WEBVTT 00:00:00.193 --> 00:00:22.610 ..:: ارائه شده توسط وب سايت بلبل جان ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:00:26.193 --> 00:00:27.610 - Tag. You're it. - You're it. 00:00:27.778 --> 00:00:29.987 - No, I tagged you last. - Uh-uh. 00:00:30.656 --> 00:00:33.366 - Wanna go fishing? - No fish. They're frozen. 00:00:33.534 --> 00:00:36.577 - No, they don't freeze. - What do they do? Just die? 00:00:36.745 --> 00:00:40.790 - No. Hey, look at this car. - Wow. A beauty. 00:00:40.958 --> 00:00:43.751 - Isn't that neat? It's a Ford. - It's not a Ford. 00:00:43.919 --> 00:00:45.545 Yeah, it is. Then what is it? 00:00:45.713 --> 00:00:48.464 I don't know, but it's not a Ford. I've been in one. 00:01:06.150 --> 00:01:10.820 Hey, Leonard, what are you doing? What's it look like? 00:01:11.488 --> 00:01:12.989 Somebody might be coming. 00:01:13.157 --> 00:01:15.408 Keep a lookout, James. 00:01:16.493 --> 00:01:18.953 - No one's here. - No one's coming. 00:01:19.121 --> 00:01:21.581 - My turn's next. - Uh-uh. Uh-uh. 00:01:26.670 --> 00:01:28.713 What's wrong, Leonard? 00:01:58.202 --> 00:02:00.161 Leonard, honey. 00:02:00.329 --> 00:02:02.413 - What? - Better get dressed. 00:02:02.581 --> 00:02:05.416 Your breakfast is just about ready. 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:10.588 - Come on. We'll be late. - Hi, Albert. James. 00:02:10.756 --> 00:02:12.548 Hurry up. 00:02:13.550 --> 00:02:15.259 - Hi, Mr. Dylan. - Morning. 00:02:15.427 --> 00:02:17.678 They won't let me play with them. 00:02:17.846 --> 00:02:20.890 - You always study. - Of course he does. 00:02:23.811 --> 00:02:27.230 - I'm a natural at this stuff. - Let's see you pass the test. 00:02:30.609 --> 00:02:33.069 We're going to begin today with a history test. 00:02:33.237 --> 00:02:36.656 Keep your eyes on your own papers and at the recess bell 00:02:36.824 --> 00:02:40.034 bring your composition books up to my desk. 00:03:33.463 --> 00:03:36.841 So, what are we gonna do today? I don't know. 00:03:40.512 --> 00:03:41.804 Oh, hello, boys. 00:03:41.972 --> 00:03:44.390 Hi, Mrs. Lowe. Can Leonard come and play today? 00:03:44.558 --> 00:03:47.351 Oh, no, I'm sorry. Better not today. 00:03:47.519 --> 00:03:49.061 Well, how about tomorrow? 00:03:49.229 --> 00:03:51.689 I'm afraid he won't be well by then either. 00:03:51.857 --> 00:03:55.568 - When will he be well? - I don't know. 00:04:01.158 --> 00:04:03.492 Thanks for coming by. 00:05:17.150 --> 00:05:20.152 Good morning, Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 00:05:20.362 --> 00:05:22.113 One moment, please. 00:05:22.280 --> 00:05:24.448 Excuse me... You gotta ask her. 00:05:24.616 --> 00:05:27.243 Good morning, Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 00:05:27.411 --> 00:05:30.121 Oh, Dr. Horowitz, can you hold the line? 00:05:30.288 --> 00:05:32.164 Bainbridge Hospital, can I help you? 00:05:32.332 --> 00:05:35.292 Yes. Dr. Franklin and Dr. Tyler are in a board meeting. 00:05:35.460 --> 00:05:37.920 Can I take a message, or would you like...? Bye. 00:05:38.088 --> 00:05:39.630 Yes? 00:05:39.965 --> 00:05:42.842 Yes, I'm Dr. Malcolm Sayer. I have an appointment. 00:05:44.219 --> 00:05:45.594 Take a seat, please. 00:05:45.762 --> 00:05:48.639 Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 00:05:48.807 --> 00:05:52.601 Thank you. Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 00:05:52.769 --> 00:05:56.355 I can connect you to the cafeteria but they will have to page him. 00:05:56.523 --> 00:05:59.525 Thank you. Bainbridge Hospital, may I help you? 00:05:59.693 --> 00:06:02.319 Dr. Franklin and Dr. Tyler are in the boardroom. 00:06:02.487 --> 00:06:05.781 I can take messages, or you can call back in about 45 minutes. 00:06:07.409 --> 00:06:11.037 When you say "people," you mean living people? 00:06:11.413 --> 00:06:12.788 Mm-hm. 00:06:13.623 --> 00:06:16.751 Well, I'm here to apply for a research position 00:06:16.918 --> 00:06:18.711 in your neurology lab. 00:06:18.879 --> 00:06:20.880 Neurology lab? 00:06:21.048 --> 00:06:22.465 We have an x-ray room. 00:06:22.632 --> 00:06:27.595 This is a chronic hospital, doctor. The position is for staff neurologist. 00:06:27.763 --> 00:06:30.431 You will be working with patients, people. Yes. 00:06:30.599 --> 00:06:33.559 A "doctor" doctor. Doctor. 00:06:33.727 --> 00:06:37.313 Carmel Institute? Tell me about that. Anything with patients there? 00:06:37.481 --> 00:06:39.398 Earthworms. I'm sorry? 00:06:40.108 --> 00:06:41.609 It was an immense project. 00:06:41.777 --> 00:06:45.988 I was to extract one decagram of myelin from 4 tons of earthworms. 00:06:46.490 --> 00:06:47.656 Really? Yes. 00:06:48.241 --> 00:06:50.743 I was on that project for five years. 00:06:50.911 --> 00:06:54.830 I was the only one who believed in it. Everyone said it couldn't be done. 00:06:54.998 --> 00:06:58.709 It can't. I know that now. I proved it. 00:06:59.753 --> 00:07:02.171 Maybe before, at St. Thomas? 00:07:03.548 --> 00:07:05.716 All research? Oh, yes. 00:07:06.301 --> 00:07:09.011 This isn't going to work. Ben, we're totally understaffed. 00:07:09.179 --> 00:07:11.263 He's never worked with human beings. 00:07:11.431 --> 00:07:13.724 His research talents would be wasted here. 00:07:13.892 --> 00:07:16.811 If it wasn't a state law... Excuse me. But, uh... 00:07:17.562 --> 00:07:21.857 You're clearly looking for someone with more of a clinical background. 00:07:22.025 --> 00:07:26.904 As much as I need a job, there must be more applicants suitable for this position. 00:07:27.572 --> 00:07:30.908 Thank you, anyway. Dr. Sayer, back in medical school. 00:07:31.076 --> 00:07:34.620 You couldn't have graduated without some clinical experience. 00:07:34.788 --> 00:07:38.749 You took a pulse, you took a temperature. You did diagnosis. 00:07:38.917 --> 00:07:42.211 Oh. Well, there you have it then. 00:07:43.255 --> 00:07:45.214 You do want the job, don't you? 00:07:50.303 --> 00:07:52.263 Hey, it's this way, doc. 00:07:52.973 --> 00:07:55.141 You spend much time at chronic hospitals? 00:07:55.308 --> 00:07:56.892 I, um... 00:07:57.060 --> 00:08:00.146 You'd remember. Guess not then. 00:08:03.316 --> 00:08:04.441 - Hi. - Hey, Christina. 00:08:04.609 --> 00:08:07.194 You see, doc, we got MS, Tourette syndrome, 00:08:07.362 --> 00:08:08.904 Parkinson's disease. 00:08:09.072 --> 00:08:12.074 Some of them, we ain't even got a name for. 00:08:13.869 --> 00:08:14.952 How are you? 00:08:15.120 --> 00:08:16.871 What are all these people waiting for? 00:08:17.038 --> 00:08:18.080 Nothing. 00:08:18.248 --> 00:08:20.916 How do they get well? They don't, they're chronic. 00:08:21.084 --> 00:08:23.085 We call this place the Garden. Why? 00:08:23.253 --> 00:08:25.921 Because all we do is feed and water them. 00:08:26.089 --> 00:08:27.298 Thanks, man. 00:08:30.260 --> 00:08:31.927 Mr. Kean, I would like to ask... 00:08:32.095 --> 00:08:35.097 I was born in 1911 in Kingsbridge, New York. 00:08:35.265 --> 00:08:37.433 I came here in July 1955. 00:08:37.601 --> 00:08:42.271 Prior to July 1955, I resided at the Brooklyn Psychiatric Center, 00:08:42.439 --> 00:08:45.649 Brooklyn, New York. Prior to that, I was a person. 00:08:48.278 --> 00:08:50.696 No, I'm not gonna hurt you. 00:09:23.939 --> 00:09:25.814 Gets easier. 00:09:26.233 --> 00:09:29.068 You don't think it will, but it does. 00:10:05.939 --> 00:10:08.857 Oh, no, Buttercup. Oh, good. 00:10:09.025 --> 00:10:11.735 No, go to your house. Go. Go. 00:10:12.362 --> 00:10:13.946 Go home. 00:10:14.197 --> 00:10:15.739 Good. 00:11:06.207 --> 00:11:08.417 Good morning, doctor. 00:11:08.793 --> 00:11:11.670 I have a new arrival for you. 00:11:12.255 --> 00:11:15.424 She was brought in late last night. Here's her file. 00:11:27.604 --> 00:11:30.647 Hello. I'm Dr. Sayer. 00:11:33.735 --> 00:11:35.944 Do you know where you are? 00:11:39.324 --> 00:11:41.575 Can you hear me? 00:12:21.825 --> 00:12:23.742 "Diagnosis." 00:12:36.047 --> 00:12:37.840 "Medical insurance." Hm. 00:12:40.343 --> 00:12:42.010 Oh, God. 00:14:06.596 --> 00:14:08.138 Her name is Lucy Fishman. 00:14:08.306 --> 00:14:12.351 She was found by neighbors with her sister several days after her sister died. 00:14:12.519 --> 00:14:14.436 She has no other living relatives 00:14:14.604 --> 00:14:17.397 and they say she has always been as she is now, 00:14:17.565 --> 00:14:20.234 with no response or comprehension. 00:14:20.401 --> 00:14:21.610 And yet... 00:14:24.447 --> 00:14:26.281 A reflex. 00:14:27.242 --> 00:14:29.910 If she batted it away, I might call it a reflex. 00:14:30.078 --> 00:14:31.870 But she didn't. She caught it. 00:14:32.038 --> 00:14:33.830 It's still a reflex, doctor. 00:14:33.998 --> 00:14:36.166 I'm sorry. If you were right, I would agree with you. 00:14:36.334 --> 00:14:39.294 It's as if, having lost all will of her own to act, 00:14:39.629 --> 00:14:41.713 she borrows the will of the ball. 00:14:42.090 --> 00:14:43.799 The will of the ball? 00:14:43.967 --> 00:14:45.551 Excuse me. 00:14:46.970 --> 00:14:48.929 This is ridiculous. 00:14:50.890 --> 00:14:52.975 Trying to make a good impression, right? 00:14:53.142 --> 00:14:55.143 A good impression. That's it, isn't it? 00:14:55.311 --> 00:14:57.354 You're still settling in. 00:14:57.814 --> 00:15:01.733 Miss Costello, will you see to it that Dr. Sayer's patients that are waiting outside 00:15:01.901 --> 00:15:04.528 are rescheduled for tomorrow. Yes, sir. 00:15:05.655 --> 00:15:07.781 Borrows the will of the ball. 00:15:09.284 --> 00:15:10.951 That's great. 00:15:12.120 --> 00:15:15.414 Okay. Thanks. Thank you. Okay. 00:15:15.582 --> 00:15:18.292 Let us know if she catches anything else. 00:15:43.026 --> 00:15:44.526 I'll be fired. 