WEBVTT 00:00:00.325 --> 00:00:20.325 ..:: Presented By ZarFilm Website ::.. ‏.:: www.bolboljan.net ::. 00:03:02.349 --> 00:03:05.142 Becca? 00:03:08.021 --> 00:03:10.773 - Hey, Peg. - It looks so nice back here. 00:03:10.983 --> 00:03:13.693 Well, I'm just, you know, trying to get things back into shape. 00:03:13.777 --> 00:03:16.529 Listen, we were wondering if you and Howie were free tonight. 00:03:16.613 --> 00:03:19.907 - We're having a few people over for dinner. - That's very sweet of you, Peg. 00:03:19.992 --> 00:03:23.160 - I know, it's really short notice... - Actually, we have plans. 00:03:24.496 --> 00:03:28.708 But another time, though? Yeah, I haven't talked to Pete in ages. 00:03:28.792 --> 00:03:32.545 You haven't missed much. He's still the same SOB he always was. 00:03:33.213 --> 00:03:35.965 Oh, God. I'm so sorry. 00:03:37.092 --> 00:03:38.718 - It's okay. - I'm so sorry. 00:03:38.802 --> 00:03:41.888 - No, no, no. No, it's fine. - These stupid feet. 00:03:43.140 --> 00:03:45.474 Well, have a great dinner, Peg. 00:03:46.268 --> 00:03:49.604 - We'll do it again next time. - Yeah. Absolutely. 00:03:51.189 --> 00:03:54.191 - Say hi to Howie for me. - I sure will. 00:03:55.402 --> 00:03:57.820 - Bye. - Bye-bye. 00:04:20.677 --> 00:04:24.513 - Smells good in there. - Hey, if Peg asks, we went out tonight. 00:04:27.309 --> 00:04:29.268 Where did we go? 00:04:29.353 --> 00:04:33.230 - Saw the Stoppard play. - Really? Did we enjoy it? 00:04:33.815 --> 00:04:35.149 Very much. 00:04:37.152 --> 00:04:39.362 She asked us to dinner again. 00:04:41.031 --> 00:04:45.201 - She's just being nice. - You're more than welcome to go over there. 00:04:52.918 --> 00:04:57.088 - And abandon your risotto? - Careful, Howie. The pan's hot. 00:05:06.223 --> 00:05:08.933 - Hey. - Hey. I'm gonna hop in the shower. 00:05:11.395 --> 00:05:13.145 About 20 minutes. 00:05:33.875 --> 00:05:35.042 Hello? 00:05:39.381 --> 00:05:41.424 What time is it? 00:05:43.927 --> 00:05:45.177 What's going on? 00:05:49.433 --> 00:05:50.766 Thank you. 00:06:00.193 --> 00:06:04.155 - Have you got nothing to say? - Thank you? 00:06:05.657 --> 00:06:09.201 - You were in a bar fight. - It wasn't a bar fight. 00:06:09.286 --> 00:06:13.873 - You were in a bar fighting. - It wasn't a fight. 00:06:13.957 --> 00:06:17.334 Some drunk girl was screaming in my face, so I hit her and that was the end of it. 00:06:17.419 --> 00:06:20.129 - Well, who was she? - I don't know. 00:06:20.881 --> 00:06:23.007 People don't just scream at you for no reason. 00:06:23.091 --> 00:06:26.218 Sure they do! You should get out more. 00:06:26.303 --> 00:06:30.514 - God, Izzy, it's so Jerry Springer. - What does that mean? 00:06:30.599 --> 00:06:32.308 What, do you think I'm trashy? 00:06:32.476 --> 00:06:35.019 You can't keep doing this. You're not a kid anymore. 00:06:35.103 --> 00:06:36.604 I didn't know there was a cut-off date. 00:06:36.688 --> 00:06:40.483 Yeah, for acting like a jackass, there's a cut-off date. 00:06:40.567 --> 00:06:42.151 I want to stop worrying about you. 00:06:43.111 --> 00:06:46.655 Hey, don't worry about me. She was the one on the floor. 00:06:49.159 --> 00:06:50.659 Can I stay with you tonight? 00:07:06.301 --> 00:07:08.719 I got you! I got you! 00:07:09.262 --> 00:07:10.971 Danny, look at me when you turn back. 00:07:11.056 --> 00:07:13.516 - He's getting juice. - No, he's not. 00:07:14.518 --> 00:07:16.352 Danny, look at this. 00:07:17.020 --> 00:07:18.854 Now, Danny, I'm gonna tell you a secret, okay? 00:07:18.939 --> 00:07:21.899 When you go back down, I want you to give Mom a big kiss, okay? 00:07:21.983 --> 00:07:25.861 Ready? One, two, three. That was high! 00:07:29.699 --> 00:07:32.284 - Danny, look at me when you come back. - He's getting juice. 00:07:32.369 --> 00:07:33.994 - You want any cake? - Yes. 00:07:34.079 --> 00:07:35.246 Do we have cake today? 00:07:35.330 --> 00:07:36.372 - Yeah, we do. - Yes. 00:07:36.456 --> 00:07:38.999 - We do? - No, it's brownies. Come on. 00:07:39.084 --> 00:07:41.877 Oh, my gosh. You really want some. 00:08:07.070 --> 00:08:08.612 Well, if it isn't Ma Barker. 00:08:08.697 --> 00:08:10.781 I'm sure that would be very funny if I knew who that was. 00:08:11.283 --> 00:08:14.160 Rick and I are gonna play squash. I have my cell if you need me. 00:08:14.244 --> 00:08:17.872 - Yeah. - Squash. You go play squash, Howie. 00:08:17.956 --> 00:08:21.625 - You don't even know what squash is. - I don't care what squash is. 00:08:22.377 --> 00:08:23.544 Hello? 00:08:26.923 --> 00:08:28.424 Yeah. Yeah! 00:08:30.552 --> 00:08:31.886 She's gonna kill me. 00:08:32.304 --> 00:08:34.972 Yeah, I know. I think Auggie must have told her. 00:08:35.724 --> 00:08:37.433 Hey, I gotta go. Bye. 00:08:41.563 --> 00:08:43.314 Thank you, Becca. 00:08:44.274 --> 00:08:46.525 I know what this stuff is now. 00:08:46.610 --> 00:08:49.528 - I like the way it cracks. - Of course you do. 00:08:51.156 --> 00:08:52.698 So, did you know that woman? 00:08:52.782 --> 00:08:55.284 My God, why are you listening to my phone conversations? 00:08:55.368 --> 00:09:00.122 - You're sleeping with the girl's boyfriend. - It's been over between them! 00:09:00.207 --> 00:09:01.749 They're just living together because of the rent. 00:09:01.833 --> 00:09:05.794 - Then why did she accost you? - Because she's a lunatic. 00:09:08.590 --> 00:09:11.800 And Auggie must have told her that I'm pregnant. 00:09:14.095 --> 00:09:15.804 - You are not. - You're gonna love him. 00:09:15.889 --> 00:09:19.099 He's a really... He's a great guy. He's a musician. 00:09:19.726 --> 00:09:22.061 - Well, that's terrific. - Yeah, he works. 00:09:22.145 --> 00:09:24.813 He gets work as a musician. 00:09:25.315 --> 00:09:28.275 - How long have you known? - A few weeks. 00:09:28.652 --> 00:09:30.027 Did you tell Mom? 00:09:31.112 --> 00:09:33.364 Come on. You told Mom before me? 00:09:33.448 --> 00:09:35.950 - I had to. - Why didn't you tell me? 00:09:36.034 --> 00:09:38.118 Why do you think? 00:09:43.333 --> 00:09:45.501 I'm sorry, Becca. I know the timing really sucks. 00:09:45.585 --> 00:09:49.338 What are you gonna do? I'm just glad you finally told me. 00:10:13.530 --> 00:10:17.491 Debbie has been driving me crazy with these kitchen renovations. 00:10:17.575 --> 00:10:20.452 I tell you, the countertop negotiations alone. 00:10:20.537 --> 00:10:23.247 I told you not to marry an agent. 00:10:24.291 --> 00:10:26.583 She still hasn't called, you know. 00:10:27.877 --> 00:10:29.211 No, I know. 00:10:31.214 --> 00:10:33.382 I mean, I don't mean to be a pest about it, 00:10:33.466 --> 00:10:36.135 but I just know Becca would love to hear from her. 00:10:36.219 --> 00:10:38.554 I know. I tell her, Howie, I do. 00:10:40.515 --> 00:10:42.182 But she's still... 00:10:44.227 --> 00:10:47.604 I don't know. Freaked out, I guess. 00:10:47.689 --> 00:10:51.275 - It's been eight months. - I know. I'll talk to her. 00:10:51.359 --> 00:10:55.612 Thank you. Hey, how are the kids? 00:10:56.072 --> 00:10:57.906 They're good. 00:10:58.241 --> 00:11:01.744 Emily's doing ballet. Robbie is in T-ball. 00:11:04.372 --> 00:11:05.622 T-ball. 00:11:09.627 --> 00:11:13.213 Hey, have you guys talked at all about having another? 00:11:16.426 --> 00:11:17.468 No. 00:11:21.431 --> 00:11:23.349 No, it's a little soon. 00:11:25.727 --> 00:11:29.855 - Just be a little open. That's all I'm asking. - I'm here, aren't I? 00:11:38.448 --> 00:11:39.698 - Hey. - How's it going? 00:11:39.783 --> 00:11:42.159 Good, good. We're hanging in there. 00:11:42.702 --> 00:11:44.745 - You sure? - Yeah. 00:11:44.829 --> 00:11:47.331 - Hey, Kevin. - Hi. Hi. 00:11:47.415 --> 00:11:49.625 Yeah, we... We just... 00:11:51.753 --> 00:11:54.713 We found out that Becca's sister is pregnant, so... 00:11:54.798 --> 00:11:56.882 - Howie. - What? 00:11:56.966 --> 00:12:00.677 That can be hard. I remember when my cousin got pregnant. 00:12:00.762 --> 00:12:03.597 Yeah, it's not really a big deal. 00:12:04.682 --> 00:12:05.724 Okay. 00:12:06.643 --> 00:12:08.977 If you want to talk about it, though, you know, the group's here, so... 00:12:09.062 --> 00:12:11.146 Yeah, no, I don't think so. 00:12:12.023 --> 00:12:15.234 - "Hey, everybody, fresh meat." - Becca, be nice. 00:12:15.318 --> 00:12:17.069 Doesn't she remind you of Lydia? 