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Courtney!

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<i>I had this sensation
of someone taking my hand, guiding me...</i>

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<i>I looked up
and I saw this light.</i>

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<i>The giant wall of light. Brighter...</i>

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<i>All of a sudden,
I was in a different place.</i>

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<i>Pure energy.</i>

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<i>I fail to find words
that can describe what I experienced.</i>

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<i>At that point,
I had that out-of-body experience.</i>

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<i>I remember a feeling
of being sucked backwards,</i>

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<i>like being pulled through water.</i>

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<i>I wasn't having thoughts of my own.</i>

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<i>Answers, uh, messages coming through me.</i>

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<i>Colors were so vivid.
Colors I've never seen before.</i>

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<i>Then I was pushed
right back into my body.</i>

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<i>I could actually
see my body from above,</i>

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<i>like it was lifeless.</i>

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<i>And I was floating up...</i>

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<i>Everything
I thought was important was</i>

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<i>dwarfed by this sense of love.</i>

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<i>And I could feel this pull,</i>

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<i>a force trying to drag me down
this black tunnel.</i>

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<i>Where is it taking me?</i>

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<i>I don't know what's going on.</i>

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<i>I think I'm going crazy.</i>

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<i>I'm seeing things.</i>

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<i>Something I did.</i>

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<i>I'm sorry.</i>

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Hello, Lauren.

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How are you feeling?

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You had a seizure tonight.

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You're at Trinity Emmanuel Medical Center.

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Lauren,

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do you know that your heart stopped?

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You were gone for several minutes,

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but the trauma team brought you back.

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Do you remember any of that?

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If you felt anything, if you saw anything?

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Did you lose someone, sweetheart?

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She's in here.

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We're taking you to Imaging.
You'll be okay.

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One for transfer in five.

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Ready? One, two, three.

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Transfer from Holy Cross.

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38-year-old construction
worker, fell off a beam.

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Persistent coma. GCS 6.

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- I'll page the resident.
- Mmm-hmm.

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Already done. I got this.

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Which one of you is in charge here?

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It's my intake.

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Actually, I'm the one on duty.

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I got it. I got it. Thank you.

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Standard procedure for a GCS 6 admit

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calls for two large-bore IVs
and diazepam on standby.

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Seizure meds won't do any good.

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Whatever is wrong is
in his spinal column, not his brain.

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And what medical protocol are you citing?

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The protocol of actually living
in the real world,

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where guys with crappy HMOs
go undiagnosed for spinal injuries.

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Actually, he's on seizure meds,

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which is the medical protocol
of reading his chart.

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Oh, shit. No, no, no.

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- Shit.
- Uh, uh...

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What is it?

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Respiratory failure.

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He might be hemorrhaging.

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Page Neurosurgery, call a code,
and get CT on standby.

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Students, clear the room.

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Hey. What is it? What's wrong?

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Did you know that there's
12 pairs of nerves

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just within the cranial area?

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The, um... The oculomotor,

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the trochlear, the glossopharyngeal, and...

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Nine others whose names I cannot remember.

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I cannot absorb any more terminology.

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I have, like...
A rash on my arm. I can't sleep.

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You know, my mother invested

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her entire life savings into my education.

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Come on.

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Come on, that's enough suffering
for one night.

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Let's get out of here. Yeah?

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It's cold.

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We used to be friends, right?

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- What is...
- Like, our first year,

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when we would sit together at lecture.

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- Remember?
- Mmm.

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And we'd, like, go running and get coffee.

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Hang out. Do stuff.

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We're still friends, though.

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No, we don't talk.

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We just work and... And compete.

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Who's the fastest to make
a diagnosis of Bell's palsy?

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Quick, what's the seven
side effects of Ativan?

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You know, just last week,
a second-year committed suicide.

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God, Court, you're gonna be
such a good doctor.

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Medicine just, like, comes easy to you.

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You know, I think there's a way that
we could spend more time together.

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- What do you mean?
- Well, I'm just wondering

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if you'd help me on
this little, like,

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extracurricular project
I've been working on.

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Uh... We just...

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We have neuro shelf exams
in, like, 10 days.

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I don't really feel like I'm gonna make it.

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Oh, Once One Takes The Anatomy Final,
Very Good Vacations Are Heavenly.

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- What? Oh.
- It's a mnemonic phrase.

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You use it to remember
the 12 cranial nerves.

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- Yeah.
- Ah. Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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But, yeah, I'm...
I really would love your help.

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Maybe.

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Hey.

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What's in those?

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First one's Mountain Dew
laced with Adderall.

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Other's a chaser of espressos.

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- Together, it's a liquid heart attack.
- Hey, Jamie.

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Oh, Jesus.

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Hey.

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"Hey, Jamie." Where were you last night?

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Your eyes are still dilated.

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25-year-old female,
admitted last night.

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Complaining of numbness on left side,
nausea, vomiting.

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Anything of note from the physical exam?

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Sees the color red differently between
left and right eye, and oral ulcers.

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Sophia, what test should we run?

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A lumbar puncture, then MRI of the brain.

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Fine, but reverse the order.
Images first, then procedure.

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Preliminary diagnosis, Brad.

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- Pituitary cyst?
- No.

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Jamie.

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Uh...

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Jackie.

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- Um, stroke?
- My God.

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You need to do better than this.

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All of you.

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What do you think the largest
age demographic is in our society today?

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You.

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Young adults in their 20s, which means

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that there are at least
1,000 people waiting

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to take your spot.

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And we are not in the business of
training country club doctors,

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nor do we waste our time
on students who think

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that they can skate by
doing the least work necessary.

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We are here to educate students
who push themselves,

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those who are capable
of making new discoveries

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and actually move the dial
on human knowledge.

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And for those of you who think
that's too much,

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then you should leave.

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And by that, I mean now.

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Marlo, if I were to tell you

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that the patient's family
background was Mediterranean,

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i.e., Greek or Turkish,
what would the diagnosis be?

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I don't think you'll find it
in your notebook.

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It's Behcet's disease.

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Thank you, Ray.

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Moving on.

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Why are you working this event?

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You're a trust-fund kid.
You sleep on a sailboat.

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Yeah, but there's this really hot caterer

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- I've been trying to meet.
- Ah.

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Look at all these stodgy
old docs with their white wine

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and their golf games.

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I don't think it's such a bad life.

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I don't know about you,

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but I'm certainly not gonna spend
the next 40 years doing prostate exams.

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No one pays their dues anymore.

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Our generation,
it's all about entrepreneurship.

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Yeah, so what are you gonna do?

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I'm going to LA.

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Look at this face.

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I'm gonna be the Anderson Cooper
of celebrity medicine.

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Okay.

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"Oh, hi, Mom. It's my afternoon check-in."

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That's funny. Cool. Okay.

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You know there's nothing
I can do about her right now.

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Did she really move here
just to keep tabs on you?

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Mmm-hmm.

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Hey, come on, look.

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- My station is full.
- Okay.

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You're so behind.

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Okay, sir, got to give
you a testicular exam.

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- Should just take a minute.
- What? No.

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- Excuse the reach.
- Wait a... Wait a minute!

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I don't enjoy it either.

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Just close your eyes and pretend
I'm the candy-stripe girl.

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What? Get... Get the hell off of me!

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Hold on.

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- Candy-stripe girl.
- Whoa, whoa! Get...

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- No, wait a minute.
- Stop! What are you doing?

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He doesn't need a testicular exam.

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He doesn't?

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Come near me again, I'm killing you.

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You know, I think I got mixed up.

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It says here the resident wanted a neural
test for that guy, not a testicular exam.

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I can't imagine how I passed
the wrong information to you.

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Very funny.

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Ray can be a real dick sometimes.
You guys notice that?

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I think he's intriguing.

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Let's go, people. No lunch break today.

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Every bed in the unit is full,
and we got referrals waiting in the ER.

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Get moving on afternoon rounds.

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Excuse me.

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Do you have plans tonight?

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First-years are having a wingding.

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Dorm punch and a deejay,
but I'm not above it.

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I can't wait for the anesthesia rotation.

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Those guys have access to the best drugs.

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Looking for this?

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Hell yeah.

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I found it on my nightstand.

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See you later.

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These second-years have no tact,

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coming up to me like that
in front of my colleague.

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Yeah, we're colleagues, aren't we?

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I mean, we have fun together.

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Yeah, kinda.

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Do you want to have fun with me later?

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Courtney Holmes, I am mildly surprised

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to be having this conversation with you.

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But offer accepted.

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Midnight, basement, sub level C.

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You want
to meet me in the basement?

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Sublevel C, underneath the old building.

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And take the service elevator,

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'cause it doesn't have
surveillance cameras.

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Yeah. Good idea.

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No.

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Jesus!

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You're late.

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What are we doing down here?

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Come on, we don't have much time.

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Okay, Courtney, what's going on?

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It's past midnight. I should be studying.

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We're almost there, okay?

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What is all of this?

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They put this in five years ago.

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In case of a natural
disaster, loss of power.

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It's a fully functioning hospital,
and it never gets used.

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Whoa.

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Um, Court, what exactly are you up to?

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- Um...
- Wow.

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Two of you.

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Jamie, what are you doing here?

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Uh, she didn't tell me
about you either, okay?

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But, I'm open to a three-way.

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Ew. Shut up.

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What?

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Oh, I like it!

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Scanners, cameras, our choice of beds.

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- We can be as loud as we want.
- Courtney, what's going on?

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I asked for his help, too.
He probably misinterpreted.

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Oh. Oh, you mean we're not getting it on?

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Wait, what are you talking about?

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I've been searching
for the region of the brain

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that is responsible
for near-death experiences.

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And these are postmortem scans

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of patients that have
died in this hospital.

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Is there any
circumstance under which

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- you'd have sex with me?
- God, stop.

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Look, if the brain is just another organ,

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why doesn't it just go dark
and... And shut off

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at the moment of death?

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You know, why the floating?

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Why the white light?

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Why the sense of well-being?

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I mean, what is that experience?

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Is it chemical, or is it something else?

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Can we map that process
the way we map a seizure?

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What if we could actually document
what happens to us after we die?

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What do you mean?

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Nothing happens. We're dead.

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What if we could prove otherwise?

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Can you imagine
the residency offers you would get?

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And forget about Dr. Oz.

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I mean, you would be the world's
first specialist in the afterlife.

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Okay, you got my attention.

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Oh, come on. This isn't science.

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This is pseudoscience.

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Well, maybe. Maybe not.

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But the only way to find out
is to see for ourselves.

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So I would like you both to stop my heart.

00:16:52.680 --> 00:16:54.239
Look, I'll be in the imaging scanner.

00:16:54.320 --> 00:16:57.631
It will take real-time pictures
of my brain's hemodynamic activity.

00:16:57.720 --> 00:16:58.896
- Um...
- You give it one minute,

00:16:58.920 --> 00:17:00.195
and then you bring me back.

00:17:00.280 --> 00:17:01.350
Wait, you're serious?

00:17:01.800 --> 00:17:04.474
- Stop your heart?
- This is propofol.

00:17:04.560 --> 00:17:06.313
Fifty milligrams will knock me out.

00:17:06.400 --> 00:17:07.856
I'll be wrapped in a cooling blanket,

00:17:07.880 --> 00:17:10.634
bringing my core body temperature
down to 86 degrees.

00:17:10.720 --> 00:17:15.312
And once that happens, you administer
a defibrillator shock to stop my heart.

00:17:15.800 --> 00:17:16.950
Wait a sec.

00:17:17.560 --> 00:17:19.472
Look, I've signed a release.
It's in my bag.

00:17:19.600 --> 00:17:22.069
It absolves you both of any responsibility.

