WEBVTT 00:00:00.020 --> 00:00:30.025 ..:: ارائه شده توسط وب سايت بلبل جان ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:00:31.020 --> 00:00:35.025 Sir? Do you want me to stay with you? Sir? 00:00:37.420 --> 00:00:39.662 Er... no. No, thank you. 00:00:40.820 --> 00:00:43.027 Once we get to your home, I'll give it 15 minutes 00:00:43.140 --> 00:00:45.541 - and I'll follow you inside. - Yeah. 00:01:11.660 --> 00:01:13.822 You took your time, didn't you? 00:01:13.940 --> 00:01:16.581 I was about to send out a search party. 00:01:18.700 --> 00:01:22.671 - Where is she? - She was there. She was there. 00:01:23.260 --> 00:01:25.502 - Stephen, where is she? - She was just there. 00:01:25.620 --> 00:01:27.623 She was right there. 00:01:28.180 --> 00:01:29.671 - What do you mean? - I don't know. 00:01:29.780 --> 00:01:31.589 What do you mean? Where is she? 00:01:31.700 --> 00:01:33.703 Where is she now? 00:02:21.820 --> 00:02:23.629 Oh, I hope you don't mind me saying, 00:02:23.740 --> 00:02:26.391 but you're telling the world you're not at home. 00:02:26.500 --> 00:02:29.868 Your note. People see your note and they know you're out. 00:02:29.980 --> 00:02:31.789 - People? - I'm just saying. 00:02:31.900 --> 00:02:33.903 Why advertise you're out? 00:02:35.220 --> 00:02:36.990 Fucking because. 00:02:37.800 --> 00:02:39.387 Dick. 00:03:09.060 --> 00:03:10.949 Just keep going, ploughing on. 00:03:11.060 --> 00:03:15.468 You write reams of the stuff if you feel the need 'cause, hey, your editor will edit. 00:03:15.580 --> 00:03:20.627 Look, trust me, Stephen, there are hundreds of thousands of children out there. 00:03:20.740 --> 00:03:22.788 They're all eagerly awaiting the next Stephen Lewis masterpiece. 00:03:22.900 --> 00:03:23.901 I wish. 00:03:24.020 --> 00:03:26.148 It's true, you know it is, myself included. 00:03:26.260 --> 00:03:27.751 That's excellent. Thank you. 00:03:27.860 --> 00:03:29.669 But what I don't want you to be doing, right, 00:03:29.780 --> 00:03:31.589 is sitting up there, with your thumb up your arse, 00:03:31.700 --> 00:03:33.430 waiting for the news. I'm having the duck. 00:03:33.540 --> 00:03:37.625 Yep, me too. And a fizzy water, please, Paul. 00:03:37.740 --> 00:03:39.071 I feel like getting drunk. 00:03:39.180 --> 00:03:41.342 I'm afraid I can't, but don't let that stop you. 00:03:41.460 --> 00:03:44.464 - Work? - Reading and an early night. 00:03:44.580 --> 00:03:46.150 I'll have a good drink with you, Stephen. 00:03:46.260 --> 00:03:47.500 Thank you, Thelma. 00:03:47.620 --> 00:03:49.862 So, how's the committee work progressing? 00:03:49.980 --> 00:03:51.311 It's fine. 00:03:51.420 --> 00:03:52.831 Are you managing to stay awake? 00:03:52.940 --> 00:03:54.351 I am riveted. 00:03:54.460 --> 00:03:56.940 Drop it if it's not for you, although you are the poster boy. 00:03:57.060 --> 00:03:58.391 Not really. 00:03:58.500 --> 00:04:01.470 Believe me, when the brave new report is finally published, 00:04:01.580 --> 00:04:03.389 they are going to trumpet your involvement. 00:04:03.500 --> 00:04:04.581 Minimal involvement. 00:04:04.700 --> 00:04:08.705 Then drop it. I only asked you to get you out of yourself. 00:04:14.220 --> 00:04:17.668 Er... you should also know that I'm... I'm leaving the government 00:04:17.780 --> 00:04:20.242 and my sideline in publishing, so there. 00:04:22.780 --> 00:04:24.862 - Why would you want to do that? - Retiring. 00:04:24.980 --> 00:04:28.223 Retreating to the countryside. 00:04:28.340 --> 00:04:31.071 It's something we've been wrestling with for some time. 00:04:31.180 --> 00:04:32.261 The decision's made. 00:04:32.380 --> 00:04:36.142 I don't mind you giving up running the country, but why the books? Why me? 00:04:36.260 --> 00:04:39.708 20 years of 18-hour days have made Charles a very dull boy. 00:04:40.820 --> 00:04:42.390 You adore 18-hour days. 00:04:42.500 --> 00:04:45.310 He hasn't even told the Prime Minister yet. You're very privileged. 00:04:45.420 --> 00:04:47.900 I'm sorry. I really do have to take this. It's New York. 00:04:48.020 --> 00:04:50.262 George? Yeah, all right, ten seconds. 00:04:50.380 --> 00:04:52.189 We'll find some privacy. 00:04:54.060 --> 00:04:57.428 He really does need to stop everything. 00:04:57.540 --> 00:04:59.622 - He's not ill, is he? - No. 00:04:59.740 --> 00:05:02.061 He's just tired, that's all, of being Charles, 00:05:02.180 --> 00:05:05.502 of being responsible. 00:05:05.620 --> 00:05:08.385 Hey, you can visit, you know. We're not leaving the country. 00:05:08.500 --> 00:05:10.025 Yeah, but who's gonna look after me? 00:05:10.140 --> 00:05:13.622 Who's gonna take me out for nice expensive dinners and get me drunk? 00:05:13.740 --> 00:05:15.982 You'll have to find another companion. 00:05:16.100 --> 00:05:19.821 Perhaps the person who asks me on a weekly basis 00:05:19.940 --> 00:05:21.943 how you are. 00:05:24.580 --> 00:05:26.901 You talk to Julie every week? 00:05:27.020 --> 00:05:29.341 Well, you should go and see her. 00:05:29.460 --> 00:05:33.181 - I'm waiting for the invitation. - Maybe she's waiting for a call. 00:05:34.100 --> 00:05:38.583 Or are you planning on avoiding each other till the end of days? 00:05:38.700 --> 00:05:40.191 Call her. 00:05:40.300 --> 00:05:43.702 Hey, don't look now, but the table behind are having jam roly-poly. 00:05:43.820 --> 00:05:45.982 I said not to look. I'm having it. 00:05:46.100 --> 00:05:49.468 - How was New York? - Rude. Yeah, very rude. 00:05:49.580 --> 00:05:51.742 No longer my problem. 00:05:53.060 --> 00:05:56.143 - To another life. - I'll drink to that. 00:06:05.580 --> 00:06:07.389 Tight hold. 00:06:10.700 --> 00:06:13.180 You're not too warm in that jacket, are you? 00:06:13.300 --> 00:06:14.870 No, that's okay. 00:06:14.980 --> 00:06:17.460 Good. Silly Daddy thought it was gonna rain. 00:06:17.580 --> 00:06:19.901 Daddy, are we going fast? 00:06:20.020 --> 00:06:22.068 How fast? Very, very fast? 00:06:22.180 --> 00:06:23.181 Yeah. 00:06:23.300 --> 00:06:25.303 Stupidly, ridiculously, illegally fast? 00:06:25.420 --> 00:06:26.501 Yeah. 00:06:26.620 --> 00:06:28.782 - Hair-flying-in-the-wind fast? - Yes. 00:06:28.900 --> 00:06:31.824 All right. Well, there's no one around. 00:06:31.940 --> 00:06:35.241 Now, ready, steady, go. Hold on. 00:06:41.740 --> 00:06:43.941 Kate, darling, stand still. 00:06:44.060 --> 00:06:46.063 Wait for Daddy. 00:06:47.300 --> 00:06:51.351 That's 53.76 pounds. Are you collecting the school vouchers? 00:06:51.860 --> 00:06:53.191 No. 00:06:53.300 --> 00:06:55.621 - Do you have a points card? - No. 00:06:55.740 --> 00:06:59.381 - Cashback? - No, no, thank you. 00:06:59.500 --> 00:07:02.902 - And PIN number, please. - Mm. 00:07:08.500 --> 00:07:10.980 - Okay, and remove your card. - Thank you. 00:07:11.100 --> 00:07:12.989 - Thanks. - Yeah, thank you. 00:07:13.100 --> 00:07:16.104 - Right, thank you. Bye-bye. - Okay. 00:07:29.300 --> 00:07:31.303 Oh, shit. 00:07:46.940 --> 00:07:48.943 Kate? Sorry. 00:07:49.500 --> 00:07:50.991 Kate? 00:07:52.300 --> 00:07:54.951 Kate? Has anyone seen a little girl, a four-year-old girl? 00:07:55.060 --> 00:07:57.984 She was wearing a yellow coat. She was... she's called Kate. 00:07:58.100 --> 00:08:00.990 She... No? Please? Kate? 00:08:01.100 --> 00:08:02.591 Kate! 00:08:03.820 --> 00:08:05.311 Kate! 00:08:05.740 --> 00:08:07.743 Please! Has anyone seen a four-year-old girl? 00:08:07.860 --> 00:08:10.102 She... she was wearing a yellow coat. Her name's Kate. 00:08:10.220 --> 00:08:12.541 Please? Please, you must have seen her. 00:08:12.660 --> 00:08:15.391 She was standing just there when I was paying. No? 00:08:15.500 --> 00:08:16.991 Kate? 00:08:19.060 --> 00:08:20.551 Kate! 00:08:32.500 --> 00:08:34.503 We'll find her. 00:08:35.500 --> 00:08:37.628 I promise you. 00:09:10.900 --> 00:09:12.709 'Hello?' 00:09:12.820 --> 00:09:15.903 Hi. It's me. 00:09:20.940 --> 00:09:23.781 We seem to have sleepwalked our way into a situation 00:09:23.900 --> 00:09:27.063 where we are apparently quite happy to hand over our children 00:09:27.180 --> 00:09:29.069 to complete strangers. 00:09:29.180 --> 00:09:31.911 Parenting is being outsourced. 00:09:32.020 --> 00:09:35.061 Parents have more important things to do, essential things to do, 00:09:35.180 --> 00:09:40.107 like earn money to pay for housing and food and childcare. 