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Okay, here's what I owe ya.
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Okay. Thank you.
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You take care of yourself.
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♪ What Child is this ♪
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♪ Who laid to rest ♪
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♪ On Mary's lap is sleeping? ♪
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♪ Whom Angels greet with anthems sweet ♪
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♪ While Shepherds watch are keeping? ♪
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PATTY: I don't see your reservation.
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I'm on the Amazon Camper Force list.
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Oh.
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Try M-C-D.
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- There it is.
- Yeah.
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Hmm...
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Good morning, everybody.
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How's everybody doing today?
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All right, let me get a safety tip.
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- Three-point contact.
- ANGELA: Why is it important
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to maintain three points of contact?
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So you don't fall down the stairs.
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ANGELA: So you don't
fall down the stairs.
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Can I get a standard work tip from you?
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He's an oddball, right? Ed?
He's an oddball.
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That's not even long enough.
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Now, okay...
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Some plastic...
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- WOMAN: This is Carl.
- CARL: Hi.
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- WOMAN: This is Angela.
- Hey.
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- WOMAN: Doug.
- Hi, Fern.
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- Ryan. Teresa.
- Hey, Fern.
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- Karie.
- Good to meet you.
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And your good ol' friend...
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FERN: Linda May. And I'm Fern.
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- This is my friend Fern.
- CARL: Hey.
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- FERN: Hi, everybody.
- DOUG: Hey, how're you, Fern?
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ANGELA: Another Smith lyric I have is,
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"When you're laughing
and dancing, and finally living,
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"you hear my voice in your head
and think of me kindly."
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And then also the one
that means the most to me is,
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"Home, is it just a word?
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"Or is it something
that you carry within you?"
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- CARL: All right.
- ANGELA: So...
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- LINDA MAY: Yeah, we like that.
- CARL: I like that one.
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- ANGELA: Yeah.
- TERESA: Me, too.
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ANGELA: Like, his lyrics are very deep.
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- And then you also have...
- CARL: Yeah.
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Ah!
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- Yes?
- No.
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FERN: So, the guy
that had the van before,
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he just had a mattress in the back,
but I didn't wanna keep it that way.
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I wanted to build the bed up
so I could have storage underneath.
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And I got these storage drawers,
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one set in the front
so I could get in them from the inside,
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and then another on the outside.
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- Very smart.
- I thought so.
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You see that?
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LINDA MAY: What is this?
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FERN: This is my husband's
old fishing box.
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I put this little latch on it,
and then when I open it,
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the stopper holds it and creates...
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- more counter space.
- Ah...
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FERN: And then I keep
my really nice stuff inside.
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My dishes that my dad gave me.
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He collected these, Linda May,
from yard sales,
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and when I graduated from high school,
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- he gave me the whole set.
- Oh!
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- They are beautiful.
- Isn't that great?
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Yeah, it's called Autumn Leaf.
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I don't have that many pieces
with me, but you know.
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What did you name your van?
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Vanguard.
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Oh, that is very strong.
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She is. Mmm.
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Hey. Hey.
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Hey, what are you doing?
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FEMALE RADIO ANNOUNCER:
The bears held
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at the Polar Bear Holding Facility
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are troublemakers
who are kept imprisoned
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until they settle down,
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which can take anywhere
from two to thirty days.
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Hey, girls. It's Mrs. M.
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Fern.
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Hey, Brandy.
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- Oh, hi, Fern.
- FERN: Hi, kids.
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- Hi.
- Say hi to Mrs. M.
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How are you?
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- I'm good.
- Good.
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It's nice to see you. It's been a while.
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- How've you been?
- Good.
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- Good. You look good.
- Thanks.
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- You cut your hair.
- Yeah, I cut it.
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- I like it. I like it a lot.
- Thank you.
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Are you working at Amazon again?
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Yeah, I am. You like it?
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Uh, yeah. Great money.
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Are you still doing the van thing?
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Yeah. I'm parked over
at the Desert Rose R. V. Park.
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Oh, we just drove by there today.
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Didn't we, girls?
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- How's your mom?
- She's wonderful.
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She misses you a lot.
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Please tell her I miss her, too.
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I will. I will. But really, Fern,
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if you need a place to stay,
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you can come over and stay with us.
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We're worried about you.
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Thanks. Don't worry about me.
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I'll let you know. I promise.
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Okay. Okay.
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- See you, Aubrey.
- AUBREY: Bye.
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Hey.
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- MAKENZIE: Hey.
- Hi.
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You still the smartest kid in school?
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- Yeah, kinda.
- Mmm-hmm.
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You remember anything that
we worked on when I tutored ya?
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MAKENZIE: Uh...
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Yes.
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Um... "Tomorrow, and tomorrow,
and tomorrow.
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"And all of our yesterdays
have lighted fools.
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"The way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle."
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That's really good.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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Um...
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My mom says that
you're homeless. Is that true?
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No, I'm not homeless.
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I'm just houseless.
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Not the same thing, right?
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No.
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Don't worry about me. I'm okay.
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Okay.
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FEMALE RADIO ANNOUNCER: Hey, Santa,
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Bellweather Auto has
a ho, ho, whole lotta great deals
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on new and used cars and trucks.
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So come on in and find...
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LINDA MAY: Before I moved
into the Squeeze Inn,
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I was out looking for work
and putting in applications...
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2008, and it was just tough.
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And I got to a really, really low point.
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And I thought about suicide,
and I decided
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I was gonna go buy a bottle of booze,
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turn on the propane stove...
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And I was gonna drink that booze
until I passed out.
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And if I woke up...
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I was gonna light a cigarette,
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and I was gonna blow us all up.
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And I looked at my two sweet
little trusting dogs,
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my Cocker Spaniel
and my little Toy Poodle,
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and I just couldn't do that to them.
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And I thought, well,
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I can't do that to me, either.
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So, I was getting close to 62
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and I went online to look
at my social security benefit.
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It said $550.
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Fern, I had worked my whole life.
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I'd worked since I was 12 years old,
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raised two daughters.
I couldn't believe it.
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So I'm online,
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and I find Bob Wells Cheap RV Living.
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I could live in an RV,
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travel
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and not have to work
for the rest of my life.
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The RTR is a bootcamp
for beginner nomads.
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Bob Wells looks just like Santa Claus.
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Doesn't he?
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Everybody says that.
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FERN: What's RTR stand for?
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Rubber Tramp Rendezvous.
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It is in Quartzsite, Arizona,
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out in the middle
of the desert, on BLM land.
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You should come.
I'm gonna make you a map.
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No, I don't think I'm gonna go.
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Oh, I hope you come.
I'm gonna make you a map anyway.
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BOB: So, that's what the RTR is.
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It is a support system for people
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who need help now.
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DOUG: See you next year, Fern.
Happy holidays.
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Yeah, you too, Doug.
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PATTY: Carl had a stroke.
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- Is he dead?
- No.
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No, no. His daughter came
and took him back East.
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Oh. Yeah.
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But they didn't take the dog?
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They couldn't take him.
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Would you like to have him?
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- Uh...
- He's really a good dog.
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- No. No.
- He's real friendly.
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Okay, so you are leaving
on Thursday, right?
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- Yeah.
- Okay. Um...
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I just finished Amazon yesterday.
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Okay. Amazon pays through Thursday.
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And then after that, it's $375 a month.
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Well, is there a discount
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if I don't use the electric and dump,
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'cause I just have my van, you know?
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No, but since you're in a van,
it's easy for you to move
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and to go south to a warmer place.
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Yeah, but I wanted to get
a job around here first.
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Oh. Good luck with that.
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- Mmm. Mmm-hmm.
- That's tough.
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- Bye, Patty.
- Bye, Fern.
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We'll see you next year.
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MALE AUTOMATED VOICE:
Thank you. Have a nice day.
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My husband worked
at the USG mine in Empire
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and I worked in human resources there
for a few years.
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That was my last full-time job.
I did a lot of part-time jobs.
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I cashiered at the Empire Store.
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I was a substitute teacher at
the school for five years...
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Didn't the Empire Mine shut down
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and then all of the resident
workers had to relocate?
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- Yeah, about a year ago.
- Wow.
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So, when do you need
to get back to work?
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Now?
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It is a tough time right now.
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You may want to consider
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registering for early retirement.
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I don't think I can get by
on the benefits, and, um...
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I need work. I like work.
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I'm not sure exactly what
you would be eligible for.
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- Hi there.
- FERN: Hi!
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I'm Rachel. I'm the manager
here at Fox Peak.
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Hi, I'm Fern.
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Hi, Fern.
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Um, I asked someone, they said
I could park here overnight.
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Oh, you're fine.
You're more than welcome.
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But you know,
the temperature is gonna drop.
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It gets really cold here at night.
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- Yeah, I know. I can tell.
- Really cold.
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Yeah.
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I don't want to overstep my bounds here.
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There is a church down by 7-Eleven.
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It's a Baptist church,
and they do have open beds.
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I'm gonna be good.
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Okay. Okay. We're here
if you need anything.
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Thank you.
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Mmm.
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Linda? Linda?
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Hey.
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Shh.
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So glad you came.
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- That's Bob Wells.
- Sit here. Keep the chair.
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Thank you.
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We not only accept
the tyranny of the dollar,
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the tyranny of the marketplace,
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we embrace it.
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We gladly throw the yoke
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of the tyranny of the dollar on
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and live by it our whole lives.
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I think of an analogy as a workhorse.
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The workhorse that is willing
to work itself to death
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and then be put out to pasture.
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And that's what happens
to so many of us.
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If society was throwing us away
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and sending us, the workhorse,
out to the pasture,
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we workhorses had to gather together
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and take care of each other.
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And that's what this is all about.
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The way I see it is that
the Titanic is sinking
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and economic times are changing.
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And so my goal is
to get the lifeboats out
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and get as many people
into the lifeboats as I can.
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SWANKIE: Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
There's plenty.
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DAVE: Yeah.
We got plenty. Jump and shout.
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- SWANKIE: How many vegans we got here?
- Let you know, huh?
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- FERN: What's that?
- SWANKIE: Vegan.
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DAVE: This is vegan.
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- No, I'm... I'm a carnivore.
- MAN: Yeah.
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- DAVE: Okay.
- Thank you. Yes.
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Okay. Thank you, though.
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- Looks good.
- DAVE: Another carnivore?
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- SWANKIE: She's a carnivore.
- DAVE: Okay.
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WOMAN: Mac 'n' cheese.
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Just tell me when.
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You good? More?
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Oh! She likes the red peppers.
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- Cilantro?
- No!
00:19:57.363 --> 00:19:58.443
No!
00:19:58.531 --> 00:19:59.646
SWANKIE: No! No, no.
00:20:06.539 --> 00:20:08.370
BRYCE: I'm a Vietnam vet.
00:20:08.457 --> 00:20:11.699
And, um, I got PTSD.
00:20:11.794 --> 00:20:15.002
I really can't handle loud noises,
00:20:15.089 --> 00:20:18.126
uh, big crowds, fireworks.
00:20:19.176 --> 00:20:22.134
I got a pickup truck and a camper.
00:20:22.221 --> 00:20:23.677
I can live out here...
00:20:24.557 --> 00:20:26.843
And be at peace.
00:20:29.937 --> 00:20:33.100
I had, um, finally convinced my grandpa,
00:20:33.190 --> 00:20:35.476
and my papa, and my mama,
00:20:35.568 --> 00:20:37.650
that we should
00:20:37.737 --> 00:20:41.195
take off in an RV and see the country.
00:20:41.282 --> 00:20:44.991
But then both of them were
told that they had cancer,
00:20:45.077 --> 00:20:47.659
they passed away three weeks apart.
00:20:47.747 --> 00:20:49.487
I began watching
00:20:49.582 --> 00:20:54.246
Bob Wells' videos on van-dwelling.
00:20:54.336 --> 00:20:56.042
Then I bought my van...
00:20:56.130 --> 00:20:59.167
Paint, because she takes me
where I ain't.
00:20:59.258 --> 00:21:01.544
And
00:21:01.635 --> 00:21:05.799
started my healing journey
two and a half years ago.
00:21:05.890 --> 00:21:07.972
MERLE: Um, I worked
for corporate America,
00:21:08.058 --> 00:21:09.548
you know, for 20 years.
00:21:09.643 --> 00:21:13.511
And my friend, Bill,
worked for the same company,
00:21:13.606 --> 00:21:16.973
and he had liver failure.
00:21:17.067 --> 00:21:19.649
A week before he was due to retire,
00:21:19.737 --> 00:21:24.106
HR called him in hospice, and said...