00:17:22.280 --> 00:17:24.875
Courtney, think about what
you're saying right now.

00:17:24.960 --> 00:17:27.640
Hey. Look, if she's insane enough to
try it, who are we to stop her?

00:17:27.720 --> 00:17:29.632
- Um...
- Look, I'm young, okay?

00:17:29.720 --> 00:17:31.200
I'm in excellent health.

00:17:31.560 --> 00:17:34.280
You're both trained in emergency medicine.

00:17:34.360 --> 00:17:35.736
So reviving me should be.

00:17:35.760 --> 00:17:37.479
Very straightforward.

00:17:38.200 --> 00:17:40.157
Look, it's 12:18 now.

00:17:40.240 --> 00:17:42.914
I've checked the schedules
for security down here

00:17:43.040 --> 00:17:45.509
and cleaning crews.

00:17:45.600 --> 00:17:49.116
We have about 45 minutes,
so we should probably get going.

00:17:49.400 --> 00:17:51.392
What? This is crazy.
No, count me out of this.

00:17:51.480 --> 00:17:53.790
I am not helping you kill yourself.

00:17:54.360 --> 00:17:57.239
Well, then you can stand by the door
and make sure nobody comes in.

00:18:03.280 --> 00:18:05.376
Okay, remember,
there's a magnet in the scanner,

00:18:05.400 --> 00:18:07.198
so no keys or metal in the room.

00:18:07.280 --> 00:18:09.078
Look, we've got it.

00:18:10.160 --> 00:18:12.231
Wait, Jamie,
what if you can't bring her back?

00:18:12.560 --> 00:18:14.791
Then we burn her body, work out our alibi,

00:18:14.880 --> 00:18:16.394
and pretend like nothing happened.

00:18:16.480 --> 00:18:18.016
And make sure that the scanner's recording,

00:18:18.040 --> 00:18:20.839
because if not,
then this whole exercise is pointless.

00:18:22.880 --> 00:18:24.200
We're good to go.

00:18:24.280 --> 00:18:26.670
Repeat back to me
the resuscitation procedure.

00:18:28.680 --> 00:18:32.640
Uh, as soon as you're dead,
I'll run the scanner.

00:18:32.720 --> 00:18:34.791
At 60 seconds, I'll start pulling you out

00:18:34.880 --> 00:18:36.792
by switching to the heating blanket.

00:18:36.880 --> 00:18:40.317
When your core temp's back up
to 93 degrees, I'll start CPR.

00:18:40.400 --> 00:18:42.995
Crash cart is standing by
with the epi and the defib.

00:18:43.160 --> 00:18:46.232
Wai... Hello? Brain damage.
You'll get brain damage.

00:18:46.320 --> 00:18:47.754
Not if you resuscitate me in time.

00:18:48.040 --> 00:18:51.112
Brain cells can survive without oxygen
for at least four minutes.

00:18:51.200 --> 00:18:52.759
Okay.

00:18:52.840 --> 00:18:55.116
Now is the point
where you say it's all a joke.

00:19:05.200 --> 00:19:07.157
Okay, put the blanket on me.

00:19:09.120 --> 00:19:11.794
Jamie, look at her. Come
on, she's terrified.

00:19:12.680 --> 00:19:15.991
It's just my body's
natural survival instincts.

00:19:16.800 --> 00:19:20.760
I anticipated this.
I'm trying to block it out.

00:19:21.800 --> 00:19:23.951
Okay.

00:19:28.360 --> 00:19:29.919
And now I kill you.

00:19:30.000 --> 00:19:32.515
Come on, you'll both get expelled.
You'll go to prison.

00:19:32.600 --> 00:19:34.114
Only if you blab about it.

00:19:36.040 --> 00:19:38.953
Okay. We're really doing this.

00:19:45.960 --> 00:19:47.235
Uh...

00:19:47.880 --> 00:19:49.599
Uh, see you later.

00:19:57.520 --> 00:19:59.193
She's out.

00:19:59.440 --> 00:20:01.272
Uh, body temp's dropping.

00:20:01.840 --> 00:20:04.560
Okay, look, Jamie,
we can stop right here, okay?

00:20:04.800 --> 00:20:08.040
She sleeps it off, wakes up, and we just
pretend that we followed through with it.

00:20:10.760 --> 00:20:12.797
If you can't handle this, then look away.

00:20:13.560 --> 00:20:15.472
Fine. Yeah, Jamie, I'll just leave!

00:20:15.680 --> 00:20:18.036
- Charging 200.
- Come on! This is wrong!

00:20:18.120 --> 00:20:19.736
- Weren't you leaving?
- You're murdering somebody!

00:20:19.760 --> 00:20:22.434
Yeah, I probably should've
stayed in tonight.

00:20:32.320 --> 00:20:33.549
Clear!

00:20:42.760 --> 00:20:44.479
Oh, my God.

00:20:46.880 --> 00:20:49.076
- She's... She's...
- Dead.

00:20:50.200 --> 00:20:51.554
I think.

00:20:54.200 --> 00:20:56.431
Counting off 60 seconds.

00:21:00.960 --> 00:21:02.758
Do you see any brain activity?

00:21:02.840 --> 00:21:04.069
Um...

00:21:04.200 --> 00:21:05.896
I mean, something's going on,
I'm not really sure what.

00:21:05.920 --> 00:21:07.559
It's recording, isn't it?

00:21:08.440 --> 00:21:10.875
Yeah. Yeah.

00:21:58.120 --> 00:22:01.272
<i>- Fifty-one, 52...
- Fifty-three...</i>

00:22:01.560 --> 00:22:06.351
<i>Fifty-four, 55, 56, 57,</i>

00:22:06.760 --> 00:22:09.832
fifty-eight, 59,

00:22:09.920 --> 00:22:11.593
- sixty seconds.
- Get her out.

00:22:13.160 --> 00:22:15.152
Okay. Okay. Okay.

00:22:16.280 --> 00:22:17.316
Blanket's warming.

00:22:17.440 --> 00:22:19.776
- What's her temp need to get to again?
- Doesn't matter. Hurry up.

00:22:19.800 --> 00:22:21.439
Calm down.

00:22:24.080 --> 00:22:25.400
- Charge 200.
- Wait!

00:22:25.520 --> 00:22:27.318
Clear!

00:22:33.720 --> 00:22:35.154
It's... It's not working.

00:22:35.240 --> 00:22:36.435
Of course it isn't.

00:22:36.520 --> 00:22:38.273
Paddles are useless without a heart rhythm.

00:22:38.360 --> 00:22:39.396
Didn't you listen to her?

00:22:39.480 --> 00:22:41.056
Yeah, I was gonna write
down all the steps...

00:22:41.080 --> 00:22:42.434
Move! Just move.

00:22:43.720 --> 00:22:45.313
Move!

00:22:53.080 --> 00:22:55.595
Did we order an MRI on... Hey.

00:23:01.840 --> 00:23:03.354
- Wait, what are you doing?
- I...

00:23:03.440 --> 00:23:05.193
No, she needs an epi.

00:23:05.320 --> 00:23:06.390
Huh?

00:23:06.480 --> 00:23:08.676
IV, you moron. God, it's already set up.

00:23:09.400 --> 00:23:10.816
Just push the drug into the goddamn line!

00:23:10.840 --> 00:23:12.240
Calm down! I got this.

00:23:34.160 --> 00:23:36.072
God.

00:23:54.440 --> 00:23:55.954
It's not working. Try something else!

00:23:56.080 --> 00:23:57.480
There is nothing else.

00:23:58.680 --> 00:24:00.114
Well, I...

00:24:00.600 --> 00:24:01.750
What the fuck?

00:24:01.840 --> 00:24:02.936
It was an experiment.

00:24:02.960 --> 00:24:04.696
She had us stop her heart,
and we can't get her back.

00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:06.856
- How long has she been out?
- I don't know, a couple of minutes.

00:24:06.880 --> 00:24:08.120
Look, I say we try the paddles.

00:24:08.200 --> 00:24:10.192
No, no! Wait! Put them down.

00:24:11.560 --> 00:24:13.313
I... Stop, stop.

00:24:14.560 --> 00:24:16.631
Take over for Sophia
on the chest compressions.

00:24:16.720 --> 00:24:19.315
Do them much harder,
get on top of her if it helps.

00:24:20.560 --> 00:24:23.792
Sophia, put that cooling blanket on.
She's too warm.

00:24:24.200 --> 00:24:27.113
Then charge the defib
all the way to 360 and stand by.

00:24:27.280 --> 00:24:28.936
As soon as Jamie and I get you a heartbeat,

00:24:28.960 --> 00:24:30.952
however fluttering,
you put those paddles on her

00:24:31.040 --> 00:24:32.474
and give her full power.

00:24:32.560 --> 00:24:34.199
The blanket. Come on.

00:24:35.680 --> 00:24:37.840
Got to push a lot more epi
than what you've been doing.

00:24:41.360 --> 00:24:43.158
Don't stop. Don't stop. Keep going.

00:24:44.200 --> 00:24:45.350
All right.

00:24:45.640 --> 00:24:46.960
Come on, Courtney.

00:24:47.040 --> 00:24:48.315
She's hypoxic.

00:24:48.400 --> 00:24:49.834
We need to intubate.

00:24:51.800 --> 00:24:53.439
All right? Go!

00:25:18.280 --> 00:25:19.555
Let's get it off.

00:25:31.800 --> 00:25:32.950
Help me.

00:26:02.320 --> 00:26:03.800
All right.

00:26:12.360 --> 00:26:13.919
Go, go, go, go.

00:26:15.480 --> 00:26:16.994
Clear!

00:26:27.680 --> 00:26:29.399
Courtney, can you hear me?

00:26:29.880 --> 00:26:31.234
You're crazy, you know that?

00:26:31.640 --> 00:26:33.916
- You called Ray?
- Were you getting it done?

00:26:38.280 --> 00:26:39.800
Does somebody want to fill me in here?

00:26:42.160 --> 00:26:44.880
Mmm, it happened very gently.

00:26:45.520 --> 00:26:49.036
Like, almost like an untethering.

00:26:49.320 --> 00:26:51.789
And... And I... I floated to the ceiling.

00:26:51.920 --> 00:26:56.312
I could see my body.
I could see Sophia and Jamie.

00:26:57.520 --> 00:27:01.275
And then I could see
the roof of the hospital.

00:27:02.760 --> 00:27:04.399
And I've never been up there.

00:27:05.640 --> 00:27:07.597
How do you explain that?

00:27:07.680 --> 00:27:10.036
I can't explain it.

00:27:10.880 --> 00:27:12.439
Are you mad at us?

00:27:13.000 --> 00:27:14.912
I don't know what to think

00:27:15.240 --> 00:27:17.835
other than you're all pretty stupid.

00:27:18.920 --> 00:27:20.912
She's lucky to be alive.

00:27:21.600 --> 00:27:23.239
She's alive because of you.

00:27:24.200 --> 00:27:26.112
What else happened?

00:27:27.320 --> 00:27:28.993
Did you... Did you see a white light?

00:27:30.120 --> 00:27:32.589
I wouldn't call it that. It was...

00:27:34.640 --> 00:27:37.553
It was more like...

00:27:38.480 --> 00:27:40.437
Pure energy.

00:27:43.920 --> 00:27:47.470
And honestly,
it was kind of sexual, actually.

00:27:48.040 --> 00:27:50.316
It was kind of sexual.

00:27:51.280 --> 00:27:52.480
Guys, playback's ready.

00:27:54.960 --> 00:27:57.429
Hey. Check this out.

00:27:58.920 --> 00:28:01.480
Okay, look. We're counting up
from zero at the moment of death.