00:09:40.220 --> 00:09:43.668 It used to be that Granny would help, but Granny is now miles away 00:09:43.780 --> 00:09:45.987 and so childcare is being contracted 00:09:46.100 --> 00:09:49.821 to a faux extended family of police-checked strangers, 00:09:49.940 --> 00:09:52.591 agency workers, whose major qualification 00:09:52.700 --> 00:09:56.671 is a willingness to work for as little as is legal and often less. 00:09:56.780 --> 00:09:59.351 Financial pressures are eroding family life 00:09:59.460 --> 00:10:02.464 and threatening the welfare of our children. 00:10:02.580 --> 00:10:04.310 Families need help. 00:10:04.420 --> 00:10:06.150 Financial help. 00:10:06.260 --> 00:10:09.070 'Young families need...' 00:10:28.340 --> 00:10:29.341 Hello? 00:10:29.460 --> 00:10:31.940 'Hey, it's me. You're still coming, aren't you?' 00:10:32.060 --> 00:10:33.983 Yeah, definitely, yeah. 00:10:34.100 --> 00:10:37.229 'Good. Would you mind bringing my old music sheets? 00:10:37.340 --> 00:10:39.991 - 'They're in the sideboard, I think.' - Okay. 00:10:40.100 --> 00:10:42.501 - 'You don't mind?' - No, no problem. 00:10:42.620 --> 00:10:45.241 'Thank you. Kettle's on.' 00:11:02.620 --> 00:11:07.190 Now I've got some top tips 'on how you can take charge of selling your own home 00:11:07.300 --> 00:11:11.100 'and save thousands of pounds in bargains. 00:11:11.220 --> 00:11:14.861 'Single mum Lily Spencer wants to live in a smaller house...' 00:11:14.980 --> 00:11:17.381 She's not a cat. 00:11:17.500 --> 00:11:20.151 I know she's not a fucking cat. 00:11:20.900 --> 00:11:23.710 - I'm trying to find her. - Well, you lost her. 00:11:23.820 --> 00:11:25.443 'You might buy a nice car...' 00:11:25.560 --> 00:11:28.261 '...and have shops and schools nearby.' 00:11:28.380 --> 00:11:30.383 I didn't mean that. 00:11:31.100 --> 00:11:34.344 Why don't I just sit on my arse all day and watch TV as well? 00:11:38.620 --> 00:11:41.624 'But everywhere there's clutter and this makes your house...' 00:11:48.260 --> 00:11:49.500 - Morning, morning. - Prime Minister. 00:11:49.620 --> 00:11:51.190 - Morning. How are we? - Prime Minister. 00:11:51.300 --> 00:11:52.461 - Morning. - Morning. 00:11:52.580 --> 00:11:53.820 Okay. 00:11:57.020 --> 00:11:58.511 Let me read to you an extract. 00:11:58.620 --> 00:12:01.951 It's from the first draft of what I'll be personally recommending 00:12:02.060 --> 00:12:04.870 to be "The Authorised Childcare Handbook. 00:12:04.980 --> 00:12:07.222 Now, there's this one line. 00:12:07.340 --> 00:12:10.469 "We could do worse than conclude, as many have before us, 00:12:10.580 --> 00:12:13.584 "that from respect for school and home 00:12:13.700 --> 00:12:17.910 "we derive our deepest loyalties for nation." 00:12:18.020 --> 00:12:20.102 Simple and profound. 00:12:20.220 --> 00:12:22.621 Sorry. Am I being dim here? What does it mean? 00:12:22.740 --> 00:12:25.220 - Discipline. - Respect. 00:12:25.340 --> 00:12:27.627 Doesn't it have a hint of ultra? 00:12:27.740 --> 00:12:30.983 Am I the only one hearing this? I mean, it sounds harsh. 00:12:31.100 --> 00:12:33.865 Like parents, it's the responsibility of the government 00:12:33.980 --> 00:12:36.381 to create boundaries. 00:12:36.500 --> 00:12:40.949 Families and schools who operate within these boundaries 00:12:41.060 --> 00:12:42.551 will be rewarded. 00:12:42.660 --> 00:12:44.963 - Those who don't... - The naughty step. 00:12:46.300 --> 00:12:49.304 The naughty step. Hm? Ha-ha. 00:12:50.260 --> 00:12:51.751 Keys. 00:13:32.780 --> 00:13:34.589 I love you. 00:13:36.060 --> 00:13:38.063 I love you more. 00:13:39.540 --> 00:13:42.111 I'm so competitive. 00:13:58.420 --> 00:14:00.502 Not find her, then? 00:14:01.300 --> 00:14:03.303 Play your piano. 00:14:18.540 --> 00:14:20.747 What is it you want? You want me to give up? 00:14:20.860 --> 00:14:22.021 Yes. 00:14:22.820 --> 00:14:24.629 I want you to give up. 00:14:25.300 --> 00:14:28.031 Because you always let me down. 00:14:28.140 --> 00:14:31.701 You never bring her home and you're drinking too much. 00:14:31.820 --> 00:14:33.185 I'm supposed to drink too much. 00:14:33.300 --> 00:14:37.100 I can't live here anymore! 00:15:23.140 --> 00:15:24.301 Fuck! 00:15:24.420 --> 00:15:26.900 Oh, fuck. 00:15:27.020 --> 00:15:29.546 Oh, for fuck's sake. 00:17:02.060 --> 00:17:04.063 Hi. I'm... I'm here. 00:17:04.180 --> 00:17:05.420 'Where?' 00:17:05.540 --> 00:17:07.861 I... I'm in the village. 00:17:07.980 --> 00:17:10.108 'I think I turned right instead of left.' 00:17:10.220 --> 00:17:12.427 Oh, you prick. 00:17:12.540 --> 00:17:14.383 Er... no, well, I'll... I'll be with you soon. 00:17:14.500 --> 00:17:15.911 How far is it? 00:17:16.020 --> 00:17:18.865 About ten minutes. Everything all right? 00:17:19.620 --> 00:17:20.860 Hm? Yeah. 00:17:20.980 --> 00:17:23.460 Yeah, no, yeah, I'm just, er... I'm being a prick. 00:17:23.580 --> 00:17:25.344 'Kettle's on.' 00:17:34.100 --> 00:17:35.181 Ta-dah. 00:17:35.300 --> 00:17:37.064 Oh, my goodness. 00:17:37.180 --> 00:17:38.625 Yeah. 00:17:38.740 --> 00:17:40.390 What happened to you? 00:17:40.500 --> 00:17:43.106 I swear, when I left the flat this morning, I was spotless. 00:17:43.220 --> 00:17:44.711 You never said there'd be mud. 00:17:44.820 --> 00:17:48.461 You're covered in it. You'd best get out of those clothes. 00:17:48.580 --> 00:17:51.151 - I'll put them through the wash. - Thank you. Shoes off here? 00:17:51.260 --> 00:17:53.263 Definitely. 00:17:53.380 --> 00:17:54.791 Strip. 00:17:54.900 --> 00:17:58.900 You can wear my dressing gown, which fortunately used to be your dressing gown. 00:17:59.020 --> 00:18:00.511 Yeah, for all of a week. 00:18:00.620 --> 00:18:04.705 - You never wore it. - Never had the chance. 00:18:04.820 --> 00:18:07.107 This is nice. It's lovely. 00:18:07.220 --> 00:18:08.301 I like it. 00:18:13.020 --> 00:18:14.750 Thank you. 00:18:14.860 --> 00:18:18.581 - Been working out? - Being funny? 00:18:20.820 --> 00:18:25.781 Er... have I... have I been here before, the village? 00:18:25.900 --> 00:18:28.949 Not that I know, not with me. Why? 00:18:29.060 --> 00:18:32.143 I don't know really. It looks familiar. I thought I had. 00:18:32.260 --> 00:18:33.830 Part familiar. 00:18:33.940 --> 00:18:35.624 I'd lose the socks if I were you. 00:18:37.380 --> 00:18:38.860 Okay. 00:18:45.900 --> 00:18:48.983 You look nice, by the way. 00:18:51.380 --> 00:18:54.702 - You look well. - Well? 00:18:55.660 --> 00:18:57.663 You... lovely. You look lovely. 00:18:58.460 --> 00:18:59.871 Well fit. 00:19:03.300 --> 00:19:07.783 - How long's it been now? - Almost a year. 00:19:07.900 --> 00:19:10.107 Hm. Christ. 00:19:14.980 --> 00:19:17.586 Beautiful is the word I was looking for. You look beautiful. 00:19:18.900 --> 00:19:20.391 Thank you. 00:19:22.100 --> 00:19:25.183 - You could use a wash. - Yeah. 00:19:25.300 --> 00:19:27.621 It's all in your hair. 00:19:27.740 --> 00:19:29.982 Mucky pup. 00:19:32.060 --> 00:19:33.897 You've lost weight. 00:19:34.580 --> 00:19:36.389 Just a little. 00:19:38.980 --> 00:19:41.142 You smell like you. 00:19:42.300 --> 00:19:44.621 That's because I am me. 00:20:14.540 --> 00:20:16.190 Here. 00:20:44.220 --> 00:20:45.790 I've been here for almost an hour 00:20:45.900 --> 00:20:48.380 and you haven't even offered me so much as a cup of tea. 00:20:54.780 --> 00:20:57.022 - Oh, bugger. - What? 00:20:57.140 --> 00:20:59.871 Need the loo. Don't wanna move. 00:21:00.340 --> 00:21:01.990 Bugger. 00:21:17.940 --> 00:21:20.511 Mummy? When are we going to the shops? 00:21:32.060 --> 00:21:34.302 My turn. Then I'll make you that tea. 00:21:34.420 --> 00:21:36.229 It can wait. 00:21:40.820 --> 00:21:43.221 You must be hungry? 00:21:48.540 --> 00:21:51.510 I teach a few hours at a few schools locally. 00:21:51.620 --> 00:21:55.261 I play Saturdays at a hotel about five miles from here 00:21:55.380 --> 00:21:57.701 and I give lessons. 00:21:57.820 --> 00:22:01.142 I make ends meet. What else is there? 00:22:01.260 --> 00:22:02.910 Sounds good. 00:22:03.020 --> 00:22:08.584 It's nice, I like it, and the train is just a muddy field away. 00:22:08.700 --> 00:22:11.021 The village, ten minutes' walk. 00:22:12.780 --> 00:22:15.351 So, how did you manage to turn right instead of left? 00:22:15.460 --> 00:22:16.951 Oh... 00:22:17.700 --> 00:22:20.351 Disoriented by my fall. 00:22:21.060 --> 00:22:23.711 And how did you manage to fall? 00:22:29.860 --> 00:22:34.184 Er... I was running because I thought I'd seen her. 00:22:36.260 --> 00:22:38.581 There was a girl in a yellow raincoat. 