00:21:24.200 --> 00:21:27.317
"Let's talk about your retirement."
00:21:27.411 --> 00:21:30.073
And he died 10 days later,
00:21:30.164 --> 00:21:32.871
having never been able
to take that sailboat
00:21:32.958 --> 00:21:37.577
that he bought out of his driveway.
00:21:37.671 --> 00:21:40.458
And he missed out on everything.
00:21:41.300 --> 00:21:43.336
And he told me before he died,
00:21:43.427 --> 00:21:45.042
"Just don't waste any time, Merle.
00:21:45.137 --> 00:21:46.752
"Don't waste any time."
00:21:46.847 --> 00:21:48.929
So I retired as soon as I could.
00:21:49.016 --> 00:21:50.256
I didn't want my sailboat
00:21:50.351 --> 00:21:52.592
to be in the driveway when I died...
00:21:53.604 --> 00:21:56.596
so, yeah...
00:21:57.691 --> 00:21:59.306
And it's not.
00:21:59.401 --> 00:22:01.483
My sailboat's out here in the desert.
00:22:11.080 --> 00:22:13.742
BOB: I can't imagine
what you're going through,
00:22:15.167 --> 00:22:16.907
the loss of your husband,
00:22:17.002 --> 00:22:19.709
and the loss of your whole town,
and friends,
00:22:19.797 --> 00:22:21.583
and village,
00:22:21.674 --> 00:22:26.464
and that kind of loss is never easy.
00:22:26.554 --> 00:22:28.465
And I wish I had an easy answer for you.
00:22:28.556 --> 00:22:31.138
But I think you've come
to the right place
00:22:31.225 --> 00:22:32.385
to find an answer.
00:22:32.476 --> 00:22:33.761
I think that...
00:22:34.562 --> 00:22:36.518
I think connecting to nature
00:22:36.605 --> 00:22:39.768
and to a real true community and tribe,
00:22:39.859 --> 00:22:42.521
will make all the difference for you.
00:22:42.611 --> 00:22:43.817
I hope so.
00:23:09.138 --> 00:23:10.423
LINDA MAY: Hey, Fern.
00:23:10.514 --> 00:23:11.720
FERN: Hey, Linda.
00:23:11.807 --> 00:23:13.172
LINDA MAY: Come over and join us.
00:23:13.267 --> 00:23:15.007
FERN: No, I'm just gonna
take a little walk.
00:23:15.102 --> 00:23:17.593
- LINDA MAY: Okay.
- Be back soon.
00:24:20.668 --> 00:24:23.410
Hey. Good morning...
00:24:23.504 --> 00:24:25.119
- Bob.
- BOB: Morning.
00:24:45.818 --> 00:24:47.587
BOB: One of the questions
I get all the time is,
00:24:47.611 --> 00:24:48.880
"Bob, I have to live in the city.
00:24:48.904 --> 00:24:50.423
"I'd like to be out here, but I can't.
00:24:50.447 --> 00:24:53.610
"How can I avoid
the famous knock on the door?"
00:24:53.701 --> 00:24:55.441
So, I've developed what I call
00:24:55.536 --> 00:24:57.527
the Ten Commandments of Stealth Parking.
00:25:03.127 --> 00:25:06.085
Stop being so quiet.
00:25:06.171 --> 00:25:08.207
And then, in and out. Just make...
00:25:08.298 --> 00:25:09.663
You gotta make the hole bigger
00:25:09.758 --> 00:25:11.339
so the rope fits.
00:25:11.427 --> 00:25:13.463
Very... yeah. That's it. That's perfect.
00:25:15.180 --> 00:25:17.091
- WOMAN: Oh, my God. Ladies.
- Then you go...
00:25:20.144 --> 00:25:22.931
I love this lifestyle.
It is a lifestyle of freedom
00:25:23.022 --> 00:25:25.559
and beauty, and connection to the Earth.
00:25:25.649 --> 00:25:28.391
Yet there is a trade-off.
00:25:28.485 --> 00:25:30.976
You gotta learn how to
take care of your own shit.
00:25:32.322 --> 00:25:35.940
Most of us, in this lifestyle,
use a five-gallon bucket.
00:25:36.660 --> 00:25:40.619
Most of us are in vans
or something larger.
00:25:40.706 --> 00:25:42.367
I'm in a Prius,
00:25:43.250 --> 00:25:45.457
so I use a two-gallon bucket.
00:25:45.544 --> 00:25:47.864
If you have bad knees,
you could use a seven-gallon bucket.
00:25:50.758 --> 00:25:52.339
- Hi, Fern.
- Hi, guys.
00:25:57.431 --> 00:26:00.298
- Got these for you.
- Thank you. These are nice.
00:26:00.392 --> 00:26:01.392
FERN: Yeah.
00:26:01.477 --> 00:26:03.308
DAVE: She always has
some nice appliances.
00:26:05.314 --> 00:26:07.350
Here, you should take this one.
00:26:07.441 --> 00:26:09.352
That one's kind of funky.
00:26:09.443 --> 00:26:10.899
Oh. These yours?
00:26:10.986 --> 00:26:14.399
DAVE: Yeah. There's
a black hole in every van.
00:26:14.490 --> 00:26:17.823
Specially mine. One time I had
seven of these can openers.
00:26:17.910 --> 00:26:19.400
Doesn't happen to me.
00:26:19.495 --> 00:26:22.202
Trade you for a potholder. I make 'em.
00:26:22.289 --> 00:26:25.076
Okay, sure. Wow. What is this? Crochet?
00:26:25.167 --> 00:26:26.282
No. Something different.
00:26:28.212 --> 00:26:29.918
- FERN: Nice.
- DAVE: Wow, that is nice.
00:26:30.005 --> 00:26:31.040
- FERN: Yeah.
- DAVE: Wow.
00:26:31.131 --> 00:26:32.541
Uh-uh-uh. It's going home with me.
00:26:32.633 --> 00:26:34.043
Okay.
00:26:34.134 --> 00:26:35.249
See ya.
00:26:35.344 --> 00:26:36.880
- Thank you.
- Yep.
00:26:48.023 --> 00:26:50.264
Seems like the work
is not gonna be horrible.
00:26:50.359 --> 00:26:52.395
Uh-oh, uh-oh, it's sliding.
00:26:52.486 --> 00:26:55.478
- Do you take resumes?
- Um...
00:26:55.572 --> 00:26:57.358
I'll leave it with you, just in case.
00:26:57.449 --> 00:27:00.156
- No. Just go on...
- Go online?
00:27:00.244 --> 00:27:01.279
- Yeah.
- Oh, okay.
00:27:01.370 --> 00:27:03.281
I got a four-pack for $100.
00:27:03.372 --> 00:27:04.737
Just like that.
00:27:04.832 --> 00:27:06.538
Whoa!
00:27:06.625 --> 00:27:07.625
Did you feel it?
00:27:07.709 --> 00:27:08.937
MAN: That's what it does to people.
00:27:08.961 --> 00:27:11.001
- It scared me.
- MAN: It scares them away.
00:27:11.338 --> 00:27:13.499
You guys know how much money
is sitting here?
00:27:13.590 --> 00:27:15.922
It's like they're, uh, dinosaurs.
00:27:18.303 --> 00:27:21.045
Nope. Watch out, watch out.
00:27:21.140 --> 00:27:22.380
Watch the steps.
00:27:22.474 --> 00:27:23.660
AUTOMATED VOICE: Welcome aboard.
00:27:23.684 --> 00:27:24.684
Whoa.
00:27:24.768 --> 00:27:26.929
- Whoa.
- It's like a disco.
00:27:27.020 --> 00:27:28.635
Oh, my gosh.
00:27:29.898 --> 00:27:32.435
Oh, the lighting is beautiful.
00:27:32.526 --> 00:27:35.438
- Washer and dryer.
- Oh, my gosh.
00:27:35.529 --> 00:27:38.771
- You're kidding.
- Oh, man.
00:27:38.866 --> 00:27:40.948
Okay, ladies, where are we going?
00:27:41.034 --> 00:27:42.428
- LINDA MAY: Hawaii.
- SWANKIE: No, no.
00:27:42.452 --> 00:27:43.532
Well, yeah.
00:27:43.620 --> 00:27:45.827
Well, there's water
between here and there.
00:27:45.914 --> 00:27:47.575
Let's not go to the East Coast.
00:27:47.666 --> 00:27:49.327
There's no place big enough over there
00:27:49.418 --> 00:27:51.479
to park something this size.
00:27:51.503 --> 00:27:52.788
LINDA MAY: This is a magic bus.
00:27:52.880 --> 00:27:54.840
We could go to Hawaii.
00:27:54.923 --> 00:27:56.333
SWANKIE: Okay. Hawaii.
00:27:56.425 --> 00:27:58.211
CAMPERS: ♪ In our vans again ♪
00:27:59.845 --> 00:28:03.383
♪ Goin' places
that we've never been ♪
00:28:04.516 --> 00:28:06.052
♪ Going places ♪
00:28:06.143 --> 00:28:08.805
♪ We may never go again ♪
00:28:08.896 --> 00:28:12.855
♪ And we can't wait
to get in our vans again ♪
00:28:12.941 --> 00:28:15.557
♪ Rubber tramps again ♪
00:28:16.570 --> 00:28:20.279
♪ Like a band of Gypsies
we go down to Quartzsite ♪
00:28:21.116 --> 00:28:22.981
♪ We'll see Bob again ♪
00:28:23.076 --> 00:28:24.941
All right. In Quartzsite, Arizona,
00:28:25.037 --> 00:28:26.948
especially in the Quartzsite Yacht Club,
00:28:27.039 --> 00:28:28.950
line dancing is
a long-standing tradition,
00:28:29.041 --> 00:28:30.827
so here we go.
00:28:30.918 --> 00:28:33.330
♪ Well, I went down to Quartzsite ♪
00:28:33.420 --> 00:28:35.411
♪ Been trying to sell my wares ♪
00:28:35.505 --> 00:28:39.293
♪ I got a great selection
you can't find just anywhere ♪
00:28:39.384 --> 00:28:43.093
♪ Well, I know I've got no money
I hear it all the time ♪
00:28:43.180 --> 00:28:45.421
♪ I bet they'll be back tomorrow ♪
00:28:45.515 --> 00:28:47.005
♪ Cause that's your favorite line ♪
00:28:47.100 --> 00:28:49.557
♪ Well, I'm selling drink at half-price ♪
00:28:49.645 --> 00:28:51.055
♪ I'm taking out a loan ♪
00:28:51.146 --> 00:28:53.637
♪ Man, if I don't make some money soon ♪
00:28:53.732 --> 00:28:55.188
♪ I'll never get back home ♪
00:28:55.275 --> 00:28:58.358
♪ I got the Quartzsite vendor blues ♪
00:28:59.905 --> 00:29:03.318
Looks like you got a hankering
to go out there.
00:29:04.660 --> 00:29:06.616
No.
00:29:06.703 --> 00:29:07.863
You sure?
00:29:08.580 --> 00:29:09.580
Okay.
00:29:09.665 --> 00:29:11.280
- Come on.
- All right.
00:29:12.334 --> 00:29:14.871
♪ And we can start over ♪
00:29:14.962 --> 00:29:17.453
♪ With what could've been ♪
00:29:18.423 --> 00:29:19.959
There are no professionals here.
00:29:20.050 --> 00:29:21.506
♪ We'll hold each other close ♪
00:29:21.593 --> 00:29:25.051
♪ And fall in love again ♪
00:29:25.138 --> 00:29:27.754
♪ We'll hold each other close ♪
00:29:27.849 --> 00:29:31.216
♪ And fall in love again ♪
00:29:31.311 --> 00:29:37.181
♪ So have you ever thought of
getting back with me ♪
00:29:38.193 --> 00:29:44.280
♪ And maybe things can be
the way they used to be ♪
00:29:44.366 --> 00:29:47.358
♪ I swear I'll never hurt you ♪
00:29:47.452 --> 00:29:50.489
♪ I'll never set you free ♪
00:29:50.580 --> 00:29:55.620
♪ If you ever think
of getting back with me ♪
00:29:59.923 --> 00:30:02.005
WOMAN & MAN: Goodbye, Fern!
00:30:40.213 --> 00:30:42.044
Nice.
00:30:44.676 --> 00:30:46.696
MALE RADIO ANNOUNCER:
For your security while on the road,
00:30:46.720 --> 00:30:48.051
or out in the boondocks,
00:30:48.138 --> 00:30:50.720
so if there are any questions
you may have
00:30:50.807 --> 00:30:53.594
regarding RV system design, maintenance,
00:30:53.685 --> 00:30:55.266
and troubleshooting,
00:30:55.354 --> 00:30:57.720
stop on by today, and bring your rig,
00:30:57.814 --> 00:30:59.645
so that we can help you lake advantage
00:30:59.733 --> 00:31:02.440
of what Mother Nature
is offering for free.