00:28:01.560 --> 00:28:03.074
Cognitive activity has ceased.

00:28:03.200 --> 00:28:06.637
Your heart stopped. No breathing, no pulse.

00:28:07.360 --> 00:28:10.717
We're 15 seconds in, and there.

00:28:13.120 --> 00:28:14.440
Look at that.

00:28:14.520 --> 00:28:17.991
Like a bolt of lightning
in your prefrontal cortex.

00:28:18.440 --> 00:28:21.080
We might just be witnessing
the afterlife, people.

00:28:21.200 --> 00:28:22.429
Okay.

00:28:22.520 --> 00:28:24.273
Who knows what we're looking at?

00:28:24.360 --> 00:28:25.635
We're not radiologists.

00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:28.440
I mean, it could just be
residual electricity.

00:28:28.800 --> 00:28:30.816
- You know, synapses shutting down.
- Okay, we're moving on.

00:28:30.840 --> 00:28:33.719
So, you've been dead almost 40 seconds now,

00:28:33.800 --> 00:28:36.190
and look.

00:28:36.840 --> 00:28:39.150
This area lights up, the hippocampus.

00:28:39.240 --> 00:28:41.709
- That's not the hippocampus.
- Uh, of course it is.

00:28:42.160 --> 00:28:44.675
That is the ventral tegmental area.

00:28:44.760 --> 00:28:48.475
It's the oldest part of the brain,
governs thirst, hunger, love.

00:28:48.720 --> 00:28:50.951
Okay, doctors, I'm glad you're having fun.

00:28:51.080 --> 00:28:52.400
Got to get out of here.

00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:53.550
Hey, Ray, come on.

00:28:53.640 --> 00:28:54.994
Hey, no. Just let him go.

00:28:55.080 --> 00:28:56.150
<i>Adiós, adiós.</i>

00:28:57.560 --> 00:29:00.029
It's over. Her brain's just dark now.

00:29:01.080 --> 00:29:02.673
- No.
- Ah-ah. Look at that.

00:29:02.960 --> 00:29:04.553
Wait. Amygdala.

00:29:05.280 --> 00:29:06.555
Um, that's the amygdala. Rage.

00:29:06.840 --> 00:29:08.433
Stress. Emotional memory.

00:29:09.880 --> 00:29:11.234
Whatever you were seeing,

00:29:11.320 --> 00:29:13.596
this is just before we pulled you out.

00:29:21.320 --> 00:29:22.595
Is she okay?

00:29:22.680 --> 00:29:24.637
She's been sitting there
for, like, 10 minutes.

00:29:24.720 --> 00:29:26.439
- Really?
- Yeah.

00:29:27.080 --> 00:29:29.276
What do you think
she's doing out there?

00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:32.075
I hope she doesn't try to fly.

00:29:33.440 --> 00:29:35.477
If there were brain chemicals released,

00:29:35.840 --> 00:29:38.036
the aftereffects could still be
in her bloodstream.

00:29:38.720 --> 00:29:40.552
I took LSD once.

00:29:41.240 --> 00:29:43.038
I stayed awake for three days.

00:29:43.440 --> 00:29:44.874
Oh, shit.

00:29:45.920 --> 00:29:47.274
I'm gonna go check on her.

00:29:49.480 --> 00:29:50.960
Let's leave.

00:29:51.040 --> 00:29:52.110
Ooh. Whoa.

00:29:53.840 --> 00:29:55.513
That's high.

00:29:56.040 --> 00:29:57.269
Hey.

00:29:58.000 --> 00:29:59.673
Are you okay?

00:30:00.040 --> 00:30:01.838
I'm gonna bake some bread.

00:30:09.600 --> 00:30:10.920
What's with the bread?

00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:14.518
Courtney baked it. Six loaves, last night.

00:30:15.000 --> 00:30:16.673
She remembered her grandmother's recipe.

00:30:17.040 --> 00:30:18.952
Also, she ran 12 miles.

00:30:19.480 --> 00:30:21.358
- Twelve miles?
- Let's begin.

00:30:22.600 --> 00:30:24.896
We've been ramping up Michael Evergreen
with meds for ten hours,

00:30:24.920 --> 00:30:26.752
and his epilepsy hasn't gotten any better.

00:30:26.840 --> 00:30:28.194
Now he's developed a skin rash.

00:30:28.280 --> 00:30:30.511
It's a mystery. The meds should be working.

00:30:31.160 --> 00:30:32.276
Carbamazepine?

00:30:34.680 --> 00:30:35.680
What?

00:30:35.760 --> 00:30:38.434
Carbamazepine has an 11% chance
of reacting negatively

00:30:38.520 --> 00:30:40.096
with lamotrigine, which is the other drug

00:30:40.120 --> 00:30:41.998
- that Michael's on.
- Seriously?

00:30:44.200 --> 00:30:45.680
Good catch, Courtney.

00:30:46.000 --> 00:30:47.434
Sophia, next case.

00:30:47.720 --> 00:30:51.839
Um... Adele Gunther. 44 years old.
Admitted with mild confusion.

00:30:52.400 --> 00:30:55.040
Says her sister's an impostor,
she doesn't recognize her.

00:30:55.200 --> 00:30:57.431
No history of trauma.
Too young for dementia.

00:30:57.520 --> 00:30:58.936
We're gonna send it out
to Psychiatry for...

00:30:58.960 --> 00:30:59.996
It's Capgras syndrome.

00:31:00.200 --> 00:31:01.475
- Huh?
- Hmm?

00:31:02.760 --> 00:31:05.150
- Go on.
- Capgras is an impairment

00:31:05.240 --> 00:31:07.277
of the brain's facial recognition center.

00:31:07.480 --> 00:31:09.199
And a very rare diagnosis.

00:31:09.800 --> 00:31:12.395
V.S. Ramachandran, in his book,
<i>Phantoms of the Brain,</i>

00:31:12.640 --> 00:31:16.350
links frontal cortex dichotomies,
like this, to Capgras.

00:31:17.360 --> 00:31:18.874
That's not on this year's syllabus.

00:31:20.440 --> 00:31:22.318
Optional reading in my first year.

00:31:22.720 --> 00:31:25.758
Hmm. Well, that's more like it.

00:31:42.200 --> 00:31:44.078
My sister loved this piece.

00:31:45.560 --> 00:31:48.314
Drug warnings for carbamazepine
run 20 pages long.

00:31:48.400 --> 00:31:50.710
How could she possibly
recall a detail like that?

00:31:50.800 --> 00:31:53.713
How is she playing the piano again,
after 12 years?

00:31:54.200 --> 00:31:55.873
She's not playing that well.

00:31:56.800 --> 00:31:58.792
It's like her brain's been rewired,

00:31:59.040 --> 00:32:01.475
accessing everything she's ever learned.

00:32:01.760 --> 00:32:03.672
I don't care what happened to her.

00:32:03.760 --> 00:32:06.070
This experiment needs to end right now.

00:32:06.160 --> 00:32:09.551
I'm not gonna risk everything
for a morbid fascination you guys have.

00:32:10.720 --> 00:32:13.599
You think you're all medical pioneers?

00:32:13.680 --> 00:32:16.798
You're just a bunch of
rich kids screwing around,

00:32:16.880 --> 00:32:19.111
before you become wealthy specialists

00:32:19.200 --> 00:32:23.080
with your Ivy League bumper stickers
on your Mercedes.

00:32:23.480 --> 00:32:24.914
I was with you until the end.

00:32:25.000 --> 00:32:27.720
No one puts bumper stickers on a Mercedes.

00:32:37.600 --> 00:32:39.990
I think we're way past parlor tricks here.

00:32:40.360 --> 00:32:42.192
Uh, that does it. I'm going next.

00:32:42.520 --> 00:32:44.159
- Okay.
- Tonight. I am.

00:32:44.240 --> 00:32:45.913
And you're all gonna be there.

00:32:50.280 --> 00:32:52.112
It's a good day to die.

00:34:53.920 --> 00:34:55.912
No! No!

00:35:08.440 --> 00:35:09.590
Jesus Christ.

00:35:25.200 --> 00:35:26.634
Whoo!

00:35:36.600 --> 00:35:38.000
Is that what I looked like?

00:35:38.080 --> 00:35:39.912
Yep. Exactly like that.

00:35:42.160 --> 00:35:44.391
- I knew you'd show up.
- How long has he been under?

00:35:44.480 --> 00:35:46.597
Uh, 45 seconds.

00:35:46.680 --> 00:35:49.718
I thought you'd had it
with all this foolishness.

00:35:50.120 --> 00:35:51.600
Jamie asked me to be here.

00:35:53.040 --> 00:35:54.633
He wanted me to pull him out.

00:36:17.240 --> 00:36:19.456
- Pause compressions.
- One, two, three...

00:36:19.480 --> 00:36:21.278
- Still no heartbeat.
- Pushing epi.

00:36:21.360 --> 00:36:23.920
- Come on, Jamie, wake up.
- He can't hear you.

00:36:24.680 --> 00:36:26.194
Sophia, get ready to intubate.

00:36:26.280 --> 00:36:28.397
Oh, okay. Um, I've never done this before,

00:36:28.480 --> 00:36:29.896
- so just give me a second...
- Just do it!

00:36:29.920 --> 00:36:31.877
Ray, relax. There's no need to panic.

00:36:32.320 --> 00:36:34.039
Let's give the epi a second to work.

00:37:04.600 --> 00:37:07.559
<i>Jamie...</i>

00:37:08.600 --> 00:37:10.353
Clear!

00:37:11.120 --> 00:37:13.510
Take it out, take it out.

00:37:16.280 --> 00:37:18.112
Hey...

00:37:18.920 --> 00:37:21.674
Jesus, Jamie, Jamie.

00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:25.432
Whoo! I need a drink.

00:37:25.520 --> 00:37:27.716
Shots, shots, shots!

00:37:28.200 --> 00:37:29.953
Yeah, come on!

00:37:30.040 --> 00:37:31.040
Cheers!

00:37:31.120 --> 00:37:32.520
<i>Salud!</i>

00:37:47.880 --> 00:37:50.190
What do you guys think about
taking this wall down?

00:37:50.280 --> 00:37:52.749
- No, no, no.
- I've always wanted a loft.

00:38:25.440 --> 00:38:28.558
Oh! It's hailing! Courtney!

00:38:28.640 --> 00:38:29.915
What?

00:38:40.200 --> 00:38:42.396
- Oh! Oh!
- Watch it!

00:38:44.280 --> 00:38:46.476
- Oh!
- This is crazy.

00:38:46.560 --> 00:38:48.552
It's like they're on the same wavelength.

00:38:49.600 --> 00:38:52.832
We should bottle flatlining,
sell it as a club drug.

00:38:53.000 --> 00:38:54.957
Here. Use this.

00:38:57.160 --> 00:38:59.470
Hey, no, no!

00:39:01.920 --> 00:39:03.877
Oh, my God.

00:39:06.280 --> 00:39:09.000
This has been the strangest
night of my life.

00:39:09.240 --> 00:39:10.560
You going next, Ray?

00:39:10.720 --> 00:39:12.712
- What, flatlining? No way.
- Uh-huh.

00:39:13.240 --> 00:39:14.754
I'd bring you back out.

00:39:15.160 --> 00:39:16.674
Maybe.

00:39:17.200 --> 00:39:19.600
You have to admit, I was pretty good
with that defibrillator.

00:39:19.960 --> 00:39:21.235
You were okay.

00:39:22.400 --> 00:39:25.632
Would it kill you to admit that
I might be just as good a doctor as you?

00:39:25.800 --> 00:39:27.075
I never said you were not.