00:15:44.694 --> 00:15:46.945 It's all right. I'll go back to school. 00:15:49.282 --> 00:15:50.741 Did I forget something? No. 00:15:51.576 --> 00:15:55.120 I just wanted to say to you I preferred your explanation 00:15:55.538 --> 00:16:00.709 and that I'll look after things for you until you've settled in. 00:16:02.170 --> 00:16:03.712 Good night, doctor. 00:16:04.380 --> 00:16:05.881 Thank you. 00:16:07.050 --> 00:16:09.134 Thank you very much. 00:16:32.325 --> 00:16:33.659 Hello. Hi. 00:16:33.826 --> 00:16:35.661 I'm Dr. Sayer. I'm Waheedah. 00:16:35.828 --> 00:16:38.580 Waheedah. How are you today? I'm fine, thank you. 00:16:44.087 --> 00:16:48.674 Yes. Oh, sorry. What form? 00:16:49.217 --> 00:16:51.218 Yes, I'll hold. 00:16:51.386 --> 00:16:52.886 Mm-hm. 00:16:57.016 --> 00:17:02.562 Oh. Okay. Three, two. 00:17:02.730 --> 00:17:05.315 Oh, thank you. 00:17:05.483 --> 00:17:06.942 Bye. 00:17:15.910 --> 00:17:17.452 Hello. 00:17:35.471 --> 00:17:37.389 - Contact. - Roger. 00:17:37.557 --> 00:17:40.475 Yippee! We made it, Orville. We're in orbit. 00:17:40.643 --> 00:17:43.854 Oh, goody. Now we can try being weightless. 00:17:46.691 --> 00:17:49.526 Let's celebrate with delicious Nestlé's Quik. 00:17:49.694 --> 00:17:52.404 Nothing makes chocolatey milk like Quik, you know? 00:17:52.572 --> 00:17:55.323 That great Nestlé's chocolate flavor is out of this world. 00:17:55.491 --> 00:17:57.617 Out of this world. 00:17:57.785 --> 00:18:02.372 Hello, up there. Time to recharge with delicious Nestlé's Quik. 00:18:34.155 --> 00:18:36.865 Lucy. Um... 00:18:37.617 --> 00:18:39.659 You're out of the hole. 00:18:50.713 --> 00:18:52.547 Um, could...? Anthony. 00:18:52.715 --> 00:18:53.924 Anthony. 00:18:54.091 --> 00:18:58.094 Could you help me move this? 00:19:18.074 --> 00:19:19.783 Excuse me. 00:19:36.592 --> 00:19:38.260 Lucy, you're almost there. 00:19:38.427 --> 00:19:39.886 Come on. 00:19:40.805 --> 00:19:42.222 Lucy. 00:19:58.614 --> 00:20:00.615 Here's the water, Lucy. 00:20:00.783 --> 00:20:02.701 Here it is, Lucy. 00:20:04.662 --> 00:20:06.454 The water is... 00:20:12.962 --> 00:20:15.964 I don't know why your nails grow so fast. 00:20:18.509 --> 00:20:21.636 It must be all that Jell-O they give you. 00:20:21.888 --> 00:20:26.308 Jell-O, Jell-O. Day after day. 00:20:26.726 --> 00:20:31.062 Red Jell-O, yellow Jell-O. Every day, Jell-O. 00:20:31.564 --> 00:20:34.733 Hurry up. You don't wanna miss the laundry truck. 00:20:37.028 --> 00:20:40.155 I forgot to tell you, Mrs. Cooper passed away. 00:20:40.323 --> 00:20:43.158 Remember her? She was nice. 00:20:43.326 --> 00:20:45.368 Always a kind word. 00:20:45.536 --> 00:20:47.662 Her dog I could have done without. 00:20:47.830 --> 00:20:49.497 Excuse me. 00:20:50.124 --> 00:20:51.666 Hello. 00:20:53.502 --> 00:20:55.795 Does he ever speak to you? 00:20:56.380 --> 00:20:58.673 Of course not. Not in words. 00:20:59.675 --> 00:21:01.885 He speaks to you in other ways? 00:21:02.470 --> 00:21:04.137 How do you mean? 00:21:04.597 --> 00:21:06.806 You don't have children. 00:21:07.099 --> 00:21:08.433 No. 00:21:09.352 --> 00:21:12.020 If you did, you would know. 00:21:19.362 --> 00:21:22.238 This is "atypical schizophrenia." 00:21:23.282 --> 00:21:26.326 "Atypical hysteria," this one. 00:21:28.371 --> 00:21:31.206 "Atypical nerve impairment." 00:21:31.499 --> 00:21:34.751 "No change since last examination." 00:21:35.044 --> 00:21:37.587 "No change or therapy recommended." 00:21:37.755 --> 00:21:39.756 That's very nice. 00:21:40.466 --> 00:21:44.719 This one is "no change," dated 9-11-44. 00:21:44.887 --> 00:21:46.471 Sorry. 00:21:48.641 --> 00:21:50.642 That's 25 years. 00:21:51.268 --> 00:21:53.853 You'd think, at a certain point, all these atypical somethings 00:21:54.021 --> 00:21:55.730 would amount to a typical something. 00:21:55.898 --> 00:21:58.817 Uh-huh. But a typical what? 00:21:59.568 --> 00:22:00.568 Doctor? Yes? 00:22:00.736 --> 00:22:03.989 Wanna go for a cup of coffee somewhere or something? 00:22:04.740 --> 00:22:06.241 Tea? 00:22:07.493 --> 00:22:10.912 Oh, normally, I would say yes. 00:22:11.080 --> 00:22:12.247 I made other plans. 00:22:13.040 --> 00:22:14.457 Right, right, right. 00:22:14.625 --> 00:22:17.085 Well, some other time. All right. Oh, yes. 00:22:17.253 --> 00:22:19.963 I'm over here. Good night. I'm right there. Night. 00:23:09.889 --> 00:23:13.099 "Encephalitis lethargica." 00:23:13.726 --> 00:23:15.685 Where is it? Where is it? 00:23:16.437 --> 00:23:18.730 "Encephalitis lethargica." 00:23:22.359 --> 00:23:25.028 Oh, I'm sorry, doctor. I thought someone left the lights on. 00:23:25.196 --> 00:23:27.238 I found it. I found the connection. 00:23:27.406 --> 00:23:29.074 They all survived encephalitis. 00:23:29.241 --> 00:23:32.243 Years before they came here. See? In the 1920s. 00:23:32.411 --> 00:23:34.662 That's very nice. Yes. Isn't it wonderful? 00:23:34.830 --> 00:23:37.165 I'll come back later. Please. 00:24:00.940 --> 00:24:03.024 How many have you found there? 00:24:04.401 --> 00:24:07.403 Five, and I believe there are more. 00:24:09.990 --> 00:24:11.199 How are they? 00:24:13.035 --> 00:24:17.205 Just as you described them back then, "insubstantial as ghosts." 00:24:18.874 --> 00:24:23.253 Only I guess many of them were children then. 00:24:24.630 --> 00:24:29.050 Yes. Children who fell asleep. 00:24:32.221 --> 00:24:36.599 Most died during the acute stage of the illness. 00:24:37.143 --> 00:24:40.562 Those who survived, who awoke, 00:24:41.063 --> 00:24:44.065 seemed fine, as though nothing had happened. 00:24:44.608 --> 00:24:46.484 We just didn't realize 00:24:46.652 --> 00:24:49.654 how much the infection had damaged the brain. 00:24:51.740 --> 00:24:55.910 Years went by, five, 10, 15, 00:24:56.912 --> 00:25:02.000 before these strange neurological symptoms would appear. 00:25:02.168 --> 00:25:04.085 But they did. 00:25:06.630 --> 00:25:09.257 I began to see them in the early 1930s. 00:25:11.260 --> 00:25:14.345 Old people brought in by their children. 00:25:14.513 --> 00:25:17.932 Young people brought in by their parents. 00:25:19.101 --> 00:25:21.644 They could no longer dress themselves 00:25:22.271 --> 00:25:24.022 or feed themselves. 00:25:24.190 --> 00:25:27.442 They could no longer speak in most cases. 00:25:27.610 --> 00:25:29.444 Some families went mad. 00:25:31.113 --> 00:25:34.949 People who were normal were now... 00:25:36.952 --> 00:25:38.661 elsewhere. 00:25:39.955 --> 00:25:41.956 What's it like to be them? 00:25:42.750 --> 00:25:44.292 What are they thinking? 00:25:45.878 --> 00:25:47.629 They're not. 00:25:49.840 --> 00:25:53.218 The virus didn't spare their higher faculties. 00:25:53.761 --> 00:25:57.055 We know that for a fact? Yes. 00:25:57.806 --> 00:25:58.890 Because? 00:25:59.058 --> 00:26:02.685 Because the alternative is unthinkable. 00:26:49.692 --> 00:26:51.567 - He has a crush on you. - Oh, stop. 00:26:51.735 --> 00:26:53.069 - He does. - No, he doesn't. 00:26:53.404 --> 00:26:55.905 - He asked for your number. - Come on. 00:26:56.073 --> 00:26:57.448 He did. 00:27:02.538 --> 00:27:03.746 Ow! 00:27:07.876 --> 00:27:11.254 I'm all for fixing this place up, but what are we doing? 00:27:11.422 --> 00:27:13.047 I have a hunch. 00:27:13.757 --> 00:27:15.925 Oh, excuse me. Sorry. Excuse me. Sorry. 00:27:16.093 --> 00:27:18.761 What's stopping Lucy from crossing to the fountain? 00:27:18.929 --> 00:27:20.263 Nothing. Exactly. 00:27:20.431 --> 00:27:22.265 The visual field just stops. 00:27:22.433 --> 00:27:25.768 There's a void. There's no pattern. No visual rhythm. 00:27:25.936 --> 00:27:28.354 Nothing to compel her to keep going. 00:27:28.522 --> 00:27:31.065 So we're making something. 00:27:31.233 --> 00:27:32.275 Exactly. 00:27:33.819 --> 00:27:35.820 All right, Lucy. 00:27:52.087 --> 00:27:54.589 She's... Yes. 00:28:21.283 --> 00:28:23.326 She's looking out the... 00:28:30.751 --> 00:28:33.336 Where's that article? Where is it? 00:28:34.963 --> 00:28:36.964 This the right issue? 00:28:38.217 --> 00:28:41.469 This is last year's. I can't find it. 00:28:43.472 --> 00:28:47.392 I'd like to know more about your son. Certainly. 00:28:51.980 --> 00:28:55.650 Something was wrong, they said, with his hands. 00:28:55.818 --> 00:28:57.860 He couldn't write anymore. 00:28:58.028 --> 00:29:00.196 He couldn't do the work. 00:29:01.156 --> 00:29:03.825 I should take him out of school, they said. 00:29:03.992 --> 00:29:05.326 He was 11. 00:29:06.995 --> 00:29:08.871 Slowly, he got worse. 00:29:09.039 --> 00:29:11.499 He'd call me and I'd come in. 00:29:11.667 --> 00:29:14.836 And he'd be sitting at his desk in a trance. 00:29:15.003 --> 00:29:17.088 One hour, two hours. 00:29:17.256 --> 00:29:19.674 Then he'd be okay again. 00:29:21.093 --> 00:29:25.096 One day I came home from work, found him in his bed. 00:29:25.514 --> 00:29:29.267 He kept saying, "Mom. Mom." 00:29:31.103 --> 00:29:33.104 His arm like this, reaching. 00:29:34.523 --> 00:29:36.399 "What do you want, Leonard?" 00:29:36.567 --> 00:29:38.192 He never spoke again. 00:29:38.360 --> 00:29:39.861 It was like he disappeared. 00:29:41.238 --> 00:29:45.616 Later that year, I took him to Bainbridge. 00:29:47.327 --> 00:29:53.416 It was November 14th, 1939. 00:29:53.584 --> 00:29:56.043 He was 20 years old. 00:29:56.211 --> 00:29:59.755 What did he do for those nine years he was in this room, Mrs. Lowe? 00:29:59.923 --> 00:30:01.716 He read. 00:30:02.050 --> 00:30:03.551 He loved to read. 00:30:03.719 --> 00:30:05.052 He read all the time. 00:30:05.429 --> 00:30:06.846 Really? 00:30:08.640 --> 00:30:11.142 Well, that's all he could do. 00:30:31.955 --> 00:30:33.623 That's enough. 