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..:: ارائه شده توسط وب سايت بلبل جان ::..
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<i>Thank you. Thank you.</i>

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<i>But no, give yourselves a hand
because it was your hard work</i>

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<i>that gave Yardsham Inlet the best year
in the history of this agency.</i>

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<i>Before we let all that success
go to our heads,</i>

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<i>we just thought we should get together
and reconnect with the fundamentals</i>

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<i>of what actually got us here.</i>

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<i>For that, I'm gonna turn it over</i>

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<i>to our resident
poet philosopher of product.</i>

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The rebel command of brand.

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He's the guru
who terrifies Madison Avenue.

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My partner, my better half,

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Howard Inlet.

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Love you.

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Yes!

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Oh. What is your "why"?

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Why did you even get out
of the bed this morning?

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Why did you eat what you ate?

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Why did you wear what you wore?

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Why did you come here?

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Other than the fact that
I would fire you and hire someone else

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if you didn't show up for work, but...

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Not that. The big "why."

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We're certainly not here
to just sell shit.

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We are here

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to connect.

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Life is about people.

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Advertising is about illuminating

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how our products and services

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will improve people's lives.

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Now,

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how do we do that?

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Love.

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Time.

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Death.

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Now these three abstractions
connect every single human being on Earth.

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Everything that we covet,

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everything that we fear not having,

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everything that we ultimately
end up buying

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is because at the end of the day

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<i>we long for love,</i>

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<i>we wish we had more time,</i>

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<i>and we fear death.</i>

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Love.

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Time.

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Death.

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Let's begin there.

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How long did this one take?

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Five days.

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That's pretty impressive.

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- Maybe he came back too soon.
- Are you kidding me?

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It's been six months
of this zombie routine.

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We can't indulge this anymore.

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Especially because

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we're getting fired by Danworth Financial.

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<i>What? You're kidding me.</i>

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- No, Whit, come on!
- I'm sorry, what?

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But I just talked to them yesterday.

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I know. Everybody's been doing
their best to cover,

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but that entire account
is built on Howard's relationship.

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Half our billings are built
on Howard's relationships.

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This is a disaster. This is a disaster.

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No. Not yet.

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We have an offer from Omnicom
for $17 a share...

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- Oh, come on!
- But they want an answer

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- by New Year's.
- Shh.

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Let's be honest,
we're not worth $14 a share

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if my partner takes a sabbatical

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as the local domino champion
of Crazy Town.

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That's a little harsh, Whit.

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I'm sorry, but it's true.

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Simon, I am empowering you.
Go make the deal with Omnicom.

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I wish I could,
but Howard controls the voting shares.

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I'll deal with the Howard part, okay?

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Just push the papers, Simon.

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I still don't understand
why Howard got 60% of the voting shares

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and you only got 40.

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Because I needed cash to settle my divorce

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and Howard did me a huge favor
and let me sell him some.

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So, if you never had an affair
with some junior creative,

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we wouldn't be in this situation?

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Inaccurate and unfair

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to put it squarely on my shoulders.

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Well, I'm just pointing out the facts.

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Oh, my God.
Don't you just love that smell?

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Wait. Stop.

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Close your eyes.

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Breathe it in.

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Doesn't that remind you of your childhood?

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Claire, come here.

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Come on, I got to tell you something.

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What?

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I have been doing something
about our situation

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that you need to know about.

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What did you do?

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I hired someone.

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You hired someone?

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Yes. Look, when Eloise caught me cheating,

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she used a private investigator
named Sally Price.

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She's this woman
who looks like a Mormon grandmother,

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and it makes her very good
at the whole stealth thing.

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You hired the woman
who caused your divorce?

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No. I caused my divorce.

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Sally Price just documented it.

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Wow. That was actually enlightened.

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I have hidden depth. We've discussed this.

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So,

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why did you hire the Mormon grandmother?

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Because we need to document
what's going on with Howard.

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We need to show that
he's not mentally fit to vote his shares.

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No. We're not really
in that place where we're...

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We're actually gonna be the people
who would do that to a friend'?

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It's not that he won't sell,

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it's that he won't even
have a conversation about selling.

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I try to talk to him, I try to reach him,

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and it's like I'm not even
in the same physical space with him.

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He's not there.

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His kid died.

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That was two years ago, Claire.

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What are we gonna...

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This is our lives at stake.

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We're not kids anymore.
You look me in the face

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and tell me that you're willing to have
everything you've worked for

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for the last 10 years just evaporate.

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Is this Pl good?

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She caught me cheating.

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Oscar could have caught you cheating.

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Who the hell's Oscar?

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My son.

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Oh. That Oscar?

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This private investigator
isn't gonna find anything

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that'll pass for moral turpitude.

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Not on Howard,

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but if she can raise concern
regarding legal capacity,

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then we'll be in business.

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I do really think that
we are out of other options.

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You know, he terrorized
the grief counselor for six months.

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He totally blew off the Ayahuasca shaman
we flew in all the way from Peru.

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And our...
Our intervention was a disaster.

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I just...

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Look, uh, this doesn't feel right.

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I know.

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But when something starts
with a six-year-old dying,

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nothing is gonna feel right.

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He writes letters.

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Letters? What kind of letters?

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This might be the strangest thing
I have ever come across.

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- You got the letters?
- Oh, yeah.

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Can we ask you how?

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Cost me $800

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to get this cut.

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And just so you know,

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it's a federal offense
to steal mail directly from a mailbox.

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- You could...
- Yeah.

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- So, three letters.
- Who are they to?

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- Oh, not who.
- What do you mean?

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Howard doesn't write letters to people.

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He writes to things.

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- What kind of things?
- Time.

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Love.

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Death.

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The three abstractions.

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"Time,

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"they say you heal all wounds,

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"but they don't talk about how you destroy

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"all that's good in the world.

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<i>"How you turn beauty into ash.</i>

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<i>"Well, you're nothing more
than petrified wood to me.</i>

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"You're a dead tissue
that won't decompose.

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"You're nothing.".

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That doesn't prove anything.
We can't use that, right?

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No. I mean,
kids write letters to Santa Claus,

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it doesn't mean they're crazy.

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No. This is therapeutic.

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It's so sad.

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Yeah. Anything else'?

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Usually after work,
he goes to a small dog park in Brooklyn,

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even though he doesn't own a dog.

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Just sits there for hours.

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Does he write letters to the dogs?

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Are you serious?

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Well, that would be
like the home run, right?

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I mean, that's what we need.

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- Does he?
- Not that I saw.

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- Okay. What else?
- That's it, really.

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Goes home to his apartment.
Rarely leaves before morning.

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No Wi-Fi, cable, phone. Nothing.

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"You're a dead tissue
that won't decompose."

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Howard?

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Hey, it's Claire.

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<i>I swung by that place down the street
and got you some dinner.</i>

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<i>It's that shrimp thing you like.</i>

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Okay, I'm gonna leave it right here,
in case you haven't eaten.

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Hey, don't keep leaving the food there.

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He doesn't eat it.

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Oh, I'm... I'm sorry.

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<i>And he's late on his rent again.</i>

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He doesn't answer his door,
and I don't have a working number for him.

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Yeah, he doesn't have a phone anymore.

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Um, how much does he owe?
I'll write you a check.

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<i>If that's what you want to do.</i>

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And, uh, if you're not doing anything
with that shrimp...

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Broccoli rabe last week was delicious.

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Here he is.

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Hey, where's your stuff?

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I wanted to text you,
but Mom said I had to call.

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Text me about what?

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But then Barry said
I had to tell you in person.

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Are we taking life advice from Barry now?

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What are...
What are you trying to tell me?

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I'm not coming to stay with you.

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I'm going with Barry and Mom
to the Bahamas.

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No, no. Wait, wait, wait.

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Hi.

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How you doing?

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Can I get, like, five minutes,
maybe a couple feet

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just to have this conversation
with my daughter?

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Thanks.

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Honey, I got...

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I got all kinds of stuff planned.

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I got a Christmas tree for us.

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Then sucks for you.

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<i>I got us tickets to Hamilton.</i>

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<i>Then sucks for Hamilton.</i>

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That's a tough ticket, Allison.

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I've already seen it.

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You did?
You saw that with Mom and Barry?

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And Odell Beckham Jr.

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And Odell Beckham?

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Yeah.

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He's one of Barry's friends.

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Why?

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Why don't you want to spend
the holiday with me?

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I miss you.

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Because I hate you.

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Because you're a philanthropist.

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Because you broke Mom's heart.

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- Philanderer.
- What'?

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The word you're looking for
is philanderer, not philanthropist.

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They have a slightly different meaning.

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Well, you would know.

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Mmm-hmm.

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Look, I agreed to tell you in person,
and now I have.

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<i>Hey,</i>

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have a good Christmas.

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Hold it.

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<i>Hey-</i>

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So, rapid fire round while I got you?

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Cavs are in town.

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Christmas showdown at the Garden.

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I never give your seat away.

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I just go solo, but we could go.

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Don't even have to talk.
Don't even have to look at each other.

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We can do just what we're doing right now
and just watch the game.

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Be like old times.

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Right, number two.

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We're gonna lose the Danworth account

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because that's always been
your relationship.

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And they're not feeling the love,
as you might imagine.

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So that's gonna happen.

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Whatever though,

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because we've got an offer
from Omnicom, and it's real.

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17 bucks a share.

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Please consider it, because...

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Yeah, yeah.

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Because they leave total creative control
and they let everybody keep their jobs,

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which I know you care about,
because you love these people.

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Good talk.

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The Beijing boys are here.

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Oh, God. No one wants Chinese coffee.

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Well, we're selling it.

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The Manchurian macchiato. Mmm.

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What are we casting?

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- Cruise line.
- Now, see, that's good copy.

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"Shed your skin, find your life."

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Sorry, it's

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"Life is found when you shed your skin."

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- Does it really matter?
- Yes, because I wrote it.

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Oh, well, my Way's better.

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- Really'? How?
- Yeah.

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Well... Wait, what is your way?

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"Life is found
when you shed your skin."

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Which, you know, kind of hits you here.

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"Shed your skin, find your life."

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Hits you here.

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That does hit me here.

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Right?

00:18:17.290 --> 00:18:18.290
You can have it for free.

00:18:18.460 --> 00:18:20.260
Just, wait. Wait.

00:18:20.420 --> 00:18:21.640
Wait.

00:18:24.970 --> 00:18:26.140
- Hey, Frankel.
- Yeah?

00:18:26.300 --> 00:18:28.020
"Shed your skin, find your life."

00:18:28.180 --> 00:18:30.270
"Shed your skin, find your life."
Everybody, okay?

00:18:30.430 --> 00:18:31.430
<i>Got it.</i>

00:18:32.470 --> 00:18:33.900
She made it better.

00:18:38.850 --> 00:18:39.980
Hey!

00:18:47.030 --> 00:18:48.280
No, no, no.

00:18:50.450 --> 00:18:51.500
Hey. hey!

00:19:28.110 --> 00:19:30.110
<i>"And you talk to me
in such tones</i>

00:19:30.280 --> 00:19:32.910
<i>"as if it wasn't the breath in my lungs
that gave you life."</i>

00:19:33.080 --> 00:19:34.580
- You're late.
- Sorry.

00:19:34.740 --> 00:19:36.710
"As if it wasn't a spark in my mind

00:19:36.870 --> 00:19:38.540
"that gave that life meaning."

00:19:38.710 --> 00:19:40.880
"Oh, you move your tongue,
you mouth syllables,

00:19:41.040 --> 00:19:42.720
"you echo sentiment.

00:19:42.880 --> 00:19:44.090
"But you do not breathe."

00:19:44.250 --> 00:19:45.350
"You speak of spark?

00:19:45.710 --> 00:19:46.970
"That is richness.

00:19:47.130 --> 00:19:49.300
"For you deny the spark between us all.

00:19:49.470 --> 00:19:53.350
"A spark that is more a sun
than the cold fire you claim.

00:19:55.010 --> 00:19:57.730
<i>"And you have called me
a temporary madness.</i>

00:19:57.890 --> 00:19:59.140
<i>"A vicious soul.</i>

00:19:59.310 --> 00:20:00.730
"Well,

00:20:00.900 --> 00:20:04.870
"then ask if you will see me
just one more time."

00:20:05.690 --> 00:20:07.070
Hello?

00:20:07.610 --> 00:20:08.740
Hi.

00:20:09.900 --> 00:20:12.030
So sorry. I literally just wandered in,

00:20:12.200 --> 00:20:14.920
<i>and I caught the tail end of that,</i> and...

00:20:15.330 --> 00:20:17.920
Can I just say that was beautiful?

00:20:18.080 --> 00:20:19.130
What is... What is it'?

00:20:19.290 --> 00:20:21.140
It's just something
we're trying to put together.

00:20:21.170 --> 00:20:23.090
I just... I love theater. I see everything.