00:39:27.320 --> 00:39:29.152
Hey, Marlo, your brother's here.

00:39:31.000 --> 00:39:33.151
You have no more experience
than the rest of us.

00:39:33.280 --> 00:39:34.760
I do.

00:39:34.840 --> 00:39:36.752
I was a firefighter in Houston.

00:39:37.840 --> 00:39:39.399
Almost six years.

00:39:41.080 --> 00:39:42.878
I'm going next.

00:39:44.640 --> 00:39:46.472
<i>It... It was super fun.</i>

00:39:47.520 --> 00:39:51.480
I was all-powerful.
I had the whole city to myself.

00:39:52.920 --> 00:39:54.718
It's weird, isn't it?

00:39:56.960 --> 00:40:00.192
I thought there'd be more people, like...

00:40:00.720 --> 00:40:02.518
Aren't you supposed to see...

00:40:02.600 --> 00:40:04.398
family members who've died, or...

00:40:06.600 --> 00:40:10.594
Maybe there's no one there
because it wasn't really our time.

00:40:13.800 --> 00:40:15.359
Was it all fun?

00:40:17.200 --> 00:40:18.316
What do you mean?

00:40:19.560 --> 00:40:23.474
I don't... I mean, like...
Was there anything disturbing or...

00:40:25.880 --> 00:40:27.712
Not really.

00:40:28.480 --> 00:40:29.914
Why?

00:40:34.560 --> 00:40:35.676
Nothing.

00:40:50.080 --> 00:40:51.673
She's stabilizing.

00:40:52.080 --> 00:40:53.456
I don't understand.
The data shows her starting

00:40:53.480 --> 00:40:55.676
into a massive seizure,
and then it just went away.

00:40:56.200 --> 00:40:57.873
I gave her Ativan.

00:40:58.320 --> 00:40:59.913
On whose authority?

00:41:01.440 --> 00:41:03.909
I'm sorry. I'll get approval next time.

00:41:04.960 --> 00:41:06.314
You saved her life.

00:41:11.920 --> 00:41:13.274
Yes, I did.

00:41:15.520 --> 00:41:16.715
I'm Jesus.

00:41:17.320 --> 00:41:19.835
Everyone I touch today, I'm gonna heal.

00:41:19.960 --> 00:41:23.749
You know, it's funny, because
you and Courtney both flat...

00:41:27.400 --> 00:41:28.720
You both flatlined,

00:41:28.840 --> 00:41:31.275
yet Courtney has focused on the past.

00:41:31.840 --> 00:41:33.399
Memories, recipes.

00:41:33.560 --> 00:41:38.032
Whereas you, you're... You're focused
on the present, using your intuition.

00:41:38.160 --> 00:41:40.277
What does that have in
common with Courtney?

00:41:41.560 --> 00:41:43.400
Sophia, Marlo,
you're needed in the ICU.

00:41:44.360 --> 00:41:45.953
It's an awakening.

00:41:47.680 --> 00:41:49.000
See you later, Jesus.

00:41:52.200 --> 00:41:54.396
- An awakening?
- Yeah.

00:42:15.600 --> 00:42:17.400
You here for the abortion?

00:42:17.840 --> 00:42:18.840
Huh?

00:42:19.760 --> 00:42:21.592
Should Ernesto La Paz get morphine?

00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:23.639
Uh...

00:42:27.880 --> 00:42:30.714
Oh. Uh, I'll, uh...
I'll check with the resident.

00:42:39.640 --> 00:42:40.640
- Sophia?
- Hmm?

00:42:40.720 --> 00:42:42.074
Where are you going?

00:42:42.160 --> 00:42:43.276
It's 11:30 at night.

00:42:43.400 --> 00:42:45.496
You're not on call,
and you don't have anything scheduled.

00:42:45.520 --> 00:42:47.159
No, I'm... I'm going to the library.

00:42:47.280 --> 00:42:48.536
I'm just gonna do some more studying.

00:42:48.560 --> 00:42:49.560
No, no, no, no.

00:42:49.640 --> 00:42:51.871
I'm making tea and we're gonna
start reviewing

00:42:52.000 --> 00:42:53.800
all of the terminology
for the nervous system.

00:42:55.040 --> 00:42:56.315
- But I...
- Now.

00:43:00.800 --> 00:43:02.075
Okay.

00:43:02.200 --> 00:43:03.270
<i>Where's Sophia?</i>

00:43:03.400 --> 00:43:05.517
We need to start. It's already 12:15.

00:43:05.600 --> 00:43:07.239
This isn't gonna hurt, is it?

00:43:07.320 --> 00:43:09.200
The anesthesia
will take care of that.

00:43:10.000 --> 00:43:11.036
Three minutes.

00:43:11.120 --> 00:43:12.600
Well, Jamie only did two.

00:43:12.680 --> 00:43:13.680
What can I say?

00:43:13.880 --> 00:43:14.880
I'm competitive.

00:43:15.680 --> 00:43:17.000
After my three minutes are done,

00:43:17.080 --> 00:43:19.595
these are the interventions I want,
in their specific order.

00:43:20.200 --> 00:43:22.481
If I don't come out right away,
I want you to intubate me.

00:43:22.600 --> 00:43:24.353
Force the oxygen, okay?

00:43:24.440 --> 00:43:26.477
Hey, I'm gonna bring you out of it, hmm?

00:43:27.320 --> 00:43:29.516
Relax. Enjoy the experience.

00:43:30.600 --> 00:43:31.795
Okay, okay.

00:43:34.600 --> 00:43:35.920
Infusion's flowing.

00:43:38.200 --> 00:43:40.556
She's out. Body temp's 94.

00:43:40.680 --> 00:43:42.751
Charging 200.

00:43:56.560 --> 00:43:57.676
Clear.

00:44:06.760 --> 00:44:07.876
Asystole.

00:44:56.320 --> 00:44:58.471
38-year-old male,
stung in the face by a jellyfish.

00:44:58.600 --> 00:45:00.080
By a jellyfish.

00:45:04.680 --> 00:45:06.273
That's it. Let's get her out.

00:45:10.120 --> 00:45:11.120
Epi in.

00:45:12.040 --> 00:45:13.633
<i>- Defib!
- Charge to 200.</i>

00:45:13.880 --> 00:45:14.996
Clear.

00:45:25.560 --> 00:45:27.392
- No pulse.
- Damn it, we just had it.

00:45:27.520 --> 00:45:28.556
Juice her again.

00:45:40.880 --> 00:45:43.998
I'm gonna push an epi and sodium bicarb.

00:45:49.600 --> 00:45:51.239
<i>Defib. She's not stabilizing.</i>

00:45:51.800 --> 00:45:53.029
<i>Charge 300.</i>

00:45:53.120 --> 00:45:55.510
Clear. Come on.

00:45:57.000 --> 00:45:58.116
No pulse.

00:45:58.440 --> 00:46:00.477
This is not working. I need to intubate.

00:46:03.040 --> 00:46:04.713
Hey, hey, hey. Hey, hey.

00:46:04.800 --> 00:46:06.120
Calm down. I got this.

00:46:12.320 --> 00:46:13.993
<i>360. Clear.</i>

00:46:14.360 --> 00:46:15.510
Please.

00:46:29.760 --> 00:46:30.989
She's back.

00:46:46.080 --> 00:46:47.673
You good? You're all right.

00:46:47.760 --> 00:46:49.558
- Yeah.
- There you go.

00:46:50.240 --> 00:46:52.197
We're safe. No one ever comes up here.

00:46:53.760 --> 00:46:55.672
- It's so beautiful.
- Isn't it?

00:46:56.080 --> 00:46:57.309
Her temp's low.

00:46:57.760 --> 00:46:59.035
Pulse still racing.

00:46:59.640 --> 00:47:01.393
Well, I think three minutes is too long.

00:47:01.480 --> 00:47:03.233
Oh, look, she had a bad trip. It happens.

00:47:03.400 --> 00:47:04.516
What, you're an expert?

00:47:04.960 --> 00:47:06.952
Uh, yeah, more than you.

00:47:07.440 --> 00:47:09.352
- Is she okay?
- Where have you been?

00:47:09.560 --> 00:47:11.438
- Marlo is fine.
- Yeah, I'll be okay.

00:47:11.800 --> 00:47:13.075
I'm going next. Right now.

00:47:13.760 --> 00:47:15.160
- Right now?
- Why not?

00:47:15.560 --> 00:47:17.920
The cleaning crew is gonna be
down there in like 20 minutes.

00:47:18.240 --> 00:47:19.879
- Okay.
- No, we've gone too far.

00:47:20.160 --> 00:47:21.196
No more flatlining.

00:47:21.320 --> 00:47:23.320
Okay, so you three get to
expand your consciousness

00:47:23.400 --> 00:47:25.392
and get academic advantage, but I don't?

00:47:25.480 --> 00:47:26.536
Advantage.

00:47:26.560 --> 00:47:28.016
You think this makes you better, Sophia?

00:47:28.040 --> 00:47:29.110
This makes you dead.

00:47:29.360 --> 00:47:30.656
You have much more sense than that.

00:47:30.680 --> 00:47:34.151
Ray, if this bothers you so much,
then just walk away.

00:47:34.240 --> 00:47:36.280
- Well, maybe I should.
- You're not going anywhere.

00:47:36.360 --> 00:47:38.317
You're in this as deep as the rest of us.

00:47:38.400 --> 00:47:41.916
Okay, look,
I don't care how dangerous this is.

00:47:42.040 --> 00:47:43.560
I need this more than any of you guys.

00:47:43.720 --> 00:47:45.473
Ray, it's her decision.

00:47:45.560 --> 00:47:47.358
Just like it was each of ours.

00:47:47.760 --> 00:47:51.310
If Sophia wants to do this,
then we're doing it tonight.

00:47:53.680 --> 00:47:55.194
Just don't stay in too long.

00:48:16.680 --> 00:48:20.356
<i>A B-plus on a biology
exam is not acceptable.</i>

00:48:20.440 --> 00:48:21.590
<i>Not acceptable.</i>

00:48:21.680 --> 00:48:24.070
<i>That will not get you into
a top-10 medical school.</i>

00:48:34.880 --> 00:48:36.176
Someone's coming down the elevator.

00:48:36.200 --> 00:48:37.320
- What?
- Get her out!

00:48:38.160 --> 00:48:40.038
Come on, come on, come on.

00:48:40.120 --> 00:48:41.349
Let's go. Let's go!

00:48:42.680 --> 00:48:43.840
Pushing an amp of epi.

00:48:45.040 --> 00:48:46.269
Where the hell are you going?

00:48:48.800 --> 00:48:50.154
Start compressions.

00:48:50.720 --> 00:48:52.074
Please, God, bring her back.

00:48:52.560 --> 00:48:53.630
Good thinking, Doctor.

00:48:53.720 --> 00:48:54.949
I'm sure that's gonna help.

00:48:55.400 --> 00:48:56.400
Epi in.

00:49:08.320 --> 00:49:09.470
Pause compressions.

00:49:09.600 --> 00:49:11.273
Clear.

00:49:18.760 --> 00:49:19.760
Irina.

00:49:19.880 --> 00:49:24.318
<i>You are not the only
kid that is out there trying to get in.</i>

00:49:35.920 --> 00:49:37.036
Shit.

00:49:47.760 --> 00:49:49.319
One, two, three.

00:49:49.400 --> 00:49:51.312
- V-tach.
- Charging 360.

00:50:05.720 --> 00:50:06.870
Clear.

00:50:13.280 --> 00:50:15.720
We got her, we got her.
Let's go, let's go. Come on.