00:12:17.153 --> 00:12:19.571 There was this woman in our group a couple of years ago. 00:12:19.656 --> 00:12:22.408 It was four. Four years ago. 00:12:22.492 --> 00:12:24.952 You know, it doesn't really matter when she was here. 00:12:25.036 --> 00:12:27.871 My point is, is that she reminds me of Lydia. 00:12:28.873 --> 00:12:32.167 She really wasn't into the support-group model at first. 00:12:32.252 --> 00:12:36.422 - So, how long have you been in group? - It'll be eight years in June. 00:12:39.759 --> 00:12:43.846 I didn't... I didn't realize it was that long. 00:12:44.264 --> 00:12:48.016 You know, we're the veterans. You know, for us it's... 00:12:48.101 --> 00:12:52.688 It's a good way to touch base. Everyone's on a different schedule. 00:12:53.106 --> 00:12:55.232 Of course. Of course. 00:12:59.070 --> 00:13:02.865 She... You know, she visits me sometimes in dreams 00:13:04.033 --> 00:13:06.034 and she tells me it's okay, 00:13:07.245 --> 00:13:12.541 that she's with God. And we had some good days, 00:13:15.003 --> 00:13:19.882 and you think that when you have enough good days, it actually is gonna get better. 00:13:20.383 --> 00:13:22.468 You know, it does get better and then... 00:13:23.178 --> 00:13:27.181 - It was her anniversary last week and... - A year last Tuesday. 00:13:29.559 --> 00:13:31.602 And it just starts all over again. 00:13:34.397 --> 00:13:37.357 We just have to remind each other that... 00:13:38.568 --> 00:13:40.444 - It's just part of God's plan. - Yeah. 00:13:43.573 --> 00:13:45.407 And we can't know why. 00:13:47.368 --> 00:13:48.952 You know, only God can know why. 00:13:51.498 --> 00:13:55.417 God had to take her. He needed another angel. 00:13:56.586 --> 00:13:58.045 He needed another angel. 00:13:58.129 --> 00:14:01.340 Why didn't he just make one? Another angel. 00:14:01.424 --> 00:14:04.718 I mean, he's God, after all. 00:14:04.802 --> 00:14:07.429 Why didn't he just make another angel? 00:14:16.147 --> 00:14:17.356 Just... 00:14:20.652 --> 00:14:22.694 Just putting it out there. 00:14:26.824 --> 00:14:28.367 I'd like to go. 00:14:30.912 --> 00:14:34.414 I think we're gonna go. Is that all right, honey? 00:14:41.923 --> 00:14:43.257 Excuse us. 00:14:45.385 --> 00:14:49.221 They're talking, it's their time, and you have to respect that. 00:14:49.305 --> 00:14:51.139 - Come on. - I mean, you sit there for weeks 00:14:51.224 --> 00:14:52.349 and you don't say a word... 00:14:52.433 --> 00:14:55.227 I'm sorry. I can't stand the God freaks. You know that. 00:14:55.311 --> 00:14:57.437 But they're not all like that. Kevin and Gaby aren't. 00:14:57.522 --> 00:14:59.982 No. Kevin and Gaby are professional wallowers. 00:15:00.066 --> 00:15:03.652 I mean, come on. Eight years, Howie. Eight. 00:15:04.445 --> 00:15:06.238 If that's what you want to become, then... 00:15:06.322 --> 00:15:08.865 - If you want to take a break... - No, not a break. I'm done. 00:15:09.492 --> 00:15:13.537 - I know that Izzy stuff got under your skin. - Please don't do that. Please. 00:15:13.621 --> 00:15:18.250 One semester of psychology 15 years ago and suddenly you can analyze... 00:15:18.334 --> 00:15:19.418 Jesus, Becca. 00:15:19.502 --> 00:15:21.169 I don't like the group. 00:15:21.254 --> 00:15:24.423 - I gave it a try. It's not for me. - Okay. 00:15:25.300 --> 00:15:26.925 It's not for you. 00:15:27.927 --> 00:15:29.261 Thank you. 00:15:31.848 --> 00:15:37.019 Do you mind if we not eat here, 'cause nothing's really jumping out at me. 00:17:02.689 --> 00:17:06.942 Taz! Stop, stop. Come here and eat. Come on. Come on. 00:17:08.277 --> 00:17:12.280 Stay. Sorry, he's not really dangerous. Eat. 00:17:12.365 --> 00:17:13.573 - Yeah. - He's just kind of dumb. 00:17:13.658 --> 00:17:15.617 No, I know. He's my dog. 00:17:18.162 --> 00:17:19.913 You're Becca. 00:17:19.997 --> 00:17:23.083 I should have recognized you, of course. I'm Auggie. 00:17:24.877 --> 00:17:26.253 - Hi, Auggie. - Hi. 00:17:26.337 --> 00:17:28.046 Oh, my God! 00:17:28.131 --> 00:17:30.465 Why didn't you tell me you were coming over? 00:17:30.550 --> 00:17:32.843 I would have picked up the house. 00:17:32.927 --> 00:17:36.179 - That's Auggie. - Yeah, we met. Is Izzy here? 00:17:36.264 --> 00:17:39.015 Yeah, she's here. She got fired from Applebee's. 00:17:41.144 --> 00:17:43.770 I was planning on taking it all down to Goodwill, 00:17:43.855 --> 00:17:48.608 but now I'm glad that I didn't, because look at these shirts. 00:17:48.693 --> 00:17:49.735 Look at them. And these sweaters... 00:17:49.819 --> 00:17:52.487 I don't know, Becca. I mean, they're in baby clothes for so long. 00:17:52.572 --> 00:17:54.990 It'll probably be a while before he can even fit into that stuff. 00:17:55.074 --> 00:17:59.077 No. It comes up very quickly, you'll see. You're gonna be happy that I saved it. 00:17:59.704 --> 00:18:03.290 - Is he living here? - He has to. His girlfriend kicked him out. 00:18:03.374 --> 00:18:05.917 - Ex-girlfriend. - She knows what I meant. 00:18:06.002 --> 00:18:09.504 - Did you see this one? - That's cute. Look at that. 00:18:10.214 --> 00:18:11.757 What if it's a girl? 00:18:11.841 --> 00:18:14.676 Well, then... I don't know, I'll give it to someone else. 00:18:14.761 --> 00:18:16.011 But you're gonna... You're gonna thank me. 00:18:16.095 --> 00:18:18.180 There's a couple of years' worth of clothes here. 00:18:18.264 --> 00:18:19.848 Think of all the money you're gonna save. 00:18:19.932 --> 00:18:22.893 - It's not about the money. - Well, it should be. 00:18:22.977 --> 00:18:26.563 Come on, Izzy. You gotta start thinking about that. 00:18:26.647 --> 00:18:31.401 I mean, especially if the dad's a musician. It costs a lot to raise a child, I'm telling you. 00:18:31.486 --> 00:18:34.112 It would just be weird, Becca, 00:18:34.197 --> 00:18:37.491 if it was a boy, to see him running around in Danny's clothes. 00:18:37.867 --> 00:18:40.285 I would just feel weird about it. 00:18:45.583 --> 00:18:46.583 Yeah. 00:18:48.878 --> 00:18:53.673 - I'm sorry. Of course it would be weird. - It was a nice offer. 00:18:53.758 --> 00:18:57.302 You're gonna get a lot of clothes. Christmas, birthdays. 00:18:57.386 --> 00:18:59.971 - You don't have anything to worry about. - It's probably a girl, anyway. 00:19:00.056 --> 00:19:02.224 You know, I'm a little psychic about these things. 00:19:02.308 --> 00:19:07.062 Remember, I said Sheila was having a girl? And Karin! 00:19:07.146 --> 00:19:11.983 - I think there's a girl in there. - I hope there is. I mean, I want a girl. 00:19:12.068 --> 00:19:15.487 I want it to be healthy, obviously, but I really hope it's a girl. 00:19:15.571 --> 00:19:16.780 Me, too. 00:19:17.907 --> 00:19:20.283 You want some coffee cake? I've got some coffee cake for us. 00:19:20.368 --> 00:19:21.827 I'm actually gonna take off 00:19:21.911 --> 00:19:25.622 because I promised Howie that I'd pick up some dinner. 00:19:25.706 --> 00:19:27.415 Looks good, though. 00:19:31.921 --> 00:19:34.381 Here. Eat some cake. 00:21:40.883 --> 00:21:45.470 - When did Rick ever beat me at squash? - Did he mention Debbie at all? 00:21:47.139 --> 00:21:50.183 You can call her, you know. Get the reports directly. 00:21:50.267 --> 00:21:53.520 I don't want to call her. She should call me. 00:21:55.439 --> 00:21:59.609 I would have been there for her if anything had ever happened to Robbie or Em. 00:22:03.531 --> 00:22:06.074 I wouldn't have vanished the way she did. 00:22:09.412 --> 00:22:10.412 I wouldn't. 00:22:12.081 --> 00:22:13.248 Howie? 00:22:15.418 --> 00:22:17.210 You know what I mean? 00:22:27.471 --> 00:22:29.347 Yeah. 00:22:49.368 --> 00:22:50.535 Howie. 00:22:56.042 --> 00:22:57.459 Turn around. 00:22:59.795 --> 00:23:03.131 Come on. You need to relax. 00:23:17.480 --> 00:23:20.774 - Your shoulders are all knotted up. - Yeah. 00:23:21.776 --> 00:23:22.859 Yeah. 00:23:24.361 --> 00:23:26.154 Forget about Debbie 00:23:27.948 --> 00:23:30.241 and whatever else is bothering you. 00:23:33.954 --> 00:23:37.499 I know what this is. Dimming the lights... 00:23:38.459 --> 00:23:41.086 You're trying to seduce me. 00:23:41.170 --> 00:23:44.756 You're plying me with... With liquor. 00:23:44.840 --> 00:23:46.299 It worked in college. 00:23:53.474 --> 00:23:55.683 That's enough. That's enough. 