00:20:23.250 --> 00:20:24.730
So when's opening night? I'll be there.

00:20:24.750 --> 00:20:27.180
There is no opening night
until we get this money together.

00:20:27.340 --> 00:20:29.390
- You rich?
- Divorced.

00:20:29.760 --> 00:20:31.560
You followed me from the casting session.

00:20:31.720 --> 00:20:33.640
<i>- Absolutely, I did. Yes.</i>
- Yeah.

00:20:33.800 --> 00:20:36.100
<i>I almost lost you,
but the red hat helped.</i>

00:20:36.260 --> 00:20:39.610
Hey, um, I'm gonna say something
a little impulsive here,

00:20:39.770 --> 00:20:40.770
maybe a little crazy,

00:20:40.940 --> 00:20:43.530
but, you know, uh, I have something
about to happen for me.

00:20:43.690 --> 00:20:48.030
I'm in the middle of a deal
that if it all comes together,

00:20:48.230 --> 00:20:49.610
<i>I'd be in a position to help.</i>

00:20:49.780 --> 00:20:51.620
Well, now wouldn't that be lovely?

00:20:52.450 --> 00:20:54.290
<i>It would. Be great.</i>

00:20:54.450 --> 00:20:56.120
<i>And you, you know, you fixed it.</i>

00:20:56.280 --> 00:20:59.540
<i>So, we should get you back into casting
if you want the gig. I mean...</i>

00:21:00.620 --> 00:21:03.170
Sorry, I don't even...
I don't know your name.

00:21:04.790 --> 00:21:06.890
<i>- Amy.
- Amy.</i>

00:21:07.040 --> 00:21:09.390
Okay. Well,

00:21:09.550 --> 00:21:12.720
I'll be back, Amy. I'll be back.

00:21:12.880 --> 00:21:15.180
Mmm. And I'll be...

00:21:15.760 --> 00:21:17.730
Hmm. Sorry.

00:21:17.930 --> 00:21:19.230
I was on the stage!

00:21:19.390 --> 00:21:20.860
I'll be back.

00:21:21.980 --> 00:21:23.190
You're good.

00:21:27.570 --> 00:21:29.070
Well done, you.

00:21:46.500 --> 00:21:48.050
<i>Apartment next door is vacant,</i>

00:21:48.210 --> 00:21:50.460
<i>but the guy down the hall
says he didn't hear anything.</i>

00:21:50.630 --> 00:21:52.050
<i>Ditto the manager.</i>

00:21:52.380 --> 00:21:54.510
Wait, <i>they have</i> a <i>CSI: Cleveland now?</i>

00:21:54.680 --> 00:21:56.570
<i>- Neighborhood like this...
- It's</i> a <i>new</i> show.

00:21:56.590 --> 00:21:57.970
<i>Minding their own business.</i>

00:21:58.140 --> 00:22:01.770
<i>What's a respectable
neurosurgeon doing in a crack house?</i>

00:22:01.930 --> 00:22:03.060
<i>I don't know.</i>

00:22:03.230 --> 00:22:04.850
The werewolves,

00:22:05.020 --> 00:22:06.860
they're meeting out front

00:22:07.020 --> 00:22:08.940
all hours of the night.

00:22:12.030 --> 00:22:13.530
I heard them. Yeah.

00:22:15.110 --> 00:22:16.710
I think they're...

00:22:16.860 --> 00:22:19.490
I think they're voting
on a new head of the syndicate.

00:22:19.740 --> 00:22:20.830
But

00:22:21.740 --> 00:22:24.370
I got a raccoon friend.
He's on the task force.

00:22:24.540 --> 00:22:26.590
He put a bug out there for me
by the trash cans.

00:22:26.750 --> 00:22:28.550
We're gonna tape everything they say

00:22:28.830 --> 00:22:31.050
<i>and we'll bust them on a RICO statute.</i>

00:22:32.130 --> 00:22:34.050
I don't know anything about that.

00:22:37.130 --> 00:22:39.140
Hey, I'm your son.

00:22:40.890 --> 00:22:42.770
I know that!

00:22:44.350 --> 00:22:46.070
Good.

00:22:50.900 --> 00:22:52.240
I'll be right back.

00:23:18.760 --> 00:23:20.430
<i>Okay, I have kind of a wild idea.</i>

00:23:20.590 --> 00:23:21.740
And I know you're gonna laugh at me,

00:23:21.760 --> 00:23:23.720
but remember that we're desperate
and hear me out.

00:23:23.810 --> 00:23:27.690
<i>So, my mom hasn't been totally
in her right mind since her stroke, right?</i>

00:23:27.850 --> 00:23:30.610
And I'm always trying to remind her
what's actually going on

00:23:30.770 --> 00:23:33.190
and correct the, sort of,
daffy things that she says.

00:23:33.360 --> 00:23:35.250
And it upsets her,
and it really stresses <i>me</i> out.

00:23:35.280 --> 00:23:37.000
And it was pretty much just awful
for a while.

00:23:37.030 --> 00:23:39.580
And then, someone said something
very, very wise to me.

00:23:39.740 --> 00:23:44.710
They said, "Maybe you should stop
trying to force your reality on her

00:23:44.870 --> 00:23:47.960
"and just...
Just go into her reality."

00:23:48.120 --> 00:23:49.970
I thought you couldn't
afford therapy anymore.

00:23:50.120 --> 00:23:51.970
- I can't. It was my Uber driver.
- Oh.

00:23:52.540 --> 00:23:54.470
<i>And he was totally right.
Totally right!</i>

00:23:54.630 --> 00:23:57.630
As soon <i>as</i> I started doing this,
everything got easier, you know?

00:23:57.800 --> 00:23:59.800
Our life is like
this improvisational game.

00:23:59.970 --> 00:24:03.390
She just... She <i>says</i> wackadoodle stuff,
and I respond to it.

00:24:03.550 --> 00:24:06.980
And, uh, she's totally happy
and I kind of have fun.

00:24:07.600 --> 00:24:09.540
<i>- And that made me think of something else.
- Mmm.</i>

00:24:09.560 --> 00:24:11.310
Okay.

00:24:12.980 --> 00:24:14.150
When I was at FBW,

00:24:14.320 --> 00:24:16.330
I had this account
for a psycho stimulant drug, right?

00:24:16.360 --> 00:24:18.330
And they went with some
bullshit generic campaign,

00:24:18.490 --> 00:24:20.170
but I kept the Hispanic market.

00:24:20.200 --> 00:24:21.320
Here, watch this. Okay.

00:24:21.490 --> 00:24:23.710
So, the teacher is really stressing.
He's saying, uh,

00:24:23.870 --> 00:24:25.910
"Well, you talk all the time!
You never listen!"

00:24:26.080 --> 00:24:27.870
And then here comes the monster.

00:24:28.040 --> 00:24:29.310
"It doesn't have to be this way."

00:24:29.330 --> 00:24:31.330
Teacher, "Who are you?"

00:24:31.500 --> 00:24:32.970
Monster, "I'm your anger, man."

00:24:33.130 --> 00:24:34.130
And the teacher says...

00:24:34.750 --> 00:24:36.600
"I can't stand you, man.
You dominate my life."

00:24:36.750 --> 00:24:39.550
And anger says,
"There's a solution, my friend.

00:24:40.380 --> 00:24:43.510
"Docotrin, say goodbye to your anger."

00:24:45.010 --> 00:24:46.560
Do you see where I'm going with this?

00:24:46.760 --> 00:24:50.140
- Not really.
- Okay, okay. Look, look.

00:24:50.890 --> 00:24:54.520
We can't get Howard to deal with this
reality that we need him to deal with.

00:24:54.690 --> 00:24:57.410
And he's writing letters to abstractions
which makes no sense.

00:24:57.570 --> 00:24:59.490
But... But he's doing it.

00:24:59.650 --> 00:25:01.910
So, what if we just go into his reality

00:25:02.070 --> 00:25:04.700
and we get those abstractions
to answer him'?

00:25:05.780 --> 00:25:07.130
I'm sorry, I... I don't follow.

00:25:07.280 --> 00:25:11.920
What if Love, Time and Death
show up in person

00:25:12.080 --> 00:25:14.380
and answer the letters
that Howard's been writing to them?

00:25:14.540 --> 00:25:18.390
How are Time, Love and Death
gonna show up?

00:25:18.710 --> 00:25:20.560
Actors.

00:25:20.710 --> 00:25:24.090
We hire actors to be Love, Death and Time.

00:25:24.260 --> 00:25:27.430
They find Howard and they confront him.

00:25:30.020 --> 00:25:32.610
So, you want us to gaslight your boss?

00:25:32.980 --> 00:25:36.150
- Huh? <i>I'm sorry?
- Gas Light.</i>

00:25:36.310 --> 00:25:38.070
You know? It was a play,
then it was a movie.

00:25:38.230 --> 00:25:39.950
<i>Gas Light? Oh, my God.</i>

00:25:40.110 --> 00:25:43.910
Does nobody ever watch anything
longer than eight seconds anymore?

00:25:44.070 --> 00:25:47.580
What she's saying is
you want us to make him think he's crazy?

00:25:47.740 --> 00:25:51.340
No, no, no. It's not about
making Howard think he's crazy.

00:25:51.500 --> 00:25:55.420
Howard's not in a good mental state,
and we know that.

00:25:55.580 --> 00:26:00.840
It's about underlining that fact
so that other people can see it, too.

00:26:01.010 --> 00:26:05.310
Okay. So you want us to perform
in this intervention,

00:26:05.470 --> 00:26:08.560
and for that
you're gonna finance our play?

00:26:08.760 --> 00:26:09.810
- That's it.
- Exactly.

00:26:09.970 --> 00:26:11.970
Yeah, we'll finance whatever...

00:26:12.140 --> 00:26:13.830
I mean, this looks
like a storage facility, but...

00:26:13.850 --> 00:26:16.320
Okay. Well, actors. What do we think?

00:26:16.480 --> 00:26:18.950
- No. No, no, no.
- Oh, no.

00:26:19.110 --> 00:26:20.110
Listen, listen!

00:26:20.270 --> 00:26:21.620
We take $15,000 each.

00:26:21.780 --> 00:26:24.530
<i>- Okay? $15, 000.
- Are you completely out of your mind?</i>

00:26:24.700 --> 00:26:26.450
Okay, we'll do it.

00:26:26.610 --> 00:26:27.990
$20,000, each.

00:26:28.160 --> 00:26:31.460
Uh-uh! I just... You guys just said 15.
I heard you say 15.

00:26:31.910 --> 00:26:33.960
- Mmm... I like 20.
- I like 20 as well.

00:26:34.120 --> 00:26:36.200
Well, 20's just...
I don't know, it's a little steep.

00:26:36.290 --> 00:26:38.600
I'm like... I was thinking two.
These guys probably live in Brooklyn.

00:26:38.630 --> 00:26:40.270
- They pay 600 bucks a month.
- Stop talking. Just stop.

00:26:40.290 --> 00:26:41.480
You did a good job pulling them down.

00:26:41.500 --> 00:26:43.180
This is horrible.
This is completely wrong.

00:26:43.210 --> 00:26:47.060
No, Amy. This is the work. This is acting.

00:26:47.220 --> 00:26:49.470
Did you not hear them say
that this man's lost his child?

00:26:49.640 --> 00:26:53.110
Yes. And that's why he's reaching out
to the cosmos for answers.

00:26:53.270 --> 00:26:56.190
Well, we get to be that cosmos.

00:26:56.350 --> 00:27:00.480
Okay, so you want us to manipulate
this guy's pain so that, what?

00:27:00.650 --> 00:27:02.520
What, you cash out?
You make a lot of money?

00:27:02.980 --> 00:27:04.140
- No!
- No, no, no, no!

00:27:04.230 --> 00:27:05.630
That doesn't sound good
when you put it that way.

00:27:05.650 --> 00:27:08.000
- It's a lot more complicated than that.
- Is it'?

00:27:08.160 --> 00:27:09.200
We love <i>this</i> man.

00:27:09.450 --> 00:27:11.580
And he's not just a boss, he's a friend.

00:27:12.490 --> 00:27:15.420
<i>Howard is a brilliant,
creative, charismatic guy</i>

00:27:15.830 --> 00:27:16.830
who used to be fearless.

00:27:17.000 --> 00:27:19.090
He used to love life,
and right now, he hates it.

00:27:19.540 --> 00:27:22.040
And you really think
that this is gonna help him?

00:27:22.210 --> 00:27:23.680
<i>He lost his child.</i>

00:27:24.380 --> 00:27:26.880
And now he doesn't care
if he loses everything else.

00:27:27.050 --> 00:27:29.390
We just can't let that happen.

00:27:29.550 --> 00:27:31.220
We have to bring him back.