00:31:41.691 --> 00:31:44.524
Hey, Ron. Can you come here a second?
00:31:44.611 --> 00:31:46.977
These guys have some really nice stuff.
00:31:47.697 --> 00:31:49.403
This is Noodle, Roxy. That's Ron.
00:31:49.491 --> 00:31:50.731
- How's it going, Ron?
- Noodle.
00:31:50.826 --> 00:31:51.969
Trying to make some gas money.
00:31:51.993 --> 00:31:53.529
- Roxy.
- BOTH: Nice to meet you.
00:31:53.620 --> 00:31:55.139
Yeah, I think
these are really nice, Ron.
00:31:55.163 --> 00:31:56.163
Look at that work.
00:31:56.248 --> 00:31:58.409
- It's got nice whoop-de-doos.
- Yeah, look at that.
00:31:58.500 --> 00:32:00.832
- Yeah. Look, look.
- I see those.
00:32:00.919 --> 00:32:01.999
Ron, look.
00:32:29.156 --> 00:32:30.862
MAN: Hello, ma'am.
00:32:30.949 --> 00:32:33.736
You by chance have an extra cigarette?
00:32:33.827 --> 00:32:35.818
FERN: Yeah, sure.
00:32:35.912 --> 00:32:37.743
Need a light?
00:32:37.831 --> 00:32:39.571
I'd love one.
00:32:43.044 --> 00:32:44.204
Need it?
00:32:44.296 --> 00:32:46.127
Well, sure. Thank you.
00:32:46.214 --> 00:32:47.545
- Yep.
- What's your name?
00:32:47.632 --> 00:32:49.247
- Fern.
- Fern, Derek.
00:32:49.342 --> 00:32:50.342
Hi, Derek.
00:32:50.427 --> 00:32:52.071
- Well, it's nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
00:32:52.095 --> 00:32:53.676
- I'll be seeing you.
- Mmm-hmm.
00:33:16.703 --> 00:33:17.909
SWANKIE: What?
00:33:18.663 --> 00:33:19.698
What?
00:33:19.789 --> 00:33:21.389
It's Fern, it's Fern, Swankie.
It's Fern.
00:33:24.294 --> 00:33:26.455
- Hey. Hi.
- Didn't you see the flag?
00:33:26.546 --> 00:33:27.899
- Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry.
- It means
00:33:27.923 --> 00:33:29.788
- I don't wanna be disturbed.
- I know.
00:33:29.883 --> 00:33:31.214
I need a ride to town.
00:33:31.301 --> 00:33:32.336
Why?
00:33:32.427 --> 00:33:34.338
I blew my tire.
00:33:34.429 --> 00:33:35.794
Well, go change it.
00:33:35.889 --> 00:33:37.049
I don't have a spare.
00:33:37.140 --> 00:33:38.255
You don't have a spare?
00:33:38.350 --> 00:33:40.510
You're out in the boondocks
and you don't have a spare?
00:33:45.524 --> 00:33:47.810
You can die out here.
You're out in the wilderness,
00:33:47.901 --> 00:33:49.437
far away from anybody.
00:33:49.528 --> 00:33:51.408
You can die out here.
Don't you understand that?
00:33:51.488 --> 00:33:52.728
You have to take it seriously.
00:33:52.822 --> 00:33:54.217
You have to have a way to get help.
00:33:54.241 --> 00:33:55.961
You have to be able
to change your own tire.
00:33:56.034 --> 00:33:57.570
I appreciate it. Thanks, Swankie.
00:33:57.661 --> 00:33:58.946
All right.
00:33:59.037 --> 00:34:01.198
You can... you can pay me back.
00:34:01.289 --> 00:34:03.746
I'm gonna go on this trip.
I'm getting ready to leave.
00:34:03.833 --> 00:34:06.245
I got a lot to do.
I can't get it all done fast enough.
00:34:06.336 --> 00:34:07.522
Yeah, sure. I owe ya. I owe ya.
00:34:07.546 --> 00:34:08.814
You can help me finish things up.
00:34:08.838 --> 00:34:10.233
- I really appreciate it.
- You got it.
00:34:10.257 --> 00:34:11.622
Here's what I suggest.
00:34:11.716 --> 00:34:13.252
Don't get AAA, okay?
00:34:13.343 --> 00:34:14.987
You gotta get something
like a SPOT device.
00:34:15.011 --> 00:34:16.217
A satellite tracking device.
00:34:16.304 --> 00:34:17.669
We need to soak the sandpaper.
00:34:17.764 --> 00:34:19.367
- It's called wet and dry.
- FERN: Mmm-hmm.
00:34:19.391 --> 00:34:20.722
SWANKIE: We need it to be wet.
00:34:20.809 --> 00:34:21.809
FERN: Ready?
00:34:21.893 --> 00:34:25.226
Ready. Yep.
00:34:25.313 --> 00:34:27.349
Now we need to mask the fender off,
00:34:27.440 --> 00:34:29.681
because white paint will land
on the fender, too.
00:34:29.776 --> 00:34:31.437
Put plastic over this.
00:34:31.528 --> 00:34:32.893
All right, let me just say
00:34:32.988 --> 00:34:35.274
that this is a lot more
complicated than I thought.
00:34:35.365 --> 00:34:36.650
Oh, it's very, very complicated.
00:34:36.741 --> 00:34:38.106
- Uh-huh.
- And it's taking me
00:34:38.201 --> 00:34:41.568
a long time to patch all
the peeling paint on this van.
00:34:42.289 --> 00:34:43.995
- So are you quitting on me?
- Okay.
00:34:44.082 --> 00:34:45.868
No, no, I'm not quitting.
00:34:45.959 --> 00:34:47.353
SWANKIE: When we get done with all this,
00:34:47.377 --> 00:34:48.742
I'm gonna give you all my paint.
00:34:48.837 --> 00:34:50.577
I don't want to take
any more of it with me,
00:34:50.672 --> 00:34:54.039
you can have it all 'cause
your van looks kind of...
00:34:54.843 --> 00:34:55.923
ratty.
00:34:56.011 --> 00:34:57.626
No, it doesn't.
00:34:57.721 --> 00:34:59.962
She does not. She just needs a wash.
00:35:00.056 --> 00:35:02.593
No. You take my paint.
00:35:19.576 --> 00:35:22.067
Ratty.
00:36:09.334 --> 00:36:11.040
Ugh. Ugh.
00:36:15.256 --> 00:36:17.713
Fern. It's Swankie.
00:36:17.801 --> 00:36:19.666
What? I'm indisposed.
00:36:19.761 --> 00:36:21.422
SWANKIE: Where did I get all this stuff?
00:36:21.513 --> 00:36:23.532
FERN: Yeah? Well, it adds up.
Where'd it come from?
00:36:23.556 --> 00:36:25.171
I just put on Facebook,
00:36:25.266 --> 00:36:26.927
Quartzsite Chatter, the other day
00:36:27.018 --> 00:36:28.498
that I was givin' all this stuff away
00:36:28.561 --> 00:36:30.426
and I asked people to come get it.
00:36:30.522 --> 00:36:31.978
So, I'm hopin' they do.
00:36:32.732 --> 00:36:33.892
I love this.
00:36:33.983 --> 00:36:35.063
SWANKIE: Take it.
00:36:35.151 --> 00:36:36.982
- You kidding?
- It's yours.
00:36:37.070 --> 00:36:38.230
Whoa, that's nice.
00:36:38.321 --> 00:36:39.721
You look really good in that chair.
00:36:40.740 --> 00:36:43.072
SWANKIE: And that's called
red, white, and blue jasper.
00:36:43.159 --> 00:36:44.274
What's that?
00:36:44.369 --> 00:36:47.236
That's petrified palm wood.
00:36:47.330 --> 00:36:49.946
And that's part of the same...
00:36:50.667 --> 00:36:52.908
- rock, and, uh...
- Mmm-hmm.
00:36:53.002 --> 00:36:54.162
Ouch!
00:36:54.254 --> 00:36:55.254
Um...
00:36:55.338 --> 00:36:56.857
- Careful, your arm.
- That's another one
00:36:56.881 --> 00:36:58.621
of the red, white, and blue.
00:37:00.427 --> 00:37:03.464
- What's going on? What?
- I don't feel very good.
00:37:03.555 --> 00:37:05.546
- I got a headache.
- Hey.
00:37:05.640 --> 00:37:07.722
Here. Sit down.
00:37:10.770 --> 00:37:11.976
Got it?
00:37:14.357 --> 00:37:15.938
What's goin' on? What do you need?
00:37:16.025 --> 00:37:17.390
My head hurts really, really bad
00:37:17.485 --> 00:37:19.225
and I'm nauseated.
00:37:19.320 --> 00:37:20.685
Water'll help? Would water help?
00:37:20.780 --> 00:37:21.780
Oh, yeah.
00:37:23.074 --> 00:37:25.235
- Oh, boy.
- Here.
00:37:27.370 --> 00:37:28.655
Careful, your arm.
00:37:36.337 --> 00:37:39.079
GIRL: Mrs. McQuarry
reminded me of someone.
00:37:43.762 --> 00:37:45.923
- FERN: You all right?
- Mmm-hmm.
00:37:47.557 --> 00:37:49.093
I guess I'm all right.
00:37:59.569 --> 00:38:00.809
You okay?
00:38:03.364 --> 00:38:04.399
SWANKIE: Um...
00:38:04.491 --> 00:38:06.573
Doctors told me that...
00:38:06.659 --> 00:38:10.072
Well, I had cancer removed
from my lung a while back
00:38:10.163 --> 00:38:13.496
and, small cell carcinoma.
00:38:13.583 --> 00:38:16.950
And they told me
it's spread to my brain.
00:38:17.045 --> 00:38:20.378
And they've only given me
seven or eight months to live.
00:38:21.174 --> 00:38:22.584
I'm sorry.
00:38:23.510 --> 00:38:24.590
I'm sorry.
00:38:24.677 --> 00:38:26.087
I'm gonna
00:38:26.179 --> 00:38:27.715
take my trip.
00:38:27.806 --> 00:38:29.421
I'm gonna go back to Alaska again,
00:38:29.516 --> 00:38:31.052
because of some good memories.
00:38:31.142 --> 00:38:32.848
And, um,
00:38:33.686 --> 00:38:36.018
just do what I have to do.
00:38:36.105 --> 00:38:39.472
I have this book called
Final Exit by Dr. Kevorkian.
00:38:39.567 --> 00:38:41.478
Some people call him Dr. Death.
00:38:41.569 --> 00:38:43.981
And it's like, various ways
00:38:44.072 --> 00:38:46.484
that you can end your life
if you need to.
00:38:46.574 --> 00:38:47.574
And, um,
00:38:47.659 --> 00:38:50.071
it's kind of like a recipe.
00:38:50.161 --> 00:38:53.153
I have it, if I have to fall
back on it for some ideas,
00:38:53.248 --> 00:38:55.785
but I'm not gonna spend any more time
00:38:55.875 --> 00:38:57.831
indoors in a hospital.
00:38:58.628 --> 00:38:59.913
No, thanks.
00:39:05.552 --> 00:39:07.713
I'm gonna be 75 this year
00:39:07.804 --> 00:39:09.965
and I think I've lived
a pretty good life.
00:39:10.056 --> 00:39:11.842
I've seen some really neat things,
00:39:11.933 --> 00:39:14.174
kayaking, all those places.
00:39:14.269 --> 00:39:17.602
And, you know, moose in the wild.
00:39:17.689 --> 00:39:21.102
A moose family on a river in Idaho.
00:39:21.192 --> 00:39:22.272
Um...
00:39:23.278 --> 00:39:25.644
And big, white pelicans landin'
00:39:25.738 --> 00:39:27.274
just six feet over my kayak
00:39:27.365 --> 00:39:29.071
on a lake in Colorado.
00:39:29.158 --> 00:39:30.318
Or, uh...
00:39:31.077 --> 00:39:35.161
Um, come around a bend, was a cliff,
00:39:35.248 --> 00:39:37.580
and find hundreds and hundreds
of swallow nests
00:39:37.667 --> 00:39:39.077
on the wall of the cliff.
00:39:39.168 --> 00:39:41.580
And the swallows flyin' all around.
