125 Oh, gosh. 00:35:21.958 --> 00:35:25.250 I forgot I have this thing that I have to do. So… 00:35:25.833 --> 00:35:26.875 Yeah. Okay. 00:35:26.958 --> 00:35:29.875 Cool. Hey, did you want my Insta handle? 00:35:29.958 --> 00:35:31.583 Uh… 00:35:31.666 --> 00:35:35.666 It's "godisawomanmann." Two Ns. "Godisawomanmann." 00:35:35.750 --> 00:35:36.750 Okay. 00:35:47.291 --> 00:35:49.291 Today we're talking about Rowan Aldren, 00:35:49.375 --> 00:35:54.083 a teen gun-safety activist, poet and social influencer. 00:35:54.166 --> 00:35:56.500 After surviving the Oak Valley school shooting in North Carolina, 00:35:56.583 --> 00:35:59.666 Rowan came to New York to partner with the We've Had Enough organization 00:35:59.750 --> 00:36:03.666 to begin her fight for gun reform. Here's a look. 00:36:03.750 --> 00:36:04.791 Two miles. 00:36:06.208 --> 00:36:09.083 You can be two miles from a gunshot and still hear it. 00:36:10.500 --> 00:36:12.541 That day, even if you were nowhere near it, 00:36:12.625 --> 00:36:15.958 I swear, you heard those bullets loud enough to fear 'em. 00:36:18.125 --> 00:36:19.416 Two miles. 00:36:20.916 --> 00:36:23.541 But the 23 at my school carried much farther. 00:36:24.208 --> 00:36:27.416 Maybe that's just how it sounds when a child dies a martyr. 00:36:28.625 --> 00:36:31.166 And yet, it was quiet. 00:36:32.416 --> 00:36:33.791 Quieter than it should have been. 00:36:34.875 --> 00:36:37.833 We needed a riot and all we got was a funeral hymn. 00:36:38.791 --> 00:36:41.333 And someone saying, "Hey, couldn't one of you have tackled him?" 00:36:43.500 --> 00:36:47.250 Two miles. And yet not a word. 00:36:48.375 --> 00:36:52.833 I look up at the people in power and ask how thick are your walls 00:36:52.916 --> 00:36:55.125 that you can't hear what I heard? 00:36:56.500 --> 00:37:01.041 Well, here, behind our walls, our lives were taken turn by turn. 00:37:03.166 --> 00:37:05.666 Have we earned your sympathy yet, sir? 00:37:08.125 --> 00:37:10.791 There is more than one person at fault for what happened to us. 00:37:11.958 --> 00:37:15.000 There is more than one person who pulled the trigger on that gun. 00:37:15.083 --> 00:37:16.625 And I have had enough. 00:37:17.125 --> 00:37:19.375 Enough pain. Enough corruption. 00:37:19.458 --> 00:37:21.500 Enough death. Enough destruction. 00:37:21.583 --> 00:37:25.500 Enough sleepless nights, still watching my friends die. 00:37:26.500 --> 00:37:30.208 Enough of listening to our politicians lie. 00:37:30.291 --> 00:37:31.375 Enough! 00:37:42.083 --> 00:37:43.166 Hey. 00:37:43.875 --> 00:37:47.791 -Hey. -That is such a cute hairpin. I'm dead. 00:37:47.875 --> 00:37:51.625 -Oh, thank you. I made it myself. -Cool. 00:37:52.791 --> 00:37:54.416 -So-- No, you. -So-- 00:37:54.500 --> 00:37:56.125 I was just gonna say thank you for meeting me. 00:37:56.208 --> 00:37:58.000 Yeah, of course. Of course. 00:37:59.000 --> 00:38:01.291 How are you-- How are you doing? 00:38:01.375 --> 00:38:02.625 I'm good. Yeah. 00:38:02.708 --> 00:38:06.041 -I mean, I'm managing, I guess. Yeah. But… -Yes. 00:38:07.833 --> 00:38:10.708 Do you have family around? You know, like, in New York? 00:38:10.791 --> 00:38:13.875 Yeah. My dad cries whenever he sees me now though. 00:38:13.958 --> 00:38:16.583 And my mom keeps shipping me 00:38:16.666 --> 00:38:19.125 wellness supplements that she reads about on goop. 00:38:19.208 --> 00:38:24.291 Okay, um, well, what about your friends? 00:38:26.833 --> 00:38:28.250 I mean, I'm seeing you, right? 00:38:29.750 --> 00:38:30.833 Right. 00:38:31.916 --> 00:38:33.000 So, you know… 00:38:41.416 --> 00:38:46.000 Hey, are you-- are you cool if we, maybe, walk somewhere? 00:38:46.958 --> 00:38:48.083 -Yeah. -Yeah? 00:38:48.833 --> 00:38:49.916 That's a good idea. 00:38:53.166 --> 00:38:54.458 I'm glad you reached out. 00:38:54.541 --> 00:38:57.833 It's gonna be great to have someone in group who's not, like, 50. 00:38:57.916 --> 00:39:01.083 Oh, that's-- No, I'm-- I don't think I'll-- 00:39:02.166 --> 00:39:04.875 That was just, like, a onetime thing for me. But-- 00:39:05.375 --> 00:39:06.916 The support group? Why? 00:39:08.375 --> 00:39:11.416 I don't know. Therapy never really worked for me. 00:39:13.750 --> 00:39:17.625 It's not therapy, okay? It's better. It's-- It's family. 00:39:19.375 --> 00:39:23.541 Besides, I mean, who's gonna help me explain TikTok references to the boomers? 00:39:23.625 --> 00:39:26.625 Is TikTok a-- Is it a topic that comes up a lot in meetings? 00:39:26.708 --> 00:39:28.708 -Oh, you would be surprised. 00:39:30.791 --> 00:39:34.583 So, listen. I was kinda hoping I might be able to get your advice on something. 00:39:35.125 --> 00:39:37.500 Full disclosure, I stalked you online. 00:39:38.791 --> 00:39:41.583 That poetry you do, it's crazy. It sounds just like Hamilton. 00:39:43.000 --> 00:39:44.916 Yeah, it's-- it's called spoken word. 00:39:45.000 --> 00:39:46.833 Cool, cool, cool. I'm a writer too. 00:39:46.916 --> 00:39:47.916 Oh, cool. 00:39:48.000 --> 00:39:50.041 Yeah. And I actually have this article due right now 00:39:50.125 --> 00:39:51.583 for the magazine that I'm working at. 00:39:51.666 --> 00:39:53.458 And I feel really stuck. 00:39:53.541 --> 00:39:54.916 Like, I just-- 00:39:55.958 --> 00:39:58.708 I don't know if you could give me any tips, or… 00:39:59.208 --> 00:40:00.458 It's about what happened? 00:40:01.166 --> 00:40:02.583 And I brought my laptop. 00:40:02.666 --> 00:40:06.500 I don't know. We could hole up at one of those little writer-y cafés. 00:40:06.583 --> 00:40:07.666 You could be my coach. 00:40:08.583 --> 00:40:10.333 -Sure. -Thank you. Okay. 00:40:10.416 --> 00:40:13.833 You know, actually, I wanted to take you here first. 00:40:14.500 --> 00:40:16.333 I think it could be super helpful. 00:40:16.416 --> 00:40:19.375 Before you write, you have to deal with why you're feeling stuck. 00:40:20.500 --> 00:40:23.541 -Oh, okay, so-- And then we'll go write? -Yeah. Come on. 00:40:23.625 --> 00:40:24.625 Okay. 00:40:26.833 --> 00:40:28.291 What is this place? 00:40:28.791 --> 00:40:30.625 How do you feel about breaking things? 00:40:31.291 --> 00:40:34.541 Fuck the Senate for not passing that background check bill last week. 00:40:37.541 --> 00:40:38.583 Now you try. 00:40:39.708 --> 00:40:41.500 Oh. Um… 00:40:42.250 --> 00:40:43.333 Okay. 00:40:48.250 --> 00:40:49.791 Fuck the bombing in Paris. 00:40:49.875 --> 00:40:52.625 No, you're not mad enough, okay? You have to feel it. 00:40:53.750 --> 00:40:58.458 Okay. What if I don't-- What if I don't feel angry? 00:40:59.208 --> 00:41:01.500 All right, then what do you feel? 00:41:02.750 --> 00:41:04.500 Well, I don't know. 00:41:08.541 --> 00:41:09.916 Numb. 00:41:10.000 --> 00:41:11.083 Still numb. 00:41:12.583 --> 00:41:15.625 Use that. Smash the numbness. 00:41:18.541 --> 00:41:20.000 Smash the numbness. 00:41:24.708 --> 00:41:26.458 Good. Again. 00:41:28.416 --> 00:41:31.166 Yes. Okay, you feel that? Keep going. Let it out! 00:41:32.416 --> 00:41:35.250 That's it. Let it out. Yell if you want to. 00:41:37.291 --> 00:41:38.291 Fuck you. 00:42:00.958 --> 00:42:05.375 Look, what you asked before-- that is how I write. 00:42:06.250 --> 00:42:07.708 You have to attack it. 00:42:08.541 --> 00:42:10.875 That is what's gonna make people pay attention. Okay? 00:42:10.958 --> 00:42:13.583 No more scrolling past headlines. No more distractions. 00:42:15.458 --> 00:42:17.000 We do that with our truth. 00:42:19.625 --> 00:42:21.458 If you're not okay, that's okay. 00:42:22.583 --> 00:42:25.083 You know as-- as fucked up as it sounds, 00:42:26.166 --> 00:42:28.250 your pain is your biggest asset. 00:42:36.750 --> 00:42:37.750 Yeah. 00:42:50.958 --> 00:42:51.958 Oh, my God. 00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:55.000 Okay. 00:42:57.833 --> 00:42:59.791 I'll never forget what I saw that day. 00:43:00.291 --> 00:43:03.041 But the truth is, you don't need to hear it. 00:43:03.708 --> 00:43:05.333 All you need to know is… 00:43:05.416 --> 00:43:09.208 I am not okay. 00:43:11.416 --> 00:43:13.625 What happened in Paris changed me. 00:43:13.708 --> 00:43:18.375 But what I've realized since is that my pain can actually be an asset. 