00:23:58.062 --> 00:23:59.395 Where are you going? 00:23:59.480 --> 00:24:03.691 No, I just... I'm feeling antsy tonight. I'm sorry. It just... It was a weird day. 00:24:06.445 --> 00:24:09.447 - Right. - What, now you're gonna pout? 00:24:10.116 --> 00:24:12.659 - It's been eight months. - But who's keeping track? 00:24:12.743 --> 00:24:14.327 I am. I'm keeping track. 00:24:15.412 --> 00:24:18.873 I'm not ready yet, Howie. All right? I'm just... 00:24:21.669 --> 00:24:23.795 I'm sorry if you think that that's abnormal. 00:24:23.879 --> 00:24:25.839 I don't. I don't think it's abnormal at all, but... 00:24:25.923 --> 00:24:27.006 So, what's the problem? 00:24:27.091 --> 00:24:30.260 We need to at least head in that direction, which might feel strange at first, but... 00:24:30.344 --> 00:24:32.762 - But you want to have sex. - Don't say it like that. 00:24:32.847 --> 00:24:36.850 - You're trying to rope me into having sex. - I am not. I wasn't roping you into sex. 00:24:36.934 --> 00:24:38.601 - AI Green isn't roping? - No. 00:24:38.686 --> 00:24:41.563 - AI Green? - I thought it was nice. That's all. 00:24:42.189 --> 00:24:43.648 I was trying to make things nice. 00:24:43.732 --> 00:24:47.694 You can't. You just can't, all right? 00:24:47.778 --> 00:24:51.072 I'm sorry. Things aren't nice anymore. 00:24:58.372 --> 00:25:00.498 Babe, will you hold him for a second? Just hold him like that. 00:25:00.583 --> 00:25:03.042 - Taz, quit it. - Yeah, tell Taz to quit it. 00:25:03.127 --> 00:25:05.837 - All right. Now... - 'Cause Taz wants to go on the tire. 00:25:05.921 --> 00:25:10.675 - Hold on. Let me see Mama and... - Okay, you ready? I'm gonna let you go. 00:25:10.759 --> 00:25:12.010 - Ready? - Yes. 00:25:12.094 --> 00:25:15.054 Here it goes. There! 00:25:15.139 --> 00:25:17.015 - Keep your feet up. - Danny. 00:25:17.474 --> 00:25:19.392 - Look at me on the way back, Danny. - Keep your feet up, Danny. 00:25:44.418 --> 00:25:45.460 Hey. 00:25:48.505 --> 00:25:52.217 If you're not gonna go to group, I need you to see someone. 00:26:03.771 --> 00:26:06.856 - Any plans for the day? - You're looking at them. 00:26:09.944 --> 00:26:12.070 - I'll see you tonight. - Yeah. 00:27:20.681 --> 00:27:23.808 I'm here to see Scott Baiter in the Events department. 00:27:25.561 --> 00:27:27.729 I don't have a Baiter listed. 00:27:29.356 --> 00:27:30.815 That's weird. 00:27:33.027 --> 00:27:37.572 - Kate Finn. What about Kate? - I have a Robert Finn in Dec Arts. 00:27:39.616 --> 00:27:42.368 If you have an appointment, I can just call up there. 00:27:42.453 --> 00:27:43.870 Who are you? 00:27:45.956 --> 00:27:50.835 I... I don't have an appointment. I... I'm an old friend. I used to work here. 00:27:50.919 --> 00:27:52.211 Becca? 00:27:55.257 --> 00:27:58.092 - Gary! - Hey! What are you doing here? 00:27:59.094 --> 00:28:01.971 I had some errands to run in the city and I... 00:28:02.056 --> 00:28:05.350 I thought I'd pop in and say hello, but apparently nobody works here anymore. 00:28:05.434 --> 00:28:10.271 Yeah, no, Scott went over to Christie's back in March. Traitor. 00:28:10.689 --> 00:28:13.316 It's good to see you're still doing the coffee runs, though. 00:28:13.400 --> 00:28:17.487 No. No, no, no. I don't usually. I'm in Scott's old job. 00:28:20.032 --> 00:28:23.951 - Hey, how's the family? - You know what, Gary, I... 00:28:25.245 --> 00:28:28.873 I know how busy it gets up there, so I'm gonna let you get back to it. 00:28:28.957 --> 00:28:30.249 Yeah, that hasn't changed. 00:28:30.334 --> 00:28:32.377 - It was great to see you, though. - You, too. 00:29:25.013 --> 00:29:27.598 - There are fines, you know? - No, I know. 00:29:27.683 --> 00:29:31.060 The book's quite overdue. We sent out several notices. 00:29:31.145 --> 00:29:33.771 - Yeah, that's why I'm here. - $7.00. 00:29:38.902 --> 00:29:40.236 Thank you. 00:29:54.501 --> 00:29:56.419 Can I help you? 00:29:57.379 --> 00:30:01.382 Yeah, actually. Would it be possible for me to check this out? 00:30:02.801 --> 00:30:04.135 Certainly. 00:30:11.560 --> 00:30:16.939 "'I will become a fish in a trout stream and I will swim away from you."' 00:30:17.024 --> 00:30:19.901 - He's an iguana. - Yeah, he is. 00:30:20.068 --> 00:30:24.489 "'If you become a fish in a trout stream,' said his mother, 00:30:24.573 --> 00:30:27.492 "'I will become a fisherman and I will fish for you..."' 00:30:27.576 --> 00:30:28.576 Sorry. 00:30:29.453 --> 00:30:31.370 What do you think's gonna happen? 00:30:31.455 --> 00:30:32.872 - I don't know. - Let's see. 00:30:32.956 --> 00:30:34.248 - Hey. - Hey. 00:30:34.666 --> 00:30:38.920 I just scored Yankee tickets off of Rowan. Tonight. You interested? 00:30:40.422 --> 00:30:43.841 - I can't. I got group. - You can't skip one night? 00:30:44.760 --> 00:30:47.136 They're right behind home plate. 00:30:48.180 --> 00:30:51.265 - Another time. - If there is one. 00:30:56.396 --> 00:30:58.856 - You going stag tonight? - Yeah. 00:30:58.941 --> 00:31:02.276 No. Becca, she's... She's gonna take a little break. 00:31:03.862 --> 00:31:05.404 From the group. 00:31:06.782 --> 00:31:08.658 I'm gonna get a coffee. 00:31:12.621 --> 00:31:14.330 - Want to sit? - Yeah. 00:31:21.338 --> 00:31:23.881 - Hello? - Hi, Mom. It's me. 00:31:23.966 --> 00:31:25.800 - What's wrong? - Nothing. 00:31:26.593 --> 00:31:30.304 I was thinking about making Izzy's birthday cake. Would that be all right? 00:31:30.389 --> 00:31:32.265 Honey, you don't have to do all that. 00:31:32.349 --> 00:31:35.768 I was just gonna grab her one of those Carvel things. She likes those. 00:31:35.852 --> 00:31:40.189 I don't mind. I really don't. I mean, it will give me something to do. 00:31:40.274 --> 00:31:41.649 Okay, okay. 00:31:42.317 --> 00:31:44.235 No group tonight? 00:31:44.319 --> 00:31:47.863 Howie's there. It's too much God talk for me. 00:31:52.160 --> 00:31:54.495 - What? - Nothing. It's just that... 00:31:55.289 --> 00:31:57.623 You know, some people find that comforting. 00:31:57.708 --> 00:31:59.500 Yeah, well, it pisses me off. 00:31:59.585 --> 00:32:03.462 You know, Becca, when your brother died, I found the church very helpful. 00:32:03.547 --> 00:32:07.925 I know. I know you did, but that's you. That's not me, and Danny... 00:32:08.760 --> 00:32:10.011 Danny isn't Arthur. 00:32:10.095 --> 00:32:12.263 You know, I brought you to church every Sunday. 00:32:12.347 --> 00:32:15.016 Let's not start this again, okay, Mom? 00:32:15.559 --> 00:32:19.270 I'm just... I'm just calling about the cake. 00:32:19.354 --> 00:32:21.814 You're not right about everything, you know? 00:32:22.024 --> 00:32:26.027 - What if there is a God? - Then I'd say he's a sadistic prick. 00:32:26.111 --> 00:32:30.615 - All right, Becca, that's enough. - "Worship me and I'll treat you like shit." 00:32:32.367 --> 00:32:34.785 No wonder you like him. He sounds just like Dad. 00:32:40.667 --> 00:32:42.001 I'm sorry. 00:32:45.297 --> 00:32:47.340 You're gonna do the cake, then? 00:32:48.050 --> 00:32:49.091 Yeah. 00:32:51.887 --> 00:32:54.305 All right, I'll see you tomorrow. 00:32:57.726 --> 00:33:00.478 Who has a birthday party in a bowling alley, anyway? 00:33:00.562 --> 00:33:02.938 I mean, Izzy thinks she's still 14. 00:33:03.190 --> 00:33:05.733 If you're not up for this, we don't have to go. 00:33:05.817 --> 00:33:08.361 No, it's just a party. I'm fine. 00:33:13.909 --> 00:33:16.535 I wish you'd take that thing out of here. 00:33:18.246 --> 00:33:19.580 We're hardly in this car. What's the difference? 00:33:19.665 --> 00:33:22.416 It's weird. It feels weird. 00:33:25.587 --> 00:33:27.588 What if we gave it another try? 00:33:28.757 --> 00:33:30.925 - What? - Another baby? 00:33:31.426 --> 00:33:32.677 I mean, we're not getting any younger. 00:33:32.761 --> 00:33:34.637 Is that what the sex thing was about the other night? 00:33:34.721 --> 00:33:37.056 - No. - You're trying to get me pregnant. 00:33:37.140 --> 00:33:38.974 Becca, no, of course not. 00:33:40.560 --> 00:33:43.312 I know it's scary, but maybe it might 00:33:44.231 --> 00:33:46.857 - help us get back on track. - On track? 00:33:46.942 --> 00:33:49.151 What, we can't talk about it? 00:33:50.987 --> 00:33:52.613 I think we should sell the house. 00:33:52.698 --> 00:33:54.949 I've been thinking about it, and since we're on the topic... 