00:30:37.544 --> 00:30:39.170 Leonard. 00:30:40.088 --> 00:30:42.507 All right, Leonard, we're finished. 00:30:47.387 --> 00:30:51.933 Nothing, nothing, nothing and nothing. 00:30:52.100 --> 00:30:55.436 Don't tell me. It's one of your statues. Exactly. 00:30:55.604 --> 00:30:56.771 How did I guess that? 00:30:56.939 --> 00:30:58.731 Pass the salt, will you? 00:31:00.734 --> 00:31:03.361 But what about this? 00:31:04.279 --> 00:31:07.031 Heh, heh. What do you mean "this"? It's a strobe. 00:31:07.950 --> 00:31:09.325 You're wrong. 00:31:09.493 --> 00:31:13.329 All of this before is the strobe. This is me saying his name to him. 00:31:17.709 --> 00:31:19.293 Excuse me. 00:31:21.922 --> 00:31:23.464 What does that mean? 00:31:33.600 --> 00:31:35.977 Hey! Sorry. 00:31:36.144 --> 00:31:38.980 Right down the middle. Hum it in there. Hum it in there. 00:31:39.147 --> 00:31:40.731 Home run. Home run. 00:31:41.525 --> 00:31:42.817 I can catch a ball. 00:31:42.985 --> 00:31:44.485 Hey, doc, throw me the ball. 00:31:44.653 --> 00:31:47.363 Throw me the ball. Throw me the ball. 00:31:47.531 --> 00:31:50.533 Get back. Hey, I can catch a ball. 00:31:51.493 --> 00:31:54.620 - Doc. Hey. - I said, get back. 00:31:57.124 --> 00:31:58.791 - Is this all of them? - Yes. 00:31:58.959 --> 00:32:01.085 Bring them in here with the others. 00:32:20.022 --> 00:32:22.356 I should have given David his divorce. 00:32:22.524 --> 00:32:25.735 I just thought he really would want to be a father to his son. 00:32:26.320 --> 00:32:27.820 Excuse me. 00:32:27.988 --> 00:32:30.781 The patients have been given their morning medication. 00:32:30.949 --> 00:32:32.742 That's good. 00:32:33.619 --> 00:32:37.997 Dr. Sayer was hoping you'd have some free time. Wanna come with me, please. 00:32:40.250 --> 00:32:42.043 Beth? Yeah. 00:32:44.588 --> 00:32:46.964 One of the most beautiful arias ever written. 00:32:47.132 --> 00:32:49.925 Watch them closely for any reactions. 00:33:11.323 --> 00:33:13.741 "Call me Ishmael. 00:33:19.790 --> 00:33:22.917 Years ago, never mind how long precisely, 00:33:23.085 --> 00:33:24.960 having little or no money 00:33:25.128 --> 00:33:28.005 and nothing particular to interest me on shore..." 00:33:29.716 --> 00:33:32.093 Leonard, I know you can hear me. 00:33:32.260 --> 00:33:36.097 I want you to try and respond when I speak your name. 00:33:38.100 --> 00:33:40.226 See, it's not just any music. 00:33:40.394 --> 00:33:43.562 It has to be the music that's right for them. 00:33:51.279 --> 00:33:54.824 It's like they're only moved by music that moves them. 00:33:54.991 --> 00:33:57.535 I haven't found anything that moves Bert yet. 00:34:10.716 --> 00:34:12.967 They'll sit like that all day if I let them. 00:34:13.135 --> 00:34:15.761 I have to play the first card. 00:34:23.145 --> 00:34:24.687 L. 00:34:27.524 --> 00:34:29.108 Leonard. 00:34:29.526 --> 00:34:31.026 L. 00:34:57.888 --> 00:34:59.305 This is Frank. 00:34:59.473 --> 00:35:02.183 If you could just me help me get him to his feet. 00:35:02.350 --> 00:35:04.685 There's something else that reaches him. 00:35:04.853 --> 00:35:07.146 What? Human contact. 00:35:07.314 --> 00:35:09.940 If you could just stand over there for a minute. 00:35:10.358 --> 00:35:13.944 He can't walk without me. If I let go of him, he'll fall. 00:35:15.155 --> 00:35:17.239 I'm not gonna let you fall. 00:35:18.033 --> 00:35:19.325 But... 00:35:20.202 --> 00:35:22.411 he'll walk with me anywhere. 00:35:25.040 --> 00:35:28.459 It's like the ball, only it's my will he's borrowing. 00:35:28.627 --> 00:35:31.378 The will of another human being. 00:35:38.386 --> 00:35:40.221 Just let it glide. 00:35:40.847 --> 00:35:42.223 Gentle. Gentle. 00:35:55.612 --> 00:36:02.159 I'll begin by moving the pointer to L, for Leonard. 00:36:03.078 --> 00:36:07.289 When you begin to move the pointer, I'll stop and you take over. 00:36:07.457 --> 00:36:09.291 Do you understand? 00:36:10.043 --> 00:36:12.253 All right. I'm beginning. 00:36:16.132 --> 00:36:17.174 Very good. 00:36:25.350 --> 00:36:27.560 No, maybe I didn't make myself clear. 00:36:27.727 --> 00:36:29.562 My fault. I, uh... 00:36:34.359 --> 00:36:35.734 I. 00:36:40.949 --> 00:36:44.118 L. Oh, good, good. 00:36:44.286 --> 00:36:46.078 Now the E. 00:36:47.664 --> 00:36:49.248 K. 00:36:49.624 --> 00:36:51.375 Dyslexia. 00:36:51.793 --> 00:36:54.962 E. Good, good. 00:36:56.464 --> 00:36:57.965 S. 00:37:00.927 --> 00:37:01.969 P. 00:37:04.139 --> 00:37:06.515 You're spelling something else. 00:37:33.668 --> 00:37:35.336 Rilke. 00:37:56.358 --> 00:37:59.693 His gaze From staring through the bars 00:37:59.861 --> 00:38:04.907 Has grown so weary That it can take in nothing more 00:38:05.075 --> 00:38:09.078 For him, it is as though There were a thousand bars 00:38:09.245 --> 00:38:13.874 And behind the thousand bars No world 00:38:14.876 --> 00:38:19.254 As he paces in cramped circles Over and over 00:38:19.714 --> 00:38:22.299 His powerful strides Are like a ritual dance 00:38:22.467 --> 00:38:27.554 Around a center Where a great will stands paralyzed 00:38:29.057 --> 00:38:33.227 At times, the curtains of the eye Lift without a sound 00:38:33.395 --> 00:38:34.853 And a shape enters 00:38:35.021 --> 00:38:38.190 Slips through the tightened silence Of the shoulders 00:38:38.358 --> 00:38:41.777 Reaches the heart, and dies 00:38:49.494 --> 00:38:51.245 Have you heard of the drug L-dopa? 00:38:51.413 --> 00:38:54.581 What? It's a synthetic dopamine. 00:38:54.749 --> 00:38:59.712 Oh, yes, I did. For Parkinson's patients, yeah. Why? 00:38:59.879 --> 00:39:00.921 Nothing. 00:39:01.089 --> 00:39:04.299 Sign the petition now. Thousands of young men 00:39:04.467 --> 00:39:06.093 are dying every day. Sorry. 00:39:06.261 --> 00:39:09.596 Help us get out of this illegal war. Sign up now. 00:39:09.764 --> 00:39:11.515 A hundred years would pass 00:39:11.683 --> 00:39:14.518 before modern neuropathology would even allow us 00:39:14.686 --> 00:39:19.148 to actually locate the damage in the Parkinsonian brain. 00:39:19.566 --> 00:39:21.025 Yes. 00:39:21.609 --> 00:39:24.820 With our development of the drug L-dopa, 00:39:25.321 --> 00:39:27.031 we can, for the first time, 00:39:27.198 --> 00:39:31.035 promise the Parkinsonian patient a more normal life. 00:39:31.327 --> 00:39:34.121 By administering L... 00:39:35.832 --> 00:39:38.042 Thank you. Yes, um... 00:39:38.418 --> 00:39:40.294 I'm very curious about this drug, 00:39:40.462 --> 00:39:43.964 and I wonder if you've come across anyone who might have... 00:39:44.132 --> 00:39:46.508 Excuse me, doctor? 00:39:47.719 --> 00:39:52.347 Sayer. I'm curious if you've come across any patients with encephalitis? 00:39:52.515 --> 00:39:56.226 After I'm through, Dr. Sayer. If you wouldn't mind. 00:40:00.523 --> 00:40:02.816 - Excuse me. - As I was saying, 00:40:02.984 --> 00:40:05.986 by administering L-dopa... 00:40:10.492 --> 00:40:13.494 Do you think a Parkinsonian tremor taken to its extreme, 00:40:13.661 --> 00:40:15.996 would appear as no tremor at all? 00:40:20.335 --> 00:40:22.669 You talking to me? Oh, yes. 00:40:26.049 --> 00:40:28.967 Imagine you accelerated a Parkinsonian hand tremor 00:40:29.135 --> 00:40:31.887 to the point of immobility in the... 00:40:32.806 --> 00:40:34.264 Suppose there's a patient 00:40:34.432 --> 00:40:36.850 with Parkinsonian compulsions accelerated: 00:40:37.018 --> 00:40:40.687 The hand tremor, the head bobbing, ticking, quickening of speech. 00:40:40.855 --> 00:40:43.148 Might they not all cave in on themselves 00:40:43.316 --> 00:40:45.901 and, in effect, turn a person into stone? 00:40:47.278 --> 00:40:50.197 I don't know. Maybe. 00:40:51.866 --> 00:40:55.077 Well, do you think L-dopa would help the situation? 00:40:55.245 --> 00:40:59.039 Dr. Sayers, right? Heh, heh. 00:40:59.541 --> 00:41:03.001 I'm just a chemist, doctor. You're the physician. 00:41:03.169 --> 00:41:05.838 I'll leave it to you to do the damage. 00:41:12.971 --> 00:41:16.974 You know, Freud believed in miracles, prescribing cocaine like candy. 00:41:17.142 --> 00:41:18.809 We all believed in cortisone, 00:41:18.977 --> 00:41:21.228 till our patients went psychotic on it. 00:41:21.396 --> 00:41:22.563 And now it's L-dopa? 00:41:22.730 --> 00:41:25.607 With all due respect, it's rather too soon to say that. 00:41:25.775 --> 00:41:27.317 Well, with all due respect, 00:41:27.485 --> 00:41:30.696 I think it's rather way too soon to say that. 00:41:30.947 --> 00:41:33.991 Let the chemists do the damage, doctor. 00:41:35.076 --> 00:41:36.618 But I... 00:41:48.256 --> 00:41:49.756 Dr. Kaufman? Yeah. 00:41:49.924 --> 00:41:51.925 Did you read this case? 00:41:52.093 --> 00:41:54.720 "New drug lets shaking palsy patients eat Jell-O." 00:41:54.888 --> 00:41:58.182 Yes, I read them, doctor. I read them all. Dutifully, soberly. 00:41:58.349 --> 00:42:02.519 All 30 cases had Parkinson's. Mild Parkinson's. 00:42:02.687 --> 00:42:04.855 Your Parkies, if that's what they are, 00:42:05.023 --> 00:42:06.607 haven't moved in decades. 00:42:07.692 --> 00:42:09.026 Look at it again, sir. 00:42:11.821 --> 00:42:14.781 Now, you know better than to make a leap like that. 00:42:15.450 --> 00:42:19.036 You want there to be a connection. That doesn't mean there is one. 00:42:19.537 --> 00:42:24.166 What I believe, what I know, is these people are alive inside. 00:42:26.794 --> 00:42:30.005 How do you know that, doctor? Because they catch tennis balls? 00:42:33.092 --> 00:42:34.635 I know it. 00:42:36.471 --> 00:42:38.305 How many did you think I'd let you put on it? 00:42:38.473 --> 00:42:39.640 All of them. 00:42:42.101 --> 00:42:44.811 Some. One. 00:42:47.440 --> 00:42:51.693 One. With the family's consent, signed. 