00:43:18.458 --> 00:43:20.833 It can stop you all from scrolling past headlines, 00:43:20.916 --> 00:43:25.125 distracting yourselves with baby goats and SHEIN ads and ASMR videos. 00:43:25.208 --> 00:43:26.666 It can make you pay attention 00:43:26.750 --> 00:43:30.750 and, in turn, truly ask yourselves, "Am I okay?" 00:43:30.833 --> 00:43:32.541 Am I okay? 00:43:32.625 --> 00:43:36.916 Now, my own sadness, my anger-- they may stem from something 00:43:37.000 --> 00:43:39.791 more traumatic than you'll ever experience, 00:43:40.500 --> 00:43:43.125 but that doesn't mean your pain isn't just as real. 00:43:43.208 --> 00:43:44.208 Yo. 00:43:44.291 --> 00:43:46.666 It doesn't mean you're not waking up every day 00:43:46.750 --> 00:43:49.541 feeling numb and useless and alone. 00:43:50.041 --> 00:43:51.875 I think a lot of us are. 00:43:52.500 --> 00:43:53.958 So I wanna invite you. 00:43:54.041 --> 00:43:58.208 Take this opportunity to share your truth, share your pain. 00:43:58.291 --> 00:44:01.500 You've got nothing to lose and everything to gain. 00:44:01.583 --> 00:44:02.875 Let's make the world wake up 00:44:02.958 --> 00:44:05.375 and pay attention to the fact that we're all hurting, 00:44:05.458 --> 00:44:07.958 and it's time to stop being so afraid. 00:44:08.041 --> 00:44:10.958 We stan a fearless queen. 00:44:11.041 --> 00:44:14.583 -Hey, Danni. Booch? -Sure. 00:44:14.666 --> 00:44:16.458 Oh, my God. Cheers. 00:44:17.291 --> 00:44:18.375 Cheers. 00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:24.500 So as BLM and MeToo came before us, 00:44:24.583 --> 00:44:31.500 let us usher in a new era of honesty on the Internet. #IAmNotOkay. 00:44:34.333 --> 00:44:35.750 This is a lockdown drill. 00:44:35.833 --> 00:44:39.000 All students and teachers please follow lockdown procedure. 00:44:50.500 --> 00:44:53.916 Here's the article. It would mean a lot if you reposted. 00:44:54.000 --> 00:44:55.750 Couldn't have written it without you. 00:44:55.833 --> 00:44:57.750 Dancing girls emoji, sparkling heart emoji. 00:45:04.166 --> 00:45:06.541 Congrats, @TheDanniSanders. 00:45:07.416 --> 00:45:10.833 If you haven't read her article yet, it's up on Depravity right now. 00:45:13.958 --> 00:45:18.416 #IAmNotOkay. 00:45:40.666 --> 00:45:42.500 I feel empty all the time. 00:45:42.583 --> 00:45:44.250 I can't sleep because our planet is fucked. 00:45:46.250 --> 00:45:48.375 -I am not okay. 00:45:48.458 --> 00:45:50.083 I am not okay. 00:45:50.166 --> 00:45:52.458 We are not okay. 00:45:52.541 --> 00:45:54.416 #IAmNotOkay. 00:45:58.750 --> 00:46:00.458 Danni, you had a big week. 00:46:01.666 --> 00:46:03.666 Do you wanna talk a little 00:46:03.750 --> 00:46:07.000 about how it felt to publish such a personal piece? 00:46:08.166 --> 00:46:09.375 Uh… 00:46:10.041 --> 00:46:11.041 Honestly… 00:46:14.416 --> 00:46:16.208 it's been amazing. 00:46:16.291 --> 00:46:20.625 It's just so freeing to finally admit that I am not okay. 00:46:21.125 --> 00:46:25.041 And it's so crazy to see all these celebrities 00:46:25.750 --> 00:46:28.708 using my hashtag to talk about their trauma. 00:46:28.791 --> 00:46:30.666 Did you see Kendall Jenner's post? 00:46:30.750 --> 00:46:32.125 -You did? -Oh, yeah. 00:46:32.208 --> 00:46:34.958 I had no idea that she was so discriminated against. 00:46:36.541 --> 00:46:38.333 You always hear these horror stories 00:46:38.416 --> 00:46:41.333 of people in the spotlight getting all this hate, but I don't know. 00:46:41.416 --> 00:46:43.041 Doesn't seem to be happening to me. 00:46:44.833 --> 00:46:47.708 Well, you should still be prepared if it does. 00:46:49.791 --> 00:46:51.875 I think what Rowan is trying to say is, 00:46:52.541 --> 00:46:57.250 some people on the Internet just aren't as nice as we'd like them to be. 00:46:58.000 --> 00:47:00.916 I think I can handle, like, one troll on Twitter. 00:47:03.083 --> 00:47:05.041 I've been through a lot worse, right? 00:47:06.625 --> 00:47:08.166 Right. Yeah, of course. 00:47:12.458 --> 00:47:16.416 So, wait. Did I hear you guys were doing, like, a kickball game on Saturday? 00:47:16.500 --> 00:47:20.541 Yeah. It's kind of the best time. You should come. 00:47:20.625 --> 00:47:22.583 Yeah, sure. I'm down. 00:47:22.666 --> 00:47:27.833 You know, I owe you a major, major thank you for posting my article. 00:47:28.750 --> 00:47:30.916 You're one of the main reasons that it blew up. 00:47:31.000 --> 00:47:32.500 I mean, you and Kendall. 00:47:32.583 --> 00:47:34.625 No, I'm-- I'm happy to help. 00:47:35.583 --> 00:47:39.208 And listen, I didn't-- I didn't mean to sound pessimistic or anything in group. 00:47:39.291 --> 00:47:40.958 -I just-- I-- -Oh, no. 00:47:41.041 --> 00:47:44.583 I know the Internet likes to turn victims into villains sometimes. 00:47:44.666 --> 00:47:48.375 And I am an expert at blocking, so I am here if you need me. 00:47:48.458 --> 00:47:49.458 Thank you. 00:47:51.541 --> 00:47:54.500 So, what are these mysterious rehearsals you're always walking to? 00:47:54.583 --> 00:47:57.041 Oh, uh, this thing called Act Up at my school. 00:47:57.125 --> 00:47:58.375 It's, um-- 00:47:58.458 --> 00:48:01.250 Well, they call it a talent show for the most talented kids in New York. 00:48:01.333 --> 00:48:03.250 No pressure or anything. 00:48:03.333 --> 00:48:06.166 No pressure? Rowan, you're literally the most talented person 00:48:06.250 --> 00:48:08.833 -that I have ever met in my entire-- Yes. -Oh, my God. No. 00:48:08.916 --> 00:48:11.250 -What do you mean, "no"? -It's a lot to juggle, okay? 00:48:11.333 --> 00:48:14.458 It's-- I've got another rally coming up next week, 00:48:14.541 --> 00:48:16.916 -and I always get so anxious. -Really? 00:48:17.000 --> 00:48:18.500 I have really bad stage fright. 00:48:18.583 --> 00:48:19.958 -I don't believe that. -No, I do. 00:48:20.041 --> 00:48:23.375 I mean, back at Oak Valley, Cora, my sister-- 00:48:23.458 --> 00:48:26.583 She literally had to, like, hype me up before every book report. 00:48:26.666 --> 00:48:27.958 That's cute. 00:48:28.041 --> 00:48:31.000 Yeah. She would, like, blast cheesy oldies music in her car. 00:48:31.083 --> 00:48:34.000 -Like, dad tunes? -Yeah. Like, Avril Lavigne. 00:48:34.083 --> 00:48:36.916 Did you just say that Avril Lavigne is oldies? 00:48:37.625 --> 00:48:41.166 I can't. I didn't know you had a sister. 00:48:41.250 --> 00:48:43.333 -She older or younger? -I'm right here. 00:48:43.416 --> 00:48:44.958 She's-- She's older. 00:48:46.791 --> 00:48:48.083 You're so lucky. 00:48:48.166 --> 00:48:52.125 I've always wanted a sister. Being an only child is so boring. 00:48:52.208 --> 00:48:55.416 Does she, like, sneak you beers and all that fun stuff? 00:48:56.958 --> 00:48:59.375 Uh, no. Actually, she's, um… 00:49:01.583 --> 00:49:04.208 She-- She died in the shooting. 00:49:10.708 --> 00:49:11.708 Shit. 00:49:13.708 --> 00:49:16.416 I'm gonna-- I'll see you later. 00:49:23.958 --> 00:49:25.958 Sept. 00:49:31.166 --> 00:49:34.000 Our most popular article in two and a half years. 00:49:34.083 --> 00:49:40.208 Covered in The Cut, Refinery29, BuzzFeed, and trending on Twitter, 00:49:40.291 --> 00:49:42.166 all because of you, Danni. 00:49:43.041 --> 00:49:44.166 -Damn. -You can clap. 00:49:44.250 --> 00:49:46.375 That's an appropriate response. 00:49:46.458 --> 00:49:48.166 Thanks, everyone. 00:49:48.875 --> 00:49:50.500 Knock, knock. 00:49:50.583 --> 00:49:51.875 Who's there? It's me. 00:49:51.958 --> 00:49:57.416 Um, I just wanted to say that, um, your article gave me the courage 00:49:57.500 --> 00:49:59.333 -to finally speak up to my DnD Discord. 00:49:59.416 --> 00:50:02.416 I told them about my trypophobia. 