00:33:55.033 --> 00:33:56.992 What? What do you mean? How are we on the topic? 00:33:57.077 --> 00:33:59.078 I talked to a realtor, and she thinks we can pull together... 00:33:59.162 --> 00:34:02.289 - What do you mean, talked to a realtor? ...an open house pretty quickly, and then... 00:34:02.374 --> 00:34:04.709 Why would you talk to a realtor without telling me? 00:34:04.793 --> 00:34:06.752 I'm telling you now. 00:34:06.837 --> 00:34:09.964 You want us to get back on track, I think it would help if we moved. 00:34:10.048 --> 00:34:12.299 - We love that house. - He's everywhere, Howie. 00:34:12.384 --> 00:34:14.343 I can see his fingerprints on the door jams. 00:34:14.428 --> 00:34:16.637 - I see puzzles, I see his highchair. - I like seeing his fingerprints. 00:34:16.722 --> 00:34:19.056 Yeah, but that's because you don't have to sit and stare at it all day. 00:34:19.141 --> 00:34:20.641 You get to go to work. You get to escape. 00:34:20.726 --> 00:34:22.727 - Yeah, but I don't want to move! - I don't want another baby! 00:34:23.562 --> 00:34:24.645 Jesus! 00:34:30.902 --> 00:34:32.403 - What are you doing? - What do you think I'm doing? 00:34:32.487 --> 00:34:35.656 I just had to check the cake. It's fine. 00:34:40.120 --> 00:34:42.747 Are you kidding? The Kennedys? 00:34:42.831 --> 00:34:44.749 With the assassinations and the lobotomies? 00:34:44.833 --> 00:34:45.916 - Yeah. - Right here. 00:34:46.001 --> 00:34:49.211 Yeah. That's not a curse, though. 00:34:49.838 --> 00:34:52.715 - It's just bad luck. - The plane crashes? 00:34:52.799 --> 00:34:55.426 Too much money. That's their curse. 00:34:56.386 --> 00:35:00.681 If those Kennedys lived like normal people, most of them would still be alive. 00:35:00.807 --> 00:35:02.475 I think it's sad. 00:35:02.559 --> 00:35:06.187 All those good-looking people falling out of the sky like that. 00:35:06.521 --> 00:35:08.189 It's a frigging waste. 00:35:08.398 --> 00:35:11.025 - Didn't I say no wine? - She brought it herself. 00:35:11.359 --> 00:35:15.029 Isn't this nice? Just sitting around talking politics like this? 00:35:15.113 --> 00:35:17.198 I never do this. It's a nice change. 00:35:17.866 --> 00:35:19.241 - Let's do gifts. - Yes. 00:35:19.367 --> 00:35:21.035 - Yeah, gifts! - All right! 00:35:21.495 --> 00:35:22.870 - Yes! - Okay. 00:35:23.538 --> 00:35:28.334 - It's heavy. - So pretty. I hate to ruin it, but I will. 00:35:32.214 --> 00:35:33.631 It's a bathroom set. 00:35:35.383 --> 00:35:37.468 More of a practical gift. 00:35:37.552 --> 00:35:42.139 Is this your way of telling me you don't like my Three Stooges shower curtain? 00:35:42.808 --> 00:35:46.227 - I didn't know what to get you, so... - Seriously, it's great. 00:35:46.311 --> 00:35:49.605 - Say thank you. - Thank you, Becca. Thank you, Howie. 00:35:49.689 --> 00:35:53.567 - Don't thank me, Becca picked it out. - Now me. 00:35:54.945 --> 00:35:58.447 - Thank you. - I know it's a little early, but... 00:35:59.032 --> 00:36:02.368 - Oh, my God! - Lovely. 00:36:02.702 --> 00:36:05.412 So sweet. Thank you, Mama. 00:36:08.500 --> 00:36:11.293 I thought we weren't doing baby stuff for the birthday. 00:36:11.378 --> 00:36:14.588 I thought we were doing it... We were waiting for the shower. 00:36:14.673 --> 00:36:17.383 No, honey, it's not baby stuff, it's mommy stuff. 00:36:17.467 --> 00:36:20.219 This is perfect, Bec. I needed a bathroom set. 00:36:20.303 --> 00:36:23.931 - Yeah, but you need baby stuff more. - We can take it back. 00:36:24.015 --> 00:36:25.641 - That's right, we should. - No. 00:36:25.725 --> 00:36:27.768 I'm gonna get you a basket of Mustela lotions. 00:36:27.853 --> 00:36:29.603 - They prevent stretch marks. - No. Becca, let it go. 00:36:29.688 --> 00:36:31.397 You can get me the lotion another time. 00:36:31.481 --> 00:36:35.192 - No, come on. - You can get me the lotion another time! 00:36:35.277 --> 00:36:38.237 I got it, I got it. It's okay. It's all right. 00:36:38.405 --> 00:36:41.031 - I didn't... - Thank you. Thank you, Becca. 00:36:46.788 --> 00:36:47.872 Here. 00:36:55.714 --> 00:36:59.300 I just remembered what I was gonna say about Aristotle Onassis. 00:36:59.384 --> 00:37:03.721 It was about the son who died in a plane crash. 00:37:03.805 --> 00:37:04.847 Are you ready to go? 00:37:04.931 --> 00:37:06.557 You should have stopped him from going off 00:37:06.641 --> 00:37:10.686 on all that Kennedy stuff, because my point was Onassis 00:37:10.770 --> 00:37:14.148 and how he put up a reward to anyone who could prove 00:37:14.232 --> 00:37:17.359 that someone had sabotaged his son's plane. 00:37:17.444 --> 00:37:21.322 He was so desperate to blame somebody. Did you read this? 00:37:24.659 --> 00:37:28.662 - He needed a reason for losing his son. - Mom, why are you telling this story? 00:37:29.539 --> 00:37:32.750 - I'm just talking. I can't talk? - You never just talk. 00:37:32.834 --> 00:37:35.878 You guys, thanks for coming to my party. Becca, the cake was so good. 00:37:35.962 --> 00:37:38.672 You forget what I went through when your brother died. 00:37:38.757 --> 00:37:41.050 You think I don't know anything, but I do, Becca. 00:37:41.134 --> 00:37:44.511 - Like who to blame? - Guys, please. It's my birthday party. 00:37:44.596 --> 00:37:48.349 - No, let it go. That's their stuff. - No, I'm not talking about blame. 00:37:48.433 --> 00:37:50.601 - I'm talking about comfort. - Comfort. 00:37:50.685 --> 00:37:52.937 - Where are you getting it? - Comfort? I'm not. 00:37:53.021 --> 00:37:54.021 Well, I think you should. 00:37:54.105 --> 00:37:57.024 Okay, well, let me get on that and see what I can dig up on eBay. 00:37:57.108 --> 00:37:59.652 I'm just trying to help you, Becca. 00:37:59.736 --> 00:38:02.905 You know, I wish somebody had given me a little advice when Arthur died. 00:38:02.989 --> 00:38:03.989 You know what I wish? 00:38:04.074 --> 00:38:06.617 I wish you would stop comparing Danny to Arthur. 00:38:06.701 --> 00:38:08.160 - Becca. - Danny was a 4-year-old boy 00:38:08.244 --> 00:38:09.828 who chased his dog into the street, 00:38:09.913 --> 00:38:13.832 and Arthur was a 30-year-old heroin addict who OD'd. 00:38:13.917 --> 00:38:17.252 Frankly, I resent how you keep lumping them together, Mom. 00:38:17.337 --> 00:38:19.380 He was still my son. 00:38:30.809 --> 00:38:33.727 We're gonna go. I hope you enjoy the bathroom set, Izzy. 00:38:33.812 --> 00:38:34.812 I'm gonna. 00:38:46.408 --> 00:38:49.243 When Arthur died I was just as upset as she was, 00:38:49.327 --> 00:38:52.413 but I didn't take it out on other people. 00:38:53.289 --> 00:38:55.874 What about Mrs. Bailey? 00:38:56.710 --> 00:38:59.420 Nobody's talking about Mrs. Bailey. 00:39:28.408 --> 00:39:32.619 - Hey, did you call that guy about the roof? - No, I couldn't find the number. 00:39:33.496 --> 00:39:37.124 Becca, it's in my phone. It's on the mantle. 00:39:40.211 --> 00:39:41.795 What's his name? 00:39:44.174 --> 00:39:46.341 It's not under his name. 00:39:47.177 --> 00:39:49.678 Then how am I supposed to call him if I... 00:39:49.763 --> 00:39:52.306 - It's under "roof guy." - "Roof guy." 00:39:54.476 --> 00:39:59.855 - Well, what was I supposed to put it under? - I don't know how to use this. 00:40:02.901 --> 00:40:07.488 - It doesn't... - No. Okay, now scroll down. 00:40:07.572 --> 00:40:10.866 - Now what? You do it. - Scroll down with your finger. 00:40:14.662 --> 00:40:17.247 - Roof guy. - Thank you. 00:40:17.332 --> 00:40:18.832 You're welcome. 00:40:36.017 --> 00:40:37.935 Are you waiting for me? 00:40:40.021 --> 00:40:44.566 Yeah. Yeah, I'm sorry. I thought that you took the bus. 00:40:46.194 --> 00:40:48.195 - I do. - But not today. 00:40:49.364 --> 00:40:51.323 Not today. I skipped school. 00:40:52.450 --> 00:40:55.244 Well, you shouldn't be playing hooky, young man. 00:40:59.958 --> 00:41:02.167 Why are you waiting for me? 00:41:04.796 --> 00:41:06.755 I thought we could talk. 00:41:08.174 --> 00:41:09.716 About what? 00:41:14.222 --> 00:41:17.850 - Is this okay? - Yeah, it's fine. 00:41:19.602 --> 00:41:21.603 - Not too weird? - No. 00:41:24.065 --> 00:41:25.357 I mean... 00:41:27.068 --> 00:41:28.819 No, I know, it's... 00:41:30.405 --> 00:41:32.281 It's weird for me, too. 00:41:35.577 --> 00:41:38.829 - Don't you like school? - I like it all right. 