00:27:32.930 --> 00:27:34.180
<i>$20,000 worth it.</i>

00:27:34.350 --> 00:27:35.620
- I'll pay for it.
- Claire!

00:27:35.640 --> 00:27:37.860
I'll pay for it. I'll pay for it myself.
I don't care.

00:27:38.230 --> 00:27:41.200
So, what are the rules?

00:27:41.360 --> 00:27:44.200
Well, first, we'd have to sign
a confidentiality agreement.

00:27:44.360 --> 00:27:46.210
And make sure
that you don't talk about it, 'cause...

00:27:46.240 --> 00:27:47.500
No, I don't mean the legal rules.

00:27:47.530 --> 00:27:49.370
I mean, the rules
of the theatrical device.

00:27:49.530 --> 00:27:53.460
I mean, do other people see us,
or only Howard?

00:27:54.160 --> 00:27:56.710
- Yeah, do other people see them, Whit?
- Whit'?

00:27:56.870 --> 00:27:59.620
I guess... I guess only Howard.

00:27:59.790 --> 00:28:01.790
That's the effect
we're looking for, right?

00:28:01.960 --> 00:28:03.430
- Guess?
- You guess? I mean...

00:28:03.590 --> 00:28:05.230
I'm sorry, have you thought this through?

00:28:05.380 --> 00:28:06.760
- Sure. Sure.
- No.

00:28:06.920 --> 00:28:08.110
- I mean, to a degree.
- No, we haven't.

00:28:08.130 --> 00:28:10.510
No, we haven't, Whit. Shut up! Like...
We haven't.

00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:13.600
For instance, what if they go into a bar
and they want to order a drink?

00:28:13.760 --> 00:28:14.810
How can they do that if...

00:28:14.970 --> 00:28:16.870
Do you see Howard walking
into a lot of bars these days?

00:28:16.890 --> 00:28:18.140
Whatever. Doesn't matter.

00:28:18.310 --> 00:28:19.950
- I mean, what if Howard goes clubbing?
- They're actors.

00:28:19.980 --> 00:28:22.780
<i>- They need to know hypothetically.</i>
- Okay. Okay. <i>Enough. Enough.</i>

00:28:22.940 --> 00:28:26.410
We have the power to be seen
by whomever we want, whenever we want.

00:28:26.570 --> 00:28:28.290
- How's <i>that?</i>
- I like that, I like that.

00:28:28.440 --> 00:28:30.090
- I told you they were good.
- I like that, yeah.

00:28:30.110 --> 00:28:31.380
We should just leave it to them.

00:28:31.410 --> 00:28:32.500
Let's move on.

00:28:32.660 --> 00:28:33.660
What's next?

00:28:33.820 --> 00:28:36.750
Well, Howard wrote three letters
to Love, Death and Time.

00:28:36.910 --> 00:28:39.960
So, I guess the only question is
who plays who'?

00:28:40.120 --> 00:28:42.050
Casting. Very important.

00:28:42.580 --> 00:28:43.800
Love.

00:28:45.130 --> 00:28:46.550
Death.

00:28:47.250 --> 00:28:48.260
Time.

00:28:49.260 --> 00:28:51.600
Great. When do we get paid?

00:29:17.780 --> 00:29:21.130
"Dear Death,
you travel with so much mythology,

00:29:21.290 --> 00:29:24.290
"cause so much pain, inspire such fear.

00:29:24.630 --> 00:29:26.550
"But you're a paper tiger to me.

00:29:26.710 --> 00:29:29.840
"You're just pathetic
and powerless middle management.

00:29:30.010 --> 00:29:32.600
"You don't even have the authority
to make a simple trade."

00:29:32.760 --> 00:29:35.810
As you can see,
it's not exactly a fan letter.

00:29:35.970 --> 00:29:38.130
Yeah, well, Death doesn't have any fans.

00:29:38.180 --> 00:29:41.650
I don't understand why,
because it's a liberation.

00:29:42.640 --> 00:29:44.650
Hey, you okay?

00:29:44.850 --> 00:29:46.200
Mmm-mmm.

00:29:55.910 --> 00:29:58.160
<i>He goes to work, and the dog park.</i>

00:29:58.530 --> 00:29:59.830
And that's it.

00:29:59.990 --> 00:30:01.500
Okay. So, here's how I'm gonna do it.

00:30:01.660 --> 00:30:03.160
I'm gonna come to him angry.

00:30:03.330 --> 00:30:05.500
Like, pissed off. Like, we got a problem.

00:30:05.670 --> 00:30:08.010
No, no, no. Don't do that.

00:30:08.170 --> 00:30:11.170
He's calling me wood and dead tissue.
He's calling me out.

00:30:11.340 --> 00:30:12.340
How's he calling you out?

00:30:12.510 --> 00:30:13.720
Time.

00:30:13.880 --> 00:30:16.810
He's calling out Time, and I'm Time.

00:30:18.300 --> 00:30:20.520
Look, I don't want
you antagonizing Howard.

00:30:20.680 --> 00:30:22.020
Do you get that?

00:30:37.280 --> 00:30:40.210
But the letter only consists
of one word, "Goodbye."

00:30:40.870 --> 00:30:41.870
Look.

00:30:42.040 --> 00:30:44.040
"Dear Love, goodbye."

00:30:44.330 --> 00:30:46.880
What am I even supposed to say to him?

00:30:47.120 --> 00:30:49.220
Um, it's...

00:30:50.540 --> 00:30:51.980
It's a letter to Love
saying goodbye, right?

00:30:52.000 --> 00:30:53.680
- Yeah.
- So, what if you approach him,

00:30:53.840 --> 00:30:55.340
and you refuse to accept that?

00:30:55.510 --> 00:30:57.810
You say he can't
get rid of you that easily.

00:30:57.970 --> 00:30:59.190
Tell him that

00:31:00.430 --> 00:31:04.180
we don't get to choose who we love
and who loves us back.

00:31:04.560 --> 00:31:07.900
Tell him that you're within him,

00:31:08.440 --> 00:31:11.990
you're within everything,
whether he likes it or not.

00:31:12.400 --> 00:31:14.240
And if he accepts that,

00:31:15.280 --> 00:31:18.120
then maybe... I don't know.

00:31:18.280 --> 00:31:21.880
Maybe he gets to find his life again.

00:32:14.170 --> 00:32:15.640
They grieve.

00:32:17.380 --> 00:32:19.010
Dogs.

00:32:19.170 --> 00:32:22.430
They grieve,
and they fully understand death.

00:32:25.510 --> 00:32:27.730
You called me a paper tiger.

00:32:28.850 --> 00:32:30.230
In the letter you wrote me.

00:32:30.390 --> 00:32:31.940
You said I was pathetic.

00:32:33.650 --> 00:32:34.820
Mmm.

00:32:35.020 --> 00:32:36.280
You don't remember?

00:32:36.440 --> 00:32:38.660
You went on about middle management,

00:32:38.820 --> 00:32:41.950
making a deal, paper tiger.

00:32:43.410 --> 00:32:46.130
Oh, Howard, it wasn't that long ago.

00:32:47.450 --> 00:32:49.420
Where did you get that?

00:32:49.830 --> 00:32:53.260
- Who are you?
- Who did you write the letter to?

00:32:56.630 --> 00:32:58.100
I wrote the letter to Death.

00:33:00.090 --> 00:33:02.970
Nice to meet you. Charmed, I'm sure.

00:33:05.050 --> 00:33:06.270
No.

00:33:07.180 --> 00:33:08.180
I know, I know.

00:33:08.350 --> 00:33:10.520
People write letters
to the universe all the time.

00:33:10.680 --> 00:33:12.530
Most don't get a personal response.

00:33:12.690 --> 00:33:16.030
But you are, because I just wanted
to tell you that you're wrong.

00:33:16.190 --> 00:33:17.990
I'm not some powerless middle management

00:33:18.150 --> 00:33:19.490
- just following orders.
- Miss...

00:33:19.650 --> 00:33:22.030
You see, I didn't want to make
the trade. It was my call.

00:33:22.200 --> 00:33:24.200
I don't want this. I don't want this.

00:33:24.360 --> 00:33:26.000
Now, I don't tell you how to do your job.

00:33:26.070 --> 00:33:29.080
So, I'd appreciate it
if you didn't tell me how to do mine.

00:33:30.080 --> 00:33:32.580
Who's that man talking to?
He looks kind of weird.

00:33:32.750 --> 00:33:35.920
Don't worry about that.
Sometimes people are silly.

00:33:36.080 --> 00:33:38.680
You see, they don't see me
till it's their time.

00:33:38.840 --> 00:33:40.970
Oh, it's okay, Howard.
It's not your time yet.

00:33:41.130 --> 00:33:42.680
I just wanted to return this

00:33:44.090 --> 00:33:46.560
and clear things up between us.

00:33:49.430 --> 00:33:51.980
I really am Death, Howard!

00:33:57.400 --> 00:33:58.400
He believed me.

00:33:58.570 --> 00:34:00.190
I'm telling you he believed me.

00:34:00.360 --> 00:34:02.780
- That's amazing.
- I mean, that was spectacular.

00:34:02.940 --> 00:34:04.550
Because there was no safety net, you see.

00:34:04.570 --> 00:34:05.970
That... That... That was Grotowski.

00:34:06.070 --> 00:34:08.580
- That was pure Stella Adler!
- Ah!

00:34:08.780 --> 00:34:10.740
- Thank you. Thank you for the opportunity.
- Yes.

00:34:10.790 --> 00:34:11.970
- You are a kind man.
- Oh, not a problem.

00:34:12.000 --> 00:34:13.810
- He believed me, I'm telling you.
- I wouldn't go that far.

00:34:13.830 --> 00:34:16.060
But he needed it.
I could tell. I could tell in his eyes.

00:34:16.080 --> 00:34:18.350
Who was that woman and that little boy?
That was incredible.

00:34:18.380 --> 00:34:20.520
Oh, that was our private investigator
and her grandson.

00:34:20.550 --> 00:34:22.720
Oh, really?
And did she say anything about me?

00:34:22.880 --> 00:34:24.760
She said you were good.
She said really good.

00:34:24.930 --> 00:34:26.240
"Good"? What do you mean? Good like...

00:34:26.260 --> 00:34:28.390
You mean good like cabbage is good,
or what?

00:34:28.550 --> 00:34:30.600
No, no. She... Great.

00:34:30.760 --> 00:34:34.270
She said, she said,
"She made the impossible possible."

00:34:34.430 --> 00:34:36.780
I should be paying you.

00:34:39.110 --> 00:34:42.450
They told me that Trevor had
packed his little suitcase,

00:34:42.610 --> 00:34:44.780
that he said he was going home.

00:34:45.610 --> 00:34:47.110
I was furious.

00:34:48.160 --> 00:34:51.790
But he was sleeping,
so I couldn't talk to him.

00:34:52.790 --> 00:34:57.590
I mean, what nurse promises
this dying five-year-old little boy

00:34:57.750 --> 00:34:59.380
he could go home?

00:35:00.250 --> 00:35:02.800
He barely had any white blood cells left.

00:35:03.630 --> 00:35:05.260
He was so fragile.

00:35:06.680 --> 00:35:08.600
And who could be so cruel?

00:35:09.550 --> 00:35:10.850
Who could do that?

00:35:12.180 --> 00:35:13.850
So, of course I'm frantic.

00:35:14.020 --> 00:35:18.440
I am shouting at the staff,
trying to get to the bottom of it.

00:35:19.730 --> 00:35:22.360
Well, Trevor finally wakes up

00:35:22.520 --> 00:35:24.700
and I go to him.

00:35:24.860 --> 00:35:30.990
You know, his little blue suitcase
was still at the edge of the bed, right.

00:35:31.870 --> 00:35:34.490
So, I look at him and ask,

00:35:35.580 --> 00:35:37.630
"Who said that to you, sweetie?

00:35:38.670 --> 00:35:41.340
"Who said that you could
come back to our house?"

00:35:41.960 --> 00:35:43.630
You know what he says?

00:35:45.010 --> 00:35:46.850
"Nobody, Mommy.

00:35:48.470 --> 00:35:50.890
"I'm not going back to our house.

00:35:51.680 --> 00:35:53.180
"I'm going home."

00:35:58.850 --> 00:36:02.400
He died four hours later.

00:36:18.460 --> 00:36:19.800
Hello.

00:36:21.000 --> 00:36:22.250
Hi.

00:36:23.000 --> 00:36:25.380
Are you looking
for Smallest Wings Support Group?

00:36:26.340 --> 00:36:27.890
Um...

00:36:28.920 --> 00:36:31.800
- Yes.
- And you are?

00:36:34.050 --> 00:36:37.020
- Um, Howard.
- Howard.

00:36:38.220 --> 00:36:40.480
Come on in. Have a seat.

00:36:52.990 --> 00:36:54.910
Did you lose a child, Howard?