00:39:41.671 --> 00:39:43.753
And reflecting in the water
00:39:43.840 --> 00:39:46.172
so it looks like I'm flying
with the swallows
00:39:46.259 --> 00:39:47.619
and they're under me, and over me,
00:39:47.677 --> 00:39:48.757
and all around me.
00:39:48.845 --> 00:39:50.927
And the little babies are hatchin' out
00:39:51.014 --> 00:39:52.754
and egg shells are fallin' out
of the nests,
00:39:52.849 --> 00:39:54.885
landin' on the water
and floatin' on the water.
00:39:54.976 --> 00:39:56.307
These little white shells.
00:39:56.394 --> 00:39:58.476
It's like, well, it's just so awesome.
00:39:58.563 --> 00:40:01.396
I felt like I'd done enough.
My life was complete.
00:40:01.482 --> 00:40:04.019
If I died right then, that moment,
00:40:24.589 --> 00:40:26.671
I don't know. Maybe when I die,
00:40:26.758 --> 00:40:28.919
my friends will gather around the fire
00:40:29.010 --> 00:40:31.843
and toss a rock into the fire
in memory of me.
00:40:38.353 --> 00:40:40.469
Oh, I see somethin' neat.
00:40:52.533 --> 00:40:55.491
Here we go. And then pull it up
00:40:55.578 --> 00:40:56.909
and close it up.
00:40:56.996 --> 00:40:58.111
- How's that?
- Oh.
00:40:58.206 --> 00:41:01.698
Oh! Look at this.
00:41:09.926 --> 00:41:12.167
My grandmother made that for me,
and gave it to me.
00:41:12.261 --> 00:41:14.422
So, enjoy. Take good care of it.
00:41:14.514 --> 00:41:16.550
- WOMAN: Thank you.
- Bye.
00:41:35.584 --> 00:41:39.384
♪ I believed that love was here to stay ♪
00:41:39.744 --> 00:41:44.213
♪ Won't you tell me
where I've gone astray ♪
00:41:44.214 --> 00:41:48.184
♪ Please answer me, my love ♪
00:41:48.984 --> 00:41:53.214
♪ If you're happier without me ♪
00:41:53.284 --> 00:41:57.744
♪ I'll try not to care ♪
00:41:58.114 --> 00:42:02.084
♪ But if you still think about me ♪
00:42:02.984 --> 00:42:07.343
♪ Please listen to my prayer ♪
00:42:07.344 --> 00:42:11.944
♪ You must know I've been true ♪
00:42:12.014 --> 00:42:16.114
♪ Won't you say that
we can start anew ♪
00:42:16.384 --> 00:42:20.514
♪ In my sorrow now I turn to you ♪
00:42:27.128 --> 00:42:29.494
FERN: Can I tell you somethin', Swankie?
00:42:29.589 --> 00:42:30.829
SWANKIE: What?
00:42:30.923 --> 00:42:33.710
Been thinkin' a lot about my husband Bo.
00:42:33.801 --> 00:42:35.382
When it got really bad at the end,
00:42:35.470 --> 00:42:36.710
they had him in the hospital
00:42:36.804 --> 00:42:38.169
on morphine drip
00:42:38.264 --> 00:42:40.721
and I would sit there at night,
in the hospital.
00:42:42.393 --> 00:42:43.724
And...
00:42:44.854 --> 00:42:47.721
I'd wanna put my thumb down
on that morphine drip
00:42:47.815 --> 00:42:49.521
just a little bit longer...
00:42:51.444 --> 00:42:52.900
So I could let him go.
00:42:54.322 --> 00:42:56.859
Maybe I should have tried harder
00:42:58.367 --> 00:43:02.030
so he could have gone sooner
without all that pain.
00:43:03.539 --> 00:43:05.370
Well, maybe he wouldn't have
wanted that.
00:43:05.458 --> 00:43:07.790
Maybe he was tryin' to stay
with you as long as he could.
00:43:14.133 --> 00:43:15.293
I did.
00:43:21.140 --> 00:43:22.721
SWANKIE: Bye, Fern.
00:43:56.551 --> 00:43:57.757
All right.
00:43:58.886 --> 00:44:01.502
♪ Hey, hey, how 'bout a drink? ♪
00:44:02.557 --> 00:44:06.015
♪ How about a toast to our friends? ♪
00:44:06.769 --> 00:44:09.806
♪ Not the friends
you're gonna see every day, no ♪
00:44:09.897 --> 00:44:12.479
♪ Instead we're gonna
drink to the friends ♪
00:44:12.567 --> 00:44:14.683
♪ Who had to go away ♪
00:44:14.777 --> 00:44:17.143
♪ I bet you know just who I mean ♪
00:44:17.238 --> 00:44:19.854
♪ The friends who had to depart ♪
00:44:19.949 --> 00:44:22.281
♪ The friends in our heart ♪
00:44:24.162 --> 00:44:26.824
♪ Ya hear the blues ♪
00:44:26.914 --> 00:44:28.996
♪ In my boogie ♪
00:44:29.083 --> 00:44:32.792
♪ Can you see the blood in my beer ♪
00:44:32.879 --> 00:44:36.087
♪ Just help me laugh at pain ♪
00:44:36.174 --> 00:44:39.507
♪ Help me smile away the tears ♪
00:45:19.717 --> 00:45:22.129
FERN: Fern!
00:46:50.182 --> 00:46:51.451
- Hey. How you doin'?
- Hi there.
00:46:51.475 --> 00:46:52.931
- Thank you very much.
- Yeah, sure.
00:46:53.019 --> 00:46:54.805
- It's just black, so...
- Ah, that's good.
00:46:57.273 --> 00:46:59.184
FERN: Hello. Coffee?
00:47:04.989 --> 00:47:07.105
- I know you.
- Yeah, hi. Dave. Right?
00:47:07.199 --> 00:47:08.564
Guess.
00:47:08.659 --> 00:47:10.069
- DAVE: Fern.
- Yes.
00:47:10.161 --> 00:47:11.901
I have your can opener.
00:47:11.996 --> 00:47:14.112
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you do.
00:47:14.206 --> 00:47:15.787
Are you working here now or...
00:47:15.875 --> 00:47:17.365
Yeah, first year.
00:47:17.460 --> 00:47:19.451
So, coffee?
00:47:19.545 --> 00:47:21.706
Uh... yeah, sure.
00:47:25.426 --> 00:47:27.087
- FERN: Yeah.
- DAVE: That's good.
00:47:28.721 --> 00:47:30.336
FERN: Black, so...
00:47:30.431 --> 00:47:33.264
If you want anything in it,
you gotta put it in. So, see ya.
00:47:33.351 --> 00:47:35.151
- Yeah. Have a good day.
- I'm your camp host.
00:47:35.227 --> 00:47:37.058
One thing you wanna make sure
00:47:37.146 --> 00:47:39.262
that you always do is put on gloves.
00:47:39.357 --> 00:47:40.767
You need to protect your health.
00:47:40.858 --> 00:47:43.565
We have people from all over
the world coming here.
00:47:43.652 --> 00:47:45.688
Give 'em a little puff.
00:47:45.780 --> 00:47:47.270
And that's it.
00:47:55.915 --> 00:47:58.702
The walls, too?
Or just that silver thing?
00:47:58.793 --> 00:48:00.433
- Oh, walls, too. Yes.
- Walls, too. Okay.
00:48:01.337 --> 00:48:04.545
LINDA MAY: Where do you go
to find scenery like this?
00:48:04.632 --> 00:48:06.072
- Right here is where you go.
- Yeah.
00:48:06.133 --> 00:48:08.294
- The Badlands.
- The Badlands.
00:48:09.553 --> 00:48:11.589
We be the bitches of the badlands.
00:48:20.940 --> 00:48:22.931
FERN: Look. Look.
00:48:27.530 --> 00:48:29.612
Ew!
00:48:29.698 --> 00:48:32.314
I don't want those on me. No.
00:48:32.410 --> 00:48:34.071
Some people.
00:48:34.161 --> 00:48:35.867
Oh, that's almost
a whole bag of Doritos.
00:48:35.955 --> 00:48:38.071
- Excuse me.
- FERN: Yeah?
00:48:38.165 --> 00:48:39.530
Hey.
00:48:39.625 --> 00:48:40.910
Are you the camp host?
00:48:41.001 --> 00:48:42.866
Yeah. I'm Fern. That's Linda May.
00:48:42.962 --> 00:48:44.202
- How you guys doin'?
- Good.
00:48:44.296 --> 00:48:45.607
- I'd shake your hand...
- I'm Victor.
00:48:45.631 --> 00:48:46.775
But you wouldn't. Not now.
00:48:46.799 --> 00:48:48.235
FERN: Yeah. You don't wanna touch these.
00:48:48.259 --> 00:48:49.465
Well, the power's out here.
00:48:49.552 --> 00:48:51.552
We're tryin' to have
our daughter's birthday party.
00:48:53.556 --> 00:48:54.556
Is it on?
00:48:54.640 --> 00:48:55.971
- VICTOR: It's on!
- All right!
00:48:56.058 --> 00:48:58.515
Do you want me to tie this one
on your wrist, too?
00:48:58.602 --> 00:49:00.308
KID: Oh, no! The wind's picking up!
00:49:01.147 --> 00:49:03.138
LINDA MAY: Oh, my. Oops.
00:49:03.232 --> 00:49:05.097
Which hand do you want it on?
00:49:05.192 --> 00:49:06.557
That one?
00:49:06.652 --> 00:49:08.392
What beautiful hands.
00:49:08.487 --> 00:49:11.069
- Thank you.
- There you go.
00:49:11.157 --> 00:49:13.569
Welcome to Badlands Spa.
00:49:13.659 --> 00:49:17.243
Can I please have a volunteer
from the audience?
00:49:17.329 --> 00:49:18.769
- LINDA MAY: Pick me.
- Okay.
00:49:23.252 --> 00:49:25.334
Oh, doesn't that feel wonderful?
00:49:25.421 --> 00:49:26.752
What's your name, miss?
00:49:26.839 --> 00:49:28.454
- Linda.
- Linda.
00:49:38.350 --> 00:49:39.715
MAN: Hi, may I help you?
00:49:39.810 --> 00:49:41.391
Yes. We're here for the tour.
00:49:41.479 --> 00:49:43.515
MAN: The tour will be
in about 15 minutes.
00:49:43.606 --> 00:49:45.083
LINDA MAY: Should we wait right here?
00:49:45.107 --> 00:49:46.547
MAN: You can wait if you want, here.
00:49:46.609 --> 00:49:48.249
I got a great map
of the local area, here.
00:49:48.277 --> 00:49:49.796
We have a schedule of some of the summer
00:49:49.820 --> 00:49:50.881
- activities right here.
- Hi.
00:49:50.905 --> 00:49:52.945
- MAN: You can take one.
- LINDA MAY: Oh, wonderful.
00:49:56.994 --> 00:49:58.859
- DAVE: There you go.
- LINDA MAY: Okay.
00:49:58.954 --> 00:50:01.195
This is gonna be really exciting.
00:50:01.290 --> 00:50:02.621
Rub two stones together.
00:50:03.876 --> 00:50:05.241
And you'll see what happens
00:50:05.336 --> 00:50:06.872
as they start to get like sand.
00:50:07.755 --> 00:50:11.339
That's why it's so easy
for a paleontologist
00:50:11.425 --> 00:50:12.915
to find fossils in here.
00:50:13.010 --> 00:50:14.529
BOY: Why are there holes in the rocks?
00:50:14.553 --> 00:50:16.509
DAVE: That's a...
That's a very good question.
00:50:16.597 --> 00:50:19.430
At one time, there was air
inside these rocks.
00:50:19.517 --> 00:50:22.304
Like little pockets,
little bubbles of gas.
00:50:23.354 --> 00:50:25.094
And they're trapped inside the rocks.
00:50:25.189 --> 00:50:27.805
That's what makes them
so, uh, breakable.
00:51:09.358 --> 00:51:11.519
DAVE: Hey, hey!
00:51:12.444 --> 00:51:14.856
Find anything interesting?
00:51:15.739 --> 00:51:17.104
FERN: Rocks!
00:51:23.080 --> 00:51:24.445
WOMAN: Hey, Fern!
00:51:35.426 --> 00:51:37.792
FERN: Hey, Greg.
00:51:37.886 --> 00:51:38.921
Line that up.
00:51:39.013 --> 00:51:40.128
Salute!
00:51:40.222 --> 00:51:41.462
ALL: To the Earthship.
00:51:41.557 --> 00:51:43.493
- To the Earthship, Linda May.
- To the Earthship.