00:41:39.455 --> 00:41:43.167 I just thought 'cause you... I don't know, you seem to not be going, so... 00:41:43.251 --> 00:41:46.587 I've been accepted to college already, so... 00:41:47.255 --> 00:41:50.841 - Not a big deal, then. - No, it is a big deal, 00:41:50.925 --> 00:41:53.385 but only if my mother finds out. 00:41:54.262 --> 00:41:57.931 She said she would confiscate my phone if I did it again. 00:41:58.016 --> 00:42:00.350 Not that I use my phone anyway. 00:42:00.435 --> 00:42:02.644 - So, where are you headed? - Connecticut College. 00:42:02.729 --> 00:42:05.856 Right. That's a good school. Not far. 00:42:07.483 --> 00:42:11.570 I bet your parents are pleased that you're gonna be close by. 00:42:11.654 --> 00:42:15.073 It's just my mom, but, yeah, she's pretty happy about it. 00:42:15.158 --> 00:42:17.034 She keeps saying she's gonna apply to the grad program 00:42:17.118 --> 00:42:19.369 so she can keep an eye on me while I'm up there. 00:42:19.829 --> 00:42:23.290 - She's just joking, though. - Yeah. 00:42:23.374 --> 00:42:26.043 She's not really looking forward to it, 'cause I'm the only one at home now, 00:42:26.127 --> 00:42:30.297 but I told her I'd come home on the weekends and stuff if I could. 00:42:31.925 --> 00:42:33.800 Well, that'll be nice. 00:42:40.725 --> 00:42:41.808 So... 00:42:44.729 --> 00:42:46.063 I'm sorry. 00:42:48.191 --> 00:42:49.399 I know. 00:42:51.819 --> 00:42:53.820 - You don't have to... - I know that doesn't help. 00:42:53.905 --> 00:42:56.114 No, it does, it really does, but... 00:42:56.199 --> 00:42:58.742 - I know I should have tried to get in touch... - It's fine. 00:43:01.162 --> 00:43:05.165 I just really wish I had driven down a different block that day. 00:43:06.918 --> 00:43:08.126 I know. 00:43:14.842 --> 00:43:16.885 You know, I should maybe go. 00:43:18.012 --> 00:43:19.012 It's all right. 00:43:19.097 --> 00:43:23.016 No, I gotta... My mom's gonna start to wonder where I'm at. 00:43:23.434 --> 00:43:26.061 It's okay. You really don't have to. It's... 00:43:29.357 --> 00:43:31.817 Can we do this again sometime? 00:43:34.821 --> 00:43:36.238 Sure. 00:43:36.990 --> 00:43:38.073 Okay. 00:44:17.405 --> 00:44:18.822 Jesus Christ. 00:44:18.906 --> 00:44:20.490 - Hey, Gaby. - I can't... I know. 00:44:20.575 --> 00:44:22.701 God, I can't believe you just saw me do that. 00:44:23.453 --> 00:44:24.995 I didn't mean to sneak up on you. 00:44:25.079 --> 00:44:30.334 I thought something was wrong, but, obviously, everything smells fine. 00:44:30.418 --> 00:44:33.795 You can smell it, huh? God. 00:44:36.507 --> 00:44:38.842 - Everyone in there's gonna know. - Nah. 00:44:38.926 --> 00:44:41.928 - I swear I never do this. - Where's Kevin? 00:44:43.890 --> 00:44:45.557 He's not coming to group. 00:44:45.641 --> 00:44:49.853 And I blame your wife, by the way, 'cause I think she put the idea in his head. 00:44:50.146 --> 00:44:52.689 Yeah, well, he didn't really seem to like group all that much. 00:44:53.399 --> 00:44:57.986 God, you know, he's got me so upset. I mean, like, look at me. I'm... I'm... 00:44:59.697 --> 00:45:02.741 I am smoking pot in a parking lot. 00:45:02.825 --> 00:45:05.535 It's like I'm in high school. It's... I'm ridiculous. 00:45:05.620 --> 00:45:07.454 You got any more? 00:45:10.375 --> 00:45:11.458 Yeah. 00:45:12.668 --> 00:45:14.461 Come on in, partner. 00:45:16.381 --> 00:45:18.465 Well, if today is rage day, 00:45:21.761 --> 00:45:26.556 most of you know that I'm a little bit more comfortable with rage, 00:45:26.641 --> 00:45:28.350 talking about rage. 00:45:30.269 --> 00:45:32.646 I deal with rage every single day. 00:45:33.648 --> 00:45:37.275 I listen to guys at work going on and on 00:45:40.488 --> 00:45:45.659 about paving their driveways or whatever. Stupid nonsense. 00:45:46.744 --> 00:45:52.624 They don't know. They haven't had their lives ripped apart yet. 00:45:53.126 --> 00:45:55.502 - They're not in the club. - Exactly. 00:45:56.170 --> 00:45:58.338 Meanwhile, I'm like, 00:45:58.840 --> 00:46:03.009 "Hey, guys, my daughter died of leukemia." 00:46:06.347 --> 00:46:08.849 I'm sorry. I have to get some water. 00:46:16.357 --> 00:46:20.193 You're one of those bad kids my mother warned me about. 00:46:20.278 --> 00:46:25.115 Yes, yeah, I am corrupting you. But don't worry, I won't tell Becca. 00:46:25.658 --> 00:46:27.409 I'd appreciate that. 00:46:29.162 --> 00:46:30.787 - Bye. - Good night. 00:46:41.549 --> 00:46:42.799 Becca? 00:46:43.968 --> 00:46:46.636 - Becca? What'd you do here? - What? 00:46:47.054 --> 00:46:48.972 - God damn it. - What? 00:46:49.056 --> 00:46:52.684 - What'd you do to my phone? - Jesus, Howie, I thought something had... 00:46:52.768 --> 00:46:55.854 This morning, when you used it, what did you do to my phone? 00:46:55.938 --> 00:46:57.105 Nothing, I just... 00:46:57.190 --> 00:46:59.733 - I just got the number for the roof guy. - For God's sake. 00:46:59.817 --> 00:47:02.611 - What? You told me to call him. - You deleted Danny's video. 00:47:03.905 --> 00:47:05.530 No. No, I didn't. No. 00:47:05.615 --> 00:47:08.366 I just... You were right there. I just got the number. 00:47:08.451 --> 00:47:10.911 Yeah, and you kept pressing the screen. 00:47:10.995 --> 00:47:13.038 Because I couldn't figure out how to use your phone. 00:47:13.122 --> 00:47:15.624 - I checked already, it's gone. - We have 100 videos of him. 00:47:15.708 --> 00:47:17.167 That's not the point, Becca. 00:47:17.251 --> 00:47:19.085 Then... Then you should have put it on your computer. 00:47:19.170 --> 00:47:22.756 - Right, right, it's my fault. - I didn't say that. 00:47:23.299 --> 00:47:26.510 - I said it's gone! - Jesus, Howie! I didn't do it on purpose! 00:47:26.594 --> 00:47:29.179 - Are you sure? - What does that mean? 00:47:29.263 --> 00:47:31.473 What, you think I deliberately deleted his video? 00:47:31.557 --> 00:47:32.766 I don't know. 00:47:33.601 --> 00:47:36.978 - You don't know? - It's like you're trying to get rid of him. 00:47:37.063 --> 00:47:39.940 I'm sorry, but that's how it feels. Every day it's something new. 00:47:40.024 --> 00:47:41.191 - Really? - Yeah. 00:47:41.275 --> 00:47:44.277 It's like you're trying to get rid of any evidence he was ever here. 00:47:45.321 --> 00:47:47.531 - What? You took the paintings off the fridge. - To save them. 00:47:47.949 --> 00:47:50.951 - To save them. They are in a box downstairs. - Okay, his clothes. 00:47:51.035 --> 00:47:53.370 We don't need all that stuff, Howie. We just don't. 00:47:53.454 --> 00:47:56.248 You wanting to sell the house. Your sending Taz to your mother's. 00:47:56.332 --> 00:47:58.375 There's a lot going on. The dog got underfoot. 00:47:58.459 --> 00:48:01.378 - Right. And he was a reminder. - Yes, yes, he is a reminder. 00:48:01.462 --> 00:48:04.839 - And since you never wanted the dog... - I wanted one less reminder. For God's sake. 00:48:04.924 --> 00:48:07.509 If I hadn't bought the dog, Danny would still be alive. 00:48:07.593 --> 00:48:11.388 If I hadn't have run back in to get the phone, if I had latched that gate... 00:48:11.472 --> 00:48:12.722 I left the gate unlatched! 00:48:12.807 --> 00:48:16.184 Come on, I'm not playing this game again, Howie, I'm not! 00:48:16.269 --> 00:48:19.312 - It's no one's fault, and I'm not... - Not even the dog's! 00:48:19.397 --> 00:48:21.856 Dogs chase squirrels! Boys chase dogs! 00:48:21.941 --> 00:48:24.693 - I know that. - He loved that dog and you got rid of it! 00:48:24.777 --> 00:48:26.319 Just like I'm getting rid of the video, huh? 00:48:26.404 --> 00:48:29.573 It's not about the video, Becca. It's not about the video! 00:48:29.657 --> 00:48:32.033 It's not just the video, it's about Taz and the paintings 00:48:32.118 --> 00:48:35.412 and his clothes and everything! There's no pictures of him around! 00:48:35.496 --> 00:48:38.331 There's no fingerprints! There's nothing! God damn it! 00:48:39.500 --> 00:48:42.419 You have to stop erasing him! You have to stop it! 00:48:42.503 --> 00:48:46.965 Do you really think that I don't see him every second of every day? 00:48:48.926 --> 00:48:52.846 The video was an accident, Howie, and believe me, 00:48:52.930 --> 00:48:55.307 I will beat myself up about it forever, I'm sure, 00:48:55.391 --> 00:48:57.058 just like everything else I could have prevented. 