00:43:00.286 --> 00:43:02.746 Leonard has Parkinson's disease? 00:43:04.332 --> 00:43:05.707 No. Um... 00:43:07.168 --> 00:43:10.921 Well, his symptoms are like Parkinson's, 00:43:11.506 --> 00:43:13.423 but then again, they're not. 00:43:15.093 --> 00:43:17.844 Then what will this medicine do for him? 00:43:19.514 --> 00:43:22.849 I don't know what it will do for him, if anything at all. 00:43:23.726 --> 00:43:25.727 What do you think it'll do? 00:43:27.146 --> 00:43:31.108 I'm not sure, because it was designed for a totally different disorder. 00:43:32.819 --> 00:43:34.236 What do you hope it'll do? 00:43:35.738 --> 00:43:39.116 I hope it'll bring him back from wherever he is. 00:43:42.704 --> 00:43:44.329 To what? 00:43:45.039 --> 00:43:46.790 To the world. 00:43:50.420 --> 00:43:53.922 What's there here for him after all these years? 00:43:56.551 --> 00:43:57.884 You. 00:43:58.761 --> 00:44:00.262 You're here. 00:44:39.510 --> 00:44:40.969 All of it, please. 00:44:59.280 --> 00:45:01.615 At 200 milligrams, he showed no response. 00:45:01.783 --> 00:45:03.867 Maybe the acid in the juice neutralized it. 00:45:04.035 --> 00:45:06.286 Maybe he needs more. Maybe he needs less. 00:45:10.041 --> 00:45:12.042 I'll try it in milk. 00:45:47.412 --> 00:45:49.871 Five hundred milligrams. 00:45:54.627 --> 00:45:56.420 Mets 2, Giants 2. Bottom half... 00:45:56.587 --> 00:45:59.214 I'll call if there's any change. 00:45:59.715 --> 00:46:01.341 Yes. 00:46:05.012 --> 00:46:06.638 Here's the pitch, on the way. 00:46:06.806 --> 00:46:08.890 It's swung on. A high fly ball. 00:46:09.058 --> 00:46:10.725 Thank you. 00:46:19.444 --> 00:46:21.903 Night, Sara. Good night. 00:49:01.522 --> 00:49:05.525 It's quiet. 00:49:07.903 --> 00:49:09.863 It's late. 00:49:10.406 --> 00:49:12.866 Everyone's asleep. 00:49:18.623 --> 00:49:20.749 I'm not asleep. 00:49:21.751 --> 00:49:25.503 No. You're awake. 00:49:36.265 --> 00:49:37.849 May I? 00:49:55.576 --> 00:49:57.410 Me. 00:51:04.478 --> 00:51:05.520 Leonard. 00:51:09.775 --> 00:51:12.152 There's someone here to see you. 00:51:28.669 --> 00:51:31.546 Ma. Ma. 00:51:33.466 --> 00:51:34.841 Mom. 00:51:36.302 --> 00:51:38.344 Oh, my baby. 00:51:57.198 --> 00:51:58.364 My name is Eleanor. 00:52:00.201 --> 00:52:01.618 Eleanor. 00:52:04.538 --> 00:52:09.626 It's a pleasure to meet you. It's a pleasure to meet you. 00:52:14.548 --> 00:52:18.593 Ladies? Please. Oh, now what did I do? 00:52:21.347 --> 00:52:23.389 Oh, my goodness. 00:52:26.060 --> 00:52:28.269 How do you do, sir? 00:52:28.729 --> 00:52:30.480 My name is Margaret. 00:52:31.398 --> 00:52:33.566 Margaret. 00:52:34.235 --> 00:52:36.486 Beth. Beth. 00:52:41.867 --> 00:52:43.493 Anthony. 00:52:46.914 --> 00:52:49.749 Anthony, how are you? 00:52:51.377 --> 00:52:54.087 Great, man. How are you? 00:52:55.214 --> 00:52:57.966 Great too. Ha, ha, ha. 00:52:58.133 --> 00:53:00.468 All right, man. 00:53:01.470 --> 00:53:03.388 You meet him? Didn't he look good? 00:53:03.556 --> 00:53:04.931 Yeah. 00:53:07.601 --> 00:53:10.937 - Don't eat so fast. - He's doing fine. 00:53:11.105 --> 00:53:13.690 I mean, he's starving, right? He was starving. 00:53:13.983 --> 00:53:17.068 I don't think I could deal with losing 30 years of my life. Could you? 00:53:17.236 --> 00:53:19.279 I can't even imagine it. 00:53:21.574 --> 00:53:23.700 - Potatoes? - Hey. 00:53:23.868 --> 00:53:27.412 Come on, try something else. He does realize it, doesn't he? 00:53:33.627 --> 00:53:35.712 Now, Leonard, turn this way, please. 00:53:35.880 --> 00:53:38.131 It's a camera called a Polaroid. 00:53:38.299 --> 00:53:39.924 Thank you. 00:53:41.135 --> 00:53:43.970 Takes a picture in less than a minute. 00:53:44.138 --> 00:53:45.388 Amazing. 00:53:45.556 --> 00:53:49.434 Now, if you could try this. 00:53:53.898 --> 00:53:55.982 Splendid, that's wonderful. 00:53:56.150 --> 00:53:59.444 I'd like you to walk now to the end of the room. 00:53:59.612 --> 00:54:02.196 Good. Ready? 00:54:02.364 --> 00:54:03.656 Go. 00:54:05.326 --> 00:54:09.203 Very good. 00:54:12.499 --> 00:54:14.500 And back now. 00:54:17.212 --> 00:54:20.590 Dr. Sheck to X-ray. Dr. Sheck to the X-ray. 00:54:20.758 --> 00:54:24.677 That was very quick, really. Let me get some more film. 00:55:21.318 --> 00:55:23.736 You have to at least lay down. 00:55:23.946 --> 00:55:25.780 You need the rest. 00:55:33.080 --> 00:55:36.874 I'm afraid to close my eyes. 00:55:37.042 --> 00:55:39.919 If I close my eyes, I'll... You'll sleep. 00:55:40.295 --> 00:55:45.216 When you wake up in the morning, it'll be the next morning. 00:55:46.176 --> 00:55:47.593 I promise. 00:57:51.927 --> 00:57:54.303 Happiest day, man. Far out. 00:57:54.471 --> 00:57:56.222 Yes, I... 00:57:57.224 --> 00:57:59.225 Look out. Poison. 00:58:01.520 --> 00:58:04.647 What a wonderful place the Bronx has become. 00:58:20.497 --> 00:58:23.166 That's my school. Really? 00:58:31.758 --> 00:58:35.261 Is that classical? You pick any type of music you want. 00:58:40.517 --> 00:58:43.186 What's that? It's rock 'n' roll. 00:58:44.938 --> 00:58:47.106 Come on. No. 00:59:10.881 --> 00:59:13.758 Come on. Go get it, boy. Go get it. 00:59:13.926 --> 00:59:16.844 Attaboy. Come on, give it back. 01:00:08.605 --> 01:00:09.772 Come on in. No, no. 01:00:09.940 --> 01:00:12.984 Come back in. Something happened while you've been away. 01:00:13.151 --> 01:00:15.278 Pollution. I don't think this is wise. 01:00:15.445 --> 01:00:19.365 Leonard, that's not wading, that's swimming. Come on, Leonard. 01:00:19.950 --> 01:00:23.452 Leonard, I don't know if the hospital is covered for this. 01:00:24.246 --> 01:00:25.746 Leonard. 01:00:26.206 --> 01:00:29.000 Come on. No, no. Not... 01:00:29.167 --> 01:00:31.085 Come on in. 01:00:36.800 --> 01:00:39.510 Leonard, the tide's coming in. 01:00:55.902 --> 01:00:58.112 That's the periodic table of elements. 01:00:58.280 --> 01:01:01.240 I can date my introduction to science by that. 01:01:02.492 --> 01:01:05.244 It's wonderful, really. It's... 01:01:05.746 --> 01:01:07.955 It's the universe at its essence. 01:01:08.123 --> 01:01:10.666 You see, you have your alkaline metals. 01:01:11.209 --> 01:01:13.753 You have your halogens, your inert gases. 01:01:13.920 --> 01:01:16.172 Every element has its place in that order. 01:01:16.340 --> 01:01:18.591 You can't change that. 01:01:18.759 --> 01:01:22.261 They're secure, no matter what. 01:01:22.763 --> 01:01:23.804 You're not married? 01:01:25.349 --> 01:01:26.724 Me? 01:01:27.351 --> 01:01:28.976 No. 01:01:30.062 --> 01:01:32.438 I'm not very good with people. 01:01:32.731 --> 01:01:34.273 I, um... 01:01:34.441 --> 01:01:36.942 I never have been, Leonard. 01:01:37.110 --> 01:01:38.778 I like them. 01:01:40.697 --> 01:01:44.825 I wish I could say I had more than a rudimentary understanding of them. 01:01:47.287 --> 01:01:50.581 Maybe if they were less unpredictable. 01:01:52.376 --> 01:01:54.710 Eleanor would disagree with you. 01:01:56.755 --> 01:01:59.965 Eleanor? Miss Costello. 01:02:02.094 --> 01:02:04.136 Oh, of course. 01:02:05.680 --> 01:02:07.306 She's spoken to you about me? 01:02:11.812 --> 01:02:13.020 What did she say? 01:02:14.481 --> 01:02:16.649 That you are a kind man. 01:02:16.817 --> 01:02:20.820 That you care very much for people. 01:02:26.618 --> 01:02:29.286 I'd like to put the rest of the group on the drug. 01:02:29.454 --> 01:02:31.580 I realize this may be somewhat expensive. 01:02:31.748 --> 01:02:34.708 When you say expensive, you have any idea how much money? 01:02:34.876 --> 01:02:38.421 Yes, I talked to Ray. I have an estimate, um... 01:02:39.131 --> 01:02:41.674 Thank you. The pharmacist says 01:02:41.842 --> 01:02:47.596 to put the others on the same dosage as Mr. Lowe would be, um, 12,000. 01:02:48.515 --> 01:02:50.724 How much? $12,000. 01:02:50.892 --> 01:02:52.017 A month? Yes. 01:02:52.185 --> 01:02:54.937 I can't go before the board with that, doctor. 01:02:55.605 --> 01:02:58.524 I was thinking of speaking directly to the patrons. 01:02:58.692 --> 01:03:01.902 The few patrons this hospital has already give what they can. 01:03:02.070 --> 01:03:05.281 We'll convince them to give more than they're accustomed to giving. 01:03:07.701 --> 01:03:11.454 Perhaps if they see Mr. Lowe. I think you overestimate the effect 01:03:11.621 --> 01:03:15.207 that Mr. Lowe has on people, doctor. We're talking about money. 01:03:56.583 --> 01:03:59.960 There was an extreme rigidity of the axial musculature. 01:04:00.587 --> 01:04:02.922 A gross impairment of the postural reflexes. 01:04:03.089 --> 01:04:07.092 An autonomic dysfunction. It is a brain stem type of rigidity. 01:04:07.260 --> 01:04:08.594 A meningismus. 01:04:08.762 --> 01:04:12.723 What's most striking is the profound facial masking, 01:04:12.891 --> 01:04:15.351 or deafferentation, which we now know 01:04:15.519 --> 01:04:18.562 should not to be confused with apathy or catatonia. 01:04:25.111 --> 01:04:27.530 Some things could reach him, though. 01:04:28.031 --> 01:04:33.536 The mention of his name, notes of a particular piece of music. 01:04:34.204 --> 01:04:36.288 Or the touch of another human being. 01:04:39.876 --> 01:04:42.002 But awakenings were rare and transient, 01:04:42.170 --> 01:04:43.879 lasting only a moment or two. 01:04:44.798 --> 01:04:48.092 The rest of the time, he remained, as you see him here, in a metaphorical, 01:04:48.260 --> 01:04:53.180 if not physiological, equivalent of sleep, or even death. 01:04:53.348 --> 01:04:57.351 This was his condition when found by me in a remote bay of this hospital, 01:04:57.519 --> 01:05:01.647 and the quality of his life for the last 30 years. 01:05:09.990 --> 01:05:12.324 Now? SAYER... Whenever you're ready. 