00:51:43.517 --> 00:51:45.348
- Thank you.
- DAVE: You're welcome.
00:51:45.436 --> 00:51:46.676
Thank you.
00:51:49.773 --> 00:51:51.354
- Oh, yeah.
- LINDA MAY: Mmm-hmm.
00:51:51.442 --> 00:51:53.524
Oh, makes your voice go high.
00:51:53.611 --> 00:51:55.476
Oh, yeah. Mmm!
00:51:56.614 --> 00:51:57.614
Okay.
00:51:57.698 --> 00:52:00.815
This is my land in Arizona.
00:52:00.909 --> 00:52:03.070
I'm gonna build an Earthship
00:52:03.162 --> 00:52:05.528
that's a totally self-contained house,
00:52:05.623 --> 00:52:08.831
built out of tires,
and bottles, and cans.
00:52:08.917 --> 00:52:10.123
So it has no waste.
00:52:10.210 --> 00:52:12.826
It in no way harms the land, this house.
00:52:12.921 --> 00:52:15.128
- GREG: Self-sufficient?
- Self-sufficient.
00:52:15.215 --> 00:52:17.706
It looks like a living piece of art
00:52:17.801 --> 00:52:19.632
that you've made
with your own two hands.
00:52:19.720 --> 00:52:22.632
It's something that I can
leave to my grandchildren.
00:52:22.723 --> 00:52:25.840
This house would be there
for generations.
00:52:25.934 --> 00:52:27.674
Outlive us all.
00:52:27.770 --> 00:52:29.476
GREG: That's a good thing.
00:52:32.775 --> 00:52:34.265
LINDA MAY: There. Now we're on.
00:52:34.985 --> 00:52:36.976
When you get old, you get personality.
00:52:37.071 --> 00:52:38.402
DAVE: Yeah.
00:52:38.489 --> 00:52:41.481
LINDA MAY: I'm not gonna
see you for a while.
00:52:41.575 --> 00:52:43.111
But... But...
00:52:44.495 --> 00:52:47.032
Oh... Oh...
00:52:47.122 --> 00:52:49.534
You come and see me.
00:52:49.625 --> 00:52:51.911
You come and stay as long as you like.
00:52:52.002 --> 00:52:54.118
- Whenever you like.
- FERN: Mmm.
00:52:54.213 --> 00:52:56.078
- Okay.
- Thank you.
00:52:56.173 --> 00:52:58.539
- Oh...
- Thank you, Linda May.
00:52:58.634 --> 00:53:00.590
Oh, thank you.
00:53:00.678 --> 00:53:02.885
You have given me so much.
00:53:07.434 --> 00:53:09.299
- Okay. Okay.
- Okay. Okay.
00:53:47.599 --> 00:53:48.679
Hi, Fern.
00:53:48.767 --> 00:53:50.257
Hey.
00:53:50.352 --> 00:53:53.139
I was at the gas station, and, uh,
00:53:53.230 --> 00:53:54.891
and I think it's better if you don't
00:53:54.982 --> 00:53:56.418
drive through the park when it's dark
00:53:56.442 --> 00:53:58.182
for your cigarettes, so I got you these.
00:53:58.277 --> 00:53:59.312
FERN: What are they?
00:53:59.403 --> 00:54:00.813
Uh, licorice sticks.
00:54:00.904 --> 00:54:02.519
I can't smoke licorice sticks, Dave.
00:54:02.614 --> 00:54:04.730
I know, but you can chew on these,
00:54:04.825 --> 00:54:07.737
and, you know, they help curb the urge.
00:54:07.828 --> 00:54:09.284
I'm not gonna quit smoking, Dave.
00:54:09.371 --> 00:54:11.532
Yeah, I know, but you should try these.
00:54:12.249 --> 00:54:14.080
They're good for the digestion, too.
00:54:14.960 --> 00:54:16.916
Fine. Thanks.
00:54:17.004 --> 00:54:19.495
- What's going on?
- Ants. I've got ants.
00:54:19.590 --> 00:54:21.126
Oh, ants. They're okay.
00:54:21.216 --> 00:54:23.923
No, they're not.
They're in my food, Dave!
00:54:24.011 --> 00:54:25.467
I can do it. Thanks.
00:54:28.015 --> 00:54:29.175
Where do you want this?
00:54:29.266 --> 00:54:30.802
DAVE: Oh...
00:54:33.437 --> 00:54:35.098
Fern, I'm sorry.
00:54:35.189 --> 00:54:36.645
I'm sorry, I didn't know that...
00:54:36.732 --> 00:54:38.017
Go over there!
00:54:41.987 --> 00:54:43.193
You don't have to shout. Okay?
00:54:43.280 --> 00:54:44.360
Stay over there.
00:54:44.448 --> 00:54:45.528
I'm going.
00:55:23.028 --> 00:55:24.393
Okay.
00:55:34.122 --> 00:55:36.659
No, we're closed.
00:55:50.639 --> 00:55:52.925
CAROL: You are one of those lucky people
00:55:53.016 --> 00:55:54.927
that is from the United States.
00:55:55.018 --> 00:55:57.225
Of the US of A. Yes.
00:55:57.312 --> 00:55:59.394
- Yes, I am.
- And you can travel anywhere.
00:55:59.481 --> 00:56:00.596
Yes, ma'am. I know.
00:56:00.691 --> 00:56:02.727
And they sometimes call you
00:56:02.818 --> 00:56:04.524
- nomads...
- Yeah.
00:56:04.611 --> 00:56:06.442
Or people who don't have a home.
00:56:06.530 --> 00:56:09.112
I see that you have this ring.
00:56:09.199 --> 00:56:11.565
- FERN: Mmm-hmm.
- CAROL: Are you married?
00:56:11.660 --> 00:56:13.196
I am,
00:56:13.287 --> 00:56:15.699
but my husband died.
00:56:16.874 --> 00:56:18.284
CAROL: And so...
00:56:19.376 --> 00:56:20.536
I'm not gonna take that off.
00:56:20.627 --> 00:56:23.164
- That ring is a circle.
- FERN: Mmm-hmm.
00:56:23.255 --> 00:56:25.086
And it never ends.
00:56:25.841 --> 00:56:28.628
And that means
that your love never ends.
00:56:30.721 --> 00:56:34.384
And you may not be able
to take it off if you tried.
00:56:35.058 --> 00:56:36.138
I don't think I could.
00:56:36.226 --> 00:56:37.261
CAROL: No.
00:57:04.254 --> 00:57:06.370
Got a nice setup. The best one.
00:57:19.937 --> 00:57:21.928
He has a case of diverticulitis.
00:57:22.022 --> 00:57:23.637
Which is inflammation of his intestines.
00:57:23.732 --> 00:57:24.812
FERN: Uh-huh.
00:57:24.900 --> 00:57:27.482
So, earlier the surgeon went in
and did a laparoscopic surgery.
00:57:27.569 --> 00:57:28.854
He had surgery?
00:57:28.946 --> 00:57:30.527
DAVE: Ooh, Cup Noodles.
00:57:30.614 --> 00:57:32.525
Yeah. Well, it's good
for when you're sick.
00:57:32.616 --> 00:57:34.982
- DAVE: Wow.
- Animal crackers.
00:57:35.077 --> 00:57:36.157
And...
00:57:37.287 --> 00:57:38.447
For you.
00:57:40.582 --> 00:57:41.913
That's my favorite.
00:57:42.000 --> 00:57:43.536
I know.
00:57:43.627 --> 00:57:45.117
Thanks, Fern.
00:57:45.212 --> 00:57:46.873
So, what are you gonna do next?
00:57:48.006 --> 00:57:51.123
Uh, I'm gonna go to
the beet harvest in Nebraska.
00:57:51.218 --> 00:57:53.129
Uh, that doesn't start till October.
00:57:53.220 --> 00:57:54.460
How 'bout you?
00:57:55.097 --> 00:57:57.088
I'm gonna start in at Wall Drug.
00:57:57.182 --> 00:57:58.547
Yeah, I did that last year.
00:57:58.642 --> 00:58:00.598
I can see if they have another opening.
00:58:01.353 --> 00:58:02.638
- For me?
- Yeah.
00:58:02.729 --> 00:58:04.936
Got a great place to park.
00:58:07.192 --> 00:58:10.275
Enjoy your kippers. Get better. Bye.
00:58:25.335 --> 00:58:27.667
- How's it going?
- Good, good, good.
00:58:28.672 --> 00:58:30.003
One...
00:58:34.678 --> 00:58:36.322
- Hey, Michael!
- MICHAEL: Hey! How's it goin'?
00:58:36.346 --> 00:58:38.116
FERN: Good. Can I take
these tomatoes and onions?
00:58:38.140 --> 00:58:39.140
MICHAEL: Yes. Absolutely.
00:58:39.224 --> 00:58:40.339
Thank you.
00:58:48.859 --> 00:58:49.859
I don't like it.
00:58:49.943 --> 00:58:51.212
One up over the right side there.
00:58:51.236 --> 00:58:52.476
Okay.
00:58:52.571 --> 00:58:55.028
Please don't let her face get near me.
00:58:55.115 --> 00:58:56.696
Oh, sheesh.
00:58:56.783 --> 00:58:59.525
- Oh, my gosh.
- TERRY: Isn't she beautiful?
00:59:00.996 --> 00:59:03.328
FERN: I'm kinda kidding,
but I'm not, really.
00:59:04.249 --> 00:59:06.706
Oh, no. It's really
squeezing my arm a lot.
00:59:06.793 --> 00:59:07.873
That's me.
00:59:08.837 --> 00:59:09.872
Okay.
00:59:09.963 --> 00:59:11.373
FERN: Yeah!
00:59:11.465 --> 00:59:13.126
He didn't get it.
00:59:13.216 --> 00:59:15.958
Oh, my God, look at how gross it is.
00:59:16.053 --> 00:59:18.795
Ew. No! Get out of there,
Terry. Get out! Get out!
00:59:18.889 --> 00:59:20.408
DAVE: He's fine, Fern. Fern, he's fine.
00:59:20.432 --> 00:59:22.201
- FERN: No, no. No, no.
- DAVE: He's fine, he's fine.
00:59:22.225 --> 00:59:23.305
Look. Just look.
00:59:23.393 --> 00:59:25.600
What is it? What's he feeding them? Oh!
00:59:25.687 --> 00:59:27.165
Probably chicken or something like that.
00:59:27.189 --> 00:59:28.304
FERN: No. It's rabbits.
00:59:28.398 --> 00:59:29.718
DAVE: Look at that. Look at that.
00:59:29.775 --> 00:59:31.766
- Look at his eyes.
- Yeah, yeah. He wants you.
00:59:31.860 --> 00:59:33.646
He wants you next.
00:59:33.737 --> 00:59:35.068
You get in there.
00:59:35.155 --> 00:59:36.645
I don't wanna be the one.
00:59:36.740 --> 00:59:38.696
He's gonna come right through the glass.
01:00:03.600 --> 01:00:05.261
Pack in, pack out.
01:00:22.327 --> 01:00:24.693
I think they were actually this big.
01:00:39.010 --> 01:00:41.171
BRAD: First thing
we need to do is ask you
01:00:41.263 --> 01:00:42.719
to turn off your bright lights.
01:00:42.806 --> 01:00:44.408
- WOMAN: I can.
- KID: Oh, it's right there.
01:00:44.432 --> 01:00:46.343
BRAD: Right, straight up, overhead.
01:00:46.434 --> 01:00:48.720
That's the star, Vega.
01:00:48.812 --> 01:00:50.643
But it's 24 light-years away.
01:00:50.730 --> 01:00:51.730
- FERN: Wow.
- MAN: Wow.
01:00:51.815 --> 01:00:53.430
So what that means
01:00:53.525 --> 01:00:56.562
is the light that you're looking at
01:00:56.653 --> 01:01:00.020
left Vega in 1987.
01:01:00.115 --> 01:01:02.026
Wow.
01:01:02.117 --> 01:01:03.402
WOMAN: And it just got here?
01:01:03.493 --> 01:01:04.493
And it just got here.
01:01:04.578 --> 01:01:07.991
So the telescope is set up on Jupiter.
01:01:08.790 --> 01:01:12.032
Jupiter is the largest planet in our
01:01:12.127 --> 01:01:14.334
entire solar system.
01:01:14.421 --> 01:01:16.912
Stars blow up, and they shoot plasma
01:01:17.007 --> 01:01:18.838
and atoms out into space.
01:01:18.925 --> 01:01:20.756
Sometimes land on Earth.
01:01:20.844 --> 01:01:22.550
Nourish the soil.