00:50:02.500 --> 00:50:05.041 It means I have a fear of small holes. 00:50:05.125 --> 00:50:09.083 Um, like this cookie is terrifying to me, 00:50:09.166 --> 00:50:13.083 but you've given me the strength to eat the cookie. 00:50:16.208 --> 00:50:18.500 Hey. Yo, Kevin. Mind if I steal Danni for a sec? 00:50:19.041 --> 00:50:22.208 It's Kelvin. It's like the base unit of thermodynamic temperature. 00:50:22.291 --> 00:50:24.500 -Hey, whatever. So, uh-- -Hi, Colin. 00:50:24.583 --> 00:50:26.875 Shout-out from Rowan Aldren, huh? Damn. 00:50:26.958 --> 00:50:28.750 -She's famous as fuck. -Is she? 00:50:30.125 --> 00:50:31.583 She's just Rowan to me. 00:50:32.416 --> 00:50:33.875 We met in our support group, so… 00:50:33.958 --> 00:50:35.500 All right, so listen. This-- 00:50:36.250 --> 00:50:38.916 I got this event this weekend. It's like a party. 00:50:39.000 --> 00:50:40.750 Influencer stuff. Saturday night. 00:50:41.333 --> 00:50:45.291 I can get you on that list. But you wanna come through? 00:50:46.500 --> 00:50:47.500 Yes. 00:50:47.583 --> 00:50:49.000 -Yeah? -Yeah, I mean, if I can-- 00:50:49.916 --> 00:50:52.083 If you can get-- If you can get me on that list. 00:50:52.166 --> 00:50:53.416 Yeah, I'll get you on that. 00:50:53.500 --> 00:50:55.500 I'll send you the deets. DM me your number. 00:50:55.583 --> 00:50:56.958 -Okay. -All right, late. 00:50:57.500 --> 00:50:58.500 Bye. 00:51:03.291 --> 00:51:06.041 So, I guess you're officially a writer now. 00:51:06.666 --> 00:51:08.041 Hmm, I guess so. 00:51:08.541 --> 00:51:10.791 Did I, uh, hear you're getting an office? 00:51:10.875 --> 00:51:13.416 Well, Susan just told me. Crazy, right? 00:51:14.208 --> 00:51:16.666 -That is-- That is crazy. -Let me go talk to her. 00:51:16.750 --> 00:51:18.333 You know, I meant to ask you. 00:51:18.416 --> 00:51:21.125 What was the name of that retreat that you went on? 00:51:21.208 --> 00:51:22.208 L'Esprit Nouveau. 00:51:22.291 --> 00:51:25.083 Cool. Where'd you hear about it? I've been looking for journalism programs. 00:51:25.166 --> 00:51:27.208 I just haven't really found one that's right for me. 00:51:28.291 --> 00:51:31.000 I read this article. It was like, I don't know, I can't remember exactly, 00:51:31.083 --> 00:51:34.625 "Top Ten Famous Writers' Retreats" or something, you know. 00:51:34.708 --> 00:51:36.000 -Well, yeah. Super easy. -Yeah. 00:51:36.083 --> 00:51:39.583 It was honestly so beautiful. So, so beautiful. 00:51:39.666 --> 00:51:42.833 Before, you know, it all went down. 00:51:42.916 --> 00:51:43.916 Right, right. 00:51:44.708 --> 00:51:46.458 Toured this gorgeous cathedral-- 00:51:46.541 --> 00:51:47.666 Oh, nice. Which one? 00:51:50.750 --> 00:51:51.875 Which cathedral? 00:51:54.875 --> 00:51:55.875 Notre-Dame. 00:51:57.541 --> 00:51:58.541 Interesting. 00:51:58.625 --> 00:52:00.416 -Six. 00:52:05.583 --> 00:52:06.958 Anyway, 00:52:07.041 --> 00:52:10.875 it-- it was obviously a really awesome opportunity, 00:52:11.583 --> 00:52:13.791 but mainly I'm just so happy to be alive. 00:52:13.875 --> 00:52:14.875 Hmm. 00:52:14.958 --> 00:52:16.791 I'm gonna-- I gotta-- Do one… 00:52:16.875 --> 00:52:17.875 -Yeah. -…thing. 00:52:20.083 --> 00:52:21.083 Notre-Dame. 00:52:22.333 --> 00:52:24.083 ♪ Fuck you ♪ 00:52:24.166 --> 00:52:26.583 ♪ And you, and you ♪ 00:52:26.666 --> 00:52:30.333 ♪ I hate your friends And they hate me too ♪ 00:52:30.416 --> 00:52:31.500 ♪ I'm through ♪ 00:52:31.583 --> 00:52:32.666 ♪ I'm through ♪ 00:52:32.750 --> 00:52:33.750 What's your name? 00:52:34.791 --> 00:52:37.000 Um… Danni. 00:52:37.750 --> 00:52:39.291 -Danni what? -Um… 00:52:39.375 --> 00:52:40.500 Danni Sanders. 00:52:42.000 --> 00:52:43.333 Oh, my God. Of course. 00:52:43.416 --> 00:52:44.958 You're the girl from the Paris attacks. 00:52:45.041 --> 00:52:46.750 -#IAmNotOkay. -Mm-hmm. 00:52:46.833 --> 00:52:48.375 -Come in, girl. -Thank you. 00:52:48.916 --> 00:52:50.250 ♪ I swear she had a man ♪ 00:52:50.333 --> 00:52:53.041 ♪ But shit hit different When it's Thursday night ♪ 00:52:53.125 --> 00:52:54.291 ♪ That college dropout music ♪ 00:52:54.375 --> 00:52:56.125 ♪ Every day leg day She be too thick ♪ 00:52:56.208 --> 00:52:58.125 ♪ And my friends are all annoying ♪ 00:52:58.208 --> 00:52:59.958 ♪ But we go dumb Yeah, we go stupid ♪ 00:53:00.041 --> 00:53:01.208 ♪ This that 10K on… ♪ 00:53:01.291 --> 00:53:02.458 Danni. 00:53:04.250 --> 00:53:05.583 Yo, give me a hug. 00:53:07.375 --> 00:53:09.041 -Danni Sanders? -Hey, you smell nice. 00:53:09.125 --> 00:53:10.583 -What? -Bonsoir. 00:53:10.666 --> 00:53:12.500 -Oh, hi. -Look at you. 00:53:12.583 --> 00:53:14.666 We have a photo opportunity right over here. 00:53:14.750 --> 00:53:15.958 -Cool. -Hey, let's get a pic. 00:53:16.041 --> 00:53:17.166 -Yes! -Come on. 00:53:18.666 --> 00:53:19.666 Cool. 00:53:19.750 --> 00:53:22.541 Y'all, this is Danni Sanders. She was in the Paris attacks, yo. 00:53:22.625 --> 00:53:24.166 Hi, Danni Sanders. 00:53:24.250 --> 00:53:25.250 Ooh. 00:53:27.958 --> 00:53:30.041 Let's not forget the signature red beret. 00:53:32.333 --> 00:53:33.583 Get one with the beret. 00:53:36.083 --> 00:53:37.083 Here. 00:53:38.125 --> 00:53:39.125 All the way in? 00:53:42.541 --> 00:53:44.208 That's it. Smile. 00:53:44.291 --> 00:53:46.458 I wanted to ask you, actually. 00:53:46.541 --> 00:53:49.458 Snapchat is thinking of doing a beret filter, 00:53:49.541 --> 00:53:52.083 you know, to honor everyone lost in Paris. 00:53:52.166 --> 00:53:53.958 Can we reach out to you about a collab? 00:53:54.041 --> 00:53:56.291 -Yeah. -Amazing. I'll have them DM. 00:53:56.375 --> 00:53:57.875 And don't forget a gift bag. 00:53:57.958 --> 00:53:59.500 -Oh, okay. -Au revoir. 00:53:59.583 --> 00:54:00.833 -Thank you. Bye. -Bye. 00:54:02.416 --> 00:54:04.458 -Are these free or… -Yeah, fuck yeah. 00:54:04.541 --> 00:54:06.375 Take as many as you want. No one gives a shit. 00:54:06.458 --> 00:54:07.541 Take, like, ten. 00:54:08.250 --> 00:54:09.500 Okay. 00:54:10.375 --> 00:54:12.000 Hey, bartender. 00:54:12.083 --> 00:54:15.208 Can we get two tequila shots, please? You got Kendall Jenner's brand? 00:54:15.291 --> 00:54:16.291 Dope. 00:54:16.916 --> 00:54:18.541 -This is crazy. -Yeah. 00:54:19.125 --> 00:54:20.333 Yeah, you get used to it. 00:54:20.916 --> 00:54:22.666 What you got now, like, 20K followers? 00:54:22.750 --> 00:54:24.958 Uh, 32K, actually. 00:54:25.041 --> 00:54:26.666 Shit. Okay. 00:54:27.333 --> 00:54:28.500 Hey, cheers to that. 00:54:29.291 --> 00:54:30.500 -Thanks. -Yeah. 00:54:31.166 --> 00:54:32.416 Cheers. 00:54:35.458 --> 00:54:37.250 Fuck. Yo. 00:54:38.083 --> 00:54:41.875 I just realized, like, I never even asked you if you were okay. 00:54:41.958 --> 00:54:43.875 -What? -Are you okay? 00:54:43.958 --> 00:54:44.958 Yeah. 00:54:45.666 --> 00:54:48.083 -Why? -'Cause, like, 00:54:48.166 --> 00:54:51.166 if what happened to you ever happened to me, I don't think I'd ever be okay. 00:54:52.375 --> 00:54:53.875 Right now I'm okay. 00:54:55.541 --> 00:54:59.750 I just wanted you to know, like… if you weren't… 00:55:02.291 --> 00:55:05.125 I'd, like, be there, you know. 00:55:08.666 --> 00:55:10.666 Do these fucking shots, yo! 00:55:10.750 --> 00:55:12.375 Ah-ha! 00:55:12.458 --> 00:55:14.875 -Hey, do the arm thing. -What's the arm thing? 00:55:14.958 --> 00:55:17.625 -The arm thing. Like this. -Oh, that arm thing. 00:55:17.708 --> 00:55:18.708 Yeah. 00:55:26.916 --> 00:55:28.458 Hey, fuck terrorists! 00:55:30.958 --> 00:55:31.958 Say it. Come on. 00:55:33.833 --> 00:55:35.125 Fuck terrorists! 00:55:35.208 --> 00:55:36.875 -Yeah, fuck terrorists, yo! -Fuck terrorists! 00:55:36.958 --> 00:55:38.833 The fuck you even doing, huh? 00:55:45.000 --> 00:55:46.166 Cinq. 00:55:51.916 --> 00:55:53.458 Is there somewhere else we can go? 00:55:56.708 --> 00:55:57.958 You read my mind. 00:56:11.583 --> 00:56:12.583 That's it. 00:56:13.791 --> 00:56:15.416 Shit's like double knotted. 00:56:19.791 --> 00:56:21.416 -What the fuck is that? -They're bike shorts. 