00:36:55.580 --> 00:36:56.920
Yeah.

00:36:57.080 --> 00:36:58.580
- Boy or girl?
- Uh...

00:36:59.000 --> 00:37:00.090
A girl.

00:37:02.040 --> 00:37:03.420
And what was her name?

00:37:09.420 --> 00:37:11.640
<i>No, it's okay. Howard.</i>

00:37:12.590 --> 00:37:14.590
You don't have to answer.

00:37:15.510 --> 00:37:18.230
You don't even have to talk, okay?

00:37:19.930 --> 00:37:21.560
You stick around?

00:37:23.020 --> 00:37:24.270
Please?

00:37:30.030 --> 00:37:31.240
Okay-

00:37:31.400 --> 00:37:32.950
<i>Thank you so much for sharing.</i>

00:37:33.280 --> 00:37:34.500
We really appreciate it.

00:37:34.660 --> 00:37:35.660
Thank you.

00:37:36.450 --> 00:37:38.950
Does anybody have anything else
they'd like to say?

00:37:55.470 --> 00:37:58.470
- So, Why'd you decide to come in tonight?
- Hmm?

00:37:59.100 --> 00:38:02.320
Yeah, I've... I've seen you outside.

00:38:02.480 --> 00:38:05.320
I was gonna come out one night
and invite you in,

00:38:05.480 --> 00:38:07.450
but I guess I didn't want
to blow up your spot.

00:38:07.730 --> 00:38:09.980
Blow up my spot?

00:38:10.150 --> 00:38:12.150
- Yeah.
- You didn't want to mess up my jam?

00:38:14.650 --> 00:38:16.120
Exactly.

00:38:17.660 --> 00:38:18.830
What's your name?

00:38:21.450 --> 00:38:22.550
I'm Madeline.

00:38:23.080 --> 00:38:24.710
<i>Nice to meet you.</i>

00:38:26.210 --> 00:38:28.010
<i>My daughter's name was Olivia.</i>

00:38:28.170 --> 00:38:31.720
She died of a rare form of brain cancer
known as Glioblastoma Multiforme,

00:38:31.880 --> 00:38:33.180
or GBM for short.

00:38:33.340 --> 00:38:35.090
She was six years old.

00:38:37.050 --> 00:38:38.850
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

00:38:46.020 --> 00:38:47.360
Okay.

00:38:47.520 --> 00:38:50.520
Fine. Don't answer.
I'm not gonna torture you.

00:38:50.690 --> 00:38:52.070
Thank you.

00:38:52.230 --> 00:38:54.740
- Was it the holidays?
- Mmm?

00:38:54.900 --> 00:38:56.830
Why you decided to come in tonight.

00:38:56.990 --> 00:38:59.790
We get a lot of first-timers
during the holidays.

00:38:59.950 --> 00:39:02.330
- No, that's not it.
- Then why tonight?

00:39:03.410 --> 00:39:05.880
Uh, I guess...

00:39:07.420 --> 00:39:08.420
I'm, uh...

00:39:09.790 --> 00:39:12.890
I'm trying to fix my mind.

00:39:14.670 --> 00:39:16.850
You lost a child, Howard.

00:39:17.590 --> 00:39:19.440
It'll never be fixed.

00:39:25.060 --> 00:39:26.900
I hope you come back.

00:40:13.440 --> 00:40:14.440
<i>Hey-</i>

00:40:14.610 --> 00:40:16.860
Signed contracts
and confidentiality agreements.

00:40:17.030 --> 00:40:19.320
- Oh, great. Thank you.
- So, did he say something?

00:40:19.490 --> 00:40:20.780
Who, Howard?

00:40:20.950 --> 00:40:23.710
- No. Unfortunately, he didn't.
- Oh, he believed it, I'm telling you.

00:40:23.780 --> 00:40:25.550
- Oh, that's good.
- Maybe you should send me in again.

00:40:25.580 --> 00:40:27.630
Not Raffi. Raffi's too impetuous.

00:40:27.790 --> 00:40:29.630
And Amy, she's just so emotional.

00:40:29.790 --> 00:40:31.460
After me, what is there?

00:40:31.620 --> 00:40:33.090
Well, he did write three letters.

00:40:33.250 --> 00:40:35.220
But Death is so much more vital than Time.

00:40:35.380 --> 00:40:37.930
- Right.
- Death gives Time all of its value.

00:40:38.090 --> 00:40:40.840
Maybe... Maybe I should
play all the parts.

00:40:41.300 --> 00:40:44.650
You know the highest margin demographic
is new parents now?

00:40:44.800 --> 00:40:46.280
Target actually invented an algorithm

00:40:46.430 --> 00:40:48.530
to predict when their female customers
were gonna get pregnant.

00:40:48.560 --> 00:40:50.810
You said before that you weren't okay.

00:40:51.140 --> 00:40:52.490
Are you sick?

00:40:55.900 --> 00:40:57.150
I'm sick.

00:40:58.990 --> 00:41:00.660
You could say, uh, I'm very sick.

00:41:05.740 --> 00:41:07.160
You're dying?

00:41:09.830 --> 00:41:11.170
Everyone's dying.

00:41:14.170 --> 00:41:16.140
Yeah, but you're doing it now.

00:41:18.670 --> 00:41:21.020
Simon. Simon.

00:41:21.760 --> 00:41:24.850
Come on, tell me. Tell me.
What is it? What's wrong?

00:41:25.970 --> 00:41:27.720
What's wrong?

00:41:27.890 --> 00:41:30.190
What's wrong is that
I came out of remission

00:41:30.350 --> 00:41:31.850
two weeks before my son was born.

00:41:32.480 --> 00:41:33.730
What's wrong

00:41:34.850 --> 00:41:37.480
is that I'm running a marathon every day
pretending to be healthy.

00:41:37.650 --> 00:41:38.900
That's what's wrong.

00:41:40.820 --> 00:41:42.290
Have you told anyone?

00:41:45.320 --> 00:41:46.500
You haven't?

00:41:46.910 --> 00:41:49.750
No, just some pushy actress
that I don't really know.

00:41:55.420 --> 00:41:57.380
What is it?

00:41:57.960 --> 00:41:59.090
It's multiple myeloma.

00:42:00.340 --> 00:42:03.680
I fought it when I was 16,
and then again when I was 25.

00:42:04.930 --> 00:42:07.150
It just never went away.

00:42:07.300 --> 00:42:09.900
Instead it regrouped and got stronger.

00:42:12.310 --> 00:42:14.150
So, the war's over?

00:42:18.230 --> 00:42:20.360
Yeah, war's over.

00:42:22.400 --> 00:42:24.830
Are your affairs in order?

00:42:25.610 --> 00:42:26.870
My affairs are not in order.

00:42:27.620 --> 00:42:29.410
That's why I hired you.

00:42:29.910 --> 00:42:31.590
It's bad enough that
I'm leaving my family.

00:42:31.700 --> 00:42:33.710
I'm not gonna leave them penniless.

00:42:36.420 --> 00:42:37.760
He believed me.

00:42:38.580 --> 00:42:39.630
Howard.

00:42:40.800 --> 00:42:43.090
He believed me.

00:42:51.600 --> 00:42:54.570
<i>Hey. Excuse me.
No, don't touch that.</i>

00:42:54.730 --> 00:42:56.270
I don't understand dominoes.

00:42:56.440 --> 00:42:59.780
There's no board to play them on,
or basket to throw them into.

00:42:59.940 --> 00:43:01.320
Right. Um...

00:43:01.480 --> 00:43:03.080
I think you might be in the wrong place.

00:43:03.110 --> 00:43:04.950
No, I'm in the right place, Howard.

00:43:08.030 --> 00:43:10.410
Mmm. Yeah.

00:43:12.080 --> 00:43:15.500
"Time, they say you heal all wounds,

00:43:15.660 --> 00:43:18.880
"but they don't talk about how you destroy
all that's good in the world.

00:43:19.540 --> 00:43:22.550
"How you turn beauty into ash."

00:43:22.710 --> 00:43:24.430
Now that's some bullshit, Howard.

00:43:24.920 --> 00:43:28.180
If Love is creation
and Death is destruction,

00:43:29.010 --> 00:43:31.260
I'm just a terrain in between.

00:43:32.220 --> 00:43:35.150
You don't understand Time.
No one understands Time.

00:43:35.310 --> 00:43:38.110
I mean, Einstein came close
when he said I was an illusion.

00:43:38.270 --> 00:43:39.490
<i>Howard? Hey. Uh...</i>

00:43:39.650 --> 00:43:40.820
Listen, I'm sure it's a "no"

00:43:40.980 --> 00:43:43.980
but Oneida Apparel asked that
you be in the media buy meeting.

00:43:45.150 --> 00:43:46.870
I'm sorry to just barge in.

00:43:48.320 --> 00:43:49.740
Ask her.

00:43:49.910 --> 00:43:52.660
Go ahead. Ask her if she can see me.

00:44:03.000 --> 00:44:04.280
I'm not gonna be in the meeting.

00:44:05.670 --> 00:44:07.340
Mmm-hmm.

00:44:07.510 --> 00:44:08.720
Well, they insisted I ask.

00:44:09.010 --> 00:44:10.570
<i>I mean, they're probably
gonna fire us, so...</i>

00:44:10.590 --> 00:44:11.640
Okay.

00:44:11.800 --> 00:44:12.930
- Awesome.
- Yes.

00:44:13.100 --> 00:44:14.140
Okay.

00:44:15.180 --> 00:44:16.520
See you later.

00:44:19.440 --> 00:44:21.190
<i>You can have this back, Howard.</i>

00:44:21.350 --> 00:44:23.200
Why did you write me anyway?

00:44:23.360 --> 00:44:24.860
You wrote me because you need me.

00:44:25.020 --> 00:44:26.370
No. Urn...

00:44:26.530 --> 00:44:28.370
I don't need anything from you, okay?

00:44:28.530 --> 00:44:30.580
You all like to bitch and complain.

00:44:30.740 --> 00:44:32.580
"There isn't enough time."

00:44:32.740 --> 00:44:34.620
"Life is short."

00:44:34.780 --> 00:44:36.880
"Oh, here, the gray hairs are coming in."

00:44:37.040 --> 00:44:38.880
You know, a day is long as hell.

00:44:39.040 --> 00:44:41.920
I'm abundant. I'm a gift.

00:44:42.080 --> 00:44:44.260
Even while you're
standing here talking shit,

00:44:44.420 --> 00:44:46.890
I'm gifting you, and you're wasting it.

00:44:47.050 --> 00:44:48.050
On what?

00:44:48.210 --> 00:44:49.930
I mean, what is this? Huh?

00:44:51.760 --> 00:44:53.230
Hey. hey!

00:44:53.550 --> 00:44:54.600
You know,

00:44:54.760 --> 00:44:57.230
I should be the one
that's writing angry letters.

00:45:05.730 --> 00:45:07.860
That was the worst thing I've ever done.

00:45:08.070 --> 00:45:10.040
That was the best thing I've ever done.

00:45:10.360 --> 00:45:13.040
What was that thing you said
about Einstein in there?

00:45:13.200 --> 00:45:16.580
Einstein called time
a stubbornly persistent illusion.

00:45:17.870 --> 00:45:19.210
What's that even mean?

00:45:19.500 --> 00:45:21.620
Time doesn't go from January to December,

00:45:21.790 --> 00:45:23.420
or from noon to midnight.

00:45:23.580 --> 00:45:25.880
You know, we all just make it that way
in our heads.

00:45:26.210 --> 00:45:27.760
That's absurd.

00:45:27.920 --> 00:45:30.720
Try telling that to a person
who's an hour late to a wedding

00:45:30.880 --> 00:45:34.680
or was just sentenced to 20 years in jail.

00:45:34.970 --> 00:45:36.290
Or someone fighting a baby clock.

00:45:38.140 --> 00:45:41.940
We really don't need
to have this conversation, ever.

00:45:43.480 --> 00:45:45.280
Anyway. just...

00:45:45.440 --> 00:45:48.070
Yeah, wanted to say great job today.

00:45:48.940 --> 00:45:51.110
Just a stubborn illusion, Claire.

00:45:51.280 --> 00:45:52.950
You have all the time in the world.

00:45:53.570 --> 00:45:54.910
You're nine!

00:45:56.450 --> 00:45:57.790
"You're nine."

00:46:14.430 --> 00:46:15.430
Hi.

00:46:18.550 --> 00:46:20.400
I'm sorry.

00:46:22.520 --> 00:46:24.690
I'm so sorry.

00:46:25.230 --> 00:46:26.610
Um...

00:46:28.690 --> 00:46:30.910
You gotta be friggin' kidding me.

00:46:31.070 --> 00:46:32.440
I'm eating.

00:46:34.110 --> 00:46:35.830
You said goodbye, and that...

00:46:36.320 --> 00:46:40.330
We don't get to choose
who we love or who loves us back.