01:01:22.637 --> 01:01:25.253
They become part of you.
01:01:25.348 --> 01:01:27.885
So, hold out your right hand...
01:01:28.727 --> 01:01:30.968
- and look at a star.
- WOMAN: Wow.
01:01:31.062 --> 01:01:34.395
BRAD: Because there are atoms
01:01:34.482 --> 01:01:37.940
from stars that blew up eons ago
01:01:38.028 --> 01:01:39.984
that landed on this planet,
01:01:40.071 --> 01:01:42.403
and now they're in your hand.
01:01:51.917 --> 01:01:52.952
- MAN: Hi.
- Hi.
01:01:53.043 --> 01:01:54.408
Sorry, we're closed.
01:01:54.502 --> 01:01:57.039
Uh... I'm looking for Dave.
01:01:57.130 --> 01:01:58.995
I'm his son, James.
01:01:59.883 --> 01:02:02.249
He's in the kitchen.
Around the counter there.
01:02:02.344 --> 01:02:03.834
- That one?
- Yeah.
01:02:07.933 --> 01:02:10.595
JAMES: In Nashville,
we recorded a record...
01:02:17.234 --> 01:02:19.145
I got it. I got it. I got it.
01:02:24.616 --> 01:02:26.527
I've been through here.
01:02:26.618 --> 01:02:28.074
- Oh, yeah?
- A couple times, yeah.
01:02:28.161 --> 01:02:29.492
FERN: Huh.
01:02:29.579 --> 01:02:30.785
This place, man.
01:02:31.539 --> 01:02:34.155
I don't know why anybody
would wanna live here.
01:02:34.918 --> 01:02:37.204
Well, I can think of worse places.
01:02:39.089 --> 01:02:41.171
You wanna know a good way
to get to know a place?
01:02:41.258 --> 01:02:42.293
FERN: What?
01:02:43.134 --> 01:02:44.624
AA meetings.
01:02:44.719 --> 01:02:46.584
- Really?
- I mean, for me.
01:02:47.472 --> 01:02:49.753
Back when I was with the band,
and I was travelin' around,
01:02:50.892 --> 01:02:52.452
I used to go to AA meetings everywhere.
01:02:52.519 --> 01:02:55.199
It was a great way to get to know people
and to get to know a place.
01:02:55.730 --> 01:02:57.061
How's the burger?
01:02:58.441 --> 01:03:00.056
Well, it's not bad. Yeah?
01:03:00.151 --> 01:03:01.641
He's a good cook, your dad.
01:03:01.736 --> 01:03:03.692
It's not that hard to make a burger.
01:03:03.780 --> 01:03:06.146
Cold.
01:03:06.241 --> 01:03:08.302
- DAVE: That's his wife, Emily.
- FERN: Oh, she's cute.
01:03:08.326 --> 01:03:09.862
Hope she's older than she looks.
01:03:10.453 --> 01:03:11.659
DAVE: She's gonna have a baby.
01:03:12.539 --> 01:03:14.154
You're gonna be a grandpa.
01:03:14.249 --> 01:03:15.739
When's she due?
01:03:15.834 --> 01:03:17.119
In two weeks, he said.
01:03:17.210 --> 01:03:18.871
He's on his way home now.
01:03:20.171 --> 01:03:22.378
- Asked me to come with him.
- You should go.
01:03:31.349 --> 01:03:32.509
DAVE: I was...
01:03:34.811 --> 01:03:36.176
I was, uh...
01:03:38.648 --> 01:03:40.730
He didn't like it very much
01:03:40.817 --> 01:03:42.227
that I wasn't around when he was...
01:03:42.319 --> 01:03:43.559
when he was young.
01:03:43.653 --> 01:03:46.395
I tried to be around when he was older,
01:03:46.489 --> 01:03:49.572
but he was into his thing,
and I was into mine
01:03:51.369 --> 01:03:55.203
and I guess,
I just forgot how to be a dad.
01:03:57.500 --> 01:03:59.491
Anyway, I wasn't very good at it.
01:04:01.171 --> 01:04:03.002
Don't think about it too much, Dave.
01:04:03.089 --> 01:04:05.330
Just go. Be a grandfather.
01:04:17.854 --> 01:04:19.560
You wanna come with me?
01:04:23.401 --> 01:04:25.312
Maybe I can visit sometime.
01:04:26.821 --> 01:04:27.821
Great.
01:04:29.866 --> 01:04:31.151
'Night.
01:04:31.242 --> 01:04:32.357
DAVE: 'Night.
01:06:33.364 --> 01:06:35.525
♪ It's been many years since ♪
01:06:35.617 --> 01:06:39.451
♪ I started out for that gold ♪
01:06:43.666 --> 01:06:48.160
♪ Findin' bits and pieces
all worth their reach ♪
01:06:48.254 --> 01:06:50.586
♪ I've carried on ♪
01:07:52.235 --> 01:07:53.725
FERN: Huh.
01:08:08.793 --> 01:08:11.250
FERN: You made it, Swankie.
01:08:44.120 --> 01:08:45.326
Thanks, man.
01:08:47.206 --> 01:08:50.619
Then I'm gonna get the big G
right here. For Georgia.
01:08:50.710 --> 01:08:52.416
And the big bulldog right here.
01:08:52.503 --> 01:08:54.664
It'll be a full half sleeve
for the Georgia Bulldogs.
01:09:33.920 --> 01:09:35.831
Oh, Jesus!
01:09:40.301 --> 01:09:42.758
MAN: No overnight parking.
You can't sleep here.
01:09:42.845 --> 01:09:44.710
I'm leaving. I'm leaving.
01:10:13.459 --> 01:10:18.249
Okay, what we've got is parts and labor,
01:10:18.339 --> 01:10:20.705
- $2,300 and tax.
- Okay.
01:10:20.800 --> 01:10:23.462
JEREMY: I just looked up
the value on your van.
01:10:23.553 --> 01:10:25.089
With that high a mileage,
01:10:25.179 --> 01:10:27.795
you're lookin' about $5,000 at the most.
01:10:27.890 --> 01:10:31.223
I'd probably recommend, um,
01:10:31.310 --> 01:10:32.800
taking that money and putting it
01:10:32.895 --> 01:10:34.039
towards a different vehicle
so that you...
01:10:34.063 --> 01:10:35.928
No, no. Well, I can't do that.
01:10:36.023 --> 01:10:39.356
I can't do that.
See, 'cause... All right. Um...
01:10:39.444 --> 01:10:42.277
I, uh, spent a lot of time and money
01:10:42.363 --> 01:10:44.854
building the inside out, and, um,
01:10:44.949 --> 01:10:46.135
a lot of people don't understand
01:10:46.159 --> 01:10:47.524
the value of that.
01:10:47.618 --> 01:10:50.360
But it's not somethin', like, we can...
01:10:54.459 --> 01:10:55.824
I live in there.
01:10:56.836 --> 01:10:58.326
It's my home.
01:10:58.421 --> 01:11:01.333
Why can't you just wire it to me, Doll?
01:11:01.424 --> 01:11:03.039
I can pay you... I can...
01:11:03.134 --> 01:11:05.170
Dolly, listen, I can pay you back.
01:11:05.261 --> 01:11:07.377
I'm gonna do Amazon again soon.
01:11:07.472 --> 01:11:10.805
I'll be able to pay you back
as soon as I get that check.
01:11:10.892 --> 01:11:12.052
It's gonna be...
01:11:15.980 --> 01:11:17.345
Yeah... I'm being stubborn?
01:11:17.440 --> 01:11:19.055
Well, I think you're being a bitch.
01:12:03.486 --> 01:12:04.521
Hi.
01:12:04.612 --> 01:12:05.977
Hi, Fern.
01:12:06.072 --> 01:12:07.357
The doorbell works.
01:12:07.448 --> 01:12:09.655
Yeah, well, I didn't hear it, so...
01:12:09.742 --> 01:12:11.778
Hey.
01:12:12.870 --> 01:12:15.327
GEORGE: You want yours
with cheese on it? All right.
01:12:15.414 --> 01:12:18.030
- Got my famous four-egg cake.
- All right.
01:12:18.125 --> 01:12:19.603
Dolly talked me into it.
Where do you want it?
01:12:19.627 --> 01:12:20.958
Okay. Yeah, put it there, Fern.
01:12:21.045 --> 01:12:22.501
FERN: Here? Okay.
01:12:23.506 --> 01:12:25.150
- GEORGE: All right.
- Ooh, that looks good.
01:12:25.174 --> 01:12:26.610
- GEORGE: Mmm-hmm.
- I want that one.
01:12:26.634 --> 01:12:27.919
GEORGE: All right, that's yours.
01:12:28.010 --> 01:12:29.841
- It's got your name on it.
- Double cheese,
01:12:29.929 --> 01:12:31.715
- please.
- GEORGE: You want cheese?
01:12:31.806 --> 01:12:34.013
- I want two slices, please.
- Okay.
01:12:36.561 --> 01:12:38.768
DOLLY:
Uh, this is my sister, Fern.
01:12:38.855 --> 01:12:40.186
- Fern?
- Hi, Fern. I'm Jim.
01:12:40.273 --> 01:12:41.433
Hi. Sorry. Lime on my hand.
01:12:41.524 --> 01:12:43.210
JIM: Nice to meet you.
This is my wife, Pam.
01:12:43.234 --> 01:12:44.711
- Hi, Pam. Sorry, wet hand.
- PAM: Hi.
01:12:44.735 --> 01:12:46.880
DOLLY: Jim has been working
with George for a long time.
01:12:46.904 --> 01:12:48.895
Yeah, George actually
sold us our first house
01:12:48.990 --> 01:12:50.321
before I got in real estate.
01:12:50.408 --> 01:12:51.693
Did they tell you how they met?
01:12:51.784 --> 01:12:52.784
JIM: No.
01:12:52.869 --> 01:12:54.780
I introduced them.
01:12:54.871 --> 01:12:57.112
I introduced you to George,
but I knew George before.
01:12:57.206 --> 01:13:00.414
So, I took her out
and I said, "Listen, um...
01:13:01.627 --> 01:13:03.743
"George is a really good friend of mine.
01:13:03.838 --> 01:13:05.874
"I don't want you to mess this up.
01:13:05.965 --> 01:13:08.331
"If you're not serious about him,
01:13:08.426 --> 01:13:10.462
"don't mess with him."
01:13:10.553 --> 01:13:12.168
And I didn't mess it up.
01:13:12.263 --> 01:13:14.299
And you said,
"What are you talkin' about?"
01:13:14.390 --> 01:13:16.722
And so, how many years
have you been together?
01:13:17.602 --> 01:13:18.682
30 plus.
01:13:18.769 --> 01:13:20.998
- Worked out pretty good.
- Yeah, worked out pretty good.
01:13:21.022 --> 01:13:23.308
I was able to take care of it
on my own, actually,
01:13:23.399 --> 01:13:25.481
after that introduction.
You're welcome.
01:13:25.568 --> 01:13:27.421
NEIGHBOR PAUL:
Things are looking good right now.
01:13:27.445 --> 01:13:30.608
The prices are goin' up.
2012 was a winner.
01:13:30.698 --> 01:13:32.359
I mean, I wish I would
have had the money
01:13:32.450 --> 01:13:33.690
in 2008 to buy everything,
01:13:33.784 --> 01:13:35.399
so I could sell it now.
01:13:35.494 --> 01:13:38.531
Seems like real estate
always ends up on the upside.
01:13:38.623 --> 01:13:40.454
I don't wanna disagree with you,
01:13:40.541 --> 01:13:42.202
but I have to say I do.
01:13:43.669 --> 01:13:47.161
It's strange that you encourage people
01:13:47.256 --> 01:13:50.999
to invest their whole
life savings, go into debt,
01:13:51.093 --> 01:13:53.209
just to buy a house they can't afford.
01:13:54.221 --> 01:13:55.757
GEORGE: Fern,
01:13:55.848 --> 01:13:59.056
that's a rather limited look
at what we do.
01:13:59.143 --> 01:14:00.553
Is it limited, George?
01:14:00.645 --> 01:14:03.728
GEORGE: I mean, we're not
all in a position to just
01:14:03.814 --> 01:14:05.270
chuck everything and hit the road.
01:14:05.358 --> 01:14:07.394
Oh, you think that's what
I've done, George?
01:14:07.485 --> 01:14:10.522
I chucked everything to hit
the road? Is that what I did?
01:14:10.613 --> 01:14:13.104
GEORGE: All right. I'm sorry.
01:14:16.744 --> 01:14:20.908
You know, I think that, um,
what the nomads are doing
01:14:20.998 --> 01:14:23.205
is not that different
than what the pioneers did.