00:56:21.500 --> 00:56:24.208 -All right, I guess. -Maybe I should just get 'em off. 00:56:24.291 --> 00:56:25.291 Okay. 00:56:29.458 --> 00:56:30.458 Ow. 00:56:34.416 --> 00:56:36.500 Fuck. You're so tight. 00:56:36.583 --> 00:56:37.583 Jesus. 00:56:38.500 --> 00:56:40.125 Who's my damaged little girl, huh? 00:56:41.500 --> 00:56:42.708 You're damaged? 00:56:43.875 --> 00:56:45.500 Don't worry, I'ma protect you. 00:56:46.333 --> 00:56:48.666 I ain't gonna let anything bad happen to you now. 00:56:50.666 --> 00:56:54.541 You're so fucking helpless. Yeah, you're so fucking helpless. 00:57:10.708 --> 00:57:12.125 Did you just come in me? 00:57:54.958 --> 00:57:57.791 Hey, what's good? It's your boy, Colin. You know I got the honeys on me. 00:57:57.875 --> 00:58:01.583 We had a time, about to roll out. You know we headed to LAVO. 00:58:01.666 --> 00:58:02.833 Lick my face, girl. 00:58:06.625 --> 00:58:09.000 This is going great, clearly. 00:58:30.708 --> 00:58:33.791 -What's so different about that? 00:58:33.875 --> 00:58:34.875 Hey, guys! 00:58:36.083 --> 00:58:38.250 -Danni! -Hey. Oh, my God. 00:58:38.333 --> 00:58:39.875 -You made it. -I made it! 00:58:39.958 --> 00:58:42.291 -You look, uh… -A tad overdressed? 00:58:42.375 --> 00:58:44.208 -Do you want a T-shirt? -Yes, please. 00:58:44.291 --> 00:58:47.250 line:20% -Do you have an extra one? -Charles made them. 00:58:47.333 --> 00:58:48.916 line:20% -Cute. -Hey! 00:58:49.000 --> 00:58:50.708 -Welcome to the league. -Thanks! 00:58:50.791 --> 00:58:53.708 Just like softball only less dangerous. 00:58:53.791 --> 00:58:54.791 Yay! 00:58:55.708 --> 00:58:57.458 -You look amazing. -I look-- You want to-- 00:58:57.541 --> 00:58:59.583 You want the look to get even more elevated? 00:58:59.666 --> 00:59:01.500 -Yeah. How are you-- -Are you ready? 00:59:01.583 --> 00:59:04.250 You didn't think it could get better. Whoa! 00:59:04.333 --> 00:59:08.250 -Oh, yes. The bike shorts. -The power of the bike shorts. 00:59:08.333 --> 00:59:10.000 Come on, we're gonna start a new game. 00:59:10.083 --> 00:59:11.291 Okay, coming! 00:59:12.166 --> 00:59:14.208 All right, dibs on you for my team. 00:59:14.291 --> 00:59:17.416 Really, are you sure about that? I'm not so good with the sports thing. 00:59:21.083 --> 00:59:22.083 ♪ Dee B got that heat ♪ 00:59:22.166 --> 00:59:23.750 ♪ You got that heat You got that heat ♪ 00:59:40.000 --> 00:59:42.791 ♪ I don't wanna be on the ground When the time flies ♪ 00:59:42.875 --> 00:59:46.333 ♪ Had so many friends goin', "Wonder when it's my time" ♪ 00:59:46.416 --> 00:59:48.958 ♪ I live every day like I'll die by the nighttime ♪ 00:59:49.041 --> 00:59:52.583 ♪ It took me so long Gettin' back to my right mind ♪ 00:59:52.666 --> 00:59:54.958 ♪ Five days straight, no rest Oh, well ♪ 00:59:55.041 --> 00:59:58.375 ♪ Eyeball a bitch, don't need no scale ♪ 00:59:58.458 --> 01:00:01.000 ♪ I've been on my shit I don't need no help ♪ 01:00:01.083 --> 01:00:04.458 ♪ Always gettin' money Rain, snow, sleet, hail ♪ 01:00:04.541 --> 01:00:07.458 ♪ I never used to think I'd be on magazine covers ♪ 01:00:07.541 --> 01:00:10.875 ♪ They keep on trying to find new ways To push my buttons ♪ 01:00:10.958 --> 01:00:14.083 ♪ I came out of the jungle Where it rain and it thunder ♪ 01:00:14.166 --> 01:00:17.125 ♪ But I bring the heat like the summer ♪ 01:00:17.208 --> 01:00:19.916 ♪ I don't wanna be on the ground When the time flies ♪ 01:00:20.000 --> 01:00:23.041 ♪ Had so many friends goin', "Wonder when it's my time" ♪ 01:00:23.125 --> 01:00:26.083 ♪ I live every day like I'll die by the nighttime ♪ 01:00:26.166 --> 01:00:29.333 ♪ It took me so long Getting back to my right mind ♪ 01:00:30.041 --> 01:00:32.916 I'm really, really glad that I came out tonight. 01:00:33.000 --> 01:00:35.833 line:20% I thought that group was going to be, like, depressing. 01:00:35.916 --> 01:00:37.625 line:20% -Mmm. -It's actually really fun. 01:00:38.625 --> 01:00:39.625 line:20% We try our best. 01:00:40.333 --> 01:00:43.375 line:20% I don't know. Being with you guys makes me realize what good people are. 01:00:44.583 --> 01:00:46.083 line:20% You're a good person too. 01:00:47.416 --> 01:00:48.416 line:20% Thank you. 01:00:54.708 --> 01:00:55.833 line:20% Bleurgh. 01:00:55.916 --> 01:00:57.583 line:20% -What is that? -I don't know. 01:00:57.666 --> 01:00:59.916 line:20% I keep trying to like beer, and I just don't like beer. 01:01:00.000 --> 01:01:01.416 line:20% I hate it, actually. 01:01:02.250 --> 01:01:04.291 line:20% -Can I try some? -Oh, I pitched it really well. 01:01:04.375 --> 01:01:06.416 line:20% You want to try it, you rebellious teen? 01:01:06.958 --> 01:01:08.541 line:20% Oh, my God. It's just a sip. 01:01:13.708 --> 01:01:15.791 line:20% Yeah. No, I think it's pretty good, actually. 01:01:15.875 --> 01:01:17.166 line:20% -Really? -Yeah. 01:01:17.708 --> 01:01:19.125 line:20% -Okay, no. -Whoa! 01:01:19.208 --> 01:01:20.208 line:20% Hey. 01:01:20.750 --> 01:01:22.791 line:20% We're having fun-- We're not having too much fun. 01:01:22.875 --> 01:01:25.416 line:20% -Really? -Yeah. Just the right amount of fun. 01:01:25.500 --> 01:01:29.083 line:20% Oh, my God. You sound just like my sister. 01:01:31.125 --> 01:01:32.583 line:20% You don't have to talk about it. 01:01:32.666 --> 01:01:34.416 line:20% No, no. I, um… 01:01:35.875 --> 01:01:37.500 I want to, I-- I do. It's… 01:01:38.500 --> 01:01:40.708 It's nice. I-- I wish I could do it more often. 01:01:42.875 --> 01:01:43.875 It's just… 01:01:46.375 --> 01:01:48.416 You know, not a lot of people know she exists. 01:01:50.041 --> 01:01:53.500 I don't-- I don't talk about her in my speeches. 01:01:55.708 --> 01:01:57.375 I mean, I wish I could, but, uh… 01:02:00.250 --> 01:02:01.250 Well… 01:02:10.125 --> 01:02:11.958 Do you want to do something fun next week? 01:02:15.833 --> 01:02:16.875 Um… 01:02:18.166 --> 01:02:20.208 Maybe, I don't, um-- I-- 01:02:21.000 --> 01:02:25.333 I have a lot of prep stuff to do for the "We've Had Enough" rally. I-- 01:02:26.375 --> 01:02:29.500 God, I haven't even started working on what I'm going to say yet, so… 01:02:32.375 --> 01:02:33.666 Do you want me to help you? 01:02:35.125 --> 01:02:36.708 Do you want me to help you write it? 01:02:36.791 --> 01:02:39.208 People online keep saying that we have super similar voices. 01:02:40.750 --> 01:02:42.875 And we could even, like, perform it together. 01:02:45.791 --> 01:02:47.000 Uh… 01:02:47.083 --> 01:02:48.250 -What? -Yeah. 01:02:48.333 --> 01:02:49.666 -Yeah? -Yeah, I mean… 01:02:50.458 --> 01:02:52.666 I've never really performed with anyone else before, 01:02:52.750 --> 01:02:55.291 but, I don't know, it could be kind of fun. I-- 01:02:55.375 --> 01:02:57.041 Could be really fun. 01:02:57.125 --> 01:03:00.375 We'd be leading a revolution together like Katniss and Rue. 01:03:04.666 --> 01:03:06.208 -It'll be fun though, right? -Yeah, it-- 01:03:06.291 --> 01:03:07.958 It would be nice to not be alone up there. 01:03:08.041 --> 01:03:09.041 Yeah. 01:03:10.375 --> 01:03:11.583 I got your back, sis. 01:03:15.500 --> 01:03:16.666 Rowan! 01:03:18.458 --> 01:03:21.208 That would be my ride, so… 01:03:23.458 --> 01:03:24.541 Oh. 01:03:27.666 --> 01:03:29.083 All right. I'll see you. 01:03:32.125 --> 01:03:33.250 And get home safe. 01:03:40.958 --> 01:03:42.416 Quatre. 01:04:02.458 --> 01:04:04.416 Here. For you. 01:04:11.333 --> 01:04:13.458 What the fuck am I supposed to do with-- 01:04:23.333 --> 01:04:25.833 ♪ It's a mood ♪ 01:04:25.916 --> 01:04:30.041 We are here with Danni Sanders, the girl of the moment, 01:04:30.125 --> 01:04:33.166 who rose to Internet fame after surviving the Paris bombings. 01:04:33.250 --> 01:04:37.541 line:20% You know her as the girl behind the hashtag, "I Am Not Okay." 01:04:37.625 --> 01:04:42.208 But, girl. Right now, can I just say, you look more than okay. 01:04:42.291 --> 01:04:43.708 Are we getting a shot of this fit? 01:04:46.666 --> 01:04:49.708 So, you and your new bestie Rowan Aldren, 01:04:49.791 --> 01:04:52.166 you've been blowing up our Insta feeds. 