00:46:41.200 --> 00:46:43.470
And that means you're powerless to me
<i>as</i> long <i>as</i> you're alive

00:46:43.500 --> 00:46:45.250
because I'm the fabric of life.

00:46:45.410 --> 00:46:48.040
I'm within you. I'm within everything.

00:46:48.750 --> 00:46:49.800
Howard,

00:46:50.590 --> 00:46:52.180
if you can accept that, then maybe...

00:46:52.340 --> 00:46:56.060
I don't know,
but maybe you get to live again.

00:47:14.490 --> 00:47:16.450
I completely screwed it up.

00:47:17.110 --> 00:47:18.410
I was weepy and apologetic.

00:47:18.570 --> 00:47:20.410
Well, I think love can be
weepy and apologetic.

00:47:20.530 --> 00:47:21.830
I think I was better at the end.

00:47:21.990 --> 00:47:24.590
Hey, hey. I'm sure you were great.

00:47:25.040 --> 00:47:26.330
You're sweet.

00:47:26.540 --> 00:47:27.540
Can I kiss you?

00:47:27.790 --> 00:47:29.340
You don't have to sexualize it.

00:47:29.580 --> 00:47:32.010
I can kiss you without sexualizing it.

00:47:32.170 --> 00:47:34.420
Seriously, I've had sex
without sexualizing it.

00:47:34.590 --> 00:47:36.390
You should take "sweet," Whit.

00:47:36.880 --> 00:47:38.130
It's a promotion.

00:47:39.390 --> 00:47:41.310
"Irresistible" would be a promotion.

00:47:42.260 --> 00:47:43.260
He believes it.

00:47:43.430 --> 00:47:44.770
How could you tell?

00:47:46.140 --> 00:47:47.690
I could tell by his eyes.

00:47:47.850 --> 00:47:50.860
That's great, but no one else has seen it

00:47:51.020 --> 00:47:52.980
and that's ultimately
what we need to have happen.

00:47:53.070 --> 00:47:56.240
We think if you would engage with him

00:47:56.400 --> 00:47:59.250
<i>- one more time, um, in public.
Great. Mmm-hmm.</i>

00:47:59.530 --> 00:48:01.080
<i>But this time try to...</i>

00:48:01.240 --> 00:48:03.740
<i>But you need to provoke</i>
a <i>strong visible reaction.</i>

00:48:03.910 --> 00:48:04.910
Why?

00:48:05.120 --> 00:48:08.090
Because our private investigator's
gonna capture it on video.

00:48:08.250 --> 00:48:09.390
And we're gonna use it as evidence.

00:48:09.420 --> 00:48:10.660
It'll be like being in a movie.

00:48:11.750 --> 00:48:13.150
Except you'll be digitally removed.

00:48:13.880 --> 00:48:14.880
No.

00:48:15.250 --> 00:48:16.260
Sorry?

00:48:16.420 --> 00:48:17.590
This is too intense.

00:48:17.800 --> 00:48:19.400
Um, I'm sorry. I can't be a part of this.

00:48:19.430 --> 00:48:22.270
Amy, there is no "too intense" in acting.

00:48:22.430 --> 00:48:25.520
Do you wanna be loved
or do you wanna make an impact?

00:48:25.680 --> 00:48:28.100
I mean, this isn't Noél Coward.

00:48:28.270 --> 00:48:29.690
This is... This is Chekhov.

00:48:29.850 --> 00:48:31.100
This is horrible!

00:48:31.600 --> 00:48:34.400
The... You know,

00:48:34.570 --> 00:48:37.740
you did start the agency
with him, didn't you, Whit?

00:48:37.900 --> 00:48:39.370
<i>And, Claire, he was your mentor.</i>

00:48:39.530 --> 00:48:42.250
<i>And, Simon, he gave you part
ownership in a business</i>

00:48:42.410 --> 00:48:44.030
<i>when he absolutely didn't have to.</i>

00:48:44.200 --> 00:48:45.930
- I may have told her a few things...
- Mmm-hmm.

00:48:45.950 --> 00:48:47.120
- When we were...
- Mmm-hmm.

00:48:47.290 --> 00:48:48.610
<i>I'm sorry, this is horrible.</i>

00:48:48.790 --> 00:48:50.930
I... I can't...
No, I can't be a part of this. Thank you.

00:48:50.960 --> 00:48:52.000
- Sorry. Thanks.
- Amy, no.

00:48:52.120 --> 00:48:53.130
Amy.

00:48:53.290 --> 00:48:54.290
Amy. No.

00:48:54.460 --> 00:48:55.820
Oh, she's so passionate, you know.

00:48:55.960 --> 00:48:56.960
Amy!

00:48:57.300 --> 00:48:59.050
I'm so sorry. She will be back.

00:48:59.220 --> 00:49:01.220
But if she isn't, um,

00:49:01.380 --> 00:49:04.480
I'll step in. I do know all about love.

00:49:05.930 --> 00:49:07.150
<i>Amy!</i>

00:49:13.770 --> 00:49:14.900
What'd I miss?

00:49:17.440 --> 00:49:19.490
People crying because their kids died.

00:49:19.650 --> 00:49:21.700
Hmm. Uh...

00:49:22.860 --> 00:49:26.990
Uh, there's a thing called
bereavement hallucinations.

00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:28.290
Yes.

00:49:28.490 --> 00:49:29.710
<i>Right. Um. Okay.</i>

00:49:29.910 --> 00:49:32.290
So, uh...

00:49:32.500 --> 00:49:34.090
I looked them up.

00:49:34.250 --> 00:49:36.750
And here's the thing. I don't sleep.

00:49:36.960 --> 00:49:37.960
Okay.

00:49:38.130 --> 00:49:40.010
Like, not a lot.

00:49:40.170 --> 00:49:41.670
I mean, I sleep.

00:49:42.340 --> 00:49:43.510
Mmm.

00:49:44.340 --> 00:49:48.690
But I get six or seven hours a week.

00:49:49.180 --> 00:49:51.150
Now that I think about it,
that's probably why...

00:49:51.310 --> 00:49:52.310
Why what?

00:49:52.940 --> 00:49:54.150
Um...

00:49:58.690 --> 00:50:02.040
I'm having conversations.

00:50:03.200 --> 00:50:04.490
Mmm-hmm.

00:50:07.370 --> 00:50:10.120
I mean, conversations.

00:50:10.870 --> 00:50:12.210
Okay.

00:50:15.000 --> 00:50:17.800
It's okay. Never mind. Um...

00:50:18.130 --> 00:50:20.220
<i>- Howard?
- Yeah.</i>

00:50:21.050 --> 00:50:22.920
You wanna have a conversation with me?

00:50:24.510 --> 00:50:25.980
Uh, yes.

00:50:29.560 --> 00:50:32.560
So, I assume you're a part of the 79%?

00:50:32.850 --> 00:50:33.900
Mmm?

00:50:34.140 --> 00:50:37.990
Of couples who get divorced
after losing a child.

00:50:38.360 --> 00:50:39.950
Yeah.

00:50:40.190 --> 00:50:41.190
Mmm.

00:50:41.400 --> 00:50:42.740
Yeah, me too.

00:50:45.490 --> 00:50:46.910
Do you still love her?

00:50:49.580 --> 00:50:52.080
I don't even know what love is anymore.

00:50:53.370 --> 00:50:55.090
Do you still love him?

00:50:55.250 --> 00:50:57.000
We never fell out of love.

00:50:57.830 --> 00:51:00.090
At least, I don't think so. It's just...

00:51:01.210 --> 00:51:02.380
We can...

00:51:08.220 --> 00:51:12.600
The day our divorce was final,
he sent me this.

00:51:18.100 --> 00:51:20.860
"If only we could be strangers again."

00:51:22.110 --> 00:51:23.700
Now we are.

00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:27.660
The most romantic gesture he ever made.

00:51:28.950 --> 00:51:31.200
So, to answer your question,

00:51:31.700 --> 00:51:32.870
<i>Yes,</i>

00:51:33.040 --> 00:51:34.460
I Still love him.

00:51:43.130 --> 00:51:44.720
What did you mean

00:51:44.880 --> 00:51:46.570
when you said
you were having conversations?

00:51:46.590 --> 00:51:47.590
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:51:47.760 --> 00:51:49.730
- Conversations with who?
- Um...

00:51:50.550 --> 00:51:51.900
It's not "who."

00:51:52.050 --> 00:51:53.310
It's really... It's...

00:51:53.470 --> 00:51:55.470
You're gonna think I'm crazy.

00:51:55.640 --> 00:51:56.640
Try me.

00:51:56.810 --> 00:51:58.940
Um, can I show you?

00:51:59.650 --> 00:52:03.320
<i>"Dead tissue
that won 't decompose."</i>

00:52:04.440 --> 00:52:06.440
He was sitting right here.

00:52:06.610 --> 00:52:10.990
Just a mean, little, arrogant thug.

00:52:11.700 --> 00:52:14.620
And he was the first one
that appeared, right?

00:52:14.990 --> 00:52:17.000
Uh, no. Death came first.

00:52:17.160 --> 00:52:19.920
She met me in the dog park.

00:52:20.710 --> 00:52:22.430
Oh, so Death is a "her"?

00:52:22.790 --> 00:52:27.050
Uh, yeah. It turns out
Death is an elderly white woman.

00:52:28.970 --> 00:52:30.340
What was the trade?

00:52:31.180 --> 00:52:33.730
You said Death wouldn't make the trade.

00:52:34.180 --> 00:52:35.180
What does that mean?

00:52:35.350 --> 00:52:37.150
When we realized our...

00:52:37.810 --> 00:52:41.780
My daughter was dying, I prayed, uh...

00:52:43.020 --> 00:52:46.990
Not to God or the universe, but to Death.

00:52:47.150 --> 00:52:48.870
I offered a trade.

00:52:49.030 --> 00:52:50.700
Take me,

00:52:50.860 --> 00:52:52.540
leave my daughter.

00:52:55.120 --> 00:52:59.040
But she didn't wanna make the trade, so...

00:53:17.510 --> 00:53:19.230
<i>So, who won that round?</i>

00:53:20.520 --> 00:53:22.320
You or the porcelain?

00:53:22.480 --> 00:53:25.400
Porcelain.
Porcelain's undefeated.

00:53:27.190 --> 00:53:29.690
I'm sorry about that,
I thought everyone left.

00:53:29.860 --> 00:53:32.080
Yes, they did. But I'm here to close up.

00:53:32.240 --> 00:53:33.280
Good.

00:53:33.450 --> 00:53:34.530
You need help getting home?

00:53:34.910 --> 00:53:36.410
No. I'm fine.

00:53:36.870 --> 00:53:38.540
I'm... I'm good.

00:53:40.120 --> 00:53:41.340
I Googled you.

00:53:41.540 --> 00:53:42.540
- You did?
- Yeah.

00:53:42.710 --> 00:53:43.710
Oh, God.

00:53:43.920 --> 00:53:45.760
You came from nothing.

00:53:46.540 --> 00:53:48.590
You put yourself through Duke,

00:53:49.050 --> 00:53:51.090
you married a wonderful woman,

00:53:51.260 --> 00:53:52.550
you're a loving father.

00:53:52.720 --> 00:53:54.940
So, you lived well. You lived right.

00:53:57.930 --> 00:54:00.430
But, my friend, you're not dying right.

00:54:02.940 --> 00:54:04.610
Are you gonna tell me how to die?

00:54:04.770 --> 00:54:06.320
Have you told your family yet?

00:54:08.440 --> 00:54:10.610
- Mmm-mmm.
- You're not helping them.

00:54:10.940 --> 00:54:13.700
You're just denying them
what is rightfully theirs.

00:54:13.860 --> 00:54:15.210
Yeah? And what's that?

00:54:15.360 --> 00:54:17.870
Pain? Atrophy? Disease?

00:54:18.030 --> 00:54:19.460
Yes. Yes.

00:54:19.620 --> 00:54:21.120
All of it.

00:54:21.450 --> 00:54:23.960
And the chance to say goodbye.

00:54:27.540 --> 00:54:28.640
Stick to acting.

00:54:36.260 --> 00:54:37.730
Okay.

00:54:37.890 --> 00:54:40.610
I have something
that I haven't told anyone.

00:54:41.350 --> 00:54:44.650
It doesn't involve letters
or angels or anything like that,

00:54:45.810 --> 00:54:47.110
but it means something to me.

00:54:50.770 --> 00:54:56.200
They were preparing Olivia to say goodbye.

00:54:57.110 --> 00:55:01.210
And my husband was trying to
calm my mother in the parking lot

00:55:01.370 --> 00:55:03.210
because she lost it.