00:48:57.143 --> 00:49:00.270 - That's not what I want, Becca. - No? Because it feels like it is. 00:49:00.354 --> 00:49:03.440 It feels like maybe I don't feel badly enough for you. 00:49:03.524 --> 00:49:07.027 Maybe I'm not feeling enough. What do you want from me? 00:49:11.365 --> 00:49:14.868 Something's got to change, because this... 00:49:16.537 --> 00:49:19.289 I can't do this like this anymore. It's... 00:49:21.709 --> 00:49:25.045 It's too hard. It's too hard. 00:49:28.549 --> 00:49:30.717 And I want that dog back. 00:49:31.636 --> 00:49:34.220 - Your mother's making him fat. - Howie. 00:49:36.057 --> 00:49:41.686 I miss the dog. I'm sorry, but I miss him. I want him back. 00:50:12.385 --> 00:50:14.844 - Did you really make these? - I did. 00:50:16.722 --> 00:50:18.098 That's good. 00:50:20.768 --> 00:50:23.687 - They're still warm. - I'm glad you like them. 00:50:31.904 --> 00:50:35.740 I've been reading that book, the parallel universe book. 00:50:36.742 --> 00:50:40.036 Yeah? Did you like it? 00:50:40.121 --> 00:50:44.541 Yeah. It's interesting. I don't know if I buy it, 00:50:45.793 --> 00:50:49.879 the whole alternate reality thing, I just... I don't know. 00:50:51.132 --> 00:50:52.465 But it's interesting. 00:50:53.968 --> 00:50:57.971 - Did you have to do it for a school project? - No, it's research. 00:51:00.766 --> 00:51:02.016 Research? 00:51:10.985 --> 00:51:12.652 It's a comic book. 00:51:14.947 --> 00:51:16.406 It's impressive. 00:51:17.116 --> 00:51:18.575 - Did you do all of this? - Yeah. 00:51:20.077 --> 00:51:21.995 Wow. It's amazing. 00:51:23.664 --> 00:51:28.084 - What's it about? - A scientist, I guess, and his son. The... 00:51:29.253 --> 00:51:34.257 The father discovers this network of holes that leads to other galaxies and... 00:51:34.341 --> 00:51:39.888 - Parallel universes. - Yeah, and, well, the scientist dies, 00:51:39.972 --> 00:51:44.309 so the son has to go into this rabbit hole 00:51:44.393 --> 00:51:48.730 to try and find him, but it's not him because he's dead, 00:51:48.814 --> 00:51:51.733 so it's, like, another version of him. 00:51:59.867 --> 00:52:01.326 It's kind of stupid. 00:52:01.827 --> 00:52:03.578 - No. - No? Okay. 00:52:04.663 --> 00:52:07.207 Not at all. I would love to read it. 00:52:10.211 --> 00:52:16.299 Yeah, it's... Sorry. It's not... It's not done yet, but when it is done, I will... 00:52:16.884 --> 00:52:17.926 I will let you read it. 00:52:18.010 --> 00:52:19.052 - Okay. - Okay. 00:52:26.852 --> 00:52:29.479 I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. 00:52:29.855 --> 00:52:31.314 I... I... 00:52:31.398 --> 00:52:33.733 I might have been going too fast 00:52:34.944 --> 00:52:36.361 on that day. 00:52:38.781 --> 00:52:40.114 I mean, I'm not sure, but I might have been, 00:52:40.199 --> 00:52:42.575 so that's something I've been wanting to tell you. 00:52:45.746 --> 00:52:50.124 It's a 30 zone, and I might have been going 31 or 32. 00:52:52.002 --> 00:52:55.171 I usually look down and check, and if I'm going over 00:52:55.256 --> 00:52:56.631 then I would slow down, obviously, 00:52:56.715 --> 00:52:59.843 but I don't remember checking on your block. 00:53:01.470 --> 00:53:06.266 So, it's possible that I was going too fast and... 00:53:10.646 --> 00:53:15.191 And... Well, the dog ran out really fast, you know? 00:53:15.276 --> 00:53:18.278 So I swerved. I didn't know. 00:53:19.780 --> 00:53:21.281 I didn't know. 00:53:25.619 --> 00:53:27.620 I thought you should know, 00:53:28.956 --> 00:53:32.000 I might have been going a little over the limit, 00:53:33.586 --> 00:53:34.794 and I can't be positive. 00:53:38.215 --> 00:53:39.632 - Okay. - Okay. 00:53:40.509 --> 00:53:41.634 Yeah. 00:53:43.220 --> 00:53:44.304 All right. 00:53:45.514 --> 00:53:47.223 Okay. 00:53:49.351 --> 00:53:50.685 Thank you. 00:54:22.551 --> 00:54:24.677 I don't want to go in there. 00:54:30.643 --> 00:54:32.143 Yes, yes, yes! 00:54:41.737 --> 00:54:44.197 - I'm sorry. It was... - Be nice. 00:54:55.793 --> 00:54:57.377 - My God. - Come on. 00:54:57.461 --> 00:54:59.754 - I'm sorry, you suck. - I would be doing better, 00:54:59.838 --> 00:55:03.758 but your pot messed up my depth perception. 00:55:07.221 --> 00:55:08.680 - All right. - Yeah. 00:55:08.764 --> 00:55:11.307 I'm gonna support that one. I'm totally gonna support that one. 00:55:11.392 --> 00:55:12.725 Thank you. 00:55:14.645 --> 00:55:16.980 Hey. You know what? I have a confession to make. 00:55:17.064 --> 00:55:21.526 - Remember when I said Kevin left group? - Yeah. 00:55:23.654 --> 00:55:25.571 What I meant to say was 00:55:27.866 --> 00:55:29.242 he left me. 00:55:32.579 --> 00:55:33.913 He left me. 00:55:38.293 --> 00:55:39.627 Yeah, I... 00:55:41.630 --> 00:55:43.506 I came home and he was gone. 00:55:45.092 --> 00:55:49.762 - God, no note or... - No. God, there was a note. Well, not... 00:55:50.264 --> 00:55:53.558 Not a note so much as a manifesto 00:55:55.269 --> 00:55:59.105 on all the ways that we were destroying each other. 00:56:00.774 --> 00:56:02.275 I'm sorry. 00:56:03.444 --> 00:56:06.446 I mean, this is how it generally goes, right? 00:56:08.115 --> 00:56:12.326 It changes you. It literally changes people. 00:56:14.538 --> 00:56:18.041 You know, a part of me thinks it was inevitable. 00:56:22.963 --> 00:56:24.464 I love my wife. 00:56:27.926 --> 00:56:29.552 Of course you do. 00:56:30.888 --> 00:56:32.680 I love her very much. 00:56:35.184 --> 00:56:36.309 Okay. 00:56:54.661 --> 00:56:57.497 I... I think you're right. We should maybe 00:56:59.458 --> 00:57:01.584 look into selling the house. 00:57:03.295 --> 00:57:05.755 It's probably for the best. 00:57:06.340 --> 00:57:07.465 Okay. 00:57:30.864 --> 00:57:35.451 Don't do that. Quick as a Band-Aid or we'll never get through this. Here. 00:57:40.249 --> 00:57:43.334 Hi, kids. Welcome to the light-up alphabet apple. 00:57:43.418 --> 00:57:45.586 - Hi, kids... - I don't know how to turn it off. 00:57:45.671 --> 00:57:47.797 Only people without children give gifts like this. 00:57:47.881 --> 00:57:50.675 - Come on. Come on. Goodbye. - Goodbye. 00:57:50.759 --> 00:57:53.052 I hope you'll visit again soon. 00:57:56.348 --> 00:57:59.433 - So, have you heard from Debbie yet? - Nope. 00:57:59.518 --> 00:58:01.435 That's too bad. 00:58:01.520 --> 00:58:06.649 Although, it can be worse the other way. You know, I remember when Arthur died... 00:58:06.733 --> 00:58:08.067 You can say his name. 00:58:08.443 --> 00:58:10.403 - Can I? - Yes. 00:58:10.487 --> 00:58:13.322 You know, I don't know your rules. I don't want to get scolded again. 00:58:13.407 --> 00:58:16.617 You can talk about Arthur. I just don't like the comparisons. 00:58:20.414 --> 00:58:21.581 Okay. 00:58:22.457 --> 00:58:26.460 - So, how's it worse? - You remember Maureen Bailey? 00:58:27.713 --> 00:58:29.088 Yeah. 00:58:29.173 --> 00:58:32.884 Well, I couldn't get rid of her after your brother passed away. 00:58:32.968 --> 00:58:35.386 - She was always at the house. - Yeah, I remember that. 00:58:35.470 --> 00:58:39.682 Yeah, well, you know, I never had a moment to myself, 00:58:39.766 --> 00:58:41.893 so finally, in the middle of coffee one afternoon, 00:58:41.977 --> 00:58:44.604 I said, "Maureen, why are you always here?" 00:58:44.688 --> 00:58:46.522 - And what'd she say? - She said, 00:58:46.607 --> 00:58:49.734 "I want to be there, Nat. I want to share in your grief." 00:58:49.818 --> 00:58:52.403 And I said, "Well, it's not working. 00:58:52.487 --> 00:58:54.989 "You plant your fat ass in that chair every fricking day." 00:58:55.073 --> 00:58:56.199 You did not say that! 00:58:56.283 --> 00:58:57.366 - I did. - Mom! 00:58:57.451 --> 00:58:59.285 - I did say that. - You said "fat ass"? 00:58:59.369 --> 00:59:01.537 She sucks up all my coffee. 00:59:01.622 --> 00:59:05.041 "And I don't see you leaving with any of this alleged grief you're sharing. 00:59:05.125 --> 00:59:08.544 "In fact, the only thing you do take out of here are my cinnamon buns." 00:59:08.962 --> 00:59:14.759 - So I never saw her again, obviously. - Oh, my God, I can't believe you said that. 00:59:15.135 --> 00:59:16.552 I feel guilty now. 00:59:16.637 --> 00:59:18.804 - You do not. - I do. 00:59:19.723 --> 00:59:22.975 You're right. I... I don't miss her at all. 00:59:42.037 --> 00:59:45.957 Okay, moving right along. That takes care of Taz. 00:59:49.336 --> 00:59:50.836 The old apple pie trick, eh? 00:59:52.381 --> 00:59:57.009 For the open house. Warm baked goods make it feel homier. 