00:50:16.120 --> 00:50:17.554
We're gonna get you out of here.

00:50:17.920 --> 00:50:19.040
You're gonna be okay.

00:50:19.320 --> 00:50:21.516
- Come on, you'll be okay. Come here.
- Come on.

00:50:21.600 --> 00:50:23.273
- Come on!
- I got her, I got her.

00:50:24.800 --> 00:50:26.016
- My jacket, my jacket.
- Got it.

00:50:26.040 --> 00:50:27.110
Go, go.

00:50:31.880 --> 00:50:32.920
Okay. To the right.

00:50:33.440 --> 00:50:34.440
It's open. Just get in.

00:50:35.960 --> 00:50:37.599
- Okay.
- Okay, okay.

00:50:45.640 --> 00:50:46.915
Should you really be driving?

00:50:50.720 --> 00:50:52.200
- Wait!
- Whoa, whoa, whoa!

00:50:53.400 --> 00:50:54.400
Shit! Oh, shit!

00:50:56.560 --> 00:50:58.233
You asshole! You left us.

00:50:58.680 --> 00:51:00.353
- Are you okay?
- The hell I did.

00:51:00.440 --> 00:51:02.750
- I saved your asses.
- Let's go!

00:51:02.840 --> 00:51:04.296
- Here they come!
- Hold it right there!

00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:05.470
We got to get out of here!

00:51:06.440 --> 00:51:07.440
Hold on!

00:51:07.520 --> 00:51:09.034
- Whoa!
- We're going too fast!

00:51:11.280 --> 00:51:12.280
Oh, my God.

00:51:12.600 --> 00:51:13.670
- Shit!
- Car!

00:51:13.760 --> 00:51:15.035
Oh, God!

00:51:16.800 --> 00:51:18.075
Oh, watch out!

00:51:20.320 --> 00:51:21.470
Oh, my God!

00:51:24.120 --> 00:51:25.270
It's not funny.

00:51:25.760 --> 00:51:26.876
Whoa!

00:51:28.760 --> 00:51:29.910
Here we go.

00:51:39.360 --> 00:51:40.360
Whoa!

00:51:41.440 --> 00:51:42.669
- Where are we going?
- Oh!

00:51:42.760 --> 00:51:44.353
<i>So what, I'm a wild child.</i>

00:51:48.800 --> 00:51:50.632
<i>Gunning for love.</i>

00:51:51.160 --> 00:51:52.992
<i>It's what makes the world go round.</i>

00:51:53.480 --> 00:51:54.480
Hell yeah.

00:51:55.440 --> 00:51:57.477
<i>Feel the walls come crashing down.</i>

00:51:57.560 --> 00:51:58.880
<i>Ain't no messiah.</i>

00:51:59.600 --> 00:52:01.717
<i>Where you at, girl? Where
you, where you at?</i>

00:52:01.800 --> 00:52:03.200
<i>Go home or go tough.</i>

00:52:03.280 --> 00:52:04.680
<i>Oh</i> -

00:52:06.200 --> 00:52:08.396
<i>La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la.</i>

00:52:08.520 --> 00:52:10.352
<i>Bum, bum, Imma bang that drum.</i>

00:52:10.480 --> 00:52:12.631
<i>La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la</i>

00:52:12.720 --> 00:52:14.598
<i>I blow up like bubble gum.</i>

00:52:14.720 --> 00:52:16.677
<i>Oh.</i>

00:52:16.760 --> 00:52:18.991
<i>They keep calling me a wild child.</i>

00:52:19.080 --> 00:52:21.879
<i>Oh, they all know that I'm...</i>

00:52:23.480 --> 00:52:26.552
<i>When faced with the darkest day.</i>

00:52:26.680 --> 00:52:28.558
<i>With an endless night.</i>

00:52:28.640 --> 00:52:30.472
<i>When I lay awake.</i>

00:52:30.600 --> 00:52:32.239
<i>Only thought of you.</i>

00:52:33.200 --> 00:52:34.600
<i>Can pull me through.</i>

00:52:34.720 --> 00:52:38.634
<i>All I feel is you.</i>

00:52:39.240 --> 00:52:42.916
<i>All I feel is you.</i>

00:52:43.000 --> 00:52:45.799
<i>How can it be that.</i>

00:52:45.920 --> 00:52:48.833
<i>All I feel is you.</i>

00:53:02.120 --> 00:53:03.190
<i>Courtney!</i>

00:54:03.160 --> 00:54:06.358
<i>But you've got to show me love.</i>

00:54:12.080 --> 00:54:14.879
<i>Give me a reason.</i>

00:54:19.640 --> 00:54:20.790
Come.

00:54:21.560 --> 00:54:24.550
Look, I don't know if it's the experience
of dying and coming back again,

00:54:24.640 --> 00:54:27.109
but I have got a really
intense craving right now.

00:54:28.520 --> 00:54:30.113
For what, gelato?

00:54:30.200 --> 00:54:32.271
No.

00:54:36.360 --> 00:54:38.477
Oh, my God, this is crazy!

00:54:41.960 --> 00:54:43.030
Sophia.

00:54:43.120 --> 00:54:45.316
Sophia, open this door!

00:54:45.680 --> 00:54:48.673
I... I, uh, I think there's
someone at the door.

00:54:49.120 --> 00:54:50.679
- Sophia!
- I don't care.

00:54:50.760 --> 00:54:52.479
Don't stop.

00:54:52.640 --> 00:54:54.438
Sophia, I need you to open this door.

00:54:56.320 --> 00:54:57.549
Sophia!

00:55:00.320 --> 00:55:02.437
It's nice to meet you, Mrs. Manning.

00:55:08.520 --> 00:55:10.591
How dare you bring someone
back to my apartment.

00:55:10.680 --> 00:55:11.909
I'm moving out.

00:55:13.160 --> 00:55:15.000
- What did you say?
- I'm finding my own place.

00:55:15.600 --> 00:55:16.640
You will do no such thing.

00:55:16.720 --> 00:55:18.552
See, it doesn't matter what you say, Mom.

00:55:19.200 --> 00:55:22.238
Whatever threats you make.
I'm 25 years old.

00:55:22.320 --> 00:55:24.152
Succeed or fail...

00:55:24.840 --> 00:55:26.320
I'm doing it on my own.

00:55:27.800 --> 00:55:29.120
Good night.

00:55:43.880 --> 00:55:45.792
All right.

00:55:47.520 --> 00:55:49.034
Good night.

00:55:50.240 --> 00:55:51.469
How are you getting home?

00:55:51.880 --> 00:55:53.519
There's a metro stop nearby.

00:55:55.360 --> 00:55:57.397
Look, there's something I need to tell you.

00:55:58.360 --> 00:55:59.430
It's, um...

00:56:00.240 --> 00:56:01.594
It's important.

00:56:08.320 --> 00:56:09.640
So, you gonna tell me or what?

00:56:09.760 --> 00:56:10.796
I killed someone.

00:56:12.120 --> 00:56:13.156
What?

00:56:15.320 --> 00:56:16.913
It was two months ago.

00:56:17.000 --> 00:56:18.957
It was my ER rotation.

00:56:20.760 --> 00:56:22.558
The patient's name was Cyrus Gudgeon.

00:56:22.640 --> 00:56:24.597
He was admitted for a jellyfish sting.

00:56:25.400 --> 00:56:28.393
Cyrus Gudgeon. Yeah, I remember.
He got stung in the face.

00:56:29.200 --> 00:56:30.270
Died of shock, right?

00:56:30.360 --> 00:56:33.512
No, he died because of
a mistake that I made.

00:56:34.080 --> 00:56:36.117
I gave him epi and Benadryl.

00:56:36.360 --> 00:56:38.352
But those two drugs don't cross-react.

00:56:38.440 --> 00:56:40.193
He had metoprolol in his system.

00:56:40.640 --> 00:56:42.359
He basically suffocated to death.

00:56:43.960 --> 00:56:47.078
I... I'd been on duty for, like, 36 hours,

00:56:47.160 --> 00:56:49.880
and I must have screwed up
and forgotten to ask him

00:56:49.960 --> 00:56:51.997
if he was taking any medications.

00:56:53.320 --> 00:56:56.597
He would be alive right now
if it wasn't for my mistake.

00:56:57.000 --> 00:56:58.275
Why are you telling me this?

00:56:58.400 --> 00:56:59.834
Because I saw him.

00:57:01.160 --> 00:57:02.879
Cyrus. I saw him in my flatline.

00:57:03.200 --> 00:57:04.873
And it must mean something, right?

00:57:05.240 --> 00:57:07.550
Hey, mistakes happen to everybody.

00:57:07.680 --> 00:57:10.514
Yeah, but I work so hard every single day.

00:57:10.880 --> 00:57:12.872
- I do the right thing.
- I'm sure you do.

00:57:12.960 --> 00:57:14.792
- I'm not a bad person.
- No, you're not.

00:57:14.880 --> 00:57:16.280
I'm not a bad person. I...

00:57:16.360 --> 00:57:18.636
- Everything's gonna be fine, Marlo.
- No, I'm scared.

00:57:19.720 --> 00:57:21.359
I'm scared.

00:57:33.040 --> 00:57:34.440
Wait, wait, wait.

00:57:34.800 --> 00:57:36.757
You... You can't just...

00:57:37.680 --> 00:57:39.399
I'm sor... I'm sorry.

00:57:39.480 --> 00:57:40.656
Yeah, what am I doing with you?

00:57:40.680 --> 00:57:43.240
- I got to go right now. I'm sorry. No...
- No. No, no, no, wait.

00:57:56.000 --> 00:57:58.117
Mmm. Mmm-hmm.

00:58:08.560 --> 00:58:10.296
- Damn, you have so many.
- Just...

00:58:10.320 --> 00:58:11.549
Okay, okay.

00:58:11.640 --> 00:58:13.836
I got it, I got it.

00:59:15.040 --> 00:59:16.793
Courtney!

00:59:32.760 --> 00:59:34.672
Help!

00:59:35.560 --> 00:59:37.279
Help! Tessa!

00:59:37.960 --> 00:59:38.960
Tessa!

00:59:43.520 --> 00:59:46.319
Help!

00:59:46.400 --> 00:59:47.436
My sister!

00:59:47.560 --> 00:59:49.074
Help!

00:59:49.840 --> 00:59:51.240
My sister!

00:59:51.840 --> 00:59:53.160
- My sister.
- Come on.

00:59:53.240 --> 00:59:54.640
No! My sister!

00:59:54.720 --> 00:59:57.838
Oh, Tessa! My... Oh. Tessa!

00:59:57.920 --> 00:59:59.354
No!

01:00:07.280 --> 01:00:11.274
I hope this doesn't become awkward.

01:00:13.560 --> 01:00:14.755
Too late.

01:00:15.840 --> 01:00:18.594
I can't imagine what you must think of me.

01:00:19.320 --> 01:00:20.390
Why?

01:00:21.040 --> 01:00:23.191
Well, first I tell you that I'm responsible

01:00:23.280 --> 01:00:24.999
for the death of a patient,

01:00:25.080 --> 01:00:28.073
and then I go and totally attack you.

01:00:28.160 --> 01:00:30.994
I mean, seriously, what...

01:00:32.360 --> 01:00:33.953
What do you see in me?

01:00:35.640 --> 01:00:37.233
You're really hot.

01:00:39.840 --> 01:00:41.274
Shut up.

01:00:47.080 --> 01:00:48.594
- I got to go.
- Oh?

01:00:48.680 --> 01:00:49.716
Yeah.

01:00:51.400 --> 01:00:52.800
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

01:00:58.720 --> 01:01:01.360
It was four months into our first year.