00:55:05.000 --> 00:55:06.800
<i>So I was alone</i>

00:55:07.710 --> 00:55:10.630
<i>and I was sitting there
in the waiting room</i>

00:55:10.790 --> 00:55:12.760
<i>at Maimonides Hospital.</i>

00:55:13.920 --> 00:55:16.850
<i>And there was this woman
who sat next to me.</i>

00:55:19.050 --> 00:55:21.770
<i>And she asked me who I was about to lose.</i>

00:55:21.930 --> 00:55:23.730
<i>And I told her.</i>

00:55:25.310 --> 00:55:27.360
And she looked at me and she said,

00:55:29.270 --> 00:55:31.870
"Just be sure to notice

00:55:32.020 --> 00:55:34.200
"the collateral beauty."

00:55:36.950 --> 00:55:37.990
I mean, she...

00:55:38.410 --> 00:55:41.030
She said it so casually.

00:55:43.200 --> 00:55:44.950
In the next room,

00:55:45.660 --> 00:55:49.170
my six-year-old daughter
was being taken off life support.

00:55:51.000 --> 00:55:53.850
And this woman says "collateral beauty."

00:55:55.710 --> 00:55:59.470
People don't know
what to say in those moments.

00:55:59.640 --> 00:56:02.390
No, she did.

00:56:02.890 --> 00:56:05.110
I just didn't get it at the time.

00:56:05.810 --> 00:56:08.940
See, it wasn't said out of
sympathy or awkwardness.

00:56:09.100 --> 00:56:11.480
It was from experience.

00:56:14.570 --> 00:56:16.280
About a year later,

00:56:17.490 --> 00:56:19.910
something started to
happen to me, you know.

00:56:20.200 --> 00:56:22.950
I would be walking
or on the subway, whatever,

00:56:23.120 --> 00:56:25.670
and I would just burst into tears.

00:56:26.750 --> 00:56:29.540
<i>But these weren't Olivia tears.</i>

00:56:29.710 --> 00:56:32.680
<i>These were tears born from something else,</i>

00:56:35.960 --> 00:56:41.060
from this kind of profound
connection to everything.

00:56:42.930 --> 00:56:44.480
And I realized

00:56:45.810 --> 00:56:49.230
it was the collateral beauty.

00:56:52.440 --> 00:56:53.780
I mean, there's...

00:56:54.860 --> 00:56:58.110
There's no such thing
as collateral beauty.

00:56:58.280 --> 00:56:59.900
<i>There is,</i> Howard.

00:57:00.990 --> 00:57:02.620
<i>There really is.</i>

00:57:04.530 --> 00:57:06.630
It'll never bring her back.

00:57:07.040 --> 00:57:12.630
And it will never ever make it okay.

00:57:14.840 --> 00:57:18.890
But I promise you, it's there.

00:57:25.640 --> 00:57:26.980
Okay.

00:57:28.850 --> 00:57:30.940
You need to talk to them, Howard.

00:57:31.100 --> 00:57:32.320
Look, um...

00:57:33.270 --> 00:57:34.270
Appreciate your story,

00:57:34.440 --> 00:57:37.320
but I'm not really feeling
the "collateral beauty" thing.

00:57:37.480 --> 00:57:38.780
I don't care!

00:57:39.740 --> 00:57:42.960
Yell at them,
reason with them, challenge them.

00:57:43.110 --> 00:57:44.960
Just engage!

00:57:56.750 --> 00:57:58.850
I think this was a mistake.

00:58:14.770 --> 00:58:16.020
- Hi.
- Hi.

00:58:16.190 --> 00:58:18.070
What're you doing here?

00:58:18.230 --> 00:58:21.110
Uh, Brigitte told me this is
where I could find you.

00:58:21.280 --> 00:58:22.490
Of course she did.

00:58:23.530 --> 00:58:26.530
Could we just go and talk somewhere
for 15 minutes by ourselves?

00:58:26.700 --> 00:58:28.820
I'm... I'm actually working.
I'm rehearsing right now.

00:58:28.870 --> 00:58:30.590
- You're rehearsing here, too?
- Yeah.

00:58:30.740 --> 00:58:32.660
How many projects
are you doing at the same time?

00:58:33.210 --> 00:58:34.460
I'm currently doing three.

00:58:34.670 --> 00:58:35.670
Three. Wow.

00:58:35.870 --> 00:58:36.990
- Yeah.
- That's really busy.

00:58:37.130 --> 00:58:38.650
How are we gonna fit a dinner date in?

00:58:38.710 --> 00:58:39.710
Whit...

00:58:39.960 --> 00:58:42.060
Listen, listen, listen. Seriously...

00:58:42.210 --> 00:58:47.140
I have to ask you
to reconsider what you said last night.

00:58:47.590 --> 00:58:50.100
We need you one more time.

00:58:50.260 --> 00:58:51.610
Just give us one more scene.

00:58:51.770 --> 00:58:53.440
I am out.

00:58:53.600 --> 00:58:54.600
Amy, what do you...

00:58:54.770 --> 00:58:56.250
Wait, what can I say'? What do you...

00:58:56.850 --> 00:58:59.110
I'll give you $100,000. Not 20, 100.

00:58:59.270 --> 00:59:00.870
You don't have $100,000.

00:59:01.020 --> 00:59:02.460
You're right. I live with my mother.

00:59:02.610 --> 00:59:05.290
But this is gonna work, and when it does,
I'll have much, much more.

00:59:05.450 --> 00:59:06.570
And I'll give you a million.

00:59:06.660 --> 00:59:08.340
- I don't want your money.
- I really will.

00:59:08.410 --> 00:59:09.410
I do not want your money.

00:59:09.570 --> 00:59:11.570
Do you know,
I've actually never wanted your money.

00:59:11.700 --> 00:59:14.670
What can I say to get you to do this?

00:59:14.830 --> 00:59:17.750
Because there's so much more
at stake here, you have no idea.

00:59:17.960 --> 00:59:19.210
Oh.

00:59:19.960 --> 00:59:21.550
You have a daughter, right?

00:59:21.710 --> 00:59:22.960
Yeah.

00:59:23.130 --> 00:59:24.470
Did we talk about that?

00:59:25.420 --> 00:59:28.220
Tell me what it was like
the day that she was born.

00:59:28.390 --> 00:59:29.510
What?

00:59:29.680 --> 00:59:31.730
What it felt like for you.

00:59:32.560 --> 00:59:34.780
Uh, it was scary.

00:59:35.230 --> 00:59:37.190
It was very scary. I was terrified.

00:59:40.360 --> 00:59:42.230
But then they gave her to me

00:59:42.400 --> 00:59:46.400
and I had the most amazing
sensation run through me.

00:59:48.820 --> 00:59:51.670
It... I can't...

00:59:51.910 --> 00:59:53.080
What? Finish it.

00:59:53.240 --> 00:59:55.170
It sounds... It's goofy.

00:59:55.330 --> 00:59:56.580
No, it doesn't sound goofy.

00:59:56.750 --> 00:59:58.640
Do you know, actually,
this is the first time that I felt

00:59:58.670 --> 01:00:00.260
any attraction towards you, whatsoever.

01:00:00.420 --> 01:00:01.890
- Really?
- Yes.

01:00:03.920 --> 01:00:05.800
I looked at her and I...

01:00:08.340 --> 01:00:10.690
I realized that I wasn't feeling love.

01:00:11.760 --> 01:00:13.560
I had become love.

01:00:15.560 --> 01:00:18.060
She doesn't talk to me now, though.

01:00:19.310 --> 01:00:22.820
She blames me for the divorce,
and so she's angry at me.

01:00:23.070 --> 01:00:24.240
And...

01:00:25.360 --> 01:00:26.450
I deserve it.

01:00:27.320 --> 01:00:29.320
I'm gonna make you a deal.

01:00:30.700 --> 01:00:33.620
If you can take all of this,

01:00:34.330 --> 01:00:36.580
frankly, aggressive determination

01:00:39.290 --> 01:00:41.710
and extraordinary openness

01:00:42.830 --> 01:00:45.760
and use it on winning your daughter back,

01:00:47.840 --> 01:00:48.840
then I'll do it.

01:00:51.130 --> 01:00:52.510
It's a deal.

01:00:54.300 --> 01:00:56.900
See, you don't feel that?

01:00:57.390 --> 01:00:59.060
Oh, wow. Give me my hand back.

01:00:59.560 --> 01:01:01.650
You feel that though, right?
You feel it?

01:01:01.810 --> 01:01:03.080
- That's sparks.
- Goodbye, Whit.

01:01:03.110 --> 01:01:04.110
That's what that is.

01:01:55.740 --> 01:01:57.830
Hey! What's up?

01:01:57.990 --> 01:01:59.840
- What?
- You got something to say?

01:02:08.130 --> 01:02:09.600
You got something you wanna say?

01:02:09.750 --> 01:02:11.820
Oh, yeah. I got a lot of things
I'd like to say to you.

01:02:11.840 --> 01:02:13.930
Well, say it. Say it!

01:02:14.760 --> 01:02:16.430
See, you just waste time.

01:02:16.640 --> 01:02:18.600
See, I give you a gift
and you just waste it!

01:02:19.510 --> 01:02:22.060
I don't care about time.

01:02:22.390 --> 01:02:24.110
This is a prison sentence!

01:02:24.310 --> 01:02:26.660
I don't want your gift!

01:02:29.110 --> 01:02:31.280
Because you took hers.

01:03:07.350 --> 01:03:08.820
Oh, come on.

01:03:09.020 --> 01:03:10.520
Are you here to take me?

01:03:10.690 --> 01:03:13.490
No, Howard.
I'm here to ride the F train with you.

01:03:13.990 --> 01:03:14.990
Oh, okay.

01:03:15.150 --> 01:03:19.450
So, there are these two twins
in a womb, a boy and a girl.

01:03:19.620 --> 01:03:20.870
You telling a joke?

01:03:21.030 --> 01:03:22.460
No, no. It's a story.

01:03:22.620 --> 01:03:24.170
So, these twins are happy.

01:03:24.330 --> 01:03:26.550
They're fed, they're warm, they feel safe.

01:03:26.710 --> 01:03:28.710
But they're outgrowing their space

01:03:29.290 --> 01:03:32.050
and they realize this can't go on forever.

01:03:32.210 --> 01:03:33.840
So they start thinking,

01:03:34.460 --> 01:03:36.390
"What comes next?

01:03:36.550 --> 01:03:39.180
"What if it's cold or lonely?

01:03:39.340 --> 01:03:40.560
"What if we're not together?

01:03:41.140 --> 01:03:43.860
"What if there's nothing at all?"

01:03:47.020 --> 01:03:49.520
So, then the girl looks at the cord.

01:03:49.690 --> 01:03:52.030
This cord that has fed them,
has nourished them,

01:03:52.190 --> 01:03:54.570
this cord that they
can't possibly conceive

01:03:54.730 --> 01:03:57.080
could be attached to anything else.

01:03:57.240 --> 01:03:58.710
And she says,

01:03:58.860 --> 01:04:01.490
"Well, we have no proof.

01:04:01.660 --> 01:04:03.040
"All we have is this."

01:04:04.370 --> 01:04:05.370
No.

01:04:06.080 --> 01:04:07.380
Wow, that's deep.

01:04:07.540 --> 01:04:10.260
So, it's like life after birth.

01:04:10.920 --> 01:04:12.170
Hopeful.

01:04:12.750 --> 01:04:14.250
All right, what do you want?

01:04:15.050 --> 01:04:16.510
Why are you here?

01:04:16.670 --> 01:04:18.600
I've heard all of your platitudes.

01:04:18.760 --> 01:04:19.880
I got them, I know.

01:04:20.050 --> 01:04:21.430
"She's in a better place."

01:04:21.590 --> 01:04:24.390
And, "This is all
a part of a master plan."

01:04:24.560 --> 01:04:25.730
Heard that one, too.

01:04:25.890 --> 01:04:27.060
Here's my favorite.

01:04:27.230 --> 01:04:30.700
"God looked down and
saw the most beautiful rose,

01:04:30.850 --> 01:04:32.730
"so beautiful that he picked it

01:04:32.900 --> 01:04:35.620
"to have it in Heaven all for Himself."

01:04:37.030 --> 01:04:39.080
Then there's the science, biocentrism,

01:04:39.240 --> 01:04:42.580
and we're all living and dying
in infinite universes

01:04:42.740 --> 01:04:44.410
<i>all at the same time.</i>

01:04:44.580 --> 01:04:45.700
And then the religion,

01:04:45.870 --> 01:04:47.620
the Christians and their salvation,

01:04:47.790 --> 01:04:51.260
and the Buddhists and their Samsara,
and the Hindus and their 41st sacrament.

01:04:51.420 --> 01:04:52.920
And can't forget the poetry.

01:04:53.080 --> 01:04:54.460
Oh, the poetry.

01:04:54.630 --> 01:04:57.630
"To die is different
from what anyone supposed

01:04:57.800 --> 01:04:58.970
"and luckier."