00:59:58.470 --> 01:00:01.180 No, I'm just... I'm just making a pie. 01:00:02.224 --> 01:00:05.601 I thought you were doing it for the open house. 01:00:05.686 --> 01:00:11.899 - So... Now. Now, you're not going to stay? - God, no. No, no. You shouldn't either. 01:00:13.694 --> 01:00:14.652 You shouldn't. 01:00:14.736 --> 01:00:18.155 Come on. Becca, I'm not going to bother anyone. 01:00:18.240 --> 01:00:22.410 So we have the garbage cans in the back, the sign out front, I mowed the lawn. 01:00:22.494 --> 01:00:26.080 I thought we'd set the sign-in sheet here. We can move through the living room. 01:00:26.373 --> 01:00:27.581 That's fine. 01:00:27.666 --> 01:00:30.960 Now, my wife's gonna hide out, but I'll stick around, if that's okay with you. 01:00:32.087 --> 01:00:34.255 Sure. However you want to do it. 01:00:35.048 --> 01:00:37.008 - Okay. Perfect. - Okay. 01:00:37.092 --> 01:00:38.718 - Bye, babe. - Bye. 01:00:40.721 --> 01:00:42.722 Think that's everything. 01:01:09.458 --> 01:01:10.458 I know, it's just gorgeous... 01:01:10.542 --> 01:01:13.502 Southern-western exposures. Sun all day. 01:01:14.588 --> 01:01:17.340 - Why don't we take a look upstairs? - That's a great idea. I'll show you. 01:01:17.424 --> 01:01:18.466 - Good. Cool. - Follow me. 01:01:18.550 --> 01:01:20.676 - Come on, honey. - It's on 3/4 of an acre, 01:01:20.761 --> 01:01:24.013 which is the largest lot in the neighborhood. 01:01:24.097 --> 01:01:26.474 We can start with the master bedroom if you want to see that. 01:01:26.558 --> 01:01:28.351 Wait. What's in here? 01:01:31.021 --> 01:01:34.106 Well... This is... This is... 01:01:35.233 --> 01:01:37.526 This would be a good room for the little guy, obviously. 01:01:37.611 --> 01:01:39.612 How about that, buddy? You like this room? 01:01:39.905 --> 01:01:43.199 - Careful with that. - Sweetheart. That's not our stuff. 01:01:43.283 --> 01:01:45.993 - Thank you. - So, how old's your son? 01:01:47.537 --> 01:01:49.288 This is your son's room, I assume? 01:01:51.792 --> 01:01:53.542 It... It was. It was his room. 01:01:53.627 --> 01:01:58.255 But he died, my son. He died. There was a car right out front. 01:02:00.217 --> 01:02:02.426 - Oh, my God. - I'm... 01:02:03.762 --> 01:02:06.097 - I'm so sorry. - Thank you. 01:02:06.681 --> 01:02:09.725 This must be so difficult for you. 01:02:10.310 --> 01:02:13.020 It's... It's pretty weird. 01:02:15.524 --> 01:02:18.901 It's funny because I still... I forget that he's not here sometimes. 01:02:18.985 --> 01:02:21.987 Like maybe he's just hiding under the bed, he's gonna pop out like he used to do. 01:02:23.323 --> 01:02:24.657 But... 01:02:27.160 --> 01:02:29.245 I still feel him here. 01:02:35.252 --> 01:02:38.504 - Would you like to see the master bedroom? - Yeah. Okay, come on. 01:02:39.005 --> 01:02:41.549 Yeah. Sure, I'll be there. 01:02:43.844 --> 01:02:46.762 - Who's that? - Becca. She wants to hang out. 01:02:50.475 --> 01:02:53.477 - This was a good idea. - It's nice, right? 01:02:54.855 --> 01:02:56.772 God, you're starting to show so early. 01:02:56.857 --> 01:02:59.483 I know. I feel like a big old balloon. 01:02:59.568 --> 01:03:02.111 I swear, once this kid is born, I'm going right to the gym. 01:03:02.654 --> 01:03:05.281 While Mom watches the baby. 01:03:05.949 --> 01:03:08.951 What does that mean, "While Mom watches the baby"? 01:03:09.035 --> 01:03:12.329 While you're at the gym, Mom can watch the baby. She loves that. 01:03:12.414 --> 01:03:16.083 Auggie could watch the baby. He works at night, so he'll be home. 01:03:16.168 --> 01:03:17.501 Okay. Auggie then. 01:03:17.586 --> 01:03:21.422 I resent the feeling that I get from you that I don't deserve this baby. 01:03:21.506 --> 01:03:23.966 Or that I'm not mature enough or smart enough to take care of it. 01:03:24.050 --> 01:03:27.511 I mean, my God, if Mom could do it, how hard could it be? 01:03:36.354 --> 01:03:39.023 - This all right? - Yeah. It's fine. 01:03:39.107 --> 01:03:42.401 I've just got to pick up a few things and then we can do lunch. 01:03:42.486 --> 01:03:45.696 - Okay. Yeah. - They're made of strawberries. 01:03:45.906 --> 01:03:49.074 Mommy, please, can I have some Fruit Roll-Ups? 01:03:49.159 --> 01:03:52.328 - No, Sammy. You know the answer. - Please? 01:03:52.621 --> 01:03:55.623 - Can I have some, please? - Sammy, no. 01:03:55.707 --> 01:03:57.833 I want the Fruit Roll-Ups. 01:03:57.918 --> 01:04:00.503 - Not happening. - Please, I'll be good. 01:04:00.587 --> 01:04:01.962 - Stop it. - Please. 01:04:02.047 --> 01:04:03.839 - No. You're not gonna get them. - I promise. 01:04:03.924 --> 01:04:07.801 You know what? It's only three bucks. Why don't you give him the Roll-Ups? 01:04:08.970 --> 01:04:11.555 Not that it's any of your business, 01:04:11.640 --> 01:04:14.767 but we don't allow candy in our house, and my son knows that. 01:04:14.851 --> 01:04:17.394 Come on, it's just fruit. Why don't you give him the treat? 01:04:17.687 --> 01:04:18.687 Are you a mom? 01:04:20.482 --> 01:04:22.775 Yeah, I didn't think so. Excuse me. 01:04:26.029 --> 01:04:28.531 Go to the car. Becca, go to the car. 01:04:28.615 --> 01:04:30.282 Sammy, it's okay. 01:04:30.825 --> 01:04:34.662 She just lost her son eight months ago, and she's not feeling really very well. 01:04:34.746 --> 01:04:36.205 - I'm so sorry... - I don't care. 01:04:37.624 --> 01:04:39.083 Mommy's okay. 01:04:48.343 --> 01:04:50.219 - Hey-hey. - Hey. 01:04:51.388 --> 01:04:52.680 Fun day out? 01:04:55.350 --> 01:04:58.852 - How'd it go here? - Not so good. Not so good. 01:04:59.729 --> 01:05:03.524 I think we need to clean out that room. 01:05:05.986 --> 01:05:06.986 Okay. 01:05:07.070 --> 01:05:10.447 Maybe make it into a guest room or something. 01:05:10.532 --> 01:05:12.324 Don't get any ideas. 01:05:17.080 --> 01:05:18.247 Jesus. 01:05:20.333 --> 01:05:21.500 Hello. 01:05:23.336 --> 01:05:26.839 The door was wide open, so... 01:05:27.799 --> 01:05:30.926 - And I knocked, but... - Taz, shut up! 01:05:31.428 --> 01:05:34.722 I saw the sign out front, so I thought it'd be okay to... 01:05:34.806 --> 01:05:36.640 - Looking to buy a house? - Howie. 01:05:36.725 --> 01:05:37.766 No. 01:05:39.519 --> 01:05:42.521 No, I just came to give you this. 01:05:42.606 --> 01:05:45.858 I said I'd let you read it when it was done, so... 01:05:49.571 --> 01:05:50.696 What is this? 01:05:52.073 --> 01:05:53.073 Thank you. 01:05:55.285 --> 01:05:59.163 We bumped into each other in the... In the library. 01:06:00.749 --> 01:06:04.627 And... And we decided to meet. 01:06:07.088 --> 01:06:08.672 You decided to meet? 01:06:09.341 --> 01:06:12.092 Yeah. Couple of times. 01:06:12.177 --> 01:06:13.177 Okay. 01:06:13.261 --> 01:06:15.763 - Sorry. I didn't realize that you... - It's... 01:06:16.181 --> 01:06:19.516 - Did you meet here? - No. No. We met in the park. 01:06:22.604 --> 01:06:23.771 You met in the park. 01:06:26.358 --> 01:06:27.399 Yeah. 01:06:28.234 --> 01:06:29.568 So, my wife 01:06:31.112 --> 01:06:34.239 agrees to meet you in a public place, and you... 01:06:35.659 --> 01:06:38.202 And you what? You apologize? 01:06:39.120 --> 01:06:41.747 - I guess. - You guess? Okay. 01:06:42.999 --> 01:06:46.502 - Okay. Okay. You apologize and... - Come on, Howie, that's enough now. 01:06:46.586 --> 01:06:47.836 - And then what? - That's enough. 01:06:47.921 --> 01:06:50.047 - Look at me. - Howie. That is enough. 01:06:50.131 --> 01:06:52.508 - What is that? - It's a comic book. 01:06:52.592 --> 01:06:56.804 It's a comic book? A comic book. Did she tell you to bring it here? 01:06:57.430 --> 01:06:59.014 - No, she didn't. - No, she didn't, 01:06:59.099 --> 01:07:01.266 because this is our house! 01:07:01.351 --> 01:07:04.853 And just because there's a sign out front doesn't mean that you can pop in! 01:07:04.938 --> 01:07:08.399 - Howie, all right. All right. - And you just don't... No, it's not all right! 