01:01:01.440 --> 01:01:03.511
You were assisting at the oncology ward.

01:01:03.600 --> 01:01:07.799
A breast cancer patient was there
for her first round of chemo.

01:01:07.880 --> 01:01:12.079
She was anxious and scared,
but you sat down and calmed her

01:01:12.160 --> 01:01:15.153
by asking about her kids, her job.

01:01:15.240 --> 01:01:17.072
You were so kind.

01:01:17.160 --> 01:01:19.720
You didn't think anyone was watching,

01:01:19.800 --> 01:01:23.555
but I was watching you through the door.

01:01:24.560 --> 01:01:27.314
Three hours later, I stopped by,

01:01:29.200 --> 01:01:32.876
and you were there checking on her again.

01:01:34.920 --> 01:01:37.640
That's what I see in you.

01:03:24.880 --> 01:03:26.473
<i>Jamie?</i>

01:03:26.560 --> 01:03:29.553
Courtney? What's going on?

01:03:29.640 --> 01:03:31.233
I saw my sister.

01:03:32.360 --> 01:03:33.760
Wh... What?

01:03:33.840 --> 01:03:35.513
At the waterfront.

01:03:36.440 --> 01:03:37.794
It was her.

01:03:38.360 --> 01:03:40.397
I saw my dead sister.

01:03:40.480 --> 01:03:42.199
Where... Where are you?

01:03:42.280 --> 01:03:44.317
I'm home.

01:03:44.400 --> 01:03:46.073
<i>I don't understand what's happening.</i>

01:03:46.160 --> 01:03:47.514
Stay there.

01:03:47.600 --> 01:03:49.000
I'm coming over.

01:05:29.320 --> 01:05:32.916
<i>I just... I miss my sister.</i>

01:05:34.880 --> 01:05:37.554
I should have told you all that

01:05:37.640 --> 01:05:41.270
this wasn't about

01:05:41.360 --> 01:05:44.080
science or discovery.

01:05:49.120 --> 01:05:51.680
I think I'm going crazy.

01:05:53.440 --> 01:05:55.193
Like I'm seeing things.

01:05:56.840 --> 01:05:58.433
Something I did.

01:06:02.040 --> 01:06:03.474
It was my fault.

01:06:06.240 --> 01:06:07.833
I'm sorry.

01:06:35.080 --> 01:06:36.320
<i>If you're happy.</i>

01:06:36.400 --> 01:06:38.153
<i>And you know it, clap your hands.</i>

01:06:39.360 --> 01:06:40.360
<i>If you're happy.</i>

01:06:40.440 --> 01:06:42.636
<i>And you know it, clap your hands.</i>

01:06:43.800 --> 01:06:46.599
If you're happy and you know it.

01:06:48.640 --> 01:06:50.632
<i>If you're happy and you know it.</i>

01:06:50.720 --> 01:06:51.836
<i>Clap your hands.</i>

01:06:53.200 --> 01:06:54.200
<i>If you're happy.</i>

01:06:54.320 --> 01:06:55.959
<i>And you know it, tap your toe</i>

01:06:56.240 --> 01:06:58.277
Tessa?

01:06:58.360 --> 01:07:00.033
<i>If you're happy and you know it.</i>

01:07:02.360 --> 01:07:05.749
<i>If you're happy and you know it
Then your face will surely show it</i>

01:07:05.840 --> 01:07:07.479
Tessa, is that really you?

01:07:07.560 --> 01:07:10.120
<i>If you're happy and you
know it, tap your toe.</i>

01:07:11.320 --> 01:07:12.320
<i>If you're happy.</i>

01:07:12.400 --> 01:07:14.437
<i>And you know it, clap your hands.</i>

01:07:15.960 --> 01:07:16.960
<i>If you're happy.</i>

01:07:17.080 --> 01:07:18.760
Tessa, are you okay?

01:07:18.800 --> 01:07:20.234
Tessa, are you okay?

01:07:20.320 --> 01:07:22.357
<i>If you're happy and you know it.</i>

01:07:22.440 --> 01:07:24.796
<i>Then your face will surely show it.</i>

01:07:24.880 --> 01:07:26.997
<i>If you're happy and you know it.</i>

01:07:27.080 --> 01:07:28.196
<i>Clap your hands.</i>

01:07:43.480 --> 01:07:47.030
<i>- What are you?
- Courtney!</i>

01:07:49.120 --> 01:07:51.271
<i>Courtney.</i>

01:09:03.560 --> 01:09:04.856
Let's go!

01:09:04.880 --> 01:09:06.360
Let's go!

01:09:47.400 --> 01:09:49.676
Hi. An update on room four.

01:09:49.760 --> 01:09:52.992
We've given the Lasix bolus,
and the output is limited.

01:09:55.000 --> 01:09:56.912
Mmm-hmm.

01:09:58.280 --> 01:10:01.159
It's been less than 50 cc's
in the last two hours.

01:10:05.080 --> 01:10:06.275
All right.

01:10:12.880 --> 01:10:16.032
They found her at
the bottom of a fire escape.

01:10:16.120 --> 01:10:17.759
We'll know more after the autopsy,

01:10:17.840 --> 01:10:19.797
but right now, it's
unclear whether she fell,

01:10:19.880 --> 01:10:22.554
jumped, or God knows what.

01:10:24.880 --> 01:10:27.270
I know you all liked her.

01:10:27.360 --> 01:10:30.034
And I'm sorry, but for now, I need you

01:10:30.160 --> 01:10:32.675
to pick up her patient load
and divide it amongst yourselves.

01:10:32.760 --> 01:10:34.319
We still have a hospital to run.

01:10:41.160 --> 01:10:44.358
Do any of you know what might
have been going on with her?

01:10:44.440 --> 01:10:48.036
Is there something you're not telling me?

01:10:52.280 --> 01:10:53.600
All right.

01:11:04.920 --> 01:11:06.320
It just doesn't feel real.

01:11:06.400 --> 01:11:07.720
I know.

01:11:10.160 --> 01:11:12.117
You know,
I can't believe she's gone.

01:11:15.800 --> 01:11:17.712
We need to talk.

01:11:17.800 --> 01:11:22.352
Okay, something is happening to us,
and my mind is playing tricks on me.

01:11:22.440 --> 01:11:24.216
This morning,
when I was swimming in the pool...

01:11:24.240 --> 01:11:26.277
I can't talk, okay?

01:11:26.360 --> 01:11:28.431
- I have rounds right now.
- Guys,

01:11:28.520 --> 01:11:31.354
Wolfson already knows
we're holding something back.

01:11:31.440 --> 01:11:33.796
The school is going to
investigate her death.

01:11:33.880 --> 01:11:35.872
I don't believe it was a suicide.

01:11:35.960 --> 01:11:37.997
Maybe she fell.

01:11:38.080 --> 01:11:39.878
You were there.

01:11:39.960 --> 01:11:41.679
What happened?

01:11:42.720 --> 01:11:44.234
Uh, she never answered the door.

01:11:44.360 --> 01:11:46.511
I figured... She went to bed.

01:11:46.600 --> 01:11:47.829
Hey, killer party, huh?

01:11:49.600 --> 01:11:51.637
You all look like shit.

01:11:51.720 --> 01:11:53.120
Hey, listen,

01:11:53.200 --> 01:11:55.080
if the school finds out
we have been flatlining,

01:11:55.120 --> 01:11:57.555
we will be expelled.

01:11:57.640 --> 01:12:00.155
And you can say goodbye to your future.

01:12:00.240 --> 01:12:02.994
Any notes you've taken, destroy them.

01:12:04.560 --> 01:12:07.120
I'm gonna get into Courtney's apartment,
get her phone, computer,

01:12:07.200 --> 01:12:09.112
anything incriminating.

01:12:09.200 --> 01:12:11.157
You know, you were right
this whole time, Ray.

01:12:11.240 --> 01:12:13.516
We should've listened to you.

01:12:13.640 --> 01:12:15.438
Yeah, that's true.

01:12:15.560 --> 01:12:16.914
This isn't on you, man.

01:12:17.000 --> 01:12:20.152
You should just walk away.

01:12:20.240 --> 01:12:22.391
We'll keep your name out of it.

01:12:23.040 --> 01:12:24.110
No.

01:12:24.800 --> 01:12:26.200
I'm not going anywhere.

01:12:26.320 --> 01:12:29.916
Whatever happens to all
of you happens to me.

01:12:41.160 --> 01:12:42.355
- Yes?
<i>- Hey.</i>

01:12:42.440 --> 01:12:44.591
Look, bad news.

01:12:44.680 --> 01:12:46.353
<i>Ray and I checked her apartment.</i>

01:12:46.440 --> 01:12:48.750
We found her computer and some notes,

01:12:48.840 --> 01:12:50.513
- but not her phone.
- <i>Campus security</i>

01:12:50.600 --> 01:12:52.176
- could have gotten there before you.
- <i>Okay.</i>

01:12:52.200 --> 01:12:55.238
<i>Assuming you're right
and it's not a criminal investigation,</i>

01:12:55.320 --> 01:12:56.920
then all that stuff stays with her body.

01:12:57.000 --> 01:12:59.071
Meaning you can go down there
and look for it.

01:12:59.160 --> 01:13:00.992
Go down where?

01:13:01.080 --> 01:13:03.754
Where do you think? The goddamn morgue.

01:13:52.440 --> 01:13:53.840
Okay.

01:15:10.600 --> 01:15:11.750
<i>Marlo.</i>

01:15:13.200 --> 01:15:14.429
<i>Marlo.</i>

01:15:15.400 --> 01:15:16.800
<i>Marlo?</i>

01:16:09.360 --> 01:16:10.760
Cyrus.

01:18:03.120 --> 01:18:06.511
<i>Jamie...</i>

01:19:01.200 --> 01:19:02.520
<i>Jamie.</i>

01:20:00.280 --> 01:20:02.636
<i>Like I'm seeing things.</i>

01:20:03.680 --> 01:20:05.433
<i>Something I did.</i>

01:20:06.400 --> 01:20:08.551
<i>It was my fault.</i>

01:20:09.440 --> 01:20:11.159
<i>I'm sorry.</i>

01:20:19.600 --> 01:20:21.432
<i>Tessa?</i>

01:20:23.600 --> 01:20:25.557
<i>Tessa, is that really you?</i>

01:20:28.040 --> 01:20:30.032
<i>Are you okay?</i>

01:20:33.880 --> 01:20:35.439
<i>What are you?</i>

01:20:44.760 --> 01:20:46.752
Jesus Christ.

01:20:52.640 --> 01:20:54.359
What was that?

01:20:55.400 --> 01:20:57.915
She was talking to someone.

01:20:58.080 --> 01:20:59.912
Someone was there.

01:21:00.080 --> 01:21:01.639
You don't know that.

01:21:01.760 --> 01:21:03.479
She could've been hallucinating.

01:21:03.640 --> 01:21:05.313
It didn't sound like that to me.

01:21:06.360 --> 01:21:08.511
What if it was Tessa?

01:21:10.840 --> 01:21:12.240
What do you mean?

01:21:12.400 --> 01:21:14.676
She saw something. You heard her.

01:21:14.800 --> 01:21:16.200
She said that she did something.

01:21:16.400 --> 01:21:18.073
Something was her fault.

01:21:18.200 --> 01:21:20.078
What if that's it? What if...

01:21:20.640 --> 01:21:22.950
What if our sins are coming for us?

01:21:23.080 --> 01:21:24.309
Sins. That's ridiculous.

01:21:24.560 --> 01:21:26.392
So, what are we gonna do?

01:21:26.560 --> 01:21:28.074
What are we gonna do?