01:05:15.203 --> 01:05:17.663 My name is Leonard Lowe. 01:05:17.831 --> 01:05:23.627 It has been explained to me that I have been away for quite some time. 01:05:26.923 --> 01:05:28.674 I'm back. 01:05:47.527 --> 01:05:50.863 Okay, here we go. 01:05:51.948 --> 01:05:54.450 Take her away. Okay. 01:05:54.618 --> 01:05:56.910 Thank you very much. Sure. 01:05:57.078 --> 01:05:58.537 Thank you. 01:06:09.299 --> 01:06:12.259 In the United States, antiwar protesters organized 01:06:12.427 --> 01:06:15.137 a national moratorium to demonstrate opposition... 01:06:34.032 --> 01:06:35.699 Dr. Sayer. 01:06:35.909 --> 01:06:38.577 What is it? It's a fucking miracle. 01:06:46.336 --> 01:06:48.253 Where are my glasses? On your face. 01:06:48.421 --> 01:06:49.463 Oh. Thank you. 01:07:02.268 --> 01:07:04.645 I just feel so... 01:07:09.484 --> 01:07:11.276 Beth, close the door. 01:07:11.945 --> 01:07:14.446 I'm talking. 01:07:19.202 --> 01:07:20.661 Light. 01:07:22.956 --> 01:07:24.623 I'm loose. 01:07:24.791 --> 01:07:26.083 I'm scared. 01:07:26.251 --> 01:07:27.793 Hello? 01:07:33.675 --> 01:07:35.843 - Where is this? - Don't worry. 01:07:39.305 --> 01:07:40.681 I'm walking. 01:07:42.142 --> 01:07:43.809 Who are you? 01:07:44.227 --> 01:07:45.644 Get up, get up. 01:08:03.246 --> 01:08:05.664 Thank you for coming. Things are different. 01:08:05.832 --> 01:08:07.499 - Miriam. - Miriam. 01:08:07.667 --> 01:08:09.168 Miriam. Good morning. 01:08:09.335 --> 01:08:11.170 - Look at that. - Come on, Miriam. 01:08:11.337 --> 01:08:13.046 - Miriam. Miriam. - I'm so excited. 01:08:13.548 --> 01:08:15.299 Come on, Miriam. 01:08:17.761 --> 01:08:20.596 If you don't eat this food, I'm gonna be in trouble. 01:08:21.306 --> 01:08:22.848 Lucy. 01:08:25.059 --> 01:08:26.101 I... 01:08:26.269 --> 01:08:29.354 I had the strangest dream. 01:08:29.522 --> 01:08:31.398 I have to take your blood pressure. 01:08:31.566 --> 01:08:34.693 I've been sitting for 25 years, you missed your chance. 01:08:35.945 --> 01:08:37.821 Are you okay? 01:08:39.491 --> 01:08:40.866 I need some makeup. 01:08:42.076 --> 01:08:43.952 Okay. I think we can take care of that. 01:08:44.954 --> 01:08:48.373 And I need some dye for my hair. Black. 01:08:49.501 --> 01:08:52.085 Black? Rose, are you sure? 01:08:52.253 --> 01:08:54.379 Yes. It's always been black. 01:08:54.547 --> 01:08:57.216 Dr. Sayer, something about fruit trees. 01:08:57.383 --> 01:08:59.676 Prune the fruit trees. 01:09:00.011 --> 01:09:01.386 I will. 01:09:02.764 --> 01:09:05.307 I want a steak, rare. Ah. 01:09:05.475 --> 01:09:07.643 Mashed potatoes and gravy. String beans. 01:09:07.811 --> 01:09:10.729 I was aware of things, but nothing meant anything to me. 01:09:10.897 --> 01:09:13.774 There was no connection to me. 01:09:13.942 --> 01:09:15.275 There was a war or two. 01:09:18.822 --> 01:09:22.407 This morning, I went to the bathroom all by myself. 01:09:24.744 --> 01:09:26.787 Do it, do it, do it. Heh, heh, heh. 01:09:28.414 --> 01:09:30.332 I liked them better the other way. 01:09:32.710 --> 01:09:34.586 Protesters marched from a meeting... 01:09:34.754 --> 01:09:35.838 Where did they go? 01:09:36.130 --> 01:09:39.550 Rolando, can you speak to me? 01:09:40.134 --> 01:09:42.302 It's Miss Costello. 01:09:44.639 --> 01:09:46.849 Do you understand me? 01:09:51.813 --> 01:09:53.313 Lucy... 01:09:54.148 --> 01:09:55.190 what year is it? 01:09:56.943 --> 01:09:58.193 What year is it? 01:10:02.949 --> 01:10:04.950 It's '26, silly. 01:10:05.910 --> 01:10:07.286 Miriam. 01:10:07.745 --> 01:10:10.372 Miriam. Come on, Miriam, be a sport. 01:10:10.915 --> 01:10:13.458 - It will only take a second. - Don't touch. 01:10:13.626 --> 01:10:14.793 - Miriam. - Don't. 01:10:14.961 --> 01:10:16.962 Oh, jeez, I'm getting tired of this. 01:10:17.255 --> 01:10:19.047 Come on, Miriam. 01:10:22.927 --> 01:10:24.887 I'm convinced. I really am. 01:10:27.098 --> 01:10:29.850 "Like crowds storming the Bastille, 01:10:30.018 --> 01:10:33.729 the mighty Mets stormed their locker room shortly after 9:00 01:10:33.897 --> 01:10:36.064 on their night to remember 01:10:36.232 --> 01:10:38.984 and touched off one of the loudest, wildest, 01:10:39.152 --> 01:10:43.405 wettest victory celebrations in baseball history. 01:10:43.573 --> 01:10:48.076 Released from bondage and ridicule after seven destitute seasons, 01:10:48.244 --> 01:10:49.745 they raised the roof... 01:10:49.913 --> 01:10:51.997 Lolly, Lolly, Lolly... 01:10:54.500 --> 01:10:55.918 - Of Shea Stadium." 01:10:56.085 --> 01:10:58.170 Lolly, Lolly, Lolly. 01:10:59.172 --> 01:11:00.839 Sidney. 01:11:03.009 --> 01:11:04.176 Hi, Sidney. 01:11:04.844 --> 01:11:06.094 Hi. 01:11:18.942 --> 01:11:21.360 Are we gonna go to the same place? 01:11:21.527 --> 01:11:23.362 - I don't know. - Stay together. 01:11:23.529 --> 01:11:26.949 Stop. Pay attention. Stay together. Bring up the back. 01:11:27.116 --> 01:11:28.867 Everybody stay together, come on. 01:11:29.035 --> 01:11:31.703 Bye. Bye. Here. 01:11:32.121 --> 01:11:34.957 Bring Leonard. Anthony, get Leonard. It's all right. 01:11:37.085 --> 01:11:39.920 Wait. Leonard. Len. 01:11:40.380 --> 01:11:43.048 Len, come on, come on, come on. 01:11:44.884 --> 01:11:47.552 - Please, stay with the group. - Hurry up. 01:11:47.720 --> 01:11:50.263 Come on now. Stay together. 01:11:51.557 --> 01:11:52.557 Hurry up. 01:11:55.895 --> 01:11:58.355 Okay, everybody get in. Back here. 01:11:58.523 --> 01:12:02.025 - Okay, no pushing, no pushing. - Just hop. 01:12:02.193 --> 01:12:04.861 Hey, doctor, I wanted to ask you 01:12:05.029 --> 01:12:06.905 how my father is. The same. 01:12:07.156 --> 01:12:10.117 Try and make room. Ma, maybe you shouldn't go. 01:12:10.284 --> 01:12:13.704 Oh, no. Of course I wanna go. Don't be ridiculous. 01:12:13.871 --> 01:12:15.080 I'm gonna take the stairs. 01:12:15.248 --> 01:12:17.541 It's crowded. We'll go another time. 01:12:17.709 --> 01:12:21.128 You can't be there, Leonard, or the door won't close. Thank you. 01:12:21.295 --> 01:12:22.796 Bert, stop jumping! 01:12:26.467 --> 01:12:28.927 Sidney's going. He's a patient, Mom. 01:12:29.095 --> 01:12:33.140 He's not the same kind of patient. But he's still a patient, you're not. 01:12:33.307 --> 01:12:35.100 I'm your mother. 01:12:35.268 --> 01:12:37.728 Are there any other mothers going? 01:12:38.271 --> 01:12:39.438 Joseph. 01:12:39.605 --> 01:12:40.605 Wait a minute. 01:12:40.773 --> 01:12:42.941 Now, what have you done to your hair? 01:12:43.526 --> 01:12:47.195 Yes, Bert. That's a tire. I know it's a tire, I'm not an idiot. 01:12:47.363 --> 01:12:49.322 There's your bus, Ma. There, go. 01:12:49.490 --> 01:12:51.074 Have fun. 01:12:51.951 --> 01:12:53.368 Don't you worry about it. 01:12:53.536 --> 01:12:56.621 They treat me like an asshole. We'll take care of that. 01:12:57.749 --> 01:12:58.790 See you guys. 01:12:59.792 --> 01:13:00.834 - There. - All right? 01:13:01.002 --> 01:13:03.628 - Bye-bye. - Come on. 01:13:04.380 --> 01:13:07.758 - Rolando. Rolando. - You go in the back. 01:13:09.385 --> 01:13:11.678 Now, move on back, please. Right here. 01:13:11.846 --> 01:13:15.098 You ready, Leonard? I decided not to go. I'm gonna stay. 01:13:15.266 --> 01:13:17.350 Why? What's wrong? I'm okay, just... 01:13:17.518 --> 01:13:18.810 Bye, Leonard. 01:13:18.978 --> 01:13:20.520 Wave. 01:13:25.109 --> 01:13:26.359 I'm... 01:13:26.527 --> 01:13:28.111 Doctor, come on already. 01:13:28.279 --> 01:13:31.573 I'm... All right. Leonard, are you sure? Are you all right? 01:13:31.741 --> 01:13:34.826 I'm fine, I'm fine. I'll see you later. Have a good time. 01:13:34.994 --> 01:13:36.036 - We... - Come on. 01:13:36.204 --> 01:13:38.246 Have a good time. I'm coming. 01:13:39.082 --> 01:13:41.583 Bert. Bye, you guys. Have a good time. 01:13:41.751 --> 01:13:43.210 Bye-bye Bert, sit down. 01:13:44.837 --> 01:13:47.422 - Fish sticks, please. - Okay. 01:13:47.590 --> 01:13:50.509 - Got those french fries. - Okay, here you go. 01:13:51.719 --> 01:13:53.845 Hi. Um... 01:13:54.013 --> 01:13:56.389 Meatloaf, please. 01:13:58.309 --> 01:14:01.019 Here you go. Thank you. 01:14:01.187 --> 01:14:04.022 Meatloaf. Meatloaf too. 01:14:07.026 --> 01:14:08.401 Thank you. 01:14:08.861 --> 01:14:10.612 There you go. Okay? 01:14:12.198 --> 01:14:15.033 - Next. - I'd like fish sticks. 01:14:15.201 --> 01:14:16.618 Are you following me? 01:14:19.122 --> 01:14:21.790 Oh, I'm sorry, I was only kidding. 01:14:21.958 --> 01:14:24.543 I saw you upstairs just now. 01:14:25.920 --> 01:14:28.171 Are you visiting someone? 01:14:28.339 --> 01:14:29.798 Uh, no. 01:14:29.966 --> 01:14:31.591 You work here. 01:14:33.052 --> 01:14:34.719 I live here. 01:14:35.680 --> 01:14:37.097 You're a patient? 01:14:37.265 --> 01:14:38.598 That's a dollar 80, baby. 01:14:39.517 --> 01:14:41.268 You don't look like a patient. Heh, heh. 01:14:42.770 --> 01:14:43.812 I don't? 01:14:52.989 --> 01:14:54.281 Can I help you? 01:15:00.079 --> 01:15:02.581 I've always loved Carnegiea, haven't you? 01:15:02.748 --> 01:15:04.457 Dr. Sayer. 01:15:04.667 --> 01:15:07.794 What is it, Anthony? Did you choose this place? 01:15:07.962 --> 01:15:09.045 Why? 01:15:09.213 --> 01:15:10.505 I always come here. 01:15:10.673 --> 01:15:12.966 Why? I mean, don't get me wrong, doc. 01:15:13.134 --> 01:15:14.259 This is a nice place. 01:15:14.427 --> 01:15:17.596 But after the first hour, it loses something. 01:15:17.763 --> 01:15:20.599 Anthony seems to think the group is bored. 01:15:20.766 --> 01:15:22.434 They are. 01:15:22.685 --> 01:15:25.312 I thought about taking them to the opera house. 01:15:25.479 --> 01:15:27.355 The opera? 