01:04:59.130 --> 01:05:00.260
Whitman.

01:05:00.430 --> 01:05:02.600
And, "Rage...

01:05:02.760 --> 01:05:04.560
"Rage against the dying of the light.

01:05:04.720 --> 01:05:08.230
"Though wise men at their end
know dark is right."

01:05:08.390 --> 01:05:10.270
Thomas. And then...

01:05:10.440 --> 01:05:13.990
<i>Row, row, row your boat
gently down the stream</i>

01:05:14.150 --> 01:05:15.950
<i>Merrily, merrily
merrily, merrily</i>

01:05:16.110 --> 01:05:20.610
<i>Life is but a dream</i>

01:05:20.780 --> 01:05:21.950
I got it.

01:05:22.110 --> 01:05:23.410
'Got it!

01:05:24.990 --> 01:05:29.460
It all basically says
that you're a natural part of life,

01:05:29.620 --> 01:05:33.500
we shouldn't hate you,
we shouldn't fear you.

01:05:33.670 --> 01:05:36.420
I guess we should just accept you, right?

01:05:36.590 --> 01:05:38.010
That's it?

01:05:39.460 --> 01:05:41.590
I get it. Here's the thing.

01:05:42.470 --> 01:05:45.270
It's all a bunch of intellectual bullshit

01:05:47.100 --> 01:05:50.150
because she's not here
holding my fucking hand.

01:05:59.230 --> 01:06:01.950
<i>Oh, Lord, what</i> a <i>beautiful city</i>

01:06:02.490 --> 01:06:09.170
<i>Oh, Lord, what a beautiful city</i>

01:06:09.330 --> 01:06:12.460
<i>Twelve gates to the city</i>

01:06:12.620 --> 01:06:13.670
<i>Hallelujah</i>

01:06:13.830 --> 01:06:16.340
<i>Amen, amen</i>

01:06:16.500 --> 01:06:18.000
<i>Who are all those children</i>

01:06:19.840 --> 01:06:23.220
<i>All dressed up in white</i>

01:06:24.970 --> 01:06:26.350
Hi, Howard.

01:06:30.390 --> 01:06:31.860
You gonna cry again?

01:06:32.390 --> 01:06:33.630
You don't like it when I'm sad?

01:06:33.770 --> 01:06:35.990
- Ah, aren't you always sad?
- No.

01:06:36.150 --> 01:06:37.900
No, I can be other things. I can be happy.

01:06:38.060 --> 01:06:41.190
- I can be unexpected and unpredictable...
- Huh.

01:06:41.360 --> 01:06:43.700
And sexy and warm and mysterious and...

01:06:44.990 --> 01:06:46.710
And home.

01:06:46.870 --> 01:06:49.120
I can be home, Howard, you remember?

01:06:49.700 --> 01:06:50.870
Do you remember me?

01:06:52.080 --> 01:06:54.880
Listen. All the "fabric of life" bullshit,
save that for somebody else.

01:06:55.000 --> 01:06:56.050
It's not bullshit.

01:06:56.250 --> 01:06:58.840
I know you don't believe me,
but you have to trust me.

01:06:59.040 --> 01:07:00.220
Trust you?

01:07:00.710 --> 01:07:02.060
- Trust you?
- Yes!

01:07:02.210 --> 01:07:04.010
I did trust you!

01:07:04.920 --> 01:07:06.520
And you betrayed me!

01:07:07.050 --> 01:07:10.560
I saw you every day in her eyes,

01:07:11.010 --> 01:07:13.860
and I heard you in her voice
when she laughed,

01:07:14.020 --> 01:07:17.400
and I felt you inside of me
when she called me "Daddy."

01:07:17.560 --> 01:07:20.190
And you betrayed me!

01:07:21.230 --> 01:07:23.360
You broke my heart.

01:07:24.440 --> 01:07:25.700
No.

01:07:26.910 --> 01:07:28.910
I'm in all of it.

01:07:29.070 --> 01:07:30.310
I'm the darkness and the light,

01:07:30.410 --> 01:07:31.910
I'm the sunshine and the storm.

01:07:32.080 --> 01:07:33.080
Yes, you're right.

01:07:33.240 --> 01:07:34.920
I was there in her laugh,

01:07:35.580 --> 01:07:39.050
but I'm also here now in your pain.

01:07:40.040 --> 01:07:43.140
I'm the reason for everything.

01:07:43.300 --> 01:07:45.550
I am the only "why."

01:07:47.300 --> 01:07:49.600
Don't try and live without me, Howard.

01:07:50.720 --> 01:07:52.190
Please don't.

01:08:36.350 --> 01:08:37.940
The deal with Omnicom's almost done.

01:08:38.640 --> 01:08:39.940
What about Howard?

01:08:40.100 --> 01:08:41.500
Well, they're aware of the situation

01:08:41.520 --> 01:08:44.490
but we still have to prove
that Howard's ability to vote

01:08:45.150 --> 01:08:46.150
is, uh, compromised.

01:08:46.610 --> 01:08:48.490
I can't believe it's come down to this.

01:08:48.650 --> 01:08:50.120
<i>Yeah, well, believe it.</i>

01:08:50.660 --> 01:08:53.370
We have a competency meeting
with the board set for Thursday.

01:09:00.790 --> 01:09:03.960
<i>We're here to give you
a chance to explain this.</i>

01:09:07.010 --> 01:09:09.180
<i>Howard, what are you doing in this video?</i>

01:09:09.340 --> 01:09:12.560
<i>I do not care about time.</i>

01:09:13.640 --> 01:09:15.680
<i>This is a prison sentence!</i>

01:09:16.970 --> 01:09:19.230
<i>I don't want your gift!</i>

01:09:19.390 --> 01:09:20.870
<i>What are you doing, Howard?</i>

01:09:21.730 --> 01:09:23.530
<i>Because you took hers.</i>

01:09:24.560 --> 01:09:25.740
Howard?

01:09:25.900 --> 01:09:27.570
<i>You gonna cry again?</i>

01:09:28.360 --> 01:09:30.490
<i>Aren't you always sad?</i>

01:09:30.650 --> 01:09:31.750
What about here?

01:09:31.900 --> 01:09:33.860
<i>Listen.
All the “fabric of life" bullshit,</i>

01:09:33.910 --> 01:09:35.450
<i>save that for somebody else.</i>

01:09:40.330 --> 01:09:41.550
<i>Trust you?</i>

01:09:42.330 --> 01:09:43.830
<i>Trust you?</i>

01:09:44.830 --> 01:09:46.090
<i>I did trust you!</i>

01:09:47.170 --> 01:09:49.340
<i>I committed everything to you</i>

01:09:49.510 --> 01:09:51.430
<i>and you betrayed me!</i>

01:09:53.340 --> 01:09:56.560
<i>I saw you every day in her eyes,</i>

01:09:57.560 --> 01:10:01.530
<i>and I heard you in her voice
when she laughed.</i>

01:10:02.350 --> 01:10:03.540
<i>And I felt you inside of me...</i>

01:10:03.560 --> 01:10:04.560
Howard?

01:10:04.730 --> 01:10:06.200
<i>When she called me "Daddy. "</i>

01:10:06.360 --> 01:10:07.360
Howard?

01:10:07.520 --> 01:10:08.740
<i>You broke my heart.</i>

01:10:08.900 --> 01:10:12.030
Howard, I need you to answer me.
Who are you shouting at here?

01:10:12.200 --> 01:10:14.470
<i>I've heard all of your platitudes.
I got them, I know.</i>

01:10:14.490 --> 01:10:17.080
Um, it's not "who."

01:10:17.240 --> 01:10:18.800
<i>And, "This is all
a part of a master plan."</i>

01:10:18.830 --> 01:10:19.950
<i>I'm sorry, what?</i>

01:10:20.200 --> 01:10:21.200
<i>I got it.</i>

01:10:21.370 --> 01:10:23.720
Howard, did you say something?

01:10:23.870 --> 01:10:26.250
I'm not talking to people.

01:10:26.420 --> 01:10:30.050
Well, that's obvious.
Who are you talking to?

01:10:34.380 --> 01:10:35.620
Howard, who are you talking to?

01:10:35.760 --> 01:10:37.980
That's enough. It's enough.

01:10:38.140 --> 01:10:39.810
Thank you.

01:10:40.430 --> 01:10:41.900
You made the point, I think.

01:10:42.890 --> 01:10:44.820
Just turn it off.

01:10:56.820 --> 01:10:59.080
You hired people to follow me?

01:10:59.990 --> 01:11:01.460
Make video?

01:11:01.620 --> 01:11:03.790
No, that wasn't the initial intention.

01:11:03.960 --> 01:11:05.580
No, we did.

01:11:06.290 --> 01:11:07.290
Yeah, we did.

01:11:07.460 --> 01:11:09.540
We did a lot more than that, Howard.

01:11:10.420 --> 01:11:12.140
<i>Howard, I'm so sorry.</i>

01:11:12.300 --> 01:11:13.640
<i>We felt like...</i>

01:11:13.800 --> 01:11:15.100
<i>We didn't know what else to do.</i>

01:11:15.260 --> 01:11:17.680
- Claire.
<i>- No. I can't do</i> this anymore.

01:11:18.010 --> 01:11:20.260
I can't do this anymore, Whit.

01:11:20.930 --> 01:11:22.150
Listen, I really...

01:11:22.310 --> 01:11:24.150
I didn't even think that
it was gonna work.

01:11:24.310 --> 01:11:26.270
- Really, honestly, I...
- Claire. Claire. Claire.

01:11:26.310 --> 01:11:28.030
I'm so sorry.

01:11:28.440 --> 01:11:30.560
- All right, all right, all right.
- Howard...

01:11:33.150 --> 01:11:37.160
I'm obviously not
in the right state of mind.

01:11:39.530 --> 01:11:41.630
Maybe none of us are.

01:11:41.780 --> 01:11:43.790
You think I haven't noticed?

01:11:48.170 --> 01:11:49.790
I mean, Claire,

01:11:49.960 --> 01:11:54.210
you dedicated
your entire life to this agency.

01:11:54.380 --> 01:11:56.180
<i>You made us your family</i>

01:11:56.340 --> 01:11:58.680
<i>when you could have been
starting your own.</i>

01:12:00.010 --> 01:12:02.360
And, uh, you've been
absolutely killing yourself,

01:12:02.510 --> 01:12:03.980
covering for me,

01:12:04.390 --> 01:12:05.890
<i>and I appreciate that.</i>

01:12:07.390 --> 01:12:09.900
Thank you.

01:12:11.520 --> 01:12:13.520
And, Simon,

01:12:13.690 --> 01:12:16.870
you've done your best
to hide it from everyone,

01:12:17.030 --> 01:12:18.660
but I know your history.

01:12:18.820 --> 01:12:22.250
And I suspect I'm making
an already impossible situation

01:12:22.410 --> 01:12:24.040
even worse for you.

01:12:26.660 --> 01:12:28.160
I promise you,

01:12:29.330 --> 01:12:31.840
as long as I am here,

01:12:32.000 --> 01:12:34.750
your family will be cared for.

01:12:36.760 --> 01:12:38.100
Thank you.

01:12:41.510 --> 01:12:42.730
Whit.

01:12:44.930 --> 01:12:47.030
Best friend I've ever had.

01:12:47.890 --> 01:12:50.520
But I'm disappointed in you, man.

01:12:50.690 --> 01:12:53.240
I mean, not for... Not for this.

01:12:54.230 --> 01:12:55.730
Not for this.

01:12:57.860 --> 01:13:03.240
<i>You don't need her permission
to be her father.</i>

01:13:08.200 --> 01:13:11.300
Allison's the best thing
you got happening in this world,

01:13:11.870 --> 01:13:14.250
and tomorrow's not promised.

01:13:19.090 --> 01:13:20.640
<i>Do you hear me?</i>

01:13:25.470 --> 01:13:27.390
You guys did the right thing.

01:13:29.100 --> 01:13:31.570
I want our agency to survive.

01:13:31.730 --> 01:13:33.350
Something should.

01:13:34.110 --> 01:13:35.820
All right, um...

01:13:37.280 --> 01:13:39.280
I'll sign the papers now.

01:13:42.860 --> 01:13:45.580
Your approval of the sale.

01:13:52.670 --> 01:13:54.590
Uh, the other one?

01:13:55.460 --> 01:13:59.130
The one you called me
six times to have me sign.

01:13:59.300 --> 01:14:01.350
Um, I assume you have it here with you.

01:14:07.140 --> 01:14:08.520
I am sorry, Howard.

01:14:25.990 --> 01:14:27.990
This is the right thing.

01:14:29.660 --> 01:14:32.380
I'm telling you, this is the right thing.

01:14:43.630 --> 01:14:46.140
Excuse me.

01:14:46.890 --> 01:14:48.850
What was that second piece of paper?