01:14:24.377 --> 01:14:26.663
I think Fern's part
of an American tradition.
01:14:27.421 --> 01:14:28.786
I think it's great.
01:14:34.553 --> 01:14:36.089
- Hey.
- Hi.
01:14:39.934 --> 01:14:41.299
Here you go.
01:14:43.354 --> 01:14:45.640
Okay. Yeah, thanks.
01:14:46.273 --> 01:14:47.638
You know I'll pay you back, right?
01:14:47.733 --> 01:14:49.314
DOLLY: Mmm-hmm.
01:14:49.402 --> 01:14:51.017
- I will.
- Mmm-hmm.
01:14:53.406 --> 01:14:54.987
Why don't you move in with us?
01:14:55.074 --> 01:14:56.359
I can't live here.
01:14:56.450 --> 01:14:58.031
I can't live in this room.
01:14:58.119 --> 01:15:00.861
I can't sleep in this bed.
Thank you, but I can't...
01:15:00.955 --> 01:15:02.320
I know, we're not as interesting
01:15:02.415 --> 01:15:03.780
as the people you meet out there.
01:15:03.874 --> 01:15:05.284
That's not what I'm talkin' about.
01:15:05.376 --> 01:15:06.536
No, that's what it is.
01:15:06.627 --> 01:15:10.165
It's always what's out there
that's more interesting.
01:15:10.840 --> 01:15:13.081
You left home as soon as you could,
01:15:13.175 --> 01:15:16.667
you married Bo after just
knowing him a few months,
01:15:16.762 --> 01:15:19.128
and then you moved to
the middle of nowhere with him.
01:15:19.223 --> 01:15:21.760
And then even after Bo passed away,
01:15:22.643 --> 01:15:24.884
you still stayed in Empire.
01:15:24.979 --> 01:15:28.187
I just didn't get it.
I mean, you could have left...
01:15:28.274 --> 01:15:29.514
Yeah.
01:15:32.695 --> 01:15:36.187
See, that's why I can't come here.
01:15:39.076 --> 01:15:40.566
I never said this to you before,
01:15:40.661 --> 01:15:41.992
and maybe I should have...
01:15:42.663 --> 01:15:44.119
You know, when you were growin' up,
01:15:44.206 --> 01:15:46.663
you were eccentric to other people.
01:15:46.751 --> 01:15:48.332
You maybe seemed weird,
01:15:48.419 --> 01:15:51.252
but it was just because you were braver,
01:15:51.338 --> 01:15:53.795
and more honest than everybody else.
01:15:55.676 --> 01:16:00.090
And you could see me
when I was hiding from everybody.
01:16:01.307 --> 01:16:05.175
And sometimes you could see me
before I saw myself.
01:16:09.440 --> 01:16:10.896
I needed that in my life.
01:16:12.318 --> 01:16:14.434
And you're my sister.
01:16:14.528 --> 01:16:17.736
I would have loved having
you around all these years.
01:16:19.700 --> 01:16:23.067
You left a big hole by leaving.
01:16:29.335 --> 01:16:31.121
That one's on me.
01:17:36.193 --> 01:17:37.228
FERN: Hey.
01:17:37.987 --> 01:17:40.569
Hi. Want a sandwich? You hungry?
01:17:40.656 --> 01:17:42.817
I think I've met you before.
01:17:43.534 --> 01:17:44.694
Yeah, I'm Fern.
01:17:44.785 --> 01:17:46.992
I was workin' at T-Rock in Quartzsite.
01:17:47.079 --> 01:17:48.489
- Fern.
- Mmm-hmm.
01:17:48.581 --> 01:17:50.461
You let Noodle sell
his rocks there, didn't you?
01:17:50.541 --> 01:17:51.541
Yeah.
01:17:51.625 --> 01:17:53.741
Would you like a beer?
01:17:53.836 --> 01:17:54.951
Uh...
01:17:55.045 --> 01:17:56.956
Yeah, okay.
I'll trade you for a sandwich.
01:17:57.673 --> 01:17:59.459
- Well, here you go.
- Thanks.
01:17:59.550 --> 01:18:00.665
It's cold, you know.
01:18:00.759 --> 01:18:02.028
You should sit down by the fire.
01:18:02.052 --> 01:18:03.655
Got a little trouble
with my knees, though.
01:18:03.679 --> 01:18:04.679
Can you help me?
01:18:04.763 --> 01:18:06.424
- Of course.
- Thanks, man.
01:18:06.515 --> 01:18:08.221
Yeah, that'll do it. Yeah.
01:18:08.309 --> 01:18:09.765
- All right.
- Great. Thanks.
01:18:09.852 --> 01:18:12.434
You gave me a light back in Quartzsite.
01:18:12.521 --> 01:18:14.682
FERN: Mmm-hmm. You still have it?
01:18:14.773 --> 01:18:19.267
No, that's long gone.
But I do have this for ya.
01:18:19.361 --> 01:18:20.692
Want you to have it.
01:18:22.281 --> 01:18:24.693
Thanks. It's really beautiful.
01:18:24.783 --> 01:18:26.694
What is that? What's that stone?
01:18:26.785 --> 01:18:28.275
That there is dinosaur bone.
01:18:28.370 --> 01:18:29.370
Really?
01:18:29.455 --> 01:18:30.615
Uh, I think so.
01:18:30.706 --> 01:18:32.466
But I only know
what they tell me.
01:18:32.541 --> 01:18:34.372
Where are your mom and dad?
01:18:34.460 --> 01:18:35.996
Back home in Wisconsin.
01:18:36.086 --> 01:18:37.826
You think they worry about you?
01:18:41.550 --> 01:18:42.960
You don't get lonely?
01:18:43.844 --> 01:18:44.959
Got a girlfriend anywhere?
01:18:45.721 --> 01:18:46.836
Well,
01:18:47.598 --> 01:18:49.554
to be truthful, well, there is one.
01:18:49.642 --> 01:18:51.007
FERN: Mmm-hmm.
01:18:51.101 --> 01:18:53.342
She lives up in the North Country.
01:18:53.437 --> 01:18:55.018
Small farm.
01:18:55.105 --> 01:18:57.187
She's happy with her life there.
01:18:59.105 --> 01:19:02.665
I... write letters to her.
01:19:02.863 --> 01:19:05.650
Oh, smart man.
Very good. Letters are good.
01:19:05.741 --> 01:19:08.949
I just can't ever write about anything
01:19:09.036 --> 01:19:11.618
I reckon she'd care about.
01:19:13.999 --> 01:19:15.660
You ever try poems?
01:19:17.253 --> 01:19:18.584
Can't say I have.
01:19:19.296 --> 01:19:21.287
I don't think I know a one.
01:19:22.049 --> 01:19:23.710
Do you know any?
01:19:23.801 --> 01:19:27.760
How about one that I used
for my wedding vow?
01:19:27.846 --> 01:19:30.462
When I was not much older than you.
01:19:30.557 --> 01:19:32.343
Oh, right on.
01:19:32.434 --> 01:19:34.015
Mind if I hear it?
01:19:34.103 --> 01:19:36.264
Okay. Let's see if I can remember it.
01:19:36.355 --> 01:19:37.470
Um...
01:19:40.359 --> 01:19:42.850
"Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
01:19:43.529 --> 01:19:45.485
"Thou art more lovely
and more temperate.
01:19:46.323 --> 01:19:49.281
"Rough winds do shake
the darling buds of May.
01:19:49.368 --> 01:19:53.486
"And summer's lease
hath all too short a date.
01:19:54.373 --> 01:19:57.991
"Sometime too hot
the eye of heaven shines.
01:19:58.085 --> 01:20:01.623
"And often is
his gold complexion dimmed.
01:20:01.714 --> 01:20:05.798
"And every fair from fair
sometimes declines.
01:20:05.884 --> 01:20:09.877
"By chance or nature's
changing course undimmed.
01:20:10.764 --> 01:20:14.348
"But thy eternal summer shall not fade.
01:20:14.435 --> 01:20:18.269
"Nor lose possession
of that fair thou ow'st.
01:20:18.355 --> 01:20:19.515
"Nor...
01:20:20.399 --> 01:20:21.764
"shall...
01:20:21.859 --> 01:20:26.319
"Nor shall death brag
thou walkest in his shade.
01:20:26.405 --> 01:20:29.943
"When in eternal lines to time
thou grow'st.
01:20:31.368 --> 01:20:35.907
"So long as men can breathe
and eyes can see.
01:20:35.998 --> 01:20:40.583
"So long lives this,
and this gives life to thee."
01:22:40.414 --> 01:22:41.995
DAVE: Fern!
01:22:42.082 --> 01:22:43.743
- Hey!
- Hi!
01:22:43.834 --> 01:22:44.994
Hey.
01:22:50.132 --> 01:22:51.497
Hi. You made it.
01:22:51.592 --> 01:22:52.627
Yeah.
01:22:52.718 --> 01:22:53.958
Good.
01:22:56.805 --> 01:23:00.013
- Hey. Yeah. It's nice.
- Wow. Wow.
01:23:00.100 --> 01:23:02.182
Well, hey. Come here.
01:23:02.269 --> 01:23:03.759
Come on in.
01:23:03.854 --> 01:23:05.594
- I'll get that.
- Okay.
01:23:08.317 --> 01:23:11.059
This is Emily, my daughter-in-law.
01:23:11.153 --> 01:23:12.484
- I'm Fern.
- So nice to meet you.
01:23:12.571 --> 01:23:14.152
FERN: Hi. Welcome.
01:23:14.239 --> 01:23:16.480
- Hey, everybody.
- Hey! There you are!
01:23:16.575 --> 01:23:17.781
DAVE: This is Fern.
01:23:17.868 --> 01:23:19.984
Hey. Hi, I'm Mike.
01:23:20.078 --> 01:23:21.318
- Hi.
- Nice to meet you.
01:23:21.413 --> 01:23:23.349
- Nice to meet you. Thank you.
- Welcome, welcome.
01:23:23.373 --> 01:23:24.658
DAVE: And you know James.
01:23:24.750 --> 01:23:25.956
FERN: Hi, James. How are you?
01:23:26.043 --> 01:23:27.187
Hi. How are you? It's nice to see you.
01:23:27.211 --> 01:23:28.291
FERN: Thanks for having me.
01:23:28.378 --> 01:23:30.023
- Who's that? Is that the guy?
- This is Damien.
01:23:30.047 --> 01:23:31.087
- FERN: Hi.
- He's the guy.
01:23:31.131 --> 01:23:32.792
- Hi, Damien.
- Say hi.
01:23:32.883 --> 01:23:33.918
How's your drive?
01:23:34.009 --> 01:23:35.840
It was great. Little hairy on the end.
01:23:35.928 --> 01:23:37.134
That's a scary road.
01:23:37.221 --> 01:23:39.212
MIKE: In your van?
I've heard about your van.
01:23:39.306 --> 01:23:41.092
- Yeah, yeah.
- MIKE: I'd like to see it.
01:23:41.183 --> 01:23:44.220
I'll, uh, introduce you
at some point. Thanks. Yeah.
01:23:44.311 --> 01:23:45.391
MIKE: Okay.
01:23:45.479 --> 01:23:47.119
MIKE: Where you comin' from?
That's Peter.
01:23:47.189 --> 01:23:48.541
PETER: Hey! Can I get you somethin'?
01:23:48.565 --> 01:23:50.293
FERN: Uh, yeah.
Water would be great. Thanks.
01:23:50.317 --> 01:23:51.397
PETER: Great. Sure.
01:23:51.485 --> 01:23:53.271
FERN: Oh.
01:23:53.537 --> 01:23:54.777
Been on the road long?
01:23:54.780 --> 01:23:57.692
Um... yeah. I worked for a while,
01:23:57.783 --> 01:24:00.069
but I've been travelin'
since I last saw you, yeah.
01:24:00.160 --> 01:24:01.596
- All right, cool.
- DAVE: Here you go.
01:24:01.620 --> 01:24:03.056
FERN: Uh-oh, uh-oh.
01:24:03.080 --> 01:24:05.321
Okay, I'll give you to mommy.
01:24:22.057 --> 01:24:23.797
- You had a flat.
- Did you eat something?
01:24:23.892 --> 01:24:25.848
Eat something? Huh?
01:24:25.936 --> 01:24:27.722
You had a flat tire on your van, Dave.
01:24:27.813 --> 01:24:30.270
Oh, okay. I hadn't noticed.
01:24:31.692 --> 01:24:33.148
'Cause you're stayin'?