00:22:38.700 --> 00:22:40.987 I turned the corner out of the station and I... 00:22:41.100 --> 00:22:45.105 She went towards the village so I followed her. 00:22:46.140 --> 00:22:49.383 - You followed her? - I'm an idiot. 00:22:51.100 --> 00:22:53.831 I'm still looking for her. 00:22:53.940 --> 00:22:57.945 Not actively, just out of the corner of my eye. 00:22:59.620 --> 00:23:02.021 I am a little bit better. 00:23:05.860 --> 00:23:07.351 Have you still got your private detective? 00:23:07.460 --> 00:23:11.021 No. No, he gave up. I think he got bored of taking my money. 00:23:11.140 --> 00:23:12.471 So, that was good of him. 00:23:12.580 --> 00:23:14.469 After he'd finished paying off his mortgage. 00:23:14.580 --> 00:23:16.071 Probably. 00:23:20.620 --> 00:23:24.227 If it's any consolation, I see her too. 00:23:24.340 --> 00:23:27.423 But I make sure I'm doing other things as well. 00:23:27.540 --> 00:23:29.702 She's out there. 00:23:30.420 --> 00:23:31.911 Yes. 00:23:40.980 --> 00:23:43.665 Are you busy... writing? 00:23:43.780 --> 00:23:45.191 Yeah, yeah, er... 00:23:45.300 --> 00:23:48.861 I'm writing a story about a boy who wants to become a fish. 00:23:48.980 --> 00:23:50.391 Why does he want to become a fish? 00:23:50.500 --> 00:23:53.071 I can't tell you that. It's top, top secret. 00:23:53.180 --> 00:23:56.502 - Why not a dog? - It's been done before. 00:23:56.620 --> 00:23:59.703 And dogs sniff other dogs' balls. Arses. 00:23:59.820 --> 00:24:03.188 - Who'd want to do that? - It's gross. Kids would love it. 00:24:03.300 --> 00:24:05.621 Yeah. Yeah, they would. 00:24:08.980 --> 00:24:10.983 I'll just check on your clothes. 00:24:11.100 --> 00:24:13.501 Wouldn't want them to shrink. 00:24:15.620 --> 00:24:17.782 What time's your train? 00:24:19.340 --> 00:24:23.425 At four o'clock and... and there's another at six-ish, I think. 00:24:30.420 --> 00:24:33.071 - Dry as a bone. - Thank you. 00:24:34.580 --> 00:24:37.982 - Are you finished with that? - Yeah, yes. 00:24:40.700 --> 00:24:43.670 Are we gonna talk about what happened just now? 00:24:43.780 --> 00:24:45.630 Did I miss something? 00:24:51.740 --> 00:24:55.745 It was very nice and that's all I have to say on the matter. 00:24:55.860 --> 00:24:59.023 I'm surprised I remembered what to do. 00:24:59.140 --> 00:25:02.030 Which is my way of saying there hasn't been anyone else. 00:25:02.140 --> 00:25:04.791 Same. There's no-one else. 00:25:05.740 --> 00:25:07.470 - Just me. - Good. 00:25:07.580 --> 00:25:09.230 I mean... if you're happy. 00:25:09.940 --> 00:25:11.943 I know what you mean. 00:25:33.740 --> 00:25:35.868 - Hello? - 'It's me.' 00:25:35.980 --> 00:25:40.144 Question. What would you say if I asked to stay the night? 00:25:42.060 --> 00:25:44.905 - 'Not a good idea?' - Not really. 00:25:45.020 --> 00:25:46.943 What if I threw myself in another puddle? 00:25:47.060 --> 00:25:49.905 It seemed to make me irresistible last time. 00:25:50.860 --> 00:25:53.102 Still not a good idea. 00:25:53.220 --> 00:25:56.065 - Sorry. - 'Thought I'd ask, but you're right.' 00:26:02.300 --> 00:26:06.942 Is it always gonna be like this... between us? 00:26:08.820 --> 00:26:11.426 Yes, of course it is. It's... it has to be. 00:26:14.740 --> 00:26:18.461 Yes. It will always be like this. 00:26:19.620 --> 00:26:23.227 But maybe that doesn't have to be a bad thing. 00:26:23.340 --> 00:26:26.025 A bad thing happened and we've got to live with it. 00:26:26.140 --> 00:26:27.665 Move on? 00:26:27.780 --> 00:26:30.101 Is that possible? 00:26:30.700 --> 00:26:33.101 Do we want to do that? 00:26:36.060 --> 00:26:39.587 - 'Still there?' - Yeah, still here. 00:26:41.540 --> 00:26:44.623 'It was lovely to see you.' 00:26:44.740 --> 00:26:45.901 And you. 00:26:47.900 --> 00:26:49.948 'I'll call you.' 00:26:50.380 --> 00:26:51.984 Soon. 00:27:10.940 --> 00:27:13.511 It has been shown, proven, 00:27:13.620 --> 00:27:17.341 that we use but a fraction of our intellectual, emotional 00:27:17.460 --> 00:27:19.303 and intuitive resource. 00:27:19.420 --> 00:27:23.345 Now, it's clear we get by on very little of our grey matter. 00:27:23.460 --> 00:27:25.940 Members of the committee, we have undernourished 00:27:26.060 --> 00:27:28.540 our capacity for empathic 00:27:28.660 --> 00:27:31.982 and magical participation in creation. 00:27:32.580 --> 00:27:35.789 'We are preventing the growing mind of a child 00:27:35.900 --> 00:27:37.584 'from receiving...' 00:27:39.580 --> 00:27:43.262 By forcing literacy onto children between the ages of five and seven, 00:27:43.380 --> 00:27:46.782 we are shattering the unity of the child's world view. 00:27:46.900 --> 00:27:49.824 Madam Chairman, literacy should not be introduced to a child 00:27:49.940 --> 00:27:52.830 until the ages of 11 or 12, 00:27:52.940 --> 00:27:54.908 corresponding with the brain's natural and... 00:27:55.020 --> 00:27:56.590 11 or 12? 00:27:56.700 --> 00:27:58.509 You're saying that we shouldn't introduce the written word 00:27:58.620 --> 00:28:00.668 to children until they're 11 or 12? 00:28:00.780 --> 00:28:03.022 - Correct. - I don't think that's correct. 00:28:03.140 --> 00:28:04.380 That's most definitely incorrect. 00:28:05.900 --> 00:28:07.771 Based on what evidence? 00:28:07.900 --> 00:28:10.631 Well, experience. 00:28:10.740 --> 00:28:12.071 An anecdote, then? 00:28:12.180 --> 00:28:13.989 There have been trials in Sweden that have proven... 00:28:14.100 --> 00:28:17.343 Based on the joy of a three-year-old child 00:28:17.460 --> 00:28:19.940 when she almost writes her name for the first time, 00:28:20.060 --> 00:28:23.348 or the joy of a four-year-old when she picks words 00:28:23.460 --> 00:28:28.341 or parts of words from a sign or a poster, 00:28:28.460 --> 00:28:33.304 which then in turn leads to the most wonderful, wondrous conversations. 00:28:33.420 --> 00:28:37.141 Or imagine the child sitting on a parent's knee 00:28:37.260 --> 00:28:39.422 when it's having a story read aloud to it 00:28:39.540 --> 00:28:43.367 and... and tracing all the words on the page quite wrongly and... 00:28:44.300 --> 00:28:47.031 ...marvelling at those meaningless black splodges 00:28:47.140 --> 00:28:52.943 which... somehow enable closeness, 00:28:53.940 --> 00:28:55.943 bring... 00:28:56.940 --> 00:29:00.581 warmth, happiness and comfort and... 00:29:02.220 --> 00:29:04.951 ease the separation at night. 00:29:10.660 --> 00:29:12.708 I suggest that you are looking at the scenario 00:29:12.820 --> 00:29:14.982 from the adult's perspective and not the child... 00:29:15.100 --> 00:29:18.063 You can suggest what you want, but I know what I saw and I know how she felt 00:29:18.180 --> 00:29:22.582 so that's how I know for certain that you're talking complete bollocks. 00:29:25.340 --> 00:29:29.584 What a brilliant way to finish the day. Well done, you. 00:29:31.140 --> 00:29:32.790 I wasn't too rude, was I? 00:29:32.900 --> 00:29:35.221 Not at all. And if you were, he deserved it. 00:29:35.340 --> 00:29:37.786 I've never heard such tripe. 00:29:37.900 --> 00:29:39.630 Could I treat you to a coffee? 00:29:39.740 --> 00:29:41.982 Er... yeah. Why not? 00:29:42.100 --> 00:29:43.511 Good. 00:29:43.620 --> 00:29:45.987 - Are you writing at the moment? - Yes, yes, I am. 00:29:46.100 --> 00:29:47.943 - A book? - Yes. 00:29:48.060 --> 00:29:50.302 Of course a book. About what? 00:29:50.420 --> 00:29:52.423 Can you tell me or would you have to kill me? 00:29:52.540 --> 00:29:55.862 No, it's... it's about a boy who wants to become a fish. 00:29:55.980 --> 00:29:57.471 Ah, what kind of fish? 00:29:57.580 --> 00:30:00.663 Er... well, a colourful fish, tropical fish, actually. 00:30:00.780 --> 00:30:02.191 How lovely. How far have you got? 00:30:02.300 --> 00:30:05.787 He holds his breath under the water for about 43 seconds in the bathtub so... 00:30:05.900 --> 00:30:07.061 Excuse me, Mr Lewis. 00:30:07.180 --> 00:30:08.830 My name's Joanna Buckley. I work at Number 10. 00:30:08.940 --> 00:30:10.431 The Prime Minister would like to see you, please. 00:30:10.540 --> 00:30:11.871 - Prime Minister? - Yes. 00:30:11.980 --> 00:30:14.984 - What, here? Now? - Yes, he's not far. 00:30:15.100 --> 00:30:17.342 - Er... - Looks like I'm outranked. 00:30:17.460 --> 00:30:20.942 - Another time maybe? - Yes, definitely another time. 00:30:21.060 --> 00:30:23.063 That would be nice. 00:30:26.700 --> 00:30:29.510 You address him as Prime Minister unless he tells you differently. 