01:21:28.200 --> 01:21:30.000
We're gonna tell each other
the goddamn truth.

01:21:30.080 --> 01:21:31.958
That's what we're gonna do.

01:21:32.840 --> 01:21:33.956
Uh...

01:21:34.360 --> 01:21:36.238
There's a girl I... I used to know.

01:21:37.400 --> 01:21:38.629
Alicia.

01:21:39.800 --> 01:21:41.837
She was a waitress at
my dad's country club.

01:21:41.920 --> 01:21:42.990
Oh, my God.

01:21:43.080 --> 01:21:45.311
- You killed her?
- What? No.

01:21:45.400 --> 01:21:47.551
No, I did not kill anyone.

01:21:49.120 --> 01:21:50.156
I, uh...

01:21:53.520 --> 01:21:54.874
I got her pregnant.

01:21:56.000 --> 01:21:58.515
I wanted to help, you know?

01:21:59.120 --> 01:22:02.875
Pay for the abortion, be...
Go with her for the procedure.

01:22:03.040 --> 01:22:06.272
Anyway, uh, the... The day came,

01:22:06.680 --> 01:22:08.717
and I... I couldn't deal with it.

01:22:09.440 --> 01:22:11.397
I... I drove right past.

01:22:12.840 --> 01:22:14.672
I left her to fend for herself.

01:22:16.720 --> 01:22:18.632
And she showed up in your flatline?

01:22:18.720 --> 01:22:20.632
I wish that was all.

01:22:20.720 --> 01:22:22.712
She showed up last night, too.

01:22:23.000 --> 01:22:24.920
So you're being haunted
by somebody that's alive.

01:22:25.160 --> 01:22:27.470
- What are you talking about?
- This.

01:22:27.600 --> 01:22:29.193
I am talking about this.

01:22:29.280 --> 01:22:30.919
Alicia did this to me.

01:22:31.040 --> 01:22:32.997
Only it wasn't her.

01:22:34.080 --> 01:22:35.912
Just like it wasn't Courtney's sister.

01:22:36.000 --> 01:22:37.320
Then what was it?

01:22:39.040 --> 01:22:40.315
Jamie, what?

01:22:40.640 --> 01:22:42.632
I... I don't know.

01:22:42.720 --> 01:22:46.509
Something feeding off
our guilty conscience.

01:22:47.000 --> 01:22:48.400
What do you mean? Like...

01:22:49.400 --> 01:22:51.119
Something demonic?

01:22:51.200 --> 01:22:54.716
Maybe it's using our pasts, our sins.

01:22:55.160 --> 01:22:56.753
Wait, wait.

01:22:56.880 --> 01:22:58.155
We're rational people here.

01:22:58.240 --> 01:22:59.959
You could have stabbed yourself.

01:23:00.040 --> 01:23:01.952
People on drugs hurt
themselves all the time.

01:23:02.080 --> 01:23:03.912
There has to be a logical explanation.

01:23:04.080 --> 01:23:05.230
I was 17.

01:23:05.360 --> 01:23:08.956
Her name was Irina Wong,
and she had a higher GPA than I did,

01:23:09.040 --> 01:23:10.633
so I hacked her text messages

01:23:10.760 --> 01:23:14.197
and I sent her naked photos
to the whole class.

01:23:14.480 --> 01:23:16.233
It destroyed her.

01:23:16.320 --> 01:23:18.516
What is the point in
confessing all of this?

01:23:18.800 --> 01:23:20.240
This is clearly just happening here.

01:23:20.320 --> 01:23:23.677
- That thing...
- Look, look, Courtney said to me

01:23:23.800 --> 01:23:26.110
she thinks maybe we opened a door.

01:23:26.240 --> 01:23:28.436
Wait, so you knew?

01:23:28.560 --> 01:23:31.234
You and Courtney knew there was
a downside to flatlining,

01:23:31.360 --> 01:23:33.016
and... And you still let
me and Marlo go in?

01:23:33.040 --> 01:23:34.896
Hey, look, I thought it was
just part of the experience.

01:23:34.920 --> 01:23:36.274
Side effects may include

01:23:36.400 --> 01:23:38.312
dry mouth, hallucinations,
existential dread.

01:23:38.400 --> 01:23:40.471
I did not know that
the side effects would show up

01:23:40.560 --> 01:23:42.153
and start hunting us down.

01:23:42.280 --> 01:23:45.159
There is a scientific explanation
to all of this.

01:23:45.280 --> 01:23:47.476
We're way beyond explanations.

01:23:47.560 --> 01:23:48.994
Okay.

01:23:49.560 --> 01:23:51.358
If Courtney was right,

01:23:51.800 --> 01:23:53.678
whatever's happening to us,

01:23:53.840 --> 01:23:56.912
these hallucinations, these hauntings,
whatever it is,

01:23:57.000 --> 01:23:59.231
it's only gonna get worse.

01:23:59.720 --> 01:24:01.074
Until we figure it out,

01:24:02.000 --> 01:24:04.754
until we figure out what to do,

01:24:05.880 --> 01:24:09.476
whatever killed her
is gonna kill all of us, too.

01:24:19.120 --> 01:24:23.194
Note the negative mass effect
secondary to the encephalomalacia.

01:24:23.320 --> 01:24:26.597
There are multiple foci of high
T2 and FLAIR signal intensity

01:24:26.720 --> 01:24:28.359
in the supratentorial white matter.

01:24:28.440 --> 01:24:31.035
These findings are nonspecific,
but most in keeping with

01:24:31.160 --> 01:24:33.016
chronic microangiopathic changes.

01:24:33.040 --> 01:24:34.918
You'll note there's no hydrocephalus.

01:24:35.000 --> 01:24:38.755
There's no brain herniation.
The vessels are well seen.

01:24:38.880 --> 01:24:40.917
You'll note that the gray matter

01:24:41.040 --> 01:24:43.396
differentiation is completely maintained.

01:24:43.480 --> 01:24:46.791
You little slut.
I can't believe you slept with him.

01:24:46.920 --> 01:24:48.559
Not only are you a hopeless grind,

01:24:48.640 --> 01:24:52.031
but you're an immature,
whiney, crybaby bitch.

01:24:52.160 --> 01:24:54.755
- Okay, stop!
- Excuse me?

01:24:58.200 --> 01:25:00.590
Sorry. Sorry.

01:26:03.000 --> 01:26:04.000
No.

01:26:04.120 --> 01:26:05.600
No! No! No!

01:26:05.720 --> 01:26:07.040
No!

01:26:08.360 --> 01:26:09.396
No.

01:26:21.840 --> 01:26:23.274
No.

01:26:30.680 --> 01:26:31.716
No.

01:26:39.680 --> 01:26:40.680
No.

01:26:45.040 --> 01:26:46.952
Stop!

01:26:47.040 --> 01:26:49.032
Stop! No!

01:26:50.080 --> 01:26:51.080
No!

01:26:53.200 --> 01:26:55.032
Stop! No!

01:27:40.960 --> 01:27:42.110
Hey.

01:27:42.840 --> 01:27:43.910
Hey.

01:27:45.560 --> 01:27:47.836
What are you doing here?

01:27:48.440 --> 01:27:50.397
Have you seen Cyrus Gudgeon lately?

01:27:51.400 --> 01:27:52.536
If that's supposed to be a joke,

01:27:52.560 --> 01:27:54.233
- it's not funny.
- It's not a joke.

01:27:55.560 --> 01:27:56.914
Then what?

01:27:58.000 --> 01:28:00.390
I pulled the autopsy report.

01:28:00.520 --> 01:28:02.432
It says nothing about metoprolol.

01:28:03.280 --> 01:28:07.877
So then I went back to the original
path lab notes of the blood test,

01:28:08.000 --> 01:28:09.992
and there it was.

01:28:11.280 --> 01:28:12.509
Metoprolol.

01:28:13.760 --> 01:28:15.240
I'm going inside.

01:28:15.720 --> 01:28:19.031
Why wouldn't the autopsy report
match with the notes, Marlo?

01:28:20.600 --> 01:28:21.716
Marlo?

01:28:25.960 --> 01:28:27.553
Marlo.

01:28:28.120 --> 01:28:31.272
Did you change that autopsy report?

01:28:31.600 --> 01:28:34.672
I had to protect myself.

01:28:36.440 --> 01:28:38.318
Protect yourself? Really?

01:28:38.440 --> 01:28:40.397
By making it look like he died from a sting

01:28:40.480 --> 01:28:42.039
and not a drug you administered?

01:28:42.160 --> 01:28:43.514
I know.

01:28:43.600 --> 01:28:47.310
- I know. It was wrong of me.
- You got to tell someone.

01:28:47.480 --> 01:28:50.393
- I am. I'm telling you.
- The dean, Marlo.

01:28:50.480 --> 01:28:52.517
You have to tell the dean
you changed that report.

01:28:52.600 --> 01:28:53.636
Why?

01:28:53.760 --> 01:28:55.752
- What good is that gonna do now?
- Really?

01:28:55.880 --> 01:28:57.234
You don't see it?

01:28:57.320 --> 01:28:58.913
It's your flatline, Cyrus Gudgeon.

01:28:59.040 --> 01:29:03.512
You know, it was so nice being with you

01:29:03.640 --> 01:29:07.759
and realizing, after all this time,
that you actually like me.

01:29:07.880 --> 01:29:09.758
And now you have to go and spoil it.

01:29:09.880 --> 01:29:12.440
- I am here because I like you.
- Yeah, well, it's easy for you.

01:29:12.520 --> 01:29:14.716
You don't have to sacrifice anything.

01:29:15.000 --> 01:29:19.074
I'm becoming a doctor
with a degree from a top medical school.

01:29:19.200 --> 01:29:21.590
I've worked my whole life for this.

01:29:22.240 --> 01:29:25.153
And now, I... I made one mistake.
I mean, admitting it

01:29:25.240 --> 01:29:26.833
is not gonna bring the guy back.

01:29:26.960 --> 01:29:29.350
All it's gonna do is end my career.

01:29:31.520 --> 01:29:34.035
That is the point here,

01:29:34.120 --> 01:29:35.918
your career.

01:29:39.480 --> 01:29:44.191
If you were willing to change
an autopsy report, then...

01:29:45.200 --> 01:29:46.634
Say it.

01:29:49.360 --> 01:29:52.034
Then maybe you shouldn't be a doctor.

01:30:01.160 --> 01:30:03.277
Hi. Um, is this Beverly Wong?

01:30:05.080 --> 01:30:07.436
Beverly Wong from East Hadley?

01:30:08.080 --> 01:30:09.116
It is?

01:30:10.160 --> 01:30:13.517
Do you have a daughter named Irina?

01:30:18.000 --> 01:30:19.195
Hey.

01:30:19.280 --> 01:30:20.919
Thanks for coming with me.

01:30:21.000 --> 01:30:23.720
Could you have
rented a smaller car?

01:30:30.040 --> 01:30:32.680
You're sure it's the same Irina?

01:30:32.760 --> 01:30:33.796
Uh...

01:30:41.280 --> 01:30:42.475
Irina.

01:30:42.600 --> 01:30:43.750
Yes.

01:30:43.880 --> 01:30:45.280
It's Sophia.

01:30:46.480 --> 01:30:48.358
From East Hadley.

01:30:48.440 --> 01:30:50.636
We went to the same high school.

01:30:50.720 --> 01:30:54.031
I'm sorry. I know, it... It's...
It's been forever.

01:30:54.160 --> 01:30:55.196
I, um...

01:30:55.920 --> 01:30:59.630
I really needed to talk to you,
so I was hoping we could sit down...

01:30:59.760 --> 01:31:01.194
What is this about?