01:15:28.441 --> 01:15:32.152 The Museum of Natural History... Oh, no, no. I don't think so. 01:15:32.320 --> 01:15:35.280 Just a lot of dead stuffed things. You know: 01:15:35.448 --> 01:15:37.699 Oh, well, um... 01:15:38.951 --> 01:15:40.785 Where else is there? 01:16:20.534 --> 01:16:23.828 Is it legal again? Yes, for some time. 01:16:23.996 --> 01:16:26.790 What can I get you? Well... 01:16:28.084 --> 01:16:29.918 A Rob Roy on the rocks. A what? 01:16:30.086 --> 01:16:32.379 Could you make that a virgin Rob Roy? 01:16:37.843 --> 01:16:40.679 I work the night shifts at this diner. 01:16:40.846 --> 01:16:45.517 So sometimes before work, I'll come see my father. 01:16:46.602 --> 01:16:48.353 He used to go to all the games, 01:16:48.688 --> 01:16:52.440 so I like to read him the sports pages. 01:16:53.109 --> 01:16:56.528 I don't even know if he knows I visit him or not. 01:16:57.280 --> 01:16:59.447 My mother doesn't think so. 01:17:00.491 --> 01:17:01.866 But you do. 01:17:04.578 --> 01:17:08.039 Well, sometimes I think I see something. 01:17:08.291 --> 01:17:11.167 You know, I think I see a change. 01:17:11.460 --> 01:17:15.463 And for a moment, I see him like he was. 01:17:15.631 --> 01:17:17.549 You know, before the stroke. 01:17:19.927 --> 01:17:21.052 And then it's gone. 01:17:21.220 --> 01:17:23.972 I don't even know if I saw anything. 01:17:24.640 --> 01:17:26.266 Does that make any sense? 01:17:26.434 --> 01:17:28.393 Yeah. Yes. 01:17:33.149 --> 01:17:36.568 Okay, my troop, back to the ward. 01:17:37.570 --> 01:17:39.529 Come on. Danny. 01:17:39.697 --> 01:17:43.616 Bill, Deon. Come on. Put your fork down. Let's go. 01:17:44.577 --> 01:17:46.745 So why are you here? 01:17:47.330 --> 01:17:49.164 Come on, hurry up. 01:17:49.790 --> 01:17:51.583 I receive medication. 01:17:51.751 --> 01:17:53.209 For what? 01:17:54.086 --> 01:17:55.754 Let's go, come on. 01:17:57.214 --> 01:17:59.632 Without it, I'm sort of like your father. 01:18:07.475 --> 01:18:09.142 But I'm okay now. 01:18:10.227 --> 01:18:11.644 That's good. Heh, heh. 01:18:35.795 --> 01:18:36.920 Please. No. No. 01:18:40.091 --> 01:18:41.383 I agree. 01:19:13.958 --> 01:19:15.834 Thank you, Rose. Ay! 01:19:16.502 --> 01:19:18.336 And I was so sure 01:19:18.504 --> 01:19:21.714 he was over-easy with bacon, wheat toast and black coffee, 01:19:21.882 --> 01:19:24.551 I brought him his food without taking his order. 01:19:24.718 --> 01:19:27.178 Know what he says? "You forgot the tomato." 01:19:28.597 --> 01:19:30.682 Did you bring it? No. We were out of them. 01:19:30.850 --> 01:19:33.643 That's why I didn't get it in the first place. 01:19:35.771 --> 01:19:38.523 Visiting hours are from 3 to 6 every day. 01:19:39.108 --> 01:19:41.025 Good afternoon. Bainbridge Hospital. 01:19:42.111 --> 01:19:43.736 Well... 01:19:44.572 --> 01:19:46.698 it was really nice talking to you, Leonard. 01:19:46.866 --> 01:19:48.533 It was nice talking to you too. 01:19:51.454 --> 01:19:53.705 Bye-bye. Bye. 01:19:55.499 --> 01:19:57.125 Paula? Yeah? 01:19:57.918 --> 01:19:58.960 He knows. 01:20:00.463 --> 01:20:01.754 Your father. 01:20:02.298 --> 01:20:03.631 He knows you visit him. 01:20:09.263 --> 01:20:10.597 Bainbridge Hospital. 01:20:11.432 --> 01:20:12.932 See you. 01:20:16.395 --> 01:20:18.354 Well, I could interrupt. 01:20:18.814 --> 01:20:20.732 One moment, please. 01:20:21.233 --> 01:20:23.485 Come on. I want you to meet a wonderful man. 01:20:23.652 --> 01:20:27.572 Can you believe this? Doctor, these are my friends. 01:20:27.907 --> 01:20:29.240 Hello. He's my doctor. 01:20:29.408 --> 01:20:31.117 Isn't he the cat's meow? 01:20:31.285 --> 01:20:32.952 I wanna show you the sunroom. 01:20:45.049 --> 01:20:49.260 Miriam, I don't know how to tell you this, so I'm just going to say it. 01:20:49.428 --> 01:20:51.304 Your husband... 01:20:54.850 --> 01:20:59.354 He was granted a divorce from you in 1953. 01:21:02.399 --> 01:21:04.025 Thank God. 01:21:08.113 --> 01:21:12.450 Whoa. Look at that. Pontiac Firebird 400 engine. 01:21:12.618 --> 01:21:15.787 Firebird. Oh, now, that's a car. 01:21:16.789 --> 01:21:18.289 Morning, Lucy, may I have your hand? 01:21:19.458 --> 01:21:21.709 Take me away from this place. 01:21:26.507 --> 01:21:29.092 Rum. Right here. 01:21:29.260 --> 01:21:33.429 I guess I lose. Well, I guess your luck is changing. 01:21:33.597 --> 01:21:36.516 Very nice. 01:21:37.518 --> 01:21:40.645 How's it going? How's it going? 01:21:41.021 --> 01:21:42.355 Yeah. How do you feel? 01:21:45.401 --> 01:21:48.903 Well, my parents are dead, my wife is in an institution, 01:21:50.739 --> 01:21:53.992 my son has disappeared out West somewhere. 01:21:55.828 --> 01:21:58.746 I feel old and I feel swindled. 01:21:58.914 --> 01:22:00.498 That's how I feel. 01:22:05.129 --> 01:22:07.171 I stopped by the hobby shop. 01:22:07.339 --> 01:22:09.757 I got more pencils. 01:22:11.635 --> 01:22:13.720 And I got this. 01:22:14.263 --> 01:22:17.223 A small T-square. 01:22:17.766 --> 01:22:19.183 That's Good. Oh, I can use that. 01:22:19.351 --> 01:22:21.769 Oh, good, okay. Good. 01:22:22.354 --> 01:22:24.856 Let's start a new room. Hi, Leonard. 01:22:27.901 --> 01:22:29.360 Hi. 01:22:32.698 --> 01:22:34.949 That's really nice. 01:22:36.744 --> 01:22:38.411 I'll be right back. 01:22:39.705 --> 01:22:41.205 Leonard. 01:22:46.545 --> 01:22:49.714 He never talked about girls before. 01:22:50.716 --> 01:22:53.801 He certainly never had anything to do with them. 01:22:55.095 --> 01:22:58.681 It's a bit ridiculous, all this girl business. 01:22:58.891 --> 01:23:01.392 Don't you think? He's a grown man, Mrs. Lowe. 01:23:01.560 --> 01:23:03.895 You know what he said to me? 01:23:04.063 --> 01:23:05.980 I should take a vacation. 01:23:06.148 --> 01:23:09.067 I should go away for a few days and relax. 01:23:09.234 --> 01:23:12.111 I'm sure he meant you deserve a vacation, which you do. 01:23:13.906 --> 01:23:16.574 I can't leave him alone in this place. 01:23:16.742 --> 01:23:18.284 He'd die without me. 01:23:21.705 --> 01:23:23.581 Girls. 01:23:35.928 --> 01:23:37.929 - Hello? - Hello? 01:23:38.097 --> 01:23:39.806 Dr. Sayer? 01:23:40.766 --> 01:23:43.101 Dr. Sayer, I've gotta talk to you. 01:23:43.936 --> 01:23:46.437 Leonard? Yes. I think it's important... 01:23:46.605 --> 01:23:50.024 I think it's important some things were said that... 01:23:50.192 --> 01:23:51.901 Well, I just gotta talk to you. 01:23:52.069 --> 01:23:53.319 What kind of things? 01:23:53.487 --> 01:23:55.947 Things that matter, that have happened to me, 01:23:56.115 --> 01:23:58.783 things that I've come to understand. Things. 01:23:58.951 --> 01:24:01.285 Where are you calling from, Leonard? 01:24:01.453 --> 01:24:03.121 Your office. 01:24:03.539 --> 01:24:05.289 It's very late. 01:24:05.457 --> 01:24:07.125 Is it? Leonard. 01:24:07.793 --> 01:24:11.129 You stay there, I'll be right over. Good. 01:24:20.264 --> 01:24:22.306 Leonard? Leonard? 01:24:22.975 --> 01:24:25.643 Dr. Sayer, sit down. Sit down. 01:24:25.811 --> 01:24:28.896 Why? What's wrong? 01:24:29.356 --> 01:24:32.150 We've got to tell everybody. We've got to remind them. 01:24:32.317 --> 01:24:35.653 Remind them how good it is. How good what is, Leonard? 01:24:37.698 --> 01:24:42.076 Read the newspaper. What does it say? All bad. 01:24:42.244 --> 01:24:43.494 It's all bad. 01:24:43.662 --> 01:24:47.582 People have forgotten what life's about. Forgotten what it is to be alive. 01:24:47.750 --> 01:24:49.167 They need to be reminded. 01:24:49.334 --> 01:24:52.211 Reminded of what they have and what they can lose. 01:24:52.963 --> 01:24:57.175 And what I feel is the joy of life, the gift of life, the freedom of life, 01:24:57.342 --> 01:24:58.718 the wonderment of life. 01:24:58.886 --> 01:25:02.221 He kept saying that people don't appreciate the simple things. 01:25:02.389 --> 01:25:06.100 Work, play, friendship, family. It's... 01:25:06.268 --> 01:25:09.979 And he was so excited, he talked till 5:00 in the morning. 01:25:10.147 --> 01:25:12.940 I don't know whether this is liberation, mania... 01:25:13.108 --> 01:25:16.194 Or love? Yes. 01:25:16.361 --> 01:25:19.864 What he's saying is right though. We don't really know how to live. 01:25:20.032 --> 01:25:22.325 But at 5 in the morning... 01:25:22.659 --> 01:25:25.203 Waheedah. How are you? 01:25:25.370 --> 01:25:28.206 I'm fine. Very good. 01:25:47.601 --> 01:25:51.562 Mr. Lowe? Are you all right? Yeah. 01:26:02.908 --> 01:26:05.910 What is it that you want now? The simplest thing. 01:26:06.620 --> 01:26:08.079 And that is? 01:26:10.749 --> 01:26:14.627 To have the choice to go for a walk if I want to, like any normal person. 01:26:18.048 --> 01:26:19.757 You are free to go for a walk. 01:26:20.759 --> 01:26:23.094 I am? Alone? 01:26:24.763 --> 01:26:27.390 What difference would that make? 01:26:27.558 --> 01:26:29.600 Look, I'm not a criminal. 01:26:29.935 --> 01:26:33.688 I've committed no crime, I'm not a danger to myself or to others. 01:26:33.856 --> 01:26:37.942 And yet, I'm still not allowed to go for a walk on my own by myself. 01:26:39.361 --> 01:26:42.321 You didn't wake a thing, you woke a person. 01:26:42.656 --> 01:26:43.823 I am a person. 01:26:44.783 --> 01:26:47.743 Mr. Lowe, are you at all aware 01:26:47.911 --> 01:26:51.831 of the unconscious hostility you're exhibiting toward us right now? 01:26:51.999 --> 01:26:54.125 How can I be aware if it's unconscious? 01:26:54.793 --> 01:26:55.877 Nora, please. 01:26:58.797 --> 01:27:02.049 I'm curious. What would you do if you went out? 01:27:05.804 --> 01:27:09.557 I'd go for a walk, I'd look at things, I'd talk to people. 01:27:09.975 --> 01:27:12.643 I'd decide if I wanna go in this direction, or that direction, 01:27:12.811 --> 01:27:14.604 or straight ahead. 