01:24:34.319 --> 01:24:35.525
Yeah.
01:24:35.612 --> 01:24:36.647
Good.
01:24:36.738 --> 01:24:38.729
Yeah, I never expected to.
01:24:38.824 --> 01:24:40.360
Never thought I'd spend another night
01:24:40.450 --> 01:24:42.361
under a roof, but...
01:24:43.579 --> 01:24:45.365
Well, this is a really nice place, Dave.
01:24:45.455 --> 01:24:47.537
Yeah, you can stay.
01:24:47.624 --> 01:24:49.910
Oh, good, thanks. I need to do laundry.
01:24:54.298 --> 01:24:56.505
You know, I meant stay longer, Fern.
01:24:56.592 --> 01:24:59.254
They do have a guest house.
01:25:02.347 --> 01:25:04.178
I'm serious.
01:25:04.266 --> 01:25:05.881
What'd they think about that?
01:25:06.727 --> 01:25:08.263
I already asked them.
01:25:10.606 --> 01:25:14.849
I like you. You're a good person.
01:25:14.943 --> 01:25:16.183
You...
01:25:16.278 --> 01:25:19.816
You get along with people
for the most part.
01:25:19.906 --> 01:25:21.316
You know... I...
01:25:22.451 --> 01:25:24.737
I like being around you.
01:25:25.621 --> 01:25:27.612
I like being around you.
01:25:27.706 --> 01:25:30.163
What's up? What's up?
You don't wanna be that way?
01:25:30.250 --> 01:25:32.457
You wanna be like this, don't you? Yeah.
01:25:33.879 --> 01:25:34.994
Yeah.
01:25:35.088 --> 01:25:37.374
Sometimes you get a notion
01:25:37.466 --> 01:25:40.173
to jump into the ocean.
01:25:41.678 --> 01:25:43.794
Here. He might be
getting a little tired.
01:25:43.889 --> 01:25:45.800
Here. I've gotta go to the kitchen.
01:25:45.891 --> 01:25:47.927
Okay. Okay.
01:25:48.018 --> 01:25:50.384
DAVE: Just, just...
01:25:55.734 --> 01:25:57.725
Don't be gone long, Dave.
01:25:58.737 --> 01:25:59.737
Okay?
01:26:22.177 --> 01:26:23.383
Oh!
01:26:26.306 --> 01:26:27.546
DAVE: Aren't you?
01:26:28.308 --> 01:26:30.299
Go ahead. Go ahead.
01:26:30.394 --> 01:26:32.134
Come here. Come here.
01:26:34.940 --> 01:26:36.709
Here they come.
01:26:36.733 --> 01:26:38.394
Look at all those.
01:26:38.485 --> 01:26:40.521
How many do you have?
01:26:40.612 --> 01:26:42.944
DAVE: I don't know how many we have.
01:26:46.910 --> 01:26:49.777
That one's beautiful.
Look at those feathers.
01:26:49.871 --> 01:26:52.684
Hey. Where's that little puffed one?
I don't want him sneakin' up on me.
01:26:52.708 --> 01:26:53.708
DAVE: Yeah.
01:26:58.839 --> 01:26:59.839
EMILY: Thank you.
01:26:59.923 --> 01:27:02.005
Can you give me some more stuffing...
01:27:02.092 --> 01:27:03.707
- Corn?
- And a little corn?
01:27:05.512 --> 01:27:06.752
What is that called?
01:27:06.847 --> 01:27:08.633
DAVE: Thanks, Fern. That's good.
01:27:08.724 --> 01:27:09.964
FERN: Gravy?
01:27:10.058 --> 01:27:13.425
DAVE: This Turkey is so moist.
01:27:13.520 --> 01:27:15.226
This is incredible food.
01:27:15.313 --> 01:27:17.429
Thank you, Em. Thank you, James,
01:27:17.524 --> 01:27:19.606
and just wanna say a little somethin'.
01:27:19.693 --> 01:27:22.150
Uh... to welcome... to Fern.
01:27:22.237 --> 01:27:24.319
- ALL: Yeah.
- To this...
01:27:24.406 --> 01:27:25.842
- To this feast of a...
- EMILY: Thanks!
01:27:25.866 --> 01:27:27.151
A feast of a family,
01:27:27.242 --> 01:27:29.528
and to the new one,
01:27:29.619 --> 01:27:32.031
and I guess the old ones, too,
01:27:32.122 --> 01:27:33.802
and everybody in between.
01:27:33.874 --> 01:27:35.184
- JAMES: Yeah.
- So, welcome, Fern.
01:27:35.208 --> 01:27:37.039
- EMILY: Welcome.
- FERN: Thank you very much.
01:27:37.127 --> 01:27:38.730
- Happy Thanksgiving.
- Happy Thanksgiving.
01:27:38.754 --> 01:27:39.754
EMILY: Yay!
01:27:39.838 --> 01:27:40.918
MIKE: Cheers, all.
01:27:42.215 --> 01:27:44.126
Ah, the bells of Acrosanti.
01:27:45.635 --> 01:27:48.297
That's the problem. That's the problem.
01:27:48.388 --> 01:27:49.907
And they're not... No, they're terrible.
01:27:49.931 --> 01:27:51.046
Yeah.
01:27:59.399 --> 01:28:01.560
I like that name, Empire.
01:28:01.651 --> 01:28:04.108
FERN: You know, we had
an airport, public pool,
01:28:04.821 --> 01:28:06.061
a golf course.
01:28:06.156 --> 01:28:08.442
Wow. Sounds nice.
01:28:08.533 --> 01:28:10.694
What was your house like there?
01:28:11.369 --> 01:28:14.486
Nothing special.
Just a company tract house.
01:28:16.500 --> 01:28:17.706
Actually, it was special.
01:28:20.587 --> 01:28:22.202
We were right on the edge of town.
01:28:22.297 --> 01:28:26.336
And our backyard looks out
at this huge open space.
01:28:26.426 --> 01:28:28.712
It was just desert, desert, desert,
01:28:28.804 --> 01:28:30.510
all the way to the mountains.
01:28:31.890 --> 01:28:33.801
There was nothin' in our way.
01:28:35.769 --> 01:28:38.135
You know, I'm really glad you're here.
01:28:38.230 --> 01:28:40.016
Dave really likes you.
01:28:40.106 --> 01:28:41.767
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
01:28:41.858 --> 01:28:44.270
- He talks about you a lot.
- Hmm.
01:33:45.495 --> 01:33:47.326
Happy New Year.
01:33:49.999 --> 01:33:52.786
Happy New Year!
01:34:24.617 --> 01:34:26.824
Because she loved rocks.
01:34:38.339 --> 01:34:40.546
See you down the road, Swankie.
01:35:16.044 --> 01:35:19.127
Bo never knew his parents
and we never had kids.
01:35:20.340 --> 01:35:22.547
If I didn't stay,
01:35:22.634 --> 01:35:26.843
if I left, it would be like
he never existed.
01:35:28.181 --> 01:35:31.548
I couldn't pack up and move on.
01:35:31.643 --> 01:35:33.850
He loved Empire.
01:35:34.729 --> 01:35:36.720
He loved his work so much.
01:35:36.814 --> 01:35:39.601
He loved being there.
Everybody loved him.
01:35:42.487 --> 01:35:44.148
So I stayed.
01:35:44.989 --> 01:35:47.230
Same town, same house.
01:35:52.330 --> 01:35:54.537
It's like my dad used to say,
01:35:55.250 --> 01:35:57.582
"What's remembered lives."
01:36:01.005 --> 01:36:03.747
I maybe spent too much of my life
01:36:03.841 --> 01:36:06.924
just remembering, Bob.
01:36:07.971 --> 01:36:09.006
You know what I mean?
01:36:09.097 --> 01:36:10.212
BOB: I can...
01:36:11.182 --> 01:36:13.673
I can relate. Um...
01:36:13.768 --> 01:36:17.727
I rarely ever talk about my son.
01:36:17.814 --> 01:36:20.396
But, uh, today would be...
01:36:24.279 --> 01:36:27.817
Today would be his 33rd birthday,
01:36:29.284 --> 01:36:31.741
and five years ago,
he took his life.
01:36:36.332 --> 01:36:39.369
And I can still barely
say that in a sentence.
01:36:43.256 --> 01:36:45.372
And for a long time,
01:36:47.635 --> 01:36:50.377
every day was, uh...
01:36:51.723 --> 01:36:53.213
The question was...
01:36:54.183 --> 01:36:56.174
How can I be alive on this Earth,
01:36:56.269 --> 01:36:57.679
when he's not?
01:36:59.856 --> 01:37:01.596
And I didn't have an answer.
01:37:03.109 --> 01:37:05.270
And those were some hard, hard days.
01:37:07.739 --> 01:37:09.149
But...
01:37:10.867 --> 01:37:12.528
I realized that...
01:37:13.703 --> 01:37:16.285
I could honor him by, uh,
01:37:17.415 --> 01:37:19.952
helping people, and serving people.
01:37:21.252 --> 01:37:24.244
It gives me a reason to
go through the day.
01:37:24.339 --> 01:37:26.375
Some days that's all I've got.
01:37:29.886 --> 01:37:32.343
And out here, there's a lot
of people our age.
01:37:32.430 --> 01:37:34.762
Inevitably, there's grief and loss.
01:37:34.849 --> 01:37:37.135
And a lot of 'em
don't get over it either.
01:37:37.226 --> 01:37:38.932
And that's okay.
01:37:40.938 --> 01:37:42.724
That's okay.
01:37:43.733 --> 01:37:46.600
One of the things I love most
about this life
01:37:47.737 --> 01:37:50.945
is that there's no final goodbye.
01:37:51.032 --> 01:37:54.069
You know, I've met
hundreds of people out here
01:37:54.160 --> 01:37:56.742
and I don't ever say a final goodbye.
01:37:56.829 --> 01:37:59.571
I always just say,
"I'll see you down the road."
01:37:59.665 --> 01:38:01.371
And I do.
01:38:01.459 --> 01:38:04.246
And whether it's a month, or a year,
01:38:04.337 --> 01:38:05.417
or sometimes years,
01:38:05.505 --> 01:38:06.505
I see them again.
01:38:06.589 --> 01:38:08.375
And I can look down the road
01:38:08.466 --> 01:38:10.331
and I can be certain in my heart
01:38:10.426 --> 01:38:13.543
that I'll see my son again.
01:38:16.057 --> 01:38:17.797
You'll see Bo again.
01:38:18.851 --> 01:38:21.638
And you can remember
your lives together then.
01:39:03.813 --> 01:39:06.429
MAN: Are you sure you don't
need any of this stuff?
01:39:06.524 --> 01:39:09.186
No, don't need any of it. I'm good.
01:39:09.277 --> 01:39:10.938
I'm not gonna miss one thing.
01:39:16.576 --> 01:39:19.659
Well, we'll see you later.
01:44:43.611 --> 01:44:46.353
♪ It's been many years since ♪
01:44:46.447 --> 01:44:51.111
♪ I started out for that gold ♪
01:44:54.914 --> 01:44:59.533
♪ Findin' bits and pieces
all worth their reach ♪
01:44:59.627 --> 01:45:02.209
♪ I've carried on ♪
01:45:06.133 --> 01:45:08.749
♪ Somewhere in the light ♪
01:45:08.844 --> 01:45:13.554
♪ I followed my eyes and went alone ♪
01:45:17.520 --> 01:45:24.517
♪ Ended up here with the fear,
gripping a stone ♪
01:45:28.948 --> 01:45:35.945
♪ Drifting away, I go ♪
01:45:40.417 --> 01:45:43.079
♪ Driving down the highway ♪
01:45:43.170 --> 01:45:47.288
♪ Roll down the window,
watch it go ♪
01:45:51.637 --> 01:45:58.634
♪ Listen to the secrets of my tires
rolling down the road ♪
01:46:03.107 --> 01:46:05.723
♪ Somewhere in the night ♪
01:46:05.818 --> 01:46:10.653
♪ She knows that I'm all right
when I'm alone ♪
01:46:14.618 --> 01:46:21.615
♪ But everything breezing
keep me company when I roll ♪
01:46:26.046 --> 01:46:33.043
♪ Drifting away, I go ♪
01:46:48.819 --> 01:46:51.185
♪ Driving all day ♪
01:46:54.450 --> 01:46:57.066
♪ Driving all night ♪
01:47:00.247 --> 01:47:07.164
♪ Drifting away, I go ♪
01:47:22.978 --> 01:47:29.941
♪ Drifting away, I go ♪
01:47:35.978 --> 01:47:50.941
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