00:30:29.620 --> 00:30:32.271 - Right. - It's just here. 00:30:33.060 --> 00:30:36.382 Mr Lewis. Thank you so much for sparing the time. 00:30:36.500 --> 00:30:39.982 - Prime Minister. - It's the Home Secretary. 00:30:40.100 --> 00:30:41.830 His children are avid readers of yours. 00:30:41.940 --> 00:30:43.544 - Thank you. - It's nothing to do with me. 00:30:43.660 --> 00:30:45.151 It's their nanny. 00:30:45.260 --> 00:30:47.342 Important work happening on your committee. 00:30:47.460 --> 00:30:48.951 Well, I hope so, hopefully. 00:30:49.060 --> 00:30:52.030 It's vital that someone like yourself is involved. 00:30:52.140 --> 00:30:54.871 Now, we've a mutual good friend, I believe? 00:30:54.980 --> 00:30:56.471 - Charles Darke. - Yes. 00:30:56.580 --> 00:30:58.071 When did you see him last? 00:30:58.180 --> 00:31:01.662 Oh, er... some time ago. We had dinner. 00:31:01.780 --> 00:31:03.510 How was he? 00:31:03.620 --> 00:31:05.588 He was Charles. 00:31:05.700 --> 00:31:07.703 Er... can I ask why? 00:31:07.820 --> 00:31:11.620 Did he mention discontent at all? 00:31:12.380 --> 00:31:14.701 No, no, he... he was in good form. 00:31:14.820 --> 00:31:18.222 Er... we talked books and... 00:31:21.300 --> 00:31:22.381 Well, he was himself. 00:31:22.500 --> 00:31:24.548 Will you be seeing him any time soon? 00:31:27.780 --> 00:31:30.226 I'm... sure. 00:31:30.340 --> 00:31:32.468 Yes, I'll... I'll visit him once he's settled in. 00:31:33.140 --> 00:31:37.862 I'd like to know how he is, in... in himself. 00:31:37.980 --> 00:31:41.701 In... in confidence. Could you do that? 00:31:42.540 --> 00:31:44.349 I can't... I can't spy on him, no. 00:31:44.460 --> 00:31:46.463 And we wouldn't dream of asking. 00:31:46.580 --> 00:31:49.151 But you can let concerned colleagues know how he is. 00:31:49.780 --> 00:31:51.430 Can't you? 00:31:51.540 --> 00:31:55.067 Charles is important to me personally 00:31:55.180 --> 00:31:57.581 and, I believe, to the country. 00:32:01.140 --> 00:32:03.461 - Okay. - Good man. 00:32:03.580 --> 00:32:05.389 As soon as you can manage. 00:32:05.500 --> 00:32:08.549 I'd very much appreciate your opinion. 00:32:09.700 --> 00:32:11.191 Right. 00:32:55.820 --> 00:32:58.551 Charles, don't bolt your food. 00:32:58.660 --> 00:33:00.390 You'll give yourself indigestion. 00:33:00.500 --> 00:33:01.831 Sorry. 00:33:01.940 --> 00:33:04.182 - Had a good day? - Mm. 00:33:04.300 --> 00:33:07.304 Very. Got blisters on my hands, look. 00:33:07.420 --> 00:33:10.390 Oh. Well, don't do too much. 00:33:10.500 --> 00:33:12.503 It doesn't hurt. 00:33:12.620 --> 00:33:15.669 I'm building a shelter. It's like a den. 00:33:15.780 --> 00:33:19.307 I thought about... like a tree house. 00:33:19.420 --> 00:33:21.821 But then you'd need ropes, pulleys, tools, 00:33:21.940 --> 00:33:25.627 none of which you're gonna find on a desert island or a jungle forest. 00:33:25.740 --> 00:33:29.711 Yes, well, you'll have to watch out for wildcats. 00:33:29.820 --> 00:33:31.823 Wolves. 00:33:35.140 --> 00:33:38.223 I mean, you don't have to force it. 00:33:39.100 --> 00:33:42.866 Is it forced at all? Your behaviour? 00:33:45.580 --> 00:33:47.822 Or is it natural? 00:33:49.220 --> 00:33:51.029 Yeah. 00:33:51.940 --> 00:33:53.749 Natural. 00:34:17.060 --> 00:34:19.870 - What are you looking at? - You. 00:34:19.980 --> 00:34:22.028 What you gonna do about it? 00:34:22.140 --> 00:34:23.710 What's that? 00:34:23.820 --> 00:34:26.949 No, it's Mum. I was just, er... 00:34:27.060 --> 00:34:31.304 She's doing five things at once, as usual, making dinner. 00:34:32.820 --> 00:34:36.381 Oh, I met the PM the other week, the Prime Minister. 00:34:36.500 --> 00:34:39.788 - He's an arsehole. - Very charming arsehole. 00:34:39.900 --> 00:34:43.382 Aren't they all? What did he want you for? 00:34:43.500 --> 00:34:47.191 Charles Darke, my publisher, ex-publisher, is also retiring from government 00:34:47.300 --> 00:34:50.065 and the Prime Minister wants to know if I can find out why. 00:34:50.180 --> 00:34:52.626 Well, maybe he's developed a conscience, 00:34:52.740 --> 00:34:55.027 taken an anti-twat pill. 00:34:55.140 --> 00:34:56.949 I want to see him. Charles, I mean. 00:34:57.060 --> 00:34:58.790 But I feel like now, if I do, I'd be spying on him. 00:34:59.460 --> 00:35:03.021 If you wanna see Charles, you should go and see him. 00:35:03.140 --> 00:35:04.949 Don't let some ponce dictate 00:35:05.060 --> 00:35:08.223 when you should go and see a friend. 00:36:31.620 --> 00:36:34.351 That's it, all done. 00:36:34.460 --> 00:36:36.940 It's nice, very nice. 00:36:37.060 --> 00:36:39.745 I think we can be pretty bullish on the asking price. 00:36:39.860 --> 00:36:43.831 Can you not say how much it's worth, not out loud? 00:36:43.940 --> 00:36:46.341 Could you write it down, please? 00:36:46.460 --> 00:36:49.464 Yeah, if that's what you'd like, sure. 00:36:58.140 --> 00:36:59.710 That's my card. 00:36:59.820 --> 00:37:02.704 If you do decide to go with us, we can send a photographer round any time. 00:37:02.820 --> 00:37:03.821 Thank you. 00:37:05.620 --> 00:37:09.420 I'm sorry, can I just say that I'm sorry? 00:37:09.540 --> 00:37:11.031 But you're the writer and wife. 00:37:11.140 --> 00:37:15.589 I remember you from the news and when I saw the bedroom... 00:37:15.700 --> 00:37:18.351 I don't know where you get your strength from. 00:37:18.460 --> 00:37:21.464 My wife cried buckets, and those fuckers on social media. 00:37:21.580 --> 00:37:25.062 Excuse my French, but "trolls" doesn't quite cover it. 00:37:25.180 --> 00:37:27.262 Thank you. 00:37:27.380 --> 00:37:30.782 Anyway, don't for a second blame yourselves, 00:37:30.900 --> 00:37:32.550 not for a nanosecond. 00:37:34.620 --> 00:37:36.270 Thank you. 00:37:42.820 --> 00:37:45.551 I went to see Julie. 00:37:45.660 --> 00:37:48.231 - Saw her when? - Where? 00:37:48.340 --> 00:37:49.501 At her cottage. 00:37:49.620 --> 00:37:53.341 It's just outside a village called Stanton Lowe in Kent. 00:37:53.460 --> 00:37:55.906 - Nice? - Very nice. Peaceful. 00:37:56.020 --> 00:37:58.500 Mm. How's she doing? 00:37:58.620 --> 00:38:00.702 Oh, she's doing well. She's doing bits and bobs. 00:38:01.300 --> 00:38:04.145 We just had a cup of tea. She sends her love. 00:38:05.060 --> 00:38:08.747 - Will you be seeing her again? - As and when, yeah. 00:38:08.860 --> 00:38:10.590 Good. 00:38:14.060 --> 00:38:15.664 The village was really familiar. 00:38:15.780 --> 00:38:19.102 Er... there's a pub there called The Bell. 00:38:19.940 --> 00:38:21.590 Did we ever go there before? 00:38:21.700 --> 00:38:23.509 Together, I mean, when I was little, younger. 00:38:23.620 --> 00:38:25.270 - Stanton Lowe? - Yeah. 00:38:25.380 --> 00:38:26.825 No. 00:38:26.940 --> 00:38:30.467 No, I remember a pub called The Bell, but from years ago. 00:38:30.580 --> 00:38:33.265 Remember our one and only bike ride, Geoff? 00:38:33.380 --> 00:38:36.190 - We stopped off at a pub. - Stanton Lowe? 00:38:36.300 --> 00:38:37.870 I don't remember the name of the village. 00:38:37.980 --> 00:38:39.220 When did we go on a bike ride? 00:38:39.340 --> 00:38:40.831 - Before we were married. - Christ. 00:38:40.940 --> 00:38:44.467 We borrowed the bikes from your shifty friend Paul 00:38:44.580 --> 00:38:47.231 and we stopped off at a pub called The Bell. 00:38:47.340 --> 00:38:49.149 Definitely. 00:38:51.740 --> 00:38:54.220 Did you give her our love? 00:38:54.340 --> 00:38:56.866 Julie. Stephen? 00:38:58.660 --> 00:39:01.948 Did you tell Julie we're always thinking about her? 00:39:02.060 --> 00:39:03.141 Yeah. Yes. 00:39:03.260 --> 00:39:04.751 Good. 00:39:05.660 --> 00:39:08.061 I feel for that girl. 00:39:58.820 --> 00:40:01.221 "It was not always the case that a large minority, 00:40:01.340 --> 00:40:03.229 "comprising the weakest members of society, 00:40:03.340 --> 00:40:06.549 "were able to devote much of their time to play. 00:40:06.660 --> 00:40:09.789 "It should be remembered that childhood is not a natural occurrence. 00:40:09.900 --> 00:40:11.470 "Childhood is an invention 00:40:11.580 --> 00:40:13.662 "and above all childhood is a privilege, 00:40:13.780 --> 00:40:16.465 "albeit a necessary privilege." 00:40:16.580 --> 00:40:19.663 Prime Minister, I say childhood is a right. 00:40:20.660 --> 00:40:22.264 Prime Minister? 00:40:26.380 --> 00:40:29.111 Hey, what brings you to the big city? 00:40:29.220 --> 00:40:30.790 You do. 00:40:30.900 --> 00:40:33.380 It was a very nice surprise to get your call. 00:40:33.500 --> 00:40:37.187 I needed provisions and I have a proposition. 