01:04:52.250 --> 01:04:54.541 I mean, speaking of bombings, okay. 01:04:54.625 --> 01:04:57.375 So, what are you two up to lately? I know that you've both posted 01:04:57.458 --> 01:05:01.750 about this "We've Had Enough" rally that you're going to be speaking at. 01:05:01.833 --> 01:05:03.166 That's right. 01:05:03.250 --> 01:05:06.541 Enough is an incredible organization, 01:05:06.625 --> 01:05:10.291 and I'm so, so thankful to Rowan for introducing me to it. 01:05:10.375 --> 01:05:15.583 She's been such an amazing guide into my new identity as an activist. 01:05:15.666 --> 01:05:16.666 One second. 01:05:16.750 --> 01:05:20.958 There is so much to learn, and it's just such an important cause-- 01:05:21.041 --> 01:05:23.708 -And I have to stop you right there. -Okay. 01:05:23.791 --> 01:05:26.041 I'm so sorry, that's all the time that we have. 01:05:26.125 --> 01:05:29.958 'Cause next up, Danni and I, we're doing goat yoga. 01:05:30.541 --> 01:05:32.958 -Harper, hi. -Hi. 01:05:33.833 --> 01:05:36.291 Susan wants you to punch up my RBG article 01:05:36.375 --> 01:05:38.791 to give it, and I quote, "more viral potential." 01:05:38.875 --> 01:05:40.916 -Hmm. -That's the latest draft. 01:05:42.416 --> 01:05:45.083 All righty. Thank you so much for bringing this over. 01:05:46.708 --> 01:05:47.875 How? Hmm. 01:05:50.041 --> 01:05:52.250 Yeah, it's just gonna need a little work. 01:05:52.333 --> 01:05:56.375 But I probably won't be able to get to it till next week. I'm heading out right now. 01:05:56.458 --> 01:05:58.541 You taking another mental health day? 01:06:00.958 --> 01:06:03.541 No, I'm not taking another mental health day. 01:06:03.625 --> 01:06:07.500 I'm going to the "We've Had Enough" rally, actually. Have you heard of it? 01:06:09.125 --> 01:06:11.125 -Yeah. -Yeah. That's where I'm going. 01:06:12.666 --> 01:06:15.000 You know, Harper, you could probably get your own office too 01:06:15.083 --> 01:06:17.250 if you worked on that positivity a little. 01:06:18.458 --> 01:06:19.500 Hey, there's my girl. 01:06:20.708 --> 01:06:22.333 -Hey, you want to chill later? -No. 01:06:22.416 --> 01:06:23.708 -What about tomorrow? -No. 01:06:23.791 --> 01:06:27.041 What about, like, uh-- like next Wednesday or something? 01:06:27.125 --> 01:06:28.708 I'm just busy. 01:06:28.791 --> 01:06:31.916 Yeah, I'm busy trying to make the world a better place, Colin. 01:06:32.000 --> 01:06:33.208 -Yeah. -I see what you're doing. 01:06:33.291 --> 01:06:36.083 It's like a-- like a hard-to-get kind of thing. 01:06:36.166 --> 01:06:38.083 -I'm gonna go now. -Okay, you go. 01:06:38.958 --> 01:06:40.458 Go. You follow your dreams. 01:06:41.375 --> 01:06:43.916 -I'll see you later. -No, you won't. 01:06:46.125 --> 01:06:47.458 Bitches, am I right? 01:06:50.166 --> 01:06:52.833 Damn, she still got that backside on her though. 01:06:52.916 --> 01:06:55.333 Got that thickie. That fatty, right? 01:06:55.416 --> 01:06:57.583 Colin, you're from Maine. 01:07:00.416 --> 01:07:02.791 Okay. Cool, Harper. Great. 01:07:03.708 --> 01:07:05.791 We all know information about each other. 01:07:06.375 --> 01:07:07.583 I still got bars. 01:07:08.208 --> 01:07:10.083 I still got bars for days, bro. 01:07:10.166 --> 01:07:12.333 You know, we chose goat yoga 01:07:12.416 --> 01:07:14.500 because you're the greatest of all time. 01:07:15.000 --> 01:07:19.416 I sit on my throne. Is that a pizza? That's a calzone. 01:07:30.666 --> 01:07:31.833 Hey. 01:07:31.916 --> 01:07:34.208 Look, I know it's, like, so embarrassing. 01:07:34.291 --> 01:07:36.416 No, it's fucking cool. 01:07:36.500 --> 01:07:37.583 -Thank you. -Come on. 01:07:39.125 --> 01:07:41.375 Hey, Linda. I didn't know you were speaking today. 01:07:41.458 --> 01:07:42.583 Oh, I-- I'm not. 01:07:43.500 --> 01:07:47.291 So, plot twist. Linda's actually my mom. 01:07:48.791 --> 01:07:50.666 For real? 01:07:52.291 --> 01:07:54.625 But I thought you-- you were a survivor? 01:07:54.708 --> 01:07:59.375 I am. I worked at Rowan's old school in the front office. 01:08:00.541 --> 01:08:02.541 Fuck. Oh, shit. I mean-- 01:08:02.625 --> 01:08:05.416 Oh. No, it's fine. 01:08:06.291 --> 01:08:09.333 It's a-- It's a fuck-shit kinda thing to find out. 01:08:18.416 --> 01:08:21.291 So, you'll be taking the girls directly to the stage, correct? 01:08:21.375 --> 01:08:24.125 That's right. We'll be meeting security when we get there. 01:08:28.916 --> 01:08:31.000 Hey. What's up? You okay? 01:08:32.458 --> 01:08:34.541 Nervous. Told you. 01:08:40.583 --> 01:08:41.916 Can I have the aux? 01:08:44.500 --> 01:08:45.583 Thank you. 01:08:55.708 --> 01:08:57.375 ♪ 'Cause life's like this…♪ 01:08:59.583 --> 01:09:00.791 Avril? 01:09:00.875 --> 01:09:03.500 For your stage fright. Cheesy "oldies", right? 01:09:04.083 --> 01:09:07.000 ♪ Chill out, what ya yellin' for? ♪ 01:09:07.083 --> 01:09:10.000 ♪ Lay back, it's all been done before ♪ 01:09:10.083 --> 01:09:14.166 ♪ And if you could only let it be ♪ 01:09:14.250 --> 01:09:16.083 ♪ You would see ♪ 01:09:16.166 --> 01:09:19.250 ♪ I like you the way you are ♪ 01:09:19.333 --> 01:09:22.416 ♪ When we're driving in your car ♪ 01:09:22.500 --> 01:09:24.750 ♪ And you're… …to me ♪ 01:09:24.833 --> 01:09:26.208 -So stupid, you know? -I know! 01:09:26.791 --> 01:09:28.250 -Come on. -I'm not doing that. No. 01:09:28.333 --> 01:09:29.916 ♪ Somebody else 'Round everyone else ♪ 01:09:30.000 --> 01:09:31.000 We're not-- 01:09:31.083 --> 01:09:33.041 ♪ You're watchin' your back Like you…♪ 01:09:33.125 --> 01:09:34.125 No. Don't look at me-- 01:09:34.208 --> 01:09:36.625 You can't stop yourself. You're going to have to join in. 01:09:36.708 --> 01:09:39.000 ♪ Look like a fool to me ♪ 01:09:39.083 --> 01:09:40.208 ♪ Tell me ♪ 01:09:40.291 --> 01:09:44.125 ♪ Why'd you have to go And make things so complicated? ♪ 01:09:44.875 --> 01:09:46.458 ♪ I see the way you're ♪ 01:09:46.541 --> 01:09:50.916 ♪ Actin' like you're somebody else Gets me frustrated ♪ 01:09:51.000 --> 01:09:53.000 ♪ Life's like this, you ♪ 01:09:53.083 --> 01:09:56.708 ♪ And you fall, and you crawl And you break, and you take what you get ♪ 01:09:56.791 --> 01:09:59.625 ♪ And you turn it into honesty ♪ 01:09:59.708 --> 01:10:03.375 ♪ And promise me I'm never gonna find you fakin' ♪ 01:10:03.458 --> 01:10:04.541 -♪ No… ♪ 01:10:04.625 --> 01:10:06.208 This is far as I can go. 01:10:12.166 --> 01:10:13.708 You're gonna be great, baby. 01:10:14.458 --> 01:10:15.833 And you too. 01:10:17.541 --> 01:10:19.416 I'll be watching the whole time. 01:10:24.000 --> 01:10:25.416 -Bye. 01:10:29.416 --> 01:10:32.958 The people united will never be divided! 01:10:33.041 --> 01:10:35.291 The people united will never-- 01:10:40.166 --> 01:10:42.333 We love you, Rowan! 01:10:42.958 --> 01:10:44.541 Danni! Danni! 01:11:05.458 --> 01:11:06.958 Say it with me. 01:11:07.041 --> 01:11:08.541 We've had enough. 01:11:08.625 --> 01:11:10.333 We've had enough! 01:11:10.416 --> 01:11:13.166 We've had enough! We've had enough! 01:11:13.250 --> 01:11:15.000 We've had enough! 01:11:43.791 --> 01:11:46.500 My speech here today is for Cora Aldren. 01:11:52.666 --> 01:11:57.250 She should have been here today to watch her little sister up on this stage. 01:12:01.375 --> 01:12:04.708 But instead, her life was taken by violence. 01:12:07.000 --> 01:12:12.166 This year, there have been over 250 mass shootings in the US alone. 01:12:12.250 --> 01:12:13.916 Over 250! 01:12:15.000 --> 01:12:19.500 And across the world, we have endured countless episodes of terrorism. 01:12:19.583 --> 01:12:22.416 But if what I witnessed in Paris taught me any-- 01:12:23.291 --> 01:12:25.458 -Trois. -Uh… 01:12:29.458 --> 01:12:31.333 -You got this. -Keep going. 01:12:31.416 --> 01:12:33.083 -We, uh-- -Danni! 01:12:33.166 --> 01:12:35.500 We need to-- We need to work together to-- 01:12:47.166 --> 01:12:48.208 Firecrackers! 