01:14:49.560 --> 01:14:52.980
Howard put some of his ownership
into a trust in his daughter's name.

01:14:54.190 --> 01:14:57.360
It's just a legal certificate
saying she's no longer with us.

01:15:01.280 --> 01:15:04.530
I think I need a drink.

01:16:20.100 --> 01:16:21.950
Are you okay?

01:16:47.630 --> 01:16:51.010
"They say that the time in Heaven

01:16:51.340 --> 01:16:56.320
"is compared to the blink of an eye

01:16:56.470 --> 01:16:58.650
"for us on this Earth.

01:17:03.480 --> 01:17:07.030
<i>"Sometimes I think of Adam running</i>

01:17:07.320 --> 01:17:10.160
<i>"through a beautiful field
of wild flowers.</i>

01:17:18.450 --> 01:17:23.510
<i>"He's so happy,
completely caught up in what he's doing.</i>

01:17:29.340 --> 01:17:30.840
<i>"But then he looks back</i>

01:17:31.880 --> 01:17:34.140
<i>"like he used to do
when he ran ahead of me</i>

01:17:34.300 --> 01:17:36.810
<i>"in airports or malls or wherever.</i>

01:17:42.440 --> 01:17:44.360
<i>"And he smiles."</i>

01:17:45.020 --> 01:17:46.020
Jesus.

01:17:46.190 --> 01:17:50.200
<i>"Because the blink of his eye
was the rest of my life</i>

01:17:52.240 --> 01:17:54.660
"and I'm right there behind him."

01:17:58.990 --> 01:18:01.090
Anyway, it's a first draft.

01:18:03.040 --> 01:18:04.540
It's beautiful.

01:18:05.290 --> 01:18:06.840
Really beautiful.

01:18:09.090 --> 01:18:11.390
<i>Does anybody else wanna say anything?</i>

01:18:12.880 --> 01:18:15.980
<i>Okay, I guess that's all for tonight.</i>

01:18:19.680 --> 01:18:21.100
<i>Thank you.</i>

01:18:47.460 --> 01:18:48.800
Sorry, sorry.-

01:18:50.710 --> 01:18:51.710
Yo!

01:18:51.880 --> 01:18:54.040
I can't believe you made me
come into this neighborhood

01:18:54.090 --> 01:18:56.220
carrying $20,000 in cash.

01:18:56.760 --> 01:18:58.260
What are you gonna do with it?

01:18:58.430 --> 01:19:00.270
You should put it aside for acting school.

01:19:00.430 --> 01:19:01.650
You were really good.

01:19:01.930 --> 01:19:04.060
Mmm. I'm gonna use it
to buy designer drugs.

01:19:04.390 --> 01:19:05.940
Or that, too.

01:19:06.100 --> 01:19:07.200
<i>Yeah.</i>

01:19:10.860 --> 01:19:13.280
Hey, you gonna make a good mom one day.

01:19:17.570 --> 01:19:18.790
Yeah?

01:19:19.070 --> 01:19:21.950
Yeah, well,
that's pretty much not in the cards.

01:19:22.120 --> 01:19:24.340
I decided against the science

01:19:24.830 --> 01:19:28.080
and it seems time
finally caught up with me.

01:19:29.710 --> 01:19:33.680
<i>There was this dust dealer up on
187th who gave me</i> Brave <i>New World.</i>

01:19:34.050 --> 01:19:36.390
That book turned hours into seconds.

01:19:36.550 --> 01:19:38.220
He was my father.

01:19:38.390 --> 01:19:39.850
And there was this homeless woman

01:19:40.010 --> 01:19:42.110
who lived under
the University Heights bridge.

01:19:42.260 --> 01:19:43.440
Her name was Flora.

01:19:43.640 --> 01:19:46.990
She was batshit crazy,
but she told me the greatest stories.

01:19:47.390 --> 01:19:48.400
She was my mother.

01:19:50.060 --> 01:19:51.490
<i>See, Claire,</i>

01:19:52.520 --> 01:19:54.780
<i>your children don't have to come from you.</i>

01:19:54.940 --> 01:19:56.490
<i>They go through you.</i>

01:19:59.320 --> 01:20:02.620
So, I wouldn't consider
the battle with time over just yet.

01:20:02.870 --> 01:20:05.500
I thought time wasn't linear.

01:20:05.660 --> 01:20:07.090
I thought it was an illusion.

01:20:08.580 --> 01:20:11.680
Maybe
that was just bullshit, Claire.

01:20:12.630 --> 01:20:15.800
Maybe that was just acting.

01:20:45.830 --> 01:20:48.210
- Hey, Allison.
- Come on, let's go.

01:20:48.790 --> 01:20:50.510
Oh. Come on. Allison!

01:20:51.040 --> 01:20:52.540
I'll meet you guys there.

01:20:55.090 --> 01:20:57.060
I don't wanna talk to you. You know that.

01:20:57.300 --> 01:20:58.300
Leave me alone.

01:20:58.470 --> 01:20:59.720
No. I won't leave you alone.

01:20:59.880 --> 01:21:01.140
- No?
- No.

01:21:01.340 --> 01:21:03.720
I know you're angry at me,
and that's okay.

01:21:03.890 --> 01:21:04.890
I can take it.

01:21:05.060 --> 01:21:08.560
But we gotta talk about it
because that's what you do in a family.

01:21:08.730 --> 01:21:12.230
So I'm gonna come here every day
and embarrass you in front of your friends

01:21:12.400 --> 01:21:13.440
until you talk to me.

01:21:13.730 --> 01:21:15.030
So you're gonna stalk me?

01:21:15.230 --> 01:21:16.910
Well... Yes, basically.

01:21:17.070 --> 01:21:18.380
Well, what if I get a restraining order?

01:21:18.400 --> 01:21:20.050
Well, I don't think you're
gonna be able to do that.

01:21:20.070 --> 01:21:21.410
Well, I'll get Mom to pay for it.

01:21:21.570 --> 01:21:23.420
Well, for your information, they're free.

01:21:23.570 --> 01:21:25.250
Well, then I'll get you to pay for it.

01:21:29.080 --> 01:21:30.330
I really love you.

01:21:31.750 --> 01:21:33.380
Mom says you butcher that word.

01:21:33.630 --> 01:21:35.340
Not when I say it to you.

01:21:35.880 --> 01:21:37.300
<i>Look...</i>

01:21:37.460 --> 01:21:40.430
<i>I can't fly you to Maine for lunch</i>

01:21:40.760 --> 01:21:42.010
<i>or get you picked up in a Tesla</i>

01:21:42.180 --> 01:21:44.430
<i>and take you to your internship
with Anna Wintour</i>

01:21:44.600 --> 01:21:46.850
or whatever the hell
they do in this neighborhood.

01:21:49.560 --> 01:21:51.940
But I think that you and me
can sit on a park bench

01:21:52.100 --> 01:21:54.030
and tell jokes
and have a pretty good time.

01:21:55.060 --> 01:21:58.490
I can't believe
you're gonna stalk me.

01:22:02.450 --> 01:22:03.660
But, um...

01:22:04.570 --> 01:22:06.950
Just so you know, tomorrow's a half-day.

01:22:08.330 --> 01:22:09.950
Well, I'll be here then.

01:22:29.850 --> 01:22:30.940
<i>Hey-</i>

01:22:33.980 --> 01:22:35.520
Here you are.

01:22:37.230 --> 01:22:41.200
I've been waiting a long time
for my moment for validation,

01:22:41.360 --> 01:22:42.490
and this was it.

01:22:42.650 --> 01:22:46.250
An audience of one,
in secret, with no applause.

01:22:55.710 --> 01:22:56.710
I told my wife.

01:22:57.170 --> 01:22:58.670
Oh, how did it go?

01:22:59.000 --> 01:23:00.250
She knew.

01:23:01.170 --> 01:23:03.300
She's getting ready for it.

01:23:07.970 --> 01:23:10.690
You know, when I was younger,
I used to think,

01:23:12.520 --> 01:23:14.520
you really wanna live to be 100 years old?

01:23:15.100 --> 01:23:17.030
You know, like a shriveled up raisin.

01:23:18.900 --> 01:23:20.520
And the answer to that now

01:23:21.280 --> 01:23:22.740
is yes.

01:23:24.320 --> 01:23:26.320
Because my son would be 70,

01:23:27.030 --> 01:23:28.530
his son would be 40,

01:23:28.700 --> 01:23:30.500
and his son would be 10.

01:23:32.200 --> 01:23:34.330
And I would be the man, you know.

01:23:34.870 --> 01:23:36.250
Pops.

01:23:38.420 --> 01:23:41.720
Could get used to that, you know.

01:23:43.300 --> 01:23:45.470
See you around, Pops.

01:23:48.180 --> 01:23:50.230
I wish I could be hereto see the play.

01:23:51.050 --> 01:23:53.900
Oh, no, no.
The play is dead after all this.

01:23:54.890 --> 01:23:56.690
But you never know,

01:23:56.850 --> 01:23:59.980
nothing's ever really dead
if you look at it right.

01:24:45.440 --> 01:24:46.660
<i>Hey-</i>

01:24:47.240 --> 01:24:48.280
<i>Hey-</i>

01:24:49.360 --> 01:24:50.660
Uh, it's Christmas Eve.

01:24:51.320 --> 01:24:52.790
Mmm-hmm.

01:24:53.280 --> 01:24:55.160
And you're alone.

01:24:55.450 --> 01:24:56.450
By choice.

01:24:57.000 --> 01:24:58.960
Can I ruin that?

01:25:50.170 --> 01:25:51.930
You've been crying.

01:25:54.010 --> 01:25:56.980
I was watching a video
I took of my daughter.

01:25:58.850 --> 01:26:00.850
She's dancing with her father in it.

01:26:03.560 --> 01:26:05.780
Can I show it to you, Howard?

01:26:27.250 --> 01:26:30.180
My daughter's name was Olivia.

01:26:32.470 --> 01:26:35.890
<i>She died of a rare form of brain cancer</i>

01:26:36.050 --> 01:26:38.900
<i>known as Glioblastoma Multiforme,</i>

01:26:39.060 --> 01:26:41.060
<i>or GBM for short.</i>

01:26:42.730 --> 01:26:44.570
She was six years old.

01:26:47.020 --> 01:26:49.650
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

01:27:03.710 --> 01:27:06.710
<i>"If only we could be strangers again."</i>

01:27:09.090 --> 01:27:11.710
What was your daughter's name, Howard?

01:27:15.430 --> 01:27:16.890
I can't.

01:27:19.010 --> 01:27:20.430
I... I can't.

01:27:37.990 --> 01:27:39.790
<i>Swing me faster!</i>

01:27:41.660 --> 01:27:45.010
<i>Faster, Daddy! Faster!</i>

01:27:54.300 --> 01:27:55.470
Howard...

01:27:55.670 --> 01:27:57.230
<i>I feel like</i> a <i>bird.</i>

01:27:57.510 --> 01:27:59.180
Say her name.

01:28:05.640 --> 01:28:07.360
<i>What was her name?</i>

01:28:09.310 --> 01:28:10.660
Olivia.

01:28:17.150 --> 01:28:19.870
Her name was Olivia.

01:28:24.160 --> 01:28:26.000
HOW did She die?

01:28:32.000 --> 01:28:38.430
She had a rare form of cancer
called Glioblastoma Multiforme,

01:28:39.340 --> 01:28:41.850
or GBM for short.

01:28:44.180 --> 01:28:46.310
She was only six years old.

01:28:54.980 --> 01:28:57.080
Her name was Olivia.

01:28:57.530 --> 01:29:01.450
She had a rare form of cancer
called Glioblastoma Multiforme,

01:29:01.620 --> 01:29:02.910
or GBM for short.

01:29:03.070 --> 01:29:04.870
She was only six years old.

01:29:14.210 --> 01:29:16.590
Our baby's name was Olivia.

01:29:18.920 --> 01:29:21.350
She was only six years old.

01:29:31.230 --> 01:29:33.230
<i>What are you guys doing?</i>

01:29:37.110 --> 01:29:38.660
<i>You ready? You ready?</i>

01:29:38.820 --> 01:29:40.570
GO, go!

01:29:47.830 --> 01:29:49.750
<i>Now we start all over again.</i>

01:29:49.910 --> 01:29:51.290
<i>You ready?</i>

01:29:51.460 --> 01:29:53.130
<i>We start all over again.</i>

01:30:48.890 --> 01:30:50.980
Are you losing somebody?

01:30:53.020 --> 01:30:54.490
I'm sorry?

01:30:55.150 --> 01:30:56.990
Who are you losing?

01:31:01.530 --> 01:31:05.500
Um, my daughter.

01:31:08.700 --> 01:31:12.670
Just make sure you notice
the collateral beauty.

01:31:15.700 --> 01:31:35.670
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