00:40:37.300 --> 00:40:40.110 - Intriguing. Mm. - Mm-hm. 00:40:41.820 --> 00:40:45.825 - Is this you pausing for effect? - Is it working? 00:40:46.340 --> 00:40:48.024 This way. 00:40:48.140 --> 00:40:49.631 Okay. 00:40:50.100 --> 00:40:53.422 So, how would you like to learn to play piano? 00:40:53.540 --> 00:40:54.871 Piano? Why? 00:40:54.980 --> 00:40:58.462 I mean, do you think I need to learn to play the piano? 00:40:58.580 --> 00:41:02.585 You don't need to, no, but it might be something you'd enjoy. 00:41:02.700 --> 00:41:06.546 - Do you want to give it a try? - Er... I don't know. 00:41:06.660 --> 00:41:09.869 You don't have to. You always threatened to. 00:41:09.980 --> 00:41:11.630 It's your call. 00:41:11.740 --> 00:41:14.744 Are you suggesting it would be therapeutic? 00:41:14.860 --> 00:41:19.229 It's just something for us to do, maybe, together. 00:41:19.340 --> 00:41:22.150 I'd teach you and if you hate it, we stop. 00:41:22.260 --> 00:41:25.423 No pressure. If you're too busy... 00:41:25.540 --> 00:41:27.031 No. 00:41:27.660 --> 00:41:29.947 No, not at all. 00:41:30.060 --> 00:41:31.824 Good. 00:41:31.940 --> 00:41:33.863 We'll make a start, shall we? 00:41:42.940 --> 00:41:44.351 Now you. 00:41:44.460 --> 00:41:47.270 Nice and slowly at first. There's no rush. 00:41:51.460 --> 00:41:54.323 Try not to hit the keys so hard. 00:41:56.780 --> 00:41:58.430 That's not bad. 00:41:59.900 --> 00:42:01.231 That's good. 00:42:01.340 --> 00:42:03.070 Am I a natural? 00:42:03.180 --> 00:42:06.063 - You could say that. - If you were a liar. 00:42:20.420 --> 00:42:22.468 Charles? What on earth are you doing? 00:42:22.580 --> 00:42:26.380 I don't like it, the fuzz. Some of it's old-man grey. 00:42:27.100 --> 00:42:29.910 Well, be careful with those scissors. 00:42:30.020 --> 00:42:31.829 One false move... 00:42:32.620 --> 00:42:36.625 Oh, yeah, I wouldn't wanna chop off Mr Thing. 00:44:01.020 --> 00:44:04.866 - Ah, you found us. - Eventually. You're well hidden. 00:44:04.980 --> 00:44:09.144 You didn't see the yellow ribbon I tied around the tree? 00:44:09.260 --> 00:44:13.390 Oh, it's so good to see you. Have you lost weight? 00:44:13.500 --> 00:44:15.984 Of course I have. You buggered off and stopped feeding me. 00:44:16.120 --> 00:44:19.947 - Where is he? - He's, er... out, in the woods. 00:44:20.060 --> 00:44:22.347 - He loves it. - Ah, lord of the manor. 00:44:22.460 --> 00:44:25.191 You're to find him, go to him, after you've eaten. 00:44:25.300 --> 00:44:26.381 Right. 00:44:26.500 --> 00:44:29.470 He was so pleased to hear you were coming. 00:44:29.580 --> 00:44:31.583 He's changed. 00:44:31.700 --> 00:44:33.623 So have you. Is that a twinkle in your eye? 00:44:33.740 --> 00:44:36.550 No, no, it's just conjunctivitis. 00:44:36.660 --> 00:44:38.663 She's started to teach me how to play the piano 00:44:38.780 --> 00:44:42.102 and I'm finding myself desperate to impress her. 00:44:42.220 --> 00:44:43.711 Why's that, I wonder. 00:44:43.820 --> 00:44:46.630 Who knows? What's your news? 00:44:46.740 --> 00:44:48.947 Oh, reading, mostly. 00:44:49.060 --> 00:44:51.870 You know, books I've always wanted to read. 00:44:51.980 --> 00:44:53.789 - Mm. - Bit of writing. 00:44:56.460 --> 00:44:59.703 While Charles is, er... off enjoying himself. 00:44:59.820 --> 00:45:01.470 How long is it gonna be, his exile? 00:45:01.580 --> 00:45:03.264 Oh, I wish I knew. 00:45:03.940 --> 00:45:07.911 Well, the PM, no less, wants to know. 00:45:08.020 --> 00:45:12.264 The PM can go fuck himself. It's none of his business. 00:45:13.580 --> 00:45:15.583 Though they... they've been here snooping. 00:45:16.340 --> 00:45:17.751 I've asked them not to. 00:45:17.860 --> 00:45:20.261 Is there anything I can do? 00:45:20.380 --> 00:45:22.110 You're here. 00:45:24.060 --> 00:45:25.551 Charles? 00:45:30.820 --> 00:45:32.311 Charles? 00:45:36.380 --> 00:45:37.871 Charles? 00:45:42.540 --> 00:45:44.031 Charles? 00:45:45.220 --> 00:45:46.711 Hello? 00:45:53.580 --> 00:45:55.548 - Over here. - Oh. 00:45:55.660 --> 00:45:58.140 - You walked straight past me. - Good to see you. 00:45:58.260 --> 00:46:01.070 You too. Ha-ha-ha! 00:46:02.140 --> 00:46:03.631 Oh! 00:46:04.540 --> 00:46:08.147 Well, look at you. "Boys in da wood". 00:46:08.260 --> 00:46:10.866 Do you want to see my place, my den? 00:46:10.980 --> 00:46:13.586 - You've got a den? - This way. 00:46:13.700 --> 00:46:15.509 Keep up. 00:46:17.340 --> 00:46:20.583 It's amazing. I've been building it for weeks. 00:46:20.700 --> 00:46:23.465 Could be worse. Could easily say he was out jogging. 00:46:23.580 --> 00:46:26.470 But he's not out jogging. He's out playing. 00:46:26.580 --> 00:46:28.264 Could be worse. 00:46:28.380 --> 00:46:31.702 Could destroy the report, if it continues. 00:46:32.740 --> 00:46:34.982 Well, then put a stop to it. 00:46:35.780 --> 00:46:37.942 Tell him he's grounded. 00:46:44.940 --> 00:46:46.704 Oh, for... 00:46:51.980 --> 00:46:54.381 Oh, for... 00:46:54.500 --> 00:46:57.310 You're not very good at this sort of thing, are you? 00:46:57.420 --> 00:47:00.902 - I used to be. - We're here. Come on. 00:47:01.020 --> 00:47:05.105 Big on the inside, like the thingy. Come on. 00:47:05.700 --> 00:47:07.782 - Wow. - Yeah, it's got everything. 00:47:07.900 --> 00:47:10.380 Call box, tool box. It's a full box. 00:47:10.500 --> 00:47:14.505 - Full box? - Yeah, games, puzzles. Drink? 00:47:14.620 --> 00:47:16.270 Er... no, thanks. I just had a cup of tea with Thelma. 00:47:16.380 --> 00:47:19.463 Try some. I made it myself. 00:47:20.180 --> 00:47:22.501 - Okay. - Go on. 00:47:25.320 --> 00:47:26.983 Guess what's in it. 00:47:27.780 --> 00:47:29.971 Lemons and piss, going by the taste. 00:47:30.390 --> 00:47:32.011 Half right. 00:47:39.632 --> 00:47:41.502 Oh, my God. 00:47:44.300 --> 00:47:47.782 When the weather improves, I'm gonna sleep out. 00:47:49.420 --> 00:47:52.105 Did she tell you I've written a book? 00:47:52.220 --> 00:47:53.790 - Any good? - Not really. 00:47:54.780 --> 00:47:57.181 Might even become a joke book. 00:48:01.060 --> 00:48:05.031 - Climb a tree? - In these shoes? No, thanks. 00:48:05.140 --> 00:48:06.949 - You can see for miles. - I think I'll give it a miss. 00:48:07.060 --> 00:48:08.869 You'll love it. 00:48:09.380 --> 00:48:10.461 No, I won't. 00:48:10.580 --> 00:48:13.725 Are you chicken? Chicken. 00:48:15.660 --> 00:48:18.061 - Chicken. - What's going on? 00:48:19.660 --> 00:48:22.470 What is it that you're doing here? 00:48:23.460 --> 00:48:25.269 I'm just having fun. 00:48:26.660 --> 00:48:28.230 I'm being myself. 00:48:29.060 --> 00:48:32.621 - This is you? - Yeah, it's a part of me, yeah. 00:48:36.100 --> 00:48:40.344 It's mixed up. I mean, it's complicated. 00:48:42.260 --> 00:48:44.661 At the same time, you know, it's really easy 00:48:44.780 --> 00:48:46.862 and I understand it. 00:48:47.700 --> 00:48:50.783 And I expect you'll get it, easy. 00:48:54.420 --> 00:48:56.229 I'm searching for a child. 00:48:57.900 --> 00:49:00.426 And he wasn't taken. I mean, he was, sort of. 00:49:00.540 --> 00:49:04.147 He... was forbidden. 00:49:06.020 --> 00:49:08.262 He was denied and... 00:49:12.140 --> 00:49:14.143 ...I need to find him. 00:49:15.140 --> 00:49:16.380 You understand that, don't you? 00:49:16.500 --> 00:49:19.151 I don't have a fucking clue what you're going on about. 00:49:19.260 --> 00:49:20.341 Are you angry with me? 00:49:20.460 --> 00:49:22.622 Can you even hear yourself, sitting there with your bottle of piss 00:49:22.740 --> 00:49:26.062 and talking about searching for a child? 00:49:28.660 --> 00:49:31.391 - Are you disgusted by me? - Yeah. 00:49:31.500 --> 00:49:35.221 Yeah, I'm disgusted, I'm disappointed, I'm... disillusioned. 00:49:35.340 --> 00:49:36.671 Every "dis" under the sun. 00:49:36.780 --> 00:49:39.590 - Why? - Why do you think? 00:49:41.620 --> 00:49:45.750 You need a shave, Charles. You have a man's stubble. 00:49:45.860 --> 00:49:48.431 Look down the front of your pants and you have a hairy pair of bollocks. 00:49:48.540 --> 00:49:50.349 Yeah, well, that is where you're wrong. So there. 00:49:51.860 --> 00:49:53.481 Where are you going now? 00:49:53.620 --> 00:49:55.111 Climb a tree! 00:49:55.220 --> 00:49:56.711 Charles? 00:50:00.420 --> 00:50:01.911 Charles! 00:50:02.020 --> 00:50:03.431 This is ridiculous. 00:50:03.540 --> 00:50:05.907 Charles! Fuck's sake. 00:50:06.020 --> 00:50:08.023 Be careful! 00:50:08.140 --> 00:50:11.542 It's easy with practice! 