01:12:49.291 --> 01:12:51.791 They're firecrackers! 01:12:51.875 --> 01:12:53.458 Fucking snowflakes! 01:12:53.541 --> 01:12:54.833 Check it out, it's okay! 01:12:54.916 --> 01:12:56.833 Move out, come on. Let's go. 01:12:57.500 --> 01:12:59.000 Rowan? What's happening? 01:13:01.041 --> 01:13:02.208 It's okay, Rowan. 01:13:02.625 --> 01:13:04.583 Rowan, it's okay. It's just firecrackers. 01:13:04.666 --> 01:13:05.666 Can you do something? 01:13:05.750 --> 01:13:07.166 Rowan. 01:13:07.250 --> 01:13:08.458 Stop taking photos! 01:13:08.541 --> 01:13:09.541 Rowan? 01:13:11.291 --> 01:13:12.833 Can you tell us what's happening? 01:13:18.416 --> 01:13:19.833 Is the movement over? 01:13:20.708 --> 01:13:21.708 Come on! 01:13:35.750 --> 01:13:38.125 Apparently, the brand of firecracker was "Truth Bomb." 01:13:38.208 --> 01:13:40.041 -Gets the libs every time. -Rowan Aldren is a pussy. 01:13:40.125 --> 01:13:41.416 So much for "bravery." 01:13:41.500 --> 01:13:43.875 The libtards have a leader as weak and stupid as they are. 01:13:43.958 --> 01:13:46.458 LOLOL. Guess we don't even need guns to win boogaloo. 01:13:46.541 --> 01:13:48.916 Just throw firecrackers and the snowflakes will surrender. 01:13:49.000 --> 01:13:51.291 Rowan Aldren clearly faked being in a school shooting 01:13:51.375 --> 01:13:53.833 to get attention. #fakenews #liarliar. 01:14:03.625 --> 01:14:04.625 Hi. 01:14:15.750 --> 01:14:16.750 Hey. 01:14:18.458 --> 01:14:19.458 Hey. 01:14:22.416 --> 01:14:24.083 They give you some good drugs at least? 01:14:27.750 --> 01:14:28.750 Liquid Valium. 01:14:32.791 --> 01:14:35.625 Brought you some hot cocoa. I'll bring it to you. 01:14:36.291 --> 01:14:37.750 No mini marshmallows. 01:14:39.041 --> 01:14:40.166 -Here. -Thanks. 01:14:48.250 --> 01:14:49.541 Well, that was embarrassing. 01:14:51.833 --> 01:14:54.083 Stop. It wasn't. 01:14:55.375 --> 01:14:57.458 You don't have to-- I know I fucked up. 01:14:57.541 --> 01:14:59.125 I know no one's gonna take me seriously anymore. 01:14:59.208 --> 01:15:01.208 Rowan, that is-- that is not true. 01:15:01.291 --> 01:15:03.291 I am supposed to be setting an example, 01:15:04.541 --> 01:15:06.125 but I couldn't, and I just-- 01:15:08.666 --> 01:15:10.333 I feel so weak. 01:15:13.875 --> 01:15:17.041 And if I'm weak, then that just weakens what I stand for. 01:15:17.125 --> 01:15:21.000 And everything, everyone I fought for, it just-- it all-- 01:15:21.083 --> 01:15:23.208 -it falls apart. -Ro. 01:15:23.291 --> 01:15:26.000 God, the alt-right is gonna crucify me for this. 01:15:27.208 --> 01:15:28.208 Look at you. 01:15:29.208 --> 01:15:32.791 You need to-- Remember what you said to me? You-- 01:15:32.875 --> 01:15:36.333 That the Internet loves to turn villains into victims. 01:15:39.541 --> 01:15:41.125 Said it the wrong way, didn't I? 01:15:46.708 --> 01:15:48.041 Yeah. Right. 01:15:51.833 --> 01:15:53.000 God, I don't know-- 01:15:53.708 --> 01:15:57.208 I don't know how you stayed so… strong. 01:15:58.333 --> 01:16:00.375 But I just, like, I saw it, 01:16:00.458 --> 01:16:03.291 and it was like I was back there again, and I-- 01:16:04.458 --> 01:16:06.208 Un. 01:16:06.291 --> 01:16:07.958 Just coming to check your vitals. 01:16:09.458 --> 01:16:10.791 Right, I'll let you guys… 01:16:10.875 --> 01:16:12.458 -Oh, you're welcome to stay. -No, no. 01:16:13.375 --> 01:16:14.625 You should get some rest. 01:16:15.750 --> 01:16:16.750 I'll see you later. 01:16:23.291 --> 01:16:24.291 Danni? 01:16:26.208 --> 01:16:30.416 I just want to thank you for being there today. 01:16:31.000 --> 01:16:32.333 Coming here. 01:16:32.416 --> 01:16:35.041 I mean, honestly, you're probably one of the only people 01:16:35.125 --> 01:16:37.875 that really gets what she's been through. 01:16:42.416 --> 01:16:43.416 Well… 01:16:44.333 --> 01:16:45.333 I-- 01:16:47.083 --> 01:16:50.250 Uh, I don't, um… I have to go. 01:16:51.083 --> 01:16:52.083 Okay. 01:16:52.166 --> 01:16:54.541 Yeah, my phone. I have to charge my phone. 01:16:54.625 --> 01:16:58.583 And I have to feed my guinea-- my guinea pig. 01:16:59.958 --> 01:17:02.458 Okay. So, I have to leave, like, right now. 01:17:02.541 --> 01:17:05.208 Like, big rush, but, um… 01:17:06.083 --> 01:17:07.625 But-- Bye. 01:17:24.041 --> 01:17:25.916 Don't look at me like that. 01:17:29.625 --> 01:17:30.833 Dix. 01:17:32.958 --> 01:17:34.416 Neuf. 01:17:36.041 --> 01:17:37.250 Huit. 01:17:38.625 --> 01:17:39.750 Sept. 01:17:41.083 --> 01:17:42.166 Six. 01:17:42.958 --> 01:17:44.125 Cinq. 01:17:44.833 --> 01:17:46.000 Quatre. 01:17:46.083 --> 01:17:47.125 Trois. 01:17:47.208 --> 01:17:48.625 Deux. Un. 01:18:09.833 --> 01:18:13.125 ♪ Dix, neuf, huit, sept, six, cinq Quatre, trois, deux, un ♪ 01:18:13.208 --> 01:18:14.250 ♪ Neuf, huit, sept… ♪ 01:18:14.333 --> 01:18:16.916 Rowan! Rowan, no, no! No! 01:18:17.000 --> 01:18:18.875 This is all your fault! 01:18:18.958 --> 01:18:21.166 -Stop! 01:18:21.250 --> 01:18:23.375 -Your fault, Danni! -This is your fault! 01:18:23.458 --> 01:18:26.041 Your fault, Danni, this is all your fault! 01:18:36.000 --> 01:18:38.125 -Hello. -It's Harper. 01:18:40.083 --> 01:18:41.083 Who? 01:18:42.083 --> 01:18:44.333 Harper, from work. Can I come up? 01:18:44.916 --> 01:18:47.041 Uh, yeah. 01:18:47.125 --> 01:18:48.625 Uh, yeah. One sec. 01:19:01.041 --> 01:19:02.833 -Hi. 01:19:03.625 --> 01:19:04.625 Hey. 01:19:07.500 --> 01:19:08.500 What's up? 01:19:11.833 --> 01:19:12.833 Harper? 01:19:12.916 --> 01:19:14.208 We need to talk. 01:19:15.375 --> 01:19:16.416 Okay, about what? 01:19:17.541 --> 01:19:18.708 About Paris. 01:19:25.875 --> 01:19:28.666 I don't-- I don't know what you're talking about. 01:19:28.750 --> 01:19:30.541 Remember your first day back at work? 01:19:30.625 --> 01:19:34.333 You talked about how sunny and clear it was all morning before the bombings. 01:19:34.416 --> 01:19:38.250 Well, I remembered reading it was raining right before the attacks. 01:19:39.000 --> 01:19:40.000 That's weird, right? 01:19:40.583 --> 01:19:42.375 But I thought, "Hey, you know what? 01:19:42.458 --> 01:19:44.583 She's confused. She's been through a lot. It happens." 01:19:45.541 --> 01:19:47.541 Then, at that party, 01:19:47.625 --> 01:19:50.708 you know the one for your brilliant article, 01:19:50.791 --> 01:19:52.708 you said you went and toured Notre-Dame. 01:19:54.041 --> 01:19:55.375 Which I found odd, 01:19:55.458 --> 01:19:58.833 considering it's been closed to the public since half of it burned down. 01:19:58.916 --> 01:19:59.916 Okay. 01:20:00.000 --> 01:20:02.750 So, I decided to look up this retreat, L'Esprit Nouveau. 01:20:02.833 --> 01:20:05.916 Other than one website, doesn't really seem to exist. 01:20:06.000 --> 01:20:08.166 And when I Googled all the names on the list, 01:20:08.250 --> 01:20:11.625 not a single one turned up anything about writing, except yours. 01:20:11.708 --> 01:20:13.666 I mean, God, does nobody fact-check anything anymore? 01:20:13.750 --> 01:20:15.875 Okay. If you just give me-- 01:20:15.958 --> 01:20:17.208 Uh, no. I'm not done. 01:20:18.583 --> 01:20:20.208 See, I had my suspicions. 01:20:20.791 --> 01:20:23.333 But I didn't have proof. Until I saw this. 01:20:26.833 --> 01:20:29.375 You went through my computer? Why would you do that? 01:20:29.458 --> 01:20:34.291 You know what? Because I didn't like you. I never trusted you. 01:20:34.375 --> 01:20:37.333 The way you acted when you came back from Paris was sus as hell. 01:20:37.416 --> 01:20:39.541 And yeah, I was probably jealous that you got an office. 01:20:39.625 --> 01:20:41.000 But you know what I didn't do? 01:20:41.083 --> 01:20:45.041 Lie about being in a fucking terrorist attack to get one for myself. 01:20:45.125 --> 01:20:47.625 I didn't know. How was I supposed to know that there was going to be a-- 01:20:47.708 --> 01:20:50.666 I just was lying about a trip, that was it, to get Colin's attention. 