01:07:08.483 --> 01:07:10.818 You just don't walk into somebody's home like that! 01:07:11.236 --> 01:07:14.905 - You should show a little fucking respect! - I gotta go. 01:07:16.950 --> 01:07:18.701 You're an asshole. 01:07:19.077 --> 01:07:21.995 Wait! Wait, Jason! Wait a minute. I'm sorry! 01:07:22.706 --> 01:07:24.248 I'm an asshole. 01:07:37.637 --> 01:07:39.805 Taz, stop it. 01:07:51.484 --> 01:07:53.485 Taz! Taz! 01:07:54.821 --> 01:07:56.280 Taz, stop it! 01:08:00.243 --> 01:08:01.285 Buddy. 01:08:36.863 --> 01:08:38.989 Why didn't you tell me? 01:08:41.826 --> 01:08:45.829 Same reason you don't tell me why you come home reeking of pot. 01:09:26.079 --> 01:09:27.913 Does it ever go away? 01:09:31.668 --> 01:09:33.126 No. 01:09:35.004 --> 01:09:39.174 I don't think it does. Not for me, it hasn't. It's going on 11 years. 01:09:42.262 --> 01:09:44.513 It changes, though. 01:09:46.766 --> 01:09:48.100 How? 01:09:50.270 --> 01:09:51.728 I don't know. 01:09:54.232 --> 01:09:59.570 The weight of it, I guess. At some point, it becomes bearable. 01:10:00.613 --> 01:10:04.658 It turns into something that you can crawl out from under 01:10:04.742 --> 01:10:07.744 and carry around like a brick in your pocket. 01:10:08.913 --> 01:10:14.293 And you even forget it for a while, but then you reach in for whatever reason, 01:10:16.129 --> 01:10:17.754 and there it is. 01:10:19.674 --> 01:10:21.174 "Right. That." 01:10:22.802 --> 01:10:24.428 Which can be awful. 01:10:25.638 --> 01:10:27.431 But not all the time. 01:10:28.433 --> 01:10:29.975 It's kind of... 01:10:31.978 --> 01:10:37.316 Not that you like it, exactly, but it's what you've got instead of your son. 01:10:37.400 --> 01:10:40.652 So, you carry it around. 01:10:46.659 --> 01:10:49.536 And it doesn't go away. 01:10:52.457 --> 01:10:53.832 Which is... 01:10:55.793 --> 01:10:57.294 Which is what? 01:11:02.091 --> 01:11:05.177 Fine. Actually. 01:12:16.249 --> 01:12:17.249 Hello? 01:12:17.834 --> 01:12:18.875 Hi. 01:12:20.169 --> 01:12:22.504 Hi, it's Howie. 01:12:25.341 --> 01:12:27.592 Howie Corbett from group. 01:12:29.679 --> 01:12:31.013 Hi, Howie. 01:12:38.312 --> 01:12:39.980 There you go, boy. 01:12:42.692 --> 01:12:44.943 - Hey. - Hi. 01:12:45.028 --> 01:12:46.236 You going to group? 01:12:46.320 --> 01:12:49.156 - Yeah. You didn't want to go, did you? - No. 01:13:27.320 --> 01:13:29.821 ...the president, essentially, will get up. 01:13:29.906 --> 01:13:31.156 What do you think? 01:13:42.627 --> 01:13:45.337 Hi, it's Jason. Please leave a message. 01:14:20.206 --> 01:14:21.873 You find the house okay? 01:14:26.087 --> 01:14:27.254 Howie? 01:16:20.076 --> 01:16:21.409 I'm sorry. 01:16:45.559 --> 01:17:03.326 Becca? 01:18:20.071 --> 01:18:21.112 God! 01:18:23.324 --> 01:18:24.491 Sorry. 01:18:26.452 --> 01:18:29.788 - What time is it? - Almost 6:00. 01:18:31.082 --> 01:18:33.792 And you're just getting home? 01:18:49.141 --> 01:18:51.976 - So, how was it? - It was okay. 01:18:54.271 --> 01:18:56.606 - Well, you look nice. - Thank you. 01:18:58.484 --> 01:19:00.652 Is she your girlfriend? 01:19:01.404 --> 01:19:03.988 No, she's just a friend. 01:19:04.073 --> 01:19:06.491 - She's pretty. - Yeah. 01:19:07.368 --> 01:19:08.868 She is pretty. 01:19:11.914 --> 01:19:13.706 I liked this so much. 01:19:15.376 --> 01:19:20.213 - It's... Well, it's beautiful. - Thank you. Thanks. 01:19:20.548 --> 01:19:25.218 It reminded me of Eurydice and Orpheus. Do you know that myth? 01:19:25.302 --> 01:19:26.970 No. 01:19:27.680 --> 01:19:30.765 Eurydice dies, and Orpheus misses her so much 01:19:30.850 --> 01:19:36.604 that he travels to Hades to retrieve her and... Well, in the end, it doesn't work out. 01:19:38.566 --> 01:19:40.191 I should read it. 01:19:42.027 --> 01:19:44.404 So, is the scientist your dad? 01:19:45.364 --> 01:19:48.741 - The scientist that the boy's looking for? - No. 01:19:49.076 --> 01:19:53.037 - Is it based on him? - No, my dad was an English teacher. 01:19:53.664 --> 01:19:55.665 I was curious about that. 01:19:56.333 --> 01:19:58.251 It's just a story. 01:19:58.335 --> 01:20:01.045 - I know. I was just... - Reading into it. 01:20:06.343 --> 01:20:09.721 - Do you think they're real? - Parallel universes? 01:20:13.225 --> 01:20:14.976 I think it's basic science. 01:20:17.188 --> 01:20:19.230 You know, if space is infinite, 01:20:19.315 --> 01:20:21.357 then everything's possible. 01:20:22.067 --> 01:20:25.570 So, somewhere out there, I'm what? I'm making pancakes? 01:20:27.573 --> 01:20:29.407 - Or I'm at a water park? - Sure. Yeah. 01:20:29.492 --> 01:20:32.911 - Yeah? - Yeah, both. You know, whatever. 01:20:32.995 --> 01:20:35.747 I think, you know, it's the laws of probability. 01:20:35.831 --> 01:20:40.460 There are tons of you's out there, and there's tons of me's floating around. 01:20:41.587 --> 01:20:45.089 Yeah. And this is just the sad version of us. 01:20:46.634 --> 01:20:47.800 Yeah, I guess. 01:20:47.885 --> 01:20:51.679 But there's other versions, and in these other versions, 01:20:51.764 --> 01:20:55.475 - everything goes our way. - Assuming you believe in science. 01:20:58.395 --> 01:21:01.105 I like that thought. It's nice. 01:21:05.528 --> 01:21:08.363 Somewhere out there I'm having a good time. 01:22:17.016 --> 01:22:18.808 I thought you'd left. 01:22:22.062 --> 01:22:23.813 No, I didn't leave. 01:22:30.529 --> 01:22:34.782 I was thinking we could invite Rick and Debbie over for a cookout. 01:22:39.371 --> 01:22:43.166 Well, she's never gonna call me. She thinks I hate her, so... 01:22:44.501 --> 01:22:46.085 I'll let her off the hook. 01:22:49.798 --> 01:22:53.635 - A cookout? - Be good to see the kids. 01:22:53.719 --> 01:22:56.220 Have to... Have to get something for Emily, though. 01:22:56.305 --> 01:22:59.432 It was her birthday. She turned four last week. 01:22:59.516 --> 01:23:00.683 Right. 01:23:02.186 --> 01:23:03.269 Okay. 01:23:08.108 --> 01:23:11.527 - Danny's is coming up. - I know. 01:23:13.739 --> 01:23:17.033 - It's gonna be a tough one. - Yeah. 01:23:21.372 --> 01:23:22.830 So, that kid, 01:23:24.041 --> 01:23:25.208 Jason, 01:23:27.378 --> 01:23:31.047 - did you tell him we didn't blame him? - We don't blame him. 01:23:31.131 --> 01:23:34.759 No, I know, but did you let him know that? 01:23:35.552 --> 01:23:37.178 Yeah, I guess so. 01:23:38.097 --> 01:23:39.472 That's good. 01:23:40.599 --> 01:23:42.850 - You could talk to him if you want. - I don't want to. 01:23:42.935 --> 01:23:44.018 Okay. 01:23:50.275 --> 01:23:51.776 It's so quiet. 01:23:53.445 --> 01:23:55.905 Well, that's 'cause I slipped Taz a couple of Ambien. 01:23:56.990 --> 01:23:59.575 - Funny. - You think I'm joking? 01:24:07.251 --> 01:24:09.210 So, what're we gonna do? 01:24:13.632 --> 01:24:14.966 About what? 01:24:16.051 --> 01:24:18.219 I don't know. 01:24:18.303 --> 01:24:21.097 I don't know. Just pick something. 01:24:25.310 --> 01:24:26.394 Well, 01:24:30.315 --> 01:24:34.819 we could go to Village Toys. Pick up Candy Land for Emily. 01:24:36.280 --> 01:24:38.781 It's probably something she'd like. 01:24:41.326 --> 01:24:42.994 Candy Land. Yeah. 01:24:48.167 --> 01:24:49.667 And then what? 01:24:51.503 --> 01:24:53.671 Then we wrap it. 01:24:58.761 --> 01:25:00.011 And then 01:25:02.765 --> 01:25:04.515 we have the cookout. 01:25:07.853 --> 01:25:10.480 And they'll come over. 01:25:11.315 --> 01:25:12.523 - Hi. - Hi. 01:25:15.861 --> 01:25:20.364 And we'll have a couple other people over, so it's not too awkward for anyone. 01:25:20.449 --> 01:25:22.617 Hi! Oh, my gosh. Look at you! 01:25:22.701 --> 01:25:26.496 And then, to make them feel comfortable, 01:25:26.580 --> 01:25:31.876 we'll ask a bunch of questions about what the kids have been up to, 01:25:33.378 --> 01:25:36.214 and we'll pretend we're really interested. 01:25:37.090 --> 01:25:38.466 And then... 01:25:40.260 --> 01:25:44.388 And then we'll wait for someone to bring up Danny 01:25:45.766 --> 01:25:47.683 while the kids are playing, 01:25:48.811 --> 01:25:52.897 and maybe that will go on for a little while. 01:25:54.024 --> 01:25:55.566 And after that, 01:25:57.277 --> 01:25:58.903 they'll go home. 01:26:02.366 --> 01:26:03.866 And then what? 01:26:08.497 --> 01:26:09.956 I don't know. 01:26:15.128 --> 01:26:16.796 Something, though. 01:26:16.820 --> 01:26:36.820 Telegram Channel and Instagram Page .:: @bollbolljan_com ::.