00:50:11.660 --> 00:50:14.391 Charles! Charles, that's high enough! 00:50:19.220 --> 00:50:21.029 Wolves. 00:50:23.860 --> 00:50:27.421 Where does all this leave you now, Thelma? 00:50:28.260 --> 00:50:30.069 What are you? Are you his wife? 00:50:30.180 --> 00:50:33.502 Yes, I'm his wife. Course I'm his wife. 00:50:33.620 --> 00:50:35.941 It's why I'm still here. 00:50:36.060 --> 00:50:38.506 Putting up with it? 00:50:38.620 --> 00:50:39.860 Waiting. 00:50:42.840 --> 00:50:44.741 Thank you. 00:50:44.860 --> 00:50:49.423 Every day, I remind myself that it's what he wants. 00:50:51.900 --> 00:50:55.746 And he's out of time. And that's all. 00:50:55.860 --> 00:51:00.104 - Not out of his mind? - Why can't it be real? 00:51:01.620 --> 00:51:04.544 I mean, we all look older but how many of us actually grow up? 00:51:04.660 --> 00:51:08.108 - Look at the books you write. - He's a grown man. 00:51:08.220 --> 00:51:11.030 He's a brilliant and sophisticated man. 00:51:12.780 --> 00:51:15.181 And you want him back. 00:51:28.580 --> 00:51:32.551 He'll be disappointed that you won't stay longer. 00:51:32.660 --> 00:51:36.824 Oh, well, I'm sure he'll get over it. 00:51:36.940 --> 00:51:40.388 Sorry. I really am being an arsehole. 00:51:40.500 --> 00:51:42.391 Yes, you are. 00:51:44.620 --> 00:51:46.941 Well, you're right. I just... I want him back, and you, 00:51:47.060 --> 00:51:48.949 and I'm feeling very sorry for myself. 00:51:49.060 --> 00:51:52.143 So, there you go. I'm being childish. 00:51:52.260 --> 00:51:54.661 Must be contagious. 00:51:57.980 --> 00:51:59.471 Sorry. 00:52:02.220 --> 00:52:05.907 I was... I was a bit of a bully to him out in the woods. 00:52:06.020 --> 00:52:09.707 - I should tell him I'm sorry. - You are the grown-up. 00:52:13.980 --> 00:52:15.471 Charles? 00:52:17.980 --> 00:52:20.790 - Charles? - Busy. 00:52:24.380 --> 00:52:25.950 Charles, look, I'm... I'm sorry. 00:52:26.060 --> 00:52:28.830 When we were in the den, and you were talking about finding a missing child, 00:52:28.940 --> 00:52:31.944 all I could do was think of Kate and... 00:52:32.580 --> 00:52:34.901 I thought you were comparing. 00:52:37.620 --> 00:52:41.386 - I would never do that. - No, I know. I know. 00:52:41.500 --> 00:52:43.901 It's my fault. I'm sorry. 00:52:47.260 --> 00:52:48.751 It's okay. 00:52:50.260 --> 00:52:51.421 It's fine. 00:52:54.140 --> 00:52:57.462 - Shall I come in? - Er... 00:52:59.380 --> 00:53:01.189 - I betrayed you. - What? 00:53:01.300 --> 00:53:04.304 - No, you haven't. - I have. 00:53:05.380 --> 00:53:08.623 - You'll see. - Bollocks. Hairy or otherwise. 00:53:11.340 --> 00:53:13.741 I should walk the plank. 00:53:17.300 --> 00:53:19.621 You think you'll ever find Kate? 00:53:22.380 --> 00:53:25.190 Well, I hope I will. 00:53:27.700 --> 00:53:31.022 I'll never believe that I'll never find her so... 00:53:31.140 --> 00:53:33.029 She'll have grown. 00:53:33.140 --> 00:53:34.949 Yes. 00:53:35.060 --> 00:53:38.382 If you find her ten years from now, 00:53:38.500 --> 00:53:41.231 she'll be a young woman, almost. 00:53:41.340 --> 00:53:43.991 Yes, but she'll still be Kate. 00:53:44.740 --> 00:53:46.947 She'll still be my little girl. 00:53:49.340 --> 00:53:52.310 You wanna take her to the park 00:53:52.420 --> 00:53:55.424 and to the slide and swings and just... 00:53:56.780 --> 00:54:00.182 ...just catch up on all those things you missed. 00:54:02.460 --> 00:54:05.464 - I'm not comparing, you understand? - No, I understand. 00:54:07.300 --> 00:54:08.950 And, er... 00:54:09.660 --> 00:54:11.230 ...I'll try to understand. I... 00:54:13.660 --> 00:54:15.151 ...promise. 00:54:20.420 --> 00:54:22.741 Thanks for coming, Stephen. 00:54:24.300 --> 00:54:26.462 You're my best friend. 00:54:28.260 --> 00:54:29.751 Charles. 00:54:32.940 --> 00:54:34.431 What? 00:54:40.820 --> 00:54:42.629 Night-night. 00:54:43.820 --> 00:54:45.311 Night. 00:56:29.780 --> 00:56:31.271 - Stop, stop the car. - What? 00:56:31.380 --> 00:56:33.348 - Stop the car. - I can't, mate. I'm on a red route. 00:56:33.460 --> 00:56:36.031 - Stop! - Mate, there's cameras. 00:56:36.140 --> 00:56:38.871 Stop the car! Stop it. 00:57:04.420 --> 00:57:06.821 Too young, too young. 00:57:21.140 --> 00:57:25.384 Good morning, Mrs Forrester. 00:57:27.940 --> 00:57:30.341 Right, show me this one. 00:57:30.460 --> 00:57:33.570 And this one. And where did we see this one? 00:57:35.580 --> 00:57:38.981 So, your creative writing exercise is to write about your day at the zoo. 00:57:39.100 --> 00:57:40.909 So, if you can get to your tables, please. 00:57:41.020 --> 00:57:42.988 Thank you, everyone. 00:57:43.100 --> 00:57:46.263 And you can do some pictures too. 00:58:02.740 --> 00:58:05.266 Hello. Do you know who I am? 00:58:07.260 --> 00:58:09.342 Excuse me. Can I help you? 00:58:09.460 --> 00:58:11.542 - What are you doing? - I'm saying hello. 00:58:11.660 --> 00:58:13.469 Now's not the time or place. 00:58:13.580 --> 00:58:16.231 No, I don't think you understand. I'm her... 00:58:16.340 --> 00:58:19.025 I'm sorry. Can I speak to you in private, please, outside? 00:58:19.140 --> 00:58:20.631 Please. 00:58:22.020 --> 00:58:24.182 Children, on with our work, please. 00:58:29.620 --> 00:58:33.022 Er... look, I might... I might as well just say it. 00:58:33.140 --> 00:58:34.904 The girl that I was just talking to just now, 00:58:35.020 --> 00:58:38.820 that girl sitting right there, she's my daughter. 00:58:38.940 --> 00:58:40.670 - Ruth? - No, her name's Kate. 00:58:40.780 --> 00:58:45.991 Her real name is Kate and... she's my daughter. 00:58:47.820 --> 00:58:48.981 I think I should call the Head. 00:58:49.100 --> 00:58:51.262 She's my daughter and she was abducted three years ago, 00:58:51.380 --> 00:58:53.348 which is probably why she doesn't recognise me. 00:58:53.460 --> 00:58:55.781 But she will, she will. I know she will, because it's her. 00:58:55.900 --> 00:58:57.709 It's... 00:58:58.620 --> 00:59:00.429 It's Kate. 00:59:01.180 --> 00:59:02.989 Mr Lewis. 00:59:03.100 --> 00:59:04.909 I do remember your daughter going missing. 00:59:05.980 --> 00:59:10.588 The girl you say is your daughter is Ruth Lyle. 00:59:10.700 --> 00:59:13.146 If that's what they've called her, yes. 00:59:13.260 --> 00:59:16.548 Can I say I know who they are? 00:59:16.660 --> 00:59:19.630 I've known Ruth's father Jason Lyle for many years. 00:59:19.740 --> 00:59:21.743 He's a parent governor. 00:59:24.020 --> 00:59:25.511 I know my daughter 00:59:25.620 --> 00:59:30.786 and I know that that little girl out there is my daughter. 00:59:30.900 --> 00:59:33.301 Now, look. I'm not gonna shout. I'm not gonna make a fuss. 00:59:33.420 --> 00:59:34.990 I just want her back. 00:59:38.140 --> 00:59:40.746 If I bring Ruth into this office, 00:59:41.340 --> 00:59:43.422 you're not going to make a scene or interrupt. 00:59:43.540 --> 00:59:45.065 I'd rather not involve the police. 00:59:45.180 --> 00:59:46.989 No, by... by all means, involve the police. 00:59:47.100 --> 00:59:49.910 But, no, I'm not gonna make a fuss. 00:59:58.540 --> 01:00:00.941 Come in, Mrs Forrester. 01:00:01.060 --> 01:00:03.222 Come in, Ruth. 01:00:03.340 --> 01:00:06.025 We won't keep you a moment and then you can get back to class. 01:00:06.140 --> 01:00:09.462 And if you could stay, Mrs Forrester. 01:00:09.580 --> 01:00:13.551 Ruth, I wonder if you could tell me your full name, please. 01:00:14.220 --> 01:00:16.188 Ruth Elspeth Lyle. 01:00:16.300 --> 01:00:18.428 And how old are you? 01:00:18.540 --> 01:00:20.429 Eight, miss. 01:00:20.540 --> 01:00:24.101 And what's the name of your older sister at this school? 01:00:24.220 --> 01:00:27.429 Chloe. She's ten, miss. 01:00:27.540 --> 01:00:30.225 And when did you first come to St Edward's? 01:00:30.340 --> 01:00:33.583 To the school or to nursery? 01:00:33.700 --> 01:00:34.781 Nursery. 01:00:34.900 --> 01:00:37.346 When I was two. 01:00:37.460 --> 01:00:41.465 Mrs Forrester? And how long have you known Ruth? 01:00:41.580 --> 01:00:43.310 Since nursery. 01:00:43.420 --> 01:00:45.946 No. No, no, that's not right. That's not right. 01:00:46.060 --> 01:00:49.064 Thank you, Mrs Forrester. Thank you, Ruth. 01:00:50.900 --> 01:00:53.949 We have school records. 01:00:54.060 --> 01:00:56.825 School photographs. 01:00:56.940 --> 01:00:59.102 Would you like to see? 01:01:02.620 --> 01:01:06.181 I'm good friends with Ruth's family. 01:01:07.460 --> 01:01:11.465 I remember her mother Jaclyn being pregnant with Ruthie. 