01:20:50.750 --> 01:20:52.291 So what? You thought this was better 01:20:52.375 --> 01:20:54.833 than admitting you lied in a couple of Instagram stories? 01:20:54.916 --> 01:20:58.000 I don't know. I don't know. I just-- Harper, I'm a different person now. 01:20:58.083 --> 01:21:01.708 Please. Please, just-- What do you want? 01:21:01.791 --> 01:21:04.875 Do you want money? I can find you money. My parents have a lot of connections. 01:21:04.958 --> 01:21:07.250 My mom can get you into Soho House, the one in Malibu. 01:21:07.333 --> 01:21:09.125 People died, Danni! 01:21:12.333 --> 01:21:15.000 Do you get that? People died. 01:21:21.000 --> 01:21:22.000 I know. 01:21:25.791 --> 01:21:27.791 I'm gonna give you two options here. 01:21:27.875 --> 01:21:30.250 You can either wait for me to write an article exposing you, 01:21:30.333 --> 01:21:32.708 which would be really good for my career… 01:21:35.583 --> 01:21:38.041 or I will give you the opportunity to tell everyone yourself. 01:21:39.041 --> 01:21:40.041 I don't-- 01:21:40.125 --> 01:21:41.916 You have until Monday to make your decision. 01:21:43.791 --> 01:21:45.625 Oh, and by the way, 01:21:46.375 --> 01:21:47.708 whichever one you pick, 01:21:49.083 --> 01:21:51.375 you owe Rowan Aldren a fucking apology. 01:22:09.916 --> 01:22:11.125 Fuck. 01:22:13.541 --> 01:22:14.541 Fuck. 01:22:36.333 --> 01:22:37.333 I can't. 01:22:55.833 --> 01:22:57.416 I want to start off by saying 01:22:58.375 --> 01:23:01.250 there's nothing that will make what I'm about to tell you okay. 01:23:02.708 --> 01:23:04.791 Two months ago, I informed you all 01:23:04.875 --> 01:23:07.750 that I had been selected for a writers' retreat in Paris. 01:23:09.041 --> 01:23:10.041 I lied. 01:23:11.125 --> 01:23:12.625 I never went to Paris. 01:23:13.500 --> 01:23:16.458 I stayed home and faked photos to make it look like I did. 01:23:17.041 --> 01:23:18.916 All to impress a guy. 01:23:19.000 --> 01:23:20.333 Fuck. 01:23:20.416 --> 01:23:24.250 I was under the influence of marijuana at the time that I concocted this idea, 01:23:24.333 --> 01:23:26.958 which contributed to my poor decision-making. 01:23:27.041 --> 01:23:31.833 But still, I am taking full responsibility for my actions. 01:23:33.125 --> 01:23:36.041 I recognize now that this decision was a product of my loneliness 01:23:36.125 --> 01:23:38.291 and desire to find meaning in my life. 01:23:40.166 --> 01:23:42.291 And also my depression. 01:23:44.500 --> 01:23:48.208 I deeply regret my actions, and I'm committing myself to change. 01:23:51.083 --> 01:23:55.083 I feel that coming clean now is the first step towards that change. 01:23:57.833 --> 01:23:59.000 And Rowan-- 01:24:24.541 --> 01:24:28.708 I promise you, I will do better. 01:24:39.458 --> 01:24:40.500 Okay. 01:25:10.750 --> 01:25:13.708 Ro, you're trending. 01:25:30.041 --> 01:25:32.416 This is so fucked up. Isn't it, Kevin? 01:25:33.250 --> 01:25:34.333 White women. 01:25:34.875 --> 01:25:37.125 We did-- We did a round of fact-checking. 01:25:37.208 --> 01:25:38.791 She made a fucking website. 01:25:52.375 --> 01:25:53.500 Where is she? 01:26:19.291 --> 01:26:21.916 -No, I know-- -Do not touch me right now! 01:26:36.166 --> 01:26:38.541 You have no idea! You didn't tell me! 01:26:38.625 --> 01:26:41.708 I had to find out from a fucking Depravity article, Danni! 01:26:41.791 --> 01:26:44.208 Just give me one minute! I know! I know! 01:26:49.958 --> 01:26:54.208 And I made a mistake! And I just-- I feel bad because you're my best friend! 01:26:55.250 --> 01:26:57.666 You have to go. No, Danni. 01:26:57.750 --> 01:26:58.958 Listen to me for one minute. 01:26:59.500 --> 01:27:03.250 No. You have to go. You have to go. 01:27:03.333 --> 01:27:04.833 Just go. 01:27:27.375 --> 01:27:29.000 Oh, shit. 01:27:30.291 --> 01:27:31.291 What I miss? 01:27:47.041 --> 01:27:52.125 ♪ Why does the sun go on shining? ♪ 01:27:53.750 --> 01:27:54.875 ♪ Why does the sea…♪ 01:27:54.958 --> 01:27:56.916 Danni Sanders might actually be the worst person 01:27:57.000 --> 01:27:59.333 we've ever covered on this show, and we covered Hitler. 01:27:59.416 --> 01:28:01.333 …acting like she was the victim. 01:28:01.416 --> 01:28:04.083 I think that that turned a lot of people off to her. 01:28:04.166 --> 01:28:07.333 But I'm really not trying to get mistaken for Danni Sanders. 01:28:07.416 --> 01:28:09.291 I'm not gonna go that far. It's a fine. 01:28:09.375 --> 01:28:11.208 Not for me. I own guns. 01:28:11.291 --> 01:28:13.541 You wanna be everywhere? Try being in an obituary. 01:28:13.625 --> 01:28:16.208 Danni Sanders, you don't seem to know where you're at. 01:28:16.291 --> 01:28:17.541 But you know, I know where you're at. 01:28:17.625 --> 01:28:19.333 -Is that your address? -That look familiar? 01:28:19.416 --> 01:28:20.750 I'm pretty sure that's your address. 01:28:20.833 --> 01:28:23.666 3824 Linden Street. 01:28:23.750 --> 01:28:25.125 You're here, ha-ha! 01:28:25.208 --> 01:28:28.541 Yo, any serial killers wanna do a little practice run. There's your place. 01:28:28.625 --> 01:28:31.083 If I was you, I would not want that information out. That sucks. 01:28:31.166 --> 01:28:32.583 -Oh, no. -That sucks. 01:28:32.666 --> 01:28:34.541 No one loves you, Danni. Fuck you! 01:28:34.625 --> 01:28:39.208 ♪ It ended when I lost your love ♪ 01:28:41.583 --> 01:28:46.583 ♪ I wake up in the morning and I wonder ♪ 01:28:48.041 --> 01:28:53.125 ♪ Why everything's the same as it was…♪ 01:28:53.208 --> 01:28:54.208 Danni? 01:28:56.958 --> 01:29:00.375 No, no, no. Look at this. Hmm? 01:29:00.458 --> 01:29:04.125 Six years in Afghanistan. You want to talk about fucking trauma? 01:29:04.208 --> 01:29:05.875 Huh? Trauma! That's-- 01:29:06.875 --> 01:29:07.875 Bitch! 01:29:12.291 --> 01:29:16.250 All right, Guinea Weasley. This is gonna be our new home for a while. 01:29:17.291 --> 01:29:18.916 What are you gonna do? 01:29:19.000 --> 01:29:21.208 How are you ever gonna be able to get another job? 01:29:21.291 --> 01:29:23.041 Or find a husband. 01:29:23.583 --> 01:29:26.333 -Or get approved by a co-op board? -I don't know. I don't know. 01:29:26.416 --> 01:29:27.583 I don't know. 01:29:28.875 --> 01:29:32.250 Your father is getting death threats sent to his work. 01:29:32.333 --> 01:29:34.541 They're accusing us of being in on it. 01:29:34.625 --> 01:29:35.625 Yeah, I know. 01:29:38.916 --> 01:29:40.958 I just-- I can't. 01:29:42.041 --> 01:29:43.666 Okay, I-- Me-- 01:29:43.750 --> 01:29:45.541 Can I have a cup of hot cocoa? 01:29:48.958 --> 01:29:50.083 Please? 01:30:09.041 --> 01:30:12.791 ♪ Why does my heart go on beating? ♪ 01:30:15.541 --> 01:30:19.875 ♪ Why do these eyes of mine cry? ♪ 01:30:22.208 --> 01:30:25.541 ♪ Don't they know ♪ 01:30:25.625 --> 01:30:29.125 ♪ It's the end of the world? ♪ 01:30:29.208 --> 01:30:32.375 ♪ It ended when you said ♪ 01:30:35.208 --> 01:30:36.958 ♪ Goodbye ♪ 01:30:44.500 --> 01:30:47.208 Hi. I'm Danni. 01:30:48.541 --> 01:30:52.458 It has been a little over a month. 01:30:54.500 --> 01:30:57.208 And it's like I still don't know where to start. 01:30:57.750 --> 01:31:02.125 Sometimes a good place to start can be with a little self-reflection. 01:31:02.208 --> 01:31:07.333 You know, speak on the new perspective that you've gained from this experience. 01:31:07.416 --> 01:31:08.833 Right, yeah. I-- 01:31:08.916 --> 01:31:13.375 I guess-- what I've learned from this experience is that… 01:31:16.583 --> 01:31:17.583 I… 01:31:18.750 --> 01:31:21.250 I don't think that I like myself very much. 01:31:21.333 --> 01:31:22.541 Mm-hmm. 01:31:23.541 --> 01:31:25.750 I'm not sure that I ever really have. 01:31:26.875 --> 01:31:29.750 Which is funny. Like, considering my life-- 01:31:29.833 --> 01:31:32.916 Oh, my God. My life before this, it was so easy. 01:31:33.000 --> 01:31:34.416 So easy. 01:31:36.333 --> 01:31:38.166 No one stared at me in the street. 