01:27:14.771 --> 01:27:17.481 I would do all the things that you take for granted. 01:27:20.819 --> 01:27:23.321 And that's it? That's it. 01:27:26.325 --> 01:27:30.453 All right, then, we'll certainly take this into consideration, 01:27:30.621 --> 01:27:32.830 and we'll let you know. 01:27:32.998 --> 01:27:35.333 - Thank you. - Thank you. 01:27:43.133 --> 01:27:44.425 Dr. Sayer. 01:27:46.720 --> 01:27:49.013 Are you all right? Yeah. I was aware of that. 01:27:49.181 --> 01:27:51.724 It was nothing. I was nervous. What did they say? 01:27:54.019 --> 01:27:57.188 They said there was insufficient data at this time. 01:27:57.356 --> 01:28:01.901 That continued observation was necessary for a complete diagnosis. 01:28:02.402 --> 01:28:06.072 They said it's a different world out there and you may not be prepared for it. 01:28:06.239 --> 01:28:09.617 They couldn't be held responsible for what might happen to you. 01:28:10.869 --> 01:28:12.203 They said no. 01:28:18.377 --> 01:28:20.211 And what did you say? 01:28:20.712 --> 01:28:24.215 They don't have to listen to me. Did you agree with them? 01:28:26.301 --> 01:28:27.385 Yes. 01:28:30.722 --> 01:28:33.474 Leonard, I don't think we're out of the woods yet. 01:28:33.767 --> 01:28:36.394 I'm not sure that this is nothing. 01:28:36.687 --> 01:28:38.229 It's an experimental drug. 01:28:38.397 --> 01:28:40.564 We need time to evaluate things before... 01:28:41.441 --> 01:28:44.068 Bye. Leonard. 01:28:44.403 --> 01:28:45.903 Leonard. 01:28:46.279 --> 01:28:48.906 Leonard, where are you going? 01:28:49.074 --> 01:28:50.658 For a walk. 01:28:51.535 --> 01:28:54.245 Leonard. Leonard. 01:28:59.918 --> 01:29:01.168 This is Dr. Sayer. 01:29:01.795 --> 01:29:03.754 Dorquez, please call the pharmacy. 01:29:03.922 --> 01:29:06.257 Miss Dorquez, call the pharmacy, please. 01:29:12.472 --> 01:29:14.598 Where are you going? I'm going outside. 01:29:14.766 --> 01:29:17.101 No. Patients not allowed beyond this point. 01:29:17.269 --> 01:29:19.103 I'm going for a walk. No, no. I'm sorry. 01:29:19.438 --> 01:29:22.189 Please, don't make it hard on yourself. 01:29:24.151 --> 01:29:26.819 - I got him. I got him. - Leonard, stop. 01:29:26.987 --> 01:29:29.947 - I just wanna go for a walk. - He's not a mental patient. 01:29:30.115 --> 01:29:33.617 This is unnecessary. Let him go. Please, he's not violent. 01:29:33.785 --> 01:29:36.245 He's not violent. He is not a mental patient. 01:29:36.413 --> 01:29:39.665 Will you let go? You will hurt him. Will you let go of him? 01:29:40.125 --> 01:29:43.377 Will you stop, please? Let go of him. 01:29:43.837 --> 01:29:47.923 I don't understand it. He was never any trouble before. 01:29:48.091 --> 01:29:51.469 He was quiet and polite and respectful. 01:29:51.636 --> 01:29:53.637 He never demanded anything. 01:29:53.805 --> 01:29:55.473 He was never disobedient. 01:29:55.640 --> 01:29:57.892 Because he was catatonic, Mrs. Lowe. 01:29:59.770 --> 01:30:01.979 I'm speaking of when he was a boy. 01:30:03.857 --> 01:30:05.357 I'm sorry. 01:30:06.234 --> 01:30:08.402 I don't know who that is up there. 01:30:08.570 --> 01:30:11.030 I don't think he knows. 01:30:11.656 --> 01:30:14.825 You've turned Leonard into something he's not. 01:30:14.993 --> 01:30:19.497 It's not us that's defective, it's them. We're not in crisis, they are. 01:30:19.664 --> 01:30:21.248 - Yeah. - They are. 01:30:21.416 --> 01:30:24.335 We've been through the worst and survived. They haven't. 01:30:24.503 --> 01:30:27.588 They fear it. They fear it. Right. 01:30:27.756 --> 01:30:30.174 - Because they know. - They know. They know. 01:30:30.342 --> 01:30:32.343 - They know. - They know. 01:30:32.511 --> 01:30:33.928 They know, they know 01:30:34.096 --> 01:30:37.681 because we remind them... 01:30:39.434 --> 01:30:42.186 We remind them that there's a problem... 01:30:42.354 --> 01:30:45.189 There's a problem that they don't have an answer to. 01:30:45.732 --> 01:30:48.651 And they'll never be healers until they realize this, 01:30:48.819 --> 01:30:54.240 until they start to see the problem, until they admit there is a problem. 01:30:54.407 --> 01:30:57.618 And that the problem isn't us. We're not the problem. 01:30:57.786 --> 01:30:59.954 It's them. They're the problem! 01:31:00.122 --> 01:31:03.541 It's them! They're the problem. 01:31:04.543 --> 01:31:05.793 They're the problem. 01:31:05.961 --> 01:31:09.922 They're the problem! They're the problem! It's them! 01:31:10.090 --> 01:31:12.299 They're the problem! 01:31:15.178 --> 01:31:18.139 He's lived 30 years without the ability to release anger. 01:31:18.306 --> 01:31:19.473 As have the others. 01:31:19.641 --> 01:31:22.393 I think his behavior is more natural than the others. 01:31:22.561 --> 01:31:26.689 Oh, really? His tics, his paranoia, these are signs of normal behavior? 01:31:26.857 --> 01:31:29.275 Yeah, because he's in that place. Oh, is that it? 01:31:29.442 --> 01:31:32.153 Yes, we wake him up and then lock him up in a cage. 01:31:32.320 --> 01:31:34.780 That's not paranoia, that's a fact. 01:31:34.948 --> 01:31:38.284 The fact is, I've got 20 psychotics up there refusing to eat. 01:31:38.451 --> 01:31:41.245 Now, they have no idea why they're refusing to eat. 01:31:41.580 --> 01:31:45.082 How long should I let that go on? He knows why. He wants out. 01:31:45.250 --> 01:31:48.711 Dr. Sayer, Mr. Lowe is not the messiah of Ward 5. 01:31:48.879 --> 01:31:50.963 He's a man in trouble. 01:31:51.131 --> 01:31:54.133 He wasn't resurrected, he was administered a drug by you. 01:31:54.301 --> 01:31:57.261 A drug that's fallen short of its miraculous reputation. 01:31:57.429 --> 01:31:59.555 The others are fine. They show no signs... 01:31:59.723 --> 01:32:01.432 He's been on it longer, doctor. 01:32:05.770 --> 01:32:08.898 Now, I sympathize with him, I've tried to accommodate him. 01:32:09.065 --> 01:32:12.776 But I will not let him endanger the health of the rest of the patients. 01:32:18.491 --> 01:32:20.784 It will help if you wait for me out there. 01:32:20.952 --> 01:32:22.369 Thank you. 01:32:23.914 --> 01:32:25.122 Excuse me. 01:32:25.582 --> 01:32:27.625 - Excuse me. - We can't allow it. 01:32:28.126 --> 01:32:29.877 He's all right. 01:32:33.465 --> 01:32:35.090 He's all right. 01:32:45.810 --> 01:32:47.770 How are you today? 01:32:48.188 --> 01:32:50.731 I'm all right. How are you? 01:32:52.525 --> 01:32:53.901 Never better. 01:32:56.529 --> 01:32:58.489 What's the purpose of these gentlemen? 01:32:58.657 --> 01:33:01.992 Oh, these gentlemen protect me. 01:33:02.786 --> 01:33:05.996 I wish I didn't need them. Someone's trying to hurt you? 01:33:07.249 --> 01:33:08.999 Who? Who? Heh, heh. 01:33:09.334 --> 01:33:11.669 That's the thing, isn't it? Who? 01:33:12.170 --> 01:33:15.422 One never knows. Someone I least expect, I expect. 01:33:16.174 --> 01:33:18.008 Look at history. 01:33:19.010 --> 01:33:23.013 Leonard, every patient on this ward thinks there's a plot against him. 01:33:23.348 --> 01:33:25.182 They're mistaken, they're crazy. 01:33:32.190 --> 01:33:34.066 You've gotten worse. 01:33:37.696 --> 01:33:39.863 The drug's not working. 01:33:41.908 --> 01:33:44.576 All these things you're experiencing are side effects. 01:33:44.744 --> 01:33:46.287 They're making you behave this way. 01:33:46.454 --> 01:33:49.540 I appreciate you coming to see me, but I have things to do. 01:33:49.708 --> 01:33:52.251 Leonard, Leonard, please, look at yourself. 01:33:52.794 --> 01:33:55.713 No, look at yourself. I have a sickness. 01:33:56.339 --> 01:33:59.883 Sickness took me out of the world, and I fought to come back. 01:34:00.051 --> 01:34:05.639 I fought for 30 years, 30 years, and I'm still fighting. 01:34:05.807 --> 01:34:07.725 But you have no excuse. Me? 01:34:07.892 --> 01:34:10.436 Nothing to do with me. You have no excuse. 01:34:10.603 --> 01:34:13.230 You're just a scared and lonely man with nothing. 01:34:13.398 --> 01:34:16.275 No life, nothing. You're the one that's asleep. 01:34:17.027 --> 01:34:21.655 Your medicine could be taken away. They can do that. 01:34:23.408 --> 01:34:26.702 You could wake up in the morning and it won't be there. 01:34:31.291 --> 01:34:32.291 Leonard. 01:34:33.043 --> 01:34:34.752 Get away from me! 01:34:51.353 --> 01:34:54.146 I'm all right. Thank you. 01:34:54.439 --> 01:34:57.191 I just fell. I'm fine. 01:37:00.398 --> 01:37:01.899 Sayer. 01:37:19.959 --> 01:37:21.543 Help me. 01:37:38.603 --> 01:37:40.521 Can you walk? 01:37:41.981 --> 01:37:44.608 I won't let them take the medicine away, Leonard. 01:37:44.776 --> 01:37:46.777 We'll work together with it. 01:37:50.949 --> 01:37:53.742 All we're saying is you're taking an unnecessary risk. 01:37:53.910 --> 01:37:57.454 He's had a reaction to the drug. He has acquired some tics. 01:37:57.622 --> 01:38:00.499 But he's not as concerned with his appearance 01:38:00.667 --> 01:38:03.627 as the affect it may have upon the other patients. 01:38:04.295 --> 01:38:06.129 We'll be working with his dosage. 01:38:06.297 --> 01:38:08.465 He's aware, and he's prepared for any effects. 01:38:08.841 --> 01:38:10.801 But he wants the others to be prepared as well. 01:38:12.011 --> 01:38:15.055 - You've gotta help me with this. - Yes, doctor. Okay. 01:38:29.028 --> 01:38:30.362 Hey, Len. 01:38:31.072 --> 01:38:32.322 Welcome back. Thanks. 01:38:35.827 --> 01:38:37.578 Hi, Leonard. How you doing? 01:38:37.745 --> 01:38:39.454 How you feeling? You all right? 01:38:39.622 --> 01:38:42.833 Gee, it's swell to see you. What's up, Bert? 01:38:44.627 --> 01:38:48.255 It got so quiet around here. Ha, ha. Because we're waiting for you. 01:38:57.682 --> 01:39:00.100 That's wonderful, Miriam. 