01:01:11.980 --> 01:01:13.823 That's what they call her... 01:01:15.020 --> 01:01:17.262 ...and have always called her. 01:01:20.860 --> 01:01:23.306 Is there going to be a problem, Mr Lewis? 01:01:27.620 --> 01:01:29.111 No. 01:01:31.140 --> 01:01:33.950 Sit here as long as you need. 01:02:27.100 --> 01:02:28.989 Oh, Kate! Oh! 01:03:25.060 --> 01:03:27.586 - Taxi for Julie? - Yes. 01:03:28.220 --> 01:03:30.029 Yeah, almost there. 01:03:30.140 --> 01:03:32.620 Okay, no rush. I'm a bit early anyway. 01:03:48.500 --> 01:03:51.743 For five minutes or more, I thought I'd found her. 01:03:51.860 --> 01:03:53.510 Five minutes at least of euphoria. 01:03:53.620 --> 01:03:58.262 I thought, "I've done it" and I thought of you and telling you. 01:04:01.020 --> 01:04:03.023 Lucky I wasn't arrested. 01:04:06.380 --> 01:04:10.431 I think she might have to be the one to find us. 01:04:12.060 --> 01:04:13.869 Can't give up. 01:04:13.980 --> 01:04:17.382 Can't give up hope, no. 01:04:24.660 --> 01:04:27.903 How certain are you that she's alive? 01:04:31.860 --> 01:04:34.864 I know that if she wasn't, I'd feel it. 01:04:36.460 --> 01:04:37.951 Yeah. 01:04:39.260 --> 01:04:41.069 I would too. 01:04:44.100 --> 01:04:46.580 I know that she's out there. 01:04:47.940 --> 01:04:52.742 But I've no idea where or where to begin looking. 01:04:53.620 --> 01:04:57.784 It's hard to accept that we're helpless, but we are. 01:04:59.340 --> 01:05:02.822 And all we can do is be here, ready... 01:05:03.900 --> 01:05:05.709 ...and sane. 01:05:14.340 --> 01:05:18.504 You should know I'm going away for a while, a few months. 01:05:20.100 --> 01:05:21.943 Going where? 01:05:22.060 --> 01:05:23.710 Undecided. 01:05:23.820 --> 01:05:27.791 Somewhere warm. Somewhere I can get to by train. 01:05:27.900 --> 01:05:30.471 France? Not sure. 01:05:32.580 --> 01:05:34.583 Why? Why now? 01:05:36.020 --> 01:05:38.023 I want to. 01:05:39.820 --> 01:05:42.983 What if I asked you to stay? A while, a while longer, I mean. 01:05:43.100 --> 01:05:44.909 I need to. 01:05:52.300 --> 01:05:54.871 You want me to send a postcard? 01:05:56.220 --> 01:05:58.029 You'd better. 01:06:15.340 --> 01:06:18.901 Dinner's almost ready. Just waiting on the potatoes. 01:06:19.020 --> 01:06:20.021 Why don't you wait in the warm? 01:06:20.140 --> 01:06:23.667 Oh, I am warm. Besides, I need to tell you something. 01:06:24.260 --> 01:06:25.500 Hm, ominous. 01:06:27.220 --> 01:06:30.941 I took a trip out to that pub, The Bell. 01:06:32.260 --> 01:06:34.228 - When? - A few weeks ago. 01:06:34.340 --> 01:06:37.742 Had to. Couldn't get it out of my head. 01:06:39.540 --> 01:06:43.340 You have been there before, in a way. 01:06:43.460 --> 01:06:45.030 In... in what way? 01:06:46.540 --> 01:06:49.669 You... were with me, love. 01:06:50.900 --> 01:06:52.903 Very much with me. 01:06:53.620 --> 01:06:54.781 I remember it so well, 01:06:54.900 --> 01:06:58.791 because that was the day I told your father I was pregnant. 01:06:58.900 --> 01:07:02.063 You weren't planned and you know we weren't married. 01:07:02.180 --> 01:07:04.831 I was dreading telling him, but... 01:07:05.740 --> 01:07:08.903 ...it turned out to be a wonderful day. 01:07:09.420 --> 01:07:12.026 It was the first time I saw you. 01:07:13.180 --> 01:07:14.989 It's true. 01:07:16.260 --> 01:07:18.422 I was sick with nerves. 01:07:18.540 --> 01:07:21.908 I wasn't sure how your father would react. 01:07:22.020 --> 01:07:25.581 Being pregnant was bad news, really. 01:07:25.700 --> 01:07:28.021 We'd made plans. 01:07:29.420 --> 01:07:31.229 And then... 01:07:31.780 --> 01:07:32.861 ...I saw you. 01:07:35.260 --> 01:07:36.671 This... 01:07:37.100 --> 01:07:40.422 ...beautiful child at the window looking in. 01:07:40.540 --> 01:07:43.271 This... face. 01:07:45.020 --> 01:07:47.500 I knew it was you. 01:07:47.620 --> 01:07:49.270 That's why I remember. 01:07:51.060 --> 01:07:55.190 I'm not mad and it wasn't the lights or hormones or... 01:07:55.300 --> 01:07:58.383 No, no, no, no. 01:07:58.500 --> 01:08:00.309 No, I believe you. 01:08:02.260 --> 01:08:03.910 I do. 01:08:04.020 --> 01:08:06.830 Oh. Oh, I am glad, because... 01:08:07.940 --> 01:08:11.581 ...it made me think, and this is important... 01:08:12.660 --> 01:08:17.462 ...if it was you that I saw... 01:08:18.260 --> 01:08:21.787 ...if you were actually there before you were even born... 01:08:22.700 --> 01:08:27.263 ...then Kate must be somewhere. 01:08:28.780 --> 01:08:32.341 But you have to keep on loving her. 01:08:32.460 --> 01:08:35.942 Loving her is different to missing her. 01:08:39.100 --> 01:08:41.103 It will find her. 01:08:42.380 --> 01:08:45.350 She is... somewhere. 01:10:09.260 --> 01:10:12.349 If you're in a bookshop, do you ever sneak a peak at your own books? 01:10:12.460 --> 01:10:14.110 Oh, yeah, every time. 01:10:14.220 --> 01:10:16.382 - Do you? - Yes, course I do. 01:10:16.500 --> 01:10:19.829 If they're hidden, I make them more visible and cover up the competition. 01:10:21.980 --> 01:10:25.063 How long have you been a teacher? 01:10:25.180 --> 01:10:27.308 I've already asked that question. I'm sorry. 01:10:27.420 --> 01:10:30.265 You have. Er... the answer is forever. 01:10:30.380 --> 01:10:33.384 - Sorry. - No, I'm good at it. 01:10:33.500 --> 01:10:37.664 I made the mistake of becoming head of department a few years back. 01:10:37.780 --> 01:10:40.181 - Mistake? - Well, that can be hard work. 01:10:40.300 --> 01:10:42.542 The staff are more difficult than the children. 01:10:42.660 --> 01:10:44.663 Oh, I can believe it. 01:10:44.780 --> 01:10:47.351 So, how's your boy who wants to be a fish doing? 01:10:47.460 --> 01:10:49.269 How long can he hold his breath for now? 01:10:49.380 --> 01:10:51.189 51 seconds. 01:10:52.260 --> 01:10:54.911 - What's funny? - You were so certain. 01:10:55.020 --> 01:10:59.583 It's a fact. Last bath time, he held his breath for 51 seconds. 01:10:59.700 --> 01:11:02.351 I look forward to reading it. 01:11:02.460 --> 01:11:04.463 If I ever finish it. 01:11:05.300 --> 01:11:07.382 - Do you not think you will? - Hopefully. 01:11:07.500 --> 01:11:09.503 But it can happen. 01:11:18.780 --> 01:11:21.863 It's, er... train time. 01:11:24.860 --> 01:11:28.501 - It's been nice. - Yes, it has been nice. 01:11:30.060 --> 01:11:32.791 - I'll walk you. - I know the way. 01:11:32.900 --> 01:11:36.222 Er... I'll see you at the next meeting. 01:11:36.340 --> 01:11:37.831 Yes. 01:11:41.660 --> 01:11:43.902 - Bye. - Bye. 01:11:54.900 --> 01:11:55.901 '"What's your name?" 01:11:56.020 --> 01:11:58.387 'said the curly-haired boy in the red T-shirt. 01:11:58.500 --> 01:12:00.742 '"Fish," said Fish. 01:12:00.860 --> 01:12:03.386 '"Cool," said Boy. 01:12:03.500 --> 01:12:05.150 '"Why Fish? 01:12:05.260 --> 01:12:07.661 '"What's it short for?" 01:12:07.780 --> 01:12:10.704 '"I forget," said Fish. 01:12:10.820 --> 01:12:14.222 '"I forget everything. 01:12:14.340 --> 01:12:19.346 '"Every day I wake up is like a brand-new life." 01:12:19.460 --> 01:12:22.430 'He was telling lies, of course, 01:12:22.540 --> 01:12:24.543 'big fat lies, 01:12:24.660 --> 01:12:27.311 'but he wanted it to be true. 01:12:28.900 --> 01:12:31.949 'Fish had so many memories that he wanted to forget, 01:12:32.860 --> 01:12:35.261 'even the good ones.' 01:12:41.820 --> 01:12:43.948 That's fucking perverse. 01:12:44.060 --> 01:12:46.631 Said the almost middle-aged man. 01:12:48.740 --> 01:12:52.745 Who wouldn't climb a tree, due to unsuitable footwear? 01:12:53.740 --> 01:12:55.629 Are you working, Daddy? 01:12:59.540 --> 01:13:02.350 Does it look like I'm working? 01:13:11.740 --> 01:13:15.062 I want to remember everything about you. 01:13:24.700 --> 01:13:26.509 Everything. 01:13:44.860 --> 01:13:47.431 Hi. I'm so sorry to be bothering you like this. 01:13:47.540 --> 01:13:48.951 You're bleeding. 01:13:49.060 --> 01:13:50.790 I'm sorry. Do you have a cloth or a flannel? 01:13:50.900 --> 01:13:52.550 Yeah, of course I do. Come in. What happened? 01:13:52.660 --> 01:13:54.310 Oh, I tripped and fell. 01:13:55.500 --> 01:13:57.901 Not looking where I was going. 01:13:58.020 --> 01:14:00.068 Useless on dance floors and pavement. 01:14:00.180 --> 01:14:03.901 - You might need a trip to A&E. - No, no, no, no. No hospitals. 01:14:04.020 --> 01:14:06.421 I'll reconsider in the morning. 01:14:07.640 --> 01:14:09.225 You weren't at the committee meeting. 01:14:09.340 --> 01:14:11.070 Er... no, no. 01:14:11.180 --> 01:14:13.990 Well, that's what I came to see you about. 