01:31:38.916 --> 01:31:41.583 No one doxed me on Twitter. No one-- 01:31:42.916 --> 01:31:44.750 No one gave a shit. 01:31:45.500 --> 01:31:46.500 Yeah. 01:31:49.875 --> 01:31:51.166 Which is why I lied. 01:31:52.333 --> 01:31:53.375 And now… 01:31:55.791 --> 01:31:58.625 Now I hate myself so much more than I did before. 01:32:00.708 --> 01:32:03.375 So what? Are we supposed to feel bad for you? 01:32:05.250 --> 01:32:06.750 I mean, you're saying you've learned, 01:32:06.833 --> 01:32:09.083 but at the end of the day, you're a privileged white girl 01:32:09.166 --> 01:32:10.583 who thinks she's the main character. 01:32:10.666 --> 01:32:14.458 Quinn! What have we said about criticizing other people… 01:32:14.541 --> 01:32:17.208 For the mistakes we've made ourselves. 01:32:17.291 --> 01:32:18.291 Quinn's… 01:32:19.625 --> 01:32:20.625 totally right. 01:32:22.916 --> 01:32:25.708 I don't know if I've learned anything. I don't know… 01:32:26.750 --> 01:32:28.416 if I'm better. 01:32:28.500 --> 01:32:30.083 I don't know if I've grown. 01:32:30.166 --> 01:32:34.291 I don't know if I've… learned, 01:32:34.375 --> 01:32:36.958 and-- I just-- I don't know. I don't know. 01:32:37.041 --> 01:32:38.916 Have you tried making amends? 01:32:42.375 --> 01:32:44.416 Directly to the people that you hurt. 01:32:45.125 --> 01:32:47.416 Not like over the Internet. 01:32:47.500 --> 01:32:48.708 Hmm. 01:32:51.208 --> 01:32:52.208 Okay. 01:33:00.291 --> 01:33:02.958 ♪ Finale, finale, fin-ale ♪ 01:33:03.041 --> 01:33:05.666 ♪ Finale, finale, fin-ale ♪ 01:33:05.750 --> 01:33:08.458 ♪ Finale, finale, fin-ale ♪ 01:33:08.541 --> 01:33:11.541 ♪ Finale, finale, fin-ale ♪ 01:33:35.541 --> 01:33:36.750 And up next, 01:33:36.833 --> 01:33:41.166 we have Rowan Aldren reciting an original spoken-word piece. 01:33:59.541 --> 01:34:03.375 So this is a different piece than the one I originally planned on doing. 01:34:04.916 --> 01:34:08.166 It's a little rough, but I, um… 01:34:09.666 --> 01:34:10.958 I think it's more fitting. 01:34:26.416 --> 01:34:28.958 If you're not okay, that's okay. 01:34:31.708 --> 01:34:33.625 That's advice I gave. 01:34:34.250 --> 01:34:36.375 Six words that came out of my mouth 01:34:36.458 --> 01:34:39.041 that on that day you snatched up like a handout. 01:34:40.125 --> 01:34:42.000 #IAmNotOkay. 01:34:42.708 --> 01:34:44.833 A sentence that resonated with a nation-- No. 01:34:44.916 --> 01:34:47.291 A generation scared to wake up in their own nation, 01:34:47.375 --> 01:34:50.625 determined of their own inevitable termination. 01:34:52.166 --> 01:34:54.833 Smart move, turning that fear into clickbait. 01:34:59.041 --> 01:35:03.250 But, God, I guess I am just so used to being stolen from, 01:35:03.333 --> 01:35:06.666 that when I read my words in your voice, I reposted 'em. 01:35:07.416 --> 01:35:09.083 And applauded as you boasted. 01:35:09.166 --> 01:35:11.791 Gave you a platform that floated you right up to the top. 01:35:13.291 --> 01:35:15.000 And you never thought to stop? 01:35:16.541 --> 01:35:19.500 When you looked down at the bodies that you used as props, 01:35:19.583 --> 01:35:23.166 when you looked into my eyes, you just saw another voice to co-opt? 01:35:23.833 --> 01:35:28.458 You know, for someone who's not okay, you seem okay with quite a lot, actually. 01:35:30.875 --> 01:35:34.208 And while I was blindsided, why am I not surprised? 01:35:35.625 --> 01:35:38.500 Why is a story like yours something we read every other night? 01:35:38.583 --> 01:35:41.041 Why do people like you get movies on Netflix and Hulu, 01:35:41.125 --> 01:35:44.625 and people like me get told to sit tight and wait for change? 01:35:44.708 --> 01:35:47.666 No, you don't know what that's like! You can't take the mic! 01:35:47.750 --> 01:35:50.875 This is my time slot. One more minute, right? 01:35:57.041 --> 01:35:59.166 I have had everything stolen from me. 01:36:00.291 --> 01:36:02.083 Their breath, stolen. 01:36:02.916 --> 01:36:06.791 My breath, perpetually holding, wondering if someone near me might be holding-- 01:36:08.208 --> 01:36:09.791 I'm sorry. 01:36:09.875 --> 01:36:11.208 Is my trauma showing? 01:36:11.291 --> 01:36:14.041 Because I don't plan on slowing or sitting down. 01:36:14.125 --> 01:36:17.750 This is my time to take back the words that you stole from my mouth. 01:36:17.833 --> 01:36:21.291 You have never seen anything destroyed except yourself! 01:36:23.708 --> 01:36:25.250 And that is of your own doing. 01:36:30.041 --> 01:36:33.250 So hell no. I am not okay. 01:36:37.625 --> 01:36:39.791 I think about her every single day. 01:36:45.083 --> 01:36:48.333 You know when the newspapers wrote about my sister, 01:36:48.416 --> 01:36:49.958 they misspelled her name? 01:36:53.083 --> 01:36:55.958 And now you think her place is something you can claim? 01:36:59.250 --> 01:37:02.458 Her body is in the ground, and you think you're the same? 01:37:10.083 --> 01:37:13.250 I hope you realize that by doing this, you've only given me more to say. 01:37:15.750 --> 01:37:17.916 So maybe one day I'll forgive you… 01:37:19.791 --> 01:37:22.125 but we will never be okay. 01:37:45.750 --> 01:37:46.750 Yes! 01:37:47.708 --> 01:37:48.708 Yes! 01:38:06.916 --> 01:38:09.166 You did that. You did it. 01:39:14.416 --> 01:39:18.416 ♪ Like a dog with his tail Between his legs ♪ 01:39:18.500 --> 01:39:22.416 ♪ I sleep in the bed I know I've made ♪ 01:39:22.500 --> 01:39:26.125 ♪ I knew things could get complicated ♪ 01:39:26.208 --> 01:39:29.458 ♪ Oh-oh, I'm ashamed ♪ 01:39:30.166 --> 01:39:34.375 ♪ I don't know her face Or where she came from ♪ 01:39:34.458 --> 01:39:38.041 ♪ I don't even know her name ♪ 01:39:38.125 --> 01:39:41.666 ♪ The mirror's clean, I scream again ♪ 01:39:41.750 --> 01:39:44.958 ♪ Whoa-oh, oh, I'm ashamed ♪ 01:39:46.166 --> 01:39:49.333 ♪ So-whoa-whoa-whoa ♪ 01:39:49.416 --> 01:39:51.750 ♪ I run ♪ 01:39:53.500 --> 01:39:57.125 ♪ Can't escape the fate of judgment day ♪ 01:39:57.208 --> 01:40:00.833 ♪ For the things I've done ♪ 01:40:00.916 --> 01:40:04.250 ♪ This is a declaration of a fuckup ♪ 01:40:05.500 --> 01:40:08.041 ♪ A product of how I was raised ♪ 01:40:09.041 --> 01:40:11.833 ♪ And I don't expect a single teardrop ♪ 01:40:12.875 --> 01:40:16.000 ♪ Whoa, I am ashamed ♪ 01:40:16.625 --> 01:40:19.458 ♪ This is a declaration of a fuckup ♪ 01:40:20.458 --> 01:40:23.458 ♪ And in the end I don't know how to change ♪ 01:40:24.458 --> 01:40:27.291 ♪ And I don't expect a single teardrop ♪ 01:40:28.291 --> 01:40:31.583 ♪ Whoa, I am ashamed ♪ 01:40:32.625 --> 01:40:36.208 ♪ Shot you words you don't deserve ♪ 01:40:36.291 --> 01:40:40.208 ♪ Rolled through your town And massacred ♪ 01:40:40.291 --> 01:40:43.875 ♪ I wish I died a hundred times ♪ 01:40:43.958 --> 01:40:47.291 ♪ Whoa-oh, oh, I'm ashamed ♪ 01:40:48.333 --> 01:40:51.666 ♪ So-whoa-whoa-whoa ♪ 01:40:51.750 --> 01:40:54.000 ♪ I run ♪ 01:40:55.708 --> 01:40:59.333 ♪ Can't escape the fate of judgment day ♪ 01:40:59.416 --> 01:41:03.250 ♪ For the things I've done ♪ 01:41:03.333 --> 01:41:06.291 ♪ This is a declaration of a fuckup ♪ 01:41:07.541 --> 01:41:10.208 ♪ A product of how I was raised ♪ 01:41:11.166 --> 01:41:14.041 ♪ And I don't expect a single teardrop ♪ 01:41:15.041 --> 01:41:18.458 ♪ Whoa, I am ashamed ♪ 01:41:18.541 --> 01:41:21.750 ♪ This is a declaration of a fuckup ♪ 01:41:22.750 --> 01:41:25.708 ♪ And in the end I don't know how to change ♪ 01:41:26.750 --> 01:41:29.791 ♪ And I don't expect a single teardrop ♪ 01:41:30.541 --> 01:41:33.833 ♪ Whoa, I am ashamed ♪ 01:41:34.500 --> 01:41:37.958 ♪ Oh, I am deranged ♪ 01:41:38.458 --> 01:41:41.916 ♪ Oh, I am insane ♪ 01:41:42.000 --> 01:41:45.625 ♪ Oh, I'm inhumane ♪ 01:41:46.166 --> 01:41:49.333 ♪ Oh, I am ashamed ♪ 01:41:50.083 --> 01:41:53.208 ♪ Oh, I am deranged ♪ 01:41:53.958 --> 01:41:57.375 ♪ Oh, I am insane ♪ 01:41:57.875 --> 01:42:00.916 ♪ Oh, I'm inhumane ♪ 01:42:01.541 --> 01:42:04.833 ♪ Oh, I am ashamed ♪ 01:42:05.091 --> 01:42:44.091 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.