01:31:04.320 --> 01:31:07.996
You never knew this, but...

01:31:09.920 --> 01:31:14.358
I was the one who sent your pictures
to the whole class.

01:31:17.000 --> 01:31:19.640
That was me.

01:31:19.720 --> 01:31:24.078
I can't stand myself to think about it.

01:31:24.200 --> 01:31:27.352
Bottom line, it was
an awful thing to do. I know that.

01:31:27.480 --> 01:31:29.233
What do you want?

01:31:30.800 --> 01:31:33.520
I'd like you to accept my apology.

01:31:34.520 --> 01:31:37.319
It's not necessary.

01:31:37.400 --> 01:31:40.074
Okay? I've moved on.

01:31:40.200 --> 01:31:42.237
Irina... This is important, okay?

01:31:42.320 --> 01:31:44.073
I am so sorry.

01:31:46.080 --> 01:31:47.912
Irina, please.

01:31:55.800 --> 01:31:57.075
Sophia.

01:32:07.800 --> 01:32:10.235
I forgive you.

01:32:14.680 --> 01:32:16.239
Thank you.

01:32:24.600 --> 01:32:26.034
What'd she say?

01:32:27.600 --> 01:32:29.016
<i>Hey, Marlo, it's Jamie.</i>

01:32:29.040 --> 01:32:29.708
Hey.

01:32:29.720 --> 01:32:31.760
<i>Look, we're just
kind of riffing here,</i>

01:32:31.880 --> 01:32:33.560
but maybe you find whoever you've wronged,

01:32:33.600 --> 01:32:36.878
whatever you're feeling guilty about,
and you take responsibility.

01:32:36.960 --> 01:32:38.519
<i>I mean, look, who knows if it'll work?</i>

01:32:38.600 --> 01:32:41.479
<i>But what have we got to lose?</i>

01:33:05.280 --> 01:33:06.350
Alicia!

01:33:07.320 --> 01:33:08.320
Alicia.

01:33:08.440 --> 01:33:11.239
Hey. It's... It's me.

01:33:11.320 --> 01:33:13.312
It's Jamie.

01:33:22.200 --> 01:33:23.600
What are you doing here, Jamie?

01:33:27.760 --> 01:33:29.240
He's your son?

01:33:31.360 --> 01:33:35.240
Hey. Hey... I came to apologize.

01:33:35.320 --> 01:33:37.232
For taking off on you.

01:33:37.360 --> 01:33:40.432
I... I panicked. I was a coward.

01:33:40.520 --> 01:33:42.830
I should have been there for you.

01:33:42.960 --> 01:33:45.111
But you weren't.

01:33:46.360 --> 01:33:47.680
Look, I...

01:33:47.800 --> 01:33:50.235
I want to make amends.

01:33:50.320 --> 01:33:51.879
Do what's right.

01:33:51.960 --> 01:33:53.792
Help... Help you out.

01:33:53.920 --> 01:33:55.718
Whatever you need.

01:33:57.240 --> 01:33:58.560
Alicia.

01:34:00.040 --> 01:34:02.680
Who is that man, Mommy?

01:35:26.240 --> 01:35:28.709
What?

01:35:57.080 --> 01:35:58.230
What the hell?

01:36:16.560 --> 01:36:17.560
Sophia?

01:36:17.680 --> 01:36:19.080
<i>I just got a message from Marlo.</i>

01:36:19.160 --> 01:36:21.311
<i>Something's wrong. And her phone is off.</i>

01:36:21.400 --> 01:36:22.880
We need to find her.

01:36:22.960 --> 01:36:24.394
Okay. Uh, where are you?

01:36:24.520 --> 01:36:26.193
I'm... I'm gonna come to you.

01:36:26.280 --> 01:36:27.396
Marlo?

01:36:28.560 --> 01:36:29.880
Marlo!

01:36:30.000 --> 01:36:32.071
<i>She's not here, man.</i>

01:36:32.160 --> 01:36:33.435
Wait. Wait!

01:36:35.440 --> 01:36:36.590
Marlo?

01:36:37.880 --> 01:36:39.633
Forget it. She's here.

01:36:39.720 --> 01:36:41.279
<i>Come as fast as you can!</i>

01:36:43.240 --> 01:36:44.594
I'm nearly there.

01:36:44.680 --> 01:36:46.000
You got to hurry.

01:36:46.120 --> 01:36:47.315
Ray!

01:36:47.440 --> 01:36:50.194
She must be down there. Come.

01:36:50.280 --> 01:36:51.873
Okay.

01:36:53.720 --> 01:36:54.720
Oh, come on!

01:37:05.720 --> 01:37:08.110
- Oh, my God.
- No, no, no, no, no!

01:37:08.200 --> 01:37:10.080
Oh, my God.
How long has she been under?

01:37:11.200 --> 01:37:12.429
It's been over four minutes.

01:37:12.560 --> 01:37:13.880
Sure.

01:37:15.480 --> 01:37:16.755
Come on. We need oxygen!

01:37:27.760 --> 01:37:30.320
Cyrus. I'm so sorry.

01:37:31.360 --> 01:37:32.794
Forgive me.

01:37:34.040 --> 01:37:36.032
Will you please forgive me?

01:37:40.880 --> 01:37:42.075
No pulse.

01:37:43.320 --> 01:37:45.312
Take over the compressions.

01:37:45.400 --> 01:37:47.392
Go, go, go!

01:38:39.400 --> 01:38:40.800
Ahhh!

01:38:48.000 --> 01:38:49.559
It's not working. Shit.

01:39:16.200 --> 01:39:17.270
Stop.

01:39:23.160 --> 01:39:24.753
Nothing.

01:40:05.360 --> 01:40:06.794
Ray.

01:40:22.680 --> 01:40:25.434
Marlo, don't you get it?

01:40:27.280 --> 01:40:29.237
I need you to come back.

01:40:32.520 --> 01:40:33.840
To me.

01:40:40.280 --> 01:40:42.556
<i>Marlo, Marlo...</i>

01:40:48.960 --> 01:40:51.759
<i>Marlo? Marlo.</i>

01:41:20.600 --> 01:41:23.069
No! No!

01:41:28.040 --> 01:41:29.440
<i>Marlo.</i>

01:41:32.040 --> 01:41:34.316
You have to forgive yourself.

01:41:36.360 --> 01:41:37.794
Forgive yourself, Marlo.

01:41:37.920 --> 01:41:38.920
No!

01:41:41.640 --> 01:41:42.915
Charge 360.

01:42:09.680 --> 01:42:10.955
Ray?

01:42:11.360 --> 01:42:12.714
Okay. Okay.

01:42:12.800 --> 01:42:14.234
Oh, my...

01:42:17.560 --> 01:42:19.950
It's okay. It's okay.

01:42:23.960 --> 01:42:25.235
Hey.

01:42:31.680 --> 01:42:32.680
Here.

01:42:32.800 --> 01:42:34.120
There you go.

01:42:36.360 --> 01:42:37.874
Thank you.

01:42:42.000 --> 01:42:43.275
You okay?

01:42:44.160 --> 01:42:45.355
Yeah.

01:42:45.440 --> 01:42:47.432
I found the girl.

01:42:49.280 --> 01:42:52.432
And, uh, a little boy.

01:42:53.240 --> 01:42:54.390
Yeah.

01:42:55.040 --> 01:42:57.874
The hell with going to I.A.

01:42:58.000 --> 01:43:00.276
I'm getting a residency right here.

01:43:00.400 --> 01:43:02.869
Be near them.

01:43:04.440 --> 01:43:06.432
I'm gonna try.

01:43:11.600 --> 01:43:13.637
<i>Courtney was right.</i>

01:43:13.720 --> 01:43:15.871
<i>It's not enough to apologize.</i>

01:43:16.000 --> 01:43:18.435
<i>We have to face up to what we've done,</i>

01:43:18.560 --> 01:43:21.200
<i>and then forgive ourselves.</i>

01:43:22.080 --> 01:43:24.914
<i>Some lines should not be crossed.</i>

01:43:25.040 --> 01:43:27.430
<i>We lost a friend.</i>

01:43:27.920 --> 01:43:30.151
<i>We will never be the same.</i>

01:43:32.040 --> 01:43:33.235
Where were you?

01:43:33.320 --> 01:43:34.959
I talked to the dean.

01:43:35.040 --> 01:43:36.679
How'd it go?

01:43:36.760 --> 01:43:38.479
I'm on probation.

01:43:39.920 --> 01:43:41.991
Did you bring it?

01:43:44.000 --> 01:43:45.400
Here.

01:44:01.360 --> 01:44:03.955
Only Courtney knows now.

01:44:15.080 --> 01:44:18.517
Feels so weird just being here
without Courtney.

01:44:23.040 --> 01:44:25.032
Anyone want to say something?

01:44:25.840 --> 01:44:27.718
Let's just get hammered.

01:44:29.840 --> 01:44:32.275
Why don't you say something?

01:45:08.960 --> 01:45:10.553
To Courtney.

01:45:12.200 --> 01:45:13.759
To Courtney.

01:45:26.720 --> 01:45:32.318
<i>You flipped the page And slipped away.</i>

01:45:34.640 --> 01:45:36.950
<i>Never thought that you were.</i>

01:45:37.040 --> 01:45:42.195
<i>Someone to say things that you didn't mean.</i>

01:45:43.520 --> 01:45:49.312
<i>You didn't even call to
wish me sweet dreams</i>

01:45:49.520 --> 01:45:53.992
<i>I really thought we made a sweet team.</i>

01:45:54.080 --> 01:45:55.639
<i>Uh-huh.</i>

01:45:56.320 --> 01:45:59.631
<i>But don't cry.</i>

01:46:00.680 --> 01:46:04.594
<i>Consider this a lullaby.</i>

01:46:06.640 --> 01:46:12.238
<i>Sweet dreams...</i>

01:46:28.200 --> 01:46:30.840
<i>Ticking clocks on the wall.</i>

01:46:31.560 --> 01:46:34.553
<i>Waiting for your call.</i>

01:46:36.680 --> 01:46:39.320
<i>Mmm, but that cuckoo bird.</i>

01:46:39.960 --> 01:46:43.158
<i>Won't sing at all.</i>

01:46:45.120 --> 01:46:47.032
<i>Never thought that you would.</i>

01:46:47.280 --> 01:46:52.958
<i>Take everything we had and loved and leave.</i>

01:46:54.400 --> 01:46:59.600
<i>You didn't even call to
wish me sweet dreams.</i>

01:47:00.200 --> 01:47:04.672
<i>I really thought we made a sweet team.</i>

01:47:04.760 --> 01:47:06.319
<i>Uh-huh.</i>

01:47:06.800 --> 01:47:10.157
<i>But don't cry.</i>

01:47:10.680 --> 01:47:14.674
<i>Can't you see that you're a love of mine?</i>

01:47:17.960 --> 01:47:20.600
<i>Sweet dreams.</i>

01:47:21.200 --> 01:47:25.592
<i>Always thought you were the sweetest thing.</i>

01:47:25.760 --> 01:47:27.592
<i>Uh-huh...</i>

01:47:27.840 --> 01:47:31.038
<i>But don't cry.</i>

01:47:32.000 --> 01:47:35.755
<i>Consider this a lullaby.</i>

01:47:38.080 --> 01:47:41.152
<i>In sweet dreams.</i>

01:47:43.880 --> 01:47:46.759
<i>Sweet dreams.</i>

01:47:48.920 --> 01:47:51.640
<i>Sweet dreams.</i>

01:47:53.800 --> 01:47:57.032
<i>Oh, sweet dreams</i>

01:47:58.056 --> 01:48:15.056
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