01:39:03.438 --> 01:39:06.523 You're looking good, Len. You're looking better every day. 01:39:06.691 --> 01:39:07.983 Yeah? 01:39:13.698 --> 01:39:15.991 What if he's just had enough of it? 01:39:16.159 --> 01:39:19.369 What if it's just a matter of time for all of us? 01:39:23.291 --> 01:39:24.916 There's no reason to think 01:39:25.084 --> 01:39:27.753 what's happening to Leonard will happen to you. 01:39:28.254 --> 01:39:29.254 Why not? 01:39:30.548 --> 01:39:33.050 Well, you're all individuals. 01:39:33.217 --> 01:39:36.094 And you're well. 01:39:37.055 --> 01:39:38.930 Aren't you? Yes. 01:39:54.405 --> 01:39:56.990 That was lovely, Lucy. 01:39:57.659 --> 01:40:01.912 I learned that song a long, long time ago. 01:40:05.458 --> 01:40:07.250 I know what year it is. 01:40:09.754 --> 01:40:13.757 I just can't imagine being older than 22. 01:40:14.092 --> 01:40:15.926 I've no experience at it. 01:40:17.929 --> 01:40:20.931 I know it's not 1926. 01:40:22.850 --> 01:40:25.310 I just need it to be. 01:40:40.284 --> 01:40:42.202 How are you, Leonard? 01:40:43.621 --> 01:40:44.830 Never better. 01:40:49.627 --> 01:40:53.296 How are the others? Are they talking about me? 01:40:53.506 --> 01:40:55.215 They're scared. 01:40:55.383 --> 01:40:57.467 Well, they should be. 01:41:02.140 --> 01:41:04.391 Can you stop this? 01:41:04.642 --> 01:41:06.476 I'm not sure, but I'm trying. 01:41:06.644 --> 01:41:09.938 Don't give up on me. I won't. 01:41:22.952 --> 01:41:25.495 Four twenty-five, yes. Four twenty-five. Okay. 01:41:25.663 --> 01:41:28.999 Here we go, 425. 01:41:33.004 --> 01:41:34.921 I got a postcard from my son. 01:41:35.089 --> 01:41:37.340 I'm all right, and then everything stops. 01:41:37.508 --> 01:41:39.843 Look at this, I got a postcard from my son. 01:41:40.011 --> 01:41:42.512 No warning, it's like a light switch going off. 01:41:42.680 --> 01:41:44.014 It happens that fast. 01:41:44.182 --> 01:41:46.475 Something has to happen to bring me back. 01:41:46.642 --> 01:41:49.603 A sound or a touch. 01:41:50.271 --> 01:41:52.606 And then I can move again, I'm okay again. 01:41:52.774 --> 01:41:54.316 Thanks. 01:41:58.321 --> 01:42:01.239 It's not that it feels bad, it's just that it's nothing. 01:42:01.407 --> 01:42:05.076 I feel nothing, like I'm dead. 01:42:07.163 --> 01:42:11.208 Nothing. 01:42:12.043 --> 01:42:14.544 Gets to be like I'm not a person anymore. 01:42:14.712 --> 01:42:17.214 Just a collection of tics. 01:42:17.757 --> 01:42:20.258 Not that I mind them necessarily. 01:42:20.426 --> 01:42:23.094 Sometimes they make life kind of interesting. 01:42:23.262 --> 01:42:25.972 Though I'm not sure who's in control, me or them. 01:42:26.140 --> 01:42:29.392 What I do mind is knowing that they shouldn't be there. 01:42:31.562 --> 01:42:32.646 Back to 5. 01:42:32.814 --> 01:42:34.898 Okay. Five. Five. 01:42:42.156 --> 01:42:46.284 Just a little more. Just... Okay, all right. 01:42:46.702 --> 01:42:49.955 It feels good when I'm working. I feel good here. 01:42:51.499 --> 01:42:54.292 Book list is coming along well. I'd love to see it. 01:42:54.460 --> 01:42:56.461 It's here somewhere. 01:43:02.093 --> 01:43:04.386 That's all right, some other time. 01:43:07.849 --> 01:43:10.141 Leonard. Leonard. Ugh! 01:43:10.601 --> 01:43:13.937 What's happening? You're having an oculogyric crisis. 01:43:14.105 --> 01:43:15.605 Get the camera. 01:43:16.023 --> 01:43:18.316 Get the camera. Get the camera. 01:43:18.484 --> 01:43:20.360 Oh, God. 01:43:29.036 --> 01:43:31.288 I can't do this. I'm turning the camera off. 01:43:31.455 --> 01:43:32.956 No, no. Watch, watch, watch. 01:43:33.124 --> 01:43:35.000 Watch, watch, watch. 01:43:36.669 --> 01:43:41.464 Learn, learn, learn. 01:43:41.632 --> 01:43:44.175 Learn for me. Learn. 01:43:44.886 --> 01:43:46.636 Let's see this 01:43:47.555 --> 01:43:51.766 - Six twenty-five. - All right, 625. 01:43:51.934 --> 01:43:55.061 Six seventy-five, if... Just... Six seventy-five. 01:43:55.229 --> 01:43:56.313 - Okay. - Thank you. 01:44:13.039 --> 01:44:14.831 I can't read anymore. 01:44:14.999 --> 01:44:17.792 I can't keep my eyes in one place. 01:44:17.960 --> 01:44:20.503 I keep going back to the beginning, beginning, 01:44:20.671 --> 01:44:22.881 beginning, beginning, beginning... 01:44:25.259 --> 01:44:28.011 I've let everybody down. I have. No. 01:44:28.179 --> 01:44:30.180 I've let you down. No, you have not. 01:44:30.348 --> 01:44:34.351 I have, I have. I'm grotesque. You are not. It's not true. 01:44:34.518 --> 01:44:37.312 I won't listen to you talk like this. I'm grotesque. Look at me. 01:44:37.480 --> 01:44:39.731 Look, and tell me I am not. Tell me I'm not. 01:44:39.899 --> 01:44:42.108 You're not. Well, this isn't me. 01:44:42.276 --> 01:44:44.694 This is... This isn't me. 01:44:59.710 --> 01:45:03.880 When my son was born healthy, I never asked why. 01:45:05.049 --> 01:45:06.508 Why was I so lucky? 01:45:06.676 --> 01:45:10.303 What did I do to deserve this perfect child? 01:45:10.471 --> 01:45:12.722 This perfect life? 01:45:13.015 --> 01:45:14.391 But when he got sick, 01:45:14.725 --> 01:45:18.186 you can bet I asked why, I demanded to know why. 01:45:18.354 --> 01:45:20.772 Why was this happening? 01:45:23.567 --> 01:45:27.946 There was nothing I could do about it. No one I could go to and say: 01:45:28.114 --> 01:45:34.577 "Stop this. Please, stop this. Can't you see my son is in pain?" 01:45:36.914 --> 01:45:40.417 My son is in pain. Please, stop this. 01:45:41.711 --> 01:45:44.587 He's fighting, Mrs. Lowe. He's losing. 01:46:10.740 --> 01:46:12.282 Here you go. 01:46:12.575 --> 01:46:14.826 Uh, I worked, 01:46:15.619 --> 01:46:18.246 had friends over, went dancing. 01:46:18.414 --> 01:46:20.331 That's about it, not much. 01:46:20.499 --> 01:46:22.292 That's great, you know. 01:46:23.961 --> 01:46:26.838 I've never done any of those things. You will. 01:46:30.259 --> 01:46:33.136 They'll never let me out of this place. 01:46:36.057 --> 01:46:37.974 And they shouldn't. 01:46:39.852 --> 01:46:45.315 I am still not well, as you can see. 01:46:51.822 --> 01:46:54.491 You know, I feel well when I see you. 01:46:59.830 --> 01:47:01.122 And... 01:47:17.306 --> 01:47:20.558 I won't see you anymore. 01:47:32.947 --> 01:47:36.741 I just wanted to say goodbye. 01:48:01.058 --> 01:48:02.475 Look. 01:48:33.007 --> 01:48:35.425 Isn't that sweet? 01:50:55.566 --> 01:50:58.651 Now? SAYER... Whenever you're ready. 01:51:00.571 --> 01:51:02.405 My name is Leonard Lowe. 01:51:03.157 --> 01:51:06.367 It has been explained to me that I have been away 01:51:06.535 --> 01:51:08.161 for quite some time. 01:51:10.456 --> 01:51:11.748 I'm back. 01:51:13.459 --> 01:51:15.251 What's it like to be back? 01:51:15.836 --> 01:51:19.547 I thought it was a dream at first. 01:51:19.715 --> 01:51:22.592 What made you realize it wasn't a dream? 01:51:24.595 --> 01:51:27.263 When I spoke and you understood me. 01:51:49.370 --> 01:51:51.662 You told him I was a kind man. 01:51:54.833 --> 01:51:56.793 How kind is it to give life 01:51:57.336 --> 01:51:59.796 only to take it away again? 01:52:01.507 --> 01:52:04.384 It's given and taken away from all of us. 01:52:07.304 --> 01:52:09.555 Why doesn't that comfort me? 01:52:11.642 --> 01:52:14.310 Because you are a kind man. 01:52:26.990 --> 01:52:29.200 Because he's your friend. 01:53:05.529 --> 01:53:07.989 The summer was extraordinary. 01:53:08.157 --> 01:53:11.367 It was a season of rebirth and innocence. 01:53:11.535 --> 01:53:13.202 A miracle 01:53:13.370 --> 01:53:17.707 for 15 patients and for us, their caretakers. 01:53:18.375 --> 01:53:22.712 But now we have to adjust to the realities of miracles. 01:53:24.047 --> 01:53:27.884 We can hide behind the veil of science and say the drug failed. 01:53:28.218 --> 01:53:31.053 Or that the illness itself had returned. 01:53:31.221 --> 01:53:36.726 Or that the patients were unable to cope with losing decades of their lives. 01:53:36.977 --> 01:53:40.062 But the reality is we don't know what went wrong 01:53:40.230 --> 01:53:42.773 any more than we know what went right. 01:53:43.984 --> 01:53:49.405 What we do know is, as the chemical window closed, 01:53:51.408 --> 01:53:54.035 another awakening took place. 01:53:57.915 --> 01:54:02.835 That the human spirit is more powerful than any drug. 01:54:04.588 --> 01:54:07.590 And that is what needs to be nourished. 01:54:09.259 --> 01:54:15.806 With work, play, friendship, family. 01:54:18.352 --> 01:54:20.603 These are the things that matter. 01:54:23.357 --> 01:54:25.733 This is what we'd forgotten. 01:54:30.781 --> 01:54:32.740 The simplest things. 01:54:41.041 --> 01:54:44.043 Well, ahem, good night. 01:54:44.211 --> 01:54:45.753 Good night. 01:55:37.848 --> 01:55:41.350 Eleanor! Yes? 01:55:42.561 --> 01:55:43.853 Um... 01:55:53.614 --> 01:55:55.615 Eleanor? Um... 01:55:55.782 --> 01:55:57.450 What's wrong? 01:55:58.869 --> 01:56:01.871 I was wondering, what are you doing tonight? 01:56:02.998 --> 01:56:04.999 If you have other plans, l... 01:56:05.167 --> 01:56:07.418 No, I was... Because I was wondering... 01:56:07.586 --> 01:56:10.713 You have no plans? No, I have no, uh... 01:56:10.881 --> 01:56:12.882 Because I was wondering if you... 01:56:13.050 --> 01:56:16.844 We... Well, you and I could, um... 01:56:18.430 --> 01:56:22.558 If we could, um, go for a cup of coffee. 01:56:24.227 --> 01:56:25.728 Yes. 01:56:26.271 --> 01:56:28.022 I'd love to. 01:56:35.530 --> 01:56:37.239 My car is over here. 01:56:37.407 --> 01:56:40.076 What do you say we just walk? 01:56:40.243 --> 01:56:41.827 Okay. 01:57:20.450 --> 01:57:22.201 Let's begin. 01:57:25.450 --> 01:57:45.201 جديدترين اخبار فيلم و سريال در کانال تلگرام و اینستاگرام سايت .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.