01:14:14.100 --> 01:14:17.309 - It's all a waste of time. - Well, probably. 01:14:17.420 --> 01:14:21.710 No, no. No, it is. It's a sham. It's already written. 01:14:21.820 --> 01:14:24.983 "The Authorised Childcare Handbook." 01:14:25.100 --> 01:14:26.670 It doesn't matter what we recommend. 01:14:26.780 --> 01:14:28.748 It's already been written. 01:14:28.860 --> 01:14:30.703 - Authorised by who? - Government. 01:14:30.820 --> 01:14:32.788 Not that we have a government. We have a politburo. 01:14:32.900 --> 01:14:36.029 - Have you read it? - It's a love letter to the past. 01:14:36.140 --> 01:14:37.949 It's impossible to implement. 01:14:38.060 --> 01:14:40.791 I mean, pass it to the press, 01:14:40.900 --> 01:14:43.824 they'll lap it up like matrons on the ward. 01:14:43.940 --> 01:14:47.501 Nothing will change. It's a fucking joke. 01:14:48.820 --> 01:14:50.982 I... I didn't know who else to come to. 01:14:51.100 --> 01:14:52.511 No. 01:14:52.620 --> 01:14:55.021 Er... can I... 01:14:55.940 --> 01:14:57.351 Can I use your bathroom? 01:14:57.460 --> 01:14:59.827 Yeah, sure, of course. It's just first on the left. 01:14:59.940 --> 01:15:01.431 Thank you. 01:15:02.820 --> 01:15:07.110 No, it's not... it's not Watergate, but it's still a sham and with children. 01:15:10.700 --> 01:15:12.668 Oh, my Lord. 01:15:13.420 --> 01:15:15.741 Why can't they get on with doing something worthwhile, 01:15:15.860 --> 01:15:17.703 instead of all this posturing? 01:15:17.820 --> 01:15:21.063 Why go into politics in the first place? 01:15:46.500 --> 01:15:48.503 I'm not going mad. 01:15:49.220 --> 01:15:50.711 It's just... 01:15:51.420 --> 01:15:53.582 something that got out of control. 01:15:53.700 --> 01:15:57.705 I'm sorry. I... I saw the lights and had to look. 01:15:57.820 --> 01:15:59.470 I... I shouldn't have. 01:15:59.580 --> 01:16:01.583 No, don't worry about it. 01:16:02.620 --> 01:16:05.942 It's me, self-harming. 01:16:06.740 --> 01:16:08.982 It looks very lovely. 01:16:09.100 --> 01:16:12.582 She'd have been ecstatic, seeing this. 01:16:12.700 --> 01:16:14.942 Yeah, she would. 01:16:15.940 --> 01:16:19.228 - How long has it been? - Three years. 01:16:19.340 --> 01:16:21.741 Just. 01:16:21.860 --> 01:16:23.783 She'll be seven somewhere. 01:16:24.260 --> 01:16:25.751 Somewhere. 01:16:26.500 --> 01:16:29.902 I like that. She could be somewhere. 01:16:30.020 --> 01:16:32.671 - She could be loved. - She is loved. 01:16:34.500 --> 01:16:36.175 Of course she is. 01:16:39.820 --> 01:16:43.586 Are you able to... think of anything else? 01:16:43.700 --> 01:16:45.668 Besides her? 01:16:45.780 --> 01:16:49.023 I must and I do, yes. 01:16:51.620 --> 01:16:54.430 Although I do live in a rare world. 01:16:57.780 --> 01:16:59.271 Yes. 01:17:00.300 --> 01:17:03.622 I think I know who wrote the joke book, the report. 01:17:03.740 --> 01:17:06.744 - Who? - He's a friend. 01:17:07.980 --> 01:17:09.789 Best friend. 01:17:16.740 --> 01:17:18.822 Charles? 01:17:23.140 --> 01:17:24.949 Charles! 01:17:28.660 --> 01:17:31.982 Charles! I'm not leaving the track! 01:17:35.620 --> 01:17:37.111 Charles! 01:17:40.540 --> 01:17:43.544 Okay, game's over! You win! 01:17:49.540 --> 01:17:51.031 Charles? 01:17:56.900 --> 01:17:58.311 Fuck. 01:17:58.420 --> 01:17:59.911 Charles! 01:18:01.620 --> 01:18:04.430 Charles! Show yourself! 01:18:04.540 --> 01:18:06.383 Come on! 01:18:06.500 --> 01:18:08.946 Please. Please, please, please, please, please. 01:18:09.060 --> 01:18:10.300 Charles! 01:18:36.820 --> 01:18:39.391 Oh, sweet Jesus, no. 01:18:41.380 --> 01:18:44.111 Oh. Oh, shit. 01:18:44.220 --> 01:18:46.029 Oh, shit. 01:19:36.300 --> 01:19:40.100 Charles George Andrew Darke was... 01:19:41.740 --> 01:19:46.223 ...quite simply, too good a man to be a man in this world... 01:19:48.740 --> 01:19:52.825 ...because what he had managed to hold onto 01:19:52.940 --> 01:19:55.102 was the honesty 01:19:55.220 --> 01:19:57.791 and the purity that we are all born with... 01:19:57.900 --> 01:19:59.550 I'm sorry. 01:19:59.660 --> 01:20:02.743 ...but that in time we lose, 01:20:02.860 --> 01:20:06.023 without noticing and often without caring... 01:20:07.540 --> 01:20:11.101 ...and, like a child, he was without cynicism. 01:20:12.660 --> 01:20:15.140 First and foremost, he would always see the good in people. 01:20:15.260 --> 01:20:18.981 He would place his trust in them. 01:20:19.100 --> 01:20:21.103 He would care. 01:20:22.540 --> 01:20:26.989 His love was his ever-loving wife Thelma... 01:20:29.220 --> 01:20:32.144 ...and his passion was literature, 01:20:32.260 --> 01:20:36.231 and in particular children's literature. 01:20:36.340 --> 01:20:42.143 He recognised how precious those early years are... 01:20:45.340 --> 01:20:49.311 ...and he often spoke of the importance of a, er... a supportive, 01:20:49.420 --> 01:20:53.220 stimulating, caring and loving environment. 01:20:57.020 --> 01:21:00.149 The very last time I saw him, in fact, he... he told me 01:21:00.260 --> 01:21:02.911 he had written a book himself. 01:21:04.620 --> 01:21:07.624 A joke book, he called it. 01:21:11.540 --> 01:21:16.546 I've often wondered about finding that joke book and if... 01:21:18.540 --> 01:21:22.947 ...if I did, if there would be any clues in there as to why he took his own life. 01:21:25.380 --> 01:21:28.384 Something we have all pondered, I'm sure. 01:21:30.780 --> 01:21:34.182 But I won't do that. I have decided... 01:21:34.980 --> 01:21:37.984 ...to remember Charles as I loved him. 01:21:38.940 --> 01:21:43.184 For his warmth, his smile, 01:21:43.300 --> 01:21:45.871 his generosity... 01:21:47.140 --> 01:21:49.541 ...and his brilliance, his... 01:21:52.140 --> 01:21:56.703 ...his ability to make my world appear to be a better place. 01:22:00.660 --> 01:22:03.470 I will remember him as my friend. 01:22:03.580 --> 01:22:05.583 My best friend. 01:22:06.420 --> 01:22:08.150 Forever. 01:22:10.460 --> 01:22:12.190 The end. 01:23:14.260 --> 01:23:16.069 Dad to Kate. 01:23:19.500 --> 01:23:21.901 'Dad to Kate. Ha.' 01:23:23.540 --> 01:23:25.861 'We just wanted to tell you that we... 01:23:26.740 --> 01:23:30.540 '...love you very much... 01:23:31.020 --> 01:23:32.750 '...and we miss you.' 01:23:38.220 --> 01:23:43.022 And that we hope to see you very, very soon... 01:23:46.900 --> 01:23:50.029 ...for lots of hugs and games. 01:23:50.140 --> 01:23:51.949 Over. 01:23:59.860 --> 01:24:01.863 Take your time. 01:24:04.700 --> 01:24:06.703 We'll be here. 01:24:14.420 --> 01:24:16.821 'Daddy, Daddy, I'm here! 01:24:16.940 --> 01:24:20.023 'Look at me. I'm here with Mummy.' 01:24:36.660 --> 01:24:39.027 Julie? Oh. 01:24:39.140 --> 01:24:41.302 'How are you doing? 01:24:41.420 --> 01:24:43.991 'I'm so sorry about Charles.' 01:24:44.100 --> 01:24:46.951 Oh, I'm... I'm okay. Thank you. I'm okay. 01:24:49.580 --> 01:24:51.071 I saw you yesterday at the church. 01:24:51.180 --> 01:24:54.980 Well, glimpsed you briefly and then you were gone. How are you? 01:24:55.100 --> 01:24:59.264 'I'm good. I'm fine. I've not been back for long. 01:24:59.380 --> 01:25:02.304 'I've been wanting to call you for a while.' 01:25:02.420 --> 01:25:04.104 Where are you? Are you at the cottage? 01:25:04.220 --> 01:25:05.221 Then I'll come. 01:25:05.340 --> 01:25:08.310 'I'm in town. There's nothing to worry about. 01:25:08.420 --> 01:25:11.742 'Er... but I'm in the hospital. I was hoping you would come.' 01:25:11.860 --> 01:25:14.067 Which hospital? Are you hurt? 01:25:15.180 --> 01:25:17.183 No. I'm fine. 01:25:17.300 --> 01:25:19.941 Really. I'm good. 01:25:21.060 --> 01:25:23.063 I'm in ward 17. 01:25:23.780 --> 01:25:25.783 'The Alexandra Wing. 01:25:26.540 --> 01:25:28.668 'You will come, won't you?' 01:27:27.300 --> 01:27:29.306 That's it, that's it. 01:27:30.900 --> 01:27:33.710 You're doing really well. 01:27:36.020 --> 01:27:37.511 Julie? 01:27:39.140 --> 01:27:40.631 Stephen. 01:27:41.700 --> 01:27:42.940 My husband. 01:27:43.060 --> 01:27:45.711 You took your time, Mr Lewis. 01:27:51.060 --> 01:27:52.630 We're having a baby. 01:27:52.740 --> 01:27:54.151 A brother. 01:27:54.260 --> 01:27:57.662 The baby's nearly here. Just breathe. 01:28:00.080 --> 01:28:02.462 - Okay, it's okay. It's all right. - You're doing well, Julie. 01:28:02.580 --> 01:28:05.231 - It's okay. It's okay. - Nearly there. Nearly there. 01:28:05.340 --> 01:28:08.583 Keep breathing. 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